#bleeeeehhhhhh

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[n4talia-chaparro]

Warning: silly jumpscare !!

BLEEEEEHHH BLEEEH

BLEHEEEHHHH

BLeeEeEEEeeeHHHH ARMY BLEEEEHH

BLEEEEEHHHHHH

BLEeEeEEeeeeEeeeHHHHH

BLEEEEE

Okok I'll stop I promise---

[nvrtrust-naims]

got home at like 4pm yesterday n then napped until like 6pm or 8pm n we ordered yogurtland but when it came mine was the only one missing …

so i went back to slumber n listened to music until like 10pm

n then rotted until like midnight

n then did some productive shit until like 1:30am

n then slept .’

bleeeeehhhhhh two n a half more weeks until a big change …

[tofeelnomorebitternessforever]

im sorry for going to the Pete Wentz blogging school of expressing high emotion self pity outbursts online then dipping. You follow my public diary. Bleeeeehhhhhh

[redjaybird]

"Bleeeeehhhhhh"

[135-film]

blehhhh i wanna kill myself tonight or tomorrow bleeeeehhhhhh

[lalalian]

⚠️I’m Asian myself⚠️

I am not AT ALL trying to police anyone or tell anyone what to do, this is just an ick of mine! Do what you want, I’m not watching anyone obviously!!! Please don’t harass me for not feeling comfortable w race changing! If you don’t like my opinion, of course that’s completely fine, just ignore this! Ty~

If you’re the person that made this confession, I would probably not read this bc it would make your feel really bad. And I don’t think you’re that bad of a person, so plz don’t read this, I’m sure you’re very very nice 🫶🌸

‘I want to be as pretty as them’

bleeeeehhhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ik the sentiment on here is that you can do whatever you want in your DRs, including breaking morality codes (idk how to word it, sorry) in this reality, which yk I respect (trust me, I do, I have a whole DR that I’m scared of talking abt bc there’s a lot of emotional angst) but there are some things I really just don’t like. Call me a snowflake, fine, I really don’t care. I’m 19, not 12, so I guess I take a few of those comments lmao.

Has anyone seen the RCTA tiktoks where they talk about shifting just to be Asian? And then you see their inspo photos on what they’d look like and experience in that reality? I remember feeling really gross in my own body seeing that (I always do, but those vids made it worse).

In those RCTA videos they’d talk about how ‘cute’ ‘doll-like’ and ‘fragile’ East Asians are, how ‘soft’ and ‘delicate’ Japanese or Korean girls are… 🤢🤢🤢

Ew.. Another one that comes to mind is when an RCTA person tried EA food and can you guess the food that they tried?

Boba, mochi, white rice, xiaolongbao

Come on now… if you’re trying to be Japanese at least try natto or smth like.. get cultural 😭😭😭😭 why try all the trendy foods? Is cuz you know your white lookin ass is too picky to eat mackerel?

This confession made me feel the same like 😭 I want to be like ‘them’. So ‘otherly’. I don’t don’t don’t like it 😭😭

I think my problem with RCTA people (the ones that are serious) is that they’re promoting the fact that all Asians are ‘kawaii’ ‘soft’ ‘submissive’ and ‘childlike’. That is literally the aesthetic too, that is what they want 😭 there is a reason to a lot of these behaviors and a lot of people in the west wouldn’t like it

You want the look, not the struggle, not the fact that nobody will ever take you seriously when you’re upset because ‘oh you’re so small’, not the fact that you’re a pedophile magnet, not the fact that people grimace at the mere mention of your more cultural food, not the ‘eat some Mac and cheese… why are you eating raw fermented crab???’, not the beatings, not the tiger parents, not the social pressure, not the fact that people don’t take your parents seriously because of their accent, not the ‘go back to your country’, not the ‘can you read this’ when the writing is in Japanese when you aren’t even Japanese, not the ‘can you see?’ Or ‘can you see properly?’, not being hounded by your PE teachers in elementary school because you were ‘glaring at them’ but you actually were just sitting there, trying to listen to them, not the ‘I thought you were smart’, not the ‘oh wow you can speak English?’, not the ‘damn people should invent language translators so I can make sure those Asians aren’t talking smack about me’ in a restaurant, not the ‘hey are you Thai? You know, you can sell your daughter for a high price in Thailand’, not feeling embarrassed to date a white man because gross people will tell him that he’s made a good choice because I’d be a ‘good housewife’ or ‘cute in bed’, not wanting to date out of your race in general because of the fear of rape and fetishization, not the ‘Asians like that though’, not the fact that ignorant people think Asians take racism well because we don’t really say anything when someone’s racist, or we go along with it to not disrupt the harmony

And yes, I know many POCs, especially BIPOC are completely fine when a white person or someone else shift to be their race. Hell, I think I’ve seen a Chinese American guy confess that he doesn’t think it’s that bad of an issue. But I think since I’ve dealt with fetishization all my life (including my own fucking dad) it’s so so much harder for me to pretend to like race changing. The reason is crucial for me— solely to be ‘soft dolly pretty kawaii Asian girl uwu named sakura kobayashi sama 🌸’ is straight up gross (TO ME, again, my opinion, I know a lot of people straight up don’t care cuz obviously it’s not their problem [[NO SHADE BTW, someone else’s DR is literally not my problem]]) but I think race changing to fit a certain time period like the Joseon dynasty where literally no POC or PWOC people live, or honestly even TGCF is completely understandable. I think changing could also be okay to fit the plot with like family trees too. With K-Pop, idk if I care or not but as long as the intentions aren’t sticky icky gross, I feel like it’d be okay.

All in all, this is mmmyyyyyyyyyyyy opinion, so if you don’t agree, that’s fine! I’m not policing anyone or trying to demonize anyone, this is just an ick of mine bc of alllllllll shit I’ve dealt with in my life. I do know tho that some RCTA people actually do want to go through this kind of struggle, so if you do want that, go ahead ig.. It’s not like I can stop you

It really is YOUR DR so guess what yall? My opinion really doesn’t matter! Anyway if you wanna shift to be Asian for this confession’s purpose plz plz plz plz plz do not follow meeee! Or look at my content!!! It makes me uncomfortable. Oh and trust me, I will know. And I will block people that I’m uncomfortable with!

oki, this was too long

ty ty for people who actually read this 😭😭😭😭

Cuz I know I wouldn’t have

is it wrong to shift to be asian just because you find them beautiful and you want to learn more abt the culture? i know you can learn about the culture without race changing, but i just want to be as pretty as them.

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[thewaterisblackwithvenom]

Added more pics to my constantly changing laptop bg. Closed my browser to be hit with a gorgeous pic of Arthur and his horse at sunset and definitely didn’t tear up and stuff. I’ve been 100% emotionally stable this lovely November. 

[justasecurityguard]

Randomly licks a person’s face. “BLEEEEEHHHHHH!”

[umlindsay]

Like, just so we’re on the same page, I quite literally cannot afford to get sick again after this past year+ with having a colon infection and seeing specialists, being in the ER for my heart, mental health, back again for mental health and then inpatient for it, plus two partial programs, breaking my ankle, and honestly probably more shit that I can’t think of at the moment lollll and I don’t want to stress my family out any more because they’re also paying for my brother’s special needs housing which is like paying for fricken school aaaand I’m applying to grad school like when I tell y’all I haven’t left the house in two weeks if not more... bleeeeehhhhhh blhshwhhe I am going cuckoo for coco puffs y’all okay I just needed to vent but I’m back on the positivity train because things are okay right now and I feel grateful to have this space and all y’all kk gonna eat pasta

[embazma]

26!

reblog with the age you turn in 2018

[valkyurie]

MY PHONE IS SO SLOW BLEEEEEHHHHHH

[sidereal-kid]

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[alltherelicsofalifelonglived]

I was particularly exausted today so i ate all the royal icing off my gingerbread house and now my tounge hurts

[kijiblu]

bleeeeehhhhhh

[georgipopovich-voiceblog]

Posholnakhui: “Your mouth breathing is just as distracting as it is gross, please go back to bed.”

Georgi glares to Yuri, red eyed and nauseated, before deciding to heave a hot breath in his direction for good measure.

“Bleeeeehhhhhh..... Just for that, I’m going to breathe on you more...urp...”

@posholnakhui