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I lowkey want more F/Os but it never seems right for some reason :(
#being 100% honest here#i've been thinking about adding julie and spot#but idk......#i'm not sure yet#i still don't know how to selfship i think
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Damn, Spam, did the cake taste that bad? - bad joke. Sorry you're havin' a rough day. We're here if you need to talk, or if you just need a distraction.
#his mascara streaks lmfao sighhh#that is THE FIRST TIME of 61 ASKS he has said thank you. by the way.#yeah the 60th ask was him bawling his eyes out what about it#wooo 40 till 100#god /pos#you guys have done really well and have been really kind to him so I think its finally deserved#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#this is probably so bizarre to people just starting to follow ygm#like i cant imagine what its like to happen upon some of the gnarlier ones#in the 'your tags' tab LMAOO LIKE DAMN#sometimes i forget how many people follow me (not including those who dont follow my blog but follow ygm) and liikkke... yowie.. and then i#forget because i cant really comprehend that#i always forget about that to be honest im just being silly and i never realize how many people choose to stick along huh wuh#THERES LIKE 700 PEOPLE WHAT THATS SO MANY#like as a big number i cant conceptualize that in like#visually. in a crowd. so i cant really fully understand how many that is.#but thats a lot i know that much. hiiii. 700 bugs. 700 insects crawling around in here!!!#me when i ramble in the tags accidentally aha#your treat
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hi. once you mentioned your thoughts on the take that phil stayed in the closet for dan. could you share it again with the class again. sorry
⚠️ Dan and Phil DNI⚠️
dsfhjjkl I fear I'm not well-educated enough on the lore to have an accurate take. and it's really the notion that he "went back in the closet" for dan that bothers me. but I'll try to explain how I see it and people can feel free to link me to the vitally important receipts that I'm missing here which change the whole narrative lmao
the thing is I don't think it was 100% because of dan. i do think phil would have come out sooner if dan had been in a better headspace with everything, but imo it's not entirely accurate to say that phil would have been out and proud on youtube the entire time otherwise because as far as I can tell, he wasn't ever in that position 😭 would an out and proud man have made snokoplasm.
I think phil was referring to himself as bi on myspace but so was dan back in the day. and I think id'ing as bi in a setting where you don't expect that many people to see it beyond your personal network is a very different kettle of fish from being completely vulnerable and honest about your identity as a full-on celebrity. Phil has also told anecdotes that make me feel like he had 1 foot in the closet and 1 foot out in some ways (eg auditioning for big brother and then being terrified that they'd post his audition tape bc he said he was gay and then instantly regretted it, getting outed to his family by a friend when he was in college and having an awful time with that whole situation) and I certainly haven't seen anything that would lead me to believe he was ever really out as gay (and proud) on youtube at any point before 2019. Phil has also alluded to experiencing internalized homophobia/feeling like there was something wrong with him for being gay, and I feel like people gloss over that since it wasn't as severe as Dan's experiences.
so I don't think it's entirely accurate to say phil "went back in the closet" for dan firstly because I don't think he was ever fully out of the closet until 2019. he was certainly not out and proud with 0 caveats. like he never said it with his whole chest until coty.
then there's the fact that there can be real-world consequences to coming out which can be hard to predict or manage. things are a little different now but I can imagine it would have been tough trying to do a risk-benefit analysis of coming out when they were working with the BBC, trying to get things like world tours and book deals off the ground, and also I think they were probably not hugely financially secure back then (especially very early on/around the time they moved to London). like this is pure conjecture, but I can imagine it could have been tough to come out as gay, not knowing if you'd be inadvertently tanking a career opportunity because oh never mind we already have an openly gay radio presenter on this show and we don't need 2 more, or oh no don't do that because then we'll have to cancel the shows in Russia and Malaysia or whatever ykwim? (I assumed this was also part of the reason why dan had a breakdown about wanting to come out before II started but again that's based on nothing lmao)
now that I'm thinking about nick grimshaw coming out as gay in 2012 and co-hosting the radio show with them I feel like I'm connecting some dots but again this is just me yapping. I remember finding out he was gay back then and I vaguely remember people posting about feeling "betrayed" or being otherwise homophobic towards him but I can't remember whether the general reaction was positive or negative at the time. I also feel like there's something to be said for the fact that a lot of actors/people in situations like this feel like they're competing against other members of their marginalized community, because they can't both be hired for 2 different important roles because there can only be 1 token gay/poc or whatever. anyway food for thought I guess
I also think it's easy to assume Phil was just chilling the entire time since he plays his cards a lot closer to his chest than Dan. he doesn't like to talk about stuff like this as openly as dan and i think that results in us focusing a lot more on Dan's experiences (which makes sense since that's the information we have to work with, but still). he's hinted that it was rough for him to deal with the speculation about them and their relationship back in the day as well, and while I'm the last person to encourage people to start self-flagellating for the demon era, I do think it's worth considering that it can't have been easy for Phil either (I mean it was his face and words in the v-day video. I would have probably been institutionalized if that happened to me I'm just saying. the factors that led to dans no homo era can't have been easy for Phil to deal with either)
point is I think there were a lot of factors that kept them both in the closet. I do agree of course that Phil would've come out sooner if it weren't for dan needing to work through his issues before he was ready to come out (Phil has certainly said as much) but I don't think it's the only reason. I think it was certainly a show of the trust and respect he has for dan that he waited for Dan to be ready in the end, but I also think it's inaccurate when people talk as though dan singlehandedly kept Phil in no homo jail for 10 years and he would've been out and proud the entire time if Dan hadn't had a mountain of trauma and internalized homophobia to work through before he was ready to come out (which as dan himself has said, may have been a lot sooner than 2019, but there were other factors that kept him from being able to do that first)
#ask#essay#again. correct me if I'm way off base here I'm just a baby phannie at the end of the day#should i put this in the tag since i think it's interesting and i wanna get more feedback on it. hmm#in general i think Phil was out to his irl network and partially online#but like i said thats different from being 100% honest to the whole world as a public figure#and i think the whole process of them deciding to come out was probably the result of a bunch of discussions#rather than dan forbidding Phil to say anything until he was ready
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I cannot stress enough that as an USAmerican you need foreign friends who barely speak English, because that's the only way for you to realize that half the discourse that happens online only matters to a very small percentage of human population, and all of those people are chronically online USAmericans
#not this isn't about actual real world issues like someone being honest to god racist and screaming slurs 24/7#i mean shit like thinking someone watching hazmat hotel makes them the worst person on planet earth#USAmericans on here will put watching the wrong show on the same level as committing actual honest to god hate crimes#like idk i'd rather talk to a genshin fan#than an USAmerican who doesn't even know I need to be medically sterilized in order to legally transition#you can't even change your name here without it being one legally preapproved by the state#and it has to be gender neutral#I had to pay for a fucking research paper to be done on my chosen name#to prove it can be gender neutral#and even then it wasn't 100% on if they would approve it#but sure whatever glad I have the world's most entitled USAmerican to tell me my irl friends who have saved my life#are actually the spawn of evil#because they watched a cartoons
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not to be horny posting on main but i have to share it
JERE IS EVEN HOTTER IN PERSON
#it's the first time in my lifetime i'm so genuinely questioning my sexuality#had spiritual experience in berlin and came back wro- well i don't even know#literally can't stop thinking about this#i like to overexaggerate but i'm being 100% honest here. how can a person be so#käärijä#berlin#jere poyhonen#send post goodnight
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me: keeps drawing random one-off fanarts from things that aren't currently big at all
also me: why no notes on my arte
#grateful for all of u lol#but why no notes !! lol !! i want attention i want engagement#i need to be LOVED and sharing my art is the vessel through which i ascribe my self worth...#it's like how if you have a long list of movies to watch ur still more likely to just.#watch some random movie you heard about 2 minutes ago that seems interesting. if u have spare movie time#bc it's lower pressure or smth#idk brother ! idk#im just chillin here in my cave drawing things apparently only i want to see and like maybe 5 other people#welcome to my cave#alligates says things#yo being an artist on the internet is genuinely awful. social media is not built for my delicate ass#even popular artists (i might technically be a popular artist) like i Know it sucks babe. i know#anyway 'no notes' generally in the past i could hit like. 500 ? with relative ease ? sometimes#yall i'm struggling to hit 100. why 7 reblogs and 35 likes. this is not the way#i'm a creator on the internet complaining about numbers ! not really gonna stop me tho#let's be honest whether or not i'm getting attention my ability to draw or not is contingent on. my own psychological ass. and little else#thank u for listening. it is my bedtime. goonite#if you read all these tags... idk. tell me the name of your favourite flower !
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i think is really funny when tgcf fans on twit / tt straight up lie about the original text because ??? gnc gay men make them uncomfortable i guess. 爱妻 is not a gender-neutral term lmfao xie lian is a WIFE!! put some respect on his name
#nevermind that same-sex couples calling each other husband/wife is like. Super common in china#actually it's common here too. do you know how many lesbian husbands there are around here#really really weird new phenomenon of people online being so scared of 'stereotyping' that they railroad characters into things they aren't#. . . usually being misogynistic in the process at the least. if we're being honest. el oh el#'umm xie lian is THE STRONGEST MARTIAL GOD?? so how could he be feminine or enjoy femininity 🤨' explain how these are contradictory#WITHOUT being misogynistic. Quickly#also don't really know how one could read tgcf and come away thinking xie lian is 100% unquestionably a gender-conforming cisgender man. hu#this is so whiney it's ok it's my monthly allotted whiney post#t#tgcf
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Imagine putting out content for a fandom instead of just obsessively turning media over in your mind every day like you’re polishing a river pebble to give to your one true love
#I suppose I should put my fandoms here#oh look when you put a comma it also starts a new tag#wild#ANYWAY#transformers#twisted wonderland#fairy tail#star trek#yes ALL the Star Trek#Star Wars#all the transformers too btw#I have even been known to tolerate the new Star Wars as wel#one piece#yugioh#blaming my sibling for that one#svsss#yeah I know okay I’m trying this thing called Being Honest About Your Interests#guys I’m just scrolling through my AO3 history and writing down the trends#naruto#kind of#it’s complicated#teen wolf#but only once in a blue moon#(heh)#stranger things#detroit become human#but like as an inlaw I’ve never actually played the game#mob psycho 100#the witcher#inuyasha
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I've started making the joke of "I'm gonna drown myself in the Colorado river" at any minor inconvenience and my friends think it's funny. Little do they know,,, I actually did almost drown in the Colorado river as a child so really it'd be finishing the job
#nihil dreams#I have weird ass lore#For context I was chasing a dog at a corn festival#Yup that's right#A corn festival#They were about to hold a rubber ducky race#I swear to god i am being 100% honest here#Anyways I fell in and some twelve year old saved me#But man#Scariest few minutes of my life flailing and being swept away by the rapids#While my parents panicked trying to save me
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cute date idea! give me loads of money.
#deity dialogue#<3#if I were hot and less scared of everyone and didn’t live in the middle of nowhere I would be a gold digger just so y’all know#I am being 100% shamelessly honest here. fuck feelings and romance I want money and stability I’m sorry#I would be someone’s least favourite character if I were a fictional character#instead I am several ppls least favourite tumblr user
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"Batman should be a good parent because he's the hero of the story so it makes no sense that he abuses his kids. He's a paragon of justice and so he must also be a good father." - a take I've seen around recently
Have you considered that Bruce isn't supposed to be a perfect person?
He's a hero to the people he helps, he's not a hero in every facet of his life. He's a paragon of justice when a sick and twisted society won't punish criminals because of corruption and bribery, he's not a paragon of justice in the sense that he will always stand for what is right - what's right and wrong strongly depends especially for a 80+ yo character. He's selfless when it comes to his mission because he refuses to have a normal life, and sacrifices his own happiness for the greater good of Gotham and the rest of the world, but he's not selfless in the sense that he will prioritize the well being of his family over everything else.
Bruce is often written as someone who is a control freak, paranoid, domineering, and to be Batman it kind of makes sense that he needs to be. His mission is noble and so are his actions, but he's a flawed human being who will also hurt those who love him, will cross other people's boundaries, will be physically violent and emotionally dry.
Yes he's a good parent sometimes and often he's also a very good person, but to be honest if he was a perfect paragon of righteousness without a single flaw I wouldn't like him nearly as much as I do. He's interesting because he's imperfect, and if I want to read about a character who's the picture of emotional and moral perfection, I pick up a Superman comicbook.
#Tbh I think it boils down to people wanting him to be a good parent because they enjoy good parent Bruce#Which is valid#But 'it's OOC of him to abuse his kids' is just not true#And to be 100% honest the instances of him NOT abusing his kids and being a genuinely good parent are... Not Many#Yes he has been a good father here and there but it's spotty at best#There's Wayne Family Adventure to satisfy every Good Dad Bruce urge#The canon comics ain't it#Bruce Wayne#Batman#My meta
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THE BEST OF TUCHANKA: TURIAN PLATOON
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Lt. Tarquin Victus With: Lt. Steve Cortez and The Ninth Turian Platoon Decisions like these weigh heavy on me- when I was a General, I could pass them up the chain of command. But now? I'm all I've got. I'm beginning to understand why leaders so often seem lonely... Worst case scenarios aren't just theories- they're what you'll be dealing with five minutes from now. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#james vega#EDI#steve cortez#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#i was originally planning to make platoon and bomb one big gifset since it’s 2 halves of one big story#but i ended up splitting it bc i ran out of room due to the post limit 🫠#i don’t really have the most to say for platoon individually bc these quests are pretty short#but victus and sons y’all are a bit shady for lying to shep about the bomb’s origins if i'm being 100% honest rn#and if i’m being completely honest here keeping something like that secret would have blown up in their faces so fucking badly#with krogan leadership??? like??? like wrex would be fucking peaved about a fucking turian bomb on tuchanka#but like for a second can we imagine wreav??? someone who is already gunning for revenge?? and this was kept a secret???#i've never had wreav as my krogan leader but i know in my heart that man is out for fucking blood when he finds out about the bomb#but for me it's the way every other race constantly does awful shit to the krogan and wonders why the krogan are “wArMonGeRs!!!” like???#and why krogan leadership just doesn't give a fuck about anyone else's problems?? which is literally 100% understandable for the krogan#maybe it's bc you guys gave them a STERILITY PLAGUE and planted a fucking BOMB on their planet idk#*inserting soph’s ‘sometimes i understand why the krogan want to shoot everyone in sight’ quote here*#on a final tiny note i like the parallel between that soldier saying “who cares about a few dead krogan?”#and that scene during the normandy summit when wrex says “why should i care if a few turians go extinct?”#i adore the poetic cinema of those lines in parallel with one another#especially when you take into account the fact that victus helps wrex cure the genophage#and then his son helps stop the bomb on tuchanka by sacrificing his life for it#and that wrex sends squads of krogan soldiers to help defend palaven afterwards#it's a nice callback to both those moments imo :)
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Turning 21 in 3 hours which is sooo funny because I wanted to die before 15, then before 16, then before 17 then before 18 then befo-
#this is not a positive “look at me my suicide attempts never wokred and im here now living life” this the opposite#i dont mind becoming older i just mind exsisting lolll#pretty mad that i lived this long tbh#im being 100% real and honest right now but living was NOT worth it#22 aint gonna be better from the looks of things and i hate the world hope so#🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️#alright back to being silly ignore this post i dont wanna die this is a joke :)#the dib speakz!!#vent#agony#suicidal ideation#suicide mention#suicide tw#the birth
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Genuinely can’t tell if I’m being a bit delusional with my dreams or if not 😅 I soooooo badly want to quit my job before the summer but I feel like I need to have everything Ready and be Making Money before I justify quitting - I’m just so worried I will pour all this time and effort and energy in and have it flop 🥲
#and if it does that’s ok I’ll get a different job#but I’m so ready for it to work and I’m so worried it won’t#and just every second I spend here make me feel like my soul is being sucked out#personal#rabbit rambles#Ive been working on logos and brand colors and graphics and stuff#and I just wanna focus on it 100%#and I’d have so much more time#but I’m so scared it won’t take off or work or be sustainable#to be honest I’m not looking for Millions of Dollars#but I’d love to be able to do it full time …..
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redraw from 4 years ago..sneef...and other witchs house things because i recently reread the 9 chapter manga and had the most agonizing experience (would def recommend) contentwarnings in tags....ehehe
#kirbyliker12art#the witch's house#ok so theres parental neglect and psychological abuse uhh a handful of killing and some body horror#theres so much psychological torment i know i said this but i cant stress this enough this will Absolutely Ruin You#the witchs house is about the corruption of an innocent wish after being used by another and punishment never being delt#theres a shit ton of unreliable narration and reading between the lines and reoccurring symbols and other insane stuff#ive genuinely never seen a character get written in such an unlikeable way but in a very slightly pitiful way(and 100% being intentional)#theres also the light novel this was based on (The Diary Of Ellen) n theres some small details and symbolism exclusive to that#like. ok i cant really say it here i dont wanna spoil but thats why its better to read it after the manga#u can notice all the details not present in the manga and think abt all da implications#however said body horror is elaborated on in a more detailed way and since its text u cant really skip past that as easily#u can prob pirate the manga if im bein honest and theres a fan translation link for the light novel on the wiki page at the bottom#why is this so weirdly well written its the prequel to an rpgmaker game .u guys know what witchs house rpg is right..u better#u dont have to know what happens in the game before reading i think its more intense that way (the game is more surprising though)
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what do you think would happen if miguel met a variant of himself that also destroyed a universe but went to therapy instead
i would like to think it would serve him as some form of a reality check or a slap on the face TBH. because even though i’m sure he is self-aware to know he needs to heal, he doesn’t do anything about it so to see a variant of him healed would probably also make him feel inferior. this is just my two cents 🧚🏽♀️!!
#♡´・ᴗ・`♡ lin answers#🌱 lin writes#lin’s asks#miguel o'hara#miguel o’hara imagine#miguel o’hara hcs#he needs therapy#like 100%#like i’m being real honest here#evil miguel#atsv miguel
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