#besties we are going THROUGH it
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Turns out, trying to explain a rare and misunderstood disorder to someone that you
1. crave comfort and validation from
2. but also know to be very ignorant even at the best of times
can blow up in your face spectacularly.
Who knew?
#apparently not me.#besties we are going THROUGH it#I tried to tell my mom about DID lmao#right after she found out I relapsed on self harm#god. I know better than this#why am I so fucking stupid sometimes?#why did I have to open up my mouth#oh and she also called gay people disgusting repeatedly today#to which my dad agreed#whilst I sink ever deeper into the closet.#they’re going to bury me in this closet. I just know it.#there’s so much more I just#can’t.#I apologize to any poor soul that accidentally reads this I’m just venting#might delete later lol#personal
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Anyway I'd actually like to die today
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Thoughts of a newly resurrected girl
#dungeon meshi#farcille#falin touden#marcille donato#falin x marcille#welcome to my yuri mind palace ^ _ ^#i think falin is going through it basically. i think marcille is putting her through hell#Marcille is like we are GIRL BESTIES <3 let me touch you ever so tenderly I MISSED YOU SO MUCH !!!#but let's not talk about it or anything too deeply haha.#sorry that i think marcille is repressed. sorry. but i believe with the character development she goes through during the manga#that will change#falin can fix her#my art
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#final fantasy#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7 dirge of cerberus#final fantasy vii dirge of cerberus#cait sith#vincent valentine#reeve tuesti#snap sketches#hello chat.#bestie is going through an ff phase again and im following her#we blitzed through like 3/4 of dirge of cerberus last night VJAELKVJEAKLJV#anyway i think caits cute. im ignoring his crimes#love how i drew these after playing dirge but i drew reeve in his regular suit .... i just wanted to lol ..
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If ur still taking any doodle requests, any of the gobusters cast (: no worries if you have too many though i dont want you pushing yourself too hard or anything <3
woke up, saw this, shouted "ITS TIME FOR BUSTER" and ran to my computer wahah!
Well... more accurately... i rolled over, swiped a loose paper off the floor, and drew up a quick layout in bed with a highlighter cause i wanted to make sure i didn't forget the image while i was brushing teeth aahah
#lol you said don't push yourself so i drew all of them lmao sorry#it was too much work choosing i love them all so so so much#super sentai#tokumei sentai go buster#hiromu sakurada#ryuji iwasaki#yoko usami#masato jin#beet j stag#i love them so much... i miss them so much....#go busters my besties#jin and j are so yoshiko coded btw... peak gold silver duo to me#peak as individuals too but do not separate please... kobayashi... girl you're killing me...#thank you rey for my life... Gobusters fans yay~!#we are skipping and jumping together through the toku quarry#there're explosions occurring behinds us...#it looks sick as hell
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Aroace Riz real but also Fabian is SO clearly in love with him and Riz has no idea
#honestly fabian might not even fully know yet#a core part of fabians character is that he is so deeply afraid of rejection that he is never going to pursue the people he actually wants#i do think he likes Maezy a lot but i think he only knows how to pursue hot toxic women that will discard him at a moments notice#which in a way protects him from ever actually dealing with heartbreak#is he a gay man dealing with comphet? ehh maybe#i could see that#but I think the vibe i get is more about how he has these platonic friends he completely adores and is fully devoted to#and then in another category he has the people that he does not have any actual attachment to that he will allow himself to pursue#and crossing the boundaries in between those two categories or allowing himself to pursue someone he really cares for#would require a level of vulnerability he is in no way prepared for#in his home life he has an emotionally detached mother who is well liked but kind of floats through interactions on a surface level#and a father who is extremely concerned with fame and glory and attention but doesnt seem to have ever stopped moving in his life#genuinely fabian does not know what a safe loving partnership would look like#and we see him constantly oscillating between emulating his mother and his father in relationships#but just beneath the surface is a little boy who wants so badly to cling to his loved ones so tight and be squeezed right back#with no way of knowing how to even ask for that if he wanted#and riz is his best friend in the world and he knows on some level that riz is simply not interested in having that kind of relationship#not on the level fabian needs#but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion#theyre just friends! just besties! fabian never has to reckon with his own loneliness or harmful patterns#if he channels all of his yearning for closeness onto his best friend#anyway! this boy needs therapy#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fabriz
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gymnast kaito x sharpshooter shinichi meet-cute in the olympics au
#kaishin#i can already hear my brain going BUT SOCCER PLAYER SHINICHI RAAAAAAHHHHH#but shapshooter shinichi tho cmoooon CMOOONN#yall have seen the olympic athletes yall have seen the flavor#i saw yeji and yusuf and im like OKAY SHINICHI SHARPSHOOTER#also gymnast kaito this is canon in my brain idc#i would love to see kaito's floor routine like pleaaaaaseeee#also that one epke zonderland london 2012 high bar routine but make it kuroba fucking kaito RAAAAHHH#also also in my mind shinichi would only wear glasses and he'd affectionately call it 'conan'#idk a whole lot about the olympics and either sports so im not confident enough to make hcs#thats why im just yapping here LOL#might binge watch some olympics related videos and articles later idk#yell some hcs for this au at me I'd love to know!!!!!!#dc prattles#ALSO FUN IF KAITO GREW UP IN PARIS AND HE'S REPRESENTING FRANCE WHEWWWW#but it's also fun if kaishin are both team jp and theyret meeting for the first time yippeeee#akai would be shinichi's coach maybe 🤔#also i looked it ip and apparently karate was removed from the official olympic games FUCK but WE DONT CARE BECAUSE#OLYMPIC ATHLETE BESTIES SONOSHINRAN MY BELOVED I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU#anyway sonoko in gymnastics ran in karate and sharpshooter shinichi WOW WOW WAIT MY BRAIN HAVING A MASSIVE ROT RIGHT NOW#oh you just know sonoko does all those tiktoks with a shy but excited ran and completely forced to participate shinichi LMAO#kaishin meet through sonoko ofc 👀👀👀#sonoko and kaito are besties too and are familiar with each other for both being in the gymnastics scene#anyway kaito and shinichi meet and kiss and fall in love#ALSO SHINICHI THIRSTING OVER KAITO'S MUSCLES LMAOOOO#AND KAITO THIRSTING OVER A FULLY CLOTHED SHINICHI POISED FOR A SHOT LIKEEEE#oh they wanna makeout real bad i fear#ALSO KAITO IS THAT ONE ATHLETE WHO KEEPS STEALING THE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS IN THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE LMFAOOOO#the tiktoks of that guy was so funny lol i just know kaito would do the same#you know what maybe I should've just typed this on the post and not on the tags but it's too late now LMAO i want more of them tho omg 😳
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Elain stans have such a weird relationship with Nuala and Cerridwen and I genuinely can't tell if they just choose not to look at the optics of that dynamic or what...
#like the whole situation with emerie is terrible but boy oh boy is the nuala and cerridwen think like thirty times more out of line#like i earnestly need someone to tell me what there personality are? which is nuala and which one is cerridwen?#'elain and them are besties!'#elain was their job#they are quite literally servants with no personality#'and nuala and c are gonna dress elain'#right....bc yall want them to handmaidens to elain not her friends#tell me one thing we know - in five and a half books - about nuala and cerridwen#and the only time we even learn backstory about them#its when amren and f/eyre are going on a pretty nasty joke spree on their conception#'at least they make good spies' like pls don't piss me off#anti sjm#anti sjm: nuala and cerridwen#like (1) if you go through their tags its just elain.elain.elain.elain#like yall are nooooot winnning the optics war#anti sjm: stans being stans#and even though i think sjm is to blame - I'm not placing this all on her#i think some of yall are just weird
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lewis pullman and danny ramirez arrive at the 80th annual golden globes awards
#sorry if these sucked#i tried my best to get rid of the watermark and this was the best i could do#we were robbed of so much fanbob interactions in the movie#but at least they always pulled through with all the pics + this#they’re my besties#lewis pullman#danny ramirez#*gifs#mine.#time to go to paris™️
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like is any other show going to make me wander around my kitchen for 30 minutes rambling on and on and on a la podcast-style about why the reunion scene was so beautiful and transcendent on some random thursday evening.
ooooo max (or literally Anyone Else) ooooo you want to capitilize off that passion so bad. you want to SO so bad. you want to realize that there's still so much fire and excitement left in the fanbase and that we'd follow you to the ends of the earth ooooooooo.
#OFMD#i am JUST :)))))))))))))))#emy i'm weeping at your feet since we both similarly seem to be going through it right now#but man#MAN#UNIVERSE IT WOULD BE SOOOOOOO COOL OF YOU BESTIE
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the difference between zosopp and sanuso (romantic OR platonic) is that Usopp is Zoro's specialest little guy and Zoro is someone Usopp hangs out with and looks up to and hides behind when things get scary, but Sanji and Usopp are best friends. They horse around, they beat each other up, they confide their worst fears trying to one up each other. Usopp hides behind Sanji sometimes, sure, but idk, Sanji's weaknesses are more obvious (bugs, fighting women, etc) so there are times when Usopp has to stand in front of Sanji too, yknow?
Like, how do I say this, all the crewmates are equal- Usopp and Zoro are equals- but with Sanji it feels like more... comradery? Zoro's a rock in a terrible storm- even rocks tend to get weathered and chipped and worn down, but they overall stay strong and steady. He has trouble being vulnerable and there are times when the burden he's placed on himself to keep the crew safe is crushing his chest. Usopp would help with that and be very understanding, but the point I'm trying to get with that is that those moments are few and far between. So I feel like Usopp, especially after Water 7, would take Zoro's lead on something like that, and keep most of his worries to himself or only talk about them sparingly unless they're really bad and/or he can't hide them.
Sanji is like a tree in a storm; he can be strong, yes, but it feels like he bends and sways with the storm, and has more obvious breaking points. He can relate more to Usopp's struggles rather than resorting to blunt honesty that might border on callous like Zoro. And while, with Zosopp, I tend to think of scenarios with Zoro being blunt like that as a good thing- because sometimes when you're spiraling, it's nice to have someone say exactly what's great about you and shoot down all your worries with straight facts that you can't argue with- I can also see this as being a bad thing. Anxiety can really twist up your brain sometimes, you know? And despite the words, the tone could still mess someone up if they're already feeling like a burden on others in some way.
With Sanuso it's a lot more understanding and thoughtful words. It's distractions and comfort food and patience- the kind reserved for Usopp- until Usopp talks about whatever's troubling him. Compared to Zosopp, it doesn't take as long for Usopp to open up, since he's done the same thing to Sanji at times and it's more familiar to him to talk and commiserate with Sanji about his worries and doubts and such. However, there are times stuff like this has absolutely no effect and Sanji will end up at a loss, no idea what to do or how to help over the course of several days with Usopp being quiet and keeping his distance, and he'll end up working himself up about it which will only serve to make Usopp feel worse and. yeah. bit of a vicious cycle with them.
So it's like. Usopp can be weak with both of them, but since I see Sanji as the type of guy who'd be more open with his worries (at least compared to Zoro), there's less of a need to 'perform' and be his best self around him. He's comfortable around Zoro, yes, but he is constantly wanting to show that he won't be a problem to him. On the other hand, while he's more open with Sanji, and Sanji with him, they tend to relate a bit too much with each other and they both have issues with causing trouble for others and being 'deserving of love' so failed attempts at consoling one hurts the other and creates an unpleasant cycle of misery and avoidance before some other crewmate (Zoro) tells them to quit being stupid and just fucking talk to each other.
#one piece#sanuso#zosopp#long post#nemotime#does this make sense or is this the ramblings of a person who's only got 3 hrs sleep#bc thats me. 3 hrs sleep. ugh#listen okay its like. zosopp has their own growing pains to get through yknow? zoro will eventually get the whole#'oh usopp isnt as open with me bc he wants to seem tough and is also kind of doing the same thing i do. thats bad for him'#and it'll be a whole thing about making a promise between the two of them to try and be more honest with their fears and seeking help#when they need it#the sanuso thing is like. i hope i didnt mean to make it seem like sanuso is 'better' or w/e bc its just a different thing#sanuso got their own problems to sort out. 1. Sanji's everything 2. boundaries on special treatment-#i'm not gonna go seriously into this but both relationships start out not the best and get better over time yknow#also i know usopp's afraid and freaking out a lot but for this post i meant his deeper fears and insecurities#not 'i've got can't-go-on-this-island disease' lmao#the tl;dr of this post is: Usopp is more closed off with Zosopp. Usopp and Sanji have similar issues that cause problems with Sanuso.#also the way i see these ships will probably change at some point. who knows#there was a post i saw recently that was like 'hey sanuso bc romance trio were already chill with each other so sanuso became chill with#each other in an 'alone together' type of way and also they have the same issues' and i thought 'wow so true bestie' and here we are#also. man. usopp taking on / copying the behaviours of his loved ones regardless of his age is just. my jam. in a positive or negative way#maybe i'll make a post about that explaining it more. maybe
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When the Rio leaks (re: her relationship with Agatha) dropped, I didn't believe them because I didn't think a Disney-run Marvel would allow for that.
However, in conversations regarding when the MCU might actually the queer, I considered Agatha a possibility - in part because of Kathryn Hahn, but in part because of something else.
In the grand scheme of things, Agatha doesn't matter.
Now, let me explain that, because I love Agatha and I'm loving the show. I don't really think she doesn't matter but—
-sighs-
Agatha Harkness was only supposed to be in WandaVision. She was not intended to have her own show, she was not intended to have multiple appearances, she was not intended to necessarily show up again.
Agatha Harkness gained her own show on the basis of Jac's writing, Kathryn's performance, and the fans' reaction to her.
But Agatha does not matter to the grand scheme of whatever is happening in this saga of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. If she was, Kathryn would have been signed on for multiple things when she signed on as Agatha the first time, Jac would have known early on that she would be continuing Agatha later, etc. etc.
What this means is that a Disney-run Marvel could use Agatha's show as a testing ground for all of the queer.
It's an indicator of what the average viewer wants and enjoys.
If it does well, then the Disney/Marvel conglomerate can feel more assured about future queer content (particularly when it comes to characters like Billy and Teddy and America).
If it does NOT do well, then Agatha and all of the characters herein (minus Billy and Teddy) can be written off because they don't need them for anything in the future anyway. They're just here because the fans loved Agatha and WandaVision. They don't matter.
And it does feel very much like that's what they're doing with Agatha All Along. They gave Jac more leeway to write a queer story, and she's hitting it out of the park, as are each of the actors portraying their characters. They're doing SUCH a good job.
But this really is about audience perception.
So I hope that the show does well for more than just us queers here on tumblr.com.
(And I honestly don't know how to gauge that.)
#musings#agatha all along#agatha spoilers#agatha harkness#i mean this isn't really spoilers but#this is more me theorizing about external stuff#i'm not trying to fearmonger#but besties we want this show to do well#because if it doesn't?#disney's going to assume queer stories don't make back their money#and they're going to be less likely to allow them through marvel in the futurw#*future
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I was thinking that phos and vash would be bestfriend if they ever meet but then i realised that the being ‘phosphophylite’ is no longer here anymore (cries at the latest chap of hnk)
#houseki no kuni#hnk spoilers#hnk phos#hnk manga#phosphophyllite#trigun stampede#trigun spoilers#trigun vash#vash the stampede#what if we go through religious horror together as bestie#hnk x trigun crossover#studio orange#studio orange pls give ss2 hnk#after ss2 of trigun finished#we dont deserve these two and the world had failed them#tristamp#vash would be a better friend than all of the gems that phos had#they do be trauma bonding#they did nothing wrong#the fact that young vash and phos have the same VA just add more irony#land of the lustrous#phos and vash being friend is the equivalent of jesus and buddha being friend i have seen saint oniisan to know how this will end up
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This is why Arya stans hate the "Stark sisters 4ever" nonsense btw, because people don't know how to write it without turning Arya into a prop and making her whole character revolve around serving Sansa
#you know what now I hope they never reconcile just to spite the clowns who come up with these theories#Arya's going to be besties with Jeyne Darcy Asha Meera Missandei and Dany and give us the sisterhood we deserve#going into book six and Sansa still hasn't reflected on how she treated Arya or her classism the sisters being besties is not happening#and after everything she's been through? Arya isn't going have the patience to silently take it and she shouldn't!
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#hi besties ive been gone awhile yet again. im drowning in work brrr#my uni + visa requires a bunch of medical tests which means i need to combat needles yet again 😖#also went shopping yesterday and yhe day before and it was not an enjoyable process👎but! i managed to get clothes i actually like so yay!#my gre prep and internship work is so-so... i dont have a lot of time to wrap them up... lets see#also its cricket t20 world cup season which is like my bread and butter xD#we won the match last night! today is Afg vs Ban and we are all rooting for Afg to win so that Aus doesn't enter the semis 🥲#(the Aus cricket team is insane/pos and i loveeee them but cmon home country comes first xD)#dad and I are watching the match live from the hospital lmaoo#anyway thats what's up with me i hope i get back to tumblr properly sometime and actually get to go through some of my besties' blogs soon#bc my dashboard doesn't show any of my friends :((#megumi in the tags
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I love Bendy and Cup's friendship bc they give the vibes of after everything and having their own lives or whatever, one of them will randomly walk in through the door at 2 AM and crash on the other's couch bc their bud's house was closer from the bar they were at then their own
And the other just wakes up the next morning like "Really man? Did you at least lock the door?" "Ya duh who do you take me for? An idiot???" "Well clearly bc you left my milk open on the counter last night" "Oh. Ya sorry I was drunk"
#orb ponders#I need someone to understand what I mean#This is an image that is so clear to me#Like Bendy's s/o is just like “Why is Cup on our couch????” “Idk he does that sometimes. Should we have breakfast here or at a diner?”#“Wait is Cup having breakfast with us?” “I mean. Obviously. He's still here. Would be rude not to.”#Bendy needs to marry Alice bc she's the only one that's going to vaguely understand that dynamic#They're the dynamic of “My husband and Best-Friend-In-Law”#Cup is an in-law through pure bestie merrit
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