#been melancholy lately

[teenytinyapprentice]

the Reinhold family treasure

[myokk]

I just remembered my old deviant art login info from when I was like 13/14 JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ

I was posting every day like it was my JOB for 0 likes on every drawing 😇😇😇🙏🙏 just goes to show that when you love it you keep doing it anyways.

Here are some of the highlights (this is only a FRACTION of my old HP fanart but there was also so much manga, atla etc etc etc 😭😭)

I remember I used to get soooooo mad at my mom whenever she would look at my art and be like “wow that’s good but I think you should add backgrounds, learn anatomy, practice drawing hands etc” (she was right I always hid the hands in pockets or behind the body LMAO)

[pleasantmsp]

I love Beauyasha so much. I miss them so much.

The reunion gave me so much joy and now I'm in this weird happy but melancholy state. I love the Nein so much and I want more of them. And I especially want more of Beau and Yasha. If we get a Fjorester wedding one shot, I will be stoked. But then also give me the Beauyasha wedding too!

I'm really just hoping they keep doing these little reunions cause I love the Mighty Nein so much and seeing them makes me so happy.

[donnatroyyyy]

Standing in the yard— Standing in Titans Tower

Dressed like a kid— Holding on to the team and each other and being heroes even after everything

The house is white— the tower is the same and so is everything inside, like it’s frozen in time

And the lawn is dead— THEY’RE not the same, and the never will be again, the pain’s changed them and twisted them into people that would’ve been unrecognizable to the people that saw that tower as home. No matter how long they try to hold onto each other, they know they can never go back to when this tower was happiness and peace and not just the graveyard of ghosts of all the people now gone, including themselves

[fatedfragment]

Melancholia

billie marten/ elliott smith/ ghost quartet/ the smiths

[illogicalghost]

i watched over the garden wall for the first time last week. i rewatched it all again last night. i think i have to watch it agaun tonight 😭

[bloodibambiidoll]

Hi angels. Sorry for going semi ghost this weekend was crazy busy for me and I’ve also slept most of the last two days bc I’ve been so burnt out. Letting my brain rest for the next few days but I’ll have a few lil things I’ve been working on posted this weekend.

I hope everyone’s doing good I’m kissing your foreheads. 🖤

[solpng]

1 . 2 . 3 . 4 🐇🌸 @dashingwishes

[guesswhosaninja]

do you ever hear the phrase "I was so scared of wasting a day that I nearly wasted my life" and have it haunt you for a month

there are so many times I've felt like I simply lost years, and you'll finally do something and realize you spent six months saying "I should do that soon" without doing anything or "I should get back to that" each day for months on end

[everybodysaycbx]

Top 3 cbx songs for the ask game 👀

-(its sunflowerchen im just asking from main lol)

love how when i check my inbox usually it says nothing here but now theres one from MONTHS AGO LIKE?????????

this is such a hard question tho 😭 uhhhhhhh atm probably:

1. girl problems

2. juliet

3. lazy

those are the cbx songs ive been listening to the most lately but literally every cbx song is 10/10 masterpiece classic ofc but you know that bestie 😙💕 thank you for the ask ily

[number-one-micoverse-fan]

nostalgia for something you never had

[starburstfloat]

been seeing a lot of moatwt theories saying that the tnc: freefall concepts are revisiting the chaos chapter: freeze concepts but grittier since they’re back to reality/left the magic island??

tbh my brain can’t keep up with the theories rn but what do u think!!

Oehhh a revisiting of the chaos chapter tbh it's clever because wasn't the chaos chapter all about a boy experiencing his first heartbreak and realizing the world isn't all sunshine and butterflies?

Perhaps this is a fresh take, albeit more related to the religious motifs of purity versus sin and paradise versus hell (assuming we're continuing the sacrilegious tone from tnc temptation).

My guess for now given the rough and tethered looks of the last two concept photos is that the album picks off from the boys departing Neverland, believing that leaving the devil's so-called paradise and back to the world of truth would lead them back to themselves, when really they find that reality/the real world is super tough. Especially when you don't distract yourself with hedonistic pleasures.

Or, given how anarchic and dystopian the reality and melancholy pics look, respectively, they may have fallen straight from paradise into some sort of hell??

Side tangent here but I'm finding it very interesting that back for more, which we'd previously discussed as being potentially narrated by the devil figure, is not placed as one of the first songs on the album, but rather one of the last. If we are assuming that tnc ff like tnc temptation is a concept album and therefore follows a chronological storyline from song to song...does that mean the devil is far from finished with them?? When can my boys get some peace hahaha

[creamecream]

Current project: New references for my Hazbin Hotel fcs.

Pictured: The Night Watchman, Duchess, Chestnut, John, Ryoto, Ghayth, Melancholy, Neve.

[xluxsolarisx]

brings you to the lavender farm¹ that the bear² is from and takes you through the fields looking at all the different types of lavender before having some lunch at the farm cafe and getting you some lavender ice cream to try out (i'm sure you're interested by the sound of it and yes it is pretty good^^) and then takes you to the gift shop for you to look through at anything else you might like so i can get it for you:> and just has a lovely day together:3

1. https://lyndochlavenderfarm.com.au/

2. https://lyndochlavenderfarm.com.au/products/lavender-bear?_pos=1&_sid=90127ddf4&_ss=r

uhm, yeah <3

:O a fun outing!!!!! there are so many cool different types of lavender i never knew... and not all of them are purple! i only thought lavender came in. well. lavender so seeing different colors is really cool...i especially like the hidcote pink and munstead, very pretty! i am running through the fields and picking flowers if they would let me pick flowers if they don't i am admiring their beauty without taking anything ^^ you're right actually i would love to try lavender ice cream! and i also wanna try lavender honey and lavender jam, they sound very floral and sweet, very nice c: i should find some for myself soon in like a farmers market or something i wanna try it irl... hmmm....from the gift shop i would like the lavender body mists, incense, lip balm, & bath salts. ok maybe not the bath salts actually ^^' i don't trust myself not to eat them. vietnam flashbacks. and also the lavender sleep pillow for the same reason i'd like the plushie (seems cuddly and would help me sleep) and finally maybe some lavender seeds so i could grow my own lavender! thank you for taking me this day was so fun, at the end of the day i reveal i have taken some lavender flowers and weaved them into a flower crown for you and i put it on your head. i love you. i also took the plushie and she had so much fun, here are two pictures i drew of her enjoying the day out ^^

she is laying in the grass and also sitting next to lavender flowers because i couldn't decide which drawing i liked better. ignore the way her palms are open magnanimously like jesus christ or jerry seinfeld i wanted to show her beans. also ignore the way her nose is white in the grass drawing i forgot to color it in. just imagine she ate a powdered donut filled with lavender jelly, okay? thank you again, this was really fun! bye bye 💖💖💖

[greeds]

if u have a rec for smth that will leave me with more hope than despair pls send it my way! reply to this post or send me an ask