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phantom-of-the-501st · 2 years ago

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Me when someone says they don't like Echo

#i'm kidding #have whatever opinion you want #although kinda not kidding #because i will judge your taste #i am going to have so much fun with picture #perfect reaction material #star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch season 2 spoilers #the bad batch spoilers #tbb spoilers #echo #arc trooper echo #tbb echo #with this picture not with picture ffs #i can't be bothered to go back and change that now #oh well

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fisheito · 5 months ago

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here's your accursed tier ranking

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sex yakumos that i had to meticulously screenshot and edit into slottable little squares

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times i redid this list (over the course of several days)

The tiers (in words):

😔👌: Unfortunately, I Am Into That Shit (☆•̀‿•́): i quite enjoy these 🤔( ͡ಠ_ಠ)🔎: some parts i like, some parts i don't ¯\_(ツ)_/¯: ehh i'd rather watch something else

i COULD rearrange these rooms over and over and over (especially the middle tiers)

but we are nOt GOing to because if i spend ANY MORE TIME sliding yaku's horny squares around i'm goign to fmkkin lose it (it being my peanuts) I could end up rambling about specific rooms at a later date..... but not today. Today we will Restrain Ourselves.

So for now, here's 1 thing about each room that i like (same order as above)!!

Crimson Phantom R5: i can be uyuor devil

Dark Nova R2: THE FOFKIN COLLAR

Ocean Breeze R2: the way he tries to keep his voice down thru his pathetic little whimpers

Fateful Aegis R2: ENSLUTTIFICATION BEGINS **NOW**

Story H scene: ok.,, but he actually stopped. when eiden said slow down. tha't's unheard of in typical yaois

Cocoa Liqueuer R5: eiden purposely chooses the wrong dialogue option at every prompt and i'm laughing so sahgrd

Cocoa Liqueuer R2: yaku's stupid blissed out face *grips my glass so hard it shatters*

Shadow Lineage R5: *adds Snake Bondage [Quantity: 999] to cart*

Incognito Cafe R5: HOLY SHIT HE OBTAINED DICK RESTRAINT

Dark Nova R5: SNAKE TRAITS SNAKE TRAITS MONSTER TRAITS LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SR R5: something about those big doe eyes staring up at eiden while pounding into him

Shadow Lineage R2: yeah sure crush me against a wall

Ocean Breeze R5: the ECHO 🤣

Fateful Aegis R5: eiden predicting yaku's AssPoundXXXL initiation sequence with the foreboding "i'm sorry"

OG SSR R2:

Crimson Phantom R2: b. bite.

OG SSR R5: eiden worrying about getting yaku's ceremonial robes dirty and yaku's response is an instant I Don't Care 😳 (tbhypothetical if i were wearing an intricate cosplay that i spent foREVER on, all handstitched and made of expensive silks and crafted by my own labour,, and i was about to fuck someone against a wall? I am DEFINITELY taking that thing off. NO ONE is getting cum on that. you will sit there in horny silence while i safely store this garment out of range of the Splash Zone. so for yakumo to have no regard for his FANCY CEREMONIAL OUTFIT? to IMMEDIATELY focus on sloppy makeouts with eiden? that either speaks to his textiles skill or all-consuming horny.)

~~~ and if, for some reason, u want to know why the lowest 3 are , well, the lowest 3:

OG SSR R2: the room itself is aight, but it is unfortunately a near copy of the story H scene. Ahhh, death by comparison. This one gets shrugged to the side simply because i like more things about its twin.

Crimson Phantom R2: yaku is not having a good time, y'all. he is not in the right headspace and his evident suffering is a boner killer. if i were ranking based on character development and lore, this one would rank higher (thank you, surprise tragic stories about yakumo's childhood), but. he's kinda fighting a losing battle against his self-hatred so can eiden give him that hug pls

OH!! and no lie-- his voice unsettled me here. i know he's playing big into the roleplay thing but that Uncharacteristic Vocal Behaviour mixed with Big Sad spiralling is uhhhhhhh . so where's that Eiden hug??????

OG SSR R5: i unlocked this waaay late so it had to (unfairly) compete against newer rooms that I unlocked before it.

it's similar to when I played FF/X-2 before trying FF/VII (original PS version)?! i wish i had played the older one when it first released. that way, i would have appreciated it properly? BUT!! because i played out of order, i was spoilt with modern graphics and improvements that made the old game impossible to finish. I was too warped by then...

and that's what happened with this room. although i liked the concept + their dialogue, the art was too off-model for me to fully engage. i kept fixating on the anatomy or eiden's face. sigh... it was one of the earliest rooms so of course the art's improved since then!! but i was unlucky and watched it too late :( i could not enjoy its full splendour :(

#ANY FURTHER INQUIRIES CAN BE DIRECTED TO FUTURE ME *points somewhere over yonder*#oops i just noticed that my top rooms have a fun pattern going on #yakumo's all 'i'm going to dom you' then eiden goes "no I'M gonna dom YOU'#next it's eiden going 'i will suck your soul out of your dick' then it's yaku going 'i will LICK your soul out of your dick'#ahhhh all things in balance... what a lovely coincidence #i hear a certain someone ask 'WHY ISN'T BARISTA BITCH AT THE TOP'#well my dear Certain Someone it is simply because it is Too New #as is custom with me vs yaku... it takes a while for me to sort out my feelings about it #i have a tendency to be 'meh' about most yaku rooms #until months after my first exposure... and my TrUE feelings emerge from their cocoon #for example *points at dark nova r2* i didn't care about that when it was first released #but over time... some thing... several things... kept pinching at my consciousness #and look where it ranks now 😥#anyway thems the thots #abbreviated. i am always holding back #compare your tiers against me. judge my taste. throw your handkerchief upon the ground and indignantly exclaim #'FISHEITO YOUR TASTE IS ABYSMAL! HARRUMPH!'#alas my vague intestinal feelings have led me to this conclusion. i cannot fight against it #nu carnival yakumo #fhishe listes

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 days ago

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I've referenced before how I have a big google document to keep track of every media I've ever seen in my entire life (just for reference because I like to track everything possible lol… I am the Data Collector), but recently as I was updating it, I thought of actually evaluating them to find out random percentages (like for example, out of Total Shows Watched, what percentage did I finish vs. stop watching, what percentage did I like or dislike, etc.)...

Evaluating these things is made easier by the fact that I already place everything on each subsection of the list into 6 broad ranking categories, so I don't have to go back and guess to figure out how I feel about them or anything. The categories are: Ranking 5 - overall best* (despite some criticisms of course because I'm too much of an Analyzer to ever find anything Perfect lol) Ranking 4 - more positive than neutral, but not good enough to be 5 Ranking 3 - either the good + bad negate each other, OR it's just not memorable/interesting in any way enough to be ranked higher or lower (this is the Default category ALL things are placed in if no other rank applies) Ranking 2 - maybe a few redeemable elements but largely more negatives than positives Ranking 1 - So bad that it circles around to being fascinating to observe in some way (not necessarily Funny, or Good, but just interesting somehow) Ranking 0 - Bad in a genuinely frustrating or obnoxious manner

*("best" primarily defined here as most interesting, rather than most good in a technical sense, or some other measure. I tend to value more highly whether there's something novel or thoughtful about the worldbuilding, tone, writing, base premise, etc - than about whether it's actually executed perfectly.)

And here's the amount of shows that have so far been placed into each category -

TV shows ~ Rank 5 (highest) - 20 shows ~ Rank 4 (mid-high) - 28 shows ~ Rank 3 (neutral/default/meh) - 114 shows ~ Rank 2 (mid low) -33 shows ~ Rank 1 (low low but intriguingly so) - 14 shows ~ Rank 0 (iredeemably low) - 2 shows

This would make for a total of 211 TV shows overall. However, there are 57 shows within these list marked as "didn't finish" (typically meaning I quit on the very first or second episode - but log them still to keep a record that I at least had a brief view of them).

So my total of genuinely fully watched shows would be more 154. 211 Total, but a More Accurate Total of 154.

Counting them all and using the Total Number Of The List (211) -- that means roughly 9.5% of all total shows I have ever watched (or at least attempted to watch) have been Mostly Good, 13% have been Moderately Okay, 54% have been either entirely Forgettable or some mix of good + bad that lands them right in the Neutral Middle, 15.6% have been Mostly Bad, 6.6% have been Bad (but in an interesting way), and 0.9% have been Terribly Bad.

Additionally, I didn't even get past the first two episodes of about 27% of the total.

Sooo, discounting ones I didn't finish, my total TV shows ever watched in my life would be about 154 (maybe give or take a few, assuming I might have forgotten some from very long ago).

But instead of entire life, let's just say this is the total for 'About 20 Years' (so, not counting very early childhood when I likely wouldn't remember things I saw/have no detailed recollection of them (like for example, I'm sure at some point when I was like 4yrs old I must have seen an episode of Spongebob or something, but I have zero distinct memories of it, can't quote anything of it, and barely recall the premise - so I don't count it on the list, etc.)).

In that case, 154 divided by 20 would be roughly 7.7 shows a year.

Which is actually surprisingly low considering that I often have stuff on in the background for hours whilst I make sculptures and do costumes and stuff (maybe I should have also marked some distinction between 'things I fully paid attention to' and 'things I kind of half listened to whilst sculpting', but that would further split the categories too much probably lol), but I guess a lot of that is youtube videos or random documentaries, so .. eh.. maybe I get it being lower.

Now, doing the same thing for movies-

Movies ~ Rank 5 (highest) - 4 movies (3.4% of total) ~ Rank 4 (mid-high) - 12 movies (10.3% of total) ~ Rank 3 (neutral/default/meh) - 91 movies (78.4% of total) ~ Rank 2 (mid low) - 8 movies (6.8% of total) ~ Rank 1 (low but interesting) - 1 movie (0.8% of total) ~ Rank 0 (irredeemably low) - none in this category (0%)

That makes 116 for a Total (Actually Remembered) Movies Watched In Lifetime (Or At Least In 20 Years).

116 divided by 20 is roughly 5 or 6 movies a year (I feel this has probably been skewed though by adding everything since like elementary school onwards, as I remember a lot more movies from child/teen years.. Whereas, the past 3 years I feel like I've barely seen maybe even 5 movies?? lol). I also have "Didn't Finish" marked on 18 of them. Which means I quit halfway through about 15% of the total movies.

So, a for broader summary stuff..

I seem to be less forgiving to movies than tv shows, by far. Which makes sense to me, I guess, because I love elaboration and details, so "short form" things that only last an hour or two are often lost on me a bit. My biggest complaint with movies is indeed usually walking away just wishing there had been more exposition, more scenes where characters are doing nothing, more "mindless bantering" conversations, more Quiet Downtime and Lore Elaboration and so on lol, so... of course most 1-2hr films end up feeling a bit Not Enough To Draw My Interest/Nothingy to me.

If you count 5 and 4 as "like" and rankings 2 to 0 as "dislike", then for TV shows I at least somewhat liked 48 of them, and at least somewhat disliked 47 of them.. So it's almost exactly the same lol. I'm just about equally as likely to find something bad as I am to find something redeeming about it. But overall, the largest chance is that I just won't really care much for it at all and it will be tossed into the 'neutral' pile, forgotten forever. Movies have a bit better of a balance, "liking" 16 of them, and "disliking" only 9 of them. So I'm slightly more likely to enjoy a movie than to find it annoying - though still VASTLY more likely to just not find it anything in particular, possibly not even finishing it.

ANYWAY.. this is vague and literally pointless, but like I said, I just really find information fun. Like my document where I've rated every apple flavor I've ever tried (like 40 of them now?), or reviewed every oreo flavor (32?), or ranking data from my entire 10 years of Trying To Make Friends process (out of 100 people, roughly 8% chance of a moderate compatibility, 3% chance of high), or etc. etc.. I love to have random pointless things to analyze I suppose lol.

I doubt anyone tracks things in their life in this same exact way, but I'd be interested in hearing any at least somewhat similar data !!! (like, how many TV shows you watch a year on average, and what percentage of those you like vs. dislike (if you keep track of that sort of thing), etc.)). I guess it might be easier with movies, since I think some people use those websites where you curate a list of movies you've seen and you can rate them or something, so maybe the numbers are already available on those places. :0

#maybe this is my version of spotify wrapped lol.. Lifetime Media Google Doc Wrapped.. kind of.. except I'm not going over specific titles.#I can't do this with music since I rarely EVER look for new music or add to my Youtube To MP3 folder library as I just don't really #listen to music that often. When I'm working (the majority of when I seek background noise) I need like.. people's talking voices #for some reason. Just instruments and singing are not distracting enough to me to work as background noise because theyre #almost TOO in the background if that makes sense? like if I put music on then I just tune it out and it's virtually no different #than if I were daydreaming stream of consciousness thoughts in an entirely quiet room lol. And I can't really do it with books since #essentially 100% of what I read is non-fiction. usually about some specific subject or academic topic OR stuff like #1800s magazines or cookbooks or historical people's diaries. Which is not really.. the type of thing I would #rank as easily I guess? like 'ooh yeah putting the sociology textbook in my top 5 hee hee right next to the 1920s radio recipes book' lol.#Then for games... I just sadly dont play enough of them. I've been banned from new games as I've told myself I cant play anyting #long form (no rpgs or etc) until I actually finish MY OWN game first - to keep me from wasting time. so on average #I play... 0 new games a year. ToT... I do play the sims sometimes but that's really all (which is not a new game at all since #I've been playing it on and off for years). Thus I guess movies/TV are really the only things that make sense #to collect this sort of information on. I could do youtube videos I guess also but that seems kind of strange like...#giving a rating to every single video I watch in a ranked list lol.. Especially since I would say a good 85% of the time #they are exclusively background noise whilst I'm working on something or cleaning the house or etc. and not things I pay serious attention #to. There are only a few specific topics/types/creators of videos I watch where I'm ACTUALLY sitting in front of a screen paying #direct attention to the content (usually when it's educational or political things). Everything else is too mindless to even rank.#ANYWAY... ever analyzing my little hermit Weird Relationship To Media (in the sense of seemingly not processing or getting the same #things out of it as many other seem to). I think that can contribute sometimes to the whole difficulty socializing and stuff #since our culture is very centered around media consumption generally speaking. People want to talk about The New Movie that came #out or The Big TV Show Of The Year. and for me it's like.. highly likely I just plain have NOT seen it. Or if i have. statistically #I most likely was entirely ambivalent if not slightly negative towards it lol. Which just kind of takes the steam out of a 'fun' 'casual'#conversation and you seem like a bit of a bummer if most of your only feedback is either 'idk what that is' or 'oh yea... i did #see that one.... i didnt like it all that much though... I think it'd be better with elves in it.. and 7 hours longer..'' lol..#Which I am not disliking things in a 'grr i hate it bc its popular'/just to be contrarian way. I actually dislike that mindset/find it #silly (by striving so hard to be counterculture you are thus still defining yourself by the whims of external culture - just in the #opposite direction. but are still just as preoccupied with the mainstream (going against it) as everyone else. etc. lol..)) In my #case I think it IS just having niche hyperspecific tastes.. for example- it peeves me when cell phones are in media bc I dont want to be #reminded at ALL of the real world. so.. cross off anything set in modern times. so on & etc. Judging all things by these weird criteria lol

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state-of-beeing · 9 months ago

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< /holy holy holy >

Halcyon design loosely based on my LL2 Dusk Wing/LL1 Emperor

#lancer rpg #lancer ttrpg #lancerrpg #nhp #sort of #Marble statue who shows up to judge your music taste and then kills you #i got stuck when working on the mech design and became possessed #because i was working out color scheme and ended up basing it around marble statues and David Bowie as Thomas Newton/the TWD #he/they've got a little Kamijo in there and...and a little Winslow Leach as a treat. Just a smidge #This entire image powered by my listening to “Check Yes Juliet” on loop like 87 times because sure that makes sense #Bee Draws Things #technophile NHP

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look-at-the-stars-tonight · 4 months ago

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the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier

#and also it's nice to know exactly what your food is going to taste like before you eat it #like when i get unfamiliar takeout. half the time i'm like. oh.#i'm going to have to eat all of this. or be judged.#so i just do my best to suppress my gag reflex and Get Through It and then it makes me sick so what was even the point #i think my parents spoiled me. and the most annoying thing is they're significantly better at cooking now than when i was a child #so when i go over i eat three delicious home cooked meals + snacks and they're all different and amazingggg #and then i come back to texas and i am like. googling 'how to feed myself healthy vegetarian'#because I do NOT have the time or money or energy to cook three beautiful delicious meals Just For Me #i think this would be easier with a partner #this whole week i bought a fuckton of mediterranean groceries and i have been making and eating food!!#mediterranean is close enough to indian that i like it well enough #unfortunately for me. i am def going to have to learn how to cook indian food to get through life. because i cannot fucking eat american #i don't know HOW you guys do it i'm so spoiled #i'm assuming meat is this really amazing wonderful thing that just adds flavor to everything #(it is physically repulsive to me and the couple times ive accidentally tasted it it's bleh so i refuse to partake)#i think it's an acquired taste but it magically makes ur food better. that is my understanding of how meat works #cause american vegetarian food is the saddest fucking thing i've ever tasted #i still think about my coworker i was talking to about my food issues and he was like. 'do u understand that you have been given a gift #by having constant access to tasty food your entire life. i ate unseasoned green beans every day of my childhood. learn how to fucking cook #indian food already.' truly a horrific thing to hear. but i'm calling my parents more and going HOW TO COOK VEGETABLE? BEAN? PLEASE HELP??#and by god i am not going to turn into my coworker.#anyways we start with baby steps. lentils and rice it is next week .-. going to the indian store to buy pickles to make it more tolerable #and i have my cabinet full of spices already at least #i wish i was less pickyyy #sometimes lalita cooks indian food for me and i'm like wow. i love and appreciate u for feeding me. but this sure is south indian food #i don't understand How they use spices. it feels like they toss as much of as many bottles as they can into every dish #and it's. the taste is just OW OW OW and nothing else. where's the nuance. the flavor.#and i like it when things are spicy!! i can even eat things where the flavor is just Hot. but not when she cooks it.#she will like watch my face when i take a bite and then go 'if you don't like it i'm throwing away all my pots and running away'#which. honestly a fair reaction. the problem is that i am incapable of lying

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confinesofmy · 3 months ago

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my cousin's boyfriend who i hate so bad that every time i'm around him i fixate on how much i hated being around him for 24-48hrs has convinced himself that i hate metal music because he cannot fathom that i don't. like he's literally seen me listening to sleep token and korn and every time he's like "you're listening to that?? 🤯" and whenever he puts on a song and i say something positive like "oh i like the piano" he'll say "you're gonna hate this next part then" (referencing the upcoming drop when the song gets 10x harder) or other disparaging shit. bro i'm not your dad. i don't think your taste in music is weird at all, you're completely normal to me. i am 4 years older than you and have encountered metal music before. you can't make being a weird outcast your whole personality to this degree.

#i know your family thinks you're weird for having tattoos and piercings and listening to grating music #but you have to understand i only think you're weird because of your personality. and some of your behaviours #i would never judge someone for their aesthetics or taste in music #just how goddamn annoying they are to be around #adam yaps

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vivienna-vivid · 2 years ago

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HOT take, but

You don't get to love Elster if you don't love Adler.

#vivien talks #THEYRE PARALLELS THEY ARE THE SAME DAMN THING #i see people hating on adler and singing praises of elster and im here like ''??? did you play the game to the end??''#did you not literally see adler kiss falke's head the same way elster kisses ariane's???#and as purposely ambiguous signalis' story is adler's characterization is VERY obvious #you dont need to skin through the layers of narrative: adler's whole being is Right There in front of your eyes #obv you can totes not like adler. i cant judge your tastes yk #but like..... if you hate him because he's an annoying simp im so sorry to say but elster is just as much as an annoying simp from his pov #signalis #elster #adler #LSTR-512

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nerdie-faerie · 1 year ago

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Was thinking that saw kinda gives me final destination franchise vibes and clearly I'm not the only one seeing as they were in the recommended section at the end

#Horror movies #which is just as well cus those are some of my favourite movies dont judge my poor taste #was looking to see if the next one was in the recommended section or if id have to go back to search #and it was half final destination half other saw movies just not the second one #its the futility of it all. you can try as hard as possible to avoid death but in doing so you have to make the decision as to whether #staying alive is really worth it in fd you have to spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder waiting for the axe to fall #slowly going insane or in saw you have to do something you might not be able to live with anyway you might have to weigh up your life #against someone elses only to not make it out anyway because you cant do all that you need to idk theres just a lot on the weight of a life #i need to watch more saw to truly figure it out

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spotsupstuff · 1 year ago

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ur grading people and if they get an f theyre blocked? my main you aint a kindergarten teacher this is a microblogging platform

yeah, that's why there's that function called blocking! :) cuz this is a microblogging site! that's what microblogging platforms have! :) so you don't have to put up with people's shit! :) interesting that kindergarten teachers where you live are capable of blocking people in real life, hope you had fun with that

#spot says stuff #this is the INTERNET You are the one who curates your own fucking experience and if i dont like someones vibes or what theyre saying to me-#-they are going to get blocked! ''grading'' people??? its called judging people and having set boundaries and self respect #im not here to conform to strangers tastes n the need to Watch Me i dont care about that more than i care about myself #i am not a ''content creator'' i am not someone with some power like a ''kindergarten teacher'' i am a stranger to All of you and-#-just another tumblr user and i dont owe you fucking anything just like nobody Here owes me anything besides base respect #n base respect includes watching what you say to people. i dont have to put up with strangers faults. im holding everyone here accountable-#-for their actions and words because i believe that you are capable of being a good considerate human person n acting sensibly #what would happen if i blocked a person on Tumblr Dot Com. the goddamn apocalypse? please. blocking isnt controlling people around you-#-its Boundaries. you can get over some random bitch blocking you on the internet. its not my responsibility if someone decides that their-#-entire emotional wellbeing depends on a *Stranger*#i have P@NSEAR blocked cuz i just Dont like their content. if someone ''gets an F'' from me for behaviour then MAYBE theres a REASON?#''ur grading people'' goddammit man who Isnt judging the people around them and the interaction they have with them #HOW many times ive said ''feel free to block me!'' in a positive way cuz of smth as small as a too gorey design. what do u think-#-blocking is ysee??? ''you are acting entitled'' because i AM! i AM entitled to having a good comfortable experience on the INTERNET #just like ANY OF YOU. please anon! you dont like my way of treating myself on the Internet do just that! block me! i wont throw a fuss??#if Anyone here doesnt like the smallest aspect of me judge me. i invite you to. judge me and if that aspect is too loud for you Block me #to get along with this anons absolutely correct n in place anecdote: Grade Me. give me an F. boot me from the school whatever That means #keep yourself safe and make your experience on the internet comfortable #i cant tell if youre one of those dumb anon askers who r just lookin for attention or fight Or a reasonable person but heres my look at it #entertain it before you disregard it. got me pissed off from the moment i wake up u dont even know bout my whole blockin system dear god

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chalkeater · 2 years ago

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Im thinking about how some people (ive seen) have this mild hint of Snobbiness when it comes to whether or not you save each song individually like The Old Days (I used to do that) . You download the song + edit the artist name + add a song image… but have you considered that. If you have any form of disability with your hands that its time conuming epecially if you’re just starting and have 500+ songs of backlog? Also even if youre able bodied its just so time consuming and i cant squeeze in the time to download and sort 500+ music if i have more important things to do

#so I DONT have disability in my hands but my partner does my baby girl alright #and like idk im just thinking #like IDC what anyone does yknow? i dont give a shit #but if you start acting snobby i will literally start coming for your throat #i think we need to kill ceos and destroy captialism instead of judge whos better at storing music #its not FAIR that spotify doesnt pay their artists properly #but i get a bad taste in my mouth when i see people being RUDE to others who use streaming #does that make sense? is this a bad take?#like for example even if i could do this personally its so time consuming and we dont have TIME to move 500+ songs around anymore #maybe if we started it sure but like #as in started doing this a lkong time ago but its not a LONG TIME AGO anymore #idk. maybe this is a bad take #talking #am i making sense?? im just pissed off because i know that if someone told this to my girlfriend ‘hey you should delete spotify and #download all your songs and change the artist icons etc’#ill start grabbing a shovel because i know she wont have the time or spoons to do that #anyway…

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abstractmishaps · 1 year ago

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Lower

You seem to think that I am one of you, seem to understand that because of your thoughts about me you stand at my level.

I am lower.

You dance around the words you want to say, faggot, tranny, cripple.

I am lower.

I am waiting for it to slip, it always does.

Because I am lower.

You mock my preferences because all you have ever known is fucking your wife.

But I am lower.

You let it slip finally and I am too focused on how I might need your help to tear you apart.

Because I am lower.

I feel the silence as I look into your eyes, I see that you know what you've done.

I am above you for this brief moment, but I am merciful.

I do not tell you that I have met dozens of men like you, that I know what is in your heart.

That I see the veneer of progressiveness, I see your shallow gloating of allyship, I see the way you talk about queerness, I see the way you lance subtle jabs at your partner, I see the way you crumple the second I look at you.

Because you know that I am above you.

I am lower on the food chain.

But a boar still gores the human, a cow crushed their skull, a raven feasts on the carcass.

I know what you are.

#poetry #poem #writing #t slur #cripple #f slur #ableism #need to just get this out #what is with “progressive” able bodied cis straight guys thinking that they are somehow less shit than the rest of their ilk #Did he think I was joking when I said I was waiting for him to call me a slur when we first met #he had just launched into a little self congratulatory speech about how good of an ally he is for knowing that you #shouldn't let disabled people die in times of revolution to make it easier.#talks about how from a young age he was so well educated he is because of his disabled uncle #then he calls me a cripple as a joke #How could I do anything but laugh and know that I have been proven right #because its always the fucking same with people like him #they always think they can get away with it #he wants to joke about me having weird tastes sexually but the guy has only experienced what most straight guys have #I don't judge vanilla but if you think you have the right to joke about my tastes then I will tell you that your sex is dull and facile #I think its only fair that if you tell me I am abnormal I will tell you that I have experienced things you are too scared to dream of.

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thomas-jefferson-miku-binder · 1 year ago

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man maybe if you don’t agree with one of my fandom takes, don’t spend time trying to convince me is wrong WHEN it’s a matter of taste (i’m specifically reffering to ships and queer headcannons, not meta). people are allowed to have different opinions and interpretations on characters just as much as they’re allowed to criticize them, but i’m telling you for you own good that it’s okay to disagree with other people, it’s literally not that deep, don’t spend your energy on that

#don’t get me wrong #i *love* debating media with people and why i think something works or not and hear what they think #but when it’s something like blorbo is not actually x they’re y #or you cant ship x thing because its toxic #dude #chill #its ok im not judging you for having your own opinions on things #but maybe dont go torment me like its not a simple matter of taste #cali speaks #its so cringe that im talking about league of legends

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mixtapedoh · 3 months ago

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potted meats, they could never make me hate you ♥♥♥♥♥♥

#olive rambles #BEFORE Y'ALL FUCKING BOO #spam this is about you ♥♥♥♥♥ corned beef this is about you ♥♥#y'all act like you are above me and my 'bomb shelter food' or 'camp food' or whatever else you call it but you have like.#zero taste and zero respect for my cultural dishes and ZERO love in your heart.#like imagine caring so much about my diet that you feel the need to tell me about how my favorite foods are just soooo bad. in all respects #oh because favorites tastes has suddenly become and objective measure? because we're judging everyone's favorite food by it's health index?#fuck OFF lyndsee and get a job.#between you and 'are you on a diet?' aspiring nurtitionist maren i can catch NO BREAKS; even when i'm not actively posting about spam musub #?????#y'all are uninvited from my trip to the spam museum. you don't deserve it's power and whimsy.

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kayotic-catgirl · 5 months ago

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