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osamusbigtits · 5 months ago
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oh the hate sex is fucking insane
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largemuscle69 · 3 months ago
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BOOK 30: The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K Le Guin
What a beautiful, gorgeous book. I feel like I’m going to have to reread this at least twice more to fully feel the magnitude of this story. The dualities that she holds in each character and how these drive the plot are really masterful. READ THIS BOOK!!
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roomselfcontain2 · 4 months ago
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Best room decoration in a mini estate visit here two bed room flat 2nd floor room upstairs house very standard pop ceiling decor prepaid metre water heater in the kitchen with extra store Nta road ozuoba in port Harcourt city rivers state Nigeria
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yunogf · 22 days ago
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Yunogf year in review!
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tagged by @baekhyunnybyun my darling 🥰💓 to do my top 10 posts this year
1. FEB 01 Jaehyun Bday Magazine edits 🤪
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2. AUG 13 Jaehyun x Babies set quite literally the worst thing i've ever made
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3. JUNE 17 Prada SS25 set
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4. JUNE 27 127 Walk edits
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5. JULY 21 this Jaehyun 🫠
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6. AUG 12 and this jaehyun 🫠🫠
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7. JUL 23 The Jaehyun Experience
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8. AUG 19 Flamin' Hot Lemon
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9. MAR 23 JaeMark Calvin Klein edit
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10. AUG 25 Ouch
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tagging: @jentlemahae @kyufeed @dojaejung @yujaeren @jiwoonhyung @jsuh @honeydewtual @ohmyminsung @myungjaehyun @sungtaro @nctsworld @yutaslaugh @p1harmonie and anyone else who wants to do it and tag me so i can seeeee <3333
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babygirlwolverine · 4 months ago
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big changes but the same fluff blog! get ready for double the kisses with deancas and poolverine 💋
deancaskiss >>>>> babygirlwolverine \|/
thank you to everyone who voted in my url poll. y’all chose this url so this one’s for you! and don’t worry, there will still be plenty of destiel on my blog with lots of poolverine too ❤️💛
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obscuremechala · 9 months ago
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started doing some requests on instagram and i drew rodimus for the first time, the guy himself
no prank i dont have ideas for those
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valentinemichaelsmith · 1 year ago
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they're just talking, your honor.
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alcoholicweiwuxian · 2 years ago
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Ted Lasso S03E12 + newspaper/magazine covers ft. Bex, Shandy, Jack Danvers, Zava, and Zoreaux
transcriptions (as best as I could) under the cut:
If anyone can make out any more of the text please let me know !
Cover 1:
Plus! "Love conquers all" welcomes West Ham whistleblower
Best Feeding: Mannion's Ex-Bex inks book deal on placenta recipes
Cover 2:
Entrepreneur magazine - A starfucker is born - Shandy Fine - the brains behind the hottest new dating app
A sit down with the CEO of [V??] sports
Jack Danvers is no longer daddy's little girl
How to get noticed
Cover 3:
Zava returns - striker heads to LAFC - "they love avocado toast here"
Zoreaux summer job - Keeper to star in Jean-Claude [?]...remake of "Europe to Victory"
There are a few names on the side, I can only make out "McAdoo" and "Martinez"
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kinaesthetiqueer · 5 months ago
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rereading the Gallagher Girls series and i'm just saying if you like RWBY, you'd love GG
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babybluebex · 16 days ago
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HEY!! I am litreally in love with those jonathan crane headcanons can you pls pls PLS continue them like make a part 4 about it PLEASE
oh bestie i am so sorry to disappoint but my scarecrow phase was nearly 3 years ago at this point, pt 3 is as far as there will ever be :( im so sorry
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bookwyrminspiration · 1 year ago
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Hey, for the prompt ask game, can you do “ Jeez, i don’t even wanna know how you got that battle wound there; sit down and let me fix it up, won’t you? “ with Dex and the triplets? Maybe it could be post-canon, and it could be the triplets comforting Dex? But if you have another idea, you can do that too!
Hi Nonsie!!! I certainly took my sweet time, but I hope you enjoy--I had a lot of fun figuring out their dynamic and each of the triplet's personalities :)
dear god please just let me sleep <- ao3 link
warnings: blood, injury
word count: 5k
Dex hoped he’d be able to slip away to his room before anyone caught him; he’d been running on a bare few hours of sleep the past few days, and if he didn’t crash soon, his body would make him.
Especially with how his arm stung--he couldn’t wait to sleep that off. And then immediately jump back into a political clusterfuck of trolls and mutants and treaties.
But he should’ve known better.
“You’re back!” Bex shouted, falling through the wall of the entryway and nearly losing her balance to careen through the other. “HE’S BACK!”
She turned to yell the second part at someone else, and sure enough Lex slipped through a moment later--literally. His ice path was apparently too slick for him, and as it cruised past before ending abruptly, he, too, cruised past and directly into the wall.
“Took you long enough!” his younger brother said, grinning as he shook frost from his hair--a perfect mix of their parents. “Where WERE you? We’ve been waiting all day!”
Dex summoned what little energy he had left, hoping one final show of bravado would be enough to get him through this. And then, on the other side, his bed would be waiting for him all soft, and warm, and peaceful…
“Just stupid elf work--it’s all boring. You’d hate it,” he said, offering a small smile back as he moved to continue, hoping they’d lose interest. If he just got to his room, he could close the door behind him and put up that sound-barrier he’d made from that old obscurer. “What were you waiting for?”
Rex caught up with them then, carefully stepping over the trail of ice Lex had left through the house and stopping Dex short when he said, “You. You said you were free to hang out this afternoon, remember?”
He hadn’t.
“AND! I’ve decided--we’re playing BRAMBLE!” Bex bounced through the wall again.
Rex blinked slowly, watching him. “Is that still okay? We haven’t seen you in forever--you’re always disappearing places. But if you can’t--”
“Ugh, no! Base quest would be more fun!” Lex shoved at Bex, who only laughed as his hand went straight through her shoulder--and the momentum sent him tumbling to the ground, since ice coated the floor wherever he stepped.
Mom had been telling him to cut it out, since it made the house even more dangerous for quick feet, but he hadn’t gotten the message yet.
“Knock it off, you two!” he scolded, not answering Rex’s question. “If you’re going to be rough, do it outside, remember?”
Lex stood unsteadily, then made a show of thinking. “No, I don’t think I remember.”
Then he grinned, wicked, and lunged towards Dex.
Maybe if he hadn’t had four hours of sleep in the past two days, and if he hadn’t spent those two days crawling around mutant troll hives, and maybe if one of those loose trolls hadn’t swiped him solidly on the shoulder a mere few hours ago before Lovise subdued it, he’d have been able to jump out of the way.
But all of that had happened, and he went down hard.
Lex made a noise of surprise at the way Dex crumpled, Rex gasping and Bex laughing as they crashed to the floor.
He couldn’t help the strangled hiss of pain that slipped through his teeth as Lex’s hands wrapped around his arm.
And the laughter stopped.
Lex froze--metaphorically and literally, ice crusting his nails and seeping onto Dex skin as panic bloomed on his face.
“Dex?” he asked.
Someone repeated it, but he’d closed his eyes in a grimace, pushing up slowly into a sitting position. He couldn’t stand.
His shoulder pounded and his head throbbed, and maybe his heart wasn’t beating quite right. Too fast, as if there wasn’t enough time for it to finish a beat before the next.
“What’s wrong with him?” Bex asked, too loud, and the fear in her voice had him voicing his eyes open.
He couldn’t let them see this.
“I’m fine,” he lied, prying Lex’s hands from where they still grabbed him and offering what he hoped was a comforting smile. He didn’t think he succeeded. “It’s just--”
“You’re bleeding,” Rex interrupted, coming to crouch beside him and pointing.
Dex followed his finger and cursed. The binding over his scratches must’ve been knocked loose in Lex’s tackle, and now bright red had started to seep into the fabric of his tunic. And just after it’d finally stopped bleeding.
Lex didn’t seem to know what to do with his hands, shakily sober as he looked around. “My imparter’s somewhere, I’ll hail Elwin.”
“Don’t,” Dex told him, shaking his head and making himself dizzy--oh how desperately he wanted his bed. “He’s busy enough with the gnomes, and this is just a scratch.”
It was true enough.
Bex braced her hands on her hips the way she always did when she was preparing to argue--loudly. “You’re being stupid! Mom and Dad would agree with me if they were here--right Lex?”
Poor Lex looked too pale to respond, staring at the spreading blood through the fabric as he sat atop his legs next to him.
“I can treat it,” Rex offered, shifting uneasily. “If you really don’t want to hail Elwin.”
“You can what?” Dex repeated, too tired to follow.
He pulled at a thread in his tunic and looked down, cheeks flushing. “Dad’s been--he’s been working with me a lot in the store. Showed me how to make some things and how to use them. I could…I could help…” his voice faded towards the end.
Dex knew Rex had taken on almost the same role he’d had with their dad at that age, since Dex was usually too busy to help these days. If it wasn’t mutant trolls, it was the weird new illness in the gnomes--again, and this time it wasn’t the plague; they’d checked--or the weird aggression in some of the animals the Ruewen’s were taking in at Havenfield, or the million other assignments the Council and his friends had piled on him--and all this while having to keep up with the elite levels.
But he’d hadn’t been keeping track of just how far Rex had progressed already.
“Yes, do that,” Bex commanded, nodding solidly as she reached down to grab Dex as Rex disappeared down the hall. At the last moment she realized she was reaching for his bad arm and switched to the other, and he found himself hauled to his feet by his little sister.
Dex started to shake his head--he was their big brother, he was supposed to look after them--but Bex cut him off.
She’d started poking around the bloodied sleeve, and before he could stop her--though to be honest, he was so exhausted he didn’t even think to try--she’d exploited some mystical weak point in the seams and torn the sleeve clean off.
The four solid scrapes down his shoulder--previously covered by a goblin military-style wrap and some kind of second skin that’d torn loose--were on prominent display. Lex made a noise somewhere between a gag and terror.
“Stand right there--don’t even think about moving, or I’m going to rig your bathroom with stink spray.”
But as Bex reached for Lex, still pale on the floor, he couldn’t let her take complete control. He’d never live it down. “Hey,” he started, waiting until Lex looked over at him--though he looked away just as quickly. “Don’t worry about it, okay? It’s nothing--I just need to sleep, it wasn’t you.”
Lex didn’t look convinced, but before he could try again, Rex came back with a clinking bag and a furrowed look on his face.
“Okay,” he started, pulling out a bottle of youth and a cloth. He looked up and saw Dex’s now-revealed arm--but didn’t balk. “Jeez, I don’t even wanna know how you got that battle wound there; sit down and let me fix it up, won’t you?“
“LAME!” Bex scoffed, tossing Lex onto the couch where he made no move to adjust himself. Dex sank down a cushion away from him, aching. “I want to know everything! Did you get attacked by killer dwarves? A showdown with ruthless ogres?!” She took a deep breath, clearly preparing for a long string of baseless guesses--but Dex saw Lex’s wan face had started to go green.
“Stop!” he told her, and she made a scrunched face. “If I tell you, will you let it go? Lex looks like he’s gonna faint.”
She rolled her eyes. “Lex is just being a BABY, don’t hold back. Ew, what IS that?”
The second part was directed at Rex, who had settled himself next to Dex. He’d already removed the rest of the old bandage and started to clean the wound--but when he turned to look at him, he had a pot of something in his hands with a truly nasty texture.
Rex’s face went red. “It helps with irritation and infection! That’s what dad told me--it just looks like snot because that helps it stick to the skin.”
“Not you two, too!” Dex groaned, rubbing at his face with his good hand and wishing, desperately, that he’d been able to sneak up to his room before they’d caught him. Or that he’d remembered they were supposed to be hanging out today in the first place.
He should’ve gone to his dorm in the silver tower, but he hadn’t been there long enough for it to feel like home yet--and he doubted it ever would. So when Lovise had ordered him to go home and rest, he’d raised the crystal for Rimeshire and leaped before realizing this wasn’t technically where he was supposed to be.
But he did like his bed here better, so he hadn’t left.
Maybe he should’ve.
He inhaled as Rex spread whatever snot-like concoction he’d defended over his shoulder, more from the cold than anything. The chill refocused his eyes, the way splashing your face with cold water helped stave off the need to sleep just a little longer--he used the trick often when he stayed up late working. Earlier in the night he’d use a stimulant, but when it was close to done and he wanted to be able to immediately collapse after just a few more tweaks, he’d push through that way.
“So?” Bex prompted, arms folded over her chest as she kicked at his shin. “What’d you do? Was it gross? Did it hurt a lot?”
He realized there was no getting out of this. “Trolls,” he told her simply.
But of course that wasn’t enough.
“NICE! What’d they do? Did you have to fight them?” She’d leaned closer, into a bit of sun that had the staticky red hair sticking all over her head glowing in the light.
“No, and I can’t tell you anything else--it’s classified! So stop asking!”
He probably could’ve gotten away with a few more details before he got in trouble if he really wanted to--but he didn’t. He didn’t want them anywhere near the problems their world was facing; they had enough going on as it was just being them.
Bex groaned, Lex looked relieved, and Rex’s face was screwed up in concentration as he used a clean cloth and some Youth to wipe off the snot-like mixture; he hadn’t said a word as they’d let it sit, and Dex honestly couldn’t tell whether he was bothered or glad he didn’t have to hear the story.
“Am I hurting you?” Rex asked when he saw Dex was watching.
“Huh? Oh--no, you’re good.” Dex shook his head, flagging again. “I’m just tired. I forgot we were supposed to do something together today--sorry.”
Lex piped up for the first time in a while, voice uncharacteristically quiet. “Was it…bad?”
“Was what bad?”
“The…the trolls…” he whispered, his face all screwed up like he was imagining them.
Bex’s smile turned wicked. “Scaaaaaaared, are you?”
Lex’s face froze and ice sparked in his eyes as he shot back, “Am not!”
“You’re terrified! Can’t even handle thinking--”
“BEX!” Dex cut in, glaring at her. “Dad told you to stop taunting him!” As she’d gotten older, her skill at identifying the most embarrassing thing she could possibly say had evolved into a wicked talent for figuring out the sorest point she could possibly poke.
And, in typical Bex fashion, she loved to poke.
Lex, unfortunately for him, was an excellent target; they were together so often, and he still got riled up in a way that only egged her on. It’d started to slide off Rex long ago, so she’d lost interest in teasing him.
“I’m not!” Bex protested, spreading her hands to show how innocent she was.
“I so don’t have the energy for this,” Dex sighed, leaning back into the couch and closing his eyes.
Rex stopped him. “Wait! Don’t lean back yet, I need to get the bandage around your arm--I can’t do that if you’re laying on it.”
Lex, expression curled, reached to the floor to send a sheet of ice sliding under Bex--who lost her balance and fell through the coffee table.
Dex ignored them as they started fighting, turning to Rex; every feature was focused on his shoulder, lips thin and pale, but hands steady.
With a pang of guilt, he realized he hadn’t paid attention at all to what Rex had been doing--his eyelids had started blinking at different times, so no one could really blame him, but he still felt bad.
He’d gotten used to pain these last few years, so the faint stings in his shoulder as Rex wrapped him up barely registered--especially as he handed him a painkiller.
“You’re good at this--maybe we should give you to Elwin.” He set the empty vial aside, trying to recork it with one hand and shaking fingers. He wasn’t having much success.
A final tuck to secure the wrap. “There--you should be good. But, uh, you should probably check with Elwin later,” Rex said over Lex and Bex’s arguing about whether non-water frozen liquids counted as ice. He took the vial from Dex’s other hand and corked it easily, dropping it into his bag.
Dex shook his head. “Nah, he’s way too busy--this is fine.”
Rex looked like he wanted to argue, but only shifted and looked away.
Unable to help the small groan as Dex let himself sink into the cushions, he closed his eyes.
Then, “Was it bad?”
He decided he didn’t need to have this conversation with his eyes open, and enjoyed the reprieve as he asked, “Was what bad?”
The cushions squeaked under Rex, and Lex and Bex cut off.
“OO are you gonna tell us now?”
Rex sighed. “Was your…mission bad? You don’t…you don’t usually come home hurt. When you do come home, that is.”
“I get hurt all the time, Rex--all my friends do.”
Lex’s voice this time, from his other side. “Yeah but--but you’re always better by the time you come home. Mostly. You don't usually…” he trailed off, and Dex swore the temperature dropped several degrees on his left.
You don’t usually collapse.
“What, you worried about me?” he added a light tease to the words, lips curling ever so slightly. If he didn’t open his eyes soon he was going to fall asleep right then and there.
Bex spoke up, impatient. “Well, DUH! Why do you think I keep asking about it, dummy?”
His eyes snapped open, his mouth falling ever so slightly open as his eyebrows raised.
Bex stood in front of him, disheveled and soaked from melting snow, one of her legs still inside the coffee table. And staring directly at him.
“Huh?”
She tapped him on the forehead. “I SAID--”
“Not so loud!” he protested, and she huffed in indignation.
“I said, why do you think I keep asking about the trolls, dummy? You’re our brother, we wanna know what’s going on! You never tell us anything, that’s why I have to be so pushy!”
“You just like being pushy,” Rex said.
Bex thought for a moment, rocking back on her heels. “Yeah, that too.”
Dex looked between the three of them. Lex had his legs curled up on the cushions, ripping a hole in his pants wider, Bex with her arms crossed standing towering over them all, and Rex with his hands still stained with Dex’s blood.
And all facing directly at him.
“You worry about me?” he repeated, brain trying to reboot so it could process that--and failing.
“You never talk to us about what you and all those weird friends of yours do, but you have to know we hear the rumors,” Bex shifted her hands to her hips, and he almost felt like he was being scolded.
Lex cut in, “And when you still lived here, we’d see how you came home--you always had all those cuts and bruises.”
Dex blinked. “You were paying attention to that?”
“Not really,” Rex shrugged. “But it was hard not to notice sometimes. Especially whenever we thought about…”
“Your planting,” Bex finished for him. “We were there, you know.”
“You think about my planting?” He should probably stop repeating everything they said, but it was hard not to.
Lex admitted, “Sometimes,” and started sketching something in frost on his arm.
Dex wasn’t sure what to say to that; it was always awkward whenever it came up with his parents, but he’d never spoken about it with the triplets. It hadn’t even occurred to him it could affect them--they’d been so annoyingly loud and disconnected from the world around them when they were younger.
Of course they still were loud and annoying as hell, especially at home, and especially whenever he was around--at least Lex and Bex were. Rex was always…a little quiet. Somber.
With time, he’d started to come to terms with the fact he wasn’t going to manifest, and he’d slowly become more part of the triplet triad again like he’d used to be. But now there was a distance between them, even as he found his new place, that Dex worried would never go away.
“Did you fall asleep with your eyes open or something?” Bex interrupted his musings, shifting her weight side to side impatiently. Like she wanted to be moving.
“When was the last time you slept?” Rex asked suddenly, leaning forward and squinting like he could glean the answer from something on Dex’s face. And maybe he could, because he guessed, “A few days?”
Dex made a face, closing his eyes again. “Something like that.”
“I bet I could stay awake for an entire week,” Bex mused, nodding in agreement with herself as she looked off somewhere. “I’d definitely last longer than you,” she said, and he could only assume she was talking to Lex with the indignant noise he made.
But Lex didn’t respond. Instead, his voice turned back to Dex, hesitant and awkward. “You know--you know you can always talk to us about it--right? You know that? We could even help--we’re old enough.”
“What?! No way.” Against all his wishes, his eyes were open again--but this time it was terror, not surprise that had his heart pounding and his head throbbing with the blood rush.
Lex was adamant, even as his cheeks colored. “We’re older than you were when you met Sophie and started doing--doing whatever it is you do!”
Dex’s retort stopped abruptly in his throat as he quickly did the math and realized, with no small amount of horror, that his little brother was right. He’d been a level two when everything had started, and now--now the triplets were level fours.
He’d started even younger than them--how was that possible?
They looked so small with their shaggy hair and bright eyes, their round cheeks and wrinkled clothes--well, Bex and Lex were wrinkled. Rex had stayed composed.
Who’d been so irresponsible as to let Dex join the rebellion that young?
But even if they were older than he’d been, that didn’t make them old enough--they should stay far, far away from the dangers of his life.
Desperate, he searched for another excuse. “You don’t even know what we do! You can’t be ready for it.”
“We could if you told us!” Bex cut in, pulling at a wet knot in her hair so forcefully he winced.
“Mom might actually kill me,” he told her, and it wasn’t far from the truth. His mom, even as a member of the Collective of the Black Swan, one of its leaders, was nervous about having him involved in everything--after years of proving himself! Everything she was doing was so they didn’t have to risk themselves, so she could give them a better world on a silver platter.
Yeah, she wouldn’t be thrilled if he managed to drag his three baby siblings into it, too.
“Since when do you do what people tell you to do?” Bex shot back, succeeding in tearing the knot from her hair with her fingers and dropping it to the floor. “What---scaaared?”
“If you’re not scared, then you’re not ready!”
“You’re scared?” Lex asked, as though surprised. He’d stopped fiddling with the now-very-large hole in his pants and stared at Dex like he’d never seen him before.
Dex sighed, not sure how he’d gotten himself stuck in this conversation. “Of course I am--we don’t do this for fun, you know. We do it because someone has to. And that means risking our lives all the time! And if you don’t understand how scary that is--” he glared at Bex “--then you’re not taking it seriously and won’t be any help.”
“I understand,” Rex said, quiet. He looked at his bloody hands. “Dad and I talk about it sometimes.”
That stopped him short. “You do?”
Rex shifted as all three of them turned to him in surprise.
“Dad never talks to US about that,” Bex complained. “Why do you get to be special?”
Something behind Rex’s eyes shuttered and he tensed. “Because I’m not special.”
Even Bex looked like she regretted the words as they registered what he meant.
“Rex, you are--” Dex started, automatic, but Rex didn’t let him.
“I’m not moping,” he said. “I don’t need you to comfort me. It’s a fact. I’m not like you. That’s why…that’s why Dad and I talk about it. Because it’s…different for us. And he wants to make sure I’m ready, just in case.”
He looked away, color creeping up his cheeks.
Lex shifted, and Bex’s face was all scrunched up in a way he’d need Keefe to understand.
He wasn’t around much anymore, and he’d spent the triplet’s childhoods trying to stay away from them because they’d always caused such a headache.
But he did know this: they didn’t talk about this.
Bex and Lex had been insufferable about it in the beginning, back when they’d thought Rex would just be a late bloomer. So when it had become clear that wasn’t the case…
It’d piddled off into something unspoken between them, even as Rex found a new place in their triad. Found himself alone even in a group. Which was why Dex worried.
Because Bex and Lex didn’t really get it, and Rex didn’t explain it.
“Maybe Bex and Lex aren’t ready,” Rex said, scratching at the drying blood on his fingertips so it flaked off, “but I am. I know there’s…a lot I can’t do, but I can help. I helped you just now.” He pointed to Dex’s shoulder.
“Hey--I’m ready!” Lex said. “Bex is the problem, not me.” He’d dropped his legs off the couch and sat up straighter.
Dex was never going to come home again. “GUYS! Why can’t you bother mom about this--I don’t have the energy to argue with you about it right now.”
“Aww, does Dexy need to go beddy-bye?” Bex grinned, yanking her leg out of the table to reach forward and grab at his cheek like a baby.
“YES!” he burst out, swatting her away and pressing the fingers of his good arm into his eyes. “That’s ALL I’ve wanted to do since I got back--it’s why I came back. I’ve been awake for three days and spent all of them crawling through mutant troll hives and getting attacked! Of COURSE I want to sleep!”
Silence fell, and he wanted to be pissed with them the way he always used to be when they were little and hyper. He wanted to roll his eyes and shove them outside so he could enjoy how their voices muffled through the walls as he worked.
But they weren’t those people anymore.
And he simply didn’t have the energy to be angry.
“I’m done talking about this,” he sighed, moving to push up from the couch.
“Wait!” Bex lunged forward, pushing him back as she leaned on his legs, eyes bright. “Don’t go yet!”
Rex shook his head, sinking back against the cushions. “He really does need a nap.”
“Just one more minute!” she insisted, staring him right in his face. Hers was a little blurry, and he had to fight to keep her in focus. “We can do this, okay? You don’t need to keep babying us; we can take care of ourselves. We already DO--all the time!”
“I’m not trying to--”
“Yes, you ARE!” she cut him off. “Didn’t you HATE when everyone did that to you? Maybe we haven’t fought mutant trolls or anything, but we’re not little kids anymore. We can help you!”
Dex shook his head, letting it drop against the cushions. “I said I was done talking about this! Let me go.”
“No!”
“Bex!”
“PLEASE!”
“I said no!”
“What if you die again?”
The words burst from her chest, hot and angry and with enough force Dex thought they’d blow straight through him. Bex’s hands were in fists at her side, her cheeks flushed and face furious.
Lex had drawn his legs back onto the couch and wrapped his arms around them, eyes wide. Rex’d screwed up his face and dropped his gaze to the floor, finally leaving Dex’s blood on his hands alone.
Dex could barely hear himself through the ringing in his ears. “What are you talking about?”
Bex crossed her arms, looking between her three brothers--Rex and Lex both quiet, Dex confused and wondering every moment how he was still awake.
“They made me promise not to say anything, but--”
“Bex!” Lex cut in, horrified.
What? What didn’t they want him knowing?
Bex rolled her eyes, but Lex’s hand just went through when he reached for her. “Lex is a crybaby, but I’M not afraid to say it. They get all nervous when they hear the gossip about you and your weird friends, that’s why we want to help. You barely come home anymore, and when you do you’ve always got problems--like your stupid troll scratch you won’t tell us about. They’re total wrecks about it when you’re not around--they just want to seem cool in front of you.”
“Do NOT!” Lex interrupted, bright red as his hair. “You’re just as bad!”
“Am NOT!” Bex asserted, and the snowball Lex flung at her passed right through her face; she must’ve made her whole body intangible, because she fell through the table and started to sink into the floor with a wicked laugh.
Rex raised his voice. “SERIOUSLY! Can you two CUT IT OUT for ONCE?” His hands had balled into fists, and his lips had gone thin. “This is why Dex doesn’t talk to us anymore!”
Lex dropped his hand, coated in frost; Bex pulled herself up and sat back down with a thump as she became solid again.
Dex had nothing to say.
Or maybe he did. “You haven’t done anything wrong.”
“What?” Lex asked.
His voice was suddenly hoarse and he didn’t know why, and the words started to spill as his eyes fell closed, a battle he finally lost. “I’m sorry I’m not home as much--I didn’t…I didn’t know you cared. It’s not because of anything you did. You know that, right?”
“You don’t have to pretend it’s not,” Rex said, sounding so tired Dex wanted to cry.
“Do I look like I have the energy to pretend?” He raised his eyebrows even though his eyes were closed, and he didn’t move.
Bex responded. “No, you look awful.”
“You’re--you’re okay, right? I didn’t…” Lex was anxious again, and Dex remembered his horrified pale face as he crashed atop Dex.
“This wasn’t you, either,” he promised again.
“That didn’t answer the question,” Rex pointed out.
Dex groaned--of course they had to pick today of all days to be observant. “Just give me…a day…I’ve had worse.” His breathing was slowing, and faint alarm bells started to toll in his head; if he didn’t get up now, he wasn’t getting up for a good long while.
Then, out of nowhere, rustling came to his left.
Warmth seeped into his side as Lex pressed against him, and he felt a head on his shoulder.
“I swear I didn’t mean to,” his voice whispered next to his ear, and Dex hummed low.
“I know.”
Then Rex was on his other side, careful of his shoulder. “Did it help?” A slight tap below his bandages.
He nodded.
“Babies,” Bex muttered, but he felt the couch shift under her weight--far enough she wasn’t touching anyone, but close enough she was there. “This conversation isn’t over.”
“Not now, Bex,” Rex chided.
“I know!” Bex said. “I’m not saying now! Just making sure Dexy knows we’re not going to drop this just because he got beat up by some trolls and can’t stand straight--as if anything about him was ever straight.”
Dex stopped listening, heart slowing as his brothers shifted against him and argued with his sister. And something about it--maybe the house, which he’d been away from too long, or the noise more familiar to him than his pulse--was infinitely more comfortable than his quiet dorm back in the silver tower.
“I think he’s falling asleep.”
“Good, he looks horrible. We should draw on his face.”
“We should draw on your face. You need a mustache.”
And then Rex’s voice was at his ear, low. “Thanks. For letting me help.”
Dex could barely hear him, but he thought, No, thank you. For everything.
As he drifted off, surrounded by his little siblings on their family couch, actually together for the first time in years, it felt like the most natural thing in the world.
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osamusbigtits · 5 months ago
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don't say you're one with nature unless you're living like this
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largemuscle69 · 1 year ago
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BOOK 18: Babel by R.F. Kuang
A really fucking engrossing novel. I haven’t read a book this long in less than 24 hours in a hot minute. Not only is this an amazing world that she’s built, the book is a really smart critique on imperialism and academia. Not just that, but it offers a really great perspective on solidarity movements and what it might take to radically reimagine the workings of a society that seems inevitable and impossible to dismantle. Kuang does a great job at illuminating the complex challenges to any anticolonial movement in her novel. It also hits close to home as an academic wrangling with colonial power structures that I regrettably am apart of. Amazing read, definitely pick this up immediately!
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crippledanarchy · 1 year ago
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I hate the cultural emphasis on "empathy" not only because it's an emotion, not an action, and is not universally experienced, but also because of the sheer arrogance of it.
You *know* how I feel, regardless of the fact you've never endured anything remotely similar?
No the fuck you don't.
You need empathy to motivate you to action?
How convenient that you only feel empathy for those that belong to your in-groups.
Basing your worldview on the things you already relate to is self defeating, you are reinforcing your own prison. By definition of the fact you are an individual, there are going to be more things you do not relate to than things you do.
Ie: I don't know what it's like to be a non-white person in a white supremacist society. It would be arrogant of me to assume I did. emotionally, I experience sympathy, and my values drive me to act with compassion.
If you're basing your values on the fleeting sensation of empathy, you will fail.
It is not sustainable to build or contribute to a movement based solely on emotion.
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aurenflare · 26 days ago
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Anyway you should read this
… perhaps i will …
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rainbillcipher · 10 months ago
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Anyone and everyone who reblogs my posts with tags, we read EVERY ONE! Bexy loves all the appreciation for her art, and I guess I tolerate you meatsacks.
Just kidding, I eat up all the attention I can get!
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