#behind my back

[sonadow4life]

Found this in my notes last night

It’s from 5 years ago

TW: talk of sh

Don’t know why

I don’t know why I do it

maybe for control

maybe for the perfect sense of finally feeling whole

I don’t know why I do it

maybe for relief

maybe for the feeling of blood sticking to my sleeve

You dont know why I do it

though you think you might

why I stay up, blade in hand, late into the night

You don’t know why I do it

You’re a stranger I barely know

so what gives you the right to judge me without so much as a hello?

[terminallybisexual]

literally all of my relationships are completely destroyed and i’m just like fine with it

[westrnhippie]

I was told that someone said they didn’t know why my boyfriend was dating me and what makes me so special that he’d want to be with me…

And honestly, I wonder the same thing sometimes. I’m not skinny. I’m average looking. I have an average job. I don’t cook the best. I don’t always clean the house…

Why would he want to be with me when there’s so many prettier and skinnier girls out there with college degrees and meaningful jobs that cook amazing and keep the house spotless…

[valtsv]

wow that's a nice inflexible honour code you've got there. i can't wait to see it broken under immense pressure, and you along with it.

[feliciteacup]

genuinely confused and scared as to why multiple people in the r0ckafire fandom that i dont remember ever interacting with have me blocked on here, like i don't know what i would've done to make people block me?

like genuinely i have fear and anxiety that my toxic "friends" from that fandom started making shit up about me that would make people block me. i know it's unhealthy and i'm probably just overthinking but it genuinely keeps me up at night sometimes...

[waterthatsmoe]

"Yuu, do you think we'll be together in every universe...?"

"Every universe, except this one"

[paracosmicessence]

have doodle lol

functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore

[interesting-egg]

I promise to remain 100% completely calm about this…

in the room where you sleep :: 1/4 (E)

“It’s a nice idea,” Crowley chirped, grinning a little wider and making the butterflies in Aziraphale’s stomach flutter a little harder. “Except for the part where, you know, monsters aren’t real.” Aziraphale smiled with tightly shut lips, hiding the fangs that grew involuntarily sharper behind them. “Of course,” he hurried out with a polite laugh. “Speaking hypothetically, that is.”

AZIRAPHALE'S A VAMPIRE AND CROWLEY IS A VAMPIRE HUNTER. ENSUE PINING 👏

[lotus-pear]

he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣

[soupflowers]

sometimes i feel like i’m measuring the way others react, like… every good interaction is +2 hp points for our relationship, every bad interaction is -2. sometimes i look at others to try to mimic the ways that they’re genuine… because a lot of the time, even if i feel something or i want to show that i care, i don’t know how to correctly show it. sometimes i try to look at myself and my body from an outsider’s perspective to make sure i’m doing everything right, or to perceive how i come across to other people. it’s weird because i think that sometimes i’m too much and too loud and too casual and too awkward and too blunt, but at the same time i’m not outgoing enough or charismatic enough or just… idk. i don’t always feel like a real person.

[not-the-dum-e]

[x]

[azuneekun]

MY EGG ???????????????????????????

[toktopus-art]

happy halloween 👻 it's haunted house time again

[reineydraws]

i dont have a caption for you lol i'll let shanks's heart eyes speak for themselves 🫶

(source)

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x03 - “Finally Got The Name Right”

[sofiaruelle]

🌸The SDV gurlies in their Flower Dance outfits🌸

I wanted to keep it coquette/cotteage-core but i played around too much 😅😅. I still tried to keep it all cohesive to the theme of the event but with some my headcanons on their outfit choices lmao (like Abigail’s fit is mostly borrowed from someone or Haley fersure made Emily make her something new from scratch, etc.)

theres some other outfits under readmore that didnt make it to the final.