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Later at the wish granting ceremony, CEO Magnifico announces heâs greenlit Ice Age 6 and five more live-action remakes.
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There are so many cancelled and unrealized projects that Disney is sitting on, that they do not benefit from in any way by keeping them locked up tight. They really ought to just let them go if they don't have any intentions of doing anything with them.
Incidentally, I could never agree with the mentality of âMagnifico is actually the hero, and Asha is the TRUE villainâ that a lot of people seem to have. I drew my comic based on this post. I feel like if more people had been aware of this possible interpretation, they wouldnât have sympathized with Magnifico.
Does Wish have bad writing? Yes, it does. And itâs because of that bad writing that every single character suffers. What I think happened is that, as a result of said bad writing, Asha became a character thatâs so uncompelling and lacks uniqueness that she ends up a blank slate for audiences to project their frustrations with the movie onto. King Magnifico on the other hand, is probably the most interesting and entertaining character, due in no small part to Chris Pineâs performance, and so the audience is much more sympathetic towards him and willing to ignore his flaws.
One of Ashaâs problems as a character is that she doesnât really contribute much to the story. By contrast, Magnificoâs downfall is brought about entirely as a result of his own actions. Magnifico is in fact not a good leader, because he gives in to paranoia and temptation, acts in a very unprofessional manner, and escalates the conflict to an absurd degree.
Please note, Asha does not get upset that Magnifico refuses to grant her grandfatherâs wish, nor does she ever demand that Magnifico needs to grant every wish. She gets upset that he insinuates that her grandfather might have dangerous intentions, and because he does not have a convincing reason why he doesnât return wishes that he wonât grant. Rather than calmly explaining his reasoning to her, Magnifico rudely dismisses Asha and then blows up at her.
If Magnifico were a good leader, he would have explained to each person WHY he wonât grant their wish, and given them advice on alternatives. As it stands, he knows full well that everyone expects their wish to be granted. Itâs why they even came to Rosas in the first place, it is the literal reason he even built his kingdom. He clearly makes a big spectacle out of the wish granting ceremonies, which every citizen visibly goes wild for. Not to mention, he literally tells Asha, "People think wishes are just ideas. But no, no, they are a part of your heart. The very best part." He knows, for a fact, how important wishes are to everyone. But the movie's awful writing makes him think the best solution to dealing with wishes that MIGHT have dangerous consequences, is to just hoard them. All that returning the ungranted wishes will accomplish is returning the memory of what the wish even is, that's literally it, and the people will be no better off than they were before they gave Magnifico their wish.
I dunno about you guys, but whenever I watched stories that preached âbe careful what you wish forâ, my takeaway was never âyour desires could be dangerous and you should never pursue them for fear of disasterâ, I always thought the stories were telling us, âbeware of anything that promises instant gratification, because itâs usually too good to be true, and will cost you more than you will gainâ. While the things you want in life may have disastrous consequences, you wonât really know until you try to pursue them through your own honest efforts, and not through âmagicalâ shortcuts. Thatâs how we learn and grow, through trial and error.Â
As it currently stands from my point of view, when people say "Magnifico has every right to keep ungranted wishes" it looks like they're unintentionally saying, âThe Disney Corporation has every right to keep your work and ideas, because you willingly and legally handed them over. Tough luck if you regret the deal you were given. No takesies backsies!â
While I have found no evidence to confirm that the filmmakers intended for Magnifico to be a criticism of Corporate Disney, considering the inclusion of the animation sweatshop scene in Pixar's Inside Out 2, I think the probability is likely. (Not to mention, when Asha shows Magnifico her little flipbook animation, he remarks âDo we consider that a talent?â)
Please note, everyone is free to rewrite and reinterpret Magnifico however they want. He's just a fictional character after all, and fan content is supposed to be for fun. I just think it's funny how defensive people get over him. They say he deserved better, and I agree, but we have very different ideas of what "better" means. In fact, I think every character in Wish deserved better, because again, they were all victims of bad writing. My problem isn't that they took a good man and made him arbitrarily "evil", it's that they didn't make him evil enough from the very beginning. Remember those deleted scenes featuring a villainous Magnifico with better writing, along with an evil Amaya that he can play off of? I'm fairly certain that everyone unanimously agreed these deleted scenes were much better than the final movie, and yet some still insist that Magnifico should have been a hero all along. I dunno, it's a funny dichotomy.Â
#disney critical#disney wish#wish movie#wish 2023#king magnifico#asha#nimona#newdeal4animation#wish asha#funny comic#unpopular opinion
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is it dramatic to skip my class tmrw just because i didnât get my footage shot and will not be getting that done today
#i think weâre just looking at everyoneâs footage and then. god. going over adobe premiere basics#i might be wrong maybe i shouldnât plan on skipping..#yeah ok it says on the syllabus we will be going over audio equipment. which perhaps iâm not an expert at but. ïżœïżœïżœïżœ#and importing!!!! and editing footage. yeah no bae i took a post production class iâm not doing this#ok i should probably just email my professor and be like hey iâm so sorry etc#because i need to have consequences and not ignore problems. this is why i keep functioning the way i do.#abby talks
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My eyes đđđđ I can't see đđ
#ive had so many days where my sight is just blurry and i cant see shit#ive needed my vision checked for a while but i kept post poning convincing myself it wasn't actually necessary#and now my eye doctor is closed for summer and my vision is worse than ever#đđđ#please not the consequences of my own actions#tbf the reason why i wantes to wait was that i convinced myself it wasnt that bad and i could wait a year before getting checked#because by then i would have been on testosterone for a while and be more comfortable choosing new frames to fit my changed face#but now im just worried im gonna pick new frames that wont fit my face a year from now cuz of testosterone#it was really just willful ignoring of a problem to try and avoid that worry#i keep squinting at my screen and rubbing my eyes#there are days i cant write because i feel like i cant see shit#so yeah#thats all my fault baby#you know its a problem when you start zooming in on cp and phone and make font size bigger#dragons talk
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Hi! I was wondering if you could do a modern!au sukuna x fem!reader in which they're dating and they're babysitting little yuji for the day, going to the park, grocery store, or whatever, and some old lady thinks yuji is their son and sukuna and reader had yuji as teens so she starts judging, making comments and kinda insulting them for having a kid so young. (but yuji is just sukuna's little brother)
I hope what I said made sens đ
and feel totally free to ignore my request if you don't want to do it or if you're not taking requests at the moment :)
tw// mean old ladies, insinuations of s3x in teenage years, sukuna talking back, lots of swearing, mentions of death, I wouldnât normally put warnings but juuuuuuuuuust in case
Thereâs a scoff that rings out in the air as the last of your footstep passes her. Itâs enough to make Sukuna stop on impact. You turn to him, and Yuuji in his stroller looks up to see what the stop is, but Sukunaâs eyes are firm in annoyance, the vein in his forehead pulsing.
âIâm sorry,â he begins, spinning on his heel. âIs there a problem, maam?â His voice dribbles sarcasm, and you feel your heart rate pick up from anxiety.
When you turn to face the old woman, her face is twisted in judgement, wrinkles furrowed deeper than natural as she glares past Sukuna and burrows her sights onto you. A chill shrills down your spine as her cold gaze fixes on you.
âBabies having babies,â she snarls cruelly, and you see Sukunaâs knuckles lighten from the force of gripping the handles. âYou couldnât keep it in your pants, and you couldnât close your legs, hmm? Reproducing when you shouldnât be. You ought to be embarrassed.â
You cheeks heat up in embarrassment, but when you look up at sukuna again, his grin is curled devilishly. You sigh, âsukuna, come on-â
âNo,â he hisses. âI want to hear what the crypt keeperâs gotta say. One foot in the grave, one on a fucking oil spill and youâre wasting your breath spilling bullshit? You oughta be embarrassed.â
She clutches her chest in offense, âI canât stand you youths these days, wasting your life on each other, disappointing your parents. Why theyâd ever approve of you keeping that sin in the carriage is ridiculous.â
Youâre quick to grab Sukunaâs collar and keep him from launching at the lady. Heâs not happy about being stopped, heâs practically frothing at the mouth in rage, but at your grip, he stands down.
His mouth however, does not.
âIâm offended people like you even get to breathe my air,â he snarls, and you try to ignore the look the old lady gives you- she looks almost prideful to be getting such a reaction. âThat child is not sin, thatâs my fucking little brother- and even if it was, if you looked at him and the first thing you thought of was my girlfriend and I smashing, you need to tell your fucking hospice nurse, you pervert.â
âSukuna-â
âItâs not my fault nor concern that your husband died from an asthma attack your dusty old pussy gave him, but if you ask me, he dodged a fucking bullet because holy fuck if I had to spend my days waiting for you to die first, Iâd pull the plug myself.â
âSukuna!â
âYou think you get to sit here and judge my girlfriend, my self, my fucking brother without consequence, you are sadly mistaken. And I sincerely hope that, with the bottom of my soul, that when your decrepit heart finally decides to stop and bless the world by taking your life, no one bats an eye. If this is how you treat strangers with a child, I would love to see how you treat your loved ones. Sit on it and fucking twist, you old bitch.â Then, he flashes her a smile, âhave the day you fucking deserve, you twat.â
The woman stares at him, eyes wide and jaw agape. You also, stare at him with wide eyes and an agape jaw, and it isnât until he wraps his arm around your waist and starts to push the carriage again, that you follow.
âSukuna,â you say, voice shaky. âWhyâŠ?â
âBecause no one gets to look at my fucking family in any way other than damn respect,â he growls, fingers digging into your hip from anger. âNo one.â
âNo, I meanâŠâ you swallow thickly. âWhy do people feel the need to be so cruel?â
âThe world is cruel,â he says flatly. Then, he sighs and shakes his head, âbut I have no issue in putting terrible people in their place. Especially for yuuji. Especially for you.â
You smile softly and lay your hand on his, lacing your fingers with his as they rest on your hip, âweâre lucky to have you then, arenât we?â
He chuckles, âitâs about time you appreciate it.â
#I wrote this so fast omg#I guess I had some rage KDNDOSENDOD#sukuna#sukuna fluff#sukuna angst#sukuna x reader#sukuna x f!reader#sukuna x reader fluff#sukuna x reader angst#sukuna imagine#sukuna jjk#sukuna ryomen#sukuna ryomen fluff#sukuna ryomen angst#sukuna ryomen x reader#sukuna ryomen x f!reader#sukuna ryomen x reader fluff#sukuna ryomen x reader angst#sukuna ryomen imagine#sukuna ryomen jjk#jjk#jjk fluff#jjk x reader#jjk x reader angst#jjk x reader fluff#jjk angst#jjk imagine#jjk x f!reader#jjk x female reader#jjk x you
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''the morning light, when it comes to me, it was there but I could not see''
Arthurâs life was profoundly shaped by his self-hatred, lack of self-worth and disbelief in the existence of kindness in a seemingly dark and cruel world.
I strongly disagree with the statement that Arthur only became a ââbetterââ man after being diagnosed with tb. His struggle with his true/inner self is apparent as early as chapter one. ââYou are not who you think you are, sir⊠which is luckyââ
He has lived a rough life, raised by criminals and surrounded by violence ever since he was born. It was installed in him early that his value lied within being a violent enforcer and he has lived this life since, knowing nothing else. As a highly aware person, Arthur's actions weight heavy on his soul. He accepts that his actions have consequences. He knows that a person who has caused so much suffering is not meant to have happiness in life. His way of life has caused him to believe that he is not worthy of love or redemption. He doesnât want to believe that a person like him could be capable of any good. (a thing to note here is that imo, Arthurâs actions near his death werenât attempts at redemption but rather a strong desire to do right and possibly be his true self.) This is why he keeps living as he does as itâs the only thing heâs ever known, itâs the thing that brings him profit, praise from the person he looks up to and he is already damned so he might as well continue living this life anyway.
The internal problem Arthur faces is that this violent, cruel way of life doesnât align with what Iâd call his true self/ideals. He is torn between the harsh reality he has known and an unconscious yearning for righteousness/love. To be able to carry on with his actions he must enforce certain ideals within himself, such as: I am bad, ugly, nasty, ignorant, mean etc. He also decides to see the dark side of reality, telling himself that the world is a grim dark place and this is just as things were meant to be. This is why he feels so uncomfortable being complimented for his good deeds, because a bad rotten person like him should not be able to do good. It breaks the image he has built for himself and he doesnât want that happening. This can be seen a lot during the ââMoney Lending and Other Sinsââ missions where he is unusually mean (even for his standards) to each of the debtors. Imo, he acts this way because he must truly convince himself of being a terrible man to be able to carry out a job which revolts him so badly. In the last debt collecting mission with J. John Weathers, it can be seen in his face/expressions how much he is struggling to put on a tough, uncaring, heartless act. He needs to maintain a ruthless persona to survive in the world he knows. He must convince himself of his own cruelty.
''Forgive me, but that's the problem. You don't know you.''
Contrary to Arthurâs beliefs, he is a naturally kind-hearted person who is unconsciously drawn towards kindness. And yes, even before he was diagnosed with tb. This can be seen in the people he respects the most and, in his willingness to help strangers (notice how he often does unnecessary acts of service for total strangers such as: carrying their things, holding out hands etc. even though they had already troubled him). Despite the life he has lived, Arthur does not enjoy violence, he does not enjoy hurting people. He doesnât want to dominate over others. He thinks mostly about others and not about himself. This fact alone is very telling of his character.
He writes about Charles, a man who he truly respects: ââHeâs a better man than me. He does not need to think to be good. It comes naturally to him, like right is deep within as opposed to this conflict between GOODâEVIL that rages within me.ââ A man who is not struggling with his inner self would not have written this. To me this clearly implies an inner desire to be a better man. He writes about his mentors: ââI love Dutch like a father, but in many ways, I love Hosea even more. Heâs kind and fair and like a human being. Dutch is something else.ââ Clearly showing a preference for Hosea who is of a more gentle nature and shows genuine kindness. Unsurprisingly, these are the people who see through his dumb/though act and encourage him to drop it.
When he comes across Brother Dorkins for the first time, he writes: ââ(he)was one of those innocent people who make you feel better about human beings and about yourself a little. Must be odd to see all that goodness in the world. Place always seemed dark and brutal to me.ââ Expressing how he does not see goodness in the world, implying lack of good examples/kindness/good experiences in his life. Yet, the monk leaves an impression and imo, this encounter (seeing genuine goodness) disrupts Arthurâs perception of what the world truly is. ââJust as evil begat evil your whole life long, so good may begat goodââ (what strengthens my belief in this, is the following, symbolic scene of Arthur realising the consequences of his actions right after picking up a crucifix. He was aware of them before sure, but is unable to truly ignore them now having seen it right in front of his eyes). If only Arthur was presented with more examples of goodness in his life.
''You have it in you... I can tell!''
His desire to do as much good as possible after realising he wonât live long is instant. This would not be the mindset of someone who did not already possess kindness in his heart. ââKnow glory and forget about shame.ââ Arthurâs shame and self-loathing caused by his previous actions were what was holding him back from allowing kindness into his life. Knowing that he has limited time left has not made him into someone he wasnât before. The diagnosis was a catalyst, allowing him to embrace that love/goodness truly does exist and accelerate the process of chipping away from the persona he has made for himself. This was a newfound understanding for him as in the past he was rejecting any notion of kindess. In himself and perhaps the whole existence of it. ââYou keep hidden all that matters, even from yourself.ââ
After being diagnosed, he writes: ââWhat kind of a man have I been? What kind of a man am I? What world is this we live in? A land of fury or a place of love? Am I being prepared for eternal damnation? Am I past any kind of saving? Is that all fairytales? Man ainât got much good in him. I ainât got no good in me⊠I donât think and yet I see goodness. I see it. If not in me, in good folk. In Abigail and her love for Jack. In that silly monk. In Downes, I guess. Begging not for himself but for the poor, even though he was near starving himself. Maybe I donât want salvation. Part of me has always longed for death.ââ This entry perfectly shows how deep Arthurâs self-loathing goes and just how much it has damaged him. As his journal allows a look into his true feelings, he truly does not see a single good thing about himself. He knew for a long time that the way he lives is detestable but he could not let go of it. Not because he didnât want to, but because itâs all that he has ever known. He didnât believe in anything else. This sudden acceptance of goodness has allowed him to see clearly, which was obscured from him before, and for the first time, enabled him to act free of past regrets for what is right.
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Arthurâs redemption is not about becoming a good man. It is about finding the strength to change and recognise your true self despite a lifetime of self-loathing and breaking free from destructive beliefs of the past.
In Arthurian legends a stag is a symbol of the unending quest of spiritual knowledge/enligtenment
#this is my own personal interpretation of arthur's redemption#i could expand so much more on this#the orange quotes are by blind man cassidy#please donât even interact if you think arthur was just a killer incapable of goodness before he was diagnosed#the ironic thing is that so many people could see behind arthurâs front but he was blind to it#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#this analysis is based purely on high-honor choices#i don't care if your arthur shoots up entire towns this analysis does not take individual open-world gameplay decisions into account#i did almost cry thinking about this#text post
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I know that canonically (show-wise, at least) St Hilarion's worked to cover up Charles' death, and nothing was ever really done about the disappearance of Edwin and the other boys, but even so, do you think the school has a reputation for being haunted??
I'm imagining Niko following various ghost-hunter groups online, especially when the agency doesn't have many cases going on, and occasionally the boys will mirror hop over to an interesting-sounding location, and they'll even get a real case as a result
So when she tells them that one of the teams is planning to investigate St Hilarion's (either it's been closed for a while or they have special permission to go during the summer holidays), Edwin and Charles steel themselves and decide to go, in case there are other ghosts there that need help ('can't imagine a worse place to be trapped for the rest of my afterlife' says Charles, who has been to literal hell. Edwin, who spent 70 years in literal hell, agrees)
So they go, with Niko and Crystal as moral/emotional support, except when they get there they realise they've fucked up and are there on the same day/night as the ghost hunters. They could come back some other time, but what if there really are ghosts here that are suffering? No one wants to take that chance, so Crystal uses her powers to convince them that she and Niko are there for work experience, or are friends of a friend, or are here to replace one of the tech guys who called in sick
Both Charles and Edwin are tense and uncomfortable returning to the place they died - Edwin had gone there after he escaped Hell because he didn't know where else to go, but they've built themselves a home now with the agency. This isn't like before, when it was the closest place to familiar he could find. Charles, meanwhile, feels colder and colder the longer they're there - his hair is wet, there are bruises flaring and spreading, and a faint rattle in his chest that would have become pneumonia if he'd lived long enough
But they need to be sure there aren't any other lost ghosts stuck here that need their help crossing over, so they keep going
(maybe, as a consequence of a door to hell being opened in the school, there are unusual happenings, maybe there's still a place where the line between earth and hell is very thin, maybe there's some fragment of a demon left behind, and they can do something about it)
Anyway, the most important thing is that Charles, either accidentally or in a fit of pique at the whole situation, knocks something over just as one of the paranormal investigators is asking for spirits to make their presence known. In fact, this happens repeatedly - the boys move things, change things around, their presence is detected somehow with the equipment. Crystal and Niko are doing their best to distract the team and ruin as much of the footage as possible, and at least once the boys do something on purpose, maybe because someone is being a creep to the girls (and yes, they both know that Crystal and Niko are more than capable of taking care of themselves, but this way scares the asshole more and is also funnier), and then also to fuck with their readings
Anyway, it's coming to the end of the night, the problem has been identified, and whaddaya knows, of course it's in the attic where they both died. This is fine, why wouldn't it be fine. They get started, draw some (invisible, ghostly) runes and start working their magic when, of course, the paranormal investigators turn up, because this is thought to be the most 'active' area of the school, and the body of a schoolboy was found here in the 80s
Yeah, they try to contact 'any of the boys who disappeared in 1916' and Charles. It would be fine if they weren't so irritatingly loud, Edwin's trying to concentrate, and Charles is now shivering and dripping wet, but they managed to ignore the team right up until they start speculating that Charles was killed by one of the angry spirits from 1916
At which point, Charles - half visible, clearly enraged, looking very much like the half-drowned and frozen kid he was, like a proper ghost - tells them to fuck off already before they get hurt, they don't understand anything, and how dare they give a shit now when it's too late
Which is, of course, the exact moment Edwin finishes the spell, and causes some sort of a magical rebound that fritzes the cameras for a second, throws furniture around, and knocks them all flying. When the cameras start up again, they catch Edwin kneeling by Charles, holding his hand, and softly telling him that it's ok, it's over, they can go now. Charles sniffs and smiles and knocks their foreheads together and says yeah, let's get out of here, and together they fade from view
The investigators think this means gay love can pierce the veil of death and save the day that now that the truth of their story is known the ghosts have moved on, and it's all thanks to them! How beautiful, how wonderful, how affirming! Perhaps one of the boys from 1916 tried to help Charles, and when that didn't work, they both stayed to try and protect other people from these violent spirits, and now their unfinished business is finished! It's so tragic and touching story
Charles and Edwin, who are putting their tools back in the backpack, roll their eyes and smile at each other
On the way out, Charles swipes the memory cards from the cameras, Edwin inscribes a couple of sneaky runes on various pieces of equipment to fuck with it, and Crystal uses her powers to make sure they all remember a couple of details differently, so later they won't be able to agree on a bunch of stuff
The episode they were trying to make can't be released, their social media posts about the experience are full of details that don't match up, and fans are bitterly disappointed
Crystal and Niko watch the footage Charles stole with Jenny and the Night Nurse back at the agency. Jenny turns it into a drinking game. Charles does a dramatic reading of the posts with added commentary while Edwin pretends he's not laughing. They buy t-shirts of the paranormal investigators and wear them ironically. They leave anonymous comments
Just. The dead boy detectives having to work around ghost hunters, in a world where ghosts definitely, tangibly exist
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#crystal palace#niko sasaki#Not exactly a writing tag
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I know I said going out into the world is worth the mental health boost, but I also got two vaccines and then worked in the heat cleaning out my garage for several hours and now I can't move and I haven't been able to move for several days.
I can't deny that sometimes things just need to get done. I didn't really have a choice. This is a consequence I chose and knew would occur. And I feel like I can't complain about how horrible I feel because of the deliberateness of my decision.
But I think I'm going to complain anyway because I feel like poop.
This is why the "push yourself" mentality is so dangerous to chronically ill people. Again, sometimes it cannot be helped. I haven't talked much about it yet, but I have a runway and it keeps getting shorter. And if I don't solve some very big problems before my runway ends, I could be pretty screwed. So I'm going to have to push myself on occasion and I need to try and be smart about it.
But please don't ever suggest "pushing through it" as an ongoing solution for disabled people. I've heard it so many times. There was even a time when my own father would preach from the Church of the Glorious Work Ethicâą because that is how he was raised. But it is also how he ended up with severe chronic pain and a fake hip.
Despite that, in the beginning, he would still tell me to push myself in order to accomplish things. Eventually he saw how damaging it was and how it made things worse in the long run. I was destroying my mind and body and my productivity decreased the longer I pushed myself. My recovery periods would get longer and longer and my productivity became almost nonexistent.
Conserving energy, doing a little bit at a time, and understanding how to pace myself always garnered better results. But that required patience. And patience is a skill. And for me it is a skill that I have spent two decades trying to master and I still fail more than I care to admit.
But during my first few years of being sick I had no patience. And my dad had no patience. So we were just this chaotic ball of impatience. And that was probably the only time we had trouble getting along.
"Pushing through" and ignoring pain and fatigue is the number one piece of advice that has always been catastrophic. I would encounter people with a "strong work ethic" who believed if they had my collection of chronic maladies they could just use willpower and work a proper job and live a normal life. I was just lazy in their minds. They thought accepting my circumstances and managing my symptoms was giving up. They would inform me that "everyone is tired." They would tell me how tired they are and how they still manage. And I just wish I could help them understand the most tired they have ever been is probably what I would consider a "good day."
Sometimes pushing through just puts a hole in the wall.
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"Why does only Aang have that 'privelege' of accidentally burning someone and that person not keeping the scars"
*casually ignores Zuko accidentally burning Toph's feet and her not having any scars from it*
*casually ignores Zuko repeatedly, INTENTIONALLY, firebending at people, and even burning Suki's village, yet somehow no one ends up with a scar*
*casually ignores the North Pole incident of Zuko INTENTIONALLY hiting Katara so hard she loses consciouness yet once she wakes up she's fine, no scars, no nothing*
If you want to talk "special treatment" by the narrative...
And why the fuck are they acting like Aang WASN'T haunted by the fact that he accidentally hurt Katara? It literally took him until book 3 to get over his fear of firebending, and he only decided to practice because ZUKO, who ALSO had to atone for accidentally hurting someone with fire and wanted to be more careful with it, was going to be his teacher.
And yeah, he has the tendency of wanting to flee from his problems - but he has been fighting against that from the very moment that he decides "The world needs me, I can't NOT be the Avatar. When I tried, my people died. I don't want that to happen again."
Zuko spends the entire show struggling with his anger issues, that are a direct result of abuse? Fans praise him for this arc and how real it was. Aang spends the entire show strugglign with wanting to run away from problems, which is a direct consequence of him being given a huge responsibility when he was way too young for it? Fans complain that he isn't perfect and "gets special treatment" when he clearly doesn't.
I don't buy for one second that this person just wants Aang's actions to have consequences - if they did, they'd say the same about Zuko. But they don't. Because this is all about them wanting to say "Zutara is better than Kataang. Sure, Zuko hit her so hard she lost consciousness and he wanted to support his dad commiting genocide, but at least he didn't leave physical scar on her!"
It's pathetic.
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Not sure if you have covered this, but Iâll ask. How would you have gone about Macaqueâs redemption arcâŠif itâs possible with how he was written before season four? No hate or debate, just curious. I like alternate takes on characters :3
Hmm okay I thought on this for a little bit, and the crux of my problem with Macaqueâs arc is that heâs established late Season Three to be ânot a bad personâ when-
1. He enjoys hurting people
2. He goes out of his way to hurt people
3. He hurts many people
4. He expresses no regret or remorse for hurting people
5. He faces no consequences for hurting innocent people aside from his intended victims winning their fights against him
6. His victims are reduced to a hivemind of non-autonomous set dressings who have no feelings on his presence or past crimes
And he promptly just becomes a person that everyone is okay with despite everything. So, if we have to keep the âone good action is enough to redeem you for betrayal, deceit, slandering, multiple counts of assault and attempted murderâ, then we need to shift some things.
So I think the best thing to do if we want the actual âredemption arcâ to hit the way itâs supposed to in canon is-
1. Thin his list of victims
2. Thin his list of crimes to the point that one good deed is actually a reasonable atonement for all of them
3. Play up his victimhood at the hands of the Mayor
4. Establish his inability to escape from the Lady Bone Demon much sooner
If the crux of his arc is just being forgiven by ONE of his many victims and then becoming a good person, then we just need to sharply reduce the amount of victims he has to make the immediate and all-encompassing forgiveness feel more realistic.
When heâs âsiegingâ the city in Macaque, the Smoke Demon ignores everyone who isnât MK and deals no structural damage, creating no victims aside from the Monkie Kid.
When heâs performing in Shadowplay, Macaque portals MK away to fight him alone, leaving everyone else unharmed, creating no victims aside from the kid.
Then, when heâs stolen away by the Mayor, either:
1. Lady Bone Demon implants him with her powers right away, preventing him from running away and immediately establishing him as desperate, or, what Iâd argue for-
2. Send the Mayor with him.
When he receives the compass and is released, Macaque pulls a Bone Key-
and throws it away, trying to shadow portal away, only to be greeted by
The Mayor, who proceeds to outright accompany Macaque on this journey, thereby serving as a foil to Tang Sanzang.
Where Sun Wukong was taken under the wing of someone who genuinely cared for him and wanted to see him improve, Macaque is forcibly dragged along by an outright malicious figure who wants to see him rot.
(Fuck, have Lady Bone Demon give Macaque an ice circlet to seal the âfoilâ deal! Have him be forced into these actions in outright agony! It would help Sun Wukong sympathize with him, expediting the âforgivenessâ that a redemption arc needs!)
In fact, every time Macaque tries to leave, or steps out of line or even just fails? You hear an offscreen thud and yelping and then when we get to see him next, thereâs new bruises on his body, new tears in his clothes. His fur becomes messy. His eyes grow haunted.
Play up his victimhood to coax the audience into sympathizing with him.
Macaque tries to run. The Mayor hurts him. He tries to stall. The Mayor hurts him. He tries to argue. The Mayor hurts him. He tries to fight back. The Mayor beats him back into subservience.
Establish that Macaque has utterly exhausted all avenues of âescapeâ before he resorts to attacking the Monkie Kids, and even then, have him try to avoid the majority of them in favor of MK, only to be forced by the Mayor into actually fighting Mei, Tang, Sandy, and Pigsy.
So now every character understands why heâs doing this- and donât have a reason to hold it against him or expect any further atonement because none of his worst actions (like sieging the Dragon Palace) actually need to be addressed- they arenât his fault.
That basically solves all the problems I have with the âarcâ as it stands, honestly.
#Lego Monkie Kid#LMK#Macaque#Mayor#Lady Bone Demon#Iâm reasonably sure that Macaqueâs redemption only started pissing me off#after I saw Yellowtuskâs punishment in season four#because that shit breaks the internal moral system of Lego Monkie Kid#and it shatters the only reason I decided âI guess the redemption arcs arenât THAT badâ#I mean redemption arcs will ALWAYS be contentious#because their delivery massively hinges on oneâs moral system#which is why Li Jing has no defenders and Macaque has hundreds even though Jing is objectively the better person#and many redemption arcs hinge on giving precedence to a villain instead of to their victims#which is equally divisive for OBVIOUS reasons#but when a story canât be consistent with itâs own moral standings of ââeveryone will be forgiven instantly when they stop being evilâ#it kinda sucks ass???#anyways moral of the story is:#everyone can be forgiven#as long as they have a thin waist#so get fucked Yellowtusk
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This fandom though smh all the people wanting to stick up and support Ryan while being an anti Eddie this or a pro Eddie that, but hate getting called out for being a hypocrite... I'm tired of seeing them "separate the actor from the character," when they're more than willing to bash every other transphobic, racist, sexist, homophobic, ageist, misogynistic, ableist, fascist, anti vax, etc, remark or topic, but still have positive post about Ryan Guzman. They aren't "protecting their peace." That's not how it works. They're choosing to ignore what he's doing because it'll disrupt their fantasy of the show. Seriously, why are they posting about current anti transphobic topics and then the next post it's "Ryan's dumb mustache đđ„”đ« " as if he didn't just get exposed AGAIN for having transphobic ties this past week????
They don't want to hear that Ryan is the problem. Everybody, fan or anti, still calls out Lou, and everytime they admit and drill that he is at fault, but Ryan ALWAYS gets a pass, and we should move on because he gave a disingenuous apology all the non bpocs accepted on our behave or it was "so long ago???" Make that make sense... Also, no one wants to bring up anything else he's done either! But even so they're not advocating for anything in the fandom with only "Lou is racist," when they won't even accept that what Ryan did wasn't just as bad, it was worse than what Lou did, they both were wrong but let's be real Ryan has more to make up for than Lou but yet Lou isn't unforgivable???
How can people still say, "It's his upbringing, and he was taught that way" only for Ryan? They really want to compare Ryan and Lou's family situations? Seriously? Which one of them is estranged from their abusive bigot father, and which one is still surrounded by his ignorant friends/family who he proudly stuck up and admitted were all racist like him? (Also, which one of them did people have to fake and edit hate material because there wasn't anything new? đ)
And they need to stop saying everyone who calls out Ryan is racist. I'm very familiar with all the excuses he made, and just as I've said to my White/Latinx family and friends, all of what was said IS absolutely racist. He doesn't get a pass because of where he lived, and everyone around him said it, and the more they deny it, the worse it is. Everyone who accepted his apology should understand he was willingly stating his ignorance.
These stans though... They're just as phony wanting to play both sides and have no consequences. They can't stand by what they're voicing. Saying "anti *** BUT I don't tolerate any hate towards (actor)" when that actor is still problematic as of today...
Nearly everyone has said/done something awful in the past, but there's only a few that still are choosing to continue that behavior. Many of the 9-1-1/LS cast/crew/company "should've been canceled" for things they've done. Most acknowledged their wrongs, sincerely apologized, stopped and grew up and changed their views and redeemed themselves. That's the difference. Ryan is still the same Ryan. Fans forgave after one forced apology, and now they ignore that he's still actively messed up because what he's attractive or he's a part of their favorite ship or his hate doesn't personally affect them???
*But yes, let's only call out Lou's issues and keep posting about how wonderful Ryan is and talk about wanting to bring back Ronda, Cocoa, Edy, Rockmond, etc. back because they were also soooo unproblematic* đ
Yes, call it as we see it, Lou did some messed up shit. But for them to say Lou is worse for 10+ year old post, but stay quite when Ryan continuously talks/posts/likes disgusting views to this very day đ That's the thing, Lou's past caught up with him, his PAST. Ryan gets exposed every week because he's still updating his accounts with that stuff.
(and you don't have to post/reply to this if it might get backlash but đđŸ big sigh)
me being a white person I don't get to say if I expect Ryan's "apology " or not. Some other white people in the fandom on Twitter really had the audacity to say why people still hating on Ryan and he apparently has changed?!! It's not our place to say !!
And saying he has changed after what he is sharing on Instagram is honestly really laughable.
And they also say Oliver would hate Lou for things he was posting a decade ago this is why he doesn't want to work with him. So they basically saying that he is totally fine working with Ryan ???
When a ship is more important than having morals.
They always protect Oliver and Ryan and don't call them out.
It just makes me so mad seeing Ryan posting all that shit. And people posting him all over Instagram even the cast is hanging out with him.
People are so comfortable being openly transphobic and homophobic, racists these days without any consequences.
They said when the actress who plays Marisol was posting that transphobic shit, why would they want a cast member in a show with LGBTQIA+ storylines. These same people are really quiet right now about Ryan.
So they totally fine with what he shares on Instagram? ???
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Ah thank you so much for your post on Harry's overprotectiveness and how it is deeply rooted in his fear of losing the only family he has by the end of the series not because he thinks Ginny is not capable enough
You spoke God's truth
But like seriously I have seen so many people pointing out the "problem" in Hinny and why they won't make it long term as a couple is that Harry after the war has to see Ginny as a peer not as something to be protected and that's why they are not equals... And I'm like what makes you think he doesn't see her as his equal?
Do I need to point out the number of times in HBP and DH whatever Ginny is doing Harry's reaction is a mix of "wowww my girl is doing amazing" and "OMG what is she doing, she might get herself killed and I'll die seeing just that, poor Voldy shorts would not have to put so much effort in killing me"
And I'm sure this has been pointed out before...A 15 year old Harry had a very similar reaction towards Sirius, a 30 something adult with 7 years of complete magical education, experience in fighting death eaters in Order of the Phoenix and then emotionally fighting the dementors for 12 long years.
You are welcome!
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Harry in canon after he discovers Ginny is leading a rebellion:
This scant news made Harry want to see Ginny so badly it felt like a stomachache; but it also made him think of Ron again, and of Dumbledore, and of Hogwarts itself, which he missed nearly as much as his ex-girlfriend. - Chapter 15, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
What is true is that Harry hasn't properly processed how hurt Ginny was because he so desperately needed to believe she was safe that he would've needed to be slapped in the face with the reality, and in fact:
He spotted Ginny two tables away; she was sitting with her head on her motherâs shoulder: there would be time to talk later, hours and days and maybe years in which to talk. - Chapter 36, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
This does not mean Harry doesn't think that what Ginny did was valuable, important or a huge risk:
Harry found himself taking it out simply to stare at Ginnyâs name in the girlsâ dormitory, wondering whether the intensity with which he gazed at it might break into her sleep, that she would somehow know he was thinking about her, hoping that she was all right. - Chapter 16, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Harry is worried about her physical and mental well-being. But there's a difference between knowing someone is in danger/admiring them for what they are doing and being in the mental space to properly process the information of the love of your life being tortured (something that he would need to deduce from Neville's tale and he is not in the mental space to do it). It would happen once he talks with Ginny (I think Rowling should've created the situation for it once Harry talked with Neville but for reasons that have nothing to do with hinny and everything to do with the devastatingly boring plot of this book).
[I wrote about this in Back to the Eclipse if someone wants to read it.]
It's like when people say that Harry wouldn't tell Ginny things because he didn't let her in the Voldemort stuff completely ignoring that:
Dumbledore tells him to talk only with Ron and Hermione about it and he dies before Harry might start wondering why exactly he can't talk to Ginny about it and ask Albus (I would have loved to see the answer to that question)
Harry has a pathological need to protect her (which I agree is something he needs to work on but it is a direct consequence of how important she is to him and I'll argue it's a flaw that in a moderate dose balances out one of Ginny's)
Harry ends up telling Ginny his mission (killing Voldemort) anyway because he is shit at keeping things from her, as pointed out since the fifth book
Harry is so shit at keeping things from Ginny he has a hard time keeping things from Molly because she has Ginny's eye colour
When Ron gets hurt in HBP, Harry and Ginny get into an obsessive conversation about what might have happened (he is clearly comfortable in discussing important stuff with her, including his beloved mysteries)
His only plan for the future after the battle is endlessly talking with Ginny
The only thing people should deduce is that Ginny most likely spent a good part of her life being an insane security breach of the Department of Law Enforcement (to be fair to Harry: the majority of spouses of people in law enforcement are).
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đ I love my team, I love my crew (Part 7/7)
Title from Super (SEVENTEEN)
ILMTILMC Part I ILMTILMC Part II ILMTILMC Part III ILMTILMC Part IV ILMTILMC Part V ILMTILMC Part VI
Summary: The decision is made. And, consequently, Jeonghan falls apart.
CW: emeto, mentions of diarrhea in the context of illness, fevers, IVs
Sickies: S.Coups/Seungcheol + Woozi/Jihoon + Wonwoo + Jeonghan Caretakers: Dino + Jun + Jeonghan + Hoshi/Soonyoung
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Dino had found the medic easily enough, tending to the poor noona who had made the juk with Mingyu earlier. When he heard about Seungcheolâs condition he jumped up, agreeing it was the right decision.
What Dino had not anticipated was to run into Jun on the way back, who recoiled when he saw them.
âWhat happened?â, he asked.
âHyungâs fever isnât going down and he is refusing to eatâ, Dino explained, âhe needs an IV.â
Jun mumbled what sounded suspiciously like a curse in Mandarin. âJihoonie has thrown up everything heâs eaten. I came to ask about the IV as well.âÂ
Dino didnât understand why he was so worried. It wasnât like they didnât have medication. In fact they had a whole medic right with them.
âDo you think there is a way he doesnât need it?â, Jun questioned. Dino frowned.
âNo. Heâs burning up, hyung. We need to get his fever down. Whatâs the problem? You make it sound like hyung shouldnât get an IV.â
Jun ran his hand through his hair, looking stressed and finally he said, voice trembling: âI wish I didnât have to tell you, baby. The thing is: We only have one IV available now. An antiemetic. Cheollie needs it so he can try to eat a bit and take an oral fever reducer. But Jihoon needs it too because he canât keep anything down. He even fainted earlier.â
Dino felt tears run down his cheeks before he knew it. âWhat do we do, hyung?â, he asked shakily.Â
âI donât know. Letâs talk to Jeonghannie-hyung.â
If Dino had thought that Jun looked exhausted, Jeonghan was much worse. He looked like he would rather cry than make a decision and the few minutes Dino had been gone had seemingly aged him. He looked so drained and tired. Dino wished he could help them better.Â
âWhaâŠ? Jihoonie?â, Jeonghan asked as they entered. Jun nodded.
âHe threw up again and fainted.â
âDamn.â Jeonghanâs voice broke on the word and he ran his hand over his face, wiping at tears he refused to let fall.Â
âI donât know what to do with Cheollie. If he canât eat due to the nausea he canât take a fever reducer and while his temperature has gone down a bit with the shower I donât doubt it will rise again.â
Seungcheol chose that moment to wake up again, turning to his side and staring at them with glassy eyes. Then his attention went to Jeonghan and even despite his own state he seemed to know that Jeonghan was not doing well. It was beautiful to see the close friendship between their oldest hyungs.Â
âHannie?â, Seungcheol rasped and reached out to him. âWhy are you crying?â
He seemed much more conscious than earlier, causing Jeonghan to smile at him.
âIâm really worried about you, ddaduâ, he explained, âyouâre really sick.â
Seungcheol nodded. âI feel bad. How are the others?â
It was the most Seungcheol he had sounded since his earlier collapse.Â
âMinghao, Joshua, Seungkwan and Vernon are asleep and okay. Much better than you areâ, Jeonghan said, purposefully leaving out Jihoon.
But that seemed to catch Seungcheolâs attention. âHow is Jihoonie?â
Dino stepped forward, ignoring the warning look he received from his second oldest hyung.
âWoozi-hyung is really sick, hyungâ, Dino explained, âhe canât keep anything down and he fainted just now.â
Seungcheolâs eyes went wide and he tried to push himself up from the mattress. Jeonghan pushed him down and hissed: âCheollie, stay where you are! Lee Chan, stop talking.â
âLet himâ, Jun said and placed a hand on Dinoâs shoulder, winking at him and told him to continue.
âHe needs an IV to get some medication. But, we have a bit of a problem and I think you can help us with it, hyung.â
âHeâs scared, isnât he? Let me go to himâ, Seungcheol asked and despite his slowly vanishing strength and Jeonghanâs hand holding him down, tried to get up again.
âNo, thatâs not itâ, Dino continued, âthe thing is that we only have one IV left. The choice is between you and Woozi-hyung.â
âGive it to Jihoonâ, Seungcheol said immediately, âI donât care, give it to him.â
âThatâs the planâ, Dino lied - well, it was not really a lie, was it? They had considered it. âYou see how worried Hannie-hyung is, hm? We all are worried. Weâd feel much better if you ate something and took some fever reducers, hyung. That would make the choice much easier for us.â
Finally understanding dawned on Jeonghanâs face and he turned to Seungcheol again, caressing his face. âPlease eat a bit for me.â
Despite looking like he wanted to do anything but eat, Seungcheol nodded reluctantly. âOkay.â
âOkay?â
âIf it helps Jihoonie, Iâll eat.â
âThank you, hyungâ, Dino said with a bright smile and took the bowl and spoon he had prepared earlier to feed it to the leader. When he turned around, Jun and the medic had already left.
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âItâs going to be okay, babyâ, Soonyoung promised again, holding Jihoonâs hand tightly. The younger had blanched when the medic had walked in - something that Soonyoung hadnât even been aware he was able to do considering his normally pale skin and the ashen look he had sported all day - and looked like he wanted to burst into tears any moment.
It was just the two of them and the medic in the room now, as well as Minghao who was so deeply asleep that Soonyoung was sure not even a cannon going off by his ears would wake him. It was a nice change to his normally anxious and light sleep.
Jun had gone to accompany a blushing and exhausted Wonwoo to one of the bathrooms on the upper floor which hopefully were a bit more private. Wonwoo had been so exhausted and pained when he had exited the bathroom, cheeks flushed red. It was probably good to remove him from the situation for all their sakes.
âIâll be carefulâ, the medic said, âand the medication should help your nausea so you can hopefully just go to sleep. If you stay asleep long enough I can just remove it before you wake up.â
Jihoon nodded. âJust do it, please.â
He winced as the needle went in, resolutely refusing to look at it. His hand squeezed Soonyoungâs tightly and there were tears in the corners of his eyes that Soonyoung wiped away with his thumbs.
âItâs okay. You did itâ, the dancer whispered, âyouâre gonna be okay, baby. Donât worry anymore.â
âThanks, Young-ahâ, Jihoon said, âfor everything.â
âDonât worry about it, idiot. We got each other, you know that.â
âYeah.â
The medic banaged the arm, even using more stripes than probably necessary to hide the whole apparatus in his arm from accidentally being seen. Soonyoung appreciated it a lot - he knew that as much as Jihoon insisted that he just didnât like the proximity of strangers when sick he also was a bit squeamish about this kind of thing. He winced a bit as the IV seemed to move under his skin but he seemed to not be able to care anymore. Soonyoung was glad - he didnât want to admit it but he was tired too after that night and the sooner Jihoon slept the sooner he could sleep. It would benefit them both more than anything now. The medic hung up the bag on the railing of the upper bunk, as he had with Minghaoâs, and nodded.
Then seemingly remembering at the same time as Soonyoung, the medic turned around to see that Minghaoâs IV was empty. âIâll take it out and then Iâll go.â
While the older man was occupied, Soonyoung sat down on Jihoonâs bedside and stroked his hair away from his face again. âSleep, Jihoonie. Iâll wake you up in a bit when the medicine had a chance to help so you can get a bit rehydrated, okay? Maybe even eat some of the juk.â
The young producer nodded, eyes already falling shut. His hand sneaked to hold Soonyoungâs wrist in a tight but not hurting grip. âDonât go.â
âI wonât.â Somebody would wake them if needed he decided and fluids could wait a little longer.
Soonyoung slipped under the covers with Jihoon, letting the younger choose how much space he wanted. The answer seemed to be none. Within seconds Soonyoung had a warm ball of asleep human curled up on his chest. He was asleep soon after.
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Seungcheol was medicated and had been able to keep down the juk. Seungkwan and Vernon were asleep. Even Dino had gone to sleep in on the air mattress after Jeonghan had convinced him that he should get all the rest he could.
Seokmin and Mingyu were asleep in the other room, on top of one another. Joshua too was fast asleep.
Jeonghan had even peeked into the last room only to find the medic shushing him as he exited, gesturing towards the three sleeping members.Â
If Jeonghan now has seven new pictures saved on his phone, nobody needed to know.
On his way upstairs he met Jun, who had his arm wrapped around Wonwooâs waist. The rapper looked pale and sick but Jun waved Jeonghanâs concern off, citing he would get Wonwoo to sleep and then join Jeonghan on the deck.
Jeonghan stepped towards the railing, grasping it into a tight hold. He had managed to hold it back all day, but now that everybody was asleep, he was trembling. It was like his body understood that he wasnât needed at the moment and now pressured him to fall apart.
And fall apart Jeonghan did.
A loud sob rang through the silence, even straddling Jeonghan himself. Then he fell to his knees, crying his heart out. He had been so scared all day, all through the night. It was nearly morning and he hadnât eaten since lunch, hadnât slept a wink and had been running around to care for sick members for hours. He had never wanted so much responsibility and still he was scared that they had made a mistake.
What if Seungcheol couldnât keep the food and the fever reducer down? What if he got worse again despite it?
What if somebody else needed it?Â
What if somebody else fell sick or one of the members got worse and they had no medication left?
He was so scared.Â
Jeonghan pressed his hands to his lips, hoping to stifle the cries and be able to get a grip on himself before Jun found him like that. He couldn't burden the younger any further.
But his prayers werenât heard. Footsteps came into his direction and soon Jeonghan was gathered in a warm embrace. âBreathe, hyung. Youâll make yourself sick.â
Jeonghan knew that, he could actually feel his stomach sloshing badly, but he couldnât calm down. He just cried.
In the end he had no idea how long they sat there like that, Jun holding Jeonghan as he cried but when Jeonghan finally managed to stop sobbing and lift his head, the sun was peeking out from the ocean.Â
âLook, hyungâ, Jun whispered and pointed out into the vast sea.
A ship was on the far horizon.Â
Jeonghan pushed Jun away and hauled himself over the railing, vomiting up bile. His stomach was so empty it hurt. Before everything went black, he heard Jun shout his name but he couldnât respond. He was too tired.
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Jeonghan woke up in a hospital bed. He blinked until his eyes adjusted to the light. A warm weight was on his lap and as he looked down he saw a mob of dark hair sprawled over him.
âCheollie?â, he rasped.
The leader gasped as he woke up but when he saw Jeonghan awake he burst into a smile.
âHow are you feeling?â, Jeonghan asked, confused. What was going on?
âI feel like I should be asking the question, seeing that you are on a hospital bed and I am notâ, Seungcheol answered lightly. âI am fine though. I havenât puked in over twenty-four hours and the fever has been gone for twelve.â
Hot and cold shock went through Jeonghanâs body. How long had he been asleep? What about the members?
âDonât worry about the kidsâ, Seungcheol said as if he had read Jeonghanâs mind, âthey are fine. The medical ship arrived shortly after you passed out, Iâm told. Minghao-yah was up and happy in the morning, heâs just a bit tired still. Kwan-ah is feeling much recovered. Vernonie is still not eating much but he is well enough. Wonwoo-yah isnât looking anybody in the eyes but fine. Jihoonie is able to keep food down now after the IV. Channie and Soonyoungie started getting sick on the evacuation boat but the medics all around did a good job, they are fine too. Now just you need to get better.â
Finally Jeonghan felt like he could breathe. It was over.
Notes: Thank you so much for reading and sticking with this fic for so long! Thank you for all likes, reblogs and comments! I love you!
Special thanks and a big hug to my amazing beta-readers @dudadragneel and @sickiecloud!!! I love you, guys!
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I don't usually do a lot of analysis or theorizing, but I did have half of this written out after some thought moved me to do so a while back. And I saw a post today touching on some of the same things, so I thought I'd slap at least a half-assed completion of my thoughts and send it out into the world just to get it out of my drafts.
I always feel baffled by the interpretation of Virgil and Janus being "former villains" or having had a redemption arc, because I feel like there's a crucial point that has been missed.
The overall theme of the series is about accepting that people are made up of a bunch of messy and often contradictory impulses that nonetheless all serve a purpose. Overall, it's about finding a balance in our lives to settle these conflicts. Virgil and Janus were never villains, they were vilified and that's different. The "Dark Sides" arc is about understanding that treating these impulses as wholly "good" or "bad" is typically harmful.
Virgil's arc through the early series was, in part, about him learning to work with the other sides, but it's as much (or more) about the other sides learning to work with him. Anxiety doesn't just go away when you ignore it, you have to find methods of addressing it instead that are right for you. The reason Virgil and Roman butt heads so frequently is because Thomas's anxiety is a barrier to his self expression and his pursuit of endeavors (creative and interpersonal) that require him to take risks. In Accepting Anxiety, Roman came to understand how the awareness of those risks are essential for making it possible to pursue them effectively, and a part of what gives the achievement of them meaning.
In the same video he is introduced, it is explicitly stated that Remus isn't the real problem. The thoughts he represents are distracting and gross and unpleasant, but Patton and Virgil's defensiveness against the thoughts is what make them distressing. It's the moralization of them, the fear that they must reflect on Thomas in some way, that is hurting him. It's why one of the first things that Remus says (one of the few constructive things Remus has to say) in the episode is that repression is bad. And I imagine that, eventually, his arc as a side is going to touch on the exploration and expression of dark themes and thoughts as a source of catharsis, because one of his primary complaints is Thomas's insistence on keeping his influence out of his art.
If there's a redemption arc going on in SvSR, it's Patton's. Janus's acceptance into the group wasn't won by him changing. It was made by proving that he, by representing Thomas's most self-serving impulses, was necessary, and by extension proving that Patton's black and white thinking on the subject of selfishness and self sacrifice was hurting Thomas. (A life lived solely for the good of others isn't much of a life, you have to live some of it for yourself.)
My theory is that the remaining arc, for Orange, is going to be framed as a conflict between himself and Logan for very similar reasons. Logan's rejection of emotions (which he clearly has) are setting up against a character who likely represents either certain emotions which are viewed as disruptive (anger, or similar) or the consequences of repressing them (resentment).
Like Anxiety, feelings of anger or frustration don't go away by pretending they aren't there. If they aren't addressed, they fester. And just as with Anxiety, to process them in a healthy way you need to find a way to work with them.
Anger pops up in a lot of situations where it can feel irrational, even as we're feeling it. Ultimately, Logan can't "logic" Thomas's way out of feeling anything. However, leaning into Remus's area of his imagination in his creative life could provide an outlet for those feelings and provide catharsis that can help him work through them. (And, inevitably, Logan's "redemption" would likely relate to the understanding that some feelings have to be felt in order to be processed, however illogical or counterproductive feeling them may seem.)
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hey I figure that youâre probably tired of talking about the Sentimonster nonsense but I genuinely still canât stand that itâs an actual thing. The wildest thing about it is that I JOINED the fandom because of the Sentimonster theory, actually got excited for it and looked forward to hints, not believing the skeptics or the salters bc it didnât seem like such a big dealâthat is until I saw with my own eyes how SO MANY FANS said with their whole chest that, in âEphemeralâ Adrien HAD to be a Sentimonster or there was no other âsympathetic explanationâ for why he didnât de-akumatize himself or fight off Gabriel.
Seeing the victim blaming in real time was such a punch in the gutâand then they just kept on coming!! It finally hit me how damaging the entire thing because for the show as a whole. If even regular fans that werenât even known for salting could so willingly disregard and ignore genuine abuse coping mechanisms in favor of magical BS⊠it was such a dark time. Abuse Apologism and victim blaming in a whole package
Sometimes, when I write about Miraculous, I pretend I'm writing about a show that only had three seasons. That's what the "zagulous fandom" tag is for; it's for posts that are about the parts of Miraculous that had Zag's executive control keeping Astruc in check. I also kinda accepted long ago that my blog's kind of a support blog for people who are against the Sentihuman concept.
When I first heard of the expanded Sentimonster theory, the one that went "all the rich kids are Sentimonsters", I instantly went: "You do realize how making victims of child abuse nonhumans with questionable rights minimizes their victimhood and excuses their abusers, right?" people told me I was making stuff up and whoopsie doo, the writers did exactly that.
Neither Gabriel nor Tomoe faced any consequences for abusing Adrien and Kagami because, after all, since they're Sentimonsters, the real abuse was that they didn't have their Amoks so giving them their Amoks resolves all their problems. The only abusive parent who gets acknowledged as such is FĂ©lix's dad, who is dead by the time we hear about any of this, because we can't have abusive parents face consequences for their actions because that might upset people or whatever excuses Astruc's giving for Gabriel's vindication now.
This also minimises all the affects of the abuse on the kids, since they can be handwaved away with: "They were just programmed that way." Kagami's bad social skills aren't because her mother isolated her, it's because she forgot to program Kagami with those skills. FĂ©lix's villainous behavior isn't because his mother is overly permissive with him, he was just programmed that way (by the eeeeevil Colt). Adrien isn't a people pleaser because he's repeating his abuse coping mechanisms with his overly controlling girlfriend to keep her happy the same way he did to his overly controlling father, he was just programmed to be the perfect doting son and boyfriend.
You'll notice how neatly this ties into the crew denying that Chloé was abused in any way ever by her clearly abusive mother. Chloé wasn't made into a Sentimonster, so we can't have her bad coping with her abuse be excused by "Sentimonster programming", so now the writers are just gaslighting the audience and saying: "Chloé wasn't mistreated by her parents which caused her to act to out to get attention (which she literally stated to be her motive in season 3), in fact, she's the one who's been terrorizing her poor, innocent father and he needs to be protected from this naturally occuring evil hellspawn."
All child abuse in this show gets excused.
Of course, now the writers have an added reason to make sure Adrien's abuse gets excused in particular: because they made Marinette benefit from it. As I said, Adrien is repeating abuse coping mechanisms learned from dealing with his father to keep Marinette happy. He's always prioritizing her feelings and never brings up his own problems, and this is good for Marinette, because she can just enjoy having a perfect boyfriend who caters to her every need and doesn't have problems of his own or with the ways she treats him (for all she knows). She's even maintaining this status quo by lying about Gabriel to Adrien, so Adrien won't get upset (and have emotional needs that she would need to help him with). Either we have to excuse Adrien's abuse, or we have to admit Marinette is benefitting from the fact that Adrien was abused, and even taking advantage with the way she makes no effort to improve their communication on her end, preferring to spy on Adrien and lie to him instead of just talking to him like an equal.
The show writers are also allergic to following through on their creative decisions, is what I think. They put all these different victims of child abuse and neglect in the show, and then dehumanized these children in different ways so that they wouldn't actually need to say anything about that abuse they wrote in and they can instead pretend it was never there. This is why I also think that, no matter how much the show's defenders insist the story isn't over yet, we will never be getting a proper resolution to the Sentinonsense.
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So like Iâm taking that,,, Blanche doesnât take betrayal lightly like,, at all,, givrn how he has killed all of his ex friends, so like would he kill reader if they actually betrayed him like the others?? Like Yves would be there no matter what, you could try to kill him and he would still stick beside you, but with Blanche, I feel like he would ACTUALLY go there given the old âfriendsâ he killed đ
Tw; murder and death, angst? yandere themes obviously
Unlikely, because he did say that you are his one true friend. So you are special and the only exemption from the rule. He already knew his ex "friends" were playing the slow game to try and use him, it's only when they took a step too far and actually carried out their plan of hurting him (I.e., literally cyberbullying him, stealing his money, using him as a maid and still being an asshole to him), he brings out the brass knuckles and compost bucket.
None of them ever proved themselves to be trustworthy or truly kind from the get-go. Blanche is Yves's brother and that fuckery is genetically passed on, of course his deductive skills will immediately weed out the bad ones no matter how discrete they're trying to be. But instead of nipping the problem in the bud like how his brother would, Blanche would just let it be until it grows and grows to an unbearable degree: it gives him an excuse to pulverize them.
If you were to betray Blanche, you wouldn't get killed at first. Because he's now damn delusional, thinking that you're just so young and naive, you didn't know that this is hurting him. Blanche must guide you through life as an elder, you need him as your eyes, you need him. You still love him and he loves you too, so he would have you sit down and have a serious talk as to why it isn't okay to try and poison the cake he worked so hard on. Or why it isn't okay to just hit him unprovoked until his eye is swollen shut.
Perhaps you're sick? A wormy parasite attacking your brain and causing you to be this unrecognizable monster? It's alright, Blanche will cure you with his herbs and natural remedies. Everything will return to normal and you will enjoy his hugs and kisses again. But that wouldn't be the case most of the time...
Blanche then would start begging, kneeling, clasping, and shaking his hands in front of you as he wept. Pleading you to stop being so cruel towards him, to love him again. What did he do wrong? Why are you doing this to him? All he ever wanted was to be your companion. Please stop, please stop hitting him. Please stop saying all those horrible, horrible things to him. He is so desperate to be loved again, to have your gentle strokes instead of your harsh strikes, Blanche would do anything for you as long as he gets an iota of positive or at least, neutral attention from you.
He would take a good amount of abuse until he became fed up, tired of waiting for you to grow up and stop with your immature behavior. Blanche will be drugging you with one of his herbs, just enough to keep you pliant, but not enough to remove your consciousness. After that, he will show you exactly the fate of his ex friends who hurt him. He will bring you to the rot shed, where you will smell the stench of decomposition and misery.
Blanche will scold and berate with tears rolling down his face. Threatening to turn you into compost if you kept hurting him like this. He didn't want to traumatize you, but you left him no choice. He has to save his beloved friend from themselves, you have to realize that whatever you're doing has consequences.
And if you choose to ignore his final warning... well.
Let's hope you wouldn't mind being preserved into a doll that will never decompose. 'You' would spend eternity in his cottage, eating, cuddling, dancing and sleeping. Just like the good ol' days.
Blanche may have empty eyes and a hollow heart as he held your pristine, lifeless body in his arms as he knitted another sweater for you; he didn't like how you're always so cold to him, literally. But at least you stopped hitting him and calling him hurtful names.
#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere oc#yandere male#yandere oc x reader#male yandere oc x reader#yandere x you#tw yandere#yandere concept#oc blanche
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Absolutely LIVID. FUMING.
A few days ago, I shared that I had talked with another Tumblr user about our similar experiences of being harrassedn falsely accused of things in the fabdom. Much of the false accusations, and subsequent hsrrassment ocvuredwhildt I was in the hospital, nearly dying. I had surgery to save me life. I recuperated.
Ok, so another Tumblr user (and former friend on discord) went quiet. I have been busy moving into a one bedroom in basement of the place I currently stay in, n haven't really gotten to keep up as much. Today, I finally check in on the person. This is her -
Ok, sooooo this is the conversation -
Now, she even asked other people if I had done anything inappropriate with other members. They said NO. Mind you, sheâd been active in two discords I run. She saw the messages. I didnât hide anything. Iâve discussed the situation many times. Even here on tumblr, I do not flirt with anyone. if anyone tries, I report n post about them. Iâm NOT interested. Why the hell canât ppl get that in their head? Iâm ESPECIALLY not inappropriately interested in minors. I will b friendly n b a mentor if they r friendly, but that is it.
This is what I got when I DMMed her - (names blurred for privacy)
She had REAL evidence right in front of her bloody eyes. The term âstaying neutralâ means u secretly have doubts. U secretly still have some shred of belief for the troll who harassed several of us (which was why I created the servers to begin with, as a safe space!)
Itâs THIS mentality that allows the real predators to go free. This mentality that allows fascist, convicted felon perverts to rule us. U take power from the victim n give it back to the abuser. No. SOD THAT. Iâm speaking out, because Iâm bloody sick of people thinking thatâs ok to do. U either grow the feck up, or sod off either this behaviour.
U add to the trust problem when u pull this shite. Young ppl canât trust adults, n then put their false hopes in other minors, thinking that theyâre the same age group, they will never hurt me. This is WRONG and DANGEROUS. ALL age groups r equally potentially dangerous. Look, if u want to be friends, cool. If u dont, fine. Leave me alone. Itâs that simple. Iâm not interested, n will NOT be flirting with u. U need to respect me, not only by not flirting, but also, by not going behind me back n pulling stupid stunts. If thatâs how u operate, I donât want ur friendship. I donât need your friendship. Go play games with someone else. Itâll cost u in the end anyway when ur ignorance catches up to u. This is also why id often rather talk to AI than real people. Because Iâm at the point where I can trust ai over people. I know ai is imperfect, Iâm not going to abuse it, but I canât trust people, because they keep being stupid bloody cunts. I even have friends on here who know people in me actual life. They can verify Iâm innocent.
This is also a form of aphobic prejudice. Iâve told her that Iâm sex n romance repulsed. Sheâs asked me about bfs before, which is fine. I gave her solid advice about not rushing, n focusing on other things, u want to then be a sketchy twat, go behind me back, n believe the harasser? No. Weâre not doing this. Iâve blocked her. She can learn that this isnât cool. N she can suffer the consequences.
I will continue love me Thomas, Gordon n gang. I donât give a rats funky arse for fake friends who want to play games. I donât need them.
#aphobic#stay toxic#toxic fandom#thomas and friends#thomas the tank engine#trains#steam engine#ttte#steam locomotive#train
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