#brain full of dopamine

[tai-janai]

<my hands are too happy to properly draw so im just sitting here rereading those parts of chapter 9>

i need that scene tattooed on my chest

[southern--downpour]

the show must go on....?

[lordofthesoups]

please arthur lester give me the strength to lock in and get these files organised

[hmslusitania]

Do you ever see yourself writing Buddie fics again? I just finished reading through all your works and you are just absolutely phenomenal at writing them together! 🙏🏾❤️

Firstly, thank you! That’s very kind of you to say!

Secondly, while I can’t really say “never” about any writing project, the chances really are not good barring some kind of miracle (as evidenced by my slight return when Buck was made canonically bi). I’ve only got limited creative bandwidth at any given moment and it hasn’t been directed towards 9-1-1 for a long time now.

But genuinely, thank you for saying hi and thank you for letting me know you’ve enjoyed my writing!

[blackjackkent]

Slowly discovering the freeing power of the words "I know this is bad but I'll fix it in editing."

[drstanfordpines]

more stanford thoughts

forgets to eat CONSTANTLY. his appetite is all fucked up from not having a stable source of food (plus a secret second reason that i may expand upon later)

this man has definitely done Alien Drugs. Alternate Dimension Drugs. Whatever. Whether intentionally or unintentionally he has definitely had at least a small handful of Weird Drug Experiences.

triangles used to be his favorite shape before the whole bill thing happened. he liked triangles bc they’re “the strongest shape”. now, he understandably is not as much of a fan. (if you ask him what his favorite shape is, he’ll say he doesn’t have one. he still likes the concept of triangles. he just doesn’t like to think about it because well. the whole being tortured by a triangle thing. he also feels embarrassed about it bc what kind of fuckin loser is afraid of a shape? like. he’s not AFRAID of triangles. that would just be ridiculous. but like….. having an image of a malevolent triangular entity seared into your brain as your sole focus in your efforts to defeat it while isolating yourself AND being in survival mode nearly 24/7 for THIRTY YEARS is probably uh. not the healthiest thing in the world. yaknow?

he likes soup but never eats it because it “takes too much time”. he prefers a meal like a sandwich, so he can eat half of it and then leave the rest on a random workbench to be forgotten about.

this bitch audhd for realsies

he did in fact install that metal plate into his own skull and it was in fact a traumatizing experience 👍 whatsherface mcgee prophet lady was also there but she didn’t or couldn’t help him for uhhh reasons i haven’t thought of/decided on yet :)

i want to give him something like a bag of holding like in d&d. i think he deserves it. plus he’s gotta have a place to put all his trinkets!!!

not specifically about ford but i hc that instead of “dungeons dungeons and more dungeons” being abbreviated to d&d&md, it’s abbreviated to 2DMD. i think it rolls of the tongue better. sounds cooler. the works.

[drivenbydopamine]

Work with your brain, not against it

I find that when I'm at home and I can work with my brain (as opposed to against it like is required of me at work), I can still get things done and I'm considerably less exhausted and more satisfied at the end of the day. Truth is... following the dopamine and letting yourself get distracted enough times will eventually bring you full circle to being distracted BY the thing you were initially distracted FROM. Plus you got 38 other tasks started in the meantime. And let's be honest here, starting is often the hardest part. So.. WIN WIN! So don't get frustrated when you can't focus. (If you're working... Save the frustration for when you're on company time LOL) Roll with it.. And you'll eventually roll right back around!

[celepeace]

Sometimes I'm surprised that monster hunter isn't more popular among the creature design and spec evo corners of tumblr, at least the portions that also play video games, and then I remember that it's just about as hard as soulsborne games (I'd argue some specific entries are even harder) but doesn't have any of the atmospheric or story elements to attract people. It gets by on sheer gameplay alone and isn't a pvp game either. There is no way to make the game easier besides picking one of the less mechanically complex weapons and git gud. If it wasn't for the neat dinosaurs I couldn't think of a game less alluring to the average tumblr user

[goldenpinof]

@ anon who wrote about dd, i'm so sorry it's taking me so long! i see your ask, i haven't read it yet. i don't wanna do it at work, and when i'm not there i happen to gif the video. i will make time for it tomorrow, i swear

[ace-trainer-risu]

have resorted to bribing myself to work. which....is arguably what a salary is but frankly that's not cutting it anymore.

[wandering4ever]

I’m alive, just tired

[aercnaut-archived]

looks @ the dash with my Autistic Eyes

[thebitchbehindtheslaughter]

Okay so, having been writing Lumberville for eight years now, I knew that most people don’t understand the definition of insanity, but I didn’t know people would try to argue with you on it? And start questioning your morals when you tell them that an evil character isn’t insane “despite what they’ve done”??

[snoopyfan1283]

wondering how much different my life would be if my ADHD was medicateddddddd

[burningcomputerpersona]

person: *shows even the slightest hint of interest in music that I enjoy*

me: ah yes a new victim muhahahaha

[remember-redbeard]

It’s sunny & warm enough to be in short sleeves today. I cleaned my room did all the dishes swept the front stairs watered the plants did laundry went to the farmers market bought too many oranges (then ate too many oranges) played music full volume & sang along bc no one else is home. Yesterday I walked to the beach & in the wet sand until I got blisters. I found 2 big sand dollars and put them on the steps to dry out. Now I’m barefoot and bare shouldered with all the windows open & my neighbor is playing guitar & it’s coming through the walls & I think actually everything might be alright!!!!