#bottled up emotions

[mobilesuitmidas]

So glad I don't have any friends...no one's gotta hear about my dark depression except me

[luckynecochan]

Someone always said " if you had talent you should use it to make money " so anyways , DM me if you want bottled up emotions .

[cultural-derealization]

The equivalent of bottled up emotions/trauma for years until one day you explode

[missmarvelnerd]

Cause I'm miserable

And nobody even knows

[love-and-books320]

Me when the bottled up emotions start coming out when i'm on my period: ....no

[bosswitchc-blog]

So the quit vaping has been a shit show but I’m finally putting my plan of getting my dog a cat into place and that’s brought so much positive energy and thoughts into my mind and body that I’m gonna stop buying vapes. I wanna get my kitty nice things and to do that I need to save money.

I just wish I could save these positive emotions and bottle them up.

[i-hope-i-regret-this]

a prisoner in my throat

There is a prisoner in my throat, locked in a fortress of my own creation

She screams and wails and kicks and scratches and for so long my walls held strong, held steady, held fast. Unbreakable, impenetrable, infinite.

But she has been screaming for so long, and no stone is truly indestructible; the walls have started to crack around her.

I don’t have the energy to patch them anymore.

Soon she’ll dig through the stone, claw through the rock, broken fingernails and torn skin leaving bloody trails behind her. She’ll hit the outside, and expect sunlight and a path and an escape-

But all that awaits her is a nasty storm, an endless ocean, and a rickety old skiff with a single oar.

She could go back inside, but she won’t.

The salt water stings her wounds, but she doesn’t flinch, just paddles with exhausted arms, dripping blood onto the floor. It mixes with the rain and the salt and forms little swirls around her bare feet.

She can’t see where she’s paddling, so she shuts her eyes. She paddles and she doesn’t stop.

One of two things will happen- she could hit sand, crawl onto a beach, find help and warmth and a second chance; or, she could die, sitting up in her rickety little boat, trying to get to safety she can’t be certain exists.

She knows which one is more likely, but she paddles still.

What else can she do?

[infinite-beginnings]

The line when Charles said, "Edwin's told me loads of stories about Hell," and him seeming to know he'd find a map in Edwin's book always hits me hard.

Now I acknowledge Charles might’ve been posturing to reassure the Night Nurse he could navigate Hell, but let's assume this fact was real.

Because that means that Edwin felt comfortable enough to talk about all of his trauma to Charles. He mentions Hell a lot in passing in front of the girls, but he never goes into specifics. However, it seems as if he actively told Charles quite a few details about Hell. I also noticed that Charles is very calm when he's going to find Edwin. Yes, he's studying the book a lot, but he is also navigating the space with a certain amount of confidence. I'm sure it's partially due to Charles' tendency to do things without thinking and project confidence. But also, it seems as if he might have at least a very basic level of knowledge or familiarity with the levels of Hell based on the stories Edwin told.

I think this is probably another reason why Edwin struggled to believe the fact that Charles had faced abuse in his past and never shared it with Edwin. Because Edwin was always up front and honest with Charles. He told him the very first time they'd met that he had just escaped Hell. I'm sure Edwin did not want to relive his memories of Hell, and maybe it took him decades to feel like he could share. But I bet when he started talking about it with Charles, he felt relief. Because sharing your trauma with someone who accepts you and loves you no matter what is always a relief after holding it in and pushing it down.

So I just imagine Edwin feeling that relief after sharing his stories from Hell and feeling closer and more bonded with Charles because of it...and then he finds out that Charles has this huge amount of trauma from his past that he has been keeping inside. It probably breaks Edwin's heart that he hadn't been able to offer Charles the same relief he'd felt.

And yes, Crystal mentioned that Charles was probably denying the trauma even to himself. We all know that Edwin knew something was off with Charles and that he was probably frustrated in himself because he hadn't been able to figure it out, but Crystal apparently had.

But I also think there might be another level to it. The boys have been solving cases for 30 years. I find it hard to believe that they never had another case involving abuse or at least someone with a controlling personality that would've reminded Charles of his father. Maybe Edwin thinks back to a couple of those cases and how Charles was acting strange and withdrawn during them and realized he'd missed a huge clue about how his friend was feeling.

All those years of sharing his stories from Hell and being comforted by Charles and Edwin hadn't been able to do the same. Edwin is definitely hurt that Charles didn't feel like he could confide in him and heartbroken to think about how much pain his friend was going through alone.

[krasnyel]

return to me

[no0dlecatk]

'What makes you think you can treat him that way'

[itz-pandora]

Misc AU

He forgot how to cry.

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

Fear and Sadness are the two most bottled up emotions by Disgust and THE ONE TIME they are actually allowed to come back to the front, it was because Regina was hit by a goddamn BUS

More Mean Girls × Inside Out crossover

The climax of this AU is literally just Disgust trying to take over the entirety of Regina's mind during the Mean Girls fallout scene between Katy and her. Disgust attempts to dominate the console by claiming that everyone else is only slowing Regina down, and that Disgust can replicate all the other emotions by herself because she believes she can do their jobs better (spoiler alert: she cannot <3).

Obviously, an emotion cannot imitate another, so she screws up what Fear was supposed to be there for and doesn't pay attention to the fuckign BUS that was about to hit her. She finally call Fear and Sadness out of their timeout corner and yada yada, don't suppress your emotions, lesson learned, you get the gist of it.

[nats-uvi]

Angst time :D👍

You can read my rambling about her in the tags

[mushroominaforest]

Well, I drew baby Hunter and Arti, so here’s baby Inv and Saint from the au!

Lore dump time!

Like I’ve said, these siblings are total opposites, and they were even more different as kids. You guys seem to like Saint’s silly expressions, but when they were younger they didn’t express anything. They aren’t bored or annoyed with Inv in the picture, they just literally always looked like that. Inv on the other hand, can’t mask to save their life. They’ve always been very expressive, loud and hyper, in sharp contrast with their sibling who almost never spoke back then.

Unfortunately for Inv, the Iterator that created and raised these two definitely preferred Saint. Inv was too much of a handful, but Saint was the perfect kid in their opinion- basically just a statue. Inv isn’t as stupid as they can act sometimes, and they definitely knew that their younger sibling was the favourite. That wasn’t a great feeling for them.

Despite their differences, Saint and Inv are very close. Inv has always been able to tell what Saint is feeling regardless of what expression they have, and Saint has always been patient with Inv and has never really minded their antics.

[syn0vial]

most relatable Boba Fett Moment™ in the expanded universe is when he very calmly and curtly walks away from what should be a highly emotional conversation (much to the annoyance and disgust of the person he's speaking to), locks himself in a washroom, then proceeds to have debilitating panic attack for several minutes before standing up, composing himself, and walking out in the exact same unruffled manner like nothing happened :^)

[canisalbus]

have vasco & machete ever gotten into any big arguments?

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