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comradekarin · 7 months ago
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REAL MUSIC IS BACK YALL !!!!!! WHERE ARE MY AMERIICAN REQUIEM STANS !!!!
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comradekarin · 7 months ago
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MY FAMILY LIVED AND DIED IN AMERICA, GOOD OLE US, WHOLE LOTTA RED IN THIS WHITE AND BLUE, HISTORY CANT BE ERASED! YOU LOOKIN FOR A NEW AMERICA? ARE YOU TIRED, WORKIN TIME AND A HALF FOR HALF THE PAY?
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enoughbykelela · 1 year ago
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💙🩵💙🩵💙
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texasbama · 1 year ago
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“My beautiful first born 🙏🏾 I’m so proud and thankful to be your mama. You bring us so much joy, my sweet angel.” - Beyoncé via Instagram
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changetyre · 2 months ago
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Make a wish
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SUMMARY: It's Ivy's 2nd Birthday and her birthday wish is a little bigger than you'd expected. Part of Verstappen Family Verse
WARNINGS: None?
A/N: Requested over on wattpad ;)
"Oh no Max the party hats, I forgot to get party hats." Your heart sunk to your stomach. 
"No, I bought some." Max calmed you down. 
Today was Ivy's 2nd birthday and she had been so insistent about celebrating her birthday at a race with her Papa and Uncles despite you telling her she could have a big birthday party at home with her friends. Ivy almost cried when you suggested something else wanting nothing more but to be at the "waces!" for her birthday. 
Despite this, you still wanted her birthday to have somewhat of a little celebration so you'd spent days making and decorating cupcakes to take to the paddock and buying some decorations for Ivy. 
You'd wanted everything to be a surprise so you'd mostly work at night so that the girls didn't see you because you also knew that if Lea saw anything she would definitely say something since she was as good at keeping secrets as her uncle Lando.  
But Max could tell how stressed and tired you'd grown with trying to get everything perfect for her and he was glad it was finally the day so you could relax a little. You'd woken up earlier to get the stuff in the car so that Brad could drive it to the track before you arrived with Max, Ivy, and Lea. 
"Okay, I'll go now." Brad got in the car to drive off. 
"Wait no did I bring down the streamers?" You asked. 
"Yes," Max answered waving Brad away. 
"Wait what about the-" 
"Schatje, everything's there." Max cupped your face to get you to look at him. 
"But what if-" 
"If it's not she won't even notice darling, it'll be perfect because we'll be there." Max kissed you not letting you argue further. He could feel you relax in his arms. 
"I'm sorry, I just want everything to be perfect." You hugged your husband tightly. 
"You'll never reach perfection baby, trust me I've tried" Max kissed your head. "But you're close enough and Ivy's gonna love whatever we do for her." 
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"PAPA WOOK!" Ivy yelled excitedly as she ran out of her room. 
Max turned to see his daughter in a big puffy Belle dress which she had begged him to buy for her birthday. 
"Oh my god is that Belle?" Max gasped dramatically. 
You stood by the door watching the interaction with loving eyes. 
"No Papa is me Iby!" Ivy ran up to her dad who lifted her up and twirled her around. 
"How's my gorgeous birthday girl?" Max kissed her cheeks. 
"Papa I tuwn two." Ivy held up her tiny hand trying to hold up 2 fingers but her third finger kept slipping out of the grasp of her little thumb and pinky finger. 
"Yes, you do and you need to stop growing." Max hugged her closer sighing at the idea of his girls growing up. 
A few seconds later Lea peaked her head around the corner of her room. "Mamma?" She called your name. 
"You ready baby?" You asked your daughter whom you'd also bought a dress for since you wanted to make sure she didn't feel left out. 
She nodded shyly, she'd started growing shy around you and her dad lately whenever she showed you something which you found adorable. 
She walked out wearing her Belle dress too except hers was the blue town dress and you'd helped her put a blue bow on her hair. 
"What a gorgeous princess!" Max also sighed dramatically while holding Ivy who clapped in his arms happily. 
You had breakfast quickly, the girls and you having pancakes as a treat for Ivy's birthday while Max had to eat something else to keep his weight down for getting in the car later. 
You strapped everyone into the car and off you went to the race track. 
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As soon as you arrived there were cameras everywhere but by now the girls were used to it especially Lea who liked to pose for the cameras despite Max and you telling her to keep her head low. 
"Mama Wando?" Lea pointed down to the McLaren hospitality as you approached the Redbull hospitality. 
"Maybe we'll see him later Ivy he's not here yet." You lied and heard her sigh sadly as she rested her head on your shoulder.
You'd arrived at the track pretty early since Max didn't have to be on the track until around 4 today but as a surprise for Ivy's birthday, You and Max had asked the boys if they could arrive early to surprise Ivy for her birthday knowing she would just want to spend the day with her favorite people. 
You walked into the Redbull hospitality and Brad, Vicky, and other staff members were there ready just like planned. 
"Ivy look!" Max called out to his daughter who lifted her head from your shoulder to look towards her dead. 
"SURPRISE!" They called out as party poppers went off and confetti flew everywhere Ivy's eyes and mouth were wide open as she looked around the decorated room. 
She squealed in your arms squirming for you to put her down and as soon as you did she went running to where there were presents and a huge cake with a small fondant F1 car where Ivy was the driver wearing a tiara. 
"PAPA LOOK!" Ivy called out to her dad pointing at the top of the cake. 
"Wow, Ivy." Max gasped surprised as if he hadn't specifically asked for her cake. 
You looked around to look for Lea just to find her munching away at the snacks that were laid out across the snack table despite eating breakfast not long ago. Just as you turned again you noticed Lando, Dani, Carlos, and Charles at the door, Ivy too distracted looking at her cake with her dad to notice. 
"Come in." You waved the drivers over. Max had previously discussed all of this with Christian and he'd gladly accepted having the drivers over at the hospitality for a few hours for the celebration. 
"MY BABY!" Lando yelled as soon as he was inside. 
Ivy's head snapped immediately in the direction of her favorite person. "WANDOOOO!" She yelped as she ran as fast as her little feet could carry her towards her godfather. 
Lea hearing the commotion turned around and also ran towards her godfather, Daniel scooping her up in her arms happily. 
It didn't take long for the rest of the drivers to pile in and Ivy excitedly greeted everyone although always kept coming back to Lando's arms. 
Although you'd insisted they didn't have to bring anything you weren't surprised to see the gift table had doubled in numbers at all the gifts the drivers had bought only hoping they hadn't spent ridiculous amounts of money on a 2-year-old. 
"Happy Birthday dear Ivy! Happy Birthday to you!" Everyone finished singing as Max held Lea in his arms, you holding Lea in yours as you stood behind the birthday cake. Antoine, Louis, and Joris moved across taking pictures and videos of your family per their own request as you'd told them they didn't need to take any pictures and you'd be happy with simply their presence but they insisted. 
"Make a wish princess." Max lowered Ivy so she could blow at her candles. 
"I wish for a widdle broder!" Ivy yelled out unashamedly blowing out her candles afterwards. 
You and Max looked at each other in shock as everyone around you burst out laughing. "Uh, you're meant to say your wish in your head baby," Max told his daughter not really sure how to proceed. 
"hmm." She shrugged unbothered as she squirmed for Max to put her down. "Wando Cake!" She called out to her godfather who gladly came over to help Ivy start cutting the cake (horribly). 
After everyone got a piece and Lea sat sharing her piece with Lando on his lap you all sat and relaxed for a while, Max by your side as Lea played around with Joris and Charles whom she still had an obsession with. 
Max turned to you blinking hard three times, his little I love you gesture. "So what do you think about Ivy's wish huh?" Max asked you. 
You laughed at the thought. Max laughing with you. "If it's with you I want it all." You told him lovingly. 
"In another year?" Max dragged your chair closer to him so there was barely a gap between the both of you. 
"Sounds good to me." You smiled before Max kissed you lovingly. 
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elliesgaythoughts · 5 months ago
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Jealousy
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Sub!abby x lowkey sadist!reader
warnings: blood, pain kink, blood tasting?, reader grinds on Abby’s booty, body marking.
a/n: this is so rushed
You pace silently outside Abby’s door, quietly muttering to yourself in jealousy. She was on the phone with her boss, her fucking milf of a boss that couldn’t keep her eyes off the tall and blonde girl, your girlfriend. You wanted to bite her head off the second you heard Abby belly laugh at a dumb ass comment the bitch had to say to her “fuck this” you say to yourself as you tiptoe into the room to see Abby laying on her front and leaning on her elbows papers layed infront of her and her boss on speaker beside her.
You didn’t care if her boss couldn’t see how fucking jaw dropping the blonde looked, a white tee loosely hanging to her bare body, her arms bursting out of the sleeves and a pair of plad pajama pants, the fact that she’d look this good on call with her still ate at your belly.
“aye” she mouths at you in warning as you creak the door closed and smile knowingly at the sight of her mouth falling agape at you in just a tiny pair of panties and her tee. you shoot her an eye roll and crawl onto the bed beside her and straddle her ass, her large hand reaching behind her and smacking at your thigh repeatedly but only stopping when you lean forward and mute the call beep “shh you’re on call remember?” beep and she nods, her lashes fluttering as she stutters out a dumbfounded answer to your “enemy.”
you push her loose shirt up, slowly exposing her fucking dreamy back, the freckles that adorned it, the light scars that healed overtime from fights she had gotten into. FUCK you wiggle yourself against her as you try to satisfy the throbbing of your clit that beats against your underwear as you reach out a manicured fingernail and drag it down her back, causing a stifled sound to leave her throat as she coughs, trying to play it off.
she darts you a stare but you grip her chin and steer her back to her work effortlessly as her hand mindlessly scribbles onto her notebook.
you continue to amuse yourself, smiling contently at the red letters that appear on her pale flesh ‘M’
you smack her hand as a sweet whine leaves her right after her fingertip lands on the mute button “what! are you doing?”
“nothing mama, keep talking to your slut” you smack her back and your eyes light up at your handprint as a smile creeps onto your lips.
“fuck me” she sighs “baby….cmon” she begs with puppy eyes. of course you knew you were better than her, of course you knew Abby only had eyes for you but that didn’t mean you couldn’t play with her.
“keep talking” you wave her attention back to the phone and she knows she has no choice but to listen to you.
your nails meet her flesh again, sinking into her skin as you grind softly aginst her asscheek ‘I’
Abby’s mind is in the clouds, a wet patch forming in her boxers, the feeling of you using her for your own pleasure, your adorable soft breaths turning her pupils heart shaped, your nails threatening to tear her skin and send even more waves of pain through her as she squeezes her thighs together, a subtle squelch sound meeting your ears while the muscular woman grows shy, dipping her head into the pillow with a weak groan ‘N’
crimson treacle’s down her back as you lean forward and press a kiss to her toned shoulder, your hand firmly gripping her face and squeezing tightly until a high pitched moan left her lips “fuuck” ‘E’ your lips brush her ear, teasing her as you place kisses to her earlobe, your finger tapping the unmute button on her phone so her boss can hear what you speak to the doe eyed girl just before you hang up “mine.”
Abby’s jaw drops, ready to tell you off but you lean back and avoid her gaze, humming to yourself, sweet and content as you trace your fingertip along the buldge of her back, collecting the essence of Abby that you dragged from her. Your eyes only land on her ivy blue ones when you stick your tongue out and slide a red stained fingertip down your pink muscle as Abby watches you, clit throbbing and completely speechless, you roll your eyes and and tilt your head towards the phone dismissively “I don’t like her”
@williamellieslilho @yourelliewillms @bready101 @moonalumi @heygrimace @pascals-doll @infiniteinquiries @aouiaa
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thecapricunt1616 · 5 months ago
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Daddy! Carmy on Fathers Day
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Happy Fathers day everyone! I of course could not get Daddy Carmy out of my head today, so heres a drabble!!!
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You’re woken up by the feeling of something small and firm poking your cheek, you opened your eyes to see your 4 year old son and his twin sister smiling big. You couldn’t help the smile that grew on your face and sit up, rubbing your eyes “Hey guys-” 
“Shhhh!” Ivy, your daughter pressed her fingers to her lips and hushed you, “Daddy’s sweepin- come mama” she whispered, but a child whisper that was more like just barely quieter than her regular talking voice. Thankfully, over the past year or so since the kids weren’t breastfeeding anymore and Carmy wasn’t carrying them back and forth from their bedroom to you in the night, he had become more accustomed to sleeping through more noise instead of waking and jumping to check on them at every little fuss. 
You nodded and sit up, stretching a bit before carefully taking off your covers and grabbing your bathrobe after sliding into your slippers and holding their hands as you went off to the living room. “You guys remember what today is mm?” you ask and Levi giggles 
“Thats why we woke you! We gotta make special breakfast for daddy and- and I’m gonna draw him a picture! Can you get my crayons mommy please please?” he asked and went to grab his construction paper pad he left at their little craft table. 
“And I’m gonna help you with daddys breakfast mommy we can do pretty sparkle pancakes we can use my glitter my special glitter from my birthday!” Ivy dragged her little cooking tower to the counter as Levi whizzed around grabbing glitters and glue sticks and colored pencils.
“Crayons, Mommy! Need’a special sparkle blue” he sat on his knees in front of the coffee table and pushed up the sleeves of his toy story pajamas. 
“Yes- yes yes cubs theres one mommy and two requests, please, patience” That was one thing about these two, no patience, and all the fire you could imagine for two tiny Berzatto children. You wished they could have gotten the patience from their father - but, instead they got their fiery passion and drive from you, and your husbands ‘I want the best, so I'll be the best and everyone will agree that I'm the best’ attitudes. 
Both of them were already in the talented and gifted program in their preschool, and they were both already reading and writing at least at a second or third grade level. This was simply because you had been determined from the moment they were born to do absolutely all of the head start childhood education you could with them, that you never got the opportunity for in your childhood that you had to pay for later.
“For you - no eating it with a spoon missy” you place the edible glitter down in front of her and she giggled. You had Carmy bring home some of the glitter from the restaurant for her birthday cupcakes last year (yes they both got their own cakes or cupcakes, the two of you agreed when you found out you were having twins they would always feel like their own person) and the day after, Carmy came into your bedroom and asked if you forgot to close the pantry as you were doing your eyeliner for a night out, you asked why and when his response was 
“Please look at your daughter” with an air of amusement to his tone, and you looked up to see him holding your hot pink metallic glitter mouthed babygirl, you couldn’t help but burst out laughing.
“Aw no! Thats all daddy- shes just a natural born taste tester huh?”  You smiled at the memory as you plop down the 164 massive pack of crayons that Levi had suckered Carmy into buying for him when they went to Target together. Carmy swore he just went into the store for a new phone charger, but Levi just had to see the craft section, and with his big blue puppy eyes he just couldn’t say no when he asked to get them so they could ‘color pictures together with Ivy and Mommy’ He often fell prey to Levi’s begging, and he was much worse with it than Ivy. 
It was likely because his dad was so hard on he and his siblings when they were younger, he had told you alot of stories about his dad while you were pregnant. It was likely because he was so afraid to turn out like him. But Carmy had become very proactive which is a big change from his 20’s. He used to put things off, especially hard things until he physically could not avoid them anymore - but since he had learned about your pregnancy he had started going to therapy consistently to work out his feelings at the very least and understand them so he wouldn’t make the same mistakes his father made with him.
“Thats right angel two eggs” you encourage as Ivy took another egg out of the carton and carefully tapped it on the counter like her dad had been teaching her basically since she had come home from the hospital. “Wow look at that huh- you been practicing with daddy without me?” you joked, kissing the side of her curly blonde hair sweetly and taking the shells to throw away.
“I been cracking them for daddy! I wanna learn how to do one hand like him” she said, carefully mixing together the batter with the child sized whisk you had gotten for her from her special drawer of cooking tools. When she was about two, Carmy had done a whole bunch of research into Montessori parenting, and how children when taught are way more capable of things then we give them credit for. He quickly started teaching them age appropriate things, and they even had a tiny little functioning fridge and sink at their height to prepare veggies and small things like bowls of cereal as he had taught them how to do those things by themself. Hopefully he said, by the time they were 7 or 8 they could safely use the stove, which it seemed like that was going to be the case because they were already able to use it fully safely while being supervised directly.
“An’ you gotta be careful mommy, ‘cause it’s hot you’ll get ouchie” she instructs as she holds her had a (very, likely overly cautious - but you preferred it that way) ways away from the pan that had the bubbling pancake batter in it, and drops 3 blueberries before clapping for herself with a proud smile and you do the same. “See! Good job!” she said happily and you rubbed her back gently 
“Thats right princess- a very good job! Mommy is gonna flip it now, okay, i’ll be super careful cause its hot right?” you repeat her words from earlier and she mutters a little ‘right’ as you flipped the pancakes over in the pan to reveal the perfect golden brown bottom. She always reminded you of her dad that way, getting all quiet and staring intently with her lip drawn between her teeth as she focused. 
“Mommy look! See thats Levi and thats Ivy and Mommy and Daddy and Auntie Sugar and Uncle Richie and Eva! And - and uncle Pete is at work I guess cause I forgot him- and here it says I love you daddy!” he shoves it in your hands and you take it gasping and smiling big at the colorful work.
“Wow baby!” You picked him up, holding him on your hip as you looked, “So pretty- daddy is gonna love this!” you kiss his cheek and set him back down and he took it, running off likely to make another picture and Ivy tugs your robe
“Mommy!! Take it off take it off!!” She said urgently and pointed. You grabbed the plate and the spatula, taking off the pancakes to reveal perfectly brown bottoms.  “See! All is well princess, now - how about some eggs for these pancakes, mm? You got out a bowl and a fork. It wasnt long until your pancake egg bacon coffee shindig had been assembled on a tray, as well as 2 pictures and a ‘Happy Fater Fathers Day Daddy We ❤ you!' Card.
You nudged open your bedroom door with your hip and your little carbon copies of your husband go racing in and jump on the bed, Ivy plops on Carmys chest and Levi snuggled into his side happily, ever the daddys boy, it was something that made Carmys heart melt since he never felt comfortable asking for love or attention from his own father, he was more then happy to give it to him.
He was up then, with a big bear yawn and a dramatic groan to make the kids laugh. "Do I know you two clowns? Honey- who let these little bedheads in our room?" he teases making them giggle harder.
"Its fathers day daddy! We made you breakfast!" Ivy said as if he could forget and he gasps
"You did?! No way whats on the menu this morning, Chef?" he kissed her cheek with a smooch before giving levi the same and they each snuggled into a side of him as he sat up, the comforter falling down to reveal a bare and much softer chest now, since fatherhood had definitely cut down on his free time that used to be spent at the gym. You loved it all the same, some days even more.
"Blueberry pancakes! Mommy helped and they have unicorn dust" she said and you smiled as you set the tray in his lap, taking your cup of coffee and sitting at his feet. His smile grew as he saw the drawings Levi made as well as the card.
"And what are these, mm?" he looks over at Levi and he smiled proudly and began going on a tangent to his dad about each little detail. Just simply because of the joy that came to your husband with being showered with all the love and attention he deserved -
Fathers Day was one of your favorite days of the year.
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lunarfleur · 1 year ago
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SO INSANE ABT UR 42 MILES STUFF ,,,,,,,,,, EVERYTIME I SEE U POSTED I RUN N I GIGGLE N I KICK MY FEET N I ROLL AROUND ON THE FLOOR HOLDING MY COMPUTER 2 MY CHEST LIUGFIUWGBGWFBQEG UVE OT ME GOING APE SHIT OVER HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEE n e way do u mind working on a gn reader x 42 miles aquarium date one shot ? n then afterwards they just hang out at some restaurant n reader asks miles 2 sit next 2 them at the booth n he does reluctantly [its like ,, their 3rd date hes NERVOUS] n then its just very sweet n silly all around :3 OKI THANK UUUUUUUUU
Young Love, How Beautiful ~ Earth 42! Miles Morales
Summary: If anyone asked you, you would tell the you had been dating Miles for a little over 3 months. If they asked him, he’d say that you’ve been together for 3 months, 2 weeks, and 2 days. He was just about the best thing you could ask for. He always had your best interest at heart.
Tagging: @juneberrie @sluggmuffin @hiyaitssans @ivys-graveyard @kombuuuu
A/N:This isn’t exactly what you asked for…oops…I couldn’t find a way to properly add in the restaurant so…sorry. This is an autistic reader if you squint hard enough. I couldn’t help myself.
This is x gender neutral reader!
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“Miles, look!”
You bounced excitedly at the sight of the Zebra shark that swam around in the tank. You squealed, grabbing onto his arm to point at it.
If anyone asked you, you would tell the you had been dating Miles for a little over 3 months. If they asked him, he’d say that you’ve been together for 3 months, 2 weeks, and 2 days. He was just about the best thing you could ask for. He always had your best interest at heart.
“I know, baby, I see it,” Miles chuckled awkwardly. He let you yank him around, the Aquarium flier in his hand. It was crinkled from how hard he was gripping it.
In his other arm was a very large, very soft, stuffed shark. You two had passed the gift shop on the way in and he watched the way it immediately caught your eye.
“You want that?” He had asked.
“No, no it’s okay.”
“Yeah, you’re right. It is.”
But Miles still shuffled awkwardly next to you. In the midst of your bouncing and squealing, you hadn’t been able to notice the multiple attempts he had made to hold your hand.
“Which one’s your favorite?” He asked, nodding at the glass.
You stared at sharks swimming around. There were ones on the floor, ones higher up. There were browns ones, gray ones. There were smaller ones, there were bigger ones. Truthfully, you couldn’t answer.
Sucking in a breath, Miles carefully put his arm around your shoulder. His fingers sat loosely against the hoodie you were wearing. His hoodie.
“What’s that one?” He asked, pointing.
“That’s a zebra shark,” you told him, leaning into his touch.
“And that one?”
“That’s a bamboo shark.”
He nodded along, humming into your ear. Cautiously, he pressed a kiss to your temple. You could feel the pounding of his heart from where you stood against him. Reaching your hand up to the one that rested above your shoulder, you linked fingers with him. Miles inhaled sharply.
“You okay?” You asked, looking up at him. Your noses were almost touching.
“Yeah,” he chuckled, “I’m chillin.”
“Are you really?”
“‘Course I am. I’m having fun, mama.”
You looked at him, raising an eyebrow.
“You’re sweating,” you noted.
“It hot in here.” You laughed, squeezing his hand and leading him forward. He followed.
The lighting changed once you walked into the next room. The lights were blue and purple. It was dark. Jellyfish floated in large tanks around the room.
You stopped suddenly, backing away from his hold. You grabbed his hand.
“What’s up?”
“Thank you for bringing me here,” you said, kissing him on the lips gentle. Miles looked at you, fighting off nervous giggles.
“Yeah, sure,” he shrugged, squeezing your hand and leading you forward. You laughed, pecking him on the cheek.
“Young love,” an old lady fawned from a few feet away. “How beautiful.”
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heavyhitterheaux · 1 year ago
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Triplets fighting over their parents.
You and Jack were laying down on the couch in the living room as you were watching the triplets play on the floor when suddenly Autumn got up and walked over to you and climbed into your lap.
“Hug, mama?” She asked and you quickly embraced her as she proceeded to get comfortable and lay her head on your shoulder. But this quickly made Axel jealous and he walked over to you next to attempt to push her off of you so he could take her spot in your lap.
“AXEL!”
“Move, Autumn. I want to lay on mama.” He said while pushing her, but she wasn’t budging. 
“NO! GO TO DADDY!” She yelled and all you did was sigh. 
“NO! I WANT DADDY!” Ivy said as she quickly ran over to him and climbed on him. 
“You three cut it out right now. Axel that was not nice and we do NOT push our sisters. Say sorry to Autumn and there is enough room for all three of you.” Jack said and all three of them immediately grew quiet.
“Sorry, Autumn.” Axel quietly said and you thought that she accepted his apology before she made a motion to push him back.
“AUTUMN! GO IN THE CORNER! ACTUALLY BOTH OF YOU GO!” You could tell that Jack was trying not to yell, but it wasn’t quite working out that well.
Both of them let out a huff before climbing down and going to stand in the far corner of the room.
“Fifteen minutes and I better not hear a sound out of you two. You both know better and need to act like it.” Jack scolded while grabbing the remote to change the channel.
Ivy took this opportunity to attempt to hug both of you and proceeded to stick her tongue out to both of her siblings knowing that she now had the both of you all to herself, at least for the next fifteen minutes.
“MAMA! IVY STUCK HER TONGUE OUT AT US!” Axel yelled and pointed at her while all she did was roll her eyes.
“Snitch.” She muttered under her breath and all you and Jack could do was shake your heads.
“IVY! We do not call our brother a snitch!” Jack said while peering down at her as she laid on his chest.
She looked up at him with her blue eyes that resembled his and began to pout.
“But daddy, he did snitch and snitches get stitches.” She said while balling up her fist in Axel’s direction.
“Ivy… go join them in the corner. NOW.”
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comradekarin · 8 months ago
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KENDRICK-MEGAN-BEYONCE SOLOS YOUR HOLY TRINITY !! THIS IS THEIR YEAR !!!
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comradekarin · 4 days ago
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BECAUSE NOTHING REALLY ENDS
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theprophetsayeth · 5 months ago
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More ideas to my batman AU The Devil in the Knight
A different take on the Joker's backstory.
rough draft
Jason Todd's first night out as the official robin.
Shots were reported around the recently shut down Ace Chemical Factory. Robin is the first at the scene and finds five gunmen chasing after man known as The Red Hood. The Batman and Nightwing aren't responding to back up. Robin is wounded and is cornered by three while the other two chase The Red Hood. Batman and Nightwing arrive in time to save Robin and took the fire away from him. While Batman and Nightwing handled the three gunmen, Robin ran toward the ditch behind the factory where the shots and cries came. The shots went quiet, and Robin thought the worst. However, when he stepped outside in the pouring rain, he discovered the horror of Gotham. The Red Hood had been caught between the overflowed river and the two other gunmen. And instead of shooting him dead, they traded their guns for a crowbar and pipe and beat him into begging. Robin threw a birdarang. It blitzed past one of their ears, catching their attention.
The gunman turned, shot, then saw The Batman and Nightwing approach behind Robin. "Fun time's over, Jack. Let's go." The one with the crowbar pulled off The Red Hood's fractured helmet and-
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Bang! Bang!
The man fell into the overflowed ditch. The gunmen fired at The Bat and the birds in their flee. A hand breached out the raging water but Batman and Nightwing didn't notice and went on the pursuit. Robin froze, caught between saving a dead man and punishing the weak. To be a hero or a soldier. The hand reached out again. Jason wanted to save people. That's what heroes do. He dove into the black water. Ignored the eating sting. He swam through filth and murk and reached into Tartarus to catch the sinking man. One armed, with all his little might, he pulled the man toward the breaking moonlight. A hand swooped from the surface and hauled Robin and the man from the water.
But there was no glory in the rescue. Only more horror as the blood drowned the man's cries. His jaw leaned to the side like a drooling red sock. His brains dribbled and his contorted body sizzled white. Robin didn't know what to do. He tried to put a hand over the spilling head, but the man cried hell at a feather's touch. He then took his cape to cover him but remember the sensitivity of his skin. He could only watch and listen to the man howl.
Nightwing returned. The dynamic duo acted. They set the now John Doe into the batmobile while Robin watched and listened. They shot through Gotham to the only Doctor that could save John Doe's life.
"Kill me! Kill ME! It hurts! Please, kill me! Kill me!" John Doe screeched and thrashed all the way there. Robin could only watch and listen despite his eyes closed and Nightwing covering his ears. While Batman stared ahead, unphased, and unsympathetic to his tears.
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Ivy's Account
The idea here is Joker taking Ivy hostage as blackmail to get Harley to return something he needed. As they wait for her, and unable to brush him off as usual, Ivy begins to get a heavy sense she and Joker may have met before. She listened to his rhythmical rambles, caught the tune he whistled, and the beat he snapped too. Then he sang and she remembered that night at the Ice Lounge in her partying days.
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She stood at the bar, eyeing for a pretty cat, when the room darkened and a tall, dark, and handsome boy stepped out on stage. He stunned the crowd when he spoke, a voice so deep and rich it could swoon the angels. He introduced himself by his stage name, Johnny B. Robberts, then sang a ballad of his talent in blues:
Down in the bayou, where the river runs deep, Lived a young boy with dreams, while the gators sleep. He had a voice so pure, like the angels on high, Said goodbye to his mama, with a tear in her eye.
Chorus Oh, he sang with a heart full of fire, Dreaming of Gotham, rising higher and higher. But the Devil heard his song, and he started to scheme, Offered him stardom, in exchange for his dream.
Verse 2 He took a train to Gotham, where the lights shine bright, With his old guitar, and a heart full of fight. On the streets, he sang, caught everyone's ear, But in the shadows, the Devil drew near.
Chorus Oh, he sang with a heart full of fire, Dreaming of Gotham, rising higher and higher. But the Devil heard his song, and he started to scheme, Offered him stardom, in exchange for his dream.
Bridge The Devil whispered softly, "Son, I'll make you a star, You'll have the world at your feet, you'll go far. But when your song is done, and the curtain falls, Your soul will be mine, in the dark, fiery halls."
Verse 3 He sang on every stage, from the big city to the sea, But his heart grew heavy, with what his fate would be. He knew he made a deal, that he couldn't outrun, For when the music stopped, his soul would be done.
Chorus Oh, he sang with a heart full of fire, Dreaming of Gotham, rising higher and higher. But the Devil heard his song, and he started to scheme, Offered him stardom, in exchange for his dream.
Outro Now the bayou whispers of a boy with a song, Who danced with the Devil, and sang all night long. In the depths of hell, where the flames burn bright, You can hear him singin', every lonely night.
Chorus Oh, he sang with a heart full of fire, Dreaming of Gotham, rising higher and higher. But the Devil heard his song, and he started to scheme, Offered him stardom, in exchange for his dream.
Outro In the bayou nights, you can still hear the sound, Of a young boy's dream, now hell bound. With a voice so pure, and a heart so true, Singing forever, in the Devil's blues.
The boy bowed and thanked the cheering crowd. He stepped off the stage and joined The Great and Powerful Oz in his booth. They spoke long and a lot. Then the boy excused himself for a drink. As he waited, Pamela asked, "Did you really make a deal with the devil?"
The boy smiled, "The Devil has always been a sneaky one. He takes the form of many and plays with words with double meanings. But dreams do come at a price."
Pamela recognized that smile well. A smile she put on herself from time to time when things seemed rough. She took his hand and looked into his green eyes. "You're going to be a star, Johnny B. Robberts. With a God-given voice like yours, who needs the devil's help? The Devil only schemes when he's beat."
The bartender came with the boy's drink. The boy took it and smiled at Pamela. A genuine smile with eyes gleaming with new hope. He asked, "What's your name, miss?"
"Pamela Isley."
"Beautiful name. It was nice to meet you, Pamela Isely. Would you like to join me in toasting my name?"
"Of course," she said and raised her glass to meet his. "To Johnny-"
"That's just a stage name. I'd like friends to call me by my real name-"
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"Jack," Ivy whispered.
Joker paused his whistle. It was the voice he heard before he came to the cruel world. All this time, he wondered why the voice sounded so familiar. He turned and somewhere in the depths of his ever-changing mind, he recognized her face while she knew his. Then he saw her eyes and the disappointment they conveyed. It hurt to see yet he didn't know why.
"Alright, here is your goddam radio!" Harley grunted through the doors, hauling a big radio box. She pushed and pushed until the radio was standing in front of Joker and Ivy. She panted, swiping off the sweat from her forehead. "Gee, what a way to treat a gal."
"I'm treating you by not sending you her head with her middle finger on top!" He shoved past her and inspected his radio box. "Goddam it! You changed the station! You know how hard it is to find the right frequency for the GCPD!"
"Oh my god, I'll find it for you if it'll shut you up!" Harley growled as she untied Poison Ivy.
After being untied, and after two hours of Harley searching for the right frequency, Joker let them go. Poison Ivy stopped at the door and gave Joker one last disappointed look.
"What?" said Joker.
And her words left him cold.
"You were going to be a star."
She joined Harley and off they went. Joker stood there a moment, watching the car screech into a dot in the distance. Her words rang in his madhouse engulfed by his nefarious schemes. They echoed loud. She sounded proud. But now... Joker went to the radio and changed the station then stopped at the crackling sound of a guitar. He sat and listened, muttering unheard songs to the melody.
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a little note on Harley, she's undiagnosed and suffers from Anti-social Personality Disorder. She grows an obsession over the Joker as a project that would finally have her recognized. She throws herself into the chemicals to gain a better understanding of Joker when her thesis is proven wrong.
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astoldbychae · 9 months ago
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He's got the whole world in his hands 💙
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"Little Bear, just know you are so loved." 🧸
As we get a little sneaky peaky into Carmelo's camera roll, you'll notice quite a bit has changed. Monet's no longer pregnant and there is a new bundle of joy in the Giordano-Hollingsworth family. 🥺
Due to unforeseen circumstances their plans of a baby shower and baby moon were cut short. . .
Monet spent several weeks in the hospital leading up to babygirl's arrival and of course her big cuddle bear was there with her every step of the way.
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Alleia Marsai (Uh-Lay-Yuh • Mar-Sigh) Hollingsworth aka Leia Bear aka Little Bear was born prematurely (27 weeks) at Terra Amorosa County Medical Center in Tartosa.
Shortly after giving birth Monet had a few postpartum complications which prevented her from visiting babygirl in the NICU for the first couple of weeks. Those weeks months were stressful nonetheless but He managed to stay by both his girl's sides until it was time for him to bring his babies home. 🥺
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Fast forward to present day...and they've been inseparable...
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He's an Early Bird (morning sim) and Leia LOVES wake up time. While Monet gets a few extra minutes hours of sleep, Papa makes sure little bear is fed, clean, and happy before heading off to work (or the gym, if it's his off day). Daddy sings to her all the time, just like he used to when she was in her mama's belly. Although he's got a bit of a deep raspy voice, it's calming enough to relax you and put you to sleep.
If he's not singing, he's definitely playing R&B or Soul. Somehow he managed to get "Blue" to play on Leia's crib mobile...and she's finally started sleeping through the night. Such a spoiled little stinker!
📌 The real story of why there was no celebratory baby moments: In a non-theatric series of events there was no baby shower or baby moon because I sorta-kinda-maybe forgot that I unpaused her pregnancy while I was playing with Penny's household. Came back in my game and boop, Melo was holding a newborn baby. After punching the air for several minutes, I decided to age lil miss up and test out some infant CC (because this was a "back up save")...Long story short, I sorta-kinda-most definitely fell in love with little bear and couldn't turn back the hands of time. Especially after seeing Mel autonomously care for her. Like He's literally such a W Dad, for real. 🥺
And after all that...girl now this man has THIS whim and I-
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😩 Mama better watch out! It's officially Spring in game...so we're prepping for Love Day AND Mother's Day...I hope sis is back on birth control.
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leonardcohenofficial · 11 months ago
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tagged by @herbaklava @timrothencrantz and @wutheringdyke to post my top nine new-to-me watches of the year—thank you all! in no particular order (l-r, top row to bottom row):
skinamarink (kyle edward ball, 2023) great freedom (sebastian meise, 2021) earth mama (savanah leaf, 2023) nineteen eighty-four (michael radford, 1984) enys men (mark jenkin, 2022) marina abramović & ulay: no predicted end (kasper bech dyg, 2022) paris 5:59: théo & hugo (olivier ducastel and jacques martineau, 2016) nationtime (william greaves, 1972) giants and toys (yasuzo masumura, 1958)
while i hit my continual goal of half of the films by women and nonbinary filmmakers, i still definitely need to keep up with deliberately seeking out films by directors of color! tell me your faves if you’ve seen any of these; do we think i can hit 150 titles in 2024? 👀🎬🍿🎥
i'll tag @sightofsea / @lesbiancolumbo / @nelson-riddle-me-this / @draftdodgerag / @edwardalbee / @majorbaby / @radioprune / @glennmillerorchestra / @deadpanwalking and anyone else who'd like to do this!
my full watchlist is included under the cut, favorites of the year are bolded in red:
The Final Exit of the Disciples of Ascensia (Jonni Phillips, 2019)
Nothing Bad Can Happen (Katrin Gebbe, 2013)
Dive (Lucía Puenzo, 2022)
The Menu (Mark Mylod, 2022)
The Wonder (Sebastián Lelio, 2022)
The Whale (Darren Aronofsky, 2022)
Shapeless (Samantha Aldana, 2021)
Skinamarink (Kyle Edward Ball, 2023)
Avatar: The Way of Water (James Cameron, 2022)
Actual People (Kit Zauhar, 2021)
Honeycomb (Avalon Fast 2022)
Warrendale (Allan King, 1967)
Women Talking (Sarah Polley, 2022)
This Place Rules (Andrew Callaghan, 2022)
Nationtime (William Greaves, 1972)
Deep End (Jerzy Skolimowski, 1970)
Incident in a Ghostland (Pascal Laugier, 2018)
Keane (Lodge Kerrigan, 2004)
I Start Counting (David Greene, 1970)
Bones and All (Luca Guadagnino, 2022)
Tár (Todd Field, 2022)
The Most Dangerous Game (Ernest B. Schoedsack and Irving Pichel, 1932)
These Three (William Wyler, 1936)
Dead End (William Wyler, 1937)
The Sport Parade (Dudley Murphy, 1932)
We're All Going to the World's Fair (Jane Schoenbrun, 2021)
Ratcatcher (Lynne Ramsay, 1995)
Smile (Parker Finn, 2022)
Holiday (Isabella Eklöf, 2018)
When Women Kill (Lee Grant, 1983)
Softie (Samuel Theis, 2021)
My Old School (Jono McLeod, 2022)
Beyond The Black Rainbow (Panos Cosmatos, 2010)
The Diary of a Teenage Girl (Marielle Heller, 2015)
Infinity Pool (Brandon Cronenberg, 2023)
Murina (Antoneta Alamat Kusijanovic, 2021)
The Banshees of Inisherin (Martin McDonagh, 2022)
Doubt (John Patrick Shanley, 2007)
Enys Men (Mark Jenkin, 2022)
Bully (Larry Clark, 2001)
My King (Maïwenn, 2015)
Festen (Thomas Vinterberg, 1998)
Marina Abramovic & Ulay: No Predicted End (Kasper Bech Dyg, 2022)
Elles (Małgośka Szumowska, 2011)
Poison Ivy (Katt Shea, 1992)
ear for eye (debbie tucker green, 2021)
Spring Blossom (Suzanne Lindon, 2020)
God's Creatures (Saela Davis and Anna Rose Holmer, 2023)
I Blame Society (Gillian Wallace Horvat, 2020)
Bama Rush (Rachel Fleit, 2023)
Is This Fate? (Helga Reidemeister, 1979)
Paris 5:59: Théo & Hugo (Olivier Ducastel and Jacques Martineau, 2016)
Madeline's Madeline (Josephine Decker, 2018)
The Strays (Nathaniel Martello-White, 2023)
Here Is Always Somewhere Else (René Daalder, 2007)
The Weather Underground (Sam Green and Bill Siegel, 2002)
American Revolution 2 (Mike Gray, 1969)
Judas and the Black Messiah (Shaka King, 2021)
Underground (Emile de Antonio, Mary Lampson, and Haskell Wexler, 1976)
Saint Omer (Alice Diop, 2022)
Baby Ruby (Bess Wohl, 2022)
Welcome to Me (Shira Piven, 2014)
Clock (Alexis Jacknow, 2023)
Knock at the Cabin (M. Night Shyamalan, 2023)
Blue Jean (Georgia Oakley, 2022)
Soft & Quiet (Beth de Araújo, 2022)
Jesus' Son (Alison Maclean, 1999)
The Rehearsal (Alison Maclean, 2016)
Violent Playground (Basil Dearden, 1958)
Grizzly Man (Werner Herzog, 2005)
A Banquet (Ruth Paxton, 2021)
Jagged Mind (Kelley Kali, 2023)
The Night Porter (Liliana Cavani, 1974)
Good Boy (Viljar Bøe, 2023)
Sanctuary (Zachary Wigon, 2022)
Little Girl (Sébastien Lifshitz, 2020)
Séance on a Wet Afternoon (Bryan Forbes, 1964)
Massacre at Central High (Rene Daalder, 1976)
Summer of Soul (Amir "Questlove" Thompson, 2021)
Bad Things (Stewart Thorndike, 2023)
Still (Takashi Doscher , 2018)
Lake Mungo (Joel Anderson, 2008)
The Vanishing (George Sluizer, 1988)
The Ringleader: The Case of the Bling Ring (Erin Lee Carr, 2023)
Giants and Toys (Yasuzo Masumura, 1958)
Spoonful of Sugar (Mercedes Bryce Morgan, 2022)
Double Lover (François Ozon , 2017)
Hereditary (Ari Aster, 2018)
Bodies Bodies Bodies (Halina Reijn, 2022)
Don't Call Me Son (Anna Muylaert, 2016)
Great Freedom (Sebastian Meise, 2021)
Mother! (Darren Aronofsky, 2017)
The Mind of Mr. Soames (Alan Cooke, 1970)
The Bloody Child (Nina Menkes, 1996)
Bunker (Jenny Perlin, 2021)
Polytechnique (Denis Villeneuve, 2009)
Scouts Honor: The Secret Files of the Boy Scouts of America (Brian Knappenberger, 2023)
The Woodsman (Nicole Kassell, 2004)
Giant Little Ones (Keith Behrman, 2018)
The Killing of a Sacred Deer(Yorgos Lanthimos, 2017)
Nineteen Eighty-Four (Michael Radford, 1984)
Saltburn (Emerald Fennell, 2023)
Renaissance: A Film by Beyoncé (Beyoncé Knowles-Carter, 2023)
May December (Todd Haynes, 2023)
Free Chol Soo Lee (Julie Ha and Eugene Yi, 2022)
Girl (Lukas Dhont, 2018)
Queen of Hearts (May el-Toukhy, 2019)
Streetwise (Martin Bell, 1984)
System Crasher (Nora Fingscheidt, 2019)
Burden (Richard Dewey and Timothy Marrinan, 2016)
As Above, So Below (Larry Clark, 1973)
The Captive (Chantal Akerman, 2000)
Run Rabbit Run (Daina Reid, 2023)
Subject  (Jennifer Tiexiera and Camilla Hall, 2022)
Earth Mama (Savanah Leaf, 2023)
Woodshock (Kate Mulleavy and Laura Mulleavy, 2017)
Swept Away (Lina Wertmüller, 1974)
Meadowland (Reed Morano, 2015)
Brainwashed: Sex-Camera-Power (Nina Menkes, 2022)
La Ciénaga (Lucrecia Martel, 2001)
Zola (Janicza Bravo, 2021)
The Starling Girl (Laurel Parmet, 2023)
Night Comes On (Jordana Spiro, 2018)
Dance, Girl, Dance (Dorothy Arzner, 1940)
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queerofcups · 15 days ago
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You’re a Big Girl Now // The Stylistics
b i g f e e l i n g s // WILLOW
Mad // Solange, Lil Wayne
Tristan // Patrick Wolf
no fun / party // Kara Jackson
Twined & Twisted // Valerie June
Every Color In Blue // Brittany Howard
Ring Off // Beyoncé
Pick Up Your Feelings // Jazmine Sullivan 
Daughter // Beyoncé
On My Mama // Victoria Monet
Never Need Me // Rachel Chinouriri
Body Language // Mint Green
elevator girl // Shura, Ivy Sole
Atticus // Noisettes
Nightflyer // Allison Russell
Fanmix Link
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fallenclan · 11 months ago
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An Otter's Song
a fucking FANTASTIC poem by dice anon!!! he submitted it and asked for it to be posted, so he could stay on anon, so I will put it under the cut :) it's SO fucking good holy shit
An Otter's Song
He wasn’t known for his knowledge, ever.
A kitten, adopted by
Scorching skies and stinging nettles, 
was known.
He was perceived 
And seen. 
He existed.
  Ivy leaves curled around his chest once
Suspicion making his eyes water.
Flashes of lanky reeds drifting in the breeze
And ivy leaves snaking through his bones.
  The scorching skies and nettles protected.
The kitten, happy
Began his journey.
A crow’s feather in his paw
A grin on his face
And those eyes.
Yellow, gleaming white and blue in the sun.
The scorching skies once remarked it was akin to the light
Of the brightest fire in the sky
Glimmering across a frozen landscape
  The sky cracks momentarily
And tears fall.
Nettlestem’s eyes, wide with fear.
Dog bites, huge and deep, cover her body.
The kitten, aged enough to grieve right, weeps.
  His mama has passed
And it’s the first time he’s seen his mother cry.
  Otterpaw wasn’t known for knowledge, ever.
He was seen as a playful cat 
but one laced with a deep-cutting sadness.
He was perceived and seen.
He didn’t think he could exist like he had before
But he’d survive.
Not live, but survive.
  Maple leaves covered his pelt
And the sun freckled the ground where he trained.
Training upon the cliff sides of the peak
He almost slips.
He gazes behind him and sees it for the first time
Practically stalagmites, the stones rise upward as if
To touch the stars
  The distraction gives Maplethorn 
A chance to dodge the next strike
Otterpaw almost falls, unbalanced.
Maple leaves push him back up from the cliff sides
And save him from those unforgiving spires.
  A golden lion stands atop a stone
And gazes down upon him.
He is perceived in this moment
But not understood.
  Otterslip.
He runs quickly, and was named for that.
But all he can think of are those rocks
That spiral up and down.
That pierces his dreams
And makes them bleed.
  He runs and runs and runs and runs and–
An eagle’s call stabs into his heart.
The sun almost blinds him
And he practically falters.
  He rips and rends into its flesh and feathers
And it falls.
The sky rushes around him as 
He panics to get to his paws.
It feels horrible and the wind
Seems to be punishing him.
  The sun blinds him.
The scorching sky does nothing.
Waltzes past without real care.
  Blood stains Scorchstar’s mind.
Her scream is still echoing in her ears.
Reverberating and curling around her mind.
She cannot and will not
Forget it.
  Otterslip was a fast cat, able to scale the cliff sides, 
Quietly,
Quickly,
And efficiently.
He had to. 
It could be a life or death moment.
Something snaps as hail beats down on him
And he lets it.
The scorching skies have 
Stopped giving him warmth.
  In her final gasping moments
She confesses to her son.
She killed the sun and snuffed it’s flames
And she made sure nobody knew.
He watches her, expression blank.
There was time to get help,
But Scorchstar refused it to make things right 
With the stars.
She will remain among them in death
And he will not.
  He snakes among the grasslands, claws out.
He needs to be angry
And to let it all out.
He hunts for a cat to hurt, and finds none.
  Although, he does find three kittens
And they are hidden with plants.
Grass sways in the breeze, thick with dewdrops.
Yew berries dip low, heavy with their own weight.
Ivy, like before, winds upward. 
It is not within his bones. It never will be.
  He was perceived and seen. 
He existed.
And he will make sure he is known.
  A storm rumbles high above.
Whispers curling around his ears.
The wind rushes around him
Like before,
But now it is tainted with hostility.
Eyes blink open around him.
  He is witnessed
And he is monstrous.
  A dog’s snapping jaws, foam dripping red around it’s
Slobbering jaws.
Grasses torn up
Roots dislodged and ravaged.
Ivy leaves curling around
Weeping and crying.
Yew berries 
Dripping with dewdrops and tears.
  A dog has ruined his life.
The wounds of Nettlestem are seared into his eyes.
The gasping breaths of Scorchstar are whistling in his ears.
The scent of that crimson blood of Grassroot  in his nose.
  He lashes out, and the cliffsides rise up to greet him.
The storm rumbles, but ceases.
It’s screech echoes around the stones
It’s eyes stare as the sickening
CRACK
Echoes around the land.
He tastes iron on his tongue.
The storm has ceased.
Like his mother before him had snuffed out
The sun.
  He runs.
He was named for his speed.
He stumbles.
Slipping on his past.
His eyes, once honored for their beauty
Are bloodshot as he yowls out.
The golden lion watches, horrified.
  Like before
Otterslip is witnessed.
He is seen.
He will never be understood.
His flesh, destined to be meat and bone
And nothing else.
Otters are predators after all.
They must be dealt with.
  The lion roars
And he runs.
He feels the thick light of the sun on his back
And he cannot tell if it is the damnation of Sunwish
Or the regret of his mother.
It doesn’t last long though.
Rain begins to beat down, thick and heavy.
Bulging with regret and woven with the scent of smog.
  And those eyes.
Yellow, gleaming white and blue in the sun.
The scorching skies once remarked it was akin to the light
Of the brightest fire in the sky
Glimmering across a frozen landscape.
  The fire is gone
Smoldering.
There are dancing colors in his vision.
Bismuth in nature and reflecting off each other.
He cannot remember where he is.
Blood stains his paw.
He shifts it, and pain fires up through his leg.
  His leg aches.
The stones around him are gleaming with
That shimmering crimson.
That crimson that stains every moment of his life.
He looks back on his memories, operose.
  Viscera and gristle stain his mind
And he feels guilt.
He does not know if he should.
The sanguineous nature of the clans
Stain his judgment, clouding it.
He is blind
And he is exactly what StarClan wants in a victim.
  He stands before the stars.
Their judging gaze pierces him.
  He is witnessed.
He is truly seen.
Every aspect of his life, examined.
Every action, weighed and debated upon.
The scorching skies say nothing.
The stinging nettles accuse her son of those crimes.
  He will not get a chance to defend himself.
The stars will never understand him
And he will not try to get them to.
  He doesn't understand himself.
All he knew is that there was a storm.
And that it beat down and oppressed him
And its winds spread lies.
But it was gone.
It’s eyes and lies
Dead by his own paw.
  He is witnessed.
The trees branches wind around him
Bark snapping and curving around his pelt.
He screams.
  He thrashes.
He cannot escape.
He speaks to another cat, one last time.
  “I’m sorry! I’ll do anything, please!”
Stormsight watches, guilt clear in his eyes.
Otterslip screams.
Sinewy strength beats back at the branches.
  “Let me see my daughter! I want to say goodbye!”
Grassroot does not appear.
Otterslip, lachrymose to a pathetic extreme
Wails for his life.
“Let me try to be better!”
  The branches tug at his pelt.
“I’ll do good!”
Thorns stab into his brown pelt.
  “This is not mercy!”
He screeches and sobs.
“This is DESECRATION!”
He roars.
  The trees claim him.
His fatal wounds bleed
With a thick dark fluid.
It is practically oozing from his pelt
And from his open flesh.
There will be no storms here.
There will never be any sun
And no plants will sprout.
  The ivy leaves that once woven around his bones have died.
The stinging nettles in his fur have shriveled.
The scorching sky has ceased its warmth.
The grasses, unrooted before, are gone.
The yew berries have rotten.
The ivy around his paws has crumbled.
  He walks onward.
The red forest follows.
Its silence is oppressive.
  A crow’s call makes his ears perk.
He looks up
And a new sight is before him.
A hazy image of the sky 
And unfamiliar cats.
He turns away, lashing his tail at it.
He feels some of his feathers slip from his tail
And he turns to pick them up.
  The image is gone, and so have the feathers.
Realization slams into him.
He is dead
But he still has power among the living.
And he will have to use it
To live again.
  He was once witnessed
And he will inflict that pain upon another.
  i wrote a snippet of this as propaganda for the favorite cat poll but then realized that it was actually turning out okay, so i finished it :3
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