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@emeraldxphoenix sent: [ show ] for sender to purposefully reveal their scars for receiver to see extensive scar related prompts. | accepting.
For the first month of his imprisonment upon his return to Asgard, Loki refuses to see her. And yet every day - against Odin's orders - Sigyn cloaks herself with her magic and goes to his cell, ensuring that he knows she is there and that she will not be dissuaded from visiting. She knows that Frigga is doing much the same, though the Allmother's visits must be conducted through magic alone; she is under far more scrutiny than Sigyn is.
Once Loki finally agrees to acknowledge her, it is only the first step on a long path they must walk.
The state she finds him in varies from day to day: stubbornly refusing to acknowledge that anything is amiss one day, furious with everything in the Realms the next, barely hiding his distress another. On his less lucid days he murmurs fragments of things which make her blood run cold, and she loses count of the amount of times he insists to her that he is a monster, that he is beneath her. But no matter what he says, Sigyn is patient and unyielding.
He is her husband. She loves him. She is not leaving.
It takes six months for Loki to finally drop the glamour he has worn since even before he was brought back to Asgard. Even despite his weakness (which is so obvious to her) he stubbornly, desperately keeps the true extent of his physical state from everyone - including her, even though they are both fully aware that she knows his Seiðr well enough to recognise when it is being used. She has not pushed the matter, though. She hasn't touched him without him first initiating the contact, and she has not even dreamt of trying to use her magic to uncover what it is that he is hiding from her. But she knows that it is bad.
The catalyst for the eventual revelation comes after she sees him wince, and cannot stop herself from expressing concern. He removes the glamour then, almost like a challenge; as though daring her to look at him - to truly look at him, to see the ruined state he has been left in and see if she can still claim to love him.
She doesn't hide her reaction from him - she won't lie to him, especially not now. But if he expects to see disgust on her face, to see revulsion in her eyes as she looks over him, then what he's met with is the exact opposite.
Sigyn looks at him - properly, for the first time since before his fall - and feels her already battered heart break a little more. The scars, the injuries which haven't been allowed to heal correctly, the fact that he is thinner and more frail than she ever remembers seeing him before. It is too much, and for a moment she cannot say anything - nor can she prevent the tears which suddenly burn in her eyes. She does not let them fall, though; a steadying breath later, and she lifts her gaze to meet his.
"Can I come closer?" She asks, her voice soft. Even now, she will not do anything he doesn't want her to - but she needs him to know that this will not make her leave.
#emeraldxphoenix#& emeraldxphoenix.#ic.#answered.#& loki friggason. * emeraldxphoenix#v. never known a silence like the one fallen here. ( between the avengers + thor: the dark world )#& loki friggason 047. * emeraldxphoenix#queue.#injury cw#torture cw#imprisonment cw#ptsd cw#bloody hell this is long
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Call me your nymph Praise me for martyr, praise me for sin Call me your muse A sprite or an elf you cry to, then use
let's say this is an alternate ending... drew the sketch of this art before ep7 came out and these were my ideas about possible events. previously the end of the cross was pointed, but after ep7 I drew it as flash drive according to the canon xd would like to thank the people who helped me with this art and supported me, thank you !! close-ups below
#wouulld be thankful if you support but ofc if you want to#murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation v#serial designation j#murder drones cynessa#absolute solver#biscuit bites#my art#wanted you to know how insane i am#man I've never drawn something so detailed-#i'm done#maybe I need mental recover after this /hj#but i'm I'm happy with the work done#in fact#(in fact drew this for so long that now I’m not even sure now if it looks good and correct)#these bloody skeletons are sick as hell
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In bbc merlin you hear all the time about the Old Religion - which implies existence of the New Religion. Only recently i worked out what it's ought to be.
It's Christianity.
#it's bloody christianity#and i'm stupid#how could i not have realized earlier?#christianity and not even a chapel#that's scandalous tbh#you don't even have to comment on it#just put it there#but yeah#king arthur and the knights of the round table were looking for the holy grail#and... i knew it at some level#some but not conscious#hell#which reminds me#how long i've spent trying to come up with things people can swear onto when concepts of heaven hell and (big singular almighty) God+#+are foreign to them#(for fanfiction purpose)#(completely in vain as it turns out)#i... kinda refuse#honestly i'm flabbergasted#merlin bbc#as we're putting unexpected shit into internet's vastness today#the adventures of merlin#merlin#Q
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please horror movie men, save me!
#Clay miller#friday the 13th 2009#tom hanniger#my bloody valentine#bill skarsgard#Barbarian#drew starkey#Hell raiser#billy and stu#mickey altieri#randy meeks#roman bridger#charlie walker#wes hicks#chad meeks martin#scream franchise#alex browning#carter horton#billy hitchcock#tod waggner#final destination#david corenswet#pearl#michael myers#halloween#ryan phillippe#freddie prinze jr#i know what you did last summer#justin long#jeepers creepers
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same anon as before and no ur so right. it’s literally just misogyny and gender roles repackaged and projected onto mlm ships and like. it’s already boring, tired, stupid, and offensive in real life, why bring it into fandom?
the whole obsession with which character is topping/bottoming and then changing their personality to “suit” that is hilarious, because irl it so doesn’t matter. all types of people bottom and top and vers. that said hell yeah, they can flip a coin or fight like dogs or set up a rotation idgaf just take it beyond the stereotypical, boring shit
i think the worst part of it is just that it isnt going to change like. ever? fandoms have been doing this for years and will continue to do it because some people like it, and they tend to be the majority atp. thought i was safe with the cod fandom but no apparently not. i mean the worst example is ghostsoap but reboot pricegaz characterisation can go out the fucking window sometimes its crazy. anyways anon ily ur always right
flipping a coin is now the way soap and ghost do it btw. i bang my canon hammer and the force of it rings out a sound for eons. it happened guys sorry. that, or rock paper scissors
#❔┊ anon tag#💬 ⠀ ask whiskey ⠀!#on another topic#dont get me started on the way some of u fuckers mischaracterise reboot price to hell and back#hes not a dad to 141 ive been saying this for so long#does he care for them? yeah. of course he does#but hes not their dad and im sick of that bloody headcanon being rammed down my throat#okay sorry i make it out like i hate the cod fandom and i really dont#its just aome of you dont know that fanon ≠ canon#cod#call of duty#cod mw3#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghost cod
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annotations from viewers pick DAN’S outfit, iconic phil input edition
#LMAO#this video was something else#i was HOWLING#and absolutely needed after the day I’ve had bloody hell pheeeeww#it was so good thiugh#thank u Phil for buying the most iconic outfits#dan howell#amazingphil#dan and phil#phil lester#daniel howell#dap#dnp#YouTube#phan#long post
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@belabellissima's tags on this post deserve a post of their own, i—
#muffled screaming YOU GET IT#i think the ghost watched jude pull the riskiest gambles and repeatedly come out on top—#bloodied but with what she wanted—and was like. oh shit. she's not just a spoiled gentry kid#so taryn shows up and it's like. hm. yikes. there might be two of them#i'm not sure i subscribe to the idea that he fell for her while she was married to locke#(i think his feelings toward locke had to be so ugly that taryn would've gotten wrapped up in that at least a bit)#but i do think he never underestimated her#and had he not been otherwise occupied. i think he immediately would've noticed her posing as jude#i know holly is trying to telegraph romantic interest at the end of qon with him watching her#but i read it more like “you're a potential bomb that could detonate at any moment; there's no way in hell i'm taking my eyes off you”#she knows his TRUE NAME#he owes her his life#but i think that level of suspicion and vigilance would very naturally become fascination and admiration#she's lovely and kind but crafty and underhanded all at the same time#she's just human enough to make him ache. but she's just fae enough to accept him#oops this got long#anyways bela LOVE your tags thank u for giving me thoughts to chew on#tfota#the folk of the air#taryn duarte#taryn x ghost#tcp#larkin gorm garrett#ghostposting#tarynposting
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Bailkin Art by Suppie Doodles
I. Am. In. Love.
Holy kriffing Force. @suppiedoodles did this wonderful artwork of Bail and Anakin, and I cannot stop looking at this gorgeous image of the two. Holy. Effing. Cow.
I love the colours, their poses, their expression! They look so perfect for each other.
Thank you soooo much, Suppie! This came out absolutely amazing, and I am in awe with your skills. <3
#bailkin#bail organa#anakin skywalker#fanart#commission#suppiedoodles is bloody amazing#bailkin needs more love#blushy anakin and regal bail for life#palps is long gone from my bailkin universe so may he rot in hell#anibail#bailani
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made up a group of edwardian-era hockey girls, Heavily inspired by the many wintery late 19th/early 20th century photos i processed in an archive over the summer. at some point, i decided their team would be called "the hail raisers".
#it's all about texture texture texture#i'm very bad at modeling old handwriting. but just bc i've seen a lot of old handwriting doesn't mean i can replicate it :/#also- technically the vast Vast majority of any photos pre 1930 (that i worked with) were explicitly black and white#but we're gonna pretend this is some super faded autochrome!! which works bc i LOOOOVE autochrome <3<3<3#the things i'm most proud of here are 1) the gloves and 2) the personality shining through each girl#they're bruised and bloody and gap toothed and they're ready for more!#my art#artists on tumblr#edwardian era#edwardian art#hockey#also this is more for me but- gap toothed girl is clara#alma's the formal looking one (with a crooked nose). lenore's looking dazed and confused. and dolores at the bottom right is out for blood#(also i'm preemptively blaming any 'off' proportions on the fact that they're wearing bulky sorta-oversized winter clothes)#(also also- drawing old fashioned hair was fun. they kinda just did whatever as long as it's in a particular shape)#(also also also- i enjoyed drawing injuries. for better or worse i think of 'injuries' whenever i think 'hockey'.#now. would you photograph edwardian-era girls beat up to hell? idk. but check out the 1890s princeton students post-snowball fight photo!)
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I just had this mortifying realisation.
So freminet was with The Director for about 2? Or so years? Maybe 4? I forgot okay. So by the time Arlecchino becomes Knave he's already been there like 4 years, and it's been that long since his mom dropped him off.
When Arlecchino gives him his mother's necklace
Dried blood? As in like... Not years ago?? I could be absolutely losing it over this but like.... Her being *alive* that long? Holy shit.
#freminet#oh my god freminet.#also the fact that arle found it on her corpse and RECOGNISED her corpse- even though her corpse should have long since been decomposed.#^ thats my backup to this#is how the hell wasnt her body decomposed#for arlecchino to RECOGNISE IT#im losing it.#also the fact that it was ON her body and bloody.... like jm.... oishdhehd...#crying.#x rambles
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hey guys. whouffaldi. what the fuck
#no exclamation mark. no question mark. I need you to hear my voice. feel how deadpan this is#like what are we gonna start calling tenrose “wholfnant” or smth#LMAO ninerose could be wholfeston#or just wholf! xD#I mean it's so funny and technically I guess I get it... but why#why would you do this#it took me so long to figure out why the fuck it was called that#or what it even WAS#whouffle is bad-a-bloody enough#but whouffaldi?#somehow even more confusing#I genuinely do not know how to pronounce either of these#also think it's extra funny bc it seems so random who gets the weird fucked up ship names and who doesn't#just stick to twleveclara and elevenclara you psychos LOL#twelveclara#whouffaldi#doctor who#dear god hold on I forgot about... whatever the hell the master and doctor are called. I can't remember how to spell it at ALL. guys.
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SHE SLAPPED HIM???? AND NOW I GOTTA WAIT A WHOLE DAMN MONTH TO SEE THE REST?????? FFUUUUCCCCKKKKKK OOOOFFFFF
#IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SO LONG IK THEY WERE GONNA CLIFFHANGER IT I KNEW IT GUESS IM FUCKING INTERESTED IN THIS SERIES AGAIN BLOODY HELL#The Holy Grail of Eris
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i’ve been at the emergency vet for 3hrs and it’s a 1hr drive here and back and it’s 5am now and i’m so fucking tired omfg there’s no way i’m gonna be able to sleep for work today 😭
#i hate that my town doesn’t have a goddamn ER vet#literally no access to a nearby ER vet is actually why one of my past dogs died#bc the hour long drive was too long for him even tho i sped like a bat out of hell#thankfully my baby’s getting seen but ffffffff#i couldn’t have even go a to her reg vet anyway#bc they’re only open when working class people are at their jobs lmao#like the only way you can get fucking vet care during the day#is you’re retired and have NOTHING to do ever and don’t have to worry about fucking anything#tf kind of hours are 11AM TO 2PM FUCK OFF#😒😒😒#anyway#$600 for everything which actually isn’t that bad considering#my reg vet would’ve been more expensive actually#just wish priya’s insurance didn’t have a wait period otherwise it would’ve been way less#but i had to bring her immediately my poor girl was vomiting and had bloody stool and was so lethargic 😭#apple babble 🍎#non fandom
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after putting off the inbetweeners movie for ages and finally watching it now, i can safely say, i didn't expect to see this:
this took me so off guard, i choked on my drink laughing.
#the inbetweeners#greg davies#mr gilbert#i already adored him in the series#but bloody hell#he's probably my favourite character#oh yeah#overall the movid was fine#i prefer the series#this just felt too long and too short at the same time#and i'm sorry but simon and carli's relationship gets on my nerves at this point#i like how they handled it in the show but i don't like it in the movie
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Crying over the end of monstrous regiment on the train today lads
#the desperate longing fear and trust and hatred and love of realising youre not the only fucking one. youre not. and God's dead in heaven#and you're living in hell but sheer bloody stupidity be damned you're living in it and you'll fucking well plough some fresh fields#god is dead and you're still here and under those circumstances you can be whoever the fuck you damn well say you are#you thought you were the only one for so fucking long and you got so angry and so scared and yet now? now theres a future ahead#opening up like a yawning pit?#god. god. god. fuck. god.
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Gonna start screaming from the depths of my very soul I think.
#Life yknow. Just. Life#Cant downgrade my phone for a cheaper contract bc even the downgraded options are more expensive than my current contract#Have to cancel my membership to local pool bc they raised the monthly cost so now itd be cheaper just to pay at time of visit#Trying to find a place to move into is hell bc single occupancy places are going like mad#And i am at an incredible disadvantage as a disabled person who cant work landlords do not want that even tho i know how much i can afford#And trying to get on council housing list? Even more hellish and the wait time is years long anyway#Trying to get taken seriously by doctors as an autistic trans man? When im trying to see them about my chronic issues? HELL#Throw in that im also fat and its just awful#Trying also to get the GP to bloody REFER ME ALREADY to the gender clinic#HELL#JUST DO IT#and thats just the top of the list#So yeah i think im just gonna scream about it#Oh and cost of living in general AAAAAAAAAUGH#People not masking when they should and ignoring that we are still very much in the middle of a pandemic AAAAAH#I feel like i am actually going insane#Personal#Vent#Im gonna start chewing the walls#Maybe ill try biting people and hissing again like I used to when i was a kid#Because i might as well#Fuck
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