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"Johnny." Pen and ink on paper. 2024.
#call of duty#john soap mactavish#johnny soap mactavish#cod fanart#pen and ink#i was brave#i didn't sketch before drawing#cod soap#soap cod#twsbi eco broad nib#twsbi eco#diamine ink twilight#diamine ink#i had to fix the eye on the right with a#posca paint marker#because i messed it up 💀
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Scientific equipment is KNOWN to be extremely fragile, especially something impossible like a perpetual motion machine. There’s a reason you’re supposed to be careful around things like that because they’re super fragile. It’s not Ford’s fault that the machine broke because “he didn’t build it good enough”, shit like that just breaks easily. Plus, Ford has spent THIRTY YEARS trapped and on the run in the multiverse and he was JUST ABOUT TO KILL BILL WHEN THE PORTAL REACTIVATED!!! He was in heightened emotional distress! PLUS DO YOU THINK FILBRICK WOULD’VE LISTENED TO FORD?! Ford was being abused you realize? Or do you not? Living to be a family’s meal ticket and being deemed a freak by all the peers surrounding him. How would that make YOU feel?!?!!??
Well someone isn't happy to know that Stanford Pines is a jerk and that's okay💀
I swear I cannot post about that man without people like this coming for me, it's why I barely post him in the first place.
I'm gonna be straight with you fellas, I don't like Stanford Pines. Not the one in the show and it's not because he does things that piss me off or just because he treats his brother a certain way but because he is, quite frankly, like me. And I do not like me.
Stanford Pines has gone through stuff and so has Stanley. Both were abused, both had their troubles.
Ford spent 30 years trapped on the run? What about Stan? On the run since he was 17, just a kid. All Stanford got was to be in his brother's shoes (and yes I agree the multiverse is much worse but I cannot take that as an excuse).
Ford dug his own hole, tripped inside and blamed everyone else for it and you know why? Because that's how us gifted kids are taught to think at a young age. It's not okay, not for others but especially not for yourself because you do not give yourself the slack of being human. Of making mistakes.
Stanley faced his mistakes head on, always had, always forced to. It wouldn't hurt for Ford to grow and learn the same, it'd do some good to him really (which he does at the end :3)
And I do still stand by the idea that the machine wasn't built well enough- I don't care what you say. Stanford was smart enough to build something that would last HOWEVER, I am aware it was a model and it wasn't supposed to be perfect, that he was still a kid and mistakes happen and so on.
Still...a small shake and it stops??? Come on.
#people need to learn that characters cannot be perfect#that we can like them even when we point out their flaws#not thag stanley has any flaws because i love him so so much uwu#thats a joke#also id like to point out that we all expect stanley to mess up#so like...he shouldve seen his clutz brother coming💀#thats a joke btw in case you send another ask coming at me#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#i guess#blanky answers
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The Dark Santa Mammon card... Unrealistic (/hj). I'm gonna be so real, as soon as I knew his ass wasn't possessed or cursed or something I would be eating that shit uP--
Mammon can be pushy. As a treat. On account of the whole being a huge sub literally 90% of the time thing shxhjsgdhzhx Very rarely Trying to be dominant gets you free Dom For The Day tickets in my book and Mammon has a surplus--
#obey me#obey me devilgram#obey me Mammon#obey me smut#obey me mammon smut#Mammon might even be near the top of the Kuroo Wouldn't Even Brat At Him list dhzjhxh#not number one tho that spot goes to beel or barbatos#diavolo and satan are pretty high up there too but they need it to remind them they don't have to treat them like glass sometimes💀#Lucifer is dEad last for obvious reasons--#he's only allowed to dom when he's up to having Maximum brat energy in return fbzbbx#Simeon is probably also pretty high on the list but he's fun to mess with a little i think djdbhd#poor Levi gets fucking Tormented just bc his reactions are cute--#also bc a lot of the time if he's not Frequently being provoked he's at risk of chickening out 💀#solomon gets low-level bratting but its like. constant-- so idk where he falls here dhzgxhd#asmo gets a minimal amount unless he asks for it so hes also pretty high on the list dnbfjd#belphie is nearly as far down as lucifer 💀💀#anYways-#i have very strong opinions on this bc I've been here for 4 years now man the brainrot is So severe-#and because fictional kink analysis is like one of my biggest special interests so. there's that xfjjfxfix#if anyone even read this far feel free to ask about Those headcanons I'm not sure if most of them will ever see the light of day otherwise💀
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Finished the art of Tim and Birdie :D
They're so cute, look at 'em

I love the idea of birdie having pretty thick lenses in her glasses, so her eyes look kinda buggy. I hadn't even thought of that before drawing this, but I'm looking at her eyes now and they do look kinda big and buggy lol
god I love her
cutest kid in the world. Prettiest girl in the world
#Tim's eye is messed up so just ignore that#drawing the shiny bits in eyes always throws me off#i can never make them look quite right lol#marble hornets#tim wright#marble hornets oc#marble hornets fanart#mh sorry its locked#pretty girl propaganda au#Tim kinda looks like he's dissociating into the void 💀 woops#oh well. maybe he doesn't like being on camera anymore because of MH or something lmao#monni draws
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Oh @cosmosoddyssey !!
I have a I’ll something for you…
I’m sorry… 😵
#I probably messed up the lighting a bit but lighting is hard so…..#this has been in the works for a while. If Cosmo wasn’t gonna draw him herself then I was gonna draw him for her lol..#But she drew him first#and I didn’t want to have two Winter Kings in a row on my blog because.. no.#his nose is so ridiculous oh my- 💀#the winter king#simon petrikov#?#fionna and cake#ice king#adventure time#original art#digital art#artwork#drawing#art#character art#my art#sorry girl…#But Marceline the Vampire Queen is more my ✨aesthetic preference✨
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Hear me out:
Kotoko adopted Es, and Fuuta went ballistic.
Rip Fuuta... he can never catch a break... Asdfsdf thank you for this, it was a blast thinking of all the ridiculous ways this could have played out! (One possibility I toyed with was Fuuta's competitive instincts take over, he fights her for Es, only to realize too late "*I* don't want to be responsible for a whole child WAIT") It's a similar format to the last one, with a knock-at-the-door reveal, but I still think it works 😂
“Don’t fuck with me, Es.”
“I would never.”
Lying brat. Fuuta knew they would every chance that they got. It was the reason he was so relieved that Es decided to find somewhere else to live after Milgram’s end. Fuuta had nothing left to fear from his former warden, but the others’ suggestions that Es become his new roommate still made him shudder. Three interrogations in a closed space with the rude kid were enough for him, thank you very much.
However, it wasn’t all a relief. He couldn’t help feeling concerned about who they’d gone to live with. Given how cryptic they were being, Fuuta would have been convinced they walked into the woods to find a furry family of Jackalopes or something to raise them –except, they showed up for this walk with clean clothing and internet access.
“I don’t believe you. You’re fucking with me right now. Why can’t you just tell me who it is?”
“It isn’t any of your concern. Hey, I thought you swore to stay out of others’ business. You turned over a new leaf and all that?”
“Tch. I meant other people’s business. You’re different.”
If Es had vanished off the grid like some of the other prisoners, Fuuta wouldn’t have cared. But they were here, near enough to arrange some lame meetup, which meant they were going to remain in his life for a while longer. And that meant, as the model citizen that Fuuta was, he felt responsible for ensuring they didn’t get themselves kidnapped by some creep.
He asked, “how much do you know about them, anyway? I mean, what kind of person can house a random weird kid on incredibly short notice? That’s definitely suspicious.”
Fuuta pulled the mask up on his face as they turned down a more crowded street. He knew people were going to gawk at his eye anyways, but it still helped him feel like he was blending in. With his thoughts on the injury for a moment, he was glad that bitch Kotoko was one of the prisoners who had gone off the grid. Good riddance.
“I promise, she’s fine. Not weird with children at all. In fact, she’s really good with them, which is why she could help me on such short notice.” They muttered, “but it’s not like I’m that young…”
“That’s still not normal. Is she some old housewife or something?”
“Ah, are you trying to do the interrogation this time? Actually, I’d say she’s around your age.”
“It’s just you two living alone? I’m still worried about Milgram coming looking for us again – can a girl like that really protect you?”
“Is everyone supposed to live with a big, strong man, like you?”
“Wha–!” Fuuta’s cheeks burned red. “That’s not what I –!”
“I’m only teasing. It’s cute that you care about me.”
That only agitated him more. “It’s not cute! I’m being realistic! One of us has to think about your safety while you’re just distracted by some pretty girl.”
“What makes you think she’s pretty?”
“Well, why else would you be so careless in deciding to live with her?”
All of the sudden, he saw it in Es’ eyes: that spark of mischief that Fuuta had come to loathe. He could never tell what they were plotting, but it was never a good sign.
Es held up their hands in mock surrender. They put on a ridiculous, overdramatic voice. “Ah, you caught me, Fuuta! I’m hiding her identity because she’s the most beautiful, capable woman in all of Japan, and I want to keep her all to myself!”
He groaned, but they weren’t deterred. “She’s got everything, I couldn’t risk you falling for her! She’s quite capable of defending me. She’s very strong, with protective instincts much like your own. She understands our situation like no one else could. She’s got intense eyes, and you wouldn’t believe her singing voice. She enjoys deep conversations, she’s a dog person, she –”
“ – now you’re being the creep! Just shut up, I get it already...”
When they finally had the decency to pull it together, they reassured him. “It’s all true, though. So there’s no need to worry about me. I’m in good hands.”
Good hands, his ass. In only a brief conversation, the caretaker had gone from sounding a little suspicious to sounding way too good to be true… meaning she was extremely suspicious.
“Maybe someday I’ll introduce you, if you’re lucky...”
He turned his eyes away. “At least let me run some background checks on her first.”
(He would just stalk her on social media, but that still counted.)
“You’re just going to stalk her on social media. That doesn’t count.”
“Eh? I have legit methods!” He hid deeper under his mask.
Even after the topic was dropped, after he and Es parted ways on an awkward goodbye, Fuuta was left thinking about this mystery woman. It took a bit of digging (and maybe a tiny bit of social media stalking) but at last he found where Es lived with this stranger. Contrary to what they may believe, he had turned over a new leaf. There would be no more hiding behind screens or letting others do the confrontation for him. Now that he was a changed person, he’d do the healthy and normal thing with this information: he’d march on down there himself and confront her like a man.
He made it all the way to the front door with his chin high. He knocked with confidence.
Then he began to shift nervously. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t get the woman’s description out of his head. Sure, he was here to check on Es, but if someone happened to check him out at the same time, it was only right to be prepared… He straightened his shirt collar. He ran his fingers through his hair. He wondered if he should have covered up his eye to look more presentable.
The door swung open.
The surprise on Kotoko’s face was nowhere near the amount on Fuuta’s.
“Oh, for fucks sake –!”
From somewhere behind her, Es’ laughter rang out.
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#es#kotoko yuzuriha#the informal narration voice was a bit more than i usually do - i hope it wasnt too cheesy because i thought it was a ton of fun aasdfsdfs#in the first one it was cool to write kazui as avoiding naming shidou for pretty good reasons (he doesnt want to make amane upset and he#genuinely has a hard time talking about liking men after so many years of secrecy)#however. es has no such reasons. they are a little troll and their favorite activity is messing with fuuta. this is the most fun theyve#had all week. they actually hoped they could keep the lie up for a little longer.#i picture kotoko has chilled out a lot post-milgram BUT upon finding out fuuta once again tracked down a childs address she chases him off#(with es still dying in the background)#i firmly believe that bisexual fuuta my beloved would Not be immune to the idea of kotoko......#thank you for the request!!! adfsdf i hope you enjoyed#it took a hot second to write down but i was cracking up thinking about it the whole time#for the other adoption idea i figured i could spin it so fuutas government-job father had connections to help him get custody paperwork#but he doesnt come out and say what he needs it for so his dad just thinks his son is finally getting his life together and helping#someone else in need -- and fuuta himself doesnt realize right away that he just adopted a whole ass kid out of spite 💀#drabbles
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I totally get people talking about rottmnt and not being into because of the cartoony madness and exaggeration. I get it, it’s grating for some
But that acceptance goes OUT the window as soon as the same person vehemently swears up and down 2012 is the best tmnt rendition 💀💀
The incest one??? With the horrible writing? THAT one?
#its just a little silly to me#also theyre both the same level of nickelodeon#ppl making it a maturity thing and THATS the reboot they go for… ok#I love 2012 btw#i also hate it#but like I love them in my version where things aren’t messed up#LIKE LEO AND KARAI 💀‼️#it gets a little grating how people who refuse to watch rottmnt will bash it to no end because its easy to jump on the bandwagon#you can have a lower tolerance for cartoons but dont make that your justification when I see your ass watching jhonny bravo BYE 😵💫#also i love ben shwartz dont be mean to him#if you think hes cringe then… yeah youre not totally wrong but he does a good job lmao#sort of#shhhhhh#tmnt#kat talks#favorite does not equal best btw#enjoy your turts reguardless#rottmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#just tired at the INSANEEE bashing with little valitity#we can just. shhhhhhhhh#also idc what anybody says the movie is worth watching 🤘#at least nobody is saying the bayverse is the best rendition#small mercies#leo karai incest arc flashbacks tho like EUUGGHHH#i will acquiesce ppl can complain about rottmnt splinter all they want and you wont hear a peep choices there were indeed made 💀#yeah that is really the unfortunate part dunno how that went wrong there
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Recent doodles cause I was sick so obviously I had to give that to the vampire hunter man. The transfer was mostly successful btw, the headaches are less frequent d(^^)
Text and other ranting ⬇️
This one has no text. It’s just Simon waking up a little feverish— I was going to draw him getting out of bed and other longer character interaction comic stuff, but I uh was also having the head pain at the time 💀💀💀. Maybe someday later.
Simon is in like a robe or housecoat and saying “I-I’m all alright” and there’s a bit in parentheses under him that says “says guy who is clearly ill”. Then there’s a littler doodle of him doing the unsteady walk you do when you’re sick sometimes in his pjs—
The text is as follows: (Christopher) “oh my god— Simon, go lay down you are burning up.” (Simon) “immokayy” (Christopher) “you are swaying on your feet please—”. I think Simon would probably deny that he was anything less than in perfect health even when visibly not 💀. Or do the thing of “I’ve had worse” or “I can handle it” and like no, sir, what you’ve missed here is that part of handling it is rest, go lay down!!! Also Christopher is here because I just wanna see all the Belmonts getting to be a family and have significantly less responsibilities to deal with. Good lord do these guys need just a fun slice of life everyone is alive and well and we threw them into modern times AU holy shit… And also Christopher is Mr. Dad Guy Belmont, he’s definitely the guy out of all of them to be harping on someone to take care of themselves. Idk I feel like he gets extra dad vibes having been the guy allowed to be a dad on screen lol. Although I could see most of them doing this for someone though, so Simon has to go through like a whole maybe 5 other dudes insisting that he go rest and following him to make sure he’s alright. That whole denial thing is not going to work 💀. I’m thinking maybe I should draw that huh, ok another one on the ever growing list—
#castlevania#castlevania games#simon belmont#castlevania christopher#christopher belmont#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#art post#my art#yay drawing the blorbo going through situations you’re in yay!#he probably has the most messed up fever dreams ever like#that shit’s gonna be sending him back to the spinning room in Draculas castle like#somebody get him an icepack :(#also like now that I’m thinking of it—#Belmonts generally seem to have an immunity to contracting supernatural things like#Simon tanks transmissible hits from werewolves vampires and zombies all the time and doesn’t end up any one of them#and I imagine the curse got to him because it came from like demon dragon Dracula monster that’s the embodiment of humanity’s sins#I mean that sounds like a pretty big deal to me—#they also seem to have some kind of resilience against being injured in general too#Trevor gets stabbed in the heart and lives long enough afterwards to be picked up by Julia and saved#but does this resistance to things apply to illnesses?#like do they just very rarely get sick— do they get sick at all— is it only like high level illnesses that they can get#do they get sick and then just like tough it out way better than a not supernatural whip wielding magical bloodline person—#it’s probably some kind of difference in frequency and intensity tbh hmmmm#interesting thing to think about—#either way Simon has some crazier illness than I had I just had like probably severe eye strain or smth#he’s going through it 💀💀💀
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I've gotten to the part in learning alef bet where I'm using parts of my mouth/throat I never really... had to use, and it's so exhausting😭 (looking at you, ר and ח)
#jumblr#jewish conversion#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#favorite letters so far are פ and ת#i STILL mess up מ and נ and i don't know why 😭#you can't expect anything from me actually because i am literally an infant wrt hebrew (lighthearted)#i DO like the ending letters like ם and ן they make life a little easier#also if i messed up with the letters let me know because i'm trying to have a discerning eye#i am spending minutes at a time to make SURE i didn't mess it up and i don't trust myself 💀
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drew a Niki on my phone and liked it
#the eyes killed me !!!! I struggled so much !!!!#but it was fun#was drawing this while grinding for kohaku#because I messed up how many points I needed lmaooo 😭#ensemble stars#enstars#Niki Shiina#crazy:b#art#finger art 💀#ibis paint is kinda fun
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growing up in an industrial city really does something to your brain even media-wise
like, while watching arcane I didn't give a single fuck about piltover but was so rooting for zaun on every single issue without a second thought
#arcane#like‚ during the moment where Viktor says to Jayce “I am from the Undercity” I JUST WANT TO SCREAM BECAUSE YES SO TRUE THAT'S ME#all the moments where ekko is in deep thought about zaun or when vi breathes in zaun's air or jinx messes up around very dangerous places#I FEEL IT.#I GREW UP IN THE CITY WITH LOW OXYGEN AND SLIGHTLY HIGHER THAN NORMAL RADIATION LEVELS.#I GREW UP IN THE CITY WHERE THE MAIN SOURCE OF INCOME IS AN ENORMOUS NUCLEAR SUBMARINE ENTERPRISE#I GREW UP WITH NEVERENDING MECHANICAL SOUNDS AROUND ME.#zaun feels like home and it scares me so much 💀🚬
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random but in seeing ur old designs for ur ocs all i could think was "to be loved is to be changed" bc that applies sooo much to you redesigning your ocs. i literally have done the same and i feel the same way about having redesigned several ocs💙
changes were definitely needed, and in my personal experience with drawing Ocs — i was never able to have characters to connect to, like…at all. most of my characters were white and i rarely ever drew any black characters/Ocs.
this is also another reason why I don’t care to draw a lot of white characters anymore because that was pretty much my whole norm forever. like dude, i’d even whitewash my own sona 💀
But once I really got into my main Ocs and I knew I wanted to do more with them than just use them to help me with my own personal trauma and just for comfort reasons, a lot of the things my Ocs had before isn’t what they have now.
they all be wearing me out sometimes but in a way? I love that. it shows how much time and effort i put into them. i’m just grateful other people like them too because i would have never expected anybody to like my my Ocs at all!
#you’re not gonna believe this but#they were literally bts knock offs#mainly because i was obsessed with bts back in 2020 💀#i aint as obsessed with them anymore#but you do NOT wanna see how they looked wayyyy before when i used to be bts obsessed#i joke about it but honestly if it weren’t for bts these characters wouldn’t exist#but yall will never see those old bts knock off designs 😭#it was bad yall.#but hey we all may of had our Ocs look a certain way during our weird and cringy obsessions#that’s apart of the artist experience if your characters ain’t have a fandom phase or cringy phase /j /j#but seriously tho#building your Ocs from the ground up and gaining an audience for them is so worth it#like i hope more people get to like my Ocs as I continue to draw them#people underestimate growth and change#literally never give up!!#self deprecating really will mess with you#i tend to get strict with my ocs and that’s not on purpose i swear#punk asks
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mtt anniversary is on september 1st but i'm already having idess over here in january,,,,,,
#do you think they'd make a big deal out of it or would it just be another day#horror would forgot 500% (he's so REAL) (i forget the day i immigrated to america every year 💀💀💀)#dust would remember it but he'd only bring it up if horror or killer brought it up#killer??? i have no fucking idea man#(i haven't been mtt posting lately (even though i have 8 things in queue i wanna edit so i can post) because of killer#i STILL dont wanna get him wrong (because if i get his character wrong i suck AND that messes up the rest of the trio too#so once i do my killer analysis (SOON TRUST 🙏🙏🙏) ill finally get back to mtt posting and thinking 🙂🙂☹️🙂🙂🙂)#for their anniversary what should they do for shits and giggles.......hmmmhmmmmhmhmhmhmhmhmhm.........#in my head they've already visited so mant different countries and aus and done any and all activity with eachother#its like i can't even imagine them doing something special for their anniversary because they've already DONE IT ALL#that's really cute but also REALLY BORING!!!!! they should do something really fun :3#i dont know what but i can see them at a stupidly fancy restaurant#killer does the 'here comes the airplane' thing to horror and because he's in a good mood horror plays along#even though none of them dare to care that much dust makes a toast so fucking sincere and kind and honest#that it makes horror blush and killer genuinely tears up#and they just have such a nice time chilling and relaxing and just enjoying each other's company#for ONCE theyre not fighting!!!! this moment is too inoffensive to try and disrupt anyways#alright and just to drag some blood into this (because cmmoooonnnn its mtt) they go out for a night of crime later on#because they ALWAYS come up with something new and fun to do together that is also very illegal and very wrong#alone they are fairly chill. together they make eachother worse. getting along together???? THEY RUIN THE WORLD#tricule rant#anyways i love the murder time trio september mtt anniversary i'll make that on my calendar ASAP
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“naur” isn’t aave i don’t think. but it is supremely annoying
so not a real problem
#i was worried i might have actually fucked up. especially because its easy for me as a non-native to mess up the language#and also wow. strong feelings on naur i guess 💀
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Also like as an update froggy chapter 2 is probably not happening this weekend but I will definitely post before next weekend.
#like idk the studio is a mess and i leave for Coachella Wednesday at 6am#also i just don't have the energy rn#could be different tomorrow#but I'm gonna try to finish it up by Tuesday because I'm leaving for coachella on Wednesday#and I'm not trying to take both laptops tbh 💀#but the good news is that i work a full day Monday so I'll probably write then#personal
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Not to sound like my grandmother; but Hell’s foot soldiers have being working overtime these few days to really shake me and mines, but they’ll be out of employment when they find out I’m not the one or the two -go play with someone else 🙏🏾
#when I tell you the d*vil himself is sending these messages because no WAY this lady (my boss) has lost it so much that she’s resulting to—#these weirdo tactics! it must be divine otherwise imma need her to back up and just let me go because I don’t wanna be dragged into her—-#karmic loop just because she’s unquipped to deal with her own issues so everybody around gotta be yanked down YIKES#holding off to tell my mom cuz she will involve the ancestors and I don’t even want my ppl in this muddy muddy mess#I’m protected & guided so ILL BE SO GOOD — it’s just very strange because I see her doing what she’s doing and she looks like a cartoon —#character sneaking off with a bad plan that’ll blow up in her face 💀 GROWN ADULTS YALL!#thinkpink personal#very very perosnal lol#I won’t even aménager because I don’t entertain demons GOODBYE
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