#brain hurty 😔
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go to bed early for once -> wake up at 4am with a migraine
#this is why I couldn't keep that warehouse job my body said 'trying to be a morning person now huh? wrong. migraine attack.'#what my parents didn't understand back when I lived at home was that the 3am to 11am sleep schedule wasn't optional for me 😔#that's just when my dumbass brain decided I was allowed to sleep without getting the head hurty#let it never be said I didn't try to change it! I stuck with that job for like over a year but my head just wouldn't adjust to it
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If anyone needs a stress toy to massage and squeeze I'm free tonight
#plssss i really need a massage#and a new brain perhaps it's hurty#plssss anyone🫡😔#johnny's silly rambles
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the length of my OP insert's hair pre time skip changes just based on whatever the art calls for in that given moment (totally not just me being inconsistent teehee)
#worked on line art for like 4 ish hours?? my hand is hurty 😔 still dont know which method i wanna color it tho....#and i probably wont have enough time to still make a pride piece for me and E.nel anymore.... 😭 the month is almost over 😔😔😔#missing out cause that fucking baseball game is my roman empire... and my brain said i JUST HAD TO draw something with it again 🥲#my post
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On the one hand it's very much perfect weather for writing (cloudy, just a little chilly, prime rainy vibes) but on the other hand the atmospheric pressure that has resulted in those vibes is fucking killing the hands in question
#and thus i am stuck rolling around the words in my brain#which isnt like the end of the world rn#i wrote myself a little bit into a corner#on the next chapter of pales anyways#so it gives me time to fix that#but also#hands hurty 😔
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Here some ye olde Vanessa designs i managed to find sifting through my sketchbooks (pre sb!!!!) There's more but Its really deep in the trenches.
rip their 4head broo they have no brain 😔
I miss doing stylised stuff tbh but ppl bullied me for it so now whenever I do it I go 😭
very old art vs my current art style and oc's below + rambles :
this was right After the freaking posters released and oughhhh 😭😭😭😭 gurlll
top name cut off that Blaine guy are other human ocs I had for years!! They were in a comic with Vanessa and others heheheh I used to do comics 24/7!!! Ft my old fnaf ocs rival to fazbears who was better at keeping the safety aspect off their robots. I wanna ramble abt them too one day after a heavy rehaul. Vanessa actually switched jobs from my oc location to the Pizzaplex in it!!!! Because I hope Vanny and Vanessa were seperate!!!
Vanessa and Vanny were seperate people in my Rabbit City AU but idk if I still want them to be different or the same now. Also one of Glitchtraps workers who managed to break free from his control and he didn't like that and sent every piece of her crimes online on the Internet as this crazed murder. So now she's in a new city under hiding or face criminal charges she didn't commit willingly. She managed to dye her fur and change enough and became a roadie for this band that's not very good. (Ffps rockstars I love yall funky vibe I'm sorry yall died too soon). She wants to help people and protect them she knows there's others under Glitchtrap’s control and wants to put a stop to him. Sadly some off them don't seem like they want any help... She was a beagle dog because when I saw her I was like beagle!!!!
My longest one is my oc story that's bad and outdated which included 3 rap battles (i love rap sue me) and an orange cat with green eyes with wings mc who's name try and guess
Its Winger.... (yeah because he was based off Scootaloo having small wings so young me thought ohhh Winged but like Winger because unlike scootaloo he can fly and is a winner!!! 💀💀💀 he also had beef with nyan cat oc over a girl and could transform into different elements!!! Like nature fire ice and rainbow... the main main main mc tho is a brown green eyed cat who was half robot after an accident... God looking back what was I on (I got into mlp and had unrestricted Internet access)
then we had this off my old sona... I didn't know how to draw fat could you tell... dark times oughhhh I wasn't blind tho then win 💀 alot of my older older art is traditional so you may not see it unless I sift through 17 layers off hell. Wish I backed up more of my 2019-2020 digital art tho but those were the darkest times for me also wait eewwww no eyebrows
ive gotten better and fr be the change you wanna see in this world draw fat bitches!!!! going down the rabbit hole
that one barbie trend I didn't finish look at the hands boy ouggh insane sauce I drew that
I miss drawing like this lowkey but my hand hurty and god ibis crashes every 25 minutes u was gonna gonna feral bro
self love is drawing urself accurately irl after years of drawing a caricatures of yourself (My first human sona ever was a skinny white woman with long neon yellow hair and a purple streak </3)
Gremlin from earlier I learned color theory aswell but only for purple, green and brown oops <333
I figured I could give it an oval nose because I didn't know how to draw my nose at all. Big ass nose death off me real!!! I love :3 face so much and big ass ears!!!! I will make them have big ass ears they are fun!!!!
These are my sonas I have like 4 rn and a million in thr vault (progress is progressing)
old oc his name is Jamie now and he's from a dream I had. Literally an incel too like he's studying magic got so fed up no one in his own world wanted him. Used magic to find his soul mate who existed in another universe. Made a portal to get there and take her back to his world because he wouldn't comply in a non magic world. When he arrived to her world almost died turning white and green. And like still managed to get the girl back to his world (Akuma's a goober who wanted to be isekaid) and yeah. Like huh my guy chill out 😭😭😭😭 no wonder you ain't getting any. He also killed me in the dream and is so dumb for being a prodigy??? Like he made a business selling illegal potions with the company name just vile.... his own initials... like bro how are you not caught. I can't with him. I pray opun his downfall and can't wait to see what other shit he pulls outta his ass. I feel bad for the Akuma she just wanted to escape not knowing this guy a freak.
heres him now!! He's much more dream accurate with the current events so far!!!!! If he appears next time I hope he croaks fr from the magic sickness like bro u a freak freak /neg
But yeah improvement is real!!! my art process is slower now (carpal tunnel) but I love to draw so much it is so fun if my bitchass ibis won't crash that is hehehehe (it crashed a million times trying to first time make a comic digitally I'm 💥💥💥)
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#reluctant follower#fnaf fanart#fnaf au#fnaf vanessa#vanessa sb#vanessa security breach#my art#god ppl were so mean during lockdown#short hair cuz I never draw long hair cuz irl I have an undercut!!!!!#I hate long hair sensory hell#the seals sanctum#<< oc tag#snoozing by the coast#vannlynn#oc x canon#I will make a pinned post soon maybe#who knows#mwahahahah#🦭🩷🐇🐰🐇🐰🐇🐰🐯
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God damn I'm tired and extra dizzy today, which I've figured out some of why that happens. Evidently that's my reaction to overstimulation fatigue. Good to know, explains a lot. No idea what to do about it and I did expect to have some sucky days after going to San Francisco anyway so it's whatever, but it's nice to have figured out a specific trigger.
Except that's cool and all but I almost couldn't fold laundry today because it involved a lot of looking up and down and that was unnecessarily rough. This was after sleeping like 11 hours because my shit-ass tired-ass brain demanded a hard reboot more or less, and I'm still kind of gross today even so. Kind of glad they rescheduled the root canal I was gonna have Tuesday for like two weeks out, because I am probably not gonna be quite recovered for another week at least and dental work fucks me up also so that would have been an Everything Hurty Syndrome 2x Combo.
Bleh. At least when I'm writing chronic illness/disability it's some own voices legit type ass shit, but does it have to be, because I could do without this. My whole me hurts and nothing seems to help and also turning my head too fast will knock me the hell over. Good times. ✌️😔
#chronic illness#fibro#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#disability#like I looked up at the TV where my partner is playing FFVII Rebirth and down at my phone just now#and that was not a good plan. I got very dizzy just doing that.#The Suffering is like extra spicy recipe today because I just Don't Do Crowds and never have really#went flat catatonic once in Tokyo during rush hour on a train. that was cool. (it wasn't)#(ex had to drag my unresponsive ass to a corner and wait for me to eventually reconnect to reality)#(it took a while. he was Very Mad at me which was not a kind way to handle it.)#(like sorry we can't all be neurotypical in here. you cannot fathom how crowded the Yamanote Line gets unless you've seen it)#I did get sat on and purred at by every cat last night tho bc they could tell I was Very Not Normal so that was nice at least#I've had this as a symptom forever but I never thought about it that much until I started writing about it#I think I'm a lot more aware of it now. which honestly is probably safer for me bc who wants to fall over?#not me. done it a few times. not fun. can't recommend it.
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Calling all BKDKs, if I can steal but a moment of your time…
BKDKs, from a KRBK/TDDK shipper,
you are valid, and I love you, you make such beautiful fanart and probably even better fanfics, BUT I CANNOT SHIP THEM! I WANT TO BUT I CAN’T, ITS A CURSE! 😭 I legit have three fics open yet to be read but they’re all based around the recent arc, and I’m trying, because while I do love krbk and tddk, I originally started by shipping bkdk, then I discovered kiribaku after the Kamino arc and bkdk just, washed away lol. But I see moments, pivotal moments between them as characters and I WANT and feel the NEED to ship them but it’s like I can’t. 💀
It feels like my brain can’t wrap around bakugou being with anyone other than Kirishima💀🪦😔
So if I could steal but a moment of your time, could you send me a link or name/author of your favorite bkdk fic in the replies? 😭 Preferably not just smut recs… I want the hurty passionate soft Baku ones 😭❤️🩹
#does anyone else struggle with this? seeing all facts leading into a ship but unable to see it romantically??#but basically I really need help finding the good fics#the bkdk tag is so huge it’s daunting for me#I trust y’all have good recs and I want the soft sweet and hurty ones#the ones that will let my dumb brain ship them fully#bakudeku#bnha bakugou#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x izuku#midoriya izuku#izuku x katsuki
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a couple more skyhold pals !!!
#Do Not Separate Them dot jpeg#i actually have so many thoughts abt augustus but the pose i picked made it hard to fit those little info bubbles :/#but basically hes like a prodigy and is one of the main ppl who works on the inner circle's formalwear for the WP!!#brain too hurty to come up with specifics rn but basically they grew up in a port city#and he spent a lot of time as a kid chatting up merchants and asking abt textiles/styles from other places !!!!#and since he grew up in ferelden but w orlesian parents hes got a real Eye for blending different kinds of fashion#(not that it was really put to good use before the inquisition lol)#OK IM DONE. sorry emmett you get no tag commentary#skyhold ocs#edit: dont mind me saying ''but basically'' twice in a row lmao. rip 😔#my art
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fighting my impulses so hard rn
#tummy hurty but brain crave sugar#sugar will make it worse#but i got some fucking donuts this morning and they're so fucking tempting#and they smell good#and i want#but i must not#gonna eat mash potato instead#but it's so hard to not just abandon all impulse control 😔
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i am just not the type of person to be productive midday
#my brain only works at 10pm and i’m rushing to finish assignments#i want to get this done before work :( i’ve unfortunately been on a migraine streak lately and i know if i put it off until later i won’t#get it done because head hurty :(#also i get off work at 9 and i will be very tired. so 😔
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tagged by @solasan to use this meiker! mwah mwah mwah love u
did jenny in two flavors bc she is... having a Moment in my brain rn :/
tagging @prometheas, @denerims, @queennymeria, @chuckhansen, @loriane-elmuerto, @shadowglens, @honeysides, @faithchel, @indorilnerevarine, and... whoever else wants to do this bc im tired from work sorry head hurty 😔❤
#tag meme#oc: jenny#queen of ✨ bad decisions ✨#or mb IM the queen of bad decisions for what i've done with her 🥰 god bless#jenny darling.........
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thought too much. brain hurty 😔
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Here’s a WIP of my TMBS Halloween doodles!! I’m thinking I might only get thru the adults, but plsss if u have an idea of what 2 & Milligan might dress as lmk!! (Or the kids, but I might not get to them 😔)
Brain hurtie.
This is for @bi-demon-ium and @sqenthusiast cause I think y’all would like this 😁🤗
#tmbs wip#tmbs#mbs#the mysterious benedict society#mysterious benedict society#rhonda kazembe#mr. benedict#doc brown#wednesday addams#happy halloween#Halloween#wip#art#doodles#what would the rest of The Society be??? pls#i need helpppp#number two#milligan#octobubbles#octo ink
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Thoughts on jacks backstory
I've seen ppl say how out of character jacks backstory was and so late in the game, but it has kinda been implied for a While now just.... Definitely not to this extent
In vol 2 jack almost cutting off Spencer's head was revealed, and vol 3 is basically about jack going full paranoid and killing anyone he thinks is a threat, so like..... Its not Not out of character just, unexpected. Him being an asshole interpersonally surprised me much more
I think the bit I'm the absolute most disappointed with him for is how his relationship with Sabine was. I dunno. I guess we'd have to see more to really get a judge on that situation. Very co-dependant and over all toxic unfortunately ;/
I am Very biased, but I would still consider jack a morally gray character and not overall completely irredeemable just cus... As an adult he doesn't seem to have those problems to that extent? From the examples we were given he way over lashed out as a result of people repeatedly antagonizing him, but it still doesn't justify the shit he did
How people responded at the reunion does make me question this though, cus people reacted to him like he bullied people outside of the incidences we saw
I've thought for the longest time that Spencer reflected the traits he didn't like in himself and. Ouchie hurtie. I think the bug thing was smth jack did as a kid lmfao
I think he's in desperate need of therapy lmfao. I think him getting out of town would be good for him though
What was his head injury though!! Or was Dr V competely full of shit? Idk! The stuff with his mom makes me sooo sad though. I was kinda relieved when it was gambling and not. Y'know. But no. That's just what kid jack had to tell himself. "Eventually, that's all she could do" oofie ouchie. She's still alive though
I looked up the medication she was on and it was a basic mood stabilizer. So nothing Too heavy? I dunno. In the medical report it said jack was suffering from psychosis and PTSD from drug withdrawal, but I don't know if that is an outstanding issue with jack, or if it was from the y'know. Drugs. I will not be getting answers to my questions 😔
A thing I like to do with this book series is try to sort through it to find underlying meaning, ways I think events actually went instead of how jacks brain remembered it, but I have no fucking idea. I'm gonna have to listen to the audiobook when it comes out a couple times before I get a full deck of thoughts on it
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Me, waking up at a weird time to drink water: thorst.
Me: ahhh refreshing! Well time for back to sleep now :)
My brain: No! It its time for Philosophical ponderings in the form of an internal conversation with yourself.
Me: please... i just wanna sleep 😔 my arms hurty
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