#but I can’t do this shit anymore
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when the medications you need to take to get better make you sick, but your mom and doctors tell you that they’re supposed to make you sick before you get better, but it’s the wrong kind of sick, which means you’re not handling them well, and you’re panicking because you don’t know what to do because you can’t live with this kind of sick daily and your mom and doctors are getting more and more frustrated with you for not being med-compliant but you need help to stay med compliant and meds that don’t make your life insufferable, and you’re scared for what the next line of treatment might be since your body isn’t tolerating this kind of treatment anymore
#I hate Lyme Disease and it’s fucking treatment I hate it so fucking much#my body can’t handle oral antibiotics anymore and I’m freaking out#because I’ve already stopped treatment for like a year or two and have been inconsistent with it and STILL your stomach gets destroyed#on half of a dose of your antibiotic prescription#I don’t know what the fuck is gonna happen and I’m so scared#I know my Lyme doctor is really frustrated with me for not being med-compliant and not getting good results when I AM med-compliant#but I can’t do this shit anymore#and I’m scared he’ll stop treating me because of my lack of effort and if that happens then I’m screwed he’s the top Lyme doc in my area#and STILL I’m not making much progress#the only next step I can see is getting IV antibiotics and I really really don’t wanna get a PICC line#the thought of a PICC line icks me out I can feel it just thinking about it and I hate it#but my veins are so shitty that I know I can’t get pricked everyday for an IV
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Alex brings up fanfiction, again
CoC 3 outtakes
#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore#they are complicit#now we know Alex doesn’t have an Ao3 account tho#but we also know he regularly checks the site#taskmaster#alex horne#greg davies#the plot#fanfic#outtake#coc3
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halloween fic idea: the strangers au where it’s actually feixiao, moze and jiaoqiu on halloween night scaring you to death outside of the rental you’re staying in because they’re all strangely obsessed and extremely possessive of you.
thoughts are being thinked
#✦ ( misc. )#✦ ( scribbles. )#( like jiaoqiu turns the corner and stares directly at you and you’re like ??? what in the world )#( and then he walks straight past you. )#( realistically im sure he can hear you quite well with the ears because fox ear anatomy hearing good reasons )#( moze is the silent brooder that ALWAYS seems to be in the right place at the right time )#( watches in the shadows. springs out of nowhere and scares the shit out of you )#( number 1 manhandler will grab you and drag you about )#( and feixiao… ohhhhh… she knows you. )#( ringleader of ALL of it. )#( set the whole thing up. posed as a friend for YEARS just for this very moment )#( this idea is lowkey haunting me i can’t do this anymore )#( ‘who wants dinner!!!’ the stranger that walked into your house says as you’re being roughly restrained to the dinner table )#feixiao x reader#moze x reader#jiaoqiu x reader
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Hey guys, quick question
HOW DID HE FUCKING DO THIS????!
#ninjago#ninjago kai#I can’t do this anymore I’m sorry#he can’t keep DOING THIS SHIT#for ppl who are unaware#that’s vengestone
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Hey you know when one of the last times the Doctor said I love you that I can think of is?
Zagreus. He told Charley he loved her. And then she followed him and they spent weeks in sensory deprivation unpacking that and love itself as a concept. And we never heard him say it again.
#dead men do tell tales#doctor who#eighth Doctor#charley pollard#scherzo#I’m getting tired of people giving the Doctor shit for not being able to say I love you#he can’t express it verbally anymore. he just can’t. and that’s okay#because how he is shows it so much better than words ever could
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What if I were to get these as tattoos. I know for sure I’m doing the first one but idk about the others. For the first im thinking either back of the back or like in between my collarbones. Idk yet tho.
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#orv spoilers#yoo joonghyuk#kim dokja#ao3#tattoos#ehehehe#help orv has taken over my life and i can’t do this shit anymore
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That one troupe as ghoap where a character is tired or not themselves at the moment and lays their face on the love interest’s upper chest/ almost at their neck but instead of leaning away from the touch ghost welcomes it and turns his head to rest his face against Johnny’s hair and holds his waist with one hand to stabilise him and the other to tuck his face into the crook of his neck as he closes his eyes cause there’s no where else he’d rather be than with Johnny and it doesn’t matter if he can’t remember it anyways because if he doesn’t that means that it didn’t happen at all and he can allow himself to be weak and soft just this once.
#spoiler alert: it was not just one time#GGGGFRRRAHHUYGGGGGFF#IM PROJECTIVE VOMITING RN#I HATE GAY PEOPLE#/pos#the intimacy.. the fluff#it’s so#oh my days I can’t do this shit anymore#god fucking#hell#call of duty#robs ramblings#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghoap#ghostsoap
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#AAAAGHHH#HE WANTS TO START A FAMILY#WITH EDDIE#YOU CANT CHANGE MY MIND#i can’t do this#my heart#my heart can’t take this anymore#I’m so done dude#Venom#venom symbiote#venom the last dance#venom 3#venom spoilers#venom movie#veddie#symbrock#venom the last dance spoilers#venom x eddie#eddie x venom#eddie brock#What if I say I’m fucking losing it#i’m losing my shit#Fuck you sony
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Drawing some old favs. I blame @pastabaguette for getting me back into doodling homestuck. Anyways here’s a doodle dump
Also I forgot to add song of the day for doodle dump
Forgive
#please i can’t do this#homestuck#shit anymore#I’m 23 and it still hAUNTS M-#I PAINTED MYSELF GREY AS A CHILD JESUS#CHCNDJNDBDHHXHHNS CHIBADC IHOBO WFIEYBFEQVOIY#it wah kinda fun#i guess#equius zahhak#homestuck equius#nepeta leijon#homestuck nepeta#eridan ampora#homestuck eridan#aradia megido#homestuck aradia#art#artists on tumblr#artwork#Spotify
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It’s crazy how I change from Kirishima and Tamaki to Shoji and All might as my favorites over the past 4 years… anyways give Shoji and Toshinori more credit they’re both lovely.
(My Baby Boys)
#mha#mha kirishima#mha tamaki#mha shoji#mha mezo shoji#mha shoji mezo#mha all might#mha toshinori#mezo shoji#all might#yagi toshinori#bnha#bnha shoji#bnha toshinori#bnha toshinori Yagi#revelation#damn 2020 was long ago I can’t do this shit anymore#i miss 2020
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silly rats . unfortunately my silly rats . i have to ask them to get stuff from the store on the way home from work
fixed version ! the end was a little messed up on the other version and it was making me sad . capcut and i have beef
#CAPCUT ALWAYS MAKING MY SHIT OFF BEAT WHEN I SAVE THE VIDEO IS SO EVIL#anyways#intro scene is the only traphawk scene ever btw#sorry for using requiem for a lightweight for an intro again as if it’s my fault it’s trapper’s most iconic episode#hawk conning trapper into fighting by calling him cute i can’t fuvking do this anymore#mash#mashposting#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#trapper john mcintyre#trapper john#trapper#john mcintyre#hawktrap#traphawk#piercintyre#piercentyre
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IM GOING TO EAT A FUCKING BOMB IM LITERALLY NOT GOING TO SURVIVE AT THIS FUCKING CONCERT YALL!!!!!!!!!! 12 MORE DAYS WHAT AM I ABOUT TO DO!!!!!!!!
#ateez#atiny#kpop#ateez seonghwa#seonghwa in a harness is too much for my soul#era: towards the light : will to power#i cant do this shit anymore#i can’t breathe#omfg
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going through all the stages of grief today lmao!! whatever im gonna play video game now!!
#im very very very nervous i feel like my stomach is about to fly out of my mouth#oh my god lollllllllllll#what will i do if he wins LMAO!! i have a 4 year old daughter lol she can’t grow up in this bull shit!!!!!#i gotta get out of here LMAO!!!!!!!!#im gonna be sick#i took the day off knowing i would be useless today also off tomorrow#help!! also i think my period is coming which is. amazing timing lol i am already on the brink of death#why not!! haha!! sure why not!!!!!!#i need to read thanzag IMMEDIATELY I need to be healed#this is so bad……#im scared oh god….#i hate how little control we have over our own lives#here we are on the brink of maybe our last election lol like no exaggeration do you think if they win they will let us vote again#im just glad I don’t live near dc anymore it was scary last time#omg…#I think I will be offline today if you see posts it’s just the queue
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saw this on tiktok abt hispanic james potter setting up his ofrenda for día de los muertos putting up extra photos of his friends who hadn’t been on the ofrenda last year like dorcas marlene and ofc his parents reg etc and how he heard the knock of the door while decorating it so when he went to answer the last thing he saw as his body fell to the floor were the pictures of his loved ones now holding his hand and taking him with them…
#i can’t do this shit anymore#the marauders#marauders#james potter#lily evan’s#day of the dead#sirius black#peter pettigrew#remus lupin#halloween 1981
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*spoilers btw*
First of all. YOU EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED SUNFISH BASTARD
second. He’s so desperate too have dokja see the ending, too stop him from sacrificing himself that he does the same stuff to dokja that was done too him. Betrayal, drugging, writing him in a novel.
He’s so desperate that he doesn’t see how his actions are bad despite having had them done to him before. He’s so desperately in love(imo) that his morals(what was left of them) are dissolving.
AND HE DOESNT EVEN REALIZE HES IN LOVE BC HES A STUPIDLY EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED SUNFISH BASTARD AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE MEN LITWRALLY JUST MAKE OUT ALREADY IT WILL FIX YOU I SWEAR
Also I 100% headcannon that after Kim Dokjas whole COMA AND NOT WAKING UP THING(gonna Kms) Joonghyuk starts going through the stages of grief but bc he’s a fucking idiot he never gets past rage so he visits kdj every day and tells him he hates him and will kill him but inside he’s begging and pleading for dokja to WAKE UP. To wake up and see the ending. Because he loves him but won’t admit it (not even too himself)
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#orv spoilers#yoo joonghyuk#kim dokja#help orv has taken over my life and i can’t do this shit anymore#orv kdj#orv novel#joongdok#hehehehe#in pain#wrote this instead of sleeping
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if people keep carelessly throwing around terms like npd and sociopath and psychopath in reference to goro akechi im going to LOSE my fucking MIND
#before referring to somebody as having a serious debilitating personality disorder maybe take ten minutes to do the most#BASIC research of your entire fucking life#holy shit#i swear im going to post my akechi psychological analysis eventually … i can’t take this anymore!!!#veestxt#persona 5#goro akechi#persona
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