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being overly emotional when pmsing when ur usually a reserved blank face 😐 kinda person is genuinely the most embarrassing thing in the world
#i go from Genuinely Being Fine to having a nervous breakdown in the middle of a restaurant a day later#from Being Fine to Feeling Depressed#also when u have a kind of bad day but like its not a big deal and then the next day ur pmsing and just like 'yesterday has left me feeling#empty like theres nothing and no one in my life and like im absolutely going nowhere'#like#be so fr#its fine ur fine#i literally cant wear makeup whenever im on my period bc im always CRYING which is also so fucking annoying bc my period comes at the beginn#beginning of every month and like#guess what else is ay the beginning of march#my birthday!!!!!!!!!! cant do Anything on my birthday bc im depressed and wont stop crying like hello#hello. hello. im embarrassed. im literally just a little guy on their birthday what The fuck#the universe is homophobic#vent ish#ykw thats j gonna be my rant tag from now on sorry#'ish' this is literally a full on rant#im so annoyed
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In Regards To Your 2024 Summary:
Holy shit it’s been another year????? The hell?????
Also! Your art style is gorgeous and that being found in 2023 and then refined throughout late 2023 and the entirety of 2024 really shows, as does your growth in panel layouts, perspective, and — as you said — experimentation. If you ever post your animation or video game art I’m looking forward to it.
As cheesy as it sounds, being able to laugh at funny comics and look at all the details of your art really made my 2024 brighter, even when things were hard. Including looking at your older art— it doesn’t need to be new to be enjoyable! I’m glad your art is well loved and it’s a privilege to have been here since the (near) beginning. I hope you take care of yourself in 2025 and beyond!
You and your art bring a lot of people a lot of joy never forget that <3
Thank you so much for keeping up with my art journey throughout these last two years! Two years!!! I am baffled at how that feels both too long and too short!
Admittedly, my art summary didn't manage to capture the fact that I did a lot of comic layouts that I'm really proud of. I also drew more backgrounds and made some very detailed works (*Dungeon Meshi spoilers for these examples*).
The growth is lot more evident when comparing my 'best' comics of 2023 to 2024:
Sometimes the growth is vertical, sometimes it is horizontal - and damn, sometimes it goes out of sight into the Z-plane. But it is always happening!
#art summary#ask#The privilege is honestly mine; to be able to create comics and have had people rooting me on since the beginning really means a lot.#To everyone who the potential I couldn't and continues to stick around: Thank you so very much.#I cannot emphasize enough that I do see you. I do notice those who regularly like/reblog/comment.#I notice when people who haven't been around come back and mass like/reblog posts.#There are some people who have only *ever* liked my posts or have only ever lurked! I notice! I am so thankful!#At the risk of also sounding cheesy; I'm honestly happy to give back whatever I can to my audience.#Knowing I have brought people a little bit of joy to their day with my silly comics makes every long night worth it.#I probably make a longer post about it in the future; but last year when I made my first comic redraw-#-was the same day I got the news that someone very beloved to me passed away. I was in such deep grief I couldn't respond to comments.#But I still read them and I mean this earnestly; even though I was smiling through tears -#everyone's kind words truly helped make a pretty dark month a lot brighter. I probably would have crumbled without the support.#What really gets me is this: it was never directed at trying to cheer me up. It was just earnest kindness towards a stranger making comics.#If you've ever wondered 'hey does PD-MDZS know how much I appreciate their silly comics?'#know I have also sat here and thought 'Hey does this person know how much I appreciate seeing them in my notifications?'#Which also includes you! Mina BNHA you will always be associated with the cool person who's been rooting for me B*)#I wish everyone a wonderful new year; may all our creative endeavors be something we see as an exciting discovery.
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this old world may never change and sometimes i wonder: do you ever think of me?
#my art#ok to rb#christopher moltisanti#when that wizard cursed me and i felt indebted to his soul#sketchbook tour#sopranos#sopranos fanart#christopher your violent delights will undoubtedly have violent ends (are they even your delights to begin with?)#these are like 6 mo old now. at least the first two#i could prob make these look better if i edited them for longer but i cant be fucked. only uploading these now bc i figured if its been 6#months i probably wont ever go scan these with the heavy duty 800 dpi scanner. this works good enough#i dont really draw like this anymore it got really exhausting#i miss watching sopranos so bad i felt like i was feasting on it for days every time i watched an episode. took so long for me to watch#bc anything that makes me feel that high couldnt be good for me. had to space the episodes out by a few days
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DEAD BOY DETECTIVES - 1.07 “The Case of the Very Long Stairway” // THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES - MAG 159 “The Last”
#posts I make for a target audience of me and like three other people#I’ve had this parallel on the brain for so long I just had to get it out and done with#like. months. way before I started considering making gifs#happy protocol finale public release eve I guess!!#also. Charles' hands in the fifth gif... your honour I might have to start barking#reversed it for the shits and giggles so Edwin literally leans in as Charles begins to cradle his face#but now I take +10 damage every time I look at it or even think about it.#me @ me: why would someone do this#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#george rexstrew#jayden revri#payneland#my gifs
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living with friends is like waking up and there’s a playdate and then i leave for school/work and come back and the playdate is still going on and then i go to bed after the playdate is over and get to do it again tomorrow
#starting a journey where you begin to take care of yourself is like unimaginably daunting#especially after neglecting/betraying self; oftentimes in such a physical way for over a year#so being able to wake up in an environment where the people around me are also in it but also making such strides in self-care and healing#where everybody is niceys and meets me where i’m at happily and enthusiastically#and push me when i need the nudge and back off when i bristle and just like love every pretty-ugly part of me#have made the last couple months of my life a lot less painful than they would’ve been alone#i talked a lot about the roomies in therapy and kind of rolled around in the gratitude of it. wanted to continue to before hitting the sack.#i hope that i’ve been even half as much of a comfort and balm to them as they have to me#kiera eden anne if you’re seeing this: i accidentally ate your Nintendo switch. I’m talking to all of you. i ate 2 switches. help me. cal 91#asides
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unfortunately it is my yuusona who is the funniest because she does nothing for months and then immediately betrays everyone for rollo
#it's like angst or drama or whatever and it's been the same since I first started playing. like that's how it goes no matter what#she betrays everyone for rollo in every lifetime <3#creates a really awkward atmosphere for the trip back to school LOL#she was unpopular to begin with but it just gets worse after. rook is the only person who sympathizes with her (for obvious reasons)#and is the only one who talks to her for months. anyway the glomas incident is the domino that leads to malleus' overblot etc etc#random story stuff I have in my head but haven't written down
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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up
#really long Tag rant down there#one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything#and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it#because hes so weak he cant handle it#them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives#morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally#just likes him thats it. and he never knew it#also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time#stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but#then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af#er day#and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and#how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad#and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene#n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime#did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die#Breathes in#im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally can’t wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard#odiespeak
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if i see any more Chloe hate i’m going to fucking explode. i’m not even kidding this makes me physically ill i’m going to create a fucking uQuiz about Chloe Price’s character and if you get a bad score you officially do not understand her character and has no right to talk about her whatsoever because you cannot just……say shit like « yeah duh of course i chose Arcadia Bay over her she was so dramatic and annoying and so mean omg 🙄🙄🙄 » i’m coming for you. like you can chose Arcadia Bay it’s a choice based game but if you did it because ‘Chloe was such a meanie 😓’ OH MY GOD. i’m. aidiaoisoz. can someone plz stop me i’m going to jump off a roof /j
#life is strange#lis#chloe price#that was random but i needed to have this out i hate how this fandom treats their characters sometimes#the ppl who don’t get a character are the ppl who talk abt them the most like??? stfu???#but chloe price is a young woman OF COURSE she’d get shamed for having feelings#like leave her alone my girl had every right to be angry and she could’ve been way angrier but she wasn’t what more do you want???#like. her dad died. her best friend left her. her mom married some guy who was physically and verbally abusive.#ppl were treating her like she was overdramatic when she was just. grieving.#and the only person who understood her (rachel) had been missing for six months already at the beginning of the game#like. DO YOU WANT HER TO BE FUCKING OVERJOYED???????#i’m genuinely going insane over this#chloe price get behind me
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If you go up against Daisy Johnson you're bound to lose. She's the Biggest Damn Hero in a universe full of Big Damn Heroes and even if you manage to find a way to get her on the defensive or subdue her, you've still lost. All that means is that instead of getting quaked, her family is coming for her and you better pray you end the day with a broken face and not a broken neck. Aida wiped May's mind to turn her evil and removed Daisy's powers away and it took literally like two days of Daisy just existing in Aida's twisted au for May to be like hm. I think I will save this work colleague of mine and give her superpowers even though that goes against all the manipulation and programming they've been trying to push on me.
And then once Daisy got her powers back it was over. Because yeah she's a big damn hero but you fucked with her family and also created an au where the nazis won. So say goodbye to your spine you fool, you absolute idiot. Enjoy hell and firey explosions or getting cut in half or blasted into space. Either way it's over for you.
"What if I just kill her family first?" Many many people have tried that and succeeded and still lost. She only has two real family members left who aren't by her side every day and by the laws of the universe May and Mack aren't allowed to die because the sheer amount of suffering and grief centered on one person would tip the universe's probability and create a black hole from all the trauma focused into one body and mind. That's if you can even get to them which lol. Good luck. So back to the drawing board for you, random evil henchman. Maybe try an easier target, like Thor or the Hulk.
#Aos#Aos rambles#Marvel#Daisy Johnson#I've been on an agents rewatch kick so expect more semi coherent silly rambles like this#I'd count Sousa and Kora as part of daisy's family by the end but they're sort of. A new beginning#Whereas May and Mack are the ogs that stood by her through it all and meet up for lunch once every few months#And Simmons is a giant It's Complicated sticker
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WHY WONT MY BRAIN LET ME OBSESS OVER 2 FICTIONAL MEN AT THE SAME TIME
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.
I NEED BOTH ELLIOTT AND SHANE, I CAN'T HAVE ONE OR THE OTHER, I NEED BOTH!!!!!!
#but my brain is like no 😍 nuh uh#beginning of a new obsession#chat this happens once every 4 months#moon knight was 8 months#loki was 6 months#shane was 4 months#i had a 1 yeat obsession with Gyro from jojos bizzare adventure and a 3 year off and on obsession with Douma from demon slayer#I AM FINE#sdv#stardew#stardew valley#elliott sdv#sdv elliott#stardew elliott#elliott stardew#stardew valley elliott#sdv shane#shane sdv#stardew shane#shane stardew valley#shane stardew#stardew valley shane
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"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/"#i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want#but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care#i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now#i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit#i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do.#there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know#i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW.#i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends...#btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines#i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words#to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court#anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him#why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it?#they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out#way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone.#the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames?#something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey#I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now
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i need trump to die i need trump to die i need trump to die i need trump to die
#I WISH I WASNT LIVING THRU A MAJOR HISTORICAL EVENT RIGHT NOW#trump was shot. 8 days later the guy hes running against decides not to run for reelection (shouldve done that at the beginning)#theres like a month until the dnc and now theres no candidate. i know bidens endorsed kamala but.#1. she wasnt actually chosen by the people and 2. i dont think she actually has a chance. im sorry. and if shes running against TRUMP??#the guy w the frienzied fan club who stormed the capital bc he lost???#im trying so hard not to be defeatist rn and have been trying since they were both on the ballot again but. every day it gets harder
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HE WHAT.
#THE PATREON EMBARGO HAS CASUALLY MADE THE WIKI A LANDMINE OF NEW INFORMATION I COULDNT EVEN BEGIN TO FATHOM#CASE AND FUCKING POINT#I WAS READING THROUGH THE BLAZE WIKI FOR 5% REFERENCING REASONS AND 95% SELF INDULGENCE REASONS#WHEN THIS COMPLETELY JUMPSCARED ME#WHAT DO YOU MEAN BLAZE KISSED CHEN AFTER THEIR BREAKUP????????? VINCENT FUCKING MARINO??????????????????#my head is in my hands here. whats wrong with him.#like im not even surprised that 100% sounds like something he would do but. whats wrong with him#archives readthrough#< every few months i drag that tag out from hibernation and stick something new in there
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swagever. me n my animal crossing island against the world
#felix babbles#rosegrove you will always be famöus#<- i literally just started this island#i have a horrible habit of reseting my island every single time i play after more than like . a month#it‘s so bad. i donr even like tje beginning part that much but . what if i have new ideas or dont remember where i was going#goddd. rest in peace all the islands i fucking KILLED with NO REMORSE#my current island is themed after the bunny sisters ^_^ from bubblegum kk#im chrissy and my mom is francine!! hashtag matching islands!! my island is blue themed (bc chrissy is pink so me and my house r pink)#my mom‘s is vice versa but she‘s in chicago rigjt now so were not working on them togetjer
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It's so stupid to be happy about this, but I finally made the call to make a doctor's appointment to finally talk to them about getting put on a new anxiety medication.
#personal#Bad news is it's in three weeks (My doctor is one of more popular ones in the building)...#I never said this but I stopped taking my Buspar a good two weeks ago and what do you know?! I have less panic attacks.#<- I still have them but not EVERY FUCKING DAY.#Anyway I'm 90% sure I'm gonna be put on an SSRI especially since they know I have MDD on top of my multiple anxiety disorders.#Like I'll be truly shocked if they straight up give me a Benzo at all.#And to be honest? I don't want them. They seem... dangerous and addictive and scary.#I was supposed to make this appointment at the beginning of LAST month at my doc's recommendation and then didn't.#And then I proceeded to have one of the worst months for my anxiety I've ever had EVER. It was time.
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being the youngest person at work is being the honorary IT specialist despite knowing basically nothing abt technology except how to use google
#im not even like being modest when i say i'm embarrassingly bad at tech stuff#but bc i can use google and sometimes find a convoluted solution to a problem on my own i am an expert#currently the classroom ipad has not functioned properly for months#and i'm the only reason it functions at all lol#as soon as i leave its gonna be a shitshow lol#they cant even open the gallery to see the pics of the kids like its supposed to it hasnt opened in months#i'm the only person who knows to go to files to see the pictures and delete some for more space#and it took me a minute to figure out how to delete hundreds at a time#i usually delete 2k or so at the beginning of every week#bc we take like hundreds every day then sort thru for the good ones to post for the parents#so it's got thousands of pictures on it and you get storage warnings constantly#and it stops working#its got other problems too tho#but i at least got the picture taking and deleting problem mostly figured out but its not the way it was#yet its usable thanks to me only#and all my coworkers will be fucked when i leave bc they're all old lol#we already sent it to the office to get fixed twice and it came back the same#and im p sure this school doesnt have an actual tech department#and they'll be annoyed if they're told they have to buy a new one#bc the KNOW that i was making it work for months#so whoever says its impossible is just a failure lol#anyway#lol#anyway when i go home i call my brother to handle all technology issues w anything#bc i really suck at it#but at work i'm like a tech genius just bc im under 30
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