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lucraven ¡ 1 month ago
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Next time I'll be stronger than my fear. It eats me alive.
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sugoroo ¡ 6 months ago
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#AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES...
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ʚɞ summary: the chronicles of what happens when you share a living space with the jjk men: expect tension, embarrassing revelations and (of course) séx! . . . ft. gojo, geto, toji, choso + nanami.
warnings. fem!reader, masturbation, panty stealing, plushie humping in choso's, penetration (p in v), doggystyle, oral (f receiving), 18+ minors dni.
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SATORU GOJO — THE LOUD ONE!
satoru gojo is the most irritating, annoying and overly loud roommate you could possibly have.
at all hours of the day, he can be heard through the thin walls separating your rooms doing one (or all) of the following things: shouting down the phone to his bestfriend suguru, raging at his teammates for losing a match in a video game... and even jerking off.
yes, that's right.
and whatever satoru is doing to himself in there simply cannot feel good enough that it warrants the sheer amount of obnoxious moans that he releases; you're sure of it. he has to be playing it up purely to get on your nerves — and to his credit, it works.
so eventually, after yet another hour of trying to focus on doing some work on your computer but being unable to get anything done due to the noises coming from the other room of the apartment, you decide to do something about it.
without stopping to knock, you unceremoniously barge through his door, mouth already open in preparation of the spew of complaints you have ready to throw his way.
but, rather embarrassingly, once you lay eyes upon what he's currently doing, any and every word in the english language disappears from your mind without so much as a puff of smoke.
satoru, for his part, doesn't react at all save for looking mildly amused at your reaction. in fact... you think the pale hand he has wrapped around his cock even speeds up its languid strokes at the sight of you.
"girl, finally!" he sighs dramatically, lips spreading into a wide, impish smile as he beckons you with the curled finger of his other hand. "been waiting for you to get the hint for months now. i was starting to think you didn't want me too, honestly."
"you— what?" you push out awkwardly, wincing through your confusion as you fight the fruitless battle to tear your eyes from his unnecessarily big cock and meet his bright eyes.
"you heard me," satoru hums with an easy shrug, letting out one of those all-too-familiar, almost pornographic moans when he squeezes his own hand around the leaky tip of his shaft. "...or do you not want me too?"
sighing, you raise your thumb and forefinger to rub your stressed temple, shaking your head at the sheer audacity of this man. "you're ridiculous, gojo. i was hoping you were just pretending to jerk off in here— but no, of course you actually are."
"mhmm," he groans raspily between increasingly loud squelches of his cock. wait; is your scolding only helping him get off even faster? oh, you can't make this shit up. "keep talkin' to me just like that, baby."
"first of all, don't call me baby," you scoff, jabbing an accusing finger in his direction with a scowl etching its way onto your features. "and secondly, if you're gonna do this... stuff right next-door to me, can't you atleast try to keep it down? some of us have work to do."
satoru rolls his eyes at this, as if he's somehow the one being inconvenienced here; but any real irritation quickly evaporates into pleasure when he starts fondling his heavy balls, tongue lewdly lolling out of his mouth like a bitch in heat.
"i-i'll keep quiet. shit— i'll do whatever you fuckin' want if you just... just get me over the edge here, pretty girl. hah— help a guy out, would you, roomie?"
and damn if that isn't an enticing offer. finally getting rid of the noise around here so you can actually submit a work assignment on time for once?
yeah... you're definitely on board.
"fine," you mutter, attempting to sound as uninterested as possible as you shuffle closer to the bed. "what do you want me to do, gojo? and don't even bother asking me to suck your dick or anything, because who knows the last time you properly washed that—"
satoru snorts out a strangled laugh, shaking his head quickly and peering up at you with wide, darkened cerulean eyes. "n-no... not that. just— just talk to me, please? and call me satoru, not gojo, damn."
"okay..." you huff thoughtfully, brainstorming what you can say to get this over as quickly as possible. eventually, you purr: "are you gonna be a dirty boy and make a mess all over your hand for me, satoru? hmm?"
and, to your surprise and... arousal? that's all it takes to get him to explode, thick ropes of sticky white cum trickling from the reddened tip of his cock as he whines in ecstasy.
huh. maybe your work can wait a little longer.
SUGURU GETO — THE ONE WHO MAKES YOUR PANTIES GO POOF!
suguru geto is a man of many talents.
but in his humble opinion, the one he is most proficient at? oh, it has to be stealing various pairs of his cute little roommate's panties without her even taking notice.
yeah; that's right, his entire underwear drawer is not actually filled with articles of his own clothing, but rather with scraps of material he has swiped from your room over the past few months.
"ugh, i lost another pair of panties!" comes a frustrated groan from you room; you must be on the phone to one of your friends, suguru muses. "i swear, it's like there's a black hole at the bottom of that washer or something."
ah, if only you knew.
if only you knew that while you're busy stressing over the mystery of your missing underwear, suguru is slumped just against the other side of the thin wall that separates your rooms, one of the aforementioned pairs wrapped tightly around his throbbing cock.
he does this more often than he would like to admit — waits until he hears you get on the phone to jerk himself off. why? well, because then he can listen to your pretty voice while he bucks up into his fist. that's why.
"such a clueless girl..." suguru mutters under his breath as his eyes flutter closed, letting himself get lost in the combination of the soft fabric of your panties surrounding his shaft and the sound of you speaking ringing in his ears. "has no idea where her precious underwear keeps wandering off to."
meanwhile, on the other side of the wall, you have a mischievous smile pulling at your lips as you pretend to be utterly oblivious about your panty thief to your confused friend on the other end of the phone.
as if you wouldn't work out it was suguru snatching them — after all, who else could it possibly be? but you figured it was better this way, letting him think he's holding all the cards in this situation.
it only makes it all the more enjoyable for you.
leaning a little closer to the wall, you can faintly hear the familiar sounds of him getting himself off as you slowly dip a hand beneath your own skirt; and you're not wearing underwear, of course, because you don't have a single pair left thanks to your roommate.
you end up dropping the phone carelessly to the ground when suguru's deep, satisfied groan sounds out from his room, eyes rolling back in ecstasy as his orgasm swiftly brings you to your own.
so lost in your own pleasure are you that when the door softly clicks open, you don't have time to compose yourself before suguru strolls right on in, seeming much too casual for someone who just came in his hand.
"well well well," suguru hums smugly, tilting his head to the side and peering down at you with a condescending smile. "what do we have here, hmm? did you really think you could outsmart me, beautiful?"
oh.
maybe you really are clueless if you genuinely thought he didn't know you were pretending to be as such... but would it really be such a bad thing if he decides to punish you for your attempt at deception?
TOJI FUSHIGURO — THE ONE WHO NEVER PAYS RENT!
toji rarely (if ever) pays his part of the rent for your shared apartment.
he doesn't even bother trying to lie to you and tell you he'll scrounge up enough cash to cover it next time it's due, because he already knows you wouldn't buy that for a second.
so, instead, he offers you something else to keep you sated. something that he can say without a shadow of a doubt he can give to you better than anyone else could even hope to.
cock.
because if he keeps you in a perpetual state of bliss underneath the sheets of his bed, how can you possibly have any time remaining to think of such trivial things like paying the entire monthly rent on your own?
"mmm... what was i saying again, toji?" you slur, voice just delirious with pleasure as he pounds into you from behind, one strong hand effortlessly keeping your face pressed against the mattress.
"nothin', baby," toji lies easily, threading his thick fingers through the back of your hair in a distractingly tender gesture as his mean hips keep up their ruthless pace. "just relax and let y'erself feel me, yeah?"
"but—" you protest weakly, followed by an involuntary hiccup as his pudgy cockhead reaches that spongy spot inside of you once again. "i have a feeling it was important..."
"nah," he grunts dismissively, free hand snaking down to where your bodies are connected to rub messy, stimulating circles around the puffy bud that is your clit. "don't worry about it, pretty."
"...okay. if you say so." you mumble eventually, brain far too hazy from his skilful ministrations to bother putting up much of a fight against his convincing words.
toji's scarred lips spread into a victorious grin behind your back at how easily you give in. he just loves having you like this — so cockdrunk you can't even remember what you were talking about from one moment to the next.
and when the time inevitably comes for you to pay the rent on behalf of both of you yet again, he already knows you won't bat an eye; because, in the big scheme of things, what's a little cash matter if it means you get to have access to his sinful dick game whenever you so desire?
yeah... he'd say it's a pretty fair trade.
but the best part of all is that toji thinks he's the mastermind behind this little arrangement when in reality, if you were looking for a roommate who could pay their rent, you would never have picked someone who looks as jobless as he does in the first place.
but you'll continue to let him believe it was his idea; because, after all, he fucks you better when he's feeling proud of himself.
CHOSO KAMO — THE SECRETLY PERVERTED ONE!
choso doesn't mean to be perverted; not really.
but whether intentional or not, he finds himself desperate for anything that reminds him of you each time he gets himself off: a t-shirt, a pair of underwear, or even one of the cute little plushies you have lined up on your bed.
he wonders, fleetingly, what you'd think of him if you could see him humping one of your stuffed toys while you're out at work — would you be disgusted? would you kick him out and start the search for a new roommate?
or would you, just maybe... take pity on the poor boy and lend him a helping hand?
by the benevolence of some undefined higher power, choso doesn't have to mull over the answer to his question for much longer. because apparently, he was so desperate to release the desire coursing through his veins that he forgot to check the time before starting like he usually would.
so when he hears the tell-tale sign of the door opening and indicating that you've just come home from work, he has nowhere near enough time to cover up what he's been up to in your room while you were gone.
well, shit.
"hey cho, what are you doing in my— oh." comes your dumfounded voice as you peek your head around the slightly ajar doorway, eyes widening in a manner akin to a cartoon character at the sight of his sinful state.
choso blushes profusely, attempting to hide his face by ducking it into his shoulder with a muffled whimper of embarrassment. to his horror, his pathetically hard cock is fully exposed to your view, nestled between the soft limbs of one of your plushies where he had previously been thrusting.
you both stay completely silent for a few long moments, neither of you daring to move a single muscle... but it isn't long before your body is climbing onto the bed to join him before your mind can even begin to process your movements.
"w-what are you doing?... are you gonna hit me? because that would be okay, you can d-definitely hit me if you want!" choso squeaks hurriedly, peeking out from his shoulder and looking for all the word like a puppy who just got caught doing something naughty by its owner.
"i'm not gonna hit you, choso," you chuckle softly, carefully tugging your abused, slightly sticky plushie out from underneath him and tossing it away. "i wanna help you. don't you wanna try doing that to something other than a stuffed toy, hmm?"
"...oh, f-fuck!" he whines loudly, hips rutting just once against the mattress before his cock cruelly betrays him and spurts buckets of cum at the mere thought of being inside of you.
choso hides his face in shame again, figuring he must've absolutely ruined his chances with you now. because there's no way you would still want to help him after witnessing that little display, right?
wrong.
when you tug his head away from his shoulder by one of his scraggly pigtails and pull him into a searing kiss, he realizes maybe his pretty little roommate was just as perverted as him all along.
KENTO NANAMI — THE RESPECTFUL ONE!
kento is very fond of you; his sweet roommate who always wakes him up for work in the morning if he happens to accidentally oversleep and leaves him homemade dinner in the fridge to cheer him up after a late shift.
he figures these things making him feel attraction towards you is fairly normal — but it's the other, not-so-intentional things that make him go crazy for you the most.
when he spots you walking around the apartment in nothing but one of his oversized shirts and a pair of socks because your clothes are in the communal washer... or when he silently observes you bend over to grab something from the bottom cupboard in the kitchen?
yeah, those are the things that really make it hard for him not to pounce on you like some kind of feral animal.
it all comes to a crux when you come home in tears one night, babbling about your fool of a boyfriend having the audacity to cheat on you. hmph, nanami never liked him anyway.
but there's no time for petty jealousies now — no, now is the time for him to make you realize that what you've been craving has been here all along, living in the room right next-door to yours.
so he pulls you into a gentle kiss, pouring all of his pent-up affection into the gesture as he effortlessly lifts you up onto the kitchen counter, positioning himself between your spread legs.
"i want to make you forget about him, beautiful," nanami whispers, voice rough with sincereness as he places a soft peck on the corner of your lips. "may i?"
and you're nodding shakily, but it isn't enough. he reaches up with a large hand to grasp your chin in a firm yet tender grip, thumb stroking over your skin. "use your words for me, dear. come on, i know you can do it."
"y-yes. please, kento."
and that's all it takes for nanami to fall to his knees, brushing his lips over the insides of your thighs as he slowly works his way upwards. god, he's wanted to do this for so long — if for nothing else then to thank you for taking such good care of him and never asking for anything in return.
but oh, is he going to give you something in return now; specifically, in the form of his hot mouth attached to your cunt, tongue lapping up every drop of your translucent juices as if it were the finest wine on the menu of a high class restaurant.
he can't help but wonder, while he's buried nose-deep in your sweet pussy, why on earth a man would choose to cheat on a goddess such as yourself.
but he supposes it doesn't matter, if it means that he's the one who finally gets to worship at your altar from now and for as long as you'll allow him the honour of doing so.
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Š 2024 SUGOROO. please don't copy or translate any of my works without my explicit permission. all rights are reserved to me.
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finelinefae ¡ 7 months ago
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safety [ceo!h x shy!reader]
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synopsis: harry is always there to help bambi, always.
word count: 5.4k
contains: ceo!harry x assitant!y/n, deer!reader vibes, fluff, age gap (9 years), harry meets the family, crybaby reader lowkey
a/n: apologies for this taking so long. I've moved into university and switched courses within three weeks so I've had to do a lot of adjusting! But I hope you're doing well, thank you so so so much for all the love on the first part of bambi and being so patient with this part <333
this is part 2 of bambi, read part 1 here
. . .
Y/N sighed as she stepped into the living room, her heart sinking at the sight of her mother passed out on the couch. It was Friday night, and her mom was still in her work uniform, one shoe barely hanging from her foot while the other lay haphazardly across the room. A wave of frustration and sadness hit her hard. She had begged her mom to take the day off to watch the boys so she could go on her date with Harry tonight—the date she’d been looking forward to all week.
This was supposed to be their third date, just before she started working with him at Pleasing this weekend. Their last date had been simple—strolling hand in hand by the river, talking about everything and nothing. But tonight was different. Harry had told her to dress up; he had something important to ask her and was taking her somewhere special. Y/N had been buzzing with excitement ever since.
Glancing at her phone, she felt the sting of tears. Halfway through her makeup, she now realized it didn’t matter—she’d have to cancel. With her mother out cold and no babysitter available at such short notice, the responsibility fell on her. And it was ruining everything.
She opened Harry’s contact on her phone, staring at the little pink heart next to his name. Her thumb hovered over the call button as doubt crept in. What if he never wanted to see her again after this? Cancelling last minute was embarrassing, and she dreaded how angry or disappointed Harry might be.
Her thumb pressed down, the ringing growing louder with each second. Anxiety gnawed at her as she picked at the skin around her nails.
Suddenly, the call connected, and Harry’s voice, smooth and soothing like a lullaby, poured through the speaker. “Bambi? Was jus’ about to pick y’ up. You missin’ me already?”
Her lip trembled, and a tear slid down her cheek as she sniffled. “Harry…” Her voice cracked.
“Hey, what’s wrong, love?” Concern filled his voice instantly, and the warmth of it made her chest tighten.
“I-I can’t go on our date tonight,” she confessed, her voice shaky.
“What d’you mean? Don’t be silly, is something wrong?” His slight panic was clear, making her feel even worse.
“No, it’s not like that. It’s just… my mom came home late, and she’s, um, not able to watch the boys, so I have to stay and babysit. I’m really sorry, Harry. I wanted to go tonight, I swear. I understand if you’re mad or—if you never want to see me again—”
“Woah, woah, Bambi, baby, stop panickin’. I don’t hate you, not at all. It’s closer to the opposite, so calm down, yeah? ‘M not goin’ anywhere.”
“Okay,” she whispered, her voice still thick with emotion. “Y’promise?”
“Five pinkie swears, baby,” he chuckled softly, making her giggle through the tears. “It’s alright. These things happen. But are you okay? Need me to grab you anything? Have y’eaten today?”
His kindness made her heart swell. “N-No, but we’ve got stuff in the freezer I can heat up. Maybe we can reschedule?”
“Bambi, I’m already on my way to your house.”
Her breath hitched. “What? But, Harry, I can’t—”
“You think I’d let a little change of plans stop me from seein’ you? Been needin’ to see m’Bambi all day. How ‘bout this: you help your mum, and I’ll come by and make dinner for all of you. Sound good?”
Her heart skipped a beat. Was he real? Was he really this thoughtful, this willing to come over despite everything?
“Harry, you don’t have to—”
“I want to. Now, go get in some comfy pjs, and I’ll stop by the store to grab snacks. Maybe we can watch a movie later. Does that sound good?”
“Yeah,” she said, her voice lighter now. “That sounds perfect.”
“Alright, I’ll be over in thirty minutes. Take a deep breath for me, Bambi.”
Immediate relief washed over her at the idea of having an extra pair of hands to help her with something that she’d normally be left alone to and better yet it was Harry who was coming to help her. So, she did exactly that - breathe. 
. . . 
Y/N was pushing clothes into the washing machine when she heard the doorbell ring. Her heart skipped a beat or possibly maybe two when she heard it. She forced the door shut on the machine and walked to the front door. She frowned the closer she got when she could already hear Harry’s voice but that was soon followed by the voice of her younger brother. 
“I know jujitsu, you know,” Archie announced, his small five-foot frame blocking the doorway.
“You take classes?” Harry asked, bemused.
“No, I learned it on Roblox,” Archie replied, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
“Oh, I don’t think I’ve heard of that one before. You’ll have to show me sometime,” Harry said with a grin.
Archie snorted. “You could just be saying that to get into our house and rob us.”
Y/N’s face heated with embarrassment as she approached the door, ushering Archie out of the way. Harry’s eyes lit up as soon as he saw her. “Y/N, this pizza delivery guy is trying to break into our house,” Archie said. Y/N looked to see Harry holding two pizza boxes and a plastic bag.
“Archie,” Y/N gasped, “this is not a pizza delivery man. This is Harry.”
Harry smiled, clearly trying not to laugh, and offered Archie a small wave. It did nothing to ease the suspicious look on Archie’s face. “Who’s Harry?”
Y/N froze, unsure of how to answer. Harry was both her boss and the man she was dating, but she couldn’t exactly explain that to her little brother. “He’s... my special friend.”
Archie looked between them for a moment, then shrugged and wandered off. Y/N’s shoulders sagged with relief as she turned to face Harry, who was still grinning at her. He looked incredibly handsome in his matching brown suit, his curly hair tousled in that familiar way. Her heart sank a little, knowing he had dressed up for their date.
“H-Harry, I’m really sorry—” she began, but before she could finish, Harry set the pizza boxes down and pulled her into a tight embrace. She breathed in the fruity scent of his cologne as he gently rubbed circles on her back.
“Bambi,” he murmured with a soft sigh, “I missed you.”
She smiled against his chest. “You just saw me the other day, and we FaceTimed last night.”
Harry pulled back slightly, cupping her cheeks with his large hands. “Kiss?”
Her cheeks flushed, as they always did when he asked for a kiss. She stood on her toes, meeting his lips, savouring the softness of his touch and the faint taste of peppermint from his lip balm. 
“Have you eaten yet?” he murmured against her lips. “I brought pizza.”
“You didn’t have to,” Y/N sighed softly. “I was just going to throw something in the oven.”
“Hey, Bambi.” She looked up, meeting his gaze already fixed on her. “I wanted to. I’m here to help, okay? Now, why don’t we eat this before it gets cold? You grab some plates, and I’ll set the table.”
“O-Oh, okay.” She nodded, a bit flustered. “Just so you know, my brothers can be… intense.”
Harry smiled, his expression easygoing. “It’s okay, I’ve got a niece. I’m sure they’ll be fine.”
Y/N led him into the living room where her little brothers were scattered. Archie sat in the corner, hunched over the computer, likely playing the game he had mentioned to Harry earlier.
“Who are you?” a small voice piped up. Harry glanced down to see a boy around six or seven, looking at him curiously.
“That’s Y/N’s special friend,” Archie chimed in without even turning around from his game.
“Weren’t you the guy making out with my sister the other night?” The eldest of the three boys, who looked about fourteen, spoke up from where he was watching TV. Despite his age, there was a maturity in his tone that caught Harry off guard.
Harry chuckled, feeling Y/N stiffen beside him. He gave the teenager a polite smile. “Well, I guess that’s one way to put it.”
“Sammy go and get the plates from the kitchen, Harry bought us pizza.” Sammy huffed, pausing the tv and doing exactly as his sister said. 
“Jack, can you grab an extra chair?” Y/N asked the youngest boy, her voice gentle but firm. Harry watched as the boys immediately followed their eldest sister’s instructions without question. A small pang tugged at his chest—part of him felt for her, having to shoulder the responsibility of looking after three growing boys. He didn’t know every detail of her family life, but seeing the way they interacted was enough to tell him they’d had to adapt quickly.
They all gathered around the table, two extra-large pizzas laid out in front of them. Harry chuckled at the sight of the boys eyeing the food like it was a rare treasure.
“Calm down,” he murmured with a grin, leaning close to Y/N. “Y’ so stiff, Bambi.”
Y/N blushed, fidgeting slightly. “Sorry, I just get so—”
“So?” Harry interrupted, smirking as he tried to coax her into a fluster. “So what, baby?”
“So nervous,” Y/N huffed, her cheeks burning as she realized he was toying with her.
A throat cleared from across the table, and Y/N suddenly felt three pairs of eyes locked onto them. Jack and Archie looked disgusted by the couple’s banter, while the eldest boy, Sammy, was glaring at Harry with an intensity that made Harry suppress a laugh.
“How old are you?” Sammy asked bluntly, his gaze sharp and protective.
Y/N choked on her drink. “Sammy! You can’t just ask people that—it’s rude!”
Harry chuckled, raising a hand to calm her. “No, it’s alright,” he said, amused. “I’m thirty.”
“Whoa, you’re old!” Archie blurted out, eyes wide with surprise.
“Archie!” Y/N gasped, mortified, while Jack burst out laughing.
“I guess it is kind of old,” Harry shrugged playfully, glancing at Y/N with a wink.
“Are you rich?” Sammy pressed, undeterred.
Y/N’s face flushed even more, praying the ground would open up and swallow her whole.
“I do well,” Harry replied, keeping his tone light. “I own a fashion company.”
“That means he’s rich,” Archie chimed in, eyes lighting up. “Do you have a sports car?”
Harry leaned forward, whispering conspiratorially, “I own three.”
Archie gasped, his face a picture of awe. “No wonder you can afford two extra-large pizzas!”
“If you think that’s cool, wait till you hear what else I brought,” Harry teased.
“Candy?” Archie’s eyes grew even wider, filled with excitement.
“Better.”
“Ice cream?”
Harry nodded. “Ice cream, candy, whipped cream, chocolate sprinkles... you name it.”
Archie looked as though he might pass out from pure joy. Sweets after dinner weren’t a common occurrence in their house unless it was a special occasion.
Harry’s smile softened as his eyes flicked to Sammy, who was still watching him with guarded suspicion. “What do you want from my sister?” Sammy finally asked, his tone sharp.
Y/N cringed, wishing she could disappear like Jack, who was contentedly munching on pizza, completely oblivious to the tension. Her cheeks were already burning before she’d even taken a bite.
Harry’s hand found its way to her knee under the table, a silent reassurance that he knew exactly how she was feeling without her having to say a word.
“It’s still early,” Harry said honestly, his gaze meeting Sammy’s without faltering. “But I really, really like your sister.”
Sammy seemed to relax at that, but not without a final warning. “You’re not allowed to like her as much as we do.”
Y/N’s heart squeezed at the words. Despite the challenges, the boys were her world, her best friends.
Harry smiled warmly, his voice sincere. “I wouldn’t dream of it.”
. . .
"Y/N! Y/N! Y/N!" Archie came barreling into the kitchen, his face smeared with chocolate and whipped cream from the ice cream sundaes they’d made earlier. Y/N was bent over the washing machine, pulling out clothes to hang on the makeshift line by the window.
"Harry says he's gonna take us to the indoor waterpark in the city for my birthday! Isn't that awesome? And he beat Sammy's score on the new game he bought us!"
Y/N glanced up, smiling softly at Archie's excitement. The boys had been glued to the computer for hours after Harry surprised them with a game they’d been begging for. The sound of their wild laughter had echoed through the house all afternoon.
Footsteps approached the kitchen, and she looked up to see Harry standing in the doorway, a smirk tugging at his lips.
"Harry, I was just telling Y/N about the waterpark you’re taking us to," Archie said eagerly.
Harry’s eyes flicked to Y/N. "Ah, yes," he said, smiling at her. "I heard there’s a certain someone’s birthday coming up soon."
Archie's birthday was still a month away, and Y/N had only planned a simple celebration—movies, takeout, and cake. As Archie bolted from the kitchen, beaming about the waterpark, Y/N’s smile faded slightly.
Harry noticed the shift immediately. "What’s wrong?" he asked, stepping closer and reaching for her hand. "Did I mess something up?"
"N-no," Y/N replied quickly, shaking her head. "You didn’t do anything wrong. It’s just... Archie's birthday isn’t for another month."
Harry raised an eyebrow. "So?"
Y/N hesitated, her words stumbling over themselves. "I just don’t want to make promises, you know, in case… I mean, what if…" She trailed off, struggling to find a way to express the growing anxiety in her chest. She adored Harry, more than she could articulate, but a part of her couldn’t help worrying about the future—the uncertainties that came with letting someone new into their lives.
"Bambi," Harry’s voice was soft as he cupped her face, his thumb brushing her cheek. "Where’d you go?"
She blinked, confused. "What do you mean?"
His lips quirked into a gentle smile. "Y’ do this thing where you space out, like your mind drifts off somewhere else ‘cause you're thinkin’ too much."
"I do that?" she asked, surprised.
"Mhm," he murmured, his thumb tracing the little furrow in her brow, the touch sending warmth through her. "I like you an awful lot, Bambi. I plan on stickin' around for a long time."
"You do?" Her voice was small, almost disbelieving.
"Yes, I do. And I really like your brothers—they’re a credit to you."
Y/N opened her mouth to deflect, as usual. "Oh, you mean my mom—"
"No," Harry interrupted gently, shaking his head. "I mean you."
Her lips parted in surprise, her eyes misting over. She hadn’t expected that. She hadn’t realized how much she needed to hear those words. Without thinking, she leaned up and pressed her lips to his, a kiss filled with the gratitude she couldn't quite express in words.
She was about to pull away, but Harry held her close, his hands gripping her hips as he deepened the kiss. His soft, warm lips made her head spin, and for a brief moment, the world around them disappeared.
That is, until Sammy’s voice rang out from the hallway. "I’m coming in, so you better not be swapping saliva in there!"
Harry broke the kiss with a chuckle, glancing over his shoulder. "Alright, alright, we’re behaving," he teased, winking at Y/N before moving to the sink. "Let me help you," he offered, turning on the faucet to start washing the dishes from dinner.
Y/N watched him for a moment, her heart swelling with warmth. The words he’d spoken earlier echoed in her mind—words that had already begun to feel familiar, but only when they came from him.
. . .
Y/N woke up the following morning, not from the alarm she’d set for 6 a.m., but from the rapid thumping of her heart. Anxiety rippled through her, making her stomach twist with nerves. Today was her first day working at Pleasing, her first day officially under Harry’s employment. She was excited, of course, but that didn’t stop the butterflies in her belly from multiplying.
She stared up at the ceiling for a few moments, taking slow breaths to calm herself. Her phone buzzed softly on the nightstand, and she reached over, her fingers trembling slightly as she opened the message.
Harry: Morning, Bambi 🌞 There’s a car on its way to pick you up. No need to stress, yeah? I’ll be waiting for you at the office. You’re gonna be amazing x
A small smile crept onto her face despite the nerves. Harry’s words were like a warm hug on a cold morning, making her feel just a little bit braver. She couldn’t help but appreciate how he seemed to know exactly what she needed to hear, right when she needed to hear it.
She quickly typed a reply, her fingers still shaky.
Y/N: Thank you. I’m a little nervous but I’ll do my best. See you soon 💕
Y/N got out of bed and went through her morning routine, trying to focus on each task to stop her mind from spiraling into all the things that could go wrong today. She picked out an outfit she hoped said “professional but approachable,” taking extra care to smooth out any creases in her clothes. When she was finally dressed, she checked the time—6:45 a.m.—the car Harry sent should be arriving any minute.
She stepped outside, the cool morning air doing little to ease her racing thoughts. Y/N wrapped her arms around herself, feeling a mix of excitement and apprehension. The street was quiet at this hour, and she couldn’t help but feel like the only person awake in the world.
Just then, a sleek black car pulled up in front of her, the driver rolling down the window with a friendly nod. "Y/N?" he asked, and she nodded in response.
“That’s me,” she said, her voice a little shaky. She climbed into the backseat, clutching her bag on her lap as the driver started the journey to the office. She stared out the window, watching the familiar streets blur by, and tried to give herself a little pep talk.
You can do this. You’re ready. Harry believes in you, so believe in yourself, too.
Her phone buzzed in her hand again, another message from Harry.
Harry: Also going on a coffee run, do you want anything? x
Bambi: Isn’t that my job today? x
Harry: It’s my job to take care of you everyday
Y/N didn’t realize how wide her smile had grown until she caught her reflection in the glassy screen of her phone. A soft blush crept onto her cheeks as she tried to compose herself, glancing out the window to distract from the giddy feeling bubbling inside her. She watched as the quiet suburbs melted into the bustle of the big city, her heart thudding against her ribcage. 
Slowly, the car pulled up outside Pleasing. The building was elegant, with an arched doorway and a clean awning that had the brand's name in bold letters. Through the large glass doors, Y/N could see a glimpse of the bright, stylish interior. Her heart pounded as the car came to a stop, her mouth opening with a desperate plea to leave, to turn back and retreat home where she could hide away—but then she saw Harry, and her words fell away for an entirely different reason.
She’d seen Harry in a suit before, but seeing him in full CEO mode was something else. He wore a flawless black-and-white suit, cufflinks gleaming at his wrists. His eyes were stern, his entire demeanor unshakeable—until he looked her way, and his whole form softened.
“You’re here,” His voice was warm and inviting. She wanted to leap into him and hide herself within him but she wanted to be professional.
She stood in front of him, not wanting to get any closer to her new boss, “Good morning, Mr Styles.”
The corner of Harry’s lips quirked, a hint of amusement in his eyes. “Good morning,” he replied, savoring her formality. He took a step closer, his gaze gentle yet focused. “Ready for today?”
“Y-yes,” She said but it wasn’t all that convincing.
Harry grabbed her hand, “You’ll be just fine Bambi.” He murmured the nickname just for her to hear. 
The warmth of his hand around hers steadied her, but it also set her pulse racing. His fingers intertwined with hers, and he kept their joined hands subtly hidden between them as they walked through the grand entrance and into the lobby. Y/N’s nerves started to quiet, replaced by a growing excitement.
As they stepped into the elevator, Harry’s thumb brushed gently over her knuckles. She looked up at him but his eyes were looking ahead. Her eyes fixated on his sharp jawline and smooth, freshly-shaven face; he looked even more polished, clean-cut and distinctly professional since she’d last seen him.
When they reached his office floor, Harry led her down a sleek corridor and into an airy, open workspace with views of the city skyline. The scent of fresh coffee lingered in the air, and a few team members looked up with welcoming smiles.
Just ahead, a woman in her mid-thirties with shoulder-length auburn hair and an easy smile approached them. Her professional but warm demeanor put Y/N at ease almost instantly. Harry released Y/N’s hand as he greeted her.
“Lindsey, this is Y/N,” he said, glancing between them. “She’s starting with us today. I thought you might help her settle in and get familiar with everything.”
Lindsey extended her hand warmly. “Oh is this-”
Harry’s gaze lingered on her with a slight, unreadable intensity, prompting Lindsey to pause mid-sentence. Then, noticing Y/N, she broke into a bright smile.
“Y/N! It’s so nice to meet you.” She laughed lightly, her eyes flicking to Harry with a teasing glint. “I have to admit, I’m a little curious why anyone would sign up to be his assistant—he can be a real pain most days.” She shot him a playful look. “But don’t worry, just don’t enter his office at midday - he can get real hangry.” 
Y/N giggled and Harry’s eyes brightened at the sound, ““Y/N,” he said, his voice warm, “you’re in very good hands.” He turned to Lindsey. “Make sure she gets a proper introduction to everything, but don’t overwhelm her.”
Lindsey chuckled. “I’ll keep it light for today, boss. We’d be here all day getting into your list of demands everyday.”
Harry rolled his eyes, and with a final look at Y/N, said, “I’ll see you later, then.” His words were simple, but the small smile he gave her was anything but. As he walked away, Y/N felt the anticipation return, wanting him to come back and be the one to show her around. She wasn’t the best with meeting new people. She was shy and nervous and fumbled over her words too often but Harry had great faith in her so she would try her best to do good. 
“Alright, let’s get started,” Lindsey said, gesturing to an open desk area near Harry’s office. “First things first—coffee? I’ll show you the best spot, and then we’ll make our way through the to-do list Harry sent this morning.” 
. . .
Y/N liked Lindsey a lot. 
She was funny and gentle. Whenever Y/N made a mistake—like earlier when she accidentally printed everything in pink instead of black and white—Lindsey would correct her kindly, reminding her that mistakes happen. Y/N wasn’t used to this kind of patience; her old boss would snap or hiss at even the smallest error. Here, it felt nice to breathe a little easier.
Lindsey spoke warmly about her two little boys, whom she cared for while her husband was away with the military. She had once been a stay-at-home mom, but over time, the isolation began to weigh on her; she craved more than just the role of mother and wanted to be out in the world, around people. When she applied to Pleasing, she’d explained her situation to Harry during her interview, and he had offered her flexible hours so she could still make it home to her boys each evening.
Whenever Lindsey mentioned the things Harry had done for her and her family, her voice would grow thick with emotion, and she spoke of him with genuine admiration. Y/N found herself thinking of her own circumstances and the way Harry had taken her under his wing, feeling a warmth for him settle in her chest.
“Okay, Harry’s in a meeting, so we need to bring in tea and coffee,” Lindsey said, heading over to a small rolling cart neatly stocked with cups, a teapot, and coffee supplies.
She guided Y/N through the arrangement, showing her how Harry liked his tea prepared. “He’s particular about the temperature—hot but not scalding,” Lindsey explained with a wink. “Don’t worry you’ll get the hang of things.”
Y/N carefully poured the tea, her hands steadying with each instruction Lindsey offered. They finished preparing the drinks, and Y/N took a deep breath, steadying herself as she reached for the cart handle.
“You’ll be fine,” Lindsey reassured her, offering a supportive smile. “Just go in, keep it simple, and make sure everyone has their drinks. You’ll be a natural at this in no time.”
“I’m going in alone?” Y/N’s eyes widened.
“It’s good practice,” Lindsey grins, “Good luck!”
Y/N squared her shoulders and pushed the cart toward the meeting room. The murmurs grew louder as she approached, but her nerves eased slightly upon catching Harry’s eye. His expression softened for a moment before returning to its professional coolness, a small signal just for her.
As she entered, she was met with the sight of a large glass table surrounded by men in sharp suits, all eyes shifting toward her. Taking a breath, she rolled the cart around and placed the cups in front of Harry and the others. Just as she reached for the teapot, a slight tremor ran through her hand, and she felt a sudden rush of panic.
In an instant, she lost her grip. The teapot tipped, sending hot tea spilling across the table and splattering onto a crisp white shirt belonging to one of the men. The room fell silent, and every gaze shifted from her to the angry figure, whose face flushed crimson.
““Watch where you’re going!” he barked, rising from his seat. “Do you even know how to serve properly?”
Y/N’s heart raced, the color draining from her face. Just as she opened her mouth to apologize, a surge of anger rippled through the room.
“Do you think it’s okay to talk to a woman like that?” Harry murmured, his voice laced with malice.
“She stained my shirt! She’s lucky I’m not making her pay for it,” the man continued, and Y/N could see the discomfort on the faces of the other attendees, their expressions telling her they knew he’d crossed a line.
Harry’s eyes darkened, a storm brewing behind them. He reached into his blazer pocket, pulling out a checkbook and a fountain pen. With swift strokes, he began to scribble before turning to Y/N. “Y/N, would you mind delivering this to Mr. Smith?”
Y/N nodded, her hands trembling slightly as she accepted the check, its weight feeling both significant and heavy.
Mr. Smith snatched the check from her hands, glancing down at it with a scowl. Written across the page was Harry’s signature alongside a mere fifty dollars. “Your final check—enough to cover the shirt, I assume? I think I saw the same one in the TK Maxx sale rack.”
“Final?” Mr. Smith asked, incredulous.
“Correct,” Harry replied nonchalantly.
Mr. Smith’s face burned bright red. He huffed, rising from his seat and storming out of the room, slamming the door behind him. The room fell silent. “Meeting adjourned,” Harry announced, and everyone flooded out, eager to escape the awkward tension.
Y/N stood in the corner, barely able to look up. Embarrassment washed over her; she wondered if she could do any job right. Her eyes watered as she bit down on her lip to keep from crying.
Suddenly, two polished shoes came into view, and big hands cupped her cheeks, gently forcing her to meet his gaze. “Are you okay?” Harry asked, concern etched on his face.
She wanted to say yes, to express pride in her efforts and how well she had handled the day, but instead, she wrapped her arms around him, burying her face into his shirt. “I feel like I can’t do anything right,” she admitted, her voice muffled.
Harry sighed, his arms encircling her as he rubbed the back of her head soothingly. “You did nothing wrong.”
“You can’t fire people because of me, Harry.”
“Don’t worry about him. We’ve wanted to get rid of him for ages—just a sexist prick. Turns out you’re a pretty good assistant for giving me an excuse to fire someone on the spot,” he chuckled lightly.
Y/N looked up at him, her heart fluttering as his hand held her cheek, his thumb brushing beneath her eye. “These eyes,” he whispered.
A smile broke through her sadness. “I’m sorry for ruining your meeting.”
“Don’t care, Bambi.” He was so much taller than her, nearly a foot difference, so he had to lean down to brush his nose against hers, their lips ghosting against each other. “You actually made it better.”
“I did?” she whispered, her mind suddenly forgetting the man who had yelled at her.
“Mhm,” he hummed, and then, gently, he pressed his lips to hers. The kiss was soft and lingering, sending a warm flutter through Y/N that chased away the remnants of her earlier embarrassment. She melted into the moment, her worries fading as Harry’s lips brushed against hers. 
“Okay, what the hell happened?” Lindsey barged into the room, causing Y/N to leap away from Harry, her cheeks flushing.
“Wow, Lindsey,” Harry said, rubbing a hand over his mouth, both of them flustered as Lindsey glanced between them. “Try knocking next time, yeah?”
“Since when have I ever needed to knock?” Lindsey shot back, her eyebrows knitting together as she assessed Y/N, whose face was now bright pink.
“Since now,” Harry replied. Clearing his throat, he added, “If you’ll excuse me…” He brushed past her, leaving the tension lingering in the air.
A laugh escaped Y/N’s lips, even as embarrassment tinged her cheeks; it was the first time she’d witnessed him so flustered. Lindsey arched an eyebrow, a teasing smile creeping onto her face. “So, are you two like…?”
“No,” Y/N replied, the denial tumbling out a bit too quickly.
Lindsey shot her a knowing look but chose not to press further. “Might want to let him know about that lipstick stain on his upper lip,” she added, rolling the cart out of the room and leaving Y/N feeling distinctly warm and flustered.
. . .
Harry kissed Y/N with the lights off on her front porch after dropping her home. Y/N melted against him, her fingers tangling in his hair as the kiss deepened. She felt a rush of warmth spread through her, the sweet taste of his breath mixing with the fresh night air. His hands found her waist, pulling her closer, their bodies fitting perfectly together. “Bambi,” He slurred against her lips.”
“Hm?” She hummed, unable to stop herself when she pulled him closer. 
“I was thinking,” He murmured, pulling away but his hands still firmly gripping her waist, “Maybe this weekend y’ could come to my place and stay the night.”
“The night?” She’d never had a sleepover before let alone one at a boys house. 
“Yeah… Would you be okay with that?” 
“Y-Yeah, I think so.”
“Y’ think so?” Harry grinned, “Are y’ sure?”
She smiled, “I’d like that.”
“Well, alright then,” he murmured, leaning down to place one last, soft kiss on her lips. “Goodnight, Bambi.”
“Goodnight, Harry.” Y/N barely suppressed a smile as she watched him walk to his car, a flutter in her chest as he turned back for a final wave.
Before she turned to step into her house, her phone buzzed and a text came through from Harry.
Harry: I think we have to get better at this whole sneaking around thing
Y/N: Tell yourself that, you kissed me first!
Harry: Can’t help it Bambi 
Harry: I’m obsessed with you
. . .
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i know the general census is that frank is gentle but how would he handle if his little bunny that seemed all innocent and shy liked it insanely rough? not just spanking and backshots “rough” but face slapping and grabbing, breath play like holding her mouth and nose, intense manhandling like chokeholds and being held in the air to show how small she is in his arms and lowk clit torture. and she likes to act all delicate because she is and can’t even fit him all the way in after training and also squirts from a few touches to her clit but she likes being broken and wants him to use every ounce of his strength to do that and i need him to skullfuck me with my hands tied behind my back with a vibrator assaulting my clit…and then he slaps my cheek over and over and then pulling out to put me in a chokehold until i’m bruised 🐳 glasses anon i need him to break five pairs monthly from how rough he is i need him to CORRUPT MEEE
FIRSTLY!! 🐳ANON HELLOO<33 I have missed you<3
Please you are so real, it’s like actually a carnal needdddd how bad I need frank to hold my jaw and coo filthy filthy things at me while he blows out my back. And you are SO right on the corruption and skull fucking omggggg. Oh and I also wanna add bc of this ask (and my absolutely foul thoughts on born again bearded frank) I ammmm working on a rougher/mean!Frankie piece rn and I am quaking each time I open the draft. I cannot wait to get a sec to get it finished for y’all <3
im praying this is understandable enough though and not complete waffle😭 I struggle trying to get my thoughts out clearly enough sometimes if ya couldn’t already tell🥲 18+smut thoughts below the cut inc themes of rough sex, breath play/choking, Size kink? Doggy/prone? Was the goal anyway😭Overstimulation, bodily fluids and aftercare (pleeeeease lmk if I've missed anything, i always go blank tagging😭)
Buuuuuuut buckle up! in response to this, I feel like if there’s anyone who can offer the rough stuff it’s him yk? Obviously if you were to let him, no mattwr how embarrassed you could be about it, he'd listen openly. But just know there would be SO many conversations beforehand on likes, dislikes, hard limits, safe words, boundary’s ect, and this goes for both of you! Neither of you want to make the other uncomfortable, especially not in a moment that takes such a level of sexual intimacy, trust and even respect. (Even when being deceptively disrespectful sometimes)
Frank strikes me (and im sure many of you guys) as task motivated so if his baby bun wants something a certain way, he’s going to ensure everything is correct for her to get it. He loves you too much to do anything without afformentioned confirmation. This also includes a lot of discussion on what sort of thing you need for aftercare within those moments when things get heavy too-
And I say those moments bc I don’t think he’d always indulge it? like dont get me wrong, he’d do it, but it’s not going to be every single time you fuck yk? He might incorporate bits here and there like a lil hard tap on the cheek for your attention “eyes on me, yeah, there she is, theres my dirty girl” or a hand on the neck “that feelin good sweetheart? That pretty head gettin all fuzzy?”
Perhaps frank even indulges you with licks of overstim outside of those moments, forfilling it with whatever form is within the mood- vibe, his mouth or fingers. “Shhh, You can take it. Taken more than this before, atta girl, you feel it, aint gotta think, just gotta keep cummin”
But the whole shebang? The whole 9 yards of him getting reeeeal rough, properly leaving marks, really manhandling or getting intensely mean would definitely be different; perhaps even almost planned? Like for example those moments are reserved for say arguments sake, ovulation, pent up stress relief or when your headspace is feeling a specific way?
The way he fucks, the way he talks and touches you? All Completely different to how frank would usually operate in the bedroom and that’s not a bad thing in the slightest!! I just personally feel it would take as much out of frank to do it as it would for you to take it yk?
But That being said he would be disgustingly good with it when he does use it <3
Wrapping his big bicep beneath your chin as he fucks into you harshly from behind, the other hand pinching and slapping at your tits- the taugt buds of your nipples- sharply enough to make you jerk and gasp. Problem is though, the more you jerk and react the more he tightens his hold, squeezing you in the headlock until he can feel the flutters of your cunt and the heaves of your chest. His massive body completely draped over yours, the weight of him pressing you down toward the mattress, hips pummelling your backside in a brutal fashion, punching deep and fast. "Fuckin tight little hole's squeezin my cock, you like not bein able to breathe? feelin me in your tummy?" the hand at your tits drifting to press at your stomach making you squeak, the pressure intensifying the pleasure coursing through you. "Yeaaah, yeah you love all that cock in there dontcha Bun, greedy fuckin girl. Made for it, just lettin me use that pussy how i want"
That hand (sometimes then reaching for your vibe if the mood so runs that way) will then drift further down to your puffy clit, already oversensitive and abused from prior attention. Frank slaps it once, twice, three times before immediately massaging tight, quick figure eights until you practically end up limp in his grip, eyes rolling back as you cum again with a choked, almost gargled moan. Your cunt squeezing him almost as tight as the grip on your neck before he lets go; letting euphoria take over your body with each gasp of oxygen that fills your lungs.
Frank does not stop until he feels you physically cannot cum anymore (or you Safeword!!). He fucks you through orgasm after orgasm (even his own) until you’re nothing short of a mess, practically trembling like a newborn deer and the slightest brush on your clit has your legs closing with a broken yowl. Panting body absolutely covered with various marks, drying spit, slick and cum.
The aftercare, while hes incredible with it generally, is then a complete 180 however- gone is all the roughness of his movements, the sharpness of his words. Replaced by touchs that are feather light and words careful, quiet grumbles as he checks in on you. "Hey pretty girl.. Heads all hazy huh? I know.. But i gotcha, franks gotcha, your safe."
Once you've had a drink and a little bite to eat, some fruit or something simple, he'll always carry you to the bathroom and only leave you to change the sheets as you sit to pee (bc christ forbid a uti on his watch-) then you can lean back against his chest in the warm water of the bath he left running, his broad body sat behind yours as he gets you clean without you even needing to move.
Whispers of soft praise and gentle shushes filling the echoing bathroom as he ensures every sensitive inch of skin is clean even when your eyes droop. "Shhh, i know.. Know its sore baby, just one more moment. One more swipe n' ill leave it alone yeah?" punctuated with a soft kiss to your temble that an hour ago you wouldn't of been able to even dream of him doing.
Frank dries you off with the softest towl you own, of course warmed by the dryer. soothing your skin with a lotion and/or balm you love. Never forgetting to pay extra gentle attention to the red welts on your ass, thighs and chest as he tells you how gorgeous you are in a moment that sometimes, you can feel anything but.
He'll help you into the pajamas you choose (wether your own or one of his shirts/boxers) and not bat a single eye if wearing panties to bed is too uncomfortable for you to handle.
Once fully comfortable his first mission is to then get you a propper snack or little meal. Insisting food is fuel and you need it after everything he put you through as he treads of to the kitchen. Coming back to then execute mission number 2: laying down with you resting cuddled up on his chest.
Fingers softly running over your arm as he presses kisses anywhere he can with little movement. "Doin okay sweetheart? You tell me if you need anything else alright? Nothins too much for my girl." " so proud of you, ya know that?"
"Gettin sleepy down there? I know..shh, you get some rest. Not goin anywhere i promise, Love you sweetheart"
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how the other half lives lando norris x older!reader rating — 18+ (sex, coarse language, age gap) —requested by lovely anon, thank you for the wonderful idea.
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"merry christmas… hello!" lando sang as he guided you through the wide open front door of his parents' home. 
the holiday festivities had already begun by the echo of christmas tunes filtering through the open plan along with the rich smell of a delicious home-cooked lunch inviting you in. 
“we’re in here, love!” his mum sang back from down the hallway, every step getting you closer to all the cheerful voices melding into a sound of pure joy. 
that sound truly summed up lando’s family. they were joy personified. you had met them a couple of times in passing, mostly at races or whenever lando had a formal event to attend. they were always by his side, supporting and cheering him on and you adored how much they loved their son. 
you hadn’t been to their home, lando's childhood home. of course you wondered what it would look like, curious to know how the man you had fallen in love with grew up. the two of you were from vastly different backgrounds but all was fair in love and war, no preconceived notions or judgements — only mutual respect and a connection that couldn't be ignored. but you were curious to know how the other half lived, failing to suppress a giggle when you bypassed the study. 
"golden boy," you whispered, pointing to the small shrine dedicated to lando and his career that was set up in what looked to be his father’s office, earning yourself a gentle shove.
"oh god… that's embarrassing," he muttered quietly with a smirk as you took a couple of strides in, running your fingers over the karting trophies all lined up in a perfect row.
“it’s cute. they’re so proud of you.”
all lando could do was smile and hide his blush. he was the twinkle in their eye and all you wanted was for them to like you. 
your relationship with lando was somewhat untraditional, being five years his senior. age is nothing but a number, he had said when you first met through mutual friends on a holiday in mallorca, the connection between the two of you growing instantaneously. he was the charming brit that your friends had warned you about, single and destined to fall head over heels for you — and he did. lando couldn’t believe his luck when you waltzed into the villa, a sight for sore eyes and a smile that made his heart clench with something resembling love. 
the age difference wasn’t a problem at first, most of his friends were older so it made sense that he would blend into the group without a second glance. it wasn’t until the perfect spanish bubble burst and you found yourself cuddled up in his arms, reuniting after a couple of weeks apart and feeling the weight of it all on your shoulders. his life was chaotic, an excuse to be perpetually young — adrenaline filled and without real life responsibilities. 
“i just don’t want you to get sick of me because i have a 9-5 job and a mortgage. it’s boring adult stuff that gets me down and you're doing what every kid dreams of. we’re from very different worlds — god, what would your parents think of you dating a 30 year old…” you’d barely taken a breath when lando rested his hand on your cheek with a sigh. 
“there’s a reason why our worlds collided and i wanna know where it takes us. i'm falling in love with you and i think you are too so let’s see what happens, yeah? plus, you’re like a dream girl to take him to the parents — they’re gonna love you.”
and from day forth, you put those fears behind you and focused on the beautiful moments happening right before your eyes. spending the holidays with lando and his family was a dream, all of the sleepless nights worrying about what they thought was wasted when all you needed to do was trust the man you loved.
“ah, my two favourite people,” lando’s father greeted as he bundled lando up in a hug and pulled you in next with a grin the size of the moon, “so uncle rodney is making cocktails and you can pop any presents under the tree in the living room — lando can show you.”
“thanks so much again for inviting me, adam,” you whispered, earning a reassuring squeeze to the shoulder, “of course, love — we’re glad you were able to join us.” 
lando clasped your hand and showed you the way. the house seemed to go on forever until finally spotting the biggest christmas tree you had ever seen, “wow.” 
“we go big in the norris household — not just with the tree,” he motioned towards the tower of presents, mostly labelled with his sweet niece's names.
"it’s so beautiful," you admired before kneeling down and carefully placing the presents you two bought under the tree, spending a little extra time inspecting the one that had a little card hanging off the side with your name scribbled in lando’s distinctive handwriting.
"oi, behave yourself," lando scolded playfully, catching you red-handed shaking the small box with a guilty smirk.
"what are you gonna do? tell on me?" you teased, peering up at him with puppy dog eyes and playfully poking at his hip. lando gently captured your wrist and helped you up from the floor before dragging you in close for a hug, "maybe you won't get your present from me now. how would you like that?" 
your face fell into a pout as he pressed a sweet kiss to your lips, "okay fine," you surrendered, rolling your eyes at lando’s triumphant grin. 
"hmm, that's what i thought, darling."
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the norris clan were an absolute riot and lando was spot on with his prediction about everyone being too drunk to take any notice of the two of you. once everyone got their chance to chat to lando about racing and what was in store for the off-season, they went back to telling hysterical family stories and reminiscing about the old days. 
every time someone new told a story, you were blessed with a glimpse into the person lando was before you met him — all the little stories from his childhood and teen years really enriched the emotional side of your relationship and for the first time, it felt like both the physical and emotional sides had caught up with one another. you’d never felt emotionally closer and it solidified all of the feelings and conversations the two of you had been having lately. what did the future hold? where did you see yourselves in five years? so many of those questions fumbling around in your head were answered just by sitting and listening to his family. 
all you wanted was to feel like you and lando could happily spend the rest of your lives together and for the people closest to him to approve of that decision. the car ride home was quiet — lando humming the christmas song stuck in his head while you watched the twinkling city lights of london off in the distance.
"my parents really love you.”
you smiled to yourself while hanging your coat over the back of a kitchen stool, heart pumping a little fast than it was before.
“you think?”
lando nodded, smiling as he leaned against the counter in your shared apartment and admired the way your nose scrunched up, unsure of his genuinity. you were glowing under the warm christmas tree lights stretching up the walls, eyes sparkling with a glimmer of hope that his words were true. 
“i know they do. so do my sisters. and my brother… everyone loves you,” lando stepped forward and pressed your hips against the kitchen counter, sliding you easily up onto the surface. “—but i love you the most.” 
“love you the most too, baby.” you whispered before wrapping your legs and arms loosely around his body, pulling him in for a long awaited kiss. 
the two of you had been on your best behaviour all day, but seeing lando playing chasey with his nieces and making them laugh until their little faces were red made it really hard not to drag him to a quiet corner and beg for him to give you one of your own. he knew what you wanted, what you needed, making quick work of your underwear and skirting the thin material down your legs while you tugged on the buckle of his black belt. 
“so ready for me,” lando teased as his fingertips glided between your shaky thighs, embarrassingly easy if it weren’t for the fact he always had you like that. he fucking lived for having you dripping for him.
“mmm, need you to be ready for me too,” you played with a couple of quick strokes of his cock, earning a loud, raspy moan in your ear. it sent chills down your spine as he grasped your hand and took over, haphazardly lining himself up and nudging forward with a grunt.
“yes,” you whimpered, tightening your grip around lando’s shoulders as he lifted you slightly, guiding your hips in time with his, desperately chasing his high. 
“feels so fucking good,” he groaned into your mouth, as your head tilted back in pleasure. 
“lando?” you half moaned, half asked as his eyes squared with yours. “yeah?” 
“when do you think we should tell your parents that we’re trying to have a baby?” 
lando’s eyebrows furrowed as he continued to slide into you with a pace quicker than any fast lap he’d ever clocked, “fuck, baby,” he groaned, trying to hold his composure, ���um, that’d be a long conversation about responsibility and marriage probably — they would want to meet your parents…” 
“are they super religious?” you were panting, lips only centimetres from his. 
“we have to stop talking about my parents while we’re… while this is happening,” lando groaned, face screwed up as he picked up the pace again —hips snapping deliciously in sync. 
“god, yeah, sorry, sorry!” you muttered, stifling a laugh as his hot breath washed over you in a chuckle. 
“lemme try and give you one before we start telling people, yeah?” he breathlessly whispered into your ear, pressing kisses along your collarbone with a smile, “you’re so bad…” 
you sighed, “i’m definitely on the naughty list this year.” 
“absolutely,” lando chuckled and gave you a soft kiss before getting to work on your ultimate christmas gift.
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a/n — soooo keen to keep adding to this little story. let me know what you think!! and thank you all so much for getting involved in the end of (f1) season sale. it has been so fun writing for you guys this past month and hopefully i will be able to finish it off over the next couple of weeks but this fic felt like the best way to say goodbye to the formula one season ✨
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skrunksthatwunk ¡ 3 months ago
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let it be known that this started as what if i became a doll collector and the answer is still that im unemployed
what if i became a figure collector (<- unemployed)
#but theyre so pretty...#i know i probably don't let it show much but i love dress up stuff and like. i never really did much with dolls growing up#i DID like the dolls i had it was just like.. yk. rubber clothed po.lly pockets and whatever#and im worried that i would feel kind of awkward around them. which is silly#but like a lotta bjds are like 2 ft tall!! and knowing the respect their collectors have for them i feel like#idk. weirdly unworthy of these very expensive plastic women. basically#buhh this is so stupid and part of a lifelong sense of unease surrounding the childish things i yearn for#like im too big and clumsy for it and i wouldn't even know how to be around them anymore#wtf do you mean you forgot how to play!! buy it's true#the very strange and intense sense of shame and Need To Hide This i felt about funny dress up games as a kid. my word#im also kind of picky about their faces and head size and stuff in ways that are gonna limit me#especially when it comes to like. local selections and stuff#i don't wanna get something expensive and then be like well um. here's your shelf and uh. dust motes#what if i don't like it after all!! mnuh!!!! and the answer is (i feel) to wait on it and maybe get something cheap that speaks to me#and just try to exist around a toy without a profound sense of Im Supposed To Be Doing Or Feeling Something Particular But Idk What about it#but ive always kind of wondered yknow? and it's not something i really let myself want when i was younger#but i also don't wanna get only one and then change my mind like that would be too sad for her!!!!#but i mean it's not like only having one or two is a crime. i don't have to be a collector to have them#i dunno im so ashamed of everything and i feel so greasy and unfashionable lately so it's like. an odd matchup#not that it matters bc of course it doesnt!! shouldnt! whatever!!!#anyway doesnt help that when i find smth thats like oh.. pretty.. it's mad expensive or rare or something#feeling my heartstrings tugged for a blommor like thats just cruel#ah it's the same with my sorta sideline interest in lolita fashion it's like i can't quite imagine enjoying it enough to go all the way#so why try it? even though i know there's probably something in the wanting#whatever i should drop out and get a job. i can't i know i can't but i want money to be so honest with you#being able to truly make my space my own and surround myself with things i cherish would be nice#consumerist nesting instinct is real and im afraid it applies to me as well#it's not like that's Most of what i'd spend it on but having some way of getting at stuff without relying on others so much would be nice#especially when you're kind of embarrassed about the things in question. i'd like some privacy!! this is a tender thing for me!!! ugh anyway#whatever whatever whatever. i should go work on stuff (<- is about to go look at dolls some more)
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minisugakoobies ¡ 2 months ago
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what if we...? | choi san
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Pairing: Best Friend!San x Reader (Gender Neutral)
Genre: PWP, smut, best friends to lovers, non-Idol!AU
Rating: M (18+)
Warnings: San and reader have been drinking, reader is down bad (and maybe San is too? question mark??), kissing, dry humping, allusions to doing hand and mouth stuff but no specific genitals are mentioned, unprotected sex (if reader can get preg assume alternative bc - or maybe they're just being risky who can say)
Word Count: 714 words
Disclaimers: NSFW, obviously I don’t own ATZ - they just inspire me
Summary: You might be a little drunk but you're pretty sure your best friend just asked you to kiss him. What if you did?
A/N: This is for @moni-logues, who asked for San + "You can kiss me, you know." I know you enjoy F2L and honestly it's the first thing I thought of for your prompt. He's so best friend coded. 💕
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“You can kiss me, you know.” 
The words coming out of San’s mouth catch you off guard. The two of you have been hanging out, drinking your work week away on his couch, and the hour is late enough that even the stars are asleep, tucked away behind cloudy blankets in the predawn sky.
It’s a little difficult to remember how you got here, to this position you find yourself in, snuggled up against your best friend, who peers at you from beneath the pulled-up hood of his sweatshirt, waiting for your reaction. 
Is that hope in his eyes, or just the last shot of soju?
Maybe it had been you who had said something about the temperature. Maybe San, your friend who famously runs hot, offered you his warmth with an arm around your shoulders. Maybe you made a joke about how cuddling with him was the most action you’d gotten in ages - a comment in retrospect makes you feel a bit pathetic. 
It was definitely San who just informed you that you can kiss him, though. Of that much you are certain.
How much more pathetic would it be for you to take him up on it? God knows you’ve thought about kissing him a lot. Like a lot a lot. Like right now, for example, as you sit here staring at his mouth.
San hums, tilting his head, and this brings you back to the moment. His grin is so knowing that your neck burns with embarrassment, but you’re not shamed enough to stop leaning in. He moves in too, brings his face close enough for you to feel his breath, and as your eyes slip shut, you feel his mouth lightly brush yours. 
His lips are warm and soft, and his kiss is surprisingly tender. Maybe it’s unfair to him to expect anything different. Your best friend has always been so sweet. Of course he’d kiss like this.  His lips hover over yours when he pulls away, and instinctively you lean forward again, a sudden greed overwhelming you. A need to make it real.
San makes a surprised noise against your lips, but it isn’t long before his arms encircle you, strong and secure, and maybe he slides your leg over his or maybe you straddle him yourself, who is to say? Not you, not with your best friend’s tongue in your mouth. 
A heat builds between you. Your hands end up under his hoodie, stroking over his stomach, while his fingers dig into your hips. He’s hard beneath you, and makes sure you know it by rolling you over his crotch. 
“San,” you whimper, your head kicking back a little when he does it again. He feels so good and you’re both still completely clothed. Imagining what he’ll feel like inside you makes you start to beg. “Oh, oh please, I wa-”
You break off, choking on a wanton cry when he grips you harder, grinding you against him, and you sink your fingers into his hoodie, as if that grabbing on to him could somehow alleviate the incredible ache you feel right now. He puts his lips to your ear, panting slightly, like he’s struggling to keep it under control. 
“You want to?” he asks, and you nod, whispering, “Yes,” and then you’re on your back, watching him peel off his hoodie and the shirt underneath. He tugs at the bottom of your shirt, and you nod again, letting him help you, though the way he slowly drags the material up seems less helpful and more teasing. 
When you’re both finally topless, he leans down and kisses you again. It’s gentle and sweet, until he lowers himself to lay on top of you. As your bodies entwine, the kiss deepens, and soon you’re gasping for air, and needing so much more. 
Like he usually does, your best friend reads your mind. He uses his mouth and hands to bring you to the edge of pleasure. When he finally slides his cock inside you, it only takes a few thrusts before you’re pushed over, moaning and shaking, and San fucks you through overstimulation until you’re clenching again while he cums inside.
Maybe later, he’s the one to suggest you do this again sometime. Maybe you agree. Who can say.
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Š 2025 by minisugakoobies. Crossposted to AO3. Please do not copy or repost. I do not allow translations of my work.
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goosewriting ¡ 3 months ago
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I would just like to say…
your blog theme is adorable! 😌
How do you think Joaquin would react to a reader who is sick/stressed (maybe both!) who is refusing to rest? I definitely could see him being worried. Thank youuu!
JoaquĂ­n Torres x sick!reader [headcanons]
relationship: JoaquĂ­n Torres x gn!reader
warnings: mention of being sick and medication, fluff
word count: ~500
A/N: tysm c: the whole goose thing started as a joke but i kinda went with it and it took on a life of itself lmao thank you for requesting! this one sounded perfect for a headcanon list to me so it’s a bit shorter than usual, hope you still like it :D
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→ sick!reader who refuses to rest (established relationship)
You’ve probably been sniffling for a couple of days already, with an occasional cough here and there, telling Joaquín you’re fine when he asks if you’re feeling well.
He doesn’t want to be overbearing or treat you like you can’t take care of yourself when you tell him you’re fine.
But he does small things like bring you an extra cup of tea with honey and lemon, or cook chicken soup for dinner that his abuela used to make for him.
One day he comes home and finds you half hanging from the couch, your face hot from your fever that you’ve been ignoring. You were folding the laundry but passed out mid-task.
That’s when he takes matter into his own hands.
He picks you up and brings you to bed, tucks you in.
He takes your temperature, brings you ibuprofen and plenty of water.
If you’re really sick, he’ll ask for a day or two off work to drive you to the doctor and take care of you.
When you’re resting at home and he catches you out of bed, he’ll just take your shoulders, turn you around, and guide you back. 
If he gets exasperated at how stubborn you’re being, refusing to let him take care of you, you might hear a string of curses in Spanish; that’s when you know he’s actually starting to get frustrated, so you better stay in bed or he’ll get the chancla 🩴 
I headcanon Joaquín’s main love languages to be words of affirmation and acts of service, closely followed by physical touch.
So let him take care of you!!! It’s one of the ways he shows how much he cares.
And he actually loves taking care of you.
When the meds start to kick in and you’re not in pain anymore but still slightly delirious from your fever, you might mumble really cheesy stuff, telling him how much you love him. 
And he actually loves that. He lets you ramble, spurring you on to continue saying the corniest things, and he eats it all up. He might even bring it up again after you’re healthy again, repeating some of the things you said back to you, and you’ll bury your face in his chest with an embarrassed groan while he laughs, endeared. 
Also, expect lots of forehead kisses while you’re in bed! He says it’s to control your temperature, but really he’s just dying to kiss you for real again.
You don’t let him though, not wanting to pass on whatever virus got you.
Also, you can absolutely take advantage of him being extra attentive, asking for extra snacks, and he’ll bring them right away.
He just wants you to know that you can count on him, and that you are loved 🥺 
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paddockletters ¡ 7 months ago
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close to you | jude bellingham
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pairing: jude bellingham x reader summary: after months of long-distance dating, you finally meet Jude's family, share moments together leading to a conversation about moving in together request: yes / thank you sooo much for you request!
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Being in a long-distance relationship with Jude had its ups and downs. Video calls filled our evenings, laughter echoing through the screens, but I often missed the warmth of his presence. The anticipation of finally meeting his family sent butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
“Are you ready for this?” Jude asked, his eyes twinkling with mischief as he pulled up to his family’s house.
“I think so! But what if they don’t like me?” I fretted, twisting the ring on my finger.
“Don’t worry; they’ll love you. Just be your charming self” he teased, nudging me with his elbow.
As we walked inside, Jude’s mom, Denise, greeted us with a warm hug.
“Y/N! I’m so glad to finally meet you!”
“Thank you for having me! It’s wonderful to be here" I replied, feeling a wave of relief wash over me.
“Jude talks about you all the time” Denise said, her smile wide.
“Does he?” I glanced at Jude, who looked a bit embarrassed.
“Just the good stuff” he shot back playfully, earning a gentle shove from me.
“So, you’re the infamous Y/N. Jude's been raving about you. Just wait until I share his childhood stories!” Jobe, Jude’s brother, strolled into the room, a grin spreading across his face.
“Hey! No stories, Jobe!” Jude interjected, his face flushing a shade of red.
“Oh come on, I have to give Y/N the real scoop!” Jobe laughed, giving me a wink.
As the afternoon unfolded, the kitchen filled with laughter and delicious smells from the family dinner Denise prepared. I felt myself relaxing as Jude wrapped an arm around my shoulders, pulling me close.
“So, Y/N, what’s your favourite dish?” Denise asked as we sat around the table.
“I love Italian food!” I exclaimed, sharing how I once tried to make homemade pasta and ended up with a huge mess.
“That sounds like quite the adventure!” Jude chuckled, nudging me playfully. “Maybe I’ll let you cook for me next time?”
“Only if you help!” I retorted, laughing.
As the evening went on, I felt the warmth of Jude’s family wrapping around me, but a small knot of insecurity lingered. When Jude playfully teased me about my cooking skills, I felt a flicker of doubt.
“Hey, don’t let him get to you! You’re doing great,” Jobe chimed in, winking at me.
“Yeah, don’t listen to him. He burns toast” Jude added with a smirk.
“Alright, fine! I’ll take your word for it,” I said, trying to brush it off, but I excused myself to the guest room, feeling the weight of the moment.
Jude followed, concern etched on his face.
“babe, wait! What’s going on?” he asked, closing the door behind him.
“I just… I want your family to like me” I confessed, my voice trembling slightly.
“They already do. They see how happy you make me” he said softly, his hands gently cupping my face. “You mean the world to me, and that’s what matters.”
“Really?” I asked, feeling my heart swell.
“Absolutely. Now, let’s go back out there and have some fun together” he said, leaning in to kiss my forehead, sending butterflies racing in my stomach.
As we stepped back into the living room, the mood shifted. Jude took my hand, intertwining our fingers as Jobe launched into another childhood story, making us all laugh.
With our family meeting behind us, our focus shifted to the upcoming Valentine’s Day in Paris. Jude had planned a surprise trip, and I could hardly contain my excitement.
The moment we arrived, the magic of the city enveloped us. Walking hand in hand along the Seine, I looked up at Jude.
“This is incredible. Thank you for bringing me here” I said, the Eiffel Tower shimmering in the distance.
“Anything for you” he replied, leaning down to kiss my cheek. The warmth of his lips lingered, making me blush.
As we strolled through the cobbled streets.
“Look at that! Can we get a portrait?” I pointed at a street artist.
“Sure, but only if I get to keep it.” Jude smiled, nodding.
“Deal! Just promise not to make a funny face” I joked.
We approached the artist, and after a few giggles and playful banter, he captured us in a moment that felt perfect. As we looked at the drawing, I laughed.
“You look like a dashing rogue!”
“Yeah, and you look like a princess” he said, his gaze warm.
Later that evening, we dined at a quaint bistro, the atmosphere glowing with candlelight.
“This is amazing, Jude” I sighed, taking in the ambiance.
“I knew you’d love it” he said, his eyes sparkling. He reached across the table, taking my hand.
After dinner, we walked back to our hotel, the city lit up like a dream. Jude suddenly stopped, pulling me close.
“Hey, let’s take a picture with the Eiffel Tower in the background” he suggested.
“Great idea! Say ‘cheese’!” I grinned, but as we posed, he leaned in, whispering.
“You’re cute” and snapped the picture just as I blushed.
“Jude!” I giggled, swatting him playfully.
“I meant it” he chuckled, his eyes dancing.
Later that night, after a delightful dinner, we decided to hit the club scene. The music pulsed around us as we danced, completely immersed in the rhythm of the night.
“Let’s show them how it’s done!” Jude exclaimed, pulling me to the dance floor.
“I’m ready! Just try to keep up!” I challenged playfully, and we lost ourselves in laughter and movement.
As we twirled and swayed to the beat, Jude’s hands found my waist, pulling me close.
“You have the best dance moves” he said, grinning.
“I’ll take that as a compliment! But you’re not too shabby yourself” I teased back, leaning in to whisper in his ear, feeling his breath tickle my neck.
When the music slowed, Jude wrapped his arms around me, and I rested my head on his shoulder.
“I could stay like this forever” I murmured.
“Me too” he replied, gently tilting my chin up to meet his gaze. His lips met mine in a soft kiss that sent sparks through me, deepening as he pulled me closer.
After a night of dancing, we returned to the hotel room, exhilarated but exhausted.
“That was amazing” I sighed, flopping onto the bed.
“See? I knew you’d love it” Jude said, sitting beside me with a satisfied smile.
Summer arrived, and we planned a getaway with friends to a beautiful beach destination. The sun, sand, and laughter filled our days, making memories that felt like pure bliss.
“Hey, what do you think about renting those paddleboards tomorrow?” one of our friends suggested while lounging on the beach.
“I’m in! Just don’t expect me to be a pro” I laughed, already picturing myself face-planting into the water.
“Don’t worry, I’ll be there to rescue you” Jude said, grinning. “Maybe we’ll make a game out of it—who can fall off first?”
“Challenge accepted!” I shot back, nudging him playfully.
As we soaked up the sun, Jude pulled me aside.
“Can we chat for a moment?” he asked, leading me away from the group.
“Sure, what’s up?” I replied, curious.
He looked serious for a moment, glancing back at our friends before speaking.
“I’ve been thinking… would you want to move in together?"
“Really? You want me to move in?” I was taken aback, my heart racing.
“Absolutely. I think it would be amazing” he said, his excitement evident.
“Does your mom agree?” I asked, wanting to ensure that this was what everyone wanted.
“I think she’d love it. She’s been saying she’d be happy to have you around,” he replied, a grin spreading across his face.
I couldn’t help but smile back, my heart swelling with joy.
“Then yes! I’d love to!” Jude pulled me into a warm embrace.
“I can’t wait to start this new chapter with you,” he murmured, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear.
“Me neither” I replied, leaning up to capture his lips in a sweet kiss.
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lovesickonmybed ¡ 5 months ago
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amateur | 18+
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masterlist | series masterlist | info abt palestine | donate to gaza
pairing | college roommate! vi x innocent!reader
synopsis | in an attempt to break the tension your roommate suggests a little game of truth or dare that quickly turns humiliating.
warnings | 18+ mdni!! college roommate!vi, innocent!reader, humiliation, underage drinking, an excessive use of 'cupcake', temperature play, college au, dom!vi, sub!reader, possibly ooc vi?, fingering gone wrong, dubcon, foot stuff, a very minor amount of puppy play, panty play, boot worship, masturbation, toys, and hair pulling.
word count | 3.5k
a/n | ahh i'm really excited to be writing again and actually feel good about what i'm putting out!! thank you to @joeloverture for checking this over for me and being the reason i even watched arcane in the first place!! this fic is named after amateur by scene queen btw <3
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Nobody expects to sleep with their roommate, and nobody expects to become their roommate's little plaything. When you met Vi you weren’t sure how you’d get along, she was confident and outspoken, you were quiet and reserved. The first week you hardly spoke, that was until she pulled out a brand new bottle of Absolut. She motioned for you to join her on the floor and set out a shot glass for each of you. 
“I feel like I hardly know you, play a little game with me, Roomie,” Vi says as she leans back against her bed, her legs crossed over one another. You were both dressed in your pajamas, Vi in a black tank top and matching sweats, you in Hooters tank top and black shorts. 
“What kind of game are we talking here?” You ask, mirroring her movements from before as you try to get comfortable on the rough carpeted floor.
“A little drinking game that I like to call truth, drink, or dare,” Vi smirks, setting the bottle of Absolut on the floor between the two of you. You stare it down nervously, the closest you’ve gotten to drinking is the one glass of champagne your parents allow you on New Years. 
“Uhh…I-I don’t know. I’m not much of a drinker and is that a real game or-” Before you can finish your sentence Vi cuts you off.
“Yes, it’s a real game…I’ve played it before, alright? Why don’t you give it a few rounds and see how you feel, yeah?” Vi asks, trying her hardest to convince you to play. It’s been a long, very awkward week. You sigh and give in to your need to break the tension between the two of you.
“Okay,” You sigh, “Fuck it, I’ll play. Just don’t make me do something insane or I’m asking for a dorm switch,” You threaten half jokingly. 
“Hell yeah, I can work with that. I guess I should explain the rules, it’s pretty much just truth or dare but if you feel like pussying out you take a shot,” Vi explains excitedly. This might be the happiest you’ve seen her all week. You’re still not entirely sure what her major is but anytime she comes back from class she looks bored out of her mind or simply annoyed that she has to go. The only time you’ve really seen her happy is when she comes back from boxing practice or the gym. You do have to admit that she looks pretty good all sweaty, it makes you just want to-
“Hey! You zoning out on me? Let’s start, cupcake,” Vi says, snapping her fingers in front of your face and literally snapping you out of your almost dirty thoughts about her. Your cheeks heat up at the nickname and you pray she can’t tell you’re blushing. 
“Shit, sorry. Uh yeah, you can start,” You stumble over your words and half pray that she’ll ask you something outrageous so you have an excuse to take a shot, it might help your nerves. 
“I usually let the guest start but if you insist. So, truth or dare?”
You sigh, taking 5 seconds to make up your mind about which to pick. “Uhh, truth.”
She chuckles, “Y’know I should’ve expected you’d pick the safe option. Hmm…I’ll start decently tame. Do you smoke?” 
“Like cigarettes or-” 
Vi laughs loud, “I’ll take that as a no. And no, I’m talking about weed.”
Your cheeks heat up with embarrassment, “S-Sorry…I grew up pretty sheltered I guess.”
“You could say that again, Cupcake.”
You hate how hot your cheeks get when she calls you that. You dig your fingers into the carpet, playing with the rough material to try and get yourself to chill the fuck out. 
“I guess it’s my turn to ask, huh.” You look over at her side of the room hoping something will give you an idea. Her side of the room is covered in posters of bands you’ve never heard of. A cork board with a few pictures from back home sits above her small desk area. There's a girl with blue braids in a couple of the photos and another girl with darker blue hair in the others. You wonder who they are but until you get some alcohol in you it’s unlikely that you’ll ask. “So Vi, truth or dare?” 
Vi smirks, “Why don’t you give me a dare, and make it good.”
You rack your brain for an idea, you haven’t played truth or dare since you were a kid so it’s more difficult than you had anticipated. “Uhh…show me the last thing you looked up.”
Vi rolls her eyes and opens up her phone, “Let me see here…if it’s porn I don’t want to hear any complaints. You asked to see this, Cupcake, just remember that.” Her phone screen illuminates her face as she opens up the safari app. She chuckles and hands her phone over to you to look. Your eyes scan the screen and you sigh with relief. Her last search was ‘Magihjy’ underneath the search bar in blue reads ‘maglight.’ You can’t help but laugh.
“How the hell did Google even know what you were trying to say? And what do you even need a maglight for?” You question.
“Me and Google have a relationship you couldn’t even begin to understand,” She jokes. “And for the maglight, I’ve heard it’s good to keep on you for self defense. My punches and some metal could do some pretty good damage. You also never know when you’ll need a flashlight so…y’know,” Vi explains.
“Huh, good point.”
“My turn again roomie, truth or dare?” Vi asks.
You decide to be a little riskier this round, “Dare.”
Vi smiles, “Thought it would take a lot longer to get you to pick dare. I dare you to…put ice in your panties.” You wish you could wipe the shit eating grin off her face after she says that.
“Seriously, Vi? That’s so childish!” You exclaim, you really don’t want to do it but you also don’t want to break and take the first shot.
“You could always take a shot instead…” She teases, holding the bottle out to you. 
You weigh your options and decide it’s better to just do the dare, you don’t want to look weak over some ice, “Fine.” You get up from your seated position on the floor and walk over to your shared mini fridge where a cup of ice you had gotten only about 30 minutes ago is sitting. You sigh and pick up the cup, “At least watch if you’re gonna make me do this,” You groan.
“Nobodies making you do anything, but if you want an audience so bad I’ll indulge you.” Vi turns to face you as you scrunch up your face in annoyance. You pull your shorts and underwear away from your body and begrudgingly pour a bit of the ice into your pretty pink panties. You yelp as you feel the ice against your skin and Vi laughs at how you squirm uncomfortably. 
“How long do I have to keep this in?” You whine, hating how the ice feels against your skin. It’s starting to melt a bit against the warmth of your skin. You hate that it feels kind of…good against your clit. 
“Hm until it melts sounds pretty good to me, let’s hope you last that long,” Vi smirks.
You shoot her a glare as you sit back down, shifting uncomfortably and trying your hardest to not let a little whimper slip out. “I’m so getting you back for this.”
“And I’m looking forward to it, cupcake.”
“Vi, truth or dare?” You ask, the annoyance clear in your voice. You catch her giggling at your discomfort and you shoot her a glare. 
“Truth,” Vi says with a smirk. 
“Tell me an embarrassing story, and I don’t mean some bullshit story about how you tripped in front of a crush. Give me something good. It’s the least you could do considering there’s ice actively melting in my underwear,” Your anger makes you ramble and all it does it make Vi laugh.
“Okay! Okay! Calm down, don’t get your panties in a twist,” She laughs. She leans back on her palms and looks up at the ceiling as she tries to recall an embarrassing story. She sighs and makes eye contact with you, “There was a girl back home I was dating for a bit. She was way more experienced than I was, I mean I was a fuckin’ virgin at the time. And she asks me to finger her,” Vi’s cheeks start to turn pink, “I hadn’t even tried to finger myself yet. But, I wanted to impress this pretty girl I had already spent an hour making out with and grinding on so I said I would. So there I am with her in my lap, pretty legs spread wide just for me. I’m doing good…at first. Massaging her clit, feeling up her tits just how she likes.” It takes everything in you to not whimper, your mind wanders to how you’d look on her lap with her hands between her thighs. You snap out of it as she continues her story. You do your best to look like you’re listening and not fantasizing. 
 “But as soon as it comes time for me to actually finger her it all goes downhill. My virgin fingers end up in the wrong hole, nothing kills the mood quicker than a finger to the urethra,” She laughs. She moves forward and pours herself a shot as you take in what she just said. 
You try to choke out a question, shocked from her confession, “You really-”
Vi cuts you off. “Yep. Was that a good enough story for ya, cupcake?” She asks before she throws back the shot. Her face grimaces as it burns against her throat. 
“Y-Yeah…why’d you take a shot? You told the truth,” You ask, cocking your head in confusion.
“Would you be able to tell a story like that and not have a shot after?” Vi teases, leaning back against her bed.
“Probably not,” you chuckle.
“So, truth or dare?” Vi asks. She sounds confident and that scares you, you know whatever’s coming next will be just as humiliating as the story you made her tell.
“Truth!” You answer a little too quickly and a little too loudly which makes Vi laugh.
“You scared or somethin’?” 
“N-No, I don’t have a reason to be scared. Don’t be ridiculous.” 
“Okay then…tell me something, roomie. You seemed awfully squirmy when I was telling you that story, and don’t bullshit me and tell me it’s just the ice in your panties. I have two questions for you.” You open your mouth to speak but she cuts you off with a glare and a pointed finger, “Ah, don’t tell me I can’t ask two questions when I just told you about the time I accidentally fingered someone's urethra, I earned these two questions.” You can’t really argue with that logic so you sit back and let her proceed.
“First question for ya, are you a virgin?” There’s a smugness in her voice as if she already knows the answer, and you’re sure she does. She runs her tongue over her teeth and it sends a shiver down your spine.
“Uh…yeah, I am,” you answer softly, looking down at your lap. 
“I should’ve known, squirmy little thing like you could barely handle hearing the word clit. Anyway, follow up question. Are you into women?” 
You’re a bit shocked by her question, you didn’t expect her to come right out and ask it like that, “Yeah…I-I haven’t done anything with a woman besides kiss though. That was years ago anyway…”
“Do you know how insane it is to me that you got no action in high school? I mean…look at you, you’re hot, cupcake,” Vi rambles, motioning to your body. Your immediate reaction is to hide your face, you look down at the ground and let your hair fall over your face as you feel your cheeks heat up once again. You mumble a soft, “Thanks…” and let silence fall over the room. 
Vi scoots forward a little and smirks as she nudges you with her foot, “Go on, it’s your turn again.” 
“Truth or dare, Vi?”
She smiles, “Truth.”
After her last couple comments you decide to get a little more bold, “How many people have you slept with?” 
Vi holds out her hand and starts counting on her fingers, she gets to 19 before she laughs, “I’m just fucking with ya. I’ve only been with three people. All back in high school. They all said I was great, if you were wondering.” Vi moves a little closer, her foot is leaning against your inner thigh, still a few inches below the hem of your shorts. Your breath catches in your throat.
“Did you top or?” You trail off.
“Sometimes, it depended on what we were both feeling. I like doing whatever will make my partner feel good,” Vi starts to rub her foot against your inner thigh as she continues, “I got pretty good at giving head and other things…do you need me to teach you a thing or two?”
“I-I-” You’re flustered, you don’t even know where to start. The feeling of her rubbing your inner thigh is nice but you want it higher up. You want her to touch you where you need it, where you’re practically pulsating. You finally get the courage to use your words, “Are you a good teacher?”
“The best,” she answers quickly, she moves closer and moves her foot up higher to your clothed cunt. She looks up at you, “As badly as I’d love to put you on your back and eat you out, why don’t we start with a different lesson, something a bit more simple.”
“But what if I want to get put on my back and eaten out?” You half joke. 
“Respectfully, I think you’d come if I even breathed near your clit.” 
You choke on air and start laughing, “Fair enough.”
Vi looks around the room, her eyes landing on her signature combat boots sitting by the door, “You wanna get off tonight I’m assuming?” 
You nod, “Y-Yeah…I do.”
Vi smirks, “Stay sitting there for me.” She gets up from her spot on the floor and goes over to the door. She grabs her boots and slips them on, taking her sweet time lacing them up. She goes over to her nightstand next and grabs her mini wand. She sits on her bed and looks down at you, “Take off your shorts.” 
You’re quick to comply, leaving yourself in a pair of grey panties and your Hooters tank top. You sit on the floor awaiting your next instructions from her. Submission comes natural to you, you want her to tell you what to do, you want to be good for her. 
Vi motions for you to come over to her but as you get up to stand she shakes her head. “Crawl to me. C’mon puppy.” You whimper in response as you sink back down to your knees, you hang your head in embarrassment as you crawl over to Vi. You sit down in front of her boots and look up at her as you sit back on your knees.
“There’s my good girl,” Vi says, reaching down to caress your face. She slides her thumb against your bottom lip and uses it to pull your mouth open. She tilts your head up and leans down, “You’re gonna listen to me if you wanna get off tonight, got it?” You nod dumbly, ready to do whatever she says.
She smiles and pulls away from you, “Kiss my boots.” She leans back on the bed, resting on her palms and smirking down at you. 
“Kiss your boots? Aren’t they dirty? I haven’t seen you clean them once this week.”
“Well it’s a good thing I have a good little puppy like you to get them clean for me, huh?” She mocks.
“Yes ma’am,” you answer bashfully, scooting yourself back before dipping your head down and kissing the tip of her boot. You look up at her for approval and feel your cheeks heat up as she smiles down at you. You kiss her boot all over before moving to the next one. Vi praises you as you do, “Good girl, giving my boots the love they deserve. Maybe they’ll give it back to you if you’re good enough. Bet you’d love that, wouldn’t you? Pretty little virgin getting her second kiss in such a pathetic way. Bet you’re soaked, huh?” You nod in response, continuing to kiss her boots like you were instructed. Once you feel you’ve kissed it enough you sit back on your knees and wait for your next command. 
Vi looks down at her boots and looks back at you with an almost proud look on her face. “Would ya look at that, pretty girl got them sparkling for me…” Your cheeks heat up once again. She leans down and ruffles your hair as if she’s petting you, “Such a good girl for me. I think I owe you a reward, hm?” She teases.
“Please…I worked hard for it,” you plead. You stick out your bottom lip dramatically and give her puppy dog eyes.
“Oh how could I say no to a face like that,” she chuckles, “Go on mount my boot for me, puppy.”
She doesn’t have to tell you twice, you mount her left boot, you panty clad cunt pressed up against the leather. You wrap your arms around her leg, practically hugging it and look up at her as you start to slowly grind yourself against it. Vi reaches down and grabs your front waistband, she slowly wrenches it up, the fabric forcing itself between your lips in a humiliating yet pleasurable way. Vi holds her grip and nods for you to continue. You bite your lip and smile down at the ground as you grind your cunt against her, the worn out leather is much more pleasurable than you imagined it would be. The added friction of your panties being held taut by Vi makes it easy for you to soak right through that flimsy little pair. 
“You’re doing so well, cupcake. C’mon be a good girl and let me hear how good you feel.” Vi grabs her mini wand and stuffs it into her panties, pressed against her clit. She turns it on and bites her lip to keep herself quiet. 
You follow her orders, no longer holding back your whines and whimpers. “Shit, Vi, it feels so good,” you moan, letting your head fall back. You stop being ashamed of how you’re feeling, of what she’s doing to you. You let go and be vulnerable for her, just like she wants. 
Vi pulls a bit on the waistband of your panties, matching your rhythm. She uses her other hand to keep her wand pressed against her clit. She’s squirming and whimpering on the bed while she helps get you off. You moan her name and continue making a mess of her boot and your panties. At the beginning of this week you would’ve never imagined this is how you’d end up. You squeeze around the fabric and let out a shaky breath, “God, Vi…ngh it’s so good…so fucking good.”
Vi smirks and pulls harder, practically bouncing you on her boot, “Tell me how good it feels, cupcake. Gonna make you ruin my boot and lick it back up all nice and clean. You wanna do that for me, don’t you? Wanna be a good little puppy for me, hm?” 
“Yes, god! G-Gonna ruin your boots…gonna lick it up…gonna be s-so good for you,” you stutter. This feels so much better than when you’d hump your pillow and lazily play with your clit. 
Vi keeps muttering praise, her eyelashes fluttering as she feels herself getting closer. She wrenches your waistband up even higher until it reaches your breasts and pushes her boot harder against your cunt, trying to get you to come. “Make a mess for me, c’mon sweet girl, make a mess for me,” she moans. 
You can’t hold back anymore, falling forward against her leg and moaning her name, a string of curses leave your lips as you come against the fabric of your panties and the leather of her boots. You rest your head against her leg and take a minute to catch your breath. Vi suddenly lets out a high pitched whine and grips your hair as she rides out her orgasm, she whines your name along with some curses and praise for you. You feel her grip loosen and she lays back onto the bed. You slide yourself off her boot, smiling dumbly. “Want me to clean it up, Vi?” You ask softly.
She chuckles from the bed and gives you a thumbs up, “Have at it, cupcake.” 
You lower your head back down to her boot and start licking up your come. You lick her boot till it’s clean and shiny. When you’re done you crawl up on the bed with Vi, laying next to her. Her hair is a mess and her cheeks are flushed, “Thank you for that,” you whisper. Vi smiles and pulls you into her, “Anytime, Cupcake.”
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oppopotamus ¡ 2 years ago
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Handcuffs
nanami kento x bottom male reader
Warning: NSFW, face-fucking, handcuffs, anal sex, choking, praise, use of pet names like sir (Nanami receiving), baby, doll (You receiving), not proof-read soz
Nanami walked through the front door to your house after such a long tiring day at work.
"Nami! I'm in here." He heard you call you, he dropped his stuff on the ground, loosened his tie, and started heading up the stairs to your bedroom.
He opened the door to see you standing there all too happy with too huge of a smile on your face.
"I have a surprise for you!" You said happily as you rocked back and forth on your feet whilst hiding your hands behind your back since you were obviously hiding something from him.
Nanami sighs, "And what exactly is it that you're hiding behind your back?" Nanami unties his tie and drapes it over the chair in the room, taking off his blazer and doing the same.
"You have to close your eyes first!" You say, Nanami just sighs once again.
"Very well," Nanami closes his eyes and waits for you to say something or do something.
"You promise me that your eyes are closed?" You ask and Nanami nods, "I promise, (Name)."
"Okay good, now hold out your hands in front of you." Nanami hesitates but does as you say when suddenly he feels something cold and slightly heavy being placed into his hands.
He slowly opens his eyes to see what you gave him and,
"Are these handcuffs, (Name)...?"
You nod aggressively in response. Nanami's face turns hot but his blush is invisible.
"Sooo... What do you think?" You ask. Nanami finally pulls himself together and holds the handcuffs in one hand, moving his hand up and down as though he was testing how heavy they were.
"Hm." Nanami huffs.
"Hey! What's that supposed to mean?" You cross your arms and get embarrassed at the fact that Nanami must not like your 'present'.
"Are these real handcuffs?" Nanami questions. "Oh yeah! I stole them off of a police officer!" You giggle behind your hand as Nanami looks at you in disbelief.
Nanami sighs and shakes his head. "Very well then, put your hands behind your back if that's what you want so badly."
"Yes sir." You blush and do as he says, turning around and letting him put the handcuffs on your wrists.
Nanami then walks around in front of you grabbing a fist full of your hair and gently pushing you down. You understand what he's trying to do and slowly get down on your knees, carefully as to not fall onto your knees and hurt them since you don't have your hands to brace you.
"Such a pretty doll, aren't you baby?" Nanami says down to you. You nod in response, your face heating up as he caresses your hair and traces the back of his fingers down your cheek and jaw.
You shiver as he touches you so gently. He's always so gentle at first until it starts to get heated and he starts throwing you around as if you were a toy.
Nanami stands there, simply admiring you for a second until he gestures to the bed.
"Lie down, on your back. With your head off the bed." Nanami orders you and without hesitation you scramble up and attempt to lie yourself on the bed the way he commanded.
It's a little tricky at first and you feel embarrassed as he just continues to stare at you in your struggle.
Though, eventually you manage to do it and Nanami walks over to you, standing with his crotch right near your face.
You want to reach out but you can't since Nanami has his hand on your throat keeping you in place, not choking you but just placed there as sort of a warning. Plus your hands are handcuffed behind your back.
Nanami brings his hand back to his pants and un-does his belt, then his pant buttons and finally his zipper before pulling them down.
You can see the tent in his boxers, he's rock hard, I mean so are you but you're much more focused on just having Nanami's cock in your mouth.
Nanami finally takes off his boxers and his cock springs out.
It's hard and leaking over your face.
You want to reach out and lick it but you can't since Nanami's hand is back on your throat. Keeping your head in place.
Nanami reaches his free hand down to move his cock so it presses against your lips.
Slowly you open your mouth as he presses in. Nanami hisses at the heat of your mouth, hips shaking slightly until he steadies himself out and starts moving steadily.
He doesn't push his entire length on which makes you whine and attempt to move your hands around to force his cock down your throat more but alas, your hands are still handcuffed.
Nanami slowly moves both of his hands to your throat and squeezes it, so gently that you almost don't even feel it. But it's still enough to make you squirm.
Nanami's hands stay glued to your throat, squeezing it tightly every now and again which makes your thighs quiver.
"Alright baby, I'm gonna put it in deeper now." Nanami says, you can't respond since your hands are tied and Nanami's dick is halfway down your throat.
Ever so slowly Nanami eases his dick down your throat until it hits the back of your throat. You attempt to not choke but it doesn't work as the second he starts moving you gag around his cock.
He pulls all the way back out, a long line of spit and drool connecting his cock to your lips.
Spit trails down your face and you can't wipe it off so it just sticks to your face, making a mess.
"You okay, doll?" Nanami asks. You nod aggressively and whine just wanting his dick back down your throat.
"Use your words." Nanami commands. "Please sir.." You utter out.
Nanami listens and brings his cock back to your face and slams his cock down your throat, fucking your face aggressively as you whine and choke.
Nanami grunts every time you tighten your lips around his cock when he pulls back, only to thrust deeply in again.
You whine and attempt to pull your hands out, wanting nothing more than to stroke your own length. It's painfully hard and you can't take it anymore.
You move your hands back and forth attempting to break the handcuffs off to no avail. They're real handcuffs so you eventually just give up.
Nanami taking the hint pulls off of your face. Mountains of spit and drool ride down your face and all over Nanami's cock.
Nanami looks down at your pants to see your excruciatingly painful erection and feels some pity on you.
He grabs you and turns you around so now your ass is at the end of the bed rather than your face.
You feel slightly light headed after having your head hanging for so long. You dizzly look at Nanami, waiting for him to do something.
Nanami smirks and pulls your pants down, letting your own cock spring free.
You hiss at the feeling of the cold air hitting your embarrassingly hard cock. Nanami leans down, squeezing it before letting go and leans over to the bedside table.
He pulls out a bottle of lube that's nearly completely empty, you really need to replace that soon.
He pours a generous amount onto his fingers and brings them to your hole, gently pressing into it, stretching you out so you're prepped enough to take him.
You writhe around at the feeling of his fingers stretching you, no matter how many times he does this it always hurts at first.
But Nanami is always so gentle at the start, he treats you with such gentle care that it makes your heart flutter.
No matter how many times you both do this it always gives you butterflies in your stomach and makes you smile.
You truly love this man and how caring he is to you, no matter how embarrassing it is he always takes such good care of you.
Finally, Nanami deems you prepped enough and maneuvers his cock to your hole and gently presses in.
You both simultaneously moan and the stretch and when he's completely sheathed inside of you, you both simply stay there for a moment, breathing heavily together and just stay at peace for the moment.
You completely understand each other in these moments and feel as though you are one.
It's once Nanami starts moving again you forget all about that and only focus on three things. One, you think about Nanami. Two, you think about getting Nanami to cum and three, you think about your own pleasure.
Nanami moves slowly at first but eventually speeds up. You both moan when he gets faster and Nanami moves one hand to your throat and the other to rest behind your head.
Nanami chokes you just enough so that you can still breathe but gives you that slight light-headedness that you love so much.
He speeds up, getting faster and faster as he squeezes your neck tighter and tighter.
You choke and look up at him with tears in your eyes as he stares straight back with such intensity that you feel like you might cum on the spot.
You don't, but you're close.
"N-Nami.. I'm gonna.." You mumble off, not even being able to finish your sentence before you're leaking white from your cock and all over your stomach.
"Fuck.." Nanami lets out before he's cumming hard, painting your walls.
You both just stay there for a moment until Nanami leans down, giving you a kiss.
You both stay until your breaths come back and your orgasms have worn off.
Nanami flips you over and grabs the handcuffs.
"(Name), where are the keys to the handcuffs?" Nanami asks and suddenly it hits you. "Uhh..." You say in response and Nanami just sighs.
"I'll go get the pliers." Nanami says, placing a kiss on your temple before leaving to get the tools to chop the handcuffs off of your wrists.
You lay on your stomach and sigh happily, feeling peace for the time being.
Ah, how you love that man.
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httpvomitello ¡ 5 months ago
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Hi! Can we get the Rise Boys being flustered
Over their s/o?
Hello, hello! Hope you like it ~ ♡♡♡♡
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Cute Shyness *⁠.⁠✧
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Leo is usually so smooth, but when you catch him off guard—whether it’s by looking particularly stunning or saying something sweet—he short-circuits
You could just be casually laughing at one of his jokes, and suddenly, he’s blushing like crazy
He’ll try to play it cool, but he’s stumbling over his words
“Y-Yeah, that’s what I thought! I’m hilarious, right? I mean, uh—thanks!”
The others are quick to notice his flustered state, and Donnie never misses an opportunity to tease him
Leo gets even more flustered if you tease him back
A little smirk from you, and he’s done for
“You’re really easy to fluster, you know that?”
Cue Leo hiding his face in his hands
Despite his embarrassment, he secretly loves how easily you make him lose his cool.
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Raph is not used to feeling flustered, so when you manage to make him blush, it’s like watching a giant teddy bear malfunction
You could compliment him on his strength, or tell him he looks good, and suddenly he’s avoiding eye contact and scratching the back of his neck
“Aw, c’mon, don’t say stuff like that. You’re gonna make me all... Shy.”
He tries to cover it up by changing the subject or grumbling, but you can see the red spreading across his face
If you get playful and call him out on it—“Raph, are you blushing?”
He’ll deny it to the end
“No! It’s just, uh... hot in here!”
Deep down, he loves that you can make him feel like this, even if he pretends that it doesn't affect him.
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Donnie is not good at hiding it when he’s flustered
You’ll compliment his inventions or sit too close while he’s working, and suddenly he’s fumbling with his tools
“Oh, uh, yeah, that’s... Thanks! I mean, it’s not a big deal, really. Totally basic science, haha!”
His brain goes into overdrive trying to figure out how to act normal, which makes him even more awkward
If you gently tease him—“You’re so cute when you get all flustered, Donnie”
He’ll turn bright purple 🐢
He might try to distract himself by explaining something science-y, but his words start tumbling over each other, and he’s left looking at you like, Help, I’m malfunctioning
Later, he’ll try to analyze why you affect him so much, but really, he just loves you, and it shows.
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Mikey is a ball of confidence—until you catch him off guard with an unexpected compliment or some affectionate teasing
“Mikey, you’re so talented. I love how creative you are,” you say, and his brain just stops
“Oh, uh, you think so? I mean, yeah! Of course, you do! Haha... heh...”
He’ll get all giggly and fidgety, trying to play it off, but his flushed cheeks give him away
If you lean in and boop his nose or give him a quick kiss, he’s gone
He’ll just sit there, blinking and trying to process what just happened
“You’re tryin’ to kill me, babe, I swear,” he jokes, hiding his face in his hands
He’s quick to recover, though, and will try to one-up you with his own affection
But let’s be real, you’ve already won.
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hysteria-things ¡ 1 year ago
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can you do a nate fic where he has reader ride his thigh? like idrc abt anthint else but im a slot for thighriding and nate
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MIRROR, MIRROR
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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: dom!nate x reader
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: nate stays the night at yours, and a wet dream leads to something with your classmate.
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: SMUTTY SMUT, swearing, thigh riding, p in v, hair pulling, praising, slight choking, making out
ASSUME YOU’RE ON THE PILL!
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 977
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: i apologize that the thigh riding isn’t a big part of this but when you read it’ll make sense!
i low key love this a bit too much🤣
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dreams can be cruel. the worst part is nobody can control them.
a pillow lays between your legs, eyes shut closed as you squirm and hump it from the wet dream you’re having.
the way the person is thrusting in and out feels too real. subconsciously grinding your hips faster, you moan once it starts to rub your clit the right way.
“oh my god.” you whine, gripping the pillow to have more stability to rut faster. “oh my god.”
panting, your mouth hangs open from the sinful sounds you’re making. lifting your knees higher, your body trembles as your release makes a mess in your panties and that poor pillow.
“someone’s needy.” a voice says. your eyes shoot open, face going pale. you look to what’s at your eye level, seeing that what you were wrapped around is definitely not a pillow.
it’s a thigh.
slowly lifting yourself, nate looks at you amused. you completely forgot he slept over because of a thing you’re working on for school, and it was too late for him to go home so you let him crash here.
the both of you aren’t acquaintances, but you aren’t that close either. you sit up in shock, seeing your cum messily glisten on his thigh while drool is on his shirt.
this is so fucking embarrassing, but the weirdest part is that he let it all happen. you glance at the time, it being the middle of the night.
your face becomes red like a tomato, and you scurry off of the bed. you badly want to jump out the window, but because that’s not an option, you instead stand there. “i-i’m sorry.” you stutter, looking around. “i should go.”
this is your house, idiot.
when you go to walk out, a hand grabs your waist and bends you over the vanity that’s right next to the door. he takes his other hand and moves your hair over to one shoulder, leaning against your ear. “what were you dreaming about, hm?”
a chill runs up your spine at his breath against your skin, goosebumps forming all around.
you pout. “you…”
he smirks, nibbling your earlobe. “oh yeah? what was i doing?”
“you were fucking me—” you start, getting cut off by a gasp once he starts to move his clothed dick on your covered wetness. “f-from behind. making me watch in the mirror.”
lifting your top over your head, he hums while leaving wet and slow kisses on your shoulder and neck. he pulls down your underwear, removing his shirt along with it and throwing them both onto the floor.
he unties his sweatpants. “want to make it a reality?”
the way your pussy pulses at his words have you squirming, backing up into him. a shaky breath is released from nate when he slides into you with ease. you moan lowly, licking your lips to moisten them.
gradually your moans get louder the faster he slams into you, the vanity shaking causing your perfume and other makeup stuff to topple over. “nathan.” you whine, clutching onto the edge of the vanity and trying to catch your breath between each thrust. “holy fuck.”
your head drops, the stretch feeling a little too good. your eyes flutter closed before a hand grasps the top of your hair to yank your head back up.
“look.” he demands. “this pussy takes my cock real well, gorgeous. it was made to be fucked by me, and i want you to see for yourself.”
a whimper is followed by a squeal from the repeat of him hitting your g-spot, trying hard not to have your eyes roll back.
the reflection that stares back at you is utterly pathetic. your hair is a mess in his hand by the way he’s holding it, eyes glazed from the sheer amount of pleasure. muttering ‘fuck’ repeatedly has your lips coated with drool. not only that, your tits bounce with each thrust before he cups one with his free hand and kneads it.
“is this what you were dreaming about?” he says lowly, looking at your state in the mirror. “is that little brain always filled with dirty thoughts of me? huh?”
he tugs on your locks at the last word, whining at the small pain. you’re unable to speak, so you nod frantically.
smirking, he pulls to where your back touches his bare chest, the skin-to-skin contact giving you warmth. his hand now moves to your throat. “you look so beautiful on my cock. so fucking tight.”
you claw at the surface below you, your orgasm starting to build. as much as you try to fight it, your eyes begin to roll back, your mouth dropping lower than before.
as expected, the grip on your throat tightens in a warning. “focus.”
instead of focusing on the mirror, you stare into his eyes with your head resting on his shoulder. this new spot has you seeing stars.
he whimpers, cupping your cheek. “gonna kiss you.” he says against your lips.
“mmm,” you respond, nate’s lips sloppily kissing yours, making the most disgusting sound when they sync up.
you moan loudly into his mouth, pulling away. “please don’t stop.”
he smiles softly and chuckles. “you’re not going to last much longer, gorgeous.”
he can tell by the way your body starts to tremble. then, he holds your jaw to force you to look at the reflection once again. he nods along with your whimpers that get more intense, the knot becoming undone. “there you go.” he exhales. “good girl.”
letting you fall onto the vanity with your orgasm dripping down your legs, he thrusts a few more times until stopping to release inside of you.
turning you around with your back flat, he admires your post-sex haze. “we should have sleepovers more often.” he says, grazing your bottom lip with his thumb.
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callmelittlebuttercup ¡ 7 months ago
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Man Up - One Shot
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Pairing: Jackson!Joel x f!Reader
Summary: After hearing from his brother, maria, and Ellie that Joel likes you, you confront him and tell him that he needs to “man up”.
Warnings: Fluff!! Menacing!Joel, use of problematic language, Joel and reader are emotionally stunted, rom-com type flirtiness, Joel is "happy" and all of the Ellie stuff never happened and they're living happily ever after because I said so! :))))))
BEFORE YOU READ: I do not condone telling ANYONE of any gender to “man up” because I know it is a hurtful and dehumanizing term. However, in this context, both the reader and Joel are extremely emotionally stunted and the reader is only using the term to get a rise out of Joel (which is still toxic, but is anything with Joel Miller ever going to be non-toxic? Let’s be real with ourselves LOL.) With that being said, keep in mind this is fiction, it is being said “for the plot”, and I do not condone the use of this language towards anyone else. I love you guys and enjoy!  
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“He’s into you. You really can’t see it?” Maria asked as she watched you finish washing your hands in the bathroom of the Tipsy Bison. “I don’t know, Maria. It’s been so long since someone’s been ‘into me’ or I’ve been ‘into someone’... It’s also just so confusing. Plus it’s fucking Joel Miller. The guy hates everyone.” You lamented. “Everyone but you!” Ellie chimed in as she opened the door to her stall and joined you at the sink. “See?” Maria said, gesturing towards Ellie, “Even the person who’s known him the longest says so.” You rolled your eyes.  “Well, she’s not even supposed to be here. It’s a bar and she’s 16 years old.” You pointed out. The three of you laughed as you took Ellie into a playful headlock. “But she’s cute so I made an exception.” Maria chuckled. You and Ellie broke away from each other, smiling. “For fear of embarrassment, I’ve been trying to let him make the first move.” You said, leaning against the sink. “Maybe he’s doing the same.” Maria suggested. “Guess we’ll never know.” You sighed dramatically and moved to exit the bathroom. The two of them followed behind you. “What is there to lose?” Ellie questioned. “My patrol partner, my… friend?” You answered smartly. “But the world has already ended, girl, I think that’s enough of a reason to say fuck it and just ask him out. I had to make the first move with Tommy.” Maria paused and then continued, “The Millers are all rough and tumble, until it comes to feelings, then they run away with their tail between their legs.” Ellie laughed, “That’s for sure.” Soon enough, you guys neared the table that you three and the two brothers had taken for yourselves, you whispered under your breath, “Well, he needs to man up.” 
Joel locked eyes with you as you approached and quickly slid over in the booth to make room for you. You clocked this and filed it in the “evidence that Joel likes me” file in your brain, and proceeded to sit down next to him. The four of you drank and talked while Ellie played pool with Dina. Every so often you’d hear a playful argument break out between the two and you’d catch sight of Joel’s smile. He was happy Ellie had a friend, and so were you. 
After you downed the last of your drink, you sat up from your slump in the booth and grabbed your coat. “Well, I think I’m gonna turn in. Gotta be up tomorrow for patrol.” You said as you stood at the end of the table awkwardly. “Do you want us to walk you home?” Tommy asked, gesturing to him and Maria. “Joel will, right Joel?” Ellie asked with a mischievous glint in her eye. Joel cleared his throat and shot Ellie a look, “Who will take your sorry ass home then?” He asked. “We will,” Maria chimed in, “I don’t mind doin’ a switch off.” This time you shot her a look. You were tipsy and on the brink of getting a headache and the last thing you wanted to do was force a conversation with a brick wall named Joel Miller. Though much to your surprise, he stood up and began to shepherd you out of the bar. “See you guys later!” You called back to the group. “Get home safe!” Maria called. “Don’t do anythin’ I wouldn’t do!” Tommy called. You caught sight of Ellie making kissy faces at you and you promptly stuck your tongue out at her. Joel caught sight of you and said, “Don’t make faces at my kid.” You saw the half smile on his face and chuckled. “Your kid’s making faces at me.” You said drunkenly. 
Joel pushed the door open and you practically stumbled out into the chilling winter air. The sun had set long ago, leaving only the thousands of stars to contrast against the pitch black sky. You hadn’t realized that you’d stopped to stare until Joel broke your focus, “You comin’ or what?” He asked impatiently. “Yeah,” you said groggily, “Sorry.” You hurried to catch up and matched his stride. “God… I’m drunk.” You sighed, mostly to yourself. “I know.” Joel mumbled. “Y’know I can walk myself home.” You said defensively. “You just said it yourself, you’re drunk. Not safe.” He argued. “Yeah well at least if I was by myself there’d be better conversation.” You joked. “Ah, so you’re a belligerent, mumbling drunk.” He said, keeping his proud gaze on the streets ahead. “At least I’m the same exact person but just a little more talkative when I’m drunk like you.” You argued. “Shut up.” He chuffed, a small smile crinkled his eyes. You nudged your shoulder into his arm, sending him a few steps to the side, “You shut up.” 
He rolled his eyes, but the smile on his face disappeared when you arrived at the steps of your house. He followed you up and waited patiently as you fumbled in your pockets for your keys. “Want coffee or anythin’?” You asked. He thought for a moment, then nodded, “Sure. Could use some for the walk home.” Once you practically busted the door open, the two of you walked to your kitchen and Joel perched himself on a stool at the counter as he watched you sloppily make a pot of coffee. “I’m glad Ellie met Dina. She seems real happy since hanging out with her.” You said, attempting to break through the awkward silence. Joel nodded, “She’s a good friend. They compete a lot in school which helps with her uh… performance or whatever.” You nodded and handed him the steaming mug. 
After the two of you sipped your coffees and talked about practically nothing in small spurts between silence, Joel placed his mug in the sink and picked his coat up off of the chair before sliding it over his shoulders. You watched as he made his way to the door, and  you nodded in agreement when he said “I should head home. I’ll see you in the mornin’ for patrols.” But something burned inside you. Something you could only guess was impatience. You decided that now, the time where you had some liquid courage warming your stomach and caffeine pumping through your veins, would be as good a time as any to get an answer out of Joel. 
“When are you gonna man up?” You blurted just before Joel could place his hand on the doorknob. He whirled around angrily. “Excuse me?” He sneered. There was no going back now, so you crossed your arms over your chest and repeated yourself, slower this time. “When are you going to man up?” He stared at you in disbelief for a moment and you watched as his eyes studied you, waiting for you to take back your words. “Man up?” He scoffed. “Yeah.” You confirmed anxiously. Your heart jumped to your throat as he began to walk back towards you  slowly. “Man up… and what?” He asked as he backed you against the wall, causing you to nearly lose your footing. You looked above your head at the veins pulsing in his forearm which was now planted against the wall. His face was inches from yours and you could smell the whiskey you’d shared on his breath. You gulped, “And- and admit you like me.” Your stomach dropped when he let out a dead eyed laugh. “Like you? What- is this middle school? We whisperin’ about crushes now?” He mocked. Embarrassment filled your chest and all you wanted to do was push him away, run up stairs and wrap yourself in the covers of your bed. “Fuck,” you said under your breath, “just forget it. Fuck.” You pressed your hands against his chest and tried to push him off, but he wasn’t budging. “‘Course I like you.” he finally said and pressed your arms down in an attempt to get you to stop pushing him away. You locked eyes with him again, “What?” You blurted. You were confused from being pushed in so many directions that you didn’t know what to think at this point. “I ain’t the best with words… but I’ve been tryin’ to show you.” He whispered. 
His soft stare was healing every wound that had been inflicted by his sharp one earlier.  Your breath caught in your throat as he leaned down to press his lips to yours. A feeling of tv static coursed through your veins. From the top of your neck, down through your fingertips and toes. Adrenaline caused your hands to start shaking, but Joel grabbed them and pushed them around his neck before he wrapped his arms around your waist, pressing further into the kiss. When he pulled away, your foreheads pressed together. “That man enough for you?” He asked, a small smirk twisting the corner of his lips upward. You smiled lightly and played with a tuft of hair at the base of his skull before tugging it lightly. “Congratulations, Mr. Miller. You’ve officially grown a pair.” You teased before pulling him into you for an even deeper kiss. 
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a/n: Hiiii! I hope you enjoyed this little rom-com-esque vibe. As always, thank you for reading and please comment below to be on the tag-list or with any requests! <3
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live-laugh-lenney ¡ 1 month ago
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LOCKED IN | ARTHUR FREDERICK
chapter six, finally! we're almost halfway through and there's still so much to happen in this little story we've got going on and i'm so glad i've got you guys with me along the way... hopefully you're still enjoying it! this is very much a filler chapter but we're getting to the good stuff! i've got lots going on in my drafts, at the moment, and i'm hoping to get them all finished and out after this series has been completed... including a new chaptered arthurtv fic which is still in the early days! feedback is always welcomed and my inbox is always open so please, please, please don’t hesitate to let me know your thoughts on the story. enjoy! x
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A new day.
A fresh start.
YN wanted to forget everything that happened over the last twenty-four hours; the way her thoughts had take a negative turn, how her previous worries of falling too quickly and being deemed as desperate had been brought back to the surface, the comments that were being made online that had been brought forward by the producers, having an idea on what kind of comments were being said in the house, the assumptions from Johnny and the looks that people kept giving her and Arthur whenever they were around one another or in the same vicinity as each other. 
Her thoughts, her feelings, everything that had happened on day five never happened in her eyes.
She woke up with a good feeling in her stomach.
Like an early morning start and waking from a good night’s sleep had done her some good. The previous day had opened her eyes a little more to the situations happening around her and she felt silly for feeling regretful of her decisions to join this new season of the show. Embarrassment had flooded over her from having something made even more real to her; denial, denial, denial. That’s all she had done and it was becoming repetitive and having Johnny speak for most of the housemates about the chemistry between Arthur and YN was enough for her to finally understand that she didn’t need to pretend anymore. 
She woke up feeling better.
A fresh wardrobe had been delivered into the house for the last week spent inside and she’d never been happier to see a pair of jeans amongst clothing that was considered a lot more comfortable than denim. She bypassed the matching tracksuits, bypassed the leggings, bypassed the hoodies and went straight for a pair of straight-legged and baggy Mom jeans that she had been longing to wear after living in fleece-lined trousers in a colour that matched the top. A plain white tee tucked into the waistband and that was her outfit for the day, practical and cute and she felt confident as she walked towards the door of the bedroom with her shoes hanging over her fingers.
“Look, I was only joking yesterday, you know that right? I never meant anything by it,” Johnny smiled softly, his voice catching YN’s attention as it broke the silence in the room and he took a seat beside her at the make-up table outside the bathroom, watching as she tied up the laces of her chunky Converse boots and made sure they were double-knotted and tight to her ankles, “it’s quite cute watching you and Arthur together though. How you gelled so quickly. Some could say I’m jealous of how you bonded with someone so quickly, so well, and are really going to get the viewers going with the content you’re creating together.”
“I’ve managed to click with everyone here over the last six days,” YN admitted, sitting up straight and adjusting the uncomfortable feeling of her sleeves that were twisted around her upper arms, “Arthur more than the rest, I guess, and I’m not ashamed to admit that I’ve got a better connection to him than anyone else. But it doesn’t mean we want to make something of it. It’s like when you make friends as a child; you realise you have so many interests between the two of you so, of course, you’re going to become better friends than the rest.”
“I’m just creating content. People love to see it,” Johnny claimed and placed a hand on her upper back and gave it a gentle rub in a comforting manner, “I never meant to cause any upset or anything. When you blew up yesterday, I kind of wanted to apologise there and then but you seemed like you wanted the situation to end there so I didn’t bother.”
“It’s okay,” she turned her head to look at him, placing her hands upon her denim-clad thighs and standing on her feet, “I just want to forget everything that happened yesterday and start day six as a fresh day. Let’s just forget I shouted, forget I reacted that way, and we can let bygones be bygones.”
“Promise me it’s fine and we’re good?”
“I promise.”
She gave his shoulder a squeeze softly as she moved from the table, brushing past him and checking the bedroom to see if she had everything (and to make sure people weren’t listening in to her conversation with Johnny), patting her pockets to make sure she didn’t forget anything before she disappeared downstairs with cravings for a slice of toast with Nutella and banana slices, which just so happened to be her favourite breakfast made in the house. 
Standing at the counter, beside the toaster, was Anastasia. Her back resting against the countertop yet her mind seemed to be elsewhere, a buttered knife in her hand that she held tightly in her grip, eyes trained on one section of the kitchen island that was littered with a handful of people’s messy plates - so much for Spuddz’s announcement yesterday. It had all fallen on deaf ears by the looks of it and, deep down, she felt some form of annoyance; it wasn’t hard to scrape off the remnants of breakfast and soak the plate in some hot water.
“Hi, gorgeous.”
Anastasia’s daydream seemed to dissipate once she saw YN standing at the counter, a smile on her lips as she stood a little taller and turned around to face the toaster where her plate of half-eaten toast came into YN’s eyeline. That would explain the buttered knife, YN thought to herself. 
“Good morning,” YN greeted softly, a little timid because she knew she and Arthur were probably a thought in everyone’s mind today after the happenings of the evening before, “how are you this morning?”
“I’m alright, yeah. Starving, for some reason,” she laughed.
YN couldn’t help but laugh with her; if there was one thing YN could agree on, it was how she’d probably snacked on more food in the house than she would outside. Because it was there and because she was bored… biscuits, fruit, toast. It was all there to be eaten, it needed to be eaten, and she tried telling herself that drinking more water or having a cup of tea would suffice those hunger feelings but it never really stopped her from eating a few digestives or munching on a chocolate bar when she saw one was available. 
“Yeah, I’ve only just recovered from the chilli from yesterday's challenge,” YN admitted and Anastasia’s eyes widened, “that played havoc on my insides for a while, I’ll tell you that.”
“Oh, I completely forgot,” she shook her head, “how was that?”
“Dreadful,” she frowned in remembrance of the moment and reached for the bag of bread sitting on the countertop, taking out a couple of slices and sliding them into the slots of the toaster, “I’m terrible with spices and anything hot so it was my worst nightmare to have to eat one whole.”
Silence swallowed the two of them and YN knew, deep down, that questions were bouncing around Anastasia’s head.
“If you want to-”
“What happened last-”
Both of them started speaking at the same time, both of them coming to a halt at the same time, and YN insisted Anastasia carried on with her sentence - she may as well clear the air with her, too, because she was no doubt going to be speaking about this all day and it made her want to roll her eyes before crawling into a hole till everyone had let it pass by.
“What happened last night?”
“I don’t know,” YN shrugged, “honestly, I overreacted, I guess. I was overtired, I was fed up with everyone speculating a relationship between me and Arthur when we’re just good friends, I got a little aggravated at how we’re always placed on a pedestal, and that’s that.”
“I thought you were going to go off at Johnny, to be fair,” Anastasia confessed, biting the corner of her toast and chewing it lightly before swallowing, crumbs clinging to the gloss on her lips, “he was really apologetic when you disappeared off to get ready for bed. He was really worried he’d upset you.”
“We’ve cleared the air this morning so we’re all fine again.”
“Good,” a nod was partnered with her words and, yet again, silence swallowed them until she let her voice tear through the silence, “we’re all getting on so well, it would be silly to let a silly comment, that was so minor and said in the vibe of the moment, ruin what we have going on here.”
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“Are you gonna ditch the coke when you get home now that you’ve gone almost a week without it?” 
Arthur asked Anastasia and broke the quietness of the lounge area where a small bunch of them had been sitting in a warming silence that hadn’t a single ounce of awkwardness thick in the air. Catching the brunette’s attention from the little bubble that she had been sitting in with YN, who had been propped up against her side and underneath one of Anastasia’s arms, and YN sat herself up a little more comfortably so that Anastasia could adjust her seating position. 
“Yeah, yeah,” she laughed.
“I reckon you’ll see a crazy difference in the way you feel,” Arthur said, propping his head up with a bent elbow resting on the arm of the chair.
“I’ll have one because I haven’t had it for this long but then after that, I genuinely am going to stop because I go through a bad amount almost every day,” Anastasia admitted, leading on to Steph asking how many she drinks, “if it’s in the fridge then I could easily have twelve to fifteen cans a day.”
“A day?” Spuddz and YN both questioned her in sync. 
“Realistically, I’d probably have six or seven.”
“That’s why you shit three times a day,” Steph cackled, “just straight in and straight out.”
Everyone puffed out a laugh and YN situated herself into an upright position, a look of bewilderment pinching her features together, in utter disbelief at the words being thrown around the group.
“No, really,” Anastasia laughed, looking at YN, “I shit so many times a day.”
“Keep that in, FootAsylum,” Arthur cackled, pointing at the camera hidden up in the corner, “surely, this is a groundbreaking conversation for the world of Youtube to listen to.”
“It’ll just sound like an open coke can being poured out, with the fizzing sound and everything,” Steph demonstrated, pretending to pour out a can of coke and following it up with bubbling sounds from her mouth, “like that.”
“I reckon there are some absolute dirtbags who would pay for an OnlyFans for noises like that,” Arthur wondered, shaking his head in pure shock at the way the thought had come to his mind, “there are some right weirdos out there who are into that kind of thing. And worse!”
“I actually had a Reddit page made up by this group of people which, I can only guess, is just a group of boys and they’ll edit my bikini pictures and stuff that I post on Instagram so that I look naked,” Anastasia admitted and YN really couldn’t believe what she was hearing - she was yet to experience anything like that in her time on Youtube and she could only hope it was something she never had to deal with during the rise of her career as a Youtuber. “Yeah, they’ll add fake tits onto me or a fake vagina. I’ll take one look and realise they’re not even worth getting worked up over because they’re not even my real boobs.”
“Did they, at least, give you nice tits?”
YN’s mouth gaped open and she looked between Arthur and Anastasia.
“Yeah, they gave me nice tits,” she laughed, “and they all comment about going for a wank over me and they add their Snapchats and stuff.”
“Jesus,” YN frowned, “I’m yet to even deal with anything like that.”
“You are famous famous,” Spuddz clarified and Anastasia shook her head, “I need to get your autograph after this.”
“You and me both,” YN grinned, the opportunity arising to change the subject seemingly coming around, thankfully, “but then I can say the same for all of you. You’re all so much more famous than me.”
She hated the word but they were.
She had entered the house with barely a million subscribers to her name. Heck, she only had just over half a million upon her arrival and, before she found out just how many everyone else had, she felt incredibly proud of how far she’d gotten in just a year on the social media platform. She still felt proud of where she was but to be pushed into the house with people who had almost double, triple and quadruple the amounts of followers and subscribers that she had… it felt surreal for her. Knowing that could be her in just a short few years.
“Girly, when you come out of her, you’re going to have racked up the followers,” Steph squeezed her knee reassuringly, “you’re such a darling and I hope more and more people are realising that.”
A silence swallowed the room before Anastasia broke it with a ridiculous question she had wanted to ask for a while, “genuine question. How many times do boys think about sex?”
“All the time,” Spuddz blurted out, “seven- yeah, about every seven seconds. Every seven seconds, something will pop into my mind.”
“Yeah, I can vouch for that. It’s almost constant,” Arthur backed him up; and YN’s ears became alert to the conversation going on before her, “it’s just a bloke thing, no? I can’t imagine girls would think about it all the time. It’s just a man thing to just… yeah.”
Arthur rubbed the back of his neck out of shyness and his eyes reverted to looking at the floor. 
Sex was a topic in his life that always made him feel… shy.
It wasn’t like he was a virgin and it wasn’t like he’d never had sex before.
He wasn’t sure why but everytime someone mentioned sex or anything remotely sexual, whether that be orgasms or foreplay, then he felt like he was back in school as a naughty schoolboy, snickering and giggling amongst his friends. 
“Depends how long you’ve gone without getting some,” YN admitted and instantly felt eyes on her, “I’m just saying. I’ve been a nun for the last year, I think? No men to satisfy me.”
“You’re joking?”
YN shook her head.
She wished she was joking.
“Nope,” she blushed and shook her head, “I’ve just not had the time, I guess. Youtube became so chaotic for me that I never really carried on looking for a boyfriend or anything. I was so focused on making my channel the best I could that I just… I just stopped being a typical straight female on the hunt for male attention and put my work before my sex life.”
“That’s-” Spuddz looked at her with an open mouth, “that’s dedication, I’m telling you. Dedicated to the grind. We like that here.”
“Dedicated to the wrong type of grind,” YN frowned and her shoulders dropped, a cackle leaving Spuddz as he stood up and walked towards her, hunching over to give her a hug, “maybe that’ll change outside of here.”
“You’ve already got one person lining up,” he whispered in her ear and she laughed softly; she didn’t even need to be told who he was hinting towards, “he wants you so bad, YN. So bad.”
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The rest of the day felt boring. 
With the challenge having been done in the early morning, there hadn’t been much to do for the rest of the day and all YN felt like all she had done was talk. It gave her the chance to get to know people on a deeper level, becoming more open with everyone and delving deep into topics that she’d never had spoken about with anyone before and creating inside jokes and bonds that made everything feel so much more personal, and she found herself dipping in and out of people’s conversations through the day to not bore herself and make time drag even slower than it had already felt.
“I know you hate the subject but,” Steph cosied up under the covers with YN and laid on her side to face the girl already tucked up and looking cosy in her lounge clothes, “you can tell me in confidence. I promise. I’m not one for teasing in situations like this.”
“I already know where this is going,” YN claimed, looking the girl in the eyes, “I’m done trying to fake things now.”
“Arthur,” Steph stated and YN really couldn’t contain the grin that was wanting to burst through on her lips, “see? You can’t even keep a straight face when his name is mentioned.”
YN blushed and turned to her pillow, hiding her face and moaning softly, bringing her hands to her face to cover her cheeks.
“It’s so cute though. Like, who cares that it’s been less than a week? It feels crazy and feelings are gonna be felt when you spend 24 hours a day with each other,” Steph explained, wrapping her hand around one of YN’s wrists and pulling it from her face, “babe, it’s adorable. You guys are smitten with each other. You might as well just accept it and move forward. It’ll be good for you.”
“But it’s so public in this place,” YN admitted, “it’s hard to form any kind of relationship without people knowing exactly what’s happening. Friendships are different because it’s platonic but with him, it’s something else. I want something else but people see everything.”
“Just give me a wink when you want some time with him,” Steph suggested.
“It’s not you guys I’m worried about. The public are going to think of me as desperate,” YN turned to look at the girl in her bed and was met with a look of concern in her eyes, “I’m not, am I?”
Steph shook her head wildly. 
“No way,” she scoffed and cupped YN’s face with her hands, “god, if they think you look desperate then they don’t understand how it feels to be in here. You’ve been around him for the last six days, all day, every day. It’s different on the outside where you go on a date and spend up to three hours together.”
“It’s quick though. It’s too quick to get into something with him,” YN admitted.
“But, it’s not,” Steph ran her thumbs under her eyes and stroked at her cheeks softly, “honestly, none of us think of it that way. No one is saying you have to become something here. Just have a play around with the idea. What’s the worst that could happen?”
“We leave the house and everyone thinks I’m some crazy girl who falls in love with a guy within the first forty-eight hours of seeing him? That I’m freaky?” 
“Shut up,” Steph scoffed and laughed softly, “you do what you want, girl. It’s your life. No one’s saying it has to be like this outside the house. Outside the series. Once we leave here, you’ll go back to your own lives but you’ll have something special to keep going back to.”
“I guess so,” YN whispered and she could hear movement in the bed behind her; Arthur’s bed. “We’ll see what happens, I guess.”
Steph looked up at the man standing behind YN and she grinned, leaning up on her elbow and flicking the duvet away from her body, swinging her legs out and standing to her feet. Giving YN the chance to roll onto her back and sit up a little further on the bed, no longer hiding her presence and looking around the room before her eyes fell back to Arthur.
“Don’t worry, our chatter won’t keep you awake,” she spoke and Arthur shook his head as she walked back across the room and clambered onto her own bed, “I’m going to my own bed to go to sleep now. No need for the jealous look in your eyes, she’s all yours.”
“Shut up,” he grunted, a smile on his lips and crinkles by his eyes as he shimmied out of his trousers and slipped his t-shirt from over his eyes; of course he had to do that, YN wondered to herself, “I’m going to bed myself anyway.”
“Goodnight, you menacing lot,” Anastasia greeted from her bed, “see you all in the morning.”
“Last one up is making breakfast,” Jemel stated, unravelling his microphone from around his neck and setting it at the end of his bed with the rest of his clothing from the day, “and it’s not gonna be me this time.”
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pearlescentparade ¡ 1 month ago
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Aight it's time on the dot i aint missing my chance
Walk up to Coil and ask him to train you... So you can get the strength to confess your feelings to him. Fluffy fluff fluff
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the first thing you take note of when you step into the fighting club is the distinct stench of sweat and oil--not that you expected it to smell like fresh pine and vanilla, but it's still an assault on your nose. you inhale a bit too much, and it's enough to launch you into a dry coughing fit.
however, your attention is swiftly called to the grand wrestling-style ring in the middle when the crowd suddenly roars in excitement, some particularly agitated inphernals even pushing you around a bit. amidst the chaos, you take advantage of the shoving to get to the front and securing a better view.
"yeaaahahaaa!! who wants some?!" a cocky cheer rings out from inside the ring, and you already know who it belongs to.
coil stands tall and proud over the collapsed body of a biograft (which is in such poor condition that it looks like it was in the path of a doomspire airlines plane), left foot digging into its back and right fist pumped in the air, confidently signaling his victory. he flashes a toothy grin as glistening beads of condensed sweat roll down his face, the club's harsh spotlight shining down on him. you can't help but stare at his chest, rising and falling with every breath.
but for a moment, you swear he's looking at you. your heart skips a beat, hopeful.
oh--be real--you're just another face in the crowd! for all you know, he probably can't even see where he's looking because of the glare from the overhead lights. you sigh, mentally facepalming at getting your hopes up so quickly.
but your dreams might not be too far from reality. even as coil exits the ring to go wash up somewhere in the back, and inphernals start leaving and the crowd thins out, you remain right where you're standing.
until you are the only one left. and when coil returns, he makes two.
you can see his eyebrow quirk when he spots you almost on the other side of the club, a stray droplet of water from the shower he just took being pushed from the top of his brow to travelling down his cheek from the facial movement. if you didn't have his attention before, you surely had it now.
"...can i help you?" his demeanor is almost apprehensive, eyeing you with caution. being raised in playground, he's built to be wary of unknown intentions. and in all honestly, you're a bit suspicious waiting for him until he's all alone.
as harmless as you look, he isn't letting his guard down.
though, that sort of goes out of the window when you actually speak, "yes- actually! i, i've been coming to a lot of your fights, to see you- and, and i really admire you and stuff and uh, iwannabelikeyoubecauseyou'rereallycoolandstrongpleasetrainme??" your request ends up sounding more like word vomit, the last sentence especially, tumbling out faster than you can process.
a cold breeze sweeps through the building. a metaphorical tumbleweed passes by.
coil blinks. "what?"
the single word seems to bounce off of the concrete walls until it stabs you in the chest as you realize how out of line you're being.
oh swords this is so awkward. and embarrassing. you're awkward and embarrassing. why would he agree to this? he's got better things to do than waste his time on you! where did you even get the audacity to ask this of him? is it time to run and never show your face here again? yea, that's a good idea, you'll run into the night and give up-
"you wanna be like me?"
you barely realize he said anything, but when you do you quickly squeak out a curt "ya." if it could, your face would probably be steaming from the pure embarrassment burning you up.
idly, you shuffle your weight from side to side, nervously fidgeting with your fingers. "you're really proud. and confident. i.. wanna be that too.... if that's okay-!"
"dude..."
oh swords, oh swords, oh swords. you think your heart could power all of the lights in the entire city of crossroads with the sheer power of it pounding in your chest. he could probably hear it with how deathly silent it is.
"...HELL YEA!" coil breaks out into an excited smile as his declaration of approval echoes back in the empty club from how loud he shouted it.
you look up, eyes widened in shock from both his volume and his acceptance. "wuh- really?? you'll actually- uh, thank you!!" unburdened by your anxiety, your shoulders relax and your posture straightens out of the near cower that you were in.
"yeah, yeah- listen up, alright? 'cuz i ain't saying it again!" he beckons you closer with a wave of his hand, and you oblige. though you're only permitting your eyes to look at any other feature of coil's, you can tell through your peripheral that he's staring right into your eyes.
"meet me here. 9 pm. tomorrow. casual workout clothes. don't be late!" you nod vigorously, ingraining the details in your mind. softly, you repeat under your breath, "here, 9 pm sharp tomorrow, casual workout clothes..."
now it's coil's turn to nod, somewhat amused at how intently you're listening. "you got it. alright, i gotta scram now, 'cuz you kinda kept me here. i'll see ya! don't let me down!" with a small pat on your shoulder and a wave (that you almost forget to return), coil jogs out of the club, leaving you alone in your bewilderment.
stunned and standing, you clutch your poor heart. you're a step closer!
you couldn't focus the entirety of the next day. every moment you could, you'd sneak a glance at the nearest clock, watching the hands tick by as the appointed time neared. the hours felt like they literally blurred together until..
8:00 PM
you change into a tank top and some shorts, throwing on a warm coat as you head out. coil is already there when you arrive, leaning against a wall outside of the club with a somewhat bored expression on his face. though, he brightens up easily upon seeing you.
he lightly pushes himself off of the wall with his foot, walking to you. "hey, you're super early! nice. excited to train with lil' ole coil, huh?" it's lighthearted teasing, but it doesn't fail to embarrass you a little. you hope you didn't seem desperate or anything.
you nod, a shy smile playing on your lips, and coil warmly laughs. "aight, let's get started already, you didn't come to hear me yap! time to unleash your inner beast!!" he pumps in his fist in the air like he didn't just say the corniest shit ever.
you deadpan. "..huh?"
he stares at you expectantly. "c'mon, you gotta say it. say you're gonna go beast mode!"
"...uh.."
"we ain't doing anything until you say it."
you sweat. is it really that serious? "i'm.. gonna go beast mode?"
coil crosses his arms. "eh, could be better. next time, i'm gonna make you scream it." your jaw hangs open, he can't actually be serious. but he shrugs casually, as if his plan wasn't total social suicide. "but enough of that, let's get busy!"
and so it became routine. every night, around 8 pm (even though coil says 9 pm), you would partake in coil's training regimen. it began as workout and exercise, and as you steadily progressed, it turned to actual hand-to-hand sparring with coil.
your improvement extended beyond your physical abilities, and spread to your emotional strength, as you originally intended. the mind and the body grow together, after all.
while before you'd immediately get bodied easily, now you're able to sneak some hits on coil and catch him off guard. his teasing remarks are quickly met with witty comebacks instead of timid panic. in various ways, you've matched his pace, and he couldn't be prouder.
so you decide that tonight's the night. everything you've been working on lead up to this. you're going to tell him how you feel, and after tonight, you're either gonna be the butt of all of his jokes or his partner. either way, you doubt he'd make things weird.
before you head out, you heave a long sigh in your bathroom mirror. "i can do this. i'll be fine if it doesn't work out. we'll still be friends, it'll be chill. i'm cool, i'm cool... if he doesn't want me, it's his loss.. phew." you splash some cold sink water on your face, dry off, then leave.
there's not a lot of people out tonight, and there's even less as you make your way to the club. the frigid wind bites at your skin, and it somewhat reminds you of when you first asked coil to teach you.
as you walk, the alleys totally obscured by darkness make you realize how much scarier playground is at night. it's terrifying enough in the day as it is, what with the gangs littered about, but it turns into a whole different brand of horror come night. every noise is a threat, and shadows can house the cause of death on your autopsy report.
the only difference is that now, you wouldn't die as quickly as you would a few months ago. at least you'll put up a decent fight if someone does intend to jump you right now.
so when a pair of hands from behind cover your eyes, you instantly launch into fight mode.
"guess w-"
your elbow flies backward to hit your assailant's ribs, and the impact is enough for their hands to fall away from your eyes and return your vision. you take advantage of this weakened moment to whip around and instinctively put your fists up, ready to sock whoever the hell ran up on you.
but you falter when you see a clearly disoriented coil clutching his side.
your fists drop and you rush to his side, concern etched into your.. everything, really.
"oh- oh my swords, coil! i'm so sorry! i didn't break anything, did i? oh swords-" your hands frantically dart around, unsure of what you can do to help.
coil lazily waves his hand in the air, brushing off the pain. "pshhh, i'm alright, i don't go down that easily! i just-*cough*-didn't expect you to hit me so hard- gah.. hah, you've come real far, huh? you're not that little pipsqueak from when we started anymore."
you cross your arms. "calling me a pipsqueak right after i knocked the wind outta you is bold."
"what can i say? i like to live dangerously."
"and you'll die dangerously too if you keep it up."
"good. i'd hate to die in a boring way."
you roll your eyes, and coil chuckles at your unamusement.
a few seconds of silence passes between you two. then he speaks up again.
"y'know, you looked really hot when you turned around to whoop my ass. don't get me wrong, i don't like getting beat up or anything... buut-" he trails off, a stupid and devious smile going along with his unsaid 'hear me out'.
you quirk a brow. "what, do you want me or something?"
coil leans in, with an expression that looks like a challenge. "and if i said i did?"
you lean in too, with an expression that looks like you accept it. "and if i said i did?"
despite your outer confidence and attitude, your heart is racing and your palms are a bit sweaty. this really wasn't the way you were planning to confess, but coil gave you a pretty good setup that you couldn't pass up. internally, you prayed to every deity that he wasn't joking, or you'll seriously beat him.
the space between you is limited and small, with your foreheads touching. and when coil exhales when he chuckles, you can feel the expulsed air tickle your cheek.
"i'd say you're fucking with me."
but unlike coil, you don't laugh at all. it's serious for you. it always has been.
you take his hands up in yours and look him dead in the eyes. "i'm not. i like you, coil. nothing funny about that." your voice is firm, solid, assured.
coil's eyes widen for a split second, before darting to look at something that isn't you. you can hear him audibly swallow thickly, his throat bobbing up and down when he does. he coughs, like doing so would alleviate the blush blazing his face.
"...right. you're right. that's- yea. yea, me tOo." the volume of his voice gradually decrescendos as he stumbles over his words, feeling that he's embarrassing himself the more he talks. his voice might've cracked at the end there too.
you can't help but cackle at the sight. "look at that. the hellhound, undefeated champion of the ring, bested by the magic words 'i like you'. never thought i'd live to see the day!"
and despite your teasing, you can barely contain a goofy smile at your confession being reciprocated. you just didn't expect coil to be the one stuttering and flailing about like a headless chicken. if anything, you thought it'd be you! the whole thing feels ironic in a sense, as if there's been some sort of role reversal. you're sure that if it were a few months ago, this would've gone the other way around.
he snaps out of his little shy spell, reassuming his usual confidence. "oh my bad, hanging around me all the time must've got you thinking you're hot shit. but trust, i'm gonna have that last laugh. since we cleared up that i want you and you want me, that means i can do some crazy shit, right?" coil lurches for your waist, pulling you into him.
a determined, firey look is apparent in his eyes, and you think you know where this is going. a smug, knowing gaze is all he gets in return from you. but for his ego, you suppose you'll play the fawn.
"all shit is crazy from you. but yes, continue, what could you possibly be thinking of doing?"
coil grins. "this."
he crashes his lips into yours. it feels ravenous, greedy, like he's been dying to do it since forever. you roll your eyes, a giggle bubbling in your throat, but you wrap your arms around his neck and deepen the kiss anyway.
your blood feels electric, your mind feels like it's melting, and your heart is thudding against coil's chest. you can feel his shit-eating grin against your lips, content that he's the dominant one again. just to keep him in check, you pull him deeper by his hoodie string, which earns you a groan from his throat.
it all feels like a dream. unreal. you're anticipating the blare of your alarm and waking up to disappointing nothing in your bed. but even as coil pinches you by biting your bottom lip and you give him access, you still haven't woken up. it's all real, your little master plan worked. and if the you from a few months ago saw this now, they'd pass out from sheer joy.
man, you're glad you went for it.
(parade postscript: HOLY MOTEHR OF PEARL ITS 2.5K WORDS OOPS uhhhh sorry guys i Love Coil)
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