#blame my irl
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You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
#goro akechi#persona 5#p5r#yeah those are lyrics to creep#blame my irl#hi kiwi#dan art :d#crow persona 5
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I am excited about the new Dirges in the Dark updates so take a Tango for your troubles.
@twodiamondhoes Dirges in the Dark has me in a creative chokehold still fr
#life series#hermitcraft#tango tek#dirges in the dark#leaf doodles art#tango tek fanart#at what point am I supposed to stop drawing this fic its too much fun#shoutout to my irl who started reading it because I wouldn't shut up about it#Also Ranchers GC encouraged this behavior I blame y'all#cowboys make brain go brrrr
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'i'm fine with elias simps but i draw the line at lady mowbray you people have clearly never met old rich ladies-' i'm not in it for the money i'm in it for the senseless violence and killings. god forbid a woman do anything.
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#lady mowbray#'you wouldn't like her irl-' i think i wouldnt like her irl because she made a guy kill his entire staff with a meat cleaver#in fiction she is merely Old Woman With Gun And Cool Dogs#also wdym ur fine with elias and not with her????? double fucking standards much?????#ELIAS WAS ALSO OBJECTIVELY WORSE OF A PERSON???#he knew about jane prentiss he knew about not-sasha he caused the fucking apocalypse he knew tim would die bc the rituals were fake he#killed gertrude he killed leitner and got jon blamed he basically forced hundreds of people to work for him and oh yeah! KILLED THE OG ELIA#and you draw the line at lady mowbray because what??? shes a rich old evil WOMAN instead of a rich old evil MAN?????#wtaf guys come fucking on#tma#the magnus archives#my post
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So i'm making a computer program that makes it feel like my computer is talking to me via the popups!
Currently, the program doesn't have a name, so as of now i'm just calling him "computer" and i've been using "he/it" when referring to him. might change, though!
I don't know how exactly to explain how he works yet since he isnt finished, but hopefully he'll be in a finished state soon enough!
#coding#computer stuff#my art#sillies#electric dreams is to blame for me coming up with this idea#i saw edgar and was like “I NEED THAT IRL”#so i learnt how to code#objectum#posic#techum#osor#<- tagging this as that cause I feel like y'all would like this#Hopefully I can figure out a way to make this shareable so that everyone who wants to have a copy can :D
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ill probably delete this in a minute but ive just been fuckin boggled by what ive seen across tumblr in the last few days in particular. its why i havent really been around. like holy fucking shit, its really like some of yall just dont want a chunk of the trans community to exist. like some of yall are thisclose to saying it verbatum. way too many already have. 'shut up sit down be quiet and smile for us' type shit, gee where have i heard that before. oh yeah my entire life cause i was forcefully gendered as someones daughter. shock horror i know. you might be surprised to remember and/or learn that very few trans folks know theyre trans before we're 5, or even 10, and that that gendered experience stays with all of us in both/either small or large ways. either bc we literally dont have a solid identity yet (bc we're very small children), dont have the words, we're repressing it out of fear from how others will treat us, we're actually enjoying or enjoyed being another gender in our childhood, or we just genuinely didnt fuckin know until shit lined up later in life. weird isnt it that transmascs dont pop out as 6'1 brick shithouse cis men when we're born so yall know for certain that we're confused lost girls/women oops i mean big dangerous scary men. its almost like we're transgender too. none of yall actually know what intersectionality is or means
#my t#transandrophobia#yeah ill tag it why tf not#i just dont understand why transmasculinity is scrutinized and dissected like this within the trans community#when its just not the case for other gendered trans folks amongst themselves more often than not these days#which is a good thing! a really really good thing! but why are we scapegoating transmascs#''we need more weird trans people!!'' yall cant even handle like. a pre-everything trans guy coming out for the first time#yall cant handle a pre-everything tguy wearing a tshirt without tearing him to shreds & calling him shit like afag/theyfab & ukelele boy#im tired of my identity being treated as a debate. i had enough of that in highschool as#very literally. **the only trans kid in my grade** surrounded by cis teachers & peers USING ME AND MY BODY AS A TALKING POINT#i was the only one who wasnt deeply closeted that is. and holy fuck do i still not blame anyone for being closeted in that school#why is it only okay to try to separate trans ppl from our gender when we're not fem/me#why is one celebrated and the other treated like radioactive waste **within our own community**#god i need to find an irl community fuckin badly online trans circles are hell on earth#ill be describing smth that happened to me as a clocky tguy and someone else will say TO MY FACE#that what happened to me wasnt bc i was a clocky guy but purely bc i was trans#like i. what. how. how does that make any kind of fucking sense#i wouldnt be clocky if i wasnt trying to look like my gender. like i. hello?#would u say that to any other trans person or am i just that special?
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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care. reassurance.
#cross!sans#self insert#mblue art#yeah im. soff#may or may not have been fueled by that tender forehead kiss post#(this started as a vent art kinda but!! feeling better now. hopefully. i jst wanna yearn)#(been dealing w irl stuff n fighting the brain around the time i made this. nnn. wahoo. yippee.)#(also havent had the spoons to scroll thru tumblr/twt feeds so i feel out of the loop ;w; but thas oke i'll live;;)#(simping for him makes me mentally ill /j/pos (but also /neg bc. mmm. blaming my brain for that lol))#(ANYWAY i think he's been hogging too much of my brainspace lately and i think he should make way for lust too wth man 😤😤😤 smh /lh)#CM
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I make a talk show u quiz
#i sincerely apologise if you get James cordon#my irl friends told me too add him so I blame them#stephen colbert#john oliver#jimmy kimmel#jon stewart#seth myers#craig ferguson#jimmy fallon#taylor tomlinson#andy cohen#trevor noah#conan o'brien#strike force five
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Danny and Reem, thank you for allowing me to explore myself and my identity through you. Thank you for showing me what love can look like. And thank you for being brave on my behalf.
#im not feeling too great#i havent been feeling good for the past month or so#everything i know feels like its collapsing in on itself#and i have no one to lean on irl i cant even talk to anyone about this#my ocs are my outlet#i wanna be someone#idk#i may sound pathetic but u cant blame me its past midnight#ocs#queer muslim#i hate being queer muslim#i hate being queer and i hate being a muslim#queer#lgbtq#pride#danny#reem
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soft reminder that i am not a woman. i know my icon is fem but that’s an OC not me. i’m not really a man either, but i am more guy than gal. you can call me a girl only if its funny for the joke. no to she/her, sometimes to he/him, yes always please to they/them. what’s my gender? its [REDACTED]. if you ever got this wrong, don’t feel bad ! i don’t rlly share my labels. all you gotta know is that i’m queer + call me they. thank u for ur time. *steals ur favorite pen and scurries under ur dresser*
#i genuinely have no issue when someone misgenders me ik its the icon usually#but!! SURPRISE! IM NOT A WOMAN#nothing against women i love women. huge fan of women. my best friends a woman even#but i am not woman#its much more apparent irl. its 50-50 on if i get sir’d or maam’d#androgynous bitches rise up ‼️#again DONT FEEL BAD if u ever got it wrong. i dont blame u at all#but just for future reference ykno
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do you ever live with flatmates that you dont talk to and then they move out and you decide to look at how their rooms look compared to yours and one of them has left behind a one piece sticker randomly above their desk? oh and that desk is also opposite side of the wall where YOU are drawing op fanart almost everyday?
#IF THAT BITCH WAS LESS ANTISOCIAL WE LITERALLY COULD HAVE BEEN BRAINROTTING TOGETHER#and before you blame me!!!! i tried talking to both of my flatmates just to be completely ignored 💀#personal#i did send a photo of it to my friends so dont start saying this shit is fake im terrified of posting irl photos on social media :ppppp
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I'm so used to being surrounded by kind and thoughtful neurodivergent people at this point that I've forgotten that sometimes neurodivergency can make us assholes in very specific ways and even though yes there's nothing wrong with us for being "different" and we shouldn't feel ashamed of who we are etc etc it's still kind of also our job to try and not actively hurt other people and then just excuse it with "well I'm autistic/have bpd/xyz so you can't be mad" or "if you don't like me treating you bad you're making me feel like I can't be my true self around you" or something like. I feel like it's very obvious to me because I have The Disorder That Makes Everyone Think You're Shitty so I'm always very aware of trying not to be, but others. not so much I think
#tldr one of my irl friends (who is autistic )consistently treats me like shit when she's 'low energy ' as she calls it#and those are situations where i offer her to leave her alone and make it very clear that we do not need to spend time together right now#ans then when i tell her that she's being really hurtful towards me she tells me that makes me feel like she can't unmask around me#and I'm like. ok#i literally have bpd I'm so angry it physically hurts all the time#am i supposed to just expect the people in my life to let me take my anger out on them and blame them for being ableist when they don't#like it or...?#idk man.#weird worldview
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i might regret some of the choices i’ve made
#— yap central#I BLAME ALL MY IRL FRIENDS WHO EGGED ME ON WITH ‘FOR THE PLOT’#BECAUSE THIS PLOT IS NOW STRESSING ME OUT#WHY WOULD I SWIPE RIGHT ON THE DUDE WHO ALRESDY GAVE ME ANXIETY WHEN HE CAME TO THE STORE#HE GIVES ME THE ICK#LIKE I DID IT TO HAVE MY EGO BOOSTED AND HUMBLE THE GUY#FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES#THIS SHIT ISNT GIGGLING
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hate how angry and upset i get over normal things with good intentions behind them. can we just be fucking normal for once.
#boycritter et al#um. anyways. if we are not friends. do not say you will hug me. preferably dont imply any physical contact between us but#if we are not friends then that makes me very uncomfortable#if you are sending me an anonymous ask. the same applies.#even if you are my friend if you are anonymous i do not know who you are. and will treat you as if you are a stranger.#and will be very uncomfortable#idk. sometimes i think real life social rules should apply more on the internet#you wouldnt go up to a stranger in real life who was crying and just hug them. why is it so different on the internet.#anwyays. i doubt many people will see this. and i cant blame people for not knowing#bc its kind of an insane request to make and i havent really mentioned it#i just. i hate getting hugged irl by most people. if we're not very close i feel restrained more than anythinig.#i get that same feeling online even if theres no actual physical contact.
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You’d think that, between Gideon and Kremy, Gideon would be the easier one to get a read on (in terms of feelings towards certain situations and party members), but no. I can read Kremy like a motherfucking book. The way he spins lies and half-truths like a spiderweb; the way his tone will shift subtly depending on who he’s talking to, what they’re talking about, his feelings on the situation/subject/towards the person, etc; all of it. Kremy is so fucking easy to read for someone who’s supposed to be a silver-tongued conman.
But Gideon? His tone doesn’t shift all that much. He generally has a happy, confused, or entertained tone in his voice, with the exception of when he’s angry, frustrated, or upset.
Idk, maybe it’s harder for me to read Gideon because I listen to the podcast (it’s just easier for me since I can listen while driving or working), so I have to rely on tone shifts and other verbal cues. That, or maybe it’s because all of my past blorbos have been emotionally constipated men, who would only express their actual feelings about a situation based on tonal shifts, body language, and reading into what they’re saying.
#I swear all my irl points were dumped into insight and absolutely nothing else#and with emotionally constipated men I roll with advantage#no but seriously it’s so hard for me to get a read on how Gideon feels about Coalecroux situations#like the wedding or the scene during the opera#I’m not counting the love curse because fae magic and all that#I can tell when he understands that Kremy is upset or uncomfortable about something#but I can’t tell how he generally feels about him aside from being his best friend#maybe its more obvious with visuals???#I mean I will rewatch the series eventually on YouTube once I’m all caught up#but rn I have to rely on verbal cues and by god that’s hard for this genasi#also I’m not hating on either Richie or Mace here#I love being able to read my favorite emotionally constipated alligator#and the lack of tonal shift in Gideon makes sense for his character#it’s just weird to me idk#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#also if this is worded weirdly blame it on the fact that it’s currently 2am
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if youre satisfied with this amount of rep i'll be happy for you and if you want vastly more from hoyo especially concerning skin tone i will completely agree with you but if you're non latam/african/indigenous american/pacific islander, i'm side eyeing so hard if you start making excuses for genshin's colorist ass
#you cannot possibly say 'latam has pale people' when one of the teaser characters is literally named after a yo.ruba god. hes#african and you're making him like. suntanned. don't cherry pick for the love of fucking god#consequences of me seeing my most beloathed post that says 'just blame ccp' and 'stop with this discourse already im so tired of it'#brother in christ you can't tell people whos cultures are being screwed over by natlan and genshin to stop expressing their frustration#imo 'just blame ccp' sounds like a diff version of 'shut up' bc there's v little possibility of anything changing just because you complain#ramblings!#anyways if you're still playing this game and are from irl cultures that are natlan inspo good luck out there in this goddawful discourse
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