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The Little Things Mean A Lot
Pairing: Quinn Hughes x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Reader is a little emotional but this is just fluffy and super soppy.
Summary: Sometimes it's the small things that make you fall in love all over again, like your favourite Singapore chowmein from your favourite Chinese takeaway after a long day of teaching and parent's evening.
Notes: I have 2 parents evenings this half-term and a late open evening thing and I really hate the late evenings, and they're always on a middle of the week day where you have to get up and teach the next day while exhausted 😴
Totally happy to take requests/ideas/prompts at the moment in my ask box :)
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Teaching has always been a love-hate profession for you. You enjoy it, of course you do, but it's a lot of work and stress on the best of days and it's only made harder whenever you have a late evening like tonight. 'Parent consultation evening' also known as parent-teacher conference, parent's evening or the night that teacher's dread because they can't leave school until 8pm and just want to go home after teaching all day.
They're not terrible, you have to admit as you finish your last appointment at 8.01 pm. Parents are general complimentary to you and a lot of the issues you have with kids get sorted out simply by talking to their parents and getting the chance to show them their work or lack of. It helps that since Covid your appointments are online, so parents can't go over their time slot. But, you'd been out of the apartment since 6am and taught a full day of lessons, plus teaching your club and then you spent the last 3 hours talking non-stop to parents. So, yes, they weren't terrible, but you were exhausted and really ready to go home and fall into bed. You were ready to see Quinn or at least curl up next to him under the duvet.
Even collecting all your things together and putting on your coat felt like a chore. You tried to do it quickly, your work laptop shoved into your backpack without care, your water bottle, now empty, collected and your lanyard thrown into the bottom of your bag where you'd likely complain that you couldn't find it tomorrow.
The corridor is empty, dark as you make your way to the front doors of the school, passing a few other classrooms still with their lights on as the last remaining teachers finish their evening off. You wave at a few of your colleagues who catch your eye through their doors, but don't stop, determined to get away as quickly as possible. It's always a little eerie leaving school when it's dark out and barely anyone is around, like something out of a horror movie.
You slip your phone out of your pocket dialling Quinn on instinct, it barely rings before he answers.
"Hey, baby." His voice not even a little bit groggy, telling you that he's stayed up for you again and hasn't had a nap. No matter how many times you tell him he can go to sleep if he wants, he always stays up until you're home and have eaten. Even if he's had a long day.
"Hey..." You practically sigh out, tiredness infecting your tone, "I'm just walking to my car now, should be back at the apartment in 20 minutes if the traffic isn't too bad." The car park is practically pitch black and you're thankful for Quinn's voice on the other end of the line and the fact your car isn't too far from the doors.
"Okay, baby, drive safe, yeah? It's been icy, so don't rush." Quinn would know, he'd woken up way too early that morning, before even you, to scrape the ice off your car and make sure you didn't have to do it yourself. It had been a little thing that morning that had made your day easier but also made you love him just a little more. He knew how much you hated being even 10 minutes later to work than you normally were, your routine being put off would mess your day up, so he didn't mind keeping it on track for you. Even if it changed his routine in the process.
Your car is freezing when you get in, rushing to turn it on and get the heating going, practically shaking in your big coat and scarf, "I know, I promise I won't rush. I love you." You put your seatbelt on, turning the headlights on as you think about how glad you're going to be when you open the apartment door to Quinn.
"I love you too. See you soon." His voice is soft and it's hard to do but you say your goodbyes and hang up the call, setting your music to play and making sure you have everything with you before you set off.
The drive is uneventful thankfully, no real traffic and no real issues other than the hungry rumbling of your stomach and the tired blinking of your eyes. You've never been more thankful for the lack of traffic than when you pull into the apartment parking lot and into your designated space.
There's a moment, after you put your car in park, where you simply turn your car off and close your eyes. Needing a moment to decompress and get your bearings even as you can feel yourself starting to nod off. This moment is interrupted by a startling knock on the window of your car door that has you jumping out of your skin, hand clasping your chest. You look, only to see Quinn, bundled up in a hoodie outside your door, hands in his pockets, looking sheepish at having scared you.
You shake your head at him through the window, but let him open your car door for you. You don't protest when he walks around to the passenger side and grabs your work bag for you and you say very little, just melt into his side when he wraps his arm around you to usher you to the door of your apartment building.
You let him practically support your body weight on the way up to the apartment, feeling for the first time that you can relax. It's silly really, how easy it is to shut off around Quinn, barely looking where you're going because you know he'll steer you in the right direction, knowing he won't let you walk face first into a wall.
When Quinn finishes unlocking the front door, the first thing you notice is how warm the apartment is like he's put the heating on especially for you. You were always cold while he always claimed he was fine.
You toe your shoes off at the door, turning to watch as Quinn is much more careful with your work bag than you would be, placing it down by the front door and kicking off his shoes. His hair is at that gorgeous length where when he turns to look at you it practically flips like Prince Charming.
"Go take a shower, baby, I've already made your lunch for tomorrow and I'll sort dinner while you get comfy." It shouldn't make you feel like crying or get emotional but it does because he knows how much you hate making your lunch for work when it's late and he knows how tired you are after a parent's evening. He knows that if it's not made it'll put off your whole morning routine and he knows that that'll ruin your entire Friday. It just reminds you how much he does for you without fussing about it or expecting praise. How well he knows you.
You can't help but wrap your arms around his hoodie swamped frame, pressing your face into his chest for a few moments as you squeeze him as tight as you can, breathing in his cologne, and just enjoying being close to him for the first time in hours.
When you finally look up at him, you rest your chin on his chest, eyes soft as they meet his green ones, "I love you, what would I do without you?"
"You'd be fine, you know it." Yeah, you would. You'd make your own lunch and find your own dinner and scrape ice off your car by yourself, but you'd just be fine...you wouldn't be happy, you wouldn't be thriving. You squeeze him a little tighter around the waist, Quinn's own arms wrapping around you snuggly.
"Then why do it for me?" You ask the question even though you know the answer, because you want to hear him say it, because you love to hear him say it.
"Just because you can do this stuff doesn't mean you have to, I love you...so I want to make your life easier..."
You practically grin up at him, his answer the usual one, one you've heard time and time again but that you love every single time. "I love you too, baby." You reach up to press a kiss to his chin, lips moving across to his cheek, any available skin coming under assault.
He laughs loud, head reeling back to escape you, "Okay, okay! That's enough, you need to go shower! Go!" Quinn pulls out of your arms, struggling to free himself and when he finally does he sends a playful slap to your arse that has you laughing as you leave him, even tired, you can't help but feel slightly rejuvenated in Quinn's presence, like he gives you an energy boost.
You try not to take too long, cutting your shower short out of exhaustion and hunger before throwing on your most comfortable t-shirt and short combo. Your hair is wet, still dripping when you come back out to the kitchen area, the smell of Chinese food hitting you and forcing a grumbling gurgle from your stomach.
"Hungry?" Quinn laughs, looking up from where he's plating up the food. Quinn used to be the sort of guy who ordered one dish from the Chinese takeaway and had the entire thing, but you came from a household of purchasing many items and putting a bit of each on your plate. Mix and match. He'd adapted well to it and become the expert plate maker. Secretly, or not so secretly, he enjoyed making your plate for you, providing you with food even if it was just Chinese takeout.
"Starving! You got my favourite?" You take a seat at the kitchen table, eyes eagerly watching the food in a way that has Quinn chuckling to himself even as he gives you an extra spring roll. One thing he loves about you is how normal you are about food, you don't hide how hungry you are or try to avoid food, even when he can't eat something because of his training and his career, you don't let that effect you or your appetite.
"Mmhmm, and I've given you most of the chowmein, since it's your favourite." He places the plate in front of you, a large pile of Singapore chowmein on your plate, significantly larger than the share on his own plate. Your entire plate dwarfs Quinn's, his desire to feed you seemingly impossible to quash. Maybe you should feel guilty, instead all you feel is such overwhelming love and affection for him to the point of tears welling in your eyes. Maybe its because you're tired, a long day teaching plus parent's evening finally taking its toll or maybe it's just how sweet Quinn is, how determined he is to make your life easier, to look after you, but either way you're especially emotional tonight over a Chinese takeaway.
"Thank you..."
Quinn stops before he even sits in his seat, leaving his plate across from yours at the emotion in your voice. Instead, he comes to stand next to your sitting form, letting you wrap your arms around his hips, your cheek pressing into his side while he runs a hand through your wet hair.
Quinn would say that you were naturally more emotional than him, not a cry baby per say, but with him? In the place you felt most comfortable? Then you were prone to tears, especially when he did something nice for you. It was an interesting thing about you, that you could deal with teenagers yelling at you, throwing things, swearing and being all around rude or parents harassing you, and not shed a single tear. But, the moment Quinn did something thoughtful you got choked up...although not usually over Chinese food. This was a new one.
"You're emotional tonight...you okay, baby?" You sniffle a little at his question, unsure why you're so emotional today of all days, other than possibly how tired you. Maybe your period is on the way? Or maybe it was just that time of year? Still, you can't help but lean into him deeper, clingy in your need to be close to him even as you try to sneak a bite of a spring roll, stomach still growling.
"I'm just tired and...and I love you so much....you're so good to me and you gave me almost all the chowmein." Quinn stifles a laugh at the way you say, all while sneaking food into your mouth, you're gripping him so tight he considers eating stood upright so you don't have to let go. He might not ever admit it, but he loves how clingy you are, how you always reach for him. He loves that he never doubts how much you want him.
"Oh, baby...you really need food and bed, huh?" His fingers run through your hair one last time, landing on the nape of your neck and resting there.
You nod your head and reluctantly let go of him so you can focus on your food. He watches you while the two of you eat, the slow blinks, the way your head lolls every now as if you might fall asleep at the table. He's happy though, happy you're eating, happy you're enjoying it, the way you gobble up your favourite bits and eat more than is probably comfortable. He's happy he can provide for you, look after you, especially given how much you give to your job.
Once you've both finish eating, you go to reach for his plate as if you're going to clean it for him, he pulls it away from you without hesitation, "Baby, I'll do it in the morning...you're too tired, let's just go to bed, yeah?"
You don't even put up a fight when he takes your plate from you or when he grips you by the shoulders, steering you towards the bedroom. There are no protests when he pulls back the covers and helps you ease into bed, the only protest you let out is when he tries to leave to lock up and turn all the lights off. But, you're placated by his soft voice telling you he'd be right back.
You're asleep by the time he's turned all the lights off and put the plates by the sink. Quinn can't really help it, the way he stops just off to the side to stare at you. The soft rise and fall of your breathing, the way you nuzzle deeper into your favourite pillow.
When he was younger Quinn was sure that he didn't want to be responsible for another person that wasn't his brothers, that he didn't want to look after someone else. The idea of loving someone seriously, of caring for them was too much. He'd been dead wrong, you weren't his responsibility and sure, you could look after yourself, but God, did he love doing it for you. He loved seeing you happy, content, well looked after. He loved knowing that even when you were exhausted from work, even when life threw you a curveball, he was there to make it easier, lighten the load. You made him feel needed, useful, in a way that was ten times more rewarding than being captain of the Canucks.
He loved that for all the things he did for you, you did just as much for him. The way you always put a towel in the dryer to warm when you knew he was coming back from practice. The fact you made sure to have his favourite cheat meal ready when he'd had a rough game or roadie. You might think he did more for you, than you did for him, but in reality it was pretty even. You both simply took care of one another.
He's as quiet as possible as he changes into just a pair of grey sweatpants, careful as he slides into bed besides you and gentle as he pulls you back into his arms. You stir slightly, but only enough to turn around and burying your head into his chest, leg wrapping over his hip. Still fast asleep even as you seek out his warmth.
Maybe when he was 19 he didn't want something like this, but now? Now he can't imagine anything better than spending his life doing the little things to make your life easier, to make sure you feel loved and respected even when teaching throws you a long day or a shitty parent or a ridiculous incident. He could do this for the next 70 years and never grow tired of it.
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Arrest Me, Cop Cutie
Part 1 -> Part 2 -> Part 3
Pairing: Tim Bradford x fem!cop!reader
Summary: After another failed attempt at a date, Tim goes undercover. You have no choice but to arrest him, and he's unhappy with the decisions you make trying to do so.
Warnings: brief angst, minor injuries, fluff, Tim gets flirty when he's undercover, mention of drug trafficking, typical show warnings
Word Count: 2.3k+ words
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she puts the short in shorty, and he looks like he wants to chase me. cop cuties, cute and on duty, navy blue booties, go ahead and lock me up.
“So,” you begin.
“Don’t,” Tim interrupts, raising one hand from the steering wheel to point at you. “Just don’t.”
“Big, bad Bradford believes in jinxing?” you ask sarcastically. “And here I thought you were just keeping up appearances to hide the softie within.”
Tim sighs, slowing as he hits his blinker. You’ve been trying to get dinner together for weeks. Something comes up whenever you attempt to go somewhere together or meet at a restaurant. The first time, Tim got called in for a last-minute Metro assignment. Most recently, you were both alerted of a nearby officer-involved shooting. So far, tonight seems quiet, but you understand Tim’s hesitance to admit it. Though you’re still confused about why Tim agreed to get dinner with you after you handcuffed him to a guardrail in a warehouse-turned-drug-house, you want the date to go well. Is it a date? you ask yourself. Tim never clarified if this was for both of you or just for the apology you offered to give.
Tim parks outside a restaurant Lucy recommended and waits for a moment. Everything remains calm, and you smile because you can finally have dinner with Tim Bradford.
And then your phone rings, so the moment is shattered.
“Hello?” you greet, closing your eyes. You listen to Angela’s quick recount of the last half hour, then say, “Yeah, I can be there in a few minutes… Mmhmm, no problem.”
Ending the call, you drop your phone to your lap and shake your head. “I���m so sorry, Tim. Lopez needs-“
Tim’s phone ringing cuts you off, and he shows you Angela’s name on the caller ID before he answers. A moment later, he shifts into reverse and backs out of the parking space.
“Jake Butler,” Tim says. “I thought we threw him in jail after the Vegas incident.”
“We did,” you answer flatly. “Guess he got out. If I find him, he’s going to pay for ruining everything.”
“Did Angela tell you anything else?”
“Just that he was back on their radar, and they saw an opening to figure out the operation.”
“Fantastic,” Tim deadpans.
“Hey, bro!” Jake exclaims as you and Tim enter the interview room with Angela. “Whoa, you clean up nice, man? You on a date or something?”
“Something,” Tim replies, crossing his arms over his chest. “Get to the point, Butler.”
“Must’ve been a good something,” Jake murmurs. He looks at you and smiles before explaining the deal going down tonight.
“What is your boss expecting you to bring?” you inquire.
“Good work ethic,” he says, shrugging. “And product, obviously.”
“How much product?” Tim presses.
“The exact amount that is in my car.”
“We’ll be confiscating all of that after the operation,” Angela reminds him. Turning to you, she says, “He’s offering his car as part of the deal with the DA. This guy has only spoken to Jake here on the phone, so there’s not much of a chance of anyone close to him noticing any difference when Tim walks in.”
“Yeah,” Jake drawls. “Y’all see the tats, right?”
“Yeah,” you answer. “We see the tats.”
“How long do we have?” Tim asks.
“Drop is at 6,” Jake says. “I park in the underground lot, go up to his penthouse, and we work from there.”
“Specific,” you mumble, drawing a grunt from Tim.
“Thanks, Mr. Butler,” Angela says. “And if anything you told us was wrong, we’re throwing your deal in the gutter with your future. Okay?”
“Yeah, shawty.”
Tim rolls his eyes and follows Angela out of the room. You linger until the door is closed and ask, “Is there anything else you think you should tell us?”
“There’s a panic room,” Jake admits. “Code was 1016 last I was there.”
You nod, then exit the room and wonder what you’d be doing right now if your night had gone according to plan.
“UC parked in 238, underground lot,” someone radios.
You watch the cameras in the surveillance van, tracking Tim’s movements toward the penthouse. While Tim was being transformed to look like Jake, you insisted on staying with Metro for the duration of the operation. You must be close enough to bail Tim out if things go south, you explained. Your captain then brought up the defiance of direct orders during your last Metro op. You were only allowed to join the team with Angela’s vote of confidence and your promise to do anything and everything they say to keep Bradford safe.
Tim knocks on the door and greets the large, armed man who opens it. He sounds like Jake, but you know it’s Tim, and your heart rate speeds up with each step he takes inside. Once he’s in the penthouse, you can’t see him. You can hear him through a long-distance microphone attached to the sniper’s rifle across the street. His tracker blinks on one of the screens, and you clench your jaw as you listen and watch.
“Where’s my stuff, Butler?” someone yells.
“Whoa, man, I wasn’t gonna cart that kind of purchase past the doorman,” Tim argues with a chuckle.
“Whose decision is that? Whose paying for all of it? Who got you out of jail?!”
That answers one question.
“Last we talked, you told me to park, come up here, and we’d work from there,” Tim reminds him. “If you changed the plan without telling me, I guess that’s on me.”
“That was never the plan. Are you trying to screw me, Butler?”
“Nah, man, just a miscommunication. Tell me what you want me to do to fix it.”
The man hesitates, then repeats, “Fix it?”
You stand as the officer sitting across from you prepares to open the door. The van is painted to look like an internet service vehicle, so you could park close to the apartments where Tim is.
“Yeah, I’ll do whatever it takes,” Tim replies.
The unmistakable sound of guns racking fills the van, and the Metro commander radios for everyone to move in now. Running through the parking lot and into the building, you don’t notice the stares you receive, only the intel communicated through your earpiece.
“UC held at gunpoint,” the sniper alerts. “I don’t have a clear shot. Three armed men, plus two at the door.”
“Suspect has cameras on his floor,” another voice says. “Approach from the southern elevators and utilize limited penetration entry through the front door.”
You race up the steps, your heart pounding like it will break through your ribs. Tim is in danger, his life is being threatened, and you’re terrified that you’re too far away to save him. When you reach the landing on the penthouse floor, you struggle to focus on your job. With a deep breath, you remind yourself to obey for Tim. If you rush in, you’ll just get yourself killed, too.
“Hold!” the commander instructs. “We’ve lost visual. UC is moving west.”
“There’s nothing to the west,” Angela replies. “It’s blocked off. Probably utilities.”
“The panic room!” you remember.
“Butler didn’t tell you where it was,” she argues. “We can’t tell on thermal.”
“It’s probably lined, but you’re right.”
“We don’t have time to wait,” Angela decides. “Assume our UC is in the panic room but keep your eyes open and stay alert. Breach.”
You’re fourth in line as you enter the penthouse. Seven Metro officers against five armed criminals is as close to a fair fight as you can expect in your line of work. When you step inside, the man who was guarding the door runs toward you. Dropping your gun, you brace yourself against his hit. His hands shove into your shoulders, and you grip his wrists as he pushes you against the wall. Everyone around you is fighting, so you hold your own against a man who outweighs you and towers over you. Tim is nowhere in sight, nor is Jake’s employer, so you’ll have to fight through this chaos to find him.
Tim watches as the man leading him through a lead-lined hallway types 1-0-1-6 into a keypad. It opens a door into what is clearly a doomsday-style panic room, and he raises his hands as he’s shepherded into it. The heavy doors silence the fight outside, so Tim doesn’t know whether his backup is on the way or if they can locate this well-hidden last resort.
“Where’d the cops come from, Butler? You workin’ with them now?” the man demands, brandishing a curved knife.
“What cops, man?” Tim asks, his voice rising in imitation of Jake.
“The doorman saw a whole team of uniformed tactical guys rush into the place! That’s not what I signed up for.”
“Me neither! Do I look like I’d be making a deal with cops? I’m low-time, I’d go to jail either way and you know better than some attorney that I don’t do cells.”
“Then tell me how they found us right after you did!”
Tim steps back, creating room between himself and the knife. Without any weapons, he would prefer to de-escalate the situation verbally if possible. As the man looks at him, he sees a crazy look in his eyes and assumes the verbal response is no longer an option.
The Metro officers who entered the penthouse with you zip-tie the wrists of the five armed men while you look for an entrance to the panic room. A small latch on the side of a bookshelf catches your attention, and you tug it. The shelf pops away from the door, and a hiss sounds as you pull it open farther.
“I’ll get the UC,” you offer.
“We’ll keep these guys quiet,” an officer replies. “Radio if you need help.”
You nod once, then jog into the hallway. There’s a keypad halfway down the hall, and you hold your tongue between your teeth as you type in the code Jake gave you. Another door hisses as its seal is broken.
“Knock knock!” you call, raising your gun to your shoulder as you move toward the lead door. “LAPD Metro, come out with your hands up!”
You’re met with silence, and you work to steady your breath as you near the door. Before you nudge it open, someone hits it with a quick downward slap. Off-balance, you let the gun fall as you stumble inside.
The man you recognize as Jake’s employer manages to get you on the ground, and you twist to elbow him in the throat. He swings his fist down, and you don’t see the blade tucked between his fingers. He hits your jaw, and your cheekbone stings as the tip of the knife scrapes across it. Pulling your knee up, you aim between his legs. He buckles forward, and you wrap your arms around his upper body. Swinging your leg, you flip to be on top of him.
Panting, you demand, “Roll over. You’re under arrest.”
He groans and doesn’t move. After you knock the knife away from him, you pull his arm to flip him onto his stomach. With your knee pressing between his kidneys, you pull a zip-toe closed around his wrists, then sit back on your heels.
Tim smirks at your position, and you shake your head as you move into a half-kneel position. Wiping blood from your cheek, you push yourself to your feet.
“Jake Butler, you’re under arrest,” you say. “Put your hands behind your head, interlace your fingers.”
Tim looks at your cut cheek, then at the man zip-tied and squirming in pain beneath you.
“Yeah, I’ll comply,” Tim drawls. “Since I’m making it easy, could you try to make the whole arrest me thing a little sexy? I’ve always had a thing for cop cuties, with their navy blue booties.”
“Shut up,” you demand as you pull his hands behind his back.
“Yeah, go ahead and lock me up,” he continues as you secure the handcuffs around his wrists.
“I’m 10-4 in the panic room. Butler and his employer are in custody,” you radio.
An officer appears in the doorway to help you escort both men to the patrol cars waiting outside the lobby. He hauls Jake’s boss to his feet and leads him out of the panic room. You follow, leading Tim through the penthouse and into the hall.
After the elevator closes and all the arrested men have been escorted out, you remove his cuffs. He turns toward you quickly, his jaw clenched tightly. You recognize the look and know he’s about to yell at you.
“I know, I know, you never put the cuffs on me,” you say before he can begin. “Sorry, but there were too many people who could see.”
“You really think that’s what I’m mad about?” Tim questions. “I don’t care what you do to UCs.”
“Then what are you mad about?” you ask softly.
Tim raises his hand to your face but stops before he touches you. His hand falls, and he says, “You got hurt. Medics will be ready at the station.”
As Tim turns away from you, you wish he had touched you.
At the end of the day, you exit the station and sigh. You received treatment for your minor injuries, completed the reports, and patrolled before your end of shift. Walking through the parking lot, you keep your eyes down and think about last night.
“A cut cheek isn’t getting you out of dinner,” Tim calls.
You look up at the sound of his voice and see him leaning against the tailgate of his truck.
“If you’re still up for it,” he adds.
“You’re just saying that because I’m a cop cutie,” you reply, smiling.
Tim groans at the reminder of what he said while he was undercover. He raises his hand again, but this time, he places his palm on your jaw and gently traces the bottom of your bandage. His movement and his touch say more than he ever has.
“If we finally go on a date, do you think we could stop arresting each other?” you inquire.
“Maybe,” he answers, opening the passenger door for you.
“That sounded too hopeful.”
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When Duty Summons
A DP x DC fanfic by Silverbeam creations aka lunarmushroom on AO3
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
AUTHOR NOTE:
I'm new to tumblr and new to fanfic writing styles, so comments, hearts, theories, ideas etc, are helpful in my motivation to write more, and I super appreciate it. Any tips for how tumblr works and any fandom and writing tips are welcome as well. Thanks, and I hope you enjoy!
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Part 4
"peek a booooo?" murmered Danny quietly as he popped his head through another wall. DAnnys fingers tapped along the wall as he gave the room a look around. empty rusted barrels lay along one wall amidst the dust, trash, and other refuse of the abandoned building. At the obvious lack of life signs danny continued grumbling. 15 minutes into chasing down the summoning spell, all signs had vanished. Once gone he had spent the next couple hours searching the estimated area he guessed was likely a good start and then had expaneded his earch.
score 3 crack heads, 1 elderly homeless man that must have been near deaths door as he seems to sense him even though invisible along with a half dozen rats and vermin and he had come up with squat. Hed taken a break to refocus his approach and refuel. While he made a quick pb and j...a quintiple layer monstrosity for max ghost energy, he couldn't shake the flash of ghost energy he felt before the signal had dissapeared. Such an intense rage, lined with pain and perhaps deep within it a coal of fear, sparking the flames of rage. It nagged at him picking at his core.
He reached over, rolling on his bed to fumble for his phone, sandwich half eaten as he opened a familiar group chat.
Dan da dan man: sooooo little fun fact for today. You know those summoning pings Ive been getting all week? Before they were like nudges but this morning seems like they managed to get the right combo buttons as it almost pulled me in, but I have that important english paper and aint nobody got time for that. So I just said like...No? and it kinda worked except .....
Sam a Lamb sauce: Danny. WHAT. DID. YOU. DO?
Tuck Nugget: Do I need to make popcorn or prep the guns?
Sama a Lamb sauce: You don't have any guns after the last ditch and run Tucker.
Tuck Nugget: Hey baby no one can dis-ARM me of these sexies...
(Attached photo of a blurry bicep)
Dan da dan man: lol Nice one Tuck
Sam a Lamb sauce: Tucker I swear at the ancients if you start another pun war I will mail you some of my new snap dragon flowers to eat all your socks.
Tuck Nugget: Jokes on you, I gave up socks for scandalating ankles in crocs!
Sam a Lamb Sauce: Ignoring that...Danny please continue telling us what trouble you have gotten into now?
Da dan dan man: yeah that... well when I managed to slap the summons away it kinda latched onto another ghost instead?
Tuck nugget: Daaaaannnnnyyyyyy noooo....
Sam a Lamb Sauce: Can we just ignore it please?
Dan da dan man: Its just that, when I chased after it, there was this like cry? It keeps nagging at my core... It was full of intense anger but I think at the base it was covering fear and well...
Sam a lamb sauce: Your obsessions not gonna let that one go...alright what can we do to help?
Tuck Nugget: Once a hero always a hero.
Dan da dan man: well the thing is the signal disapeared and I searched like sooo many blocks full of buildings and while im gonna go back out and search more, I thought a little reearch of the area might speed things up.
Sama a lamb sauce: Deep dive into gotham cults and wacko groups. What fun.
Tuck Nugget: Im sure the Local night bats have quite the library of loony death summoning groups to purview...
Sam a Lamb Sauce: oh no you cannot go hacking the batman computer again. I do not want them on our radar.
Dan da dan man: But... they prbably have the most up to date info then what the general web would have. Im sure it will be fine,Tuckers got 1337 skillz.
Tuck nugger: (thumbs up <3 <3 <3 emoji)
Sam a Lamb Sauce: famous last words.
Dan da dan man: Im gonna head out again see if I can comb a few more blocks.
Tuck nugget: RIP your english grade
Sam a Lamb Sauce: Let's hope it's just his english this time.
#silverbeamcreations#fanfiction#dc x dp#dpxdc#a call to summons#fanfic#redhood#danny phantom#summons#drabble
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wow. chapter 3. that was a lot. spoilers down below as usual.
also before we start i just wanna say to all of you guys to PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!!! ik that this week n last week were so much but please don’t forget to prioritize your health!
okay i was taking notes in my notes app while watching cause i wanted to have some reminders so i could write a coherent review on the trial but god. that fucked me up. i did genuinely really love the trial but it’s just a lot to process so i will be waiting till i write any analysis, so don’t expect any very soon LMAO um so yeah, my notes started off decently normal (lie but they were intended to be normal n serious) and then became more and more incoherent. here ya go, my notes copy pasted over here ☝️
chapter 3 yay
“exactly what it sounds like tamba” THIS BITCH CHANNELING KAMIMURA I CANTTTT 😭😭😭
HAMA TELLING WADA TO BREATHE I ALREADY TWARED UP WUAUE HAMA HELPING WADA W THE BATHROOM THATS SO SWEET
watari telling okazaki off hell yeah lets go but also IAGAH
DONT TALK ABOUT HIM GRRR
hiroaki is actually so smart n we don’t talk about that enough!!!!!! please can we talk about that more!!!!!!
OKAZAKI NOT SHUTTING UP BYE 😭
Hasegawa having to defend himself with evidence only 😭
OH MY GOD HASEGAWAS RAGE WHEN BEING SUSPECTED BC HE CARED THE MOST 😭 the va work was fantastic i got so fucking sad
watari getting itchy from the demon waves im CACKLING
HIROAKI POWERING THROUGH THE BODY DESCRIPTION LETS GO 🗣️🗣️💯💯💯💯
god i knew that was SH cuts but GOD I appreciate how much hasegawa tried to keep it private 😭
Hama being a king n bringing up the bop on the head like tambas poison theory bye
LAB SAFETY VIOLATION 😭 Okazaki label picture dropping when
FINALLY! IT WAS POISON!!!! lmfaooo she was so excited im so happy for her
hiroaki being truthful about trying to kill himself what the FUCK IM GONNA CRY
PLEASE KEEP YP WITH THE REST OF THE GROUP LMAO STOP BULLYING HER SHES TRYING
hayashigeki divorce arc
nah but fr what if i cried they’re both so valid but lowk yanagi got a point 😭
WHY DOES TAMBA NOT KNOW WHAT A 3D PRINTER IS I CANT KEEP DEFENDING YOU LIKE THIS 😭😭😭
they shared a bed let us REJOICE 🗣️🗣️
“when she came back from the void” “THE WHAT”
WADA RAGE WADA RAGE WADA RAGE
woodshop mention 🗣️🗣️🗣️
hiroaki being strategically logical and yanagi being more emotional god I LOVE HIRONAGI FOILS
“it seems as though we’re somewhat divided on this issue” SCRUM DEBATE 😜😜😜
yanagi using so much energy to argue with mfs
the way hayashi gets it out of him,,, HE WAS TRYING TO OPEN THE DOOR AUAGSHS
Hama as a safety precaution in wataris room LMFAO I LOVE THIS DUO SO MUCH MORE THAN I EXPECTED
YANAGI STOP BEING SUSPICIOUS UAGAHEUE
it cannot be tamba absolutely not please that’s gotta be insane she does NOT have the motivation for that
tamba is lowk distressed :(
so technically can only be okazaki, yanagi, or tamba????? im gonna cry either way
OH I DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT THE SHIRT THING BEING MORE THAN THE COLD
guys pls don’t let it be yanagi
please no
guys no
god fucking no
oh right his hand isn’t working let’s go
NOT MY QUEEN HAYASHI
GIRL NOT THE TRACK RECORD MENTION 😭😭😭
nah wait why is hiroaki suddenly becoming the emotion n yanagi the logic
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
HASEGAWA HAVING A PISSED OFF WADA MOMENT AUAHSHS FUCKKK
NO NOT WATARI HIDING ON THE COAT BEING USED AS EVIDENCE EUEGEGG
sus ahh Okazaki….. with 20 minutes left……. how we feeling Okazaki nation…..
stop lying vro
wadas ribs has been added to your truth bullets
COAT REVEAL 🗣️🗣️🗣️
WATARI 😭😭😭😭😭
oh god i wasn’t expecting that
WATARII MY SWEET BABY OH MT GOD POBRECITO RUCK FUCK MT STUPJD BAKA LJFE
THE LAUGHING
WHAT
WHAT RHE FUCK
WHAT IS GOINNGGG ON
FACE REVEAL1?1?2?3?
BRO OHTTA THE FRAME
OH MT GOD
IM SCREAMING WHAT IS THIS
IM LOSING IT
WHA
IM CRYING WHATBIS THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
this is not real
SODA AT THESE LINES UPPP LMFAOAOAO
OH MY GOD THEYRE NEMESES THATS KINDA AWESOME NGL
everyone being so done with her bye 😭😭😭
SHE WANTED TSUNO SO BAD???? TOXIC ONE SIDED YURI WTF????
IM STILL PROCESSING
this is not happening
THE VOICE CHANGE
EVERYONE IS SO DONE WITH THEM IM SCREAMING
guys why do i kinda love this
tsuno didn’t gaf
WADA GET THEIR ASS 😭😭😭
there is nothing classy about whatever this is
no bc the rivalry is insane
POBRECITO WATARI
KAMIMURA DIED FOR NOTHING WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE HELL
WHAHWTWHWKE
loathing unadulterated loathing
get her ass what the fucking shit
NO CLOSING ARGUMENT??????
KAMIMURAS SHORT TOO
OH MY GODDDD
IM SCREAMING
THIS IS CRAzyyt 😭😭😭😭
WHAT IS THIS
this was villanous
GET THEIR ASS HASEGAWA PLSSS 😭😭😭😭
i am in such shock
FUCK YOU FOR MESSING WITH MY KING IM THROWING HANDS IMMEDIATELY
WATARI OH MY GODDDD AUSHSH 😭😭😭
“GO DIE ALREADY” LMFAOAO
the editing for this episode is crazy
wada so real
wada get their ass pls
END THIS SHIT ALREADY
BRO WAS CONFINED FOR A SECOND HELEPP1??1?2?2
fourth wall breaking icon??????
i think im hysterical what do you MEAN HE DIED FOR NOTHING
okay back from crying and pacing around for 10 minutes let’s continue
THE TONGUE WAS A TROPHY?????????? I need another break WHATVTHE fucke
smart to get hasegawa outta here but FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU OKAZAKI
PLEASE VOTE PLEASE PLEASE WHAT THE FUCK!!!
actually when is the Okazaki lore drop happening i need it
THIS MAKES ME SO SAD KAMIMURA DIED BEFORE ANY OF HIS DREAMS BECAME TRUE AND HE LIVED A MAINLY TRAGIC LIFE AND IT ENDED TO HORRENDOUSLY????? IM SO UPSET ACTUALLY
EXECUTE THEIR ASS
WADA PLEASE BE THE EXECUTIONER
OH MY GOD HES TRYING TO HIT THEM OH MY GOD GET THEIR ASSS
OH GET THEIR ASS HASEGAWA
HASEGAWA RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE HOLLYYYYY FUCKKKKKKKK
WHAT THE RUCWHAT THE FUCJS
WATARIIII OH MT GODDDDDDD
im in actual tears hey yeah what the hell
WATARI HASEGAWA AND WADANOH MT FUCKING GOS THIS WAS SO DESPAIRING WHAT THE FUCK. THE FUCKz THE FUCK.
WATARI 😭😭😭😭😭😭
im actually crying now
I CANT SEE THE SCREEN MY TWARS DUDE WHAT RHE HELL
THE WAY THAT THE CAST IS SO DONE WITH THEM
WELL BE FOXES OKAY? OH MY FOD STOP STIP STOPS FTOOSTBOSRN AROP IT I WILL FOLLOW YOUR FLAME WHAG IF I CRIED
im at such a loss okay trial over execution time
me too dr yonekura
IM STILL PISSED ABOUT KAMIMURA
I MISS KAMIMURA SO BAD
I MISS HIM SO MUCH OHHHHHH MY GOD BRING HIM BACK GUYS PLEAS EPLEAPELWMEPALEPALDJRPWMAPEKE
the way yonekura is so done w okazaki 💀💀
WHO OKAYED THAT HOWD THAT GET THROUGH BUDGETING IM IN TEARS
this chapter was simultaneously the most serious tetro has ever gotten and the most unserious at the same time
oh so she just like suffocated
YONEKURA DOES NOT THINK THIS WAS INNOVATIVE IM SCREAMING LMFAOAO
not an expensive motive???? oh boy
OKAZAKIS TRACK COMING IN I CANTTTT
kamimura nation I think we need a minute (a year of losing it)
THEY ARE CHANGING THE ANNOUNCMENT MID GAME?? wait a damn minute we didn’t have the three person rule before hand bye why did i not realize this,,,, fuck y’all doctors btw
WHAT
OKAZAKI WAS YONEKURAS KID???? AND THEIR NAME WAS YUME????? oh guys I need a lore drop so bad. and also to get through the staffside logs. maybe this is not the surprise it is to me I’m bye.
the fuck is wrong with yonekura
how are parents even working
soryr i genuinely had to take another break my mom walked into the room and i had somewhat gotten it together n she asked what happened and i just started BAWLING oh my GOD it’s genuinely been so long since I’ve cried like this over a fictional character
ok we are locked in now
OJIMA WHAT THE FUCK HE TRIED SO HAR DOH MY GOD THE TEARS CAME RIFHT BACK
I DONT WANNA LEAVE YOH BEHIND OH MY GOD
HIROJIMA MY BELOVEDS
my eyeliner is GONE bro 😭
guys I really fucking love hiroaki
she done w yanagi 😞
TAMBA APOLOGY RAHAHHHH i love tamba i was a hater a bit during the trial but it’s because i love her,,,,
I LIKE YOU TAMBA YOURE SOMETHING TO ME
MY HEART OH MY GOD “I JUST MISS YOU” IM GONNA CRY AGAIN
NOW I HAVE TO FORGIVE YOU okay bro….. just say you love her…..
their friendship is so special i NEED TO DRAW THIS HUG SO BAD
THEYRE TALKING TO TSUNO
FUCK
AUAHSOEIEOE OH MT GOD
I MISS TSUNO GUYS I MISS HER SO BAD
WADA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I LOVE YOU OH MY FOD I CHOKEE J CANT SEE ANSYTHING ON THE KEYBOARD ANYKORE
NEW WASA CLOTHES THATS SO FYXJING CUTE AWWW I LOVE THIS SO MYCH
HE WAS DRAWING HIM TO MAKE HIM AN OURFIT1?2?2?2? FUCKKKK TETRO RHINES MY LIFE SLASH POS
WADA NEW CLOTHES SPRITE WHEN
WADA HIROAKI HUG IM DRAWING THIS IMMEDIATELY
WADA HAIR CUT WADA GLOW UP 🗣️🗣️🗣️ FUCK YEAH
im so glad we ended that on a high note that made me so happy after everything else
no hasegawa episode? interesting…. unless we get one in like an hour or something but yk wow
i do want to say that despite the emotional rollercoaster that was this trial, and the frankly INCREDIBLY UNEXPECTED outcome, i did like it narratively. ik the decision of having okazakis character go this direction is gonna be incredibly controversial amongst the community but i really loved it. kamimuras death was almost meaningless, that’s tragic AS FUCK. but “meaningless” deaths happen. it’s not strange to kill off a character for no reason, because people die unfairly way more than we even want to think. and it SUCKS. it sucks SO BAD. but it’s not unrealistic. I think the unserious tone of Okazaki really made the tone of the entire series become even darker and more sinister. wow, anyways take what im saying here w a grain of salt bc im kinda hysterical rn so yeah.
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF YALL!!!! in the end, it heavily impacts us because these characters mean things to us, but PLEASE prioritize yourself <3
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goooooooood morning and happy happy friday friendz ! ! it’s almost the weekend and i am cheering you on ٩(^ᗜ^ )و i hope everyone has a wonderful day and a beautiful start to their weekend ! <3
#EEEEEEP !#such a long week & i am so happy it’s almost done ^_^ !#my fellow haikyuu enjoyers . . stay tuned for something cool later today 🤭#been workin on something with some buddies and i think today we will set it free !#been working on it for the last week or 2 and yeah :3 !#bouncing around LMFAO#now that it’s finish i can focus on editing a few fics and we are so back !!!!!!!!!#also i plan on answering some asks and flitting around some inboxes laterzzz :3 !#i hope u all have a great day ! <3#sending out lots of love !#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#🗣️ the daily yap .
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True love is unbound
#no strings attached!#shumika#I have a few things to note:#1. I put thought/easter eggs? into the colours! hint is their eyes#2. there are no accidents in certain details#3. their outfits and jewellery are matching (see also 1 and 2)#yeah that's it#designing the dresses was tons of fun omg#colouring them not so much#but deciding how the colours of the dresses would match each other was fun. and making the dresses match without being the exact same design#unfortunately shu's rosy little cheeks did not make the final cut. the colours washed him out but it was for the greater good 😔#I think that's all I've gotta say#sorry I haven't posted art in a hot minute... I'm quite slow...#gonna work on that wip from last week now! byebye!#or that mtisuru drawing I've been planning for a while... we'll see...#valkyrie enstars#ensemble stars#enstars#mikashu#my art#fanart#kagehira mika#mika kagehira#itsuki shu#shu itsuki#ALSO#THE THEME HERE IS LOVE <3333#hence the caption#and strings#gone
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As of yet unnamed game card art!
#pixelart#pixel art#card game design#card games#scottish mythology#Happy new year gang#I've been on my course for a good while now. I have a new very close friend from it and have made a few others as well#Our little group is in a discord and we're all a good bit nerdy haha#I'm far from the oldest one in the class/group which is always good to see#We got two weeks off for winter break which is great. We come back tomorrow. I'm not ready lmao.#But with the time I got I treated it like a game jam. Me and friend were like “we got two weeks let's make what we can”#And I wasted the first few days. Not by not working but by using AI to try and help with code. Turns out it's terrible at it.#I've been openly anti-AI but our course encourages us to use it for coding so I thought it would be good at games.#Nope. It's dogshit. It worked for a while but I ended up working so much more efficiently just making the code myself#So this new game. It's a card game. you might be thinking “This has nothing to do with the 16 characters you were making what happened??”#It's all connected. ALL of it. Greenhollow. HoaM. Elphame. This new project. The 16 characters. They're all connected.#It's gonna sound like the story will be oversaturated and it is. But I'm not worried about that rn. Just making sure the game is fun.#And I can confirm: The game is fun. It's playable. Graeme and I have been playing it a ton and I feel so happy. I love designing the cards#I don't want to explicitly state what's up but here's a clue: These 20 cards are all playable by the ISTP character#That will either make you understand completely or not help you at all.#Anyway. I'm tying in previous projects so they all get to tell their story. My sister made designs for characters ages ago#and I'm finally getting to show them. One is on one of these cards. But I intend to show all of them and tell all their stories#Of course since there are so many characters a lot of the little side stories will be optional.#I'm getting ahead of myself. But I'm loving doing art and programming for this rn. Tomorrow I return to DA lifestyle...#But at the end of the month I'll be a lot less busy and might get to work on this again. No idea of a release ETA#but in 2 weeks I've done 20 cards. I'm hoping for between 128-256 (I love symmetry). That said it's faster once I'm in the habit of it.#I have a little bit of programming left before this version is final (4 cards left) but yeah. It's looking damn good.#I'm not as manic as the last post but I am very proud of myself#Also 2024 was my favourite year for movies lmao. Inside out 2 wicked and sonic 3 were all amazing All 3 make me sob like a baby#2024 was crazy. I lived so much hahaha. I met a lot of people and travelled so much and got so fit (then lost it all in winter)
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December
#ki.pic#I do not have any other photos that aren't like me and my friends in the stage bathrooms at ikea so yeah it's only going to be 2 this month#but i can actually say stuff in this one because luckily my memory spans far enough back for a month#it only snowed once which. i wanted snowww. i hate that i am the worst one in my class right now but someone has to be and sometimes i need#to accept that its going to be me. i'll just pass the exam and be happy. okay this is a very big achievment for me but i've really gotten#better about not biting my nails this month. except for like the past week. but i'll work on it again. amazing how long i kept it up though#i should do a year wrapped. okay close friends made: 9#countries gone to: 6 (if we are included ones lived in too)#times seeing wayv members: 3#what else. songs discovered: many#feelings of my life working out: achieved#books read: according to goodreads it was 2 fortunately i know i have read more than that but this year i'm truly going to read more#at the beginning of last december i was seventeen and moved across the world and started living alone and now i'm here. i've realized i'll#always have periods of being depressed but in the long run i think i could say this has been the best year and i hope 2025 keeps this going#i don't know why everyone need to know all that but if you read until here have a new years kiss <3
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finally did my goddamn dishes. and that wasn't all i managed to do today. fuck yeah.
had a meeting for thesis prep. bmv trip. rough plan for friday's discussion lecture. cooked dinner for the first time in like 3 weeks. read ~50 pages of academic text for 2 classes and a paper revision.
feels like i didn't do enough but. considering that yesterday i managed... going to classes and nothing else! and monday i was only capable of doing the required meetings i had, this is a pretty good day!
#it's been. a tough few weeks. i couldn't focus at all last week. only got work done on the weekend. yesterday was........ tough.#monday wasn't as rough but was equally exhausting#so! proud of myself that i got. stuff done. big stuff even!#started keeping a task/reward journal to help out too :)#so every night i'll write out some tasks that need to get done the next day#and as i finish them i check them off and give myself silly little stickers to track what i managed!#so i get like. 1 sticker per 10 pages read (bc i usually need a break every 10 or so pages rn) 1 sticker in a diff color for chores.#1 for teaching stuff (laying out a lecture plan/finishing the lecture/doing a dry run/doing the lecture) 1 for meetings etc etc#it's helping bc i have a dumbass brain that doesn't give me dopamine for completing tasks anymore#it all gets lumped into 'yeah i did the bare minimum bc that's what i need to do. that's not special-#-no reward for you! you didn't really *do* anything. just scraped bare minimum!'#turns out that's bad for you lmao to get No Rewards#so i have a journal now! so i have hard proof that shows that i've Done Shit.#and i think the last two weeks i've been 1. underfed 2. overtired and 3. on the verge of burnout#so i haven't been able to do much. but a major stressor is gone now! (the bmv trip...)#and it like. immediately lifted a veil from my brain. 0-60 in like 40 minutes flat.#i hadn't realized how stressed about that i'd even been. it was taking up so much of my brain's metaphorical CPU.#so i'm hoping tomorrow i'll be able to do what i was doing two weeks ago. just plugging along at my usual pace#instead of just barely dragging my carcass forward#so! anyway. update that was unasked for but you sure are getting#i fuckin did stuff today! fuck yeah!#it is now an hour past my bedtime i'm gonna crash tf out. bedtime. sleepytime. good night
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omg.... my new nearest audiology department actually has an EMAIL TO CONTACT!!!!!!! we're so fucking back baby
#looking to register bc i havent had a hearing checkup in like. 4-5 years lol#im supposed to have repeats every 2-3 years but my old audio dept is on the other side of the country....#and my hearing loss has been stable since i was 2 yrs old so its not super urgent to keep track of..#but ive had my current hearing aids for over 6 years now i think which is the average lifespan. and they still work fine#but i really should be taking them in to adjust every six months n get new moulds fitted regularly....... oops#i do replace the tubing but yeah im way behind on maintenance#and considering i wear them like 50 hours a week n im kinda dependent on them at work i need to keep on top of it more#ALSO what i reaaaaally want is ones that have bluetooth connectivity bc when i last got mine that tech wasnt widely available#but now i think theyre nhs standard. so fingers crossed i can upgrade plsss i wanna be able to use them for phone calls n music!!!#i can make a good case for it if needed cuz i need to use headphones at work sometimes#actually might be able to get an access to work grant for bonus hearing aid equipment..... i should look into that#i was skeptical for ages bc i had a VERY old roger mic as a kid which was effectively a box on a lanyard i had to give to ppl#it was clunky as shit and had awful sound quality i gave up using it after a year or two#but now they have very sleek n subtle ones n the tech has improved so much like it filters bg noise n can connect to tvs n shit#so would be really useful in meetings or when im like. at a restaurant or somewhere w a lot of bg noise....#ahhhh itll take time to get everything sorted tho. need to start w just getting this audiology referral in place#ill swing by the gp practice after work tmr and ask for an appointment for that#need to get dressed and leave the flat.... but i dont want to 😔#in a bit....#.diaries
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe#wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life#i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever#i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel#nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao#it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts#anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months#i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff#not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck#so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally#the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit#and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better#so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic#then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot#i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again#and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline#so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done#but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy
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The fucking disconnect is so real.
#theo's thoughts#Story time for the people who love reading tags bc I love sharing things in the tags#So I work at a therapeutic day school and this past school year like four school days before Thanksgiving break I was asked a question#The question was if I would be willing to step up and be a long term sub in a middle school classroom#To me this was less of a question and more of a hey we need someone to do this and you're who the assistant teacher asked for#Which cool yeah fine I'll give it a go I really like that person (the assistant teacher who asked for me) and I trust her judgement on this#I was asked and accepted on Thursday. Friday‚ Monday‚ and Tuesday happen. Then three day Thanksgiving break#When we got back from break I was the teacher and it was rough at first and it sure as hell was never easy but I enjoyed it#My formal teacher observation was my boss basically going like so I see you doing all the things and the basis is there#But it's not being followed through on because of behaviors from the most unmedicated classroom I've seen in all my years working education#And now for the summer they're changing 2/3 staff that were in the room and who even knows who the teacher will be (a new hire? Maybe?)#If there truly is a new hire coming in (fed to the wolves immediately btw what a dick move) but that new hire will be the fourth teacher#These kids have had in a year? A year and a half max. The fourth. After the only thing I've been repeatedly told by admin for months#Is that we need to be stable and consistent because we may be these kids' only reliable source of that consistency and stability?#So you're going to have me come in and tell me I've done such a great job and then tell me you're moving me to 'give me a break'#Trauma informed care my fucking ass. I hope those kids raise fucking hell over it.#The brutal satisfaction of watching your own crops burn and knowing that the invaders will starve is great and all but these are kids!#They're barely just about to be teenagers (11 at the youngest and 14 at the oldest) and this is what you're going to do to them?#Yes they can be complete assholes and are often dicks to one another but they're in our school for a fucking reason? I don't get it.#Then two hours later after being told abt the change‚ the clinical director puts me as one of the three main recipients in an email#Saying that there's going to be a new student starting in that room in the summer and the real icing on the cake?#This all happens on last day before summer break. we're out of session for two weeks now and you're just dropping these changes on us now?#God I'm so fucking tired
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My brain is. Absolutely buzzing with fic ideas right now and last night I started on a new one because I felt like i had to at least get the premise down before I lost it, but now I'm nearly 6k words in and oh no I don't have time to get another longfic wip going.... I'm 140k words deep into two other longfics right now 😭 I want to get into it, but I have too many stories fighting for attention in my head and this won't end well if I hop between them all bc I want to finish something for once. Ahhhh!!! Darn you limited time.
#It's about to get so much more limited because I'm starting 6 day a week FFXIV prog on Monday#technically I started last night (so I was up until 11:30pm writing the first 2k words of this...) but we have today off bc I have a concer#and like. getting off work at 3:30 if i then have 3 hours of prog. an hour to make dinner. 30-40 minutes to walk/run/exercise#that's not enough time to get out many words of fic. not if i want to do other enjoyable things with my life#so my productivity is going to tank.#so far my daily average wordcount for may has been over 3k which is insane. but i haven't had raid in ffxiv this so far this month#so that means a lot more time to write. as in 3 more hours per night to write. not that i usually write for 3hrs#but still. you get the gist of it. it's also 3 hours i'm not sitting at my computer so it's easier on the body to sit at the comp and write#anyway for anyone who is reading these tags for a mysterious reason. 1) hi. 2) this is. you probably guessed it. a dmc fic#this one is based on the vergil time travel idea that spaceacerat proposed. there are so many ways it could go but-#-this is one that would take place right before sparda leaves so sparda is still there and vergil has to convince him not to go#the thing there is i'm not really sure how it would end...in my other time travel fic i DO have an explanation for how sparda died#but i developed it specifically for that fic and it would not work for a happy ending in this fic. which i'd like to have#that fic also takes place after sparda's gone so. y'know.#but yeah i...as i'm writing this i now have somewhat of an idea for an ending but it's. bittersweet? maybe? hmmm#but yeah! never underestimate my love for time travel fics it's my favorite trope of all time. has been since i met trunks dbz as a kid.#erurandomness#erubabbles
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i'm really getting my hopes up for this job i'm interviewing for tomorrow and that's probably not a good thing lmao
#it's a fucking dog food company 😭#like. “what do you do for work” “oh yeah i'm a data scientist for a dog food company”#i like the neighborhood the office is in also (and it's hybrid in the office 2-3 days a week which is cool with me)#i'm a really good fit too like i actually check all of the boxes on the job description!!!#my pay would be the same/maybe slightly higher than my last job so no major salary increase but at this point idgaf lmao#i've been unemployed for over two months and my severance money is dwindling so i would just like An Income#m.txt
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guys im getting my ass kicked send backup
#sob#i hate the first day in a new station by yourself its the WORST#cus the last 2 days ive been jist straight vibin bc i didnt have to be too fast#since i had the person who trained me helping#but now she has abandoned me :(#and like yeah i get WHY but also it sucks#my fingers hurt i have no subs and im behind on where i should be :(#really i SHOULD just work through this break but like#no#i mean its not like im in TROUBLE trouble bc i DO have some pre-made from yesterday so like.#but i dont wanna rely on those bc there is still a limited number of them#so im not REALLY drowning but it FEELS LIKE i am#also its so funny that im being abandoned NOW bc like.#buddy.#ive only spent 3 days in this station.#and we're going to be kff for THREE WEEKS#im not going to be fast enough when we get back to be alone ANYWAY#cus i BARELY KNOW WHAT IM DOING#shh ac
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"if i finish this i will watch a horror movie" thing kinda backfired it's 9pm lmao
#will i still do it. yes. probably.#it would probably be more fun in the night too so yeah#but god fucking damn it can i please just finish this thing#i cant even be properly mad at myself because ive been Actually Working in these last days lol#at last!!!#it feels like i can actually finish the whole thing next week :')#i started this at the beginning of September goddddddddd 😭😭#if i took it more seriously from the start it would've been done by now lol#but i guess at least im making progress#i am kinda getting nervous thinking abt deadlines and actually applying even tho i still have like a month for one school#and 2+ months for others lol#there's one in italy that's earlier than that but not sure if i wanna go for that one tbh so........ idk#but since it's wayy cheaper and i dont have many cheap options and i fear the same thing (aka not being able to go bc#of money) will happen again this year lol#so yeah just. not sure in general.#if i think too much about any of this i start to question everything anyway lmao so i shouldnt <3#i gotta visit my old uni to talk abt some letters too which i Know for a fact they would write#but it's so nerve wracking to think about butttt i gotta do it this week/early next week so.....#(this week means actually the next week in this case i guess lmao since it's friday rn)#bc they said 2 weeks notice sooooo im guessing that would be okay but u knowwwwwww ugh#okay. my goal is to just do this thing today#then finish the whole project tomorrow#then do the other readjustments for the other projects in a few days hopefully#then go to school#yeah. doable. perfectly doable#i gotta arrange the (redacted) and (redacted) meetings too lol buttttt yeah#🗒#wow i didnt intend to write this much tbh anyway
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