#brb while I cry about it

[spicy-memory]

Also bc I'm a simple woman and there are NO Yamada999 fics on this site, pls let me know if any of y'all see anyone with writing coms open bc I need one

[run-of-the-milf]

The umbrella academy and all it's fucking allegories... Childhood trauma and repressed emotions, sibling relationships, humanity, empathy, communication, PTSD, accepting yourself, learning how to take care of yourself, growth... There's so much fucking depth to this series, and that's why it's so popular and beloved and why the fandom is so invested.

[golden--goofball]

UH.

FYM "YEP" GIRL. BRITTANY. MS ROBINSON. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN "YEP".

either cherry got fucking LUCKY or i'm absolutely AWFUL at picking up on vibes because i swore up down and sideways on cherry being the most pathetic chronically single gay man to walk the earth and then "yep". WHAT THE FUCKKK DO YOU MEANNN.

[lifemod17]

when i tell you i RAN outside YELLING to get pictures of the sunset for you!!!! sun set soooo fast tonight, the sky is now dark and I've just come inside from taking these ❣️❣️❣️

bonus: what your phone's camera roll looks like when you know tumblr user tonee lifemod17 (+ lily 😅)

DANI!!! DANI CAN YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING ALL THE WAY FROM PH??!!?

I genuinely just made myself lightheaded from FREAKING OUT OVER HOW FUCKING STAGGERINGLY GORGEOUS YOUR SUNSET IS!!!! I'm GONNA take a bite, you cannot stop me.

I just keep staring at these images and taking deep breaths that I didn't know I was holding. I am commiting this to memory. I want to be able to close my eyes and still see your stunning pink sunset with tall yet gentle trees and leaves obscuring it.

Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, because those trees and leaves and lampposts and electrical wires and buildings, make an already pretty horizon into something so much more worthy of being admired.

Something something darling I'm noticing your flaws they're exactly what I want.

Bonus: what your phone's camera roll looks like when you are tumblr user tonee lifemod17 (+ hozier 😂)

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Others showing off their family

Me showing off mine

[coridallasmultipass]

Goddddd, Dorothy is waifu for laifu, I s2g. Can't wait to see what conditional saviour bullshit she pulls from this stunt.

[meanbitchydyke]

Even if Marcellus Williams was guilty (which is a big fucking “if” at this point), he didn’t deserve to die. What a travesty and miscarriage of justice.

[littlexdeaths]

eddie would’ve loved enter sandman so much *sigh*

[medusa-was-innocent]

Wow this sucks

[machinegrl]

hi!! i saw the last ask about when syera was cyborg-ified and was thinking about how you said she was neglected and in growing weak her mom turned those weaker body parts into cybernetic technology and now i just have to ask if syera herself holds any resentment towards her parents/her mom and does she ever wish they had never modified her body?

sorry i’ve invested myself in this LMAO and i just really love her so bad i need to know everything 🫶🏽 MUWAHH <3

😭😭😭 Her relationship with both of her parents is definitely very complicated. They weren’t exactly ready to have a child when they had her. Her dad was more willing to try and become a normal family but for her mom, not even her daughter would come close to being as valuable as her work which was one of the main reasons why their marriage failed. Her dad was the only one who loved her unconditionally but he was so repulsed by his wife that that didn’t even stop him from leaving them. Her mom always felt regret & disdain towards Syera. Finding purpose in Syera as a test subject was her copium. But as a young girl, Syera was made to believe by her mom that it was her way of “taking care of her & helping her get better” cause that’s “what mothers do” so she still loved her. Syera also sought validation from her and constantly felt like she had to make up for being weak and having “faults” in her system. She does realize now that she was always terrified of her mom and that she had to get away from her. Being a cyborg always reminded her of the feeling of not being enough for her mom and she did not enjoy the process of being turned into one at all. Having to go through years of being operated on severely traumatized her. She did eventually learn to live with it and over time, as she got accustomed to being a cyborg, she grew to enjoy its perks a little more.

SORRY THIS IS SO LONGGG ;-; but TYSM for the ask 🥺😭🤍✨

[kalijhomentethi]

hold on i just read the most heartbreaking blood moon thread ever,,,

[ultimumvitae]

ow there goes my headcanon about there being botanical gardens on ark.

i guess maria really never did get to see any flowers, ever, in her short twelve years.

[apricusapollo]

sometimes i sit back and think about the symbolism in ahb james going into the final swap while holding Portrait of Margaret Van Eyck by Jan Van Eyck and Pyramid of Skulls by Paul Cézanne because Margaret was Jan’s wife and Pyramid of Skulls is memento mori painting which is artistic trope as reminder of the inevitability of death and the love of james’ life literally got killed during that swap i just...

[bigfemboyenergy]

fuck everything guys (i have this feeling once a month/nsrs..but it feels like it 😭😭😭)

rather than fuck it we ball its fuck it we bawl time we will get through it but them tears gonna be runnin as fast as my desperate hands will be typin my stupid assignment shit up

[anhonest-puck]

there is light inside of you and it will only grow stronger

istg i’m gonna be using these to get through the week because these are so so sweet 😭🤍

thank you so much nora, these help me a lot <3

[shidoukanae]

Things about Paris the manhwa just does not fucking talk about:

-The thing he’s shown smoking in the beginning of the story is kava which apparently he’s using to treat insomnia. Which therefore makes his comments about how Helene's visage keeps him up at night in the manhwa very interesting in hindsight (and might also make sense why he feels maddened by her existence)

-One thing the light novel talks about that the manhwa doesn't do a very good job of is that Paris awakening as a dragon basically isolated him from the rest of the world to the point it's part of the reason why he was driven so mad. He's instinctually repulsed from humans as they're not part of the same species as him (which is!! very interesting worldbuilding!!! especially considering he takes on a human form!!) and has been left feeling alone for so long that it's basically made him unable to view humans around him as real people to care about

-Fian's existence in Paris's life is a REALLY FUCKING GOOD THING FOR HIM. You can just feel how much happier he is now that there's another of his species in his life and the overprotective big brother vibes he gives off towards Fian is actually stupidly cute.

Also really found it interesting too that he wants to keep away humans from Fian and shows possessiveness towards Fian because Fian is a dragon like him (and the fact he sends Lyla to where Fian is after figuring out that Lyla is Fian's "fairy" really speaks volumes of how much he cares about Fian)

-it's interesting to note too that Paris makes some interesting commentary where he laments why the dragons of Kylon want to get along whereas the siblings of Belliana want to kill each other. Him wondering if the instinctual bond dragons share can be broken is also interesting...

-Paris: I do not care for humans i only care for other dragons and will protect Fian if I have to from everyone but the fairy he adores

also Paris: so hey there's this really pretty elf descendant gal and i kind of maybe keep finding my thoughts straying back to her...pretty sure this won't be a problem though owO

-Paris’s first meeting with Helene (aka, the moment where he fell for her in the original novel ig) is when he goes to steal the Silver Dragon’s Heart Fragment. Considering him doing that is how he meets Helene in the manhwa, I can’t help but wonder if he’s the only character who gets to remain consistent with his OG!self in going insane in both the manhwa/LN plots

-Paris just,,, randomly helps Lyla out when Tyrone is trying to get back at her for insulting him,,, and i still think it's a crime that this scene got omitted from the manhwa (as well as scene of him following Lyla out of curiosity and then connecting the dots of who she is and leading her to Fian the moment he realizes how special she is to Fian). He's a fucked-up character but dear god do I find it impossible to hate him when he continuously shows the level of complexity that i crave seeing in characters

-”...his feelings for Helene were more of an obsession born of genuine possessiveness than love” 

*looks at manhwa!Paris*

Yep that’s certainly him to a T. Sure hope he gets character development in the novel so i have hope he’ll get it in the manhwa and actually fall in love with Helene instead of,,, that

-really love that Lyla is still canonically spooked by him (she should be!!!). All these additional details about Paris also makes me D: bc jfc she is not kidding when she says he’s a psychopath and i hope her timeline’s version of him is a lot better of a person (esp to Helene if he indeed is still on track to being love interests with her like in the manhwa!!)

-”male protagonist from a broken family” DO TELL MORE LYLA DO TELL MORE. I know his father’s treatment of him is kind of fucked-up from the manhwa but i wanna know more about his home life im begging!!

-also Lyla calling him the male protagonist is really fucking funny to me. Lyla dear I think you meant to call him the antagonist holy fuck

-not sure if Paris is on track to being lovers with Helene in the LN's timeline but the connotation is there that he will. really interested to see how their relationship will progress in this timeline because genuinely the chemistry between them in the LN is different from in the manhwa