#before it was like a half hyperfixation
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Horrible thing about blorbos that live in your brain is that I can’t read 10 fanfics about them before I go to sleep
#I fear the OC has consumed me completely#before it was like a half hyperfixation#she’s in my brain now tho#she lives there
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you ever finish a game, take a few minutes to process what just happened, and realize you're going to be catastrophically Not Normal about this for a worryingly unpredictable amount of time. four minutes. ten years. anyway have you guys played ghost trick
#oncilla speaks#ghost trick#last time a hyperfixation hit me like this it lasted one night and the time before that i still haven't gotten over a year and half later#we'll see where this goes i guess
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they keep inventing wonderful creatures in video games that i love
#hi fi rush#808 hi fi rush#fanart#ghost's art#me when i've been into this game for like about a month and a half but the slight hyperfixation is finally kicking in#i was hyperfixated on other things more at the time but now that it's less there now. ogh my god#idk how much i like the shading i did for 808 lowkey bc i don't like shading dark greys but i Will find something hopefully#idk i am experimenting w brushes and i wanna get used to the main colour palette before straying from it 🙏
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The Chunk Manager keeping things nice neat and orderly
#caesar draws#yogscast#xephos#jaffa factory 2#sometimes you just gotta draw a guy looking cool#im like half experiencing a yogscast hyperfix rn so i wanted to draw something before it was gone#also very fun to render the blue blush on xephos instead of the warm tones im used to#and a better look at my design for him where hes not all ghosty and covered in blood
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posting this before i start disliking it
chat is this anything
i need to clarify that i have only just completed the gluttony palace and if i get any spoilers ill cry
also i know like jack shit about akechi ive talked to him a whole 3 times but the first time i saw him in that one beginning cutscene i was like "I NEED TO SEE THAT TWINK AGAIN" and got excessively excited when we met him ingame so i have been overcome by the urge to make him my best friend (which i will do. he will be my best friend.)
its also so funny bc everyone ingame is like "ugh that akechi is so annoying.. ruining our rep... hes so infuriating.." and im sitting here like "man i wonder if akechi will like this next case.. sigh i wonder where he is rn.. i like his voice"
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i Cannot Be Bothered to draw the background so they r in the blue gacha void
#i may be in love#akechi is my best friend#persona 5#my art#this is the new hyperfix i keep going on abt in my tags#i literally love p5 ive already got nearly 40 hrs in it after like 3 and a half days#the autism strikes again#i will be making so much more p5 art but i need to post this before the Posting Anxiety hits#i went into persona 5 COMPLETELY blind so i have no idea what the fandom opinions are for anyone i didnt even know the plot#my friend who used to like p5 hates akechi though so im not sure how well liked he is...... hes my silly so whateva#chat do we like akechi yeah or nah#goro akechi#joker persona 5
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g u y s
#i think i've only drawn gordon and duke like once before#the hyperfixation hasn't fully kicked in on those two yet#however i know that it will. maybe soon. and i might die.#postal#duke nukem#doom#deus ex#half life#postal dude#doomguy#jc denton#gordon freeman#boomer shooter
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Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if we got an 8-Bit Animaniacs game...
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Animaniacs#Animaniacs 1993#Yakko Warner#Wakko Warner#Dot Warner#The Warner Siblings#Aseprite#Sprite Art#Coolness#Rule Number Eighty-One: If I find myself with a new hyperfixation... I WILL draw sprite art for it.#And Animaniacs is certainly no exception!#You might have noticed I steered clear of referring to this piece as an 'NES-styled Animaniacs title screen'#And that's because I know I'll more than likely get a comment that this isn't accurate to the limitations of the system#Which is true. Initially I set out for this to BE NES styled before it ended up as something better...#My own spriting style! 💙✨#Granted I still used both the NES and NTSC NES color palettes to color this piece#When you're not going by strict limitations... a piece of this caliber becomes a lot more fun to draw!#I'm half tempted to do a SNES-styled logo of the 2023 iteration of the Animaniacs logo. I think that would look neat#I'm also very much open to spriting a V2 version of this logo as I understand there's a version with Pinky and the Brain too#I think there's just enough pixels for me to make it work!#P.S. - I still don't know when I'll start posting on the regular again. Just wanted to get this piece out since I had it on me
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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hello tumblr dot com hope you have been well. if youve been wondering what ive been up to in my absence the answer is turning me and my friends into mha characters. so whoever was betting on that please collect your check
#lazers art#mha#bnha#my hero academia#oc art#mha oc art#hi. yes. i gained another hyperfixation. NO ONES SHOCKED#dude this oc shit is awesome why wasnt i doing this before#i jsut get to make up shit and then yap about it to my girlfriend and my best friend and then they yap back at me#beautiful world we live in#anyways. very subtle tasteful bkdk in this post#theyve invaded my brain#i dont actually tweet anything on twitter but if yall saw my twitter its like at least half bkdk art retweets#feeling cool and normal#more mha art at some point???maybe#im definitely not gonna stop thinking about it anytime soon so#i love mha and im gonna make it everyone elses problem idc!!!!! im not sorry about it!!!!!!!#and by i love it i mean i love like 70% of it and i ignore everything else that i dont like❤️#431 isnt real it cant hurt you
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hate when a ship is the most popular in the fandom on ao3 but then has near to no content on this hellsite
#the false advertisement is real y'all#ships#ao3#tibbs#hotchreid#barisi#fivan#rarepairs#the pain#it's like scrabbling around for crumbs sometimes#and half the time the stuff is content i've seen before but nobody has added anything in the year since i was last hyperfixated on them 😭
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being in my brain right now is like being in a tank that is constantly filling with water and the only way to drain the water to make sure u dont drown is to play zelda
#every day while i am at work the tank is filling............................#today is my friday tho so like. can't wait for 2 days of no other obligations >:)#bel speaks#i might get silly and actually beat totk. and stop procrastinating doing that. haha.#i played the first half of this game when it first came out and then didnt play again for a year#so i dont remember anything i did before this point#you know what that means.................#replay once i finish#this is EXACTLY what happened to me with botw. and EVERY zelda game ive ever played. i've talked about this before#idk the game just needs to marinate a bit. it's like brief big obsession and then i take a break.#and then out of the blue i am trampled by The Hyperfixation#of all of my fandoms. truly the one that has come back to me the most. i think i need a loz tattoo. i think it's time
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do u ever think to yourself Man i kinda miss this previous fixation i had and was so incredibly insane about. i miss the attachment. But the current fixation i'm incredibly insane about is preventing me from like. Doing anything . that isnt related to the current fixation .
like.. i miss my older attachments. but damn my current hyperfixation has me in a goddamn chokehold. and even if i try to consume content of said previous attachment it just DOes not work and i move right back to my current fixation
#mewith magolor rn. and hollow knight. and like any of my other previous hyperfixations.#this also goes for new games i try to play#ive tried to play 3 games i havent played before when my lethal company fixation was still going strong#aka Ultrakill and Rain World and The Upturned#needless to say. while i did hyperfixate on those for a short while. it did not last long 😭#i still like those games a lot dont get me wrong . my brain was just like NUH THE FUCK UH!! CURRENT MAIN HYPERFIXATION SHANT BE REPLACED#like help?? fixations usually dont last this long and the LC rot has lasted for almost half a year now what the actual fuck#wow its almost 1 am errrmmm i guess i should stop rambling and go to bed#firn's texts
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i don't normally do new year's resolutions but i think this year i want to start and finish a new piece of media every month, and i'm probably going to start with ikuhara's filmography because i have been meaning to watch mawaru penguindrum and yurikuma arashi and sarazanmai for like. multiple years at this point. after that i don't know but i have like 30+ shows *just* on my anime watchlist so i shouldn't be running out of options anytime soon lol
#snail speaks#aside from a handful of books and movies pretty much the only new show i got through in its entirety this#year was trigun because the rest of the time i've just been so obsessed w hxh lmao#i saw quite a bit of house while my parents were watching it and i watched like 50ish episodes of the latter half of#dragon ball classic with my brother but other than that there hasn't been much#actually i just remembered i did read yyh at around the same time i was watching trigun but im p sure that's the only other one#the amount of new art ive interacted with this year is genuinely at a record low compared to the last few years its wild#i don't know that i've ever had a hyperfixation this bad before#which is really saying something considering i've been into minecraft for more than half my life atp
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I fear I love rereading homestuck but only bits and pieces. I haven't done a full reread since the pandemic I think 😭 but homestuck au is so real in my mind.....
I need you to tell me all about this au.
You have no idea how obsessed I was years back and I need to reconnect with that part of me
#ehm asks#i fucking LOVED homestuck#i had so much merch and cosplayed as karkat and kankri#it was legit my biggest hyperfix before dteam/dsmp#i SHOULD reread bits and pieces like you#half my portfolio entering in college was homestuck fanart LMAO
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i want to say that if i were siffrin id abuse the hell out of loops to sleep SO often but. considering that they tend to spiral when left to their own devices. i understand
#the way he berates himself so harshly sometimes . man#and that was a thing even BEFORE the Smile and Optimism left#we love a protag that cant even look at their problems !!#i also wonder if them forgetting minor details (like. what a kiln is) is bc of their apparently normal memory issues or bc of the loops....#wouldnt be surprised if they have full on amnesia with the way their backstory is so. nonexistent#i should redo the odile friendship thing bc that taps into it a lil bit and i had to run thru it bc of my dying battery#yknow. given his memory problems its surprising he can remember all of his lines for every conversation#like i would be fumbling so hard with at least half of these#im also . worried . abt whatever it is that the king is trying to imply by asking if they 'remember'#bc none of the 3 answers ive done so far rly did anything...... unless im reading too much into it. who knows#much to think about.#isat#isat spoilers#it feels so good to hyperfixate on something without worrying abt anything else again..
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#Woha... Alright read the chapter 🫡#It's just. I get where Fukuchi is coming from and I feel like after rereading it the whole thing was a little more clear but...#Did it *really* have to be so complicated. Like dude did it **really** have to be so complicated.#Maybe it had to idk. After all I'm always the first to say that a complex reality can't be reduced to simple axioms–#and that semplifications never bring anything good.#But at the same time was there REALLY no other way#Couldn't you promote your ideas diplomatically instead. Couldn't you become a democratic activist or politician.#Couldn't you write a book‚ person named OUCHI FUKUCHI#Also couldn't you? Talk about it with someone before executing your crazy plan so that anyone else might have pointed to you how crazy it i#But I suppose the whole central theme of this arc ultimately was “people who try to do everything by their own are destined to fall”#And to an extent it does still feel kinda self-contradictory of a plan. Like ahah my plan included not to make anyone suffer!!!#[turns half world population into a vampire]#Like c'mon? Violations of human rights can happen even without killing people dude#(Also Akutagawa)#(Like I get it he's only one (1) person. But he's also the only (only) person for me so I can't bring myself to ignore him y'know)#Mmmmmhhhhhh that's of the main things ig. I YELLED when they brought up Max Weber and the what-is-a-state question#That's like. One of the main questions my whole life studies centers on.#The adrenaline that gave me to see it mentioned in my current hyperfixation ahfjvafjhcvlawsvfblwhkv#This chapter was just so so political theories packed I felt like I was just still studying lol.#I feel like this was a true “get why bsd is labelled as seinen”.#You just can't do this kind of in-depth political theory discussion in shonen manga ig#What else. Still patiently waiting for ss/kk 😔#random rambles
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