#boy is being an insta girl again lol

[coralsgrimes]

Benny Boy and croissant cruelty via his Instagram stories

[lowkeyrobin]

hiii can i ask for hcs of quackity and his s/o being it couple? like other ccs are constantly bringing them up and hyping them bcs they're giving couple goals, or just fans getting them to trend on social media all the time idkk sorry if weird

oooo okay!! ; and dw this wasn't weird at all! it's fine lol ; thank you for requesting, hope you enjoy 🫶

QUACKITY ; it couple

summary ; you and quackity, through your shared fanbases and friends, have become the online it couple of the month

warnings ; language

word count ; 379

y/s/n = your ship name

masterlist

the hype and popularity spiked again once the qsmp had a random popularity spike after korea was introduced into the smp

then quackity started trending on tik tok and then you did once you posted a new video with him on your channel

getting the jake webber / tara yummy / johnnie guilbert treatment 💀💀 tik toks couple of the month

"Hey, Alex, I think we're trending again!"

"We are, cause you're so beautiful, Y/n/n."

"Shut your goofy ass up"

anyways, your friends loveeee sending you both edits and fanart

especially ones that make you look so hot together and shit

the tik tok edits go crazy

a solid hour of tubbos tubbathon is just reacting to y/s/n edits

they also love hyping you two up

from fit checks to cute couple moments, they're always hyping you up 💯💯

"ayeeee go! go! shake that ass! QUACKITY SHAKE THAT ASS" ; from roier and foolish

niki, foolish and tommy are probably your biggest hype men, in comments or on stream LMAO

god forbid one of you mentions having a favorite song or shared song you like /pos

the edits AGAIN lmao

you dressed as aesthetics of music you listened to for a video but never addressed it on stream so again, the edits LMAO

so many of you to emo/punk music and so many of him to rap/hip-hop (take this with a grain of salt ok...)

anyways, insta posts and stories together>>>

Twitter white boy of the month? more like Twitter it couple of the month. fuck them

dude streamer awards 😨😨😨 /pos

yall looked so good. head to toe, you fucking KILLED. IT.

the fanfic writers have been inspired. the people who paused their fics are all back solely for a streamer awards chap bc yall were being a little wink wonk the whole time /ns

you were just being adorable in general

nevermind the vids u posted of karaoke in the car afterwards

so many edits of you and alex making like thirst traps LMFAOOOO

anything for the fans 🙏🙏🙏

then you publicize a playlist titled "hot stuff w Alex 💯💯" and the world BREAKS.

don't care don't care

mostly like hot girl motivation + banger songs from the 2000s

like rihanna, jay-z, plus some newer kinda stuff like victoria monet and 21 savage LMAO

anyways that's all I got idk I'm sick and have 0 braincells

[luke-hughes43]

eden's last hockey game | cutter and eden

this is a mix of angst and fluff so I hope you guys enjoy!

~

so cutter and the boys won gold in Germany and he managed to get a flight to wisconsin that just barely gave him enough time to get to the rink for the start of eden's game.

she has no idea.

luckily, he flight is not delayed and actually lands in wisconsin early giving him a little extra time to get there. he gets there with about ten minutes to spare and sneaks in (only after stopping to get flowers for eden), covering his face as best he can to stay hidden and not alert people that he's there.

he walks in as the puck is dropping and applauds himself for the epic timing. he sits in the back corner of the rink and smiles every time eden goes on the ice.

she manages to score 2 goals and helps secure the win for USA hockey.

cutter smiles seeing them celebrate and is so proud of eden. he's also a little sad for her bc he knows that this is her last ever game. he finds ellen and Jim in the stands shortly after the team leaves the ice. they both smile seeing cutter approach them. ellen gasps, "cutter! you're here!"

"I had to make it back. it's her last game."

Jim smiles at his only daughter's boyfriend, "she's gonna be so happy to see you. congratulations by the way!"

"thank you. I'm gonna go wait by the locker room to surprise her." cutter says. they nod and he walks off towards the usa locker room. he leans against the wall, smiling to himself, as he awaits his girlfriend.

a few of the girls smile at him as they walk by knowing that eden is gonna be so happy to see him. he pulls his phone to text rutger and Brady, "they won! I'm so proud of her. I'll see you guys when you get back."

he hears the door open so he puts his phone away and looks up to see eden, with her face buried in her phone. he smiles and says, "hey angel."

she looks up and sees her boyfriend of 4 months standing in front of her with flowers. she shrieks and runs into his arms. he picks her up and holds her tight to him. she says into his neck, "I can't believe you're here!"

"of course baby. I wouldn't miss your last game for anything."

"thank you for coming cut." she has as he puts her down. he smiles and kisses her softly. he pulls away and says, "I'm proud of you eden."

she smiles and kisses him again. when she pulls away, she smiles and says, "I love you william cutter gauthier."

he smiles, "I love you so much eden nicole hughes."

they kiss again before cutter pulls away. he hands the flowers and says, "I couldn't come empty handed for my gold medal winner." she smiles at him and hugs him. she refuses to let go.

eventually they make their way up to ellen and Jim. eden smiles and says when she sees them, "momma, dad! cutter made it!"

"we know baby. he came to see us before going to find you!"

eden hugs both of her parents before attaching herself back to cutter. she hated being away from him. cutter smiles and holds her as tight to him as he can.

~the insta edit happens in this little break here lol~

he ends up going back to the hotel with eden that night. they lay in her bed tangled up in each other. eden is upset after reading her brothers comments and can feel her eyes starting to water.

she sniffles which alerts cutter. he instantly asks, "what's wrong angel?"

she sobs,"I just hate that my brothers are mad at me. and that jack thinks I'm a disappointment. I just want them to be proud."

cutter feels his heart breaking at the sounds of eden sobs. he tries calming her down, "oh baby, they are so proud of you. I know it. Luke might be mad, but he still loves you and is still proud of you. baby, you just won gold for USA hockey. that is a major accomplishment whether they are mad or not. I'm so proud of you angel."

"I know it just doesn't feel right because jack thinks I'm a disappointment for hanging up my skates." a sob rack through her body again. cutter can feel her shaking and it makes him so sad for eden. "I know eden but what jack thinks doesn't matter. it only matters what you think. are you proud of yourself for everything you accomplished while playing hockey?"

"yea."

"are you happy with your decision to just continue with soccer?"

"yea."

"than who gives a fuck what jack thinks. if you're happy with yourself, that's all that matters. and no matter what, I'm always proud of you eden." cutter says softly while rubbing her back.

"thanks cut. I love you."

"I love you too eden. always."

eventually eden falls asleep and cutter holds her tighter as if to protect from the outside world and the pressure from everyone else for her to play hockey.

[golbrocklovely]

I find it funny how fans in the same sentence complain about m being fake, being a clout chaser and not having a job and mention that shea and stas were way better. They all 3 had work done, both shea and stas did things to profit of off snc. Like you literally only know about them cause of snc. I never watched shea's streams cause of time difference but from what I heard she literally is airing out colby's private business on there. And what jobs do they have? Stas went multiple times to vegas with snc and did what while the boys were editing?! How is that different than m visiting colby in vegas doing probably nothing? Not to mention that both stas and shea also post a lot of bikini/ half naked pictures on instagram. To me they not that different from each other. Make it make sense.

i agree with pretty much everything you said.

if we're honest, the reason why fans hate m so much is bc she is getting to do what shea and stas didn't - date colby. those two did everything in their power to make it seem like they had something going on, but colby (and even they themselves) would deny it all the time. but m is the one actual girl we can name that is truly dating colby. whether it's serious or not is not up for us to decide on, but it's clear they are together.

and also - let's be brutually honest here - a lot of fans hate her bc she's hot. it's just that simple lol

tbh idc (and don't understand why anyone else for that matter) what any of the girls do for a living. some of them are privileged enough to rely on their parents and not have to get a real job. some have to actually get one. it is what it is. i'm not here to judge on that.

but i do 1000% agree on the "you literally only know about them cause of snc". snc are popular and well known, they have millions of eyes on them at all times. if you're really gonna say m is using colby strictly just bc she has less followers than him, then call out EVERY GIRL he's been friends with. bc they all have less than him.

shea literally buys followers for insta. and before that the only reason anyone knew her was bc of adventure buddies. and stas was known bc of kat. like… why are we even having this discussion lol

and yes, shea is in fact airing out everything to do with colby. her fans say it's bc she's allowed to vent and complain about what went down. sure, if that's all she was doing, i would get it. but that's not what she's doing. she's bragging about how much she helped him, how he went thru multiple life crisis and she was there for him. she's written tons of poetry, basically full on admitting that whole chapters (and her insta captions) are about him. and then on top of all of this, she can't even keep her own story together on what they really were or the timeline of things. she's not a reliable narrator, but none of her fans care bc to them this is just another way they get to hate on colby - which is basically all they live for now.

and the pics and comparing m to them is laughable. again. they're just pissed she's hot and he's dating her. and yeah, he did take that pic of her in the bathtub. it's her fucking back, stop being weird as if yall aren't adults. she could wear a fucking trash bag and be covered head to toe and you guys would still call her a slut.

why don't you just block her and move on now? clearly colby doesn't give a rat's ass what yall think of him or his girlfriend. suck a fuck and grow up :)

(none of this is directed at you, anon.)

[tojiscumdumpster]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝙗𝙮 𝙇𝙖𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙣 𝘼𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙧

𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 1/100 𝗈𝖿 2024

𝗖𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗺𝗶𝘁𝘆. 𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗸𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗥𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 - 𝗕𝗼𝘀𝘀 𝘅 𝗘𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗼𝘆𝗲𝗲.

𝗚𝗿𝘂𝗺𝗽𝘆 𝘅 𝗦𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲. 𝗗𝗶𝘀𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗥𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻. 𝗔𝗴𝗲 𝗚𝗮𝗽.

I have a tendency on starting series backwards. Don’t judge me lol. Terms and Conditions caught my attention first, but I decided to give The Fine Print a go because I enjoy Lauren’s writing, and I’m glad I did. Just another billionaire romance to add to my roster.

I really enjoyed reading Zahra’s and Rowan’s love unravel. This story wasn’t hard for me to get into at all. It very fluffy, domestic, a bit angsty, and a touch of spice.

One thing I can say I love about Lauren is the representation for black and brown women in her books. All the FMCs in the Dreamland Billionaire series are WOC/Black, and I absolutely love that. I’m starting Final Offer next.

Zahra, I love her. She’s fun, spunky, full of energy, and stands on business. She’s unapologetically her and is truly kind. Zahra is a true Sunshine character because as the story progress, you can see she’s Rowan’s light to his darkness, and even her own darkness she had to overcome. The relationship with her family, especially her sister, Ani—very touching.

Her bitch ass ex, Lance, was mentioned throughout the story, but I’m so glad Lauren didn’t make that her plot or give him too much book time. Again, the author has a way of writing the FMCs and MMCs lives outside of each other, and she did that with The Fine Print.

Now, for Rowan…

The way I have an up and down relationship about this man baffles me. He started off as a complete and utter asshole, and not the ones I’m attracted to in books. Like not even Declan acted the way he did. Rowan was unnecessarily rude, condescending, and he was one of them billionaires that looked down on his employees since he benefits off of capitalism. If I ever decided to DNF this book, it would’ve be SOLELY because of Rowan. He was mean to Zahra and she literally killed with kindness until she couldn’t.

Eventually, he started growing me the more the story progressed. His rude and nasty attitude is truly an act and disguise of a broken little boy that wanted to be accepted and love by his father. Because every time Rowan opened up, my heart warmed for him. Just how Zahra described, he speaks beautifully.

I honestly wish we gotten to see more of his rekindled love with drawing outside of Zahra.

He may or may not be apart of my book boyfriends list now. LOL. Just another asshole brother that softens up for his girl.

Despite this somewhat being insta lust, I think the relationship between Zahra and Rowan was developed well. As I stated above, very domestic like and warming. It’s hard to make me laugh in books, but their relationship had me giggling. Zahra has no filter and Rowan is such a grump, it makes me sick. “I don’t like you, but I want to date you.” Like Rowan shut the hell up omge.

Seems like they were bound to happen as well, so I guess you can say fate mates?

The love and vulnerability portrayed in their relationship was beautiful. I didn’t care for the spice as much because I just love seeing them open up, especially Rowan. The sex just deepened their love. Very raw and emotion filled. I love spice scenes like that for books.

Overall, I really love this book and I’m glad I read it. The only thing I would’ve like more of is like I said Rowan’s drawing more and also the epilogue could’ve been longer. People were saying that this book is unrealistic, but HELLO?! That’s the purpose of romance books.

It’s FICTION and we’re suppose to fantasize about a romance that seems too good to be true in real life. It’s called escapism. Like since when y’all want to think about real life while reading fiction?

[willkimurashat]

Thank you for tagging me @mrsbsmooth 💕💕💕

Name: AB

First fandom you became a part of?

Lols so I was a hugeeee fan of the x-factor, and there was one emo boy in the Ukrainian one that I was absolutely in love with and I was super involved in the fandom and i even got to go to an x-factor concert and got an autograph from him, but the fandom became incredibly toxic and he turned out to be an absolute asshole so out of sight out of mind toodaloo💅 though I did meet one of my closest friends through there so yay!

What was the first tv show fandom you joined?

The vampire diaries lol. I wasn’t really in the fandom per se, but I was quite obsessed with the show. Especially Damon. And Klaus. And Kai.🤭🤭🤭 I’m not much of a bookworm, but I even read the books for it and everything, so you know it was a big deal for me lol😄

How old were you?

The ripe age of 12ish I think?

Latest tv/movie fandom you became a part of?

Oof, I’m not so sure actually:( I’m not really involved in fandoms other than litg currently, I was super into marvel and even ran a Tom Holland fan page on insta lol. Maybe The Dragon Prince was my latest tv show fandom? Or Stranger Things? Or The Queen’s Gambit? Ooh or maybe Squid Game? Yes, I’ll go with that:)

A tv/movie fandom you haven’t joined but like to creep on?

This is actually so funny, but that animated show about a cat boy and a ladybug girl? Miraculous Something-Something? I’ve never seen a single episode, but every time it trends on tumblr I scroll through the tag for agesss. I got so invested in their relationship lol, I’m rooting for those two so much, it’s unhealthy and a lil creepy istg haha😅😅

Your favorite fandom?

I gotta say litg. It’s so niche and so small and I’m so involved in it and made so many friends through it that it’s my little comfort place🥺💕

The tv show that gives you the most brainrot?

Gosh, why do I always blank out when I get asked these things😭😭 I’m tempted to say The Dragon Prince again? Or maybe Squid Game? Or my good old Sherlock? Or Avatar the Last Airbender (I need to rewatch it soon)? Or Fruits Basket? Or idk😭😭😭 pick one of those🙈

The fictional couple that gives you the most brainrot?

Hmmmm let’s go with Tohru and Kyo from Fruits Basket🥺 speaking of which, I still need to finish it😭

Guilty pleasure fictional couple?

First that comes to mind is Zutara from atla, but idk, I’ve been converted to a Zuko/Sokka shipper lol😅 So maybe I’ll go with Beth/Benny from the Queen’s Gambit❤️

Guilty pleasure tv show?

If we’re counting reality shows, then defo Love Island lol, but if not - Emily in Paris 😂😂 god that show is so not great lmao😭 also Ouran High School Host Club… I’m sorry but that show has no right being that fun😭

And finally, something that made you happy this week?

I got to finish the last paper for my summer semester classes - Dobby is free! (for like a week until my fall semester and internship starts😭😭)

Tagging: idk who’s done this already, but I’ll tag @queen-of-boops @richdesire @perfectlysunny02 @libelle949 @wardingoffevil or whoever would like to join!💕 Sorry if you were already tagged/done it already🥺❤️

[starglitterz]

Quill!!! if it's not too intrusive, pls give us your top 10 y/n moments lol!!!!

HAHAHSKDJKJSD omfg who sent this in 😭😭😭 this is so funny tho i'll def do it (shameless plug btw, i have a whole series based on my irl experiences w romance called to all the boys i've loved before [totally original, ik] u should check it out!!)

these aren't in any particular order btw it's just the ones i rmb HAHA also i think these are pretty recent i tried not to include any of the ones i alrdy have in the series 👍

10. when i went for an anime con and i had just arrived, and after taking a pic w this one cosplayer his friend (in a kirito cosplay) came up to me and asked if he could princess carry me for a pic HSKJDK

9. when i visited my highschool for a festival thing and found out that one of my juniors had a crush on me (and still did??) and had told all his friends abt how cute and pretty he thinks i am HAHAHA (a total ego boost tbh someone should have told him that i am actually not all that)

8. being in a love triangle except it wasn't really a triangle it was like my two guy best friends had crushes on me at the same time and had a falling out over me (not to be amy dunne from gone girl but i did always want 2 guys to fight over me GOODBYE)

7. this one guy that was texting me and asking me on a date kept flirting w me and it was so stupidly lame that it was cute

6. going for my college orientation party and having a few guys ask me for my insta (honestly i had never expected this would happen I WAS SO KJASKJDKSJD ABT IT)

5. at the same orientation party some random older guy tried to hit on me so i ran away and this other guy i had met earlier was rlly nice and waited w me until my transport arrived and texted later to ask if i had gotten home safely 🥺 (the bar for men is like 700 feet under the ground)

4. at the anime con (same as earlier) i got kabedoned by this girl cosplaying gojo and she said i looked rlly cute and i nearly collapsed

3. HAHA I CANT BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT THIS BUT on my birthday i went on the bus to get home and the guy behind me was in my course, and he recognised me so we were talking for a bit until he realised it was my bday, and he literally asked the guy next to him to please switch places so we could sit tgt and he could wish me properly 😭it was so cute he had like golden retriever vibes HAHA and we were talking the entire time it was vv fun

2. yk that thing where u compare hand sizes but then they hold your hand HAHAHA that actually happened to me w one of my new friends 💀 he has rlly nice hands tho so no complaints here PLSKJWDKJS

1, ok guys now this one is some real life kdrama bs istg i felt like it was a movie while it was happening 😭 so basically the bus was pretty much full and i ended up sitting next to this rlly cute guy. and my brain was going 'damn i wanna talk to him', but i had to put my purse away first. so i was trying to put it in my bag, but it slipped and fell onto the floor and he was like 'oh!', and then i had to bend down and pick it up while thinking 'NOO this is so embarrassing he probably thinks im a dumbass'. and then i managaed to embarrass myself further �� guess what? while trying to sit back up again i literally hit my head against the chair in front of me and went 'ow!' out loud and the guy was like 'oh no are you okay 😭⁉' and i was like 'yeah... just super embarrassed HAHA' and we started talking from there KJSDKSJD i could talk abt this forever bc so much cute stuff happened but tldr he was like the total package but then i got ghosted BYE

ok thanks for coming to my ted talk as u can see i love talking abt myself pls feel free to ask more but i don't think i have any more romantic experiences atm 😭😭😭 i'm currently trying to manic pixie dream girl one of my guy friends in college so we can see how that goes ig LMAO,,, anyways thanks 4 reading ! interact w this post and give me validation please and thanks <3 (/hj)

[1eos]

that person is one of two sisters who are neo shippers and are well known and hated among the intl twt ppls. they can even be spotted leaving comments on yt. they are obsessed with mentioning the lack of friendship whenever they don’t do anything together especially if with some other man. twt have said that you and them are the same and I just laughed.

and the arguing on twt is insane like he, literally as you said was doing a musical and he was also doing his own comeback but they say jelpi left it too long that’s what they didn’t include the others. no just let’s put more pressure on him shall we.

omg they left the others out lollll hakyeons priorities are in dramas and movies, redacted was literally enlisted. hongbin no matter how much they say haha let me be editions, is not coming back he’s happy being a twitch gamer. They’re constantly screaming about ot6 and ot5 all the time also them screaming about the lack of promotion from jelpi for the concert because some ppl didn’t know about it.. now them all arguing among themselves over this suspected draft dodging. It’s all ridiculous.

its crazy that neo shippers are so annoying even starlights, delusional weirdos they are, hate them. wait ME AND THIS WEIRDO ARE THE SAME???? FAVEEEE 😭😭😭im obsessed w twt fan bullshit. i say it would be hilarious if 90line were never seen in the same room again just to see shippers suffer but im the one crying over their 'friendship'. while also being hated for being a solo stan that doesn't like anyone else. WHICH IS ITTTT

but this discourse is fucking weird...theyre so obsessed with ot6 to the point of serious delusion. to ME, and to a lot of ppl, its kinda obvs hakyeons focused on acting likeeee he wasnt even rumored to be there when they were MEETING abt the concert lol. and im sure if he wanted to be there he could've negotiated a better date like no one (besides worried kfans) are bringing up leo doing 2 concert dates then immediately going back to west side story. that was fucking insane and im still trying to figure out what hakyeon was busy with lol. like im not gonna get on a high horse and be like u need to pull crazy leo workaholic stunts bc NO. no one should have a schedule like that but also...what the fuck is he doing? is the dress rehearsal for an awards show a month long commitment i truly do not know 😭😭😭and no one i peeped at has given a concrete answer on what he was so busy with

and its weird bc they're trying to absolve vixx of their decisions and blame it all on jelpi. nd jelpi IS very sus and they DO make a lot of bad decisions but in di end of the day if a vixx boy wants to be at a vixx event he gonna make a way to be there. its been 12 years their priorities have changed not everyone's first priority will be to their group 🤷🏾‍♀️that doesnt make them bad ppl imo at most its just kinda annoying that hakyeon just won't put in his resignation fr like put these girls out of their misery alreadydakdkmakm

cuz ultimately why the FAWK should they give up careers and opportunities? its unfair to EVERYONE like just bc [redacted] put off enlisting like the idiot he is should leo, hyuk, nd jaehwan be stuck in the basement doing nothing? and vice versa should hakyeon be forced to not pursue what he wants bc the rest want to be singers 4 life? should they all be jobless bc of fucking hongbin? be frrrrrrr these bitches are like toddlers istg let these men grow and be happy

😭 like your vixx boy not living up to YOUR expectations is a you problem. also how the hell did they not know abt that concert that was ALL over realvixx like??????? LOL????????

p.s. am i the only one annoyed by this idea that idol relationships are only 'valid' if they make themselves available for viewing to the public? like i don't immediately think vixx r beefing just bc they aren't seen with each other. i'll joke that hakyeon don't wanna dance but i'd never say he hates them cuzzzz i mean there's a whole world beyond what's shown on insta or twitter!!!! they could be texting all di time who knows! this entitlement to evidence of idol bonds pisses me off!!!

[bisluthq]

"well if you’d like to no longer be single, maybe it’s important to prioritise that for a bit? Like actively go out and work on that?" I've tried, idk what to do. It's all just so awkward for me. Idw be treated like I'm at a job interview on dating apps and at singles events lol. I've scoped out people everywhere I've gone for so long but they all seem to be "taken" lolll. But yeah idk what to try next ig i'm too choosy?

I mean obviously I’m a big proponent of dating apps but ngl none of my relationships came off them. I know a lot of success stories - like fully marriages - from them and I’ve made some good friends from them myself so I think approach those in that way? Rather than seeing it as a job interview, see it as a cool way to meet new people?

I’ve never done singles events - mostly because I’m never single enough to like justify that - though those also apparently work. I was seeing an ad on Insta for a singles beach holiday that was actually affordable af. I obviously can’t go lol but if I were single I’d do something like that. I think speed dating and stuff would be awkward, but a holiday is another fun way to make new friends even if none of them become a relationship tbh.

idk what your sexuality is but this gay boy I’m tangentially friendly with does LGBTQ only pottery nights - I haven’t gone to one (I went to his mimosa breakfast pottery thing and that was very fun) because I feel it’s posery for my bf and I to go together (neither of us is straight but obviously we present straight because boy/girl) and if I go by myself it feels like I’m going cruising for chicks and I don’t set out to do that as a general rule lol like unless we’re in Agde or I’m drunk and see a hot girl lol but those aren’t exactly attempts at relationships - that’s just me being horny and bi and bad at impulse control) but if I were single I’d go to those things because it’s not a dating event but the odds of meeting a girl there are quite high imo.

so yeah I’d say apps, singles events that don’t seem terrible (like themed nights or holidays), and also see if your friends have someone they can set you up with? And also join clubs and societies and stuff for things you enjoy doing. If you’re looking to date boys be smart about that last one - you’re unlikely to meet a bf at Swiftie night lol like that’s just unlikely af but basically any type of sportsy thing is gonna have boys and gay girls (again not sure where we’re aiming for or if you don’t care). And then try make friends with people who have single friends idk.

I think the choosiness isn’t bad but maybe stop seeing all of these things as, like I say, job interviews for a forever someone and just see it as a chance to meet new people and see them for a while and like understand it might not work out but eh it’s probably worth trying. Or maybe see it exactly as job interviews because idk any millennials/Gen Zs who take jobs expecting that to be for life lol so maybe just see it as a good gig for now 🤷🏻‍♀️😂

Hope this helped in some ways.

[equallyshaw]

star crossed lovers | connor bedard

↳ oc hughes sister x connor bedard blurb + tiny insta post

↳ au masterlist!

↳ takes place in 2025!

warnings: swearing and angst. oh, and underage drinking.

been sitting on this one for a few weeks, wasn't sure if i liked it enough to post but decided to post it and get on with life lol

word count: 4.2k+

Two households, both alike in dignity...

it wasn't supposed to happen, thats what kailey kept telling herself every time she went to go see the rookie. yet each and every time, she found herself staying long and longer. before she knew it, she'd stayed a full weekend with the guy before going back to her off-campus apartment.

straight a - honors, french/spanish fluent, and lacrosse player kailey clara hughes was never meant to meet connor bedard. she never had any interest in hockey players despite her whole family and immediate friend groups being all in with it. yet here she was, absolutely head over heels for the hockey player and she knew they were doomed. partially because of who her brothers were.

or was it?

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her best friend and roommate had dragged her and another friend to a small diner in the loop one december evening before they'd all be going back home for break, and that's when the trio spotted their group. the girls had been walking past them when she noticed alex vlasic, who played with jack at usndtp and quickly shrieked. "oh my god vlassy!" she smiled widely and when alex recognized her, he quickly got up to hug her. "oh my god, you're here! I'm so happy for you, you deserve it." she said as the two pulled away. "thanks hughesy, appreciate it. hows everybody? hows mama el?" he questioned and she smiled. "they are good! she's now working with the program but with the girls program, shes absolutely loving it." she said and alex smiled widely. "that's so her, im glad." he paused seeing her friends sit down, "i wont keep you anymore. but don't be a stranger, ok?" he said and she nodded before walking to her booth. as soon as she did, all the guys looked over as alex pointed towards the blonde, and she felt like she could curl up in a ball and never be seen again. before she looked away, she caught connor's eye before he looked away.

before she went to bed that evening, she got a follow request from the one and only connor bedard. her thumb hovered over the request, before pressing accept.

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the two had been dating since janurary, so smooth sailing for 7 months when connor's name had come up on her phone while she was in the other room. her brother jack picked up being the nosy person that he is, and instantly recognized the rookie. before connor could say anything, jack hung up and screamed for the girl. she was in the kitchen with her mom, and the two were in the middle of baking chocolate chip and peanut butter cookies. she looked up from the bowl, her laugh and smile quickly falling when she saw the look on her older brothers face.

"jack?" ellen questioned, as jack stared at kailey. "jack?" kailey questioned with doe-like eyes. he shook his head, anger seething and angry tears ready to spill. "why is he calling you?!" he demanded, holding up her phone. her head tilted a bit in confusion, "stop yelling at her. calm down." quinn said from the couch to the right of kailey and their mom. "have something to tell us, missy?" jack said with his voice the same volume. "jack, stop it." ellen said and jack laughed, "you know don't you?" he asked not believing it. "know what?" luke asked coming down the stairs, "she's seeing a boy!" jack said and the boys all looked at one another before looking at kailey. "but more specifically, its who she's seeing." jack added and the boy's were confused. "oh god not one of my friends kails." luke said coming behind her to grab a bottle of water. kailey rolled her eyes, "id rather die." she said and luke shoved her a bit. "who is it though?" luke asked taking up the bar stool in front of her and their mom. her phone began to ring again, and kailey began her descent over to her brother.

"jack, give me my phone." she said and jack held it out of her reach, "jack rowden!" kailey screamed now, and jack froze. jack gave her her phone, and she quickly headed outside to the back to take it. she sat down on the dock. "kails?" connor asked softly once she appeared on the screen, "my brothers know about us." she said defeatedly and connor frowned. he knew why she didn't tell them, and he also knew how much it hurt her not too. "im sorry kails. i take it they were upset?" he said sitting up now. she nodded, "jack was angry, he yelled at me. though the other two are confused." she hummed, looking out into the lake. "im sorry lovey." he said and she nodded, looking back at the screen. "im excited to see you in a few weeks, I've been writing a list of thing-" and she cut him off, "i-i im not sure about that. something came up and uh, yeah." she said and connor's heart broke. he'd been drawing up a list of things to do and show her for the past few months, little things popping up at 2 am when he'd just be getting to bed. or when they'd be at a coffee shop or a on campus library, when the two would be studying. well, kailey would be and he'd be there to hang out and help her study. there was a running joke with her two friends, and they'd always recite mean girls to him: "he doesn't even go here." whenever they'd see him at their school.

"oh, wow. um, ok." he said a bit unsure of what to say. "yeah..im sorry connor." she said, as if it was a knife to the heart. they never used their full names, but here they were. "ill uh let you know when i can, i just need to go kill my brothers right now. ill talk to you later." she said before hanging up. as soon as she did, she broke down into tears. her blue eyes full of sorrow and guilt, knowing she'd never reach back out to him.

back in the house, all havoc broke lose. the three brothers interrogating ellen for all the information she knew. to her defense, she knew little but more than most. "boys stop. she will tell you when she's ready. don't pull this crap with her, she's already upset as it is." ellen scolded. "now get out of here, go do something. unless you'd like to help." she countered, and the boys quickly disappeared. kailey walked back into the house, slamming the back french doors and headed up to her room. "kails?" luke called but got no response. quinn came up behind jack who was busy texting, and slapped the back of his head. " ow! what was that for?" he questioned, rubbing it. "you are an ass." quinn said before making his way up to kaileys room. he knocked a few times before making his way in, and he found her in her bed sobbing into her pillow. "kiwi?" he questioned softly, bringing back to light a old nickname from their childhood. that only made her cry harder. he made his way over to her bed, and laid down facing her before pulling her into his chest. he rubbed her back, as she shook. "im sorry about jack." he said a few minutes later, and she groaned. "don't say his name." she mumbled and quinn chuckled. "but it doesn't matter anymore, there won't be any more of him." she said sitting up and facing her brother. his eyebrows creased in confusion, "you guys and your overprotectiveness! I've never been able to date anybody because there has always been something wrong about the guy..." she said pulling some hair behind her ears.

she licked her lips before restarting, "i never told you guys because i wanted to get to know him before you guys swooped in and told me no. before you guys came up with any bullshit excuse. i've never felt so loved before in my life quinnie. i've never felt so seen, heard, and protected. he genuinely cares about me, and not about getting to know you guys. not about what our last name can do for him or the association. i loved him quinn. god...and you would love him. all of you guys, but especially you. i have never once taken an interest in any hockey player, because truth be told yall are hard asses and i cant take any more than you three." she paused as quinn laughed. she shook her head, blushing.

quinn felt horrible, every word hitting heart. hard. "im sorry kiwi that you have felt that way about us for so long, that was never our intention. we usually just saw things before you realized it and we didn't want you to see those signs. but that does not excuse how you feel because its valid, you deserve all those things and more. and we should never get in the way of finding somebody that makes you happy. i just wish you told us sooner about him, especially then i would have been able to understand twisties text messages." he said waiting for her to understand. her blue eyes went wide, "wait! you knew?" she asked jumping up just a bit. he nodded with a smile, "yeah, mackenzie entwistle and i are friends still. and now i realize that you had no idea." he said laughing softly. "oh my god! oh my goddddd!" she said falling onto her back in embarrassment. "I've received a few karaoke videos from him too." and she cringed. "god stop talking q." she said covering her eyes with her hands. "i understand why you'd ghost the group chat a lot, at one point i was getting concerned and then twistie texted me something and it all made sense." he smiled, and she felt her cheeks heat up again.

quinn looked down at his little sister, as she removed her hands and brought them to her stomach. "when did you know?" he asked, and she looked towards him. "know what?" she said curiously, "that you loved him?" he asked leaning onto his side. she smiled looking up at the ceiling, "when he showed up to the depaul library a few blocks from my apartment in middle janurary, and told me he was not going to leave until i finished all my assignments. even though he had a game the next night. we didn't get out of there until 3. he still drove me back to my apartment, and then headed back to his. and then surprised me with coffee and a bagel before he went to the rink for the early game." she said smiling like a fool.

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"con, what are you doing here?" she asked looking at the time as seeing 11:58 pm. he pulled the set out in front of her in the deserted library. "i came to help you and to drive you home." he hummed pulling out a book she'd gotten him one time they were at a local bookstore. "con..you've got a game tomorrow." she said with a frown and he waved her off. "you're more important right now. your mental health is more important to me." he said not looking up from his book, and she sighed turning back to her computer. he smiled once he heard her fingers begin to type.

around 3 am he pulled into the guest parking spot, and he saw exhaustion plaguing at the girls eyes. "thankyou con, i appreciate the ride very much." she said smiling, as she unbuckled. "ofcourse. anytime." he hummed, and she leaned in. "and for helping me with my assignments." she smiled before kissing him. he placed his hand on her cheek, before pulling away. "ill see you later today." he said softly, and she nodded pecking him once more. "let me know when you get home." she said before she shut the door, and he left after she slipped into the elevator.

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"seems like you still love him, kiwi." he said and she shook her head. "I've already hurt him, there's no going back." she said sighing. "we were never supposed to be together, anyways. we were star crossed lovers. doomed from the very beginning."

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she walked back downstairs for dinner and because the smell of cookies pulled her from her room. quinn had left a little while beforehand to knock some sense into jack, and to deliver the news of the breakup. or well, kelsey's plan to ice him out. jim quickly delivered another slap in the head to jack, and jack tried desperately to defend himself. "hi kels." ellen said pulling the girl into a side hug, as kelsey looked down at the fresh cookies. "you did good." she hummed, smiling up at her mom. ellen kissed her only daughters temple before they heard the shrieking voice of jack, "k? can we talk?" he asked softly, leaning against the fridge. she sighed, looking over and jack and nodding. the two walked outside onto the deck, and Kelsey crossed her arms over her chest. the sun was setting, and she thought the lake looked gorgeous. "i want to apologize about earlier." he said coming up beside her, gauging her reaction. "i fucked up badly, and i don't think you should have broken up with him. that's not fair to him-" and she cut him off, "fair to him? him? seriously jack?" she said turning towards him with fury in her eye. the same one ellen had had many, many times over the years that was usually directed at jack.

"fair to him? what about me? every boy that I've spoken to has ended quickly because you all have something to say about them. when is it my turn, huh? when can i choose a guy and not have you down my neck about them?" she said furiously, tears beginning to pool. "i ended things so i didn't have to deal with this or anything else that you or luke have to say." she snarled before walking back into the house. quinn watched as she walked straight into the kitchen, and softly spoke with ellen. quinn was going to have to kill jack, and when his younger brother walked inside; he most certainly knew he had to.

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kailey headed back to the windy city a bit earlier then when she originally anticipated to, about a week into august she decided to randomly pack up her bedroom at her parents house and drove to the city all night. her best friend becca already settled in, was shocked to find the girl coming in and knocking things over at 3 am. her parents had been driving in from toronto so when they arrived home, she'd already been on the road for an hour. her parents confused and distraught, at the sight of her empty bedroom. quickly pulling their phones to check for her location to see it was off on 360, and quickly called the three brothers who were a the lake house. her phone was on silent as she drove through Indiana, listening to indie folk country on blast. it was around 4 pm the same day she arrived, becca opened her door to the three brothers disheveled and exhausted. they'd been up all night thinking of where she could have gone, who she could have been with, calling all their friends and contacts at the detroit airport and others across the country and canada. as soon as they saw the blonde on the couch eating cereal, they all let out a collective sigh. before they took one step inside the apartment they were met with becca who truth be told, was blood at this point. becca had become part of the family years ago, when she hit jack in the face with a hockey stick when they lived in toronto. which meant that becca was blood, in kaileys book.

"if you so dare lay a fucking finger or raise your voice ever so slightly, i will make your lives hell." she threatened the boys, making eye contact with the three to make sure they knew how serious she was. they nodded, swallowing hard. she made he most eye contact with jack, because he always had some 'witty' comeback to becca. he stayed silent. they walked in and made their way over to kailey who was confused and shocked that they were here. "thankgod you're safe." luke said sitting down next to her and pulling her into a hug. "where'd you think i was?" she said icily. "i don't know, europe?" jack said right on cue, and becca growled from the kitchen. he sat down on the other side of kailey who just stared at him with a blank expression. she then looked up at quinn, who still had yet to say something. he was livid, beyond belief. he'd been on edge since he got the phone call at 3 am from his parents, who were freaking out. "i don't feel like giving you a stern talking to right now, but don't do that again kailey. don't you ever think of doing that again." he warned and she swallowed, nodding softly. his eyebrow quirked, "yes quinn. i wont do it again. im sorry" she said and he nodded before heading outside to call his parents.

"why did you leave?" luke asked, "we were supposed to have our day together..." he added with a twinge of sadness. the two since they were young, spent the whole day together before they went their separate ways for the semester. as kids, him being pulled to hockey teams and her with soccer and lacrosse. "im sorry lukey, but i didn't want to be upset and alone in michigan any longer." she said not looking up at him. "but you have us?" jack said confused, "sometimes that isn't enough jack." she said sadly before turning her gaze towards the window, that overlooked the chicago river.

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november.

the semester was well underway, and thanksgiving break was nearing, she'd soon be heading up to vancouver to spend it with her brother while her parents went to newark. she was walking up the stairs to her floor, with a dunkin iced americano in hand, a bagel while her back ached with a 100 pound back pack. she had a few hours before her and becca would be going out to a bar near campus, where the two could slip in before they started to check for id's.

a few hours later they were slipping inside, ready to party one last time before break. they reached their friend group, saying hi to everybody before heading over to the bar to order a drink. some indie folk country student singer had just begun to sing a song, and kelsey's heart swooned. she started swaying to the song as becca was complaining about a guy she had been hooking up with for a few weeks at that point. "who is it?" kelsey asked looking over at her texts that her friend was showing her, "reichel?" kelsey said with wide eyes and becca nodded. "oh fuck. right." she said turning back to thank the bar tender. "how much?" she questioned and the bartender just pointed to the right of them, and she smiled at the guy. she saluted him with her drink, before turning away with becca. they headed back to their group before the girls wanted to get to the dance floor, which the cute guy that brought their drinks was just walking up as well.

"thankyou for the drinks!" she said over the song as the two found their way next to one another. he nodded, "ofcourse! did my one good deed for the day!" he joked and she blushed, "you used it on me?" she faked fawned, "i feel so honored." she grinned, "maybe you've got one more?" she said cheekily as his eyes lit up. she smirked, plopping his cowboy hat off of his head and slid it onto hers. "your welcome." he smiled twirling her as the two started dancing. "cant help it when i see a cowboy hat, they're a weakness of mine." she hummed before he dipped her.

connor watched from the corner of the bar, as the two danced with each other. him and some of the younger players all decided to go out for the evening, and connor was regretting as soon as he saw her walk through the door with becca. reichel had no idea she was there until, he saw her on the dance floor. in which as soon as he saw, he hurried over to surprise her. "dude just go up to her." vlasic said, his shoulder hitting connors. connor shook his head, "you've been a sad puppy all summer. go!" mackenzie entwistle said and connor sighed, before following the blonde to the bar. "can i get a water?" connor asked the bartender and they went to go fetch a bottle. "connor?" he heard to his left, the soft and angelic voice of kailey hughes. "hi kailey." he said turning towards her, and he saw soft smile begin to form. "hi." she said before taking the seltzer from the bartender, and he took her card to the register. "seems like everybody knew about reichs and becca but me." she said walking up next to him. he nodded, "its been a long and busy summer without you that's for sure." he spoke before he could catch himself. she nodded, taking the card from the bartender. "well uh, i should get back out there." she said pointing towards her friend group and she caught the eye of the guy, she'd been dancing with. his cowboy hat giving his location away. "wanna say hi to the guys?" he questioned and she hesitated, "come on they miss you." and she obliged.

kailey and connor didnt leave eachothers side that evening, spending the evening catching up with one another. connor also being interested in her studies and the semester as much as she was interested in how his season had been going. she also confessed that her brother quinn knew about the because of mackenzie, which earned a few chuckles from the guys. connor, kailey, becca and reichel made there way outside around 1 am and began their descent back to the apartment. but not before becca begged to take a picture of the two next to the sign, that stood outside of the bar. "come on cowboy." kailey hummed and he quickly dipped her; catching her by surprise.

"lets go home now." becca said pushing the two in front of her and lukas.

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december.

the long awaited game between the devils and hawks rolled around, with her parents taking a trip to see their kids all in one spot for the evening. connor picked up kailey from her apartment, two hours before puck drop so that her parents could see connor again and so she could catch up with her brothers just a bit too. afterwards, regardless of who won or lost; the hughes family were getting together for dinner with connor. oh, and quinn would be put on facetime at some point too.

"no devils jersey tonight, huh?" luke said with a smirk as he saw the famous chicago jersey, donned with 98. she rolled her eyes hugging him, and then jack came out and hugged her as well. "don't go too hard on him jacky, or i will cut your hair off while you sleep this summer." she joked and jack saluted her, knowing she was somewhat serious. "quinn said he's watching from van, so this game should be interesting." jack joked and she slapped his arm. "mom!" jack said rubbing his arm, and ellen just laughed. "hughesy!" nico called as he walked out of the visitors lockerroom, "heard you were gracing us with your presence tonight." he joked as she pushed her brothers aside to hug the swiss. "can never pass up an opportunity to grace everybody as the best hughes." she said sticking her tongue out at jack who did the same. "well we will leave you to it, we'll see you later. have fun!" ellen said as nico walked away. "choke." was all kailey said, faking a look of seriousness. "buh bye!" luke said pushing her away, and jack flipped her off. kailey puckered her lips, shrugged before turning around and walked to the stands with her parents.

everybody on the broadcast teams, got many shots of the hughes family. and most importantly, the jersey the youngest hughes was donning. she cheered loudly as connor was introduced, she cheered when he scored his two goals, and when the hawks won 3-1 over her brothers. as connor was introduced as the first star of the game, he quickly found where she was sitting and winked at her. she rolled her eyes playfully, before cheering once again. the three waited a bit as the fans filtered out, before she went to find connor and her parents towards her brothers. as soon as she saw connor, his whole face lit up and opened his arms to hug her. "you did so good, hun!" she said softly, before kissing his cheek. he looked down at her, still smiling before pecking her. "lets go find my family." she said pulling her hands in his, and they made their way over towards the visitor's area. "will they be like, upset?" connor asked as they turned a corner. "upset?" she questioned looking up at him. "that we won." he clarified and she giggled. "no, but im sure jack will have a comment to say about you blocking his shot." she teased and she saw connor tense up a bit, "im kidding. besides, my mom has no problem telling him off so you're good." she hummed before she turned and saw her family waiting for her. luke's face lit up, and dawned a smile as he saw kailey come into view. "sick goals tonight." luke said first as they came face to face. "thanks man. your one shift was sick, we were all in awe on the bench." connor responded, and the four guys all fell into a conversation about the game. which meant they were all hyping each other up, or the word jack would use is gassing.

ellen wrapped an arm around her daughter, and smiled once they looked at each other. "i like him." ellen whispered and kailey giggled. "i think you have some competition." kailey hummed as they watched her brothers and dad conversing with the boy she loved.

sure, they may be young but she knew she'd found the one.

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the two walked into connor's apartment a few hours later, and quickly got ready for bed. the two found eachother's arms as soon as she got into bed, and looked out at the city lights that were somewhat dimmed from the window tint. "you have fun?" he asked and kailey nodded. "yeah, though im sure my brothers had even more fun." she giggled turning to face him. he smiled down at her, "i think you've got two new fangirls." she added which caused him to laugh. "cheeky." he said kissing her forehead. "i love you." she said and then shot herself in the foot. "well good thing, cuz i never stopped." he said meeting her eye. she smiled, "me neither." she hummed before pulling him in for a kiss.

two star-crossed lovers, one a canadian superstar, and one an american- from a royal hockey family. they would not see the fate that shakespeare wrote about all those years ago, but one that would bring together some of the most powerful and well-respected names in hockey.

"For never was a story of more beautiful, Than this of Juliet and her Romeo," 

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@kaileyclara: november 🤍

tags: connorbedard, madisenbedard and beccamurphy

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@trevorzegras: WHAT @alexturcotte: you didnt know? @trevorzegras: how does alex know about everything before me? @kaileyclara: cuz youre bad at keeping secrets t

@jackhughes: chipmunks seriously? @kaileyclara: it was that or the other meme... @jackhughes: i like this one better @_quinnhughes: so glad you're happy blondie @kaileyclara: thankyou q! i am (:

@lhughes_06: you cant dance for shit @kaileyclara: you cant either bud

@connorbedard: had a feeling you were gonna make a meme out of me @trevorzegras: its her love language @connorbedard: so I've learned @kaileyclara: you breathe and it can be turned into a meme i stg @beccamurphy: i mean...

@lukasreichel: I like the brunette @kaileyclara: i think she likes you too bud!

@elblue6: love you two! @connorbedard: love you mama el! @kaileyclara: 🫶🏻 @melanieb: so grateful for you guys! @elblue6: same here, cant wait for our girls trip! @kaileyclara: shes even circled it on my wall calender @melanieb: me too! @madisenbedard: omg she did the same on mine!

@madisenbedard: sister 🥺 @kaileyclara: the one i never had 🥺 @melanieb: we just adore you kailey! see you soon

@kaileysfriend: he doesn't even go here @beccamurphy: connor the student

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My commentary on: Here comes the Sun after catching up >.< Part Dos

Chapter 7: I cannot with the 98s groupchat, please “strangers to lovers au”💀 seungkwan and chan casually talking about yns tweet has me dying, but I love seungkwan and Vernon’s different approaches to getting chan to ask YN out ㅠㅠ NOT HIM CALLING HER A GOOD GIRL BYE😭 I love how the 96s are just going in on YN over her texts with chan but I knew Woozi felt some type of way and I know wonwoo texted him and that’s on context clues🕵🏽

Chapter 8: I KNEW WONWOO JAD A FUCKING CRUSH ON HER TOO I KNEW IT but he’s so tragic like that’s noble of you to give up your crush for your friend but dang that’s angsty. She slapped cheol and struck fear into him we love that lol also her and Soonyoung bonding is so cute and fun

Chapter 9: DINOO YOU ARE BOLD💀 also Soonyoung stop please my sanity can’t EITH your jokes I’m smiling hysterically at my screen-.- they’re going on a date ahhh. Also YN is such a dumbass “take me out” in what context would be the other way😭 but Jihoon coping with his crush by being passive aggressive 💔😭

Chapter 10: Joshua please stop and let your true self show for once for Jeonghan’s sanity🤡 I love how invested the oldies are in yns business to the point where they’re dropping what they’re doing to go get the tea straight from her on her dinner with Soonyoung. Such a ride or die friend group😭

Chapter 11: of course we start the chapter with JiHan bickering lol and cheol has to mediate between them😭but Wonwoo is such a good friend to Woozi consoling him about his crush crushing on another man and going on a date with him. Idk I like how their crush on tan made them bond it’s kind of touching like you can tell wonwoo really cares and wants Woozi to be happy :(

Chapter 12: I love how the plot just TAKES A TURN lmaaoo😭💀 it was so refreshing to see the 97s again after only appearing at the beginning of the story!! As a fellow caffeine drinker I feel personally victimized by wonwoo help but I still love him though he’s just being caring 😭 also Mingyu developing a crush on Yn is so juicy and chaotic especially when chan is also his friend?!

HELLO i am sorry i fell asleep last night before I could answer 🥹. but let’s dive right into it!!!

the 98s… a different bunch fr, and the good girl … just spot on chan, like… damn. you are such a good detective i swear you’re gonna fade through this predicting all the twists and turns 😭😭

wonwoo is in fact a tragic little man. he is very selfless i guess, or is he? ig that will show with time 💃🏼. he does have his reasons and jihoon doesn’t know them so he is just like ??? dude tf. soonyoung and her friendship is so cute, but tbf all her friendships with the 96s boys are special in their own little way 🥹.

the take me out was SOOO 👎🏼 like obv he won‘t k word you, yn 😭 get a grip!!! but at least she is going on a date with him you know, like that’s her DREAM. only took her absolutely embarrassing herself for that to happen 🤡.

gonna be honest, joshua had a good start and now the 95 presence is getting weak i need to give them some more screentime JFJD if only to have joshua swear or smth and have everyone shook. omg the insta posts that day were so fun but also a pain in the ass i won’t even lie 😭 so much work, but it was worth it 💞 lmao jfjd.

cheol is indeed jihans mediator i think without him there would be blood. and yes as mentioned before wonwoo is a selfless dude and he just wants jihoon to be happy :( too bad jihoon is veeeery sure yn would never look at him that way 💔.

AAAAND we‘ve gotten to the thickening of the plot 👀. ah yes the appearance of one handsome kim mingyu, what a moment. and yo i am also a coffee or well caffeine addict i has three cups of coffee and two cans of energy drink last night the fact i fell asleep and did not have a heartattack instead js actually a miracle and should be medically investigated fr. and yes mingyu liking yn and chan liking yn… yn such a popular girly without even knowing it (yet).

thank you again for this amazing commentary, this makes the start of my day perfect 🩷🩷🩷

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i dodged a fucking bullet

oh my god guys so the guy i was talking to. SO MUCH!!!!!

1. he was weird and pushy. i made it very clear within the first WEEK of us speaking i made it very clear that i did not want to date him, and that i liked things in the current standing. i. wanted to meet him after i finished work, so we were planning it out and whatnot and he goes “i want to pick u up from work :)” and i JOKINGLY said “my little service sub” IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWED BY AN LMAO. and i guess. that. confused him or whatever so within the next week or so he referred to himself as “your …” something i forgot but like. “i’m your pet” but not. pet it was something else but that’s how it came across and i was like… chill out w that like you are not mine and i am not yours i said i didn’t want to date and he did it again the next week. and i repeated myself. and again. so i cut him off. 2. in the time we weren’t speaking, i was getting my fucking LIFE together and he. well. he got a haircut, went to a party™️ and had sex* with two girls within the same night and posted a bunch of new ..posts on his insta, and unfollowed me. 3. i didn’t even notice he unfollowed me, until the guilt of just. leaving him in the dark (as i would not like to have been if i were him) built up and i decided to reach out and try and apologize and take accountability. i also didn’t hold any resentment towards him or anything like that bc . i know men are just generally shit and i don’t have time to spend being pressed about a boy. so whatever i reach out to him, and we plan to meet at a park to discuss for full closure 4. the WHOLE TIME,,,,,, he was guilt tripping me and being super melodramatic and emo and cringe and UGH!!!!! . but i was Too Autistic™️ to really be affected by it so when he was like “i’ve been through so much like i’m not who i was before and things are really hard for me right now” and i was like. yeah dude me too like i’ve been at such a low point in my life as of late that the time we spent not talking i spent getting my shit together so i didn’t want to go on a mass killing spree every single day so. i feel you and also you cut your hair and posted a bunch of new posts so you obviously are on some new shit. and details details later he goes “do you think you’re good for me?” and i cringed so fucking hard but didn’t show it and i was like “…considering i don’t want to be in a relationship with you, no” and then EYE wanted to ask abt the party™️ but in like a . haha two girls in one night wow type of way not like. are you fucking shitting me dude bc i feel no possessiveness about him. but then i deemed it inappropriate and didn’t but i had already started the question with “do you..” and he said”yes.” and i was like ??? lol and he was like “i do regret.” and so . EMO and i was like “lol that was Not the question i was gonna ask” and he was like “well that’s the question i’m answering” and i was like “..okay..?” and then it got awkward and i tried to make casual convo and he was like “can we just sit in silence for like 10 mins?” and i was like “okay!” but internally i was like seriously dude this is such a waste of precious work time and kinda just looked around and eventually just couldnt take the silence anymore and started talking again and brought the tension down so we decided to just. Walk Somewhere Else so we start going and after a while of him subtly trying to flirt and me just shutting that shit down every time he asks me if he makes me uncomfortable. also for context, when we were still talking, i told him that i didn’t necessarily trust him because i Don’t Trust Men because of how many of the close ones in my life were fucked up to me so it wasnt Him it was just Men and he wasn’t unreceptive but he obviously didn’t want to hear something like that and he said he didn’t understand but it also didn’t really seem like he wanted to understand. so back to his question i said no, but i don’t really think you respect my boundaries either as you’ve already shown (couple-y pet naming thing), so i know that i can expect for you to cross my boundaries, and i’ll know what i have to do when that happens. and he goes silent and doesn’t say anything until we get to a piece of . Sidewalk with benches and he wordlessly veers off to the right towards the benches and i don’t remember the conversation leading up to it but then he CRIED???? and its not that Man Crying its that its literally not that deep bro you thought you could control me (foreshadowing) and got your ass handed to you and you’re upset as a result. and i wasn’t mean to him at all!!!! i was super nonchalant and chill the whole time because im so mature and know how to handle my emotions (hide them). but he only reached out once after that and i didn’t try to reach back out bc i reflected after and realized just how much he was guilt tripping me.

5. TODAY!! i was talking to a girl that knows him and that *sex he had with those two girls at that party, were two black out drunk girls that he definitely did not get consent from, but got head. he forced some girl to make out with him because he thought she was going in for a kiss and she was just leaning over to grab something and he just. held her in place as he tried to pull away, also a serial unsolicited jerking off video sender, plus more and just being an overall creep. so.. I dodged a fucking bullet

[sansaorgana]

modern au has me on a choke hold

i was thinking about their social media, take your time answering, just rumbling

aegon is a tiktoker, and kinda of famous and loves pranking everyone and they are all done with his bs💀also he definitely has a yt channel and its always in everyone's personal space with his camera doing vlogs and wtv. he also has a instagram for thirsty traps all day everyday (yes he posts them on ttk too)

i feel like helaena has a tumblr where she posts a lot of pictures of flowers and all her bugs and she is like, really famous there, also i agree with you, she loves cats and post a lot of pictures of dreamfyre, really cute shit and she posts the same thing on her insta along with pictures of her and reader bc i love their friendship and i want be friends with her so bad </3

aemond is just like ewan lets be honest 💀 boy has a instagram with no picture and like 3 followers who are consisted of: helaena, reader and alicent (its private and he blocked aegon for obvious reasons) and i feel like when he started dating reader he changed his profile pic to a pic of him and reader, just really cute shit

(also, sorry for the long ask)

oooooh social media 👀

Aegon is a fuckboy from Tik Tok and most of his followers are thirsty teenage girls. No, despite him being an asshole, he doesn't take advantage of that because he knows they're still kids. He rather seeks one-night stands on Instagram while flirting with women in the DMs. I also have a feeling he'd be into women older than him. He loves a good milf. Yes, he would be a prankster but he'd also make gaming videos. Everything teenage boys like, too. So, he's one of those content creators who are kinda trapped with a teenage audience lol However, I don't think he'd be massively popular because it requires time and patience, meanwhile Aegon is lazy as fuck. He would also lose a bunch of heartbroken teenage followers after posting his videos with you.

Helaena is a Tumblr girlie 100% but, once again, I don't think she'd be popular at all. Plenty of blogs posting cottagecore aesthetics + bugs are rarely anyone's cup of tea. She wouldn't care, though, because she's not doing it for the notes. And she would have some online friends from Tumblr who were her only friends for a long time (I can relate lol)

Aemond blocking Aegon on social media is so true, omg! And yeah, he totally wouldn't post anything or he'd have like three posts on a private Instagram account (of his dog Vhagar). All would have sweet comments from Alicent. On Facebook he would have a screenshot from some cartoon as a profile picture. He's secretive but he also doesn't want to gather even more attention than usual. But, yes, for his girl he would change a bit. He'd let you post a picture with him once in a while and maybe, eventually, he'd change his Facebook picture to the one of you and him. He's also the type to have his sweetheart's picture as a Facebook header. Also, I wouldn't be surprised if Aemond had a Tumblr blog, too.

Alicent would have an Instagram only to follow her kids (and their girlfriends) and she always leaves cringe but sweet comments and she's posting things like her kids' pets, flowers in the garden etc. and the pics aren't edited and they're often out of focus. On Facebook she would share memes all the time because she's bored at home and she doesn't have much else to do. She would also spam her kids' messengers with links to some memes and scam articles from Facebook ("You're only wearing black? Find out what it means" @ Aemond for example). Oh, and she would think Aemond is super mean for blocking Aegon and keeps telling him to unblock his brother because she thinks this silly thing is a symptom of them hating each other for real or something like that (she's read somewhere that young people treat social media too seriously).

[taestefully-in-luv]

Love Again | PJM (Eight)

Summary: A friend of yours is eager to introduce you to her new man but what happens when Park Jimin, the man who broke your heart 5 years ago walks in through the door?

Pairing: Jimin x Female reader

Genre: exes au, exes to ???, fluff, angst, smut

Word Count: 12.6k

Warnings: swearing, alcohol consumption, sexual tension (?), mentions of sex, implied smut, small description of oral (male rec.), mention and descriptions of exhibitionism, mention of orgasms, steamy…lip touching? Lol, implied boner and sorry if I forgot more!

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Namjoon. Namjoon. Namjoon. Just say his name already. Namjoon. Namjoon.

You open your mouth to speak again (maybe successfully this time) your eyes going between the two boys.

  “Uh—”

  “Oh my god, Namjoon, just sit already.” Lucy cuts in quickly, her hand reaching forward for her half empty glass of water. “Jeez.” She tries to roll her eyes playfully but to you it seems forced but you don’t comment. “Obviously.” Lucy giggles. 

  “Right.” Jimin is hesitant but he let’s go of the chair, “Obviously.” He repeats, his eyes on Lucy before taking a seat at the end of the table. 

“Well, that was hilarious.” Naomi comments, tone light as she waves over the server. “Our y/n is so popular.” She says, giving you a wink and you shake your head. 

“No offense—actually it’s cool if some offense is taken—but y/n is my best friend so—” 

“Stop.” You groan, reaching over to pinch Hoseok’s thigh but he leans away just in time and giving your hand a swat.

“Oh,” Naomi sings, “Are we all fighting over y/n now? I love this game. As long as I get her at least once a week.” 

“I need her on Wednesday’s.” Jeremy suddenly joins, “y/n is the only one who knows how to work the fucking printer and you guys know I need to print my report on Wednesdays.”

“You only want to spend time with me because of the printer?”

“Yeah.” Jeremy gives a curt nod, expression blank. 

“I want her on Saturdays!” Lucy squeals in excitement. “Sounds like the perfect day of the week for girls nights!”

 “No,” Jimin looks around the table, small pout on his lips. “Saturdays is when new episodes of our show comes out…so Saturday is for me.” 

“To be fair I thought Tuesday’s were for you? Or according to your Insta stories maybe Wednesdays? Or was it Thursdays?” Lucy smiles at Jimin, finally bringing her water to her lips. “But wow, Saturdays too? Aren’t you a little greedy?” Lucy maintains her smile as she sets her glass of water back down to the table. 

 “I—”

“Hate to break it to all of you, but it’s cute you guys think you get any say. I have y/n priority!” Hoseok grins proudly, “Right?” He glances at you, smile only growing in pride.

“At this rate none of you have any say.” You deadpan. “Plus,” You turn your head towards Jimin now. “You say that yet when I asked you to come over yesterday you told me no!” 

“I was busy!”

“You were sleeping.” 

“Is that not being busy?” Jimin smirks at you, “I offered to come still but you’re the one who said no, that I should continue to sleep.” 

 “I was just being polite.” You cross your arms over your chest. “Didn’t you see right through my kind façade?”

“Well…yeah, but I went with it.” Jimin shrugs. “You guys can’t tell me you wouldn’t have done the same?” Jimin asks, glancing around the table.

“That’s fair.” Everyone starts mumbling with the nod of their head.

 “Whatever. So Namjoon,” You make eye contact with the man next to you, “What day of the week do you want me?”

 “Well, first of all, I am always wanting you.” He responds smoothly and you swear the heat of the sun itself is on your cheeks. “But I am happy to see you at any time, y/n.” His dimpled smile is aimed right at you and it takes everything for you to not clutch your chest dramatically.

“Wow,” Hoseok blinks at you both, “Should we leave? Are we interrupting?” 

“Shut up.” You laugh. “But since you are the only one who isn’t make any demands about my precious time, I give you full priority.” You tell Namjoon, your hand finding his shoulder and he gives you a nod.

“Perfect, I owe you a date anyway. Tomorrow night?”

“Oh?” Your sheepish smile makes Namjoon’s chest tighten. “And what will we do?”

“Hm, I know we both know I’m no cook but I have been perfecting one recipe…maybe I can cook for you? Some wine, we can cuddle on the—”

“Wow,” Jimin looks over at Hoseok, eyes blinking rapidly. “It does kind of feel like we are interrupting, huh?” Everyone around the table starts laughing as you flip them all off. 

“Exactly, I feel like we should get out of here before they start dry hump—”

“Hoseok!” You don’t miss his thigh this time, your fingers flying towards him and giving him the pinch of his life as he yelps.

“No regrets.” He murmurs, rubbing the spot you just pinched. “Even though your pinches hurt as hell.”

“That was just a 5 out of the 10 scale. So watch it.” You warn him, voice teasing. “So—”

Finally, the server comes the table to take everyone’s orders. Pitchers of mimosas have been order oh…and food, of course. But you know what’s important here. 

 “Anyway, anything new with you guys? Jer? What about the girl? Sasha? Second date ever happen?” You look across the table to get a look at your friend. Jeremy immediately goes into sulk mode.

“So…no?” You ask softly. 

“She ghosted him.” Naomi shrugs, “I told you that you were too mushy!”

 “She seemed to like it though!” Jeremy defends. “Also, she didn’t ghost me! Probably.”

“She’s left you on read for three messages in a row. She ghosted you, dude.” Naomi reminds him. 

“Oh my god, that’s awful!” Lucy bites down on her bottom lip. “Are you okay?”

“Of course he’s okay.” Naomi rolls her eyes. “He’s already texting someone new. What’s her name again?"

 “Which one?” Jeremy pulls out his phone and starts scrolling. 

“See?” Naomi gives you all an unimpressed look. “Apparently he has multiple.” 

 “You’re just jealous!” Jeremy tells her. “You wish you had multiple as well.”

“Well, maybe you aren’t wrong.” Naomi shrugs with a laugh. “One of these days I’ll learn from you.” “That’s a scary thought.” You shudder, making Hoseok and Lucy laugh. 

“You know what I have been wondering for a while though?” Jeremy clicks his phone off and stares at all of you. “I know we started doing brunch because it started as a joke because we wanted our broke asses to feel fancy…but…”

“But what?”

“Isn’t brunch like a noon thing? Why the fuck do we meet at 10 am? Isn’t that just…breakfast?”

“Hold on,” You pause and then dramatically shudder again. “Sorry, my body has a reaction every time Jeremy starts making sense."

 “Oh my god,” Namjoon chuckles. “That’s exactly what Yoongi said the first time he completely rejected this entire notion.”

“Okay, to be honest, me and Hoseok agreed on telling you guys 10 because we didn’t think you’d actually show up on time…so 10 really meant 11?” Naomi says before her eyes are lighting up when the server brings the pitchers of mimosas.

 “If we said ‘hey lets meet at 11:30…you guys probably wouldn’t show up until after 12.” Hoseok laughs, reaching for one of the pitchers, filling up his glass. “We didn’t think you guys would actually show up on time…”

“Wow.” You and Jeremy say in unison, betrayal on your faces.

“I had no idea that was the reason!” Lucy whines, “Kind of always feel like you guys are always deciding things without me.” 

 “To be fair, brunch started as a thing before we were even friends with you.” Naomi points out and Lucy just waves her off with a strained smile.

“I was kidding.” She giggles, “Anyway, new with me is uh,” She pretends to think, “Me and my team have pretty much created most of the main costumes for the new production but it’s just the designs. We don’t know any measurements yet therefore we can’t actually get too started.”

“Oh, right. Well, it’s not like you don’t know who will be playing Hades.” Your eyes find a blushing and smirking Jimin who just rolls his eyes at you. “What were you and Hoseok up to last night?”

“Us?” Lucy points between her body and Hoseok’s. “Oh, we were just watching movies.” 

 “But you fell asleep.” Hoseok chuckles. “I tried to get her to wake up and move to the guest room but she’s a heavy sleeper. Kind of snores too.”

“I do not!” Lucy’s cheeks turn rosy. “He’s making that up!”

 “I knew it was one of you!” Naomi breaks into a grin, “Our last girls night, I woke up because one of you,” She gestures between you and Lucy, “Were snoring crazy loud. I knew it wasn’t Bacon that time.”

“It wasn’t me!” You throw your hands up, “I sleep like an angel.”

“It wasn’t me either!” Lucy continues to grow redder, “It was Bacon!”

“No, Bacon has a very distinct snore…trust me, neither of you sound like Satan himself.”

“What did it sound like?” Jimin asks, waiting for a demonstration. And Naomi complies…unfortunately for all of your ears, making everyone laugh as she does her best impression.

“No, it wasn’t y/n. Her snore is more like…” Jimin starts giving his best impression of you, making you roll up a napkin as you throw it at him. “But that’s only when she’s super tired. Other than that she’s pretty quiet.”

“Oh, right.” Jeremy blinks at Jimin, his hand rising as he points at you and Jimin. “You would know something like that…” 

“Oh, yeah.” Naomi agrees as she realizes as well. “Wait, this means you also know how Lucy sounds! Do an impression of her!”

“Or we can not!” Lucy looks so embarrassed and you can’t help but feel this is her karma for embarrassing the shit out of you that first day you met Jimin with her. You think that kindly though. 

“Lucy?” Jimin tilts his head, trying to think. “I don’t know.” He admits awkwardly, scratching the back of his neck. “We never slept in the same—”

“Her snore is like this!” Hoseok interrupts with his loud laughter, already giving his impression making everyone laugh.

“Enough! Enough!” You’re laughing so hard. Hoseok’s impression beyond what you imagine is even close to being the real thing. “Hobi? Anything with you?” You ask as you’ve relaxed.

“Hmm. Oh! Remember that new duvet I wanted but it was always sold out?"

“Yeah?”

“It’s finally back in stock, it’ll arrive this Friday.” He grins, “Not to mention 20% off so I’m in a great mood.”

“It’s the gray one, right?” You ask, “But like with green and blue and whatever colors?”

“That’s the one. I fell in love with it so I waited because it is worth waiting for the right one.” 

“Wow, romantic.” You tease him before glancing over at Namjoon. “What about you?” “Hmm, I’m working on some new story ideas…remember I told you I was wanting to go the fiction route?”

“Yeah!”

“I’m playing around with some ideas…might need your help after all.” He smiles, his hand gently gripping your thigh underneath the table. “Also, my current book is selling really well. My agent is trying to set up a tour for it.”

“A tour?”

“Yeah, a book tour. I’ll go to many cities around the country…it’s actually selling really well in some other countries as well so that could be cool to go there for the tour!"

“That’s amazing, wow.” 

“When would that happen?” Naomi asks, taking a sip of her mimosa.

“That kind of stuff takes time, but could be as early as mid-summer.” 

“I’m so jealous of you!” Lucy gushes. “I wish I could travel more.”

“Travel…” Naomi refills her glass of mimosa. “That’s kind of what’s new with me?”

“What is?” Jeremy asks. 

“I have a cousin who is currently working in Mexico City and she wants me to visit for a while…get out, you know?”

“That’s ‘getting out’?” Jeremy questions, “I thought getting out meant like, going for a walk at the local park.”

“Shut up!” Naomi chuckles. “I asked Mr. Lincoln about it already…working remote for a couple of months…” “What?!” You, Jeremy and Hoseok all yell out. 

“He didn’t give me an answer yet! Chill!” 

“You told Mr. Lincoln about it before us?!” You ask, not actually offended but an obvious exaggerated look of sadness on your face.

“I just wanted to see if it was even possible before I let you guys hype me up!”

Well, she makes a good point, you think. “Anyway, Jimin? You?” Naomi glances over at the boy who sits at the end of the table.

“Uh,” Jimin looks around before he’s gazing at you and his lips are curving up. “Technically yes. But y/n is the only who will understand it.” He chuckles.

“What is it?” You ask, interest obviously piqued.

“I reached out to Taehyung.” He tells you, his voice soft. “We chatted for a—”

“You did?!” You gasp, your smile growing wide as you think about it. “Jimin! You…that’s great. I’m so happy for you.”

“Yeah.” He hums, suddenly looking shy. “It went well…he wants to visit.”

“Who’s Taehyung?” Lucy asks, “A friend of yours?”

��Best friend.” You clarify, “He’s like Jimin’s soulmate.” 

“I don’t know about all of that.” Jimin’s smile grows and grows, small blush on his cheeks. “We were…but it’s been a while since we had talked.”

“Ah, I remember Taehyung!” Namjoon blurts. “In college I kind of thought you guys were a…what’s it called? Throuple?” He teases with a grin. 

“Maybe in Taehyung’s dreams.” You say with a straight face and Jimin nods, expression serious before you both break out into laughter. “It would have just been me and Taehyung fighting over Jimin.”

“And I would have been okay with that.” Jimin shows a smug smile and you roll your eyes. “What? It’s true.”

 “Actually that or you and him fighting over me. Let’s be real, Taehyung hyped me more than you sometimes.” 

“That’s true too….wait…is there a timeline where we are fighting over Taehyung?” Jimin asks, his eyes wide, trying his best not to snort.

“Damn….poor Taehyung…” You giggle, nodding your head. “I hope he’s moved on from us…he deserves better.”

“Hm. Agreed. It’s for the best.” Jimin laughs alongside you, everyone else chuckling as they listen. 

“It’s kind of crazy to listen to you guys talk now…” Hoseok smiles at you, “knowing you both know each other and well…it’s interesting now.”

“Oh,” Your cheeks heat up, “I guess we had to you know, keep it more low key before…” You mumble awkwardly. “If it makes anyone uncom—”

“No!” Hoseok waves his hands in front of him. “It’s fun!” 

“Don’t worry, y/n.” Namjoon assures you, squeezing your thigh. “Feels better this way. Ah, especially for me.” He shakes his head with a laugh, “Yoongi was praising me so much when we got home when he realized I actually kept a secret.”

“We’re very proud of you.” You tell Namjoon, “Still sorry though.”

“I know. But everyone’s okay, right?” He glances around the table and everyone agrees…your eyes go to Lucy, who just nods her head and gives a thumbs up. 

 “So what’s everyone’s plans for the rest of that day?” Jeremy asks, “Naomi, you’re still dropping off the paint I need later, right?” Naomi only nods.

“I have so much laundry to do.” Hoseok slumps his shoulders. “Multiple loads.”

 “I am meeting with some old friends for dinner tonight.” Namjoon sips his drink, “Should be nice.”

“I’m going grocery shopping.” You say, looking around, wondering when the food is going to come.

 “And I am going grocery shopping with y/n.” Jimin drinks his entire glass of his mimosa in one go. “Which I hate. I hate grocery shopping.”

“Then why are you going?” Lucy mutters, “You guys just like, do everything together?” She looks up, eyes meeting yours before she smiles. “Since you hate it, apparently.”

“Ah, I owe her.” Jimin comments nonchalantly.

“Yeah, this dude keeps eating all my food so he is going halfsies with me. I would make him pay for the whole thing but I’m already taking away a year of his life for making him grocery shop in the first place.” You snort. “Dramatic.”

“I will pay for the whole thing! I will give you my card! Don’t make me go!”

“You’re going. That’s that.”

“For being exes you guys get along really well.” Hoseok points out, amusement on his features. “Well, to be fair, I think I could get along with all my exes too if I had to. Well, all except one.” 

“I want you guys to know he is referring to a girl from middle school.” You say, rolling your eyes at your best friends dramatics. “She didn’t even do anything wrong!”

 “Didn’t?! Didn’t do any—didn’t do anything wrong?!” Hoseok gasps at you, “She did the most wrong thing a person could do!”

“Which was?” Naomi leans in.

“She told me…” Hoseok dramatically gulps. “She told—told me….God, I can’t even say it.” 

“Just tell us!” Jeremy starts chanting, “Tell us! Tell us!”

“She told me I didn’t have….” Hoseok stops again, shaking his head. “Can’t. It’s too hard to say.”

Everyone’s head turns towards you, your tired expression making them more curious, they wait for you to fill them in.

“She told him he didn’t have—”

“Fine!” Hoseok surrenders, “She told me I…that I didn’t have…swag.” 

You rub your temple, “This is so sad.” 

“Exactly. It is sad.” Hoseok agrees and you roll your eyes more.

“No, the thing that is sad is you!” You laugh now. “But I guess for a middle schooler maybe it was a big deal.” 

“She said it at the school dance in front of everyone.” Hoseok looks at you, like you’re crazy if you don’t think his feelings are valid.

“Damn for real?” Jeremy snorts, “That’s a bitch move, for sure. I’m on your side bro.”

“Thank you!”

“Fine, fine.” You wave him off, “Oh look!” You suddenly become very excited when you notice the food is on its way. These pancakes stand no chance. 

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 “Uh…” You lift your head up, your eyes finding Jimin who just sat down on your sofa, leaning back and getting comfortable. “What do you think you are doing?”

 “What do you mean?” Jimin crosses his arms behind his head, closing his eyes now.

“Did you think you were done?” You stand up straight, gesturing towards all the bags on the kitchen floor. “We have to put the groceries away!”

“That wasn’t a part of the deal.” Jimin’s eyes are still closed but can he imagine your expression, his lips forming into an amused smile just at the thought. 

“Wasn’t a part of the….Oh, Jimin…” You abandon the groceries to walk over to the living room and stand in front of him. “If you don’t help me I won’t—” But you cut yourself off, your mouth stopping on its own as you draw a blank. What exactly do you plan to say? You know what you would have said in the past…but well, that’s the past and this is now…you blink down at Jimin who keeps his eyes closed but his amused smile becomes sinister.

“You won’t what, y/n?” Jimin asks innocently. One eye opening to get a look at you, then both eyes when he realizes he is enjoying what he sees. 

“I—I won’t…”

“Hm.” Jimin uncrosses his arms from behind his head and then leans forward on the couch, thinking about his next words.

“I won’t…I won’t help you with your audition anymore!” You blurt out quickly and Jimin only chuckles. He stands from his place at the couch, only a foot from you until he shortens that distance by half.

 “That’s not what you were going to say, right?” He whispers. “I know your go to line in this situation.” He’s teasing you. This motherfucker is teasing you. Your mouth hangs open as you try to retort with something—anything. But you remain quiet. Jimin’s smile doesn’t leave his lips, something charming, something pleased. “Go ahead, y/n.” He walks just a bit closer, close enough that his words are hitting your lips with his warm breath.

“You…” Your eyes meet his and they hold for a moment. “You tell me what you think it is I was going to say.” You somehow remain calm…it won’t be you who admits it. 

“Do I say it how you would have said it?” Jimin asks, eyes wide as he gestures towards you. “I don’t know…you have a dirty mouth—”  

“Please.” You roll your eyes, but they land on his again. “Your mouth has always been dirtier.” 

Jimin doesn’t say anything, his silence making you feel a little antsy since the only thing he is offering you right now is his eyes. His eyes trail across every feature your face will show him. His eyes fall from your eyes to your nose to your lips. You follow his gaze, noticing every little thing that flashes across his face. He’s close, close enough that your breaths mingle, close enough you can smell him, close enough to feel like you’re both melting into puddles of paint and you’re beginning to mix…close enough that separating you is impossible, your color and his color are already creating something new—

“Jimin.” You rasp out, trying to hold in your breath. 

“Jimin.” He repeats his own name…his eyes still dancing across your face before they lock in on your eyes. “Jimin,” He says again, mocking you, you think. “Jimin, if you put away these groceries…” He pauses, giving you time to realize where he is going with this…he is mocking you but it isn’t in a playful tone, instead it’s said smoothly, seductive even. “…If you do I promise right after I will drop to my knees for you,” His puffy lips start to curve, “I will take your cock into my mouth—”

“Okay.” You release a long breath, airy chuckle as well. “You obviously have good memory.”

“Of course, I remember everything with you.” He whispers. “Plus,” He finally takes a step back, “Despite hating going grocery shopping I still always went with you, didn’t I?”

“Wow, you only helped because you knew you were going to get your dick sucked?” Your eyes roll back sassily, taking a step back yourself, a hand going to fan yourself. “I thought it was because you loved me—oh, and you wanted to eat what we bought!”

“Maybe it because I loved you and I wanted to eat. But come on, you’re crazy if you think a blowjob wasn’t a great motivator.” He is teasing you all over again, “And now I went with you because I owed you.”

“Well—”

“Or maybe,” He walks closer again. “Maybe in the back of my mind I thought you might still offer to—”

“Jimin!” You gasp and he starts laughing. “You’re the worst.” You shake your head, hating how your entire body feels warm and maybe it’s time to lower the AC. 

“You know I’m just messing with you.” Jimin sticks his tongue out at you before brushing past you, “You’re an easy target.”

“Well,” You follow him into the kitchen, “Maybe you shouldn’t joke like that.”

“Oh.” Jimin turns around quickly to face you, a look of apology on his face. “Did I make you uncomfortable? I’m sorry…I didn’t meant to…I just—“

“Well, no.” You admit, “I’m not, don’t worry. It’s probably just not right, you know?”

You know Lucy might not like it that you and Jimin interact this way…

“Oh, right. Namjoon. I get it.” Jimin nods, trying his best to smile genuinely.

“Oh yeah, Namjoon….” You say out loud, “Him too.”

“Too?” Jimin tilts his head, “Is there someone else?”

“What? No…I just mean, we shouldn’t anyway. It’s not like we want to do something like that!” You wave your hands in front of your body, your cheeks feeling fiery hot. 

“Of course we don’t.” Jimin looks you over, his eyes finding yours before he turns back around and starts putting away groceries. “Anyway, you’re going to help right?” He whines, “You won’t make me do it alone, right?”

                                                            ~

 It’s almost midnight when you finally slip into bed, your cool sheets feeling so refreshing against your skin. Jimin left around 10 tonight, you both caught up on your show. You set your alarm for the next morning when a text comes through. Jimin. This dude does not let you breathe but of course, you smile seeing his name.

                                                            Jimin 11:44pm

                                                Hi.

                                                            Jimin 11:44pm

                                                Just wanted to say sorry again. I guess I got too comfortable teasing you and stuff that I didn’t really consider how it might make Namjoon feel

                                                            Jimin 11:45pm

                                                If im being honest it didn’t really cross my mind bc its not like you 2 are dating right? I didn’t think u guys were serious I guess so im sorry

                                                            y/n 11:46pm

                                                we aren’t in a relationship yeah but I mean we are a thing? Idk lol 

                                                            Jimin 11:46pm

                                                But you aren’t serious about him right?

                                                            y/n 11:47pm

                                                ?? I wouldn’t say that im not?? 

                                                            Jimin 11:47pm

                                                Lol oh. 

                                                            y/n 11:48pm

                                                oh what?

                                                            Jimin 11:48pm

                                                Nope not my business 

                                                            y/n 11:48pm

                                                you choose now to mind your business??? Come on jimin lmao just tell me, give me your opinion I know you want to give it 

                                                            Jimin 11:50pm

                                                Ok only bc you are begging and you know I have a thing for that

                                                            y/n 11:50pm

                                                nvm

                                                            Jimin 11:51pm

                                                God when did you get so uptight im joking hehe

                                                            y/n 11:51pm

                                                so what are your thoughts

                                                            Jimin 11:52pm

                                                Do with this what you will….but to me, you aren’t like….into him? I don’t think you are? I think I know firsthand what you look like when youre into someone and

                                                            y/n 11:55pm

                                                lol you and hobi think you know me so well huh anyway you’re both wrong. I like Namjoon. Im just being cautious…is that so wrong? 

You continue typing on your screen, the words showing up like magic as you grow a little frustrated. “And who do we think is the reason im so cautious now?” You type but after a moment you delete it. Not wanting to start a fight you probably don’t have the energy for…even though you are well aware it wouldn’t even be an argument. He will probably just agree with you and feel bad and look guilty for the next month—and you don’t want that. 

                                                            Jimin 11:56pm

                                                Its not wrong im sorry…good luck :) im gonna go to bed but good night y/n, sleep good and all that

                                                     ~~~~~~~~~~

 It’s Tuesday now and it’s not that last night was a disaster—no, not really. In fact, there was one part of the night that was going really well…but Namjoon’s agent was persistent. Namjoon was going to ignore his consistently vibrating phone—especially when your lips were moments away from wrapping around his beautiful cock. You cannot stress this enough…you were literally in awe of how tall and hard his member stood for you. You kept telling the universe to give you all the signs—you will commit to this dude for real. So there you were, his cock in your hands, inching it closer and closer when he finally gave in to his annoying ass phone. For fuck’s sake, what is the universe trying to tell you?

            Probably the most disappointing thing is that you were hoping the heavy making out, the dick stroking and of course, the head you were about to give was going to lead to you getting fucked. It’s been a while. And lately, the smallest of things is getting you horny as hell. Even when Namjoon burned the food he made, even when he broke your wine opener, even when he got spinach stuck in his teeth—you still wanted to get fucked by this man. But unfortunately his agent needed to meet with him urgently and poof, he was gone. 

“So, you ever going to tell me why you’re in such a crabby mood today?” Hoseok peaks over his phone, getting a look at you as you sulk on his sofa. 

“I’m not.” You say blandly, your own eyes staying on your phone.

“Look at you.” Hoseok tries to hold in his laughter, “You look like ET.”

“Bite me.” You roll your eyes, knowing it’s probably true. You’re wrapped up in a blanket, even wearing it as a hood.

“Bite? What did we say y/n?! We leave our kinks outside of my house!” 

“Fight me.” You retort—blandly, again. 

“That I can work with.” He laughs, “So?” 

“It’s nothing.” You shrug, “I’m just—” you stop, looking at your phone’s screen when you see Jimin calling you. “Hold on,” You tell Hoseok before answering your phone.

“Hello? Mhmm…No, I’m just here with Hobi, chillin. Mhm. Mhm. Wait, what?!” You suddenly sit up and lean forward. “Seriously?!” Hoseok watches as a smile appears on your face. “Like, right now? I’m with Hobi though…can he come too? Uh huh. What?! Oh my god, that’s so exciting. How though? Isn’t your place like…tiny as hell? Oh. Well,” You pause to laugh, “I’m sure you guys have years of cuddling to catch up on anyway.” You begin teasing and Hoseok looks at you, confusion growing. “Okay. Send me your address. We will leave in a minute. Okay, bye!” You sing out before hanging up.

“What’s happening?” Hoseok questions you with a small grin, “Where exactly are we going?”

“To Jimin’s.” You stand from the couch, blanket falling off your body. “Taehyung is here!” 

“Oh?” Hoseok stands as well, “Jimin’s best friend?” 

“Yeah! He’s great, seriously. I was pretty sad I lost contact with him after the break up. He’s a good guy. He’s uh, he’s the one who made that shirt…”

“Oh thank god.” Hoseok sighs out, “I was so worried you and Jimin were that kind of couple….but you aren’t the ones who made that atrocity.” 

“Yeah, hell no. Taehyung is fully responsible.” 

“What a relief.” Hoseok teases. “Did he send the address?” He points at your phone, you look down and see that Jimin did in fact send it. You nod and Hoseok starts walking out of the living room and down the hall. “Then let’s go!” 

                                                            ~

You seriously can’t recall the last time you were hugged like this…maybe over 5 years ago, hug given by this same person. Taehyung’s got you suffocating in his chest as he spins you around, his tight embrace making it hard to breathe from one, the suffocation but also two, with how hard you are laughing. 

You barely even got a decent look at Taehyung when you first walked into Jimin’s apartment…your vision getting blocked by his chest because he immediately swooped you up and all you see is darkness from his shirt. He smells excellent though, a familiar scent but maybe also something new? He finally puts you down…mostly because Jimin keeps scolding his friend. Taehyung holds you at arm’s length and wow…time is doing him good. He looks the same but also not the same. Older, features more filled out, hair a bit longer as well but no longer resting on his forehead. 

“Man, am I happy to see you!” Taehyung tells you, excitement filling his voice. The one thing that has not changed even the slightest is his smile. “Oh! You remember Dae? She’s here too! In the bathroom though, she had coffee and you know, I’m not sure her bowels can—”

“I get it.” You cut him off with a laugh, “This is my best friend Hoseok!” You motion towards Hoseok and they greet one another. “I’m so glad you guys came to visit! Are you just here for the day?” 

“The day?” Taehyung blinks at you, his eyes going down to his rather large suitcase. “A week.” He states plainly. 

“A WEEK?” Jimin chokes on his spit, “You’ve always been an over packer but—"

“I haven’t seen you in so long, Jiminie, of course, I would stay longer than a day.” 

“I thought we could make this work for a day but…” Jimin trails off, his eyes glancing around his very tiny apartment. “But where will you two sleep?” 

“I’ll sleep with you, obviously.” Taehyung grins.

“And Dae?” Jimin lifts a brow at his friend.

“Oh her?” Taehyung glances around. “She can just sleep on the floor.” He shrugs.

“The floor?” A new voice enters. “Wow, someone give Taehyung a ‘brother of the year’ award. Next he will say I can sleep at the foot of the bed like a dog.” Dae, Taehyung’s sister walks into the living area. As soon as Dae spots you she is already coming towards you with an excited grin. “y/n!” She calls out before you two are hugging. 

“How are you?!” You say, squeezing her body to yours. “Oh my god, I love your hair. It’s so short now!” 

“Yeah, well, when you have everyone telling you that your long hair is everything and you should never cut it and blah blah, well, it really made me be like ‘fuck you’ and chop it all off.” She says, pulling away from you and then flipping her hair with a wink. 

“Dae!” Taehyung starts whining, “Stop saying bad words!”

“What?” She stares at him, “Fuck?” She asks, “Haven’t I been saying that since I was like 10?”

“Yes.” Taehyung grows serious, “Exactly! So how many years have you been breaking my heart for?!” 

“Eh, you’ll get over it.” Dae shrugs, “What’s his deal though?” She asks, her eyes focused on the person next to you. You turn your head to get a look at Hoseok who has his finger pointed at Dae and his mouth hung open with wide eyes. “You good dude?”

“Hobi?” You wave a hand in front of his face before he’s blinking rapidly towards Dae.

“Y-You.” He continues point at her. “Dae.” 

“Yeah?” She points at herself before she narrows her eyes at Hoseok and then she’s mirroring his expression. “Wait, wait.” She shakes her head, “No fucking way.” Now she’s the one with her mouth hung wide open before she’s laughing her ass of. “What are the odds?!” 

“Odds?” You question, glancing between the two. “Do you two know each other??” 

“Oh.” Dae smirks at Hoseok before meeting your eyes. “He knows me, for sure.”

“You know my sister?” Taehyung asks, dumbfounded.

“Oh, he knows me, knows me.” She winks at her brother before his facial expression shifts from confusion to disgust. 

“Oh, seriously Dae?!”

“Wait, what?” You shake your head, small smile gracing you as you become more interested. “How do you two know one another?” You ask, question directed towards Hoseok.

“Remember a couple of years ago when I went to a hip hop dance camp? It was during the summer?”

“Literally, no.” You give him a blank stare. “You’ve literally never mentioned that like, ever.” 

“Yeah,” Hoseok nods his head. “That would make sense. Considering I tried to block it out since I was humiliated. Like, I did not want to remember that place at all.” 

“First of all, you went to a whole ass dance camp?!” You try to contain your laughter, “I mean, I knew you had rhythm when we went clubbing and stuff but Hobi,” Your hand goes to your mouth as you try to relax. “A camp?”

“Oh? You met my sister there!” Taehyung nods like he understands now, “Wait, is this the guy…?” Taehyung chews on his lips as he tries to not laugh. Dae wastes no time to nod her head, a look of satisfaction on her face.

“It’s him.”

“What’s him?” You look between your best friend and Dae, “What happened at…dance camp?” You snort.

“Dark times.” Hoseok closes his eyes, “Dark times.” He repeats.

“He’s so fucking dramatic, I’m sorry.” 

“Where do you think I learned it from?!” Hoseok shoots back at you, “Anyway. I was unbeatable. No one could beat me!” He starts whining.

“Well, I beat you.” Dae shrugs. “In more ways than one, if you know what I mean. Get it? Because I beat your me—”

“Your brother is here!!!!” Taehyung rushes to cover her mouth with his hands, “Come on!” He cries out loudly.

“Anyway.” Hoseok remains calm. “Dae here…was not even in my group! She’s two years younger than me! She was in a different group! But for some reason they put her against me?!”

“Oh, I was definitely against you.” She winks at him and you can literally see his eye twitch.

“You see what I had to deal with back then?!” Hoseok groans, his question aimed at you.

“This is fucking gold.” You point out, amused to say the least. “Keep going.”

“Well, I could not stand her—”

“You couldn’t stand me?” Dae blinks at him innocently before she’s nodding. “Ah, yeah. That makes sense. You were sitting when I was riding your—”

“YOUR BROTHER IS HERE!!!!!” Taehyung cries out again, his hands covering his sister’s mouth once more. 

“No, no.” Jimin has his arms crossed over his chest, clearly amused as well. “Let them speak.”

“So? That’s it? You’re mad she beat you in a dance competition?” You ask and Hoseok shakes his head.

“No, I’m mad because she humiliated me!”

“Because she beat you?”

“No, because she gloated for like 2 weeks straight! Even—”

“So you were sleeping with her and—“

“No,” Hoseok shakes his head quickly, “We weren’t sleeping together before that.”  

“So…” Your expression goes from a little amused to fucking ecstatic. “You’re telling me you two fucked after she totally humiliated you?! Oh my god, Hobi, I am learning so much about you!”

“He really wanted me to pay, didn’t you?” Dae winks at him, “Don’t worry everyone, he made sure I learned my lesson.”

“Oh my god. LALALALA” Taehyung sticks his fingers in his ears, clearly wishing he was not a part of this conversation. 

“This is the best thing I have heard all week.” You admit, toothy grin as you pat Hoseok on the back. “One, I’m shocked about dance camp but the most shocking thing? You hooked up with someone who wasn’t you girlfriend?!”

“Shut up.” Hoseok huffs out, “I can’t believe we just had this conversation…oh my god, in front of her brother.” He points at Taehyung, clearly becoming mortified.

“Don’t give me that look! I’m the one who is traumatized for life!” Taehyung continues to keep a look of disturbance on his features. 

 “Jimin,” You look over at Jimin. “I’m having a great time, what about you?”

“I’m having a blast.” He confirms and you both start laughing, exchanging some high fives. “But what? Should we order some food?” “Nice save with the subject change.” Dae grins. “I’m in the mood for ramen. You guys?”

“Sounds good to me.”

“I’m in the mood to die.” Hoseok grumbles.

“Same.” Taehyung nods along, face of grimace. 

                                                            ~

You know it’s late but you’re having too much fun. You, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung and Dae are all sitting on Jimin’s living room floor, chatting about life. Hoseok is learning a lot. Taehyung apparently has no issue reminding everyone what an amazing relationship you and Jimin shared.

“I’m serious!” Taehyung giggles, “They weren’t even dating yet and they were already acting like a married couple. I remember I accused Jimin of them sleeping together and he got pissed. Like pissed pissed. Trust me, you don’t want to see Jimin mad ever. But anyway, I was like yo bro, you hittin that or what?”

“Maybe it’s because of the way you word things.” Jimin rolls his eyes.

“Sorry I understand lingo. Anyway, I was like, bro are you hittin and quittin? Or what’s the deal?”

“There’s no way you really said that.” You sigh, “Jimin please tell me he’s joking.”

“I wish he was.” Jimin brings his bottle of beer to his lips. “But well.” He gestures towards Taehyung like that’s all the explanation you all need.

“So were they? Were they hooking up?” Hoseok grins, poking your rib to tease you.

“No!” Taehyung drags out the word, “I feel like he was lying though.”

“Of course he was lying.” Hoseok nods in agreement. 

“Yeah, there’s no way!” Dae chimes in. “How do you start dating someone blindly without knowing if the sex is even good?!”

“Exactly!” Taehyung clinks his beer bottle with his sisters, “That was my argument. But well, we all know how good their sex was.” He offers a crooked grin before chugging some of his beer. 

“I never told you about our sex life though!” Jimin defends, looking at you, trying to make sure you know he’s telling you the truth.

“You didn’t need to.” Taehyung shrugs, “I crashed on your guys’ couch way too many times to not know when you and you,” He points at the both of you with his beer bottle, “Are about to experience an orgasm.”

“What the fuck dude!” Jimin looks flustered but he’s laughing. You on the other hand are experiencing hot flashes or something.

“Plus do you guys not remember that one time when I walked in on you?” Taehyung reminds you of something you are deeply ashamed of. “Huh? Do you y/n? Or…you were too busy, right?"

“Taehyung, I am going to kill you!” You feel your body on fire now. This is beyond embarrassment. 

“You can’t just tease us.” Dae wiggles her brows at you, “Come on, what happened?” “Nothing.” Jimin shakes his head, his own skin burning up. “Nothing, nothing, nothing.”

“No, no way. You guys better tell us, it’s only fair!” Hoseok whines, “It can’t be totally crazy?”

“I think that night y/n learned one of her kinks.” Taehyung teases. “But don’t worry, I won’t out you.”

“It isn’t a kink!” You’re quick to defend yourself, “I was just…” You look around, realizing Taehyung got you right where he wants you—a place where you explain yourself—therefore outing yourself. “It…it wasn’t a kink.” You look off to the side, mumbling.

“Anyway, how did you not know we were having sex?!” Jimin looks at Taehyung who just drinks more of his beer.

 “Wow, sorry, that for once you two were actually quiet!” Taehyung explains himself, “We were only stopping at your place to get some more water and snacks for the trail we were hiking. I didn’t know your freaky asses were going to take advantage of those 15 minutes to fuck!”

 “Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.” You take your own beer and start chugging.

 “Wow, love that for you guys.” Dae gives her approval, tipping her beer towards you both.

“Don’t tell me these two just…kept fucking after you walked in on them? Is that the kink?” Hoseok asks, laughing to himself as he tries to figure it out. “What’s that called? Exhibitionism?”

“Oh my god.” You continue to groan. “Just tell them.” You roll your eyes, motioning at Taehyung to just get on with it.

“Really?” He asks, clearly excited. “Okay. Get this. They go to their room real quick, right? I needed something, I don’t remember, but I just open the door and…she” he points at you, “Is…you know, on top of him. When I walk in, I am like, frozen at the door. Jimin looks shocked, of course. First thing he tries to do is cover her body with the sheet or some shit. But y/n…”

“Oh my god, get on with it.” 

“She looks behind her, makes fucking eye contact with me, barely reacts before turning back towards Jimin and I kid you not, she rides him like her life is depending on it.”

“Oh my god, why are you wording it like that?!” You throw a bottle cap at Taehyung.

“He’s quite the story teller.” Dae reminds you, “It’s his thing.”  

“Anyway, so y/n is…bouncing,” He starts demonstrating with his hands before Jimin is also throwing a bottle cap at him. “Anyway, I was in shock at this point.”

“By shock he means drooling over my girlfriend.” Jimin rolls his eyes.

“It was shock. But yes, I won’t lie. It was impress—”

“This wasn’t exhibitionism though!” You try defending again.

“Really? Because you guys were fucking passionately even with the knowledge that I was standing there and you both came. Hard.”

“It—it wasn’t like that though!” You look at Jimin, he looks as embarrassed as you feel. “Seriously it wasn’t like that!”

“Y/n, I love you.” Hoseok is cackling, “But how else would this be like?!” “I agree.” Dae teases as well.

“Jimin, it wasn’t like that! At least you know that right?” 

“I know.” Jimin nods, trying to assure you. “You were just…needing it, right?”

 “Guys.” You whine loudly, “Jimin and I had been so busy at that point and I was super stressed from my classes and a few other things that were going on at that time and…we just you know, found ourselves in that kind of moment…I needed it. Like he said. I have no shame in that! And I was so close. So fucking close, you have no idea…”

“She was.” Jimin agrees, his memory teasing him when he recalls how tight your walls felt around him. 

“I was on the verge of…you know…when fucking Taehyung came in! I wasn’t going to let stupid ass Taehyung rip me from this orgasm I so badly needed!” 

“Stupid ass Taehyung?” Taehyung throws his hand over his heart, “Choose nicer words next time, please.”

“So no! I wasn’t coming because I got turned on from being watched! I was just desperate to come all around my boyfriend’s dick who I was so in love with and I knew it was going to be fucking amazing.” Your words are tumbling out of your mouth now, not really or totally realizing maybe you’re saying too much. 

“Damn.” Hoseok whistles out, “Well, I guess we know for sure now that their sex life was indeed good. But you seriously didn’t find out until after you dated? You didn’t hook up prior?”

“No!” You and Jimin shout in unison.

“Impressive.” Hoseok nods, taking a swig of his own beer. “It’s crazy to know you used to do relationships. I’ve only ever known single you.”

“What’s single y/n like?” Dae asks, leaning into Hoseok’s space when he carefully leans away from her. 

“Always left not satisfied.” Hoseok shrugs. “She fucked a lot though!”

“Ew, don’t say that.” Taehyung shudders, “I don’t want to imagine y/n with anyone but Jimin.”

“Too late for that buddy,” Hoseok laughs. “She has a new guy.”

“You have a new guy?!” Taehyung looks personally offended. “But Jimin is your soulmate?!”

“I thought Jimin was your soulmate?” You deadpan.

“We can share?”

“Anyway, I think the real soulmates here are those two.” Jimin nods his head towards Hoseok and Dae who are currently arguing over who has the better outfit. 

“Who would have thought?” You chuckle, “Hobi! You almost ready to head out? It’s like 2 already.”

“Oh shit.” Hoseok eyes expand, “By the way,” He glances around. “Where are you sleeping, Dae?”

“Did you think my brother of the fucking century was joking?” She snorts, “They’re putting me on the floor.”

“Jimin…why don’t you have a proper couch?” You raise a brow.

“Look how tiny this piece of shit place is—”

“Fair enough.” You raise a hand up, “But seriously Dae—”

“I have a guest room.” Hoseok shrugs his shoulders, “If you two want to crash there instead?”

“I’m here for my Jimin. Dae can do what she wants though.” Taehyung slurs.

“Thanks for the permission, brother.” Dae says with a straight face, “Anyway, if you’re really okay with it…I’ll take you up on your offer.”

“Yeah. It’s fine. Just clean up after yourself.” 

“Ah, really? Last time you cleaned up for me—”

“Okay. I can revoke my offer.”

“No, no!��� Dae grins at Hoseok, leaning into his space again. “You already offered. No take backs.” Instead of leaning away again, Hoseok leans towards her as well before he smirks.

“Promise you’ll behave though.”

“Why do I feel like we aren’t supposed to be witnessing this conversation?” Jimin starts laughing and you join him, but Taehyung looks disturbed all over again. 

“Anyway,” Taehyung shudders, “So y/n, I hope it’s cool but I’ll be hogging Jimin all week,” He grins at you and you feel yourself grow warm.

“Why—Why wouldn’t that be cool with me?” You laugh.

“Because you guys hang out like every day.”

“We…We do not hang out every day…”

“Oh really? According to social media you guys do.” Taehyung shrugs. “Anyway, he’s mine.”

“I’ll be with Hoseok and Dae then.” You smile towards them and they give you a thumbs up. “Should we do something this weekend though?” “I can already feel it…” Hoseok closes his eyes before he groans, “You’re going to offer my house for a party…aren’t you…?”

“You know me so well. Love you.” You blow him a kiss and he tries to wave it away. “You guys can meet the rest of our friends!”

 “A party?!” Taehyung clutches his chest, “You know the way to my heart.”

“We can discuss details later,” You stand from the floor, picking up your trash on the way up. “For now, we really got to leave!” 

“Yeah, yeah. Let’s go.” 

Everyone stands and Hoseok helps Dae with her things, heading towards the cab that he called. You hug Taehyung goodbye, and then go to say bye to Jimin. You don’t know why but hugging seems awkward for a moment but you’re both quick to go in for a quick embrace. Taehyung heads off towards the bathroom and it’s just you and Jimin at his front door.

“I don’t think Taehyung will hog me the whole week,” Jimin smiles at you, it’s soft and infectious. “So, you can still hit me up if you want to.” “Hm.” You gaze at him, your hand wandering up towards his face to brush some hair from his eyes. “No, it’s okay. Spend lots of time with him. I hope you guys have a great time.”

“Oh.” Jimin breathes out, “Okay.” He smiles again, same level of tenderness that you’ve always known. “Still text me and stuff okay?”

“Yeah. I will.” You don’t mean to, since you two already hugged…but you lean in, wrapping your arms around him for another. He returns your embrace, his hands slowly running up and down your back, making you sigh out. “See you later, Jimin.” You whisper before pulling back. 

“See you.” He tells you, his hands still lingering on the small of your back before he finally let’s go of you all together. “Text me when you make it safe.”

                                                ~~~~~~~~~

            You haven’t looked forward to a weekend like this in a while. Like, you feel excited, you feel antsy and you feel…restless? You aren’t sure why. It does cross your mind that it’s because you haven’t seen Jimin since Tuesday and it’s already Saturday afternoon. But that would be ridiculous so you’ll just sweep that thought under the rug. 

            You spent every evening with Hoseok and Dae…you aren’t too surprised that those two managed to entertain you beyond belief. You’re well aware that being with certain people bring out certain sides in you…Dae has always been a character and the sides she brings out in your best friend? Hm, it’s fun, you think. Well, in the end, you just hope he’s enjoying himself. Still shocks you he hooked up with someone that wasn’t his girlfriend though. Dae really must have gotten under his skin. The thought pleases you though. 

            You look through your messages and skim some of the ones Jimin had sent you throughout the last few days—mainly pictures of him and Taehyung, out and about doing things. You find one you even added to your library. Not sent from Jimin though, instead it’s a picture that Taehyung sent you. It’s just of Jimin smiling at the camera, eyes barely open as he cheeses so hard with the flash on him. Taehyung sent it to you with the caption ‘Look how cute our soulmate is’ you of course just sent him a bunch of rolling eyes emojis but it is cute. 

            It’s finally nearing sunset and you send Hoseok a text asking what his status is—he replies that he and Dae agree that the one who should be setting up for this little party is you because it was your idea—well, they’re probably not wrong. You send back that you’re going to leave soon then and you don’t forget to add a bunch of hearts. Hoseok lets you know that Jimin and Taehyung are already there, you feel your excitement bloom even more at the pit of your stomach…you leave now. 

            When you walk into Hoseok’s house, you are greeted with obnoxiously loud music and you know your best friend isn’t responsible for th—well, you’ll be damned. Your eyes grow twice their size when you see Hoseok and Taehyung dancing on top of his dining room table.

“What the hell am I walking into?” Your hand motions towards the scene in front of you.

“A good time is what.” Dae shouts before she starts cheering loudly for Hoseok and her brother, “Who can do a flip?!”

“Oh my god, no, please no, no flips.” You practically beg but your wide grin probably makes it look like you aren’t serious. 

 “They’re drunk already.” Your head whips to the left when you see Jimin, he stands next to you, his hand carrying a glass with some beverage that smells strong as hell. 

“And you?” You sway into his side, “Are you drunk already?”

“Me and Taehyung have been drinking since dinner.” He tells you, his thick lips pulled into a satisfied grin. “And Dae says Hoseok starting drinking when they were setting up to ‘make it more fun’.” Jimin giggles and you nod your head.

“Makes sense.” You laugh, “I guess I should catch up with you all, hm?”

“Mm.” Jimin hums, “Only if you want to. If you get too drunk but I,” He points at himself, a look of worry on his face. “But I am also too drunk…who will take care of you?” 

            You blink at Jimin before you even realize a soft smile is making its way on your lips. “Luckily you don’t have to worry about that. I have many people here who can take care of me…and who I can take care of too.” You keep smiling before leaning in, “Including you.”

“Well, I’m not that drunk yet.” Jimin tells you. “Just feeling good.”

“Right, just how like those two,” You nod towards the fools on the table, “Are just feeling good?” You can’t help but chuckle, teasing while you can. 

 “Hmm. Since it’s still early I’ll take a little break from drinking. You drink up though.”

“Drink if you want.” You give Jimin a small push to his shoulder, “Have fun.”

“I am having fun.” “How was it with Taehyung this week?” You ask, “Everything you wanted and more?” “Ask him.” Jimin grins, “I have my answer but I just hope he’s having as nice as a time as I am.”

“He is.”

“You wouldn’t know!”

“I can see it on his face."

“His face is scrunched up as he sings whatever the hell this is.” Jimin chuckles, “Really ask him, later.”

“Sure, Jiminie.”

“When you say my name like that it makes me want to hug you.” Jimin admits with a breathy laugh, “Well, I guess that’s one way to put it.” He shrugs now, laughing again when you shove his shoulder lightly. 

“You’re drunk.” You tease and he nods his head enthusiastically making you laugh more. 

                                                            ~

            Oh, how the tables have turned, Jimin thinks. Only two hours later and he’s the one who is a bit more sober now while you on the other hand…well, let’s just say at one point recently you joined Taehyung on the table for a dance. 

            You are having a great time. Great is actually an understatement and it’s actually about to get better because Naomi just texted you saying they are about to be here. You chug back more of some mixed drink that Taehyung made you and wow, Taehyung is as ruthless as he was in college. Man knows how to party. You and Hoseok are singing Karaoke, belting notes you two probably should not. But it’s fun. Dae recording the both of you as she cheers you on. 

            Suddenly the doorbell rings and miraculously Jimin hears it and lets you guys know that Naomi, Jeremy and Lucy are probably here. You start jumping in pure excitement as you, Hoseok and Dae gather to head towards the front entrance, letting your friends in. Jimin and Taehyung head to the kitchen for another drink.

“My friends!” You yell out, “The loves of my life!” 

“Oh. She’s so drunk.” Naomi starts cackling, “Amazing.” “What’s amazing is my dance moves. Dae, tell them.” Hoseok slurs out, “Hurry, let them know.” “Oh. He’s so drunk too.” Jeremy grins, “Even more amazing.”

“Hi!” Lucy goes to hug you before hugging Hoseok. “Hi.” She turns to Dae now, “You must be Dae! Hoseok’s uh, guest.” She giggles awkwardly. “I’ve heard a lot about you!”  “Ah, really?” Dae points at herself before rotating her wrist, her finger now pointing at Lucy. “And you are?”

“Oh.” Lucy starts to blush. “I’m Lucy. Um, their friend.”       

“Lucy? Don’t think I heard about you really, oh!” Dae gives Lucy a nod before moving past her. “You must be Naomi! You’re even prettier than the pictures!” 

            Lucy blinks at nothing as she smiles awkwardly, you stand here wondering why Dae just pretended not to know who Lucy is…it’s not amusing, it’s not, it’s not. 

“And you’re Jeremy, right? You guys make such a cute couple.” Dae slurs out, pointing between Naomi and Jeremy and they both snort…unattractively so. 

“C-Couple?!” Naomi literally slaps her knee like she just heard the joke of the century. 

“That’s fucking,” Jeremy bends over, his laughter louder than the music now. “That’s hilarious.”

“Suit yourselves.” Dae shrugs before going back down the hall into the living room. “Taehyung! Jimin! More people!”

“More people?” Taehyung yells out, “That’s a cause for celebration.” 

You all walk into Hoseok’s home, entering the kitchen when you notice Taehyung pouring shots for everyone. Life as the party it still seems.

“I tried to stop him but who am I to stop the life of the party?” Jimin says, as if reading your mind. 

“He cannot be stopped.” You giggle, stepping closer to Jimin, about to drunkenly sway into his side, when Lucy comes between you both to give Jimin a hug.

“Hi.” She says, putting a piece of hair behind her ear. “Missed you this week. How is the prep for your audition going?”

“Oh.” Jimin’s eyes go from you to her, “Uh, good. It’s good. y/n’s helping me a lot.”

 “Of course she is.” Lucy smiles up at Jimin before glancing behind her to take a look at you. “I could help you too, you know.”

 “Of course.” Jimin smiles at her. “Anyway, grab a drink. You guys are too sober for these crazy people here."

“Here, Lucy!” You come towards her and Jimin, handing her your full drink. “I need to chill,” You giggle, “Drink mine!” You put your drink in her hands before skipping off towards Hoseok and Dae. You don’t look behind you, just assuming she accepted the drink and just hanging with Jimin. 

 “Hi friends.” You loop your arms through Hoseok’s arms and Dae’s arms. “Dae, question.” You murmur in her neck, “Why did you pretend to not know Lucy?”

“Oh? Did I?” She purses her lips, “Hoseok told me how she kissed him and bam, nothing. Isn’t that like, a bitch move?”

“Oh.” You try not to laugh, “I see.”

“What are you guys talking about?” Hoseok slurs, “Heard my name.”

“Nothing you’re drunk and imagining things.” You tell him, leaning back into Dae. “So you don’t like her?”

“Vibes are off. I don’t know.” Dae shrugs before she’s glancing around, “Where’s Taehyung?”

 “Hm?” You glance around too. “I’ll check for him. Be back. Take care of my bestie.”

            You unhook your arms from Hoseok and Dae before skipping past Naomi and Jeremy who are making mixed drinks now. Your eyes skim around the house but don’t see Taehyung so you decide to check the backyard. 

“Oh, hi.” You poke your head out, seeing Taehyung standing on the back porch.

“Hi.” He turns towards you, glorious boxy grin on his face. “Join me!”

“Why are you out here?” You say before stepping out, closing the door behind you.

“Why wouldn’t I be? It feels so good!” “Valid point.”

“y/n.” Taehyung pulls you into his side, giving you a tight hug before letting you go. “You’re amazing, you know that?” he says, his eyes on the moon.

You can’t help but laugh, “I’m not—”

“You are.” Taehyung nods. “Jimin told me so much this week. You know,” Taehyung doesn’t look at you as he begins speaking. “You really changed everything for him, you know? He had no one, I guess. He was so miserable. Trust me, his parents filled me in on everything.”

“He’s better now, Taehyung.” You tell him softly, “He’s smiling so much.”

“I know. Because of you.” 

“It isn’t just me.” You shake your head, “It’s all of our friends. It’s you, too.”

“Me? He ignored me for so long.” Taehyung chuckles, “Ah, but that doesn’t stop me, huh?”

“Thankfully, no.” you laugh. “Can I ask…? Why did he just…”

“Why he started ignoring me?” Taehyung grins, “I said too much one time. I was too honest. I said things that Jimin needed to hear but didn’t want to hear.”

“Oh?”

“Things with Emma were bad, y/n. I know he told you some surface level stuff but you didn’t see it, you know? He was so infatuated with her. He…it was unhealthy. This idea…nothing came natural for those two.”

 “Oh.”

“But he got defensive. In the end he started ignoring me because of his own guilt. He felt so bad,” Taehyung chuckles quietly, “He said some fucked up things towards me. Mean stuff. But I knew he didn’t mean it, I forgave on the spot…but…”

“But he felt so bad about it he couldn’t face you.” You finish for him.

“You do know him still after all, huh?” 

“I do.” You agree.

“Thanks, thanks for everything. Thanks for seeing him and creating some fake story about you two never meeting before.” Taehyung starts laughing hard now and you hit his arm. “Seriously, because it led to you guys being here and he’s…he’s just Jimin again.”

This melts your heart, Jimin just being Jimin…knowing what he has been through…it pleases you.

“I know you apparently have a new man or whatever but I’m still convinced Jimin is your soulmate. Well, our soulmate.”

“What are you guys doing out here?” You hear a new voice all of the sudden, you and Taehyung whipping your heads to see Jimin standing at the door, eyeing you both. “Everything okay?”  “Yes, yes, yes.” Taehyung starts chanting. “Just chatting with my old friend. See you inside, y/n.” He winks at you, walking past you and then walking past Jimin. 

“Did he…did he just leave us out here?” Jimin looks surprised. “Are you wanting to come back in?”

“Hmm,” You face forward again, head tilting back to look at the moon. “Come see the moon.”

            Jimin glances behind him, eyeing the inside of the house before closing the door and going towards you. “It’s pretty.” He finally says, his own head lifting to view it.

“I know. I wanted you to see it.” You say before lowering your head again and turning to see him. Jimin’s head is lifted, eyes on the sky, his jawline sharp and his side profile overall making you feel envious of his beauty. “You’re pretty too.” You blurt out.

            Jimin is quick to turn his head towards you, his lips parted when he points at himself. “Me?” He asks, blinking at you. “Drunk.” He says, breaking into a small smile now. 

“I don’t think I said it because I’m drunk.”

“Then why did you say it?” He teases.

“I think I said it because I’ve missed you.” You blurt this as well, Jimin’s eyebrows rising.

“You’ve missed me?” You hum in response, head turning forward again, eyes going back to the sky. “Yeah. I haven’t seen you since Tuesday.”

            The sound of Jimin’s laughter is so sweet to your ears, something like a melodic tune that hypnotizes you into happiness. “You’re right. That’s forever.” He says after calming down, “I’ve missed you too.”

“Have you?” You say, turning towards him again, your hazy eyes finding his. “Then you should let me know.”

“Should I?” Jimin’s lips are spreading into his genuine smile. “Okay. I’ve missed you.”

“Okay.” You nod, your expression serious. “Good.”

This only makes Jimin laugh again, “Should we head inside?” He asks, his hand reaching for yours, the warmth of his skin making your stomach feel weird and your entire body feeling woozy. 

“Come.” He says, leading you to the back door. Dropping your hand when he turns the knob and you are both walking in. 

“y/n!!!!!” Naomi rushes towards you once you enter the kitchen, “So glad you are here. I need you to judge a dance competition with me and Jer.” 

“A dance…oh my god,” You start losing your shit, laughter taking over your drunk body. “Don’t tell me Hoseok and Dae…”

“Yeah,” Lucy smiles, “They’re in some sort of competition, I guess.”

“Of course they are.” You shake your head, “I wonder what the results of this competition will lead to…” You murmur with a smirk.

 “What’s that mean?” Lucy grabs your arm, “Dae…uh, who is she anyway?” 

Is…is Lucy worried? Is she jealous? Maybe she should be, you think. Kissing Hoseok and then…well, it doesn’t matter.

“She’s our friend.” You push past Lucy, smile on your face, “Now come on! Let’s see how the dance king and queen battle it out.”

“Wait, y/n!” Jimin calls out for you, you stop to look behind you. “Before you go, let’s take a picture!” 

 “Oh, great idea!” You slur with a dopey smile. “Are we already coming up with a cute new caption?”

“Something about how you called me pretty.” Jimin winks at you, and then you and Jimin both turn your heads toward Lucy because she scoffed. Fucking scoffed. And maybe it’s because you’re drunk.

“Is something the matter, Lucy?” you smile at her and she smiles back. 

“No.” She shakes her head, “It’s nothing.”

“Good.” You walk a little closer to her, “Because it’s starting to feel a little weird that you have these demands about Jimin yet here you are worried about Hoseok…maybe you should pick a—”

“W-What are you saying?” Lucy starts immediately paling. Her head shaking while she begins stuttering. “I’m not…”

“Is everything okay?” Jimin comes up to you both, “I—”

“It’s fine.” You cut him off, “Sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything.” You tell Lucy before giving them both a nod before walking off to the living room, joining your other friends. 

 “Lucy—” 

 “She said it was fine.” Lucy’s obvious strained smile makes Jimin narrow his eyes, wondering what you meant earlier. 

“Okay.” Jimin gives in, “Let’s go see the dance battle or whatever.”

“Right.” 

                                                            ~

            The night is finally winding down, Hoseok and Dae completely knocked out after having like 3 dance battles, both of them drooling on one of his sofas. Taehyung made himself at home in the master bedroom—Hoseok’s room. Naomi, Jeremy and Lucy decided to order a ride home and are saying their goodbyes to you and Jimin at the front door.

            “You put the address to Lucy’s place?” Naomi asks Jeremy, “Let’s have them take her home first and then we can just crash at my place. Bacon misses you.”

“Bacon saw me a day ago.” Jeremy deadpans. 

“He’s a needy little bitch, you know this!” 

“Fair.” 

“Well, see you guys later.” Lucy nods at you and Jimin, “Bye.” She waves awkwardly and you feel a bit bad for earlier. You were drunk—well, you’re still drunk. But maybe you should have held your tongue. 

 “See ya.” Jimin nods at her, his eyes slightly narrowed as he bids farewell.

“Bye guys!” You whisper shout towards Naomi and Jeremy who wave at you enthusiastically. “Love you!”  “We love you!!!!” Naomi whisper shouts back as they approach their ride for the night. 

You and Jimin see them off before closing Hoseok’s front door and locking it and heading back inside, through the hall and into the living room. 

“Wait…” You glance around. “Where are we sleeping?”

“Guest room?” Jimin tilts his head. “It’s free, right? Considering…” He gestures to a passed out Dae. 

“Thank you for your service, Dae.” You give a dramatic bow towards the sleeping girl before you and Jimin giggle, walking down another hall before you approach the guest bedroom. 

“Mm, I cannot wait to sleep.” You murmur, “I’m going to sleep like a baby.”

“You always sleep like a baby.” Jimin chuckles, closing the bedroom door behind you guys. You flop your body onto the mattress. Jimin stands at the foot of the bed while you raise your head into your hand to look at him. Jimin’s gaze is on you, his hands traveling to his belt while he begins undoing it, your eyes following his fingers movements. The rattle of the belt makes you feel like you’re in a daze. He slides it out of the pant loops and throws it to the side, his eyes never leaving you. 

            You feel like a dumb little simple minded girl as you watch him watch you. Like, you are under some strange spell to will you to look at him. His fingers go up so he can untuck his shirt from his pants, your eyes following that as well. 

“Comfortable?” Your word comes out slow. 

“Getting there.” Jimin breathes out, “Are you going to get comfortable?”

“I can take my pants off?” You blink at him, “That’s okay?”

“I won’t see. I’m sleeping on the floor.” Jimin chuckles lowly, “So you can do what makes you feel comfortable, y/n.”

“I’ll keep my pants on then. So you can sleep in the bed too."

“Is that okay?”

“Of course!” You assure him quickly. “Nothing will happen!”

“Mm.” Jimin hums, lips curving, “Because we don’t want it to, right?”

“Right.” You sigh, your eyes still on him. “So, come lay down.” You pat the mattress and Jimin hates himself for giving in. 

            You lift the blanket and slide under, Jimin turns the light off and follows you into the bed. You can feel how the bed dips under his weight and you are filling with this strange comfort. It’s been a while since you’ve even shared a bed with someone. 

 “Are you as warm as I remember?” You mumble, your eyes feeling heavy.

“Maybe.” Jimin breathes, his voice is low. 

“Come closer to me.”

“Is that okay?”

“We won’t touch.” You try to get closer to Jimin and he does the same. “But be as close as you can get without touching me.” 

“Okay.” Jimin release a breath, “I can do that.”

            You both keep scooting closer and closer, not knowing how close the other is, neither of your eyes adjusted to the darkness yet. You feel drawn to keep moving closer and Jimin can’t say he’s any better. Probably doesn’t help that you’re both intoxicated and the world is a bit woozy.

            You stop moving when you feel Jimin’s nose bump into yours and you both pause…and then giggle to yourselves. 

“Sorry.” Jimin tells you, about to scoot back before you stop him. 

“Stay.” You say, your breath not even traveling half an inch before it’s landing on his lips. “Stay.” You repeat. 

            Jimin nods, his nose brushing against yours again. His breath is somewhere caught in his throat, knowing if he speaks or breathes like a normal person—you will feel it. You will feel it on your lips just like he felt it on his. 

“Jimin.” You say his name as softly as you can, your lips touching his when you spoke. You both freeze. His body tensing just an inch from you and Jimin is feeling every breath you breathe now. Your chest rising and falling faster than just a moment ago. “Jimin.” You say his name again, lips brushing over his again and he swallows hard. 

“What is it?” He finally responds, his own breathing feeling more erratic than before. Every time his lips part or purse to speak they touch yours and neither of you move. 

Jimin is pathetic, he thinks. He’s here, laying in the dark with you, lips barely touching and he can feel how tight his pants are getting. 

You feel the pit of your stomach blooming and blooming, something like a bouquet of roses growing within you. You close your eyes, hips moving in ways you don’t mean for.

“y/n.” Jimin’s voice is strained now. “y/n.” He says your name again and it sounds like the same song that puts you through hypnosis. 

“Mm.” You breathe over his mouth, lips rubbing against his but neither of you take it further. It’s when Jimin pokes his tongue out, just to innocently wet his lips when you feel the wet warmth over your bottom lip and your show of desperation jumps out in the sound of a whimper. 

Once Jimin hears the moan leave your lips, his hand is moving quickly to grip your hip and finally your eyes shoot open and you jump back a little.

 “Wait, wait.” You rush to say, laughing awkwardly. “Not sure what’s going on but we can’t.”

Jimin’s breathing is as pathetic as he is right now. Fast breaths leaving his mouth, his jeans uncomfortably tight and his own low groan threatening to escape him. 

“Why?” He finally manages to choke out, “Because you don’t want to?”  “I’m not saying that.”

 “Because of Namjoon?”

“Well, that is probably a good reason too.” You slur.

“Too?” You can’t see but Jimin scrunches his brows together. “y/n…” He calls for you, his brain trying to piece everything together. “Did Lucy tell you something?” he is recalling moments from earlier today.

“Huh?” You respond quick, probably too quick, Jimin thinks.

“Did…did she say something to you that would make you—”

“She told me we can’t…we can’t be more than frie—”

“What the fuck?” Jimin cuts you off, “She told you what now? 

“No, it’s nothing.” You try to save but you can already feel the shift. A once thick atmosphere with something steamy, something sensual, has turned into something cold. 

There are probably some things you should just keep to yourself. Maybe this was one of them. You thought the secret coming out would be the downfall to some friendships but no, this was truly the moment that set the course. A secret coming to light is one thing but Jimin being told what he can and can’t do? That’s another. 

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Hi! I was wonder if I could request a Poly!Ghostface x GN!Reader x JD Relationship Headcanon? Like how they met and stuff like that? I saw that you reblogged something like that and I was hoping you could put your spin on how they got together in the first place? I really like your work and regularly go through your blog! I hope you have a good week! And thank you in advance even if you arent interested in doing this!

AAAAHHH THANK YOU. Sorry for taking so long to get to this request, but no worries I was absolutely interested in doing this. Just like Poly!Ghostface x Reader x Jennifer Check is my jam, Poly!Ghostface x Reader x JD is also *chef's kiss*. Anyway, let's get on to the quad! Went SFW with this. Lemme know if you want to hear the spicier details too!

TW: one bullet point is NSFW

Poly!Ghostface x GN!Reader x JD

So I feel that Stu would be the first person interested in JD. He'd go up to him on campus after seeing him in the cantina or library or something and just be insta-attracted. Stu is weak for the bad boy/bad girl aesthetic/vibes lmao.

JD would introduce himself as moving from Westerburg. He'd be drawn to Stu's lack of fear in approaching him. Would think he's cute too (unlike Billy, this bad boy doesn't have any internalized homophobia. He knows he's attracted to men too and he isn't ashamed of it.)

He'd keep his little crush a secret, since he loves you and Billy so much and would never even think of leaving you guys for some silly infatuation.

Eventually, he'd introduce you and Billy to JD. It'd be at a party or get together.

Billy is not a fan of JD initially. Thinks he's pretentious as fuck. JD, though, is amused by Billy's cool and aloof exterior.

JD thinks you're p damn attractive too. Tbh he's most attracted to you initially. Especially if you give off Veronica-esque vibes (headstrong, "different", free-thinker in his eyes etc.)

As JD slowly becomes a part of your lives via coming to hangout at your place more and more often, Billy would warm up to him over the course of a year and a half. They'd have long conversations about how shit society is and how everyone around them just doesn't get it. Billy will slowly fall for JD and, like with Jennifer, begin getting angry at himself for falling for someone else while in a relationship (like his dad) and start pushing JD away via bitchiness.

Unlike Jennifer though, JD is unphased and continues trying to interact with Billy, which frustrates him. Billy is just like "Fuck off." and JD is just like "No. lol"

At JD's insistence (and by pulling a Billy by climbing in Billy's window, which nearly gave the poor boy a heart attack), they have a talk which you and Stu join since JD had mentioned his plan of cornering Billy (which you werent sure was a good idea, but Stu was excited for and JD insisted in.)

It's a long talk that ends up with feelings being admitted all around. Billy doesn't have a break down this time, unlike in Jennifer's scenario, because it wasn't in the midst of a bad argument.

Again, Billy isn't comfortable right away bringing JD into the equation since it's been you, him, and Stu since high school. JD is impatient but agrees. You and Stu also, of course, go at Billy's pace. Like I said before, poly relationships are especially delicate and all parties involved need to be on the same page.

So the four of you spend another half year together, getting to know JD even more intimately. JD opens up about his ex, Veronica, and how badly everything that happened in Westerburg affected him. Stu gets it because of shit that happened between him and Casey, and Billy gets it because he also felt betrayed by Sidney once Roman showed him the video of his girlfriend's fucking mom going after his dad (JD doesn't get how it's Sidney's fault, like at all, but he knows its a sensitive subject for Billy so he wisely says nothing lmao)

If you go by the events of the movie, JD is internally kinda miffed that Billy and Stu killed their own girlfriends. If this is an AU where they didnt end up killing Sidney and Tatum for whatever reason, JD just goes on a tangent about how disappointing it is to think someone is different or like you and then them being not that.

Billy and Stu open up about being "survivors" of the Woodsboro massacre via convincing ass crocodile tears from Stu. Their involvement in it and the way you open about it and your relation to it is up to you and whatever AU (or not) you decide.

Billy and JD also bond over mommy issues lol, and how shit their fathers are.

Eventually, you do a little extra research about Westerburg and and eventually ask JD about what happened there. JD trusts you enough to let you know about his criminal activity (it's been 2 years of getting to know each other at this point) and you let Billy and Stu know later.

Billy and Stu are floored. Another person who was a homicidal teen? Fucking sick. Stu wants to tell JD right away but Billy is a little more reluctant.

Eventually everything comes to a head when Billy finally decides he loves JD too and wants him to be apart of your relationship. You and Stu are ecstatic. You let JD know and wham bam yes ma'am you guys are now a quad.

Eventually Stu lets the stuff about Woodsboro "slip" (he totally did it on purpose) and JD is like woah same hat?

JD and Billy do have some ideological arguments about killing. JD killed to prove a point about society, whilst Billy killed for revenge (and Stu did too, with Casey). But in the end, they both acknowledge that neither have room to judge the other, so they drop it most of the time.

The sex is wild. Like jfc. Like with Jennifer, Billy fights with JD for dominance and you and Stu are just like "ooookay anyway we'll just be over here fucking dont mind us." (spoiler alert, once they realize you two are ignoring them and too focused on each other they double team the two of you and hooo boy is it so sexy, especially if restraints are used on you and Stu.)

Overall, enjoy your 3 murder boyfriends, because they sure will enjoy you and each other.

[gaywriting]

The Mermaid, the Witch and the Sea book review

The Mermaid, the Witch and the Sea by Maggie Tokuda-Hall (2020)

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i finished this book october 12 on a train home from a halloween party. a bit embarrassing i was crying in public bc of this book but there you go lol. i bought this book a while ago along with another book, that ive wanted to read for a while, so i was more excited for that other book, but i gotta say, this book deserved some excitement as well!

the story follows Evelyn, the lady Hasagawa, on her way to marry a man she's never met, and Flora, the sailor on the Dove, the ship transporting people across the Sea. Unbeknownst to the passengers, they're actually captives, since the Dove is actually a pirate ship in disguise! Flora will have to find the right path for her in a cruel world, to learn how to protect those she loves and Evelyn will have to fight with her own strength to avoid a future of abuse, to fight for a life with her true love. the world is so captivating! i would love to read a sequel or a different story in the same world because i fell in love with it. it's incredibly interesting and very wellwritten worldbuilding. the care that Tokuda-Hall took with gender and how that's treated in the world is so wonderful to read! It would be nice if that could become more normal in books and not just found in a few...

"The Surpreme was not dressed as Rake might have guessed a Surpreme would dress. No finery. No useless frippery. (...) They were not a man, nor were they a woman, but rather something else entirely." (p. 178) "Yes, she was an orphan, a sister, a pirate, a girl and also a boy. But more importantly, she was a person who sought power to protect those she loved. Including herself. Or himself. Both were equally true to her. Neither told the whole story" (p. 294)

the relationship between Flora and Evelyn was very cute to experience and i loved it! insta-love often gets slack, which is understandable if done badly, but this book did it nicely. you believe that the moments that are skipped over Flora and Evelyn spent time together and so the relationship moving feels natural. the moment of their first kiss was so lovely and what happened in the end of the book crushed me, but then picked up the pieces of me and put it together again. Very cute and Very sapphic 💖 i feel like the Witch bit maybe could have been utilised a bit more. i feel like it didn’t matter a lot in the end, but i did love the way magic worked in this world and feel sad it wasn’t used more. magic is stories and sharing your story is sharing a part of your being. Flora used this magic in stories to find herself and who she truely was, which was neat but when she used the magic to try and save Evelyn, she had already escaped on her own, so it ended up not mattering a lot in the end, which was a shame... more reason for author to write more in the same setting, i want more witchy stuff!

tbh if more books had lesbian mermaids in it the world would truly be a better place. 🧜🏽‍♀️💕 i really hope Tokuda-Hall is gonna publish more work with this world setting, I would buy it in a second!