#been melancholy lately
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Happy winter everyone!! Miryumi doodle page for warmth
#CHRIST uni is killing me#ive barely had time to draw#but fuck my group projects idgaf i needed to draw them#winter break is coming up trust ill draw then#anyways. will i ever tire of them? no#they genuinely mean the world to me#lately ive been feeling the faint stirrings of my full blown mha fixation that fizzled out a year or so ago#im kinda hoping it wakes up#idgaf about that wack last chapter i just wanna be obsessed with everyone again </3#it is really funny to me that the characters that survived the death of my fixation were the wlw pairings#half of which i pulled out my ass and have zero canon basing#i remain silly#im just UGHHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#listening to melancholy spanish music while drawing them is a religious experience#moved almost to tears#happy holidays to everyone with a holiday in this month btw#ill get that in early#usagiyama rumi#fuyumi todoroki#miryumi#mirko x fuyumi#fuyurumi#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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the Reinhold family treasure
#flora reinhold#curious village spoilers#professor layton#professor layton spoilers#teenytinyart#something a bit melancholy... been the vibe lately
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I just remembered my old deviant art login info from when I was like 13/14 JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ
I was posting every day like it was my JOB for 0 likes on every drawing 😇😇😇🙏🙏 just goes to show that when you love it you keep doing it anyways.
Here are some of the highlights (this is only a FRACTION of my old HP fanart but there was also so much manga, atla etc etc etc 😭😭)
I remember I used to get soooooo mad at my mom whenever she would look at my art and be like “wow that’s good but I think you should add backgrounds, learn anatomy, practice drawing hands etc” (she was right I always hid the hands in pockets or behind the body LMAO)
#hinny was my otp#and I have been a Ron lover my whole life#I hate the trend of Ron bashing lately!!! and he wasn’t stupid either😤😤😤#maybe I’ll recreate some of these 😂😂#also this was before I had a cellphone#so I would scan everything and then painstakingly use Paint to put white around the edges#and it still looked so bad😭😭😭🙏🙏#omg I remember once I gave this girl a drawing bc we were friends#(some melancholy anime girl I think)#and I CAUGHT HER ERASING MY SIGNATURE AND PUTTING HER NAME#there was almost a fistfight during recess that day😂😂😂#also I was insufferable in middle school. I used to write and illustrate “novels’ in notebooks#and then force everyone to read them and tell me how good it was JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ#I get so embarrassed thinking about myself 😇😇😇
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Standing in the yard— Standing in Titans Tower
Dressed like a kid— Holding on to the team and each other and being heroes even after everything
The house is white— the tower is the same and so is everything inside, like it’s frozen in time
And the lawn is dead— THEY’RE not the same, and the never will be again, the pain’s changed them and twisted them into people that would’ve been unrecognizable to the people that saw that tower as home. No matter how long they try to hold onto each other, they know they can never go back to when this tower was happiness and peace and not just the graveyard of ghosts of all the people now gone, including themselves
#I’ve been obsessed with this song lately and I’ve always been obsessed with the titans so this is like my niche little overlap#Adrianne lenker is a lyrical and melodic genius and I can’t stop singing her songs#Also any song that feels like a melancholy kind of sadness and finality always makes me think of the last years of the titans#dc comics#comics#teen titans#new teen titans#the titans#the judas contract#raven teen titans#beast boy#aqualad#wondergirl#wonder girl#starfire#speedy#arsenal#red arrow#robin#cyborg#bumblebee#lillith#Jericho#nightwing#kid flash#flash#troia#tempest#dick Grayson#wally west
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I love Beauyasha so much. I miss them so much.
The reunion gave me so much joy and now I'm in this weird happy but melancholy state. I love the Nein so much and I want more of them. And I especially want more of Beau and Yasha. If we get a Fjorester wedding one shot, I will be stoked. But then also give me the Beauyasha wedding too!
I'm really just hoping they keep doing these little reunions cause I love the Mighty Nein so much and seeing them makes me so happy.
#critical role#cr spoilers#beauyasha#the mighty nein#echoes of the solstice#and the rest of the tags are a rant#got a bit carried away lol#my depression has been real bad for the past like 9 months and i dont have the money or resources to go to therapy#so i am in a real interesting head space lately#this one shot gave me so much joy#i haven't felt that engaged and excited and happy in a long time#but now that its over that feeling is being joined by (like i said) this weird melancholy that i've never felt in this way before#tm9 mean so much to me#beauyasha means so much to me#especially in these times with the strikes and all the cancelations of wlw inclusive media#i've been trying to get back into c3 but getting through those first arcs is proving difficult#bh just doesn't feel the same as the m9 to me which is fine but sad in a way#cause I feel like there's still so much the nein could do and participate in#i definitely understood what ashley meant when she said she didn't feel like she was done with yasha#i feel the same#so i hope they keep doing these one shots and i hope they release some news on the animated show soon#and here's hoping that as I catch up on bh i can come to love them even half as much as tm9#cause that'd be enough to keep me coming back and then some
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#my stuff#what i’m listening to#sleep token#idk what other ppl get from this but it very much speaks to me as a song about waking up after attempted s**cide#and confronting continued existence when all you want to do is escape#and it makes my soul feel cold and heavy with melancholy#bc i’ve been sleeping away a lot of days lately#Spotify
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so i read recently that strength-based exercise has a bigger impact on depression than other forms of exercise? time to test that hypothesis on myself...
#ok i haven't been diagnosed#but i've been in a funk lately...#and just really really low energy even if nothing else is physically wrong with me#melancholy days#i want them to stop#and i want to feel comfortable in myself again#anyway#we're (i'm) doing some gentle pilates tmr if i can wake up early enough to do it...#wanna join?#fitblr#mental health#lifeblr#words thrown at the wall
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Posted this on Twitter but
Idk man… I think what gets me is the weight of this chapter. 430 had a bittersweetness to it but this feels doubled. Perhaps because this is very likely the last time we’ll see these characters but the send off in this extra chapter feels so quiet and melancholy…
#mha#mha final volume#mha 431#I appreciate the openness of 430 so much more#this extra is essential IT and was a glance at all the characters one last time (most who didn’t appear in 430)#but it’s sad not to see Toshi#it’s sad to see Izuku and Ochako haunted by Tomura and Toga 8 years later#yes the end has them moving forward but then you have Bakugou#remove romantic reading it’s still very clear that he’s meant to be read as disappointed this chapter#will they really be competing? Izuku’s more or less a part time hero#Deku’s back in the field but not in the way Bakugou obviously hoped for#those final panels of him watching izuku disappear into the crowd like Hori why#this is so depressing#I get the intent of seeing that heroes are less needed and that the characters are learning who they are beyond hero work#but we don’t get much of a hint of Bakugou doing that#we leave him with this feeling of melancholy that he’s been left behind#it’s too late#Izuku says he probably would’ve always been a teacher which I think is great!#but just… it feels even more bittersweet#izuku offhandedly tells bakugou to be a guest teacher more often which is a nice detail#but actually seeing that would have been more hopeful and happy#from the start of the chapter with Ochako’s dream the whole vibe is just so…sad#so final#and like I LIKE izuku and ochako I think they’re sweet and cute#but I will always prefer the platonic relationships first#like their scene is tasteful and cute with them both saying essential “I want to spend more time with you’#but it comes after and with this utter weight of finality#I just idk man I don’t want *this* to be the end but it is and it’s just really saddening#I’d say I’d want more something to break this melancholy but I don’t know if my heart can take anymore if it’s anything like this chapter
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Melancholia
billie marten/ elliott smith/ ghost quartet/ the smiths
#all i do is web weave and leave for months on end i promise after d20 exchange i will b active 😭 sorry 5 followers#billie marten#elliott smith#ghost quartet#the smiths#web weaving#melancholy#melancholia#i been lonely lately what can i say#elliott.txt
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i watched over the garden wall for the first time last week. i rewatched it all again last night. i think i have to watch it agaun tonight 😭
#the STRANGLEHOLD it has on me now... whoops!!!!#if i had watched this when it first came out when i was 14 my life would have been irrevocably changed#for the better? for the worse? who can say. it would have been an earth shattering development tho#idk sometimes when things are hyped up online i end up pushing myself away from it? like i get annoyed hearing about it alot#idk why i do that. something about my weird fucked up psychology. but like. i couldn't avoid it any longer i guess??#my sister really likes it and wanted ny mom and i to watch it. i dont think my mom liked it but i knew i had to watch it again#and then i was HOOKED. like OHHH i get why ppl are obsessed with this now!!!#auugh. auuuugh. i havent been hooked on a piece of media like this in a long time so it feels nice#ive been feeling down lately so its been good to focus on something else that brings. joy? melancholy??#ouhhhh i love it and im SOOO normal about it 😁👍#personal
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Hi angels. Sorry for going semi ghost this weekend was crazy busy for me and I’ve also slept most of the last two days bc I’ve been so burnt out. Letting my brain rest for the next few days but I’ll have a few lil things I’ve been working on posted this weekend.
I hope everyone’s doing good I’m kissing your foreheads. 🖤
#also coming on here has been a bit melancholy for me lately#xoxodolly#also sorry I’m so behind on reading fics :(
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1 . 2 . 3 . 4 🐇🌸 @dashingwishes
#ok so hfghfgfhg i made three of these bc as usual i couldn't settle on just one idea#but whatever that's not important#you've been making a lot of mbs for ppl lately (one for me included)#and this is my small way of returning the favor! c':#the first one here has a sweetly soft melancholy type of vibe <3#your archive has interesting layers/moods to it and this mb in particular was very relaxing to put together#moodboard#mb#food
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do you ever hear the phrase "I was so scared of wasting a day that I nearly wasted my life" and have it haunt you for a month
there are so many times I've felt like I simply lost years, and you'll finally do something and realize you spent six months saying "I should do that soon" without doing anything or "I should get back to that" each day for months on end
#this post is primarily about a mix of gender and writing stuff#but there's also a lot recently where I've felt like I came to thinking when did it become too late to do anything#I spent the last 8 months unsure what was happening with hrt treatment and it took 10 minutes to get the next process to start happening#instead of waiting unsure#(to be fair my doctor was just On Leave for 4 of those months but still)#and likewise it has been six months since I properly worked on my novel and it kills me inside not doing so#but it's also about like#idk missing people that just kind of drift away and u never really noticed when it just kind of happened and suddenly its been forever#it is a Rough Melancholy Evening#and while this is also celebrating the fact I did get the hrt ball rolling again#and trying to really pump myself up to return to The Shape of a Lie to finish a shareable draft with my friends#I think I spent a lot of July just kind of mourning many months of these things being on standby because I was afraid of wasting a day#and wasted half a year again#anyway love u guys I had a little bit to drink at a work party tonight and it made me sad and reflective lmao <3
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Top 3 cbx songs for the ask game 👀
-(its sunflowerchen im just asking from main lol)
love how when i check my inbox usually it says nothing here but now theres one from MONTHS AGO LIKE?????????
this is such a hard question tho 😭 uhhhhhhh atm probably:
1. girl problems
2. juliet
3. lazy
those are the cbx songs ive been listening to the most lately but literally every cbx song is 10/10 masterpiece classic ofc but you know that bestie 😙💕 thank you for the ask ily
#sunflowerchen#finn-shitposts#ask game#surprisingly not listening to their ballads atm even tho i love sad melancholy songs but that just hasnt been my go to for that lately#just watch ill be listening to cry and paper cuts all next month just bc i said this 💀
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nostalgia for something you never had
#this kid's kinda Goin Through It huh...#micoverse#fan art#milo#the weather lately has been very melancholy
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been seeing a lot of moatwt theories saying that the tnc: freefall concepts are revisiting the chaos chapter: freeze concepts but grittier since they’re back to reality/left the magic island??
tbh my brain can’t keep up with the theories rn but what do u think!!
Oehhh a revisiting of the chaos chapter tbh it's clever because wasn't the chaos chapter all about a boy experiencing his first heartbreak and realizing the world isn't all sunshine and butterflies?
Perhaps this is a fresh take, albeit more related to the religious motifs of purity versus sin and paradise versus hell (assuming we're continuing the sacrilegious tone from tnc temptation).
My guess for now given the rough and tethered looks of the last two concept photos is that the album picks off from the boys departing Neverland, believing that leaving the devil's so-called paradise and back to the world of truth would lead them back to themselves, when really they find that reality/the real world is super tough. Especially when you don't distract yourself with hedonistic pleasures.
Or, given how anarchic and dystopian the reality and melancholy pics look, respectively, they may have fallen straight from paradise into some sort of hell??
Side tangent here but I'm finding it very interesting that back for more, which we'd previously discussed as being potentially narrated by the devil figure, is not placed as one of the first songs on the album, but rather one of the last. If we are assuming that tnc ff like tnc temptation is a concept album and therefore follows a chronological storyline from song to song...does that mean the devil is far from finished with them?? When can my boys get some peace hahaha
#anywho!#super curious how this album will thematically tie everything together#also sonically what can we expect??#people have pointed out the electric guitar abd keyboard set from the melancholy pics#and we know kai has been practicing guitar lately 😉#soooo...??#guess I'll die lol#txt comeback
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