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Not to be the little gremlin obsessed with Chappell Roan BUT… reader thinking Logan is too cool to want a proper relationship with them, so when things get physical they insist things are just “casual” in order to protect themselves from getting hurt. But secretly you’re in love with each other, so honestly, neither of you want things to be casual at all… (mutual pining my beloved) please & thank you!! Love you!
ahh hi hi avo I LOVE this song, and this request, and you - I could so see this being a situation that Logan and reader find themselves in. I had so much fun writing this, I hope you like it! (I added a couple winks to the lyrics as well.) 💖 thank you so much for sending this to me!!!
casual | variant!logan howlett x f!reader
1.2k | posessive!logan, fwb(???), use of alcohol, mutual pining, references to oral sex and PiV.
It doesn’t matter that your heart flips when you look at him. It’s Logan. It’s just casual.
It certainly feels like a dream, watching your worlds collide.
The heft of Logan’s palm fitting into your friends as he shakes their hand - the five of you squeezed into your usual booth in the corner of the bar.
You’d say the past couple weeks had seemed that way, as well. A late-night dose of bravery spiraling into something so raw and intense and real, that you feel like you could choke on it.
Even now, there’s heat in your cheeks as your eyes flick his way. Something stirring in your chest at the way his other arm slings across the back of the booth almost possessively.
But like all dreams, there comes a moment where you have to wake up.
Because you know it’s not.
Because you know your feelings aren’t requited. How could they be, when it’s Logan you’re talking about?
A legend.
A lone wolf.
Someone important, someone whose name carries a weight. Who saved the world, from what Wade tells you.
And you’re - you.
So even if you know what he looks like beneath that flannel, know what his mouth feels like when it presses against yours - what he sounds like, when he comes - you know that this is nothing.
It’s casual. A distraction, for both of you.
And if that’s how it has to be, then you’ll do your best to show him you’re cool with it.
You just hadn’t expected this moment to come so soon. It had been a genuine offer, your “you wanna come with?” when the hour rolled around for your weekly trivia night.
Not thinking his head would cock to the side. The look he’d give you - that arched brow, as his fingers splayed out across your bare hip. Still crowded together on your couch, sweat-dewed.
The “sure, sweetheart” that slipped out.
And now you’re introducing him as your friend - that quick history you’ve perfected - rattling off the “you know, Wade from work’s roommate” even though Wade didn’t work at the dealership anymore.
He had made enough of an impression that none of your friends had forgotten.
And you ignore the bitter jolt in your stomach, when all Logan does is hum.
You think you must have assumed right.
He doesn’t correct you.
Logan quickly solidifies himself as an asset to the team. He gets a lot of the history questions that you’ve always struggled with. A shy quirk of his lips when your friends cheer, and you get swept along with it.
His hand ending up on your thigh along the way. Squeezing, when you chime in. Almost as if forgetting - it’s easy to, when you’re having fun like this.
A low rasp in your ear, when the host takes a break.
“Lemme get you another.”
You can only nod, as he eases out - taking your glass with him.
It only takes a second, before MJ’s hand slaps down on yours.
“That’s Logan?” She hisses - leaning forward, “The one who-”
“Yes.” You cut her off, ignoring the sideways glance her boyfriend gives you.
You never should have told her about that.
Had a hard enough time climbing into your car without thinking about it, yourself - the way he had man-handled you in the passenger seat. Thighs thrown over broad shoulders.
Fingers twined in his hair, as he made you moan in the dark parking garage. Too eager to make it up to your apartment.
She frowns, the words petering out, “But I thought-”
Your teeth worry at your lower lip.
“Yeah. Me too.” You sigh.
MJ knows how much you like him.
Really like him - butterflies, and everything. How it’s been years since you felt this way - slipping from you during that rushed phone call at 6 am the morning after your first night together.
Her eyebrows raise, and it’s a look you know well.
“It’s, you know.” Your hand waves, “It’s casual. It’s-”
It’s easier, this way.
Maybe if you keep repeating it, it won’t hurt as much when he moves on.
The look she shoots you is one of pity, just as a drink is set down in front of you.
Your teeth clicking against each other as the words are swallowed. Forcing a smile as Logan slips back in the booth next to you.
The next round starts a moment after, and it’s a welcome reprieve.
You miss the way his eyes narrow, as yours fix firmly on scorecard in front of you.
But you don’t miss the way his hands stay folded on top of the table, for the rest of the night.
You suppose he must have remembered where he was.
“You wanna come up?”
He lingers outside your apartment door, hands jammed into his pockets. That look from the bar is back - all dark, narrowed eyes.
A low sound in his throat, close to a scoff.
“That what you want, sweetheart?”
Your eyebrows raise, “Yeah. I do, I mean-, that’s what we usually do, right?”
He’s spent just about every night at your apartment. His things still scattered across your room. A leather jacket slung across the chair that’s tucked against your vanity.
Logan’s lips twist at the edges, eyes dropping.
“Suppose we do.” Those hands slip from his pocket, crossing over his chest, “Back when I thought we knew what we were doing. But now…”
His head shakes. A tick in his jaw.
Your stomach drops.
“What do you mean?”
Logan huffs, “The bar, baby. Is that how you really feel?”
A step closer, until he’s caging you in. Voice dropping, rough and low - near gritted out.
“Does this,” His fingers flick between your chest and his, “feel casual to you?”
Your heartbeat gallops behind your ribs.
“I thought-,” You manage, “Thought that’s what you wanted.”
He’s too close, now. The dip of his head, those eyes burning in their shades of brown and gold.
“Now, why would you think that?”
You swallow, “Because you’re you, and I’m-”
“You’re?” He prompts, but you go silent.
A sigh, when your head dips.
Unable to say it out loud.
“Driving me crazy all night, you know that?” He rasps, “Giving me those looks. Calling me your friend, when we both know your mouth was around my cock this morning.”
A low rumble in his throat, “When I still taste like you.”
Your breath hitches, as his hand thumbs at your jaw, tilting it up.
“Lemme ask you again.” His mouth is close enough now to ghost against yours, “Is that how you really feel?”
Your head shakes.
“Wanna be yours.”
It’s breathed out, just as he kisses you.
His body pressing flush, as your hands twine around his neck. A palm around the back of his neck, pulling him closer as he deepens it.
Desire thrumming to life inside you, washing out the dregs of insecurity that you’ve been carrying this whole time. Melting them away completely with the hungry sweep of his tongue, the way he swallows your soft moan.
There’s a flash of white when he finally leans back, with the curve of his lips.
“Good.”
His hand closes around the knob. A rough twist, as his another arm wraps around your waist.
Walking you backwards, into the dark.
“The let me show you exactly how I feel.”
thank you so much, again!! 💖
#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett x you#logan howlet smut#wolverine x reader#logan howlett fanfiction#requests#avocado-writes#eupheme answers#xmen x reader
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how is it that I have some mutuals I never talk to that I'm like 'of course that's my friend 🥰' and others that I'm like 'if I insinuate that we're friends they're gonna kill me with a rock'
#making 'tumblbuddies' my mutuals selfies tag felt quite natural at the time but now I'm like 😬 about it constantly ajdjgkdhd#god forbid I be cringe on the cringe website I guess lol#beloved mutuals you are all friends to me#if you think that's weird please don't kill me with a rock#about me
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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I should be doing an assignment but I got distracted by these tags on the gold teeth post
#txt#kaleidoscopic-quiddity's tags btw#thank you beloved mutual! why would you say that.#i have my own (speculative+biased bc of my own experiences) thoughts on the first two questions#but that's like poking a fresh wound so. lol. some other day maybe.#re: the last question: i think so . itd be so fucked up if not honestly#i don't think it was like snuffy's conversation w barou at all though bc that ones more like#dont fuck up like we did (also dont be a bitch)#& that whole thing lasted like less than half an hour#and lorenzo knows about mick & snuffy's dream and that snuffy plans on having a striker succeed him#so#i like to think he learned about it bit by bit#sorry just thought abt younger lorenzo pointing at The Picture Frame you know the one & asking abt mick#and there & then he learns that the friend snuffy kept talking abt and the one that died semi recently are the same person#tldr please never talk to me about them i will go and reread 229 and feel sad#LMAO
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no one talk to me i've been reading destiel fics for four straight days and i don't have a single compelling reason as to why.
#my life is just in absolute flux rn#living in my best friends guest room with ALL my shit AND my husband AAAANDDDD our cat until friday really has me fucked up#not to mention finding a new job#and moving AGAIN this weekend#ugh#look sometimes a bitch just wants a veritable feast of options okay???#do you have ANY IDEA the depth of variety to be found in massive ships????#its unreal#i've exhausted dhr and furthermore have more or less moved on from that ship and fandom for now#and like i've seen all of supernatural i love cas#so anyway whatever im living my best life#destiel#also a lot of my beloved mutuals are having supernatural moments rn and i am being influenced
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I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BOYMAN
#sooooooooo BASICALLY i haven’t really been as active as normal bc of school and yk taking 5 courses is not for the weak but i am strong in#Jesus Name AMEN!! so this update might seem a bit random but ya we move. sooo this guy isn’t to be confused with pool table guy from october#that guy is cool and all but we only ever talk about anime and he leaves me on delivered a lot sooo on to the next ig but this guy that i#have developed Feels for issssss hmmm well call him Friendly Giant ™️ (FG) bc he’s like taalll (6’1 ish?) and dark skin and cute and all but#like he looks intimidating but then has the softest deepest voice and it’s all like aaaawwwwww#but basically he’s just this big sweet guy and at first i thought we were just friends and all but then yk you kinda can’t beat the Just#Friends allegations when you ft call a girlie up on CHRISTMAS bc she’s trying to figure out how she’s going to cross the boarder BY HERSELF#bc her siblings are of no help AND THEN when said girlie ft calls you the next day yall stay on the phone for 4(!!!) hours and THEN you offe#r to reach her how to drive and you brought her soup when she got her wisdom teeth surgery and when she bought something using your prime u#said she didn’t need to pay you back and when she insisted said FG GUY SAID AND I QUOTE “LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ONCE 🤯#LIKEEEEE#all this while tho i was in fairytale land thinking about how he’s such a great friend and la dee daa bc i didn’t think i was his type and#all that but then i was praying last night and the i was like Holy Spirit do i like this man? and He was like yes and you’re trying to#rationalize your feelings but you like him and he likes you#so nooowwww i’m all like 🙂👍🏾🥳😳😳😳😳😳😳#YK?????????!!!!!!#but ya that’s the latest update 😚#i like a guy and he likes me 🥹😶😃👍🏾😳🤯#mutuals my beloved <3#vk overshares in the tags
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The flaws with your logic to dating someone being "become friends with them first" is that a) you make it further than you thought and the guy you've been stealing glances at for months is now just this guy you have Conversations with Everyday (insane transition to comprehend) and that b) now you have a friendship to ruin forever if you ask him out and he says no. So that's nice.
#i have Nobody i can rant to so its going on the side blog sorry mutuals#we're like 3 weeks into the school year and like genuinely really good friends who talk everyday now its scary#like if you told me this before the summer holidays id be like wtf#ive gotten scarily extroverted since like April this year its strange#but like genuinely help there are only 6 40 minute classes a week we dont have together. 6 out of 42. yeah.#AND we're in the school musical together where every scene hes in im ALSO in#And he got the one role i really hoped he didnt have because hes playing my characters love interest/side piece ig#how do i deal with this. how#Guys. he genuinely seems to enjoy my company. what the fuck.#ramble over#personal#idek what to say man i just needed to say it all#thank you beloved mutuals for putting up with me#idk how to tag this
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well i know it's almost the end of the christmas here in my area and also i know how there's a lot of concerns regarding about that decomytree website/app....but i just want to say that i truly appreciate all of you guys who sent me your messages and notes at my tree <33333....you guys really make my day a lot today 🫶🫶🫶
#also i admit my message i sent to all of you is quite cliche idk 😭😭#but once again i just love this idea of giving the lovely notes to our beloved mutuals and friends here in this site 🥹🥹#and yeah i've already screenshot all of your notes because istg these really makes me so emo reading your notes#and idk why but i really want to post a reply of your notes that i've screenshoted here 🥹🥹🥹#iz being too random
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OK! It's past midnight so I gotta sleep soon. Sorted through almost everything and tomorrow is My Final Day Logged In. please message me with your non-Tumblr-non-Twitter contact info if you want to talk to me outside here and you haven't messaged me already!
I'm also gonna make a blogspot-type blog, I think, and I'll post the link here. not sure how frequently it will update though
#goodbye cruel hellsite#written by me#love you all my beloved mutuals and kind followers! hate the website but love the friends
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#it's crazy that some people are going to 4+ shows while heaps of my mutuals are going to none#idk when we have all been in this community for years and some of us feel like friends i dont understand how you could not choose#to lose one show out of your 4+ so that someone who wants to go just as desperately as you can go once#like how much difference does one show out of that many make. vs a beloved mutual completely missing out and never getting to go#(i do have tix to one show. so this post is not me suggesting that anyone should give me tickets)#(which is why i feel like i can say this. but i still might delete it soon)
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you guys don't even know. about my great hugs
#you don't even KNOW!! 😭#one of my stepsisters-in-law posted on my fb about 'can't wait to see you soon and get one of your infamously awesome hugs'#and I'm gonna put that on my resume#these hugs? oh THESE hugs?? INFAMOUS.#anyway in a good and just world y'all could see for yourself because in a good and just world I could hug ALL of my friends#beloved mutuals in my heart I am hugging you SO MUCH#in case you don't like hugs in which case I suppose I'll have to just try and beam my warmth and joy into you telepathically instead#about me
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hi omg your tags on my post have given me SO much motivation i need to figure out a s/i design it'd be so fun to have our self inserts interact....... also thank you for reminding me i need to watch more mushishi i really enjoyed the little bit of it i watched - @popdearest
BANGING ON THE TABLE
Mushishi is my FAVORITE anime EVER and I simply want everyone to watch it please watch it and tell me what you think and if you end up joining the Aro!Ginko Polycule there's quite a few of us and there's always room for more <3
#Thankyou for asking#As SOON as you have that SV S/I design figure out lemme know I will be on that SO quickly#It's 3am I need to calm down I got things to do tommorrow#But I looooooooove drawing other people's self inserts especially when we can interact <3#Everyone reading this is always free to smash into my inbox and tell me how our S/Is would interact#ALWAYS#It's a treat and a delight <3#This is not mutual or I interact first exclusive#You could be the randoest rando in the tag and I would STILL want to know if our S/Is could be friends PLEASE#It's very fun. To Me.#Platonic/Familial/Romantic interactions between Self Inserts is super encouraged here it is FUN.#My Dungeon Meshi S/I has the biggest stupid crush on my friend Emmy's S/I and that's the ONLY reason that S/I exists atm#I have a Fairy Tail anon who pops up from time to time who's my child because all of the Guild are my children#Every Shigiraki self shipper is my child-in-law because I am Tomura's legal parent and I love you my children <3#Echo and I are co-parents of the Slasher Orphanage adore that we're also best friends/rivals in DR1#Metamour anons as well my beloveds <3 When the F/O is shared... The highlight of my life fr fr#Sorry I'm going on a RAMBLE I have things to do tomorrow and I am procrastinating sleeping#Anyway this is another call to action in the tags;#If we have F/Os in the same universe; TELL ME SO WE CAN HAVE THEM BE FRIENDS.#Thankyou <3
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Honestly, I love seeing my mutuals begin brainrot over something new, even if I have no clue what it is. I love seeing multiple new posts about something I've never heard of, and tags full of joy and excitement.
#I could never block a mutuals beloved new focus#although I respect people who do!#sometimes you just do not wish to see things#but I live for seeing my friends new interests#it brings me joy#one must curate ones own experience on tumblr after all#never feel bad for doing what makes your tumbling better!#tumbling.. I like that#it cannot be original#its Our hyperfocus now#we are in this Together.#Me and the Mutuals have a Warriors Bond
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#hi beloved mutuals and discord friends#i promise i havent been ignoring u guys#ive been very sick for the past 2-3 weeks#and continue to be so#but ilu ❤️#pls keep me in ur thoughts#i need all the vibes you have#caspost#tbd
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i like a man and he likes me too 🫣 🤭
#SOOO WE HAD THE CONVERSATION AND OMGOODNESS IT WAS SO 🫠🤭🫣😭🫶🏾🥹😦🥳🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#he surprised me by just showing up in my parking lot AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIS CAR WAS FIXED LIKE HE DIDNT TELL ME??????!!!!!! SO HE JUST#PULLD UP AFTER TEXTING ME I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL ME AND I WAD LIKE YA SURE GO FOR IT AND THEN HES LIKE IM OUTSIDE#so when we finally got past alla that he was like when i said you should let me take care of you i meant exactly that and he was all like VK#i seriously actually really REALLY like you and i LITERALLY SCREAMED AND HE WAS LIKE LOL#and then i was like i really like you too AND MIND YOU HE DID THIS WITH EYE CONTACT AND EVERYTHING AND HE MADE ME DO IT WITH EYE CONTACT TOO#LIKE ASHHDJDKFKFKLFLFKKFJFJD#so we said all that and i was like we’re friends but i want to be Good Friends ™️ before we start a Relationship and he wa like ya j don’t#want to force you or hurt you and j want this to be serious and good yk? and i was like ya so we agreed on all of that and ya#so now we’re Friends Who Like Each Other And Know ™️#mutuals my beloved <3#vk overshares in the tags#Friendly Giant ™️
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OKAY i just completely moved myself off of my other account and onto this one. my official "main" is now @fox-illusions. most non-selfship stuff will go over there (like ocs and art.) i'd appreciate it if y'all gave it a follow!!!
#not forcing ofc! i just consider lots of you to be friends/beloved mutuals#and i'd like for you all to join me in other places#lotus rambles
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