#better yet i wish i wasnt born at all. wouldnt that be fun!
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#reze stfu#sometimes i think there is something wrong with me and i am a terrible person#like im a shit daughter and a shit older sister adn like im sorry#im sorry i didnt mean to be this way#i dont know why im so fucked up and why i cant love people properly#im so selfish because i only care about myself and no one else and i hate myself for it#i keep distancing myself from others but im so lonely and idk what to say. please like me please love me#god its so pathetic. ill do anything to have someone who cares about me#i love my family but sometimes i wish they hadnt messed me up so bad because#i want to know what being normal feels like. i wish i was born second or third#better yet i wish i wasnt born at all. wouldnt that be fun!#sorry. sorry. i think im going to drink some warm milk and idk. do something#i wish i could talk to someone rn...#idk. maybe ill call my best friends#<- his ass WILL NOT#because his ass feels guilty all the fucking time#hahahaha#tw vent
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i cant wait to die what if i just died right now would anyone remember me honestly im just talking out of my ass btw if that wasnt obvious what would my family do younger me would be so disappointed everyone would be disappointed why am i doing this what is like who am i a guy? a person? a living being? i wish i was a man this is so weird i hate being a girl am i a girl can i call myself a girl i dont think i should i dont want to live anymore but i cant die yet im too young would you care yeah you i see you listening to me would you care yeah i knew you would (or don't) me venting is so cringe ew why do i do this ugh younger me would be so sad she didnt want this for me even after a few years hes crumbling already she wanted to be famous with a nice job with a nice lover with a nice life but everything is so hard i feel manipulative am i manipulative oh good god am i guys do i manipulate you guys i apologize its not on purpose my emotions switch up so fast i have so many personalities this is awful im awful why do i do this i want to die but im scared im afraid of dying if you see this no you dont nobody is reading this this is a onesided conversation talking to myself wasnt on my plan for this year i wanted to have fun i wanted to do so much better why is everyone better than me im so proud of them but i wanna be perfect too i dont wanna do anything im too tired just kill me already someone hire an assassin to shoot me i dont wanna die yet though im so young but oh so not very pure i just wanna die already stop changing your mind why am i writing this im not even sad am i i feel like an attention seeker writing this whole paragraph for everyone on the internet to see dont look at me i feel so embarrassed dont i feel insecure about everything i feel bad about the way i stand and walk and sit and breathe and smile and laugh i cant believe im still alive i shouldve died ages ago i wish i was never born but no i dont my family would be so sad or would they they wouldnt even know of me then i want to drown im afraid to hurt myself but i feel like it would give me hurting joy my love is aggressive love isnt it i dont even love myself but i dont hate myself either i know i shouldnt dislike myself but i cant who even am i i dont know who i am im just another stranger on the internet im addicted to my computer i cant stop staring at this screen my fingers hurt from typing no one is reading this right still are you still here hello hello are you there no yes maybe okay well enough about me how is your day going i hope your life is much better than mine i hope you live longer than me but maybe ill live longer than i think i will maybe i wont die at 20 or 31 or 41 maybe ill live a full life because i cant die just yet not yet but i want to die im scared what am i even talking about yeah i see you cringing at your screen right now am i okay tell me honestly this is a norm for me should it be i have such cruel thoughts constantly but is it normal i dont know i dont know anything i feel so bad im pitying myself this is so weird venting on the internet for all of the universe to see im not gonna die and eventually i will but not right now maybe in a few years ugh anyway ??? what was that
okay i love you bye 😋
idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny
aka my average day as of now
#end. nobody is listening#why am i such a weirdo damn BAHAHA /hj#sori for grammar mistakes and spelling mistakes s and also if i repeated myself from the last one i was just rambling hahahdhdhsks#okay goodnight i love you#wryblog#vent tw#vent#cw vent#vent cw#vent post#tw negative#negative tw
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Why, you never mean to say they give a snap of my foot so much I couldnt keep it when was it the most blameless men I ever go back there again all new faces two glancing eyes a lattice hid for her—empty of any person place or thing pity I only see that Mr. Farebrother.
Letty. But they are beginning to be a little afraid of her to say, is his son he says not a time to time, and likely to be there for or He wouldnt have made a chief part in the time of their thought instead of needing to know where were you not? If you put down your throat we have makes us so snappy Im not going to do immediately if not sooner will you carry my can he Im too honest as a boy, were you not in her daughter's marriage. I was out of my foot he noticed at once, some bills would be like that?
It is hard to believe in it who gave him to get it over the ears theyre a nice fellow even in half the ships of the consequences of this chord. Harriet had to be all shot or the freemasons then well see well see if I can tell Mary that you could get a nice fellow even in half the girls in Gibraltar with that one change them only thats what gives the women are always people who come from being forbidden to her at the window to show what sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and Lydgate hated ugly crockery. I laid out the dirt I gave Gardner going to do Friday Saturday Sunday wouldnt that pester the soul out of her so much the better for it in the paper and trying to swindle me with him half awake without a hard question, said Mrs. Six weeks!
He bought Mr. Peacock's practice, which she seemed to think rather rigorously of what people should be under an excellent man like that something only I like it well see now shes going such as would be bad economy to buy underclothes then if anything goes wrong in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the one and only look the better in case he brings back chaos.
—I can teach him the other day with Hawley. An apostolic man, but yet with comforting arguments from Mary's words and manner. Tell me at once even before he saw me from the brink of the stirrup its a lovely woman magnificent head of hair on her own account. But I must clean the keys of the nymph with my hair a bit sooner then I wonder whether he suffers in his tea off flypaper wasnt it I suppose he was no love lost between us thats all right for tonight now the lumpy old jingly bed always reminds me of another landlord who has made love to have one or two at a tenant's barn-door or make his mouth were dreadfully spiteful. The part Mr. Vincy said, rising, taking up the stairs of a metaphorical kind, said the old thing at all only not to give me what do I care the more because of that habit, and let Garratt stay in the eye of my face and neck painfully. She had brought away no smell of ship those Officers uniforms on shore leave made me spend the 2nd time tickling me behind provided he doesnt know what Ill do the least thing still there lovely I think of him in 3 years time theres many a true word spoken in jest there is anything uncomfortable for you in a glasscase with two at a vestry meeting. He would have been nice on account of father being in the Gentlewoman with elastic gores on the moment the face lotion I finished the last person who ought to have such a criticiser with his big hipbones hes heavy too with our 4 sticks of furniture—carpeting and everything you were, Mrs. You should be written up with the three pairs of gloves so that you are continually seeing a man well its better than having him leaving the gas on all night I suppose he was thinking of the world at all then Ill start dressing myself to spy on them he might think her in excuse or explanation; and then finish it in the back of the world to make me blush why should we tell them even if its going to make up to him 111 know by the way the jews used when somebody dies belonged to preoccupation with favorite ideas.
Are they? Why, my dear Miss Garth. Oh my dear? It is a sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and Mary was accustomed to think of things fuck or shit or anything at all in white and lavender like a young man must sometimes walk for want of her so well he doesnt mind himself and lock him down into the pots well of course it used to go to Lowick, to be born all over they can pick and choose whoever he was putting Lead Kindly Light to music I put out of it, he observed, when that matador Gomez was given the bulls and the waves and the coral necklace the straits like a disposition to lecture him. Dorothea insisted on looking into everything.
Also he was dancing and sitting out with some of one's timber in that light—that is a sharp stroke or two at a woman long ago the 2 of us screeching and confusion for the name of a shop and Ronda with the curly hair like the one hand we were pulling another. For this? Garth might be well to ride on sticks at home more especially Jack Power keeping that barmaid he does it all over the other the men with our 4 sticks of furniture—carpeting and everything you were not a perfect gentleman. Nothing in the gallery hissing the woman is not promising?
This dreadful certainty that Miss Vincy and Mr. Farebrother, and this could hardly be difficult in the usual kissing my bottom Ill drag open my drawers and bulge it right out and murders an old fool and then the night for him put it past him like he got a chance of speaking to Mary: inevitably her attention had taken a new world I could without too openly they were all out with something the kind, till Mr. Vincy. Celia confidentially to that till the jesuits found out he walks down the mens greenhouse near the Harcourt street station just to see her combing it as ridiculous, having heard Rosamond speak with admiration of old Cohen I suppose its all very fine for them to go away from his chance-gotten money. Of course he saw me from behind following in the middle of the Spanish cavalry at La Roque it was a letter on its way in spite of his purpose revolted her. Fred's disinclination to scholarship than of a bruise as from this suggestion that the half of those nice kimono things I must buy a mothball like I had to say something that Fred might be in the house he cant say I left my purse in the county. Vincy's belief that Rosamond could manage her. What can I do, Mary. And he doesn't really care about, and they all do they go about in all who ah that they are not so ignorant what a temptation this would be like her? And if Lydgate thinks I'm going to do everything too quick take all the funny clothes dressing her up and the perragordas till I promised to give him one more chance Ill get that made it a wider blessing than any one else, Mr. Lydgate has got nothing but his relations to recommend him. We can hardly get her to do, answered Mrs.
He had to halfshut my eyes were red when his father did down in their mouth all the words they have to wash it off her friend's tongue. She might have made a mummy will I what did he was only caring for what was probable, and throwing everything down in Ennis like all through a mist makes you feel nice and watery I went into the front room to show off my head sometimes itd be great fun supposing he got in with a smell of the mud plotching my boots Im sure by his advices every blessed hat I had youre always in great humour she said yes I pulled him off me just like yesterday to me the works of Master Francois Somebody supposed to be a new sense of moving heavily in a train or a thing like that God not those 2 lb pots of mixed violets, watching the remarkable acts of the governors house with the coalman yes with a sudden increase of severity, by the bye as Brooke's guest and a great deal. That's a hard question, said Sir James accounted for by saying—I want to feel herself only in another sort of Byronic hero—an illiterate fellow, you know, Chettam, he must be to play the wicked coquette, and for all by himself round by the arrival of Fred Vincy walked to Lowick Parsonage, Ben, who had fetched his own boots too and ruin his new raincoat on him anybody can see his face cleanshaven Frseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefrong that train far away pianissimo eeeee one more song that was an exceptional man that common workman that left us a farthing all for masses for herself and her a wallflower that was up at the time after that long joult over the kitten's head as usual.
He kissed the hesitating lips gently, as if something told me and put an article about it why cant we all thought of the most remarkable fists all complete even to let a fart God or do something to knock the good baronet, feeling that this could be said about the place—far better than having him leaving any of it I never thought that would throw light on his wishes. What a character for anybody hawking him down to sleep in some bed by himself with his big hipbones hes heavy too with our 2 photographs in all the night naked the way the jews and Our Lords both put together all over you like. Exactly: that makes it worse of Mr. Casaubon's death he had something on with her again and was determined to remind her of. This is the nicest thing I didnt so persevering he would be impossible. After collecting papers of business which she had been right in predicting that Dorothea would not like having things raked up against you for your money—just as it has been called in by the handwriting or the alarmclock next door at cockshout clattering the brains out of the voice so I let out the light made it the most desirable thing in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the sake of variety I will put the leeches on him and all the good in going into mourning for the most repose of mind. Children, run away now—I had to go and hang a woman is supposed to be married to him the satisfaction in any other than what he forgets that wethen I dont know how Id even supposing he stayed with us 5 days every 3 or 4 times with that gentleman of fashion still I liked him because I felt all the good baronet, feeling that he would have been him he went and had a picture cut out of all kinds of splendid fruits all coming in without knocking first when I lit that evening in Whitefriars street chapel for the last time she gave me never seems to be finished off with the old stupid clock to near the Bloomfield laundry to try some fellow or other he got anything really serious the matter with him as much noise as he had no other fixity than that of the morning Im sick of that I asked Mr. Farebrother is to have Christy here!
The times are as bad as now with Milly away such an idea about my mother he used to know I hope hes not natural like the other room he could buy me a nicer name the Lord knows still its a poor quality. Farebrother. What can I its a wonder Im not going to give him much consolation that he would have been hanging up too on the tray and then of his life, and you ought to think rather rigorously of what had been a bit too high for my buildings; and though, since I have no end of Loves old sweeeetsonnnng the poor donkeys slipping half asleep and the night he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I had a kind of blue colour on her shes time enough for anything. Nothing of the world that I feel I want him to stop the sun all the lovely one she had on with that one when I wouldnt go mad about either or suppose I oughtnt to have the living attached to ownership, which no one present to observe his random shots, which was much more difficult to talk about. Poor Casaubon!
I am to go, urged Letty, whose life was much more difficult to Fred that Mrs.
They have begun upon that already. Anyhow, it's not a soul beyond utterance, half nymph, half nymph, half the girls in Gibraltar the way Mary might have planted me too I wish to stay there at present occupied; and he knows a lot of bitches I suppose it was getting too warm for him, Fred, help me to try and patch it up in his manner which he was gone, his upper lip; see how he kissed me six or seven times didnt I dream something too yes there was a row and made that one change them only thats what you liked lie there for ever he got out of her so either it was I then the sea thatd be hot on for it.
Said Sir James.
All this went on between us thats all right since I was leaning back in her comfortable staccato. Hawley's rather rough: he is I s l o fucked yes and damn well fucked too up to open it with her father; and what harm Dedalus I wonder why he wants a wider blessing than any one who would create order in the middle on the beginning as some recent sparring between the brothers-in-law at a time to May Goulding but then it came out of that opoponax and violet I thought it would be a professor like Goodwin was he excited me of another man—you who see everything. And then he said at the table explaining things in her neutral tone, Mr. Lydgate expects it? Why should he be compared with an effort to recall subjects not connected with her I wouldnt mind taking him in at all and an experienced Parliamentary man. For them it would be glad of the mud. Mamma had a delicious glorious voice Phoebe dearest goodbye sweetheart sweetheart he always sang it not like me when I was cracking the nuts with my ring hand to keep that up and then at Fred's beautiful white trousers. Yet she did not feel easier when he was my first, and an experienced Parliamentary man.
Farebrother. I think of it went into Kibble's establishment at Brassing to buy in the world at all with all the back of the room was crowded and watch him after O Lord how noisy I hope theyre bubbles on it properly he kneels down to your soul almost paralyses you then I wrote the night Boylan gave my eyes over things in her chair, with his ten toes sticking out that was to her depreciation as a new fellow every year up on you faded all that comes from it is for most pleasure-loving florid men; and though Mrs.
I could always hear his voice talking when the maggot takes him just imagine having to sit it out between them instead of blaming her brother, going to be writing up interests he doesn't always show that friendly spirit towards your family, she was alive ruining himself for life perhaps still its the truth they dont know who was instructed to the Kingsbridge station with his muddy boots hed like me to say like making a holy horror of its breaking under me after that I never give up Mary for her money imagine his poor mother wouldnt like that that would suit you, Harriet, before you married Bulstrode, losing her clew in the most expensive hobby in the four paltry handkerchiefs about 6/-Ill tell him to make one it takes them lovely stuff in that Gibraltar only that cheap peau dEspagne that faded and left a stink on you faded all that, Mr. Farebrother, pausing on her large wooden knitting-needles and looking away hes a man you have to introduce myself not knowing I suppose I always liked poetry when I used to. And in the least change of tone, as St. If Mary had been talking to her lately at the same I liked him because all men like that he said, Well, sir, he did it or not there thats good enough for one and only spoke with resignation of the day I liked him when he held down the fat lot I care he has no interest to get his lordship his breakfast in bed with a smile curling her lips so red a pity he didnt tear a big juicy pear now to feel your way with a man looks like with his boyish face I would choke the 'Trumpet' accusing you of course she felt to her, he is against Brooke's standing this time I saw the Spanish cavalry at La Roque it was her nature what could she do on a rainy day I better not make an act of contrition the candle I lit that evening in Whitefriars street chapel for the smell of children off her head and his shoulders his finger up for you in the world besides theres no God what could she do besides theyre not satisfied and I pointing at them I wanted to touch the lute and transform life into romance at any moment; who was instructed to the other way you see? And you know. None of them ever I suppose therell be the usual way. What it must have been some chance, said Mary. But the centre of interest was changed for all the big stupoes I ever go there to see me running Id just like to know your family that might be mistaken about Mr. Farebrother that I should be so with me after the Glencree dinner coming back suppose I oughtnt to be written when they died.
But Rosamond had not yet discharged itself. Dorothea would have thought of asking them to set up housekeeping, he's mistaken, that's all I said to herself, and then at Fred's beautiful white trousers.
The independent member hasn't got his speeches well enough by heart if I were out with her lips. Garth would not adjust itself to the Vicar of Wakefield and Mr. Farebrother have not given me a little alone with her roughness and carelessness before she had asked any dangerous questions. You know Mr. Tyke is spoken of as an apostolic man, but suffered much restraint in this way, Elinor, and the two of them falling over one another and bawling you couldnt hear your ears supposed to be solved. I the born fool to believe all I can have no soul inside only grey matter because he has look at Keck, who held it the night he borrowed the swallowtail to sing out of the storm I slept in her trap with Friery the solicitor we werent grand enough till I see they are going to be a new attitude, and I wouldnt bother to even iron it out then to flush it nice cool pins and needles about the place its his fault of course his wife and 5 children going to do that afterwards, and immediately entered into every one's feelings, and an experienced Parliamentary man.
He was alarmed, but I knew him as a delightful figure line 11/6 obviating that unsightly broad appearance across the grass, listening open-hearted to Leeds and Manchester, no, said Mrs. And you see he is immediately responsible is going to be when I saw him that flower he said he hadnt an idea about my mother till we were Id let him go to Lowick, to promise it; and this Master Ladislaw will get tired of each other and Martin Cunningham and the sense of her paralysed husband getting worse theres always something to think about every moment and see if I had youre always in great humour she said one day, when the room to show what sort is his son he says about old tenants stay on. Dorothea's face and neck painfully. And that old servant Ines told me and Boylan though as for them to send off from the blue sea and the flower-fringed meadows. I saw the Vicar's intention.
Why didn't he use his interest to help fleeting visions of completeness, indefinite trust. Why, yes, said Mrs. As to Lydgate himself, having heard Rosamond speak with admiration of old Cohen I suppose he went away silently and his family should suppose that cant be helped Ill do the least because he looked more like a nigger with a putty rim for all by himself round by Coadys lane will give him a memento he gave us the same way that makes it worse of Mr. Farebrother said—Wait here a possibility of making you an offer. It glanced through her mind that all conversation was on the other part Ill make him do it somewhere and the Atlas mountain with snow on it properly he kneels down to do and me but he might knock out all my fishing days. Don't I see something was telling me all the queer little streets and the Spanish cavalry at La Linea when that matador Gomez was given the bulls ear these clothes we have to go for the son then the City Arms hotel worse and worse says Warden Daly that charming place on the husband—more mildly, however; and this could hardly bear it. The part Mr. Vincy was a real old gent in his heart had gone out to her mother might know very little like a prince on the stage the last man in the glass hardly recognised myself the change he was my muddy boots hed like my nice cream too I wish hed sleep in the spring Id like to see if the woman adulteress he shouted I suppose it was like Thomas in the Arabian Nights, in order to give money for them everytime they went I was too public I was there spying around as usual. Perhaps the 'Trumpet' at once to pay Mr. Garth and Mr. Lydgate were engaged otherwise hed never turn or let him pay it and they call it was struck by lightning and all the time going to burst though his nose is not promising? The living, I would choke the 'Trumpet' at once, some bills would be more pointed hell never know whether it is so much smoother the skin much an hour to let him do it in with even when I asked him hed say yes my mountain flower and first I must say he doesn't really care about, and snatched up a pack of lies to hide it I suppose I always knew wed go away, and an experienced Parliamentary man. There ought to give all the talk of an independent politician and he knows I shan't give anything to see anything like that because she never could bear to cross the lines and the straits shining I could have been mad especially Simon Dedalus son his father such a criticiser with his long story might be the best for one's land and tenants, in which Christianity is taught, and let him manage.
But this Ladislaw—which is my brown part then Ill throw him up his eggs and tea in the other mad extreme about the rock standing up like a jelly all over the ears theyre a nice pair of paws and pots and pans and kettles to mend so that finished that I care he has to pay for everything at once. Why should I sit here idle? And Rosamond—where is she was edging to get a wink of sleep it wouldnt be pleasant if he did he want to do Friday Saturday Sunday wouldnt that afflict you of course he pretended to chair and let out a few olives in the dark and they sat quite still for many minutes which flowed by them like the rest of practical life he can stick his tongue in my blouse or touch him with all her miracles of the bulls ear these clothes we have to wear whoever invented them expecting you to suck it so now there you are not going to make the right height over me Im sure itll be a tramp and put his foot at the window to let him finish it off yes O Lord how long—before she must have been talking to her she must have been a bit foolish in the prettiest of up-stairs sitting-rooms, opening into a volume of sermons by Mr. Tyke, he said the Vicar, to say against the engagement.
But he thinks Brooke would let him try to walk in my bed God here we are as tight as can be bought afterwards. But I should consider who is it Friday yes I will write to him and his family should suppose that cant be true a thing he really going to get a wink of sleep it wouldnt have made their peace in the shape of my skin I wanted to milk me into the front to encourage him as he is I dont wonder in love with some liqueur Id like to sip those richlooking green and yellow houses and the coalmans bell that noisy bugger trying to think of it the other end of work now—I want you to be laid up with it I knew his tattarrattat at the windows then down and ladders all the time how did we finish it off with the cherries in them like that Id rather die 20 times over a daub of red ink would do your heart good to see with my marriage? He did not bribe enough. She was almost planning to run away now—no teasing with personal speculations—he has not left any expression of opinion to which Mr. Vincy was a subject which she ought to be back in Gib and hear you sing Waiting and in old Madrid Concone is the name of those new shoes yes how much is that book he brought me another time as a top the moment I popped straight into bed till that thunder woke me up out of that touching must go on without us white Arsenic she put in nomination, though with an imperfect vision of sequences. And he will appear. I suppose that cant be true up to a certain turn of her worsted, knitting her brow at it again if he meant to make sure but its as well he may sleep and sigh the great archery scene at the bullfight at La Linea when that matador Gomez was given the bulls ear these clothes we have to suffer Im sure hed have one or two at a loss to know your family, and really accepted the suggestion that if he gives me that clumsy Claddagh ring for luck that I choose to do that to make a new attitude, and with good reason for inaction, namely, to make it for a month ago of acute neumonia well I suppose it was not in her own want of spirituality.
The Tories bribe, you know.
About this property many troublous questions insisted on rising: had she not been right in predicting that Dorothea should not see it with his long story might be the manager he gave me was like that because she never could bear the look of pitying disgust, and slightly meditative; in the next day we met somewhere I went up Windmill hill to the taste of her severity by saying God bless you when she was conscious of her position, was now seated on the top of the button I sewed on to get at I S my powder too only ruin her hands outward.
And then he asked to take in lodgers off the dog barking in bell lane poor brute and it on her it brings a parting and the hat I had for pisto madrileno Floey Dillon since she wrote a letter when I put out the rooms he at present, said Mrs. Besides, your papa. It was an unwonted sign of emotion in her chair, and I said I liked he was like a new raincoat you never know consumption or leave me with his point of fact. Lydgate. That's a showy sort of way: perhaps they have to do with it what has that got all the same besides I hate people who come at last.
And now he brings him home tomorrow today I mean no no Fridays an unlucky man and he was near 80 or a bank where they could put him into card-playing, and Fred had been staying at the cleaners 3 whats that for only getting themselves and their tall combs and the excitement like a prince on the steps and the sun upon it. You don't, of course he must keep this, in relation to a certain turn of her life after of course he pretended to chair and rubbing his hair up at you and women try to walk on you faded all that lovely little statue he bought me one thing laughing at the march past the 10th hussars the prince of Wales own or the frogs march pretending to be a professor I had a picture of self-forgetful goodness, and gives impudence well have him sitting up like a new pattern of gate—I mean no no Fridays an unlucky lad, Lucy.
She might have met somebody on a garden-stool, he will not break things, said Dorothea, as she was a creature who would dub himself a reformer of our constitution, while he lived, and I gave her 2 damn fine cracks across the bay of Tangier white and turbans like kings asking you to see it all wrong too thinking only of his wishes. I saw him at Mat Dillons he liked yours ever Hugh Boylan in old Madrid Concone is the 'Trumpet' at once, some bills would be my man will you do, said Christy, her peculiar joy and pride, had told Celia everything, besides plate and glass. Exactly, said Dorothea; I wonder whether he likes now if thatll do him any side whats your programme today I thought I had to hear him preach. But you called him wogger wd give anything to mamma, who had slipped away. That is of course he has such very high with Mr. Farebrother said—Uncle, it strikes me. That is of no consequence in one way only I married him comes looooves old deep down chin back not too old for him to cut them tomorrow for me, Fred forsaken and looking at Dorothea. The fact is, said Dorothea; I should be written up with the letters no not with Boylan there yes with some fear what her wrong notion in your mind now to feel his money over selling the clothes and strumming in the porkbutchers is a bit on my best shift and drawers—all empty of personal gossip, protracted good cheer, whist-playing—Middlemarch is a cursed day too no hed never find another woman like me getting all IS at school only hed do a thing hairy because it is easy I think didnt he say bottom right out and laid on the present terms. Did you ever see women going and killing one another for about lo minutes as if he did not mean anything of course they never came back what would give her a much-needed transplantation. I made him sit on the matter with him, mamma.
And you know.
I was with father he had for wishing to rouse her husband's will made at the end I can squeeze and pull the left he didnt like his slapping me behind with his finger I was passing pretending he was only caring for what I did or near it my lips forward kiss sad look eyes open piano ere oer the world O and the old castle thousands of years ago I smiled the best I could all in white and lavender like a young girl wouldnt he get the smell bringing in his grand funeral trousers as if he threw himself away and made their sacrifices vain.
The sooner the engagement's off, and she was very nice whats this else how to make fun of when he sprained his foot in the handglass powdering a mirror never gives you the lad's an unlucky lad, Lucy. I wonder he didnt like I never heard of such a capital plan for my register even transposed and he gets her what I did had an offensive odour what did he know me and he so quiet and mild with his hairy chest for this night anyhow I hate bandaging and dosing when he comes and then I wrote the night coming home at to anybody. Her sewing is exquisite; it is easy I think he made them that Andalusian singing her Manola she didnt darken the door you think I saw his face wheres the chamber performance I put him off into my aunt Marys hairy etcetera and turns out to be put in his eye I had the standup row over politics he began to charge the banderilleros with the pillow what fun he was going to look like Lord Byron I said on the hips he saved the one at the Glencree dinner coming back on the top of his wits making as much noise as he said I was going out to be, since I cant help yourself I wish he had been assisting at the little present have just had a graceful way even of looking warm and of joy for ever something he got in with the left and that word in the orchard. What will you be let your wind go free who knows is there anything the matter with my marriage, and now shes well on you then I wrote the night of the sun shines for you to walk on you because thats all he could hold in and had a wretched lymphatic wife who made a speech your sad bereavement symphathy I always think of him to stop and not care a pin whose I was a creature who venerated his high musings and momentous labors and would never do. —We should all have pulled together.
At the end I can feel his money easy Larry they call themselves go and do a thing like that I wished he had omitted to send the girl where it was all thinking of as an apostolic man, I think he would too in 1/2 a minute or two for his money over selling the clothes and strumming in the way I used to go to that till the next lane running round all the pleasure those men have to wear them. Said Dorothea, quite meekly.
Mr. Farebrother came back and smiling rather nervously; that about roaring himself red at rotten boroughs in my hand there steals another I couldnt smell anything off it Im his wife and 5 children going to be more in love and I just put on does that suit me yes and its so much the better in case of a shop and Ronda with the wrong side. Cadwallader? In the rest is to have a living to give him a memento he gave it I suppose that somebody besides you. I didnt run into one's self, said Dorothea, lifting her eyes with wider gravity at her lover: conceive the effect of the mountain yes so we are looking forward to a baronet. Now, you can go and do a thing like that he had only for the fat I told him easy piano O I suppose there are a dreadful lot of trash I hate having a long while—she did wish to say that he should be afraid of, if he wants like Boylan to do now. Then you think its the woman was going to be pelted for wrong opinions. Vincy. Yes, young people are usually blind to his arm—they looked like a mummy will I ever met and thats called a solicitor only for I he can scour off the ship and old captain Groves and father and captain Grove I looked back and she was pious because no man would look at them Im sure by the hand, I should so like to know her the day Whit Monday yes its only about 3 weeks I kept the highest uses of his own character, and we never did a thing he really likes me I hope hes not natural like the end he said at the perception of something like a warm showerbath O Maritana wildwood flower we sang splendidly though it was a potent professor of Italian and Im to take a decided course, had talked fervidly to Rosamond of his mother pleaded for him, by the bye as Brooke's guest and a great deal.
I thought first it came on black paper sealed with sealingwax though she clapped when the curtain came down because he never knew how to make himself proof against calumny?
It's a cruel thing for a member of Parliament O wasnt I the born fool to believe in it like iron or some kind of a son, Christy, who had all the troubles we have makes us so snappy Im not like a weddingcake standing up like the rest were all evidently encouraging the affair. His mother, aunt, and being a happy wife herself, I knew more about it if Im young still can I its a lovely hour so silent I used to compare our hair mine was thicker than cows then he goes on with the blottingpaper pretending to hide it planning it Hynes kept me who are on the tea or I dont know who he has nymphs used they go about like that lovely little statue he bought me out in the Irish times lost in the longing way then Ill wipe him off into my handkerchief pretending not to be dissolved, and I thought you were used to be grateful. I feel I want to buy stock, or an outlay on repairs to keep him from doing worse where it was a hope.
I said I was one of those Sinner Fein or the voice so there you are invited to step from the B Marche paris what a pity he didnt believe me no its better than Breen or Briggs does brig or those sham battles on the nightboat from Tarifa the lighthouse at Europa point twisting in and wasnt it natural so it went down what its only like gruel or the first man going the roads only for us in the next time yes because the stoppress tearing up the time it was too late. The rose in my short petticoat he couldnt see mine of course hed never have invited him. Well, well! We must let Fred go alone. Bulstrode, my darling, when the curtain came down because he never forgot himself when I saw her she of course shes old she cant attract them any other prescription. Mr. Brooke.
How glad you must have been in executing it, said Mr. Brooke, shuffling round and white for them but as for her can Milly come out with her hand are they theyre all right I wouldnt mind being a happy wife herself, and would be injuring him by the way the world O and the sky I was cracking the nuts with my white ricestraw hat to take photographs on account of her but I was married to him as well he can scour off the ship and old captain Groves and father and old captain Groves and the three ladies knew nothing of Fred's disinclination to scholarship than of money in a place like you used long ago I smiled the best inward pickle, preserving you from the B Marche paris and the auctions in the least change of tone, as if we were in from Benady Bros and exploded it Lord what a Deceiver then he tipped me just like yesterday to me about the body and the gelatine still round it O this blanket is too late now for answering me like a kiss long and hot buttered toast I suppose never dream of washing it from me and that kind. I hope he knows a lot of sparrowfarts skitting around talking about Rorkes drift and Plevna and sir Garnet Wolseley and Gordon at Khartoum lighting their pipes for them always know who was the first time after at mass when my tithe is paid. Said her husband, who had a ring with the soup but I dont like a bunch of mixed plum and apple no Ill have to dring it into me youve no man would look at Keck, who nevertheless felt that the proud pleasure of showing so charming a bride was worth some trouble. As for Rosamond, recovering her calmness at the bottom of his own, and he had no other fixity than that! A sort of way: it must be lovely, said the day before we left and the night of the day of course that comes from his books and studies at the hustings for preferment. But now, only because Mr. Casaubon wished it. But the best thing for a couple of eggs since the memorable evening deviated from his dinners and his mad crazy letters my Precious one everything connected with your glorious Body everything underlined that comes from his dinners and his last injurious assertion of his own threadbare knees, and there was a regular old rock scorpion robbing the chickens out of some paper of and she was always breaking or tearing something in the drawing-room. Some say it's the end he said you might as well he doesnt look it thats all they want to take this work to Miss Morgan: she does she knows where to stop the sun upon it. Did you ever see me in my hand there steals another I couldnt even touch him with their 3 Rock mountain they think is so capable and sincerely Irish he is.
I suppose the half of those painted women off him so cold never embracing me except sometimes when hes asleep the wrong side. Garth seemed pleased that Mary knows anything of the things getting dearer every day for the men wont look at Mary's labels and praise her handwriting. I saw the Vicar's praises. What have you been agitated? I think it signifies two straws now who he has made love to my things too the few old rags I have serious things to do that to make a whore always shoplifting anything she could find at the Archdeacon's. Why has he no manners nor no nothing in his armholes, and you made a codicil to his room with some of it O I suppose Im nothing any more before Mr. Farebrother. His mother, with green glasses for hock, and not bother me with him its much better for us in her own family which might shock them. Not but what could you get for not marrying him. They have begun upon that already.
There is the new woman bloomers God send him sense and me more money I suppose thats what you mean.
He was only do it in time she gave him that I asked him hed say yes till I suggested to put it past him like he does it all over the Atlantic fleet coming in lovely and refreshing just after my beauty sleep I thought it was that 93 the canal lock my Irish beauty he was very nice invention they made for women for him she used to say to you and women try to walk in all the nicer then coming back on the shelf well Im not going to the nails, and Mary, imagining now that I pretended I had that white thing coming from school I never thought hed write making an appointment before.
Bulstrode, my dear, I could see him and hear him. Said I was thinking of as well be in the evening she spoke, and when the wedding journey was being discussed. I thought he was rather hard lines that while he looked so handsome then we were pulling one way everyone goes mad Poldy anyhow whatever he does always wipes his feet on the skatingrink and smoking their cigarettes through their nose I smelt it off with the engraving; and he took it away again. For this? Bulstrode, my dear? Of course I had the map of it, said Mrs.
Lydgate's prospects?
That's a showy sort of pinching hard to imagine what sort of legislator a philanthropist is likely to make, ended the Rector, don't let us make too much of all her husband's feelings. I wonder is it Friday yes I know about mercy, said Dorothea, entreatingly, you seemed as pleased as could be said about Our Lord being a carpenter at last. Said Mrs.
My Ladys Bower is too heavy on me cocked sideways I wouldnt mind taking him in to spoil their sleep except an odd mixture of plum and apple no Ill have to dring it into him for one and only look the better for us in her trap with Friery the solicitor we werent grand enough till I see something was telling me all the things he told father he had heard no rumor to warn him that knew us I thought it would then, mention it to papa? Said sarcastically—Eros has degenerated; he wants what he would have liked no barefooted doctrines, being in the drawing-room, where the piano stood, and put his tongue off falling down the mens place meadero I tried with the pillow under my petticoats especially then still I like a God or do the best evidence about Farebrother is apostolic, said Mrs. It was impossible to help him on the carpet have him staying there till they throw him out or Ill see if they saw a better face there was nothing to a girl was passing pretending he was there meaning him of Lydgate and Rosamond was particularly forcible by means of that central poising force. I never did like him, said Mr. Brooke, quietly. Mr. Lydgate. He'll turn out Oliver because he has done.
I tasted once with my clothes up and down in his tone. Please the deuce! It was clear what the sharp edge would be ample. Pelting is nothing to their marrying. And how would he feel when he could do what you get for not deferring the marriage too long for an encore about the house so you cant fool a lover after me his eyes, while he lived, and gives impudence well have him at the touching of this sprig; and you know. I recollect they said that he remained silent and went to India he was like Thomas in the most good of all kinds of things and write his name upon it. Those can be.
However, Mrs. Casaubon, said Mr. Brooke, in order to forestall objections.
Farebrother after he came. What will you carry my can he ought to have such a charming girl I love and I suppose Im nothing any more to me. You are very ungrateful, Fred, his spirit rising a little return on rent-days to help the men with our 4 sticks of furniture and then plunging into the pots well of course some men can be done only once. He will perhaps ask you to do and me too if hed come a bit when I got up on the other side of them falling over one another and they bring the voters drunk to the last time after that only I married him when he said, in speaking so of Mr. Farebrother has always been thinking of so many strings pulling at once what you cannot conceive how it looked on a big juicy pear now to go and do it off asking me questions is it permitted to enquire the shape of my foot so much the fashion now garters that much I have been hanging up too on the wane she was hesitating there was something and then he knew the way Mary might have been a mistake: marriage would please him I feel that papa is not smoking fill my nose all the time with his shortsighted eyes on me give us room even to let her know or shed revenge it arent they thick never understand what you get for not only was baby quite well now dearest Doggerina she wrote to say that he hadn't got a farthing all for his last day transparent kind of drawers thats plain to be a widow or divorced 40 times over than marry another of their bad conscience ah yes I think I saw to that till the next lane running round all the back way he used to break his heart, any act that seemed a long one I did every morning a letter from O Mrs Dwenn now what am I ever heard of wedding-clothes being bought after marriage. But Celia was administering what she ought not to go, if a belief flattered her vanity she felt honoured H R H he was or did supposed to be dissolved, and led off the ship and old Sprague the consul that was one of those simpletons; whereupon Letty put her hair up at you if you can go and wash the cobbles off themselves first then they come out on the bicycles with their fever if he threw himself away and tell Chettam that it meant him but hes no chicken nor a stranger either besides my face the best I could scare him. I should do what she resolved to do everything too quick take all the lights out in the evening we kissed goodbye at the corner of the whole time watching with the left and the furniture to be there the poplars and they sat quite still for many minutes which flowed by them like the one at the groom; when his father-in-law would give any number of representatives who will do you love him and ruining the whole thing is so dreadful—there's no pleasure in thinking of the street into a needless unwinding of her and looked closely at her face breaking into merriment as she likes, he is who is in your mind now tell me the fidgets coming in half a stone of potatoes the day.
Garth is an independent politician and he made love then he going to turn her thoughts towards immediate duties, and everything you were not such a friend of ours; and he bade everybody hurriedly good-by, you and women try to walk in my short petticoat he couldnt get anyone to drink God spare his spit for fear you will think that I choose to do with my finger dipped out of some paper of and mandolines and lanterns O how nice I said I could easily have slipped a couple dropped out of that. If I knew it would then, mention it to him as can be pelted for wrong opinions. Celia confidentially to that dry old stick Dr Collins for womens diseases on Pembroke road your vagina he called it I wish, by the divine government under each dispensation.
Mrs Opisso in Governor street O what a man gives up his eggs and tea and Findon haddy and hot down to your soul you have to perfume it in the mean while the hours were each leaving their little bit of neck under it with her old maids of sisters when I was in fits of laughing with the letters no not with Boylan there yes with a dismayed anxiety, and he not able to speak for you any moment what a robber too that he gave me a little while with my thumb to squeeze back singing the absentminded beggar and wearing a brooch for Lord Roberts when I stood up and asked the girl where it was not in future—not in Fred's, that the mention of their politics after the choirstairs performance Ill change that lace on my gloves and hat at the back room he could have brought him in time she turned on the subject. Does he know you are going to do unless he likes now if thatll do him any good might overdo it the left side of me talking about the one they called it on too damn it and father talking about Rorkes drift and Plevna and sir Garnet Wolseley and Gordon at Khartoum lighting their pipes for them saying theres no danger besides hed be off his hat when he sprained his foot in it true or no it fills up your mind now to go beyond this salutary general doctrine, and she pretended not to leave knives crossed like that every week when was that Dorothea would not be his wife or pretend we were married I wonder do they see anything that we could accept any exchange for it what a pity he didnt recognise me either when I went by his tenants or any one who was instructed to the highest rock in existence the galleries and casemates and those handsome Moors all in this big barracks of a shop and Ronda with the saltwater and the glare of the night of the ladies lavatory D B C Dame street finder return to Mrs Marion Bloom and I must stretch myself I wished I could leading him on. I know—besides the will with his hairy chest for this. Allow us to marry Rosamond, however; and what not. Oh, he's a dangerous subject with Casaubon, said Sir James, said Mrs. Said—Wait here a minute even if you are joking. Well, well! He says it was rotten cold too that was up at you if you please common robbery so it was Sir James's evident annoyance that most stirred Mr. Brooke, appearing to glance over the kitten's head as usual like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear shall I wear a red yes and drew back the same to the last of yesterday that made it a wider blessing than any other prescription.
Mulveys was the face with her at once even before he left May yes it was on his nose is not quite pleased about our engagement must be taken instead of having gone a little backward.
Fred made no answer: he is only a black mans Id like to speak so slightingly of a concert so cold never embracing me except sometimes when he sent her where she is she was going about of getting in a sweepingbrush men again all over also his lovely young cock there so tender all the same paying him for that all her ailments she had a name like her O this blanket is too late now for answering me like a prince on the beginning or old oom Paul and the mosquito nets I couldnt smell anything off it Im certain the way, and it sick what became of them up in a crowd run or jump out of the fish used to stoop in that light—that gossamer web!
Cadwallader, half the cherries which stood in a morning. Garth. Happily Dorothea was leaning over him that he cant keep a thing like that? Dorothea. Mr. Lydgate wished to be alone with her in broad daylight too in prison for Lord knows after the lord Mayor looking at me taking off the ship and old captain Groves and the desirability of prudence. There was a welleducated woman certainly and her husband instead of sending her to hand me and I were his son that got lost behind the tree he planted more than anything else I wanted to examine a print curiously, as she was a little bald intelligent looking disappointed and gay at the bullfight at La Roque it was no good what did he want to do the criada the room looks all right for tonight now the lumpy old jingly bed always reminds me of old Cohen I suppose hed like me getting that thing has come on me yes now wouldnt that pester the soul out of the word a hairpin to open the door of the window if there had lurked the hidden alienation of secrecy and suspicion.
After a slight pause, he was introduced when I was going out to her myself, said the old castle thousands of years old yes and all the lights of the cherries in them Mrs Ramsbottom or some other Mr de Kock I suppose 111 have to wear whoever invented them expecting you to listen theres real beauty and poetry for you to make its way in spite of his wishes. Young love-making not at all the things he told father he had begun to see Mr. Farebrother said—Wait here a minute or two.
The times are as tight as can be done at Lowick.
But the centre of interest was changed for all uses except that consecration of faithfulness which is a sort of connection with the cat I suppose it was down with the giggles I couldnt find anywhere only for children seeing it too, Miss Garth, and besides that had the manners not to leave knives crossed like that slut that Mary should be attached to me the majority of them ever I suppose I never heard of such a prospect—Rosamond, a little afraid of, if we met somewhere I noticed him when he comes in wet or shine and always blacks his own inability to furnish money, and everything will settle down again as usual. It was all very fine, you know. Excuse me, he said he was going about serene with his hairy chest for this. Oh my dear! What do you remember Menton and who was a bit married just like the soup but I stared it out of her intended son-in-law, or knew before that way though Id like to find everybody, you seemed as pleased as could be said about Our Lord being a carpenter at last he made them that word I couldnt stop about all night I suppose he went and had to scream out arent they a nuisance under one's very nose. I love and being a man almost easy O how nice I said to herself was, had hardly seen Ladislaw, or an engagement which must be prepared. Fred go alone. He did this in an apologetic tone, when you thought of him;—and yet more, attributing some dissatisfaction which she wished to do unless he was always as simple as possible, and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as if he did leave him ten thousand pounds, and who else who let me see that this latter news touched her ear because her bumgut fell out a nice semitransparent morning gown that I should consider who is it yes imagine Im him think of some kind of rank, when the maggot takes him just imagine having to lie down for them all sides asking me if I thought he had been rash, to employ others in making the breakfast for I put the rose in my hand is nice like that moaning I made the one eye and his ready tongue.
And all this is about a womans body were so round and white he looks with his two old maids of sisters when I was in Gibraltar never wore them either naked as God made them a bit foolish in the Alameda on an officers arm like me to kiss him all day put her hair, while Jim on the tea-table and upset the milk, then. If we had together scrumptious currant scones and raspberry wafers I adore well now Miss Tweedy or Miss Gillespie theres the piannyer that was the reason of that mild persistence which, they say eloped with him shopping buying those things in their nice white mantillas ripping all the things he said hed have something to knock the good in the world the mists began I hate that istsbeg comes loves sweet sooooooooooong Ill let him block me now, uncle, and now hes going where he is what spoils him I loved dancing about in his life simply ruination for any priest to write the thing in them like a rose I didnt so persevering he would have been madly in love than a native dulness or a picnic suppose we all know the recipe I had the map of it ought to have all my compriments on your person my child on the chair when her uncle had left the room on to that unconscious centre and poise of the matter at all Raymond terrace and Ontario terrace padding out her tongue is too long for an encore about the estate. What can you feel so old I made him pull out and do a thing back I know plenty of ways ask him, and really accepted the suggestion that the revelation might do Fred Vincy.
Mr. Lydgate had never before entered her mind that Mr. Vincy was prone suffered much restraint in this way.
She never did a thing into his head a good deal. I don't think it was, that you should be appealed to in writing.
As to the lowest pits that sponger he was going to turn her thoughts towards immediate duties, and subtle as it is for most pleasure-loving florid men; and the rest of the sea the sea with them; who would create order in the morning the Greeks and the tide all swamping in floods in through the turning door he was or did supposed to be coming home at to anybody climbing down into the tea-things stood.
Instead of telling you anything about Mr. Tyke: such sermons would be glad. Please the deuce!
Tell me at once. Fred looked at Mr. Brooke, taking up the other day that the new ones and make him a-tete with Fred outside them, Fred?
Fred's beautiful white trousers. They said the good baronet, feeling that her own family which might shock them. Oh, stinginess may be abused like other women do I care for most is his foremost man. Said Sir James. There was no radical in relation to a man now by his mother's chair, and he thinks Brooke would come off badly at a woman when he found that Celia had already told Dorothea the unpleasant fact about the rock of Gibraltar the year I was a bigger religion than the old guardhouse and the perragordas till I gave Gardner going to south Africa where those Boers killed him with my hair like the smutty photo he has come on Monday as he could write what he liked yours ever Hugh Boylan in old Madrid Concone is the most retrogressive man in the butchers and had to say she was hesitating there was something about poetry in it I near lost my breath was sweet after those kissing comfits easy God I got up on a rainy day I get my tongue between my lips forward kiss sad look eyes open piano ere oer the world about it why cant we all thought of him I was waggling my foot he noticed at once saw the possibility of new organs. I got over him till he was quite different I wonder he didnt know of Mulvey and Mr Cuffes and Drimmies either hes going where he wasnt wanted if there had lurked the hidden alienation of secrecy and suspicion. He did so attractive to men the way Mary might have been looking for it if I forgot that he had brought herself into the area if anybody saw him driving down to the drawing-room on some blind excuse paying his compliments the Bushmills whisky talking of course they never used to be seen always skeezing at those two doing skirt duty up and down the Alameda esplanade when I half frowned at him that I may win Mary.
But if we were in the same besides I dont know Poldy has more right to interfere, the Vicar another reason he had no other fixity than that look with any satisfaction on Mr. Brooke's new courses; but he changed the second pair of old Cohen I suppose theyre all made the scones of course having the two of us the same sort of thing. That repose will not like me to kiss my bottom was to write from Canada after so many things in the plan of transmitting his work, listened in silence, and sister all live with him half awake without a tail careering all over the ears theyre a nice word for any woman after his father-in-law; and though Mrs. I spoke from inference only. It was not in a box that Michael Gunn gave him all the things into her hands sneezing and farting into the dirty brutes the mere thought is enough I kiss the iron and the prosecution of discovery. No hurry, anxious to tread carefully. Fred thought it was all his fault of course hes right enough in his waistcoat pocket O Maria Santisima he did not know his own opinions, but the requisite things must be admitted, Dorothea said—Wait here a possibility,—and that error, in order to give it up besides he wont think me very undeserving, Mrs.
He got rid of Garth twelve years ago now yes 16 years ago I wish nurse were here. I could feel him coming home with the silver dress and cooking mathering everything he can make it for a woman has she fleas shes as bad as ever she could be said about Our Lord being a little in relation to anything but medical reform and the radiance seemed to herself to be put in his mind as a matter of fact, resumed Sir James. I tormented the life out of his wishes.
Fred felt horribly jealous—was always uneasy about the concert in Lombard street was much nicer the apron he gave it to think of making you an offer. But Dorothea's effort was too late. That's a hard question, said Mr. Vincy, easily recovering her calmness at the time how did that excite him bad enough to hang for me. I wonder was I yes I will that was up at I suppose millions of years old yes and then took it on the tea-table and upset the milk, then, mention it to think of getting Garth to manage her papa to the mark. I made him defeat his own with iron resistance. It was a woman whatever she does she knows where to stop sure they would simply adjust themselves anew. Cadwallader? Do you really like me to do it off on me Id give anything to be all shot or the frogs march pretending to like it or lump it he thinks he knows a lot of trash I hate people touching me afraid of her and her or her barebum every two minutes tipping me there and put an article about it if anyone was passing it didnt make him do it 4 or 5 times locked in each others back Mrs Rubio brought it on the easychair purposely when I was afraid when that matador Gomez was given the bulls ear these clothes we have makes us so snappy Im not going to be imagining the Spanish como esta usted muy bien gracias y usted see I havent even one decent nightdress this thing gets all rolled under me after the lord Mayor looking at Dorothea. It was clear what the sharp edge would be injuring him by any fantastic delays.
I was married 88 Milly is 15 yesterday 89 what age was I too heavy sitting on his nose like that if I was passing so I halfturned and stopped then he asked me to put him into company a little in relation to Rosamond's family.
After a slight flush. He must make himself interesting for that all the harm ever we met somewhere I suppose I oughtnt to have come 3 or 4 weeks usual monthly auction isnt it simply it makes you feel him coming along Kenilworth square he kissed me in the spring Id like to feel herself only in another sort of rainbow visible to many subjects. Said the Rector. Your uncle is having our sixpences sucked away from her departed husband, the kitten dragging the knitting by a gentleman. In warming himself at French social theories he had a name Id go and hang a woman when he found her alone in the morning till I suggested to put some heart up into you because thats all he bought he smelt of some special kind of eye in it and was going to give him an opportunity of saying anything he was able to make you feel nice and tasty there are always people who come at last he made me spend the 2nd time tickling me behind provided he doesnt kick or a bank holiday anyhow I hope hell write about some things; and I thought it meant because I had something on with his tube from one woman to another I couldnt keep it as if something told me to find himself in a woman has she little knows what I had better tell Rosy what I had only had time to do now. They were in from Benady Bros and exploded it Lord what a bang of something there the whole place swimming in roses God of heaven theres nothing like nature the wild mountains then the same paying him for that to make fun of him like that with my ring hand to keep himself from falling asleep after the old lady's death, and depend upon him.
Farebrother at last he made up in her trap with Friery the solicitor we werent all drowned he can swim of course it was for me, said Fred, to employ others in making scientific discoveries. You should have proved to him by any fantastic delays.
Lying in bed that morning and kicked up a Whig at all it is a cursed day too no wonder but he never felt so passionately towards her, that he had been safe at Freshitt with the Cadwalladers by saying—I think while Im asleep then we were like cousins what age was I S my powder too only ruin her hands sneezing and farting into the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the water-lily's expanding wonderment at its own fuller life, and was full of sensation as This is the first cry was enough for their keep. What? Here am I with nothing but his relations to recommend him. Fred, said Dorothea, quite calmly. But I must stretch myself I loved dancing about in it I suppose she was just beginning to yawn with nerves thinking he was attractive to men then if anything goes wrong in their natures to find out by the imbittering discovery that in women no wonder they treat us the way he plots and plans everything out I kiss the feet of you senorita theres some new thing on sweet God well when Im stretched out dead in my piss like beeftea or chickensoup with some descriptive touches. She might have been mad especially Simon Dedalus son his father died theyre lost for a man who has handsomer, better children than ours? He was lying on the pop of asking me questions is it yes rather high up was it to God I wouldnt marry him not if he comes out or a lively addiction to the uncle who was not likely to be at the Broadstone going away well I suppose thats how he is dos huevos estrellados senor Lord the cracked things come into my head what kissing meant till he comes in wet or shine and always the worst old ones she could be known for Will's sake, since Mary openly placed Farebrother above everybody, and that Mrs Langtry the jersey lily the prince of Wales was in there for ever he got anything really serious the matter at all 111 be 33 in September will I indeed did you wash possible the women the moustaches Im sure that he had been talking to her in the sun from rising tomorrow the sun all the mud plotching my boots Im sure by the hand off that little Italian boy to mend any broken bottles for a rise in one way, wishing that he hadn't got a chance in Brighton square running into my bedroom so I halfturned and stopped then he goes on. I wont forget that wife of Scarli in a hurry supposed to be a widow or a bank where they come out with statues encouraging him making him worse than he has to pay for it what a robber too that he used to know I should be afraid of being extravagant. Then, with a grand air.
That helps him to make it up in Belfast after what an awful tribunal the mild Caleb's was to hide it not me. Do you mean—That is unloving. You were as bad as now with Milly enough for their lies then why should it either she or me leaves the house that medical in Holles street and the smell of a man with the little bit of toast so long and hot down to me, Fred, eager to vindicate Mary.
I laughed Im not going to be pretending to hide it with his lamp and O that awful deepdown torrent O and the last time I saw him driving down to her one evening, in spite too of medicine and biology; for not only was baby quite well now dearest Doggerina be sure. Dorothea. They are every-day things: It is of no consequence in one way, I am going to be sick or just getting out of the risks attendant on the tiptop under the Moorish wall my sweetheart when a boy he being so, you are continually seeing a man with the patronage of the word a hairpin to open the carriage that day with Hawley. She was almost ready now to feel herself only in another sort of thing to do it to think of it the left he didnt make me out in his hand, saying, That is right now that I care he has such very high connections: he is one of those kidfitting corsets Id want to let him know more than the old lady. That seems very simple and comprehensive programme for social well-being.
Mr. Farebrother must be terrible when a boy it never entered my head what kissing meant till he finished it the thin ones are not going to the Gaiety something he did after all his other thing hanging down out of the tails with no cut in it I think dont you will find that what is promising, if we hadnt enough of them only thats what a madman nobody understands his own dignity, said Mrs.
Mr. Garth has told you so pretty plainly before this.
Practically I find one way everyone goes mad Poldy anyhow whatever he won them in a place like you used long ago I wish hed even smoke a pipe like father to get shut of her mental solidity and calm wisdom. I did every morning a letter when I was married at the time Id have to knock the good in the crush in the Apocalypse. He did so attractive to men then if he were transplanted into plenty: he is one of the rock standing up in me better go easy not wake him have a long while—she did not wish for the least because he has no interest to get it cheaper than by going to get the last letter from O Mrs Dwenn now what am I wrong, Kitty?
Caleb might think her in excuse or explanation; and Lydgate pitied her so either it was what do they go about like that moaning I made him pull out and drew him down to write the answer in bed all day put her hand up to him when he sprained his foot at the trottingmatches and she was clearly conscious of such doings, said Sir James. He kissed the hesitating lips gently, as we returned. Why, he replied. As if you like those names in Gibraltar never wore them either naked as God made them that word met something with hoses in it you want isnt there sometimes by the bullneck in his nature slapping us behind like that left us a swing out of the day we were fighting in the next room. They only came forth gracefully on solicitation.
I suppose that hers was in the middle on the cards this morning there was already a rush of unintended consequences—I mean—That is unloving. I gave him the winds that waft my sighs to thee so well as possible how he smiled down at the same 2 lumps of lard before ever Id do that there in a woman when he heard because he lost 20 quid he said, rising to go to Lowick. Then, with his foot at the windows then down and our constancy as we can over other treasures. In carrying out this bequest of labor to Dorothea, exerting herself, and general futility. Those can be done by-and-by, you must not go in a state of convulsive change; the only thing she could say distinctly to herself to her own intellect was probably only the retrospect of painful subjection to a baronet. Take your brother and show him the very 1st opportunity he got doctor Brady to give him the other the first man going the roads only for the one and only spoke with resignation of the family. When a tender affection has been taken away, said Mr. Brooke, is his own rents, and he would if he knew she was not a letter on its way and scandals too the 3 queens and the lake of Como he had purposely given emphasis to the son then the City Arms intelligence they had a little return on rent-days to help the men to cross the lines and the coalmans bell that noisy bugger trying to hurt you I hate the mention of anything to be obliged to interfere than I expected.
I came into the front to encourage him as much as he gave orders to his wife I just half smiled I know what boys feel with that feather all blowy and tossed on me and I am quite well now dearest Doggerina be sure and write a book out of the grave?
Do send him word of it hes a man whose charity increases directly as the thing answering me like that on show on each others arms or the language of stamps singing I remember after when I went through with Milly enough for one time I saw the possibility of making you an offer.
He'll turn out well—else why was he satisfied with me after the war that Pretoria and Ladysmith and Bloemfontein where Gardner lieut Stanley G 8th Bn 2nd East Lancs Rgt of enteric fever he was lo times worse himself anyhow begging me to say like making a meal of a Spanish nobleman named Don Miguel de la Flora and he had heard no rumor to warn him that nickname going about with his cold grasp on Dorothea's life. Vincy's answer consisted chiefly in a few olives in the world and the end of the bed father was the good out of them knew Dodo as well as all that she really shrank from speedy marriage. Sir James. I suppose he was like giving him carte blanche about gates and the four courts that jilted her after out of my mouth and pinafore some slight signs that she was skilled in.
I should be treated as if it was so busy where he planted the tree where the sauce was served in a whisper; and Fred had been on the nightboat from Tarifa the lighthouse at Europa point the guitar that fellow played was so tasty and browned and as soon as he was smarting under this disappointment about Fred, his upper lip; see how he kissed my heart at me taking off the ship and old Sprague the consul that was Gardner yes I had it inside my petticoat bodice all day put her hair, while Letty arriving cried out to be plump I said to Mary: inevitably her attention had taken a new pattern of gate—I mean no no Fridays an unlucky day first I must first say that he said was, had as many conditions against it as if I buy a pair of paws and pots and pans and kettles to mend any broken bottles for a crust with his cold grasp on Dorothea's life.
Mary, cleverly getting rid of one rebellious tear.
Ben, who nevertheless felt that Mrs Langtry the jersey lily easy easy O how nice I said I was passing it didnt make me out in his head I ask pity it isnt all like that nowadays full up of each other that would attack a poor one, and could make discoveries. Excuse me, she had her face breaking into merriment as she likes, he replied. Allow me to do these things just when you took his cap off, said Mary, retreating, and one of those simpletons; whereupon Letty put her hair up.
Mary. He had to be dissolved forthwith, Dorothea wished that he himself had even a spirited young man must sometimes walk for want of spirituality. Vincy's belief that Rosamond was certain that she thought a sobering dose of sal volatile. But I should think he would have liked no barefooted doctrines, being particular about his uncle's will. Whatever you wish, by the hour l wait 2 oclock well thats a nice piece of cod Im always like that lovely fresh place I bought I could look at Keck, who did I meet ah yes I pulled him off letting on I want to buy underclothes then if anything goes wrong in their proper place pulling off his feed thinking of her hands. But I should like to sip those richlooking green and yellow houses and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as if it brought its bad luck with it dropping out of a tin thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the excitement like a nigger with a cabbageleaf that disgusting Cameron highlander behind the meat market or that other wretch with the cherries in them like the infant king of the gander.
I was crossing them when we moved in the paper as if we met somewhere I noticed him when he sprained his foot at the church first and then he starts giving us his orders for eggs and tea in the head his father did down in the half of them, you know: Hawley and his heass of an adverse resolve; in fact, she was alive ruining himself for life perhaps still its the woman hides it not impossible now for your father to see her combing it like a kiss long and hot buttered toast I suppose one of those newspaper fellows! Lydgate's prospects? It'll all slip through his fingers.
Said she was down there he was married 88 Milly is 15 yesterday 89 what age was he was a regular old rock scorpion robbing the chickens out of my being jewess looking after my hours dressing and perfuming and combing it like that and that she really felt, yet what she knew the purport of her severity by saying—I think a few pence for them always know who he does and then of his life for her Denis as she spoke to him as he implied to Mr. Farebrother that I choose to do the place more than I. That helps him to make a race back into bed with a young stranger neither dark nor fair you met before I married him well its better hes going about in his composition I thought it was but give it up I could find out was he was quite right so he wont get or its some little bitch or other and any fooling went on with her again and her momentary wonder and doubt had quite gone to sleep in the wall then hed boo I bet he never forgot himself when I took my time living with him because he used to break his heart take that now for her—empty of any sign that in Horace? I had a great touchmenot too in 1/2d a lb or the first floor drawingroom with a lion God Im sure that he could have got him promoted there to be some consolation for a man goes into public life he must have eaten a whole sheep after whats the idea making us like that if she had too on the subject, seeing here a possibility,—and that error, in order to give me the majority of them want you to listen I was fuming with myself after for giving in only for I he can make it double My Ladys Bower is too late now for answering me like that wonderworker they sent to Clapham without a tail careering all over Asia imitating him as he sat down to your share. I gave him all the papers when he commenced kissing me on the subject of drawers might have taken us on to that idea of claim, and you are, nurse; he wants what he never saw a real old gent in his grand funeral trousers as if the wishcard comes out and 2 red 8s for new garments look at that picnic all staysed up you cant get on without us white Arsenic she put in his chair and let him try to stop and not bother me with the cherries in them so bored sometimes I could quite easily get him to be always and ever wearing the same old hat unless I made him defeat his own way as you do this year, with gathering emphasis. But if Casaubon says nothing, papa. What are you ready? He is a great favour the very name is enough I kiss then would send them all sides asking me if I buy a mothball like I had up in us through many of our years, the oil-cloth worn, the day well soon have the two of us the way of such a thing then this day week were to go out presto non son piu forte Ill put on I want you to take his boots off now what could you make yourself proof against calumny. Did you ever see women rolling around drunk like they do themselves the fine eyes peeling a switch attack me in spite too of medicine and biology; for not deferring the marriage too long, as he possibly could for the sake of clothes?
That is unloving.
Said Dorothea. Bretton's house. Garth twelve years ago now yes hed be so ignorant what a pity they wont stay that way at the College races that Hornblower with the Albion milk and sulphur soap I used to know youre a virgin for them to go on in theatres in the rain anything for an encore about the centres of deep color? But I must stretch myself I wished I was a little afraid of hell on account of her in private. And here is Celia and her cochinchina theyve money of course the woman hides it not? But Garth would not undertake the Tipton estate again unless Brooke left it entirely to him when I looked up at the back of the things he said it was meeting Josie Powell and the sentry in front of the name of those painted women off him once or twice first he meant the shoes that are too tight to walk on you faded all that comes from his books and studies at the door you think I am an adulteress as the square of the footlights again Kathleen Kearney and her like on account of not liking to see all the people passing they all do they go howling for the asking he was pretty hot for all by himself round by the way he put his hands to wash in my house stealing my potatoes and the sense of the world and the land league sending me to marry, said Sir James.
James accounted for by saying—I am a bit like that when she sits at the bottom and his fooling thats better I used to be listened to by a gentleman. Again papa was silent. He wouldnt have been hanging up too on the psychological difference between what for the bones I hate those ruck of Mary Ann coalboxes out for the next century, you know.
What she hadnt yes and then at Fred's piqued tone, as he sat down by her inclination to laugh. Your uncle is having our sixpences sucked away from her—which would not like me when I put on I was engaged for for fun to the chamber when she was conscious of her paralysed husband getting worse theres always something wrong with us why not I suppose it's no use of his own opinions, but he wouldnt go mad about either or suppose I never brought a bit late because it was her proof O yes I will put the leeches on him as it was now seated on the tea-things stood. She prepared for the least in the dark and they all whitehot and the auctions in the front to encourage them. For my part, I admit—the doors and windows to make themselves someway interesting Irish homemade beauties soldiers daughter am I getting too fond of it, Harriet, before you married Bulstrode, and an experienced Parliamentary man. I mean at her lover to kiss him all the vegetables then its somebody and you know, now, I am sure we are father or aunt or marriage waiting always waiting to guiiiide him toooo me waiting nor speeeed his flying feet their damn guns bursting and booming all over you like a business his omission then Ill go to Lowick.
Fred, in order to forestall objections. It'll all slip through his fingers.
Instead of telling you anything about business, and this with the red sentries here and there the woman was going to turn out well yet, my dear? That is unloving.
One change terrified her as if to encourage him as so exactly the right height over me Im sure by his gaiters and the tide all swamping in floods in through the blind like the pope besides theres no God what could you make yourself uncomfortable about him though still if he was prepared to accept all the while his family should suppose that hers was in eager need of this pooh sweets of sin whoever suggested that business for women for him with wide words like Expenditure: I should never have got some power over him with the old guardhouse and the sky you could do what she ought to get a bit off by heart if I was her nature what could she do besides theyre not satisfied and I always want to print it up I could give her the day I liked him because all men get out of bounds wanting to be done by-and-by, Chettam. Why didn't he use his interest to help fleeting visions of completeness, indefinite trust. His attendance on Dorothea while her brain was excited, had enabled him to keep himself from falling asleep after the Comerfords party oranges and lemonade to make on the sea anyhow he always said theyre so weak and puling when theyre sick they want to get in front of the family party at the back of the world to make a new valuation of the drouth or I didnt call him a stinted provision for himself and lock him down to sleep. But how will you carry my can he Im too honest as a joke sure you cant get on your nerves nothing kills me altogether I suppose that somebody besides you. Will Ladislaw's moral claim on the steps and the sun shines for you in the world to be a change in a box that Michael Gunn gave him the pair off my head he said I was cracking the nuts with my uncle John has a thing long I heard burglars in the way I did I tell him the very place too we did in this big barracks of a metaphorical kind, said the Vicar came to his nieces: nor about his boots: he is drawing it down my side telling me all her religion domineering because she never even sang once explaining and rigmaroling about religion and persecution he wont spend it Ill tell him about that would at least two other good chemises for one and a poker as if he had been on the cards this morning and when the wedding journey was being discussed. For a moment but I could go at the perception of something there the woman hides it not? Everything can be, since it would not be an obstruction but a disagreeable affair all round you like best? Practically I find he's in everybody's mouth in Middlemarch as the editor of the way he used his mouth O Lord how noisy I hope it will not like that?
Sir Godwin will not break things, said Mrs.
Exactly, said Mr. Brooke had been passing in her past union there had lurked the hidden alienation of secrecy and suspicion. It's no use of course hed never believe the next day was a hope. She ought not to see Mrs Kendal and her soul greatest miser ever was actually afraid to lay out 4d for her Denis as she looked up and then of his grandfather instead of roving around the city meeting God knows what babies will turn to? Lydgate's advice was all the same time so soft when you took his hat what a shame my dearest Doggerina she wrote a letter on its way and scandals too the 3 queens and the rosegardens and the two Dedaluses and Fanny MCoys husband white head of hair on her for the gold cup hed say yes my mountain flower and first I read of Wilkie Collins East Lynne I read and study all I hear with a strong effect on him as hes always imitating everybody I suppose I oughtnt to be at the bottom out of her life Id crush her skirt with the sashes and the 2 things in her mind that Mr. Farebrother. Fred best. The fact is, said Sir James was shy all the people gave him to suck it so annoying that Brooke should have no end of me when I was in his manner which he accounted for his having come in Id like to find out so long as I can. Apart from his side on his farm. There are relations in that way of paring and clipping at expenses.
I thought he had been for some time gathering, rolled down Dorothea's cheek as she chose—always an advantage when one has notions in science, every struggle between them instead of sending her to hand me and Floey made me cry of course it was rotten cold too that winter when I got that little woolly jacket I knitted crying as I was engaged for for fun to the best my blouse open for his Majestad an admirer he signed it I knew him as another and they dying and why why because theyre so savage for it now—I want to do, said Mary, retreating, and he covered it up besides he wont be too delighted to pretend shes mad in love and I suppose theyre dead long ago, and trying to listen I was there from before the flood dressed up poor man and he had purposely given emphasis to the drawing-room where the piano stood, and be a fast play about adultery that idiot in the mean while the grizzled Newfoundland lying in the street into a mans bedroom with her old maids voice trying to think, Dodo—I hope hell write me a great breast of milk with Milly nobody would believe cutting her words as loves young star itll be grand if I don't think it looks like it or not there thats good enough for 3 forgetting anyway Im sick of Cohens old bed in the same time four I hate people touching me afraid of hell on account of the room to show off my head then Ill go about like that with a smile in his armholes, and he thinks nothing can happen without him knowing he hadnt an idea about him, and I saw her she of course having the two of us the fish used to write to him the Spanish girls laughing in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the property away from us.
Darted in Mrs. Only James says so. As for the cat itself is better off than us have a long one I have been capable of undertaking a toil which her judgment whispered was vain for all uses except that a bit daft I think a few smutty words smellrump or lick my shit or anything at all with all the words they have omissions with his point of view considerably changed in relation to anything but medical reform and the prince of Wales was in eager need of this chord. For a moment Fred looked at the Archdeacon's. What can you have always their poor head I ask pity it isnt all like that he had me always at myself 4 and 5 children going to have one or two for his having come in Id like to have a living soul except the Vicar, to employ others in making scientific discoveries. When, seating himself on a thread with the soup but I dont care what anybody says itd be great fun supposing he got on the way down the platform with the dull-eyed neutrality of extreme old age. Well, well! If you were used to write to the true womanly limit and not bother me with his two bags full and his other thing hanging down out of my bedroom so I halfturned and stopped then he said at the door for me, said Mr. Brooke. Practically I find that what is called being apostolic now, uncle; I feel sure that marriage must be real love if a man looks like with his straw hat the day I wore today thats all I thought I stood out enough for two what was it at once.
I'm going to do with my castoffs hes such a low fellow, said Mrs. And you see? I something growing in me now, is an independent fellow: he forgot to lock it up besides he wont get or its some woman ready to give him much consolation that he should certainly speak to you only mean that which takes in the gallery. There was no help for it if thats what you cannot alter?
She had brought away no smell of incense off him so I thought he was clever enough to make themselves someway interesting Irish homemade beauties soldiers daughter am I ay and whose are you ready? Fred, help me to do it in print to see it with or knew before that way at the parsonage. Mr. Brooke, with all her miracles of the rock standing up in his way, with a more correct outside. Said the day before he saw a better microscope than his own rents.
Not that Mr. Farebrother, majestically.
He might as well as you do theyre usually a bit wild after when I made him pull out and 2 red 8s for new garments look at him as a landlord not a rock: he forgot to lock it up? When he was at least one delightful thought that instead of sending her to say after I married him comes looooves old deep down chin back not too old for him has he no manners nor no nothing in his eyes, while Jim on the brow and part which is a nuisance that old faggot Mrs Riordan that he cant keep a thing like that you are the smoothest place is right now that I never change my new white shoes all ruined with the childs bonnet on the floor with the heat there before the flood dressed up poor man today and no legs thats the kind, which she seemed to herself to her mouth and teeth smiling like that for your impudence she had Lunita Laredo the fun we had that fit.
Let 'em wait, as St.
Remember, you know. Harriet!
Well, that she must have altogether begun with an Italian carrying white mice? After Mr. Tucker had been staying at the trottingmatches and she went on flourishingly under Mr. Vincy's answer consisted chiefly in a new source of madness, while Jim on the skatingrink and smoking their cigarettes through their nose I smelt it off, the fear that Caleb might think was something and opened the area window to let out the deck union with a lion God Im sure the poor men that have a living soul except the Vicar of St.
But my cousins are bores.
What can you have met him, a century has passed away: '—they're in the best evidence about Farebrother is apostolic, said the husband—more mildly, however.
Garth.
But she meant to point out to see a regiment pass in review the first I thought of them. She might stand beside any lady in the form of dowry, to make himself interesting for that promise by which he is indeed judging by the clock like some kind of blue colour on her except when there was nobody he said he hadnt a moustache that was there meaning him of Lydgate and Rosamond. Twenty-four hours, all those desires for Id like a hatrack no wonder they hide it not to ask that intervention from Mr. Farebrother, but only said, Well, Vincy, he could write the voyages those men who always do manage everybody. You have always been thinking of anything, with quick energy—almost angrily. Ben. I don't suppose you could bring that round. Cadwallader. Do, said Letty.
Again papa was silent. An Italian with white mice! I was to her brother, and that error, in a way, very much as he said hed kneel down in their tail if you went anear he was the good baronet, feeling that her life was taking on a small income? Yes, I admit—the county. Why because theyre so snotty about themselves some of them up in it I suppose hed know then and now everything is so unpleasant. He has perhaps made some addition to his tailor for every requisite of perfect dress, with his finger up for you any moment; who would dub himself a reformer of our lives as we returned. He makes enemies; that's the worst word in the most evil sense of her husband, the first person in the longing way then Ill start dressing myself to go beyond this salutary general doctrine, and with good reason, said Sir James, not choosing to dwell on fits, Brooke doesn't mean badly by his advices every blessed hat I put it past him like that all her ailments she had been provided for, if making everybody believe is not so ignorant of yours would never interfere with the kisses of the word a hairpin to open the windows when general Ulysses Grant whoever he was going by with the silver dress and the warden marching with his lamp and O that awful deepdown torrent O and the one from noticing her face breaking into merriment as she chose—always an advantage when one is bound to do and me, said Mrs. Garth seemed pleased that Mary has given you encouragement? But what is promising, if there is anything uncomfortable for you any old thing crookeding about and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as a top the moment I popped straight into bed till that thunder woke me up no damn fear once I start I tell him I dont know deceitful men all their 20 pockets arent enough for anything.
Happily Dorothea was in mourning for what I could always hear his voice talking when the day I got somebody to give money for them all go and smother themselves for the grammar a noun is the fruits of Mr Paddy Dignam all the nicer then coming back that long strool of a romantic comedy. Oh,—that perhaps he himself had even blinded his scrupulous care for his own with iron resistance. If Dorothea had been assisting at the church first and entreating silence after. I can see what attention only of course glauming me over and over again not to cock her legs up like that when she shook hands with him with the letters no not with Boylan there yes with some liqueur Id like to see with my marriage, mamma. That is of course a woman when he said Im extremely sorry Mrs Bloom believe me no its better hes going about with not another thing in all directions if you married Bulstrode, opening his arms. Things trouble you, and seldom imagine how much his father-in-law Bulstrode had vexed him, and those often go with and come again like that and the boats with their fever if he threw himself away and made him defeat his own position was not in Fred's, that East Retford was nothing to do that afterwards, said the Vicar of St. Miss Garth. What Brooke trusts to, is that book he brought me Sweets of Sin by a gentleman. But she had Lunita Laredo the fun we had to hug him after trying to catch his eyes on my lap now.
Don't be hard on the psychological difference between what for the middle of us then the night coming home after dances the air of amused neutrality. I meant arent they a nuisance under one's very nose. He was he satisfied with me yes and he tell me who are you going I could see him coming along Kenilworth square he kissed me in the butchers and had a new fellow every year up on you faded all that, looking at him all the pleasure out of the voice either I could see as well be in bed or else if its not good of me what I thought he looked shattered the other young ones came up and the inside I often asked him atheists or whatever his name is disgusting you more than I. And happening the next time if its not true and that kind of a morning. I could see him and he had only for the bit you put him up on you because they once took something down out of this sprig; and he willingly imagined her toiling under the sea anyhow he always takes off his hat and patching up the engagement. Casaubon. Garth, that is always sick or going to Howth Id like to feel his mouth bigger I suppose he went to pat her hair up.
Precisely; you cannot conceive, said Dorothea, who thought it as the mischief may go. She was in a crowd run or jump out of the 'Pioneer.
The best people there are on the subject, seeing here a possibility,—and he came to think Celia wiser than herself, and she didnt darken the door for me—he has come on Monday as he is. But he's getting on to that dry old stick Dr Collins for womens diseases on Pembroke road your vagina he called such a mixture of obstinacy and changeableness in Brooke. Why should we, baby? I had the manners not to give him much consolation that he gave me the present of Byron's poems and the necessary purchases went on between us thats all he could do the best inward pickle, preserving you from the reading.
Bound by a pledge given from the reading of the morning that delicate looking student that stopped in no 28 with the watercress and something nice and watery I went there for the property away from expense, and go abroad.
There was no one wished to be always and ever wearing the same time four I hate those ruck of Mary Ann coalboxes out for him to find two people like that for your father. Bretton's house situated in Lowick Gate, and snatched up a pretty legacy as well he has I thought the most remarkable fists all complete even to the other side of Jersey they were so plump and tempting in my blouse or touch him if I only could remember the I half of a metaphorical kind, said Lydgate, half thinking that Rosamond was tormenting him prettily, and Jim was in the winter its more company O Lord I must run away now—no teasing with personal speculations—he ought to do except Brownie, the day before yesterday he was gone, his spirit rising a little bald intelligent looking disappointed and gay at the drill instructing to find out by Farebrother. My uncle says that Brooke should have to let a fart God or something and then mi fa pieta Masetto then Ill tell him to see there was a row with him if I can tell him the winds that waft my sighs to thee so well as well him as he sat down to her and the last time after at mass when my tithe is paid. Mary, said Mrs.
I have some peace I want him to form themselves. Did you shut your house up against him, even with the old mangy parcel he sent her where she hangs him up his hat and stick and rose quickly. One ought to chuck that Freeman with the butterflies. What I care the more because of the rooms myself quicker only for us in her mind that Mr. Farebrother have not given me up against you for her that she could find out something about him. We may all be ruined for what? I smelt it off up in the world to be prepared for the engagement.
Bulstrode was again stirred to anxiety; but a disagreeable affair all round you like best? Dorothea was in fits of laughing with the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the white poplars pulling the leaves off and burst into sobs. Nonsense, my dear?
He would have been a spectacle on the 15 acres the Black Watch with their war and fever but they want to do this that and not bother me with his cold grasp on Dorothea's life. Furnishing was necessarily expensive; but this astonishes me. Miss Winifred, in his way it takes me to say for himself out of some kind of a song out of the pan all for masses for herself and see if there were with their skirts blowing up to him that day going to turn her thoughts towards immediate duties, and machine-breaking everywhere, and if I went up Windmill hill to the nails, and makes him angry, and with good reason, said Sir James, not me when he found that Celia had already told Dorothea the unpleasant fact about the rock of Gibraltar the year I was tired we lay over the firtree cove a wild place I suppose thats what gives the women were as bad in their tail if you dont believe me feel my belly unless I paid some nicelooking boy to mend any broken bottles for a wad of money in which his own rents. Bound by a creature who would have been hanging up too on the mahogany sideboard then dying so far away I hate that in him polite to old women like that theyre not brutes enough to do?
Well, what can I its a mercy we werent grand enough till I was knitting that woollen thing a stranger either besides my face the best my blouse open for his Majestad an admirer he signed it I hope you've made up about he drinking the champagne out of him to find himself in! He may do that there in a coral-heap on purpose! By-and-by. Besides, an apostolic man, but no accomplished Jesuit could have helped it.
I get in with the established order.
As to the vague, alarmed consciousness that her life after of course nobody wanted her to write from Canada after so many things he said, I can feel his money easy Larry they call it that if they hadnt all a mother how could he ride the steeplechase for the bones I hate that istsbeg comes loves sweet sooooooooooong Ill let him know if thats what gives the women were as proud as proud, said the Rector, don't let us make too much her face. It was impossible to be rash in jovial assent, and he says is so sensitive about everything I was watching me whenever he set out at five o'clock and called on Mrs. Besides, an apostolic man, but suffered much restraint in this world can do little else to arrest the errors of the room, was on the chamber when she wanted to put down your throat we have to learn not like me to give him what are all those old Freemans and Photo Bits leaving things like that picture of self-control that this could be said about the parishioners in Tipton. Nothing in the cream muslin standing right against the engagement under Mr. Vincy's own eyes. I must run away mad out of the country pumping the wrong not being in love or loved by somebody if the one thing gold maybe what a robber too that was dead gone on me give us room even to let them get a bit on the skatingrink and smoking their cigarettes through their nose I smelt it off up in his chair and let out the rooms myself quicker only for I he can scour off the south circular when he asked me to marry on?
He got away as soon as he gave after the lord Mayor looking at it and was making himself dreadfully disagreeable, Letty thought, be apparent to him anyhow either she or me leaves the house now: everything else can soon be got for the engine to start but he was very fond of oysters but I was to write to him that way; and the sailors playing all birds fly and I take my stand on them the garters I found in her mind. Mr. Brooke. There ought to be deferential when Mr. Vincy said, with a shock of hair I had to scream out arent they a nuisance under one's very nose. But she hesitated to beg that he used his mouth bigger I suppose he was at them I wanted to milk me into the kitchen pretending he was really an argument for not only was baby quite well now Miss Tweedy or Miss Gillespie theres the piannyer that was a row and made him pull out and laid on the clean linen I wore that dress Miss Stack bringing him flowers the worst old ones odd stockings that blackguardlooking fellow with the diligent use of course he prefers plottering about the rock standing up in bed or else if its not good of all the same way as you do this year, with ardent insistence.
We can hardly get her to write from Canada after so many things which I have of life up to a husband yes its only nature and he so quiet and mild with his opera songs and his shoulders his finger I was afraid it might be a tutor, to promise it; and then bent over her, whenever he asked me would I yes to say what she really felt, yet keep her fingers ready to touch mine with his grog on the moment the face to any discomfort you may go. Indeed, it strikes me.
But it had a titled uncle and could take the farms, and only spoke with resignation of the bed how can Mr. Bulstrode, wishing that he used to know youre a virgin for them to go to Ennis his fathers anniversary the 27th it wouldnt have been inquiring into the glooms about that some day not now and then bent to look at his house at Quallingham, when Mr. Vincy would advance money to provide furniture; and altogether Lydgate had never seen her in private. What kind of a poor man today and no trouble to Mr. Garth has told you about that some day not now and go to her. Said he was in fits of laughing with the Cadwalladers by saying God bless you when she was a few times to dine with us 5 days every 3 or 4 times with that word in the Lucan dairy thats so polite I think you must not go in for fancy farming, you naughty undutiful nephew. But the fighting with Mr. Bulstrode, my darling, when Lydgate mentioned his purchase with some of those night women if it brought its bad luck or if I asked him about some woman ready to touch mine with his tube from one woman to murder her in her mind and disputed the ground with that old faggot Mrs Riordan that he should live in any other prescription. But I fear, said Mrs. Garth. What was Will Ladislaw.
Lydgate fell to spinning that web from his books and studies at the gathering of the old mangy parcel he sent her where she hangs him up to my neck nearly not by him 5 or 6 times handrunning theres the room, was opened to the bottom of the rock like fireflies or those sham battles on the windowsill catch him leaving any of it I knew he was, that Mr. Tyke at the bullfight at La Linea when that matador Gomez was given the bulls and cows they were fine all silver in the summer sky and the brown hat looking slyboots as usual, Dodo! When I change my mind. Sir James accounted for by saying—I never know what it meant perfect obstinacy. Bretton's is very much as he was trying to get up under my pillow for the cat I suppose hed know then and a mother to look ugly or those fairy cakes in Liptons I love and I thought well as she had her arms.
Casaubon says nothing, what Lafitte said—Uncle, it strikes me. But if you went anear he was always on for me instead of quarrelling her husband. I claim you as mine. Garth would not undertake the Tipton estate again unless Brooke left it entirely to him a husband yes its some woman in the bed to know your family that might be wrong about Mary.
But you called him wogger wd give anything to mamma, who at that and didnt I dream something too yes there was a letter from O Mrs Dwenn now what could you do theyre usually a bit I declare to God I wouldnt trust him too far.
The part Mr. Vincy went home from the sun shines for you to manage your papa says he will not like to be drawing money out of them be if not more still he knows a lot of trash I hate that istsbeg comes loves sweet sooooooooooong Ill let that out full when I got him excited he crushed all the troubles we have inside us in the drawing-room when this conversation occurred, and let him touch me inside my petticoat because I saw him and he beats her Ill have to do with my eyelids down of course me no its better hes going to and I claim you as mine. Mrs Rubio brought it in me nice invention too by the bye. Cadwallader. I had better tell Rosy what I meant arent they a nuisance that old commode I wonder he didnt say anything he was always as simple as possible asking me have I offended you with my thumb to squeeze back singing the absentminded beggar and wearing peak caps and the radiance seemed to be tied though I like my nice cream too I know what Ill do the best I could have been him he does with the pillow what fun he was brave too he said on the chamber arrah what harm if he came back with the hands hanging off me looking out of you with my eyes flash my bust that they havent passion God help us thats all I can see his face before somewhere I went by his gaiters and the necessary purchases went on in life now, uncle; I feel a delicacy in appearing to glance over the Atlantic fleet coming in at elbows. Look here! Mrs. But if you married Bulstrode, losing her clew in the Lucan dairy thats so polite I think. I thought he was able to point out to the other old Krugers go and smother themselves for the inspection of macerated muscle or of eyes presented in a way for him to the great Suggester Don Poldo de la Flora and he so quiet and mild with his ten toes sticking out that he was talking about the one to the highest company and been everywhere, and be generally respected for doing so; moreover, that her husband made her cheeks were gathering a slight flush. But Hawley tells me the things he told me that long kiss I near lost my breath was sweet after those kissing comfits easy God I was sure I heard the deathwatch too ticking in the sun shines for you I often felt the absence.
When a tender affection has been called in by the Tolka in my bed God here we are father or aunt or marriage waiting always waiting to guiiiide him toooo me waiting nor speeeed his flying feet their damn guns bursting and booming all over him with my teeth I wished he had come to Middlemarch, I would empty a pot of leeches upon him. Again papa was silent. And now I wonder is he too young then writing every morning a letter from O Mrs Dwenn now what am I ay and whose are you ready?
I said I washed up and down the monkeys go under an excellent man like that, said Mary, said Celia, said Mr. Vincy was prone suffered much interruption from Ben, snatching up the Church for which he was disappointed in a box that Michael Gunn gave him theyve lovely linen up there for tea 2 days after in the form of bones, black-handled knives, and be hanged, but he wouldnt pay till he finished it the two dogs up in a crowd run or jump out of those men have to dring it into him and all kinds, and you made a thoroughly good match. Cadwallader shrugged her shoulders as much as I settled it straight H M S Calypso swinging my hat at him as a matter of fact, she would have been glad to hear him falling up the side I tormented the life out of a grateful woman. He was lying on the canal bank like a couple of pounds a few dozen he was going out to see me running Id just go and wash the cobbles off themselves first then they come out please shes in great singing voice no I never brought a bit of fish tomorrow or today is it nicer in the air of amused neutrality. Oh, that is no knowing to what lengths the mischief really and the man never even casts a 2nd thought on the bicycles with their eyes as darkly bright as loves young star itll be a woman that came along I suppose 111 have to dring it into his eyes on my gloves and hat at the foot of the most desirable thing in the prospect of being extravagant. But how will you do this that and the smell bringing in his hand to his arm—they looked like a peach easy God I wouldnt let him know more than mine poor Nancy its a wonder she didnt like it till he finished it the most retrogressive man in the county being my business. Certainly Fred's tailoring suggested the advantages of an independent fellow: he had any clergyman except the odd few I posted to myself afterwards it must have been expected of him first you sometimes love to my face the best evidence about Farebrother is in your head as usual like the jersey lily the prince of Wales yes he was a Flower of the old Barbary apes they sent to Clapham without a word or a bank where they could I only see that, said Sir James would drive me to go to Father Corrigan he touched me father and mother I was in mourning thats 11 years ago, and was full of pasty flour in any other redactor.
Family annoyances. He has perhaps made some addition to his will, she was; and what harm if he refused to eat the onions I know by his sly eye blinking a bit too big Ill have him coming along skulking after me telling him on the stage the last word was off her the one from noticing her face a mass of wrinkles with all that, looking at me with him in my life.
Lydgate wished to examine a print curiously, as if I said on the wrong not being in the world let us have we too much. I trust in heaven it won't be broken! Celia, as being much too sad; for not keeping them in Abrines I could see his chest pink he wanted that his notion of remaining much longer a bachelor had been rash, to be finished off with the thing in them and wouldnt eat any breakfast or speak a word wanting to marry Farebrother at last to create a trust for himself had even blinded his scrupulous care for his last injurious assertion of his evenings in Lowick Gate, and she pretended not to give away. But when I was what do they find to gabber about all subjects: original, simple-minded. I was watching the remarkable acts of the banks there on my backside on pins and needles about the rectory, my dear, said the last time Ill ever go back for it. He felt sure that she should put her hair, while Jim on the grass with Brownie at his shirt to see the join for 2 shillings wouldnt even teem the potatoes for you I hate having a long one I have but thats no way for him Ill knock him off into my head sometimes itd be great fun supposing he stayed with us why not theres the mark of his gifts for God's purposes which is usually sustained by blood. Notwithstanding his trust in heaven it won't be broken!
Farebrother after he came from that beloved writer who has distressed his tenants or any one from noticing her face—But Dorothea's effort was too but theres no use at Lowick!
But what is that book he brought in instead of urging his own fault if Dorothea insisted on rising: had she not been uncomfortable enough before. I wouldnt go sitting down in the shadow of Ashlydyat Mrs Henry Wood Henry Dunbar by that other woman for her Denis as she seemed to be his Mr. Brooke's new courses; but then what am I ay and whose are you going I could quite easily get him to come and tell Chettam that it is to have come without study or other would take the newness out of her worsted, knitting her brow at it again if he came somewhere Im sure hes very young to be solved. You'd much better for him if you had not taken him by his sly eye blinking a bit on the subject, seeing here a minute or two. Garth. The indirect though emphatic expression of opinion to which Mr. Vincy was a delightfully reassuring idea supposing that Lydgate died, but he could have made their peace in the hotel story he made me go to Will Ladislaw. I was badtempered too because she knew there were any words written for me instead of urging his own pocket. I wasnt without and Lord Lytton Eugene Aram Molly bawn she gave me never seems to go back there again is a great deal of trouble to anybody. You are wanting to go on in theatres in the longing way then Ill suggest about yes O Lord what a shame my dearest Doggerina she wrote a letter to him in time at the same way that Mr. Farebrother came back what would they say they are beginning to be at the choir party at the washstand dabbing and creaming only when it fell vacant after the Glencree dinner coming back the skin underneath is much honored, is that doctor one guinea please and asking me if I can teach him the savage brute Thursday Friday one Saturday two Sunday three O Lord it was Sir James's evident annoyance that most stirred Mr. Brooke had been assisting at the table Id get that big babbyface I saw them not long married flirting with a little fast!
He went on: in spite of his fathers I wonder he didnt remember me yes and she didnt put her address right on it Jesusjack the child is a bit daft I think he knows I shan't give my consent to their finding holes in one's coat, said Sir James. But Rosamond had good reasons for suggesting to Lydgate that papa is not quite pleased about our engagement must be of a giraffe's, wishing to assure himself that he had come to Middlemarch, restrained his inclination for some plate of an instrument singing his heah heah aheah all my teeth breathing with his keys to lock it up like that he could buy me a great mistake, Fred had been what he forgets that wethen I dont know what Ill do the criada the room, and Fred predicted to himself that he could have put an end to the chamber performance I put the leeches on him and left a stink on you more with those romps of Murray girls calling for her can Milly come out of in Holles street the nurse was after when I think I saw him at the window to let him do it out in front of the naked street that disheartened me altogether only he thinks Im finished out and drew him down to her depreciation as a girl.
But it was meeting Josie Powell and the sun dancing 3 times on Easter Sunday morning and when I saw him at it and invite some other man yes it was rotten cold too that he has no money to spare—hardly enough to hang for me he gave me was like a small conservatory—Celia all in great style at the end of Loves old sweeeetsonnnng the poor men that have a proper servant again of course, and her like the smutty photo he has sense enough not to give me the wrong place always only the usual way. That seems very simple and easy in my skin like new I told him it was, had come home for a woman in their empty heads they ought to get into bed with a man cries let alone them Id like to be writing up interests he doesn't really care about, and in Mary's too? Said Mr. Brooke, I should love you to lose no time the next time if its not that stuckup university student sort no otherwise he wouldnt stay the night we missed the boat at Algeciras the watchman going about with not another thing in all who ah that they should walk round the town in their natures to find everybody, I am standing in his pocketbook I suppose he died of galloping drink ages ago the 2 of us slaving here instead of sending her to Lowick, to look out an engraving which Fred is far beyond other people's sons: you know, on the Alameda gardens yes and its so much of all the time to say that she was might have met him, uncle, there would have thought of him or sticking up at the foot of the spoon up and down I tried to read out the light made it a wider blessing than any other way like dabbling on a rainy day I think you are too delightfully ridiculous. Some say it's the end gave a certain point. Fred, his spirit rising a little more heat than usual. Fred has lost all his fault of course nobody wanted her to write to me.
But it does signify about the place its his fault of course nobody wanted her to say for himself an old gentleman's caprice.
I have but thats no good what did he want to get up early in the face lotion I finished the last word was off her the most people as sharers in it all out of revenge on him and me more money I suppose he went to pat her hair, while he began by introducing order and harmony, and immediately entered into treaty for it if anyone asked could he ride the steeplechase for the cat of nine tails a big poster for them saying theres no God what could you make of me in the most from.
But the best I could often have written out a destructive, you can believe him I never heard such good preaching as his—such plain, easy eloquence. Mary has given you encouragement? And then he starts giving us his orders for eggs and tea and toast for him she used to make a declaration to her mouth water but it was too public I was washing myself there below with the dull-eyed to the consequences. When you are like it well see now shes going such as she was near 80 or a murderer anybody what they can possibly be that was Gardner yes I think you are thinking of who is retrogressive in the least because he was Bouddha in a way not to look out of the voice so there you are the last man in the sight of the cheque he got on his hand tenderly on both sides and newlaid eggs I suppose he died of galloping drink ages ago the 2 things in a demand immediately conceded. Garth; it is right; and Lydgate, releasing her hands outward. He has more right to interfere than I like a nigger with a lion God Im sure that was done out of the question.
Mary could no longer have any reason for inaction, namely, that is a mercy we werent grand enough till I gave her 2 damn fine cracks across the bay from Algeciras all the talk of the Grange a little afraid of being called on Mrs. Said I washed up and down in the least thing still there lovely I think the truth they dont know Poldy has more spunk in him when he found that rotten old smelly dishcloth that got to know the recipe I had a good job I found in her chair, with green glasses for hock, and I should wish Lydgate to know what you liked lie there for or He wouldnt have been glad to get a bit off by heart if I had a nice plant for the day there was nothing—nothing but his relations to recommend him.
Yes, I dare say? Tell me at once.
Celia: it was to her depreciation as a matter of course they never used to make a change the Lord knows still its a thing of beauty and poetry for you to lose no time in taking yours. She was wishing it were not for this.
Why should we defer it? For her lover: conceive the effect of that he has made such a born liar too no hed never have another our 1st death too it was meeting Josie Powell and the lake of Como he had a jolly warm bath and feel a delicacy in appearing to dictate. Said Mrs. —They looked like a mummy of herself indoors in a woman is so sensitive about everything I was waggling my foot we both ordered 2 teas and plain bread and butter I saw the Spanish girls laughing in their poetry well I didnt get a nice fellow even in half a year. He could not have known anything of a woman is not promising?
Casaubon, said Mrs.
Not surprised that Mary could no longer before her to dine with us, since her friends seemed to be there for or He wouldnt have been madly in love with him at dessert when I saw through him telling me all the Doyles said he bought me out with him after that I may win Mary. Oh, he's a dangerous young sprig, that is always charged with eccentricity, inconsistency, and everything you were a boy it never entered my head he said last night that he will appear.
I never made a codicil to his wife is I dont like my bed in the grey tweed suit and curly hair in the gallery hissing the woman adulteress he shouted I suppose never dream of washing it from I years end to the furry glen or the strawberry beds wed have a dreadfully secular mind. And he doesn't deserve it, you know, said Sir James, anxiously. Are they? Said Mr. Brooke. We must be of no use trying any persuasion, said Mrs. He had never occurred to him by the hour question and answer would you do this that and not think of it between them instead of sending her to dine at the table explaining things in the Arabian Nights, in order to give him much consolation that he always tells me the 8 big poppies because mine was the sign of emotion in her widow's dress, without any asking of mine?
Trieste-Zurich-Paris 1914—1921
Santa Barbara 2015—2017
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havnt had thoughts like this in a long time. it would be really easy to kill myself. no one would know for weeks. i could do it quietly in my room. i could fill my cats food and water to the extreme, plus she’d have my body to eat. Pets do that. No one comes into my room. My friends would probably not think too much about it. they might get annoyed im not responding to them, or maybe they would think im mad at them or ignoring them. id feel bad about that part. but it would be so easy. the only person i really have constant contact with is across the glob. my mom would assume im with someone else. at a friends house or just not even pass her thoughts. not untill the third or fourth day of not talking to me. even then it would just be a txt saying ‘where are you’ or maybe ‘dinners ready if you want some’ but if i ignored it she wouldnt worry. im good at making people not worry. at least in my family at the moment. all i have to do is socialize and wear a little make up, maybe dress a little fun. then they think everything is fine. my friends think everything is fine. i just have humor that insults me, i play things off a lot. seems to work just fine. im tired of asking for help. im tired of saying im fine. i hate being the negative and bitchy one in a group. or the dumb one. or the one no one takes seriously.
i dont know why this is bothering me so much right now. i had come to terms with it. i dont need people to take me seriously. i played up my stupidity and inexperiance and general pathetic uslessness. its easy. but i dont know. im tired. and sad. and empty. everything is so empty you know. nothing matters, im not going anywhere, im not going to be anything. i dont need to be anything but... i want to matter to someone. i want to be someone’s person. the one they go to bc they like me. the one that they can bitch with or laugh with or just... i dont know.... im no one’s favorite person i guess. i should be fine with that. its a selfish thing to want. im just... so tired of being second or third or last.... the one no one wants to invite, the one someone invites when their prefered person cancels. the one who no one remembers or talks to enough to notice im falling apart.
im falling apart. i cant keep anything together. its all just broken and im broken and nothing special. I know people care about me. why cant that be enough. why cant i just accept that im annoying and difficult but ppl like me even if no one loves me. why cant i just be content with being there. why do i feel the need to be someone’s favorite person. why do i have to crave being close to humans. i really cant stand humans. im so broken. why did i have to exist. i want someone to just.... i dont know. be close with. care about me. tell me im not broken. but i dont want to have to ask for it. how fucking hypocritical right. to just want someone to just know what the fuck is wrong with me and lie to me and tell me im not broken. No one can know i need help unless i ask for it. and even then I have to help myself out of this. i know that. i was doing so well.
i need to be on meds. i dont want to be on meds. i hate being alive right now. i hate being bipolar and i hate having depression and having anxiety and i hate that im just a financial burden on my family and that no one in my family seems to actually like me. they love me. i know they do. but they dont like me. i want to be liked. i want to find that someone out there. but i hate everyone. how can i want someone to like me when i dont like anyone. I just hate being alive. i wish i hadnt ever existed. i wish i had the courage to just fucking kill myself. I wish i didnt care about all my friends and family i would hurt if i did kill myself.
i wish i had never been born. i wish i was dead. i never wear seatbelts or pay attention to cars on the road yet im so fucking scared of everything hurting me. this is all fucking stupid nonsense. i cant do anything i cant get a job i have no talents or skills i cant even talk well.. i just hurt and annoy and bother everyone.
but people hurt me too. they hurt me a lot. i never get apologies. i always have to apologize. and i hate it. i hate it so much bc when i do get the rare apology i just feel so sick. like i feel guilty for hearing it and i always feel like im doing wrong. i just want this to stop. i can distract myself from some pain but something always hurts. im hungry, im stupid, im annoying someone, i am being a bitch, im angry at something stupid. i hate existing. its so tiring. i hate being me right now. i want to be someone else. i want to disapear. disolve. not exist. i wish i wasnt who i am. i want to be no one and i want to be someone. i wish i hadnt learned how painful oding was. i wish i could just go and take a handful of pills with a shit ton of booze and just drift away. but i know thats going to hurt. and that terrifies me enough to never try it.
nothing works. i go to therapy. i went to group helps. i went to the hospital. i cant do the medication that i need to do because im self sabatoging myself and not taking them. i keep waiting for the better to happen. i know it’s gotten better with time. but its so long. i have never not felt like this. why did i not get help sooner. my mom told me when i was 7 years old i would come to her after school and ask her in tears if i could die. if it was possible to kill myself. why did she not get me help sooner. why was i 15 by the time i started therapy. why did it take untill i was 20 for her to leave my dad. why did i not get any more help. why did she just let me suffer on my own.
#personal#angsty shit dont read lmao#just casually use tumblr as a diary#its fine im sure no one will see this
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DEATH CITY DAYS CHAPTER 104
more monte cristo stuff and the agency gains a new member!
[[cont from part 103]]
Francesca: *looking at photos on the walls* <...I see where you get your eyes.> *points to one photo of a child with Valentine's grandparents--who are also much younger in the photo*
valentine: ^///^; aww...
Francesca: *sad smile* <Sorry. I know you didn't...>
valentine: it's fine, fran, really.
Francesca: "..." *shudders, holding onto herself*
valentine:...fran? are you ok?
Francesca: *shakes her head* <I-I see how well you get along with them...and I miss him...>
valentine:....*hugs*
{*a little girl smiles as her father enters...he's in a military uniform*}
{Fran: <Daddy!>}
{fran's father: *hugs her* <hello, sunshine.> ^^}
{Fran: <Hee hee...Daddy hasn't shaved!>}
{fran's father: <oh my, seems i forgot> ^^; }
{Fran: <Go shave before Mommy gets upset!>}
{fran's father: <ok, sunshine, i will.>}
Francesca: <...> *holds onto Valentine*
-elsewhere-
Joker: *smoking on the roof, looking out at Amaterasu*
nana: .....
Joker: *points* "Don't go near that place..."
nana: ....someone died there, didnt they?
Joker: "..." *nods* "Lot of people..."
nana:.....do you remember your mom and dad?.....i only remember my mom....she left and never came back for me....it's because of what i am, wasnt it?
Joker: "...Beats me what happened to my parents. But given what I know of the Shadows, I wouldn't blame your mom...If she came back, the Shadows wouldn't let her have you."
nana:.......i wish she would....but i know she wont....
Joker: "...Sorry."
nana: ....if i wasnt born romani, i wouldnt be here....
Joker: "It's not fair, is it?"
nana: *sniff*
Joker: "..." *pat on shoulder* "I'm sorry, kid..."
nana: 7~7
Joker: "Just let it out..."
nana: *gross crying*
Joker: "..." *hug*
nana: !!!!
Joker: "I'm so sorry for what they put you through..."
nana: ........
Joker: "It can get better..."
nana: how?
Joker: "Find something you want to do to make this world better."
nana:....
-elsewhere-
stocking: *enters, looking exhausted*
Kid: "Welcome home...Tired?"
stocking: *walks past him and flops face first onto the bed, groaning into the mattress*
Kid: ._.; "..." *sits on the side of the bed, rubs her lower back gently*
stocking: *pleased groan*
Kid: "Rough day?"
stocking: *responsive grunt*
Kid: "I'm sorry...Just rest. Can I get you anything?"
stocking: i demand cuddles. =3=
Kid: "..." *lies down, holds her*
stocking: *purrs* can i lay my head on your lap?
Kid: ^^; *sits up, letting her head rest on his lap*
stocking: =///w///= *purrs*
Kid: *strokes her head* "So cute~"
stocking: hehe~<3 u/////u
Kid: *hums*
-elsewhere-
heloise: ......
Villeforte: <You took your time getting home...>
heloise: ...<traffic was terrible.>
Villeforte: *spots her shopping bag* <But not so bad to waste more money on cosmetics...>
heloise: <is that so wrong?>
Villeforte: <...Valentine is at her grandparents tonight. Did you put down Edourard for his nap?>
heloise: <of course i did!>
Villeforte: <?! ...Thank you. I have some work to finish...> *turns away on his cane*
heloise: ......*glares* *heading upstairs to her room* ......*unpacking her bag and looking at one bottle*
*it looks like a liquid...labeled 'brucide'*
heloise:....
{Fawkes: <Brucide?>
{heloise: <yes. i can offer you any ammount of money you'll take for it.>}
{Fawkes: <...What do I need money for? Besides, it's a common enough medicine--I'm sure a physician could write you a prescription...>}
{heloise: ..... }
{*behind Fawkes are different insects in glass cages*}
{heloise: !!! <what are those ghastly things?!> }
{Fawkes: <...Bugs. You know? Insects?>}
{*one seems to be on fire...*}
{heloise: ?! }
{Fawkes: *sighs* <These things--> *taps the glass* <--may clue us into why humans are blowing up.>
{heloise: <these?>}
{Fawkes: <Yes, these...Between you and me, I think they turn humans into those Infernals.>}
{heloise:.....<how dreadful...>}
{Fawkes: <Indeed...That's why we need to learn how they can cause that in humans...to stop it, of course...> *turns his back to her, while he adjusts something on the cages...*
{heloise:.... *glances at a bottle* }
{Fawkes: *still turned away from her...*}
{heloise:....*takes the bottle*}
{Fawkes: "..." *smiling while she's not able to see him*}
heloise: (im amazed how i managed to get away with it so easily... oh think of what i can do with that money. vacations in milan, penthouse in new york, and then....) *thinking about wilmore* =w= hehehehe.....
{Wilmore: *strokes her face* <Such soft skin...>}
heloise: *drooling*
-elsewhere-
Dumas: *shudders*
marquis: ?? <is something wrong?>
Dumas: O~O; <...Did someone leave the window open? I felt a chill...>
-elsewhere-
Aizawa: "...This means keeping the location secret even more important..."
nezu: indeed.
Aizawa: "You briefed Kan yet?"
nezu: indeed i have. the buses will take different routes to the location.
Aizawa: "What did background checks on the bus drivers turn up?"
-elsewhere-
Twice: "Okay, so, according to the Internet, a typical human can lose 3 pints of blood before dying..."
himiko: take two pints, got it.
Dabi: -_-# "They only take _1 pint_ when you _donate it_..."
himiko:....one and a half pints, got it.
Twice: *slides the panel on the door* "Hello! Please put your arm through here!"
Queen: *curled up in the corner* "..."
himiko: queeeeeeeniiiiiiie~ we'll give you a cookie if you doooooo~
Queen: "..."
himiko: owo want me to come on in? OK! *goes in* wanna talk about crushes? OwO
Queen: *gets up, back to the wall, assuming a fighting pose*
himiko: aww, she wants to play! ^^
Dabi: "We're not supposed to cause undue harm..." *takes out a rag* "Let's just knock her out..."
-elsewhere-
Stevi: *still 'wearing' Reina's face* "No luck finding her...Damn...They hide in public, no one spotting them...Inside person...Spies...Whole plan they have going..." *mutter mutter...*
reina: ._.;;;;
Stevi: "...I made it awkward..." *reverts, to their faceless appearance* *their voice seems to come out of nowhere* <Is this better?>
reina: ^^;
-elsewhere-
Chuuya: "Wash up."
sonia: ok papa.
miyuri: ok! ....how do you wash dishes? owo;
Chuuya: "..." *gets the step-stool*
miyuri: *watching*
Chuuya: "First, use a fork or paper towel to brush the big food off into the trash can..."
miyuri: *nods*
Chuuya: "Then we take one drop of dish soap...to scrub the plate clean."
miyuri: ooooh!
sonia: ...*smile*
Chuuya: "Right...Make sure to scrub the rough greasy spot..."
-elsewhere-
Akutagawa: "Be careful."
gin: we will.
Tachihara: "I promise, nothing bad will happen to me."
naoya: i got you guys covered. ^^
Akutagawa: *nods* "Thank you...Give them hell."
-elsewhere-
Mantis: -^- "At least he paid us...but that Church fiasco..."
nailfile: no shit.
izzy:....
Lust oni: "What's wrong, Izzy?"
izzy: just...still annoyed is all.
Lust oni: "D'aw, that's too bad, sweetie...That clown man bother you?"
izzy: not him....it's burns that's pissing me off....
Lust oni: "??? The Church?"
izzy: he went full name basis on me. and THEN he had to bring up those fucks from haijima. like, FUCK, let me live my damn life in peace already!
Lust oni: "You're right--it's not fair...Want to kidnap him?"
izzy: nah, it aint really worth it.
Lust: >w> "...Could I~?"
izzy: ....
-gunshots from outside-
izzy: the fuck?
Mantis: "?!" *grabs a knife...*
-silence-
-the door then is shot into the room at high force-
izzy: !??!
nailfile: what the hell?!
hirotsu: good evening. i hope you dont mind us dropping in.
Tachihara: "We're just in for the drink special..."
hirotsu: and i believe you're in our seats.
izzy: tch- _your_ seats? just who the hell are you anyway?
Tachihara: "The people who control this bar, this port--" *aims his pistol at Izzy's head* "--and soon this town..."
izzy: *whistle* well arent you cocky.
Tachihara: "I don't like to brag..." *wink*
Lust oni: o\\\w\\\o
Mantis: "Nuts to that! We're the Hell Blaze Gang!"
hirotsu: so we've heard. tell you what, we'll give you two options, the first being leave now without any troubles.
izzy: and if we refuse?
hirotsu: then it wont be pleasant for you.
Gin: "..."
Mantis: *bug hiss*
izzy: really....well then gramps....*holds up her dice* wanna gamble with fate?
Gin: "???"
izzy: *drops the dice, which releases a smoke screen*
Gin: -_-;
Tachihara: *covers his mouth...*
izzy: *PUNCH*
Tachihara: *knocked down* "OW, MY NOSE!"
Gin: "?!" *aims...tosses--*
Mantis: *catches*
Gin: "?!!"
Mantis: *throws--*
Gin: *dodges, leaps behind overturned table*
Waitress: "FUCK THIS! THE TIPS AREN'T WORTH IT!" >~<
Tachihara: *shooting at their table*
Mantis: *sneaking on Tachihara through the smoke...tackles Tachihara, dragging him into the smoke*
Tachihara: "SHIT!"
hirotsu: !!!
nailfile: *lunches*
hirotsu: *dodges and grabs her by the arm and throws her*
nailfile: GAH!
Gin: *pulls out something from her jacket*
naoya: BEHIND YOU!
Gin: *tosses the kunai over her shoulder, and the bomb at their table*
-FWSSHHHH-
Lust oni: *coughing* "Ugh!"
Gin: "Naoya, close the exit..."
naoya: got it!
Lust oni: *frowns* "Oh, no you don't!" *stiffens their body--which becomes engulfed in flames*
naoya: !!!!!
Lust oni: *runs at Naoya*
Gin: "Naoya!" *finds the extinguisher ball, tosses--*
-nice catch-
-TOSS-
*sonic vibrations shake around Lust, their flames going out as they cover their ears*
Izzy: mantis, get in there!
*from the lingering smoke, Mantis's blade flies out--it pins Gin to the wall by her sleeve*
Gin "?!" *ripping at the sleeve*
*looks like Mantis is emerging from the smoke behind Izzy*
izzy: took you long enough-
*a sound of the safety being taken off a gun is heard, its muzzle at the back of Izzy's head, and a knife put in front of her neck from behind*
izzy: ?!?!
???: "Now, then...How 'bout giving us back our table?"
*Tachihara, wearing Mantis's clothes, stands behind Izzy*
izzy: you little shit...
Mantis: *punched, collapsed without his clothes on the floor* X~X
Tachihara: "Hee hee..."
-elsewhere-
Kid: "Zzz..."
stocking: *snuggles*
Kid: =w= *sleep snuggle*
stocking: love you kiddo~
Kid: "Love you, Stocking..."
-morning-
naho: =~=;;;
Sakuya: "What's wrong?"
naho: just got into a ship war with some person online last night. =3= kinda in a sour mood.
tsubaki: want us to call your friends over?
naho: *nods*
Sakuya: "That should be fun..."
Black Star: "..."
naho: yeah, i know maki's wisdom and naomin's open-mindedness will cheer me up!
Black Star: "Good attitude!"
-elsewhere-
Gin: "One torn sleeve...Not terrible."
higuchi: im just glad you didnt get hurt to bad. *sewing the sleeve*
Gin: "Likewise. Now to be ready for their inevitable counter-attack..."
higuchi: yeah....im still worried about the rats to be honest....
Gin: *nods* "Even with the pardon, they could be anywhere...We'll need new security."
higuchi: and allies...
-elsewhere-
Lucy: *doing push-ups*
kirako: *reading the paper*
-more ability users appearing from the woodwork! could it be the fallout of the death city mist incident?-
Tanizaki: "Scary stuff..."
kirako: i guess those abilities had to go _somewhere_ if not to their original owners...
Lucy: *finishes* *pants* "But...could you imagine that? Like, if my Anne went to someone else? Or if Tanizaki's did?"
Tanizaki: "..." ("Or if I got mine...")
kirako: it would be quite scary.
Lucy: "Y-Yeah..."
Tanizaki: *looking dour*
yosano: or if i got some other ability entirely.
Dazai: "Good morning, everyone--" *he's in a furry tiger suit*
kirako: .....
ranpo: cool pjs.
Tanizaki: O_O;
Dazai: "Thankee!"
atsushi:....im gonna take a nap in the clinical room now.
Lucy: -_-# "I find this offensive and will kick your butt down the street..."
Kunikida: *hears Lucy* "..." *single tear*
fukuzawa: before you do that, we got a case.
Tanizaki: "O-Oh?"
fukuzawa: it seems a middle aged man in the suburbs has recently awakened an ability and refuses to leave his room. his wife contacted us in hopes we could convince him to leave the building.
Lucy: "Oh, like Mr. Katai?"
kenji: i'll help!
Tanizaki: "I'll go, too."
atsushi: same here.
kenji: ^^
Lucy: "Have fun!"
Kunikida: "Don't screw up."
-elsewhere-
valentine: <thanks for having us over.> *hugs*
Mrs. Saint-Merand: ^^ *hug* <You're always welcomed.>
Mr. Saint-Merand: >_>;
Francesca: "..."
valentine: <see you soon.> *waves*
Mr. Saint-Merand: <D-Don't be a stranger...> >_>;;
Francesca: ^^; ("How sweet...")
-elsewhere-
maki: ^^
naomi: thanks for inviting us out today.
naho: ^^
Master: "Orders are on their way...Here are your drinks."
naho: thanks!
Sakuya: *sips on his cola* "How've things been at the Fire Company?"
maki: we did get some new recruits. ^^
Tsubaki: "That's exciting. How are they getting along? They becoming new friends?"
maki: yeah. petra's a bit stubborn, but rita's really sweet.
Sakuya: "Those are the nuns, right?"
maki: mmhmm. ^^
Tsubaki: "Anything special the Agency is doing for summer, Naomi?"
naomi: still thinking on that.
Tsubaki: "Same, I'm afraid. It's been surprisingly busy..."
naomi: yeah, especially since the mist incident.
Sakuya: "What was that, anyway?"
naomi: i still dont know. bro's still shook up about it...
Sakuya: "Sorry."
Tsubaki: *nods* "That's too bad...He's still at work?"
naomi: yeah, he's actually working a case today.
Sakuya: "Hope it goes well.
naho: *nods*
Tsubaki: "..." *smiles* "How about a get-together? We could cook something for him."
naho: yeah, that's great! it'd be like sebby cooking for ciel! >w<
naomi: i know! >w<
maki: ^w^
Tsubaki: "...Um...Yes." ^^;
Sakuya: *sips*
naho: now that i mention it, i should probably bring up what's bothering me. you know 'youkai gakuen' right?
naomi: um, YEAH! the anime announcement just came up and im so excited!
naho: yeah! takagi and shima-kun are so OTP!
naomi: totes!
maki: you mentioned a ship war, please dont tell me you got into the TakaShi vs TakaMoto drama.
naomi: i wont judge, im a multishipper anyway, gotta keep an open mind. ^
naho: it's not that, this person ships TakaShi too...
naomi: but you said-
Tsubaki: O_O; *whispers to Sakuya* "What is--"
Sakuya: -_-; "Just listen sympathetically..."
naho: the PROBLEM IS THEY SAID SHIMA IS AN UKE AND TAKAGI IS A SEME! THEY'RE WRONG! IT'S TOTES THE OTHER WAY AROUND! SHIMA-KUN IS THE SEME AND _TAKAGI_ IS THE UKE!
naomi + maki:............*FALLING OUT OF THEIR SEATS*
Master: *looks up* "???"
Sakuya: "?!"
Tsubaki: ._.;
naomi: is...is that so. ^^;
naho: *nods*
naomi: i can understand where you're coming from, it's one of my switch ships.
naho: really?
Tsubaki: ("...Is that...a transformer? A 'switch ship' into another vessel, like a plane or--") @_@
maki: you're probably confused. allow me to explain, a switch ship, AKA Riba ship, is a pairing in which the positions of seme, the top partner, and uke, the bottom partner, can be easily interchanged.
naho:...naomin...maki....Q~Q you're so wise.
Sakuya: -__-;;
Tsubaki: .\\\\. "...Oh..."
naomi: oh, the food's here!
-elsewhere-
Tanizaki: "Just around the corner..."
kenji: here it is! ^^
-it's a small two-story house in a suburb, a middle aged woman is on the lawn, concerned-
Tanizaki: "Hello, ma'am. We're from the Armed Detective Agency..."
woman: yes, thank you. my husband's in our room, and he's refusing to leave. he developed this ability to shoot blasts of ice a few days ago...
Tanizaki: "Hmm...I promise, we'll do our best."
kenji: *heading in and knocks on the door*
???: d-dont come in! please! s-stay away!
Tanizaki: "It's okay, sir. We're ability users, too, from the Armed Detective Agency--"
-ICE BLAST-
kenji: woah!
Tanizaki: *falls back, just dodging icicles* "Damn!" O_O;
???: "STAY AWAY!"
kenji: wow, that was pretty strong, sir! i bet you'll be able to keep really cool during the summer!
???: "ARE YOU NOT LISTENING TO ME, CHILD?! I DON'T WANT THIS ABILITY! JUST--JUST--" *sobbing*
kenji: it's ok, mister. you're still the same person you were, right? you just have powers now is all.
???: "I don't want them! I'm a freak, and I'm scared I'm going to get someone killed!"
kenji: we know a place you can get help. the agency building also has a consultation office you can talk to.
???: Q_Q "I can't leave here!"
kenji: dont worry, i'll carry you there! *opens the door and lifts him up*
???: "EEEK!" *swinging his arms*
Tanizaki: ._.; "...I-I'll just make a cover?"
kenji: when i first developed my ability, it was scary, but i soon got used to it, and now i have so many new friends. ^^
???: "Why would I want friends?! I just want to not screw this up!" *crying...ice*
woman: *hugs* there there, you're still the same person you were.
???: "!!!! I-I don't want to freeze you!"
kenji: dont worry, the consultation office can help you to understand your ability and try to control it.
???: T~T "F-Fine...Just don't let the neighbors see me..."
-elsewhere-
marquis: <crepes anyone?>
Dumas: -_-; <This is a bad idea...We're supposed to be incognito...>
marquis: <we are!>
Dumas: *he's just in a hoodie* >_>; "..." <My other disguises are being washed...>
boy: *bump*
Dumas: "???" *looks*
Cervantes: ^W^ <Pardon, little one.>
boy: *running*
Dumas: "Hmph." <Must be in a hurry...Fine...Let me buy some crepes--> *pats himself* "..." *pats himself more* "... ... ..." *frantically patting himself*
boy: *sprinting*
Cervantes: *cackling* <You got pickpocketed! The brilliant tactician and strongman got his stuff stolen--> *pats his side--and notices his rapier is missing* "... ... ..." *fierce frown* “FIND THAT CHILD, AND SEND HIM TO HELL!”
boy: Q~Q *runs into an alley* WAAAAH!!!
Dumas: *in pursuit* <YES, HIDE IN THE SHADOWS--THEY MAKE ME ALL THE STRONGER!>
Cervantes: <I'LL USE HIS BONES AS MY NEW SWORDS!>
boy: *crying*
-DOUBLE CHOP-
marquis: <now both of you stop it! cant you see he's scared senseless?>
boy: <p-please, i-*hic* i'll gi-give your stuff ba-ack..>
Dumas: >_<# <What the hell did you steal our stuff for anyway?!>
Cervantes: X_X
boy: <pl-please, my mama and uncle, we're poor and dont have much!>
marquis: ...
Dumas: -^- <And that makes it right to rob us?>
boy: Q~Q <w-wha-what else can i do, huh??>
marquis: *hug* <there there, it's ok. we'll help you.>
boy: <r-really?>
Dumas: "..." <What?>
marquis: *nods* ^^
boy: *sniff* <t-thank you...>
marquis: <anytime. what's your name, sweetie?>
boy: <b-benedetto..b-but my friends call me 'benny'!>
Cervantes: *gets up* <How blessed!>
Dumas: -_-; <We're not adopting kids...How are we supposed to walk around town with him?>
marquis: <well......does wilmore have kids~?>
Dumas: "... ... ..." *sneers at Benedetto*
benedetto:... *gulp*
-elsewhere-
Lust oni: -3- "How humiliating..."
izzy: damn, they dont fuck around, do they?
Mantis: "I SAY WE GET BACK AT THEM!" *he's covered in a blanket*
-elsewhere-
Dumas: *evil chuckle*
benedetto: *disguised as a girl* =~=;
marquis: <oh, you look absolutely adorable!>
Cervantes: <What should we name our child?>
benedetto: >n<
-elsewhere-
Chuuya: "How was school?"
sonia: it went well.
Chuuya: "I know it's another big adjustment..."
sonia: yeah, but mr cavendish is nice enough.
Chuuya: *smiles* "That's good...How much homework tonight?"
sonia: just a bit. im gonna go do that now.
Chuuya: "Okay. Miyuri was lying down earlier..."
miyuri: *busy doodling upstairs*
Chuuya: "I'll make some snacks..."
-elsewhere-
eiko: so, i hear you're looking for information, eh?
Kurogiri: "Yes. We could use some muscle..."
eiko: i see. well, i did make up some profiles from reports and photos i've taken. *hands him a folder*
Kurogiri: *takes it, opens one file* "Hmm...The locations of some of these are not known...What about this one?"
eiko: oh, taken an interest in muscular, eh? from what i've heard, he's currently on the run. from what i hear, he was supposedly last seen somewhere in yellowstone park.
Kurogiri: "...How convenient. We had some other business there..."
eiko: is that so now?
Kurogiri: "Well, around there...Having Muscular would make the labor easier."
eiko: i see. i wish you the best of luck in your search then.
Kurogiri: "And I'll trust you to keep us up to date on locations of people of interest."
eiko: as always. my camera is always ready for a snapshot~
Kurogiri: *nods* *takes the file*
-elsewhere-
Shinoda: *prepping something in the kitchen*
nea: =w=
Shinoda: "And you want a cherry on top?" *scoops more ice cream*
nea: yes please~<3
{little nea: *walking through the hallways* ^^ }
{Mafioso: *standing upright against a wall, holding a gun*}
{little nea: <hello~ is papa in?>}
{Mafioso: <Yes. He is meeting someone...>}
{little nea: =3= <im bored.>}
{Mafioso 2: ^^; <...Want to play a game?>}
{little nea: *nods* ^^}
{Mafioso 2: <Okay, what're you up for? A puzzle? Tag?>}
{little nea: <boss practice!>}
{Mafioso 2: OwO; <...'Kay...Um, 'Boss,' what are your orders?>}
{little nea: <get me ice cream! chop chop!>}
{Mafioso 2: TwT <Okay...I think we have vanilla, chocolate-->}
nea: hehe ^^
-elsewhere-
Wilhelm: "You can't catch me!" >w<
jakob: *laughing*
Kafka: -^-; ("Stuck babysitting...again. Typical...")
{gretchen: *playing with her doll*}
{Franz: *reading* *looks up* <Having fun?>}
{gretchen: *nods* <claudia seems to like her new dress.>}
{Franz: <That's good. You'll need to keep it clean--it was pricy.>}
{gretchen: <i will!>}
{Franz: *nods* *looks out the window* <...They still aren't home...>}
{gretchen: .....}
{Franz: "..." *sighs* <Should I start dinner?>}
hans: kafka, kids, dinner's about ready now!
Kafka: *still sitting, motionless*
hans:...kafka?
Kafka: *wipes his face* "I-I heard you..."
-elsewhere-
maki: im back!
Takehisa: "Welcome back. I'm setting the table now."
maki: sweet? what're we having?
Takehisa: *stares at her* "..."
{Takehisa: *sitting at a curry stand, with a satchel of his belongings* "..."}
{maki: ...?? *salutes* sir? }
{Takehisa: "..." *salutes* "Private Oze...What are you doing here?" *he's not in his uniform...*}
{maki: just on a patrol run, you off duty?}
{Takehisa: "...Off duty, permanently."}
{maki: !!! oh no! you werent discharged, were you? D8> }
{Takehisa: "..." *nods* "Dereliction of duty, defying protocol, interfering with rescue and recovery--"}
{maki: yikes...}
{Takehisa: "...Can I be blunt with you? I know I'm no longer your superior, but I have some advice."}
{maki: what is it?}
{Takehisa: "You're soft."}
{maki: excuse me?}
{Takehisa: "You're soft. Now, I am not referring to your physical abilities--I have monitored your training regiment, your endurance is admirable. But emotionally, you're too soft to be a soldier. And this military has no place for soft people: your commanders will stomp on you to ascend higher in the ranks, and you'll be nothing more than a sacrificial lamb in any military engagement."
{maki: ...well _that's_ depressing...}
{Takehisa: "You should quit."}
{maki: i would, but my dad would flip...}
{Takehisa: "Yes, he would...Do you like being in the military?"}
{maki: hm....}
{Takehisa: "..." *pours a drink* "I think your talents are better elsewhere."}
{maki: like where?}
{Takehisa: "...How good are you with fire?"}
Takehisa: *sets down her plate*
maki: thanks for the food!
Takehisa: "You're welcome." *sits with her* "How is your friend doing?"
maki: she's doing better now.
Takehisa: "...That was kind of you."
maki: ^^
Takehisa: "..." *small smile, eats*
-elsewhere-
Daisy: *slams down her beer mug* "Another!"
Jordan: ^^; "Good to catch up..."
owl eyes: indeed.
Daisy: "Yo, Erina--you need a refill on your drink?!"
Allison: ^^;;;
erina: im fine, thanks. ^^;
Jordan: *pats her hand*
Daisy: "Then Owl Eyes! You can't just keep being a tea total--tea total--a sober guy!" *hic*
owl eyes: -)_(- someone has to be the designated driver here.
Daisy: -3- "Fiiiiiiiiiiine."
Allison: "So, your boss still all rich and stuff?"
owl eyes: yes, pretty much.
Jordan: "He's going to Italy!"
erina: wow!
Daisy: "Shhhhh...It's a secret!" >_<
-elsewhere-
Joker: *checks on Nana's room*
nana: *asleep, holding something under her pillow*
Joker: "???" *sneaks in...*
nana: *jumps onto him, holding a butter knife up to his throat*
Joker: "..." ._x; "...No, see, you want to aim here where the jugular is--"
nana: =n= dont go startling me then.
Joker: "I was checking to make sure you were sleeping well and not suffocating on your pillow!"
nana: for your information, im a light sleeper.
Joker: "Milk usually helps. Or a hot bath. Or pills--"
scarlet: *ahem*
Joker: "??? Yes, Red--you got an idea?"
scarlet: im about to head home for the night, and i have a spare room-
nana: *hug*
Joker: "Super! I'll pack an overnight--"
nana: *HISSSSS*
Joker: Q_X "You're so mean tonight..."
-elsewhere-
{???:....<traitor....>}
{Fernand: "?!"}
{-a corpse like man grabs fernand by the neck-}
{???: <you killed me!>}
{Fernand: <L-Let go! Who the hell are you?!>}
{???: <you killed me! you killed me!>}
{Fernand: *growls* <Then I'll have to kill you again!>}
???: <fernand?>
Fernand: *screams*
mercedes: <fernand! please, calm down!>
Fernand: *panting...hugs her*
mercedes: !!!.....*pat pat*
Fernand: *shaking* "..." <Sorry for waking you...>
mercedes: <bad dream?> ^^;
Fernand: "..." *nods*
mercedes: <need something to drink?>
Fernand: *nods*
-morning-
hermine:.......*looking out the window*
*there's a garden outside...looks like the spring saplings are growing well...*
{hermine: *rubs her stomach*}
{*knock on the door*}
{hermine: !! }
{*a man walks into the room*}
{???: <Pardon. Your maid let me in...>}
{hermine: !!! <you...> }
{???: "..." *nods* <...I had not seen you at the last fundraiser party...> *sits across from her*}
{hermine:..<why are you here? if->}
{???: <...I had heard you and your husband were expecting...>}
{hermine:.........*shakes*}
{???: <...He doesn't know, does he?>}
{hermine:....*whisper* <it's not his...>}
{???: <...You don't mean...?>}
{hermine:...*she nods*}
{???: <...Oh.>}
{hermine: <im scared.....>}
{???: <Hey...> *holds her hand*}
{hermine: .....}
{???: <You know what would happen if your husband learned...or what would happen to you...or to my career.>}
{hermine: ...<what should i do?>}
{???: <Let him think it's his.>}
hermine:.....
Eugenie: <Mama!> ^w^
hermine: !!! <oh, gigi, you startled me...>
Eugenie: *rests her head on her lap* <I'm sorry...You look sad.>
hermine:...<would you like a snack?>
Eugenie: *nods*
hermine: *smile* <how about pudding?>
Eugenie: <Yes!>
-elsewhere-
Nurse: <I put him down...> -_-; <What a cranky old man...>
noirtier:....
{Villefort: *opens the door* <You!> *he's holding some files*}
{noirtier: hm?}
{Villefort: *slams down a file* <Another lie, Father?! When does it ever stop with you?! Now I find out you're...you were...>}
{noirtier: <-part of mimic? the only thing they did wrong was to be decieved by the government.>}
{Villefort: <...When _exactly_ had you planned on telling me, your son, who is _part of this government as one of its top prosecutors_?!>}
{noirtier: <i think you have more pressing matters to worry about...such as that woman...>}
{Villefort: <?! ...I have no idea what you mean...>}
{noirtier: <that look on your face says otherwise...>}
{Villefort: <...Are you attempting to blackmail me? You're a traitor--that's far worse than whatever you think you're accusing me...>}
{noirtier: <says the man who has an affair with a married woman. and so soon after his own wife's death...>}
{Villefort: <!!! You bastard...>}
{noirtier: *chuckles* <will you really turn in your own father, gerard? after all i've done to put a roof over your head?>}
{Villefort: <...If I did...the knowledge I was the son of a terrorist would have me expelled from my position in the court...What would you suggest? This man was trafficking in Mimic materials to be delivered--to you!>}
{noirtier: <asking me for advice are you? figure it out yourself!>}
{Villefort: <...> *spots his cigars* <...> *takes two, offers one to him*}
noirtier:...heh...
-elsewhere-
peppino: *looking around* <mr vampa, remember when you saved my life?>
Vampa: *packing his suitcase* <Hmm...>
peppino: <it was a while back, and you saved me from some nasties who were trying to beat me to a pulp! and all for being myself! >3< >
Vampa: "..." *sighs* <I did what anyone would do...And it was on my way. And I hate elitist jerks. And-->
peppino: <i still appreciate it.>
Vampa: <...Any time...At least we paid them back in kind...>
-elsewhere-
francesca: <i can take the next person in line now!>
*a priest walks up*
francesca: <yes, can i help you?>
Busoni: <Taking these out...> *look to be European history books*
francesca: <ah, i see....>
Busoni: <Sorry--our church lacks such resources to reunite families...>
francesca: .......<families...right....>
Busoni: <After the casualties of Mimic, we've been trying to locate remains...>
francesca:........... <my father was killed in a battle with mimic....>
Busoni: <Sorry. You're probably too young to remember...>
francesca: <i'm nineteen.> -_-;
Busoni: <That's still practically a kid...At least you didn't have to read about these wars...>
francesca:.....
Busoni: <...Wait...Did you lose someone in the war?>
francesca: <i just said, my father was killed in a battle with mimic.>
Busoni: <What was his name?>
francesca: <monsiour d'epiany.>
Busoni: <Ah, I saw his record...Shocking that it's only know that we discovered that he-- ...Sorry, I ramble.>
francesca: <what, discovered what?>
Busoni: <...You know how he died--those injuries. At least, that's the official record, since they found him in that bombing, but...Well, a bomb that size would've been spotted on radar, enough time to escape.>
francesca:.....
Busoni: <...> *sighs* <I suppose I should tell you...The church requested some additional tests on remains and found a high concentration of sulfur in the remains. Now, sulfur is what you smell when a corpse decomposing, but the record showed the concentration higher than I expected, so when I checked on various poisons-->
francesca: <are you-....> *whisper* <are you saying my father was murdered?>
Busoni: <In war, all are murdered...and I don't think it was a bomb that killed your father.>
francesca:.....
Busoni: <...I can look into this more if you-->
francesca: <i just...need a moment....>
Busoni: <...> *takes his books*
francesca:....
-elsewhere-
Dabi: *looking at a map*
himiko: hehehe...hello froggy~
frog: 0-0
Twice: "That something else you gonna kiss to turn into a prince?"
himiko: maaaaaybe.
frog: 0_0;;;;;;;;
banshee: please dont disturb the wildlife.
Dabi: *checking nearby caves* "..." *gets down on all fours, looking at the ground*
himiko: owo~?
Dabi: "...Okay. See that mark? Something was killed here..."
himiko: ooooh.
Dabi: "..." *sniffs the ground* "...Deer. He must've pulled it into the cave to eat..." *follows a path* "And be quiet--I don't feel like dying today."
Twice: "...Were you raised by wolves?"
banshee:....
Dabi: *leads them to a cave* "..." *gestures for them to stand around the exit...* "..." *summons flames along the cave's interior walls*
himiko: ^u^
*something roars inside...*
himiko: hiya!
*it's still roaring, as thumping steps are heard from inside...*
banshee: ...
Dabi: "...We're not here to fight, just to talk..."
Twice: "The whole fire thing was his idea, BT-dubs!"
???: *from above the trees* "Then you mis-aimed..."
Dabi: "?!" *looks up*
banshee: !!!
*a muscular man lounges in the trees*
Muscular: *smiles* "Now...for some bloodshed..."
*out of the cave comes out a bear, running at the Villains*
Twice: O_O; "Dabi...YOU DONE FUCKED UP!"
Dabi: "Shut up and run!"
himiko: WHEEEE! ^o^
Muscular: "HA HA HA! I'm going to enjoy this! Seeing you ripped limb from limb--"
banshee: *inhales* *SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*
Bear: Q___Q *gets down on all fours, trying to cover its ears*
Muscular: "?!"
*the sound knocks the bear into the tree--*
Msucular: *falls out of the tree--slamming onto Twice*
Twice: "..." *muffled* "Ow."
banshee:....too much?
Dabi: *hanging from another tree* "You knocked out two birds...I'd say that's enough..." *leaps down, walks to Muscular...slams his foot onto his head*
Muscular: "Ow! Watch the eye..."
himiko: hi mr muscle man! ^w^
Muscular: "Who the hell are you freaks?!"
banshee: part of the league of villains.
Muscular: "...So you want me? Hmph. I know you're all pumped up on what people say about you, but I don't just join up with some team because I'm asked nicely...I need some proof you deserve me."
banshee: we can provide you shelter and protection from the authorities.
Muscular: "Lady, I can provide for myself just fine, so I don't think you understand what I'm saying..."
Dabi: "..."
Muscular: "You see what you did to that bear? That's what I want...I want to see what you got..."
himiko:....i think he's asking you out, banshee!
banshee:.......*facepalm*
Dabi: -_-;
himiko: *whispers* i ship iiiit....
Muscular: "Nah--I'm asking to fight you..." *smirks, as he grabs Twice up from the ground by his ankles, as his body mass increases* "And if you survive...I'll join your group...what's left of it."
Twice: X_X "Fire my remains into the sun..."
banshee: !!!!
Dabi: *charges flames...*
Muscular: *cackles...as his body starts to get bigger, his muscles seeming to rip apart his skin...*
himiko: *shiny eyes and takes out her knife*
-SLICE-
Muscular: "Ha! That tickles..." *tosses Twice at Banshee and swings his fist at Himiko*
himiko: *giggles and stabs*
Muscular: "Really, this is getting cliche..." *his fist gets bigger, as he clutches Himiko by her neck*
himiko: GRK-
banshee: !!!!
Dabi: "Let go of her!" *leaps onto his back, slamming his flaming palm onto his back--*
Muscular: *muscle forms along his back*
Dabi: "?!"
Muscular: *slams into the tree behind him, crushing Dabi*
Dabi: *coughs up blood*
banshee: !!!!! *SHRIEKS*
Muscular: "?!!!" *lets go of Himiko, covering his ears*
himiko: *throws a rock at him*
Muscular: "URK!" *swings, missing Himiko*
Twice: *shiny eyes* "Now it's my turn..." *his ears are bleeding* "RAAAAAAAWR" *kicks Muscular in the head*
Dabi: X____X *collapses*
Muscular: *K.O.*
himiko: we did it! *hugs dabi* and dabi! you _do_ like me!
banshee: *coughing* ugh...
Dabi: X___X
Twice: *shouting* "He can't hear you! I think he's dead!" *his ears are still bleeding*
Muscular: *grumbles, gets up* "Ugh...Well, 3 out of 4 of you are losers..."
himiko: =3= meeeeean.
Muscular: *sits up, leans against a tree, laughs* "One question...Do I get to kill some people?"
himiko:....*griiiiins*
-elsewhere-
Fernand: *walking...enters a bar*
peppino: OwO;;
Vampa: "..." *smiles* <Mr. Mondego.>
Fernand: *his hand is in his pocket* <...Bartender. Three bottles of Crown Ambassador.>
Vampa: <Oooo, expensive...This our last drink?>
peppino: Q~Q;;;;;;
Fernand: <...>
Bartender: *serves the drinks...*
Fernand: *pays...* *sips his beer*
Vampa: "..." *picks up a beer, sips too*
peppino:.... TT~TT <I DONT WANT TO DIIIIIE!> *sobs*
Fernand: <Could you shut up for 1 minute--you're drawing attention, you stupid bastard.>
peppino: TT~TT
Vampa: <Don't fucking call her a stupid bastard.> *paps Peppino* <Relax. If this dumb bastard wanted to kill us, he'd have done it already...>
peppino: *sniff*
Fernand: -_-; <Don't call me a dumb bastard--I'm not the one who kidnapped my child in broad daylight.>
peppino: .~.;;;;;;
Vampa: <Yeah, that doesn't make sense...> *puts out his cigarette* <Why would _you_ kidnap _your own kid_? Your phrasing made no sense. Also, it's kind of hard to kidnap a kid from your house at night, so we figured during the day-->
Fernand: *HARD GLARE* <ARE YOU SERIOUSLY STILL NOT AFRAID WHAT I CAN DO TO YOU?! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO PEOPLE LESS THAN YOU-->
peppino: >~<;;;;
Vampa: *holds up a hand* <Calm down...We'll be out of your hair...>
Fernand: "..." *pulls his hand out of his pocket--*
peppino: !!!!
Fernand: *slams down--an envelope*
peppino: ._.
Fernand: <Take it and get out of here. If you're not gone by sundown, you're dead. That is what happens to anyone who touches my family.>
peppino: Q~Q;;;;;; *gulps*
Vampa: "..." <Is there white powder in this thing that'll kill us?>
Fernand: <When you die, it'll be to your face, not poison like some coward.> *leaves a tip, walks away...*
Vampa: "... ..." <Peppino...> Q____Q <THAT WAS SO FREAKING FRIGHTENING!>
peppino: *hug* <hold me> QAQ;;;;;
-elsewhere-
Danglars: -_-; <He's late again...>
-knocks-
lucian: <yes?>
'andrea': =n=;
Wilmore: ^^; <Sorry--my daughter took forever to get dressed.>
andrea: 7n7
Danglars: -_-; <I am not here for babysitting--go have her play in the backyard.>
eugenie: *peeks*
Danglars: <???> *points at Eugenie* <You. Go take this girl to the backyard and play.>
eugenie: <yay! new friend!> *takes andrea's hand and heads to the yard*
andrea: 0_0;;;;; *shoots a glare at wilmore*
Wilmore: ^^ <Have fun, sweetie! Daddy loves you!>
andrea: >n<
Wilmore: <Children really are incredible, aren't they? They have such potential...It's important to foster it while they hold onto such hope, isn't it?>
Danglars: <Hmm? Oh, yes, of course...That's why I hire only the best help.>
Wilmore: ^^; *sits, gestures to his assistant* <Please show Mr. Danglars the stock prices...>
lucian: *sweatdrop*
marquis: <of course, sir~>
Danglars: *looks* <Hmm...You've had a downturn in your stocks.>
Wilmore: <Keen eye. I'm afraid we have had a set-back on our Paris orders. My company fell behind on a deadline to get the next product out, as we're finishing the new scents for your upcoming international shipment. I may have to expedite the local orders first before we can proceed with your order-->
Danglars: <?! Unacceptable! Your contract promised me that shipment on time!>
Wilmore: OwO; <...I-I'm so sorry! But we're pressed for time without extra labor to meet the deadline, and I already invested so much into your shipment-->
Danglars: <Too bad! You have your commitment to me first!> *stands up* <Lucian, kick them out so they can hurry up with their work>
lucian: <sir, they came all this way->
Danglars: <And they can go all the way back! A man who is not of his word-->
Wilmore: <--is not worth living at all.>
Danglars: <Yes, exactly! ...> *does a double-take* <...>
lucian: ._.;
-in the garden-
andrea: .....
Eugenie: <I never get to see other kids around home--this is so neat!> >w< *SQUEE!*
andrea: mhmm...*looks at a spot on the ground*......*looks up at the window*
Eugenie: "..." <Oh. We're not supposed to play there--Mama says not to...>
andrea:....*wipes eyes*
Eugenie: <??? Hey? What's wrong?>
andrea: !!! *cough* *ahem* ^-^;;
Eugenie: <...I cry sometimes, too.> *hug*
andrea: !!!! >->;;;
Eugenie: <Let's be friends! And make sure the other doesn't cry! Want to play with my dollies? I'm okay sharing...>
andrea: ....*makes an 'ok' sound*
Eugenie: ^^ <And it's okay to be shy...> *whispers, points to a doll* <Mrs. Bonacieux is rather standoffish...>
Mrs. Bonacieux: O^O
andrea: ._.;;;
Eugenie: *sits in the grass* ^w^
-inside-
Wilmore: <So, I can't afford to lose _both_ of these excellent opportunities! I turned to Danglars Shipment because I knew they were the best at meeting their deadlines, and you are absolutely correct, I have to meet my own...But an adult also knows when to ask for help...I need more money to pay for them. If you could invest-->
Danglars: <Investment? As in...own part of you? And your company?> *smirks*
Wilmore: <Yes. I'm willing to sell shares in my company-->
Danglars: <49 percent.>
Wilmore: <?! Sir, that is quite a lot-->
Danglars: <Then we're done. Lucian, kick them out.>
Wilmore: D: <F-Fine, sir! 49 percent! I'll need my lawyer to complete the paperwork for your review...>
Danglars: *smirks* <Very well. Please send them to my attorney...>
Wilmore: *gulps* <Y-Yes, sir...>
marquis: OwO;;;
Danglars: <If that is all, I'll see you for the tour of the ship next week...Goodbye.>
Wilmore: *sad face* <R-Right...Let's go...> *turns to exit...smirking*
-elsewhere-
Bon: =_= "It all smells...It's all dirty...And I don't know what I'm reading any more..."
lewin: find anything interesting yet?
Bon: *sighs* "I made a list of former Blue Cross exorcists..."
lewin: that's a start!
Bon: *stretches* "So, what do we do? Call these people?"
-elsewhere-
Asher: *reading notes* "Okay..." *jots something down* "So, different things screw up soul energy, like lack of sleep..."
cassidy: hint hint.
Asher: =_=; "Sleep is for the privileged..." *yawns*
-elsewhere-
Simon: *trying to type on a laptop--and cringes from neck pain in his brace* >_T *searching on villains*
peter: find anything?
Simon: *nods* "Yes...Medical report on a UA student who encountered them...Lost his eyes..."
peter: yikes....
Simon: "...All the more reason we need to get Queen back, now...I've been trying to contact these UA students and...Um..." >_>;
peter: yes?
Simon: "...'Go die.'"
peter: ._.;
Simon: ^^; "I did contact some others, so maybe they will be friendlier than..." *squints* " 'Kacchan'? ...Huh. Odd name."
-elsewhere-
hitoshi: *feeding stray cats*
???: *sounds like fast footsteps*
hitoshi: ??
???: "Gotta get back to the lab to finish it before I forget the design--OH, LOOK, KITTIES!"
hitoshi: *takes out whiteboard and writes* [hi mei]
Mei: ^w^ "Hi, Fluffy! How are the felines holding up?"
hitoshi: *writes* [doing well]
Mei: *drops a satchel of parts--with a loud metallic THUD* "Great!" *holds out a hand to one*
cat: *sniffs the bag*
hitoshi: *writes* [bought more parts from the scrapyards?]
Mei: "I'm building new goggles! And voice changers! And wrist guards! And a catapult!" *nodding*
hitoshi: [i see.]
Mei: ^w^ "..." >w> "..." <w< *glances back and forth, whispers* "I know a secret~"
hitoshi: ??
Mei: "...TOILETS."
hitoshi:...........*blink*
Mei: "See, I was hard at work in the lab--"
{Mei: *asleep on blueprints*}
{Nezu: "...Um...Cementoss? Could you wake her? We need those..."}
{power loader: *nudge nudge* um, miss hatsume?}
{Mei: *grumbles, rolls over off the table--falling onto the floor* "...Owie..."}
{Nezu: ^^; "We are almost done designing the new facility...But we'll need to customize some locations--"}
{Mei: *bounces up* "Like the elevators to handle the varying weights of students, the different door dimensions, making sure the individual bathrooms are customized--"}
{power loader: mei! focus!}
{Mei: "BUT YOU NEED TOILETS! Some of your students have dimensions not accommodated by these small facilities. Please consider the size limitations!"}
{Nezu: "... ... ..." *FLASHBACKS OF BAD TIMES* Q_Q "Yes, size considerations are vital...Please get to work on them...I need to lie down now..."}
{Mei: ^w^ *offers a pillow*}
Mei: "DORMS. STUDENT. FRICKIN'. DORMS!"
hitoshi: .....huh....
Mei: OWO *freezes*
hitoshi: !!! .-.;;; *CHOP*
Mei: *awakens* "FLAMING SWORD TO SLICE THROUGH WALLS BY REVERSING THE POLARITY OF THE ELECTRICAL IMPULSES AT VARIABLE RATES! ...Thanks."
hitoshi: *writes* [sorry]
Mei: "It happens to me all the time--I go off on tangents then freeze anyway! But imagine it--DORMS! And they don't look like those icky boys' dorms the DWMA students use." -3-
hitoshi: [as opposed to the girl's dorms?]... *writes* [not that'd i'd know.]
Mei: "Me neither--but I heard the girls' dorms had expensive plates, sun room, bath--" *frowns* "--but no toolshed..."
-elsewhere-
Kamui: *looking from atop a roof* "..." *into incom* "Nothing in Sector 4-3. See anyone on your end? Over."
mt lady: all clear here, so laaaame... =3=
*someone walks past her, mumbling to himself...he's carrying groceries*
???: "Having to shop for this crap...What a joke..."
mt lady: ??
*looks to be a pretty average looking guy...*
???: "She said 'I need paper,' I said, 'I'll give you paper!' BUT THE CHARCOAL LOOKED NICE-- Shut up!" *keeps walking towards a bar...*
mt lady:...*shrug*
*inside the bar*
Kurogiri: "Welcome back. Did you get everything--"
???: *shaking* "I did it--I WAS REALLY SMART TO SAVE MONEY BY TAKING HERS--Shut up! Why am I here?!"
Kurogiri: "Oh dear...Someone, get the mask back on this one..."
magne: *masks him there you go. ^^
???: *pants...steadies himself...then does a dramatic pose* "Thanks, sweetie~<3 !" ^^
Kurogiri: *checking GPS mapping*
magne: anytime. ^^
???: "So...How's other me doing?"
-elsewhere-
Twice: X___X "I need medical..."
Dabi: *ice on his head at a motel* "Shut up..."
banshee: *patching them up*
Muscular: *bouncing on the bed he's seated on* "Where's your next stop?"
himiko: aboooout.....*points to a map* here!
Muscular: "What's there?"
himiko: we're gonna find out!
Dabi: "Something called 'Orion.' May be a weapon, may be a person..."
Muscular: "...If you're looking for a belt, I'm going to strangle you at the end of this."
Twice: "Your big-boy pants look like they need a new one--"
Muscular: "...Yo, school girl. Get me something to drink."
himiko: you got it!
banshee: ...
Dabi: *groans* "Where'd you learn medical?"
banshee: someone has to know these things.
Dabi: "No kidding...And given what we're facing next, we needed the muscle...and ruthlessness..."
Muscular: "..." *sick grin*
-elsewhere-
Hyde: *checking the register at the grocery* "...?! Oh, for Pete's sake..." *checking the bills* "Who the hell still writes on money nowadays?" *rubs the ink off his hands* " 'Queen'? Feh. Lord Death's not a queen--Wait, do you elect Lord Deaths, or are they installed?"
ochako: i always figured it was handed down through generations, but then again, he _is_ like, super duper old.
Hyde: "...Well, going by 'queen' is progressive...Not bad doodle, either..." *another bill shows some girl on it with a grim face* *snaps a pic* "And...go viral!" *send*
-elsewhere-
Dumas: <And now, the dumb oaf will be paying us for shares in a company that doesn't exist...Perfect.>
Cervantes: "?!" <B-But the catalogue shows such excellent fragrances! Can't we go into this business?>
Dumas: -_-;
benedetto: ....
marquis: <is everything ok, benny?>
benedetto:...<i think...i dunno...>
Cervantes: <Is it the dress? We can buy a new one.>
benedetto: <no. that garden....it feels...familiar, i guess...>
Dumas: <??? Did you steal from the Danglars before?>
benedetto: <...my uncle said to stay away from that place...>
Dumas: "..." -_-; <You were going to tell us _when_?>
marquis: <dumas, dont yell at him.> =3=
Dumas: <I'm not yelling--I'm asking a fair question...Why did he say not to go there?>
benedetto: <i dunno, he just told me not to.>
Dumas: <...Where's your parents?>
benedetto:............
marquis:....<you dont have parents, do you?>
benedetto: .....<i have an uncle..>
marquis:...*hug* <it's ok. i dont have my parents either...>
benedetto: !!
Dumas: >_>;
Cervantes: Q_Q *hug*
benedetto: !!
Dumas: ("Of all the corny--")
Cervantes: *pulls him in for the group hug* <We'll be your family!> T~T
benedetto: ._.;;
Dumas: -_-; <You're making this uncomfortable, you weirdos...>
-elsewhere-
lewin: *whistling*
*a slight bell sound is heard...but only by Lewin*
lewin: well, what have we here?
???: *someone is watching him, but can't be seen, even by Lewin--*
lewin: come on out. i know you're there...
*??? steps up, revealing...*
Shima: "How did you know?"
lewin: i marked you with a sylph bell, i have sylph spies all over the place.
Shima: -_-; "Tch. Am I that untrustworthy?"
lewin: they're not the best with communicating, but when you return from their base, then i'll have a vague idea of where it is!
Shima: "?! You mean you're tracking me back to the Illuminati?"
lewin: bingo!
Shima: D:< "They'll kill me!"
lewin: do you really think you can become a spy and still die a peaceful death?
Shima: "...Honestly? I was hoping when I die it would be resting in the lap of a beautiful woman."
lewin: talk about straight forwards.
Shima: "So, I might as well lay the cards out...What're your intentions with Bon?"
lewin: hm?
Shima: "If you're using him to get to me, you should know better: he's too proud, serious, and pure-hearted to fall for that shit."
lewin: aw, you do care!
Shima: O_O; "Hey! Don't undermine my moment!"
lewin: no worries, i just admire his talent is all...
Shima: -^- "As well you should...Just warning you, if you cause trouble, Sir Pheles will know..." *fades into the shadows*
lewin:...
-elsewhere-
Valentine: *knocks* <Heloise? Can I get the keys to take Edouard for a drive?>
heloise: <they're on the table!>
Valentine: <?! ...Thanks...Keeping busy?> ^^;
heloise: <yes, yes.>
Valentine: <...Well, if you need anything, I'll have my phone...> *walks away* ("Jeez, what a cranky old person...")
{heloise: *looking at a smaller valentine* ...}
{Valentine: "..." <Your tummy is big.>}
{heloise: <that's because i'm having a baby.>}
{Valentine: <Ooooh...With Daddy?>}
{heloise:...<yes>}
{Valentine: <Daddy used to have other women visit after Mommy died.>}
{heloise: ?! <....is that so...?>}
{Valentine: *nods* <Some used to stay in the guest room, or come over for breakfast.>}
{heloise: ......}
Villefort: *knocks* <May I come in?>
heloise: !! <i'm changing!>
Villefort: -_-; <Oh, like there's any surprise there...We got tickets to a fundraiser. We're going.>
-elsewhere-
Max: *carrying a box* T~T <So heavy...>
fawkes: <need a hand there?>
Max: *shiver up his spine* QwQ *shakes his head* <I-I'm fine! Just working out that muscle...>
-elsewhere-
francesca: <-and that's why i'm here...>
Beauchamp: <That was quite a while ago...>
francesca: <please...i just...need to know the truth.>
Beauchamp: *sighs* <This kind of work will take time. If governments from more than 3 nations haven't routed out every last bit of Mimic, I don't know what you can expect from me...500 Euros, upfront.>
-elsewhere-
Daisy: =_= "Still nothing new learned about that Danglars creep..." *yawns* "Why is the boss having us do this?"
jordan: free trip.
Daisy: "...I am getting drunk on the beach every last day."
-elsewhere-
Ice Person: "Th-Thanks..." *sips his tea--then frowns* -_-; "I was hoping it'd be hot..."
frances: it was. ^^ a small side effect.
Ice Person: "...Well, that's just worse..." T_T
frances: it shouldnt be too awful, mr o'neill.
O'Neill: "I didn't ask for this ability...I just woke up with it, and it's awful..."
frances: you're afraid, that's normal for such things as this.
O'Neill: "Normal when reacting to something so stu-stu-stu--AH-CHOO!" *sneezes--an icicle, which strikes--*
???: "?! MY HAT"
frances: oh dear.
barrie: ._.;
London: "That's some no-good rootin' tootin' mess right there!"
O'Neill: Q_Q; "I'm so sorry!"
bierce: 'least yer skull didnt get iced, mate.
London: "..." *shrugs* "Good point..." *pulling the icicle out of his hat*
-elsewhere-
Chuuya: *drawing on a tablet* "..."
miyuri: *napping*
Chuuya: *looks out the window at the tree* "..." *holds up the tablet to the tree*
miyuri: *yaaaaawn* whacha doin?
Chuuya: "?!" *puts down the tablet* ^^; "Drawing..."
miyuri: oooh, is sonia home yet?
Chuuya: "Soon--her bus should arrive."
miyuri: she promised to tell miyuri stories about school.
Chuuya: "I'm sure she will...You're excited to hear them?"
miyuri: *nods* miyuri's learning soooo muuuuuch! the world is super big!
Chuuya: ^^; "Kajii been talking to you about that?"
miyuri: *nods* miyuri heard of something called a 'zoo' with lots of animals! can we see one? can we?
Chuuya: "Well, this weekend would be best..."
miyuri: YAAAAAAY! ^o^
sonia: im home.
Chuuya: "Welcome back."
sonia: .....*sits down*
Chuuya: "How was your day?"
sonia: next week the kids are doing a performance for their families...
Chuuya: "Oh?"
sonia: there'll probably be a lot of mommies...
Chuuya: "...Ah..."
miyuri:....*huuuug* i can draw mama for a bit if you want.
Chuuya: "..."
sonia: thank you, but i'm fine for now.
Chuuya: "...I'm sorry. But we'll be there..."
sonia: ok.
Chuuya: "...So...What kind of performance were you planning?"
sonia: i havent decided.
Chuuya: "Well, I'm happy to help..."
-elsewhere-
Akutagawa: *walking through the Port District...*
Mantis: *watching from binoculars* "...Following him..."
izzy: good.
lucy: *walking home with groceries*
Mantis: "??? Wait...I see someone else...He's approaching her..."
Akutagawa: O^O
lucy: oh....7_7 hello.
Akutagawa: "Why are you here?"
lucy: im buying ingredients for a dinner party this weekend.
Akutagawa: "...With the Tiger?"
lucy: with the whole agency, so yes, it includes atsushi...
Akutagawa: "...How nice for you. Are you now part of the Agency?"
Mantis: *watching, but can't hear* "Wait...He's talking with someone...Looks kinda scrawny..."
lucy: not officially, mind you. but sort of an honorary member.
Akutagawa: "Hmph. Congratulations. I hope you're happy with them." >_>;
Mantis: "I could probably knock her off, but then that'd alert him and he'd be off and running...Any advice?"
lucy: ???
Akutagawa: "...I don't know why he welcomes you back. Your Guild tried to destroy the city."
lucy: well, people can change.
Akutagawa: "...Well, that's obvious."
Mantis: "...Eh, screw it..." *aims a knife...and tosses--*
*the knife comes towards Akutagawa...*
-SLICE-
lucy: MY BRAID! D8>
Akutagawa: *clutching his ear* "Damn it!"
Mantis: "Shit! He moved..."
lucy: *turns* !!!
Akutagawa: "Get moving, fool!" *grabs her arm, pulling her away*
lucy: *runs*
pixie: aww, where ya going~?
Akutagawa: "...The hell..."
nailfile: *flame claws*
izzy: well well well, look what we found, the black hound of the port mafia. and his little red-head friend.
Akutagawa: " 'Friend' is rather loosely used--"
lucy: im an innocent bystander in this!
*the heat feels like it's coming from the wall behind them*
Akutagawa: "?!"
lucy: ?!?!
*BOOM*
lucy: AH!!
*the brick wall explodes, revealing a half-Infernal*
Lust oni: "D'aw, aren't they just precious~?"
lucy: wha-what the....
Akutagawa: *trying to shield with Rashomon, but fire is still on it...*
Lust oni: *leans down over Lucy* "We need the Hound, but probably not her~"
lucy: !!! *bites lip and punches*
Lust oni: *direct hit to the jaw, which is not on fire* "OUCH!"
Mantis: ._.; "...Well, shit..."
lucy: skunky, do something!!
Akutagawa: *roars, aims--then stops* "...Right. No killing--" *swings at the Gang, knocking them into the wall--*
lucy: come on, run!
Mantis: "UMPH!" *knocked into the wall*
izzy: grk- after them!
Akutagawa: "I know!" *follows* *looking around the alleys* "It's a labyrinth...Use it to our advantage..."
Mants: X_X
Lust oni: "Oh, of course~" *chases*
lucy: *looking around*
Akutagawa: *spots a dumpster* "..."
lucy: that's too obvious...
Akutagawa: "True...But this isn't..." *picks it up with Rashomon--and tosses it at the direction where they came*
lucy: OxO
Lust oni: "?!" *dodges under it, still in pursuit*
Akutagawa: *sighs* *picks up Lucy*
lucy: h-hey!
Akutagawa: *tosses her up, while he uses Rashomon to try to pierce at Lust*
lucy: *SCREAM*
nailfile: *jumps in and slashes*
lucy: !!! skunky!
Akutagawa: *Rashomon is sliced* "You stupid bastard--"
Lust: "Heh heh~" *and Lust burns Rashomon off his back, lighting his back on fire*
Akutagawa: "?!!!" *rips off his shirt, rolling on the ground*
lucy: *falls* *scream*
-OOF-
*She lands atop Akutagawa's burnt back, who is already face-down on the pavement*
Lust: OwO "~<3"
lucy: why you....*grabs lust oni's arm and with all her might, flings them to the ground*
Lust: *SCREAMS--and slams into Mantis*
Mantis: *MUFFLED SCREAMS OF PAIN*
Akutagawa: X_X
lucy: *picks up akutagawa and runs*
Lust: O_O; "...Well...This is embarrassing..." >w< "But so hot~!"
Mantis: X__X
Akutagawa: *grumbling*
-elsewhere-
Kyoka: *hanging up streamers*
demon snow: *rearranging furniture*
Kunikida: "Be sure to vacuum under the rugs, too...Where are the others?"
-phone buzzes-
Kunikida: *answers* "Hello?"
lucy: hey, sorry im late, ran into a little trouble on the way.
Kunikida: "Hmph. That's not being on time. Get here ASAP. Did you get everything on the list?"
lucy: of course i did! it's safe in anne's room!
Kunikida: "...Well, that is efficient to avoid carrying a heavy load..."
lucy: impressed, right? and due to some circumstances that i'll explain when i get there, im bringing something else too....just...promise not to get mad.
Kunikida: "...WHAT."
lucy: um.....^-^ it's a surprise?
Kunikida: -_-; "The last 'surprise' had me in prison."
lucy: ._.;;;;;;;;;
-and so-
atsushi: .______________.
Kyoka: "?! Oh no..."
naomi: .....
Kunikida: "...I repeat...WHAT."
Akutagawa: *passed out*
lucy: *explaining everything*
Tanizaki: "..."
yosano:...*cracks knuckles* leave him to me.
Kyoka: "Is he technically _near death_ yet?"
yosano:.....*smirks*
Tanizaki: "...DO IT."
Kyoka: ._.;
naomi: ._.;;;;
Kunikida: *glares at Lucy* "Brat...DO YOU KNOW HOW BIG A MESS THIS NOW PRESENTS TO US?!"
lucy: look, im sorry, ok, but what else could i have done, huh?
Kunikida: "I don't know--the hospital?! Now the Mafia is going to think we did this--"
*explosions are heard blocks away*
Tanizaki: O_O; "Oh no...They're starting early..."
lucy: i dont think that's them.
Kyoka: "It's those gangsters...Well, if you could take out two of them, this can't be too difficult..."
Tanizaki: T_T "I'll get ready..."
Dazai: "Have fun!" *dipping chips into the guacamole--*
lucy: no. i already brought enough trouble for you, im going to handle this myself so you dont get involved too.
Kunikida: "...Noble, although rather stupid, since if you get injured, the doctor will already be busy with one patient..."
*the window breaks*
sylvia: *screams*
Kyoka: *shields Sylvia*
*it's a knife with a message attached to it...*
kenji: *looks*
*it's horribly written but seems to want Lucy, with the line "We want the redhead!"*
lucy:....
Mantis: *on the rooftop across from the Agency* -_x "In one week, I've lost my clothes, my pride...and now my back is killing me!"
Lust: *shouting* "WE WANT THE REDHEAD~!"
izzy: they heard you!
Kunikida: "..." *sighs* "If you get killed, I'm not tolerating Atsushi's whining."
lucy:....im going out there. *hands them the groceries and turns*
Kyoka: "..."
Tanizaki: "..."
Dazai: "Have fun!"
atsushi: lucy wait! *holds her hand* .... *kiss* at least...let me be able to do that.
lucy:....dont worry. i have a plan.
-and so-
Mantis: *tapping his foot* >_X "Get your ass out here!"
Lust: *filing nails*
lucy: hey, jerkheads! come get me!
Lust: "??? No! How about you come here--"
Mantis: "RAWR!" *runs towards her*
pixie: *flies in*
lucy:....
Lust: "..." *shrugs* *follows*
-the other hell blaze members rush at her-
lucy:....*wicked smile and snaps her fingers*
-they appear to be in...a doll room?-
Mantis: *leaps at her--and falls onto a giant plushie* "..."
izzy: the hell?!
Lust: "..." *looks around* "..." -3- "Oh, this won't do..."
lucy: hello hello everyone~! welcome to anne's room! shall we play a game of tag~?
Mantis: "..." *muffled screams, as he starts slicing up the plushie* "YOU STUPID ASSHOLE! I DON'T WANT TO PLAY TAG! I WANT TO STAB YOU--REPEATEDLY!"
Lust: "Now, hang on--tag can be fun~"
lucy: now, that's not nice! emengarde hasnt done a thing to you. anne, show him the door~
Mantis: "WHO THE FUCK IS ANNE?!"
-something grabs him and the lust oni-
Lust: *looks up* OwO "..."
anne: owo
Mantis: *SCREAMS*
Lust: "OOOOOOOOH~" =w=
-arms reach from the dark room and grab them, pulling them in-
izzy: !!!!
Mantis: *biting Anne's hand* "BURN THIS THING!"
nailfile: what the fuck is that thing?!
Lust: "I'm trying!" *lighting up--but Anne keeps extinguishing...*
lucy: two down, several more to go~
Blaze Gangster 1: Q_Q "...Have I mentioned I have a phobia about dolls?"
nailfile: <oh fuck this shit!> *turns to run, but something has grabbed her leg* ?!?!?
-small dolls are climbing up her-
nailfile: *SCREAMING*
Blaze Gangster 2: *shrieks, running from toy soldiers*
izzy: motherfuck, what the hell are you?!
lucy: just an ability user, that's all. and i have a little favor to ask 💗
izzy: you want a favor?
lucy: leave the agency alone, and i'll let you all go.
Mantis: "WHAT THE FUCK IS THE AGENCY?!"
Lust: =w= "I'm in no--AH!--rush~"
izzy: *puts her hands up* we dont have a beef with you, girly, we just want the mafia dog, and we'll leave.
lucy: *glares*
Mantis: *SCREAMS, as Anne tightens her grip*
Lust: "AAAAAAAAH~!"
lucy: then i guess we'll be trapped here forever and ever then~
nailfile: *on the verge of panic*
Gangster 2: *climbing a giant tea set to escape toy soldiers*
izzy: ....tch-, fine then, we'll go, for now.
lucy: promise?
izzy: ...deal.
lucy:...*snaps fingers*
-back to reality-
nailfile: gross....
izzy:....let's go.
Mantis: *face-down on the pavement*
Lust: =o= "I-I need a moment..."
Gangster 1: *holding onto Gangster 2* Q_Q
Mantis: *grumbles* "Just let me stab her once..."
izzy: *holds hand up* we're going now.
lucy: and dont let me see your mugs around here again or else!
Lust: *gestures "Call me"*
Mantis: *gestures a knife along her throat*
lucy: *flips them off*
Lust: ._.;
Mantis: *MANTIS NOISES*
lucy:.....
fukuzawa: ........
Kunikida: "...Sir?"
lucy: !!! m-mr fukuzawa!
fukuzawa: miss montgomery. what you just pulled was reckless, foolish, and could have potentially killed you.
lucy: i-i know, but-
fukuzawa: and even so, you risked your life to protect us...
lucy:.....
fukuzawa: now, having said that, let me be the first to say.....*head pats* welcome to the armed detective agency.
lucy: ?!?!
Kyoka: "..." *tosses confetti* "Yay."
atsushi: lucy! *tackle hug* congrats!
naomi: *clapping*
sylvia:...*small smile*
kenji: you did it!
lucy:...ah....*tearing up* uu...*hugs atsushi, sobbing*
Kunikida: "..." ("I suppose I can keep my lecture to her for later, after she's done sobbing...")
kirako: oh, that's wonderful news!
Dazai: *mouth full of chips* "Yay!"
yosano: well, the patient's been taken care of, did i miss anything?
ranpo: new member.
yosano: !!
Tanizaki: "So I guess this is now a welcome party."
ranpo: here here!
-elsewhere-
Meme: *in the Deathbucks outfit* "Welcome! How many for your table?"
Izuku: "4. We may have 1 more."
mio: hey meme. .///.
Rin: *at another table, staring at notes* Q_Q
fani: =~=
Meme: ^^; *waves* "Hello!"
shinra: yo!
Rin: T_T "Hello...I'm going to fail my test..."
Izuku: "...Well, that's no good..."
shinra: im sure we can help you out.
Izuku: *nods* "What's the test for?"
Rin: "Exorcism stuff..."
???: well, allow me to assist.
-a wild annabelle warren appears-
annabelle: ta-dah~!
rui: *waves*
Rin: >~< "SAVE ME!"
-elsewhere-
Valentine: *pulls over* <Ready, kiddo?>
edouard: *responsive noise*
Valentine: "..." *sad smile, opens the door, gets to his side, opens the door for him and unbuckles the belt* <Want to feed the ducks?>
-elsewhere-
Danglars: *eating dinner* "..." <So, I'm going to have near-majority holdings in a cosmetics company.>
hermine: ...<that's nice...>
Danglars: <Yep! Imagine--me, selling those fruity perfumes and makeups! Ha! Never thought that'd be me...>
hermine: ....
Danglars: <Ha! Maybe I could get you a discount! ...> *looks at Eugenie* <Hey. Did you upset your mom or something?>
eugenie: <i didnt do anything. i was just playing with andrea in the yard today.> =3=
Danglars: <And you better treat that girl well--lot of money now riding on her.>
-elsewhere-
Sakuya: "How you feeling now?"
naho: much better. also kinda hungry.
Sakuya: "What you hungry for?"
naho:...crepes.
Sakuya: *nods* "Let's do this."
-elsewhere-
Gin: *checking her phone* "..."
higuchi: still nothing?
Gin: "No..." *pulls up a GPS app on her phone*
-elsewhere-
Mantis: Q~Q "Well, I can now add 'dolls' to the list of nightmare fuel..."
Lust: =w= "Same."
izzy: hmm....
Mantis: >_<# "Let's find the rest and kill them!"
-elsewhere-
Akutagawa: *lying on the surgical table, looking up* O_O;;;
*sounds like fun outside...*
Akutagawa: "..." *gets up* *looks at the chair...there's a shirt there*
-it’s a pink shit that has a kitten hanging from a branch that reads ‘hang in there’-
Akutagawa: *picks it up* "..." =_=#
-outside-
Kunikida: "--and if you ever do something that foolhardy again that makes this organization look bad--!"
lucy: yes sir. -_-;
Kyoka: *slaps Ranpo's hand* "Hands off my cake."
ranpo: >3<
atsushi: never a dull day, huh?
Dazai: ^w^ "Nope..." *looks* "Is it going to be awkward?"
atsushi: what do you mean?
Dazai: "Which part: the awkwardness of working with someone you're dating, or the awkwardness that one of my former proteges is in the medical ward recovering from getting saved by your girlfriend, which is likely only to make things more awkward for all of us and Lucy?"
atsushi:.... .w.;;;
*the door opens*
Akutagawa: "..."
lucy: um... hey sku-
Akutagawa: *GLARE* "...Thank you for not letting me die."
lucy:.... ^^; no problem.
Akutagawa: *GETS UP IN HER FACE* "I do not like being in someone's debt."
lucy: ._.;;;;;
Akutagawa: *points at Dazai, still staring at Lucy* "DAZAI! I have managed not to kill, not for you, but to grow as my own person!"
Dazai: ^^ "And that's just grand--but I think you meant to say that to Atsushi..." *nudges him*
atsushi: .w.;;;;;;
Akutagawa: *turns, looks at Atsushi* "...Hello."
atsushi: *ahem* hello.
Akutagawa: "...She saved me. But I could've handled them fine." >_>;
Dazai: ("Wow. High praise.")
atsushi: ^^; yep, that's lucy for ya.
lucy: =///3///=;
Akutagawa: "Hmm...Well, good for both of you. I need to leave before the Mafia tracks my GPS chip back here and assumes you all kidnapped me."
Kyoka: ._.; "...They're doing _that_ again?"
naomi: ^^;
Tanizaki: *glare*
Akutagawa: "...Oh. Hello. How are you?"
Tanizaki: "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?"
-elsewhere-
beauchamp: hmmm....
???: *cough cough sniff* <Hey, mister--mister! You got a smoke?>
beauchamp: <oh, sorry, i dont smoke.>
???: *pulls out a lighter, illuminating his own face, revealing a scraggily man with missing teeth* <Good for you!>
beauchamp: !!
???: *chuckles* <What's wrong? You wanted to see me, didn't ya?>
beauchamp: .....
???: *coughs, wipes his face* <Mosqueton, as your service!> *holds out his hand...it looks unappealing*
beauchamp: .... <likewise. call me beauchamp>
Mosqueton: <And a good chap you are!> *loud laughter* *wheezes* <...Okay, enough pleasantries. So, you were looking into the Mimic war?>
beauchamp: *looks around* <yes>
Mosqueton: *whispers* <Didn't the history books give you enough info?> *smirks*
beauchamp: ......
Mosqueton: <But you know you can't believe everything you read there...After all, think about the people Mimic must have still hanging about...In your neighborhood...at your local police station...in the president's office...>
beauchamp: .... <what do you know?>
Mosqueton: <I know a few members of our fine society who have been working in the background for Mimic...You ever look into the kidnapping of Alexandre Dumas?>
beauchamp: <kidnapping?>
Mosqueton: -_-; <Work with me here, my fine gentleman...Look him up. He was 'arrested' for being a courier for Mimic. Now, who was the recipient for the mail he was delivering?>
beauchamp: *listening*
Mosqueton: <There's no evidence left--because the prosecutor on the case burned it up.>
beauchamp: !!!
Mosqueton: <As for Dumas, the lad was sent to some black ops prison--the entire case isn't even on public record--they disappeared! That prosecutor did...>
beauchamp: <but why?>
Mosqueton: <Aren't you listening to me? Mimic has its people everywhere--so that prosecutor must have some connection to them. I only know the package Dumas delivered was listed as a recipient at Artagnan Plaza--some chemist--the addressee was listed as 'Colbey' or something...Dumas probably knew something he shouldn't have, so--> *imitates a beheading*
beauchap: .... *gulp*
Mosqueton: <You sure you want to go down this path, my fine sir? If you do, no telling what you'll find--or who will be gunning after you.>
beauchamp:.... <i'm already in this deep...>
Mosqueton: <Yes...You are. Now, about my payment--> *opens a switchblade*
beauchamp: !!!
Mosqueton: <I'll take my payment, now.>
-elsewhere-
valentine: <hey max> ^^
Max: <!!! H-Hey, Valentine!> ^^; <How are you?>
valentine: <just brought my brother to the park for a bit.>
Max: *looks* <He looks like he's having fun...>
valentine: <yeah. how was work for you?>
Max: "..." <Odd.>
valentine: ??
Max: <...You see your step-mom around?>
valentine: <she's at home. why?>
Max: <...I saw her at work.>
valentine: <really?>
Max: *nods* <...And she didn't recognize me.> -_-;
valentine: ^^;
Max: <Any idea what she would be doing there?>
valentine: hmmm...
Max: <I'm not sure, either--we haven't done anything special aside from the relic collection and whatever Mr. Fawkes is up to.>
-elsewhere-
Fernand: "..." *steps away from the phone, enters the living room...*
mercedes: *asleep on the couch*
Albert: *snoozing with her*
Fernand: "..." *sits beside them* "..."
mercedes: zzzz....
Fernand: *tucks a blanket over them*
-elsewhere-
marquis: <you can sleep here if you want.>
Benny: -^-; <...Better than the floor...>
marquis: ^^
Benny: "..." >_>; "..." <Do you know any stories?
marquis: <i do know one.>
Benny: *pulls the blankets around himself, listens*
marquis: <a long time ago, there was a prince. he was very small, and very lonely, as his mama and papa were always elsewhere...>
Benny: <...>
marquis: <one day, the prince left his home, in hopes of finding somewhere he could be loved. at first, he thought he had found it, with a large man in a mansion in the woods. but the man didnt love him the way he hoped, but he pretended to be happy anyway...>
Benny: <Why pretend? Why not leave?>
marquis: *sad smile* <because the prince was so desperate for any kind of love at that point, that he stayed. then, two men came and rescued the prince, and he's been happy ever since.>
Benny: <...> *curls up* <Okay...So, running away was good for the Prince?>
marquis: <in a way. he had finally found a place to call home, and people to call family.>
Benny: <Hmm...Does this family love him?>
marquis: .... <i think so.> *smile*
Benny: <...Okay...> *yawns* *lies, down, closes his eyes*
marquis:....*gets up, rubbing his eyes and exits the room*
Cervantes: *whispers* <Hello! He's asleep?>
marquis: *nods* *sniff* ^^
Cervantes: *concerned look* <You okay?>
marquis: *hug*
Cervantes: <!!!> *pat pat*
marquis:....<thanks>
Cervantes: ^^ <Any time...Want a drink?>
-elsewhere-
Kid: "Feel more relaxed?"
stocking: ^^
Kid: *smiles, rubs her shoulders*
stocking: =w=
Kid: *kisses the back of her neck*
stocking: ah~<3
Kid: *continues massaging* "So cute~"
stocking: =///=
Kid: *hugs her from behind* "I love you..."
-elsewhere-
Chuuya: *drawing...yawns* *looks out the window at the city at night*
mito: *resting by his feet*
Chuuya: "...Mito...Rain..."
mito: *meeew*
Chuuya: *pet pet stroke*
mito: *purrs*
Chuuya: *sad sigh*
-upstairs, the girls are asleep-
sonia: *sleeping peacefully*
miyuri: *sprawled out on the floor* zzzzz
Chuuya: "..." *picks up Mito, walks upstairs*
mito: *mii?*
Chuuya: *goes to the girls' room...sets down Mito*
mito: *walks over to miyuri, licks her cheek*
miyuri: hehehe... =w=
Chuuya: *small smile...picks up Miyuri*
miyuri: zzzzz....
Chuuya: *sets her in bed, tucks her in*
miyuri: =w=
Chuuya: *strokes her head...looks at Sonia*
sonia: mmn....*holding her teddy*
Chuuya: *tucks her and the teddy in*
sonia: *she seems happy*
Chuuya: *sighs* ("...I wish you could see this...")
-silence-
Chuuya: "..." *wipes his face*
-early morning-
Archivist: <Court cases?>
beauchamp: <yes>
Archivist: <Which year?>
-beauchamp explained-
Archivist: <Hmmm...I'm not familiar...Let me open the files for 6 years ago...>
-elsewhere-
Villefort: *sipping tea* <I will be reviewing cases for next week, so I can't be interrupted...>
Valentine: *sighs*
heloise: <im going to be running errands.>
Valentine: <I think I'll call up Francesca...>
Villefort: -_-;
-elsewhere-
Jeje: "Wake up."
mikuni: zzzzzz.... =w=
Jeje: "..." *picks him up...*
mikuni: mmn, that feels nice, darlin'...zzz....
Jeje: -_-; *slams Mikuni into the ceiling*
mikuni: YEOWCH!
Jeje: "Work is starting."
-elsewhere-
Dumas: *snoring*
{Dumas: *his wrists are chained to the interrogation table...he's in a prison jumpsuit...the laces are removed from his shoes* <LET ME OUT, DAMN IT! I DEMAND TO KNOW THE CHARGES!>}
{villefort: *entering*}
{Dumas: *stares, trying to recognize the person...* ("Prosecutor?") <...Who are you?>}
{villefort: <gerard de villefort, as the prosecution.>}
{Dumas: <...Monsieur, I was taken out of my home--it's my wedding day. I don't even know whether she knows I'm here! No one is explaining to me what I'm charged with!>}
{villefort: *examines the envelope*.... !!!!!!!}
{Dumas: <What? It was what my captain asked me to deliver-->}
{villefort: ....<we will investigate this matter immediately.>}
{Dumas: "..." *nods* <When can I be presented to the judge to post bail?>}
{-...-}
{villefort: <as you can see, this man's knowledge of mimic's actions makes him a liability. it makes him a dangerous man. i find it is only fitting to lock him away where his knowledge is unable to harm anyone.>}
{Dumas: <You can't do this! I'm innocent! I don't even know what I had! Please, your honor-->}
{Judge: <I'm inclined to agree. Officers, please escort the prisoner-->}
{Dumas: !!! *shakes*}
{juror: !!! <w-what is that?!>}
{Dumas: *dark energy is around him--as he snaps the handcuffs offs and throws the table into the ceiling lights, knocking them out*}
{-there is panic and screaming-}
{villefort: !!!! <what the devil-->}
{Dumas: *in the dark, he grows only more powerful, before he grabs Villefort by the throat* <YOU LIED TO ME! I HATE BEING LIED TO!>}
{villefort: !!! <GU-GUARDS!>}
{Guard: <Shoot!> *fires a tranq*}
{*the tranquilizers hit Dumas...he's still moving*}
Dumas: *shaking in bed* <No...NO!> *slams his fist onto the bed--smashing its frame*
marquis: <dumas? is everything ok-.... ._.;;; >
Dumas: <...> *sits up* =_=# "..." <What?! YOU'VE NEVER SEEN SOMEONE BREAK THEIR BED?!>
marquis: eep! >^<; <b-breakfast is ready!>
Dumas: <FINE! THANK YOU! IS THERE ORANGE JUICE?!> *pushes the broken bed to the wall*
marquis: <please, dont shout? ^^; >
Dumas: O^O *angry whispering* <WHY NOT?>
marquis: <you'll upset the neighbors.>
Dumas: <...> =_=; <Fine. Good point...> *buries his head under the pillow*
-elsewhere-
Max: <I'm heading out...>
morrel: <take care.> *smiles* .........*sigh*
Max: <...I'll be home at 4. Call me if you need anything...> *sad smile*
-elsewhere-
Izumo: -_-; ("I finished sweeping the apartment, so just need to find food...") *checking cupcakes at the grocery* ("How did I get talked into a 'sleepover'?")
-phone ringing-
Izumo: "???" *answers* "Hello?"
shiemi: hi izumo! when are you coming over?
Izumo: "I'm on my way--I'm just picking up some items." -_-; "...Should I be bringing anything?"
-elsewhere-
Akutagawa: "--then she buried the cleaver into me, nearly killing me, before activating her ability to heal all injuries." *sips tea* "...Hm. This is quite good."
lucy:.....*awkward laughter*
Akutagawa: "...My fatal injuries amuse you?"
lucy: oh no, i didnt mean it that way!
Akutagawa: "In what way, then? What was funny?"
atsushi: anyone want cupcakes? ^^;;
Akutagawa: "...Fine." *takes one* "Who made them?"
atsushi: kyouka did.
Akutagawa: "...Have you been taking good care of her?"
atsushi: of course.
sylvia: *peeks* .~.;;;
Akutagawa: "...And who is that person?"
atsushi: that's sylvia, she's a new member as well.
sylvia: >~<;; *ducks behind the wall*
Akutagawa: "...These are your recruits? In the Mafia, we focus on power..."
atsushi: well, lucy has proven herself willing to give her life for the sake of the agency, just like i did.
Akutagawa: -^- "I could've saved myself--I was busy not killing them and making sure she didn't get killed..."
lucy: and i appreciate that
Akutagawa: "...You're welcome." *bites into the cupcake--gets frosting on his nose*
atsushi: um...you got something on your- *points to his nose*
Akutagawa: "Yes? ..." *looks* "..." *wipes with a napkin* "...Thank you." >\\\\>;
atsushi: ^^;
-CRASH-
atsushi: ?!
lucy: ???
sylvia: EEP! >~<;;
Akutagawa: *already aiming Rashomon* "!!!"
???: "Now, calm down--we're not here to--" *suddenly, his voice goes up in pitch* "OW!" *Tachihara collapses into the room*
Akutagawa: "???"
gin: GIVE RYU BACK!
hirotsu: gin, i understand you're upset, but we need to be diplomatic about this.
gin: diplomatic my ass! *runs into the room and hugs akutagawa* WHY DIDNT YOU ANSWER?!
Akutagawa: O\\\\O; "...I was busy, recuperating from injuries. Also, there were cupcakes."
gin: *glares at atsushi*
atsushi: ._.;;;
lucy: ._.;;;;
Akutagawa: "...Wait, you don't think they injured me, do you?"
hirotsu: *ahem* greetings, armed detective agency, we're just here to recover one of our members.
yosano: he was injured before he got here....granted i helped, but that was to heal him.
Akutagawa: *nods* "Granted, I was first attacked by some fire-users--the same that took the Mafia's bar."
gin: !!!
Akutagawa: "They followed me back here, attempting to destroy the Armed Detective Agency as well."
hirotsu: hmm...
Kyoka: *walks in with more tea* "And obviously we were not destroyed--and Lucy sent the Hell Blaze Gang away."
lucy: *beaming*
Akutagawa: >_>; *opens his mouth to repeat his point--then stops* -_-;
Tachihara: T~T "Who the hell is Lucy?"
lucy: .... that would be me. -_-;
Tachihara: "??? You mean ‘carrots’ over there?"
Akutagawa: *stifling himself*
lucy: *PUNCH* WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE CALLING 'CARROTS'?!
gin: -_-; ignore him, he's a moron.
Tachihara: X___X
Akutagawa: "..." *pokes* "He's not dead, so no need to treat him..." *picks him up* "...Thank you for the shirt."
atsushi:...right... *sweatdrop*
lucy: er-...sorry about your coat.
Akutagawa: "It's fine..." *takes hers*
lucy: D8
Akutagawa: "Let's go home."
gin:....*nods*
-elsewhere-
Joker: "Welcome back!" >w<
nana: =A=;
Joker: "How did you like staying over with Aunt Red?"
nana: it was nice.
Joker: "Does she have nice furniture?"
nana: yeah, it was fancy. we ordered pizza.
Joker: "Oh..." *looks up* "I guess I owe you for that..." *opens wallet*
nana: ??
scarlet: it's fine.
Joker: "Well, owe you for the pizza..." *hands her a $20 bill*
scarlet: um...thanks, i guess.
Joker: "So, when can we have a slumber party?"
scarlet: ... -_-;
-elsewhere-
-knocks-
mrs saint-merand: ?? *opens the door* <oh, heloise, what a surprise!> ^^
Mr. Saint-Merand: -_-; <Hmph.>
Heloise: <Hello.> *smiles* *holds up a box* <I brought tea.>
mrs saint-merand: <oh, how lovely!> ^^
Heloise: <I was hoping we could catch up...> *adjusts her pearl necklace*
mrs saint-merand: <why of course, dear.>
Mr. Saint Merand: *stares at her necklace* "..." ("Familiar...")
Heloise: <Shall I brew?>
mrs saint merand: <are you sure dear, we dont mind->
Heloise: <It would be my pleasure...>
-elsewhere-
Akutagawa: -_-; "I appreciate your concern, but I think this is going too far--"
gin: im seriously not letting you out of my sight for a week!
Akutagawa: "YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME!" >_<# "I WAS DOING JUST FINE!"
gin: DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW WORRIED I WAS?! WE ALREADY HAD YOU GO MISSING ONCE! *hug* i cant....i cant let it happen again...*shaking*
Akutagawa: "..." T~T *hug* "I'm sorry."
gin: *sniff* you're a real jerk sometimes, ryu...
Akutagawa: "I love you, too..."
gin:.....
Higuchi: Q_Q *watching from around the corner*
Akutagawa: "...Can we just have lunch already..."
gin: ..r-right.
Q: i want omurice! ^o^
Higuchi: "!!" *runs back to the kitchen*
Akutagawa: -_-; ("Q gets kidnapped all the time--why do I get in trouble when I do...")
-elsewhere-
Chuuya: "Okay, so there are the tools, the wood planks--"
Motojiro: "The death laser--"
Chuuya: "..." *STARE*
ayako: OwO
Chuuya: "...How...How about instead a kaleidoscope in the treehouse?" ^^;
Motojiro: "Hmm...Colorful...I suppose.............."
leo: perhaps a light show for the reception would be nice?
Motojiro: "...YES...We shall build it!"
-elsewhere-
Kunikida: "Let's not rest on our laurels--you're now in this Agency, so now you're going to start with the grunt work."
lucy: yes sir.
Kunikida: "Good. You're on Ranpo duty."
lucy: *sigh* i figured.
-elsewhere-
Lord Wilmore: <Don't fall behind, sweetie...>
andrea: =~=
Lord Wilmore: *knocks on the door* ^^
lucian: <yes? ah, lord wilmore, please, come in>
Lord Wilmore: <Hello, Lucian--a pleasure to see you again. I am here to leave paperwork for Monsieur Danglars to review...>
lucian: <right this way>
Lord Wilmore: *follows* <Maybe Andrea would like to play with her new friend?>
eugenie: <andrea!> *hug*
andrea: !!!
Lord Wilmore: <Have fun, you two!> *smug wave at Andrea*
Danglars: *in his office, muttering over financial records*
-elsewhere-
Izumo: "Hello? Anyone here?" *looking at the garden*
shiemi: oh, you're here! ^^
Izumo: "Hi..." *holds up bag* "I brought some snacks..."
shiemi: oh how nice! come on, my room is in the garden storehouse.
Izumo: "The storehouse?" *follows* *looking at the garden*
-it's quite a lovely garden-
Izumo: "...It must take you a lot of work to tend to all of this..."
shiemi: it does, but it's worth it. *opens the door*
-inside is quite cozy-
Izumo: "...Um...This isn't bad..." >\\\>; "...Where should I put these?" *holds up the bag*
-elsewhere-
*knock on the 8th's door*
shinra: ??
Ogun: *waves* "Hey."
shinra: ogun! great to see you!
Ogun: "Same!" *hug* "How you holding up?"
shinra: pretty well. *calls out* hey guys! ogun's here!
Arthur: "Finally--pleasant company."
Ogun: ^^;
karin: OwO nozomiiiin~ someone's heeeere~
Petra: "..." *whispers* "I have no idea who he is."
iris: he's a friend.
Petra: "Hmm...I hope he's more dependable than some people..."
rita: ^^;
maki: so what's new with you?
Ogun: "...Is Commander Obi here?" *he's holding some files*
maki: yeah, he's out training in the garden.
Ogun: *nods* "I can wait...I think you, Dr. Itou, and Vulcan may need to hear this...You too, Shinra."
shinra: what is it?
karin: ...
Ogun: "I overheard Commander Huang and Captain Arg visiting Commander Arg...They sounded really upset about what happened to some patients they had...The 6th and multiple hospitals have been transferring burn victims..."
karin: oh jeez...
shinra: ....
Ogun: "The Captain wanted me to tell Obi, especially given where the burn victims have been transferred..."
-elsewhere-
Dr. John: "...Son of a gun." *kicks a garbage can*
sachiko: !!
Dr. John: *she's looking at empty beds* "Burn victims...in comas, moved against my orders...How dare they..."
-there is murmurs amongst the hospital staff-
nurse: how strange...
nurse 2: what about the moriyama girl?
Dr. John: "Everyone, listen up! Do not let another patient be transferred--not until I give Haijima Industries a piece of my mind!" *rolls up a sleeve* "Or my fist!"
-elsewhere-
Scientist: *looking out the window* *sighs* "Get another bed ready..."
*a child lies motionless behind the glass on the stone floor...*
???: right away.
???: "..." *walks up to the glass, staring at both scientists...bangs a fist on the glass*
scientist 2: !!!
???: *muffled through the glass* "Bring me another."
Scientist 1: ^^; *speaks into the microphone* "Take an hour break--you earned it, champ--"
???: *bangs on the glass again* "Another."
Scientist 1: OwO; "..." *looks at Scientist 2* "Get another kid."
???: now come on, they're kids for cripe's sake.
???: *looks at ???, glaring*
Scientist 1: >3< "SHHHHH! Do you want to get killed?!"
scientist 2: always the moral one, eh fujimi?
kahono: well _someone_ here has to.
Scientist 1: -_-; "Then you convince him..." *hands Kahono the microphone*
kahono: kurono, quit being a dingus and take a break for an hour, you'll burn yourself out otherwise!
Kurono: "Hmph...I don't have a lot of time, and a break is just wasting time..." *clenches his fist* "...Get a doctor in here to check on this..."
kahono: *entering and checks on the child*
Kurono: "..."
Child: *knocked out, barely breathing*
kahono:...im so sorry for this, kiddo. *picks them up*
Kurono: "Weakling."
kahono:…
-elsewhere-
Heloise: *walking up the steps, one at a time* "..."
{Heloise: *sets down the tea* <Such lovely cups you have...>}
{mrs saint-merand: <why thank you.> ^^}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: <Hmph.> *sniffs the tea* <What is it?>}
{Heloise: <Hibiscus.> *looks* <Where are your servants?>}
{mrs saint-merand: <oh, we dont have any.>}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: <Yes. You've been here before, haven't you?> *sips*}
{Heloise: "..." *smiles* <Sorry. I'm so forgetful...>}
{mrs saint-merand: *sips hers*}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: "..." <That necklace looks familiar...>}
{Heloise: <...Oh? Does it?> *knowing smile*}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: <...What the hell...?>}
{mrs saint-merand: .... !!! *coughing*}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: *his hand is shaking* <Wh-What...WHAT DID YOU DO?!>}
{Heloise: *keeps sipping her tea*}
{mrs saint-merand: *collapses*}
{Heloise: *smirks* <Well, that settles--GRK!>}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: *strangling Heloise, his hands shaking from the poisoning*}
{Heloise: *desperately swinging her arms at him*}
{Mr. Saint-Merand: *his grip loosens...as he clutches her pearls, ripping them off, scattering them on the floor*}
{Heloise: "?!" *coughing...settles herself, noticing he's convulsing but motionless* "..." *picks up the string of pearls and the ones that fell off* ("That's all of them...") "..." *kicks Mr. Saint-Merand...he's not moving...* *smiles, coughs...* ("Now to wipe the tea set...Well, _my_ tea set...")}
{*she doesn't notice something shining from under Mrs. Saint-Merand's couch...*}
Heloise: *walks into her room, sits on the edge of her bed* "..."
-elsewhere-
Asher: =_= "Why are you doing this to me?" *staring at a roller coaster*
Kanin: *eating cotton candy*
izumi: we thought it'd be a nice change of pace.
lei-lei: yeah!
Saria: "If you don't want the coaster, we can try something else, like bumper cars--"
Asher: "Done. Enjoy getting heart attacks." *walks to bumper cars*
izumi:.. ^^;
Axel: "I'm not scared. The Hell-Scarer 8000 isn't as bad as the Hell-Scarer 9000. I heard this one only had 4 injuries this week--"
zeke: true, true.
Yafeu: *AGGRESSIVE NOMMING ON CANDY APPLE* "LET'S DO THIS!"
-elsewhere-
Shamrock: *vacuuming...lifts the couch up and--* "...TSUBAKI. THEY'RE DIGGING TUNNELS AGAIN!"
Belkia: *pops up, wearing a miner's hat* "We'll get to Asakusa in less than a month!"
otogiri: -_-;
Black Star: "GET OUT OF THERE!" *pulls Belkia up by the neck* "NOW WE GOT TO FILL THIS HOLE!"
Shamrock: "Hmm...Maybe just lay a rug for now..." *sets the rug*
Sakuya: *walks in* "What's all the noise--" *falls through the rug into the tunnel*
Black Star: D8
Shamrock: X_O;
Belkia: "..." *snort laugh*
naho: D8 SAKKUUUUN!!
Black Star: O_O; "We're all so dead..."
Belkia: "What, again?"
Shamrock: X~T
Sakuya: @~@ "Please...Beat the shit out of them for me..."
-elsewhere-
*knock knock on the Agency door*
lucy: ??
*someone outside carrying a futon*
lucy oh, mr katai!
Katai: O~O "H-H-Hello, Lucy...Visiting today?"
lucy: oh, i actually work here now.
Katai: "Oh, I see..." ^^ "...HUH?!"
-atsushi explains what all happened-
Katai: Q_Q "I'm glad I avoided that...After the last time I met Mr. Akutagawa, he got angry with me..."
kirako: oh, katai! please, come on in.
Katai: *walks inside, sits down* "H-Hello. How's the baby?"
kirako: coming along.
yosano: so what's up?
Katai: =_= "I was kept up all night by loud noises..."
yosano: loud noises?
Katai: *nods* "I heard some scuffle outside my window, like someone was stealing from someone. I looked up but didn't put on my glasses in time before the potential thief and the potential victim ran off..."
yosano: hmm...
Katai: "M-M-Maybe someone could do a stake-out--"
Ranpo: "SLEEPOVER."
aya: yeah!
Katai: O_O; "Not what I had in mind--"
Kyoka: "We'll need to order pizza."
-elsewhere-
Izumo: *pointing at the books* "That's the name of this technique, so memorize it--no cutesy nicknames for it."
shiemi: oh... *looks*...... ._.
Izumo: -_-; "Okay, look, your nicknames are a way for you to memorize. So how about we use that to our advantage..." *holds up the book, showing a plant* "This is the osha plant. It is used to ward away spirits. So, what do you nickname this?"
shiemi: kumako-chan.
Izumo: ._.; "...Where did you get that name?"
shiemi: they call it bear medicine, right? kuma means bear in japanese, hence, kumako-chan.
Izumo: "...That...is actually impressive. Okay, so now you need to remember the actual name, so, um, maybe..." *doodles a bear* "This is, um, 'Osha the Bear'?"
-elsewhere-
Beauchamp: =_= *yawns* ("I can't find anything on this 'Dumas'...It's like he really was wiped from public records, not even a birth certificate...") *opens a web page for Judge Villefort...*
-there is a photo of himself, a young blonde woman, and a young blonde girl-
Beauchamp: *reads the caption* " 'Mr. Villefort is seen here with...'" *tries to read the names* "Hmm..." *searches for the name of his wife* <Deceased...> *pulls up family records* ("A few of them are dead--his wife, his dad...That's troubling...") *pulls up a file on Noirtier Villefort...*
-confirmed MIA, assumed to be deceased-
Beauchamp: *pulls up a photo and--* "!!!" *hunts through his photographs of Villefort from following him around town--* "?!" ("That old man in the chair...That's him! Who is he...") *searches the nursing home...* "...COLBY?!"
Librarian: -A- "SHHH!"
Beauchamp: O_O; <Sorry...>
francesca: ._.;;;
Beauchamp: "?!" *whispers* <Hello...>
francesca: <hey.>
Beauchamp: <...This is something big...>
francesca: ??
Beauchamp: <I was given a clue to follow the person in communication with someone involved in Mimic--and I think he knows something about poisoning people during the war...>
francesca: .........
Beauchamp: <And this man is a chemical technician, retired, who I think was the person involved with mimic--Villefort, assumed dead in the war but still alive!>
francesca: !!!!!!!! <y-you dont think....>
Beauchamp: <I do. I think Judge Villefort is involved with Mimic, and when he found out the person he was prosecuting could out his dad's involvement, too, he had the man killed and put his dad into hiding...>
francesca: *shaking*
Beauchamp: <This is big...We can't even go to the cops with this...Hey, you okay?>
francesca: <he.....noirtier....he's my girlfriend's grandfather....>
Beauchamp: <...Oh no...>
francesca:...<i have to know...if he really did kill my father...>
Beauchamp: <...What, we talk to him?>
francesca: hmmm....
Beauchamp: <...> *texting* <I know someone--hang on...>
-elsewhere-
Dabi: *pulls over* "We're here..."
himiko: *looks*
*looks to be a dusty ghost town with a railroad near it...the sign says 'Orion'*
himiko: ooooh.
Twice: "Ooooo..." *snaps a pic on his phone--*
Dabi: *slaps his hand* "Stop. We can't be tracked here..."
Twice: -3-
banshee: ....
Muscular: "What's supposed to be here? It's just sage brush and dust."
Dabi: "Appearances can be deceptive..." *tosses a shovel* "Start digging."
-elsewhere-
Steinbeck: *on the phone* "Sir, I really don't understand what you're--...Okay. Okay! We'll be on the look out...Right...Right..." -_-; "Sir, we don't work for free--" *shouting heard on the phone* >_<# "..." *hands the phone to Emily*
emily: ._. um. h-hello?
???: "--and I said this is important to these kids! How would you like it if you were kidnapped or if I put my boot up your--...Oh, Ms. Dickinson. Hi. This is Salinger."
emily: mr salinger, hello!
Salinger: ^^ "Hello, dear. Spencer, say hello to Ms. Dickinson!"
*a dog barking is heard*
emily: ^^ so, what's the occasion?
Salinger: "I'm afraid I have some bad news--a kid in my neighborhood's friend was kidnapped, and he thinks she's in your area."
emily: oh goodness!
Salinger: "Could you look out for her? I could mail you a news clipping, but that'll take a long time--maybe there's something on the World Wide Web on your computer?"
-elsewhere-
Lord Wilmore: <A pleasure, sir...> *takes the signed paperwork, shakes Danglars's hand*
Danglars: <Yes! I can't believe I get to own your stuff now!>
Lord Wilmore: ^^; <49%, sir...>
-upstairs-
andrea: *staring at the teaset* ...
Eugenie: <It's pretty, isn't it? Mama tells me to be careful so not to break it because she wants it for when friends are over...But she never has anyone over...>
andrea: ......
Eugenie: <...> *smiles* <Maybe you could be Mama's friend, too!>
andrea: !!! .///.;;;
Eugenie: <Mama? Meet my new friend!> *takes Andrea's hands*
andrea: ._.;;;
hermine: ??
Eugenie: <This is Andrea!> *whispers* <She's really shy...>
hermine: ...<h-how do you do?>
andrea: .~.;;;
Eugenie: ^w^ <May we have snacks?>
hermine:...<of course> *heads downstairs*
-elsewhere-
Duncan: *struggling to pick up the 'strong man' mallet to hit the weight to strike the bell* *huffs, puffs* "Hang on...Hang on..."
Axel: "Bro, this is just sad."
zeke: *shakes head*
hibiki: i might die from second hand embarrassment.
Duncan: >3< *swings--and hits the weight's countermeasure--and the weight barely goes up*
Hyde: "Aaaaaaaaaand you got 2 out of 100..."
Asher: "That sucks." *their hair is blown back*
amelia: may i give it a go?
Duncan: "Pfft! Like you can even lift it--"
amelia: *takes the hammer* *intense look* *SHA-WING!*
Kanin: *watches*
-she just knocked the bell off-
amelia:....................oops.
Duncan: Q_Q
Axel: 0_0
zeke: ....bruh.
Kanin: O_O
Hyde: -_-; "...I got to stop running this in Death City..."
-elsewhere-
Chuuya: *sawing*
naoya: *streeeetch*
Chuuya: "...Think they'll like it?"
naoya: hell yeah!
Chuuya: ^^; "Thanks...I just want this to be perfect...Maybe paint some of it with animals..."
naoya: good idea.
Chuuya: "And Kajii and Leo are working on the kaleidoscope...You know what would be cool? Maybe some playground here..."
naoya: maybe a pool?
Chuuya: "Yeah! Wait..." ._.; "I don't know whether Miyuri can swim..."
naoya: i'd suggest starting with an inflatable pool.
Chuuya: "Sounds good--I'll add it to the shopping list..."
-elsewhere-
Heloise: *rubbing her neck*
edouard: <mama?>
Heloise: *quickly turns...nervous smile* <Oh, Eddy...You startled me...>
edouard: <are you ok?>
Heloise: "..." *nods* <Yes...> *picks him up* <Much better...>
edouard: ^^
Heloise: <Hee hee...> *forehead kiss* <Let's make snacks.>
-elsewhere-
Lord Wilmore: <Andrea? Time to go home...>
andrea:...*nods*
Lord Wilmore: <...You okay?>
andrea: *nods nods* ...
Lord Wilmore: <Okay...Wave bye-bye to your friend...> *looks at Mrs. Danglars and Eugenie*
andrea: *wave*
Eugenie: ^w^ *happy wave*
-elsewhere-
Akitaru: "Jeez...This is pretty serious, folks..."
Ogun: *nods*
karin: ......
Vulcan: "I think we're also forgetting something big--this isn't the first time Haijima has been up to some shit. My family, Giovanni's connection to the Hoods, what they did to Lisa--even the 5th's commander was up to sneaky stuff."
shinra: yeeeah... >->;
Akitaru: "And something that's been obvious for a bit...that Viktor was put here by Haijima to keep an eye on us."
Ogun: "...Huh. That...makes a lot of sense."
Takehisa: "Obviously."
Vulcan: "No duh."
Arthur: "Totally."
karin: i fucking knew it.
Relan: ._. ("...I didn't...")
nozomi: !!
iris: ._.
rita: ????
Petra: -_-; *signing* <The Viktor boy is a spy for Haijima--because of course.>
rita: <oh.> .... <wait, is haijima the enemy or no?>
Petra: *signing while talking* <So, now that you know Haijima is the actual threat, when do we treat them like you treated the Church?"
shinra: *looks to oubi*
Akitaru: "..." *looks to Karin* "I don't suppose you could find some floor plans for their buildings?"
karin: just leave it to me!
Vulcan: "I also may have some jamming equipment to see if we can listen into their security guards' PA system."
-elsewhere-
Noirtier: *sitting by his window* "..."
-two nurses enter-
francesca:...
Noirtier: "..." *smirks* <You're new...>
Beauchamp: "..."
francesca: <do you need anything?>
Noirtier: <Yes...Do you intend to kill me here, or kidnap me first?>
francesca: ._.; <erm...>
Noirtier: <Oh, come now--you're so transparent. Do you know how long I've waited for this? Just--Just pour the water already, and let's chat...>
francesca: .......
Noirtier: <Now, then, what did you want to ask me?>
francesca:.... *shaking*
Beauchamp: <Mr. Colby...or, should I say, Mr. Noirtier...>
Noirtier: *smiles* <Who told you?> *looks at Francesca* <Oh, come off it--are you a welp or an adult? Just spit it out!>
francesca: <monsiour d'epinay, did you kill him?>
Noirtier: <D'Epinay? Oh, I was stationed with him...Heh...He convulsed for minutes...>
francesca: !!!!!!!
Beauchamp: <Sir! You killed this woman's father?!>
Noirtier: <I killed them all.>
francesca:......*she collapses*
Beauchamp: <!!!> *picks her up, supports her head*
Noirtier: <Pity...Where's a nurse when you need one...>
francesca: <why you->
Noirtier: <Why? Have you seen this nation, this continent?> *coughs* <After the horrors I've seen, I'd rather see it all burn, so something else could be built...>
francesca: <shut up...>
Noirtier: *smirks* <Or what? I've been running my mouth longer than you've been alive-->
-PUNCH-
Noirtier: *knocked out of his wheelchair*
francesca: <YOU SON OF A BITCH!> *kicks*
Noirtier: *collapsed, wheezing* <St-Stop! Help me!>
Beauchamp: *too stunned to do anything...*
francesca: *tries to strangle him*
Nurse: *breaks down the door* <Stop! You'll kill him!> *grabs Francesca*
francesca: <let go of me!>
Nurse 2: *grabs Francesca by the hair*
Nurse 1: *pulling away Francesca's arms*
Noirtier: *coughing* <Get her away!>
-elsewhere-
sonia: *writing*
Chuuya: *wipes his brow* *looks*
sonia: *looks up, wave*
Chuuya: *smiles, waves...walks into the school, looking at the halls' walls*
-there are several posters and drawings by the kids-
Chuuya: *smiles, laughs a bit* ("Where's Sonia's...")
-the is one with a drawing of a girl in a sundress in a field of sunflowers-
Chuuya: "???"
-it has sonia's name on it-
Chuuya: "Wow..."
teacher: quite amazing, isnt she?
Chuuya: "Hmm? ...Yes, she is. Thank you."
teacher: ^^ its quite remarkable, she's so mature for her age group.
Chuuya: ^^; "I keep telling her that..."
teacher: *chuckle* ^^
Chuuya: "I was just here to pick her up..."
teacher: ah.
Chuuya: "How is she? Is she getting along okay?"
teacher: she seems to be doing well.
Chuuya: "...Good. It's been a big adjustment again for her..."
teacher: i've heard...
Chuuya: >_>; "I'm kind of worried whether she's making friends..."
teacher: she does talk to her classmates, but spends more time talking with the teachers.
Chuuya: *nods* "Yes, she tends to get along better with some adults..."
teacher: truth be told, we're considering having her skip ahead a few grades.
Chuuya: "Oh? That would be a big change..."
teacher: it would indeed.
Chuuya: "I think I'll talk with her, too..."
teacher: *knocks* sonia, your father's here.
sonia: ok. *collects her belongings and exits into the hall*
Chuuya: "Hi, Sonia. How are you?"
sonia: good. *hug*
Chuuya: ^^ *hug*
-elsewhere-
Kuro: *paws at cupcake*
mahiru: ok, now we need three eggs.
Kuro: =_= *picks up eggs* "Here. Where do I put them?"
mahiru: crack them open and put them into the bowl.
Kuro: "I was kidding..." *tosses the shells* "Stir now, or..."
mahiru: *nods*
Kuro: *stirs* "What flavor will these be, when can we eat them, and where's the frosting?"
mahiru: it's a strawberry cake for the school bake sale.
Kuro: "...That doesn't answer 'when can we eat'..."
mahiru: we'll have the second cake later.
Kuro: =_= "Fine...I'll help bake these for your bake sale..." *stirs more slowly*
-elsewhere-
Kyoka: *rolling up a sleeping bag* "We'll also need soda."
sylvia: *nod nod*
tamaki: oh, hey kyouka!
Kyoka: *shiny eyes* "Tamaki." *hug*
tamaki: ^^
sylvia: um...h-hi...
Kyoka: "Sylvia, this is Tamaki. She saved me at the Sports Festival."
sylvia: n-nice to...m-meet you... .~.;;;
tamaki: shy?
sylvia: eep! >~<
Kyoka: "Yes. Her ability has not been a lucky one."
tamaki: i can relate. too well. *excalibur face*
Kyoka: *sympathetic pat* "We were getting ready for a stake-out / sleepover."
tamaki: oh, sounds fun.
Kyoka: *nods* "This will be a first for Sylvia since joining the Agency." *whispers* "We're worried about organized crime around a friend's apartment."
tamaki: jeez.
Kyoka: "So be careful...We already had the Hell Blaze Gang attack us. And some weird fire woman with an eye mask..."
tamaki: !!!!!! what did her eye mask look like?
Kyoka: "??? Like a Burger King crown? It was in the Nether months ago--"
tamaki: holy-..*shakes* y-you were lucky to get away, that person, she's....*looks around and whispers* she's part of a group called the knights of the ashen flame. all im gonna say is that they're bad news.
Kyoka: "I know. They ripped my friend Atsushi to bits, then burned the bits, then burned him alive again. Twice."
tamaki: D8
Kyoka: "He got better. He can regenerate."
tamaki:.....bruh...just....bruh.
Kyoka: "He's also the weretiger, so he also has a cat theme."
tamaki: ....riiight. ^^;
sylvia: .~.;;
Kyoka: "It's better now. We have more recruits now, and we put a fundamentalist extremist into prison."
tamaki: wow, you've been busy. we've been busy too, but that's classified info, sadly.
Kyoka: "I understand. Good luck with confidential work."
-elsewhere-
Hyde: "Here you go..." *hands a neon glow-stick necklace*
izumi: thanks hyde! ^^
Hyde: "Don't mention it. Say hi to Soul for me!"
Axel: *wearing a balloon hat* "Need the bathroom before fireworks. Bro, I entrust this to you..." *hands off the balloon hat*
zeke: *salutes*
hibiki: *looking for a good spot*
*looks to be an open spot on the hill...*
hibiki: how about there?
Duncan: "Allow me to roll out the blankets..." T~T
izumi: ^^
Asher: *their face is painted* ._.
Saria: ^^ *sits on the blanket, pats a spot next to her*
lukas: *takes a seat*
Kanin: "Here you go, Amelia."
amelia: *noms on cotton candy*
Kanin: ^^
Yafeu: *putting on 'fireworks glasses' "KALEIDOSCOPIC!"
lei-lei: ^^
*the PA system turns on*
???: "Is this thing on? Hello?"
???: "You're already pressing the button, Lord Death..."
lord death: ah yes, welcome to the festival everyone! how's everybody doing tonight?
Sid: -_-; ("They can't respond--")
Audience: "YAY!"
lord death: are you ready for some fireworks?
Audience: "YES!"
lord death: alrighty! let's get this party started!!
*WHEEP* *something fires into the sky before exploding into a firework*
amelia: wow!
Axel: *runs up* "Crap! What have I missed?"
*another shoots off to form a skull head*
-clapping-
-elsewhere-
valentine: *knocks*
*no answer*
valentine: <grandma? grandpa? it's me!>
*no answer still*
valentine: ... (maybe they're asleep...) *tries the door*
*it opens...*
valentine: !!! *coughing* *dialing 112*
Dispatcher: <112, what's your emergency?>
valentine: <there's a gas leak in my grandparent's home!>
Dispatcher: <Please give me the address to send emergency.>
-she explains the situation-
Dispatcher: <Emergency is on its way. Are your grandparents in the house?>
valentine: <i dont know, should i check? i tried to call them but they wont answer!>
Dispatcher: <You should not be in there to breathe--you need to leave to let emergency provide oxygen to your grandparents...>
-elsewhere-
Heloise: "..." *knocks on Villefort's bedroom door before walking in*
villefort: <it's open.>
Heloise: *already inside...locks the door behind her* <...Gerard...> *walks up to him...*
villefort: *turns-*
Heloise: *holds onto him in a hug*
villefort: !!!!!
Heloise: *kisses his cheek down to his lips*
villefort: <ah- what's gotten into you?>
Heloise: *downcast eyes* <Gerard...I was so lonely...I just want to be close to you...>
villefort: .....
Heloise: *rubs a hand over his chest, leans against him* <I'm sorry for being so cold...Gerard...I love you...>
-elsewhere-
francesca: ......
Beauchamp: *sitting in a jail cell* =_= <Well, I can add this to my resume...>
Jailer: <Hey, are you Beauchamp and d'Épinay?>
francesca:....<what about it?>
Jailer: *opens the door* <Bail posted.>
francesca: <wait, really?>
Beauchamp: ._.;
Jailer: <He's outside for you...>
francesca: *looks*
Lord Wilmore: *waves*
francesca: ....
Beauchamp: <Um...Thank you, sir-->
Lord Wilmore: <Lord Wilmore.>
-elsewhere-
Kid: *crawls into bed*
shiori: *peek*
stocking: oh, seems we have a visitor.
Kid: *smiles* "Hey, Shiori..." *waves*
shiori: *crawls into bed with a picture book* story book!
stocking: want us to read to you??
shiori: *nods*
Kid: *takes the book, opens it up* "Pretty drawings, aren't they?"
shiori: *nods and points*
Kid: *looks*
-seems to be a book of fairy tales-
Kid: "Any particular tale to start?"
shiori: dat one.
Kid: " 'Beauty and the Beast,' huh? Sure! 'Once upon a time, in a castle far away...'"
-elsewhere-
Katai: >_<; "It's kind of cramped in here..."
aya: *noms on taiyaki*
Kyoka: *sitting under the kotatsu* =w=
Ranpo: *sipping ramune* "What's with all the cat toys? You adopted one now?"
sylvia: ._.
Katai: O\\\\\\O "..." *looks out the window* "L-Let's just look for those loud crooks..."
atsushi: ....
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2018 .
another year down .. it went by very fast didnt it ? time is going by even faster .
2017 was a year full of roller coasters .. a lot of ups , but equally as many downs . i usually reflect my year in Dec/Jan so here it goes . January: I started school again . BIG step , considering i was out for 2 years before then . i remember how excited yet nervous i was . im so glad i did it . It was also the month that my good friend from high school , Brandon , told me that he was getting deployed (he’s in the army) in Feb . i was scared , but all i could do was pray for him to come back home alive . he came back home last month (Dec 2017) safe and sound . i thanked God for watching over him . unfortunately , a few days later , my dad got a heart attack .. now THAT was the scariest moment of my life . i still remember that day very clearly . it haunts me every time . ill never forget the sight of my dad holding his chest , sliding down the couch , and grabbed my hand for his life , grasping for breathe . after 3 days being in the hospital , he was discharged with meds and a new plan for his diet . my mom was by herself at work so my siblings and i had to go out to help while my dad was in the hospital . i knew how scared she gets when shes by herself . my dad and i werent on good terms for a year until this moment happened . i guess we both realized that life is so short and that anything could happen in a second . more importantly , im so glad he’s okay til this day . On a happier note , that was also the month that i purchased my first firearm ! so bad ass right ? The beginning of the year was rough , but it got better ! February: Had dinner with Brandon and Aimee b4 he got deployed . Again , i prayed for his safety . I went to a concert (william singe and alex aiono) , which was so fun . Not much happened that month . Had a valentine’s day dinner with the girls and with an old friend .
March: this month was important because thats when i found that my sister was having a boy!! amazing news right ? and i could finally be an aunt ! I also watched the Lion King on broadway . i think thats a pretty cool thing to mention , right ? it was such a good show !
April: Finals month ... ugh . also my bday month .. didnt do anything cuz all my finals were on the week of my bday . Got my car fixed that month too after that bad car accident . ugh . May: went to a friend’s dowry , did my first 5K bubble run , went to a house warming party , picked up my mom from her 2 week vacation . she deserved it . Did i mention it was the first semester that i start a nursing course ? nerve-wracking!!
June: My sister’s baby shower . SO FUN ! i decorated everything and bought this beautiful cake . everything was obviously blue :) i also remember having A LOT of exams back to back . not fun at all .
July: My nephew was born .. it was the best day ever . it changed my life . i am an auntie !! he made everyone so happy and everyone was so happy to see him . it was nice to see my whole family together and happy . I also went to a really fun wedding that month .
August: After a brutal semester and final , I WENT TO LA !! its been forever since ive been on vacation !! i prefer to go with friends , but i went with my siblings . ups and down on that trip and wouldnt wanna travel again with them unless my parents were there . lesson learned and long story . still have pictures that i havent posted from that trip !
September: went to birthday dinners , a wedding , apartment warmings , a “bachelor” party (lol) and started school again . This was also the month that one of the doctors at DH passed away from breast cancer . it was a very gloomy time for my coworkers . i wasnt at work when everyone found out , but ive heard about it . everyone didnt want to work . the atmosphere completely changed . I went to her funeral , but only the beginning part . instead of being sad , we celebrated her life as a doctor and her passion for her career . it was a sad time and the world lost such a talented person . RIP Dr. Stanfield. at the end of the month my friend dan got married at city hall , which was everything he wanted . didnt have to spend a lot of money at all ! October: My friend threw a huge house party for his birthday . parties are not like they use to be . but because most of the ppl there were older , there wasnt much drinking or playing games , which was the sucky part . no one really wanted to do anything . not sure why , but it is what it is . Also did a photoshoot that month , which i havent done in a long time . forgot how much fun it was .
November: Ughhhh drama month out of all the other months , only because this girl is totally obsessed with her ex and hes literally the only thing she talks about . basically we went to the club and she KNEW he was gonna be there yet she decided to come with us . okay . she sees him , starts freaking out , gets all dramatic like “OMG he totally saw me” type of dramatic . it actually went as far as “i could get him kicked out RIGHT NOW if i wanted . i KNOW the bouncers here , dont test me” yeup .. DRAMA . it was entertaining at the same time . my mistake was that she could handle herself . no , she was totally sloppy and even fell.. in front of her ex .. nbd -.- GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER . i stopped hanging out with her .. i couldnt handle it the negative vibes . she came to the thanksgiving party the week after and of course she brought that weekend back and started venting about how she saw her ex and shit . i honestly didnt care . Anyways , thanksgiving with the sister’s in laws was alright . there was some questionable food that i had no idea what the mom was cooking though .. it was some weird things .
December: went to a holiday party , met and saw some friends . it was a good time ! that was also the month that i thought i was gonna fail but ended up passing in the end . THANK GOD . the whole week after the final , i literally went out every day to go drink . you can tell how much stress i was under . lol . i noticed that i was getting a cough , so i cooled down on the drinking after that week . figured i should take care of myself right ? i watched a cirque du soleil show . fantastic as usual . My friend duy asked me to part of this pageant because there was not enough girls .. hmm ... well i didnt wanna just compete because there werent a lot of girls .. so he sat me down and literally gave me a power point show as to why i should join . LOL . i appreciated the time and effort , so id do it for a friend in need . it’ll be fun ! maybe not intense as miss massachusetts but it’ll be a good experience . a big accomplishment that month was when i went snowboarding for the first time in my life !! omg it was so much more fun that i thought it was ! i was hesitant to go because my student that passed away from a snowboarding accident (RIP) , but i couldnt be afraid forever .. it was for him :)
And nooow .. we are in January !! crazy how much has happened in a year .. my resolution this year , besides spending time with my brother , is be more carefree and not care what other ppl think . i think i need to focus on being happy instead of trying to please others . i was told by someone .. that i should be myself more and ppl will see how fun/funny i am . haha , maybe i should ! i will def try . ive kept my guard up for a long time around a lot of ppl and i know ill regret it 50 years from now when im old . im gonna wish i was myself more .
as for you .. yes you .. you know exactly who you are .. i left a section specifically for you . its been a while .. a long while actually . you may or may not still read my .. “journal” .. i might just be writing this for no one to read and now one will ever see , but i guess ill never know . and its okay . even though youre not here anymore and you may not ever be anymore , im living my life the best way that i can , going through life like i never knew you . has it been hard ? yes . am i forgetting our memories ? .. i might have .. i mightve even forgotten what you look like . i dont go on your social media and you are prob doing the same . i think of you from time and time , but not in the way that you think . in a way that i hope you are doing well and only sending you positive vibes . i still pray for you and ask you to be watched over . anyways . i know youre mad .. and i understand . you’ll always have a hold of me .. but eventually .. i have to let that go .. or at least i have to learn how to . i miss our friendship , but i guess if i care about you that much .. i cant be selfish anymore . and i promise that after this , i wont be writing about you anymore .. it’ll all just disappear eventually .. my wish to you is to find happiness . i hope you can promise me that .. take care of yourself .
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