#bun ramblings

[bughugz]

intox my beloved why am i not sitting in someone's lap all fuzzy and out of it from being so fucking high while they grope me wtf

[impishbunnidoll]

Are you planning on drawing more of Wally being completing smooth in his crotch region?

Oh!! I didn't realize people were genuinely interested in that! But yeah I do plan to make more :]

That particular Wally (when I draw him) is more canon-ish so I'm hesitant to draw/post that stuff lol

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[gcmblingdice]

I feel like Im so open about how I feel (and do my best to be certain others are okay to listen) because Im very transparent. I think struggling daily with any mental or psychological disorder shouldnt be shame.

I feel like people still stigmatize it and I want to change that. Its why i try to tag my vents and use read mores.

I just feel so strongly all the god damn time. One set of meds helps me manage my bipolar. The other helps me manage my depression and helps with my adhd and you would think between that and talk therapy and CBT I would be good but nah.

Universe said give her borderline with narcissitic tendencies and co dependancy. We love it and honestly before I was medicated all of it would hit at once. Its why I became an alcoholic, I just couldnt handle it and i wanted an escape. If alcohol didnt then Id make purposefully reckless choices.

My mom was there for me the whole time and honestly we struggling terribly rn tbh and i just figure its best to be open.

So i apologize for how werid I might get but the holidays are rough and even more so cause I really miss my mom and my ex too.

I really miss my ex more than I care to admit. I really hope they are well. Ah well

[risestarkiss]

On His Own Terms

Rise Ramblings #2

In my post, “This Whole Situation,” I discuss how Donnie doesn’t see himself or his mutation as something that needs to be hidden away. He wears clothes when he's out and about, and that’s about it. However, as turtlemen in the middle of NYC, sometimes they need to actually wear disguises. So, what does Donnie do in those cases?

Old ladies? Well, that’s a choice. And the way Leo phrased the question is interesting as well.

��Why do you always make us dress up as old ladies.”

This means that every time it’s up to Donnie to choose the disguise, it’s not up for discussion. They’re going to be old ladies. Period.

But the most interesting part of this scene is Donatello's answer to Leo's question.

You would think that blending in would be the main goal, but no. Donnie’s main goal with his chosen disguise is: comfort. He’s not willing to sacrifice his own comfort just to make other people comfortable with his presence.

He’ll wear a disguise if he must, but only on his own terms.

And I’m happy that he can set his boundary and stick to it.

Never change, Donnie, never change…

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…Does anyone else see Leo’s old lady drip?! Where did he get those pearls from? Forget the pearls, where did he get the pantyhose? Did he style his own wig? How long did it take for him to put on his makeup? What color eyeshadow is that? Look at those lashes! Look at those bazongas! He put so much work into his fit, no wonder he received a compliment.

[dolleriumfluffle]

I just desperately want more recognition of traumagenic experiences that lie outside of the usual "childhood abuse" assumption that everyone forces on that label. what about trauma from bullying? what about trauma from undiagnosed illnesses? what about trauma from queer experiences like transphobia? what about trauma from medical experiences like surgeries, hospitalizations, psych wards, and other areas where the medical field failed you? what about trauma from eating disorders? what about trauma from racism?

there are so many experiences that can fall under traumagenic, but are yet swept under a rug in favor of a strict, stereotypical narrative that's easier to comprehend. I think we as a community need to make an active effort to expand our understanding of traumagenic, especially where it may overlap with experiences traditionally considered endogenic, and understand that trauma can come in so many different forms. so often people are shunned for trying to create roles and labels that describe their specific traumagenic experiences, and I don't understand why. there can be no progress towards acceptance for all systems if we don't accept that traumagenic is an umbrella label too.

[bunfloras]

i feel like a lot of people need to hear this lately but. you gotta stop taking numbers so seriously on the internet

take it from someone who went through that shit first hand. when i was on twitter, the numbers culture there utterly consumed me. it came to a point where no matter what kind of attention i got, it was never enough—because it never compared to “that one time.” i became an asshole who was constantly asking people to retweet, to share, to comment, because i was always chasing the same high from times where my work “blew up.”

it genuinely makes me sad to see so many people falling into the same trap i did. it’s okay to enjoy feedback on something you worked hard on—i’m not saying it isn’t. what you have to be careful of, though, is perceiving low numbers as failure.

just because a piece gets low notes, doesn’t mean your work is bad. it also doesn’t mean people don’t care, or that they aren’t doing enough to help you share your work around. sometimes the algorithm just fucks you over. sometimes the time of day is wrong. sometimes the subject matter is just too niche to catch people’s attention.

i guess what i’m trying to say is give yourself some grace. try and pull yourself free of the mentality of always needing more than you have. your worth is not in the numbers you get, nor are your abilities. this kind of mindset fucked me up for years, and i just hope that some of what i’m saying helps people

[axoqiii]

hello drawig request...can you draw lizzie ldshadowlady maybe?

hello anon ask from half a year ago. yes i certainly can here u go!!

[melit0n]

Look at the beautiful mf orbs on these idiots. Fr out here with sea glass for eyes what

[bughugz]

i just think if i close my legs you have every right to force them back open and slap my dick or my thighs till i learn better !

[impishbunnidoll]

oh yeah, the just cloth no genitalia Wally is a concept I’ve thought about before. Honestly one of my personal favorite interpretations of his junk

Honestly very real of you! It's certainly interesting :] silly puppet man with nothing below yet the need to please...

[nerdysleepybunny]

Guys HEAR ME OUT!

We know that Lucifer is a chef/really good at cooking, and Beelzebub is the sin of gluttony.

If they collaborated to make a restaurant together, what would we get?

APPLEBEE’S!

Do with this information what you will.

[artisticbunny]

Ok so these two are characters from @dingodoodles 's amazing ongoing DnD campaign Fools Gold Sands and I have not seen enough fanart of them so I made some myself.

THEY ARE SO FUN TO DRAW AND ARE SO SILLY TO ME I LOVE THEM.

PLEASE GO WATCH/LISTEN TO THE CAMPAIGN IM BEGGING YOU!!!

You can find it on dingo's YouTube channel which is the same name as their tumblr please please please check them out! <3

[pup-pee]

hey *snaps fingers* HEY. DONT 4GET ABOUT CAROL BUCKLEN

ignore that i didnt give her the right glasses i uhhhhh i didnt look up referances hahaha,sf,,,ds,,,,,,,,,,,,

[forgettingcrowbin]

It’s the seventh time I’ve asked and I still haven’t gotten an answer :(

@elizakai @swiftmitsu

[bunfloras]

this hit me like a fucking truck. literally just started sobbing. all of the aro/ace people who found comfort in his content and headcanoning his character. man.