#because his love for Peg is ESSENTIAL to his character

[youngpettyqueen]

Genuine question alert ! Where you talking about specific characters in your 'bastardize the female character to male the male character gay' post?

yes! I could cite a ton of different instances but that post specifically is about BJ and Peg Hunnicutt, who are very in love and have a healthy relationship and a daughter, but Peg is often shoved aside or otherwise bastardized/villainized to push Hunnihawk as a ship because people really dont want to acknowledge that BJ is married and in love

[pruneunfair]

Manhwas except the villainess is the protagonist part 2: The former FL

Groundhog Duchess. Edith

By the time the Edith we know and love shows up, Rhyse has already been suffering from the groundhog effect 12 times now. She's already on guard about Edith and refuses to trust her thinking that she'll just be the same cruel woman out to get her. Meanwhile Edith is confused on why the FL of the novel is acting so distant when she's described as being approachable. When they finally have to meet face-to-face, Edith starts acting unusually nice and though her guard is still up, Rhyse slowly starts to trust her again until the author starts twisting the narrative forcing Edith and Rhyse in dangerous situations with the intention of getting rid of Edith. Protecting her new friend from this invisible force becomes another motivation for Rhyse to escape the authors clutches.

The flowers from another world: Robelia

At first Robelia will be presumed as the antagonist. She humiliates Aisha as revenge for the OG empress and at first glance, you'll think that she must be using some sort of magic to force everyone to bend to her will but it's quickly acknowledged that she also doesn't know why everyone loves her all of a sudden but wants out of it because she finds it a hinderance to her goal of getting Alexandros to divorce her. Humiliating Aisha any further would be kind of stupid since she's the only one willing to help Robelia get divorced and live a comfortable life so despite their reluctance, the two agree to work together.

two birds on a wire: Layla Llewellyn

Similarly to Robelia, it will be assumed that Layla is another typical white lotus who just wants power through being Matthiases lover. During the first act Layla won't actually do or say anything too bad but the other characters will jump the gun that she's suspicious and that Claudine should watch out for her, thereby testing the critical thinking skills of the reader. Layla's situation is similar to the og cry or better yet beg. She is trapped in a abusive relationship with Matthias for her uncles sake but is so used to being hurt in the past that Layla twists her own reality into believing that Matthias does love her since even after the way he treats her, he still makes her feel good by giving her special privileges or even just by complimenting her. Claudine will learn that Layla is not a two faced femme fatale looking to steal her man but a poor girl trapped in an abusive relationship that requires her to gaslight herself just so she doesn't go insane and her new goal will be to not only escape Matthias herself and learn her own worth but also to get Layla out of there before anything worse can happen to her.

The human saintess: Hestia

Hestia is a minor antagonist in this version. She relentlessly mocks Diana for her bad decisions and mistakes. She's constantly looking to get a rise out of Diana even through childish means and proceeds to act like she did nothing wrong when Diana eventually loses it, ironically making her a traditional white lotus woman. Hestia first believes she can do no wrong since she has a morality that's based on Cael's happiness and sees Diana neglecting him and his suicide as actions that are worthy of her being taken down a peg. This doesn't mean Hestia stays like this forever, Cael tells her to knock it off and that harassing his ex over and over is only gonna make it worse and Diana admits to Hestia that she's not wrong, she did make really bad decisions that affected the lives around her but that instead of actually helping said people herself, Hestia would rather continously blame everything on one woman. Essentially this gives Hestia a wakeup call and she starts to focus more on herself and Cael rather then Diana and becomes more mature then she was yesterday.

into the dark forever: Aisha de Elmire

Its mostly the same as the original ITLOA but since this version takes place from Mariannes perspective there will be moments in flashbacks when Aisha/Alisa seems out of character because Marianne is so used to being treated horribly that the one time someone treats her with respect she sees it as a cruel form of teasing on their part. Even though Aisha hates Marianne she still pitties her and offers Marianne one last chance to be better even if it's somewhere like a monastery. Unfortunately Aisha can't get through to Marianne thus the title "into the dark forever."

project Leila: Penelope Eckart

Unlike the original story this Penelope is the OG villainess who initially was very cruel to Yvonne. They both hated eachother at first, in Yvonnes eyes Penelope was just the random girl that took her place after her family gave up on her and Penelope viewed Yvonne as the potential calamity that would have her sent back to poverty or even killed. Leila will use Yvonne's negative feelings of Penelope as another reason to let her fully take control of the body but despite all her negative views on the "fake" daughter, Yvonne never has the heart or bravery to allow that. The true antagonists of this version are the rest of the Eckart family and seeing how poorly they treat Penelope gets Yvonne to realize that her sister is far from the worst person in the manor. The two slowly start to get along and their main goal is to dismantle the cult of Leila once and for all and get rid of the evil spirit residing in Yvonne's body.

the concubines woes: Adelaide Kotrov

Basically the same as the OG story. Adelaide isn't a villian and despite how Diane treats her, she won't view her as a full blown enemy, she'll make it clear that doesn't mean she's going to let Diane do whatever she wants to her but regardless she won't make enemies with a fellow woman hurting because of the same man.

divorcing your husband: Jiwon Kang

Since this is a timeline where Sumin regressed instead of Jiwon, she was still unaware of her best friends true nature and intentions to get with her boyfriend. However Sumin hates Minhwan even more then Jiwon now and instead of actively looking to ruin Jiwons life, Sumin now only sees her as a simple sacrifice to get her revenge on Minhwan. She's still a bit of a pushover and tends to stay out of conflict when she can but when things do go sideways in Sumins plan, she discovers her boyfriend and best friend making out in the car and officially calls it off with both of them. Sumin did try to tell her that she should be grateful that she's willing to save Jiwon from her future murderer but all she gets in response is a disturbed and confused stare. The two stay enemies for the rest of the story but since Sumin is smarter now, she knows better then to harass the same girl who's getting clear attention from their boss so it doesn't esculate like it did in Marry my husband.

Golden cage: Navier Trovi

While Navier can be looked at as heartless for not caring about the slaves and not caring about Rashtas situation, they are all based on her childhoods values and she isn't actively malicious against Rashta, she just can't understand why Rashta is so desperate to never go back to slavery. This doesn't make her oblivious to slavery as a whole, but in Naviers perspective all slaves are criminals so Rashta probably did something that warranted it and her escaping was just gonna damn her further so Rashta should just to back to avoid further punishment for ever day she is illegally free. In general Navier is designed to be a tragic case of women not supporting women and being a bystander. She was encouraged to only have her and the nobles best interests in mind and it doesnt occur to her that maybe this one time, her ladies in waiting are wrong. When she grows older as a mom, she described ignoring what happened as one of her greatest regrets to Lari and encourages her to not ignore another woman suffering.

In black widow, Navier still isn't an antagonist actively out to destroy Krista but she is wary of her since the rest of the Zemensias have been out to kill her.

aim for the throne: Ariande de Mare

The reason Ariande is still enemies with Isabella in the first place in this version is that she still regressed. However Isabella isn't dumbed down in Aim for the throne and actually gives Ariande a hard time by rethinking her strategies and coming up with new schemes to tear her down, schemes that Ariande can't always predict since she only has her past life to help her out. At first Ariande will appear as a weak antagonist who struggles to combat Isabella but with every new scheme Ariande gets the hang of her adversary and progressively becomes more and more of a threat.

[oldbutchdanielcraig]

can you expand on lee being a selfish lover because i #AGREE but i can’t articulate it like ik in my bones why i feel that way i just don’t have the words!!! and i think it’s a part of good character people tend to either over/under emphasize depending on their opinion of him but i think it makes him so the more complex and flawed and i love it!!! #problematicoldman

no same i LOVE it like it makes his character more tragic too because i think it ultimately helps leads to his downfall in a lot of ways!!! the first thing that's important to me is the fact that lee only REALLY wants relationships with people he can't have. like there is an element of him of course that understands he can have sex with men but what he really craves is a deeper connection—and when he goes in pursuit of that connection, he goes for someone that for whatever reason doesn't want him back. (usually this means not willing to be openly queer, but i digress.) he's very much trying to square peg, round hole his love life. this weaves in with the fact that lee goes about loving people by performing for them, which makes him the exclusive spotlight and the focal point of the whole relationship. (and of course the reason WHY he performs is his own insecurity etc. the cycleeeeeee.)

somebody pointed out once that lee doesn't really attempt to get to know allerton ever which is true! it's funny because that actually works for allerton in some ways, who would rather die than be known intimately. but then it's like

THE CYCLEEEEEE. this ties in with my last point that justin kuritzkes said which is essentially that lee insisting upon doing ayahuasca together is really what broke their relationship apart because it happened too soon. there’s this idea that allerton saw what they could be and it scared him off, but if lee had eased him into it more then things might’ve actually worked out for them. and like …. yeah!!!! but lee was so determined to rush that connection and make it happen between them that it broke off a good thing too soon

[salemcantupdate]

Ok

Baldurs Gate shipping and who I am actively in love with

SO, currently romancing Gale because Astarion rejected me, full one said “I don’t wanna have sex with you, UGH, EW, imagine.” But Gale is so cute??? I don’t get whenever I see hate for him, especially cause we had astral projection sex which was absolutely fantastic. Wyll kissed me but I said “haha nah Gale” and I think I accidentally romanced Karlach??? I don’t know. Oh I also hugged the Guardian love him.

Now for shipping

SHADOWHEART AND LAE’ZEL IS SO FUCKING REAL TO ME OH MY GOD THEY GOTTA GET DOWN RIGHT NOW

They ARE rivals to lovers

Wyll and Karlach… they’re best friends. I’m sorry but all the women look like absolutely lesbians to me and I love that for them

But Wyll is so sweet and so cute and I do adore him, he’s so fun, but I built him so badly haha. Anyways, he is a WHORE, he flirts with EVERYONE, SLUT BOY, and he needs a happy ending. Don’t know with who though. And Karlach needs a short woman to peg.

Astarion is 100% asexual and I love him cause he’s just like me frfr which means he needs to be with me and only me. But also genuinely I think Astarion can only be happy with a redeemed Durge??? Like I think that’s the best path for him. Two monsters learning to be good together… GAH ITS SO CUTE. Either way, he’d need to be with someone who isn’t overly horny

Also once again I absolutely adore Gale. Gale is so good and so loving and he also absolutely loves body worship like he is hozier he was on his knees and worshipping his Goddess Mystra, loving her and now HE CHOOSES YOU IN HIS ROMANCE. HE BDKDCJKWHCISJDKWJD. I love him, so who should he be with? He’s more on the basic side overall, easy to get approval from, but also extremely romantic and loving, and autistic just like me frfr. So… actually maybe Wyll??? Wyll has some self worth issues especially after going all devil and Wyll is also a romantic? But ehhh… I dunno, it just doesn’t feel right.

Anyways, Halsin. I love the daddy bear man like YES he is absolutely fantastic and I love him so so so so much I want him carnally. But also I can’t really see him with most people haha. Maybe Gale though, imagine the astral projection scene but then Halsin is a bear, that’d be hilarious. But nah, I honestly like Halsin/Astarion/Reformed Durge Throuple. Essentially, finishing Astarion’s personal quest before initiation with Halsin will ensure that Astarion doesn’t get any self doubt. They are all on different parts of their journey for improvement, both Halsin and Astarion have severe issues with self doubt along with sexual trauma, and all of them have a “beast” inside. Durge with the Urge, Astarion being a vampire, and Halsin with his difficult-to-control wild shape. Plus Halsin to me is one of the most respectful and consent-focused characters, which I think would work well with what Astarion needs.

Ok so I wanna ship Karlach with some cute bard girl or something, someone just as fun and nice as she is. And you know what? Wyll and Gale is starting to grow on me. They’re both characters who try to “woo” Tav before doing anything, Gale with the Weave and Wyll with his dance.

Imagine, Gale teaching Wyll the secrets of the weave, likely Wyll has never interacted with it properly as his magic comes from a devil. This could help unlock Wyll and on some level separate him from Mizora. Oh wow, both these men have been manipulated and abused by extremely powerful non-humanoid women. They’re both self sacrificing gits who want to be the hero, both sacrificed much for power. I think it would start when Mizora first appears in camp, maybe. Gale would go to comfort Wyll over the transformation, maybe even compliment his horns. During the night of celebration Gale would see Wyll by the beach and offer to show him something magical, aka the Weave scene. They make some jokes and Wyll mentions the dancing, Gale prods, and Wyll says maybe another time.

GAH

I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING GENIUS

Alright, so, summary

Lae’zel and Shadowheart

Karlach and cute girl (if Alfira survived Durge I’d choose her but oh well)

Durge, Astarion, and Halsin

Gale and Wyll

EDIT: This post is no longer accurate to my views or feelings on the matter! I will write another one eventually since I actually know the characters a lot better. This was legit written before I even got to act 2 and I barely did anything in act 1

EDIT 2: howdy hey it’s been like… over a year now. But it was pretty bi-erasure-y for me to say I headcanon Karlach as a lesbian! I still prefer seeing her with women, but she is 100% bisexual. Just wanted to make this an official edit. Anyways. Yeah

[frankenwolf1564]

Motor Mania: A triple Transformers review

Motormaster is one of my favorite Transformers characters, and, full stop, it’s kinda because of the alt mode. So let’s take a look at three of him and see what they do differently!

Going by size, let’s start with the smallest of these three, Magic Square Overlord! Or technically the Tigerwing knockoff. He follows the standard for modern Motormasters, having just the cab be the main bot while the trailer turns into the combiner frame. This leaves him as the sleekest of this lot, not needing to worry about the trailer, or even an ounce of combiner kibble. He just turns into the cab, stowing away in the combined mode as a static cube that doesn’t even provide structural support. It does mean he’s very light and sleek, however, outside of the fact that he’s Legends scale. He’s quite nimble and easy to balance for more extreme poses. There are a few quirks and minor gripes, like the legs not having any rotation past the swivel just below his hips, or his head only being a swivel, but it’s not a huge deal and he’s still very expressive. I love the brighter almost-pink he uses for his windows and other such accents. It looks good on its own and contrasts great with the deep black he’s cast in.

Transformation is clever and concise, with everything folding away neatly and tabbing together securely. In cab mode, at least. The cube just uses friction… The fake cab feet are handled quite elegantly, with his legs splitting open for them to fold down over the bumper while the fake windows spin around. The rear tires do a fun twist out of his torso and almost swap places with his arms. My only complaint about the whole process is rotating the front wheels around, being one of those steps I forget half the time because it technically doesn’t affect anything and is mildly cumbersome to correct. The final result looks great! Especially once you bring the ever-important trailer in. It’s just not Motormaster without it. Even at a scale this small he still ends up imposing.

Next up is Legacy Motormaster, who adopts the 3P party innovation into Hasbro’s official play book and does a much better job. He ends up as the most stylized of the lot, coming off as a bit slimmer and more angular. His torso gets considerably slimmer the further down you go, not straightening back out once you get to his waist like other attempts might, and that’s among the various other caveats Generations brings. Not that he looks bad, not by any means. He still very much evokes the feeling of the character, just in a manner different to what’s been done before. He does feel a tad cumbersome though, having some trouble standing in even fairly tame poses thanks to his back kibble and sub-par heels. His legs don’t have the range of movement I wish they did, either, feeling stiff and a little clunky. The colors are great, this time going for a bright white and pale purple to match the glossy black, though do note that I have applied Toyhax’s cel-shaded window set, because it’s lush and he deserves to look this good.

The transformation is a fun affair, essentially flipping the legs down over his back while his arms merge with the trailer hitch stashed on his back. Using the larger pin holes on the back of his hips as points for the top of the cab to peg into is clever, though one of them will not fit securely on mine, leaving it to always sit jutting up a touch. The trailer is… just ok this time. The front has the combiner chest plate and thigh holes sticking out completely unobscured and it muddies the whole look. It is kinda stumpy too… We don’t judge anyone’s size here, but Overload is nearly the exact same length. Like, there’s a few centimeters of difference (if even) between the front of their cabs and the backs of their trailers, despite Legacy’s cab being nearly the same size as Roadking’s. Speaking of…

Fanstoys Roadking is a massive CHUNK of a robot, and I love him. Fanstoys are like, sadists, or something? So they strive for obscene levels of animation accuracy, no matter what. Which means Roadking turns into the entire truck, not just the cab. Consequently, he’s “fucking huge” sized. This is a massive toy made of dense plastic and even some diecast. Transforming him is a workout. He’s damn pretty though! I am no FT shill but from what I have seen their products consistently have a very premium finish and feel, and Roadking is no exception. Every last detail is done to a fine point, and everything is nice and sturdy. The only real gripe to be had is the backpack, which contains about a quarter of his altmode. It holds together fine, but it does stick out a fair bit and is hard not to mention in some capacity, no matter how understandable it may be.

He can get plenty of good poses, but again there are a few discrepancies. His ankles don’t bend that deep, and if you try and go too far you can pop out the entire rest of the truck cab. His bulk holds him back a little bit, too. Not much, but you should take some care to keep him from crumpling under his own weight. The individual fingers are a great touch, all that said. He gets swivels below his knees, and you can pop the shoulders out to get a sort-of butterfly joint. His head can even look up and down! The clear plastic inserts are a nice deviation from the solid blocks of purple from previous endeavors, and they really shine in vehicle mode.

The transformation is a lengthy endeavor but it’s not too bad I say having run through it like a dozen times. They fully accomplished IRL mass shifting but it’s not as nightmarish as that may sound. There’s a flow to it, the figure isn’t fighting you. His feet effectively grow into the full cab, with most of it being stored in his legs save for the bottom half of the grill, which form from his soles and heels. His legs then become the front of the trailer, with the inner calves folding out to roughly double the height. Trying to get the lower and upper half of this section of the trailer pegged together correctly can be a bit of a pain, with them needing to bridge together over a diecast piece that hinges out, but that’s probably my biggest gripe with the process save for how much force some tabs require, and even then, it’s mildly annoying at best. His arms fold up, forming part of the trailer roof, while his legs fold into place via a sort of second knee. His backpack then unfolds into an amount of panels that cover what’s left of his legs and torso. How reasonable that amount is, is for you to decide. Once it’s tabbed together you can close the trailer door and peg the last of the roof in.

The end result is an utterly gorgeous eighteen-wheeler that perfectly encapsulates what Motormaster’s alt mode *means*. This is a big, mean truck that will run you off the road because you looked like you were going to start driving stupid. It’s pretty, too. The chromed grill gets to fully shine, you can see even more of the diecast, with it comprising most of the trailer hitch, and the tires are made of rubber to let him roll flawlessly. He even gets a bit of trailer space! Not… much, but it’s there and that alone opens up plenty of possibilities. Some of the tabs and pegs maybe require a little more force than I’m comfortable with, but otherwise I find the affair rather fun, actually. Again, it’s just long.

Note: I totally, utterly, foolishly forgot to fold away the fake headlights he uses for his feet and to fold out two panels that finish the trailer, and I only realized after I had taken all of the photos. I was NOT doing everything again.

So, that’s three different Motormasters, released by three different companies, in three different scales. The Stunticons are a group with… a LOT of options, actually. They’ve had their fair share of appearances but still, it’s. WOW. It means you have a lot of options though, and those are never a bad thing! There’s a lot of different approaches to the same core concept, so there will probably be something that meets your criteria, whatever that might be! The Stunticons as a whole fall firmly into the “bright side” of collecting. This is a group of characters with a lot of options at a lot of different scales and price points. There are the original G1 toys, the Combiner Wars figures, the Legacy figures, Fanstoys, DX9, X-Transbots, Magic Square, Rising Force, and maybe more that I’ve missed! That’s not even counting one off, non-combining repaints and other incarnations outside of G1. If you want any of these characters to look a very specific way there’s probably a version that matches your vision. The Constructicons similarly fit under this umbrella, and groups like the Aerialbots are getting there.

Roadking is probably the best standalone Motormaster, given the integrated trailer, but he can be a bit stiff when it comes to posing and I fear what the combiner skeleton is going to look like to cram him in there (FansToys’ Superion can barely stand how’s THAT thing gonna fare?). Legacy features the most integrated combiner combination while still being solid as the solo bot, and Overlord is easily the most articulate, while also giving you plenty of options when it comes to the combined mode. The fact that he just turns into a cube for Menasor is. Probably not unrelated to either of those. No matter what you’re looking for though, when it comes to the king of the road, you’ll be sure to find something that’s in your lane.

[entropyvoid]

HKVH Fic Recs List

I had such a stupid amount of tabs full of HKVH fics open that I was reluctant to close, that I decided to just bite the bullet and compile a list of fic recs. And I figured if I was going to do that, I may as well share them. Unorganized and in no particular order.

every good intention (is interpolation)

A month after Alhaitham has gone missing, Kaveh finds a journal when rumaging through his things. The journal is encrypted in an ancient script that few know, and the only reason Kaveh does,
is because Alhaitham had him learn it during their shared project in the Akademiya.

Below are the transcripts.

Alhaitham character study, angsty with a happy ending, might come for your kneecaps if you’ve got autism feels™

Flower Language, Sickly Sweet

It would not happen. Not ever. Not with the way they always fight, nor the way Haitham subtly knocks his ego down a peg, nor the way Haitham ignores his presence altogether when he doesn't feel like entertaining Kaveh’s whims. It’s not the actions of a man in love. Kaveh would know. He’s been in love for years.

He’d only just recently accepted it, but it is true, undeniably so, and a sick sort of dread had crept up his stomach ever since he figured it out. Not the fluttering butterflies of an innocent crush, but the weight of knowledge that can never be shared.

Boundaries. He reminds himself. Essential for a healthy bond.

Kaveh starts coughing up Padisarah petals just as his life starts turning around—of course this would happen, with his luck.

Hanahaki fic with a happy ending.

Spend A Little Too Much Time Together

Kaveh finds a young Rtawahist scholar breaking down in the corner of Lambad's, and makes the best mistake of his life: adopting her with Alhaitham.

Found family fluff with some funny moments.

truck, barter, and trade

People keep coming up to Kaveh to congratulate him. Kaveh doesn’t really know why, and he’s a little too scared to ask at this point, so he heads back home, content if not a little bemused.

He is, unfortunately, reminded of it the very next day, when the door slams open and Al-Haitham stalks in. “Mind telling me why everyone was congratulating me today?” he demands. “About your pregnancy?"

Or: Al-Haitham is, without a doubt, the most annoying person Kaveh knows. Maybe the world’s second-most annoying person can help Kaveh figure him out.

Another comedic and fluffy found family fic with Kaveh and Alhaitham accidentally adopting someone, but this time the child is Wanderer.

hemlock lovers

He pulls out his cards, and then Kaveh watches as Alhaitham pauses for a second, blinking quickly. Like trying to focus his eyesight. He had only had two glasses, hadn’t he? Surely Alhaitham wasn’t already feeling the alcohol. He was not a lightweight like Kaveh was.

A night in the Tavern goes awry, fast.

Sickfic, Alhaitham gets poisoned.

…and they were roommates

Kaveh is looking for his keys. Al Haitham is a brat. And Nahida? Well, Nahida knows her things. In words of General Mahamatra: being roommates always meant somehing more interesting.

Short and comedic.

Like This

Alhaitham wakes and recognizes not the maroon of his wine nor the crimson cover of tonight’s text, but the garnet of irises near enough to his own that he can clearly see the flicks of obsidian within them. This is the common room, he realizes. He has fallen asleep here while reading often enough for that thought to come easily. All others, unfortunately, ping uselessly against his consciousness like water droplets sliding over oiled skin. How can he think, in this situation? He has lifted a gaze blurred with sleep only to find Kaveh leaning over him — a hand braced somewhere on the back of the divan and a knee pressed into the cushion between Alhaitham’s thighs.

Or, in which Kaveh crosses the line between them and Alhaitham does not let him take it back.

fast as you can

“I returned to the tavern after I brought you home, found the man whose name you told me and punched him square in the face. Are you happy now?” Alhaitham leaned closer towards Kaveh. “Do you believe me?” There was a strange intensity to his eyes.
The unexpected honesty had Kaveh utterly confused. For a moment, he was quiet as he ran his fingers over his temples.
“I don't understand why you would do this for me. Is it to put me in even more debt? Don't I owe you enough already? Tighnari is convinced you did it for my sake.” He let out a dry laugh. “Unless you're like, secretly in love with me, there'd be no-” Kaveh's words, uttered without much thought, got stuck in his throat when for the shortest of moments, a conflicted expression ghosted over Alhaitham's face. Kaveh felt like the air was being pushed out of his lungs.
“W- what was that?!”

A Quiet Thing

Alhaitham cursed, clawing at the creature whose jaws were still firmly affixed around the delicate bones of his wing. He felt warm liquid rush down his hand as he pushed at the creature’s face, heart rate spiking as he realized it must be blood.

Then, a noise that would stick with him for the rest of his life.

Alhaitham obtains a grievous injury during an investigation, and learns to deal with the aftermath. Kaveh is there to help, but the road to recovery is not a smooth one.

Wingfic, injury/recovery and getting together, a bit on the longer side.

Scarlet Sands and Crimson Eyes

Inspired by the movies Hush (2016) and Revenge (2017)

During a mission out into the desert to round-up an extremist group being led by one of the former Sages, Alhaitham's headphones are destroyed. He decides to stay behind through the night to fix them, but gets ambushed by leftovers of the Eremites and dragged across the desert. He gets nearly assaulted, thrown off a cliff, impaled on a tree, stabbed, and shot, and all the while can't stop thinking about Kaveh. It must be because he didn't want to die while Kaveh was still living under his roof, right?

Deaf!Alhaitham fic, dude goes through it but it a badass. Pretty long but will have you on the edge of your seat the whole time.

Appeal to Stone, Ascend to the Skies

“So much for solidarity,” Alhaitham said.

“You’re not even on your own side, you harpy,” Kaveh grumbled in reply.

Alhaitham unexpectedly wakes up with wings, and must learn to come to terms with absurdity.

12 chapter wingfic, a bit of a character study for both of them (but mostly focusing on Alhaitham.)

Wine Red

A scene has been on replay in Al-Haitham's head for the past two weeks, so vivid that it only seemed like yesterday that it happened.

It began like this: Kaveh was absolutely hammered at the bar, and although Al-Haitham had reservations about bringing him home with him, the tavern owner begged him to take his roommate home. And so, Al-Haitham had an arm slung over his shoulder, supporting Kaveh as he stumbled like a newborn foal, quiet and dazed.

“Pretty.”

And with that one tiny, drunkenly made compliment from Kaveh, his daily routine was thrown into disarray.

OR: Al-Haitham has feelings, disregards them, but is forced to confront them anyways. How lovely it is to be in love with your roommate. Hurrah.

testing, testing

When Kaveh discovers that Alhaitham has been reading a book about human sexuality and kinks, he generously offers to assist Alhaitham with some sexual exploration. It’s a risky proposal, and one that could end very badly—thanks to their falling-out years ago, the two of them have trust issues galore.

But it turns out that Kaveh and Alhaitham are surprisingly good at trust and communication when it comes to sex…which raises some questions about the nature of their relationship, and where exactly this whole experiment is leading them.

“Look,” Kaveh says, “if you’re going to approach sexual pleasure like an experiment, most potential partners won’t take too kindly to the idea of you having sex with them for science. Therefore, to spare all the poor people you’d inevitably insult in your quest for data, I am willing to be that person.”

“How charitable of you,” Alhaitham says.

“And I assume that you’re somewhat comfortable with the idea of having sex with me,” Kaveh adds, “or else you wouldn’t have been so willing to have my fingers in your mouth just now.”

but what would you do if I went to touch you now?

Al Haitham directs half-lidded eyes at Kaveh, his wet hair sticking to his forehead, his sweater stretching over the planes of his torso as he raises his arms to lay his head on his hands. Kaveh finds the charcoal and resists the urgent need to tell Al Haitham to stay still so he can capture him like this, made up of shadows and comfort. “I suppose having a rope doing the work for me would be best for the mental and physical effort of it. I commend you for thinking of that.”

“Don’t flatter me now,” Kaveh half-heartedly protests, wincing slightly. It’s so odd when Al Haitham does that; as much as Kaveh complains about him being rude, there’s nothing more off-putting than Al Haitham’s backhanded idea of compliments. Finally pulling out the cotton rope, Kaveh sighs and makes eye contact with him, shaking the item in his hand. “You might hate this.”

“I might like it,” Al Haitham refutes, raising an eyebrow. Kaveh struggles to justify the little jolt from his heart at the idea.

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In which Al Haitham (rather charitably) allows Kaveh to use him as a model for his art projects, Kaveh has an idea, and it all spirals from there.

The Dragon Rises in Wartime

The anonymous complaints confessions of a long-suffering Sumeru resident regarding his horrible roommate and his one-man war against said horrible roommate's purchase of the ugliest bed in all of Teyvat.

Although really, the most important question here probably is:

Why are you sleeping in your roommate's bed?

A really funny reddit-post style fic, with a little bit of explicit recordings on the side.

[puppypeter]

I know that the whole idol/super fan dynamic is like, a core component of what makes RoyJamie so delicious, but I CANNOT escape the hilarity potential of famous!Jamie/chronically offline!Roy.

Like, in this au, Roy wouldn't be a footballer (which is also intriguing to me because that's such a key facet of his character, so I'd be interested to hear from you what other careers Roy might have!!) and it is essential that he is also chronically offline, like near hermit levels of sheltered from pop-culture.

Roy would then obviously meet Jamie for some contrived fanfic reason (my running idea is that they meet maybe in a late season two/season three timeline when Jamie is doing his self-motivated 4am training. Jamie motivated for Zava reasons and Roy motivated to avoid crowds/the heat). Roy would have his wattpad 'im not like other girls' moment when Jamie approaches him, obviously assuming Roy will recognise him, which Roy does not.

Of course this leads to Jamie fixating on this grumpy old twat whose buttons Jamie can soo easily press and who seems to have no fucking clue who he is. Roy will become like, Jamie's yoga mums, especially because at this point in time Jamie would still be pretty infamous what with everything going on with his career, so I think having someone who doesn't have a preexisting idea of who he is would be extremely refreshing for Jamie.

This of course leads to a slow burn strangers to lovers situation with the obvious angst potential of a civilian/celebrity fic (paparazzi, privacy, 'oh our worlds are so different, how could this ever work', etc).

ALTERNATIVELY, Roy could actually know who Jamie Tartt is, but for whatever reason he finds him annoying and when they meet he just pretends not to know who he is just to knock him down a peg. This version of the au has the fun potential of the whole 'i know who you are' reveal, but I'm undecided on which direction it should go.

Anyways, thanks for letting me word dump in your inbox, I LOVE your blog and your RoyJamie posts!! 💕💕

i love people word dumping about royjamie in my inbox ❤💙

I also love the famous/non famous. There's not many AUs in this fandom as being a footballer is such a core part of who they are it is difficult to imagine otherwise but coming from other fandoms I have so many ideas (take capitan america/stucky having many AUs and many capitan america/modern bucky barnes too)

I love the idea of Roy not knowing who Jamie is at all. I do have a think for the non-famous person having the most random normal jobs ever like

working the till at the grocey store (I wrote a post once about them meeting at 6am when roy starts work and jamie is stopping for water cause I'd seen a Tesco guy that looked like roy from far away lol) (funnily i often picture step dad simon in this job and that's how him and georgie met and they've actually known each other since jamie was a baby but it took him many years to ask her out)

grocery delivery guy (quiet, peaceful, listens to audiobooks while driving)

park ranger (again can meet at 5am, kudos if jamie sneaks into richmond park and roy fucking hates him for it until he gives up and lets him do it)

classics like baker, coffee shop, bookshop, mechanic etc

I do love the grumpy roy thinking jamie is a pretentious early morning running twat whose colourful atrocious shoes are blinding him. Like he doesn't know Jamie has a legit reason to do all that aka his career.

And of course the angst that would come from stepping into Jamie's world. I did see a post not long ago about a Jamie that is more bashful around dating (and also more protective of his privacy as he was in canon with Keeley). But also would be cute him bringing his fit older boyfriend to the charity gala.

Or what if he knew him from Lust Conquers All that he watched with the yoga mums and had no idea he was a footballer? Then he thinks Jamie is a very superficial guy, a cheater who only cares about his looks etc before Jamie annoys him day after day and he slowly falls for him.

Ok what if he and the yoga mums worked together somehow? He is the maintenance guy or the grumpy receptionist at the yoga gym / massage place or the grumpy delivery guy at the diner who covers the night shift at the counter so he can prep stuff and restock etc and jamie is there at 5am every morning for eggs and a chat and like the first 5 times it's just Jamie yapping on and on with a lot of sighs from Roy. Maybe it's the post-return to Richmond Jamie who is still very lonely, away from his family, no agent, no keeley, no team friends yet (remember how he kept going to keeley to talk and she took him to dr sharon? that didn't happen and he just decided roy would do.. and tbf he does tip well at least ahah)

I have sooooo manyyyyy thoughts!!!😊😊😊😊

[itsashowtime]

Hiii!! So I saw your art of Yona Yona and he looks so fucking cool 😍😍😍 I'm desperately curious and noisy af so I hope it's okay if I ask a couple questions?

Like he's the one who made the fake vongola rings (love how you filled that plothole (?) btw that's awesome) so is he a jewellry maker? (is that even a word? I don't have to vocab for this, just blacksmith but for jewellery?)

Also you said he's a menace to society, so I assume he's chaotic? On scale of 1 to 10 with 1 being an angel that would do no wrong and 10 being "I've blown up a city block and I would do it again" what would you rate him chaos wise?

sorry for just randomly sliding into your inbox 😂 but I couldn't help myself 👉🏼👈🏼

Omg, thank you for taking interest in my skrunkly little man!

For context: I am the CEO of (moon) Bunny x (sun) Lion Oc x Canon ships and because Xanxus is out there with his Lion/Liger box weapon, I was like: "he needs a bunny boyfriend to knock him down a few hundred pegs"

Hence, Mr Yona Yona here. I thought it'd be cute to have a Y motif/name character for the X motif character too LOL.

I am rewatching KHR with two friends and when the fake Vongola rings got brought up, I was sat there wondering WHO THE FUCK could've made perfect replicas? I was already thinking of making an OC so I had the idea of filling that plot hole.

At the moment, Yona has the mist/cloud flames attribute. Regardless, he has the ability to essentially copy and paste any solid object with his mallet/hammer. (he can't copy/paste living things though like humans and animals) It just costs a LOT of energy depending on how intricate the object is.

Eg. Duplicating money isn't much of an issue , that's mostly how he gets by. But if he tried to duplicate something like the rings or the ten year bazooka, he'd be out for a few hours / or days.

I need to brush up on my KHR flame lore (looks at shimon arc's flames and ugly cries at my memory) but I am the rabbit/moon OC maker ever so I've been trying to cook up a Moon Flame for him to possess too. Maybe it's a branch of flame of night or something idk, I really need to study the flames again HAHA

As for being a menace- He 'TRIES' to be lowkey because the mafia crowd are after him to take advantage of his ability. Cause imagine being able to perfectly duplicate deadly weapons. Yikes. But he also hates the mafia so if he is cornered and he gets the chance, yeah, he'd cause problems ON PURPOSE and make things worse for them and himself out of sheer pettiness LOL

So I think on the scale it'd be like an 8. He'd blow up a city if it means he could make the mafia that are after him groan in despair.

ALSO I should add, his backstory is that: he was involved in the same experiment Mukuro, Ken and Chikusa were in and as a result, he ended up with this copy/paste ability. They were basically using him to mass produce possession bullets until one day he just copy/pasted the master keys of the lab and made a run for it.

He's been on the run since and has BEEF with Xanxus after the whole fake vongola ring incident. He's kinda on the hit list because he's potential danger anyways but he doesn't pass up the chance to mock the Varia w

SORRY FOR THIS DUMP , I hope it's coherent . . .

[boombambaby]

RP Wishlist; (masterpost)

This is a consolidated list of wishlist ideas, prompts, scenarios and characters that will be added to as time goes on! I'll repost as needed with new ones so it stays relevant.

If you see something that interests you, PLEASE feel free to jump into my inbox, or even shoot me a DM if you'd like to discuss it or plan it out further!

PROMPTS;

BODYGUARD/PROTECTEE! Could take place after the unfortunate Yzma turning him into a llama and trying to kill him incident, where Kuzco decides to up his protection in case of the feline sorceress trying to come back and kill him with a hairball or something. OR It could be an AU, with your muse protecting Kuzco (as Emperor, as a CEO for a business, as a celebrity etc!) LONG LOST FAMILY/SIBLING! Kuzco’s parents were lost at sea when he was still a baby, or at least too young to remember anything about them. Yzma took over as his caretaker— but who’s to say there isn’t any of his lineage left somewhere? Perhaps there's an ‘uncle’ who was exiled from the kingdom, or an illegitimate sister/brother who was essentially written out of the scrolls? Possibly by Yzma to avoid an heir of any kind that could claim a right to the throne, should anything unexpected happen to Kuzco. Also possible for your muse to claim they’re family to attempt to get close so they can hurt/kill kuzco and take over the throne— the possibilities are endless! AMNESIA/FORGOTTEN IDENTITY! Maybe Yzma hits him with a potion, or casts a spell that makes Kuzco (and everyone else) forget who he is, so she’ll be empress without interference. Kuzco is a peasant, satisfied with life but determined to believe there should be more to it, or he’s meant for something better. Or for a more sinister twist, he's cursed to forget who he is and kicked out of the empire and magically ends up in your muses realm with no memory, or money and no way to get to a home he doesn’t know he has. OR he’s just hit with a spell, forgets who he is and your muse has to help him get his groove back. AGAIN. ENEMIES TO FRIENDS | ENEMIES TO LOVERS! The classic 'our muses hate each other, but are forced to work together for a common goal', or are 'forced to be in closed proximity and begin a begrudging friendship/crush' storylines. Kuzco is very good at getting under someone's skin, should be easy enough! KIDNAPPED! TORTURED ETC. Your muse kidnaps Kuzco! Holding him for ransom, and possibly torturing him while holding him captive. ( depending on how dark we want to get! ) Either as a ransom for gold, since his Kingdom is literally made out of it, OR because your muse wants to knock him down a peg for whatever reason! ARRANGED MARRIAGE! After numerous failed attempts with the infamous 'bride lineups', your muse is chosen for an arranged marriage that would be beneficial to both Kingdoms. It slowly turns into something real as they learn more about each other-- OR they can both continue to hate each other, and devolve into theatrics and a prank war to embarrass one another the likes of which the palace has NEVER seen before! SECRET IDENTITY! After the attempt on his life, Yzma goes into hiding and paranoid that she's still after and attempting to kill him, Kuzco hides out in a neighboring Kingdom, where no one knows who he is and your muse can try to help hide him. He'll have to live like a peasant, which he'll hate; but it's for the best! If only your muse can teach him that. UNEXPECTED SPELL! I have so many ideas for these, all of which can be contributed to Yzma (if we want to take the easy route, but we can be creative!). Kuzco is hit with a spell that changes his personality, whether that be that he's suddenly weak, timid and scared of his own shadow-- a shadow of his boisterous, loud self. A love spell! Kuzco falls in love with your muse, so he'll do whatever your muse wants. Can be used to manipulate him for all kinds of needs! A de-aging spell! Where he's turned into a child/teen and is exactly as much of a brat as you'd expect him to be.

WANTED CHARACTERS;

My KINGDOM for canon The Emperor's New Groove characters! I would love a main Yzma, Pacha, Chicha, and Kronk! I have SO many hc's and ideas for Kuzco's backstory that I would LOVE to discuss and play out with an Yzma. There's so much we can do with them, with Yzma taking over raising him when his parents were presumed dead. The Emperor's New School characters! Yatta, Ramon, Guaka, Ozker, Kavo, Mr. M, etc! Supernatural! I think it would be hilarious for Kuzco to have a supernatural run in with Sam, Dean, Cas et all and them having to deal with HIM. Maybe Kuzco is thrown into their dimension by Yzma to get rid of him, and they have to help him find his way home. Or, since the show is set in the early 2000's and Kuzco was alive during the 1400's, maybe when Heaven is 'closed', Kuzco is one of the souls thrown down to Earth and is confused as hell about literally everything. Or, we can be creative with other points in the show! I've seen it all, and used to write for some characters from it so this would be awesome. Aladdin! I have a few ideas for Kuzco and Jasmine meeting, that I would love to explore. Jasmine, having had enough of her father trying to arrange marriages, leaves her palace and the Kingdom to explore the world and live freely, and finds herself in Kuzco's kingdom. (pre llama). Her and Kuzco, who is also sick of his council attempting to force a marriage on him (even after almost being killed), have a lot in common and become friends. . . . I ALSO love the idea of a ship between Aladdin/Kuzco based on the comic I've posted before. Would love to explore that dynamic! The Road to El Dorado! This one is obvious. I think it would be hilarious for him to meet Tulio & Miguel, and there is potential for a friendship/relationship with them OR a Chel which I would love to explore.

More to be added as they're thought of, and this will be re-posted as needed! Like I said, please feel free to jump in my inbox or DM's to discuss if any of these interest you!

[direwombat]

Hi! I hope you’re doing good! I got a couple questions for you!

1. What is your favorite part about writing

2. What’s your favorite bit of OC lore

3. Adelaide, Joey, or Butch Jacob, who’s strap game comes out on top?

one of these days i'll be better about responding to asks in a timely manner orz i'm so sorry

hello!!!!! sorry it's taken me so long to respond! I'm doing quite alright, thank you for asking! i hope you're doing well yourself! and oooooooh these are such fun questions!

my favorite part about writing will always and forever be the plotting process. the only thing i love more than thinking about my character's actions is the consequences of those actions. i tend to view anything i write as an elaborate domino design or rube goldberg machine where all it takes is a little push to get things chain reacting. i love figuring out where little details can become incredibly plot relevant later on; for example: in katc, the first time jacob captures syb, he has a tracking chip implanted under her skin (without her knowledge) so he can keep track of her, and later on that tracking chip leads him to her after she gets shot with a bliss arrow but is swept away by the henbane before the chosen can take her in. i love figuring out how each scene builds off the next and figuring out how they fit together like a puzzle. the unfortunate part about this is that i tend to throw myself into outlining so hard that i lose steam to work on a project because...well...i've essentially told the story to myself...sometimes it's hard to actually put it into words in a cohesive way lol

and omg. ok. so. it has absolutely zero bearing on her story whatsoever, but i always imagined that syb would have loved sailor moon. she had a hard time making friends during her school years, and while she would have been 11 when it started airing in the united states. she wouldn't have been allowed to watch it at home, but i feel like she probably had at least one friend who tape the broadcast so they could watch it together. baby syb probably took one look at haruka and was like "i wanna be like her!" without completely understanding why. also i think she fantasized about having superpowers so she could defeat the villain in her life (her father) and craved the strength and connection of having a group of friends (rather than the one or two she had.

and 3 is going under the cut because of nsfw headcanoning :)

hilarious question. i'm obsessed with it. but i'm gonna say, in order of best to worst it's

adelaide. she has decades worth of sex and orgies under her harness. she for sure knows her way around a strap. and knows how to make her partner feel good using one. she's 100% pegging xander so good that the single braincell he has is rendered completely useless.

joey. what she lacks in adelaide's experience she makes up for with technique. she is all about precision and trying to find the spot that makes her partner's eyes roll back into their skull. it's maybe a little awkward to begin with; some trial and error while she's experimenting with different angles and depths, but once she finds the spot that makes her partner's moans go up an octave, she is fucking them so good that their legs start trembling.

(cis) butch jakey. sorry, but i'm a jakey (jackie?) is bad at sex truther. she understands the mechanics of it well enough (the dick goes in a hole) but her technique is. mmm. well...it's befitting. it's either all long, rough, hard strokes with little regard to her partner (because that's how men do it right?) OR she's just laying back and having her partner do everything while she just watches ("c'mon honey, if you want it so bad you're gonna have to work for it"). it's a dominance thing but also. she's a lazy domme. she wields the strap with the finesse of a club :/

sidenote: ngl i love thinking about butch4butch jakesyb because tbh? absolutely nothing about their dynamic and very little about their sex life would change <3 (same applies for t4t jakesyb)

[ahamkara-apologist]

3, 4, and 10 for Marcie and Aeris on the character asks?

The siblings!!! Love my sun and moon siblings

3. What is your OC's financial status? Are they just scraping by, making enough to live comfortably, or wealthy? Has there ever been a drastic change in their status? If so, what happened?

-Well, since Aeris and Marcie both share a glimmer bank and have the same weakness to going moneyblind when something they really want becomes available...the answer is 'it depends', but usually not a lot. Both of them really really want to save up as much glimmer as they can, but then a new gun comes up at Xur, or a pretty ship or ghost shell, and then ooo, there it goes again...

Amusingly, they're the two that you'd expect to have all the money, since Marcie is a Crucible champion and Aeris is the literal Young Wolf, but between Aeris's paranoia/FOMO and Marcie's love for fun ornaments, ships, and ghost shells- well. Let's just say that there's a reason why Aeris is so fucking sick of spicy ramen, and it's not because he abused that lifelong ticket of his willingly XD

4. Does your OC have a failed friendship or relationship they still think about? What happened? Is it an unresolved regret or is there a chance for reconciliation?

-Apart from the incident with exposing Petrichor to their memories in the Deep Stone Crypt, Aeris just has the typical woes of being autistic and fitting into society about as well as a square peg in a round hole, but Marcie's would be Cayde and Amanda. For Cayde, it's more that she never really got to say goodbye + was so stricken with grief that she had to send Aeris to hunt Uldren down (something that she still feels guilty/weak about), but for Amanda, it's entirely because of the whole debacle over Crow. Marcie may be a spitfire, but she understood that Crow =/= Uldren from the get-go, as well as the fact that Cayde never would have wanted Crow to take the blame for a dead man, so she was one of the first to vouch for him after Aeris brought him home from the Tangled Shore. Unfortunately, when Amanda found out who Crow used to be, she'd gotten pretty fond of the fucker, so it led to a huge blowout fight between the two of them. Neither of them were on speaking terms when Amanda got herself blown up because both were too stubborn/prideful to admit they were wrong, and it's something that Marcie regrets deeply

10. Is your OC sentimental or pragmatic? Do they keep mementos or only what they need to survive? Have they always been this way or did something happen to make them change?

-Aeris is very pragmatic, and really only keeps his work items: aka, armour, weapons, and a couple of sparrows/jumpships. He has a few items that he's very attached to, but they're pretty much just his bows or a couple of knives- him buying new guns is more of a nervous habit than actually wanting them, and he'll turn around and dismantle them just as quick. Marcie is the much more sentimental one, and the differences between their apartments is honestly pretty staggering. As for whether or not that's in their nature: for Marcie, it's most certainly an inherent trait, whereas Aeris's is more of a holdover from his time with his father pre-rezzing that became such a habit that it carried over even after his memories got wiped. Yusef used to be very fond of reminding him that he only survived because he was generous and kind enough to take him in and care for him, so to spite his father, Aeris used to just...not keep anything. It kept Yusef from having another means of controlling him by reminding him that everything he owned technically belonged to his father, which eventually just manifested into Aeris only growing attached to either bare essentials that he could justify needing via his work, or small things that he could easily hide in his clothes/gear

Send me OC asks!

[cosmicjoke]

I don't know if you've seen the character relationship chart for the new SnK final season, but In terms of Levi's relationship with Eren, Levi sees him as someone who needs to be strictly disciplined, while Levi's relationship with Jean, Sasha and Connie is written as "trust them". Apart from them and Hange, there is nothing about Levi's relationship with Mikasa and Armin and that surprised me to be honest lol. After all, most people (myself included) have always felt that Levi has always been closely associated with the EMA and they have always seen him as a kind of father figure for them, someone who looks after them or reassures them because he thinks they are important for the future and someone said something like: "Levi trust Jean, Connie and Sasha because he knows how easily Armin and Mikasa are attracted to Eren." I think that's more descriptive.

I haven't seen that, but that is interesting.

Levi had Eren pegged from the first moment he saw him. He called him a monster, or said something to the effect of Eren having a monstrous will, and that he couldn't be controlled. That if anyone tried to cage him, he would break out of it. Levi specifically requested to be put in charge of Eren, then, because he knew he was the only one who likely could control him, who could kill him if the need arose. Levi knew from the start that Eren was dangerous. Of course, he couldn't have known in what manner Eren's monstrosity would manifest. He couldn't have known that Eren would actually end up trying to destroy the very thing the SC was sworn to protect, that is, humanity. I think Levi believed Eren's wish to fight for humanity against the titans was sincere, and that Eren, because of his ability to turn into a titan, was an indispensable weapon for humanity, one they couldn't afford not to utilize, but he also knew that Eren had the potential to go off the rails and out of control, and that he needed to, as it says in the character chart, be disciplined, put on a leash so he wouldn't end up causing more harm than good. Levi was, from the start, willing to kill Eren if it came down to it. It's actually really interesting, how that parallels what eventually comes to pass. Levi leads Mikasa toward that final blow. He creates the opening for her to kill Eren, and it's Levi's leadership and command that gives them the opportunity to kill Eren. So in the end, Levi was right. He was the only one who could stop Eren, basically. While Mikasa delivered the killing blow, Levi was the one who made it possible.

Amrin and Mikasa are, for sure, blinded somewhat by their loyalty and love for Eren, so it doesn't surprise me that it lists Connie, Jean and Sasha as people Levi can trust, while saying nothing about Armin and Mikasa. That person saying what they did about Armin and Mikasa being attracted to Eren is true. They fail to see what type of person Eren really is, up until the point they simply can't deny it. Even after he starts the Rumbling, Mikasa and Armin are still trying to find ways to "save" him and give him the benefit of the doubt. It's only when the situation becomes totally untenable, and Levi has to TELL them that they have to kill Eren, in fact he has to essentially order it, that they finally accept it. Mikasa herself risked the SC's missions more than once over her blind loyalty to Eren, something Levi has born witness to personally. Mikasa nearly killed him in her blind loyalty to Eren. So I think, as Levi was always aware of the type of person Eren was, he was also always aware that Mikasa and Armin's own ability to make judgements regarding him would be skewed and not fully trustworthy. They were simply too close to Eren to judge him objectively.

[transthadymacdermot]

🍒, ⭐ and 🍐for any character you want! — @coarsely

Doing this for Charles from RRL, because I've drawn him many many many times but haven't iirc discussed his personality much

🍒 What kind of things do they expect from their relationships? Does this differ between platonic relationships and romantic ones? Is your OC “demanding” or a door mat? What kinds of things do people expect from them in a relationship?

He's not afraid to stand up for himself if need be but he's naturally a very easygoing person so I would say that in terms of romantic relationships he's really not very demanding, he tends to go with whatever the other person wants or needs from him. His platonic relationships always tend to be more intense than romantic so he's more demanding when it comes to them but not to a degree where it's terribly noteworthy. As for what he expects... wrt romantic relationships it's kind of complicated because he usually wants romance AND NOTHING ELSE from one person (usually someone socially acceptable like someone he's courting or, eventually, a wife) and a more physical relationship with another (someone less socially acceptable, rn it's Sarah). In platonic relationships he wants actual companionship and someone he can actually talk to. In short I rlly pity whatever poor person eventually has to marry him I truly do

⭐ What is your OC afraid of? Any crippling phobias or some such? How do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? Does anyone ever find your OC scary? Why?

He doesn't have many very strong fears, though it's less in a him being brave way and more in a him being a British aristocrat who hasn't quite got his head round the fact that he can in fact be killed just yet. Probably his most notable fear is his nervousness around water because he nearly drowned as a young boy but even that's not terribly strong. He also has a less serious completely irrational phobia of the french language in that if you are not another aristocrat and you speak french in his presence he will immediately peg you as a terrorist and try to create a government file on you. Most people do not find him scary because he's actually a really nice guy wrt personality etc and doesn't take himself too seriously; but then some people find him scarier BECAUSE he acts like this while also essentially running the Ministry of Peasant Killing.

🍐 What is your OC’s mentality? Are they overall positive? Negative? A bit of both? Describe their thought patterns and reasoning behind their choice making!

I would say he's an overall positive person, very confident, very accommodating to others, always upbeat... he can be compared to both the human incarnation of golden retriever and that 1 coworker who always greets you in their most cheerful voice while looking as though they have been awake and doing things for hours at 7 on a monday morning. He's a hard worker who believes things will always turn out ok in the end. However, his thought pattern is also largely ruled by his firm belief in his own superiority and his love of imperialism. His defining traits apart from his peppiness and personal gentlemanly conduct are his Scrooge-like belief in the virtues of prisons and workhouses and the genuineness with which he believes that the sun never sets on the British Empire. These contradictions serve a thematic role (i.e. Charles Coloniser is a great guy apart from the fact that his actions lead to untold suffering but is still undeniably in the wrong because being nice to people still does not absolve one of wrongdoing in such a situation) and also make him incredibly disturbing imo because I don't think he even realises that some might consider them contradictions :(

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[ereviews]

Elsa's Roadtrip? Review of Travels With The Snow Queen by Kelly Link

In Travels With The Snow Queen by Kelly Link, readers meet Gerda who has just had her boyfriend kidnapped by the Snow Queen. Gerda begins her adventure by following the trail of glass left behind by the Snow Queen (while barefoot). As she (us) makes the journey she thinks about how stories and epic adventures aren’t kind to women. Gerda first meets a talking raven who speaks of Briar Rose, a princess in the castle. Gerda ventures inside to discover that Kay (her boyfriend) is not there. She continues until she meets the Bandit Queen, who wishes to kill her. Someone who we only refer to as the “robber girl” says she wants Gerda as a sister instead of her being killed. She later gives Gerda boots for her feet and a guide to meet the old woman of Laplark. She helps to send Gerda on her way to the Snow Queen’s palace. Once inside, she realizes that Kay is cursed and will only be uncursed with a kiss. After all the awful things she has realized he has done, she decides to leave him as is. Gerda then meets The Snow Queen and realizes she is much kinder than originally thought. It seems the two of them will get along.

I loved this short story! I unexpectedly found the 2nd person POV to be both essential and fitting for this piece. It personally helped me to understand and sympathize with Gerda as she dealt with the led-down of the century with Kay. In my understanding of the story, I felt that the overall theme was female empowerment and the idea of bettering yourself despite/through your struggles. In the beginning, we as readers see that Gerda is wholly devoted to Kay. She was willing to travel with glass and snow pressed to her foot, without any protection from the elements, solely to get to her love. The first foreshadowing that we see of what Kay truly is, is his coat. It is wet and smells like a dog. I interpreted that to basically call him a dog in the social sense. I think one of my favorite parts of the story is the monologue she has at the beginning of her story. She talks about how fairy tales aren’t kind to women. They are always suffering, often in relation or connection to a man. One of the fantasy elements that caught my interest was the talking animals. They seem to both be a representation of something and also just exist within the story. The talking Raven that we meet immediately talks about how Kay doesn’t love Gerda (in all fairness the raven wasn’t wrong). Upon further reading, we as readers understand that this is probably because the raven is caught up on all the hot gossip in the castle and knows that Kay cheated on Gerda with Briar Rose. After that whole ordeal, we get to see Gerda’s “list.” And it is scathing. I felt like we obviously knew that she was angry with Kay, but seeing the list helped to add to my understanding. She slowly and methodically takes him mentally down a peg, from his habits, to how good he is in bed. This isn’t a new anger, just a re-exposed wound that had been building. The next character we meet (who has an impact) is “the robber girl.” I’ll call her RG for short. Within the first few seconds of the meeting, RG is already saving Gerda’s life by taking her in as her sister. Gerda explains her story to RG and RG immediately comforts her. I felt that this may have been the first time Gerda had experienced truly caring kindness in a while, even before Kay left with the Snow Queen. RG gives Gerda her boots because of her cut-up feet. It truly felt like a big sister watching after her younger sister. I felt that this was maybe the most important relationship Gerda made during this whole adventure. While it’s origin, was a little testy, it seemed to be the healthiest relationship available to her. I also had a sense that RG had dealt with a bull-headed man when she tapped Bae. Maybe that even RG had something to do with how Bae came to be in this form.

 I think it may also be important to point out that the community of elderly women knows the Snow Queen. They mention inviting the Snow Queen out for cards. This is a clue for how we really should interpret the queen. I also found the situation to be a bit funny. Old women know, but ignore the status of someone powerful to gossip. That is a nod to at least three different stereotypes.

One of the important interactions in the story, in my opinion, is when Gerda sees the Snow Queen before they talk. All of this story, we have had a builder-up to amazingly powerful, ethereal, statuesque women. And then she is introduced for the first time, and she isn’t what was expected. She doesn’t exactly meet her reputation. I think one of my favorite jokes in literature appears here. After all this travel, rivalry, and stupidity, this story leads Gerda to be offered a business opportunity. She accepts that one day Kay may be freed from his enchantment (hopefully never in my opinion). While saying this, her literary voice sounds very mature. Gerda (in my opinion) seems to accept her place in all the chaos, all of what she is meant to do. Overall, I really this reading and would highly encourage you to check it out.

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Sorry I've been Inactive

I'm just tired. Tired of the needless cruelty of people. Especially the infected goiters of humanity who act like asshats on the internet. Why do they feel the need to tell me my dreams are stupid, "that'll never happen" and shit on my favorite characters? I feel like shit about myself enough without their help, yet I don't use that as a reason to spread my misery onto others. That helps no one. It creates an endless cycle.

I'm not much of a people person. Never have been. I've always been the single piece that never fits like an extra misshapen peg added to one of those baby toys. I'm not the heart-shaped block, the star, or the square. I'm not any recognizable shape, I'll never find a spot to snuggle into. I like my friend groups small because just existing is mentally/emotionally exhausting for me and trying to maintain relationships with people, most of which turn their back on me or backstab me is just too much.

So I keep the people who are the most worthwhile, the most loyal, and understanding. Nothing against you, @finniestoncrane. You're great. I'm honored to have you following me. While I love Arkham Scarecrow (or Scarecrow in general) and Jack of Blades (who we'll probably never see again), they're not my ultimate comfort characters.

The original Mewtwo AKA Takeshi Shudo's Mewtwo is my ultimate comfort character, the one I love and cherish above all other comfort characters. I've loved this character from the bottom of my heart ever since I first saw him (before anyone corrects me for calling Mewtwo a male, one of the background scientists in the Japanese script says something to the effect of "Did he do that?") As grew older I related to his desire for a sense of value/worth, a direction for my life, some purpose to make my existence enriching. I also empathized with his desire to know who he is and what he is. About not having a place. He's been one of my most constant sources of comfort throughout shitty times. I want to make a separate section in my blog for Shudo's Mewtwo, but I'm afraid of attracting the wrong people.

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INCOMING RANT - Get out while you still can. I'm "totally normal about Shudo's Mewtwo Rant initiating.

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People love to argue with me, essentially gaslighting me, on things that I know are factually canon like how Shudo's Mewtwo in Ash's anime timeline has been declared the strongest Pokemon multiple times (even recently) now. But in the games - Not talking about the games those are different.

Each Pokemon game exists in a separate continuity. The mangas exist other continuities. I'm speaking of one specific individual of species, a character that should have remained the only member of its species. Only Shudo's Mewtwo is the strongest Pokemon in the Ash timeline anime. If you want to come here and argue with me about this, you're going to get an instant block. I don't care. I'm teaching myself how to tend to my mental and emotional well-being after perpetuating every emotional-mental wound my abusers gave me. It's time for me to care for myself.

[otwdfanfic]

Watched httyd live action and I did not hate it! I want to share my thoughts, which I think are fair and not overly negative/nitpicky. I'm not going thru every little line change, only mentioning things that stuck with me (under a spoiler cut bc kinda spoilers for small changes also bc I wrote a LOT about the parts I liked)

Strongest part of the movie by far was Hiccup. The actor surprised me. I think he really does have the spirit of Hiccup somewhere in there but the movie is nearly a shot for shot/line for line remake and you can tell they were telling him to just mimic Hiccup's voice/mannerisms exactly and a lot of times it doesn't land (this goes for most characters). HOWEVER live action Hiccup is at his very best and most Hiccup-y when his actor delivers lines w his own flare instead of trying to match the original perfectly. I don't know how to explain it but I could almost see a new Hiccup emerging, not exactly the same as the movie or the book but a secret third related thing? I enjoyed his developing version so much that by the end of the movie (especially when he acquired the peg leg) I actually found myself hoping they'd make more so I can see how he plays older Hiccup and how he develops the character into his own (if the director would let him deviate from the original a bit more). Which is definitely something I never thought I'd say so kudos to him!

Snotlout KILLED it (and I hated his casting initially so I feel bad about that) and they went off-script from the first movie in order to include characterization and a little subplot that's more in line with his role the rest of the series! I loved that and was really surprised bc the original trilogy mostly ignored his show characterization and kept him pretty one dimensional. He was great <3

Astrid didn't quite have the spirit of the original and I wish she was more expressive but she did fine and had really good chemistry so that I believed in her developing friendship with Hiccup. The main weird thing is that they changed it where she is initially trying to usurp Hiccup and says she's gonna steal his house??? That was REALLY weird and random lmao sounds like something Snotlout would say

The dragons were awful. Just ugly and grotesque CGI that looked bad. IDK why that was the design direction for the movie. They were stripped of their unique cool features and were just gross. Toothless was hard to look at and Stormfly especially looked awful :(

Most of the costumes looked really bad. I'm not really sure what they were going for visually bc it doesn't look like the original but it also doesn't look new/unique/good. Hiccup looked fine, Snotlout and Stoick's costumes did a great job of shaping their physicality, pretty much everyone else looked bad. Astrid's outfit lacked any of her personality and just looked weird imo

They had lore of the Hooligans coming from all over the viking trade routes which was cool and very OTWD-esque! BUT then they said they specifically joined together from all over the world and moved to Berk to KILL DRAGONS! I was so shook lol. So essentially Berk is not the Hooligans' ancestral home and they are a conglomerate of dragon haters from all over the world who united with the sole purpose of hunting dragons. They even had imagery very similar to the warlords in httyd3. I was very shocked by that change because it makes them so villainous instead of equally as misunderstood as the dragons :(

Worst part of the movie by far was Ruff and Tuff. Their personalities were completely changed and they were so unfunny and forced and weird. Their acting was very Disney channel. Fishlegs was also pretty bad which was weird bc I've liked that actor in other movies. The twins bummed me out BAD though and between the three of them they really killed the chemistry of the gang. Which sucked bc Snotlout had great chemistry with Hiccup, you could really feel it just like the originals! I'll also say Gobber was kinda off but whatever

That's all! Massive props to Hiccup's actor, I'd love to see him keep playing the character and see him develop into a totally different third Hiccup. It would almost be like fate since there's supposed to be three Hiccups anyway. This movie made me really remember how much I love Hiccup and how much he means to me which I appreciate so I can't really be mad about them making a live action even if I don't agree with it philosophically. I'd say if you're scared of hating it like I was, just go in with an open mind and you'll at least leave with a renewed love of the originals lol