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Teehee just oc x cannon things
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#lmao#for anyone who's curious the process went:#send ask to aita official#blog blows up#someone realizes its a chexer fic#i follow them bc they seem cool#i join their rvb server#their encouragement pushes me to finish the Actual Fic i was working on#i expand the fic to be more of a whole au after it comes out much better than expected#the next fic in the au that i work on has to do with a character's brain injury#this leads me to do research into brain injuries#''......huh. this sounds. a lot like the neurological symptoms that my doctors have been saying is just part of my anxiety disorder''#think on that for a while#go to the ER for unrelated reasons#remember my theory#bring it up to the doctor#Doctor Immediate Concern#doctors orders a ct scan#''eeyup! that there's some atrophying and a chiari malformation! y'ever had a head injury''#(i had had several)#''well! shit! time to refer you to neurosurgery :) see if we cant do somethin about all that memory loss and severe pain and shit''#and now we are here#it also lead me to research osddid systems for the first fic#and now my therapist is having me tested for osdd because i did not know that those symptoms were not a thing everyone experiences#so like. thanks for helping me meet friends who could encourage me to engage with the things i like + learn more about myself#^ ^ <3#im actually not gonna say ''ok last update fr this time'' bc idfk maybe something WOULD be funny to post on here
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the most batshit insane traumatizing thing happened at work today & I won't know if people are dead bc of my inability to talk a man down from a mass murder until the news reports start coming out lollll
edit: it's all good there was nothing about a shootout on the news 🙏
#the rest of my shift after that call was a blur.#i obviously cant go into much detail but i was on the phone w/a man who had just robbed a mcds at gunpoint & was calling to say that hes#awaiting the police in the br & intends to shoot and kill as many as he can when they arrive#i tried talking him down but then he said ''ok ill blow my brains out on ten'' & began counting down.#i literally hung up at two after failing to stop him and started bawling & my coworkers called the cops to let them know they were#heading into a more dangerous situation than they realized#i monitered police scanners & 14 rounds were fired from the mcds location he was at but i have no further info#he mustve started shooting random ppl or cops. if i hadnt deprived him of his audience would he have just killed himself & not others??#like he was counting down while i was on the phone but i couldnt stand hearing the gunshot so i hung up but if i didnt would people still b#alive? then again all those shots couldve been misses or nonfatal wounds#hes probably dead now either way. i guess i was the last person to ever speak to him#idk what to do with all this hence why it is going here
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#critical role#shadowgast#the mighty nein#caleb x essek#essek x caleb#essek thelyss#caleb widowgast#critical role fanart#i still got it bad for these wizards!!#tiny touches!!#tiny moves closer to one another!!#tiny intentional steps away from what drove them before and towards a better future!!#someone shoot me into space so i can blow up the moon#anyway the moment in the original campaign#where essek called them his friends#right in the middle of them realizing he was a traitor#rewired my brain for all time#1k
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“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you
tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you
gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!
i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very
fuuuuuuu~nyyy”
More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.
#invader zim#gaz membrane#invader tak#tagr#iz tak#iz gaz#tak#doodles#there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough!#I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries#but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back.#and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah.#absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are#and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol#I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol#theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning#but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds…#I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome#after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit#these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day#so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol#I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol#it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart#I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol
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💋 Cybill and Iris 💋
@grimreapersbutt — it is mandatory Looking At Them hours btw
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#cybilliris truthers come get ur food#actually if I don't draw them being in love and smooching 87 times in a row I'm going to blow up in front of everyone#if I become relentless abt reblogging these it's because I'm kinda obsessed w how they came out#they are. so soft#they invented love. they invented romance#having a blast creating ngl#but alas my other wips are glaring at me rn lmao#also bestie. my friend. the art u sent me the other night. I hope u understand I have not been able to stop looking at it#Them. oughhhh. I am rattling the bars of my cage I am barking I am zooming in on every detail it is so good#kicking my feet twirling my hair#can you tell I like drawing the blorbos from our brains#okay everybody clear out. they need their privacy#<3#cybill x iris#my art#sole survivor#friend oc#fallout
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"The end of our gripping drama is finally upon us... Isn't it?"
"Stare into the eyes of wrath itself. A bottomless, burning pit of malice that calls your name. Were you watching, Chang'e? Did you gaze down upon me for all those millennia watching my suffering? I hope you did. I hope you saw me tear HIM apart limb from sorry limb.
Look at you, what a pathetic display. You are the goddess of the moon itself, yet you stand here gawking in fear. I can feel it, you're terrified of me aren't you? You're immortal, you can't die...
But how true is that really? You know what I am capable of, don't you?
Hmph. I've entertained a fraction of your eternity for now. The time is finally upon us. This began with me, and it shall end with me. My accursed enemy, Chang'e... I hope you are prepared to feel the anger of four thousand years."
#touhou#touhou project#junko touhou#junko#chang'e#chang'e touhou#feeling brains about them rn.#i need to blow chang'e up with my fucking MIND#ATOMIZE THIS TOAD#GRAHHH#im junko.
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Straight up had a dream last night that DC revealed that Bart and Kon were dating and it was in the WILDEST FUCKING WAY.
K, so picture this: Clark needs someone to fly around disguised as him for a plan. So Clark goes through the options in his head: Bruce can't fly, MM is off world, Jon is too much of a twink to be believable, Kara is blonde, Kon is.... Perfect! With a person in mind who would be perfect for his plan, Clark flies off to find Kon.
Cut to Judy Garrick zipping around the Garrick's house. Joan is quietly scrapbooking at the kitchen table and Judy is bored out of her mind. Judy asks Joan if there is anything she can do because she is so unbelievably bored.
Joan responds, very calmly, that she can hear "your brother's boyfriend touching down in the backyard, so why don't you go ask him?"
Judy's face jumps from emotion to emotion as three things are revealed at once. 1) Joan considers Bart to be a son and thus, Judy's brother, 2) Judy's new brother is not straight and 3) Bart has a boyfriend who is in the backyard.
So Judy immediately runs to the backyard and is stunned to bump into Clark (who was there looking for Kon) and then the dream continued on with the two of them hunting down Bart&Kon (who were just at school being normal goddammit!!!) but the entire time Judy is secretly out for blood because she thinks that Joan was referring to Clark and that this adult man is trying to date her new little brother and Judy keeps trying to kill him but it doesn't work because Clark is Kryptonian (and oblivious to the attempted homicides).
Anyway, wild dream all around.
#bruh i cannot control what my brain does in its spare time. i am merely a passenger staring out the window in awe#as the driver does crazy mind-blowing stunts#tho tbf i can lucid dream so occasionally i do fight the driver for the wheel and win#im not even fucking joking tho this was my dream#bart was FUCKING PISSED when they found him because HE HAS A SECRET IDENTITY GODDAMMIT#they can't just fly up to him in school!!!#Judy's shock was also my shock. i literally remember thinking 'dc let them date?!? when the fuck did that happen???'#'and in a SUPERMAN COMIC OF ALL PLACES?!?'#also i don't even think bart lived with joan anymore?? she was just like 'yes this is my son now. max and i share custody'#and you know what? bart can have five+ parents. thats allowed. good for him
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More of this fucker, because whenever I want to draw him his proportions change: why are you so difficult to draw Blinkous Galadrigal!
I am physically incapable of drawing a character with four arms without also giving them extra pectorals I do not care that this fucks with Blinky's carving I am upsetti spaghetti!
#blinkous galadrigal#blinky#trollhunters#toa#fanart#i'm going crazy and it's just the one dude#well i mean i've been going crazy over other singular dudes but that's a different type of mad#this is the hand breaking mad that makes me cry (not really but ya know- the vibe)#learning proportions is good- until you try drawing a character that breaks a lot of them#some characters just have stretched arms or something so it's like... within the realm of possibility to draw#but then this fucker pulls up- kicks down the door to my brain- and blows it up with dworkstones
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girl trobed doodles
#shui draws#nbc community#abed nadir#troy barnes#trobed#abeds name is abra because . yeah#blows them up with my brain
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saw you were taking winnix prompts! how about [ knuckles ] ? :)
my god, poe. im so sorry this took so goddamn long. the brain refused to brain. still, i hope this moment after The Market Garden Bridge Incident is to your liking!!
one hell of a way to die “You look like shit.” Dick squints through the flecks of debris, still puffed up in the air and floating down around them. In the monotony of gray dust, he finally spots a familiar smudge of pink lips turned towards him, laughing. “Thanks Nix.” And Dick’s laughing too. Their backs are coated with gravel and Dutch dirt; both of them with their bellies on the ground, laughing across the obliterated bridge. Operation Market Garden is a failure. But Nix is alive beside him—these days, that’s all Dick can find himself wanting.
At the second of detonation, Nix had grabbed Dick’s hand like a prayer, desperate and unmistakable. In the aftermath, that same hand was still wrapped around his. Lying down like this with the remains of the bridge raining down on them like first snow, Nix’s muffled laughter still ringing close by, makes it very difficult for Dick to stand. But he tries.
“C’mon Nix. Sink’ll want us. Gotta get cleaned up.” But Nix can't seem to move and for a moment Dick feels something constrict in his chest. “You hurt, Lew?”
There’s a beat and Nix grips Dick’s hand tighter before he lets go. “Never felt better, Captain Winters.” Whatever knot is tangled inside Dick unravels. He stands, offering his hand back to Nix who doesn’t take it and makes it up on his own. “No showers here though.”
“When are there ever?” The air is thick and it takes some effort to see beyond the tip of his nose but Dick feels Nix beside him anyway. “Just need to wipe all this off.”
They walk through a throng of bleeding men on stretchers and stalled jeeps, and down an incline by the main road. Being this far along into the Allied advance, Dick finds that the destruction around them has become mundane. Today it’s a bridge, tomorrow it’s a village. Dick slides down the grass, stretching his legs to face the horizon and Nix does the same. Their ODs a dusty and stark white against the green. Dick's waited for this too to become commonplace—Nix finding a place beside him; the idea of becoming a habit to someone like Lewis Nixon.
Dick unwraps a clean bandage, soaking it with water from his canteen. When he uses it to scrub his face, behind the ears, along his neck, he feels Nix watching, still leaning against the grassy incline, unmoving. “Settling for a rugged look?” Dick grins still wiping his nape.
“Gonna take me a bit of effort to do all that.” Nix says it annoyed and sheepish. “Fucked up the hands. You’re gonna have to pour the Vat down my throat from now on.”
Dick’s eye twitches, ignoring the voice in his head, chastising him for the oversight. He crouches closer until he sees the blood bright against Nix’s skin. When he breathes out, it rattles. Dick wills his own hands steady, slipping his fingers under Nix’s palm, lifting the hand closer into view. The gashes on the back of both his hands aren’t deep; the blood not fully fresh, already crusting over the knuckles and joints of Nix’s fingers. “I can call a medic.”
“Just douse it with sulfa.” Nix says wincing, peering at the growing concern on Dick’s face. “They’re useless right now but consider this my ricochet on the ankle.”
Dick presses his finger on the side of the gash making sure that the flesh wounds were the extent of it. He leaves Nix’s hands to rest on his palm. His other hand fishes out a sulfa pack that he tears open with his teeth.
“You have a spare bandage?” He asks before he finally looks up at Nix who’s staring at him in muted panic. “Lew, what? You hiding a wound somewhere else?” Dick paws on his torso until Nix wiggles away.
“No, no for chrissakes, Dick. Just my hands. I’m fine. Quit looking at me like I’m dying.” Nix shakes his head, trying to dislodge whatever thought was skirting through his mind. “Bandage’s in my leg pocket.” Dick frowns at him when he plucks out the bandage. The length of it unfurls and he covers the gashes, looping the cloth around Nix’s palms. The adrenaline from the initial panic has all but petered out, and Dick feels his heart ramming against his chest every time he touches Nix’s fingers a second too long. Neither of them speak until both hands are secured.
“I’ll clean you up.” Dick doesn’t know why he offers, only that it seemed more proper that both of them show up with clean faces in front of Sink.
“Dick c’mon, regiment won’t care.” Nix whines but Dick is already washing off the debris from the his own damp bandage and soaking it again in clean water. “I’ll do it late—“ Dick presses the cloth on Nix’s jaw and he goes still.
“Just shut up for a second, Lew.” Dick isn’t proud of the way it comes out choked, but he feels a little out of focus being this close. He drags the cloth gently on Nix’s jaw, willing himself to go father down his neck when he catches the thump of Nix’s pulse against his index finger. Dick soaks the cloth again and wraps it between two of his fingers, wiping down on the rest of the skin on Nix’s neck and the soft skin behind his earlobes. Dick wonders if they’re both just breathing very loud or if everything else has gone deathly quiet. He presses the cloth on Nix’s forehead and tries to concentrate on the task when he sees Nix close his eyes and feels him lean into his touch. With the damp cloth wrapped around his index finger, Dick traces down the bridge of Nix’s nose.
He presses his thumb on the stubble underneath Nix’s bottom lip and braces himself, trying to remove as much of the debris there without getting distracted. But Nix’s lips are so pink, no matter what the circumstance, in a way that has always felt like a personal affront to Dick’s sanity. Now he feels stuck, all but paralyzed when his thumb brushes against Nix’s lips. It feels like forever and a day.
It’s Nix who moves first. His stubble grazes Dick’s knuckles when he shifts his head slowly. The prickly sensation of it is chased down by soft lips trailing closely behind. Nix stops and rests them on Dick’s bare ring finger where he presses down a kiss on the knuckle above. It feels as soft as a bullet, as reverent as worship.
“Thanks,” is what Nix mumbles on Dick’s fingers before he pulls away smiling. “Glad to be alive.” And Dick stares at the back of his hand until he remembers to breathe, until he can hear the army jeeps rumbling around them and the tired grousing of soldiers on the road far ahead. Until the world refocuses around him with Nix at the center. Dick looks at him like it’s a question. One that Nix answers when he doesn’t turn away.
“So am I.”
my winnix kiss prompt drabbles
#ways to kiss prompt#the two of them being together when the bridge blows up is normal yeh ok but it does take up 3% of my brain space#winnix#lewis nixon#dick winters#band of brothers#ynadrabbles
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ori blind forest... ori will of wisps... pritty games... made me cry...
#ori and the blind forest#ori and the will of the wisps#but like holy fucking shit these games#especially the second one like OMG??#both the stories in both games are like RRARARAGDHSBKSHGG???#AND SO PRETTY BACKGROUNDS???#IM GOING INSANE I JUST FINISHED WOTW EARLIER AND I CRIED LIKE JESUS CHRIST OMG???#IM GONNA BLOW THEM UP WITH MY BRAIN#IM GONNA LESRN TO DRAW THE CHARACTERS SOME TIME SOON BC RRARFAHDGSUSG FOUNF FAMILY MY BELOVED#I NEED TO FIND THE FAMILY#(although i WILL explode blind forest for not letting me back into that one area in forlorn ruins and leaving me stuck at 99% with TEN HOUR#ON THAT SAVE AND IM NOT GONNA LET THAT GO IM SO MAD)#but other than that ori games... my beloved... gonna sit in a small corner in my brain... until i can draw them well enough for my liking..#also lupo youre so silly i love you#and gumo youre also silly goober
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putting the nasty in dynasty 🙄
#my art#project E#kh oc#charis oc#hello it is pride month and I have double the amount of blorbo brainrot ☺️#anyway. EPHEMERIS! [blows up]#I can’t with these two. I can’t. I’ve been writing them for like a week straight and it’s SO hard bc I’m just here screaming into my hands#you know that scene in beauty and the beast where beast runs his fingers through belle’s hair?#peak romance. changed my lil kiddo brain’s chemistry#they both have long hair. you /know/ they’re playing with each other’s and styling it etc etc etc#this art doesn’t even have anything to do with the fic technically; I’m just insane#does any part of what I just said make sense? I hope so#it’s been a long day and my brain is buzzing#themst…the goobers…..#seeker and finder#my posts#timeless child#overmorrow tfs
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Dead end gas station job, late night shift, caffeine on an empty stomach, insane old people who want to regale their life stories to me, legs hurt, I am the main character of life
#monty rambles#I’m gonna kill myself in 3 hours once I clock out#Cons of working next to trump store are unquantifiable#If one more man tries to crack a joke about sneaking in the girls bathroom I’m going to blow my brains out in front of them#Joke#i just hit ‘em with the “I didn’t vote” and they shut up#Sometimes
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a quick hot guide for people that struggle commenting on fics aka things authors love to hear and youre just over thinking it and its actually really simple to leave comments on stuff!!
key smash/emoji spam/reaction image/etc (it conveys emotions way more than you might think)
drop a line you really liked
say how much you love a ship/character and how happy you are that theres content about them
ALL CAPS ANYTHING
"i liked/loved/enjoyed/whatever it!" its better to say the most basic thing than saying nothing tbh; writers appreciate hearing anything over nothing 💜
"thank you for writing this" its short, sweet, and very powerful
think what kind of feedback you'd personally like to receive on a piece of art you made. try to translate that want into comments you leave for other people too
you dont have to be critical or constructive or anything, even if the author asks for that stuff in their notes. they'll get it from someone else, you just do you
i feel like people make leaving comments too hard on themselves, so really just make it simple. if you really dont come up with anything, just say thank you. youre there reading for some reason, tell the author what it is. fic comments dont need to be book analysis essays (tho those are. incredibly appreciated as well if you want to write one!!), writers publishing their works for free online appreciate any kind of feedback regardless if you consider it good or well written. a comment is a comment
bottom line is, leave comments on fics and other written works. its whats keeping this game alive
#feel free to add these are just the two cents in my brain rn#also absolutely reblogs encouraged#listen im not just speaking for myself i want to see every fic writer get more comments. more feedback#and dont even get me fucking started on getting reblogs on this goddamn webbed site im gonna blow up otherwise#just. fucking. support your friends. support your favorite creators. say nice shit about them and share their work#i cant believe this needs to be said in fucking 2023 god#im tired can you tell lmao#i also know im a fucking nobody talking about this but fuck if i dont who will ugh#as someone that tries their best to always leave at least a word in everything i read (which admittedly isnt a lot but still)#this is a very important topic to me. okay? okay#again feel free to add to this and its absolutely rebloggable if for nothing else than to remind people to COMMENT ON FICS#night is an absolute mess on main
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[ * ARTFIGHT REFERENCES HELL ESCAPED ]
[ * aka I finished updating and uploading ones that felt like they needed it ]
[ * Darlings… beloveds…… ]
#Star’s Scribbles#artfight 2024#UTMV#Ship kids#UTMV Oc#multiple lmao#Jupiter But Not The Planet#Maroon#Cloak#Oc#Original Character#Saucer#Blows them all up with my brain /pos#Cloak was the only one to get actual text for the name. And was also the first one I did. So.#Enjoy all the major redesigns!!!
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