#kouyou ozaki x reader

[selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs]

Kouyou Ozaki (self-aware)

Self-Aware! Kouyou Ozaki x GN! Reader

Warning: OOC. Yandere. Koyouou wanted to do some damage to Reader. English is my second language. Some slight spoilers.

Becoming self-aware

🌂 With self-awareness came hatred. And Kouyou Ozaki can't tell exactly, at whom her hate were directed to.

🌂 Was she mad at author, for putting them through the pain? Was she angry, because her "life" was the way it "was", because Author thought, sad backstory will make... readers... pity the character..? Was she angry at readers for liking tragic backstories? And what about Kyouka? What she did do deserve such treatment?

🌂 Kouyou can't tell for sure. Every time she tried to make some sort of scene out of her feelings or thoughts, they go awry, and Kouyou will get a headache, boiling anger and no answers.

🌂Nevertheless, Koyou just can't sit here, mopping all day... night... Whatever time was in this wrenched place. She must help other Port Mafia members. And Kyouka.

🌂 Despite the situation, Mori tried to keep his head cool, Kouyou can give him that. The idea of patrolling the city in pairs were good. She and Kajii were tusked to patrol the borders of Yokohama. Maybe, they could find a way out of the city.

🌂 There was something else. Not only hate. Hope. Hope of a mad person.

🌂 Maybe, it's just a cruel ability, that took over Yokohama's citizens? Maybe, if they find a way to escape Yokohama, the life will be back to normal? They will only need to kill perpetrator, and life will be back to normal. To normal real lives of normal real people.

🌂 If Koyou could, she would pray. Pray for an ability user, who took over Yokohama with their ability. For someone, they could reach. For someone, her Golden Demon could stab.

🌂 But then, Hirotsu and Chuuya brought news. Armed Detective Agency, including Dazai also were self-aware.

🌂 Of course, Koyou could pretend, that Dazai wasn't real, that he was a doll, an illusion. Just a tool to mess with everyone's brains. But, Kouyou knew, that it's not true.

🌂There is an ability user. Yokohama isn't under ability's effect.

🌂 And Kouyou Ozaki, Port Mafia Executive, "Golden Demon" ability user was created only for someone's entertainment.

🌂 But, there was also good news. Kyouka was... fine. According to Dazai, Ranpo, that detective, asked her to be his assistant, while he was investigating current situation. Kouyou was happy about that.

🌂 Illusion might be broken, world is big fake, but, right here and now, Kouyou Ozaki exists. And she has duty to fulfill.

🌂 And then, she felt entity's gaze on her.

_________

She and Kajii were paroling borders of Yokohama again.

Kouyou Ozaki felt both irritated and nervous. The world outside of Yokohama was even... emptier.

The closest metaphor Kouyou could find, is drawing of a forest, made by kindergartener, who didn't know about animals existence.

Wilderness outside Yokohama was empty. No animals, no birds, no insects. Even trees were limited. It looked like a park, not an inhabitant area.

And it was flat. No hills, no complete roads.

The river and road lead to nothing. They just... stopped. Like someone cut them.

And beyond that only empty sea of green grass with rare trees existed.

That's why that unblinking gaze in the sky made Kouyou nervous. It was natural fear. Fear of being stalked by someone, while being far away from safety.

But, irritation still was Kouyou main emotion towards that entity.

Kouyou knew what it was. Who they were.

Reader. A single one, Kouyou was about that. Another of that people, who wanted drama. Who wanted to see sad backstories.

Looking from afar. In the security of their real lives. Of their real world.

Oh, how Kouyou wanted to blind that Reader up above.

She wasn't the only one, who had that idea. Some time ago Chuuya said to her, that he dreams about the day he could show that person, how powerful his ability is. They will feel it on their own skin.

And then, time resets.

And Kouyou, once again, was tasked to look after fifteen-year-old Chuuya Nakahara, who has just joined Port Mafia.

__________

When they start feeling your presence

🌂 The shock of sudden time travel still was fresh in her mind, when Chuuya's words delivered the second shocking hit.

"Ane-san... I think, we were mistaking about... them... They are"... Chuuya thought carefully about his next words. "... seems not that bad."

Chuuya grinned for a second.

"And they knew, when to start playing good rock song."

🌂 Kouyou wasn't sure, what to say about it. Chuuya wasn't the one, who would change his opinion that easy. What happened between him and Reader?

🌂 And why she was hearing a laughter during Chuuya's and Dazai's bickering? Very soft and nice laughter.

🌂 Next time travel was felt worse. Because Kouyou woke up in the middle of the fight with Verlaine. But, something was off. King of Assassins was looking at something above his head. He wasn't paying attention to the battle.

🌂 After the battle, Chuuya was mumbling something with a smile on his face. And he was looking at something above his head.

🌂 And when Port Mafia found Verlaine, he was looking before him with a faint smile on his face. He was whispering.

"Perhaps, one day, we will meet. And I will show my gratitude for you... Little Light."

🌂 Kouyou could swear, that for one moment, she saw a shapeless blob, floating before Verlaine.

🌂 Another reset. This time, Kouyou and Mori was discussing Kyouka. And two new things appeared. First, a blinking blob of light, that appeared and disappeared from time to time. And a voice, coming from up above.

Pretty [||||||||||] her [|||||||||||] kimono.

🌂 A surprisingly kind smile appeared on Mori's face.

"Oh, so you finally can see Little Light, Kouyou-kun? Aren't they adorable?"

🌂 Kouyou didn't answer Mori's question, choosing to met with Kyouka. He heard, that Port Mafia and ADA were negotiating about creating a union. To get to the Real World. And met with Guiding Light.

🌂 Kouyou guessed, that Guiding Light were Reader. What happened while she was away? For a moment, Kouyou felt irritated. Why she wasn't included in more events? She wanted to know more about sudden change of hearts about Reader.

🌂 Kouyou didn't call Kyouka's cellphone that time. She only wanted to make sure, that she is alright. Nakajima can be free, for now.

🌂 Kyouka and Atsushi were at the same spot, Kouyou found them last? time. Atsushi was talking about something with Kyouka. Kouyou could hear some words he has spoken.

"them" "good" "will like" "kind".

And second voice also talked.

"hope" "Kyouka" "fine"

🌂 This tome, it was a talk, not a fight. Kyouka was fine. And, she really wanted to hear something from Guiding Light. Were Guiding Light hypnotizing people? Kouyou didn't know why, but she repeated that words, she told Kyouka the last time.

_________

"Listen to me, Kyōka. I know how you feel. But... some things are simply impossible. No matter how much a natural-born assassin like you seeks light... A flower that blooms in the dark can survive only within the dark. If you pursue the light, its heat will burn you up in the end."

Something soft curled around her neck. And Kouyou felt a wave of warmth.

Kindness. Appreciation. Love.

"sorry" "didn't deserve" "strong"

"Kouyou, I admire you. You are such a strong woman. I don't know if I could go through, what you had to go through. But, I think, you can open up a little... They respect you. And, I don't think, they will try to betray you again. One day, even in the deepest darkness, light will shine."

And someone pet her cheek.

[*In reality, you traced your fingers along Kouyou's manga frame.*]

_______

🌂 Kouyou returned to ADA's building with Kouyou and Atsushi. Other Port Mafia members already were there. And Kouyou really need time to think about everything.

🌂 Chuuya... was right. Reader's emotions don't feel fake. And, what was important to Kouyou, Reader didn't pity her. Perhaps, Kouyou should soften up for a bit.

🌂But, one problem remains. Kyouka. Will Reader felt kindness towards Kouyou as well? If they aren't, well, Kouyou's sympathy will disappear.

🌂 Kouyou just need to wait.

________

The union finally was established, and remains of Port Mafia permanently moved to ADA's building.

Fukuzawa and Mori were discussing with Fitzgerald about Guild joining them.

That's when Kyouka wanted to talk to Kouyou eye to eye.

"They saw my past. My parents. They hugged me."

Kouyou saw a faint smile on Kyouka's face.

"Atsushi was right. They are a good person."

When Kyouka left to help Atsushi with something, Kouyou looked up. At the Little Light.

"You... Never were a bad person, right? I am glad, that I learned about it before I could do something, that would upset Kyouka. Guiding Light, when we met... let me protect you as well."

_________

🌂 Kouyou now understand, why others wanted to meet Guiding Light. And why they want to hear more from them.

🌂 If only all of them could hear Guiding Light's voice more often.

And then, one day, the purple moon shined above Yokohama.

When you installed BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan

🌂 When they got access to Scout files, Kouyou immediately gave you most of her SSR Cards.

🌂 She, and some other people, who didn't get much spotlight, asked to be first, who gives you their cards. They want your attention.

"Kouyou has so many beautiful cards"

"I wish, there was SSR Kouyou Tarot Card, SR."

"I adore Chibi Kouyou from Port Mafia base."

🌂 Kouyou is planning, how she will protect you, when she got in reality.

🌂 Kouyou is interested in Japanese culture. She took some sewing lessons online. She wants to sew something for you.

🌂 Real World, if you will be near, doesn't seem so bad. Same to hope.

_______

You got another note in your inbox.

Kouyou with Sakura flowers Stamp.

"[Y/N], I hope, you are doing well. If someone is bothering you, tell me, when we met. I will deal with them accordingly. Stay safe. Kouyou Ozaki."

You smiled and opened one of the Kouyou's cards. You pet chibi sprite.

"I am doing good, Kouyou. Thanks for your concern. No one was bothering me, but, if someone do, I will tell you. I hope, we will meet."

You didn't notice, but a smile appeared on chibi Kouyou's face.

[astelren]

BSD pregnancy with Kouyou

ೃ⁀➷ TW/CW: Fluff, Implied AFAB Reader (since pregnancy, but i dont use any pronouns or body parts), Bad English, Pregnancy, Koyou being more so a mom, Can be seen as either romantic relationship or platonic, let me know if I need to add more TW/Tags ♡ Minors please interact with me only by liking or reblogs. ➳ Characters: Koyou Ozaki ⤠ Jealousy HCs (Dazai, Chuuya) ⤟ BSD Masterlist (soon!) ⤠ Who wants kids ⤟

Anon requested: Headcanons for koyou Ozaki with a pregnant reader please!!

Ooohh this one was interesting bc im not sure if I managed to nailed this lmfao also since you didn't specify if the koyou and reader are in a romantic relationship or not I decided to keep things very grey so that you can read it in whatever way you prefer💞

While Koyou doesn't have any experience in pregnancy herself, she can understand how troubling the period can be. So if you thought was protective before, now it's completely off the rails: she doesn't let you do any work, especially the type of work that consists in moving stuff or dealing with heavy things.

First months of the pregnancy are easy and she lets you do most things if you feel like it, although you can always sense her glare following your presence. Koyou is just making sure you are alright since you have to be careful with pregnancy, but she doesnt wish for you to feel like a burden or anything like that.

She will also keep your hair out of the way when you are vomiting, and gently caress your back in a soothing manner to help you out. Koyou is nice and gentle with you, she will probably make some tea for helping you to feel better

The more the pregnancy goes on, the more Koyou becomes more strict and careful she becomes: like I said before you can’t most tiring work, and she will demand someone to help you out or to be around you if she isn’t in the vicinity.  

Will also accompany you to whatever visit you have to make, especially if she gets to boss around people who dare to disrespect you or take too much of your time. No stranger will touch your belly without Koyou's approval, unless they went their hand off their arm…

And also whoever doctor dares gets too comfortable for her liking, she has no problem reminding them of their place especially since they are the best doctor in the place, but also deeply connected to the best. Of course, you only get the best of the best💜

But Koyou is so sweet and caring with you it makes everyone jealous: she cooks every meal for you, or asks very well known chefs, gently caressing your belly while murmuring stuff to the baby, making sure the chair is always the most comfortable and with the fluffies cushion, she never rises her voice against you in any possible way, she will even message your feet if it hurts too badly

Likes to spoils you, but that's even before you got pregnant. Koyou buys you clothes that you feel more comfortable in, clothes for the baby, toys, and even starts mumbling about having a nursery room or something like it, while you are probably thinking that you wanted to buy something for the baby too… she wouldn't let you

Takes off some days to take care of you too, and would probably remind you to have a little hobby or something to pass time during the pregnancy period. Koyou would show you many hobbies, would also try some too if you ask her, just to spend some time together

If the doctor allows it, then she is willing to let you go to a vacancy during your last months and even pay for most of it, since you will probably complain if she pays all of it. Not that she minds it, in the end, the vacancy is for you to relax so why worry over how much money you spent? Just let her.

This work belongs to @/astelren, do not repost, translate, copy, rewrite or share on tiktok without my permission. Reblogs are appreciated and encouraged♡

[iridescentdove]

If it is not too much trouble, may I please request a Yandere? Platonic! BSD x Arlecchino! Reader, let's say that the reader has played an important role in almost everybody's life.

For example, she took Kouyou under her wing when she failed to escape the Mafia, advised and convinced Fukuzawa to save Yosano, treated and viewed (15) Dazai as only a child and not the demon prodigy, never once used or placed Chuuya as the second choice, etc. Things like that, but the reader is still in the Fatui and does run the House of the Hearth and looks after orphans while also training them to be enlisted in the Fatui. So, they probably view reader as a parent figure and someone dear to their hearts and don’t want anything bad to happen to them.

A LIFE OF OUR OWN.

Yandere!Platonic!BSD x Arlecchino!Reader

A/N: I immediately worked on this request on seeing it omg anon you guys do not know how much I love Arlecchino ... also for here I use "Father", but that's only because in the game Lyney & Lynette call Arlecchino that. Feel free to pretend it's mother or something else!

You're the second whole of their hearts.

They'll do anything for you ...

Father.

It's not a coincidence. To take one for an example. KOUYOU, that poor little girl who did nothing wrong. She was such a sweet kid, someone nice ... and yet she was there in the Port Mafia. Taken away and unable to live her life like a child should.

In an attempt to leave the mafia with a man she liked, it was rather unfornature enough – both were caught red handed.

And that man? He was killed.

KOUYOU was desperately holding on, wanting him to open his eyes, to survive and still find a way. And yet deep down, she knew that it would be impossible.

Good things never last.

She began to see the light as something meaningless. That the moment a flower born in darkness is exposed to light, it will wilt and burn away to nothingness. She can't escape. Not anymore. But that also wishful thinking.

That was until you came along and helped her up.

It was like a moment's heartbeat, the moment she looked up. You were right there – holding your hand out.

Even if you weren't expressive as to be expected out of sympathy for what happened, she can tell that you were no ill-intentioned person. So what did she do? She took it. Your hand. And gave you a smile ... one that faintly shined of hope.

Of course, she never left the mafia. But she had you to take care of her ... and treat her like a true daughter.

She was ecstatic to have family of her own.

You even gifted her a little plushie. Of course, of the the most fine and exquisite type of material. Your rich ass is flexing without even saying it out loud. slay

And you never treated her as a second choice.

Just like CHUUYA. As the time passed, he too joined the Port Mafia by boss orders. Honestly – you probably didn't give much of a shit, but that obviously changed.

Even now, your fatherish figure still remains after years. And that may as well never change.

He takes some great pride on his abilities, and he's rather smug about it himself. Although – sometimes he does question himself, and his humanity. Due to basically being merged and being Arahabaki's vessel.

But no, fuck that. You treated him as your own child, and although had more better things to do in the Fatui – this kid was insecure as hell and needed a parental figure.

CHUUYA adores you from the bottom of his heart. You showed him what it was to be human. To be alive. You gave him good reason and even let him visit the orphanage you looked after. Since he was merged with basically a God, you found it curious as well.

Well Arahabaki doesn't have a Gnosis so he's luckily safe

And then also, boom. Your attention extended towards his partner! DAZAI himself, of his young age. And from that time on, you already knew something was up with him.

Honestly – it can't be doubted. He was destined to live in the darkness forever. Nothing in the world can compel that deep etched loneliness in his heart; and even his late friend ODASAKU had acknowledged that.

Even after their unfortunate deaths, you were right there.

He was almost weirded the fuck out at first. You're not treating him like a monster. Or a demon. Not even his position and affiliation. You straight out threw those ourt the trash and instead? You treated him like your son.

It comforted him a little. To know he finally had someone to call his own. At first – just like anyone, he thought he'd lose you.

But you proved him wrong in various ways.

No matter how hard he tried, you kept him his side. Trained with him and succeeded in his defeat (much to his surprise), and gave him a few fatherly hugs and gifts that he would need and like. And DAZAI couldn't help it either.

He wanted you to be his real father quite badly. You were always there, and his eternal loneliness?

What's that again?

No. Even with that in mind, you never stopped to pursue and keep going with the mafioso. You'd go as much as to take him and meet with the rest of the harbingers, maybe taking CHUUYA and other executives from time to time.

Of course, avoiding The Doctor because it might as well just give back DAZAI his trauma.

And when he keft the mafia? You came along with him. Words cannot express how happy and relieved he was. He didn't want to loose his only comfort, his family. And if any9ne ever tries to threaten your familial bond?

He's gonna pull out the fucking demon prodigy card and show them how demonic he can be

In any case, same is due to everyone else. Like the fact you just always seemed to be there in the right place, at the right time. Like when YOSANO was being forced into healing soldier after soldier in the war.

The poor girl. Safe to assume the Fatui didn't really care about such and didn't participate in the war.

Much unless the Tsaritsa commands them to stop it, they may as well do that. But as of now they didn't really care. But that was only an 11 year old child ...

A child. You just had to take her in, didn't you?

And if not – in any case, you went ahead and got FUKUZAWA to save her. You reasoned with him, quite the good convincer yourself. You were a woman of a hundred, if not a thousand faces that could easily fool others.

So he took her in to the agency.

Although YOSANO was never told about what had happened in the sidelines, the moment she saw you walking away from the both of them – she just had that feeling.

She wants to thank you, if it's the last thing she did.

From the time that came on, you continued to do what you did and appeared, woving yourself into the hearts of everyone. At first, it was obviously never easy. But that wasn't a reason to give up. And you're you, would you seriously give up from that?

Many of them expresses gratitude in multiple ways, sometimes a bit unhinged – which you were yourself. There's not a sane bone in your body.

At least, that's what people like to think.

You've come this far into giving others a new life, being a father figure that everyone cherishes dearly and adores. Oh, and if anyone try to tear away that dream or hurt you – even a single scratch on that body of yours ...

There will be hell to pay.

You'd think they got very protective of their father. They can all quite collectively agree that they need no other familial figure in their lives other than you. Dearest you, who saved them from their shameful lives and gave them a future.

Even one who isn't supposedly a kid like SIGMA – he came from a book. He doesn't have a family. But correction, he does.

And it's you.

Or anyone else from multiple affiliations across. The Decay of the Angels, the Hunting Dogs, supposedly those that caught your eye in these several factions.

Suppose the easily jealous ones of seeing you paying attention to kids more in the orphanage, or giving a certain triplets more of time can get them boiling with anger quite enough. Even if it was wrong, it just seemed so right.

And so? They try to steal more of your attention away. This is one of the time they truly act like children once more.

CHUUYA would most likely not want anyone even gazing at your direction. Must they make things worse? You're around kids almost 24/7 and taking care of them yes, but you should only be taking care of him!

DAZAI acts like a child throwing a tantrum. No! No! No one can be with his father other than himself! How dare those kids call you their father?! He's livid, and tries to hide his anger and jealousy, yet he was visibly so eerie and tense.

KOUYOU can bet it was saddening to see you paying attention to work at the Fatui. Come on now, can you blame her? If you took her under your wing, you better be responsible. So she tries to invite you to her own missions and do fun together, just like when she was little. She wants your care.

YOSANO can tolerate it mostly, although at some point she comes with a breaking point as well. She's normally kind and likes hang around you and feel protected and loved, but oh, when you're not looking? Let's see ... pulls out chainsaw

So if a child or two goes missing in the orphanage?

Let's just say it wasn't anyone's fault, dear father :)

[dinaanana]

How would they react to you getting in trouble at school [BSD]

Synopsis: how would they react to to you being in a trouble at school

Characters: Verlaine (Stormbringer) Chuuya ,Kouyou. x Reader (Platonic)

TW: Nothing just fluff N crack in (Verlaine's part)

He was deadass Working in his Office,His desk full of some papers.

you Went into the Hallways of PM HQS And The employees there didn't even Bother Telling you That Chuuya's Busy or anything They just Let you in who tf are they To not Let you in

You Didn't even Bother Knocking you just walked in his Office,He doesn't notice You At First (He was Cursing to Himself)

When He notices He stares up At you and sees your angry face he raised his brow

"ya good?" He stands up and puts his hands on his hips "how was school today?"

"I got Into a fight And the principal Told us to bring our parents,I don't have one .."

He looks at you and sighs "I'll come,I'll come don't Cha worry kiddo.."he pats your head

The next Day He went To your Principals Office,The principal Couldn't speak a Single Sentance without His Voice cracking when he Talked to Chuuya while Wearing fancy ahh coat,Suit,Hat etc Everyone Looked at him with fear and didn't dare to Utter a single word (The whole school fears you since then)

You two Are Walking out of the school And There's crowd of Kids Staring at his Motorcycle With awe,You both sit on it Wrapping your Hands Around his Waist to not fall off.

While He drives around Yokohama He asks Real Reason for why did you beat the Guy up and you explain That he was Harassing 2-3th graders If they didn't Give him their Money

"Ya did good,Dont worry,next time you can Take my gun." He Smirks As He speeds up the motorcycle

"Ya hungry Kid? I know You Are so let's go to the new Restaurant"

He's a Best parental Figure you could ask for tbh

She was With Mori Helping him Out on something While You were at School,She would Always Sent one of Her Subordinate to Come and Pick you up Safely (She's Scared of Losing you,Like she did with Kyouka) so she Tries to take the best Care of you

She Also Sometimes Helps you Out with your Homework or Projects if you dont understand,She's glad To be the one helping you.

"If Something Happens,I'm here for you,I love you Like My own child which I never had.."

Soo let's go back to the Scenario,You Got into a huge fight with your Girl Classmates who would always throw your things Away,You would warn her to stop doing it that it wasn't Funny but she just laughed and Threw A scissor At your Face That Left a small Cut Below your eye Thats When you had Enough And punched her a straight in the jaw strong enough to knock her Out for good 15 minutes

You Both got called into the principals Office And The principal Told you Both to bring Your Parents tomorrow.

You went back into the PM head Quarters And then you saw Kouyou standing near A big colourful Window with her Back turned to you,As you walk clos she Hears your Footsteps And Turns to look at you she smiles down at you

"How was school Today dear?." her Voice was Full of care and Sweetness,Until That Sweet face turned into a Horrific One when she saw your Cut you never had.

"Tell me,Who did this to you?" she Puts Her Hand On your cheek Caressing Your little bruise Carefully

You explain Everything To her And She Just nods telling you that she'll out all of her work aside for you and come.

Next day after all of Your Lessons End You and your Girl classmate go to the Principals office while Waiting for your Parents.

The day went Good,Kouyou had a Talk with Your principal and you Transfered in different school Much more better Than Your Old One.

One day you and Kouyou Were Standing Infront of Big window With Amazing Sea view,She Embraced you For a Hug,And patting your Head

"If anything Bad happens,tell me and I'll always be there for you.."

His Musty ass Ain't coming Out of The basement and Bothering himself to come at your school for Just a lil Kids fight. (he says)

"I'm not gonna Come Over there,Just For Your little kids Arguments,I have Some more important Things to do,And I'm not ready to Come out yet.."

You roll your Eyes at him "But...the Principal Won't allow me in school if you don't come..."

"You don't Need to,I can Teach you More things Than those teachers,What do these Humans Know That I don't?”

"Whatever...Okay I agree,You can be my Teacher from now On..." you pause For a moment wait do you even know Basic Math? ." You spin Around the Basement "But still...Yay, I won't have to wake up at 7 AM just to go to the damn school!"

"Excellent, alors notre leçon commencera demain." (excellent Then our Lesson will Start tomorrow)

"are you cursing me Out in french or what?!" you look at him while Raising your Brow in suspension

He Smiles and shakes His Head As A no "Therefore I'll also Be Teaching You French aswell."

"Excellent Idea Then Teacher Verlaine" You smirk And Shake your Hand with him As an Approval

"oops,The bell Rang,I'll go To cafeteria now." You wave your hand At him and Leave his basement.

"Bon alors, à bientôt." He sighs To Himself and Gets Back to Writing something He was writing earlier.

[astrosxxz]

𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚, 𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢+𝐊𝐲𝐨𝐤𝐚, 𝐤𝐨𝐲𝐨. 𝐱 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: somewhat of a weird creepy man mention, mentions of killing?

𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎: 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝟏𝟑, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 + 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐝.

𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐌𝐀

Sigma first met you when he, nikolai & fyodor were out and about.

He had seen a small, cute cafe and instantly felt drawn to it

Its literally so cute??

When he first saw you, he was lowkey like

"Does this kid work here?!"

All shocked...

But after you gave him some cookies, he literally ate them so fast, they were so good😞

After that, he got dragged out by Nikolai, and he would visit the cafe daily from time to time!

His favorite thing to get from there was the cookies you baked

10/10 rating for those cookies in his opinion

Also did I mention how after the second trip, you guys became bsfs

Like you for real gave him his cookies and started sharing your whole life story

At first he was like : 🤨

Because why did you start sharing your whole family history😭‼️

But still, he started viewing you as a friend, if not a younger sibling figure!

He definitely would go to the cafe specifically to hang out with you get away from the others..

Despite being homeschooled, you're quite smart in certain situations so he sometimes asks for advice

Sometimes y'all will be sitting at a table for an hour or two just staring at eachother trying to figure out what to do in your break times

One time you let him try cooking the cookies...

Never again.

But nevertheless, yall get along great!!

So....

They first met you when kyōka craved tofu

And your cafe sold tofu AND Chazuke apparently

So then atsushi bought the two dishes from you, but then he realized he didn't have any money...

Kyoka was slightly upset that they couldn't get the food, but then you came

And you said, "Don't worry, my family owns this cafe!!"

And then you just gave it to them for free.

After many back and forths between you and atsushi

Even though kyoka was already digging in(real)

After awhile, they left, but not without atsushi sending many thanks and telling you they would come again with money

You ended up just softly pushing them out with a laugh and reassuring them, but still telling them to come back again

You're parents ended up getting upset that you gave the food for free

But its okay because the two did end up coming back,

This time atsushi brought money,

And he bought the same thing for him and kyoka,

While they were eating, you ended up talking with them a lot!

You all ended up getting along considering kyoka and you are close in age, and atsushi got along with you due to how you were really kind with them!

Sometimes you would give them free small treats to take to work,

Once you gave them extra because you had heard from Atsushi about ranpo, so you packed extra specifically for him!

You also made some custom treats for the two, some shaped as rabbits, others shaped as cats!

Lets just say that you guys quickly got along, like siblings!

Kyoka and Atsushi swore to protect you considering you were like a younger sibling to them

One time it was late at night, and she happened to crave some golden tempura after a mission, and she visited a cafe

YOUR cafe

And thats how you guys met!

At first she was quite amused yet a bit shocked that a child was working this late at night at a cafe

"What are you doing working so late, child?"

But nevertheless , you gave her the golden tempura and she payed!

You guys ended up having a chat considering there was no one else in the cafe, and she learnt a lot about you

Call it fast, but after a while she instantly felt connected like a mother to you,

Especially after you told her you grew up with a single father,

After that, she would visit daily!

A couple times she would bring some people with her, like chuuya!

Sometimes you would give her some free tea, golden tempura or some other treats,

In exchange she would always have a nice, peaceful chat with you

One time, you expressed how you wanted to learn a bit about swordsmanship,

And so she taught you some basics, very safely of course

She would bring you some cute stuff, like clothes, decorations for the cafe or your room, accessories for your hair, and once she brought you a kimono just like hers,

One time she saw a creepy guy, he was just staring at you as you chatted with another customer, and he was staring very, VERY weirdly, and even went as far as licking his lips weirdly...

Lets just say she was glaring at him the whole time, and killed him took care of him for you!!

Shes officially "adopting" you (more like just calling you her child but its ok)

She loves how dedicated you are to your familys cafe,

You guys get along quite well, and are very much like a mother and child duo!

[diagonal-queen]

how i think bsd characters would hug: pm edition

akutagawa: this poor sweet boy his hugs would SUCK. he doesn’t hug you back. he doesnt know shit about hugging! you have to place his hands around you and ask him to give you a (GENTLE) squeeze. he would never admit it but he likes the hugs. i have a feeling that after some dangerous mission or something he’d hug you real tight and you realise that wait he’s actually not bad at hugs he’s just crazy shy about it. 

chuuya: he gives perfect hugs. just because he doesn’t receive hugs often doesn’t mean he cant give them. he puts his hand in your hair, squeezes you, and makes you feel safe. you can feel chuuya smiling when he hugs you. chuuya’s hugs are the best thing in the world. god i want him to hug me so bad 

kouyou: she doesn’t seem like she’d like hugs very much, but she would give them if she cared for someone. she’s scared to pull you too close so she just sorta...loosely hugs you. she smells wonderful (i KNOW it). give her time to get used to hugs and soon she’ll be giving you such loving embraces <3 i think kouyou is honestly more of a kisser. she’ll lean over and peck your cheek before hugging you. 

gin: she doesn’t hug you much. i’m sorry she just doesn’t. she could, she has awesome hug potential, but she doesn’t hug you often. she cuddles into your side, holds your hand and wraps her arm around you. she would only ever hug you in private/intimate scenarios. maybe if you nagged her enough she’d give you a (very shy) short cuddle.

tachihara: his hugs are spontaneous and genuine, and are usually just kinda smaller squeezes before quickly letting you go. he mostly hugs when he’s excited. when he’s tired or feeling down, he gives you long, tight warm hugs. tachihara sometimes gets so excited that he picks you up when he hugs you. if he realises that he’s done this he gets a little flustered because thats a romantic thing to do (even though ur his s/o lol). 

hirotsu: he doesn’t feel like much of a hugger, but like gin he totally could. a hug from hirotsu would be kinda like when you don’t see a relative for a while and you finally see them again and you give them a short but meaningful hug. he would never hug you in public. he barely even hugs in private really. but if you ran up to him and jumped into his arms he would catch you. 

kajii: he’s a frickin weirdo but he gives...weirdly calm hugs? like they actually comfort you when you need comfort? it’s odd. that being said, he will give you a surprise squeeze out of nowhere thats honestly more like a heimlich manoeuvre. proceed with caution!

higuchi: her hugs are great! she pulls you into her and squeezes you enough to feel wanted but not enough to suffocate you. higuchi loves hugs and is always there to make you feel better with em. she’s a great hugger. she’ll hug you anywhere and everywhere (except around akutagawa, maybe? he probably thinks its ‘unprofessional’ or some shit idk). this poor girl needs just as much love and care as you do. she’s clingy!

mori: mori gives the same hugs as fukuzawa...except none of the feelings are there. they’re false hugs that are just meant to deceive. they’re hollow and manipulative. still, if you’re desperate, perhaps they’ll cause a placebo. i don’t think mori LOVES you. i think he can like you, or enjoy your company, but he won’t love you. his hugs reflect this. elise’s hugs are more like murder attempts by strangulation. 

kyusaku (platonic): well, he’s a kiddo. kids, especially lonely ones, would like hugs. they’re too cute to resist when they tell you they feel sad and need a hug to feel better. you best not fall for it though because he’d use that creepy doll on you. just pat his head, he loves that just as much. 

bonus!

oda: forget chuuya. ODASAKU is the best hugger in bsd i can promise you this. his hugs are comfort, love, gratitude, they’re home. nobody hugs better than oda. after one time you’d do anything to be back in this man’s arms. oda is musky, like his natural scent is musky, and it’s very relaxing. you could fall asleep in his arms within minutes. he kisses the crown of your head when he hugs you. he keeps his face in the crook of your neck when you cuddle with him. odasaku marry me

ace: uh. so this guy would hug you like, so unsincerely. his hugs are devoid of any honesty. at least mori TRIES to appear as if he cares, smh. ace is just like...kind of an asshat ngl. i don’t know why you’d hug him, but if you want to then all power to you? man he’d just turn you into a pretty set of jewels and hug those

karma (platonic): okay this kid is a pretty good hugger! i mean i don’t think he’s much of a hugger, but he’s not like particularly avoidant of it like gin or hirotsu. he’s a sympathetic and understanding person- if he sees you need a hug he’ll give you one. and it’s not long, or really intimate or anything, but it’s soothing nonetheless.  

[elvestoneanzelote1]

Good morning/evening/night

I want to request zhongli/albedo!reader unintentionally doing something suggestive and not realising it, like maybe he just stretching while making a bit noise but the yandere think otherwise or reader is playing biliard and he bend down but ended grabbing the attention of the yandere OR one the one the port mafia member passed reader office but hear reader making certain noise and burst the door but it was just reader getting massage

𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰! 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥... 𝘈𝘤𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘵... 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵... 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘧𝘧 𝘴𝘰... 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵.

𝘈𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘵!

𝘛𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘐 𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘧𝘧 𝘣𝘶𝘵... 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘶𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵

𝘋𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯'𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘵.

Since y/n naturally stays confined to his office more likely to spend a lot of his time there.

Mori was the one who suggested playing billiards though some agreed because Mori was after all the boss except y/n.

You were firmed on your standing on not opening your own office doors.

"Come on, Y/n-kun~! It is a one-time opportunity to get out of your office and enjoy"

"I'm fine with how I am stating, Please leave my door your voice is disturbing my listening to music day" You simply replied as Mori pouted and started to pace around the door.

Then he stopped and let out a sighed.

"All the executives will be there to play! And it is just downstairs!"

"I find no enjoyment in playing such games"

"Come on Y/n-kun! Just one game or you can just watch them play! What say? Company us won't you?"

"The fact that staying with you for even mere minutes can take away my life span"

"Now now, Y/n-kun~ don't say that, as your boss won't you obey my order?"

"Since when does an enjoyment time turn to your order?"

"Well... Others it's their wish but you are the exception"

"Oh, please your exception is the reason why I cannot tolerate been with you, leave"

"Mo~! Don't you want to enjoy and play? A break is nice you know!"

"No"

"Take a break y/n-kun! You work a lot!"

"I already ask for a vacation for a week yet you reject it"

"Well... A break is small but vacation is long so no, Y/n-kun you are indeed needed in Port Mafia you know"

"I have no more time to spent"

"..."

Mori side glance at Kouyou who let out a sighed.

"Y/n aren't you been harsh on Ougai-dono?"

"Do you think I care? Not sh*t"

"Y/n if you don't come out of your office I shall not make tea nor coffee for you for few days"

"..."

"And no more cakes for you either"

"..."

The door opens as you peek out from the door with a slight frown.

"You surely know how to threaten me"

"Of course! We are partners after all!" Says Kouyou who smile as Mori let out a sighed.

'Why doesn't y/n-kun obey me like Kouyou-kun, talk about favoritism'

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All you wanted was to drink tea and be in peace in your office while hearing rock music.

But today it wasn't a choice for you as you watch Them play.

"Here" Kouyou handed you the stick as you stare at it.

"What?"

"You can't just confine in staying in the corner, You already had a coffee"

"..." You let out a sigh of disapprove .

Chuuya curiously side-glances at Kouyou and then at you who approach the board.

To be honest they were curious about how you play as you bend to shoot.

Avoiding the eyes more likely some of them were slightly flustered while some were... Normal.

"Y/n-kun have a nice ass don't you think? Elise-chan?" Said Mori teasingly as they both stayed on the side alone. While taking notice of Chuuya's flustered face when you lean into the table.

Elise did not bother to warn Mori.

As the ball hit the side table and flew out you just tilted your head to the side letting the pinball hit Mori on the nose.

"Ouch! Ouch!" He groaned in pain as you just passed the stick to someone close to you.

As Kouyou control herself from laughing.

The others try to help Mori who hold his nose.

"Who told you to blabber? You should have concentrated on the game Rintarou" said Elise with a cheeky smile as Mori pouted and pointed his finger at you.

"Why would you aim at me for?"

"I have no idea what this game was, Ask Kouyou she knows how bad I am at games" you simply said and took a seat on the stool Mori muttered something under his breath with Elise healing him.

To say the least, the match ended with you leaving half of the game.

But to be honest they do agree with Mori someway.

But they are glad that they don't speak out like Mori.

What goes on with his mind to blabber it out?

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A:n- that's all good day/night to all!

Sorry if nothing suggestive is written as I am not good with it so...

And yeah there aren't the theme of Yandere but I do hope you enjoy it?

[junko-loves-dazai]

Hi rlly love your recenct hc of dazai with a baby reader can you also do the same thing but with Chuuya?

Chuuya taking care of baby reader

A/N: I'm sorry it took so long for this. I couldn't see it in my inbox until today and I don't have the app so. I'm sorry and I hope you enjoy this.

-Author-chan/Junko-chan

He was hesitant to bring you in (I mean who wouldn't) bring a baby into a building of criminals

He is only taking you there as a last resort which means no one and I mean no one can take you.

When he brought you in (just like with Dazai) everyone was shocked

Only Kouyou really knew about you because she would look after sometimes when Chuuya went on missions

Back to the point

Everyone was like: "How could someone like him have a child?" or "Chuuya where did you get that baby?"

"They're mine, you idiot!"

(Also like Dazai) You're not leaving his sight

He'll put you in one of these chest baby carriers or a baby seat carrier

You'll some how manage to get away

He WILL panic only to find you with Kouyou, Gin, Higuchi, Elise, Akutagawa, or Tachihara or others (but defiantly not M*ri at least not alone)

After finding you "How the hell did you get so far?"

Some how you're actually calm around The Akutagawa siblings and never fussed and stopped crying around them

Some how you could fall asleep on anyone (not M*ri though he never got a chance to touch you (Why does that sound so wrong))

If you cry Chuuya is giving you to Kouyou to calm you down

Also if you cry he’ll use his ability and make you fly around (not too high) until you calm down

When he leaves for a mission you're staying with Kouyou until he gets back or you're going with one of the Akutagawa sibling weather they like it or not.

After his mission or the end of the day he takes you home and washes you up as well as himself and you both go to bed.

[ruified]

❝ port mafia as 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒔 ˎˊ˗ — pt. 2

warnings: hcs (ig?), fluff . characters: kouyou, higuchi, mori, elise, kyuusaku, hirotsu . synopsis: more dark fucked up versions of cats . a/n: my cat approved this post .

kouyou —

higuchi —

mori —

elise —

kyuusaku —

hirotsu —

[selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs]

okay hi, this is kinda a sensitive topic so feel free to deny, jst lmk cuz tumblr eats asks sometimes

I wanna request a self aware!bsd x gn teen!reader. Reader is like 15-16, and has a very bad home life (father is physically & s*xually abusive as well as an addict and mom doesnt care) and uses bsd as an escape and stuff. They see Chuuya and Kouyou as parental figures (not a ship). And reader is like really lifeless/numb but also extremely scared and paranoid

It is not your fault

Self-Aware! Platonic! Chuuya Nakahara x GN! Abused! Reader x Self-Aware! Platonic! Kouyou Ozaki

Description: There are monsters in your house. You want to be saved. From reality no one want help you. Maybe, you can help world in different world.

TW: Non-descriptive SA (psychological (photos, comments, forced looking at nudity) and physical (forced touching)). Mentions, without clarification or NSFW language. Mentions of drugs. Reader think that it's their fault [IT'S NOT AND IT WILL NEVER BE]. The bastard gets what he deserves. Soft protective platonic yandere. English is my second language.

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The school break will end soon, and you have to go to class.

You were reading BSD manga on your phone. When you got the message.

You heard the notification sound. You take a look at the screen.

[1 photo send from Father]

You feel sick. You knew what he sent you. You don't want to look at it.

Another notification.

[Look at it]

[That's what I put into your mother, so she can have you]

[Isn't he looked good?]

[DON'T YOU DARE IGNORE ME!]

You hurry to the school bathroom. You can't let anyone accidentally see, what your father sent you.

You can't ignore him. Or it would be worse.

When you got into the school bathroom, you make sure, that no one see you. You opened the chat with your father and immediately closed your eyes.

It takes you a few moments to close the app without looking at the screen.

There were tears in your eyes.

But when you go back to class, you were emotionless.

From outside, you looked numb and emotionless. But inside you were scared.

Really scared.

But you were hiding your fear.

Because no one cares. Even your own mother.

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"Mom... Dad was sending me photos... Of his... Of his..."

"[Y/N], stop mumbling. Just ignore him."

"Mom... Dad was making comments... About my... hips. He is making me uncomfortable..."

"[Y/N], I told you before. Ignore him."

"Mom, why Dad is walking around home naked? He is..."

"[Y/N], stop whining. Ignore your father..."

"Mom... He touched me... He forced me to touch him... He held my hand and didn't let me go..."

"Mom... He hit me because I called him gross... My hands feel gross and dirty... Mom, please help me!"

"Mom... Why are you ignoring me?"

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You hoped, that today he won't touch you.

You won and loose at the same time.

He didn't 'touch' you, but he beat you.

For not looking at his messages the same moment you got them.

Then he was too high on God knows what to touch you or force you to touch him.

You hide in your room.

You use the chair to hold the door down.

Your father is 'satisfied' with touching.

One day he will want more.

You prayed, that this day won't come for the next year. Until you are eighteen and can finally leave this house for good.

Your hands already will be dirty for the rest of your life.

You don't want to be dirty for the rest of your life.

From books, you have read, you learned, that's not your fault.

If only you could believe in these words yourself.

Were you really innocent? Or you did something, that made your father... interested in you?

You curled under the blanket and open your phone. You want to escape. You need to escape.

You opened BSD Mayoi App. You need to look at Chuuya and Kouyou cards.

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In BSD world

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Chuuya and Kouyou were ruthless. You need them. You were stuck in one house with the monster. Two monsters, because your mother didn't do anything to help you.

Chuuya growled at Ango.

"When the damn thing will be ready?! [Y/N] need us!"

Kouyou's gaze were cold. Golden Demon was hovering above here.

Ango took a step back.

"It still needs two hours to charge. I wish, it can be faster, but we can't do anything for it."

Chuuya turned around and left the room. Soon, everyone heard the sound of the road near the building been destroyed. Chuuya tried to calm down this way, otherwise he would attack someone.

He remembered your words.

"He beat me again. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I don't want to be touched by him... If you were real, would you care enough to help me?"

"I would, [Y/N]. I care enough. I will show him. He will pay."

Kouyou did a better job in holding herself together. But inside she was livid.

"I wish you were there, Kouyou. With you near me, he won't go near me. He won't touch me."

"He won't. Please, [Y/N], wait. It will be over soon."

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*BANG*

"How dare you to hold your door with the chair?! Ungrateful brat! STRIP!"

"No! Let me go! I don't want to! It's wrong!"

"Don't go near me! Stay away! Someone, please help me! Mom, please help me!"

"Come on! Open, damn portal! Open!"

And the white light fills the room, right after your father grabbed you by the shirt.

It takes one kick from Chuuya, to make your father fall down on the floor. He can't move, thanks to Chuuya's ability.

Your mother came to your room, trying to see, what was the noise. She saw you, your father been pinned down. And all BSD characters. Before she can shout, Golden Demon's katana was aimed at her throat.

Kouyou was standing before you, hiding you from your father and mother.

You can't believe your eyes. Was it real? Are BSD characters really standing in your room? Are they really protecting you?

You heard Kouyou's voice. She sounds soft.

"[Y/N], dear, sorry for almost letting this vermin do what he was planning to do. But we are here now, we are here to take you out of here. Do you trust us? Will you come with us?"

You nodded. You were certain, that they won't hurt you. It was time. You can finally be free.

"Yes..."

Chuuya looked at you and smiled.

"[Y/N], is it okay if Kouyou and I join you and others later? We need to deal with this man and woman."

You simply nodded and follow after the rest of the Cast. You were leaving the house. You stayed near Kyouka.

When you were gone, Chuuya and Kouyou start their revenge on your 'parents'.

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You were free.

There is still work to do. You will need professional help.

But now you have people, who love you and respect you.

You have two parental figures in your life. Chuuya and Kouyou respect your privacy. They want you to feel safe.

They will protect you.

Monsters that you lived with, are dead. Your father died with his stomach ripped open and been as thin as a paper sheet. Your mother was torn apart.

Nothing can hurt you anymore. You will be better. You will feel safe.

They are with you.

The most important thing they told you, was this.

You are innocent. And it was never your fault. You are not dirty or disgusting.

It was never your fault.

[chuubian]

Guilt

Tags Kouyou x fem reader, nsfw mdni, internalized homophobia, religious guilt, angst, I’m projecting

Summary You and Kouyou have been seeing each other for a few months, but the fear of going to hell is pervasive and daunting.

A/N This is kind of based off my own personal experiences and struggles with religious guilt so if its not accurate to you, sorry.

A loud ringing sound resonated through the room, ripping you out of the pleasant repose you had been in. Your eyes flickered over to the source of the sound. A bright light cut through the heavy darkness, drawing your eyes to it. Shuffling out of the warm, comfortable sheets and grabbing hold of your phone, your eyebrows pinch together- the fluorescent screen was blinding. There was only one notification.

Come over. I miss you.

Your stomach sinks. The darkness felt like it was pushing in, invading every part of you. A snake was coiled around you, squeezing and crushing your lungs, wringing you dry- while it was distracting you from the pain with empty promises and illusions of a happy life. You knew what this was. It was the devil. Seducing you. Whispering sweetly in your ear, showing you how good things could be if you just went. This was a test from god. To see if you were a true follower. If you had the willpower to be better. Regrettably, you were not strong enough to resist temptation.

Throwing the soft, warm bed sheets off, you step into the cold biting air. The tile under your feet is freezing, seizing your muscles, making you regret your decision for a split second. But your mind's made up, there is no changing it anymore. As you get ready, you think about what she would act like. Would she notice that you wore her favorite perfume? Or that you put on the new dress she bought you? She only wants one thing, but that doesn't mean you can't hope for more.

Knocking on her door, you hug your coat closer. Everyone in the area is asleep, but that doesn't mean you can't be cautious. If anyone sees you here, dressed the way that you are… you don't know if you could ever live it down. The door squeaks open, revealing Kouyou in her nightgown and robe. Your heartbeat speeds up. She’s beautiful. You try to forget about the guilt building up inside you, pushing it down to the back recesses of your mind- focusing on the small moments with her that are dear to you.

“Hi..”

“Hey, come in. Quickly, before anyone sees.”

She steps to the side, letting you in. As you step through the threshold, the powdery, pomegranate scent emanating off of her hits you. It's hypnotizing, quelling your worries and making your mind go fuzzy. You can't even remember why you dreaded coming here. Why would you ever do that? She's so great, so sweet to you. Your vision blurs around the edges, like you're watching from behind a screen. It's hard to think about anything other than her scent, or how much you need her. She's caught you in a trance, bewitching you, using your weaknesses against you. She's satan in an enchanting body.

“Sit down. Do you want some wine?”

She gently puts her hand on your shoulder, nudging you towards the living room. You can't even feel her touch through the coat but your skin burns. You nod, not saying a word. You probably couldn't even make out a full sentence if you tried. She hums softly, acknowledging your answer before walking to the kitchen, letting you settle in. You take off your coat, shivering from the sudden rush of cool air, hanging it up on the coat hanger. Your body sinks into the sofa. It molds to your figure, accepting easily- without complaint or argument.

Kouyou steps back into the room, hips swaying, with two glasses of red wine in her hands. When she sits down, it's far too close. Her knees touch yours, sending a pleasant tingle up your legs and down your spine. She extends her arm, handing you a glass- it feels sacred, but if anything, it's ungodly. It's giving into temptation, forsaking what you know is right, and letting the devil take control. You take it. Lifting the glass to your lips and letting the red liquid drip down your throat.

The bitter taste of wine lingers in your mouth, meanwhile a sweet warmth blossoms in your chest and up your neck. She leans closer and your stomach gets a weird fluttering sensation from what you suspect isn't the alcohol's fault.

“You look lovely.”

Her hand rests on your arm, cooling your burning skin. Then slowly it travels down to your knee, rubbing back and forth in soothing motions. Your hands were trembling, you had done this so many times before but it never got easier.

“You're wearing the dress I got you?”

You nod, bringing the glass back up to your lips and downing the whole thing. Your throat burned, it was hard to form words. She was too close.

“Do you like it?”

She hums, sipping her wine. It wets her lips, making them shiny and soft and so… delectable. A flush settles high over her cheekbones and chest, painting her skin a pretty pink that matches her nightgown. She scoots closer, thigh pressed against yours, shoulder to shoulder.

“It's the best purchase I've ever made.”

Kouyou leans in, breath brushing over your shoulder and neck. Your heart is pounding so hard you're sure she can hear it. A fuzziness envelops your mind, it's difficult to think as clearly as before. You can't remember why you felt so guilty before coming here. The Kouyou in front of you looks hazy and…. so tempting.

“You smell so good.”

She leans in, nosing at the spot under your jaw. Kouyou’s hands start rubbing up and down your thighs, slowly pushing the fabric of your dress up- little by little. It makes you gasp as a fire blooms in your belly. You can feel her smiling at the noise, pressing a soft kiss to your jaw. Her hands come up to grab your hips, pulling you onto her lap.

“You got all dolled up for me huh? So cute.”

It was embarrassing how easily she could manipulate your body. She knew all the sensitive spots and she didn't hesitate to abuse them, kissing the little spot behind your ear, running her hands down your spine and over your lower tummy. Your body was tense, overwhelmed by the sudden onslaught of sensation. Your hands curled in the fabric of her robe, turning to try and capture her lips with yours. She chuckled, mocking and cruel.

“Not yet.”

Kouyou dragged her teeth down your neck and shoulder, sending tingles down your entire body. You whine, back arching and leaning into her relentless touch.

“Why..?”

She didn't answer. You could feel your mind starting to go numb, all coherent thoughts melting away- focusing only on Kouyou and the pleasure she made you feel. She takes hold of your hips, shifting your position until your back is pressed against the soft couch. Slowly, her lips traveled down to your chest, leaving behind a trail of messy red lipstick on your skin. Branding you. No matter what happened, you both knew no one else could have you the way she does. No one else makes you feel like this.

She traces her fingers up your thighs, pushing up the silk fabric. Teasingly, her hand massages the skin near your groin, fingers outlining the seam of your underwear.

“Please… hurry.”

She smirked sadistically, enjoying your impatient whimpers- slowing down instead of doing what you asked so nicely.

"Why should i? I'm quite enjoying this."

An embarrassing sob leaves your mouth. The tension is killing you- pressing down on your lungs, squeezing all the air out, and leaving you a heaving mess.

"Just... -hic- please..."

Her hands were heaven sent. it's inhumane for her to stop now. You're holding back tremors, hands traveling down her arms, guiding her hands to where you needed them most.

"Oh... is this what you wanted?"

She drags a finger over your cloth covered pussy. It's not nearly enough but you can't help the loud whine that comes out of your throat.

“S-stop teasing.”

“Don't tell me what to do.”

Kouyou takes hold of your hands, guiding them to your sides.

“Keep them here. don't move.”

Her command ran through you, freezing your muscles in their current position.

“Good girl.”

She runs her hands down your body, leaving behind fire on your skin. Her nails bite into your hips, taking enjoyment in watching you struggle and whimper. The long nails leave small indents in your flesh- yet another reminder of her claim over you.

As Kouyous hands rub over your lower tummy, her fingers play with the hem of your underwear- lifting it slightly and letting it snap back against your skin. The sting is delicious. your nerves sing, filling your brain with a beautiful melody- numbing your mind. It makes you unable to think of anything but her. She takes hold of your underwear, ripping it off you impatiently.

“There we go. So much better.”

She grabs the back of your knees roughly, spreading your legs apart until they’re practically touching the couch.

“Hold them here.”

You scramble to follow her orders, hands holding your knees open.

“So good for me.”

Her voice is raspy, clearly affected by the sight of you spread out in front of her like a feast. Her pupils are dilated and her breathing is faster than usual. a low growl vibrates in her throat- she's hungry. Hungry for you. Kouyou dives down, biting into your inner thigh. Your hips twitch, a guttural whine ripping itself from your throat.

“Ahh! You're s-so mean!”

She chuckles, drinking in your choked little noises. Her mouth is watering- she wants to devour you whole. Her tongue pokes out, lapping at your soaked pussy. You screw your eyes shut, head tilted back and exposing the column of your throat. A hiccuping moan leaves your mouth, jaw hanging open.

“Ngh.. K-Kouyou…”

Kouyou responds by burying her face deeper in your cunt, moaning at how you taste. She's abusing the power she has over you, sucking and rolling your clit with her tongue meanly. The slick sounds as the red haired woman goes harder and harder are disgusting.

“Fuck… you taste so good..”

She lifts her head to take in the sight of you- sweaty, chest heaving, thighs trembling. Her mouth is completely slick with your juices, shiny and wet. She licks her lips before sitting up. Running her fingers through your folds she gathers your juices on the tips of them. They glisten as she raises them up to her mouth, humming at the taste- like it's the most appetizing meal she's ever had the pleasure of savoring.

Her hand comes back down to drag through your folds, stopping once she reaches your entrance. Gradually, she pushes two fingers in without much resistance- your cunt is more than wet enough to take her. A mixture of your juices and her saliva is dripping down your pussy and onto her expensive couch. Your stomach clenches as her fingers find the sweet little spot inside yours walls.

"Oh... p-please..."

Your delightful moans just make her smirk evilly, digging her fingers into your sweet spot and thrusting harder. She leans down to lap at your clit at the same time.

"Doing so good for me... such a good girl."

Your thighs are tensing, hips twitching, mind going fuzzy and numb. It feels like every nerve ending in your body is on fire. It's far too much and too little at the same time. your body shudders- unsure if it wants to pull away or pull her closer.

"Kou... it's t-too much...!"

She doesn't give you a second of rest, hand coming up to pull your hips closer, inserting another finger, scissoring them. Your eyelids are difficult to hold open anymore, fluttering shut as a violent shock of tremors travels up your spine. It's impossible to think or breathe as your body is overwhelmed from Kouyou’s actions.

"Don't worry. You can take it, can’t you? Just for me?"

When she puts it like that it sounds so easy. You force your body to relax- hands clenching in the soft sofa cushions, legs falling open. You would do anything for her. She's so good to you. Always. Kouyou smiles, tightening her hold on your thigh. It's sure to form bruises later. A reminder of what you did. Another remembrance of all you do wrong.

“Mmngh… please… Kou…”

A knot forms in your lower stomach. Tense and ready to snap at any moment. Your back is arching, taut with the tension building inside you. Your mind is becoming more and more muddled, unable to form proper sentences or think beyond what is in front of you. Kouyou slurps and laps at your clit eagerly, never once daring to slow down. Her fingers are working magic inside of you, pressing against your spot, thrusting in and out at a rhythmic pace that she knows you love. No one knows your body like she does.

“Please…p-please… ‘m so c-close…”

When you almost think it's too much- when tears are running down your cheeks, your hips twitching and bucking uncontrollably, and your nails threaten to rip open the fabric of the couch- the coil snaps. A sense of relief and overwhelming pleasure washes over you. The sounds you make are inhuman, comparable to the screech of a banshee.

“Hah… oh -hic- god…!”

Your walls tighten around her fingers, hips pressing down trying to suck them in more. She makes sure to help you through it, gently nudging your sweet spot as you're pushed over the edge.

Once your muscles relax, practically melting into the couch, she slowly pulls her fingers out- tongue licking up everything. She sits between your legs, spreading you open further and leans down to nuzzle your throat.

“So pretty for me… such a good girl.”

Kouyou presses kisses along the exposed column of your neck, biting down on your soft throat. Your body tenses, a high whine pushed out of your lungs.

“Please… I want to…”

You can't even finish your sentence. Panting softly you lean up to press your lips against hers. They're so soft. You can taste yourself on her tongue. It's disgusting and dirty but you can't stop. She wraps her arms around your waist, pulling you closer, until your entire body is pressed against hers.Its like shes sucking out the air from your lungs. Draining you of everything. Your life. Your virtue.

Kouyou starts to drag the hem of your dress up, pushing it over your hips, running her hands over your boobs, and finally removing the fabric completely from your body. Leaving you exposed and vulnerable. Her eyes rake over your body, taking in the sight of you naked. She's had her fill already but she wants more.

You're still catching your breath. Panting through your words.

"Sit on my face... please."

She smiles.

"Are you sure?"

You nod. You were never more sure of anything in your entire life. This is what you were meant to do. It felt like your life's purpose was to be under her. Taking in her scent and drinking in all of her. Kouyou pushes you back down, not bothering to take off the nightgown- she wasn't even wearing underwear. She straddles your face, taunting you. She's just out of reach. Saliva pools in your mouth, hungry for her. Hungry for the familiar taste of her on your tastebuds.

After a few whines of impatience escape your throat, she finally lowers herself down. She finally gives you what you want.

When the flavor of her finally hits your tongue, you can't help the moan you let out. You're like a woman starved. You've been denying yourself this for far too long. The sharp, bitter taste sets your libido alight once again. There's nothing better than this.

Your hands grip onto her thighs, pulling her down against your face harder, the pressure of her weight on top of you is a welcoming one. Your nose pokes at her clit, tongue slipping between her folds and into her entrance.

"Fuck.."

Her voice is breathy and quiet. She's trying to hide how affected she is but it's not working. Her hips twitch against your face, wanting more. It's humid and difficult to get air into your lungs but that doesn't stop you. You can't stop.

Your jaw starts to ache. It was definitely going to be sore tomorrow. You dig your fingers into her hips, leaning your head up slightly to press against her more. It was hurting your neck but the woman in front of you was more important than potential future injuries.

Kouyou threaded her fingers through your hair, pulling, looking for any way to ground herself. She grinds her hips down hard, practically riding your tongue. Stomach tensing, choked whimpers escaping- you can tell she's close already.

It only made you doubled down, jaw working twice as hard, nosing at the sensitive little nub, tongue reaching deep inside her. Her juices were covering your entire chin. It was dirty and raw.

She was pushed over the edge with one last suck at her clit. Her thighs and hips were shaking, giving in and sitting on your face completely, stuttering thrusts on your tongue. She was suffocating you but it was a welcoming torture. If you died, this is how you wanted it to happen.

She keens lowly, jaw hanging wide open, eyes clenched shut. Kouyou was so beautiful like this. Sweaty and flushed. Her hair was messy and unkempt. It was a different side of her. One no one but you saw. She was usually so elegant and well put-together.

The fingers tangled in your locks loosen, shifting off you Kouyou, decides to sit on the other side of the sofa.

You leave her apartment soon after. Slipping in and out without anyone taking notice. They haven't even woken from their slumber yet.

On the quiet walk home alone, your eye wanders up to admire the brightness of the moon. She's all by herself. Lonely. What did she do to deserve that? Surely nothing could justify the isolation she was forced to deal with. As far as you could tell, all she did was shine- light the night sky. It was normal. Nothing about it seemed unnatural. Yet here she was, destined to a life of solitude.

Getting back to an empty apartment after hours of pure euphoria and intimacy with someone dear to you, was oppressive. The weight of all you'd done and all you allowed to happen was crushing. You felt the need to lie down. The burden you had been carrying in your chest was making your knees buckle under you, collapsing onto comforting sheets.

How you wish Kouyou was here to empty your mind again. You don't want to think or feel anything. If you couldn't think, your mind wouldn't be able to feel guilt for your actions. The Behavior you could easily have stopped yourself from performing. Why didn't you say no? This was all your fault. You should've known better than to fall for Satan's trap.

All you had been taught was that loving women was sinful. Wrong. But was it really evil to try and find love in the arms of a lover? How could that be? What was even so bad about it? That some arbitrary being decided to shame you for feeling a genuine connection. It sounded absurd. Maybe god isn't even real.

A sudden emptiness cultivated deep in your gut, a fogginess taking over your mind. How could you even think that?

"Please forgive me. I didn't mean it."

Your eyes were shut tight. Hoping and praying for forgiveness from someone who would never answer.

"It was just a stupid thought that crossed my mind. Please... I know you're real, I believe in your power."

You couldn't move. The fear was paralyzing. Was the devil so strong that you couldn't even be alone in your own thoughts? You never should've gone. You had invited Satan into your mind. Into your body. And now there was no going back.

Tears springed up in your eyes, breath hitching- a sense of desperation took over your body. Without thinking, your body moves on its own, crawling on the cold dirty floor, seeking the book on your bedside drawer by itself. This can't be. You can't be condemned to a life alone just because of this. Because of something so simple.

Looking through scripture desperately, you nearly tear the delicate pages. Every passage read just confirms your inevitable future in the lake of fire. When Armageddon comes- when god comes to take his children back- you will be left alone. Your hands tremble. The bible plunges to the ground.

You can't even gather the courage to pick it up, staring at it through blurry eyesight. Your worst fears were confirmed. How could you go on? You had already committed a great sin. You would never be whole again. Your body will forever be tainted. impure. Unholy.

“Why me?.. why.. why…WHY?!?”

Violent sobs erupted from your throat. It felt like your entire body was burning- It was only a small glimpse of what you would get in the afterlife. You deserved it.

Falling to your knees, you lean over the bed, begging for forgiveness.

"Please.. help me, i'll never do it again. I know I don't deserve it... I know I shouldn't have been so weak, but I need you!"

Your cries echoed through the room, amplifying your sounds of anguish. Her touches would never wash off you. Unlike the temporary marks she left on your skin, what you did was a permanent stain on your soul. It was unforgivable. You knew it was the devil tempting you but you gave in anyway. Despite everyone's warning. Giving up an eternity of happiness. All for short term gratification. For a relationship that was destined to fail.

[liminarystars]

Relax with me

summary : growing tired of paperwork, you sit at your desk desperately trying to get it all done. but all you need, is to relax with chuuya.

reader pronouns : they/them

pairing : chuuya nakahara x reader

(y/n) was sat in in their chair. Spinning around after doing many pages of important paperwork. In the comfort of the apartment they shared with their partner. They brought one of their hands up to rub their ever growing tired eyes. Feeling the bags, weighing under them.

"If I don't do this, who will?" And went back to scribbling something down on the paper.

Seconds became minutes. And minutes became hours. (y/n) placed their sleepy head on the desk in defeat. They still had so many pages left to do. Like the cost for the recent attack they had done on the ADA. 

Eyelids were growing heavy. "Getting tired? Why don't you stop for now?" A voice so familiar had called out the the sleeping figure. Chuuya had lightly shook his partner awake. "Come on. Let's go to sleep. You're clearly to tired to work." He had protested to his significant other. 

"But! I need to get this work done." They had said in a sleepy tone. Chuuya wouldn't take no for a answer. He had pulled the chair away from the desk. Trying to prevent (y/n) to work any further. They groaned out of pure tiredness.

They had given in to their boyfriends request, and had gotten up from the chair. Chuuya had taken their hand and guided them towards the bed. One by one. They had both climbed in to the bed.

Holding each other in a warm embrace. "Next time, put your health first. Not the stupid paperwork." He said nuzzling his head deeper into theirs. All they had done is nod. Simply. In compliance to what Chuuya had said. Wanting to enjoy the moment with the one they love the most.

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[cerebralinvasion]

If that okay, can I please have one shot, ow yandere Ozaki Koyo who tires to stop the reader to leave mafia. The reader is tired of working for the criminals and wants to start a fresh quiet life. However, Ozaki does not want to let go of the reader, and will tries to find a way, to force the reader to stay in mafia. Gender Neutral reader is fine.

return to sender.

yandere koyo ozaki x reader.

notes: sorry for being gone so long everyone!! im backkkk

tags/warnings: yandere, brief mentions of god, threats but no violence really

the life you had chosen wasn’t an easy one. of course you had known that going in. no one joins the mafia thinking it was going to be cupcakes and rainbows. but maybe you had underestimated how brutal your life would become. or maybe you just chose to ignore it. chose to lie to yourself that it wouldn’t be all that bad, do whatever you could to make the money you desperately needed. it was difficult, of course. working by the higher ups was terrifying. you constantly feared for your life, even around those you were supposed to consider allies. you never truly felt like you fit in where you had come to find yourself. the people around you felt dangerous in a way you were not. whether they worked above you or on your level, you felt like an oddity. someone whose mind just wasn’t strong enough for this life, not the way theirs were.

there was only one person you had come to find comfort in: koyo. as an executive her position was held second only to the boss. from her status, to her fighting skills, her wits, and her supernatural ability— she was superior to you on every level. she had no business with a low-life grunt such as yourself. yet somehow, despite all odds, you managed to peak her interest. you don’t have a clue what it could have been. what you possibly could have accomplished for her to take you under her wing like she did, but it worked. you’d managed to garner her favor.

it was a lot different now than it had been when you two first interacted, all tense shoulders and short responses on your end. trying to make yourself as small as possible and avoid catching her eye. that’s changed. you wouldn’t say you had ever become at ease in her presence, however you did lose much of the initial terror. out of everyone in the mafia, you could easily say you preferred to spend your time with koyo.

but it wasn’t enough. having a single person you could semi-trust just wasn’t enough to convince you to continue like this. to continue staking your life every day for profit. putting everything you had in terrible danger and trampling your morals for some extra cash.

finding your way into the mafia had been hard, and you knew that finding your way out would be even harder. but you had to try. you refused to lay down the rest of your life for this. naturally, it’d be dangerous. but no more dangerous than engaging in shootouts on a regular basis. no more dangerous than spending your days around seasoned killers.

the plan was simple. make yourself as little of a threat as possible. you wouldn’t turn to the government or anything of that nature. you figured that if you made it clear enough that you wouldn’t be any harm they wouldn’t even bother looking for you. you know people have done it before, maybe you could be one of them. it’s not like you were a noteworthy asset. you weren’t an executive or a leader of any unit. you were just another faceless grunt. the odds that anyone would not only notice but also care were slim. you didn’t have access to highly classified information. you would make a pretty useless traitor.

on the night of your departure you worked quickly. packing everything necessary from your apartment into a rather large suitcase. you withdrew the money from your bank account and found your way to a mediocre hotel until you decided where you’d go. but just as you were preparing to settle in for the night you heard a knock on the door. it had to be near 4am, what was room service doing at this time of night?

the second you twisted the door handle you were flung back. something had hit you, hard. there was little damage, but you could already feel an aching sensation bloom along where your head and back had made contact with the wall. you looked up. there was a blade at your throat and a woman a few feet ahead of you. you dared not move. not when a literal demon held a short sword centimeters from your jugular.

“now what do we have here?” elegant as ever, koyo strode further into the room, making her way to the wall opposite the door, where you were pinned into place by the golden demon.

“koyo….” your mouth instantly dried up when you heard her voice. “how did you… find me?”

she laughed.

“did you actually expect to simply waltz out of the port mafia? you should know better. i really did think you were smarter than that… you didn’t even bother leaving the city.”

“it hasn’t even been six hours since i packed up… i got to the hotel less than an hour ago! how? how did you get here so fast?”

koyo’s movements were near serpentlike as she brought her own shortsword up to your neck, taking the golden demon’s place. the ability moved behind her in a defensive position. it floated ominously, it’s mere form acting as a barricade from the door. no one would be getting in or out until koyo removed the thing.

“you really should break this habit of underestimating the opponent. of course i found you. maybe the hope in your heart came with a heavy dose of naivety. hope that things would work out for you in a way they didn’t back with the mafia. you should know by now that god is no longer on your side, not after all you’ve done.”

your breathing stuttered. she was right. you never would have rushed into something with a plan as rudimentary as ‘just hope the enemy won’t notice’ back when you were with the mafia. only a cruel hope could produce such utter stupidity.

“still, to think you’d disappear without so much as a goodbye? not even to me?” koyo tapped the blade against the underbelly of your chin, watching as you tilted your head upward to avoid it.

“don’t… don’t kill me. please just let me go. i promise, i swear on everything, i won’t tell anyone anything. please.”

“now, you know i can’t do that, right?”

your breath quickened. was this it? the whole plan was stupid and half baked in hindsight, now it seemed you would pay for your lack of foresight with your life.

you weren’t ready to die.

“poor thing… you’re trembling. really, just how far did you think you’d make it? no offense, dear, but there’s no way someone like you could make it out of here. you’re no osamu dazai, you know? pitting yourself against the port mafia is a losing battle. you’d be crushed like a butterfly in the beak of a hawk, and wouldn’t that be unfortunate.”

“i just don’t understand… why would an executive like you be sent to fetch someone like me?”

“sent? oh no, you misunderstand. nobody sent me to come get you. in fact, no one else even knows you tried to leave, not that they wouldn’t have found out within the week... but tonight? consider this a… personal endeavor.”

you furrowed your brows. the more questions she answered the more confused you became.

koyo pulled the sword away, neatly tucking it back in it’s holster. the blade once again masqueraded as an elegant parasol. demon snow fizzled out of existence. she reached the hand not gripping the wagasa towards you. offering a hand to help you up.

“now then, let’s go home before you cause any more trouble.”

[iridescentdove]

👏I👏AM👏TIRED

of seeing so many Yandere! BSD x Reader, and it’s always the character or everyone being Yandere for Reader, I have to request a Platonic! BSD x Yandere! Teen! Reader, in which Reader is in any organization of your choice, and since Reader is underage, they see said organization as their family, precious people that they hold dear to their hearts, and don’t wish for any of them to die or leave and abandon them. This triggers their Yandere instincts, and ultimately they kill anybody who’s hurt their darlings in any way or attempts to "steal" their attention or worse, guide them away from Reader.

LONELINESS NO MORE.

platonic!bsd x yandere!teen!reader

A/N: It's nice to go a bit gruesome sometimes lol- anyways, so I just decided to choose the PM for this.

Let's just say you were similar to Dazai in a way. As a homeless young child, you had no home or family and friends to even call your own.

And to say the least? It was a little lonely.

This was something rather different, as you grew up to have an understanding that the world is never fair. Even before being taken into the Port Mafia by MORI, you were already much of an unhinged criminal yourself.

In a way, it was bad due to how young you were, but given this was a wretched world on it's own – many things can happen.

You killed, you stole, you did many things. At some point you probably rivaled Dazai's crime list because yours looked like an entire fucking receipt.

And that is what lesd you to the mafia.

MORI had found you, and went 'fuck it', deciding to just grab you and take you back with him to the base.

Well at first – you got a bit defensive, not knowing his real intention and thinking of fighting back yourself. But it was when he gave you new clothes, gave you food, and actually took responsibility of you was when you realized.

This man was just ... taking care of you.

And for the first time? You were really excited. It didn't take very long for you to grow accustomed to the Port Mafia.

Sure they made you do dangerous and gruesome missions, but you were used to it honestly. So it didn't matter that much. You met new faces and grew very attached to them, the dreaded loneliness that creeped into your heart grew into–

Obsession.

Yes, that's right. You found no other reason to dislike them at all, and they treated you like no one else ever did.

Like family.

CHUUYA was rather nice to you, despite his aggression and the rough edges he seems to pull off. Since you're underage, he drinks grape juice with you. Lmao ye, we love that shit. You liked being around him, defending him against accusations and giving him a shoulder to lean on.

He was like a brother to you. You adored most things about the fancy hat man. Scratch that, everything about him.

He releases one of those rare genuine smiles – mostly only to you, and he just thought you were the sweetest.

Oh, how wrong he was.

It was only one simple conversation. CHUUYA was talking to another mafia members in the lower ranks, discussing about the topic for the next PM meeting at hand.

Of course at first glance, they didn't look close at all. Just a normal chat between acquaintances. But did it make you mad?

Obviouely it did.

The very next day, the orange haired-man was looking for the same said man he spoke with the day before. Yet he was rather confused to see he wasn't around.

What the hell? Well that was weird, he could have sworn that he asked to meet them in this same spot right now.

Well, guess he wouldn't be meeting with them after all. In the distance, you were smiling – hiding that dead, cold expression on your face as you wiped the blood off the saw, a few splashee of blood and guts on the weapon.

But of course, you wouldn't let him know anything~ ♡

And simply, KOUYOU made it much easier. She was like a sweet, elder sister that spoiled you and taught you everything that you needed to know.

You simply loved her, and loved the times when you'd just hang around each other and dress one another up in various clothes. Be it trendy outfits or putting makeup on one another.

She took care of you as she should, and she grew very attached as well. KOUYOU was rather protective and sweet.

So when you saw her spoiling another girl in the picture, you were fucking livid.

How dare she pay more attention to another kid than you?

She was treating KYOUKA in private as if she was more important than you ever were. And it began to hardem your heart once more, growing angry at your elder sis paying more attention to some useless assassin.

You were way better than her, stronger even.

So imagine how relieved and prideful you felt when that girl had left the mafia to be with the detective agency instead. She wasn't even loyal! She doesn't deserve to be in the PM!

It left KOUYOU feeling agitated and sad, so you did what a younger sibling would do. You were the one comforting her, even manipulating her with your sweet words. You lured her in and had her give you more attention than before.

Just like how you wanted it to be.

AKUTAGAWA was honestly a tough nut to crack. You can easily tell he doesn't care about you at all. Well, he'd acknowledge your abilities a little but that's all you're getting.

But that won't stop you from killing those who tried to get even the slightest close to him.

After all, family members must stay with one another forever.

You didn't really mind much about that blonde girl who admires him and follows him around. It's not like she can take him away, he doesn't give a damn about her.

Plus, his sister was very nice! She gave you the love you needed, and she actually cared. Even though her brother was pretty cold, you'd think she also was – but in reality, GIN is a sweet, somewhat shy girl who gave you gifts and attention.

No matter which mafia member it was – wheneve ryou were with them, you were so sweet and caring, such an adorable teen who looks out for all of them and their wellbeing.

Yet behind closed doors, while they weren't looking, you glared daggers at other kids or people they payed attention to, your greedy self wanting all of it to yourself.

It wasn't fair.

It wasn't!

You never held back. You spilled their guts out, you ripped out those fools' hearts – crushing it under your foot, knowing you deserved the love more than their ignorants asses ever did.

And most of all? No one noticed a thing. MORI had continued to send you out mission after mission. He didn't notice the desperate pleads of those immature adults, the heartbreaking cries of those innocent children.

If it was for family, you'd do anything.

After doing all that – you give them a sickly sweet smile, as you pull them to hang out and play with you, no questions asked.

They never noticed.

And quite clear, you were a sadistic young teen. After being so pissed seeing those people getting close to them, it's like a breath of fresh air when you hear the bloodcurdling screams coming from their mouths.

TACHIHARA wasn't that observant, but he could tell that there was something not right about you at all. Yet, he himself was not free from the depths of your pure, honest love. He'll find himself spoiling you, loving you – like you're his very own sister.

He was going to fall into the trap whenever he likes it or not, because you love them way too much.

If someone else tries to destroy that happiness,

They'll just have to dissapear like the rest.

[aeshiiteiru]

Port Mafia.

🧩— Drabbles 🍵— Requests 🌿— Headcanons

🌵— Smut 🌱— Angst 🍀— Fluff 🍃— Crack

Chuuya Nakahara

➪ [🍵🍃] My Peach!

(s/o slaps their butt ft. O. Dazai, N. Chuuya, S. Tetchou)

➪ [🍵🌱🍀🍃] ...My Flags?

(Their green, red and beige flags ft. O. Dazai, N. Chuuya, S. Tetchou)

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

➪ nothing yet.

Gin Akutagawa

➪ nothing yet.

Sakunosuke Oda

➪ nothing yet.

Kouyou Ozaki

➪ nothing yet.

Copyright © 2023 Aeshiiteiru.

[astrosxxz]

"The night mistake"

--- Tachihara x F!reader .

In which [name].[lastname] and michizo tachihara started foolishly hooking up after a night mission - only to gain feelings rather quickly to what they thought.

CW : unprotected sex , angst , hurt / comfort / no comfort , misunderstandings , mixed feelings / emotions , jealousy , past abuse / cheating , lying , rough sex , smut , mlw canon , wlw - mlm relationships implied , badly written , obsessed , unhealthy relationships , past trauma , panic attacks implied , trauma in general , scars , self harm mentioned .

MENTIONED : Tachihara , [name] , Gin , Hirotsu , Akutagawa , Chuuya , Dazai , Mori , Kouyou , Teruko , Jouno , Tecchou , Fukichi , Random oc's .

CHAPTER 1 - The first mistake .

- In which [name] and tachihara enjoy a night of drunk fantasies coming to life.

CHAPTER 2 - The midnight meeting .

- In which [name] meets up with her old friend in hopes for some insight.

CHAPTER 3 - The dawn .

- In which Tachihara and [name] spend another night together.

CHAPTER 4 - The night after .

- In which [name] suddenly spills the truth onto Tachihara.

CHAPTER 5 - The end .

- No information at this time.

This is the current plan for the small project, no firm time for publishing..