#been dealing with health stuff

[reallybadblackoutpoems]

a self-esteem guidebook: learning to embrace your imperfect self (1992) - kenneth a. beavers

"exploding you with my mind"

[ask-modern-patrochilles]

what was your dream job when you were little? Has that influenced where you are today?

Achilles: I’ve loved music since I was little so I always knew I wanted to do something along those lines when I grew up. I used to sing my heart out any chance I got around a microphone! My mother wanted me to be a lawyer like her but I couldn’t imagine myself working in an office all day, I’d be so bored!

Patroclus: Well, my dad is a surgeon so I kind of followed in his footsteps. When I was younger, he would tell me all about the interesting parts of his job, the ups and the downs, and I really took to it. Even if my dad had a different job, I’m sure I still would’ve found some way into medicine, it just feels like something I was meant to do.

[bennetsbonnet]

📖&☕️&☀️

[rookflower]

squirrelflight my friend squirrelflight

[bisexualcherdegre]

D:BH Rarepairsweek 7 | @dbhrarepairs

Day 3: Hank/Markus After the revolution, Markus and Hank are both trying to deal with the new situation they've been handed. Their paths cross.

[freakoutgirl]

i'm like trying sooo hard to work on my mental health but i still feel like i'm fucking drowning

[sweetest-honeybee]

How long do commissions usually take? I’ve ordered from an artist before and they said nothing for like 3 months

I try to do them within 60 days but life gets in the way more than I’d like to sometimes 😅 if the artist hasn’t said anything you can always check in on progress and worst case scenario, you can always ask for a refund if you paid upfront

[vladdyissues]

I am actually not done with the kiss challenge, it’s just taking me longer than normal to draw stuff 🫥

[t6fs]

Your blog rocks

The descriptor for the ask button says tell you a story, I am curious to how far that extends to. Would you want a story dropped in your ask box?

While the census is long done, it was an absolute delight to do, and I must thank you for making it, and thank you for making the answers available for us to read outselves. It's been ever so entertaing and real fun seeing how everyone answered (I think the funniest answer was while it was a fairly even spread of sympathetic to factions, the highest opposed faction were the constables by a mile. I think that's really really funny)

Have a fabulous day!!! You've certainly made mine better :]

1. 🥺

2. Anyone can tell me a story in my asks, made up or not. I am very bad at remembering to check my askbox but I do wanna hear a story if you've got one to tell.

3. Yeah ngl the census data spreads are very fascinating and funny. Sidenote, working on that data decomp for those primers of persons is. Long. someday I will be done with that.

4. I hope you also have a fabulous day, thank you genuinely for the kind words I am sorry it took me an indeterminantly long time to respond to them.

[figofswords]

thinking about taking a little bit of a step back from social media for a bit for mental/physical health reasons (as in: chronic severe anxiety is causing chronic health issues and I need to remove stress Somehow). I will still post art but I’m probably gonna make an effort to engage with my dash only minimally, if at all. (that being said I have very poor discipline so if you see me suddenly reblogging stuff out of nowhere just. roll with it)

[elliesbelle]

uh oh uh oh

[naomiknight-17]

I think the new antidepressant is starting to do something to my mood. Which is good, it's supposed to! It's just... strange

Like I've gotten so used to feeling depressed that feeling positive more often is foreign.

So it's a good change, but also going to take getting used to

Also I'm more alert/awake and more restless - but my body is still tired so uh. Hurry up and catch up to my brain, please, body. It wants to do stuff

Still struggling with the motivation to start tasks (see my undecorated white tree and the fact that I still owe people art) but maybe that will improve in time

We shall see

[leaf-in-a-flower-garden]

Wow I love when anxiety manifests itself to be horrible chest pain that makes me feel like it would be less painful to simply combust, I love when my body does that.

[haorev]

HE RETURNS

[thethingything]

it's very weird trying to manage both depression and dissociation, where being really apathetic about stuff is generally a bad sign, and OCD, where feeling apathy towards the stuff your brain freaks out about is what you're aiming for.

sometimes it's like, a specific OCD trigger will bother us less and less, but it'll coincide with us our depression getting worse or us being really overwhelmed and then dissociating a lot, and we get stuck wondering how much of the apathy towards the OCD triggers is from us making progress and how much is just our brain going "I can't bring myself to give a shit anymore" because we're doing bad in other ways

[localratwithcowboyhat]

Sorry for being inactive life is really hard rnnnn

Been very depressed and stressed latelyy. Hope it‘ll pass some time soon

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