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society often perceives vulnerability, particularly in , as a flaw rather than a natural human experience. Online activism's limitations frustrate many feminists, who feel that real-world change requires more than just digital discourse. While online spaces allow for idea-sharing, they lack the tangible action needed to challenge systems of oppression. Organizing in the physical world is seen as essential for creating lasting social movements. Makeup, breast augmentation, high heels, and false eyelashes are often touted as forms of gender expression, but theyĆ¢ā¬ā¢re deeply tied to capitalism. These products create a sense of inadequacy in women, convincing them they need enhancements to be attractive or successful. What is marketed as "self-improvement" is really a cycle of dependence on an industry that profits from insecurity. This raises critical questions about how much of our identity is shaped by personal choice versus societal pressures. Gonna start rapping about how trans women are men to get yall hooked then IĆ¢ā¬ā¢ll move onto all the other aspects of radical feminism and actively say things about radical feminism in interviews and run a radical feminist consciousness raising org but when asked about my Ć¢ā¬ÅtransphobicĆ¢ā¬Ā beliefs IĆ¢ā¬ā¢ll be like Ć¢ā¬Ålmao you bought it? ItĆ¢ā¬ā¢s a character duhhh thatĆ¢ā¬ā¢s Raddy McFem sheĆ¢ā¬ā¢s a baddy raddy lmao. she crazy. Have you ever heard of Slim Shady?Ć¢ā¬Ā Gender ideologyĆ¢ā¬ā¢s contradictions are highlighted by radical feminists who argue that gender and sex are often conflated when convenient. While gender activists argue that the two are separate, they often push for access to sex-segregated spaces based on gender identity, creating confusion and undermining feminist goals of protecting womenĆ¢ā¬ā¢s spaces.
Eggman will see this and say "Nothing says saucy quite like a Evil King that eat peanutbutters in the spaghetti dimension.". Why dont we tumble the male and head to Links kitchen of shame instead?! "Who hurt you?" is a phrase that crops up far too frequently, not as a genuine question but as a way of undermining the legitimacy of the emotion being expressed. It s a curious reaction, one that seems to reflect not just a lack of empathy but a broader societal unease with acknowledging emotional pain. But where does this come from, and why does it persist? What if hands isnt really gruply after all?
#radical feminist safe#female chauvinist#sex not gender#terfblr#female separatism#radicalfeminist#LGB without the T#op is a radfem#dropthet
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Small Talk (Jason Todd x Reader, Pt 1 of 2)
Jason frowns as he looked down at his drink. A cup of steaming hot cocoa you had prepared for him, insisting it will warm him up.
His frown deepens as he glances at his fingers wrapped around the mug. Knuckles which were bloody and bruised an hour ago now carefully bandaged in ointment and gauze.
If it were up to him, he wouldnāt bother wrapping his wounds. They were surface level, didn't need stitches. The dried blood would serve a reminder of another target taken down. He wouldnāt bother taking any painkillers either and certainly not bother fending off the cold with a warm drink. None of that matters in the grand scheme of things.
His eyes then flit to you, sitting on the couch beside him, blanket wrapped around your curled up form as you distractedly flit through TV channels.Ā
Jason knows youāre not paying attention to the screen, itās all just static and white noise. He can tell by light frown lining your brow, the way you bite your lip and the tautness in your shoulders that youāre worried. Worried about him, but unwilling to voice it. Probably cause youād been bluntly dismissed the last couple times you raised your concerns.
Because Jason doesn't have the privilege to acknowledge his pain, doesnāt have the time to sit in his feelings nor reflect on his past. He's had to forego all that if he wants to move forward, to seek justice. At least his brand of justice anyway, drenched red in revenge as it may be.
But you, you stubbornly insist on being soft, on treating his wounds as if heās delicate, making space for his feelings as if they matter, tolerating his outbursts without judgement or ire, staying in spite of how much the sight of his battered and bruised body coming home scares you.
Itās not like you know all that much about him to justify his antics. Heās not exactly disclosed his past beyond the fact heās cut ties with his family, hasnāt really told you all that he gets up to as Red Hood. And his standoffish personality? A supposed byproduct of being resurrected only to realise you were abandoned by daddy dearest, though heād rather not go down that rabbit hole.
So he canāt help but wonder why you choose to stick around. Why you put up with a caustic man like him, surely his sarcasm and occasional witty remarks donāt balance out his other self destructive tendencies.
ā(Name)ā He calls out, waiting until your eyes are on him before he continuing
āDo you feel sorry for me?ā
The question hangs in the air for a moment, almost as if you need a moment to register thatās what he really asked.
āWhat?ā¦ What do you mean Jason?ā your expression conveying genuine confusion at his out-of-the-blue question.
āYou heard meā He mumbled gruffly, internally warring with the uncomfortable atmosphere he's created but also unable to sit with his doubts any longer.
āDo you pity me? Is that why you stick around and play house?ā
He knew that last bit was uncalled for, but it was hard not to feel that way when his mind whispered those cruel words. That you felt sorry for him. Saw him as a broken man, damaged goods.
He knew thatās how the few people still in his life viewed him. A young boy subjected to trauma at the hands of Gothamās most nefarious villain, turning to a life of revenge and vengeance... too far gone to see the light. An 'anti-hero' who needs to be stopped. Captured and contained.
Except how others perceived him didnāt quite bother him, not like he held any of them in high regards, especially not Bruce. Yeah okay, he was still bitter at how quickly everyone seemed to resume their day to day routine in his absence. Not like he had any evidence of them trying to avenge him and he sure as hell wasnāt going to give them the benefit of doubt.
But you, well you were different. You werenāt a part of his previous life, you only had the (dis)pleasure of meeting reborn Jason Todd. The jaded, sardonic Jason Todd, who was done with the world and all it had to offer.Ā
And yet you smiled at him. Cared about him. Worried for him. As if heās deserving of any of those sentiments, as if even though you donāt fully understand him or the things he does, he still matters.
You seem to accept him in a way heās yet to accept himself, and that thoroughly confuses him. To the point where the only conclusion his mind can offer is that you pity him.Ā
So here he is. Heād like to think this is him laying his cards on the table, but really heās just an archer looking down the tall castle walls heās built around himself, waiting to pierce an arrow through the one good thing heās got going. Cause itās just too good to be true.Ā
Heās not going to put a label on what he feels towards you, not just yet. Not when he doesnāt know where he stands with you.
He raises an eyebrow as he crosses his arms, curious but defensive in his stance as he braces himself for what you have to say.
He sucks in a quiet breath as your lips part. As much as heād like to think heās prepared for the worst, the possible reality where you do view him as damaged goods would definitely sting.Ā
His eyes flit back to yours regardless, heās no coward after all.
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Gotta love the random burst of 1am inspiration disrupting my sleep schedule. Let me know what you think of this! Part 2 is likely going to be dual POVs for maximum angst Ā
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COOPER HELPING YOU
WHEN YOUāRE ON
YOUR
PERIOD
pairing: cooper koch x black!fem!reader
summary: cooper gives you ease and comfort during that dreadful time of the month.
contains: fluff, mentions of menstruation, vaginal bleeding, cramping, irritability, mood swings, swearing, cooper being a green flag, cooper being amazing, this can be perceived as either platonic or romantic.
a/n: anyone else going through this right now?
taglist: @supaprettyg @hnch33rios @sabrinasopposite @xoxoglittergossip @stereotypicalbarbie @gxuxhdjdu @elitesanjisimp @jkr820 @simply-the-best23 @austeenbootler @greengoblinswifey @hoffmansgirl @thabiddie23 @lust4lifeee @tryingtograspctrl @ellethespaceunicorn @rosiestalez @afrogirl3005 @sheydnni
ā¢ you and cooper were fast asleep in bed.
ā¢ everything was at peace until you feltā¦ the flow.
ā¢ before it was too late, you ripped the covers from your body and literally saw red on the sheets.
ā¢ āah, shit!ā you hiss.
ā¢ cooper wakes at the sound of your cursing and immediately questions whatās wrong.
ā¢ embarrassed, you silently lift the covers to reveal the damning evidence. youāre literally about to cry because this hasnāt happened before.
ā¢ plus, it was two in the morning and cooper had a long day ahead on set. the guilt along with the impending menstrual cramp starts to flare in your stomach.
ā¢ āohāoh! hey, hey. look, itās okay! itās natural, i understand. i got you, babe.ā
ā¢ heād wipe away any tears that came down your face and continue to reassure you, but he acknowledged that you were still going to be emotional, so the best he can do is give you his love, support, patience, and most importantly, the princess treatment.
ā¢ itās not like he doesnāt treat you well all the time, but this time, he wants to take extra care of you.
ā¢ heād go and change the sheets before going into the bathroom to run you a good old-fashioned, heated bubble bath.
ā¢ he knows you like the water extra hot!
ā¢ heād check to see if you have enough feminine products to last at least through the rest of the night, making it a top priority to restock just incase.
ā¢ no matter if you use pads, tampons, menstrual cup, or the underwear, heād get whatever makes you comfortable.
ā¢ while the bath is running, heās already getting you fresh clothes.
ā¢ heāll throw in one of his sweatshirts.
ā¢ after everything is laid out, heād lead you to the bathroom.
ā¢ heād give you privacy to undress and go in the tub, but youāre extra clingy during this time, so youād ask if he can sit next to you and stay while you soak.
ā¢ he definitely would, but right after he gets you something to put on your stomach to take some painkillers.
ā¢ itās late so heāll whip something up. pancakes, grilled cheese, pasta, etc. whatever you want, he got it.
ā¢ it pains him to see you in pain.
ā¢ you just need to get that medicine in your system before the cramps gets worse. sometimes theyād send pain from the waist down.
ā¢ the heat can only do so much!
ā¢ heād hold your hand while youād soak.
ā¢ youād joke, flirt, talk, and just enjoy each otherās presence.
ā¢ cooper gives the best shoulder massages and foot rubs.
ā¢ if requested, heās give you a scalp massage as well.
ā¢ cooper LOVES your hair and the products you use to keep it healthy.
ā¢ heād leave you momentarily to leave the bath for you to rinse off in the shower, dry off, and change.
ā¢ he already has new, fresh sheets ready in case you want to go back to sleep.
ā¢ if you donāt want to sleep, heās fine with that! you guys could binge a show, stream a movie, paint your nails, or you could ask for another massage.
ā¢ cooper is gonna make sure youāre straight!
ā¢ he always has a product and extra underwear ready for you when itās time to change.
ā¢ especially if you sneeze.
ā¢ he thinks itās adorable when you cling onto him. he loves to be the little spoon if he has to.
ā¢ heād give you stomach rubs while you wait for the medicine to kick in.
ā¢ expect to be spoiled rotten with forehead, cheek, and hand kisses.
ā¢ heāll let you sleep on him whether heās awake or not. he knows how much fatigue this causes for you, so he ensures you get all of the rest you need.
ā¢ his heartbeat lulls you to sleep.
ā¢ cooper feeds into your sugary and salty cravings.
ā¢ your favorite thing to make and eat together is ice cream sundaes with the works.
ā¢ pizza is a great go-to as well.
ā¢ he urges you to keep yourself hydrated through it all!
ā¢ ādid you remember to drink your water?ā
ā¢ āā¦.no.ā
ā¢ cooper already got your bottle/cup on deck.
ā¢ heās gonna make sure you drink your eight cups.
ā¢ cooper is not afraid to go in a store alone and pick any feminine products for you.
ā¢ occasionally gets you guys matching fuzzy socks for this occasion.
ā¢ heād throw in a new bonnet for you to sleep in too.
ā¢ heās patient when your emotions start swinging like a pendulum.
ā¢ he kills you with kindness when youāre irritated or sarcastic. (donāt do too much now, he aināt scared of you)
ā¢ he calms you down when you feel like you want to get railed. you just want to be held really, really tight.
ā¢ cuddling shirtless with undies for the win!
ā¢ heās sympathetic when you cry. especially when you watch a sad/romantic scene on tv.
ā¢ copper feels sooo bad when he has to leave for work and your eyes are already watering.
ā¢ he immediately texts to check in on you when he has a break.
ā¢ heāll send memes, playlists, and silly selfies to cheer you up.
ā¢ no matter the time of the month, day, or year, trust that cooper will be right by your side the best he can.
#black reader#black girl#cooper koch fanfic#cooper koch imagine#cooper koch#cooper koch x reader#cooper koch fluff#cooper koch x black reader#actor x black reader#actor x reader#black!reader#headcanons#x black!fem!reader#x black reader#x black!reader
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as a bdubs fan, what are your thoughts on his team kill in last life/how that affected his relationships going into later seasons? š¤
i think the reason a lot of people struggle with this is that many of us (myself included!) are still deeply into the idea of the characters being wholly separate from their creators, but you can't really talk about bdubs' killing of tango without acknowledging bdubs the man's love of doing whatever will tell the best story. it's why he doesn't kill etho as the boogeyman, and it's why he kills tango and lizzie when he does- those decisions are conscious choices as a narrator that he knows will make more drama and incentivize people to react in more interesting ways. this carries onto other controversial decisions of his, like "betraying" impulse at the end of 3rd life, and his behaviour in double life.
a lot of smarter people than me have made commentaries on how this sort of decision-making would relate to c!bdubs and i'm not going to attempt to try and get on their level but it's something that i feel the need to mention, because otherwise bdubs' decisions (particularly in last life) are often confusing and unstrategic to those who don't watch him. because yes, obviously, looking at him as purely a character with no awareness of what's going on outwith the story of a closed death game is going to make him look callous and uncaring. if you strip away all of the overarching narratives that lead to his decisions- for example, impulse being disloyal and betraying others all throughout 3rd life only to get his comeuppance at the end, or much of tango's story throughout the whole series being tied to him being dehumanised, objectified, and treated unfairly- then they do appear cruel and unwarranted. but at the same time, looking at bdubs' character purely as a narrative force with the omniscient ability to further other storylines doesn't lend to a lot of interpretations (even if this was done very literally in limited life by not having individual episodes and spending much of his time doing "boring" tasks to assist his team).
something particularly interesting about bdubs is how his behaviours aren't really called out except by those who perceived him as having wronged them (impulse and tango), as opposed to say, bigb and pearl, who despite only having "wronged" a select few people have worse reputations across the server. i don't know enough about bigb or pearl to hazard a guess at why this is but it could be due to the people they've crossed having more respect or influence- i can't speak for impulse but tango in particular is not taken very seriously, so the last life kill within the series is almost a joke, not a genuine threat. couple this with, for example, pearl having won and placed highly in dl/sl respectively, while bdubs' pvp is often not fantastic (though again this could be a choice on his part- see the liml skizz fight) and it can be easier to see why she could be perceived as a threat while bdubs is not.
so how does it affect his teams going forward? well, from last life onwards, one could say that the only people bdubs has teamed with are those who either a) have good reason to trust him regardless due to prior experience (cleo, etho) or b) those who have little other choice due to being perceived similarly as untrustworthy (scar, pearl). one could also say that it hasn't actually affected his teamups that much because bdubs was already dismissed as a liability from the get go (see: widow's alliance in 3rd life) and so, coupled with tango's habit of making bad decisions and being dehumanised, his kill in last life was seen less as his fault and more tango's fault for making the foolish decision of continuing to stay in the alliance. so bdubs' reputation remains as poor as it was initially and doesn't take the hit that bigb or pearl's did! it's a similar situation to scar or jimmy, but with the difference that bdubs is seen as just that bit more capable, along with the fact that rather than being an inevitable danger to himself (though he is fully capable of that) he's an inevitable danger to others, whether he wants to be or not.
this is all a bit of a nothingburger ramble not least because most of his alliances repeat (the only standout one being the mounders in secret life which has been wiped from my memory entirely) but i hope it at least makes sense.
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i see your post about leo being relieved that hes trans because he learned his stripes would go away and i raise you: leo, who spends his entire childhood in fear because donnie told him that he will lose his stripes when he is younger, only for them all to realize hes trans when they dont
Ohā¦Leo having so much value in his looks and especially his stripes because theyāre what make him stand out the most, and in turn it helps solidify himself a role in the team as the āFace Man.ā Sure, he absolutely thinks himself good looking with or without the stripes, but his stripes are striking and he knows it, and they mean more to him than just looks anyway. Knowing all this time that his stripes were going to fade and yet still taking on his title and still being as confident as he is - imagine heād already come to the conclusion that his worth on the team, in his family, was always on a timer.
Then that timer goes away. And heās left with relief and tells himself that hey, heād have been just as cool looking without the stripes anyway! Butā¦heās glad to keep them. Even if his role isnāt quite just āFace Manā anymore, his stripes are a part of him.
And itās been really scary to think that someday heād look in the mirror and see a part of himself missing.
#non au ask#Leo values his looks and clearly loves his stripes#but I think as well his stripes make him specifically unique from his brothers#and itās scary that one of the things he has to offer thatās uniquely him could vanish without his consent#so knowing heās actually trans and his stripes wonāt fade - thatās a relief!!#heāll stay looking as he is - his stripes are a part of his identity after all#Leo is the only one of the brothers who has anything on his face with no mask#his red stripes absolutely make him stand out#and he likes that - he likes how eyes immediately go to his face#being perceived and acknowledged and just#getting attention - he doesnāt take it lightly#so without the stripesā¦I wonder if heād be scared of fading into the background#his persona is already larger than life - would he fall into it harder just so he doesnāt disappear?#and how silly will he feel when it turns out all his worries didnāt matter - that his stripes were there to stay?#how silly would he feel if heās still scared theyāll fade anyway?#actually this kinda brings me back to a thought I had#about how the turtle aspects of the boys are really interesting#but also potentially really difficult on them#because - yeah theyāre turtles#but theyāre also half human#so you have to wonder if theyāre always comfortable in their own skin#or if sormtimes something that would be natural for a turtle feels WRONG
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I think whats so compelling about Sanji is that he's so terribly self conscious about being masculine that anything that performs masculinity better than him (ie, Zoro, obliviously, minus the women-fucking part), or skews masculinity, is a threat to him. Which makes him rampantly homophobic and transphobic. And as he also believes masculinity needs to be focused around being horny for women makes him also rampantly misogynistic cause he can't actually see women past them being a sexual object. Anyways it all culminates in you the audience being fairly certain that this man cannot be straight due to this terribly obvious fragility around his masculinity, and that if he ever got dicked down, it might solve all these issues.
#sanji#black leg sanji#one piece#op sanji#congrats to oda to unintentionally making the epitome of a repressed bi man who desperately refuses to acknowledge his queerness#its like wow! i knew a bunch of these in high school#anyways. thats my relationship to sanji. this man just needs to be dicked down. and then maybe he can start to tackle#his fragile masculinity and all that comes with it#i think thats also what makes zosan so appealing. other then them both being attractive. is that all of sanjis fragile masculinity#is threatened by zoro since zoro fits the rugged masculine architype much better then sanji and is close enough to sanji#in relation to being masc that sanji recognizes him as a 'competitor' to womanly affection. also one can argue zoro#being perceived as a threat can also come from sanji also liking zoro in that way and not wanting to admit it.#anyways that all makes it a very fun playground to work with#also like if they for one minute actually made him more focused on cooking and the all blue hed be a way more.interesting character#hugin rambles#hugin rambles op
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Another reason that Stansas hate the idea of Arya and Dany being friends (outside of them wanting to demonize Dany) is that they've convinced themselves that Dany and Sansa are the only main female characters, so if a Stark sister is going to have a significant relationship with Dany it has to be Sansa. Arya being constantly downplayed and treated like an accessory to Sansa has generally led to the consensus that her relationship with Dany will be defined by whatever Sansa's relationship (positive or negative) with her is. That's why Arya is always being left out of the "we were robbed of [x] female character friendship" conversations and why theories about Dany/Arya getting along are treated as Sansa hate; Arya, as a character, is seen as secondary to Sansa by a lot of people
#arya stark#anti sansa stans#Don't get me wrong I'm happy whenever people discuss Sansa/Dany parallels instead of pitting them against each other#but the difference in how their potential relationship gets discussed vs. Dany and Arya's is very obvious#and the root of it is that people don't want to perceive Arya as being her own important character outside of her relationship with Sansa#(but also that some people simple don't view Arya as an actual female character because they're misogynistic)#even though Dany/Arya have many parallels shared experiences + values and tons of foreshadowing#Show!Arya was the exact opposite of Book!Arya to justify her disliking Dany but somehow that never gets acknowledged#and people complain about Sansa and Dany not getting along in the show but Arya is ALWAYS being left out of the conversation š„“#just made a post about this with receipts so they can't even pretend this is something I made up š#cause they sure do love to gaslight us about the shit they try to pull like we can't see them#this is why I need TWOW to come out so we can get Arya's Braavos arc and finally be free of the show's terrible writing#fandom nonsense
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getting correctly gendered by someone who doesnāt even know youāre trans is so euphoric to me
#like someone who had only ever seen me once and never really spoken to me called me he and guy#and it made me so happy#like yes!! i am a he!! and i am a guy!! thanks for acknowledging that#iām not a guy in the traditional sense per se#and i donāt like being called a man#but just a little guyā¦ thatās definitely me#and idk since iām pretty dysphoric about how iām perceived and i fairly often just assume ppl assume iām a woman#it was so refreshing that someone justā¦ proved me wrong about that!!#even after i had spoken a few words he still used he! not sure how much he heard but STILL#whenever someone hears my voice they tend to misgender me#and idk maybe it was bc he mightāve not heard a lot butā¦ still#idk itās a small victory and it just made me happy and euphoric#trans#transgender#transmasc#nonbinary#lgbtq#queer#atlas the thinker#personal
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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out
#zymart#zymtalk#rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st#the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL#i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board#bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route#and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week#then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly#in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized#after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly#SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it#oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi#i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie#[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now#idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim#but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it#anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying š«¶#you are not safe#edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j
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āKill all menā (and variations) isnāt feminist.
The goal of feminism is not to reverse the gender hierarchy. The goal of feminism is not to eradicate half the population.
The goal of feminism is gender equality.
If you legitimately believe that men, as a group, are uniformly and unequivocally bad just on the basis of their identity, something they cannot control, and that, due to that, they cannot be trusted, ever? If you believe that only women are trustworthy or good and men and inherently bad, then you do not believe in some of the very basic foundations of gender equality.
And like. The belief that women are inherently trustworthy and good is also bad. Like, I kinda thought it was common sense that putting somebody up on a pedestal is bad because it has one of two possibilities: a) the possibility to set them up for failure (because no person is perfect, always good and pure, and everyone makes mistakes), and b) the possibility to provide abusers with shields; if you believe women donāt abuse people, even if itās not an explicit belief, guess what youāre more vulnerable for?
And these thought patterns arenāt just anti-feminist. Theyāre pretty bad for multigender people, too. Iām genderfluid, but on average I am usually somewhat a man and somewhat a woman, just in varying degrees. So when you say that all men are evil, am I to assume you think people like me are, too? If yes, that seems pretty cold-hearted. I am not benefiting from the patriarchy; I am intersex and transfemasc. I am androgynous in a visibly trans way. In a misogynistsā mind, Iām not a man or a woman, Iām a thing. If noā¦ why make an exception for me? It feels like youāre erasing my identity as a manā just because I am a woman does mean I am not a man.
If what you mean when you talk about these things is that men have to be aware of their societal position with respect to the patriarchy and vigilant for unconstructed misogyny? Then say that. Donāt say you wish men would die, donāt make fun of gay men and bi womenās attraction to men, donāt say vile shit about trans men just because you think itās āpunching down.ā
#idk what to tag this tbh#it wrote it while thinking about how I feel when Iām being perceived as a woman#and somebody treats me like Iām this good pure angel#because itās actually infuriating and yeah itās sexist as hell#I want my capacity to be my own person acknowledged#what if I donāt want to be pure#and yeah I know itās positive and I also donāt want to be a bad person#I just want to exist without assumptions being shoved down my throat constantly#and itās bs that this shit is framed as feminist cause its NOT#also really not fun when Iām seen as a man for ppl to act like Iām evil#and btw in both contexts im specifically talking about like leftists who were#on the surface#accepting of diverse identities#so its not like this happens only with bigots or TERFs or whatever#this happens with āfeministsā and ātrans-positiveā ppl all the time
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too much manic energy rn. put on don angle
#this cd is wild itās like. duke ellington. the beatles. the most beautiful melancholic drag you ever heard. original composition. beatles.#did I hunt this down because I fell head over heels in love with minor drag? mayhaps.#hey remember that post I went off in the tags in a few days ago being like I GOTTA WRITE THE PAH SECTION AAAAAA#so it turns out Iāve been procrastinating on that#made a nice plot and read a bunch of stuff in the meantime but oh hey I still gotta write this section#maybe frenetic harpsichord will help me focus#I donāt want to work on my thesis I want to write school of the air scripts and make little trinkets#why is it so difficult to work on the things I actually Need to do ;A;#also?????? people (or one person at least) is demonstrably excited about the PtĆ”Äek rp????????#why is my reaction to being perceived to be simultaneously excited and embarrassed this is stupid lmao just be excited itās allowed#(points at self) say hi in the discord!!!!! tell them youāre pleased they like it!!!!!!!! be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk idk my ears feel warm just thinking about this thatās so dumb lol why am I having a physiological reaction to this#also still losing my mind from Box!!!!! this was so nice Iām gonna cry omg#should see if I have any sheet metal hmmmm#cannot make anything requiring soldering or casting but I can still do some thingsā¦ā¦.#okay okay I gotta get back to writing Iām meeting with my advisor at 4 aaaaaa#using music and manic energy and methylphenidates to get this section done š„²#putting those in my acknowledgements btw
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I have a longing to be understood more than anything else i think
#someone very recently acknowledged something that usually goes unseen and it wasn't even that great of an acknowledgement but ive just been#staring at the messages every once in a while. its great. not really i sort of feel like a real weirdo#im very lonely. i cant say why but let it be known that i am very lonely#ok i have a question to those who lie their eyes upon this post: tell me what you know about me please?#so much lies in my social perception and i am just. not being perceived. at all. darn#i have a lot to cry about but morally i dont think i should-- specifics would mean being mean to the people i love#talking to anyone anymore just makes me feel horrible. doing anything anymore makes me feel horrible..tmbg has my back though ill live for#another.week or a few. and then my birthday will happen and rhen um#.Well. it sucks that sucks man. i dont want to disclose my age but to elaborate on why ACTUALLY HOLD ON#the thing i am about to say is not true; it is a metaphorical thing: it is my 21st birthday soon.#i decided that i wouldnt live past this age around 5 years ago and the only reason ive lived five years is being killed this year. i dont#think every thing ive been desperately clinging on to for the past 2 (?) years can keep me alive past then..i think im going to die. i have#to#NO MORE BEING A DOWNER#fox (vulpes vulpes) on the Internet for the first time#okay maybe a little more..i dont know who im talking to in this post. my friends do not read my tumblr and. i dont know anyone else.really.#uh#I'm listen to tmbg right now i love them#hey reader; i can only think of 3 people who see enough about me to check my blog. so i have separate questions for the each of you.#one of you likes (liked? school came in and i couldnt see your blog much past then; idk if its changed) tmbg. what do you think of The Else?#and uh you there... the guyyy. Google john flansburgh..i dont have a reason to this one ive just not been able to stop thinking about askin#you what you think of him.#um third person..... um#okay theres nothing iecan ask. i do want to apologize to you though: im sorry.#iThis is bullshit#im gonna delete this soon#Um also sorry if my wording here is. really wack. i tend to do that#i dont think anyones going to see this as is always#i think i just like talking to the hypothetical beast. yeah
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Vulnerable confession time: I'm trying to be better about this because let's face it we're all hyperfixated and reading fanfiction at the speed of light, but one of my persistent pet peeves is having my fics/writing mistaken for someone else's. Even if it's a wonderful writer I'm being confused with. It just makes me feel a certain way.
#I'm not sharing this as a call out or anything#just acknowledging we can't all have the enduring and relentless positivity of ted lasso#you know?#i do know that i should be flattered#because no one ever does this intentionally or maliciously#and eventually i do get around to feeling flattered#but does anyone else also experience the fear of being Perceived with the diametrically opposed fear of being Forgotten?#it's writer agony hour#anyway if you have thoughts or any other pet peeves feel free to add them to the replies
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I keep really wanting to talk about source related stuff but I can't tell if it's an urge to talk about specific stuff, or if it's more the thing where sometimes having someone acknowledge that I'm a fictive of my source and make casual references to that can help a lot with dysphoria
#personal#thoughts#š¬ post#source posting#I don't know how to explain what I mean other than just that I want it to be treated like any other part of my life#instead of being this weird thing that gets brought up occasionally in specific conversations and not acknowledged the rest of the time#like my source is a huge part of my identity and affects basically everything I do and the way I perceive and interact with the world#and I spend a large portion of my time masking when I'm talking to other people#and even if I'm not masking I still end up not really talking about source stuff because I'm not sure how people are gonna react to it#so I have this huge part of who I am that I end up not really talking about#and I rarely feel like I'm actually being perceived as me even if I'm talking to someone who knows I'm part of a system
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hmm gender thoughts
#the people who made pronouns page have another website right#and one of the options there is you can pin your gender on a gradient that goes hypermasculine -> androgynous -> hyperfeminine#and it's like a linear gradient and i hate that SO MUCH. this is hostile architecture for Me Specifically#[disclaimer that if you find that type of thing helpful that's completely fine]#but anyway my gender is like. im a guy but not in a trans guy way#and im a girl but NOT in a cis girl way and i call myself girl in my head a lot but i am a bit Sensitive about how other people use it?#and im always thinking too hard about ''are they acknowledging my 5D chess gender or subconsciously saying it because of my appearance''#if someone called me androgynous or whatever im stabbing them though. idk that just feels so... gender neutral? and im not gender neutral#do ya feel me.#i feel a bit silly typing all this but ah this is the transgender website i think u all would understand me#im a guy like. you know the weird guy who shows up overdressed to casual events but he looks nice so its fine really#and also like. guy who always wears black and looks cool [the cool might just be in my head but thats fine]#and. i might have to think harder abt how i feel regarding Girl ā¢. i dont want to discard it because i do love doing my own thing with it#but also like being perceived as a cis girl (intentionally or unintentionally) makes me want to jump out of my body. lol. anyway#this is all so sucks honestly my favourite gender is just creature.#you see a thing so weird you just go '' oh god what is that'' and not gender. although i do like the flavour of it/its that is so niceys...#oh jesus uhh#long post#<- for the tags
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constantly being reminded that the standard acknowledge-enough formula for getting guard/guardian dogs to stop barking does not work on many other dogs
#what we do with my family's two large guardian breed dogs is that you let them alery- acknowledge what they've alerted to#I.e. if they're barking bc a car door slammed outside you say ''thank you. I heard it''- and then you tell them ''alright that's enough''#it usually works pretty well bc what they need to know is that someone else will take care of what they perceive as a threat.#if they know you're Aware of it (and yes they can understand this) they'll relax a bit#however I forget that the dogs I've grown up with and that my family has right now are... extremely conversational#we talk to them like people basically. I say please and thank you to them and genuinely they understand me.#they're SUPER in tune to vocal commands/being spoken to in any context.#many other dogs are... not. my brother's dachshund is very well trained but he does Not stop barking when I#instinctively say ''thanks I heard it that's enough'' it just doesn't work on him sjdskfnskfbskfnsk#Lu rambles
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