#borhap guys

[lilacerull0]

a day at the opera !! 🧡

OK doing a night at the opera AND a day at the races

A Night At The Opera:

1. THE PROPHET'S SONG (ily Brian May)

2. Bohemian Rhapsody

3. Seaside Rendezvous

4. '39

5. You're My Best Friend

I'm In Love With My Car CAN'T be ranked, it is Superior and also my Best Friend.

A Day At The Races:

1. You and I

2. Somebody To Love

3. Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy

4. Long Way

5. Teo Torriatte

💫send me an album and i’ll say my top 5 favorite songs from it!💫

[milo-is-rambling]

This movie has the potential to break me open or do nothing at all. Alas. This is life.

[georgeweasleyslostearhq]

hi

could you please do a BoRhap request? Where she looks after the guys during recording since her family owns Rockfield Farm and they love her cooking? But the guys (minus Fred who has Mary) all fancy her too?

❤️

SOMEBODY TO LOVE

Pairings: John + Roger + Brian x Fem!reader Summary: ^^ Warnings: none, I don't think Note: I did my best guys, I'm sorry

a knock came to your door as you finished up breakfast

you left the kitchen and went to the front door

you opened the door to see a blonde with long hair with sunglasses on

he was wearing dark, slightly flared jeans, a yellow v neck shirt underneath a greeny grey jacket with fur

behind him was a short haired brunette with a mustache

he pushed the blonde out of the way and held out his hand

"hi, I'm paul, this is Roger, From Queen" he introduced

of course you knew Queen was coming to your family's farm, it wasn't like you didn't know who they were and wouldn't let them in, it's just that you felt Rogers gaze planted on you and it made you feel a little nervous

"you're not" Roger scoffed quietly

"yes, of course, come in, are the rest here too?" you asked, stepping out of the way to let them in

"they're sorting out their luggage" Roger answered, taking off his glasses

"well, I made breakfast..if you're hungry?" you smiled tightly

"depends what you're serving" Roger smirked and looked you up and down

"pancakes" you responded quickly

"yeah, I could eat"

he followed you to the kitchen and he took a seat, shovelling food onto the plate in front of him and started eating

a few minutes later Roger had finished his plate and went back for seconds

"ah there you are Freddie" Paul spoke up, noticing the other three band members by the door

"we're also here mate" the tall, long curly haired brunette said, seeming annoyed by Paul's presence

"should I show you boys to your rooms?" you wondered, breaking the silence that filled the room

The three boys standing at the door all turned to you

"didn't know the farm came with a pretty lady" the curly Brunette smiled

"oh I'm Y/n. this is my Family's Farm. I live in the building beside this one, I'm just here to show you around"

"are those pancakes for us?" the auburn haired one said

"oh, yes! you can have as many as you want" you pointed to the mountain of pancakes you had made on the counter

"they are delicious" Roger said with a mouthful of food

"well I'm Brian, This is Fred and John and I see you've already met Rog"

"it's a pleasure to meet you guys"

"pleasure's all ours darling" Freddie beamed

"well I'll show you your rooms then" you said taking off your apron and leading them upstairs

"it's probably not what you're used to but your manager said it was perfect to get away from distractions so" you shrugged

you turned to face the boys and see Roger first

"you're in here. mister Taylor" you looked to the first door

"right" he grunted, walking into the room with his heavy luggage

"and that's yours, Mister Mercury" you pointed to the room in the corner to the left

"thank you darling"

"Mister May, yours is right here" pointing to the right side next to the bathroom

Brian walked into the room and you noticed John still standing on the top of the stairs

"oh, sorry. mister Deacon, you're downstairs" he walks back down the stairs and you lead him down to the room.

"I know it's small but it doesn't get nearly as cold as the other rooms" you informed him

"okay..." he frowns as he steps down

"well I'll let you get settled then, i'll show you and the band around when you're ready" you smiled, starting to go up the stairs

"are there still pancakes?" he asked, putting his luggage down on the bed

"oh yeah, they'd probably still be warm too" you answered

he soon started following you up the stairs to the kitchen to find all the other members of the band eating the pancakes

"Rog really didn't lie, these pancakes are delicious" Brian hummed

"we need more syrup" Roger lifted up the empty bottle of maple syrup

"oh..ok" you walked over to the fridge as John took a seat and started eating the food

"here you go" you grinned, putting the syrup on the table in front of them

-

it's been a few days since they've arrived and much to your surprise, you've seen more of them then you expected

you didn't think you would see much of them, you thought thy would be very busy and you didn't have a problem with that

but Roger, Brian and John all seemed to want you around them

Roger would casually flirt with you

Brian would always start up a conversation or make you help with with a lyric

and John would subtly make eye contact and smile before coming up to you to ask for suggestions

and they would all ask if you could cook them up something when they got hungry and said they liked your cooking, so much so that there would be barely any left for Freddie or you.

Roger was currently helping you make breakfast while Brian and John sat and ate while they discussed songs

"i put my heart and soul into this song" Roger spoke up as they talked about his new song he made

"no one is disputing that" John smiled, lifting up his fork

"and you don't like it because you want your songs on the album" Roger fought

"it's not that Roger" John denied

"then what is it?" the blonde raised his eyebrows as he stopped cutting bread

"I'm in love with my car?" Brian spoke up

you fought back a laugh at the thought of the song

Brian and John both made a questionable face as silence filled the air

"maybe it's not strong enough?" Brian suggested

"what does that even mean 'not strong enough'?" Roger frowned

"I know I'm late. What did I miss?" Freddie came in and poured himself some tea

John straightened his back and looked at the singer "discussing Roger's car song"

"is it strong enough, that's all I'm asking. If I'm on my own here, then i apologise" Brian put his hands up defensively

"how does your new song go, then, hm?" Roger walked over and grabbed Brians lyrics

"you call me sweet.. like I'm some kind of cheese" the drummer read out

you stifled a laugh as you cooked bacon

"it's good" Brian defended, looking at the John who was eating a sausage with a smile and Freddie who was stirring his tea

"wow" Roger sighed sarcastically

"is that-, is that you know- when my hand's on your grease gun..That's very subtle isn't it?" Brian read Rogers back

"it's a metaphor, Brian" Roger argued

"it's just a bit weird Roger, what exactly are you doing with that car?" John spoke, waving his fork around

"what do you think, Y/n?" Roger turned to you, looking for backup

you put the now cooked bacon on a plate and turned to the boys

"don't turn to me, I'm not getting involved" you shook your head

"children please, we could all murder each other but then who would be left to record this album?" Freddie butted in

"statistically speaking, most bands don't fail, they break up" John stated mater-of-a-factly

"why the hell would you say something like that?" Freddie frowned

John shrugged and Freddie turned back to the Blonde

"Roger, there's only room in this band for one hysterical queen" Freddie informed the drummer before walking out

"you know why you're angry, Roger?" Brian began again

"...why?" Roger breathed out

"'cause you know you're song isn't strong enough" the curly headed man repeated

"boys I really don't think you should be-" you started to say but cut off by Roger throwing bacon at Brian's face

"is that strong enough?" Roger questioned

"ok" you mumbled, looking at John, who smiled at you amusingly

Roger pushed off plates and glasses off the table angrily

"what about that?!" he asked before going over to find something else

"Hey!" you yelled at Roger, who grabbed a pot of Coffee

he turned and began to swing it at the two boys before he stopped as they put their hands up

"Not the coffee machine!?" they both yelled

Roger put the coffee machine down and you sighed looking at the mess

"I'll clean this up" he sighed after a moment of silence

"you sure are" you nodded sternly

-

you sat in the recording room on the couch with John and Roger as Brian got ready to record his guitar

Roger slung his arm around your shoulder as Brian got set up

"so..how about we go get dinner later" he suggested

"pardon?" you wondered

"you, me, i'll take you out to dinner" he repeated

"I highly doubt she'll want to go out with you, Roger, she's too good for you" John sighed

"and what? you're better?" the drummer scoffed, looking over you to the auburn headed bassist

John stared at Roger for a moment

"how's katie? last time we saw her was right before we left to come here" the Deacon wondered

"shut it mate" Roger groaned

your thoughts were cut short as Brian started playing

you focused on the music but felt John's gaze on you, you slowly turned your head to see him staring at you, smiling

"so, do you have a boyfriend?" Roger asked

"I don't see how that's any of your business" you crossed your arms, looking back at Brian, who's still playing his solo

"what if I want to ask you out?" he shrugged

"how come you're the one that gets to ask her out?" John leans forward to argue with Roger

"because I can" the Taylor boy smirked

"Roger, do you have to be such a man whore?" John questioned, his accent become more defined and thick

"I think you're just jealous you don't get women chasing after you" Roger huffed, leaning back on the couch, seeming to be not fazed

"ah yes, because all i need is women to make me feel better about myself, all i need and want is women around me to fill a void of unfulfillment" John rolled his eyes

"oh yeah? let's see who she wants more then" Roger raises his eyebrows as he took off his glasses to look at you

John frowned "you can't pressure her into choosing either of us...that's not how relationships work, Roger"

Roger stifled a laugh "who said I wanted a relationship"

"my point exactly"

"all i'm saying" is that she's probably looking for somebody to love and i'm right here" Roger raised his hands in defense

"what makes you think she wants someone?" John glared

"children, children. leave the poor girl alone, she doesn't want either of you" Freddie butted in

you found yourself wondering how it came to this, two members of the band Queen almost practically fighting for your, to be with you

it made sense about Roger, seeing all of those tabloids of him with new girls around his shoulder almost every week

but John? he didn't really seem the type

you tuned out of the argument and soon wondered when Brian came back into the room as you looked up to find him sitting with Freddie

"I think whatever happens, it's up to her, you shouldn't be trying to force something she does not want" John fought

"what are you guys fighting about?"

"who gets to take this beautiful lady out" Roger smirked, nodding towards you

"who says either of you get to?" Brian spoke in a confused manner

"oh don't tell me you want her too?" Roger groaned

"what's so wrong about that?" the guitarist questioned

"I'm gonna go" you sighed, getting up

"are you still going to make us pasta tonight?" John perked up

you chuckled "I think you all need a break from my cooking"

"NO!!"

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[arrogantsoap]

back on tumblr to possibly stir the pot on tumblr queen fandom idk

(these are for context)

I was talking about it on twitter as you can see on the images above and decided to move it here because.

this is a huge rant, it might piss people off.

Idk, this is conspiracy theory but whatever, it's not like my opinion has any relevance. I saw a few comments on the thread of op's post mentioning how fucked up it is of roger and brian to contribute to borhap being the way it is (villainizing freddie for being gay basically). and like. idk. I've checked out of this fandom quite a while ago, so I'm not exactly keeping up with anything. but like it would be interesting to analyze them as a "friend group" again. because behind the scenes there might've been some fucked up homophobia going on, or some shit like that. like it definitely seems like the image they're trying to paint of themselves is only that clean to hide something else.

and now im going off my own tweet, like i see no reason for them to be so quiet/private about certain aspects of their lives (? idk how to explain this). like, you could argue that because they're still alive they still have an image to maintain of sorts. but idk. look at the beatles. everybody knew they were fucked up and now the remaining living ones just say yeah actually we were fucking insane. now queen seems a lil weird. they're a seventies rock band, im guessing everyone who knows anything about seventies rock bands will assume they were all fucking insane, but instead of ever elaborating on it (from what I can recall from more recent interviews I remember seeing/reading) they just don't really mention it??? like it's always about freddie, and how freddie was a tormented genius who fucked up his own life because he was crAazy guys!! idk. they (brian and roger more directly) never really let the people in their lives and their actual thoughts on things. they make sure to always mention freddie (because how could you not, really) but always say exactly the same things, i haven't seen an actual thoughtful retrospective by them. and it just feels like they're hiding shit, y'know? they seem very pr friendly.

and yeah maybe you could argue it's for privacy reasons. but they like talking about their past. just not about themselves and how they played a part in their past. borhap is the proof. they do like using queens image and !!to me!! it seems that it is solely for profit.

one of the great things about biographies and biopics and all that is the reflection about past events, revisiting events with a clearer understanding of context, being able to see clearly the different sides of the same story and all. but the remaining of queen seems to suffer from a chronic lack of self awareness when it comes to their own lives. and again !!!!to me!!!! that might be a sign that they weren't friends (with freddie) perse after all. mccartney can shit on lennon all he wants but he never diminished his importance or paint him in a bad light after his death for the sake of his own image, and that's a telltale sign of love and respect between the two of them.

and back to the homophobia bit, i don't think i explained it all that well. it's interesting how freddie was one of the biggest queer icons and impacted so many lives, but since his legacy was in the hands of the straight people around him it got all warped as soon as they had the opportunity. I could understand a biopic like borhap being made about him by some random director with loads of money to spend and no interest in queen/freddie besides the money their image could bring (think the movie yesterday). but it's completely different that roger and brian wanted the story to be told like that. that just shows that no matter how much they say they loved freddie (and who am i to say they didn't) they didn't bother to respect him.

idk. idk idk idk. this is just a convoluted way to say: queen's version of the story we've got so far seems iffy. i don't really trust it. but maybe im just misinformed. in that case just ignore what i said.

[coco-bean-1218]

Thank you for the tag @hxad-ovxr-hxart !!!

Rules: favorite movie, hobby, animal, character, color, place, season, album, food

1. Move- definitely a three-way tie between the live-action Cinderella, Night at The Museum, and Bohemian Rhapsody

2. Anything Psychology or Neuroscience related

3. Dogs and Meerkats- I had 2 dogs growing up, a beagle and a yellow lab/golden retriever mix. Here are some of my favorite breeds:

4. I have so many I can’t!!! - let’s do a top 5, in no particular order:

Dallas Winston- The Outsiders- Fun fact: I went to high school with a guy in my grade who looked exactly like him, I'm not even joking it was scary. His first name was the name of another character from The Outsiders too!

Charles "Chuck" Grant- Band of Brothers- the love of my life, my beautiful sunshine boy

Ahkmenrah- Night at The Museum- 8th grade me was simping hard, the Rami obsession began after BoRhap

Matthew Crawley- Downton Abbey- 3rd grade me knew what was up, he deserved better, y'all be sleeping on him, don't get me wrong I love Tom Branson, but everyone always forgets Matthew

Prince Kit- Cinderella- 4th grade me was shook, this was my sexual awakening

5. Royal blue

6. Never been, but I’d love to go to Hawaii

7. Summer

8. A tie between Angel Face and Shawn Mendes 2018

9. Any type of dessert

[gothedrals]

I forget that jesus was a real guy and not just the main character of the stations of the cross etc in the same way that post-borhap queen fans read self insert fanfic about gwilym lee as brian may. does anyone understand

[queen-thinky-thoughts]

Thinking about this post (hi @jenaphyr), which I mostly agree with, except that having stepped out of fandom for a hot second, I don't think I can at all agree that Freddie was "straightwashed" in the movie. He was only straightwashed if you look at the movie through the most obsessive online fandom glasses.

BoRhap was a movie about a gay man. In which he realised he was gay. And proceeded to have gay affairs, gayly pining for another gay man. Really, to the average viewer, movie!Freddie did indeed come off as very gay. I don't see how anyone could possibly argue with that. lol

Sure, his relationship with Mary wasn't portrayed precisely as it actually happened, a lot of things weren't, a few people probably went away thinking he might have been bi (oh no, the horror, the crime) but I'm sorry, where was the straightwashing actually? Freddie very much did have a romantic and sexual relationship with Mary at some point. Like so, so so, SO many gay men who try living a straight life (often with moderate success even) before they finally give up. Why do I constantly get the feeling that this fandom is obsessed with downplaying Freddie's relationship with Mary to "he never really loved her at all or was romantic with her ever" when that's just... not the truth. Or the whole "oh but he loved Jim MORE". What the heck? Love is not a measurable thing. He was in a relationship with both of them at different points in his life, both of them mattered to him differently, both of them he loved in the way in which he loved them. It's not a competition and simply acknowledging the relationships with women he had prior to coming out doesn't make him less gay, you guys.

[magickcandie]

Can I request for Roger Taylor (either BoRhap or Queen) where she comes to set for I Want to Break Free and literally falls over laughing at the guys in drag especially Rog

Can't wait- thanks!

I had an automatic idea when I saw this one. I really hope you like it and come back again! Fic

[illfoandillfie]

Hi, I'm just wondering why you aren't writing for Joe,Brian, or deacy anymore? I love all your stories! But I'm just curious:)

mostly i'm just not super attracted to them lmao.

I wasn't horny for deaky the way i was for some of the others and i never really intended to write for deaky. i think i have like 2 blurbs that i did on request and i remember not being happy with either of them because i don't really feel like i know anything about deaky so i find him much harder to write.

brian and joe are a bit different. I wasn't really into either. I've always been a roger/ben girl lmao but they were defs very present within fandom content (more so than deaky, at least in the people i followed). It wasn't impossible to avoid reading bri or joe fics but it could be tricky. Especially if you liked the idea of threesomes or poly relationships which I do, both from a reading and a writing perspective. So a combo of the fandom generally being into them, me being horny about certain dynamics, and me wanting to write things that other people wanted to read meant i was defs more open to writing them even tho they weren't My Guys.

But then as the borhap fandom started to slow down I sort of lost interest in them. Bri said some dumb old man shit online, Joe kept making jokes about him and Ben even tho the joke had stopped being funny and certain parts of the fandom took the joke too far anyway so the threesome/poly stuff became less fun because i didn't want some tween hardzello shipper to share my dumb porn with the actors on insta. Plus I don't write as much as I used to. So when I do write I'd prefer to focus on people i really like writing for.

If the fandom had stayed more active and been less annoying I might have kept writing them but 🤷‍♀️i'm not actively horny about either of them so I'm not thinking of ideas for them.

[bleedblood]

ive been watching sky arts for hours now ive seen part of a pink floyd documentary, a pink floyd concert, a documentary on borhap (the song not the movie) and now some guy is talking about books about the beatles

[simbelmyne20niniel]

i’m ok? i’m brother has the flu so kinda just wanting to catch it myself. you?

i love the borhap casting! i think rami did amazing!

i think i watched a mgk movie before hearing his music?? anyway i think he did a really good job as tommy. do you listen to mgk’s music?

that’s one of my favorite scenes too and the ones with ozzy!

rick video

it was…….well laughably bad😅 i liked it because it was so bad, but yeah it was horrible.

i love zombie and in the end!

mmmmm maybe dave ghrol or vivian campbell! you?

do you have anything fun planned this week?

~chris🦝

The flu!! I hate it when I catch it too. Hope your brother gets well, and if you caught it, get well too.

I've been fine. Finally on vacation, so I can sleep a lot and better.

Yes, Rami was incredible in the movie!!! I liked his work on The Pacific, Mr. Robot and Night at the Museum, too.

The first time I heard about MGK was when he released the "Rap Devil" song. My reaction was like: "Is this guy for real? Picking a battle with Eminem?" I think that's the only song I've heard from him, hahahaha. Some friends say that he has good songs, but I haven't had the chance to listen to them.

The Ozzy scene is hilarious!!!!

I watched the video, OMG he looks so cute UwU 💓

I think Donovan Leitch or Keith Moon.

My plans are:

Finish a gift for one of my friends.

Buy everything needed for the Christmas dinner

And that's all, you?

[patt-off]

Rules: Repost, don't reblog, and tag nine people you want to know better. (Or just tag however many you want.)

Tagged by: @nytmr1

Favorite Colors: probably purple or blue

Currently Reading: nothing atm but i really need to finish pheobe's queen book

Last Song: Liar (queen 1)

Last Movie: beats me but probably borhap a few weeks ago

Last Series: bbc ghosts 4

Sweet, Savory, or Spicy: depends on the hour but not a huge spicy guy

Craving: i could go for some bbq chips or cheesecake wait a second we have cheesecake in the outside freeezer holy shit

Currently Working On: just posted a queen album bracket on twitter but i have a project video for school i need to edit still

tagging: uhhhhh i guess i don't really have too many freinds on tumblr these days but if you see this please do it and pretend i tagged u :)

[bloodcrosses]

I miss the BoRhap fandom. You guys were fun.

[bjeanesthings]

Imagine being Ben’s new personal assistant (part3)

Ben joined the boys for lunch while you got some time for yourself. So the boys had free range with the four of them. And they used that time to the full advantage.

“On a different note. Ben, how are you liking the new PA?” Rami asked after a while. 

Ben sighed. “I don’t know man. I thought I’d be different.” He got some questioning looks from the other guys. “Well, Joe said Y/N was great fun, but I don’t know. They don’t seem to like me that much.”

“Well, you kind of flashed them Ben. There isn’t a lot of people who take kindly to that.” Gwil laughed.

“I was wearing a towel.” Ben defended.

“Just barely.”

Joe shook his head. “Look, Ben. Y/N is great fun. But there are just somethings that you cannot do around someone that works for you. Because, let’s be fair, it’s inappropriate.”

Rami nodded. “That’s true. It’d be funny, and they’d laugh, if it was one of us. But when it’s your boss.... There’s just lines that you shouldn’t be crossing Ben.”

That set Ben to thinking. Perhaps the others were right. Perhaps he wasn’t seeing the lines in the sand clear enough. To separate business from pleasure.

[bensboynton]

boyfriend ben hardy hc

hi im working hard on part 4 of good enough so enjoy this headcanon<3

send in blurb and headcanon requests for borhap boys or queen!! :)

this is unorganized and all over the place but i still think it’s cute. let me know what you think!! 

word count: 1.2k (wow i got carried away!)

warnings: EXTREME FLUFF, smut, swearing, unedited(think y’all should just be under the assumption every thing i write is unedited)

so let me get this straight, ben is so whipped for you. 

truly would do anything to make sure you’re 110% happy and living your best life at all times. 

has a tough guy persona(even thought he sucks ass at keeping it up) so he doesn’t show it often, but get a lil alcohol in his system, and bam, all he can do is talk about how every time you talk about that one book you like so much he can see constellations in your eyes. 

pda in public all. the. time. 

he has this thing where just touching you makes him calm down or just settles his nerves. 

hand holding happens a lot. 

tons of casual, lazy hugs. 

always has an arm around your waist, or draped across your shoulders. 

light kisses on your temples. 

and ben is always so attentive to you... if he takes you to an event he’s looking at you every two seconds to make sure you’re doing okay. 

if you show even the slightest sign of discomfort, he’ll whisk you away to a private area so he can make sure you’re good. 

always complimenting you. 

always telling you how pretty you are, how funny you are, how much he loves your laugh, how much he loves being around you, how lucky he is to have you, etc. 

you wake up in the morning? bam, a compliment from ben. you put something in the microwave? bam, another compliment. you vomit in a trash can in an alley after drinking all night? bam, ben compliments you while comfortingly rubbing your back and holding your hair out of your face.

speaking of alcohol and staying out all night, you both do a lot of that. 

at clubs, ben always has a tight grip on your hand, and guards your drinks from the bar with his life when you go up to the bathroom. 

loves to dance, even though he’s lowkey trash. 

lets you lead the way and just kind of follows what you do and awkwardly sways side to side. 

you never have to worry about any unwanted attention from guys because they see ben and don’t even try.

you’ve had plenty of boyfriends that, when drunk, got mean or angry. 

but ben? nah he just gets clingy and really, really cheesy and cute. 

sickeningly cute. 

if you go out with the borhap boys, he’ll come back from dancing with joe and lift you up and put you in his lap, and just hug you really tight. 

“you smell good.”

“thanks, ben.”

“i love you so much. thank you for being my girlfriend.”

“truly my pleasure, bennie boy.”

and on the ride home, he’ll put his head in your lap and just watch you as you look out the window absent-mindedly.

and he’ll tell you how beautiful you look about a hundred thousand times. 

he always is little spoon when he’s drunk, because he just wants to be held because he’s literally just a blonde teddy bear. 

okay but don’t even get me started on ben talking about you. 

he absolutely gushes whenever someone mentions your name. 

if an interviewer brings you up, he sits up straighter and his eyes come alive and his face is forced into the cutest, squishiest smile. 

when he talks about you to joe, gwil, and rami, he talks about how he wants to spend the rest of his life with you. 

you know this because joe has the biggest mouth of anyone you’ve ever met, and because you accidentally eavesdropped once. 

ben had mentioned how he’d been in a serious relationships before and they said they loved each other, but that you gave him a whole new outlook and idea of what love truly was. 

and you about melted in your spot behind the door where the four friends were sitting. 

he talked about you so much to his parents, his mom was threatening to book a flight and come to America if Ben didn’t bring you home soon. 

so he did, and his parents loved you almost as much as ben did.

almost. 

ben also really likes seeing you wear his clothes. 

whether it’s a t-shirt, or a sweatshirt, or even if you wear one of his sweatpants when they don’t even stay up on your waist. 

he’ll come back from filming after dawn, and he’ll walk into the bedroom to see you curled up on the bed in a pair of his sweatpants and sweatshirt. and his heart beats so fast it hurts and he so badly just wants to marry you. 

speaking of filming, ben has to go away a lot for movies, and it’s such a process saying goodbye for the two of you. 

you both need three days notice, tops, so you can spend every waking minute with each other. 

going out to your favorite places to eat, playing board games, watching really bad Hallmark movies, literally fucking in every single room in your place. 

that’s another thing, the sex with ben is so good.

you’ve been together for so long, and you’ve both been very vocal, so you both know your way around each other’s bodies like the backs of your hands. 

he knows how to get you riled up in two minutes flat.

and you know how to make his skin crawl, how to have him begging for you and it’s so hot.

i’m literally positive that ben would just think about the last time you both fucked for a second while on set and get hard, like that’s how good the sex is. 

and you’re both into rough quickies but every once in a while y’all will have a nice candle lit dinner followed by slow, hand holding shit that’s absolutely mind-blowing.

anyways

ben is the first boyfriend you’ve had that’s also your best friend. 

you could come home from work and yell “bitch you would not believe what cassandra did today” and ben would run to meet you at the door like “oh shit what she do?”

you and ben can get drunk and laugh like school girls, but also stay up until 3 am talking about your existence and every single memory you can conjure in your mind from childhood. 

you both know each other so well, it’s scary. 

you literally finish each other’s sentences.

and you know each other’s favorite orders at every single restaurant you’ve ever gone to more than once. 

ben could order your very complicated, yet very eloquent starbucks order in his sleep now. 

and you could order ben’s favorite meal, dessert, and drink from nando’s without any hesitation. 

but, anyways, you’ve been dating ben for a while now, and it’s clear you’re not breaking up anytime soon. 

you look into ben’s crystal eyes and you can literally see your future.

and you fall more and more in love with each other every day. 

you’re both very busy, very high maintenance(sometimes), but you both take pleasure in the smallest things when you’re with each other. 

ben can watch you write in a notebook for hours, watch how your eyebrows furrow in concentration when you drive or read a book.

he never was a man for details or little things, but the second he met you, that all changed.

ben says “i love you” a thousand times a day because he’s scared that you’ll forget.

but you’re always there with a warm smile and a “i love you more.” 

because it’s true. you’ve never loved someone like you’ve loved ben.

and ben has never loved someone like he loves you<3.

[edidreamerbird]

Have been so unhappy lately, so much going on in my life right now, but Joseph Francis Mazzello has managed to become the light in my everyday life. I love him more every single day 💙💕

I know he won't see this, but I have to thank him: So thank you lovely Joe, thank you for showing me how to stay positive, when my dad is sick, how to overcome my insecurities and how to spread love even on your hardest days.

Thank you, thank you, thank you 💕