#bsd kouyou x reader

[chuubian]

Guilt

Tags Kouyou x fem reader, nsfw mdni, internalized homophobia, religious guilt, angst, I’m projecting

Summary You and Kouyou have been seeing each other for a few months, but the fear of going to hell is pervasive and daunting.

A/N This is kind of based off my own personal experiences and struggles with religious guilt so if its not accurate to you, sorry.

A loud ringing sound resonated through the room, ripping you out of the pleasant repose you had been in. Your eyes flickered over to the source of the sound. A bright light cut through the heavy darkness, drawing your eyes to it. Shuffling out of the warm, comfortable sheets and grabbing hold of your phone, your eyebrows pinch together- the fluorescent screen was blinding. There was only one notification.

Come over. I miss you.

Your stomach sinks. The darkness felt like it was pushing in, invading every part of you. A snake was coiled around you, squeezing and crushing your lungs, wringing you dry- while it was distracting you from the pain with empty promises and illusions of a happy life. You knew what this was. It was the devil. Seducing you. Whispering sweetly in your ear, showing you how good things could be if you just went. This was a test from god. To see if you were a true follower. If you had the willpower to be better. Regrettably, you were not strong enough to resist temptation.

Throwing the soft, warm bed sheets off, you step into the cold biting air. The tile under your feet is freezing, seizing your muscles, making you regret your decision for a split second. But your mind's made up, there is no changing it anymore. As you get ready, you think about what she would act like. Would she notice that you wore her favorite perfume? Or that you put on the new dress she bought you? She only wants one thing, but that doesn't mean you can't hope for more.

Knocking on her door, you hug your coat closer. Everyone in the area is asleep, but that doesn't mean you can't be cautious. If anyone sees you here, dressed the way that you are… you don't know if you could ever live it down. The door squeaks open, revealing Kouyou in her nightgown and robe. Your heartbeat speeds up. She’s beautiful. You try to forget about the guilt building up inside you, pushing it down to the back recesses of your mind- focusing on the small moments with her that are dear to you.

“Hi..”

“Hey, come in. Quickly, before anyone sees.”

She steps to the side, letting you in. As you step through the threshold, the powdery, pomegranate scent emanating off of her hits you. It's hypnotizing, quelling your worries and making your mind go fuzzy. You can't even remember why you dreaded coming here. Why would you ever do that? She's so great, so sweet to you. Your vision blurs around the edges, like you're watching from behind a screen. It's hard to think about anything other than her scent, or how much you need her. She's caught you in a trance, bewitching you, using your weaknesses against you. She's satan in an enchanting body.

“Sit down. Do you want some wine?”

She gently puts her hand on your shoulder, nudging you towards the living room. You can't even feel her touch through the coat but your skin burns. You nod, not saying a word. You probably couldn't even make out a full sentence if you tried. She hums softly, acknowledging your answer before walking to the kitchen, letting you settle in. You take off your coat, shivering from the sudden rush of cool air, hanging it up on the coat hanger. Your body sinks into the sofa. It molds to your figure, accepting easily- without complaint or argument.

Kouyou steps back into the room, hips swaying, with two glasses of red wine in her hands. When she sits down, it's far too close. Her knees touch yours, sending a pleasant tingle up your legs and down your spine. She extends her arm, handing you a glass- it feels sacred, but if anything, it's ungodly. It's giving into temptation, forsaking what you know is right, and letting the devil take control. You take it. Lifting the glass to your lips and letting the red liquid drip down your throat.

The bitter taste of wine lingers in your mouth, meanwhile a sweet warmth blossoms in your chest and up your neck. She leans closer and your stomach gets a weird fluttering sensation from what you suspect isn't the alcohol's fault.

“You look lovely.”

Her hand rests on your arm, cooling your burning skin. Then slowly it travels down to your knee, rubbing back and forth in soothing motions. Your hands were trembling, you had done this so many times before but it never got easier.

“You're wearing the dress I got you?”

You nod, bringing the glass back up to your lips and downing the whole thing. Your throat burned, it was hard to form words. She was too close.

“Do you like it?”

She hums, sipping her wine. It wets her lips, making them shiny and soft and so… delectable. A flush settles high over her cheekbones and chest, painting her skin a pretty pink that matches her nightgown. She scoots closer, thigh pressed against yours, shoulder to shoulder.

“It's the best purchase I've ever made.”

Kouyou leans in, breath brushing over your shoulder and neck. Your heart is pounding so hard you're sure she can hear it. A fuzziness envelops your mind, it's difficult to think as clearly as before. You can't remember why you felt so guilty before coming here. The Kouyou in front of you looks hazy and…. so tempting.

“You smell so good.”

She leans in, nosing at the spot under your jaw. Kouyou’s hands start rubbing up and down your thighs, slowly pushing the fabric of your dress up- little by little. It makes you gasp as a fire blooms in your belly. You can feel her smiling at the noise, pressing a soft kiss to your jaw. Her hands come up to grab your hips, pulling you onto her lap.

“You got all dolled up for me huh? So cute.”

It was embarrassing how easily she could manipulate your body. She knew all the sensitive spots and she didn't hesitate to abuse them, kissing the little spot behind your ear, running her hands down your spine and over your lower tummy. Your body was tense, overwhelmed by the sudden onslaught of sensation. Your hands curled in the fabric of her robe, turning to try and capture her lips with yours. She chuckled, mocking and cruel.

“Not yet.”

Kouyou dragged her teeth down your neck and shoulder, sending tingles down your entire body. You whine, back arching and leaning into her relentless touch.

“Why..?”

She didn't answer. You could feel your mind starting to go numb, all coherent thoughts melting away- focusing only on Kouyou and the pleasure she made you feel. She takes hold of your hips, shifting your position until your back is pressed against the soft couch. Slowly, her lips traveled down to your chest, leaving behind a trail of messy red lipstick on your skin. Branding you. No matter what happened, you both knew no one else could have you the way she does. No one else makes you feel like this.

She traces her fingers up your thighs, pushing up the silk fabric. Teasingly, her hand massages the skin near your groin, fingers outlining the seam of your underwear.

“Please… hurry.”

She smirked sadistically, enjoying your impatient whimpers- slowing down instead of doing what you asked so nicely.

"Why should i? I'm quite enjoying this."

An embarrassing sob leaves your mouth. The tension is killing you- pressing down on your lungs, squeezing all the air out, and leaving you a heaving mess.

"Just... -hic- please..."

Her hands were heaven sent. it's inhumane for her to stop now. You're holding back tremors, hands traveling down her arms, guiding her hands to where you needed them most.

"Oh... is this what you wanted?"

She drags a finger over your cloth covered pussy. It's not nearly enough but you can't help the loud whine that comes out of your throat.

“S-stop teasing.”

“Don't tell me what to do.”

Kouyou takes hold of your hands, guiding them to your sides.

“Keep them here. don't move.”

Her command ran through you, freezing your muscles in their current position.

“Good girl.”

She runs her hands down your body, leaving behind fire on your skin. Her nails bite into your hips, taking enjoyment in watching you struggle and whimper. The long nails leave small indents in your flesh- yet another reminder of her claim over you.

As Kouyous hands rub over your lower tummy, her fingers play with the hem of your underwear- lifting it slightly and letting it snap back against your skin. The sting is delicious. your nerves sing, filling your brain with a beautiful melody- numbing your mind. It makes you unable to think of anything but her. She takes hold of your underwear, ripping it off you impatiently.

“There we go. So much better.”

She grabs the back of your knees roughly, spreading your legs apart until they’re practically touching the couch.

“Hold them here.”

You scramble to follow her orders, hands holding your knees open.

“So good for me.”

Her voice is raspy, clearly affected by the sight of you spread out in front of her like a feast. Her pupils are dilated and her breathing is faster than usual. a low growl vibrates in her throat- she's hungry. Hungry for you. Kouyou dives down, biting into your inner thigh. Your hips twitch, a guttural whine ripping itself from your throat.

“Ahh! You're s-so mean!”

She chuckles, drinking in your choked little noises. Her mouth is watering- she wants to devour you whole. Her tongue pokes out, lapping at your soaked pussy. You screw your eyes shut, head tilted back and exposing the column of your throat. A hiccuping moan leaves your mouth, jaw hanging open.

“Ngh.. K-Kouyou…”

Kouyou responds by burying her face deeper in your cunt, moaning at how you taste. She's abusing the power she has over you, sucking and rolling your clit with her tongue meanly. The slick sounds as the red haired woman goes harder and harder are disgusting.

“Fuck… you taste so good..”

She lifts her head to take in the sight of you- sweaty, chest heaving, thighs trembling. Her mouth is completely slick with your juices, shiny and wet. She licks her lips before sitting up. Running her fingers through your folds she gathers your juices on the tips of them. They glisten as she raises them up to her mouth, humming at the taste- like it's the most appetizing meal she's ever had the pleasure of savoring.

Her hand comes back down to drag through your folds, stopping once she reaches your entrance. Gradually, she pushes two fingers in without much resistance- your cunt is more than wet enough to take her. A mixture of your juices and her saliva is dripping down your pussy and onto her expensive couch. Your stomach clenches as her fingers find the sweet little spot inside yours walls.

"Oh... p-please..."

Your delightful moans just make her smirk evilly, digging her fingers into your sweet spot and thrusting harder. She leans down to lap at your clit at the same time.

"Doing so good for me... such a good girl."

Your thighs are tensing, hips twitching, mind going fuzzy and numb. It feels like every nerve ending in your body is on fire. It's far too much and too little at the same time. your body shudders- unsure if it wants to pull away or pull her closer.

"Kou... it's t-too much...!"

She doesn't give you a second of rest, hand coming up to pull your hips closer, inserting another finger, scissoring them. Your eyelids are difficult to hold open anymore, fluttering shut as a violent shock of tremors travels up your spine. It's impossible to think or breathe as your body is overwhelmed from Kouyou’s actions.

"Don't worry. You can take it, can’t you? Just for me?"

When she puts it like that it sounds so easy. You force your body to relax- hands clenching in the soft sofa cushions, legs falling open. You would do anything for her. She's so good to you. Always. Kouyou smiles, tightening her hold on your thigh. It's sure to form bruises later. A reminder of what you did. Another remembrance of all you do wrong.

“Mmngh… please… Kou…”

A knot forms in your lower stomach. Tense and ready to snap at any moment. Your back is arching, taut with the tension building inside you. Your mind is becoming more and more muddled, unable to form proper sentences or think beyond what is in front of you. Kouyou slurps and laps at your clit eagerly, never once daring to slow down. Her fingers are working magic inside of you, pressing against your spot, thrusting in and out at a rhythmic pace that she knows you love. No one knows your body like she does.

“Please…p-please… ‘m so c-close…”

When you almost think it's too much- when tears are running down your cheeks, your hips twitching and bucking uncontrollably, and your nails threaten to rip open the fabric of the couch- the coil snaps. A sense of relief and overwhelming pleasure washes over you. The sounds you make are inhuman, comparable to the screech of a banshee.

“Hah… oh -hic- god…!”

Your walls tighten around her fingers, hips pressing down trying to suck them in more. She makes sure to help you through it, gently nudging your sweet spot as you're pushed over the edge.

Once your muscles relax, practically melting into the couch, she slowly pulls her fingers out- tongue licking up everything. She sits between your legs, spreading you open further and leans down to nuzzle your throat.

“So pretty for me… such a good girl.”

Kouyou presses kisses along the exposed column of your neck, biting down on your soft throat. Your body tenses, a high whine pushed out of your lungs.

“Please… I want to…”

You can't even finish your sentence. Panting softly you lean up to press your lips against hers. They're so soft. You can taste yourself on her tongue. It's disgusting and dirty but you can't stop. She wraps her arms around your waist, pulling you closer, until your entire body is pressed against hers.Its like shes sucking out the air from your lungs. Draining you of everything. Your life. Your virtue.

Kouyou starts to drag the hem of your dress up, pushing it over your hips, running her hands over your boobs, and finally removing the fabric completely from your body. Leaving you exposed and vulnerable. Her eyes rake over your body, taking in the sight of you naked. She's had her fill already but she wants more.

You're still catching your breath. Panting through your words.

"Sit on my face... please."

She smiles.

"Are you sure?"

You nod. You were never more sure of anything in your entire life. This is what you were meant to do. It felt like your life's purpose was to be under her. Taking in her scent and drinking in all of her. Kouyou pushes you back down, not bothering to take off the nightgown- she wasn't even wearing underwear. She straddles your face, taunting you. She's just out of reach. Saliva pools in your mouth, hungry for her. Hungry for the familiar taste of her on your tastebuds.

After a few whines of impatience escape your throat, she finally lowers herself down. She finally gives you what you want.

When the flavor of her finally hits your tongue, you can't help the moan you let out. You're like a woman starved. You've been denying yourself this for far too long. The sharp, bitter taste sets your libido alight once again. There's nothing better than this.

Your hands grip onto her thighs, pulling her down against your face harder, the pressure of her weight on top of you is a welcoming one. Your nose pokes at her clit, tongue slipping between her folds and into her entrance.

"Fuck.."

Her voice is breathy and quiet. She's trying to hide how affected she is but it's not working. Her hips twitch against your face, wanting more. It's humid and difficult to get air into your lungs but that doesn't stop you. You can't stop.

Your jaw starts to ache. It was definitely going to be sore tomorrow. You dig your fingers into her hips, leaning your head up slightly to press against her more. It was hurting your neck but the woman in front of you was more important than potential future injuries.

Kouyou threaded her fingers through your hair, pulling, looking for any way to ground herself. She grinds her hips down hard, practically riding your tongue. Stomach tensing, choked whimpers escaping- you can tell she's close already.

It only made you doubled down, jaw working twice as hard, nosing at the sensitive little nub, tongue reaching deep inside her. Her juices were covering your entire chin. It was dirty and raw.

She was pushed over the edge with one last suck at her clit. Her thighs and hips were shaking, giving in and sitting on your face completely, stuttering thrusts on your tongue. She was suffocating you but it was a welcoming torture. If you died, this is how you wanted it to happen.

She keens lowly, jaw hanging wide open, eyes clenched shut. Kouyou was so beautiful like this. Sweaty and flushed. Her hair was messy and unkempt. It was a different side of her. One no one but you saw. She was usually so elegant and well put-together.

The fingers tangled in your locks loosen, shifting off you Kouyou, decides to sit on the other side of the sofa.

You leave her apartment soon after. Slipping in and out without anyone taking notice. They haven't even woken from their slumber yet.

On the quiet walk home alone, your eye wanders up to admire the brightness of the moon. She's all by herself. Lonely. What did she do to deserve that? Surely nothing could justify the isolation she was forced to deal with. As far as you could tell, all she did was shine- light the night sky. It was normal. Nothing about it seemed unnatural. Yet here she was, destined to a life of solitude.

Getting back to an empty apartment after hours of pure euphoria and intimacy with someone dear to you, was oppressive. The weight of all you'd done and all you allowed to happen was crushing. You felt the need to lie down. The burden you had been carrying in your chest was making your knees buckle under you, collapsing onto comforting sheets.

How you wish Kouyou was here to empty your mind again. You don't want to think or feel anything. If you couldn't think, your mind wouldn't be able to feel guilt for your actions. The Behavior you could easily have stopped yourself from performing. Why didn't you say no? This was all your fault. You should've known better than to fall for Satan's trap.

All you had been taught was that loving women was sinful. Wrong. But was it really evil to try and find love in the arms of a lover? How could that be? What was even so bad about it? That some arbitrary being decided to shame you for feeling a genuine connection. It sounded absurd. Maybe god isn't even real.

A sudden emptiness cultivated deep in your gut, a fogginess taking over your mind. How could you even think that?

"Please forgive me. I didn't mean it."

Your eyes were shut tight. Hoping and praying for forgiveness from someone who would never answer.

"It was just a stupid thought that crossed my mind. Please... I know you're real, I believe in your power."

You couldn't move. The fear was paralyzing. Was the devil so strong that you couldn't even be alone in your own thoughts? You never should've gone. You had invited Satan into your mind. Into your body. And now there was no going back.

Tears springed up in your eyes, breath hitching- a sense of desperation took over your body. Without thinking, your body moves on its own, crawling on the cold dirty floor, seeking the book on your bedside drawer by itself. This can't be. You can't be condemned to a life alone just because of this. Because of something so simple.

Looking through scripture desperately, you nearly tear the delicate pages. Every passage read just confirms your inevitable future in the lake of fire. When Armageddon comes- when god comes to take his children back- you will be left alone. Your hands tremble. The bible plunges to the ground.

You can't even gather the courage to pick it up, staring at it through blurry eyesight. Your worst fears were confirmed. How could you go on? You had already committed a great sin. You would never be whole again. Your body will forever be tainted. impure. Unholy.

“Why me?.. why.. why…WHY?!?”

Violent sobs erupted from your throat. It felt like your entire body was burning- It was only a small glimpse of what you would get in the afterlife. You deserved it.

Falling to your knees, you lean over the bed, begging for forgiveness.

"Please.. help me, i'll never do it again. I know I don't deserve it... I know I shouldn't have been so weak, but I need you!"

Your cries echoed through the room, amplifying your sounds of anguish. Her touches would never wash off you. Unlike the temporary marks she left on your skin, what you did was a permanent stain on your soul. It was unforgivable. You knew it was the devil tempting you but you gave in anyway. Despite everyone's warning. Giving up an eternity of happiness. All for short term gratification. For a relationship that was destined to fail.

[astelren]

BSD pregnancy with Kouyou

ೃ⁀➷ TW/CW: Fluff, Implied AFAB Reader (since pregnancy, but i dont use any pronouns or body parts), Bad English, Pregnancy, Koyou being more so a mom, Can be seen as either romantic relationship or platonic, let me know if I need to add more TW/Tags ♡ Minors please interact with me only by liking or reblogs. ➳ Characters: Koyou Ozaki ⤠ Jealousy HCs (Dazai, Chuuya) ⤟ BSD Masterlist (soon!) ⤠ Who wants kids ⤟

Anon requested: Headcanons for koyou Ozaki with a pregnant reader please!!

Ooohh this one was interesting bc im not sure if I managed to nailed this lmfao also since you didn't specify if the koyou and reader are in a romantic relationship or not I decided to keep things very grey so that you can read it in whatever way you prefer💞

While Koyou doesn't have any experience in pregnancy herself, she can understand how troubling the period can be. So if you thought was protective before, now it's completely off the rails: she doesn't let you do any work, especially the type of work that consists in moving stuff or dealing with heavy things.

First months of the pregnancy are easy and she lets you do most things if you feel like it, although you can always sense her glare following your presence. Koyou is just making sure you are alright since you have to be careful with pregnancy, but she doesnt wish for you to feel like a burden or anything like that.

She will also keep your hair out of the way when you are vomiting, and gently caress your back in a soothing manner to help you out. Koyou is nice and gentle with you, she will probably make some tea for helping you to feel better

The more the pregnancy goes on, the more Koyou becomes more strict and careful she becomes: like I said before you can’t most tiring work, and she will demand someone to help you out or to be around you if she isn’t in the vicinity.  

Will also accompany you to whatever visit you have to make, especially if she gets to boss around people who dare to disrespect you or take too much of your time. No stranger will touch your belly without Koyou's approval, unless they went their hand off their arm…

And also whoever doctor dares gets too comfortable for her liking, she has no problem reminding them of their place especially since they are the best doctor in the place, but also deeply connected to the best. Of course, you only get the best of the best💜

But Koyou is so sweet and caring with you it makes everyone jealous: she cooks every meal for you, or asks very well known chefs, gently caressing your belly while murmuring stuff to the baby, making sure the chair is always the most comfortable and with the fluffies cushion, she never rises her voice against you in any possible way, she will even message your feet if it hurts too badly

Likes to spoils you, but that's even before you got pregnant. Koyou buys you clothes that you feel more comfortable in, clothes for the baby, toys, and even starts mumbling about having a nursery room or something like it, while you are probably thinking that you wanted to buy something for the baby too… she wouldn't let you

Takes off some days to take care of you too, and would probably remind you to have a little hobby or something to pass time during the pregnancy period. Koyou would show you many hobbies, would also try some too if you ask her, just to spend some time together

If the doctor allows it, then she is willing to let you go to a vacancy during your last months and even pay for most of it, since you will probably complain if she pays all of it. Not that she minds it, in the end, the vacancy is for you to relax so why worry over how much money you spent? Just let her.

This work belongs to @/astelren, do not repost, translate, copy, rewrite or share on tiktok without my permission. Reblogs are appreciated and encouraged♡

[miyakuya]

— how i think some of the bsd characters act after they realize they’re in love

© miyakuya 2023– plagiarism, reposts, or anything related or copying isn’t allowed.

Pretty much acts the exact same way, however they linger more often, whether they mean too or not. That can be in regards to their actions or simply with how long they look in your direction.

— Atsushi Nakajima, Edgar Allan Poe, Gin Akutagawa, Ranpo Edogawa, Saigiku Jōno, Sigma

Confident about it. They don’t necessarily care if you know how they feel or not even though they’re more than likely not going to tell you that out loud yet. They up their actions and teasing (if they do something like that) so people will know how they feel and hopefully back off. So long as you’re comfortable with it, of course.

— Chuuya Nakahara, Kōyō Ozaki, Nikolai Gogol, Osamu Dazai

Pretty sweet. They may not act that way all the time, especially around others but when you’re alone or with very few people, they have such an obvious sweet spot for you that would sell them out in seconds. They’re always going out of their way for you and if you’re lucky enough, you can see how much they adore you when they meet your eyes.

— Akiko Yosano, Atsushi Nakajima, Chuuya Nakahara, Edgar Allan Poe, Michizō Tachihara, Ranpo Edogawa, Saigiko Jōno

Relatively mean about it? They don’t really know how to feel with the realization and they hope that if they’re mean to you and pushing you away, they’ll stop thinking about you and it’d make them feel better. It doesn’t work, of course, and as they warm up to you and the idea of being with you, they can be sweet. You just need to be patient with them as it’d be worth it.

— Doppo Kunikida, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Ryūnosuke Akutagawa

Absolutely convinced they’re not in love and it’s just in their head. Sure they like spending time with you and you are normally the reason why they have a smile on their face but that doesn’t mean anything… right? WRONG. They’re so in love and the more their friends tease them for how they act around you or with how painfully obvious they are when they look at you, they know they’re screwed and it’s not in their head.

— Doppo Kunikida, Michizō Tachihara, Sigma, Tecchō Suehiro

ew what the fuck is love and how do i get rid of it /j

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Ryūnosuke Akutagawa

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[iridescentdove]

If it is not too much trouble, may I please request a Yandere? Platonic! BSD x Arlecchino! Reader, let's say that the reader has played an important role in almost everybody's life.

For example, she took Kouyou under her wing when she failed to escape the Mafia, advised and convinced Fukuzawa to save Yosano, treated and viewed (15) Dazai as only a child and not the demon prodigy, never once used or placed Chuuya as the second choice, etc. Things like that, but the reader is still in the Fatui and does run the House of the Hearth and looks after orphans while also training them to be enlisted in the Fatui. So, they probably view reader as a parent figure and someone dear to their hearts and don’t want anything bad to happen to them.

A LIFE OF OUR OWN.

Yandere!Platonic!BSD x Arlecchino!Reader

A/N: I immediately worked on this request on seeing it omg anon you guys do not know how much I love Arlecchino ... also for here I use "Father", but that's only because in the game Lyney & Lynette call Arlecchino that. Feel free to pretend it's mother or something else!

You're the second whole of their hearts.

They'll do anything for you ...

Father.

It's not a coincidence. To take one for an example. KOUYOU, that poor little girl who did nothing wrong. She was such a sweet kid, someone nice ... and yet she was there in the Port Mafia. Taken away and unable to live her life like a child should.

In an attempt to leave the mafia with a man she liked, it was rather unfornature enough – both were caught red handed.

And that man? He was killed.

KOUYOU was desperately holding on, wanting him to open his eyes, to survive and still find a way. And yet deep down, she knew that it would be impossible.

Good things never last.

She began to see the light as something meaningless. That the moment a flower born in darkness is exposed to light, it will wilt and burn away to nothingness. She can't escape. Not anymore. But that also wishful thinking.

That was until you came along and helped her up.

It was like a moment's heartbeat, the moment she looked up. You were right there – holding your hand out.

Even if you weren't expressive as to be expected out of sympathy for what happened, she can tell that you were no ill-intentioned person. So what did she do? She took it. Your hand. And gave you a smile ... one that faintly shined of hope.

Of course, she never left the mafia. But she had you to take care of her ... and treat her like a true daughter.

She was ecstatic to have family of her own.

You even gifted her a little plushie. Of course, of the the most fine and exquisite type of material. Your rich ass is flexing without even saying it out loud. slay

And you never treated her as a second choice.

Just like CHUUYA. As the time passed, he too joined the Port Mafia by boss orders. Honestly – you probably didn't give much of a shit, but that obviously changed.

Even now, your fatherish figure still remains after years. And that may as well never change.

He takes some great pride on his abilities, and he's rather smug about it himself. Although – sometimes he does question himself, and his humanity. Due to basically being merged and being Arahabaki's vessel.

But no, fuck that. You treated him as your own child, and although had more better things to do in the Fatui – this kid was insecure as hell and needed a parental figure.

CHUUYA adores you from the bottom of his heart. You showed him what it was to be human. To be alive. You gave him good reason and even let him visit the orphanage you looked after. Since he was merged with basically a God, you found it curious as well.

Well Arahabaki doesn't have a Gnosis so he's luckily safe

And then also, boom. Your attention extended towards his partner! DAZAI himself, of his young age. And from that time on, you already knew something was up with him.

Honestly – it can't be doubted. He was destined to live in the darkness forever. Nothing in the world can compel that deep etched loneliness in his heart; and even his late friend ODASAKU had acknowledged that.

Even after their unfortunate deaths, you were right there.

He was almost weirded the fuck out at first. You're not treating him like a monster. Or a demon. Not even his position and affiliation. You straight out threw those ourt the trash and instead? You treated him like your son.

It comforted him a little. To know he finally had someone to call his own. At first – just like anyone, he thought he'd lose you.

But you proved him wrong in various ways.

No matter how hard he tried, you kept him his side. Trained with him and succeeded in his defeat (much to his surprise), and gave him a few fatherly hugs and gifts that he would need and like. And DAZAI couldn't help it either.

He wanted you to be his real father quite badly. You were always there, and his eternal loneliness?

What's that again?

No. Even with that in mind, you never stopped to pursue and keep going with the mafioso. You'd go as much as to take him and meet with the rest of the harbingers, maybe taking CHUUYA and other executives from time to time.

Of course, avoiding The Doctor because it might as well just give back DAZAI his trauma.

And when he keft the mafia? You came along with him. Words cannot express how happy and relieved he was. He didn't want to loose his only comfort, his family. And if any9ne ever tries to threaten your familial bond?

He's gonna pull out the fucking demon prodigy card and show them how demonic he can be

In any case, same is due to everyone else. Like the fact you just always seemed to be there in the right place, at the right time. Like when YOSANO was being forced into healing soldier after soldier in the war.

The poor girl. Safe to assume the Fatui didn't really care about such and didn't participate in the war.

Much unless the Tsaritsa commands them to stop it, they may as well do that. But as of now they didn't really care. But that was only an 11 year old child ...

A child. You just had to take her in, didn't you?

And if not – in any case, you went ahead and got FUKUZAWA to save her. You reasoned with him, quite the good convincer yourself. You were a woman of a hundred, if not a thousand faces that could easily fool others.

So he took her in to the agency.

Although YOSANO was never told about what had happened in the sidelines, the moment she saw you walking away from the both of them – she just had that feeling.

She wants to thank you, if it's the last thing she did.

From the time that came on, you continued to do what you did and appeared, woving yourself into the hearts of everyone. At first, it was obviously never easy. But that wasn't a reason to give up. And you're you, would you seriously give up from that?

Many of them expresses gratitude in multiple ways, sometimes a bit unhinged – which you were yourself. There's not a sane bone in your body.

At least, that's what people like to think.

You've come this far into giving others a new life, being a father figure that everyone cherishes dearly and adores. Oh, and if anyone try to tear away that dream or hurt you – even a single scratch on that body of yours ...

There will be hell to pay.

You'd think they got very protective of their father. They can all quite collectively agree that they need no other familial figure in their lives other than you. Dearest you, who saved them from their shameful lives and gave them a future.

Even one who isn't supposedly a kid like SIGMA – he came from a book. He doesn't have a family. But correction, he does.

And it's you.

Or anyone else from multiple affiliations across. The Decay of the Angels, the Hunting Dogs, supposedly those that caught your eye in these several factions.

Suppose the easily jealous ones of seeing you paying attention to kids more in the orphanage, or giving a certain triplets more of time can get them boiling with anger quite enough. Even if it was wrong, it just seemed so right.

And so? They try to steal more of your attention away. This is one of the time they truly act like children once more.

CHUUYA would most likely not want anyone even gazing at your direction. Must they make things worse? You're around kids almost 24/7 and taking care of them yes, but you should only be taking care of him!

DAZAI acts like a child throwing a tantrum. No! No! No one can be with his father other than himself! How dare those kids call you their father?! He's livid, and tries to hide his anger and jealousy, yet he was visibly so eerie and tense.

KOUYOU can bet it was saddening to see you paying attention to work at the Fatui. Come on now, can you blame her? If you took her under your wing, you better be responsible. So she tries to invite you to her own missions and do fun together, just like when she was little. She wants your care.

YOSANO can tolerate it mostly, although at some point she comes with a breaking point as well. She's normally kind and likes hang around you and feel protected and loved, but oh, when you're not looking? Let's see ... pulls out chainsaw

So if a child or two goes missing in the orphanage?

Let's just say it wasn't anyone's fault, dear father :)

[akutasoda]

I read your ‘A Mafia’s Jewel’ post, and I couldn’t get enough over the idea of some of the Port Mafia members reacting to how breakable Gem! Reader is, albeit they may not be the toughest gem, they’re still considerably hard enough, yet when they’re pushed to their limit during a mission one day they see Gem! Reader’s own body begin to shatter and break, like their limbs are not attached anymore, but they still keep on fighting since technically they are immortal and not exactly human.

a mafia's jewel [part 2]

synopsis - they are assigned a mission with you and witness what happens to a humanoid gem when they get injured

includes - chuuya, koyo, akutagawa, gin, tachihara, higuchi warnings - gn!reader, fluff, slight angst, wc - 1.1k

chuuya nakahara ★↷

↪chuuya grasped at the chance when kouyou asked him to join you on your first mission. it was clearly an unrealistic standard to expect you not to go on atleast one mission while you were with the mafia, and so he would prefer to help keep you safe.

↪he would stay close to you the entire time, he didn't exactly know what your skillset was so your abilities in battle were practically unknown. chuuya also worried that because you were a humanoid gem you could shatter easier - and he would practically be right.

↪you both overestimated how difficult the mission would be, and chuuya became concerned when he saw parts of you start to shatter and break. he didn't know that you were immortal or that your body parts could be replaced, and so he was worried.

↪he was worried that it truly would be the end for you, but he was even more shocked to see you continue on despite your injuries. he still was worried about you so he wasted no time in helping out more than he was.

↪he still fussed over you afterwards, so you would have to convince him that with the right materials, you can replace your broken parts - but noticeably he still hung around you more than usual, hoping to save you from even shattering a tiny bit.

kōyō ozaki ★↷

↪when she was told that you were still expected to go on missions, she understood. evey member of the mafia, temporary or not, was expected to serve the mafia via missions and such so she didn't expect you to be an exception.

↪but kouyou did insist that she accompany you. if you were to have any hope about leaving the mafia, a good start would to still be alive and well - although you were technically immortal but she had yet to learn that about you.

↪although kouyou didn't expect your first mission to be so extreme. maybe an assessment of your skills should've been carried out before, but it was too late for that now. all she could do was watch as parts of your body began to shatter and break.

↪naturally, she immediately panicked, thinking that this would be the end for you and it would've been her fault. but she was pleasantly, and rather horrifyingly, surprised to see you keep fighting.

↪that's how she found out that you were immortal, you would also have to explain that you could recover by replacing the shattered body parts with compatible materials to ease her worries. kouyou was more intrigued about you than ever now, perhaps she could get you to tell her a bit more.

ryunosuke akutagawa ★↷

↪admittedly, he was surprised when he was assigned a mission with you. although he didn't know what he was expecting because it clearly would take you a while to leave and so there was no way you would've avoided a mission or two.

↪he didn't think he cared that much from you, akutagawa didn't bother to get to know you seeing as he knew you were desperate to leave and return to where you came from. but he greatly misjudged his feelings.

↪because as soon as he saw you start to shatter and break, he focused entirely on what was happening around you instead of him. akutagawa would deny it all he'd want, but it was very evident that he was worried that you became seriously hurt.

↪he'd insist that he was more concerned about you messing up the mission than your actual health, but you couldn't miss the way he checked up on you multiple times after the mission ended - ensuring that your injuries weren't major. maybe he cared more than he'd like.

gin akutagawa ★↷

↪like her brother, she didn't exactly spend time getting to know you so gin didn't expect to be assigned a mission with you - although she didn't mind at all.

↪gin did keep more of an eye on you than she usually would with others. she didn't know your skills, and a part of her worried that you were extremely fragile due to being a humanoid gem - if you had any chance of getting home, it would be a good start to be alive.

↪so when she noticed parts of you starting to shatter and break, she became increasingly concerned mainly because you kept on going. gin immediately came to your aid and unlike her brother would've, she showed more worry, not majorly but she would atleast admit it.

↪your explanation of how you could regenerate your shattered body parts did provide a bit of comfort for her. although she would still check up on you, gin was determined to help you at anytime.

michizō tachihara ★↷

↪tachihara was rather excited when kouyou requested him to help you on your mission. his intrigue wanted him to find out as much about you as possible, especially about the kind of skills you got from being a humanoid gem.

↪although, a part of him was concerned that because of the jewel part of you, you were much more fragile than anyone. and his instincts would be right to a certain extent.

↪worry made itself evident on his face when he saw parts of your body shatter and break off, tachihara had no clue that you were practically immortal. he cleared the area out quicker than he could've imagined just so that he could check up on you as soon as possible.

↪he’d be incredibly intrigued to hear your explanation about how you could regenerate your shattered body parts, and it did comfort him to know that you were mostly fine.

ichiyō higuchi ★↷

↪higuchi felt extremely honoured to be assigned to help you with your first mission, she was expecting it to be someone else, a higher up perhaps. but now she had the opportunity, she definitely wasn't turning it down and promised to help as much as she could.

↪so seeing parts of your body shatter and break during the fight made her incredibly worried - not only did she fail to help and protect you, you might be seriously injured so would no longer have the chance to return to where you came from.

↪although, she couldn't help but stare in awe at your persistence to keep fighting despite the parts of you break off. higuchi would quickly snap out of her stupor and immediately helped you to make sure that you weren't injured more.

↪she listened intently to you explaining that it wasn't a big issue because of your ability to regenerate with certain compatible materials but she couldn't help but still worry - higuchi made a promise to keep an eye out for you more from now on.

taglist - @little-miss-chaoss, @vi-chan07

[dinaanana]

How would they react to you getting in trouble at school [BSD]

Synopsis: how would they react to to you being in a trouble at school

Characters: Verlaine (Stormbringer) Chuuya ,Kouyou. x Reader (Platonic)

TW: Nothing just fluff N crack in (Verlaine's part)

He was deadass Working in his Office,His desk full of some papers.

you Went into the Hallways of PM HQS And The employees there didn't even Bother Telling you That Chuuya's Busy or anything They just Let you in who tf are they To not Let you in

You Didn't even Bother Knocking you just walked in his Office,He doesn't notice You At First (He was Cursing to Himself)

When He notices He stares up At you and sees your angry face he raised his brow

"ya good?" He stands up and puts his hands on his hips "how was school today?"

"I got Into a fight And the principal Told us to bring our parents,I don't have one .."

He looks at you and sighs "I'll come,I'll come don't Cha worry kiddo.."he pats your head

The next Day He went To your Principals Office,The principal Couldn't speak a Single Sentance without His Voice cracking when he Talked to Chuuya while Wearing fancy ahh coat,Suit,Hat etc Everyone Looked at him with fear and didn't dare to Utter a single word (The whole school fears you since then)

You two Are Walking out of the school And There's crowd of Kids Staring at his Motorcycle With awe,You both sit on it Wrapping your Hands Around his Waist to not fall off.

While He drives around Yokohama He asks Real Reason for why did you beat the Guy up and you explain That he was Harassing 2-3th graders If they didn't Give him their Money

"Ya did good,Dont worry,next time you can Take my gun." He Smirks As He speeds up the motorcycle

"Ya hungry Kid? I know You Are so let's go to the new Restaurant"

He's a Best parental Figure you could ask for tbh

She was With Mori Helping him Out on something While You were at School,She would Always Sent one of Her Subordinate to Come and Pick you up Safely (She's Scared of Losing you,Like she did with Kyouka) so she Tries to take the best Care of you

She Also Sometimes Helps you Out with your Homework or Projects if you dont understand,She's glad To be the one helping you.

"If Something Happens,I'm here for you,I love you Like My own child which I never had.."

Soo let's go back to the Scenario,You Got into a huge fight with your Girl Classmates who would always throw your things Away,You would warn her to stop doing it that it wasn't Funny but she just laughed and Threw A scissor At your Face That Left a small Cut Below your eye Thats When you had Enough And punched her a straight in the jaw strong enough to knock her Out for good 15 minutes

You Both got called into the principals Office And The principal Told you Both to bring Your Parents tomorrow.

You went back into the PM head Quarters And then you saw Kouyou standing near A big colourful Window with her Back turned to you,As you walk clos she Hears your Footsteps And Turns to look at you she smiles down at you

"How was school Today dear?." her Voice was Full of care and Sweetness,Until That Sweet face turned into a Horrific One when she saw your Cut you never had.

"Tell me,Who did this to you?" she Puts Her Hand On your cheek Caressing Your little bruise Carefully

You explain Everything To her And She Just nods telling you that she'll out all of her work aside for you and come.

Next day after all of Your Lessons End You and your Girl classmate go to the Principals office while Waiting for your Parents.

The day went Good,Kouyou had a Talk with Your principal and you Transfered in different school Much more better Than Your Old One.

One day you and Kouyou Were Standing Infront of Big window With Amazing Sea view,She Embraced you For a Hug,And patting your Head

"If anything Bad happens,tell me and I'll always be there for you.."

His Musty ass Ain't coming Out of The basement and Bothering himself to come at your school for Just a lil Kids fight. (he says)

"I'm not gonna Come Over there,Just For Your little kids Arguments,I have Some more important Things to do,And I'm not ready to Come out yet.."

You roll your Eyes at him "But...the Principal Won't allow me in school if you don't come..."

"You don't Need to,I can Teach you More things Than those teachers,What do these Humans Know That I don't?”

"Whatever...Okay I agree,You can be my Teacher from now On..." you pause For a moment wait do you even know Basic Math? ." You spin Around the Basement "But still...Yay, I won't have to wake up at 7 AM just to go to the damn school!"

"Excellent, alors notre leçon commencera demain." (excellent Then our Lesson will Start tomorrow)

"are you cursing me Out in french or what?!" you look at him while Raising your Brow in suspension

He Smiles and shakes His Head As A no "Therefore I'll also Be Teaching You French aswell."

"Excellent Idea Then Teacher Verlaine" You smirk And Shake your Hand with him As an Approval

"oops,The bell Rang,I'll go To cafeteria now." You wave your hand At him and Leave his basement.

"Bon alors, à bientôt." He sighs To Himself and Gets Back to Writing something He was writing earlier.

[chiara-hotel]

Starting a minecraft server with them! (pt.2)

Characters: Port Mafia

Part 1: (With Teen Soukoku & DOA)

Port Mafia:

- It was most likely Elise’s idea to start the server, Mori wanted to make her happy so he forced everyone to play

- Elise is the one to let everyone do the work for her and than kill the enderdragon at the end (and steal all your credit & hard work)

- Mori goes into the mines to help her get all the things needed to find it

- Chuuya also starts to mine, but if you needed something he would come back up to help you

- Hirotsu would have a farm with Gin (he takes care of the animals)

- He would have every animal too, Cows, Pigs, Horses, Rabbits, Chickens, Sheeps, Polar Bears, Bees, Bats, etc.)

- Eventually he also gets a farm for the mobs from both the overworld & the neather

- Gin takes care of the food in the farm!

- She has watermelons, pumpkins, Wheat, etc.

- Gin also cooks for akutagawa when he fires out in an adventure

- Speaking of which, akutagawa is the explorer

- He hunts for villages, before killing all of the villagers & the iron golem

- Even tried to find a pillager mansion

- Or even shipwrecks, witches huts & more

- Also convinced Herobine is real and he wants to kill heroine

- Tachihara goes along with akutagawa sometimes but he just wants to murder everything (yes that includes animals)

- He got banned from hirotsus farm for trying to kill the sheep

- If he’s not with akutagawa, he’s killing every zombie & creeper he lays his eyes on

- During the day, Koyo collects flowers for her garden

- At night Koyo murders every single mob in sight

- Akutagawa saw herobine after lots of exploring & tried to tell everyone about it

- But no one else could find herobine

- Meanwhile Dazai had logged off the server with a herobine outfit (he hacked into it)

- The only unfortunate outcome was that chuuyas diamonds magically disappeared aswell…

[wizardfrog69]

Hi! I’m wondering about what bsd characters would sacrifice the world for their s/o and who would sacrifice their s/o for the world. What’s your opinions on it?? You can choose the characters!!

I have no idea if you meant it as a question or a request but I'm writing it as one because the concept interests me. Thank you for the question tho :)

'•.¸♡ sacrifice ♡¸.•'

Gn!reader

Fluff

Masterlist

Feat. Fukuzawa, Yosano, Atsushi, Dazai, Ranpo, Katai, Mori, Chuuya, Kōyō, Akutagawa, Higuchi, Oda, Ango, Francis, Poe, Nathaniel, Fyodor, Mushitaro, Nikolai, Sigma, Tetchō

They have gone through so much, the only thing they want is to just settle down with their loved one and have nothing bother them. They sacrifice the world to just be able to spend the day with their s/o not having to bother with the world around them.

Fukuzawa, Yosano, Atsushi, Katai, Chuuya, Higuchi, Oda, Ango, Francis, Nathaniel, Mushitaro, Sigma, Tetchō.

They love you, yes they love you very much but given the opportunity to potentially have a grasp at the world or at reality, they would do anything even if it means letting you go, it pains them to do so but what are they supposed to do? It is their only chance of gaining what they have so longed after for such a long time.

Dazai, Mori, Kōyō, Akutagawa, Fyodor, Nikolai.

Whether they choose you or the world the outcome will be the same either way. For them you are their world. They have nothing else going for them, they love you and wouldn't trade you for the world, letting you go feels like letting go of a part of themselves.

Atsushi, Ranpo, Higuchi, Ango, Francis, Poe, Sigma.

༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻

Have a wonderful day/night and sleep tight :)

-love, Az

[elvestoneanzelote1]

Hello, could i request the yandere accidently walking up to zhongli/albedo!reader when he's changing or bathing (I think he woulndn't really care if is the male yandere since they're both male) OR reader accidently doing something a bit nsfw but not realising it? Example of it like, Maybe he's stretching and make a unholy noise and it caught the attention of the yandere lol

Also sorry if this make you uncomfortable

𝙰:𝚗- 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝.

𝙸𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚜.

𝙰𝚖 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙰𝚕𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢.

𝙸𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘... 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢? 𝙸 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜?.

𝙲𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝙿𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚏𝚒𝚊 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚜. 𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚕𝚢.

𝙰𝚔𝚞𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚠𝚊 𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚘𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚎, 𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚞𝚢𝚊 𝙽𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚑𝚛𝚊, 𝙺𝚘𝚞𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚣𝚊𝚔𝚒 , 𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚒 𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚊𝚒 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒 𝚘𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚞

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘈 𝘣𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘢 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴.

𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘧.

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𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢 𝘕𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢;

He eventually approaches your room as he notices your office room has been locked. Thankfully it was next to it.

"Sensei? Are you there? Sorry to bother but-" he paused as he took notice the door was unlock.

'Did sensei forget to close his doors?' Chuuya thought to himself as he was slight nervous.

'I never went inside his room will... It be rude if I went inside? I mean... Boss requested me to give Sensei those files...' As he slowly opens the door.

His eyes wandered around noticing not so spacious room. A single bed while the room colour was blue dark and brownish texture mixture.

He hesitantly walks inside as he approaches the table.

'I will just keep the file on his table...' Thought Chuuya as he heard the door of the bathroom click open alarming him.

In instinct, he uses his ability and levitate upside the closet.

There you stood with a blue light towel neatly rounded around your waist.

'Why am I hiding? And why does sensei look so- nope not thinking that...' Thought Chuuya sooking his head slightly.

His eyes trail down to your wet hair that drip droplets into your naked Shoulders.

Your eyes wander around in slight confusion yet approaches the closet which he attempt to hide.

His eyes could not sway away when you stood rummaging through your closet for clothes to wear.

He gulp nervously as he notices your formed as it was new to him to see even half part of your body.

As often you used coats and sort so...

His eyes trail down to your abs then to waist as he hesitantly look away flustered.

His breath hitch as he notices you wearing your shirt while letting out a groan of tired sound.

He couldn't help but feel ashamed that he was watching you dress up while he was quietly looking at you. Oh the audacity if you find out.

But for some reason he couldn't help but let his curiousity perk.

'What if sensei caught me? Will he send me out of the room? Unbothered?' He thought to himself yet quickly dismissed it and quietly levitiate to the door about to leave when door click.

"Huh?" Your attention went to him as he couldn't help but be flustered.

Eye to eye view is nothing compare from upside view.

Your e/c eyes with thin black pupils.

Your head tilt to right slight with confuse expression.

"Nakahara?"

"I-i was just... Um" he couldn't help but shutters as you approach him.

Unaware that you were still using the towel with now on shirt with few buttons still unbuttoned.

"Did you came just now? Did I forget to close my door?" You asked as he quickly nodded.

"Yeah... The boss wanted to give the files to you..." Said Chuuya handing the file to you as you outstretched your hand to take it.

The towel felt off to ground as Chuuya eyes quick were they took notice of it.

"Oh it felt pardo- Nakahara?" You called out as Chuuya's eyes never left staring at your private part.

"Nakahara?" You touch his shoulder alarming him as his face flustered red.

Before you ask what's wrong as you weren't bother by the shown. As Chuuya left leaving the door open as it quickly shut within few seconds.

You stood there holding the file in still confused manner.

Unaware of Chuuya's flustered face and oh boy he is never going to forget what he saw.

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𝘙𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘦 𝘈𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘸𝘢

To be honest he was eventually going to visit you per say, for saving him more likely during the ship time. Where he fainted and... The kiss he is still flustered about. (The potion you gave but... Have to kiss him so that he could drink it).

*knock* *knock* Akutagawa knocks at your door but was not responded.

He hesistantly twist it as it seems to be unlock.

"L/n-sensei?" Called out Akutagawa as he walk into your room.

Looking around to see any sign of you.

The bathroom door opens alarming him as he hear you walk.

"Akutagawa? What brings you here?" You asked while, (similar to Chuuya situation).

His eyes flickered to yours but quickly gaze away.

"Pardon my intrusion... Sensei I should come later" said Akutagawa about to leave yet you raise your hand as a stopping manner.

"It is fine what is it?" You asked while a hand on your waist while the other on your wet hair.

Akutagawa side glance at you as he quickly look away slightly flustered.

"Its nothing Sensei, I should arrive later" said Akutagawa which you let out a sighed and approach him.

He could feel his heartbeat quicken as he took a step back in instincts.

"What is it? You don't often visit my room nor the office or in search of me, something must happen no?"

"We-well... I just wanted to thank you" said Akutagawa as he stared at you trying his best not to look anywhere else and only to your eyes which failed miserably.

Your eyes flickered to where he is looking.

"Or are you bother why I am half naked?"

"Um... No I just"

"That's fine, you should get used to it"

'Used to it?' Thought Akutagawa flustered with thoughts running to his mind as you let out a chuckle.

"I do... Not understand what you mean?"

"Well... There might be a time we will go sight seeing of sort or perhaps even hotsprings! And- Akutagawa? Oi?" You realised it too late as Akutagawa eyes were frozen with his face slowly becoming red as he seems to be really processing what you mean.

"Akutaga-" you paused as Akutagawa left without a word more likely run away.

One of your eyebrows raised a bit in curiosity and confusion.

"Did I say something wrong?"

Truthfully you didn't but... Akutagawa assume it wrong? Perhaps...so

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𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘪 𝘖𝘶𝘨𝘢𝘪.

To be honest this man comes to your room unannounced and even if you make different lock he somehow make a spare key.

He is also the reason why you prefer staying your own house rather then the office.

But works overload leading you to stay overnight again.

As you eventually was tired from all the work that is finally done you took a bath.

Feeling refreshed you went to your room yet, your eyes took notice of certain ravenette with a blonde girl.

"Rintarou! Let's watch this!"

"Sure Elise-chan~!"

"What are you doing here?"

"Oh, Y/n-kun Elise-chan and I were just...-" he paused his words as he stare at you.

"Rintarou! Don't stare at Al-niisan like that!"

"Elise-chan as much as I want to look away but Y/n-kun how do you maintain such abs... when you don't go out much?" Said Mori as you gave him a frowning expression.

"Even if I stay at my office I don't often stay for days I go around researching can.. You just look away or even blink?" You said as he chuckle and gaze away.

With Elise snickering.

"Well... As I was saying Elise-chan I were planning to watch a movie but I think I will off my ability for some few hours with our adult sessions?" Said Mori with a smile as you gave him a disgusted look.

"Your disgusting"

"I wonder if you will say that while you and I do it together though I don't mind been degraded as I do have a kink for that"

You and Elise just stare at him with the most disapproved expression as Mori chuckles at both your reactions.

"Now~ now~ Y/n-kun I was just joki-"

Mori was kicked out of your room with Elise just beside him.

"Rintarou! You should keep your mouth shut next time! Al-niisan won't let us come to his room again! Because of you"

"Now... I wasn't the blame Y/n-kun eventually seduce me with his abs"

Elise gave him a disgusted look as Mori pouted.

"So unfair Elise-chan! Y/n-kun is good to be tease on!"

"Your only making it worse for yourself"

"Ehh??"

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𝘒𝘰𝘶𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘖𝘻𝘢𝘬𝘪:.

To be honest she visit your office anytime she wants so it is no trouble for her to come to your spare room either.

Since you both are partners in crimes too so.

She casually came to your room to have a tea break with you more likely invite you.

She doesn't even bother knocking as she just flung the door open only to be sighted with you dressing yourself more likely about to while holding the shirt.

"..."

"..."

Both of you stare at each other in silence.

"Want some tea?" Asked Kouyou unfrazed by you been half naked and only with a towel covering your lower part.

"Sure I guess but I would request you to stay out for now"

"Hmm.. Have you started working out? How do you maintain it?" Said Kouyou ignoring your disappointed look with her teasing smile.

"Kouyou... we can talk about this later"

"Well I suppose... No wonder Chuuya was flustered seeing you half-naked last time" said Kouyou you just raised an eyebrow confused what she meant.

"Why would he be?"

"Don't know, Either way... Why don't you wear seomthing else? The blue dark shirt match you" said Kouyou smiling cheekily as you thought of yourself for a moment and nod.

"Alright but you seriously have to- " you couldn't help but sneezed out as Kouyou eyes widen as the towel felt down to ground.

Her eyes stare at it then at you with her face turning bright red.

"Pardon my instruision I have no time to be unholy" said Kouyou quickly leaving the room with you snivelling as you barely register what Kouyou said.

Kouyou was surely flustered yes she saw you half naked before and she try to be used to it but. She wasn't meant to see that part of yours.

She surely is flustered and muttering curses to herself to have quickly left instead of teasing you.

Both Chuuya and Kouyou were slightly Flustered when you had a tea time with them both.

As they both can't ignore what they saw the last time. And never would they able to ignore it.

And maybe even had a dirty thoughts for you.

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𝘖𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘶 𝘋𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘪

It can be two ways of how he saw you.

One during his port mafia ways as he is unbothered well flustered but you only treat him as a younger siblings.

(Which he hate it).

And perhaps you eventually bath him to but not together.

He did saw you many of time half naked... And try to take a bath with you during younger days when he view you platonically too.

But oh boy. When he turn 18 around he tries his best not to act suspicious but he couldn't help but click a photo or two of you whenever he got the chance.

(But the phone got confiscated during his isolation in underground) either way he had fix it in his memories.

There is two scenarios.

One in port mafia everything is good between you both and he could let himself hug you without your shirt own as you at eunbother by his clingyness which Mori try to make You aware that Dazai is old enough not to hug you in that formed.

Which... You considered it (for the lost for Dazai).

Yet he still like you been around him and he often stay in that spare room of yours and make you stay too. Knowingly.

He ask you to sleep with him but you reject yet he was unbothered.

He often hug you and sleep on your lap while you work of sort. Or even on your couch hugging you as you watch tv right after a bath.

But...

He missed those times in ada.

You don't even let him meet you!.

And you don't missed him you said.

He was heartbroken by that word.

But... One time let just say.

He eventually come to Oda house as for recallation in rain.

As he took notice of the light he couldn't help but approach.

He wanted to asked the new in person if he or she have anything left regarding Oda the previous stay in person kept.

But only to see you open the door as his eyes widen in confusion.

Yet he let himself hugged you. It is your choice if you on your shield or not as it won't work for Dazai.

You let him in as it was raining.

Despite the cold outlook you eventually let him take a bath and even gave your spare clothes.

Well... He eventually cling himself to you when you eventually took a bath earlier.

He let himself comfortably play with your hair talking as if things are good within you both.

You were too tired to even talk to him or shut him out.

So he was enjoying himself clinging on your arms while watching movies of sort.

All you knew was he mention he got a heartbreak by a women so.. The least you could do was console him.

As Oda seems to does so for Dazai (which is half lie) also Dazai was your student so you let him stay over.

Yep. He isn't going to wake up early and surely will come back to disturb you even if you both are different organization.

Even if you lock him out he won't leave till you finally open the door.

He knows you can't ignore him. After all... You are kind enough to not let him stay the night outside which he take... Advantage of.

(Sorry Dazai one become a... Whole fluff thing either way.)

But in Beast au.

After you came back to Port Mafia after the deal. He let you have the privacy.

But one time he accidentally came to your room while changing.

Flustered was he as unlike the original he was considerate towards you.

Though you calmly talk to him and not shut him out.

But he couldn't ignore looking at your formed.

He surely wants to know how it feel to touch it but... He knows he have to be patient now.

Perhaps later in days you will let him or maybe someday his patient run out and he will touch your tone chest and-.

"Dazai?"

"Ah... nothing Sensei! I was just wondering if you want to sleep with me tonight?"

"No"

"...alright" Dazai couldnt wait the time when you become like how you act around in original au. For now he have to be considerate to your cold distant look.

Someday... you will look at him with love and affections won't you?.

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A:n- that's all! Good day night to all!

[astrosxxz]

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚, 𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢+𝐊𝐲𝐨𝐤𝐚, 𝐤𝐨𝐲𝐨. 𝐱 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: somewhat of a weird creepy man mention, mentions of killing?

𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎: 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝟏𝟑, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 + 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐝.

𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐌𝐀

Sigma first met you when he, nikolai & fyodor were out and about.

He had seen a small, cute cafe and instantly felt drawn to it

Its literally so cute??

When he first saw you, he was lowkey like

"Does this kid work here?!"

All shocked...

But after you gave him some cookies, he literally ate them so fast, they were so good😞

After that, he got dragged out by Nikolai, and he would visit the cafe daily from time to time!

His favorite thing to get from there was the cookies you baked

10/10 rating for those cookies in his opinion

Also did I mention how after the second trip, you guys became bsfs

Like you for real gave him his cookies and started sharing your whole life story

At first he was like : 🤨

Because why did you start sharing your whole family history😭‼️

But still, he started viewing you as a friend, if not a younger sibling figure!

He definitely would go to the cafe specifically to hang out with you get away from the others..

Despite being homeschooled, you're quite smart in certain situations so he sometimes asks for advice

Sometimes y'all will be sitting at a table for an hour or two just staring at eachother trying to figure out what to do in your break times

One time you let him try cooking the cookies...

Never again.

But nevertheless, yall get along great!!

So....

They first met you when kyōka craved tofu

And your cafe sold tofu AND Chazuke apparently

So then atsushi bought the two dishes from you, but then he realized he didn't have any money...

Kyoka was slightly upset that they couldn't get the food, but then you came

And you said, "Don't worry, my family owns this cafe!!"

And then you just gave it to them for free.

After many back and forths between you and atsushi

Even though kyoka was already digging in(real)

After awhile, they left, but not without atsushi sending many thanks and telling you they would come again with money

You ended up just softly pushing them out with a laugh and reassuring them, but still telling them to come back again

You're parents ended up getting upset that you gave the food for free

But its okay because the two did end up coming back,

This time atsushi brought money,

And he bought the same thing for him and kyoka,

While they were eating, you ended up talking with them a lot!

You all ended up getting along considering kyoka and you are close in age, and atsushi got along with you due to how you were really kind with them!

Sometimes you would give them free small treats to take to work,

Once you gave them extra because you had heard from Atsushi about ranpo, so you packed extra specifically for him!

You also made some custom treats for the two, some shaped as rabbits, others shaped as cats!

Lets just say that you guys quickly got along, like siblings!

Kyoka and Atsushi swore to protect you considering you were like a younger sibling to them

One time it was late at night, and she happened to crave some golden tempura after a mission, and she visited a cafe

YOUR cafe

And thats how you guys met!

At first she was quite amused yet a bit shocked that a child was working this late at night at a cafe

"What are you doing working so late, child?"

But nevertheless , you gave her the golden tempura and she payed!

You guys ended up having a chat considering there was no one else in the cafe, and she learnt a lot about you

Call it fast, but after a while she instantly felt connected like a mother to you,

Especially after you told her you grew up with a single father,

After that, she would visit daily!

A couple times she would bring some people with her, like chuuya!

Sometimes you would give her some free tea, golden tempura or some other treats,

In exchange she would always have a nice, peaceful chat with you

One time, you expressed how you wanted to learn a bit about swordsmanship,

And so she taught you some basics, very safely of course

She would bring you some cute stuff, like clothes, decorations for the cafe or your room, accessories for your hair, and once she brought you a kimono just like hers,

One time she saw a creepy guy, he was just staring at you as you chatted with another customer, and he was staring very, VERY weirdly, and even went as far as licking his lips weirdly...

Lets just say she was glaring at him the whole time, and killed him took care of him for you!!

Shes officially "adopting" you (more like just calling you her child but its ok)

She loves how dedicated you are to your familys cafe,

You guys get along quite well, and are very much like a mother and child duo!

[selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs]

okay hi, this is kinda a sensitive topic so feel free to deny, jst lmk cuz tumblr eats asks sometimes

I wanna request a self aware!bsd x gn teen!reader. Reader is like 15-16, and has a very bad home life (father is physically & s*xually abusive as well as an addict and mom doesnt care) and uses bsd as an escape and stuff. They see Chuuya and Kouyou as parental figures (not a ship). And reader is like really lifeless/numb but also extremely scared and paranoid

It is not your fault

Self-Aware! Platonic! Chuuya Nakahara x GN! Abused! Reader x Self-Aware! Platonic! Kouyou Ozaki

Description: There are monsters in your house. You want to be saved. From reality no one want help you. Maybe, you can help world in different world.

TW: Non-descriptive SA (psychological (photos, comments, forced looking at nudity) and physical (forced touching)). Mentions, without clarification or NSFW language. Mentions of drugs. Reader think that it's their fault [IT'S NOT AND IT WILL NEVER BE]. The bastard gets what he deserves. Soft protective platonic yandere. English is my second language.

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The school break will end soon, and you have to go to class.

You were reading BSD manga on your phone. When you got the message.

You heard the notification sound. You take a look at the screen.

[1 photo send from Father]

You feel sick. You knew what he sent you. You don't want to look at it.

Another notification.

[Look at it]

[That's what I put into your mother, so she can have you]

[Isn't he looked good?]

[DON'T YOU DARE IGNORE ME!]

You hurry to the school bathroom. You can't let anyone accidentally see, what your father sent you.

You can't ignore him. Or it would be worse.

When you got into the school bathroom, you make sure, that no one see you. You opened the chat with your father and immediately closed your eyes.

It takes you a few moments to close the app without looking at the screen.

There were tears in your eyes.

But when you go back to class, you were emotionless.

From outside, you looked numb and emotionless. But inside you were scared.

Really scared.

But you were hiding your fear.

Because no one cares. Even your own mother.

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"Mom... Dad was sending me photos... Of his... Of his..."

"[Y/N], stop mumbling. Just ignore him."

"Mom... Dad was making comments... About my... hips. He is making me uncomfortable..."

"[Y/N], I told you before. Ignore him."

"Mom, why Dad is walking around home naked? He is..."

"[Y/N], stop whining. Ignore your father..."

"Mom... He touched me... He forced me to touch him... He held my hand and didn't let me go..."

"Mom... He hit me because I called him gross... My hands feel gross and dirty... Mom, please help me!"

"Mom... Why are you ignoring me?"

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You hoped, that today he won't touch you.

You won and loose at the same time.

He didn't 'touch' you, but he beat you.

For not looking at his messages the same moment you got them.

Then he was too high on God knows what to touch you or force you to touch him.

You hide in your room.

You use the chair to hold the door down.

Your father is 'satisfied' with touching.

One day he will want more.

You prayed, that this day won't come for the next year. Until you are eighteen and can finally leave this house for good.

Your hands already will be dirty for the rest of your life.

You don't want to be dirty for the rest of your life.

From books, you have read, you learned, that's not your fault.

If only you could believe in these words yourself.

Were you really innocent? Or you did something, that made your father... interested in you?

You curled under the blanket and open your phone. You want to escape. You need to escape.

You opened BSD Mayoi App. You need to look at Chuuya and Kouyou cards.

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In BSD world

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Chuuya and Kouyou were ruthless. You need them. You were stuck in one house with the monster. Two monsters, because your mother didn't do anything to help you.

Chuuya growled at Ango.

"When the damn thing will be ready?! [Y/N] need us!"

Kouyou's gaze were cold. Golden Demon was hovering above here.

Ango took a step back.

"It still needs two hours to charge. I wish, it can be faster, but we can't do anything for it."

Chuuya turned around and left the room. Soon, everyone heard the sound of the road near the building been destroyed. Chuuya tried to calm down this way, otherwise he would attack someone.

He remembered your words.

"He beat me again. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I don't want to be touched by him... If you were real, would you care enough to help me?"

"I would, [Y/N]. I care enough. I will show him. He will pay."

Kouyou did a better job in holding herself together. But inside she was livid.

"I wish you were there, Kouyou. With you near me, he won't go near me. He won't touch me."

"He won't. Please, [Y/N], wait. It will be over soon."

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*BANG*

"How dare you to hold your door with the chair?! Ungrateful brat! STRIP!"

"No! Let me go! I don't want to! It's wrong!"

"Don't go near me! Stay away! Someone, please help me! Mom, please help me!"

"Come on! Open, damn portal! Open!"

And the white light fills the room, right after your father grabbed you by the shirt.

It takes one kick from Chuuya, to make your father fall down on the floor. He can't move, thanks to Chuuya's ability.

Your mother came to your room, trying to see, what was the noise. She saw you, your father been pinned down. And all BSD characters. Before she can shout, Golden Demon's katana was aimed at her throat.

Kouyou was standing before you, hiding you from your father and mother.

You can't believe your eyes. Was it real? Are BSD characters really standing in your room? Are they really protecting you?

You heard Kouyou's voice. She sounds soft.

"[Y/N], dear, sorry for almost letting this vermin do what he was planning to do. But we are here now, we are here to take you out of here. Do you trust us? Will you come with us?"

You nodded. You were certain, that they won't hurt you. It was time. You can finally be free.

"Yes..."

Chuuya looked at you and smiled.

"[Y/N], is it okay if Kouyou and I join you and others later? We need to deal with this man and woman."

You simply nodded and follow after the rest of the Cast. You were leaving the house. You stayed near Kyouka.

When you were gone, Chuuya and Kouyou start their revenge on your 'parents'.

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You were free.

There is still work to do. You will need professional help.

But now you have people, who love you and respect you.

You have two parental figures in your life. Chuuya and Kouyou respect your privacy. They want you to feel safe.

They will protect you.

Monsters that you lived with, are dead. Your father died with his stomach ripped open and been as thin as a paper sheet. Your mother was torn apart.

Nothing can hurt you anymore. You will be better. You will feel safe.

They are with you.

The most important thing they told you, was this.

You are innocent. And it was never your fault. You are not dirty or disgusting.

It was never your fault.

[diagonal-queen]

how i think bsd characters would hug: pm edition

akutagawa: this poor sweet boy his hugs would SUCK. he doesn’t hug you back. he doesnt know shit about hugging! you have to place his hands around you and ask him to give you a (GENTLE) squeeze. he would never admit it but he likes the hugs. i have a feeling that after some dangerous mission or something he’d hug you real tight and you realise that wait he’s actually not bad at hugs he’s just crazy shy about it. 

chuuya: he gives perfect hugs. just because he doesn’t receive hugs often doesn’t mean he cant give them. he puts his hand in your hair, squeezes you, and makes you feel safe. you can feel chuuya smiling when he hugs you. chuuya’s hugs are the best thing in the world. god i want him to hug me so bad 

kouyou: she doesn’t seem like she’d like hugs very much, but she would give them if she cared for someone. she’s scared to pull you too close so she just sorta...loosely hugs you. she smells wonderful (i KNOW it). give her time to get used to hugs and soon she’ll be giving you such loving embraces <3 i think kouyou is honestly more of a kisser. she’ll lean over and peck your cheek before hugging you. 

gin: she doesn’t hug you much. i’m sorry she just doesn’t. she could, she has awesome hug potential, but she doesn’t hug you often. she cuddles into your side, holds your hand and wraps her arm around you. she would only ever hug you in private/intimate scenarios. maybe if you nagged her enough she’d give you a (very shy) short cuddle.

tachihara: his hugs are spontaneous and genuine, and are usually just kinda smaller squeezes before quickly letting you go. he mostly hugs when he’s excited. when he’s tired or feeling down, he gives you long, tight warm hugs. tachihara sometimes gets so excited that he picks you up when he hugs you. if he realises that he’s done this he gets a little flustered because thats a romantic thing to do (even though ur his s/o lol). 

hirotsu: he doesn’t feel like much of a hugger, but like gin he totally could. a hug from hirotsu would be kinda like when you don’t see a relative for a while and you finally see them again and you give them a short but meaningful hug. he would never hug you in public. he barely even hugs in private really. but if you ran up to him and jumped into his arms he would catch you. 

kajii: he’s a frickin weirdo but he gives...weirdly calm hugs? like they actually comfort you when you need comfort? it’s odd. that being said, he will give you a surprise squeeze out of nowhere thats honestly more like a heimlich manoeuvre. proceed with caution!

higuchi: her hugs are great! she pulls you into her and squeezes you enough to feel wanted but not enough to suffocate you. higuchi loves hugs and is always there to make you feel better with em. she’s a great hugger. she’ll hug you anywhere and everywhere (except around akutagawa, maybe? he probably thinks its ‘unprofessional’ or some shit idk). this poor girl needs just as much love and care as you do. she’s clingy!

mori: mori gives the same hugs as fukuzawa...except none of the feelings are there. they’re false hugs that are just meant to deceive. they’re hollow and manipulative. still, if you’re desperate, perhaps they’ll cause a placebo. i don’t think mori LOVES you. i think he can like you, or enjoy your company, but he won’t love you. his hugs reflect this. elise’s hugs are more like murder attempts by strangulation. 

kyusaku (platonic): well, he’s a kiddo. kids, especially lonely ones, would like hugs. they’re too cute to resist when they tell you they feel sad and need a hug to feel better. you best not fall for it though because he’d use that creepy doll on you. just pat his head, he loves that just as much. 

bonus!

oda: forget chuuya. ODASAKU is the best hugger in bsd i can promise you this. his hugs are comfort, love, gratitude, they’re home. nobody hugs better than oda. after one time you’d do anything to be back in this man’s arms. oda is musky, like his natural scent is musky, and it’s very relaxing. you could fall asleep in his arms within minutes. he kisses the crown of your head when he hugs you. he keeps his face in the crook of your neck when you cuddle with him. odasaku marry me

ace: uh. so this guy would hug you like, so unsincerely. his hugs are devoid of any honesty. at least mori TRIES to appear as if he cares, smh. ace is just like...kind of an asshat ngl. i don’t know why you’d hug him, but if you want to then all power to you? man he’d just turn you into a pretty set of jewels and hug those

karma (platonic): okay this kid is a pretty good hugger! i mean i don’t think he’s much of a hugger, but he’s not like particularly avoidant of it like gin or hirotsu. he’s a sympathetic and understanding person- if he sees you need a hug he’ll give you one. and it’s not long, or really intimate or anything, but it’s soothing nonetheless.  

[junko-loves-dazai]

Hi rlly love your recenct hc of dazai with a baby reader can you also do the same thing but with Chuuya?

Chuuya taking care of baby reader

A/N: I'm sorry it took so long for this. I couldn't see it in my inbox until today and I don't have the app so. I'm sorry and I hope you enjoy this.

-Author-chan/Junko-chan

He was hesitant to bring you in (I mean who wouldn't) bring a baby into a building of criminals

He is only taking you there as a last resort which means no one and I mean no one can take you.

When he brought you in (just like with Dazai) everyone was shocked

Only Kouyou really knew about you because she would look after sometimes when Chuuya went on missions

Back to the point

Everyone was like: "How could someone like him have a child?" or "Chuuya where did you get that baby?"

"They're mine, you idiot!"

(Also like Dazai) You're not leaving his sight

He'll put you in one of these chest baby carriers or a baby seat carrier

You'll some how manage to get away

He WILL panic only to find you with Kouyou, Gin, Higuchi, Elise, Akutagawa, or Tachihara or others (but defiantly not M*ri at least not alone)

After finding you "How the hell did you get so far?"

Some how you're actually calm around The Akutagawa siblings and never fussed and stopped crying around them

Some how you could fall asleep on anyone (not M*ri though he never got a chance to touch you (Why does that sound so wrong))

If you cry Chuuya is giving you to Kouyou to calm you down

Also if you cry he’ll use his ability and make you fly around (not too high) until you calm down

When he leaves for a mission you're staying with Kouyou until he gets back or you're going with one of the Akutagawa sibling weather they like it or not.

After his mission or the end of the day he takes you home and washes you up as well as himself and you both go to bed.

[iridescentdove]

👏I👏AM👏TIRED

of seeing so many Yandere! BSD x Reader, and it’s always the character or everyone being Yandere for Reader, I have to request a Platonic! BSD x Yandere! Teen! Reader, in which Reader is in any organization of your choice, and since Reader is underage, they see said organization as their family, precious people that they hold dear to their hearts, and don’t wish for any of them to die or leave and abandon them. This triggers their Yandere instincts, and ultimately they kill anybody who’s hurt their darlings in any way or attempts to "steal" their attention or worse, guide them away from Reader.

LONELINESS NO MORE.

platonic!bsd x yandere!teen!reader

A/N: It's nice to go a bit gruesome sometimes lol- anyways, so I just decided to choose the PM for this.

Let's just say you were similar to Dazai in a way. As a homeless young child, you had no home or family and friends to even call your own.

And to say the least? It was a little lonely.

This was something rather different, as you grew up to have an understanding that the world is never fair. Even before being taken into the Port Mafia by MORI, you were already much of an unhinged criminal yourself.

In a way, it was bad due to how young you were, but given this was a wretched world on it's own – many things can happen.

You killed, you stole, you did many things. At some point you probably rivaled Dazai's crime list because yours looked like an entire fucking receipt.

And that is what lesd you to the mafia.

MORI had found you, and went 'fuck it', deciding to just grab you and take you back with him to the base.

Well at first – you got a bit defensive, not knowing his real intention and thinking of fighting back yourself. But it was when he gave you new clothes, gave you food, and actually took responsibility of you was when you realized.

This man was just ... taking care of you.

And for the first time? You were really excited. It didn't take very long for you to grow accustomed to the Port Mafia.

Sure they made you do dangerous and gruesome missions, but you were used to it honestly. So it didn't matter that much. You met new faces and grew very attached to them, the dreaded loneliness that creeped into your heart grew into–

Obsession.

Yes, that's right. You found no other reason to dislike them at all, and they treated you like no one else ever did.

Like family.

CHUUYA was rather nice to you, despite his aggression and the rough edges he seems to pull off. Since you're underage, he drinks grape juice with you. Lmao ye, we love that shit. You liked being around him, defending him against accusations and giving him a shoulder to lean on.

He was like a brother to you. You adored most things about the fancy hat man. Scratch that, everything about him.

He releases one of those rare genuine smiles – mostly only to you, and he just thought you were the sweetest.

Oh, how wrong he was.

It was only one simple conversation. CHUUYA was talking to another mafia members in the lower ranks, discussing about the topic for the next PM meeting at hand.

Of course at first glance, they didn't look close at all. Just a normal chat between acquaintances. But did it make you mad?

Obviouely it did.

The very next day, the orange haired-man was looking for the same said man he spoke with the day before. Yet he was rather confused to see he wasn't around.

What the hell? Well that was weird, he could have sworn that he asked to meet them in this same spot right now.

Well, guess he wouldn't be meeting with them after all. In the distance, you were smiling – hiding that dead, cold expression on your face as you wiped the blood off the saw, a few splashee of blood and guts on the weapon.

But of course, you wouldn't let him know anything~ ♡

And simply, KOUYOU made it much easier. She was like a sweet, elder sister that spoiled you and taught you everything that you needed to know.

You simply loved her, and loved the times when you'd just hang around each other and dress one another up in various clothes. Be it trendy outfits or putting makeup on one another.

She took care of you as she should, and she grew very attached as well. KOUYOU was rather protective and sweet.

So when you saw her spoiling another girl in the picture, you were fucking livid.

How dare she pay more attention to another kid than you?

She was treating KYOUKA in private as if she was more important than you ever were. And it began to hardem your heart once more, growing angry at your elder sis paying more attention to some useless assassin.

You were way better than her, stronger even.

So imagine how relieved and prideful you felt when that girl had left the mafia to be with the detective agency instead. She wasn't even loyal! She doesn't deserve to be in the PM!

It left KOUYOU feeling agitated and sad, so you did what a younger sibling would do. You were the one comforting her, even manipulating her with your sweet words. You lured her in and had her give you more attention than before.

Just like how you wanted it to be.

AKUTAGAWA was honestly a tough nut to crack. You can easily tell he doesn't care about you at all. Well, he'd acknowledge your abilities a little but that's all you're getting.

But that won't stop you from killing those who tried to get even the slightest close to him.

After all, family members must stay with one another forever.

You didn't really mind much about that blonde girl who admires him and follows him around. It's not like she can take him away, he doesn't give a damn about her.

Plus, his sister was very nice! She gave you the love you needed, and she actually cared. Even though her brother was pretty cold, you'd think she also was – but in reality, GIN is a sweet, somewhat shy girl who gave you gifts and attention.

No matter which mafia member it was – wheneve ryou were with them, you were so sweet and caring, such an adorable teen who looks out for all of them and their wellbeing.

Yet behind closed doors, while they weren't looking, you glared daggers at other kids or people they payed attention to, your greedy self wanting all of it to yourself.

It wasn't fair.

It wasn't!

You never held back. You spilled their guts out, you ripped out those fools' hearts – crushing it under your foot, knowing you deserved the love more than their ignorants asses ever did.

And most of all? No one noticed a thing. MORI had continued to send you out mission after mission. He didn't notice the desperate pleads of those immature adults, the heartbreaking cries of those innocent children.

If it was for family, you'd do anything.

After doing all that – you give them a sickly sweet smile, as you pull them to hang out and play with you, no questions asked.

They never noticed.

And quite clear, you were a sadistic young teen. After being so pissed seeing those people getting close to them, it's like a breath of fresh air when you hear the bloodcurdling screams coming from their mouths.

TACHIHARA wasn't that observant, but he could tell that there was something not right about you at all. Yet, he himself was not free from the depths of your pure, honest love. He'll find himself spoiling you, loving you – like you're his very own sister.

He was going to fall into the trap whenever he likes it or not, because you love them way too much.

If someone else tries to destroy that happiness,

They'll just have to dissapear like the rest.

[akutasoda]

Hii Akuta, me again ;3

I JUST HAVE AN IMPULSIVE THOUGHT OF ASKING U FOR BSD CHARACTERS WHEN S/O ASKS THEM IF THEY'D LOVE THEM I IF THEY WERE A WORM HAHA (dont judge me🥹)

Would like to ask for Ranpo, Fyodor and if its not too much then Yosano, Nikolai, Dazai, Chuuya, Atsushi, Akutagawa, Kōyō? (I think that its too much so if you decide to add more than Ranpo and Fyodor then not all of 'em if you don't feel like writing them all ALSO I UNDERSTAND ITS A LOT OF CHARACTERS-)

'what if i was a worm?'

synopsis - you pose them the age old question

includes - atsushi, dazai, yosano, ranpo, chuuya, koyo, akutagawa, fyodor, nikolai

warnings - gn!reader, crack, fluff??, wc - 614

a/n: hi <: !!! no amount of characters are too much!! hope your doing well!

'would you still love me if i was a worm?'

atsushi nakajima ★↷

point blank stare. he doesn't truly know how to respond considering he took it a bit too seriously and didn't want to say no in case it genuinely upset you. but then he figured out you were joking but still would say yes. he reckons that if you were to become a worm he would always allow you to be in his pocket on his shirt and he would look after you.

osamu dazai ★↷

he knew your tricks from the moment 'would you love-' came out your mouth. so with no hesitation he said no. a very enthusiastic no as he then proceeded to talk about how he wouldn't carry around a worm let alone take care of it. and still in serious he probably wouldn't take care of you if you were a worm. he'd think about it, considering it was you, but ultimately decide no.

akiko yosano ★↷

her initial reaction would be to slightly laugh but when she saw you still waiting for a response she said yes. while worms aren't exactly the most pleasant creatures, they still are living and therefore if the love of her life were to become one, of course she would. your still you no matter the form and therefore she would love you.

ranpo edogawa ★↷

you wouldn't even have to start speaking, you would just go something like 'hey ranpo' and he says no. you expect him to love you as a worm you would be sorely mistaken. sure he would love you now and perhaps if you were to become something else but worms, no. if anything he would recognise it as you and atleast try and keep you safe. no promises.

chuuya nakahara ★↷

just stares a little confused before saying that he wouldn't love you as a worm but still would deeply care for you. at the end of the day it would still be you but worms are... he doesn't quite know what to say. so perhaps hr would look after you but he would probably not actually live you, just care deeply.

koyo ozaki ★↷

she would initially be quite confused by the question and in the politest way she would say no. she would then elaborate on how she would try and look after you because it would be you still but she can tell you quite honestly she would never love a worm, only you. so if you were a worm her love would be dwindling.

ryunosuke akutagawa ★↷

another point blank starer. looks at you for just a second before saying no. he tells you that he wouldn't love you as a worm or even look after you. but you can tell that he would atleast try and keep you out of harm's way if you were truly to become a worm.

fyodor dostoevsky ★↷

'would you l-' no. he doesn't even acknowledge the question, just stating point blank that no he would not. he wouldn't care what you became, if you weren't you as you are now he wouldn't even take care of you. maybe he would try but ultimately decide not to. he's not even entertaining the question let alone entertaining the idea of loving you as a worm. and no amount of live he holds for you now could change that.

nikolai gogol ★↷

he was also immune to your tricks but his genuine answer would be yes. so what if you were a worm? sure you may lose quite a few qualities to yourself but it would still be you and he loves you! would tell you that he would constantly take you everywhere with him and you'd be his little worm buddy. he would love you regardless of your forn because again, it's still you in there.

[soullessfyodor]

Saying "I love you" in a different language

Part2

Poe,Sigma,Agatha,Kouyou,oda

part one

POE

"მე შენ მიყვარხარ"

Poe didn't understand single word you said rn

"Y/n, what?" he asked confused

"I said i love you in georgian"

Poe blushed "Oh ah ummm i l-love you m-more😯😦😣😤"

SIGMA

"دوستت دارم"

Sigma blushed and smiled at you"Oh,i didn't knew you could speaking persian yn"

"I do,so🤨"

"So? oh wait yeah uh umm i-i love you too" sigma said shyly

Since sigma works at sky casino i think he has many clients from each contury so he knows foreign languages well?

AGATHA

I love real life agatha christie and her books. real life agatha was send to paris at age16 and she were there for two years,so she speaked french very well so i will go with french again;)

"je t'aime agathe"

Agatha chuckled "Dommage qu'il n'y ait personne au monde qui ne m'aime pas" (to bad, theres no one in the world who doesn't loves me) said agatha while enjoying her tea

(this woman's teeth is very dark yellow bc she drinks more than 36353 tea in day)

KOUYOU

"사���해요"

"Is that korean?" kouyou asked

"Yes, and did you know what i said?"

"No,tell me"

"I love you"

Kouyou giggled "How cute"

(Kouyou,bae please give us i love you back😔💔)

ODA

"Kocham cię"

"What language was that?"

"Polish"

"You speak polish,what did you said?"

"I said i love you"

Oda smiled softly "Will you teach me polish? beacuse i want to say i love you more that everything in polish"