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For Granted
Summary: Your beloved Gregor returns from a weeks-long mission for the clone underground, and after a long night filled with debriefings, he canāt wait to show you just how much he missed you while he was gone.
Pairing: Captain Gregor x f!reader
Warnings: šØ NSFW - SMUT AHEAD šØ, 18+ MDNI, explicit sexual content and language, established relationship, mutual pining, cockwarming, unprotected PiV, edging, delayed orgasm, praise, soft!Dom Gregor, pleasure!dom Gregor?, oodles of fluff, Gregor can't keep his eyes (or hands) off you, color system safe words (only green used), aftercare, this is what I call a plot/smut/plot sandwich.
Word Count: 4,700
A/N: GOBBLE GOBBLE GREGOR GIRLIES. Happy to report I am posting this way earlier than I thought would be possible. (I finally did it @jetii, @captn-trex @lonewolflupeā again thank you for your constant inspiration and encouragement) This is the first smut Iāve ever posted and I guess decided to just go for it. I donāt know what to tell you, I just feel like Gregor would be such a soft and needy little pleasure dom. Okay, bone apple tea my fellow feral goblins. DO NOT PERCEIVE ME.
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It was lateāvery late.
The away team shuttle had touched down hours ago, but before you could greet Gregor properly, Rex had swooped in and intercepted him before he even made it down the gangplank. Their mission to the ruins of Tipoca City had proven successful, and Rex wanted to know everything.
For nearly two weeks, they dove beneath the old cloning facility's wreckage, searching the depths for anything that survived the orbital bombardmentāespecially for anything that could help them better understand the inhibitor chips. As you observed him from across the holotable, you noted the exhaustion that marked your beloved's features. His bloodshot eyes had dark circles beneath them, and though he tried his best to stay alert and focused, the weariness was clearly setting in. Yet, despite his current state, Gregor's gaze kept finding its way back to you, his lips curving into a small smile whenever your eyes met.
You listened and updated the data banks while Rex thoroughly questioned Gregor and his team about their operation. When Rex was finally satisfied with what was recovered, the meeting adjourned. As you gathered your things, you couldnāt help but steal glances at Gregor, hoping this was finally the moment for your long-awaited reunionābut he remained deep in conversation with Rex, their heads bent together. You sighed inwardly but couldn't help glowing with admiration for him.
He was probably the most lighthearted of his brothers, but Gregor showed unwavering dedication to his workāparticularly when it involved Rex. After all, Rex had orchestrated Gregor's rescue from the Empire by sending the Bad Batch to extract him, saving Gregor from the Empire's grim plans for clone troopers like himself.
Rex's relentless pursuit to understand and neutralize the inhibitor chips strengthened Gregor's dedication to the mission. For Gregor, helping Rex wasn't just about loyaltyāit was about preventing other clones from enduring the same fate. This devotion extended to everyone Gregor held dear, including you. He had become not only your lover but your best friend and closest ally in the growing clone rebellion. You had become one of the few anchors in each otherās lives that had been plagued with uncertainty.
From your first meeting, you were irresistibly drawn to himāand he made no effort to hide his magnetic attraction to you. Even now, his keen eyes would seek you out first whenever he entered a room. True to form, Gregor's gaze shifted to you over Rex's shoulder again, silently expressing his longing to be near you after so many days apart. You caught his eye and flashed a playful smirk, pressing a fingertip to your lips before extending it toward him. He would always wink in return. Though your relationship was no longer a secret, you both treasured this little ritualāa wordless exchange of adoration between the two of you.
Back in your quarters, you changed into your sleep clothes and settled into bed. Propped against pillows with your data pad in hand, you intended to review the new data decryptions while waiting for Gregor's return, hoping he might have more enticing ways to keep you awake. But the warmth of your bed and the quiet hum of recycled air lulled you to sleep with surprising swiftness. Your eyes grew heavy, thoughts of him blurred behind your lids until you drifted off.
A short while later, you stirred from a light sleep when you felt the bed dip. With gentle hands, Gregor retrieved your fallen data pad and slid under the covers behind you. His strong arms enveloped you, drawing you against his chest.
"Stars, I've missed you, my darling," Gregor sighed into the space between you. Your eyes fluttered open as his lips pressed into the back of your shoulder, sending a thrill down your spine.
The familiar spicy scent of him filled your noseāhe must have hit the fresher before coming to bed. You hummed contentedly and turned within his arms to face him, your lips curling into a sleepy smile. "Missed you too," you murmured.
Gregor's tired eyes were filled with warmth and adoration in the dim light. His hand gently cupped your cheek, thumb brushing over your skin. "Sorry I'm late..."
"S'okay," you leaned into his touch. "You're here now, and at least I know you're not just another dream," you said into his chest as you yawned.
Gregor's heart thrummed at your words. The thought of you dreaming about him stoked the ever-present desire he seemed to hold for you. "How's the burn?" he asked instead, softly moving his hand down, fingertips skimming over the fresh scars on your hip.
"All healed now. Rex was right, of course," you grumbled. The former captain had benched you from field work due to the blaster fire that grazed you on your last mission. Though you'd insisted it was healed enough, Rex wouldn't budge. You knew he was right, but being sidelined grated your nervesā especially since it was your intel they were operating on.
"You really scared me for a minute there, you know," Gregor whispered, his voice lilted with emotion as his fingers traced the newly healed scar.
You kissed the tip of his nose and gave him a knowing smile. "You should know better than anyone, love. It takes more than that to keep someone down," you murmured, covering his hand with your fingertips. A pitchy chuckle escaped him as he pressed his forehead to yours, recognizing the echo of his own resilient spirit in your words. But his face fell incrementally as he found his next words.
"I still wish you could have been there, on Kamino," he confessed, his voice solemn. He didnāt have to say anything, but you knew how strange returning to Kamino was going to be for him. He had his brothers with him, but youād hoped to be there for him too.
"You just wanted a chance to see me in my swimming gear," you quipped instead.
Gregor's eyes sparkled as he leaned in closer, his lips brushing the corner of your mouth with a quiet rumble. "Can you blame me? Thinking of you in any state of undress was all I had to keep me sane out there," his words and lips danced against your cheek.
You squirmed in his embrace as his hand trailed up and down your body, fingertips once again sweeping over the swell of your hip. "But I always love seeing my cyare like thisā¦" he added, his warm hand giving you a playful squeeze, referring to the teeny tiny shorts you often wore around your shared quarters, just for him.
āOh? And why is that?ā You said with a raised eyebrow, feigning ignorance at how his eyes would habitually follow you around whenever you wore them. Not to mention the mischief he would promise when he saw you wearing any of his clothing, and tonight you had grabbed one of his shirts to sleep in.
āBecause itās what youāre comfortable in,ā he sighed contentedly as his fingers slipped under the hem, grazing the soft skin at the small of your back.
Being under his focus with such reverence made your heart pound in your ears, his magnetic touch constantly drawing you in. Your fingers traced the line of his jaw. "Will you just kiss me, already?" you whispered, forgetting your teasing.
Gregor hummed as his lips met yours, sweet and gentle, his hands rediscovering every curve and contour. You melted into his radiating warmth, the steady rhythm of his heart. When you nibbled his bottom lip, it earned you a deep moan and a roll of his body against yours. Your fingers wove through his damp hair, pulling him closer as the kiss deepened, his tongue moving softly against yours.
Your lips danced together in a sensual rhythm, exploring and tasting with unhurried devotion as his fingers threaded through your hair, cradling the back of your head. Each sweep of his tongue against yours sent shivers down your spine, the kiss deepening with an intensity that made your toes curl and your heart race. Through every tender touch, he conveyed how deeply he'd missed you, and a familiar heat had bloomed between you fueled by days of delayed desire. The warmth of it coursed through your veins, spurring you on.
Eager to feel his skin against yours, you tugged off your shirt and pushed at his. Gregor chuckled softly and obliged, pulling off his shirt with deliberate slowness before tossing it aside. Under your fingertips, his body felt electric as you traced the familiar scars adorning his soft, golden skin. A shiver ran through him at your touch, and he groaned when your lips found his shoulder.
"Darling, I need youā¦" he purred, his thumbs hooking into the waistband of your shorts. His voice dropped lower, thick with desire. He paused, eyes intense and yearning as they locked with yours. "I've thought of you every night. Your kiss, your smile, the sounds you make for me." His fingers gripped your hips possessively, sure to leave marks. "Tell me, meshla," he breathed. "Did you think of me too?"
You let out a soft whine, your head falling against his chest as a breathy "Yes," escaped your swollen lips.
"Tell me..." he implored, his body rolling into yours once more. "Did I hear you say you dreamt of me?"
"Of course I did," you confessed softly, leaning close. Your lips brushed against the shell of his ear as intimate desires and details of your self-indulgent dreams tumbled from your lips. Gregor shivered, your warm breath tickling his skin. His fingers flexed as he strained to catch every hushed syllable. These whispered words were for him alone.
His chest rumbled with a deep, guttural sound. "Cyare," he whispered, the word dripping with honey.
You lifted your hips as he slid your shorts down your legs. Once free, he swooped in to kiss you again, this time with more fervor as his hands roamed your newly exposed skin. He swallowed the soft gasp that escaped your lips when his fingers dipped between your legs, growling appreciatively at how ready you were for him.
You whined at his touch, your fingertips curling around the base of his neck. Gregor sighed, his breath hot against your shoulder as he trailed kisses down to your collarbone. You heard him chuckling quietly as his fingers teased your sensitive flesh. "ā¦and Iāve barely touched you yet,ā he teased.
You huffed in response and started pushing his shorts over his hips, firmly grasping a handful of his taught backside in the process causing him to hoot and giggle softly. "I told you what Iāve been thinking aboutā¦ come hereā¦" you begged, your voice barely above a whisper. Once free of his own clothing, you hooked your leg around his waist, drawing him to you. Gregor hissed at the contact, his hips instinctively rocking against yours. You felt the head of his length glide along your entrance and up to your clit, sending a jolt of pleasure straight to your core.
Gregor let out a deep hum, gathering his self control. "I can't say no to you," he grunted, slowly sliding his length back up and down a few times before notching at your entrance. His lips met your forehead as he eased into you. You bit your lip as your body welcomed him, eyebrows furrowing at the sudden fullness. Despite the delicious sting of him at first, you craved himāeager for more, for all of him. But Gregor picked up on your bodyās signal and paused. His head came back to regard you, eyes filled with concern and love.
"Cyar'ika," he whispered tenderly. His thumb traced your cheek and trailed down to your lips. You smirked, drawing the digit into your mouth with a soft moan, swirling your tongue around it. Gregor's eyes locked onto yours, awestruck at the sensation. "That's itā¦good girl," he purred, the wolfish smile that followed his praise sent a shiver down your spine. He withdrew his thumb from your mouth with a quiet pop, and brought it between your bodies, using the wetness to circle your clit.
Your body quivered, soft moans and whimpers escaping your lips as he continued his feather light touches, sending more of that delicious heat coursing through you. Your walls fluttered with pleasure, silently urging him to fully sheath himself within you. As his hips finally met yours, you both exhaled deeply, savoring the intense connection of being completely joined together.
"Letās stay like this for a little while, hm?," he murmured against your hairline between soft kisses. "I just want you close," he breathed, his hand trailing tenderly along your spine.
You hummed in confirmation, melting into his affection. "I love you," you sighed, fingers combing through his hair. Your bodies fit together perfectly, hearts beating as one, breaths mingling in gentle pants. Being with Gregor, it never felt like enoughāyou both craved an impossible closeness. These tender moments were precious, when he held you like this, driven by his pure need to feel you around him, to eliminate any space between you.
"And I love you." Gregor's kiss was so tender it made your head swim. His lips traced reverently across your skin, each caress a silent vow, his heart full at how perfectly you melded together. When the kisses and touches naturally grew more heated, you felt him stir within you as your bodies instinctively began to move. With gentle purpose, Gregor rolled you, pressing your back into the mattress and caging you in with his large frame. His lips found that spot on your neck as he began a slow, intense rhythm that drew a litany of soft moans and whimpers from you. Your nails trailed down Gregor's back as he pressed against that sweet spot deep inside you. He dragged his length almost completely out before thrusting back in, burying his face in the crook of your neck.
"Starsā¦ cyarāika, youā¦" he panted, his movements becoming more deliberate. You wrapped your legs around him fully, urging him deeper, whimpering in is ear to do it again. The tension between you reached its peak all too quickly, weeks of anticipation setting your every nerve ending on fire. Gregor murmured sweet praises against your skin, intent on bringing you there together. You teetered on the edge, your body trembling with each slow thrust. "Gregor," you breathed in a desperate plea. "I'm..."
āI know,ā he grunted. āIāve got youā¦ā He gentled his movements to a pace he knew would send you over. He felt your entire body tense, arching into him as your climax struck you with a sudden intensity. A shuddering moan escaped you as your hand in his hair tightened, tugging at the strands. He couldn't hold back any longerļæ½ļæ½the way your walls fluttered around him, squeezing him so tightly, your grip in his hair, the sounds you were makingāit was all too much, and he gladly fell over the edge with you.
His hips jerked as he moaned your name, pressing flush against yours as he found his release inside you. You held him close while you both trembled and panted through waves of pleasure. His hips rolled gently against yours through the aftershocks. As the hazy bliss settled over you both, Gregor began dotting your face and neck with tender kisses.
āGregorā¦ā you protested lazily, lips curling in a fond smile. He always melted into his softest self in the afterglow.
He chuckled quietly, nuzzling your neck. "What? You know I canāt ever get enough of youā¦" His lips brushed against your skin, making you tremble slightly. You were grinning ear to ear now, despite your half-hearted protest.
āThat makes two of us,ā you said huskily, floating down from your high.
You lay tangled together in peaceful silence, your breathing and heartbeats gradually returning to normal. The gentle rise and fall of his chest against yours created a soothing rhythm that made you feel completely at ease. A while later, when your combined arousal began to slip down your thigh, Gregor shifted, preparing to retrieve something to clean you both up.
āDon't you dare," you warned teasingly, tightening your entire body around him, making his breath hitch.
āCyarāikaā¦ā he said in a low, playful voice, twitching inside you. āCareful nowā¦ā
You smirked, loving the way his voice dropped an octave. "Or what?" you challenged, your eyes gleaming with mischief.
Gregor chuckled, a predatory grin spreading across his face. "Oh, my darling," he chuckled lightly, his hand sliding down your body and gripping your ass, making you burst into giggles, "You love playing with fire, donāt you,"
"Mmm, I do when it encourages you to ravish me all night, love," you said with a dramatic flair, unable to hide the mirth from your voice, reminding you of the intimacy youāve built with Gregor. It was fiery and magnetic, but always fun. You loved to push each otherās buttons to see how far you could go. After all, you cherished these quiet moments together when there was no need to rush.
Gregor groaned at your words, his grip on you intensifying. "Oh, you're in for it now," he rasped as he swiftly rolled onto his back, pulling you over with him to straddle his hips. He sat upright and curled his hand around the base of your neck, pulling you into a searing kiss. The sound that escaped you at this new angle was absolutely sinful, making him twitch inside you once again. He immediately began a gentle pace, guiding your hips into his shallow thrusts. You gripped his shoulders tightly, seeking an anchor amid the electricity firing deep within you. Your oversensitive bundle of nerves dragged against the base of his length, making you grind down on him more desperately.
Sensing your growing urgency, Gregor gently slowed your movements. His hands caressed your sides soothingly as he looked up at you with adoration. "Shhh cyar'ika, look at meā¦" he murmured, his voice low and tender. Your eyes fluttered open to gaze into his, dark and warm and focused on you. "I know, it feels so good." His voice strained, thumbs traced circles on your hips as he guided you back into that slower, more deliberate rhythm Gregor loved to torture you with. You whimpered at the change of pace, but soon found yourself melting into the languid, sensual motion. Gregor's eyes never left your face, enjoying watching you give in. "That's it, just feel," he whispered. "Thereās no rush. Iāve got youā¦"
Gregor's movements periodically slowed to a halt, prolonging the intense pleasure building between you. Each time, he held you close, guiding you both toward that long-awaited peak. His arm snaked beneath you, holding you to him with effortless strength, preventing you from taking him completely. He knew exactly how much to give, bringing you to the edge over and over. He savored the sounds you made during the slow, frustrating dance, careful not to overstimulate as he kept you balanced on the knife's edge.
Your body trembled, every nerve ending alive and hypersensitive, your breaths came in short, desperate moans. You clung to him, nails digging into his back and his scalp as you fought against the overwhelming urge to let go, somewhere between savoring every exquisite moment of him inside you and every cell in your body screaming for release. Gregor felt your body go rigid and quiver, he glanced down noticing how tightly your toes were curled, then up to your eyes squeezed shut in concentration.
"Cyar'ika, what's your color?" he managed to say through the haze. He himself was hanging by a thread.
"Green," you groaned gently. "Please, I need..."
Gregor's eyes snapped open at your words, his grip on you stuttering. "Tell me what you need," he nearly growled. "I need to hear you say it, cyar'ika."
āPlease...ā you breathed. āI need to come."
With a low groan of approval, Gregor knew heād pushed you to a new limit, and captured your lips in a soft kiss, slowly lowering you down fully onto his length once more. "Then come for me, my love, let goā¦" he murmured against your lips as he loosened his hold on you incrementally, encouraging you to writhe against him at your own pace. He swallowed the moans that escaped your throat as you did so, your fingers tangling in his hair again as you finally let yourself go.
He held you to him as your body shook, waves of ecstasy sweeping through you, your inner walls pulsing wildly around Gregor's length. He buried his face in your shoulder, his own climax following yours as he thrust himself deep inside with a low, guttural sound. You clung to each other, riding out the lingering tremors, your core gradually relaxing its grip on him. Hearts raced and chests heaved as you both savored the moment. With one more gentle rock of his hips, he pulled you down, creating a delicious pressure that sent one final, intense ripple of pleasure coursing through you, reducing whatever composure you had left and turning you into a whimpering mess.
āThats it,ā he soothed as you collapsed against him, head lolling forward as he secured you against his broad chest. You hummed contentedly, nuzzling into the crook of his neck as your breathing slowly steadied. Gregor's fingers continued their gentle caress along your skin, calming your tense muscles and fluttering heart.
āYou did so well,ā he praised. āWe havenāt gone that long before,ā he grinned at you, giggling softly, a sheen of sweat on his skin.
You chuckled softly, feeling an ache in your hips and knees. "Mmm, I think we both needed that," you murmured, wincing slightly as you shifted your legs around his frame.
āHere, Iāve got you,ā he pressed a chaste kiss to your lips as he helped you shift positions, knowing your joints sometimes didnāt love it as much as you did.
His strong arms cradled you as he maneuvered you off him, finally slipping out and eliciting a soft sigh from you. He bit his lip, barely suppressing a groan as he glanced at the evidence of your passion. Once you were settled, he quickly jumped out of bed and disappeared into the fresher, returning moments later with a warm cloth.
His fingertips trailed up the outside of your knee, reminding you he was still there. You smiled and opened up for him to gently clean you up. His touch was tender as he took care of both of you. Once finished, he tossed the towel aside and crawled back onto the bed and got to work on massaging the soreness from your legs.
You sighed contentedly as Gregor's skilled hands worked out the tension in your joints. "You're too good to me," you murmured sleepily. He responded with a soft chuckle, his touch gentle yet firm as he eased away any lingering discomfort. āLove, I know youāre exhausted, come hereā¦ā
He chuckled and planted tender kisses on each knee before settling beside you, drawing you close against his chest. You nestled into his warmth, savoring the lazy patterns he traced on your back with his fingertips.
You tilted your head up to press a gentle kiss beneath his chin, savoring the closeness. āIām so happy youāre homeā¦ā
Gregor sighed contentedly. āMe too.ā
You hesitated for a moment, unsure if you should bring up his time on Kamino. The topic always felt delicate, and you didn't want to stir up difficult memories. But his peaceful expression gave you courage.
āHow was it being back there?" you asked softly.
āWell, the first few days wereā¦strange, but not in the way I thought they would be,ā he confessed quietly.
āHow so?ā You pressed a chaste kiss to the side of his neck, absentmindedly inhaling his scent.
āSome clones considered Kamino their home, but Iāve never really felt more at home than I do here. With the underground. With you.ā His voice stuttered on the last few words.
You felt your heart swell, and you pulled him closer, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. āGood, because I feel the same wayā¦ā
Gregor's arm tightened around you, and you felt him release another contented sigh against your hair. In this moment, everything felt exactly as it should be - no missions, no war, just the two of you finding solace in each other's arms. You held one another close, happy to be back in one anotherās orbit.
"Darling..." Gregor's voice took on a somber tone as he tightened his arms around you. "I received new orders from Rex tonight." He paused as you tilted your head back to look at him, his expression serious. You felt your body tense, preparing for the worst. "And, well, itās not just that," he continued, his lips curving into a frown.
āWhat is it?ā your hand brushed his disheveled hair out of his eyes, your heart clenching at the thought of him being gone again so soon, without you. Rex had yet to clear you for your injury, and you felt your stomach drop at the thought of being left behind on base again for another mission.
Gregor took a deep breath, as if to steady himself. "I know it's short notice, but... I told Rex youād have no problem shipping out by midday tomorrow..." He gazed at you intently, his trademark mischievous smirk betraying his attempt at a somber expression. He was a terrible liar.
Your eyebrows shot up at the realization.
Now his face was in a full grin. "Mhm...youāre coming with." He quipped. āThough Iām sure Rex wouldnāt mind if you wanted to stay behiāā
āNo!ā you trilled, propping yourself up onto your elbow. āIām ready,ā you insisted.
āYou donāt even know what the mission is yet, love,ā he chuckled, it was hard to resist mirroring your excitement.
āI donāt care,ā you sighed. āIāve been cooped upā¦itās boring when everyone is gone,ā you groaned.
āDonāt you mean itās boring when Iām gone?ā Gregor teased.
You rolled your eyes, but couldn't hide your smile. "Maybe," you admitted, snuggling back into him. "But don't let it go to your head." Your fingers traced lazy patterns on his chest as you soaked up the warmth of his presence, grateful to soon be back to doing what you do best.
Gregor laughed softly, his chest rumbling beneath your fingertips. "Have we met?," he murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of your head. As you lay there, wrapped in each other's embrace, a sleepy silence settled over you both. The anticipation of being briefed for tomorrow's mission hummed just beneath the surface, but for now, you were content to simply exist in this moment.
āYouāre a terrible liar, by the wayā¦ā you said as you curled into him. He just chuckled softly as you let your eyes close, feeling the tendrils of sleep start to curl around you.
Soon, the familiar weight of Gregor's body and gentle rhythm of his breathing lulled you into a peaceful state. His fingers continued their soothing caress along your back, growing slower and more languid as sleep began to claim him too. The last thing you remembered before surrendering was the gentle press of Gregor's lips against your forehead and his whispered "Ner cyare..." You mumbled a sleepy response, already half-lost to dreams of tomorrow's adventures.
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A little notice about my fics!
The top/bottom wars aren't as prevalent here on Tumblr (thank god) but I'm going to share this heads up for any fixed dynamic friends here too ā just in case!
My nearest and dearest already know why, but I recently removed t/b tags from my works on AO3. I'm aware this is an act of war to some, but I'm tired of seeing people talk shit about me and I figure if I make my stance clear in the tags, no one can complain.
This will come as a surprise to some people, but I truly don't care if this limits my reach. In fact, that's precisely why I've done it. Just because I choose to share my work, doesn't mean anyone is entitled to it. I've never tried to attract readers who choose works based primarily on t/b dynamic.
I write for myself first and foremost, and removing the tags to curate my own experience as an author writing vast amounts for this fandom for free is my right. Anyone who doesn't agree with that probably shouldn't be reading my work in the first place. We are artists, not service providers!
Despite what some people think, I'm truly not out to shit all over fandom etiquette. I'm always kind and courteous to people, even when they don't afford me the same respect. Except for my beloved friends for whom I'll always go the extra mile, I don't owe anything to anyone in this fandom.
That said, I'm genuinely sorry if this choice alienates some of my mutuals. I hope you understand I'm not trying to jumpscare anyone with a "nasty" surprise, and I'm happy to share the sexy intel with people I trust. I really hope you're still interested in my writing, but no hard feelings if not š«¶
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how is it that I have some mutuals I never talk to that I'm like 'of course that's my friend š„°' and others that I'm like 'if I insinuate that we're friends they're gonna kill me with a rock'
#making 'tumblbuddies' my mutuals selfies tag felt quite natural at the time but now I'm like š¬ about it constantly ajdjgkdhd#god forbid I be cringe on the cringe website I guess lol#beloved mutuals you are all friends to me#if you think that's weird please don't kill me with a rock#about me
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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seeing t&n reviews roll around again reminds me of when they used my comment on the later parade where i said (reads) āThis is my positive 9/11ā
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I should be doing an assignment but I got distracted by these tags on the gold teeth post
#txt#kaleidoscopic-quiddity's tags btw#thank you beloved mutual! why would you say that.#i have my own (speculative+biased bc of my own experiences) thoughts on the first two questions#but that's like poking a fresh wound so. lol. some other day maybe.#re: the last question: i think so . itd be so fucked up if not honestly#i don't think it was like snuffy's conversation w barou at all though bc that ones more like#dont fuck up like we did (also dont be a bitch)#& that whole thing lasted like less than half an hour#and lorenzo knows about mick & snuffy's dream and that snuffy plans on having a striker succeed him#so#i like to think he learned about it bit by bit#sorry just thought abt younger lorenzo pointing at The Picture Frame you know the one & asking abt mick#and there & then he learns that the friend snuffy kept talking abt and the one that died semi recently are the same person#tldr please never talk to me about them i will go and reread 229 and feel sad#LMAO
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no one talk to me i've been reading destiel fics for four straight days and i don't have a single compelling reason as to why.
#my life is just in absolute flux rn#living in my best friends guest room with ALL my shit AND my husband AAAANDDDD our cat until friday really has me fucked up#not to mention finding a new job#and moving AGAIN this weekend#ugh#look sometimes a bitch just wants a veritable feast of options okay???#do you have ANY IDEA the depth of variety to be found in massive ships????#its unreal#i've exhausted dhr and furthermore have more or less moved on from that ship and fandom for now#and like i've seen all of supernatural i love cas#so anyway whatever im living my best life#destiel#also a lot of my beloved mutuals are having supernatural moments rn and i am being influenced
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I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BOYMAN
#sooooooooo BASICALLY i havenāt really been as active as normal bc of school and yk taking 5 courses is not for the weak but i am strong in#Jesus Name AMEN!! so this update might seem a bit random but ya we move. sooo this guy isnāt to be confused with pool table guy from october#that guy is cool and all but we only ever talk about anime and he leaves me on delivered a lot sooo on to the next ig but this guy that i#have developed Feels for issssss hmmm well call him Friendly Giant ā¢ļø (FG) bc heās like taalll (6ā1 ish?) and dark skin and cute and all but#like he looks intimidating but then has the softest deepest voice and itās all like aaaawwwwww#but basically heās just this big sweet guy and at first i thought we were just friends and all but then yk you kinda canāt beat the Just#Friends allegations when you ft call a girlie up on CHRISTMAS bc sheās trying to figure out how sheās going to cross the boarder BY HERSELF#bc her siblings are of no help AND THEN when said girlie ft calls you the next day yall stay on the phone for 4(!!!) hours and THEN you offe#r to reach her how to drive and you brought her soup when she got her wisdom teeth surgery and when she bought something using your prime u#said she didnāt need to pay you back and when she insisted said FG GUY SAID AND I QUOTE āLET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ONCE š¤Æ#LIKEEEEE#all this while tho i was in fairytale land thinking about how heās such a great friend and la dee daa bc i didnāt think i was his type and#all that but then i was praying last night and the i was like Holy Spirit do i like this man? and He was like yes and youāre trying to#rationalize your feelings but you like him and he likes you#so nooowwww iām all like ššš¾š„³š³š³š³š³š³š³#YK?????????!!!!!!#but ya thatās the latest update š#i like a guy and he likes me š„¹š¶ššš¾š³š¤Æ#mutuals my beloved <3#vk overshares in the tags
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The flaws with your logic to dating someone being "become friends with them first" is that a) you make it further than you thought and the guy you've been stealing glances at for months is now just this guy you have Conversations with Everyday (insane transition to comprehend) and that b) now you have a friendship to ruin forever if you ask him out and he says no. So that's nice.
#i have Nobody i can rant to so its going on the side blog sorry mutuals#we're like 3 weeks into the school year and like genuinely really good friends who talk everyday now its scary#like if you told me this before the summer holidays id be like wtf#ive gotten scarily extroverted since like April this year its strange#but like genuinely help there are only 6 40 minute classes a week we dont have together. 6 out of 42. yeah.#AND we're in the school musical together where every scene hes in im ALSO in#And he got the one role i really hoped he didnt have because hes playing my characters love interest/side piece ig#how do i deal with this. how#Guys. he genuinely seems to enjoy my company. what the fuck.#ramble over#personal#idek what to say man i just needed to say it all#thank you beloved mutuals for putting up with me#idk how to tag this
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well i know it's almost the end of the christmas here in my area and also i know how there's a lot of concerns regarding about that decomytree website/app....but i just want to say that i truly appreciate all of you guys who sent me your messages and notes at my tree <33333....you guys really make my day a lot today š«¶š«¶š«¶
#also i admit my message i sent to all of you is quite cliche idk šš#but once again i just love this idea of giving the lovely notes to our beloved mutuals and friends here in this site š„¹š„¹#and yeah i've already screenshot all of your notes because istg these really makes me so emo reading your notes#and idk why but i really want to post a reply of your notes that i've screenshoted here š„¹š„¹š„¹#iz being too random
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OK! It's past midnight so I gotta sleep soon. Sorted through almost everything and tomorrow is My Final Day Logged In. please message me with your non-Tumblr-non-Twitter contact info if you want to talk to me outside here and you haven't messaged me already!
I'm also gonna make a blogspot-type blog, I think, and I'll post the link here. not sure how frequently it will update though
#goodbye cruel hellsite#written by me#love you all my beloved mutuals and kind followers! hate the website but love the friends
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#it's crazy that some people are going to 4+ shows while heaps of my mutuals are going to none#idk when we have all been in this community for years and some of us feel like friends i dont understand how you could not choose#to lose one show out of your 4+ so that someone who wants to go just as desperately as you can go once#like how much difference does one show out of that many make. vs a beloved mutual completely missing out and never getting to go#(i do have tix to one show. so this post is not me suggesting that anyone should give me tickets)#(which is why i feel like i can say this. but i still might delete it soon)
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you guys don't even know. about my great hugs
#you don't even KNOW!! š#one of my stepsisters-in-law posted on my fb about 'can't wait to see you soon and get one of your infamously awesome hugs'#and I'm gonna put that on my resume#these hugs? oh THESE hugs?? INFAMOUS.#anyway in a good and just world y'all could see for yourself because in a good and just world I could hug ALL of my friends#beloved mutuals in my heart I am hugging you SO MUCH#in case you don't like hugs in which case I suppose I'll have to just try and beam my warmth and joy into you telepathically instead#about me
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hi omg your tags on my post have given me SO much motivation i need to figure out a s/i design it'd be so fun to have our self inserts interact....... also thank you for reminding me i need to watch more mushishi i really enjoyed the little bit of it i watched - @popdearest
BANGING ON THE TABLE
Mushishi is my FAVORITE anime EVER and I simply want everyone to watch it please watch it and tell me what you think and if you end up joining the Aro!Ginko Polycule there's quite a few of us and there's always room for more <3
#Thankyou for asking#As SOON as you have that SV S/I design figure out lemme know I will be on that SO quickly#It's 3am I need to calm down I got things to do tommorrow#But I looooooooove drawing other people's self inserts especially when we can interact <3#Everyone reading this is always free to smash into my inbox and tell me how our S/Is would interact#ALWAYS#It's a treat and a delight <3#This is not mutual or I interact first exclusive#You could be the randoest rando in the tag and I would STILL want to know if our S/Is could be friends PLEASE#It's very fun. To Me.#Platonic/Familial/Romantic interactions between Self Inserts is super encouraged here it is FUN.#My Dungeon Meshi S/I has the biggest stupid crush on my friend Emmy's S/I and that's the ONLY reason that S/I exists atm#I have a Fairy Tail anon who pops up from time to time who's my child because all of the Guild are my children#Every Shigiraki self shipper is my child-in-law because I am Tomura's legal parent and I love you my children <3#Echo and I are co-parents of the Slasher Orphanage adore that we're also best friends/rivals in DR1#Metamour anons as well my beloveds <3 When the F/O is shared... The highlight of my life fr fr#Sorry I'm going on a RAMBLE I have things to do tomorrow and I am procrastinating sleeping#Anyway this is another call to action in the tags;#If we have F/Os in the same universe; TELL ME SO WE CAN HAVE THEM BE FRIENDS.#Thankyou <3
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Honestly, I love seeing my mutuals begin brainrot over something new, even if I have no clue what it is. I love seeing multiple new posts about something I've never heard of, and tags full of joy and excitement.
#I could never block a mutuals beloved new focus#although I respect people who do!#sometimes you just do not wish to see things#but I live for seeing my friends new interests#it brings me joy#one must curate ones own experience on tumblr after all#never feel bad for doing what makes your tumbling better!#tumbling.. I like that#it cannot be original#its Our hyperfocus now#we are in this Together.#Me and the Mutuals have a Warriors Bond
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