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woke up from a dream where buddie went canon and immediately opened tumblr only to discover that i had in fact dreamt that and tuesdays are no longer my 911 days
#sami rambles#it was so real#buck hooks up with this girl then tries to get her number but she's like one time thing then he fixates on her to try and distract himself#from eddie's absence so he's convincing himself she broke his heart and then he has a dream about waking up in bed with her#and them being all domestic but then it morphs into eddie who grabs his hand and gives it a kiss and says i can't believe we finally did it#and then both buck and i woke up in a cold sweat#that was a wild dream. beforehand i was playing dnd with the intrepid heroes and zac was my bestie#then me and my friends were on a campus somewhere and jlo and john cena (??) were filming a tv show together#then there was a heist to break into uni for our marks#then buddie.#brain is wigging out
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Day 335 | id in alt
Being desperate to end the fight might make you even worse off in the long run, Shoko.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#shoko ieri#ieri shoko#utahime iori#Kugisaki opening her eye not even fully like all the way knowing her shit yet and immediately getting shot with 1 Ml of Adrenaline#Shoko actually regretting her actions for once#Kugisaki probably going through the most insane shit right now she probably cant feel any of her limbs at the moment#dont shoot adrenaline into a fresh out the coma child Shoko#The funniest part is. Shoko didn't train to actually do this medical shit she foes autopsy's bro she dosent know how much the body can#the body can take#Shoko does not know she probably gave Kugisaki more brain damage#Shes just sitting there with a fucked up girl using her technique#Because they BOTH dont know whats going on#utahime is tweaking the fuck out but shes gonna be okay(she'll be thinking about it for years)#Kugisaki was in a state of genuine disability where she had to be cared for by others that didn't know what they were doing#Shoko STILL dosent know. Its not her fault shes used to dealing with corpses#shoko becoming a presudo caretaker of Kugisaki because she feels guilty about this massive fuck up#Shoko probably thought she was just like the higher ups in that moment and had to stare at a wall#Kugisaki wigging out and shes half fucked in a state of limbo because DAMN that idle transfiguration made her believe she DIED#Anything to win the fight against the king of curses y'know#Nobody really knows about what happened except Shoko. Utahime and Kugisaki herself so. And you know theyre not gonna say anything#youd have better chances talking to a rock#why did i make this? my brain spiraled
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hear me out for a sec
since tenma can fly his probably the one getting the ball back whenever it gets stuck somewhere high up.
i just imagine when tenma needs to get the ball from like the roof or something like that, tsurugi stays near him (down below) incase he falls so he could catch him, he knows that tenma wouldn't fall but that fear is still in the back of his mind because of what happened back then with him and his brother.
also bonus tenma gas goggles he takes every where he goes cause nobody wants to get dust in their eyes when they are flying in the sky
he probably becomes so used to picking up the ball from stray places that he most of the times goes without anyone having to ask, haha! though I think he's okay with it, as long as it doesn't become a rule instead of a habit.
ooh... I can imagine Tsurugi being overly nervous the first time he sees Tenma just jump up and go to a roof to get the ball. and even more so when Tenma just jumps down, and for the few seconds before air catches his wings, Tsurugi is on autopilot and moves in to catch him in slight panic. Tenma is surprised and they stumble and fall to the ground, they're both okay but Tsurugi is losing his mind and Tenma is surprised but apologetic.
from then on he knows Tenma will be fine, but he'll be close, watching out just to be sure.

also yes, goggles for the bird fellas! no dust and wind in the eyes is essential for safe flying in high speeds. I got no art for it but I think Tenma would prefer... uh, I got no clue of the right terms, but the kind you use with motor sports/snowboarding over to sunglass model, so they're secured properly. like these:

#also the idea of tsurugi being a bit resentful towards wigs/winged people at first popped into my mind while drawing#because if he had wings? niisan would be fine. and his kid brain with trauma tries to find an outlet for the guilt#not like to huge proportions but it'd be interesting if it shadowed over his and tenma's friendship at first before he works it out#buuuut that's a thought for another day#winged soccer so gooood thank you for this!!#own art#inazuma eleven go#inago wing au
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sang-woo n gi-hun are invading my brain rn which i normally welcome with open arms but the issue is that im currently trying to work on something for another character that doesnt involve either of them
#LEAVE ME ALONEEE LET ME GET MY OTHER SHIT DONE#i legit cannot control what characters are in my brain sometimes#they come and go as they please#im trying so hard to focus on in-ho rn cuz im working on some in-ho centric stuff#and these two. these two wont leave me alone#if ur wondering what it is specifically thats invading my brain#im once again thinking about the s2 gi-hun w/ sang-woo concept#wigging tf out over it rn#im mentally putting sang-woo and gi-hun in the silent hill hotel hallway rn#i gotta lock in for in-ho then i will come back and angst the hell out of those two#this is supposed to be an art blog but i keep buggin yall with text posts sorry i love the sound of my own voice#i like keepin yall posted too#yapping tag#not art
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Okay, as a certified ume lover (you), I had this thought and decided you had to know too, imagine you end up getting pregnant and ume is like tears and shit and considering his backstory, he genuinely looks at you and loses his shit, and HE WONT EVER LET YOU GO OUT OF HIS ARMS, go everywhere with you, not a step out of the house without him, hugging you more tighter in his sleep cause he doesn't want you to fall over accidentally and end up hurting yourself, he will be there for EVERY single time you are suffering with morning sickness, and hear all the complaint on how much you are peeing and how you can't reach the floor and see your own feet and go behind and lift your belly to lessen the burden and pain on your back as you melt into him. Let's not talk about the fact the baby is born and he gets to hold them? He would melt and have a breakdown so bad that gets the nurses smiling so bad seeing such a reaction from a father, he will be hugging you and kissing you thanking him for giving him this life and OMG IMAGINE MAKING A WHOLE NURSERY ROOM WITH HIM, FILLED WITH BABY SHOES, PAINTING IT, BUILDING EVERYTHING.
Or imagine he gets so overly protective and worries fills his mind when you tell him you are pregnant, and you just sit on his lap and hold his face every so gentle and kissing him between every sentence all over his face and comforting him that it will all be alright and that you know he is gonna be the best father ever and that he doesn't have to go through this whole experience with worries eating him up considering he already experienced losing his mom, dad and his unborn sibling.
OKAY FORGOT TO ADD,
Him just talking to your belly whenever you are sleeping and see it when you wake up and him telling the child to "don't bother your mom so much" while gently kissing it. I AM SO NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AND I, GENERALLY DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT PREGANANCY, BUT ITS SO DIFFERENT WITH UME, I AM SORRY ‼️‼️
(I didn't read the ask after typing it , so if I made any mistake, my bad bestie)
Nonnie come sit with me on the couch lets chat so much ive got snacks and blankies 😎
I do think although he’s pretty well adjusted when it comes to his past, he WOULD have a few noticeable changes because if you went through what he did who wouldn’t have some residual issues? The tension in his shoulders when you’re both walking in a city or if he hasn’t gotten a text back in more than a few hours while he’s at work? An anxious mess, Hiragi give him some medicine or something. He’s never been so stressed and ecstatic in his life its exhausting for him but he refuses to ever say the stressed part out loud you just gotta talk him through it and be stubborn about it because otherwise he’s trying to take care of you TOO much.
It’s not your pregnancy with him it’s OUR pregnancy he’ll get sympathy sick when you’re puking your guts out or cry like he’s in pain when you get IVs or shots for it (dont even get me started on the epidural i didnt know the catheter stayed IN your back when you got it wtfff till like…last year) best guy to be pregnant with though and he won’t stop talking about how brave and sweet and perfect you are or how pretty you look despite how you feel like none of those words.
He’s ALL up in the delivery room despite the horrors and he’s apologizing profusely when you’re crying that he did this to you and that hes the worst and then you’re like baby i dont really mean that but this is fucking terrible rip he knows you dont mean it and you can squeeze his hand, hit him, yell at him he doesn’t mind at all if it makes you feel even just a little bit better
He tries your weird cravings with you no matter what it is or what time it is. You wanna eat peanut butter and pickles at 3am? Lets go bby we’re taste testing.
He’s getting up in the middle of the night as much as possible when the baby’s born so that you can rest, you have to force him back to bed sometimes because he’s sleep deprived eventually.
#mari answers#tw pregnancy#cw pregnancy#i tagged that in case people are wigged out by this stuff but nonnie! im eating this up tysm for talking to me about it youre right#about everything but especially that pregnancy hits different with him#i was gonna talk more about his trauma but then my brain skewed to sweet stuff damn him#Umemiya “king of doing too much” hajime#never been pregante obvs so if theres something incorrect about it forgive me but im refusing to ever unless this guy jumps out of the mang#OH SHIT#wind breaker spoilers#compeltely forgot to put that cause not EVERYONE knows his back story#does it count if the tag is this far down? sorry guys#i also didnt check my grammar/spelling so we’re twinning there. hard to when im working //shrugs im also just lazy#umemiya hajime
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Perhaps controversial, but: why the hell do people wanna download fics as EPUBs? I'd vastly rather they be PDFs
#which is funny b/c i grew up with a kindle so I have a lot of experience with the 'page flipping' format epub uses#...OTOH part of it may be the fact epubs AREN'T exactly formatted like the kindle and my brain wigs out about it?#b/c yeah i just hate the two-screen form epub uses; i'd rather just have the infinite scroll a pdf provides#if/when i still used my kindle and downloaded fic to it that was a different story; but on phone or computer? pdf 4 life#this is me#the monkey speaks#discourse and discussion (user interface)#discourse and discussion (fanfiction)
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one of my biggest writing problems is that i feel the need to explain what happens every second
#i don't know why i do that but man it's annoying#is it the autism? idk but even minor timesips wig me out???#i need you all to KNOW#this is also a huge problem i've had when working on my Books!#BUT reading green creek has helped me with that a little?#like it's told so... idek it's got time skips and flashbacks and the story jumps in places#when i was reading i was also mentally taking notes like 'i can do this???? that's allowed???'#like it makes so much sense to tell a story that way but for some reason it never occurred to me. D:#anyway i need to embrace timeskips and nonlinear story telling but alas... my brain is wired wrong and i'm obsessed with time.#so. sigh#also!! i was gonna work on mer trip but methinks i'd rather go stare at my ocs instead.#*spongebob narrator voice*: tomorrow for sure#diaerie
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jumpscare..............
#rhett and link#mythical society#sneak peek gifs from the nostalgic gmm episode that comes out next week on society#this is fucking with my brain so hard#oh my god#rhett looks kinda normal??#but link looks CRAZY#the wig would work if the bangs were longer#also the old glasses <3#but his face.....#why does he looks so old here#what is going on#i can't wait for this#my post
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current works in progress. slow-going, but i'm starting to find a rhythm and routine that works with the new work schedule!
#work in progress#;works in progress#;hannah draws#[ thank y'all for your patience; i don't adjust well to change fjljkds ]#[ my brain wigs out but 84 years later i will have carved out a new rut and all's right with the world again ]#[ *crawls around on the ceiling like the babadook* BUT I'M HAVING FUN ]#[ the strider's been a ton of fun to work on and i'm excited to get to do more environmental stuff too! ]
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One day I’ll be at a point where I can be on here more regularly again, so please wait for me <3
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time to play is my brain trying to make me hallucinate or are my eyes getting so bad i see funny little shadow figures sometimes
#have been sleeping like 2-3hrs a night w a really jacked up sleep schedule and today is the first night in days ive been up 'late' and uh?#hello? what's happening gamers#my room is dark besides the pc lighting shit (mousepad/tower etc) and i keep seeing shit Moving#but when i turn my flashlight on nothing is there obviously#but it's starting to wig me out it's very annoying#can't tell if my shitty eyes make it seem like there's the illusion of movement or my brain is doing a funny#btw by fucked up sleep schedule i mean crashing like 9pm-12am then not sleeping until that evening again so uh. not great!
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Over the past month I have slowly but surely acquired many toys and trinkets for Shouko cause, obviously, anytime I see anything in miniature I instantly think of her. These are her new things:






She also has other things that I got before she even arrived like her sitting towel and some other plushies
#i saw a pastel pink baseball bat with nails and vine on it that was beautiful#my sister laughed at me and said that she didnt expect shouko to be violent xD#and shes not she just likes pastel thinks and that bat was beautiful#but sold out so no bat for us#i finally boight her a wig too that is supposed to arrive at the end of february of course#ended up buying from a korean shop on etsy cause the shippings surprisingly cheaper that way but i had to also pay taxes#and will possibly have to pay more taxes when it arrived here but alas#shouko was very adamant and wanted that wig cause it matches her new eyes#cause she has bew eyes!!!!#very pretty#she looks so good with blue eyes#im still working on her wardrobe very slowly#but she has a full house outfit for the time being#i want to sew her some jeans too and some dresses but OMG#i have too many things to sew#but yeah all her stuff fits into her backpack#even the ukulele xD#shes only gonna keeps the handheld consoles and the controllers will go to my friend in spain#also inside the yellow balls there are dyi boba cups 1 strawberry and 1 blueberry#havent donde them yet but I will during the weekend hopefully#i love her everyday a lil more but i should stop buying her things#brain dump#shouko#doll collector
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oh and if i can’t read later maybe i can at least watch doctor who
#i only watched the first ep of this season#and the space babies wigged me out and then i never continued#but that could be a good activity depending on my brain level….#i wanna see ncuti. he’s cute.#izzy.txt
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@beatingheart-bride
"I can understand that," Wilhelm said solemnly, as he gingerly moved from his rocking chair over to the sofa, to sit beside his future daughter-in-law: The life of a vampire had not been an easy one for her, that he knew as much. Sleeping by day, living by night, subsisting on the blood of the living, avoiding human companionship...and she'd had to do this for centuries. She'd walked the Earth alone for longer than he'd been alive.
But still, he wasn't afraid. Maybe he should be, maybe his not being so was a sign he was mad as a march hare, but somehow, the fear just...wasn't there. Maybe if it were only one of them joining Emily on this path, he'd be a little more rattled, but somehow, he found a sort of quiet comfort in the idea of it being all four of them together.
"I know it'll be...a huge adjustment," he began, after a brief pause, knowing it was an understatement-the change from life to undeath, diurnal to nocturnal, food to blood...it'd be massive. "But...I'm not afraid, lass. Not so long as I've got my Junie, my boy, and you. I think we can handle that change and all that comes with it so long as we've got each other."
Gently, he laid a hand on Emily's shoulder, and said, "We Paces are a family, and that goes for you too, lass. We all give each other strength and support when we need it most, and I believe, so long as we've got each other to lean on, anything this new life throws at us...we'll be able to handle."
#((oh gotcha; sorry for the misunderstanding! that being said i do absolutely get it))#((i can't donate blood/plasma on account of my height and weight; i don't meet the requirements))#((but even if i did; i'd have to overcome my fear of needles! i get squeamish about doing blood tests))#((so i can't imagine having a needle in my arm for a prolonged period of time! it'd just wig me out too much!))#((so i also kinda get the irony as well: i love horror and i generally have a pretty good tolerance for blood/gore))#((but needles is where i tap out irl! my brain had to draw a line in the sand somewhere and it chose needles i guess!))#((and yet watching stuff like 'reanimator'; which involves a lot of syringes; doesn't bug me!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Dark Shadows
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I Know I've talked about this before but it's fucked up to me that dreams only exist in memory when something real happens to you in the awake times and over time you begin to forget the finer details and such that still like.. Happened conceivably other people remember it too and probably remember different bits than you remember so in that way it still kind of Exists but dreams only "exist" because you remembered you dreamed them, and being able to understand that what you remember is Incomplete despite the fact that what you are remembering happened no where but in your head???? and therefore the things you've "forgotten" don't aren't Anywhere anymore, maybe didn't even happen you'll never Know, because they're Gone fucks me up every time like what the Hell is that
#monster noises#been having more dreams lately and so I've been Thinking about this#I remember a Lot of my dreams but only in chunks and snippets I Know where connected by more things#but I have no way of recalling what those in-betweens were!#it's were and it wigs my brain out
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was going to write a paper on txf but it has to be on a current show so. i can't. and it was gonna be so good bc i have all the bts stuff from my box set too... but i think i can write something good about dnd since another topic for it is a transmedia world, and i've got bg3 + the wiki pages i've been reading + fic + the movie with chris pine + my girl dnd campaign experience.
#i thought about doing it with evil but trying to find some sort of official website for the show or looking for related instas was too scary#sometimes my brain bungles things extra bad and tags things that aren't social situations as social situations and then wigs out...#and i've been trying to desensitize myself w the evilcentral blog but i should know by now that that's a stupid idea.#you can't outsmart the incurable disorder.#rambling
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