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lissomeingenuestuff · 6 months ago

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if i see charles leclerc at the met gala none of you are gonna hear from me ever again

#because i'll have passed away #dead #deaded #they'll write “rip charles leclerc's greatness was too much for her” on my grave #not even joking lol #ferrari #scuderiaferrari #charles leclerc #f1 #formula one #formula 1

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alighterwithlove · 4 months ago

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if you talk to the average conservative voter, they'll always talk about their conservative representative with unabashed enthusiasm. "this guy is supporting my rights!!!!!" even when the representative is very much not supporting their voting constituents' rights in some cases (ie. poor white ppl not realizing they're getting poorer because of their representative)

and I bet that's why conservative candidates are so good at winning. any person listening to their voters only gets a great impression of the candidate.

and if you talk to the average liberal/leftist voter, they all hem and haw. "oh yeah, I voted for them but they're Okay, they're Disappointing. they haven't done this. they haven't done that." and I bet if you fucking pressed them to state some Good Beneficial Legislation they've passed, either the voter 1. can't name any, or 2. has to attach caveats. ("yeah biden passed student loan forgiveness BUT not ALL loans were forgiven")

why aren't we ever excited about incremental progress. why aren't we cheering to the sky about every win. maybe more people would vote if there was genuine excitement, the same type of excitement that conservative voters seem to have about anything labeled "conservative".

I'm just so fucking tired of hearing ppl be like "I'm just disillusioned with my leftist representative" EVERY TIME but are DEAD SILENT on the small victories, the progress. conservatives know how to do this, and that's why they build momentum into the next election. why does this seem impossible for the other side.

#new rule: if you're gonna say smth bad about your leftist representative #you have to first name one good legislation they passed before doing so #I'll go first. trudeau sucks. but trudeau & the ndp abolished interest on canadian student loans #he's expanding the canadian pension plan!! so workers have more money at retirement!!#him and the ndp are pushing a dental care insurance coverage!!!!!!#he's trying to get through a 10 dollar day care plan for families!!!!!#SORRY BUT ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE GOOD and they're ONLY HAPPENING because the ndp can push him left #the conservative candidate will never let that happen AND wants to take away abortion rights #so lets all fucking grow up and open a news website and start celebrating the small victories that may lead to huge ones #mika rambles on

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fatedroses · 2 months ago

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Chance encounters in Costa del Sol.

#ffxiv #sketch #zenos yae galvus #meteor survivor #titus yae galvus #arrecina wir galvus #oc #tsukiko date #camilla lunae #imagine trying to get drinks at the bar only to look over and see your presumed dead great uncle/great nephew standing right next to you #meteor- five seconds away from a heart attack looking over at titus #that moment when youre the spitting image of your father and the warrior of light was *not* aware of that fact #the galvus' are not allowed to have normal vacations #or... well retirement in Titus' case #I am simply here to draw the unaccounted for garlean royals lmao #eventually i'll draw zenos' half sibling(s?) and varis' retainers annia and julia out of their armor #but for now you guys just get to see my silly bullshit of sixty something y/o titus deciding that with nerva gone he's just gonna retire #mans is done with it #im probably gonna end up writing him as the legatus of the 8th- and probably a machinist that eventually becomes a gunbreaker #after lucius passes this man is over all of it #no nonsense machine commanding leader ect ect.#probably dual wielding the gunblade with an actual gun tbh lol #old man doesnt look like wrinkly solus because he spent his life taking care of himself to deal with just... the galvus family in general #dont let the strands deceive you all his grey hair is hidden under the rest of it all lmao #the galvus family brain rot continues and its not going to let me go v-v #(also dont mind meteor teasing tsu for hiding in his shade she does this a lot)

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catocappuccino · 4 months ago

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It's been a year since I redrew that one Snorkmimi render...

So yeah I did it again ofc I would, why oh why wouldn't I? Tee hee silly meee

Attaching the 2023 redraw and og cause- uh- I donno, because yes, why not!!!

#This also means updated banner HECK YEAH 🔥🔥🔥#These redraws of mine are so different style-wise it's funny lmao #shoutout to Snorkmaiden one of my fav characters ever she's so perfect in every way my little baby #oh and update : since last year I still have NOT tasted “Snorkmaiden's dreamy chocolate” moomin coffee maybe one day I will or I'll do the #smart thing of making choco coffee myself without buying the maybe overpriced thing that just happens to have Snorkmay on it (I don't even #like sweet coffee 😭) buuut... you know... I could always just get it once and keep the package as a treasure! Cause I'm a hoarder. It might #or might not be a problem but I don't have time to think about that and work on it I have 100 possible uses for this old straw what if I #reeeaaallly need an old straw one day and I DON'T have it because I threw it away? Yeah! END OF THE WORLD!!!#Tbh hate to admit it but Snufkin's hazelnut coffee sounds the most inviting from all of the moomin flavoured choices to me I LOVE hazelnuts #I don't even know what licorice tastes like and I am NOT eating anything that is advertised with Stinky on the cover (jk Stinky's great)#I'm already sick of everything salted caramel flavoured it's just sugar n' salt with a different ribbon and blueberry... I'll pass. And like #I said before - I'm not a fan of sweet coffee. Sorry Snorkmaiden :[#okay enough of it no one reads allat time for real tags #snorkmaiden #snorkfröken #niiskuneiti #moomin #moomins #moomin books #Snork mimimimimimi Snork mimimimimimi

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okiroash · 5 months ago

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TRULY the best way to learn a character more is to hear the rambles of someone who gets them... (alternatively, read a fic where you can pretty much tell how much that person love that character wholly by how much the details the author put)

#💭...#it's really because I'm bad at analyzing anything outside what I'm hyperfixating on...#admittedly I get really nervous when people ask what I think of a dynamic when it involves another person I don't think much... passes away #I got a fear for mischaracterizing characters bc I feel bad when a fan of that character sees it they feel hurt.. LOL #though I'm well aware I'll never be spot on and what ideas I have will always change if it was wrong or there was something better #I'll never call myself as someone who really gets [character] because there is always so much more to learn- to explore about them y'know..

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changjo2003 · 5 months ago

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Lol it's trending at #10 on US YouTube. So, we all like pain and suffering I see.

#k.will #seo inguk #ahn jaehyun #music video #extra sad music video #I went to bed late because I stayed up to watch it and woke up thinking the ending has to be a bad dream #it is NOT a dream #no matter how you interpret the story it is still so sad #fine don't be together but does he have to suddenly pass away #maybe I'll feel better in 2036

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magentagalaxies · 6 months ago

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vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester #and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself #(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months)#they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible)#vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished #but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview!#not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together #and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends #at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else #like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B #like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections #but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown #the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was #working on a project i loved!!!#due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai #so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass''#but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate)#it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously #i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter #i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender #and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like #''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do''#and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth #but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me #this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary?????????#like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent #in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!!#i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester #that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through #so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire

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badcountryofficial · 2 months ago

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It's funny how "you just need to be uncomfortable to grow and growing is a good thing that you should try to do in your life" is considered a "boomer-like" statement and how many people will genuinely respond with "sure but it's also valid if you don't want to do hard and uncomfortable things!"

DISCLAIMER: OBVIOUSLY THERE'S NUANCE

#'i mean i guess i see what youre saying but it's just so hard!' ok then stay where u are ig #like. you can #it doesnt make you less than. doesnt make u a bad person.#but you MUST understand if you refuse the choice to grow then others WILL outgrow you #they'll leave. they'll move on.#same with opportunities. they'll pass you by.#and if ur ok w that then that's fine it's ur life #but again. understand that other people will probably grow away from you. and they wont be wrong for it.#you wont be wrong for not growing either.#i think ppl get defensive because they have shame around not being where they feel theg 'should' be in life and i do get that #but at a certain point u rlly do have to get up and dig urself out of that hole..no matter how u got there #it's hard and it sucks and everyone has different circumstances but no one else is gonna save u or get u out #u gotta do it urself #u can start whenever #but the longer u say 'i'll do it when im ready' well..#sometimes u never feel ready...u just have to push thru and do it #:'/#i have sympathy but. idk i have thoughts too lol

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pernapernaperna · 22 days ago

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I hate how I can't take my bike on the bus. Basically my house is too far and unsafe to cycle to any train station so I have to get the bus. But the trains don't go exact where I want so it would be handy to be able to cycle from there to my destination (also cycling is free) and in fact the route between the station and my goal is excellent for cycling (and free). But I can't cycle on it because I can't transport my bike there. Because I have to get the bus

#perna posts #tell me why i have a disabled bus pass that makes it free but i cant get a train pass (the train pass only gets like 20% off anyway)#the govt loves cycling schemes and public transport schemes #but i cant get out of my goddamn house on a bike because I'll immediately be flattened by traffic #they did build bike lanes but tell me what use is it when the bike lanes do not extend past the town centre #the town is small enough you can just walk from one side to the other in a reasonable time frame #so bikes are a little redundant but would be useful for travelling outside the town to the station only 5mi away but it is so unsafe

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anaalnathrakhs · 4 months ago

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i <3 feeling like i'm literally always making the wrong choice

#every passing day i dig a little deeper the bottomless debt i owe my parents #monetarily and morally #and god i wish i could kill myself but noooooo i tried again and i can't fucking do it i can't #so i just. i don't know i want to be incapacitated i want to be in the psych ward forever.#i don't want to fail and never make enough money to pay for their retirement home #i don't want to have to visit them every god-knows-how-often #i don't want to be fifty years old and still having to exist in relation to my parents #and god they've done nothing BAD i shouldn't want to cut all contact with them #but it's so. i don't know. i don't know how people even do it.#like you always have to come back home you always have to act right you always have to think abt them and text them and call them #and nothing you do is ever right and you want things that can't coexist with their happiness and peace of mind #and you're an asshole in every way you're an asshole deep down and you're an asshole outwardly too #but you can't stop wanting stupid things and acting weird and demanding #and it's a curse upon them to have you near but it's literally so fucking ungrateful of you to stray away a little #and you still do it because you can't stop wanting to follow things instead of keeping to your resolutions #and trying to do the best for them #and nothing is ever the best for them it's always just bad choices cause you shouldn't even exist you're just wrong you're born wrong #you don't want things that are good for them too and you're not capable of good things #dad wants to go on vacation at his family's like twice a year. mom want to stay home and take care of business and relax this year too #even now that grandma is gone and doesn't require her to be near. cuz emptying the flat & all of that.#and it's just. cool cool i make the wrong choice whichever way.#if i stay with mom i'll make dad's family sad and inconvenience my mom and leave dad alone #if i go with dad i'll leave mom alone (also alone to work on the flat) and i'll be an annoying asshole to dad and his family #because i'm too stupid and egoistical to pretend to be fine with things that mildly inconvenience me for five seconds #and either way i won't do any fucking work because i'm a sad piece of shit and i'm going to fail the fuck out of school next year #broadcasting my misery #vent

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bmpmp3 · 2 months ago

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when drawing i spend a lot of time. like a LOT of time blurring my eyes because I used to be a huge perfectionist and doing that helped me picture what it might look like to someone who is not me (especially to someone just passing by or not super familiar with art in general) AND it does help a lot with that but I've also noticed sometimes I focus so hard on what my art looks like blurry and from afar that I forget. what it looks like normally. it's made me really pay attention to tonal distinction at least LOL

#like sometimes if a drawing doesnt pass the grayscale value test i'll be like hmmm...#(not even the real grayscale test like taking a pic and setting it to b&w. my weird fucked up ver instead where you put the drawing several #feet away and blur ur eyes. i guess people with glasses can do that by taking em off)#if the tones arent distinct when blurry and far away WHATS the point #which is a silly thing to worry about. sometimes a monotonal drawing is what you want to give a specific mood #literally tho sometimes i'll be like thinking huh this drawing was alright and then like a teacher will gush about my linework #and i'll be like what linework. unblurs my eyes. oh right it aint half bad #i do like doing linework tho. so im glad my linework seems to be liked! i should look at it more often #sorry im starting my final year of my fine arts degree. i have to do a hashtag undergraduate thesis #(TWO ACTUALLY im a double major because im insane) so ur gonna see me get all like #introspective about my art process again LOL hopefully i wont get as deflated as i did earlier this year this time!!

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ikolit · 5 months ago

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that strange new worlds had the episode premise of having Spock temporarily turned fully human and then managed to miss in every aspect of his characterization and how that would affect his relationship with the rest of the crew is truly amazing

#Somehow worse than fanfiction the wasted potential alone #I do appreciate how insane they make amanda and that is the only reason I'm making an effort of watching this awful awful episode #But the way it makes me want to pull up a word document and just rewrite the entire thing #Why does no one in the crew actually like Spock #That they choose to go ooh he's like an hormonal teenager because he is experiencing emotions for the first time in his life ?? What????#Amanda's I'm going to teach you about your human side being strictly about lying to his future in laws #when she had the same conversation with Michael and gave her a through the looking glass book instead #She and sarek really are doubling up into making the most insane children in the galaxy psychology majors across the enterprise must dream #Of studying those two as a couple #Like what are you on ??? I love you queen you deserve the world #I feel like each new kid they got they decided to go a completely different route for the bit sarek got dibs on Michael so Amanda was like #I'll handle spock's whole personality by making him think that everything outside of the Vulcan norms is a human trait so I can get away #With commiting high treason and just pass it as a quirky human thing #They missed such a huge opportunity with both just have Spock continue acting the exact same but being perceived differently just on accou #Of no longer being othered by the crew #and also of just having him go Vulcans don't lie to Amanda's bit and both of them knowing that is an inside joke to their family #I don't even go into this show I just saw that Amanda showed up for this episode and I wanted to check and boy do I regret it

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youremyonlyhope · 5 months ago

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I'm not a "new musical theatre style music" person. Never have been.

Even when I was doing voice lessons, I'd steer towards the golden age or jazzy musical theatre songs. My voice teacher would have to drag me kicking and screaming towards adding anything new musical theatre to my repertoire. For a while, the most modern song in my book was I Know The Truth from Aida, and I wouldn't count that as new musical theatre style since I mean more the Pasek&Paul or Joe Iconis type.

And now I have an audition coming up for a small production of a show in that style and I'm supposed to sing a song in a similar style. And I'm looking at all my sheet music like... let me do some Cole Porter... or Gershwin... at least Sondheim please...

#look i do have SOME newer musicals in my book. but like i said. kicking and screaming.#i'm probably gonna end up doing 'I Think That He Likes Me' which is not IN a musical it's just new musical theatre style #as part of a songbook for some writing duo that i can't remember the name of and it's 2:45am so i can't care enough to look it up.#and it's the only one in my sheet music folder that i'm like 'ok. this is TRULY the right style' and i know it's good in my voice #and it's a cute song and i do like it and it definitely fits the overall vibe of the show #and though i haven't sung it in like 4 years i still remember 90% of the words and have time to study it before the audition #but while trying to find that song deep deep in my folder i pass by other songs i just love so much more #and i'm like ahhhhhhhh why #and i'm not even like 'god i hope i get it' (see A Chorus Line. that's more my type) i truly don't care if i'm cast or not #and yes i can technically audition with any song i could ever want it's just suggested to do the same style #but i know the entire creative panel who i'll be auditioning for and the last 2 times i auditioned for them i sang the same song #only because it's a GOOD song that fit both shows i was auditioning for (Can't Stop Talking About Him by Frank Loesser)#(perfect audition song since it's short at like 28 bars and you can pick the tempo and do a lot of character stuff)#(but see this is what i mean. like 1/3 of my entire sheet music folder is golden age musicals. then half is 60s-90s.)#(and then the last chunk are the few new-ish musical theatre and some pop music.)#(if i took performing more seriously i'd have a wider range but this is truly just for fun and just for me. so i do what i like.)#i don't want to go in for a 3rd audition with the same creative team and doing the same song. especially since it doesn't fit this time.#so once again. dragged kicking and screaming. over to new musical theatre territory. unwillingly.#if i get cast we'll have to see if the show itself even grows on me since honestly i think there's maybe 2 songs i like in it.#it's definitely not the worst new musical theatre style show but it's also not one that drew me in.#ok wait while looking through lists of 'new musical theatre' shows to find one i actually like (i think just Legally Blonde sorry guys)#(every other new musical in the last 20 years that i like did something interesting with the music like Come From Away)#i ended up finding out that apparently 13 was adapted into a netflix movie? when did that even happen?#i mean i don't care for that show either but i thought i was at least up to date on movie adaptations.

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meikyuunolovers · 5 months ago

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Searching for overseas musician autobiographies that are NOT Keith Richards or a KISS member in the middle nowhere of French countryside thrift shops is like searching for a needle in the middle of a haystack

#sorry i can't stop talking about my holy grail (bob henrit's book)#but it's out of print. unavailable on ebay. nowhere to be seen on amazon. zilch on vinted. and i'm not british so it's extra hard to find it #i swear if i find it i'm making it my entire personality and i'll be insufferable for months #and even then... the bands i like are either unpopular or their books weren't translated (yet)#and i'm only talking about second hand since it's where i usually get books since i'm too used to not spending much #i can easily find books by more popular musicians (nick mason. neil young. dave grohl) first-hand in shops #but it's because their books were translated in french. and language plays a large part in availability #i have yet to check if the davies brothers' books are on vinted though #and even if i try to gather my courage and try to buy things through the net (or even physically)#there's this thing where my mother drilled through my head to not impulse buy (i'm very prone to that)...#except that now i struggle to differentiate impulse buys and things i genuinely want. so i just don't buy and think for months #and by the time i made my decision they're not here anymore and i get depressed because i think i should have trusted my gut #(i spent an entire year eyeing a weki meki album once because my mother refused to get it for me since she thought it was an impulse buy #ended up getting it for myself after i got the pass culture... trusted my gut and i had an inclusion of my bias in it)#and i feel i have to tell my mother about everything i want to buy so i can get her approval #... which can be a double-edged knife as she has knowledge but also she has a very “money-saving” mindset and doesn't like spending much #on things she doesn't consider are worth for their price. whereas i have a more “as long as i get it” mindset (which isn't a good thing)#..#sorry i got carried away 😭#you don't have to read all of this

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newwave-lesbian · 1 year ago

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i kind of feel like i will literally never have any real life friends again like what do i even do i am touch starved and pathetic

#oh yeah and my social anxiety only goes away with adderall #and i'm like ohhhh im so lonely im so bored what do i even do #but then i was like yaknow i'll smoke weed and talk to myself as usual while listening to my little duran duran #let's go lesbians let's go #they should invent a drug that fixes me and costs zero dollars amirte #i think i am gonna do shrooms tomorrow though.......#like i think i have a need to just uh.... figure shit out #i need to make a change and learn how to do things but my brain just.... refuses #because that's the autism slay. i hate change even though my life is going down the drain at this rate #anyways. maybe more drugs will fix me....... hahahahahaahahahss #i only want to live and do shit after i've smoked and that shit is so expensive. im passing away

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dandyshucks · 6 months ago

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me when I am so sad about having to shave my hair down because of the roadtrip we're going on (will not be able to keep it clean properly if it's the length it is now and I don't feel like wrestling with the scissors to try to cut it into a manageable mid-length) but then I think about Guz being so niceys about it and somehow that comforts me so much dshgjkl

#it took me like a year to grow it out to this length though AUGGHHH #i've been putting it off all day fdjkl i just. do not want to do it #i haven't liked how my hair looks this much in like... four or five years #and now i have to make it all go away 😭😭#but Guz would be so niceys and make me feel better abt it.... weeping and wailing still though fdjskl #it IS always extremely satisfying to just shave it all off with the hair razor but like... at what cost HFDSSHGJKL #i spent like an hour trimming it a couple weeks ago though so sdfjkl t'was all for naught.... have to shave it anyways #actually this might be a good idea anyways because it will allow me to pass as a guy in public again (tried and true method dsjkl)#and that will be good bc we'll be going thru a couple very conservative places where i'll be a bit nervous #like i do live in a conservative place rn but i KNOW this area sdfjkl these places will be unknown and brand new to me #WAUGHHH I LIKE MY HAIR THOUGH... SOBS #dandy.cmd #vent //

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