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courfee · 2 months ago

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most of the polaroids i drew for operation walburga's arbitrary no kissing ever rule in collaboration with erins_escapism on insta who made the fic into the most beautiful bind <333

If you want to see all of 15 polaroids and also erin's binds you can find them both on my insta!! (courfee_)

#There are 5 more that i made but tumblr has the 10 images maximum thingy #jegulus #jegulus fanart #marauders fanart #regulus black #james potter #james x regulus #marauders #regulus black fanart #james potter fanart #starchaser #sunseeker #regulus x james #marauders era #jegulus fanfiction #fic: operation wanker #hp #mine #my art #*#Gods those binds is just. So fucking pretty you dont understand #I keep looking at them and screaming and grinning #Anyway these polaroids are a big part of the reason why i havent made much art recently #They may just be monochrome purple but making 18.5 drawings even like this still takes a lot of time and energy #Honestly mainly energy #I only have so much drawing capacity #And especially since right before i startrd i did the jeggy kinktober thing i just reached a limit eventually and had to take a break

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merakiui · 7 months ago

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so when they said he threw a tantrum…💀

MY REACTION AFTER SEEING THE NEW AZULS!!!!!!!!

TO SEE THE MOU YADA ILLUSTRATED............ omg it's perfect. The look Leona's giving him LOLLLLLL. Ruggie's shocked face!!!! Azul quite literally thrashing on the ground like a spoiled child who was told no. Throwing that big of a tantrum at his grown age....... 😵‍💫 he's CRAZY BONKERS. I love him too much. (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)

On a side note, I absolutely adore how the manga portrays these (Riddle's, Leona's, and Azul's) mental breakdowns. They're not cute or pretty; they're exceptionally ugly and raw and volatile. It captures the energy very well!!

#twisted chit chat #st4rz666 #oh zuzu you are so lovely to me (๑ > ᴗ < ๑)°ᡣ𐭩 . ° .#maybe i should make a tier list of the most dangerous twst yans when they're angry or upset >:)#azul would be placed at the top of the list because of how bad his temper is :)#but then it also makes sense that the reaction is extreme #to harbor that amount of hatred (both towards yourself and also at those who shamed and belittled you)...#it's understandable that it would inevitably reach a breaking point #this is also taking into account the fact that his life's work was destroyed before his eyes with the snap of what was essentially a finger #everything turned to literal dust

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randomness-is-my-order · 1 year ago

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“i didn’t think we would ever be friends” yes percy say it louder for the people in the back this is an enemies to lovers arc not an enemies to friends to lovers arc

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casualavocados · 7 months ago

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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #chen yi x ai di #ai di x chen yi #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #userrain #uservid #userspicy #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault #cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories #reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too #the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful #with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear #hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this #how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.

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mapicccc · 3 months ago

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dyou think zam has claw mark scars from mapicc grabbing him too roughly

#its always about possession #sometimes zam just runs off too quickly. he doesnt like it. he reaches out without thinking and then theres blood on his hands #zam is nice. he understands. he laughs off the pain as mapicc diligently tends to the wounds he made moments before #in a way he still got what he wanted. zam stays just a bit longer. this time he does not run off with a simple goodbye #one that he would guve anyone else #but cards his fingers through mapiccs hair as he explains why he most go and when hell be back #mapicc protests the explanation. he denies his desire for attention. but zam gives it to him all the same #rambles #devotion posting

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moeblob · 2 months ago

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He identifies as a villain and he wants to become a god but he's not doing the best job at being bad. Aside from ticking off the gods, he's done nothing but good - though claiming it's in the name of evil.

Himst: WHY would anyone of actual intelligence rely on such petty tactics as brainwashing or enchanting? So much can go wrong! On the other hand, I have a devoted following who will do as I say! (because he quite literally saved the lives of a town and they appreciate their savior)

#my characters #he wants to be a villain SO BAD but he needs a devoted following that will stay devoted once he reaches godhood #so hes like no i must cultivate my large following before then so once i am a god i will be unstoppable #and also hes like really super stressed when he hears Other Evil People trying to get their army through force or manipulation #because dude they are GOING to turn on you what is your PROBLEM #you have to get a fully devoted cult THE RIGHT WAY #so he is always helping and saving people to grow his following and its in the middle of the road to his villainous schemes #but everyone else is like oh him? he is SO wonderful we adore him!#mr villain guy just curing plagues and taking care of bandits and killing monster packs #to protect his followers bc in the long run its for his evil plan #and hes doing literally all the good things #and he refuses to acknowledge it as good #he just doesnt understand pointless violence - thats simply beneath him

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fourswords · 7 months ago

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to be quite honest shadow's characterization in the fsa manga was always something that raised more questions than answers for me because it's like. he's got a mile-wide inferiority complex about being link's shadow we all know this but when did he have the time to develop that inferiority complex in the first place. how long was he lurking around after ganon created him before the events of the manga actually started. what did he witness or hear or both to make him so fucking angry

#that one post that went like 'what if you were the evil clone. what if you looked in the mirror and the brightness blinded you. what if you #saw exactly how good you could've been.' i reblogged it here a while ago but that's still the number one post i attribute to shadow #it's zelda telling him that he's a link too that spurs him to sacrifice himself. it's green telling him that he's one of them that #spurs him to finally reach towards the light. it was vio double-crossing him and verbally twisting the knife that made him so angry #that he slipped up and the four of them could finally land a hit in the first place. all this to say that shadow (like link) is extremely #emotionally-driven. for him to develop such a deep complex about being a shadow he HAD to have experienced some form of diminution #whether that diminution came from ganon himself or from potentially stalking link for a bit before shit went down #and understanding that all the things link possessed—comrades to count on (the knights). a loving father. a dear friend in zelda. a home.#a place to belong. were all things that he would never possess himself by the sheer virtue of being link's shadow instead of link himself.#i'm personally inclined to think it was a combination of both but WHATEVER it was my point is that it had to be SOMETHING.#he wouldn't have such a complex about it otherwise.#fsa #txt #four swords #<-yeah sure i'll main tag this

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dootznbootz · 26 days ago

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It's already annoying that something that's only in Epic will be tagged as the Odyssey but now we're getting to the point where stuff that's literally from the Odyssey is literally only being tagged with Epic and that makes me sad. Odyssey lovers aren't necessarily starving thankfully but in general, idk, as someone who enjoys both, I still think they should be separate and/or at least if you're getting something from the Odyssey, then yeah, it's the Odyssey!

#Nausicca isn't in Epic. Eumaeus isn't in Epic. Laertes isn't in Epic. the conversation where Penelope and the Beggar play weird flirty #mind games before the slaughter doesn't happen in Epic. etc etc.#like I can understand kind of why it would be tagged as Epic. as I'm very sure it has more reach but like... if it's something that happens #in the Odyssey and you're basing it off the Odyssey... Why don't you tag it as such :'(#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #Mad rambles #Mad rants #odyssey #the odyssey #shot by odysseus

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essektheylyss · 10 months ago

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me, writing: I am NOT getting into the specific mechanics of lighthouses, if I go down that rabbit hole I will never get out, it is notably an arcane lighthouse so I do not need it and it is not plot relevant

me, seeing a post about Fresnel lenses: ......but what if it was plot relevant?

#megs is writing #do you understand how hard this is for me. a southern reach stan.#in fairness I was a lighthouse stan before I was a southern reach stan. they are important symbolism to my relationship lmfao

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thedreadvampy · 1 month ago

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lmao it is undeniably true that I am Depressi Spaghetti but you know. fuck it we continue.

#red said #i am hoping!!!! that this is January Brain speaking #it FEELS as if I've been in an extended depressive episode since like. may or June #but depression is a Filthy Fucking Liar so that may or may not be true #either way it's very tedious. there is no reason for this. i am very loved and cared for. i am doing well. it is just that my brain is soup #SAD AND SELF-LOATHING SOUP #we cannot resist the Soup we can only swim on through #idk it is like. i feel as if i don't exist beyond work i feel like I'm losing myself i feel like I'm very alone #this all FEELS very true even though actually i have many passions i do many things and i am booked to the gills with social engagements #so you know. what's it all about? The Soup. possibly also The Dark.#possibly also also that many people i care about are going through really rough times and I'm kinda. not?#and that's WEIRD both that I'm not and that I've developed like a level of boundaries where people i live going through it #doesn't mean I'm in a constant state of panic.#and slash or. where I'm too depressi spaghetti to have the energy to be there for them #i don't THINK it's that. that's never been a thing for me before really.#but idk i think it's like when i reach the end of my to do list i panic that I've forgotten something vital #i am not panicking and that makes me feel. strange and empty and immobile.#even though in actuality I'm in constant motion like. barely a free moment. but i FEEL static i FEEL inactive #because I'm not in 24/7 crisis mode #and then bc i feel inactive i don't understand why I'm so tired. I'm so tired because I'm ALWAYS DOING THINGS.#but also i do feel kind of. numb. everything is just running past me. except sometimes i feel spasms of grief cause like #I've ended or majorly changed a lot of relationships this past year #but yeah i think the numbness is PROBABLY the January of it all and will PROBABLY lift in March/April #and if it doesn't. well. fuck it. we continue. i am yet young.

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trentcrimminallybeautiful · 2 years ago

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sometimes i wonder about the people ted left behind in the us. i mean, the way he is, the little we do see of his coaching from then, i have no doubt he had a great impact on his players and staff there, too; that they loved him, too. but like, we never see ted still connected to any of them. i understand why like, on a doylist level--narratively it would just clutter things to have this whole other cast, and beard is already there showing his previous important connections, but like. i dunno. i just wonder.

#is this foreshadowing to him leaving richmond?#is it that he has more friends than he knows but he doesn't reach out? but he was far more comfortable/confident before i think #(see sharon and 'i am a good coach')#hmmm.#this also just makes me think of like. one or any of them cming to visit #also see trent crimm talking to any of them (i read an EXCELLENT fic somewhere with trent like #early on digs into ted's past and finds a testimony from his former players #and i love that so much but i'd also love to see him directly interact with one of them #especially if they're expecting him to be trying to digging up dirt and just like #him abruptly admitting that no--ted got to him too got to his soft side #he doesn't want dirt. he wants to understand #ANYWAY its fine im just rotating this)#ted lasso

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camgoloud · 9 months ago

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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care

#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month #i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it #oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion #‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to #be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really #even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his #father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus #imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re #going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on #account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated #the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and #fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions #you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking #he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time #he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again #house md #robert chase #caseyposting

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akkivee · 3 months ago

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i think ichiro’s sentimental enough to see his life flash before his eyes as he’s falling to his doom (falling off the rodeo ride lmao) and think kuukou reaching out to save him was a lot like kuukou reaching out to him in the first place lol (and lowkey saving him then)

#vee queued to fill the void #and putting aside sentimentality lol kuukou’s strength like bruh 😫😫😫😫😫😫#able to pull ichiro’s weight up from the force of being thrown off a bull ride and gravity liiiiiiiiike?????????#what’s that calc lmao?????? what’s that measurement for kuukou’s power?????#if i could understand all of those considering looks that ichiro gives kuukou lol like i love the way he silently processes people #and more times than not he starts looking at them anew when they’ve done something that speaks to his soul lol #like the way he just stares at samatoki when he offered all he did lol or those moments where samatoki reaches out to him #or seeing his brothers grow before his very eyes #or kuukou just baring his heart naturally and those moments of sacrifice #i’d love to know what goes on in his head when he’s watching someone lol #c: ichibro #c: kuukou👑

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young-aleyska · 2 years ago

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Funny how if Jacks had been there with Evangeline when Chaos bit her/Apollo removed her memories his Little Fox wouldn't be suffering right now.

#evajacks #im sad now #WHY DO YOU KEEP LEAVING YOU IDIOTIC APPLE EATING SCOUNDREL #better not do any angsting about staying away in curse or ill reach through the pages and bonk you until you understand #nevermind the fact i'd be dead before i reach his head #alas #tbona #ouabh #the ballad of never after #evangeline fox #jacks prince of hearts #jacks x evangeline #acftl #a curse for true love

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armoralor · 6 months ago

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ever since I found out more than one person is legitimately passing around my url in discord servers + telling people to block me for not liking specific ships (ironically not even ships I have issues with), I've started wondering how many people have blocked me because my name is on a list

#so far three people have reached out and apologized for blocking me due to “online friends” telling them to block me for made up shit #not to say i'm not annoying and undeserving of blocks- people are absolutely welcome to block me & I totally understand #I guess I would rather people block me for stuff I'm actually doing than fake reasons #be the boogeyman you wish to see in the world #text #OH the best part was one of the people doing this i had never heard of before in my life & never interacted with LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #a real “YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME!!!” “I don't even know who you are” moment

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citrsworld · 7 months ago

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Happy birthday ritsuka uenoyama the entirety of given DOSENT DESERVE U AT ALL

#the narrative the characters the fandom and kizu should be ashamed of themselves ngl #the way you gave your VERY ALL to save mafuyu at his darkest being there at his lowest helping him to find light again #even if you think you are no better than the other even when you dont know his whole story even if you feel no better than his first #you still gave your very best for him by finishing his deceased lover's song and sang it for him #only for your character arc your development your issues insecurities and trauma to be ignored shunned and discredited #your lover was your first but you knew you weren't his first #you knew he loved someone way before you and now that he's gone your lover still clutched on to the past #but you helped him moved on from the darkness and give him the light through music #you ended up filling the void he left for your lover and everyone else only for you to become a shadow of him #the fact that you a main character is constantly set aside and had no character arc whatsoever just to make way for a deceased lover #you are often demonized and hated and told that his lover and his previous lover should've been together and he would choose him over you #and when you asked him one thing he then ignored you and you tired to reach out to him only for them to blame you as you are the problem #seeing you often makes me sad because you did SO MUCH of the story and the narrative would just trash you out #but when someone calls out that you deserved better the same people will stake them saying that you dont undertand the narrative at all #if they cant appreciate your efforts just because you are not him then i would #if you were my oc i would give u the amount of love they never gave #if you were my oc i would develop and expand your character arc so that i would know you better and your ambitions #if you were my oc i would make sure you would be as loved as everyone else #and if you were my oc i would create someone to love you understand your troubles and appreciate you efforts way more than your lover could #the fandom may love a previous lover he loved but you ritsuka uenoyama shall be mine #dont mind the corny ass tags i just feel like it lmfao #uenoyama deserves better #uenoyama ritsuka #ritsuka uenoyama #given #given manga #given anime #bl animanga

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