#because im going back to my roots
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
My necromancer mortician, Naenia!
#wizard101#w101#i love her sm creepy girls stay winning#original character#digital art#character design#my art#my ocs#Naenia Blackthorne#wizzy101#happy almost october!#anyway best mortician in marleybone source trust me bro#goth aesthetic#because im going back to my roots
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm back on my bullshit I guess
that redraw I was talking about.. previous versions under the cut
I like how it's less stiff now
#murl drawing ruikasa again ?!?!?!?!?#probably not gonna draw that much of them again even if the hyperfix is coming back though#my brain is way more focused on other things this time </3#going back to my roots is fun ngl#this was the first ruikasa fanart ive done...... insane..#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#colorful stage#pjsk fanart#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#pjsk tsukasa#pjsk rui#wonderland x showtime#wxs#ruikasa#murl draws#im lowkey proud of myself honestly#anyways. wanted to do this because i kinda hated the last one#people who initially followed me for rks you may celebrate /silly
609 notes
·
View notes
Text
it is beyond infuriating how anne rice seems to insist on marius being a positive force in anyone's life ever. like she can't fully commit to exploring the fact he groomed armand and has repeatedly taken away his consent for what marius thinks is best (take the end of TVA as an example) and just kind of flatly puts it in the narrative. there's not really much interest in how these horrific events make marius come across as the worst because EVERYONE loves him. for gods sake, lestat learns from armand exactly what marius did to him in TVL and then proceeds to go find marius and be super friendly to him in the same fucking book. even armand and pandora, two of the people who have MORE than enough right to hate him, do not. it doesnt feel like shes trying to explore the toxicity of the abusive dynamic he traps them in, it just is there. and like yeah ofc the toxic vampire romance series but i think that this should be handled with more care. and it is not ever really framed in a way that she is interested in exploring how marius should easily be one of the most horrific characters in this series because it kind of feels like sa/rape/grooming/other things of that sort are just put there to further plot and not to really get the respect that they deserve in a medium.
#twist rambles#vc posting#grooming mention#for blocklist sorry im on my im really mad about this fucking series soapbox again#to be fucking honest she treats slavery similar. like its just THERE and the characters doing it dont really feel bad about it (much like m#rius doesnt seem to.. feel much if any remorse for arm.and) and it is just like... ok heres another bad thing with no examination. this isn#a super coherent post but i went a bit forward to see how b&g was handling the arm.and stuff and oh my god. oh im so mad. like i just... i#wish so badly that arma.nds abuse was taken seriously other than haha its sooo quirky that mari.us is in a position of power over him and#provides housing money sex comfort etc for him and is abusing him but hes sooo happy with himmmm. like he fucking sold him into sex slavery#and we are supposed to root for him#ask to tag#sorry this is just. its a very triggering part of the books but its something that i kind of keep returning to to mull over because it is#handled really badly. like i think she was trying to go for a lo.lita vibe (iirc she did actually mention nabok.ov as an inspiration) but#didnt really care enough to examine WHY that is an interesting take on the subject matter. not even to get into pan.doras stuff bc its just#really bad but at least he waited until she was an adult i suppose. like i will give anne one thing that she has characters and (poorly han#led) writing that makes you really think and analyze. which i think is where i enjoy media that is like... this kind of sucks at points but#u can tell the authors viewpoints soo transparently. and u can examine it thru this. like i think thats why i find the gr.ell run of GA int#resting too bc u can telll that man is a libertarian and doesnt respect women. and then claims to do so. its interesting to me. anyways#did u guys know she defended bill clin.ton when the monica stuff came out and victim blamed her. just a funny coincidence.#sorry for the really long tag rant but i am sooo fed up with how she treats this topic forever and ever. bc its been this way forever.#anyways back to reading had to get that out. lmk if u need me to tag this bc its a lot of tws :)
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
back to self-analyzing what the fucks going on in my brainium
#txt#i need to go back to a therapist methinks#cuz why am i only now reading about OSDD-1a#bc errrmmmmmmm.........................#i know C-PTSD is very comorbid with dissociative disorders#but like given things ive experienced and struggled with its always felt like there's something More going on idk#idk it's like...i can see OSDD CPTSD or even...BPD i guess#but its just like i dont feel like ONE of those fits me its like i relate to a bit of all three#mostly so CPTSD but thats bc DUH I HAVE CPTSD#my lifes been trauma after trauma there's definitely not simply ONE traumatic event that's defined me#also wondering in another area if it's just adhd autism overlap#or maybe i AM autistic afterall just VERY VERY good at masking it or compensating for it#or if i have the same subcategory of Bipolar a former friend had that commonly gets misdiagnosed as the former two#which is likely bc all my blood relatives have gotten diagnosed with a form of bipolar and im not joking#idk man i just wish i knew wtf is wrong with me and how to like...do something about it but like actually#and not just focus on the depression or anxiety because that's CLEARLY NOT HELPING#yes im depressed and severely anxious but dont u think they might have a ROOT CAUSE#i'm definitely convinced and have been for years that they stem from something else#deeper and more of an issue than anyone trying to study wtfs wrong w me has figured out including me
12 notes
·
View notes
Note
i don't think people hcing charlie as transfem are trying to dismiss the transmasc charlie hc! i think it's more of a projection thing for a lot of people, since i know at least a few of the main people who enjoy the headcanon are transfem themselves!! i don't think you have much to worry about in terms of people dismissing the tmasc or other genderqueer charlie hc anyways, since it's already much more popular! i think you're perhaps being a bit too critical.
I've literally never said anything like this at all, I think you've either misinterpreted something else I've said or have the wrong blog.
All of my Charlie gender-based posts or reblogs I've stated/tagged that I think any interpretation of Charlie's gender can make sense, be it transmasculine, transfeminine, nonbinary, agender, whatever you want.
I am one of the ~3 blogs that has access to The Bathroom Problem script and who posted and pointed out that you can make out/slightly hear the Joyce cuts in the episode itself. I would not have excitedly shared that for open-interpretation if I was "worried" people are "dismissing" transmasc Charlie headcanons. (Which, again, I've literally never said, but in any case, I believe it's valid for anyone to dismiss a headcanon they don't agree with, fandom is a sandbox.)
What I personally don't care for are genderbends and, almost by extension, analysis/meta on canon scenes that rename/re-gender the characters with no basis (or, one that comes off wrong). Both topics I've literally never publicly spoken out against here, nor have I said anything bad/negative to everyone who personally enjoys these things, so there is no way for me to possibly be "too critical" in that regard. I keep most of my opinions to myself and my close mutuals, almost exactly for what you're saying: I personally don't want to harsh or dismiss anyone's headcanons.
I have never said, and have never meant to imply, that anyone interpreting Charlie as transfem is attempting to dismiss anyone else's headcanon (which again would be a non issue to me anyway).
#if youre coming here from a certain twitter post#which#mind you was a 3 deep reply to one specific mutual. aka not a public criticism#i believe you are incorrectly interpreting what my issue is#bc it is not about 'headcanon erasure'#and i did not post about it on this blog. never intended to. because im not trying to be critical or dismissive. im venting to mutuals#if youre saying i cant personally have an issue with something idk what to tell you lol. ok?#and if youre one of my mutuals who ive like#personally ranted to about these various things#idk that would be very random and kinda weird to come into my askbox on anon about this#my dms are always open to chat i like having critical and opposing conversations#anyway im not trying to win the charlie gender headcanon war i literally dgaf#i dont even talk about transmasc charlie much at all? so idk where that idea comes from#like im pretty seated in him being amab i just enjoy other peoples transmasc interpretations#im way too rooted in canon in actuality to care much about all this!#hence. why canon misinterpretation bugs me *personally*#ok im going to the back office to get drunk#ask
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just found out that in the Netflix ATLA, during his Agni Kai with his father, Zuko…fights back. He fights back. They just couldn’t resist having their cool little action sequence so they have him. Fight. Back.
The original Agni Kai scene is fucking heartbreaking to watch especially as an adult because it’s so clear that Zuko is just a boy, a boy so different from yet so devoted to his cruel and abusive father that he falls onto his knees and BEGS not to have to fight him. He’s not violent, he’s not angry, he’s a boy trying desperately to get approval and love from a man who probably isn’t capable of either. It’s one of the greatest Zuko scenes in the entire show because it so beautifully and heartbreaking tells the audience—WHO ISNT EVEN ROOTING FOR ZUKO YET—“he’s not like his father. He is not your enemy”
BUT NO LETS JUST COMPLETELY THROW THAT IN THE GARBAGE BECAUSE OOOO COOL FIGHT SCENE
FLAMING HAMMER EXPLOSIONS UPON THE NETFLIX EXECS FOR ONE MILLION YEARS
#I CANT BELIEVE ANYONE CAN SERIOUSLY WATCH THIS AND EVEN CALL IT ‘OK’#fr if watching it inspired you to go back and watch the original for the first time good for you you’re exempt from what I’m about to say#ARE YOU PEOPLE FUCKING STUPID?????#atla#I AM ONLY THIS MAD ABOUT THIS BECAUSE I JUST WATCHED THAT EP OF THE ORIGINAL#AND CRIED MY EYES OUT#but like. how are we meant to root for Zuko if he acts just like his father#it’s so clear in the original that he’s not like him. they give us a REAL villain in zhao early on#so we understand that Zuko isn’t the bad guy#but how is that message supposed to stay with us if Zuko acts now and has always acted just like his father???#no we NEEDED Zuko not to fight back because we needed to see him make a choice his father would not have#we needed to see that he was abused and disfigured for the sole crime of being compassionate and soft hearted#IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE#Netflix atla#NETFLIX WHEN I CATCH YOU NETFLIX
10 notes
·
View notes
Note
You do not, in fact, sound like toxic male F1 fans because a toxic male F1 fan would’ve slipped in a “women just can’t understand…”
a toxic male f1 fan would keel over and die if they had to take a single scroll through the kinds of homoerotic shit we all post about their beloved sport, but the second anyone on here takes half a second to be a little bit serious because the reactions are getting out of hand, some people wanna camp us in with them. like please 💀 the unfollow or block button are your friends!
#ask#i told myself id stop getting into internet discourse but its a lil bit fun going back to my roots#the arguments i used to have on my hockey blog with bruins fans … im nostalgic#its funny though bc bruins fans still almost never blocked me through it because we were all having so much fun with it lowkey
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
i have no energy to draw but that barbie meme is everywhere and I haven't seen hwbf5 version yet so HERE'S A VERY QUICK DOODLE
(there's a place for one more person, who should it be??)
#part of me really wants to render it bc they deserve it but my internal motivation is so broken lately even this was hard xd#hot wheels battle force 5#hwbf5#barbie meme#doodles#fanart#how low has my sketching ability gotten if this is the highlight i decide to post xD#going back to my 2014 roots of posting whatever just because people seeing it is what usually motivates me to make more :³#so sorry if quality is like this for a while im trying to hack myself back into enjoying art xD
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
Loveeee this new playlist i made with shoegaze-esque dreampop ethereal punk bands 😋😋
#it’s just like 4 bands and an hour but its sooo good#some i alr listened to but thats because im going back to my roots again#sons n daughters of slowdive cocteau twins and the cure
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
The temptation to write a Death/Puss In Boots vore fic is strong all of a sudden
#omg a rare post#it's been months#thanks puss in boots- you're really making me go back to my roots 💀#Also it'd be safe vore of course#romantic and fluffy probably#because im sure most people wouldnt expect that from death lol
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
the universe has been very in my face like “you could’ve had what u wanted a long time ago but u lacked discipline u silly little bitch” and it kinda hurts!!! like ouchie :-/ what’s for you won’t miss you tho so it all works out in the end <3
#i couldn’t help but wonder… was doing it for the plot really worth it?#im gonna go with no. but maybe… like sometimes side quest eras r necessary#c’est fin now tho we back on the main quest#it’s been fun <3 i loved my early 20s i got to go to school and go drugs and live w my friends and alone#and become a cat mom and try diff jobs and travel/live in diff cities#i feel like a very whole person because i’ve spent so much time alone. like very rooted in my being and aware of my purpose#lucky me 🍀#👼🏻
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't remember if I ever posted this but 500% this is IT this is the vibes for Flint & Rinz when/if they ever escape the Grid in 1999 😔👌
#flint is the biggest fucking fan of ugly sweaters & windbreakers#& besides highwaisted pants & some sort of sweater or top rinz can pull off any fucking look#i need to go back to my roots & draw more of Flint & Rinz just in late 90s wear because its so DAMN nostalgic to me#anyways#dorks#i love them#twizzler & front♡#im gonna have to start digging through old fashion catalogues to find some truly reprehensible items that SCREAM 90s lol#anyways 90s kid mentality#i cant help ittttt#also yeah i forget#but my au takes place in '99#because y2k is a thing & the ultimatum their working against or risk the grid being fucked forever once the new year comes#anywayyyyys been thinking on them so much#i just#*fangirly tears*
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just realized that I'm a stone top "femme" lmao
#“femme” just because im presenting extremely feminine at the moment but i gotta switch it up soon#i need to go back to my masculine roots
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Gonna watch doctor sleep, jerk off and forget im lonely
#i literally have a problem#i just hung out with ppl today#i got to socialize and talk to beautiful girls#iv had a good day#and the moment im alone in my house im miserable again#there something rooted deep in me that i dont know how to fix i think#sorry im being melodramatic#but im sick of working and spending 90% of my free time alone#i can do alone! i can do it im a big boy#and i can handle and do it#but i wish someone was excited for the next time we got to see each other or talk to each other#that wanted to spend their time with me#its the adhd acting up again#i literally have this probably every few months and have a fucking melt down because im not the important person in anyones life#but im about to be 25#and iv never been in love with anyone who was able to love me back#which isnt their problem its my own#i just get infatuated with ppl who im not their type or im just not a fit for the life they want#which is fine thatst just how it is#but iv been getting sad realizing the few times iv been infatuated enough to consider it romantic feelings of love#its always been to ppl im well aware im not built for#i can love them all i want but that wont change the fact that im just not what they want or what they need#and i just keep having to tell myself that its ok and im fine with it because i have to be#everyone tells me to just go for it#but i know already i wont get anything out of it but heartache#i may be a bit thick and not always aware when someone is interested in me until they say it to my face straight up#but i think im p good at telling when someone has NO interest in me ykno#i can look at someone i like and someone i know and see their interest and life and know im not meant to fit into it that way#so i shouldnt bother them with this going after it nonsense ykno#but idk where else to go
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
animated pixar short of my cat staring out the window at the working mother of four (kittens) who lives on the roof of the building across from us
#i went out to get the mail earlier and she (the working mother) was on her way back to her roof#and kinda stared at me to see if i was going to be a threat but how do you tell a stray cat that you love her and youre rooting for her#one of the neighbors has been putting cat food out on the roof so i know im not the only one following this melodrama but idk who#the kittens got pretty big before i noticed them so she had to have been feeding them decently before now#oh and water. neighbor has been refreshing a bowl of water on the roof each day too and im so glad they are#because that was one of my biggest concerns when i first saw them#its HOT and its just going to be getting hotter#hope the kittens learn how to jump off the roof soon
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
the moment when astarion called me his little treat and then clicked his lips or made a kissy noise???
?????? I literally blushed like ??????
I have no words just a lot of avshshdkalabdbdlalaAVDJFLSNAKSK
Gosh I haven't done that in awhile . This man making me fan girl again like im 17. I'm here for it send me to horny jail the things I'm thinking
#Like I haven't keyboard smashed in a minute I live for this obsession#But I haven't slept in a week so#Like yes I am ur little treat kiss kiss#I just want to hold him too#Poor lil vampire#Baldurs gate Astarion#The man is pure beauty#They were TOO BUSY WONDERING IF THEY COULD AND NEVER THAT IF THEY SHOULD HES TOO SEXY#HONESTLY my life has been so busy and empty and I stopped coming on here because of that but this is filling the void and I live for it.#Fangirling helps the soul#Going back to my roots#My therapist wouldn't approve#But I approve#His little treat who speaks like that STAHP#IM DEAD
2 notes
·
View notes