#been sooo much 'ughh but i want to be a woman but i want to be a man but neither but both ughh what am i'

[nyastyaraspurrtina]

my life improved drastically upon realizing i can be a man and a woman. highly recommend

[onismdaydream]

HII!!! for the past like two days I have been scouring your account for your yuuji content.. because it's SOOO GOOD. And I can NEVER find yuuji fics! ><!

I just love how you write, and it's kept me thirst for him quenched but I just- HAVE to get this out there. I guess it's a writing request..

I have this one specific thirst that just. UGHHH. Basically, I loveee yuuji fics, and it's common knowledge that he has sukuna inside of him. (Lol) sukuna, who can basically manifest as a mouth. DO YOU SEEE WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS?? there is just so much potential. And we already know the the mouth can manifest literally anywhere! His cheek, his.. HAND.

UGHHHH

Like just imagine like- being with yuuji, and barely getting into the 'intimate' parts of your relationship. And I mean barely (once or twice), and at first sukuna is annoyed after, bc like- OF COURSE HE IS! How dare yuji, a little brat, do such things when he KNOWS he can see everything! Nobody wants to see some new inexperienced couples fucking? (Me) nobody!

But.. if you can't stop them, join them.. right?

So, maybe he tries to convince yuji to let him have some fun with you. Though yuji immediately says no, that's totally weird!

...

Won't stop sukuna though. So next time you guys start to have fun.. worked up from a mission, unable to keep your hands from eachother.. which lead to yuji having two of his fingers knuckle deep inside of you, pumping in and out, hitting that spot that makes you see STARS.. when all of a sudden, you feel a tounge lap at your clit! 🥺🤭 whaatttt!!

It catches you so off guard, it takes a minute for you to register what's going on, but when you do.. you wrap your hand around yujis wrist, tugging him away.

"Whats wrong?"

!!! How do you even begin to explain? There's SO many things wrong. Starting with the fact that SUKUNA, the person who literally hates both your guts, literally tried to eat you out.. to the fact that, you liked it.. it felt good!

"I think.. I don't.. basically-"

What do you say? What CAN you say? What if when you tell him, he stops? Ughh this is just so- UGH!

"Whats wrong brat? Use your words."

Followed by a dark chuckle, like he's laughing at you. Coming right from yujis cheek. GOD he is so annoying.

"Sorry, brats, just had to have a taste.."

OKAY ANYWAY. This is getting too long BUT it would probably be followed by a small little argument between yuji and sukuna, but thankfully sukuna convinces yuji.. probably by saying that he could either use his mouth, OR take over yujis body and have his way with you ♡🤭 and OBVI yuji chooses the first one bc he doesn't want you to get hurt..

at first he acts like he doesn't like it, but that facade doesn't last long, you hoth love all the new opportunities that come with this.. i mean like, youre both new to all this so maybe when he isnt sucking on your clit, he could talk you both through it teaching yall sime jew tricks along the way 🥰♡

you see what I'm saying, right?

Finish it, if you want, I would LOVE to see your take on this, but I just HAD to get this out there, otherwise I would go crazy..

But anyway, how was ur day? 🥰🎀

-your horniest yuji lover!♡🎀

AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg??? first of all, thank you!! you're so sweet and this literally made me so happy when i saw it this morning !! i'm sorry i didn't respond earlier, i've had a kinda shitty work schedule + being a little sick so i haven't had much time here <3

UGHH I LOVE THIS IDEA!!!! i've seen similar concepts (sukuna joining/forcing) and it's always so HOT!! i especially love the idea of sukuna licking at your clit and yuji not even realizing... like he's so distracted by the pretty faces and beautiful sounds you're making that he doesn't feel the way his palm morphs or just how much wetter it gets from sukuna's spit..... it's just sooooo good!!

sukuna makes a deal that if he's allowed to fuck you the way he wants, then he'll tell yuji what to do ("the proper way to fuck a woman") and yuji feels a little guilty for considering it but he really really wants to treat you the way you deserve and he has his own selfish reasons of wanting to feel you come around his cock. and maybe it doesn't take much convincing because sukuna's mouth is back on you and making you see stars that you both agree lol

and i don't mind at all if you ever wanna dump your ideas here <3 i think we all need a space to put our thoughts before they make us go crazy! that was what i did before i started this blog :)

[fandoomrants]

Bruuuuh, just finished ep 8 of aaa, can't wait to watch ep 9... In 3-4 hours after work 😭😭

All I wanna say, I excuse all of Agatha's war crimes. She never did anything wrong, hands down.

ANYWAY, QUICK SPOILER-Y THOUGHTS ABOUT E8 UNDER THE CUT:

I just... Love how everyone was like: Teen is Billy! Rio is Death! Billy/Teen/William made the Road same way Wanda put Westview under a spell.

And for all of these I was like "Oh, yeah. Makes sense. Anyway, I don't believe until I see.... 🙃🙃

Also. Confession time: I didn't think Jen's an interesting character, tbh. Only started appreciating her sass in ep 7 and now in ep 8. I'm ashamed of myself. Thoo, I was starting to believe she would really have a bigger role. What was that?

On this trail of thoughts. Jen and Billy/etc discussing Agatha and Rio's relationship? DIED (like Agatha). They really said the stuff people had been saying out here all week.

Idk why I was surprised Rio and Agatha are so toxic.... I KNEW THEY ARE.

But ngl, I really, really felt bad for Agatha. She... She really hated Rio. By the end, I wasn't sure if I wanted to see that kiss... :/

Still happy we got it, thoo.

Despite everything. Rio. The woman creature, you are!

She did love Agatha and wanted her dead so she'd be with her, huh? She was sooo hurt.

Also, again. KNEW IN THE END IT'LL BE A CHOICE BETWEEN BILLY AND AGATHA!

And omggg, I was right! Agatha's never walked on the Road before, lol. Because everyone else was right and it's a scam, it doesn't exist.

Love how she played along, thoo.

Back to what I said about Agatha's war crimes excused??? Yeah, laughed soooo much when I heard she's the one who did this to Jen. Awful but. Come onnnn. Crazy woman. I LOVE HER.

And the whole "idea" of the Road is that you get what you want and... Then you die?! I mean... Sorta poetic.

Ughh. Agatha's ending :/ Saw it coming, still sad. Good ending, though. And well. We got that Aharhario kiss. BUT AT WHAT PRICE!? Rio seemed sad too... Was chasing Agatha around her crazy type of foreplay?

Love how she made her corpse flowers.

Is it bad it was so bitter yet I still ship them? Probably. Now I know I'm not only into milfs but batshit crazy people too.

And Billy's ending??? Honeyyy. EVERYTHING FROM THE ROAD WAS IN YOUR ROOM. YOU DIDN'T FIND IT STRANGE?!

And that laugh in the end?? Whaat??

One last thing before I'm late for work!

KNEW THE ROAD GAVE ME WIZARD OF OZ VIBES WITH THE PATH!

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Agents of SHIELD S4E05-S4E07 reaction

It's been a few days so I don't really remember much what was happening lol so I watched episode 4 again

Had to say regardless of everything, FitzSimmons looking to move in together is cute. Also that conversation between May and Aida is hilarious to watch

Agents of SHIELD S4E05

-It actually makes sense that Simmons would be mad at Fitz lol

-I feel like Fitz shouldn't have kept the Aida project hidden because it clearly will go wrong......

-just last episode FitzSimmons were moving in together and it was so sweet and now they are fighting again I feel sad

-Daisy's power is kinda inconsistent tbh. in season 2 she can create a whole avalanche and now she can be crippled for life by her own power which just... doesn't make a whole lot of sense

-I can hear May say "stop whining" a hundred times and I wouldn't be bored because that's very hot for some reason

-Have to admit the Ghost Rider is handsome when he was ghostbusting

-Ughh this anti-inhuman woman senator is sooo annoying I cannot

-The new director really is a representation of politicians lol the way he changes Simmons' words is so hilarious to watch. That's basically this show's way of throwing dirt at the politicians and I'm not even mad at the new director

-This fight in the prison cafeteria is so epic omg

-It's possibly my favorite fight after that fight where Skye went to save Lincoln in season 2

-Daisy is so hot omfg

-I didn't see this coming. This new director is inhuman?

-Did I hear that right, May saw Coulson after she's dead?? Is this the season where I finally get the May+Coulson romance because I'd buy it

-Man I love that May and Coulson are Daisy's mom and dad figure and they came back for her

-I love this talk between May and Daisy

-Finally, someone talked to her and idk tell her that Lincoln wouldn't want her to kill herself

-I still miss Lincoln

-My poor child is in so much pain imma cry

Agents of SHIELD S4E06

-I don't trust this new director and his new assignment for Jemma

-Waited for six episodes and Coulson is finally standing up against this new director

-FINALLY

-It's about time

-So Robbie inherited the Ghost rider? Can he pass it on to another person? the Ghost rider is another concious thingy living inside of him?

-I mean that's interesting setting and all but what is this show with "I'm dead" "I'm alive again" thing. It happened to Coulson and then May and now Robbie

-Does this director do anything other than being in the way??

-The way the Ghost rider breaks out of the containment module was super impressive

-I thought this new director was an inhuman? what's his power though? He seems kinda useless just getting beat up by Ghost rider

-At least Daisy put up a fight against him

-It's good to see Daisy hack again and finally rest her wounds

-Okay so I'm not that surprised or rather I don't care that much that Eli was the evil boss, but I am curious about what's about to happen next and why he can create matter because there has to be an explanation, right?

-Also what happened to Fitz and Coulson?

-And where is Jemma?

Agents of SHIELD S4E07

-Oh no I don't buy it at all, Coulson and Fitz can't be dead

-ahhhh I seee. Fitz and Coulson and Robbie are turned into ghosts

-It is handy though, that they managed to listen in on the director and Coulson get to listen in on May lol

-Nobody was allowed to read the Darkhold but somehow Radcliff was allowed to read it? Just because he is a scientist?

-I've missed seeing Daisy in a fight scene

-If Robbie dies, and Mack becomes the new Ghost Rider, then that will certainly make Mack a more interesting character lol

-Who is this dude Simmons is helping that's so secretive?

-Robbie basically built his car and Fitz basically built Aida. I guess that's why Robbie can influence the car and why Fitz can influence Aida

-yeahh...I've been wondering how Aida could go wrong because it so clearly was gonna go wrong. seems like letting her read the book is the thing that will make it go wrong

-Because even though Aida saved Coulson and Fitz I wonder what Aida will become after all this

- it feels like it's gonna be the cliche troop of "robots are the threat" I wonder where this is going

-The way Robbie puuled himself through the portal was pretty badass lol

-I feel like there is a genuine friendship between Robbie and Daisy and I'm here for it

-Not romance though, because Daisy just lost Lincoln and it's too soon.

[ladyofscreenshotsmiraboo]

She's Changed.

Encanto Au

Summary: Things have been changing around the Casita. Veronica's moved in, Mirabel is unwell and the baby war has been waged.

"Let's hope tonight is not a complete disaster!"

'Family dinner. First family dinner with Veronica living in the Castia.' Bruno thought to himself rubbing his arm nervously as he watched Julieta finish up dinner with Antonio. "Sooo...first family dinner with Veronica huh? You and Pepa are good with Veronica right?" Bruno said with anxiousness in his voice. After Veronica rejected his proposal, broke up with him and then tried to get back together and made him apologize for the break up, if it wasn't for Pepa's hurricanes and Julieta telling Bruno stick up for himself he probably would have apologized. "Well I can't speak for Pepa...but I'm willing to give her a second chance."Julieta said smiling at her brother. Bruno sighed in relief. "However if she does something that you don't like, be sure to stick for yourself or we'll have to speak up for you. And after last time I don't think we want that." Julieta remarked. Bruno shuddered thinking back to that day where the whole family had hold back a enraged Pepa from zapping Veronica.

"I know hermana, i will." Bruno blushing at how much his sister cared for him, after living in the walls for years, he knows how Pepa and Julieta had such a hard time with him leaving. Just then Mariano and his Mother walked "Hola." The elderly woman said addressing everyone in the room. "Hola, Senora Guzman." Antonio greeted her with a smile. "How are you Antonio?" "Well Senora, thank you." Antonio replied. "Bruno, this will be the first time that I meet you're girlfriend. I bet she's a sweetheart." The woman assumed. She wasn't completely wrong but once you get Veronica to put down her walls actually pretty amazing and sweet.

"Dinner is almost done. Tontito will you help set the table?" Julieta asked Antonio he replied with a smile and went into the dining room to set up the table meanwhile Mirabel threw up everything she had for lunch after she was sure that she was done, she got up got rid of waste can cause their was no way anyone was gonna use that waste can again.Mirabel washed out her mouth with water and then flopped on the bed, she was tired ALL THE TIME. It felt like someone was taking all of her energy and even eating was tiring. "Mirabel it's time for dinner!" Camilo called from down stairs. "Ughhh, Coming!" Mirabel Laid down on her bed trying to force her body to move off the bed. "Castia, my shoes please." Castia used the tiles on the floor to bring Mirabel her shoes to her feet, Mirabel put on her newly made sweater she opened the frame of wood and walked down the stairs while having no energy to slide down like she normally did, slightly dragging her feet but stopped in her tracks as Veronica came out of Bruno's tower in a nice dress and sweet perfume

"Hola, Mirabel ready for dinner?" The aroma of the sweet scent nauseating to Mirabel, she quickly covered her nose and just smiled "Yes I'm gonna see if Mamá needs any help. See you." Mirabel bolted down the stairs to the kitchen, trying not to start hurling again. Veronica rolled her eyes and fixed her ear rings. "Mi Amor, you excited for supper tonight? First dinner together since you moved in." Bruno knew that things with and the family were tense. He wanted to make sure tonight was peaceful and joyful, Veronica is easily offended by little things, but she's getting better.

"Your niece just avoided me completely. This is what I'm talking about Bruno the family doesn't like me only Felix and I really get along everyone else treats me like -ughh! Whatever, I'm fine." Veronica walked off leaving Bruno confusion but then she stopped and looked at Bruno angrily "Oh, so you're not gonna calm me down?" Veronica said with annoyance to the situation.

"I thought you said you were fine?" Bruno replied the evening was already off to a bad start.

"Bruno. When a woman says she's fine it really means everything is falling apart on the inside!" The long haired woman shouted as she stomped down the stairs. Her fist trembling with anger how a hot head like her and a low self esteemed man like him ever ended up together the world may never know.

So Uncomfortable, that is the best way to describe this dinner uncomfortable. Veronica on the right brooding as Bruno quietly eating his dinner. "Veronica, Bruno told me that you where beautiful but your gorgeous, how old are you?" Mariano' mother was just being polite and Veronica took as declaration of war. "45. If you don't mind me asking Señor Guzmán, where is your husband?" Shocked everyone dropped their forks, Abuela almost choked on her wine, Dolores and Camilo cringed, Mirabel who was trying her best not to falling asleep shot up surprised at what Veronica just said even Antonio and Felix faced palmed, but before the conversation it could go any further..."45! Please, Veronica when you were 45 the priest, still had a full head of hair." Everyone turned their heads to see Raaj. "¡Papá!" Baby Carlos yelled he was so big now he just turned 1, he was so cute and chubby. Raaj continued his take on Veronica's age "Veronica when you were 45 Camilo was still in diapers!" "Hey!" Camilo exclaimed embarrassed. "When you were 45, my grandmother still had teeth. When you were 45-" "ALRIGHT! I'm not 45." Veronica shouted frightening everybody even little baby Carlos. "Hope you have enough food! Cause I'm starving." Raaj pulled up a chair right next to Luisa "Hey Lui, how are you." Luisa hated that nickname that Raaj gave her, the most annoyed with his presence was Isa who thought that Raaj was a bum. "Raaj i thought you left the encanto, what are you doing here?" Isabela asked the cocky black haired man. "I was but then I heard Veronica here moved in and I had to see the drama." Raaj replied as he got up from his seat and went over to Mirabel "Hi baby." Raaj kissed Mirabel on cheek who wasn't even surprise she was used to his in and out personality. "So what i miss?" Raaj said as he started to put food on his plate. "Well, Senora Guzman was just about to tell me why she doesn't have her husband with her." Veronica replyed.

Mariano sat in his chair holding Dolores as she cringed at the situation at hand. "Why is everyone so quiet now?" Veronica asked already knowing why. "My father left when I was very young, i was mostly raised by my mother." Mariano said in calmly with a tin of sadness in his voice. "Oh, well that explains why you're always so sensitive Mariano." "Mi vida." Bruno stopped Veronica in her sarcastic comments. "Well, if there is one thing I can say about my husband is that I adore his sentimental taste in life and I hope it gets passed down to our children." Dolores said changing the subject to children.

"Oh absolutely. Dolores, you and my son need to hurry up Mirabel and Raaj are probably gonna have a whole flock of children before you two have your first." Mariano and Dolores chuckled at the elderly woman's comment. "Don't worry. Raaj is always in and out of the encanto, so I highly doubt that." Dolores laughingly replied after Bruno proposed to Veronica and she rejected him, Dolores put babies on hold but there was no way Mirabel and Raaj were gonna have more children.

That thought was interrupted by cocky familiar voice. "I don't know about that Dolores you're mother in law might have a point, me and Mirabel already talked about more children in the future." Raaj interjected implying that him and Mirabel already decided to have more children. "Is that true Mirabel?" Julieta asked in concern for her daughter's health. "Sí Mamá me and Raaj have thought about it. I would want Carlos to have siblings." Mirabel nervously answered knowing what her mother was thinking. "But the midwives and the doctors said that you shouldn't get pregnant again after your last pregnancy." Isabela reminded remembering how difficult it was for Mirabel being pregnant and the birth was anything was but easy." "Correction. They said that it would be risky to get pregnant again, but they never said she 'shouldn't'." Raaj said using air quotations on 'shouldn't'.

"I remember what the doctor said jackass, I was there." Isabela threw insulting names at Raaj on a daily basis so no one was surprised by it. "With that being said if you are going to have more children than Mariano and Dolores don't you think you should marry my sister?" Isabela asked Raaj, it annoyed her that he got her baby sister pregnant and didn't marry her if the people in encanto didn't love Mirabel as much that talks would have been ugly. "Mariano and me want at least four children i don't think they're gonna surpass us." Dolores said in a know it all way. "I heard you and Mirabel talking about it and you said that Carlos only needs a little sister."

Dolores and Raaj started to go back and forth with each other. "Okay however even if Mira and I only have one more, we'll probably have it before you and Mariano have your first so." Raaj snapped back at Dolores who was very clearly annoyed. "Let's just stop going back and forth guys please." Pepa as a cloud formed above her head from annoyance. "Alright then since you're so sure how about a bet?" Dolores suggested. "Alright, if I bet that by the next Memorial at the river will have already given me a daughter by then." Raaj said absolutely sure of it. "Okay okay, but if Mariano and I have a child first you stop freeloading off of us." Dolores challenged tired of him showing up eating there food, not contributing to the encanto and getting away with it because he's Carlos's father. "Deal." Raaj agreed he knew he wouldn't lose. "Deal." Dolores repeated sure that she could get this bum out of home for good. Little did she know that she already lost she just couldn't hear it yet rest of the family was just in awe of what just happened.

"Mamá please. Veronica has changed." Bruno said trying his best to stick up for his hot headed girlfriend who was not in the room. "Brunito, no she hasn't she's just as belligerent as she was the day you brought her here too meet me. Have a vision about how this relationship will end I know it won't be pretty." Abuela never liked Veronica but she has taken it too far bringing up old wounds for Mrs. Guzman and Mariano. "Mamá i thought you said you be more supportive of me." Bruno recalled that day while rebuilding the Castia when his mother pulled him aside and hugged him tightly and apologized. They both cried and promised to do better. "Bruno she embarrassed you and the family. She was rude and insensitive. She's lived in the encanto all her life there's no way she didn't know about Mariano's father." Abuela ranted with disappointment and regret. "Mamá Veronica's is getting better she was just having a tough time. Unlike that lousy excuse for man Mirabel calls her boyfriend. Why isn't he getting any flak, he was rude to." "Yes Raaj was rude but this isn't about him." Abuela was starting to lose her patience with the lousy people her children and grandchildren were bringing home Mariano beats Veronica and Raaj by a landslide. "Brunito i want you to have love in your life but I don't think you'll find it with Veronica. Abuela put her hand on her son's face.

[amelink66world]

Love of my Life

Heyyy guys!! Checks out the new chapter! Kinda steamy ;)

Patience...or not?

It's been exactly 2 weeks since their date. They had gone on four more dates each one ending just like the first one, though the feeling of need only intensified with the next. Even the slightest touch ignited a fire inside them.

This going slow thing is too much!! I can't bear it anymore. I have to talk to her! I mean, she's killing me here. Ughh but I need to wait. This is what she wants and I can do anything for her. Sooo, suck it up, Atticus Lincoln. He groaned thinking why in the world did he agree to take things slow when he knew it would be too hard to control himself in her presence, especially when she looked sooo sexy all the time! It's like she was doing it on purpose!!! He walked towards the coffee cart, waiting for Amelia as usual. He chuckled, she's always late.

Meredith and Maggie tried their level best to mind their own business but Amelia was making it really very hard. This whole past week, she was in a pretty bad mood. You could hear her soft groans and grunts from time to time. Some head banging on the table was involved too. One time, Meredith had to cover Bailey's ear when his dearest Aunty Amelia came down the stairs cursing. Of course, she hadn't noticed the child in the living room before muttering those horrendous words not suitable for a child to hear.

Maggie probed and prodded her occasionally but she just wouldn't budge. Meredith finally snapped. "WHAT?!" They were carpooling to the hospital, as usual. Amelia looked up from her usual seat at the back, astonished. She was continuously sighing which annoyed the crap out of Meredith. Amelia asked, " What? What did I do? "

" Obviously something's bothering you, Amelia. We can't see you like this anymore. What is it? Just spit it out now! ," Meredith said indignantly.

" It's nothing," she muttered.

Maggie sighed. Curiosity was turning into exasperation. " You know, you can talk to us, right? We're here for you," she smiled. Amelia returned her smile and told her genuinely, " I'm just not ready to tell y'all about it. I'll tell you two at the right time. Don't worry about me." Meredith seemed convinced with her answer too and nodded before continuing driving.

SHIT! I'm late again. Link must be waiting for me. Ugghh, she groans way too loudly. Amelia rushed to the attendings' lounge and quickly changed into her scrubs. She hurried towards the coffee cart and could not spot Link anywhere. He didn't wait for me?! Oh yeah right,who am I kidding? I'm 20 minutes late! He can't wait for me forever. He has patients to see, Amelia thought sadly. Dejectedly she stood in line which was moving way too slow adding to her frustration.

What she didn't know was that Link had noticed her almost dashing towards the coffee cart and wanted to tease her a little bit. He just moved a few steps back and his behind a tree until she got in the line. This was his favourite pastime now, to rile Amelia up so much that she would be forced to break that "going slow" deal and crack under the pressure. He would always pull away just in the nick of time before things got too far, making her mad. He just loved it when she got mad. Her cheeks flushed deep red and her eyes burned with such fire and desire when she got angry that he had a hard time keeping himself in check. Obviously what he was trying to do had consequences too. He always had to adjust his clothing to get rid of the sudden tightness he felt after such nuances.

Amelia suddenly felt the oh so familiar fingers sliding up her arm and her back being pressed to a sturdy chest. " You like to make me wait, don't you?", he breathed in her ear. The obvious innuendo was not lost on her. She shivered. Okay. That's enough! Do I really need to hold on for soooo long?! I'll jump him RIGHT NOW! Uggghhh...but he turned it into a competition now. No backing out now, Amelia Shepherd.

Link very well knew what effect he had on her. He wanted her to know the ridiculousness of the deal. Deciding to play dirty, he started peppering her exposed neck with feather light kisses driving her mad. They were in the middle of the park, for crying out loud!! Amelia clutched his arms wrapped around her waist for support. She was trying so hard not to moan that it seemed to physically hurt her. Her nails dug into his skin but he didn't seem to mind. Finally satisfied with his work, he pulled back before softly kissing her cheek from her behind.

Breathless, Amelia opened her eyes and smiled at his goofy face. She then mock glared at him and whispered fiercely, " You'll pay for this, mister."

His face gleamed with a dazzling smile, "Oh, that's the whole plan all along. I'll definitely wait for it." He winked at her. She blushed deep red and hit his arm. Both of them laughed. They engaged in a deep conversation about their surgeries for the day and planned to watch movies together after their shifts.

As usual, Link ordered her coffee and paid. Amelia didn't even bother to protest, he just never listened.

Their hands were constantly bumping while walking towards the hospital. Neither of them noticed who held whose hand first. It just kept happening again and again. It became like a routine. Meeting each other first thing in the morning after reaching the hospital, walking back together, having lunch in the cafeteria, making out in the on-call room for several moments between surgeries and then occasionally him dropping her off to Mer's place after their shifts. This became like a routine. THEIR routine.

The elevator was partly empty by the time they entered. They were standing next to each other with his hand on her back when suddenly a large group of people entered the elevator together. It had suddenly become very crowded. To shield Amelia from the occasional bumping, he pulled her behind him at the back of the elevator and stood stoically in front of her. She stared at him with adoration for several long moments. She was utterly grateful for this man in her life. He is so damn thoughtful! I've never had someone thinking so selflessly about me. God, I love him.

Link always wanted to protect her from everything in the world. He had decided he would always be her shield and keep her away from ever getting hurt. She could always lean on him and find him in her corner. He was pulled out of his thoughts when he felt her soft fingers gently wrapped around his waist from behind and she hugged him. Link felt his heart burst with emotion and a gleeful smile framed his face. He slightly leaned back to reciprocate the hug and caressed her fingers with one hand.

They were locked into a tight embrace till the elevator cleared out and they reached the Neuro floor. Link pulled her from behind him and towards his body. He kissed her deeply before whispering, "Have a great day." Amelia sighed with delight and kissed his cheek before pulling back. "You too!" She then playfully ordered after getting out, "Miss mee!!" She heard his laughter as the doors closed. She was highly enjoying the hospital nowadays.

Four hours and two craniotomies later, Amelia was starving. She missed Link terribly and had texted him immediately after her surgery but there was no reply. Maybe he's in surgery. Pcchhhh. She wanted to meet Link. She loved having him around. She loved their conversations, their silences, their routine. She was content and didn't want to lose all of this. She knew it was too soon to feel like this, yet she had never felt like this in her entire life! This was not irrational and impulsive Tumor Amelia. This was new. Wait, love? Is it really love? It's too soon. Nope.

She went to the cafeteria and suddenly found her eyes wandering aimlessly. Where IS everybody?! Suddenly quite surprisingly there was no one in this freaking hospital for her to talk to. There was always someone. ALWAYS. People never seemed to mind their own business here. Everyone knew about everyone and everything. Privacy actually is a thing of the past here. Groaning she grabbed a cookie and went to the pit to look for some interesting. A surgery always helps, doesn't it?

Going to the pit proved to be fruitful. Well not like thaaat, if you know what I mean. Not that I want people to have injuries. Her patient needed an ortho consult stat before going into surgery. Luckily, Nico took over for him in the OR and he came for the consult. Amelia was really glad.

Accustomed with Link's plan of action, she had already ordered an MRI. She was trying to read the scans in the room when Link suddenly brushed past her moving to the screen just next to hers. Obviously, it was intentional. Amelia hid her smile and acted nonchalant. In reality, her skin was tingling where his skin brushed hers. A devious plan popped up in her head and she smirked. No one messed with Amelia Shepherd.

Acting serious, she deliberately brushed past his body and moved to his left. Link worked an eyebrow and looked down at where her skin touched his. He shrugged and concentrated on the scans. This happened again. And again. He smirked and tilted his head towards her. " What are you doing, Amelia? Is this your weird version of Tit for Tat, huh?," he asked with amusement.

Amelia feigned offence, " Hey! First of all, it's not weird. Second, what are you talking about?," she asked with innocence and blinked. He just squinted his eyes accusingly and looked down at her, trying to break her facade but she just shrugged and moved. AGAIN. This time, the scan Link was looking at suddenly interested her too much.

Unabashedly she moved to stand right in front of him and leaned back slightly. Link's breath hitched and his hand involuntarily moved towards her. But he stopped them just in time. He wanted to see how far she'd go even if that meant taking a very cold shower in the lounge afterwards. He could practically see her smirk from the back of her head! Oh this woman will be the death of me! She knows what she does to me. Everytime. He held in a breath.

Feigning interest in the upper part of the scan, she stood her tip toes and leaned back furthermore to trace her finger on the scan. This movement pushed her ass right into his groin. Notwithstanding any of this anymore, Link groaned and grabbed her waist tightly. He pulled her body snug towards him and breathed down her neck. " Well played, Amelia," he whispered seductively. Before he could start kissing down her neck, Amelia rotated her hips once before turning in his arms. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pushing her body towards him which he gladly accepted. She kissed along his jaw and moved to his neck before brushing her lips with his.

Wanting to dominate the kiss, Link deepened the kiss and softly bit her bottom lip. Several moments later, she pulled back and moved towards his neck. Her kisses ignited a fire inside his body and he pulled her towards him even more. His fingers played with the hem of her top. She slided her fingers to his hair and gently tugging his hair. He groaned and moved his hand inside her top. She sighed loudly and bit his earlobe before seductively whispering, "The ball was always in my court, mister." She tugged his hair once last time before completely pulling back, leaving him shocked and equally frustrated.

She was grinning triumphantly whilst adjusting her top, all the while maintaining eye contact with him. Link groaned in frustration, " Ameliaaaaa...nooo. You cannot do this to meee! ", he whined. Amelia only laughed and blew a kiss at him while moving towards the door. " Tit for Tat, baby. I...have surgery. And you obviously need to take care of...that," she pointed towards his lower half. Link looked down horrified and completely missed her disappearing in the hallway.

Her laugh echoed making him laugh at her feistiness. God, I love that woman. I promise, one day I'll marry her. This was what he totally loved about her, she never backed down from a challenge. He shook his head at her antics with a loving smile on his face and stared at the door for few long seconds and moved to look at the scans, all the while adjusting his pants which was almost impossible in the condition she left him in.

Amelia's surgery finished early and she decided to wait for Link. She had texted Link. She even texted Meredith informing her that she would arrive home late. Upon receiving double question marks from her, she texted her that she would explain later. Maggie was the only person apart from Jo who knew about them. People were getting to know about them but the word hadn't spread much. For that she was grateful. All of the hospital gossip was now directed towards Jackson which she did not mind. That's the least he can go through for dumping my sister the way that he did, she puffed her cheeks and rolled her eyes.

In the attendings' lounge, about twenty minutes later, Link came running. She looked up from her instagram and chuckled at his disheveled appearance, " I will never get how you can run so much." She shook her head. Link laughed and leaned close to her face, whispering hoarsely, " Got to keep myself in shape," he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively. Amelia stopped chucking and looked deep into his eyes.

Link pulled back and removed his scrub too right in front of her face, his torso directly in her immediate lone of vision. Amelia's eyes darkened at the sight and she gulped. She suddenly found herself drooling and wanted so badly to touch those damn sexy abs. Her eyes patiently roamed his bare figure before meeting his eyes. He was enjoying it thoroughly. He was observing her face the whole time and smirked proudly. Her hungry, dark orbs met his playful, blue ones. They stared at each other for several long moments. His smirk grew even more and he flexed his pecks once before breaking eye contact and moving towards his cubby.

Amelia gulped and tried to calm her nerves. When did it get so hot in here?! She wanted to fan her face at the sight of his bare back but caught ahold of herself. She was ogling him shamelessly and she was painfully cognizant that he was aware of this fact. But she didn't care. That man is beautiful! It would be a shame not to stare at such a gorgeously sculpted man. But only I can stare! No one else. And why is he taking so long to change?!

" What?!," she shouted pointedly. She looked at him accusingly. Link turned around with pure innocence, " What?," he blinked like a child.

" Do it fast !"

" Do what fast?," he prompted feigning confusion. But he could not trick her.

" We're getting late. Change faster, Link!," she was getting really aroused and could not trust herself any longer. She even pointed her finger at him for extra measure. Link hid his smile and raised his arms in surrender. Suddenly he possessed the speed of lightning and was ready to leave in no time. He smirked and shrugged proudly.

Amelia shook her head and rolled her eyes at his petulance, " Couldn't you have done that sooner? " Link only laughed in response and took her hand in his.

They silently left the hospital and drove in Link's car. They were each telling how their day was when he pulled the car to a movie rental store. It was already late so they figured that they would rent a movie and watch at his place with pizza and popcorn. Each selected a movie of their choice, Amelia a rom-com and Link a superhero movie. Both of them laughed at the cliche an proceeded to get the pizza.

Amelia had spent the night at his place before so she already had extra clothes there. Link changed into his boxers and a loose tshirt while Amelia was in the washroom, freshening up. He laid put her pajamas on the bed before going to the kitchen to warm the pizza. He even prepared the popcorn and proceeded to keep the food on the on the sofa. He got comfortable by the time she arrived. He turned his head in her direction and felt the wind knocked out of his chest.

She had never looked sexier to him. She was wearing nothing but his old Mariners tshirt which was triple her size and hanged loosely on her body. It didn't even reach mid-thigh !! Her long, slim legs were completely bare and he had a hard time trying to concentrate on something other than her legs. Amelia dressed in his clothes made her ten times sexier. God, this woman surprises me every time! How does she expect me hold back when she's dressed like that?! Ugghh, Ameliaaaa. He silently groaned when she nonchalantly sat close to him and stretched her legs on the table in front. His eyes just could not leave her legs!

She snatched the remote from his lap and showed him a 'V' sign. She grinned and played her movie. Link stared at her, mesmerised. How can a person be so beautiful, both in and out?! She is the cutest human being on the planet. Wanting to feel her close to him, he pulled her close. He wrapped arm around her and she laid her head comfortably on his shoulder. They had their pizza while watching the movie. Well, Amelia watched the movie whereas Link watched her. He admired her completely and placed an impromptu kiss on her head.

Suddenly he reached into the pizza box only to find that one slice was left. Amelia had reached for a slice at the same time and their hands bumped. Both of them looked at each other with determination willing the other to back out. Amelia was quick to react though. She snatched the box and took off running. Link was both amused and determined to win at the same time. He followed her in the whole apartment and their laughter could be heard from a mile away.

Link was amazed. For such a petite person, she sure could run very fast. Her lack of clothing did not help his case either. His arousal was increasing by the minute. He followed her into the kitchen and it was now his turn to think quicker. He successfully trapped her between the kitchen counter and his body. Amelia tried to wiggle away but her efforts went in vain. He squinted his eyes and mock threatened her, " Give me the box, Amelia."

Defiance ran in her veins. " Nope. The slice is mine." She moved to open the box but before she could do that, Link pinned her hand behind her. The atmosphere in the room rapidly changed. Suddenly highly aware of their proximity, Amelia looked into his eyes only to find them dark with desire. Amelia wanted to melt at the hungry look he was giving her. I just don't want to wait anymore!

Link pushed himself closer to her to gauge her reaction. But she was visibly panting thereby encouraging him. He pried the pizza box from her hand and place it behind her on the counter, never once breaking the eye contact. His eyes fluttered closed and he inched his face closer but when he was only centimeters away from her lips, she whispered, " Link..."

Thinking she's asking him to stop so that they could take things slow, Link pulled back slightly but didn't remove his hands from her body. He desperately whined, " Please don't ask me to stop, Amelia. Screw 'taking this slow'. I don't want to take things slow with you, Amelia. I'm all in. Do you hear me? All in. And I really, really like you. So let's just please forget about that. I really wanna feel you close to me. It's been too long, Amelia and I miss you! Also, how do you even expect me control myself while you waltz in the room wearing nothing but MY tshirt looking so damn sexy that I couldn't remove my eyes from you! You're killing me here, woman," he groaned.

Amelia stopped his rant by putting a finger to his lips. She then cupped his cheeks and made him look into her eyes. She smiled widely at him and whispered seductively, " Shut up, Link and just kiss me already! " Link looked at her with astonishment before grinning mischievously and picking her up in his arms. He placed her on the counter. He pried her legs open and stood between them.

The tshirt rode way up exposing her creamy thighs. Link ran his hands up her thighs and groaned, " God, you're sooo sexy, Amelia." She moaned and pulled him in by his tshirt for a bruising kiss. It had been too long. There was no stopping them now.

Their tongues were battling for dominance. Link wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled body close to his. Amelia played with the hem of his tshirt and pulled it above his head, momentarily breaking the kiss. Link used this opportunity to his advantage and completely dominated the kiss this time. He was hungrily kissing, biting, nipping and licking her lips. Amelia desperately groaned and held onto his shoulders with dear life. That kiss was single handedly capable of making her cum!

He moved down to her neck and pulled his tshirt down to fully expose her left shoulder. Amelia tilted her head to give him more access which he gladly accepted. He slid her right hand up her body and grabbed her breast. She moaned loudly and tugged his hair with her fingers. She bucked her hips forward in desperate need of friction. He was palming her breast through the tshirt. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him even more towards her.

He pulled back slightly only to remove her, rather, his tshirt from her body. He blatantly stared at her, taking her in, mesmerized. She was not wearing a bra underneath!! She definitely wanted to kill me tonight! She had given him enough time to start at her body and couldn't wait any longer. She pulled him down and kissed him fiercely. She ran her hand down his torso along his strong abs. Oh, I wanted to touch them for soooo long! Wanting to completely devour her, he picked her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist whilst he carried her towards the bedroom, never once breaking the kiss.

He sat on the edge of the bed with her sitting on his lap. He squeezed her cheeks pulling her further towards him. Both of them groaned. Amelia pushed him down on the bed and straddled him. She leaned down to whisper in his ear, " No more of this 'taking things slow' crap. I'm all in, too. And just by the way... I like you a lot too, Atticus Lincoln." She grinned down at him. Her words pulled at his heart strings and he quickly changed their positions. He pinned her arms above her head and smirked down at her, "That's good, Amelia Shepherd. That's the nicest thing I've ever heard," before diving in.

Author's Note:

Heyyy guysss!!! Sorry for being AWOL for soooo long. I don't even know what came over me when I took such a long break. Huuhh, writing again is so refreshing! I missed all of my readers!

This is a brand new chapter for you. I hope you really, really it ;))) Again, I apologize for the delay in updating this story. ( please don't hit me, guys 😅🙈 )

Anyway, don't forget to vote and do drop some comments! I just looovee reading your comments. They encourage me so freaking much! Thank you guys for all the love!❤ I surely don't deserve so much. Next chapter will be up in a few days. Until then.

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Matters of the heart Ep 5

Matters of the heart Episode 5 Love is blind {OPENING CREDITS} {cut to morning in Old Corona; a rooster crow is heard and pans to Varian working in his lab; in the background we see Isaiah poking his head around the corner} Isaiah: heh..gotta do this right..2 minutes and I’ll come back in… {He starts sneaking over to the door making sure not to alert his father} Ruddiger: *spots him and chitters alarmed* Varian: *turns around* Isaiah! Just what do you think you’re doing? Isaiah: I was just...ya know it’s...kinda stuffy in here sooo.. {Varian gives a dad glare} Isaiah: Okay! Okay! Fine! You caught me… I was trying to go outside… Varian: Isaiah we’ve been over this! Isaiah: I know but- Varian: No! You’re still injured! I mean for pete’s sake you’re still wearing bandages! You can’t just go roughhousing outside like you always do! Isaiah: I’m not gonna do that! I swear! Varian: Ya know I wish I could trust you not to but what you did was reckless enough! I’m not taking any chances! Isaiah: ughh!.... {He looks at Ruddiger} Isaiah: hmph! Tattle tail… Varian: No he’s a good boy… {Isaiah walks over to the window and looks out at the other kids playing} Isaiah: please? Just for a little bit? Varian: *sigh* no Isaiah i’m sorry… Isaiah: but- Quirin: I don’t know what’s going on here but i’d listen to your dad Isaiah… Isaiah: Grandpa! {Isaiah runs over to hug him and Quirin lifts him, tossing him in the air} Quirin: haha! There’s my boy! Now, what’s the trouble? Isaiah: I really wanna play outside but Dad says I can’t. Varian: Not yet Isaiah… you just got over a fever… Quirin: sorry Isaiah, but your Dad is right. Isaiah: What? Varian: What? I mean….yeah… Isaiah: Graaanndpaaa you’re supposed to be on my side!

{Both Varian and Quirin chuckle; yelling is heard outside} Quirin: Now what on earth? {They all go to the door and people are rushing to the main road} Varian: What’s going on? Villager: I don’t know! Apparently, there are a lot of horses coming our way! {Quirin and Varian look at each other} Varian: Isaiah take Ruddiger and go to your room! Lock the door and don’t come out until I say so! {With fear in his eye Isaiah nods grabbing ruddiger and rushing up the stairs; Quirin had his sword at the ready and Varian grabs his alchemy bag; cut to Both making their way through the crowd and to the front where a man stands in front of the crowd} Varian: A...Caravan? Quirin: phew… Stoica: Hello...My name is Stoica… Quirin: And how may I help you, travelers? Joseph: by sending them away if you ask me Varian: *rolls eyes* Seriously, is there anything about you that is likable? Joseph: oh shut it… Quirin: ahem...please let him speak. Stoica: My people have been on the road for a long time. We wish to set up in Corona for a time before moving on. We are willing to pay for food and supplies as well. If you’ll have us. Quirin: hmm...I see no issue with this… Joseph: Eh-wha-Quirin!? Are you kidding!? We don’t know these people! Varian: oh for the love of....Joseph shut up! My father has made the call. Leave them be. Quirin: If you desire there is a field we are currently not using. You may set up camp there. Stoica: You are too kind. Thank you for your hospitality. {He gives the caravan the signal to move when Joseph’s eyes widen} Joseph: Wait! {Everyone stops and Joseph walks over to a wagon and pulls a woman from it} Woman: AH! Stoica: LET HER GO! *unsheaths dagger* Joseph: You see!? This one is wearing a cloak! In the middle of a sunny day! Awful suspicious! And Stoica here dares to pull a knife on me! Quirin: you grabbed a woman from her wagon Joseph! Of course, he’s going to do that! Joseph: That still doesn’t explain the cloak! I bet she’s a criminal...hiding her face. We’ll soon see. Woman: No! I beg you! Stoica: Leave my sister be! You’ll harm her! {Joseph grips the hood} Woman: Please no! Varian: ENOUGH! {Varian runs out and stands between Joseph and the woman} Varian: Are you normally this stupid or is today a special occasion? Joseph: What are you saying, traitor? Varian: If you had taken a minute to look at her you’d know by now! She’s albino! Joseph:..A what? {varian rolls his eyes} Varian: Seriously am I the only one that reads? An albino. A rare skin condition that causes a lack of pigment. That’s skin color, eyes, and hair. The sun can physically hurt them! You take off that cloak and you’ll be causing her great pain. {they stare each other down} Quirin:...Stand down, Joseph… Joseph:...*spits* this town is going to the bloody dogs… {he leaves} Varian: Let me help you m’lady… *he helps her back onto the wagon* Woman: thank you...how may I repay you? Varian: I’d settle for your name {Stoica narrows his eyes} Woman:...Zapada...and I’m sure you’ve met my brother Stoica… Varian: I’m Varian… Zapada: well Mr.Varian...hopefully we meet again. {Stoica signals the caravan to move.} Varian: Yeah...so do I… {cut to later in the Village; Isaiah is looking excitedly at everything} Isaiah: Never thought I’d miss the outdoors so much! Oh, look! The stinky fish merchant! Merchant: Hey! Varian: The queen spent 18 years in a tower you only spent 2 weeks inside! Isaiah: Felt like 18 years… {Varian sees Zapada walking and reading} Varian: *gasp*...hey uh Isaiah...here’s some coins go explore a bit I have...errands to run… Isaiah:...free money and time to myself? I’m gone… {he takes the money and leaves; Varian takes a deep breath and goes to talk to her} Varian:...M’lady..no..uhh..hey ther-NO!...ZA-PA-DA hows it going? That’s stupid… ok Relax...ahem..Hello, my little snow an- {He’s hit in the face by the baker’s door; Zapada jumps and turns around with a yelp} Baker: huh? Oh. Watch it, Varian!... Zapada: *gasps and drops her book running over* Mr.Varian! Are you alright!? What on earth was his problem? You have done nothing to him! Varian: well hows that for an entrance? {They stare at one another for a second before Zapada hands him a cloth} Zapada: y-your nose is bleeding...I...I must go!... Varian: Hey wait! {She runs off} Varian: smooth Varian...Smooth… {Cut to Isaiah walking around the Caravan camp} Isaiah: Wow...this place is amazing...so much cool stuff… {As he’s walking he stops and sees an animal trader feeding his animals} Isaiah: Oh cool! Look at all of these! No way! Is that an alligator from the new world!? Trader: Indeed it is! I’ve gotten many offers on her. Isaiah: WWOOOWW! It’s so big and scaly! Just like in my books! {he walks around looking at all the creatures but stops at a wooden box} Isaiah: Hmm? {he goes to open the box} Trader: Ah! Boy, I wouldn’t-... {A golden cobra with red accents slides out hissing with its folds up} Trader: ah! Okay boy...just back away slowly… Isaiah: A Saporian Jeweled Cobra… Trader: Back away child! Isaiah: why are you so freaked out? Just relax...if you respect the snake...he’ll respect you… {he cautiously puts out a hand; the cobra sniffs it then slithers up his arm and around his shoulders} Isaiah: hehe! Hey! That-haha! That tickles!...you’re not evil, you’re a little noodle…

Trader: *practically shaking* Isaiah:...i have 5 gold pieces will that be enough? Trader: child, as far as I am aware he’s yours… Isaiah: Really!? Thanks! Do you hear that bud? Hmm..what to call you...I know..Draki...my serpent. {he pets his cobra; cut to late at night at Varians house; Varian and Quirin sit at the table drinking tea whilst Isaiah plays with Draki} Quirin: ...is it a good idea to have a cobra as a pet? Varian: *head in hands* is it a good idea to have a raccoon as a pet? Quirin: Fair point. Ruddiger: *chitters angrily* Varian: I’m just kidding bud… Quirin: Something wrong son? Varian: well...you know when you see someone and...you...can’t help but get curious about them? Quirin: mmhmm...are we talking about Stoica’s sister? *smirk* Varian:...there’s something about her...she’s so shy and...almost mysterious...I want to get to know her...have a least one conversation! But anytime we make eye contact she flinches or runs away! Quirin: *sips tea* well… the way I see it..she might be afraid...and I’m sure Joseph didn’t help...and anytime you’ve talked its been in a crowded public place. Varian: Then what am I supposed to do? Quirin: it’s dark now...she’s probably taken off her cloak. She’s probably more comfortable now that people are in their houses for the night...go..talk to her in a setting that’s comfortable for her. {Varian smiles at his dad and hugs him} Varian: Thanks dad… Quirin: you got this..and don’t worry i’ll watch uh..serpent boy here… {pan to Varian walking through the Caravan camp} Varian: her wagon had an emblem on it...of a hawk… {he looks around and spots it} Varian: there… {he walks up taking a deep breath and knocks on the door; after a few seconds Zapada answers and gasps; the moonlight shines off her white hair and she is in full view without her cloak} Zapada: M-Mr.Varian what are you…? Varian: I know it’s late and I’m sorry for this afternoon but I was wondering since the sun is down maybe you’d like to go on a stroll? Zapada:...me? Wit...with you? Alone? Varian: y-you’re not afraid are you? Zapada: well I… Varian: you don’t have to be afraid...not of me...I promise… {he takes her hand; she’s hesitant at first but nods and grabs her shawl before leaving; cut to later they’re walking in the orchard laughing} Zapada: so...you made a machine that almost literally blew away the entire expo? Varian: yeah not exactly the best idea in the world...so tell me about you… what’s your story? Zapada: well… Varian: well? Zapada: I was born into the Caravan...after our father Patrin died my brother Stoica took over. You know what people think of us...and with my...condition it doesn’t help...some see me as a curse...sometimes I think they’re right.. Varian: what? Zapada: My brother works so hard to protect me… I feel like a burden sometimes...my Caravan cares so deeply for me but...I don’t feel as if..I deserve it… Varian: But you’re so kind. And generous, and beautiful an- Zapada: what? Varian: You’re beautiful {Begin song “give yourself a chance”} {varian} You say people hate then so be it You say you’re not beautiful well I don’t see it People might judge at first glance But who cares what they think Give yourself a chance. How do I describe you to make you see All the things you do to me Your hair, your eyes, make my heart want to sing and dance It has me wondering… Is this romance? Even when the world looks down on you Look back at them with your eyes of rosey hue Stand up to them and tell them that despite your flaws You are perfect and no one can say anything because You made the choice to give Yourself a chance {end song} {Zapada cups his face with her hand and embraces him; Varian returns the embrace; they walk off into the orchard together; Later it shows them lying by a tree with the sun beginning to rise} Varian: Hey...Zapada? Zapada: hmm? Varian: I know the sunlight hurts your eyes...but have you ever watched the sunrise before? Zapada: I cannot say I’ve had the pleasure… {Varian takes off his goggles} Varian: put these on and look to the east… {Zapada puts them on and looks; she gasps and stares in wonder} Zapada: Varian...it is beautiful… Varian: yeah...the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen… {she looks back at him and smiles} Zapada: thank you, Varian… {Cut to the HQ of the cult; Cassandra is tied up with vines and screaming as magic surges through her} Cult leader: soon...the power will be coursing through her veins and take hold of her conscious. She’ll be strong enough to plan our next move after all these years… Noremoth: several if I’m not mistaken m’lady...but must the process of infusion be so..eck..hostile? {The cult leader glares at him} Noremoth: I’m only saying Zhan tiri’s power can only hold her so long before her true conscious breaks through every now and again. She is only a vessel we cannot completely erase...her true self. Cult leader: that maybe, however...that alchemist has something we need that will complete her transformation. When they destroyed the moonstone a singular shard was left. And it was placed in this alchemist’s care. Noremoth: so? Cult leader: ugh so naive...If we get the stone shard the infusion will be stabilized and Zhan tiri will become anew in a new body.  And with the device that we are building combined with our sweet vessel’s power, all of the seven kingdoms will kneel before us. Noremoth: ooohhh I like that plan m’lady… Cult leader: of course you do Noremoth… Noremoth: so then what is our next move? Cult leader: simple… {she takes out a newspaper page from Corona; it has a picture of Isaiah and reads “Boy destroys marketplace} Cult leader: ..Ransom.. {She crushes the paper} {END CREDITS}

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Arrow 7x18 brain dump

And we’re back from hiatus! Unlike a few that I see, I really enjoyed this episode! Sure the main story was clunky, and a lot of the dialogue was cheesy as hell, but the theme and notion behind it of women coming together to save the day was just everything that Arrow, and the whole Canary concept up until now has been missing. As usual, this got long, and gif-heavy, so apologies if you get bored haha!

Felicity

Yes of course we’re coming to Felicity first! Our (Smoak) Queen absolutely ruled the show this week! I still remember the fandom reaction when we heard the episode title…it was something along the lines of:

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And then the episode rolls round and it’s awesome (mostly) and Felicity is at the centre of it!! Amazing! In fact, it was so hard to separate this review into character/theme sections this week, as Felicity was intertwined so closely with all of them.

Felicity was at her finest this week. We saw her both as Overwatch and literally saving the day in the field. We had wifey Felicity, loyal friend felicity, mama Felicity, flirty-flirt Felicity….the list goes on!! And in an episode called Lost Canary??

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It was Felicity’s heart and famous empathy that really shone through for me this week. From start to end she tried her best to win Black Siren back round, to clear her name, and save her from herself. Our girl literally reached across time to help her friend. Now whether or not BS had earned/deserved that much effort on Felicity’s part is another thing altogether, but one thing that prevails is Felicity’s huge heart, her compassion and her unwavering belief in those she calls her friends. Her ability to see the good in people, even at their worst, is probably my favourite thing about her. And whereas Dinah was right to an extent about Felicity having ‘blinders’, she just wants to see the best in people. This is why she is the heart of the team. This is why Oliver fell in love with her. This is why I fell in love with her. The moment where she shouts at Dinah “we should be helping her not hunting her”, just epitomises Felicity for me.

It was ultimately Felicity’s stalwart belief in her that made BS turn ‘good’ in the end. Our girl literally put her and her unborn child’s life out there and dared BS to kill them to prove she was evil. In doing this, Felicity ultimately saves the day! Sure, we see Felicity being a badass every week, but watching her lead a team of women in the field was super emotional for me to watch.

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This did start to feel like a goodbye to Felicity, especially with the Sara scene, reminiscing and commenting on how far she has come. I imagine the timing of Emily’s announcement was planned to precede this last run of episodes for this reason. I’m still coming to terms with Emily leaving, and I haven’t been able to write anything about it yet (and not sure I will tbh), but episodes like this make me realise just how different (and by different I mean shitty) this show would have been/will be without her in it and I’m simply not ready still 😭😭😭

Olicity

We only got two Olicity scenes this week, which was actually far more than I thought we would get, and they bookended the episode so beautifully!! I still don’t think I’m over the cuteness this week!!

In the first scene we got a beautifully babbly Felicity; “Are you sure that you are ok, now that you know that your sister is evil and tried to kill you? Too soon?” 😂😂, along with a little of her own horn-tooting haha:

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Oliver’s little smile after that was just 😍😍

We had a cute little smooch, and touching!! It was so nice to see them being truly affectionate and comfortable around each other again!

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Then Oliver being all Protective Daddy!Oliver, asking Felicity to take it easy and look after her PRECIOUS CARGO!!!!!

NVJDFNVJDKVNFDVKND!!!! Honestly this will go down as being one of the great Olicity quotes for me! His little belly gesture, and then her adorable “I know” I can’t handle the cuteness guys!!!!!!

Oh and then there was the cutest Olicity scene everrrr!! Felicity returns from her bird adventures to find a sleepy adorable Oliver laid out on the couch 😍🔥😍

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OMGGGGG her face when she sees him, and tells him she’d missed him….hgfidsbodsnfv!!!

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The mystery remains as to just why Oliver is that exhausted…as I talk about in the next section, he and Dig didn’t do an awful lot this episode. The only acceptable answer is that they spent the rest of their time in the episode putting together an endless amount of baby furniture…I now decree this as FACT!!

Anyhoo…back to snuggly Oliver. Ughh this man does not stop being adorable (even with this hair)! He sits up and pulls Felicity into him by the bum (we all see you Oliver 👀) and smushes himself into her chest for a hug, kissing her shoulder, telling her how he will take care of her 😍😱 😍😱, then Felicity promptly asks for a foot rub, to which he happily obliges.

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I AM DECEASED!!!!

Combined with the ending of 4x08 this confirms that the Green Arrow is a cuddleholic, and I will watch this scene on a loop FOREVER!!! I could seriously watch the rest of this season/show just of them being affectionate and domestic like this. Your OTP could never!!

Oliver/Dig

Oliver goes on a little boys trip with Dig to try and find the killer of Emiko’s mother. I’m sooo glad they didn’t waste much time on this, and gladder still that they wasted no time at all on Emiko! Turns out the responsible party was one of the Longbow Hunters (yes them again), that Felicity found for them.

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I love how Dig/ARGUS/NTA spent the first part of the season trying and failing to capture these guys, then Oliver rocks up and takes him out with a tranq arrow in 2 seconds flat, and has no clue who he even is haha!

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They work out pretty quickly that Dante hired him, then promptly leave and that’s the end of that! I really like how the men weren’t minimised or side-lined entirely (except Rene *shrugs*), they just weren’t that significant in the episode. Boss Beth and her team did a great job here of not taking away from them in order for the women in the episode to shine, something that previous writing teams on this show have done over and over again in the reversed situation *cough* MG *cough*.

Sara

Sara frikking Lance is back!!!!

That entrance though...it was everything!! The way all the glass shattered was reminiscent of her first cry scene where she saved Oliver at the DA’s office in 2x03.

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I do think though that it was absolute bullshit that BS could beat Sara in a fight!

Then we got the previously teased Sara/Felicity scene. OHMIGOD I loved this scene so much!! I really miss Sara in Arrow, and this scene was just so perfect!! I loved their little friendly flirty-flirt!!

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Putting together the two people in the Arrowverse that have killer chemistry with everyone was an inspired choice here, and it just makes me long for the Smoakingcanary friendship that we never really saw fully developed! We have a lighter Sara now, so they could not have had this level of friendship in S2, or even S4, but I always loved their relationship, even back then.

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Sara has grown so much since she left for the Waverider, she is so much more reflective and a wiser woman now. I like that she doesn’t acknowledge BS as LL, but sees herself in her and still wants to help, and to honour Quentin. Lance sister scenes were always my favourite of Laurel’s, and the Sara/BS scenes have the same energy about them. I loved Sara’s speech to BS at the graveyard about redemption. Sara still doesn’t see herself as completely worthy, but acknowledges that she has grown into a hero, through her years of trying. So I cheered when she told BS “You think you deserve a medal for trying to be good for 5 seconds? Redemption isn’t a destination it’s a journey”

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Oh, that’s just the theme of the entire series!! Yaaaaassss!! Go Sara! I really hope we get to see her again this season.

Black Siren

Straight up, I was worried when I saw the opening scene…the overacting, yelling, annoying music, ridiculous unbelievable ass-kicking and then that title card?? 😬😬 ‘Evil’ BS is so campy in the worst way…I like ‘good’ BS, so that opening?? Yeah I had my doubts haha!

I enjoyed Black Siren’s struggle within the episode; what she really wants is to be seen and accepted as the good person she is trying to become. As soon as she was doubted last episode, her instinct was to revert back, an ‘if they think I’m evil, I’ll just be evil’ mentality. The problem is, as Sara told her, she was trying to be a good person for like a few months? She has a long way go to redeem herself and earn back the trust of people who know what she did as Black Siren before (see: Dinah 😬). Her beacon of hope (see what I did there?) is Felicity. She has been ever since she approached her at the start of the season. BS saw in Felicity an opportunity to avenge Quentin initially, and eventually, through falling for Felicity’s friendship charms (doesn’t everybody?), do good, and be that better person that Quentin and Felicity thought she could be. And despite Sara’s (awesome) talk with her, it’s Felicity in the end that persuades her which side to fall on in the end.

In the end, Black Siren realises/decides that in order to continue on her redemptive path, she needs to go back to where she started, Earth 2, and do some good there. How this fits with her appearance in later episodes in the season (spoiler pics) and her apparently large storyline next season is yet to be seen. Felicity’s face when she hears BS is leaving is heart-breaking 😭😭 Their friendship has been one of the unexpected highlights of this season for me; it has been so nice to see a female friendship on this show! I also liked how through all of her short-lived evilness, she never revealed Felicity’s pregnancy, even covering for her back in the lair at the end of the mission!

Extra BS moments:

BS pushing Felicity out of the way in the final fight scene 😍

Shadow Thief: “Which one is Felicity?” BS: “The chatty one” 😂😂

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Dinah

*Dramatic sigh* Ugh Dinah. She continues to drive me mad! She has some real moments of warmth (but I think that’s just Juliana shining through), but for the most part she’s just super annoying! She has a constant condescending tone, a terrible attitude, is massively hypocritical, and is so back and forth with her standpoints that she leaves me with whiplash most episodes!

I hated the way she talked down to Felicity throughout the episode, for believing in Laurel. Dinah believed in Vinnie, and the Team had her back (until BS killed him 😬). Dinah MURDERED PEOPLE TOO, and the Team had her back. She should have empathy for BS, having been in the exact same situation, but she doesn’t see it that way. I loved Felicity serving her up the tea in the bunker scene, it’s about damn time!

Felicity’s overall snark at Dinah this week was on point!  Her “Please hold” and “Good chat, really love our chats” 😂😂 our girl really knows how to deliver a burn and still look cute doing it haha!

Flash Forwards

I have missed my flashforwards baby OTA!! Unfortunately we were missing William, Connor and Roy this week, cos Girl Power ✌ and all that jazz! But we did get to see some more Mama Felicity. Future Felicity is definitely more stoic and detached than our Felicity, but that changes when her kids are around; I loved the mother-daughter hug when Mia returned!  

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I’d forgotten about the whole helmet thing to start with, when I first saw it I thought it was Dig!! But helmet guy basically shows up at the start of the FFs and kills a boatload of Canaries. Did I giggle at the notion that anyone can be a Canary in the future, and that therefore they are totally interchangeable and dispensable in nature? Yes I did 😂 Anyway, Mia’s determination to track and take down helmet guy, to honour the dead birds, led to more Oliver (and later, Felicity) comparisons, which I am always here for!!

Dinah later actually gives Mia a really inspiring speech about the Canaries. That they are girls taking care of girls; a support system for women, so that they are there for each other when needed most. Dinah references a time when she did not do that (for Black Siren, presumably), and that that following that she changed how she worked. I’m hoping this means that Dinah will become more likeable in the present timeline for the upcoming episodes, but I’m not holding my breath.

Mia still isn’t used to relying on others, but she does ask Dinah for help and is refused, so her reaction to Dinah’s talk was just ‘yeah….no’, pretty much, with the line “Too bad I’m not a Canary”….and the Smoak burns keep on coming this episode 😂 😂

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At the end, as Mia nearly meets her end taking down helmet guy (as if he could have taken her!) she is saved by…Future Black Siren!!! Who is obviously alive still, back on Earth 1, and a goodie!! Yay!! I love that BS ‘saves’ Mia in both timelines in the same episode, nice touch! She gives Mia the helmet for Felicity, along with some sage advice:

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I’d have liked to see her and Felicity interact, but you can’t win them all!

Bonus moments

Felicity: “Fake heat signatures? That is devious and impressive!” Lolololol!

That table slide!

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(I love that Felicity delivered the birds line 😂😂)

“To ladies taking down ladies”

And that’s it! Four episodes left 😭😭😭 I AM NOT READY!!

Thank you to all the wonderful gif makers! This episode has yielded SO MANY amazing gifs, so thank you for sharing them with us all! 💗💗💗

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Ft. Lauderdale- tryst- part 5- a Halene fantasy!

So every time Helene posts a pic like this- it birthes fic- smutty smutty fic!!

 I have zero idea where this was taken- but it looks sunny- sooo- South Florida it is!

"What're you doing?"

The hula hoop dropped to the floor. She knew this was Harry's room. Would be where he set up his gypsy sanctuary for the day, but her hula hoop had wound up in here, lord knew how, and when she had found it, because somebody had seen it and thought it weird too, she'd noticed the light.

Helene figures that always noticing the light was an occupational hazard. It was really bright in here, lovely, and her hoop was here, and she just hadn't had time to practice in ages, tour was either really busy or entirely boring, and it flipped on a dime, she liked to be ready. But, in effect, she had not hooped or filmed it for her insta in forever. It would make a good addition to her story.

His room wasn't set up, and she thought she had heard a rumor that the boss man, big man, was volunteering or doing something with or for March for our Lives. She had the room to her self.

The movement is familiar and Helene finds that so many things are like riding a bike. Muscle memory turns on, and you go with the motion, and all the rust falls off and bam.

She took a few turns, found her rhythm and her sass and decided she needed a song to make it better.  The scan through her phone found her in the Harry section. Wild Thoughts would be perfect, Harry's version, with that riff to turn to off Mitch's guitar, but there was only the video. She couldn't film and listen to it. Maybe just as a warm up.

His voice, it made her warm all over. Her first poetical rabbit trail was that it was a warm bath. But that was way to relaxing of a comparison. Harry's voice did not relax her, though it did raise her temperature. Maybe that was a better comparisons. It was like a chemical reaction- exothermic. Like making caramel, he was sweet to taste.

Hearing his voice, asking her if she wanted to see him naked was like lighter fluid on the flame of her libido. He was incendiary.

It would make for quite the swivel in her hooping video. Too bad she could only listen and not film.

She had just settled for Shawn Mendez, Particular Taste, and cued up her set up, shook off Harry's deep, depth plumbing question, and found her rhythm when his real voice startled her enough to drop her groove.

Her hoop was weighted, so it didn't make a jingle, more of a thud when it hit the ground.

"What're you doing?" When she turned around he was just inside the door and he walked with a wide stride with a hand at the waist of, was that a towel?

Was he wearing a towel?

"What?" Her gaze hadn't made it to his face yet, she was never higher than his shoulder level, looking at him gave her a crick in her neck most times, and now she was starting from the floor and working her way up. Socks, the high white ones he wore when he worked out. And then his pigeon toed legs and his mole on his thigh. It was just below the hem of the towel, definitely a big towel, a thick one. His hand was at the knot, his fingers down over a suspicious bulge, but he often had one of those, he was a shower..

A grower too if the crystal clear memory she tried to dim wouldn't shut up. It hadn't been that long since, they slept together, but long enough. A couple continents at least. Lots of pictures, too many songs.

"Um, I was, well. The light was good and my hoop wound up in here. And I haven't done a video in a while. I'm rusty." She shrugged. "Sorry, I didn't think you would mind."

"I don't." He hit the t like he was singing it, clear with emphasis. "But I've just never seen you do it. It's really cool." He shook himself a little. "Can we look at the photos from the other night? Since i have your here all to myself."

Deadly dimples, damn.

"Yeah, hold on. I have to boot up."  Helene put her bag down and slipped her computer from its sheath, flipped open the lid. Was glad her habit was to upload everything while she was sleeping after a show. So she had something to show him. Helene felt a little shaky, like she'd been caught out, and ever since their....repeated whatever, She vibes off him. She was never sure if she was reading him for real. Like he was turned on by her or if it was just wishful thinking.

Just because smelling him was enough to ruin her panties didn't mean her effect was as strong on him. If it was, he would probably be sleeping with her more than once and occasionally again.

He must know her attentions were available always.

Helene focused on her iBook, and not how close he was standing to her. Harry had no concept of personal space. It drove her crazy, she loved it.

"last night." She looked over her shoulder at his over sized Head. This was a thing she had noticed about celebrities, their heads seemed oversized, literally. Sometimes, in the worst cases, figuratively, thankfully not with her current employer.

She wondered if it somehow looked better in film.

Harry was tapping at his favorite photos, transferring them to another folder, like she had taught him, wordlessly, and she was bent over to grab her cord.

She swore she could feel his eyes on the back of her legs. Gooseflesh rising up to meet the gaze.

When she looked back, her temperature was up, but his eyes were down, focused on her laptop and the photos. Her job. Why she was here. She wanted to shake herself. Those few nights with him had ruined her. It was one thing to want a taste, it was another to crave the flavor.

She sighed and he looked up.

"You alright?" He asked, a gentle smile.

She assumed this was the American question, not the British. "Qui. I just slept funny last night."

"Doesn't help we have vampire schedules on tour. Are you a morning person or night owl?" He had a lovely friendly smile too.

"I guess I'm more of a night owl. Unlike you, I think by the time I'm up and drinking matcha you have written, checked emails, run..." she rolled her eyes at his productivity, but you had to admire his work ethic. "What are you looking for?" He was rifling around.

"The cord, to get the ones I picked to my phone." He gestured at both phone and laptop and she nodded and got it for him. This time she more than felt his eyes.

He touched the back of her leg. Right beneath the hem of her skirt.

Helene looked over her shoulder at him.

He smirked at her, "you had some lint!" He lifted his hands up by his shoulders. The picture of innocence.

Except she knew better.

Damn him.

She gave him the cord and they flicked through the pictures together.

"Harry, can you give me just a little bit of space! I can feel your breath on my neck." It was so distracting. If he was gonna just tease.

"Sorry," his smile was audible, "I was just trying to see the background on that one, it's hard on the little screen. Hey! Did you notice we match!" God he was such a cute kid sometimes. They did coordinate.

"We do!" She smiled over her shoulder.

"Let's take a picture!" He glee-ed.

It turned out good. She'd keep that one for herself.

"That one picture, can I see it on your laptop again?" He asked, over her shoulder again.

"Yeah, let me," and she sat the computer down and opened his folder, checked the timing again. "Here."

This time, he stood right behind her. Put his hands on her hips to look over them. "I don't like that you can see my dirty clothes in that one, but it's a shame, I really like the picture." He started rocking her hips back and forth against him.

"Harry?"

"I really liked watching you hoop. Your hips move...." he rocked her a little wider. "Is it like this?"

Helene was about to swallow her tongue. "Um, no, that's too much, too big a motion." She contracted the circle, moved just like she would to keep the hoop aloft. "Then you just have to keep the rhythm." She could feel him through his towel, it was a towel, she didn't know if he had boxers on under it.

"Well, we know how well you can keep a rhythm." His mouth found the sliver of skin between her hoodie and hair. His hands were at her hips, under her skirt. Fingers between the cotton and her skin.

"Do I have more lint?" She was a little breathless, but could hear her own grin too.

"Haha!" He bit her jawline. "There was no lint." He caught her mouth and licked her bottom lip, and she felt her panties fall from her knees. "I just wanted to see your skin get all excited again." Then he really kissed her and Helene day down her phone and her laptop to get her hand into his hair over her shoulder.

"So, I heard a term the other day." He murmured between kisses, "a spinner." He lifted her hand and danced her to face him, held her to him, got his hands on her ass. Under her skirt. "Ever heard that?"

"Non," Helene leaned up on her toes to kiss him, save his neck, and felt for the knot on his towel. He did have boxers, she started working on getting those down. Filling up her hands with him. He was hard as a rock.

"It's a term for a petite woman, so small you can spin her on your cock. I couldn't help but think of you....." he groaned at the place she was biting on his neck.

"Yeah, me?" She smiled like his nameplace cat. "I am pretty small. Ughh!" His hands were on the low part of her ass cheeks now, fingers extended between her thighs. His long finger quickly slipped up to his second knuckle inside her. A second finger joined it before she had gotten used to the first.

"Can I try it?" Helene pulled back. Course he could try it, she liked all of the things he'd done to her. He rarely asked, once she'd consented, he went for things, took her places. What did he have in mind?

"Will it hurt?" She bit his lip a little.

"I don't think so, maybe me if I bend my dick wrong." They both laughed a little, that was one of those uncomfortable unsexy things that happened during a fuck. Like queefs.

"Sure, I might like it if it hurts just a little."

"Yeah, I like that about you." He leaned into kiss her and she screamed when he missed her mouth and removed his fingers and grabbed her hips quick to flip her upside down. It was disorienting for a second. A rush of blood to the head. She felt his tongue move through her now exposed folds a second later. It brought her back to reality. Though gravity was still suspended. "Put your thighs on my shoulders." Harry groaned, and when she bore some of her own weight, it was better. He kept licking her top to tail. She was moaning and the uncomfortable blood rush feeling disappeared. But not the rush. Helene could hear herself moaning. This was out of body. He sucked her clit in.

"Fuck!"

He shook his head with the folds of her in his mouth, brought them in against his teeth harder, released with a pop. "Helene, Suck my dick."

Oh, his hard length was bobbing in front of her. She just been really distracted, by being upside down, and his mouth full of her pussy. She licked the tip, the pearly liquid that had collected there. She was lucky it hadn't smeared on her forehead in this position. She may have laughed at that, if Harry's moan at Her follwojng his directions wasn't so encouraging.

She got her mouth around him and moved up and down, made her neck work. She braced one hand on his thigh, to steady herself. She was glad he was so strong and had his arms banded around her hips to keep her up.

This was hot, though she always found 69 very distracting. But Harry ate pussy better than any other lover she'd ever had. And before long, she was having to use her free hand to stroke over him, because she needed her mouth free. "Fuck, Harry, I'm gonna come."

It was the fingers that slid inside her at that moment that did it. She clenched down on the filling digits and he sucked harder until she was squirming. There was nowhere for her to go. He had her powerless in this position. She'd fall if she fought too hard to get the over stimulation to stop.

He didn't, stop, but he gentled his mouth, licked over where she was juicy while her thighs shook on his shoulders.

She grabbed his hips when he started walking. "Shit!"

"That worked." He sounded a bit stunned, she wondered if it was her weight or his erection. "Let's see if we can do the other thing I was thinking about. "Brace your arms out, Helene."

She did as he asked, and felt him rather than saw him sit on the edge of the couch. He picked her up then, at the waist and slid her down to his lower stomach. Helen caught the table in front of her when he brought her weight down.

"This is working nicely!" His voice had never been lower. "The view is....." she imagined he could see everything open and wet from her waist down. He moved her hips up and then her sodden place over his aching cock until she took up the rhythm. She could hear the condom wrapper and wondered where it had come from.

She decided she didn't care and only yelped a little when he used a hand to lift her hips up. "Help me."

She held his cock while he rolled down the sheath.

"There!" He groaned, and brought her hips back down, spread his hands out to open her. "Now, show me how you rock when you do that hooping bit again?"

"Did you like that?" It was more than obvious he did, she could feel the evidence, and hear his groan as she slid the first few inches of him into her. She was soaked, but it was never an easy fit, so she slid up to his tip and down again a couple of times to open herself up. The pop of his head and squish were musical accompaniment to the moans he was panting out.

"Yeah," he barely got the word out, and sucked in a breath before he spoke again. "think that's the first time I got hard over you" he rocked into her. "Was looking at your Instagram to see if I liked your eye, discovered I liked your ass. Which looks amazing all spread in front of me right now. Fuck!"

"You'd have better liked my photos!" She tried to sound stern, but mostly sounded turned out. If this looked like it felt.....

"Almost as much as your ass." He gripped her then, and bounced her up and down. His hand covered her from the bottom of her waist to where his thumb reached her crack. "Loved the way this looked, your little waist and flared hips. I love your ass." He grasped it then, almost a slap, except his huge hand wrapped around her flesh. His thumb landed near her seam again. And then drifted down to where his cock went in and out on the rhythm she had established. She was keeping them both suspended, like she did her hula hoop. He caressed where he was stretching her and both holes flexed. When the tip of his now wet thumb went in where she had been empty, the no man's land ended. Her body plunged into battle.

"Oh fuck Harry!" This was gonna make her come. Him bouncing her ass up and down his nearly too big cock while he fingered her ass.

"That's it, a little more Helene. Take a little more." His thumb went in deeper, but she lost her rhythm and had to grab his knees when her arms collapsed on the force of her climax.

Her awareness came back a second later when both his hands were sweeping up her back. She realized she was sobbing a little when she heard his shushing noises.

"Almost there baby." He stood up then, with her still on him and her legs came down on their own, her toes touching the floor. His knees bent and he pressed down at her neck until her forearms reached out to meet the table. "Relax. I got you."

And then he gripped both hips and took over the cadence until she had to hold the table with both hands.

She could hear herself babbling. God he was such a good fuck, and she felt so small and dainty and sexy. And powerful, taking every inch on him.

"Fuck, yes, fucking fucking me." That was in English.

He was increasing in volume too. And speed. She felt the contraction inside her and his nails dug in a little at her shoulder.

Again, she was coming again, at the bite of his nails, and groan of her nail, and pulse of his cock.

They were both breathing heavy a moment later. He sat down with her still in his lap and Helene realized that while her shirt was tucked up over her tits, they both still had their tops on. He brought her skirt down over her naked bottom half while he wilted inside of her.

"Well, if there was any doubt, I'd say you are a spinner."

"Nah," her brow was wet and she'd caught most of her breath, she looked up at him and bit her lip. "I'm just good at hula hooping."

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My Top 5 Overlooked Songs, that I love:

Hey all, this is pretty much going to be a post about all my favorite music that I feel no one gives enough credit too. It’s 100% okay to disagree with me, or put me on to some of YOUR favorite songs:

(Also these are not in order from favorite to least favorite)

1. “The Lourve” - Lorde

OMG. On top of the fact that I think Lorde is super dope as an artist, Melodrama was sooo overlooked as an album hell I didn’t hear for 2 months after it came out, and oh what a mistake that was. If you want to go through the progression of a relationship in 4 minutes and 31 seconds, give it a listen. So good, the strings, the voice, the beat break ugh amazing. Favorite Line: “I overthink your punctuation use, not my fault just a thing that my mind do..” 

LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQkdwymDanE

2. “2″- H.E.R

I mean does she ever drop anything we don’t want to hear? Never, however anytime I play this song no one knows where tf it’s from! Funny enough if you keep up with POWER you probably heard it at the end of last weeks episode. Any who, for all my ladies (or gentleman) who want to jam out to some amazing vocals that translate to a big “F*ck you!” give this jam. Favorite Line: “I could never lose, so its funny how you thought you won.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WtCREZoiSQQ

I almost regret writing this next one guys, but “its a BOP y’all!” (in the words of my spirit animal Ricky Thompson)

3. “Gucci Flip Flops” - Bhad Babie ft. Lil Yachty

Ughh, I know Bhad Babie why? Why? How could I support this child?! Truthfully the first time I heard this song I didn’t know it was her, and I loved it in that moment so there was no going back! However full disclosure if you’re looking for amazing lyricism, and substance not the song. It is honestly just a good head nod, car song that’s killer beat keeps you sucked in. As much as I don’t agree with this little girls attitude and her come up, I love the goddam song!!  Also I have no favorite line because I once again truly enjoy tf out of the beat, but give it a listen if you’re ever in your bag wearing Gucci Flip Flops!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3BMmJtbZUs

4. “Dinero” - J.Lo ft. Cardi B. & DJ Khaled

I mean guys it’s freaking J.Lo and Cardi B.! I mean I am sure Z100 has played the EDM version 5,000 times, and the house music remix but the song on it’s own is sooo dope. Truly motivating, I mean if you’re ever in the mood to remember that you’re a boss ass b*tch, out her making her money throw this on. I mean what more can I ask for as a half Puerto Rican, half Dominican woman it’s like this song was meant to bring my two worlds together ugh love. Also an amazing workout song, and you’ll learn a bit of Spanish through the process. Love you J.Lo , love you Cardi B! Favorite Line: “ merengue to the money, bachata to the bank!”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aEM2kOrrNJI

Ahh to the final song, guys I have a million favorite songs but for the sake of everyone with short attention spans here goes the last song:

5. “Rose in Harlem” - Teyana Taylor

I mean KTSE came out not to long ago, but as expected not everyone has heard it yet. Which, what are you waiting for stream KEEP THAT SAME ENERGY NOW! I’ve always been a long time fan of Teyana her voice is AMAZING and I think this album is so overdue, but executed amazingly. This song even if you’re not from Harlem, is another in your bag bangers! Her vocals plus the amazing beats make you want to put on your best STANK face and start preforming(mind you it’s 7am and the A train is packed). If you need a mood booster, confidence booster, or you’ve never heard a Teyana Taylor song go for it! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWVHpvTGkXI

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The Joker x Reader - “Unexpected”

The two main departments in the Shadow World are always competing: “Villains That Hate Each Other” division wants villains to detest their peers, while “Match Made In Hell” agency wants villains to fall in love. Very competitive departments, always fighting to steal the glory from one another. And the rivalry is about to escalate since the infamous Joker and notorious Y/N don’t even know they are about to change the balance in the Underworld. If it only was that easy…

“Hello, Mister Joker,” you greet as you enter the room set up for the meeting at his hideout near Gotham’s Art Museum. As soon as your eyes meet his, your heart is beating faster:

Ughh, you can’t stand him.

“Hm, if it’s not my favorite person on the planet,” J growls, irritated Dixon is sending his daughter to negotiate… again. As soon as he sees that smug expression on your face, his heart is beating faster:

Ughh, he totally detests you.

In the Shadow World, the alarm starts blaring almost instantly: “Villains That Hate Each Other” department is in absolute chaos !

“Are you kidding me?!” the oldest entity screams with frustration. “ What the hell is going on?!”

The Dark Shadow is in charge of this esteemed division and not happy for the moment: he is watching the “Hate Statistics” concerning the infamous Joker and notorious Y/N going down with alarming velocity.

The other subordinates gathered around, astound at the emergency: two villains that are supposed to despise one another forever are beginning to gravitate towards the opposite.

“Ummm, I don’t think it’s looking good sir,” one of the Shadows points out the obvious and the boss retaliates.

“I can see that, you idiot!” he snaps, infuriated. “ Did something trigger this?!”

“Nothing in particular sir; the feeling is just growing stronger within both of them,” the youngest Shadow informs. “ Every time Y/N sees The Joker, she thinks she hates him, but she’s actually falling in love: she doesn’t know the difference. Same with The Joker: every time he sees Y/N he thinks he hates her but he’s actually falling for the woman; he doesn’t know the difference. “

“Absolutely horrible and unacceptable !” the venerable elder huffs, displeased. “We can’t lose them in favor of the other department !”

He is surely talking about the “Match Made In Hell” Division that pairs up villains: The Dark Shadows working there wanted you and The Joker together since you were born.

The two departments are always competing: “Villains That Hate Each Other” section wants villains to detest their peers, while “Match Made In Hell” wants villains to fall in love. Very competitive divisions, always fighting to steal the glory from one another.

“What are we going to do, Your Darkness?” the second in command asks.

“Not sure…” the leader debates. “Let’s see how it goes today and we’ll go from there. One thing is sure: we can’t lose them to the other department!” he sneers, annoyed with the excited screams coming from “Match Made In Hell” quarters: The Shadows there are celebrating, watching the “Love Statistics” for you and The Joker going up; they hoped that would happen for years!!!

***************

You ignore J’s remark, taking a sit in the chair in front of him.

The King of Gotham analyzes that perfect tailored suit you’re wearing: black pants and red jacket, staring at your cleavage for a few seconds without even realizing. A little bit of your lacy bra shows and for some reason it’s hypnotizing. I mean, he saw plenty of bras before but… “E-hem, “ you interrupt his thoughts, fake coughing since you noticed his eyes glaring at your boobs. “I think I bumped into your girlfriend on my way inside. Such a sweet, adorable girl,” you grin and realize he’s still gazing towards that captivating piece of bra stiking out on top of your low cut red jacket.

Sicko, you bite your lower lip and move in your sit in order to distract him.

The King of Gotham is finally paying attention and those intense blue eyes make you nervously bite on your cheek.

“Yeah, she’s soooo sweet,” he smirks, arrogant and full of himself.

“I guess you like sweet girls?” you sarcastically laugh and his smirk transforms into a frown.

“Excuse me?” J sucks on his teeth, considering twisting your neck until it snaps.

“I always see you with these obedient, little cute things,” you chuckle, not knowing why he’s getting on your nerves. “Don’t you actually want to work for it? Feels more rewarding, I’m telling you,” you cross your legs, concluding he definitely needs some love advice.

“Work for what?” the grouchy tone inquires.

“Ahhh, you know what I’m talking about,” you wink, amused.

“Why, you’re volunteering for a trial?” the even more bitter voice echoes in your ears.

“Not at all!” God forbids! you think, appalled. Me and him?! Yuck!

“Then why are you bringing that up?” he taps his fingers on his cane, the corners of his mouth lifted in a very entitled smile.

“Just making conversation, Mister Joker,” you sigh, realizing your eyes have been lingering around his abs and that almost unbuttoned shirt for too long.

His skin must be sooo soft, you catch yourself thinking while licking your lips. Oh, ewww, who cares?! you snap out of it, mad at your dumb self.

“Well then, let’s get down to business,” J impatiently blurs out. “How much is your father willing to pay for…”

“Misssterrrrrr Jaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy,” is heard on the hallway. “Miiiiisssterrr Jaaaaayyyyyy,” the whining gets closer.

The Joker’s left eye is twitching.

The screechy voice resonates one more time:

“Miiiiiisteeeerr Jaaaaaaaaayyyy, are you still here?”

He cringes and it makes you tilt your head with delight:

“I think your little girlfriend is back; yet you don’t seem excited,” and Y/N making fun of that right under his nose prompts the Clown Prince of Crime to growl:

“Shut up, woman and mind your own business!”

“I would if I could but that adorable girl is very distracting. How can we take care of our business if she snatches you away?“ you rightfully declare, changing the meaning of his words.” Men are helpless,” you get off your chair, stepping towards him. ”You need my expertise?” and the mischievous twinkle in your eyes creates a sudden surge of evilness within him also.

The Joker giving you a psychotic stare counts as approval: he needs a hand but too proud to ask.

What is she doing? J watches you, puzzled.

You take a deep breath and a seductive moan escapes your throat:

“Oh my Gooood, yeesss! Oh, Gooood, don’t stop!”

The Joker is taken aback by your provocative screams.

“Ahhh! Oh yes, that’s the spot, baby! Ahhhh, keep going Daddy!” you bend over and kiss him, then smear the red lipstick on his chin, pull on his shirt until his shoulders are completely exposed.

“Misssterrrrr Jaaayyyy,” his girlfriend knocks at the door, trying to open it. It’s always closed during negotiations because J doesn’t like his meetings interrupted. “What’s going on in there?” she frets, attempting to pry the door open.

“Oh, God, it feels so goooood”, you unbutton your jacket and toss it on the floor, panting and breathing really loud. You lower the straps of your bra in a hurry, unzipping his pants and yours too. J doesn’t stop you; he just enjoys the little show and how perfectly you fake it. “Ah, I think I’m close baby!”

More screams and moaning.

He doesn’t make a sound when you mess up his green hair; not a single protest against your action and he hates people touching his perfect locks.

You mess up your hair also, get a leg out of your pants and slowly limp towards the door with your compromising attire, while screaming so the girl can hear it.

You count up to 20 then open the door; she is banging at the heavy oak with her fists and gasps when she sees you like that.

You calmly blow the hair off your face, pulling up your underwear.

“What do you want?” you bark, moving out of the way so she can see The Joker peeled out of his shirt, sarcastically grinning.

“That’s …t-that’s my boyfriend!! “ she stutters, vexed to discover such atrocity unfolding in his office.

“So?! Wait for your turn, girl !” you huff, still panting. “I was almost there and you interrupted! That’s unacceptable!”

“W-what?! “

“ I don’t like my sexcapades coming at an abrupt halt because people can’t wait for their turn !” you lift your boobs in your bra, cracking your back in the process. “He’s mine for the next hour; come back afterwards!” and slam the door in her face, waiting.

“Miiisssstteerrrr Jaaaaaaayyyyyy,” the unbearable voice cries, “This is the last straw!!! I’ve tolerated enough!!! Do you hear me?! I am out of here and don’t try to stop me!”

You roll your eyes and hear his girlfriend stomp on the wooded floor, silence taking over afterwards.

“There, done. You’re welcome,” you nonchalantly dress up, getting in your pants again and picking up your jacket, buttoning up the silver clasps. ”Jesus, that voice she has!” you shiver, over exaggerating a bit.

“That was really good,” The Joker praises, fixing himself up. “You’re a good faker, you know that?”

“U-hum,” you agree, reprising your position on the chair in front of The King of Gotham.

“You have to do this pretty often?” he reaches for the cane and grabs it from the floor.

“Nope. As a rule, I never fake it: if a man can’t satisfy me, I am not going to strike his ego just because. No point in that,” the honest response makes J chuckle.

“I meant helping men getting rid of unwanted girlfriends,” he scratches his arm, eager to finish the negotiations after the eventful evening. “Back to business?”

“Of course,” you agree, just like nothing happened.

“You want something to drink?” The Joker offers and you nod a no.

“I’m good, thanks. OK, my father offers half a million dollars for the merchandise,” you bluntly bring the news to the King of Gotham.

“I want double,” J grumbles, certain he can get it.

“Half a million, Mister J.”

“NO, double!”

You stare at each other, visibly annoyed.

“Seven hundred thousand,” you cut him some slack, aware his merchandise is very good quality.

“One million!” he fights back.

“Seven fifty and you’re taking me to dinner!”

“Deal!” he is fast to agree before you finish. “Wait, what?!”

“You owe me and I’m hungry. Let’s go!” you signal him, getting up again.

“Not so fast ! I answered before debating!” J attempts to get out of it.

You open the door and turn around, exhaling.

“We’ll give you eight hundred thousand, alright? And you are still taking me to dinner!”

“I want a million!”

“Fine! “ you yell, irritated by how stubborn and obnoxious The Joker is all the time.

That’s why you can’t stand him.

“You’re still taking me to dinner! Tonight would be nice, Mister Joker. Come on, hurry up!” you almost get out of the office and he won’t budge.

“I need a few moments,” he mumbles.

“WHY?!” you almost shout, angered.

“I can’t walk properly; you got me all aroused with that terrific performance of yours. The effects are still lingering,” a not very enthusiastic Joker admits.

“Are you serious?” you cross your arms on your chest, antagonized.

“Yeap.”

“I don’t have time for this,” you step inside the room again, locking the door. “I want to go out and I can’t afford to wait until the effects of my show will naturally go away. We’ll just have to get it out of your system now,” you start undressing… again, this time for reals.

J is savoring the striptease, reckoning that even if he hates you, the night turned in his favor: he got his million, got rid of his girlfriend and he’s apparently going to have sex anyway.

I’m so amazing, he thinks, wrapping his arms around your waist when you straddle his lap.

You enjoy undressing him, realizing that even if you hate J, the night turned in your favor: you had fun, got the confirmation of your awesome manipulating abilities and you’re going to have sex on top of it.

Not too bad for two people detesting each other.

***************

You enter the restaurant, closely followed by The Joker. The waiter greets both of you, straining not to glare like an idiot at the two regular guests. Why?

Because The Clown Prince of Crime and Y/N seem they just escaped some kind of war: J has his lip busted and scratches standing out on his pale skin, not that he tries to hide it; his shirt is still unbuttoned but at least he can walk normal.

You have hickeys and bites all over your neck and cleavage and some other places for sure, not that you try to hide it: you’re not using a scarf or anything. Why bother? At least made it to dinner on time and that’s what you wanted.

Once you are sited at the table, you scrawl through the menu, not sure on what you crave.

“That was fun,” you open the conversation, reading through the pages of options.

“Did you fake it?” J casually brings it up since his pride is at stake, scrolling through his menu.

“I told you I don’t bother. If you heard any sounds coming out of me, they were genuine,” you smack your lips, his taste lingering in the back of your mind. “What about you? Did you fake it?”

“I purr and groan a storm only if I’m into it,” he explains, quickly glancing your way.“So if you heard any sounds coming out of me, they were authentic.”

“You did purr and groan a lot,” you smile, remembering how loud J was.

“Maybe I did, but your screams were deafening,” he snorts and it rubs you the wrong way.

“You were louder!”

“No, you were!” he defends his actions.

“You’re so cocky, you know that?!” you give him a mean stare and he returns the favor:

“And you’re atrocious, woman! I never want to see you again!”

“See me again?! Ha ! I would be insane to do that again!” you sulk, wanting to leave but you’re hungry.

The Joker feels the need to be a jerk but instead what comes out his mouth is this:

“Same time tomorrow then?”

“Yes,” you grouchily reply, not being able to concentrate on the food choices since your answer bothers the hell out of you.

******************

“Villains That Hate Each Other” and “Match Made In Hell” departments are stunned: The Joker’s and Y/N names are now showing in both divisions. The “Hate Statistics” and “Love Statistics” keep going up and down, but the names stay on the boards for both sectors.

It’s the first time in The Shadow World when two competitive agencies are not divided but united by their villains: the two humans love and hate each other in the same time with such ferocity it’s impossible to break the connection.

And nobody can say they’re faking it.

Also read: MASTERLIST

http://diyunho(dot)tumblr(dot)com/post/153664676321/joker-x-reader-masterlist

[returquoise]

Sooo, I watched the Snyder Cut. Too many artsy slow-mos to my taste, and most of them had music that had me going "ughh, corny, why." A lot of show don't tell going on, there was a lot of showing, not sure how I feel about it. I appreciate giving people actual backstories. The story as a whole felt like it made more sense (I've seen the theatrical cut once in the theatres and honestly don't remember much). The movie is a bit too long to be really enjoyed; 2017 version of the Unknown Soldier was almost too long and that's like 52 minutes shorter.

Skybeams are so very 2000s and very early 2010s, ughh. Wonder Woman's theme tune still kicks so much ass. Alfred calling Bruce "Master Wayne" is so weird, he literally raised that damn furry into adulthood. There was a random rat in the background of one of the fight scenes, that rat would have hidden ages ago lol, you're literally blowing up the place. I really hate Darkseid and Motherbox storylines, all the genocidal galactic threats go so beyond imagination in scope that I get depressed. Oh it's always the nazis. Ooooh, right, the Martin Manhunter reveal. The entire Jesus allegory with Superman has always been kinda meh IMO, but that might be just because I'm an atheist and think worshipping anything is sus. Not as fun as other heist movies I've watched. The angry wake up moment is very useless, I kinda hoped it wouldn't be in this version. Bruce has as many satellites as children - no wait, most live action versions are too dark and broody to have (living) kids, so he's actually compensating with the biggest flying fleet of tamagochis he can find. Victor has been dealt the worst cards. Why does that "ghost city" have even that many electric lights on??? Especially if it was abandoned 30 years ago??? That wouldn't happen anywhere, let alone in a country that has some notoriety with infrastructure problems. Why is Superman goth? To give him extra BAMF powers? I like the epilogue, mostly. The post-apocalyptic section is... confusing. It's also long enough to but the LOTR ending to shame. I also hughly disapprove of Bruce's glass house.

Had to resort to nickpicking at the end, because it was literally the only way for me to stay awake lol. I also really want pizza, unfortunately it's like almost 3am.

[thisismykindalove]

@rock-basstard tagged me to do this! Thank youu 😊😊 What’s your favourite musical? Guys and Dolls or Singing In The Rain (The old films. I’ve never seen live musical.)

How do you get to sleep? I scroll through my phone until I know I’m tired enough that when I put my phone away I’ll fall right asleep. I hate the process of falling asleep because I have nothing to do but over think everything.

What happened at the last party you went to? I don’t do parties. Just casual get togethers and there’s nothing crazy to report there lol.

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Just the occasional tobacco-free herbal cigarette. (And not that kind of herbal lol)

What’s your hair like at this present moment? Wet ‘cause I just got out of the shower.

Are you more comfortable sitting or lying down? It depends. Maybe in between? Is there a name for that?

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? I’ve seen a few awful films in my day. One of the worst would be something called Children On Their Birthdays. It was on of them Blockbuster rental gambles and it did not pay off.

Are you an untidy person? I make organized messes.

Have you ever been a fan of*NSYNC? I don’t really know their music at all, so no.

Do you watch a lot of television? Not actually on TV. Like, I watch some shows on the internet and stuff.

Do you think you’re fat sometimes? No.

Do you like to flex your muscles? Sure lol

Do you think you’ll ever get plastic surgery? No, not unless it was necessary.

Have you ever completely misunderstood what someone was saying? Constantly.

Favourite kind of cake? All the cake.

Was it a boy or girl to text you last? Girl.

Name something you are doing tomorrow? Going to another job interview. Wish me luck haha

Do you sleep on your stomach? Very rarely but only when I take a nap.

Where are you going to be at 4PM tomorrow? I’m not entirely sure yet.

Last time you saw fireworks, with whom&where? The 4th of July at my brother’s house with lots of family. It was awesome.

Are you missing someone? Sometimes.

Do you like horror or comedy? Comedy. Horror movies are usually terribly written, imo. wow ok i sound like such a snob

Who did you last share a taxi with? My Dad and two of my sisters

Dogs or cats? Dogs. But I appreciate cats.

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon? Working out.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? I’d like to be, but I don’t currently know anybody who I would even consider being with sooo…

What’s your favourite season? Why? Fall. I love winter because Christmas, but fall is so beautiful and fun.

When was the last time you did something you knew was wrong? I don’t actually know.

Did you have any unread messages when you woke up this morning? Nah

Who was the last person you hugged? My mom.

When was the last time you cried? My eyes started leaking yesterday ‘cause I was fighting a panic attack 🙃

Who was driving the last time you were in a car? My dad.

Does any part of your body hurt right now? My joints, but that’s regular. I’ve got a connective tissue disorder. I’ve had a headache since yesterday for some reason too ughh

Do you like your bed? Sure. I mean, it’s a giant pillow that you lay on and cover yourself with blankets. I love beds.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart? I don’t know :/

When did you last talk to your brother or sister? I live at home with 5 of my siblings lol

Do you ever want to know which person you are going to marry? Sure. That’d actually be great.

How much cash do you have on you? Nothing on hand at the moment ‘cause I’m in pajamas……..

Are you tanned? I’m half Mexican, so yeah lol. (I know some Mexicans are white, but most of my family is not.)

Did you get any compliments today? Nah.

Have you ever gone to court? Nope.

Do you get jealous easily? Meh. Not really.

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks? If you mean literally and not like metaphorically, then technically I already have a couple times while swimming at the beach. But no I wouldn’t pay to do it.

What are you going to do on saturday? Not sure yet.

What is in your back pocket? Ain’t got no pockets in these here cozy leggings.

What were you doing at 3AM this morning? I was exhausted so I was actually asleep at that point, surprisingly.

What do you usually do first in the morning? Check my phone.

Are you good at math? I try really hard to be, but it’s really difficult for me.

Any plans for friday night? I generally have no plans. Ever. But I’ll probably be eating pizza and celebrating September’s arrival and the start of meteorological fall.

Do you have a little crush on someone? Yeahh

How old is the last person you kissed? I kissed my mom on the cheek. She’s 43.

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? I was saying goodnight. I’ll tag: @couldntgeteddievedderthanthis @amandadalton33 @disiintegration @flutter-girl-21 @baa-ocean @woman-in-the-box (only if you want/haven’t done it ❤)

[artificialqueens]

Undisclosed Desires (chapter two) (Pearlet) - Blue Seydoux

AN: Hello, lovelies! Thank you for everyone who took the time to read my fic, it means a lot. This chapter is quite longer and happier but the next one will be quite angsty. Feedback is much appreciated! I hope you’ll enjoy it x

Violet woke up the next day and lied there inside her bed, smiling idiotically to herself until a voice interrupted her daydreams.

-Good morning, darling!

She turned to her side to face her husband and stroked his cheek with her thumb.

-Mmm, good morning, Max.

Max moved closer to Violet and started caressing her thigh. He placed a soft kiss on her lips.

-I missed you yesterday.

-Me too, baby. You know how it is this time of year at work, it’s been crazy. I’m gonna go brush my teeth and wash my face, okay?

Violet went to the bathroom and took extra time inside with her daily hygiene routine. When she came back to the master bedroom, her face fell seeing Max still lying there on the bed. She was hoping to avoid spending any time with him that morning, partly because she couldn’t face him with her guilty conscience, partly because she wasn’t especially in the mood to have sex with him if he wanted to, that soon after being with Matt.

-Come here, he whispered to her.

Max started kissing her softly again, lying on top of her. He soon began grinding his hips, rubbing his dick to her.

-Uum, baby? Joshua might be awake. Maybe it’ll be best if we check on him first?

-We’ll be quiet, said Max while biting her neck.

Violet sighed, closed her eyes, and imagined Matt being the one moving inside and outside of her.

Coming into the workplace, Violet entered Matt’s office to deliver to him a couple of papers to sign when someone wolf-whistling interrupted her. She turned around and found a young guy sitting lazily at the back of the room, grinning at her.

-Uum hi?

-Hey, there, beautiful.

-Can I help you with something?

At that moment, Matt entered the room, saw Violet and smiled tenderly at her.

-Good morning, Violet.

-Hey, Matt, she smiled back. I got you the papers for Mr. Charles to sign, they’re on your desk.

-Thank you, Matt said and continued staring at her and smiling.

-Well, thanks for ignoring me, guys, huffed the young guy indignantly.

Matt rolled his eyes and introduced him.

-Violet, this is Brian, my cousin. His parents sent him to spend this week here in the city so he’s staying with me. He’s going to college here in a few months..graphic design.

-And as you can see, Matt can’t waaaait to spend the week, seven days, day and night, with me.

-Yes, I caaaan’t wait.

Violet was amused by the weird interaction between the cousins and chose not to probe into it. She smiled at Brian and talked to him politely.

-Well, it’s nice meeting you, Brian. It’s a really nice area to live in. There are so many artists showing their work here, you’re going to love it.

Brian smirked at Violet and talked in an exaggerated voice while sighing.

-If only I had a beautiful woman that can take me out and show me around!

Before Matt could tell Brian to fuck off, Violet smirked back at Brian and said, I’ll put my husband to sleep at 9. Call me!

Violet winked at him and went back to her office while Matt was fuming at the interaction.

-I like her! exclaimed Brian.

The rest of the week continued down that path with Brian flirting with Violet and Violet giggling and playing along with everything he says while Matt rolled his eyes at them. He got frustrated with everything Brian did especially that, since his arrival, he did not have not one alone moment with Violet all week.

By the end of the week, Matt was missing Violet so much, he counted the minutes till Brian traveled back home.

-Dude, I totally jerked off to Violet’s picture of her in that swimsuit. Have you seen it? She looks so hot. She looks like Bettie Page!

-You’re sick, Matt was completed disgusted with his cousin. Man, you’re really sick. And how do you have a picture of her?

-I added her on facebook!

Brian got his phone out and started scrolling through Violet’s pictures and showing them to Matt.

-She’s sooo gorgeous, no wonder you’re mad I’m here.

-What do you mean? questioned Matt.

-Uuh, nothing! I’m going to go to her office now! I asked her to make me a list of people she knows that can help me find apartments I can rent. We’re going out during her lunch break too, she’s taking me to this French bistro, La Petite Mort..her treat since it’s my last day here!   

And with that, Brian got out, closed the door, leaving Matt all alone and furious. Not only has he not talked properly to Violet for a whole damn week, nor had they had any intimate moment, but Brian is the one that gets to spend time with her and hang outside of the office while Matt is not allowed to. Great. Just great.

The second week rolled around and Matt could not be more thankful that he finally got rid of Brian. 

Violet was in her office in front of the mirror, fixing herself up before going to see Matt, when her cellphone started ringing. 

-Hey, Max. What is it, darling?

-Violet, I forgot to tell you at home that you should ask for a few days off of work for this week! We’re traveling for Naomi and Kim’s wedding..remember?

-But I don’t want to go, Max. They’re your friends, not mine! I barely know these people.

-Oh come on, darling. It’ll be fun! You rarely take days off work. We can have a honeymoon of our own there.

Violet had missed Matt for a whole week because of Brian and in no way was she planning on extending that period because of people she rarely saw a few times a year. The prospect of having Max in a far away place was so good to pass up too, she had to resort to another tactic.

-Baby, we can’t leave Joshua with anyone here for this many days, and I’m not making him travel with us when he’s still so young. He hasn’t had all of his vaccines yet! I can’t risk that.

-Violet, aren’t you being a little bit irrational here? Parents travel with their babies all of the time.

-Well, not my baby! The thought of him catching anything when we’re so far away from his doctor…I just can’t.

-Ughh fiiine, fine. Max laughed. I guess you’re really not that into Kim and Naomi, and there’s no changing your mind. I’ll go by myself then. It’ll be cool to catch up with people from my old school. Well, have a nice day, darling. See you at home.

-Bye, baby. See you.

Violet turned off her phone and breathed a sigh of relief. She rushed to Matt’s office to tell him the good news.

-Matt, Max called and he-whoaaa.

-What?! Don’t you dare start on me! It hurts!

Violet started giggling at the sight of Matt with a newly pierced nose.

-Are you having an early midlife crisis, Matthew James Lent?

-Please, just don’t tease me about it. I regretted it the second I got it made.

-Were you really that jealous of an 18 year old boy?!

-You didn’t see him as a “boy” when you started taking him out on dates!

-I was just being nice! He’s your cousin!

-It was so niiice of you to flirt with him all week. Thank you so much, Violet.

-Wake up, Matt! Brian’s gay! It is so obvious I don’t know how you haven’t noticed that. I’m sure all that flirting was to taunt you since all you do is stare at my ass all day! Or because he’s bored around here and just wanted to mess around. If you wanted my attention, you didn’t have to go to such extreme measures, you idiot.

Violet giggled at that, approached Matt and started inspecting his septum ring at different angles. 

-You know what? It’s kinda hot…It’s really hot.

Violet licked Matt’s lips then French kissed him briefly.

-Keep it.

Violet backed away and sat on the chair across Matt’s desk while he sat too, too taken aback by Violet’s kiss. She had never kissed him during working hours, and it surprised him that she broke one of her own rules.

-Anyway, Max called me and he’s taking like 4 or 5 days off of work this week and traveling. His friends are getting married.

Matt grinned widely at that.

-Can I then stay with –?

-No.

Matt pouted his lips but knew it best not to argue with Violet right now but tested the waters with something else.

-I went to the office of DOG magazine for the advertisement pages there. And guess what? They asked me if I knew anyone who has a Shiba Inu dog. I told them that I do, so they want Honey aaand me to be in the photoshoot spread for the upcoming issue! They’re going to take pictures of us this week, on Thursday!

-Oooh Honeyyy is so cute! It’ll look adorable!

-Why don’t you come?

-Huh?

-Come see me with Honey! Bring Joshua too! Honey loves playing with kids!  

-I don’t know, Matty. If someone sees us..why would I be spending time outside of work with my boss?

-We could make it out like we bumped into each other! You were taking Joshua out to the park, and I was with my dog doing the shoot, and these little two munchkins met and couldn’t be separated! Your husband is going to be out of the country too! Come on, pumpkin. Please say yes. It’s going to be innocent anyway..just a stroll down the park.

Violet started thinking about it, not looking at Matt.

-Pumpkin, a one year old boy isn’t going to rat me out, Matt giggled.

-One and a half, Violet said absentmindedly.

-Pleaaase?

Violet looked at Matt and nodded.

-I suppose a walk around the park wouldn’t cause any problems.

-Yes!! You don’t know how much I missed you, and I really want to meet your son.

Violet smiled.

-I’ve missed you a lot too. Alright, I’m going back to my office..I can’t wait for Thursday, baby.

The week rolled around uneventful until Wednesday when Max traveled. Thursday after work, Violet picked up Joshua from daycare and started walking down the streets to where the shoot was going to be while holding her son’s hand.

She arrived at the address Matt has told her about and as soon as they reached, Joshua yelled out, DOGGIIIIIEEEEEEEE, and started jumping up and down. Matt looked up and grinned widely at Violet, mouthing a Hi to her. Violet did not want to interrupt the shoot, so she stayed back watching Matt and Honey while trying to calm down her son. The photographers wanted to take a few pictures of Matt looking serious, but he couldn’t help smiling every few seconds, blushing every time he caught Violet’s eye. The shoot was soon over and Matt walked towards Violet and Joshua, pleased and excited that Violet agreed to this outing. As soon as he was near, Joshua let go of his mom’s hand and ran towards Matt, squealing, hugging Honey and petting him. Honey got too excited and started to jump but Matt caught Joshua in time before the dog got too close and knocked him over.

-Hey, there, little fella! I’m Matt! This is my friend Honey! Matt said while pointing at his dog. Do you wanna come with us to the park?

-Doggie, doggie, ahhh!

-That’s a yes, then, alright, Violet giggled and extended her arms for Matt so he can hand her her son.

Matt looked at their reflection on a car window; Violet was gorgeous as always, holding her son who was tugging at her hair with his little hands. Violet removed his hands, told him No firmly then kissed his tiny hands and smiled. Matt was close behind them. He looked at the portrait on the glass and smiled. They’d make a cute family, he thought.

Matt walked Honey to the park with Violet right next to him while she was holding Joshua’s hand who kept on pointing at Honey and babbling incoherently. There, they let Joshua pet Honey as much as he wanted then got icecream and sat on the grass. It was a beautiful day to be out and Violet felt so at ease being with the people she loved the most. Matt rented out a kite to entertain Joshua then bought bread for them to feed the ducks at the lake.

A couple of hours passed and Violet got ready to go home.

-Joshua, say bye to Uncle Matt and Honey!

-Nooooo!

-Baby, we have to go home. You have to shower and have dinner. Come on, say bye, you’ll see them again soon.

-Nooooooooooooooo!

Violet turned around to face Matt.

-Oh god, I hope he doesn’t throw a tantrum! He usually listens to me, but I guess he’s still very excited, we don’t have pets at home.

-Do you want me to come over?

Violet froze.

-I mean, we could put Honey out in the garden. He’ll eat while looking at him from the window or something. It’ll appease him that the dog is still with him, he’ll shower quickly.

-Mmm..you know what, yeah, fuck it. All of our neighbors are old too and stay inside their houses. Come on, let’s get it over with, then.

They took a cab to Violet’s house with all of them sitting in the seat behind with Matt gently putting his hand over Violet’s, making circular motions with his fingers to it occasionally, trying to soothe her. When they arrived, they placed Honey in the garden while Joshua ate a sandwich there, circling around himself..pleased that the dog is still with them. To get him distracted with another thing, Violet took them to the garage so they could paint a bit.

Inside, Violet motioned to Matt to come over and opened a closet to show him her paintings. He went through the canvases in awe and looked at her proudly.

-Vi, these are so beautiful. Really. What are these in the corner?

-Thank you. Oh, these are from my Klimt phase. I tried to paint like him when I first started cause I’m talentless like that. Violet laughed lightly. I’m not going to be bragging about these.

-I have to show you my own work! My stuff’s more comic-y though.

-I’d love that, Violet smiled.

She brought out buckets of paint, and they all sat down on the floor with a brush in their hand, each painting a part on a large white canvas. Then, Joshua got up and soaked each hand inside a bucket and yelled, WELLOOOWWW, ‘REEEEEENNNNNN. WELLOOOWWW, ‘REEEEEENNNNNN! The little boy went over Matt and placed each hand on Matt’s face, smudging the paint all over his face then tapping on his chest while babbling excitedly.

-OH MY GOD. I’m so sorry, Matt.

-It’s alright, Vi. The little guy’s just too happy today, it seems, Matt giggled.

Violet grabbed Joshua’s hands who proceeded to smudge the paint on his hands all over Violet too.

-Okay, that’s it. You’re taking a shower and going to bed. Come on, love.

Violet held Joshua closely, and they all went inside the house. Matt and Violet washed their hands and Violet bathed Joshua, tucking him inside his bed, staying with him until he fell asleep. Matt watched them from afar. Violet then lead Matt to the guest room where there was a bathroom inside and told him he could clean up there.

-I’m going to shower upstairs, Matt. I’ll be right back.

Matt raised an eyebrow, inquiring with a look if he could join her.

-No!

Violet took a quick shower then ran downstairs with only a towel wrapped around her and holding a couple of towels against her chest.

-Matt, can I come in? I totally forgot to give you any towels and I forgot to put any in the closet here. Matt?

Violet opened the door slowly and saw Matt, completely naked, completely wet, standing there, looking at her imploringly.

-I’ve missed you, pumpkin.

Before she could say anything, Matt wrapped his arms around her and kissed her passionately. He removed her towel, sat on the bed and Violet straddled him, continuing the kiss. Matt ran his fingers up and down her spine then settled on squeezing her ass. He cupped Violet’s face between his hands, sighed heavily, kissed her again, then made her lie down next to him. He started kissing her lips and neck while rubbing her clit, Violet moaned softly as she pumped his dick as well. Matt began fingering Violet while nibbling at her collarbone, licking her breasts while she quickened her strokes and increased the pressure on his length.

Violet turned to her side to get a condom from the nightstand next to the bed while Matt continued on touching her. She gave a wrapper to Matt who steadied Violet in this position, keeping her lying on one side while he rolled over the condom over his dick. He then grabbed one leg and lifted it up as he positioned himself behind her. He started rubbing his dick on her lips, not entering her just yet. After a few minutes, he teased her with the tip of it inside of her, before quickly removing it back, and resumed with just rubbing it again. Violet gasped, turned her head around, and bit his lower lip.

-Asshole.

-Oh, I didn’t know you were into anal, Vi. Do you want us to try? Matt smirked at her while kissing her neck.

-Oh god! Just shut up and —

Matt entered her suddenly, inserting all of his length inside of her. He kept it deep inside her a few seconds before circling his hips a bit then started thrusting at a quick pace while fondling her breasts.

-Oh god, Matt. Maaaattttt. Oooh god.

After a few minutes, Violet then decided to take control and pushed him aside. She then straddled Matt with her back facing him, pushed his dick inside her hole, turned around and smirked at him with half closed eyes. Violet started bouncing up and down on Matt’s dick which made her moan and give out a small cry. Matt was grunting, trying to hold back his load that was about to blow up, wanting for this to last as long as it can. He started fondling her thighs before giving them both a slap. Matt then started touching Violet’s clit again, rubbing it with his thumb. Violet alternated between bouncing on his dick, circling her hips around it, and wiggling her ass to push his dick deeper inside of her.

-Oh god, baby, you’re so hot. Oh god. Fuuuuuck. Viiiiii.

Matt then moved his hands to her sides and lied on the bed. He couldn’t take it anymore. He started thrusting upwards, while Violet kept on bouncing on him. They both started wailing until they both came. Violet collapsed on top of him then turned around so they could cuddle.

-I love you, Violet.

-I know.

Violet looked up at him and smiled. She kissed him softly and soon they fell asleep, Matt’s arms wrapped around Violet.   

A couple of hours later, both of them woke up with Violet panicking at the scene. Matt took a few minutes to calm her down, reminding her that her husband is out of town and that her son is still asleep. She laughed weakly and nervously and looked up at him.

-I’m just not used to that. You, here. It’s a bit weird, Matt.

Matt held her hands and kissed them.

-Come on, let’s take a shower, you’ll calm down.

Matt and Violet showered together then headed to the kitchen after Violet wore a button down shirt and Matt wore his boxers. He sat down at the table and pointed at a few illustrations hanging around the kitchen.

-I remember those, he smiled.

-The Erte posters I got with you in Paris, she smiled back. She wrapped her arms around him from behind and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

-I’m going to make you pancakes, Matty. I don’t feel like cooking right now. Is that alright?

-Pancakes sounds great, sweetheart.

Violet then walked over to the jukebox she set in her kitchen.

-I’ve always wanted one of these, you know. It was hard taking ahold of one still functioning and in a suitable size for the kitchen.

She then chose The Stranglers’ Golden Brown, closed her eyes for a few seconds, then turned around to look at Matt.

-I love this song so much. It reminds me of our time in Paris. Remember?

Matt got up and they were both grinning idiotically at each other, it hurt. He took her hand and twirled her around. They both started swaying to the music while holding each other. Violet was nuzzled up against his chest. She looked up at him with bright eyes and said softly,

-You make me happy.

Matt’s heart skipped a beat at that. That was the closest thing Violet has said to an I Love You. His heart was fluttering and he held back his tears. Matt stroked Violet’s hair back and kissed her forehead. He then kissed her eyelids gently when she closed them, her cheeks, and completed all of that with a kiss on her lips.

Matt and Violet danced the night away and they couldn’t be happier.   

[amelink66world]

Love of my Life

Hey guys!! This is the third chapter of my series. Ypu can read it on wattpad too! Enjoy 💞😉

Pheromones

Amelia's PoV:

I have to give Link some credit. He really knows what he's doing in the bedroom. I can safely say that he's the best I've ever had. But he can't know that. Male ego, you know. As far as I've come to know him, he'll start floating ;) Even Owen wasn't ever able to bring about that kind of a reaction from me even after the many years we were together which Link was able to do in just a SINGLE NIGHT !!

I have to say I'm quite surprised.

The amazing sex helped my mood quite a lot. All of the sadness and despair just vanished in thin air with his touch. So far I've been able to successfully avoid him. It's been two days since the conference in San Diego and still I just cannot take him off my mind. I've just seen him around the hospital once or twice. I actively run away whenever I see him. I just dash in the opposite direction. I make sure he doesn't see me. Just one look in his direction brings back all the memories of that night. I just know it in my soul that my self resolve will break and I will jump his bones as soon as I see his muscular arms, his full lips which seem to draw me in unintentionally, his soft eyes, his ton...STOP!! UGGHH!! I'll kill him. I can't even think straight. Ufff.

Maggie has recently introduced three rooms in the hospital as part of her research. I personally like the Blue and Green rooms more. They seem to have a calming effect on me, the green one more than the blue one but it's fine.

Link's PoV:

I've never experienced this feeling before. Not to brag but I'm accustomed with women throwing themselves at me and not the other way around. This woman has been haunting my dreams since the moment I laid eyes on her. I find my eyes searching for her even though she's not in the room. It's been two days since I've seen her. I really think she's avoiding me. I've caught glimpses of her in the hospital but as soon as I reach there, phuushh she's vanished. Ughh. I know she said it'll be a ' one- time thing ' but I just don't want to lose a friend like her. Maybe hopefully in the future things might be different but at least now just being her friend will be enough.

When I heard that Dr. Pierce has introduced three 'mood rooms' , I have to say my interest was piqued. I decide to check those rooms out. Maybe I'll even find her sister in the process, you never know right? ;)

Currently, Maggie and Amelia are sitting in the Blue Room finally having a much needed 'Sister Moment'. Maggie is telling Amelia how the Blue Room works. She wants Amelia to feel better as she knows how she had been recently. If only she could strangle that ginger man and the mother of his child for time and again hurting her beloved sister. Her whole life she had been a single child and now that she has been gifted with two amzaing sisters, she finally understood that she had needed them all along and can't help but feel fiercely protective towards them. No one can hurt them on her watch, she'll make sure of that. She loved them too much to see them hurt.

So here they are in the Blue Room, Maggie trying to uplift Amelia's mood that had been somber for a few days. If only she knew about the conference....

The room has definitely made Amelia curious. She wants to know what this room does. While languidly spinning in her chair, Amelia asks, " Sooo, blue light lowers blood pressure? "

"Significantly. And some studies even suggest that it could even improve your mood." Maggie wants to help Amelia in any way she possibly can and adds, "Well I'm not saying that it's a cure all or anything but you might wanna spend some time...", she trails off after turning her and noticing that she most definitely has lost her audience. Amelia is in her own world lazily spinning in her chair thinking God knows about what. Maggie is surprised to see Amelia in such a good mood after all the Love Triangle fiasco.

She curiously asks Amelia when she sees that she has yet not gained her attention, " Okay the room doesn't work thaaatt fast. I deserve an award if it did but...what's going on? " she smiles looking at her happy expression.

"Nothing" is her only reply. Since when did AMELIA of all people become a woman of a few words? Huh, astonishing.

Maggie probes further, " Nothing?? I can't believe it 'cause the last time I saw you there was a fair amount of crying and absolutely zero chair spinning. So spill, sister."

Finally getting her to answer, " Fine. I might have had some insanely good sex at the conference in San Diego " she says while stretching lazily.

Shock is written all over Maggie's face. How can her sister have sex with a stranger at a complete unknown place? She sometimes just cannot believe Amelia. Many a times Amelia's antics force Maggie to question Tom Koracick's surgical skills. Did that arrogant man leave a part of her tumor behind in her sometimes highly illogical brain? Guess she'll never know.

Chuckling nervously she asks, " Wait, WHAT? You had insane sex with a complete stranger in San Diego? I knew you should not be left alone. I definitely should've gone with you!! Ugghh "

" Hey!! That's mean." Amelia laughs. " By the way, it was not insane sex, it was insanely good sex. And not with a complete stranger. It helped my mood a lot more than your precious Blue Rooom" she sings trying to get under Maggie's skin.

" Oooh, so like a rebound !! "

" More like muscle-bound ", both laugh.

Link's PoV:

I just checked out The Game Room, I realised it can be useful for my patients who have trouble doing PT. Games are a form of PT only. I have to keep that in mind. The Plant Room was actually soothing. I really liked it. Only the Blue Room is left now. I step towards the room when all of a sudden I hear giggling inside the room. I immediately recognize the voice. Amelia!! Finally I found her. I enter the room with a grin on my face, " Knock knock..."

Meanwhile in the Blue Room:

The door suddenly opens to reveal none other than Link, " Knock knock...", he says with a goofy grin on his face. Ugh that mouth!! Ehhhh. What do I do now? I can't even run away! Thank God there's Maggie here.

Link's grin is replaced with a nervous smile as soon as he spots Maggie sitting on the other chair.

" Oh hey. Dr. Pierce!! ". He's just standing there like a dumb person nervously looking between the two when he suddenly recalls Dr. Pierce's email. Now there's a topic.

" Dr. Pierce I took a look at your sternal reconstruction thing and emailed you some thoughts.", all the while avoiding eye contact with Amelia because he knows as soon as he'll look into her eyes, his smile will give away their secret.

" Sorry it took me so long. I was at a conference in San Diego.", Link says, subtly glancing at Amelia's way.

Amelia's eyes widened at his slip up and she jerks her head towards Maggie. " Oooh ", is her reply. Amelia can practically see the dots connecting in Maggie's head. Her back straightens and she moves towards Link quietly scrutinizing him, silently letting him know that she's aware of their shenanigans. Maggie then looks at Amelia with humor and playfulness in her eyes and then looks at Link.

Link gets extremely uncomfortable under Maggie's scrutiny. He chances looking at Amelia to see her reaction but her head his down in embarrassment and she is trying her best to avoid eye contact with either of them. Oh shit Maggie knows!! Link then goes on to ramble, " Umm, nice room...very blue. Uhhh it's very cool", chuckling humorlessly. He quickly acknowledges Amelia's presence in the room, nodding in her direction, " Dr. Shepherd " and leaves hurriedly.

Oh my God that was awkward.

Maggie swiftly turns towards Amelia judging her slightly, " OH MY GOD!! "

Amelia tries to redeem herself by justifying her actions, " It was a one-time thing!! That is it. I just needed some pain management." Amelia then nervously rambles to escape Maggie's questions, "Does this room change colours? Does it do pink? "

Maggie just looks at her smugly, " Didn't I ask you to totally hit that Ortho God in the beginning? Okay so now you realise I was right all along? Heh? Ohh, this is so great. And to answer your question, no it doesn't do pink", she laughs with mirth.

"Oh shut up Maggie. I have a surgery. Bye ". She quickly leaves to avoid Maggie's further questioning and the look of smugness on her face. Yeah yeah yeah she was right. But I can't just say it to her face. She won't let me see the end of the day with her boasting then. I'll just kill Link. It's all HIS fault!! Why did he tell Maggie he was in San Diego? Where is that gorgeous, no wait, scratch that, stupid man?

Maggie can't contain her joy. She is exultant. I have to tell Meredith! I just don't understand why these two stupid sisters of mine don't acknowledge the fact that I'm the smartest and the most intelligent of them all? On top of that, I'm always right. Heh heh heh. Look in Amelia's case, I just knew Link is right for her. I guess I'm the most sane sister in The Sister Lafy Chiefs or The Lady Chief Trifecta...whatever it is that Amelia likes to call it. With a smug look on her face she leaves to search for Jackson.

Amelia gets paged in the pit. She bumps into Link on her way and corners him with accusations.

Link leans down slightly to hear her better as she is whispering and her body is too small and petite in comparison to his tall, muscular figure. He is smiling at her when she says, " I thought we agreed we weren't gonna tell people? "

" Yeah we did" , he looks at her quizzically.

" Why did you tell Maggie you were in San Diego? " Is she blaming me? He can't help but smile at her restlessness.

" Cause I was. At a conference ", he slightly raises his eyebrows.

" Yeah but I told her I had sex at a conference. She obviously connected the dots! "

" No no no, wait. Hold up. So you told her about the sex but I'm in trouble for mentioning the location?!", he teases her. Amelia realizes how unreasonable and ridiculous she sounds.

That teasing gleam in his eye is distracting her. She starts walking away and says, " Okay. Can I just reiterate that it was a one-time thing. It was..."

" Pain management like you said ", he says in a sing-song voice, completing for her.

" There's more to it. For acute pain, not a chronic. One dose. Do not refill ". She stops. Wait. That sounded really really wrong. " Ew. Sorry ".

Link laughs at the unintentional innuendo. That woman is too damn funny sometimes.

She again quickly walks further away from him. He follows her. " I think to be safe, we need to steer clear of each other for a while."

Link panics. How much longer does she want to avoid me? Why? " You have already managed to successfully avoid me for 2 days. Did that help? "

He asks incredulously, " You really think that's necessary? "

" I do. Because...", she trails off and turns towards him. Her eyes slightly glaze over and she stares at his muscular arms and sturdy chest, her mind obviously in the gutter while saying, "...pheromones"

Her answer somewhat shocks Link but he obviously notices Amelia staring at his chest whilst speaking. He then decides to mess with her a little and steps closer to her, " What about them? ", he says with a teasing grin.

She takes a while to answer, still looking at him.

" I really like yours " , she says straightforwardly. Ooh I like women who know what they like.

" Okay then. I'll avoid you completely ", he whispers seductively. Amelia stares at him a second longer, nods and then turns around sharply. She thinks, I have successfully managed to embarrass myself twice in less than 15 minutes. What is the matter with me today?!

" You paged? ", both simultaneously question Richard entering Trauma Room 2. Both of them look at each with surprise. Link has a very happy and teasing grin on his face. Amelia is a different story. She just wants to run away from there. How will I survive this day around him? I know I'll jump his bones before this day ends if he keeps looking at me like that!!  She has a shocked expression on her face.

Both of them now put their game faces on and examine the patient. But the whole while Amelia keeps bumping into Link. Is he doing this purposely? He just knows I cannot resist. Ughh I don't like him at all!

Link is just having a blast. He finally came to a conclusion that the patient needed and MRI stat.

He informed the orderlies, " I'd like to take her for an MRI". He realised that he was not the only one saying this sentence. He turned towards her to realise that she had said the exact same words as him at the exact sa.e time. He smiled at her in a flirting way and she got extremely flustered and turned her head away softly whispering. " Oh God ". Thi bwas going to be an interesting case.

In the Scan Room:

They are waiting for the scans to come up. Amelia is sitting on the chair with Link leaning on the wall behind her. Both of them are painfully aware of each other's presence but don't say anything. Link gets tired of the wait and rests his hand on the armrest of Amelia's chair. Amelia glances at his hand and sharply turns away her head recalling all the beautiful things his hands are capable of doing. She blushed fiercely and quickly whispered, " I have to get off this case."

Link obviously understood why Anelia said what she said and smirked. Before he could say anything, the scans were up. They were disastrous. The patient was at an increasing risk of paralysis if they didn't do anything soon. They agreed that the patient needed both of their surgical skills and put aside their feelings and teasing for a few hours.

In the OR :

It would be an understatement to say that Link was impressed by Amelia's surgical skills. She had precision, stable hands, perfection, calmness, confidence and she knew exactly what the patient needed. This made her even more attractive to him.

He complimented her surgical skill and engaged in light flirting with her. He noticed her obvious smile behind her surgical mask which reached her eyes making her eyes gleam in a very captivating way. For a second there, they got lost in each other's eyes and seemed to forget that there was a patient open on their table. They quickly recovered and the surgery was going really well.

Suddenly a nurse informed them that the patient just lost motor signals in all of her extremities. Both the surgeons looked at each other in panic, double-checking their work but they had yet to make any mistake. What had happened?! Did they do something wrong? But we were nowhere near those nerves!! In the end, the patient ended up quadriplegic.

Both of them were deeply disappointed and disheartened. They were continuously thinking what had gone wrong there? Both came up with nothing. Amelia was more bothered by the surgery and was devastated. She quickly disappeared after updating the patient and her daughter about the outcome of the surgery. Link was worried for her. Where did she go? He was feeling oddly protective towards her and wanted to take away her pain. He wanted to comfort her and quickly found her in the only place he knew she'd be at the moment.  The Blue Room.

He silently entered the room to find Amelia leaning on the wall dejectedly. He closed the door and leaned opposite to her, near the door. She noticed him and walked in his direction. Link saw her sad expression and wanted to wipe that expression off her face. When she came face-to-face with him, he clasped her hands in his and held on to them tightly.  Amelia freed her left hand from his grasp and locked the door quickly. She then held his hand tighter and started leaning towards his lips.

He quickly understood what she needed. He could really use some pain management himself. When their lips finally touched, the failure of today quickly relieved their body and the whole world seemed to just vanish until there were only the two of them holding each other. The kiss soon became heated and Link let go of her hands to wrap his arms tightly around her slim waist. He swiftly glided his hands up her back, one rested just above her hip and the other just below her shoulders eliciting a long moan from her.

She quickly wrapped one hand around his neck to deepen the kiss and the other hand held onto his arm for dear life. Her knees grew wobbly. Link pressed her body to his until there was no space left. Amelia could not even describe this exhilarating feeling. He changed their positions so that she was now pinned  to the door by his sturdy chest. They continued kissing desperately. She slowly started backing him towards one of the chairs until he was sitting. He pulled her to him, deeply aroused, until she straddled his lap. The were sitting chest to chest vigorously kissing in the Blue Room taking away each other's pain. They stayed there taking away each other's pain until there was no hurt left and laid there in each other's arms in peaceful silence for the long night.

Author's Note:

Sooo how was it?? I was just too excited having started my first story that I just couldn't stop!! I just wish that these scenes could be included in the show. Anyway, please don't forget to comment your thoughts !! Until then.