#ben.talks

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we need more travie mccoy/patrick stump

we need more travtrick

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lmao i met in 2023 outside a show (i cropped myself out but) here the picture he was just standing on the street it was so funny because like nobody recognized him just a short man standing smoking on the street

need him carnally

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i need to meet patrick stump as a full-fledged man

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yesterday i took my goddaughter to vote with me because i was baby sitting her. She is 7. I showed her how you get your ticket and what a ballot looks like because she was curious. Before hand i tried to age appropriately explain politics to her. I left out names and just said it was red vs blue and explained each side. I told her i was voting for the future of the country and whats best for the people. I was voting to protect her rights and the rights of every woman and girl, of every person of color, every lgbt person, and every other person with compassion and empathy.

Now i have to deal with the reality that others did not vote that way. They voted for hate and fear. How do you explain to a 7 year why you are upset today? you dont. you smile you say its all going to be ok, but im not sure it is.

im scared for her, im scared for myself, my queer and/or poc brothers and sisters, im scared for all woman, for all abuse victims, for the entire country. Im tired of living through these times. im tired of fighting this battle, but i can and will keep fighting. My goddaughter deserves to live in a country that doesnt belittle and disrespect her. We all do.

to say the least im disheartened, not surprised, but disappointed with the racism, misogyny, xenophobia, homophobia, transphobia, etc that has become  synonymous with US culture over the last decade or so. Im not proud to be an american im tired of it tired of my voice not being listened too and being stepped on

to stop myself before this becomes a millions words long trump i hate you and everything you stand for if you voted for him unfollow me block me i dont care we need change im tired of slipping backwards and backwards

i deserve to live, my loved ones deserve to live, friends and family, woman, poc, etc all deserve to live Fuck you donald trump and all that support him

love wins over hate and we will prevail!

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guys i finally got my testosterone everyone clap everyone cheer it took 4 fucking weeks and 2 different pharmacies lol

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tagged by: @petewentz-

last song: toni by interpol

favorite color: mustard yellow but if you ask people in my life they all think its black

last book: gonna be honest i mostly read fanfic. my favorite book is Frankenstein tho

last movie: a muppets christmas carol

last show: season 16 of big brother

sweet/savory/spicy: i LOVE spicy food

relationship status: single 😢

last thing i googled: cast of the what we do in the shadows movie because its my laptop back ground and my friend asked me about it

current obsession: patrick stump

looking forward to: concerts next year!

idk who to tag SO if you see this do it ig lol

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i am a joetrick lover through and through but my most recent fic that i am writing is peterick (the dynamics work better if its pete and not joe) and it feels like im cheating on my wife

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its all over for you when i finally get my testosterone prescription (CVS will not give it to me) and my new puppy ears come in its all over

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i have the stomach flu becasue i had to go to my moms and dads wedding (long story: but they are getting remarried after being divorced for 15 years)

and im all alone in my apartment throwing up

someone send my patrick stump pictures please i need him rn :(

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should i expand my horizons or keep writing Joetrick smut until I die?