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parents' incapability of apologising to their children should be studied
#they don't have a book that tells them how to be parents but truly the words âi'm sorryâ would do wonders#they don't need a book they need to show to their children the same respect they expect from them#the way i genuinely can't stand it anymore#my father complains about not having a good relationship with me and yet does nothing to fix that#he just always makes things worse belittling me constantly#he's a master of gaslighting and he seems to enjoy making you feel insane#and he uses it so much whenever it fucks it up with one of his stupid comments#like i often feel sick and today at lunch i said that i felt nauseous so i couldn't eat much#and he whole ass snickered and sarcastically said âjust for a change huh?â#as in to mean that i always feel that way so i'm just exaggerating âas per usualâ#and he's been doing this shit for years#every single time i feel unwell he always says that i'm just exaggerating and that it's not true#and then he goes on and on on how i should just be treated as an old car and go outside to get demolished and thrown away#and that's the kindest thing he says because usually he says worst#he's been doing this for so long that sometimes i fear getting sick because i don't want to listen to him making fun of me#today at lunch he did again indeed and i simply finished my food and then went to my room and now as per usual he pretends nothing happened#he always pretends he has done nothing when really 1 âi'm sorryâ from him would be enough#it's the fact that he doesn't want to apologise that makes worse#because he knows he does something wrong but he has too much pride to admit it#so instead he expects me to get over it and if i dare mention it or the fact that i'm still hurt he starts insulting me#and he starts playing the victim card#and 10 minutes ago i have mentioned that i was still upset (because he asked me âare you angry with me?â) and all he said was that he#doesn't even know what he did and that i should fuck off#this happens every single time#even the other day he hit me in the head for âlaughsâ and when i got angry because he hurt me he just went like âare you stupid?â#as if he did nothing and then he realised what he said but he didn't apologise he just pretended he was ready to fight me#this is like another thing he does a lot like he knows that i get anxious with loud noises and sometimes he purposely makes loud noises near#my ears when my back is turned to him so that i don't realise that he's about to do it#and then he pretends he's just playing around with me and then he insults me if i don't laugh with him#i'm truly just so tired
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Apologizing To YouÂ
Summary: How do they apologize to you? (Similar to Fighting and Making Up but oh well.)
Characters: Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Ace, Sabo, Law, Kid
Genre: Fluff
CW: None // SFW
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Luffy:Â
You thought it would be more difficult to get Luffy to apologize considering heâs not above bickering and arguing and can be so freaking stubborn. But the thing is, Luffyâs emotional intelligence is through the roof and he always senses when youâre really hurting. That being said, he thinks itâs important for you to say so, so he wonât just do it. If you ask, though, he wonât hesitate. He might even grin and ask you why you took so long.Â
Zoro:Â
For the most part, heâs not one to apologize. Heâs incredibly stubborn and doesnât let those words leave his lips easily, to the point youâve had several arguments that were far bigger than they should have been. Heâs a stubborn bastard, and heâs very proud. Heâs also opposed to giving gifts as an apology as he thinks that cheapens it. When he does feel the need to apologize, heâll do so verbally and quite simply (and privately, for his pride); he would really never do anything to you that would require anything beyond that.Â
Sanji:Â
You need only ask. Sanji would do anything for you, even swallow his pride. In fact, heâs so quick to apologize, he sometimes tries to speed run the process and might even get his feelings a little hurt if heâs ready to apologize but youâre not ready to accept it yet, but heâs mature enough not to let that turn into another fight. Heâs also one to show up outside your window with a bouquet of flowers or another gift to sweeten the deal. Heâll apologize even if you were in the wrong just to jumpstart the making up process.Â
Ace:Â
Arguing is tough for him, but so is apologizing- not necessarily because heâs too proud to admit when heâs wrong, but because heâs too scared. He fears admitting that he was wrong will cause you to leave him, and this insecurity can be difficult to navigate. He usually ends up shutting you out rather than rushing over to you to apologize, but once you do approach him, usually offering something to eat as a peace offering, heâll quickly accept fault and apologize for anything and everything.Â
Sabo:Â
Such a sweetheart but also competitive. Youâre the only one (except his brothers, maybe) who knows just how attentive and caring Sabo can be, a far cry from the reckless young man who never seems to listen to a word anyone says, and youâre most likely to experience it after a fight. The two of you have a chosen spot- a pink peach tree on Momoiro Island- and itâs usually Sabo who finds himself waiting there (letâs face it, heâs more likely to say something insensitive than you are). He usually apologizes with a sheepish grin and a peach he plucked from the tree.Â
Law:Â
Attempting to wring an apology out of him is no good. He has to do it in his own time, and he will, usually no more than two or three days. He prefers to do it under the cover of darkness, without any eyes watching or ears listening except yours, climbing into bed beside you and muttering an apology into your ear, pressing warm kisses into your hand until you melt and are receptive enough to forgive him. Also not opposed to writing an apology on a scrap of paper and slipping it into the book youâve been reading because he communicates much better that way.
Kid:Â
Really not one for heartfelt apologies. Also not one to notice he did something wrong. Eventually heâll notice youâre upset, but only because you havenât been sitting in his workshop as much, and kicked him when he rolled on top of you in his sleep. But heâs at a complete loss as to why and ends up snapping at you over it. When you tell him whatâs wrong, heâll grunt out an apology and probably propose you work out your frustration on him in a way thatâs enjoyable for you both.Â
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simon âghostâ riley nsfw headcanons
he needs controlânot just because itâs in his nature, but because he sees you as something too precious to be careless with. his touch is firm, calculated, and deliberate, but itâs never cruel. his possessiveness shows in the way his hands grip your waist, his voice low and commanding as he whispers, âyouâre mine. only mine.â
simonâs hands gravitate toward your hips and the curve of your waist almost instinctively. he loves the way his fingers sink into your skin, the way you fit so perfectly in his grasp. heâll wrap an arm around your middle, pulling you close, growling something like, âyouâre too damn good for me, love,â before taking you apart piece by piece.
simon isnât a man of flowery words, but he shows his love in how he touches you. whether itâs his lips ghosting over your neck or his rough fingers tracing every inch of you, his actions scream devotion. when heâs deep in the moment, his kisses are hungry and consuming, like heâs trying to claim you with every breath.
simon doesnât waste words, but when he does speak, itâs enough to leave you breathless. his low, gravelly voice drips with intensity as he murmurs things like, âyouâre so perfect, love⌠look at you,â or âiâll never get enough of you.â when heâs particularly lost in the moment, heâll let curses and growls slip, his voice shaking with restrained need.
simon has a sharp, almost dark sense of humor, and he uses it to his advantage. he loves dragging things out, watching your reactions as he slowly builds you up. his smirk is maddening as he whispers, âcâmon, sweetheart, i know you can beg prettier than that,â before finally giving you what you want.
simon has a habit of gripping your thighs, your waist, or your wrists, like heâs afraid to let go. his hands are rough and calloused, but they move over you like youâre something fragile, something he canât bear to break. he doesnât often admit it, but youâre the one thing that makes him feel human again, and he shows that in every touch.
simon isnât shy about leaving his claim on you. whether itâs love bites along your neck, scratches down your back, or bruises where his hands held you too tightly, he wants the world to know youâre his. and if someone even looks at you wrong, you can bet heâll make sure they think twice next time.
heâs a soldier, trained to endure far beyond the limits of most men, and that discipline carries over. he doesnât stop until youâre trembling beneath him, gasping his name like a prayer. âyouâve got more in you, love,â heâll murmur, voice dark and full of pride as he pushes you to your limits.
after the fire burns out, simonâs softer side surfaces. he holds you close, his arms wrapped tightly around you as he presses lazy kisses to your temple, jaw, or shoulder. he doesnât say muchâhe doesnât have to. the way he keeps you close, his body curled protectively around yours, speaks volumes.
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Little things they do for you...[twst NRC+RSA]
(Ortho and Lilia are platonic)
â˘Riddle Rosehearts who always makes sure to help you however he can when it comes to academics.He knows how much you struggle so study dates are his way of showing his love for you. Don't worry about the rules,he tends to overlook them when it comes to you,in his eyes you can do no wrong.
â˘Ace Trappola who always gives you great advice.He may be blunt but he means well.He makes it clear that he's always there is you need it.Hr may not admit it but his chest swells with pride everytime you come to him and always rubs it in Deuce's face.He may be snarky on the outside but he MELTS on the inside.
â˘Deuce Spade who will do anything for you.He wants to be an honours student, but he also wants to be the best boyfriend you could ever have. You're his first partner and he treats you like royalty to the best of his abilities because in his eyes you deserve all of it and so much more.
â˘Trey Clover who always "accidentally" makes too many sweets and always gives them to you.You know he does it on purpose but you don't complain, after all Trey's pastries are always so delicious.
â˘Cater Diamond who let's you be vulnerable in front of it.He will never shame you for your pain.He can tell when your smiles are strained and fake,he knows the feeling all too well so in these situations he'd take you somewhere private so you can let out all your emotions.
â˘Leona Kingscholar who always makes sure to appreciate your efforts.He knows what it's like to be cast aside and all your hard work to be ignored. He never wants you to feel that kind of pain,never.Even if it's something little he makes sure to praise you,to let you know your efforts are acknowledged and that you are worthy.
â˘Jack Howl who likes to involve you in his activities.You're an important part of his life and he wants to spend every second of it with you.Morning runs,SpellDrive matches,club activities anything really.He doesn't mind if you aren't as physically capable as he is,just having you by his side is enough.
â˘Ruggie Bucchi who shares his food with you.Ruggie never shares unless there's some sort of benefit...well...seeing your smile and thr way your eyes light up as you eat the food he brought you is enough of a reward in his eyes but when he's feeling greedy he will ask for a kiss in return for his good deed.
â˘Azul Ashengrotto who makes sure you're not getting bullied.He gets protective of you real fast and is willing to do anything for your well being.And if you are getting bullied...oh boy he's fumming but he isn't going to show it ,as much as he wants to destroy your bullies he has other matters to attend to aka making sure his precious Angelfish is alright.Don't worry, those bullies aren't leaving unharmed,afterall he has Jade and Floyd to deal with them.
â˘Jade Leech who always let's you ramble about your interests.He stares lovingly at you eith heart eyes as you talk and talk about whatever your passionate about.The ways your eyes sparkle,the way you fumble on your words due to how excited you are,the way your hands move.He'd kill for moments like these.
â˘Floyd Leech who let's you use him as a stress ball.He finds it adorable when you squeeze his hand,always reassuring you that you can squeeze as hard as you like, that it doesn't hurt.He also likes pulling you into tight hugs,feeling you squeeze him as tightly as you can as you try to ground yourself.
â˘Kalim Al-Asim who loves spoiling you.There's no way out of this.Even when you tell him he doesn't have to buy anything, he simply can't. Buying gifts is his love language and he loves seeing you in the clothes he bought or enjoying the meal he payed for.
â˘Jamil Viper who always finds time to spend with you.No matter how busy he is with his duties he will always find ways to be with you.Usually asks you to come to Scarabia to keep him company, he insists you don't have to help him but it does warm up his heart whenever you offer it.
â˘Vil Schoenheit who always makes sure you take care of yourself. You might think it's for the sake of your beauty which to some extent it is true but his main reason is because he wants you to be healthy. He always makes sure you're eating the proper amount,that you are hydrated and that you get enough sleep.
â˘Epel Felmier who always supports your dreams.No matter how ridiculous they might sound.He always tries to be involved in your hobbies. Drawing together, working out,hell he'll even do the things he wouldn't be caught dea doing because he loves you so much.
â˘Rook Hunt who always makes sure you feel beautiful. He will not let you berate yourself in any way shape or form.If he hears you utter a negative thing about yourself he will just bombard you with even more praise.His praises are never done out of pity either,whatever he says he means it with his chest.
â˘Idia Shroud who let's you use his room as a safe space. If you're overwhelmed and just need some place quiet then he'll gladly over his room.You're the only person he doesn't get anxious around so he doesn't mind your presence one bit.You two don't even have to talk,just sitting in comfortable silence is enough for the both of you.
â˘Ortho Shroud who is often the little brother to you.He often admires you and if anyone dares to bad mouth you they better be prepared to get blasted. He often refers to you as his older sibling as well which confuses other but he doesn't care.
â˘Malleus Draconia who always invites you.If there's any celebration going on in Diasomnia he will first and foremost invite you.He also likes to drag you during club activities.He remembers how happy he was when he got the invitation to VDC so he has to repay you tenfold.
â˘Lilia Vanrouge who definitely adds pictures of you to his photo album. He sees you as part of his family now so there are pictures of Malleus,Silver,Sebek and you in thr album.He looks at these pictures fondly and definitely teases you when the both of you look through it.
â˘Silver who uses you as his own personal pillow.He feels guilty the first couple of times he accidentally fell asleep on you but over time it was something comforting.Now he can't get proper sleep of you aren't by his side.
â˘Sebek Zigvolt who defends you like his life depends on it.As his significant other he sees you on the same level as Malleus if not higher but he'll never admit it.He always praises anything you do and it gets to the point the students hear more about you than they hear about Malleus.
â˘Neige Leblanche who loves to sing to you.Especially hum lullabies to help you sleep.His voice is so soothing you can't help but fall asleep. He also loves to sing with you,no matter if you can sing or not.
â˘Chen'ya who tickles you a lot to hear you laugh.He chuckles as his fingers find your sides and immediately begin tickling, watching your smile as you close your eyes,laughing and telling him to stop.He can never get enough of the way your laugh sounds.Even if it's an ugly laugh,it's yours and that's all he cares about.
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may I request headcanons for Wukong, MK, Red Son, and Macaque finding out their crush or S/O has a snort laugh that they try to hide?
please and thank you
PLEASE?????????????? GOD I HAVE A SNORT LAUGH TOO AND THIS FEELS SO PERSONAL I'M GONNA BLOW UP
Reader is Gender Neutral by default
MK
S/O
MK absolutely LOVES to make people laugh and you are no different
So when he finds out you have a snort laugh, he REVELS in it
To him, it's a sign that he's doing a really good job and! It's really fucking adorable for him
If you're self conscious about it, he won't push you too much about it
He'd never want you to feel uncomfortable while you're with him, so he'll never push further than he's allowed
He'll always express how much he loves it when he gets the chance to though, don't get me wrong
Eventually, it gets to the point he develops his own and it's a never ending cycle between you two
It feels nice to have a bit more of a positive about your snort, but it does hurt after a while--
MK gets worse when he purposefully does what he knows makes you laugh the most
Your nose and throat hurts by the end of it
If you're laughing especially hard, he'll be grinning ear to ear at just the sound of it
He's glad to have ONE consistency in his life, what with everything that goes on
So if he can listen to your laugh before the next crisis, that's enough for him
(THEY TOOK MY YELLOW TEXT--)
Crush
(darkskinredsontruthertilIdie)
You so happened to slip up one day when Redson heard it the first time around, immediately trying to hide it right after
He didn't think much of it, not in the way you'd think at least
He always associated it as another irritating staple that he loves so much about you and infuriates him that it is
Like, excuse me
How dare you have the most charming, cute and cheeky laugh he's ever heard?
A peasant like you shouldn't be making his heart soar so much and so easily all the damn time
What the fuck >:(
Redson wouldn't trying to fish for it as much as the others, his pride prevents him
But he does savour the moments you do do it, don't get me wrong
However, when he sees you hide it every time right after, a part of him wants to try and ease your worries. At least, that's what he thinks
"You know... you shouldn't feel like you should hide your laugh."
"For all the annoying little quirks you have, this one is..."
"It's... endearing."
Silence.
Silence...
"Redson? Are you going soft on me?"
"NO! No- Do not-"
"D'awwww, you care!!"
"Redson cares for me!!"
"Know what?! Forget I said anything."
Cue the laughter, only this time with a bit more snorting given his reassurance in his own special, Redson way
In your fits of laughter, you miss a small smile growing on the demon prince's lips
In all your teasing, it's worth it to see you like this
Crush
Wukong has a tendency to be cheeky to the tenth degree and then some
So trust and believe he already knows
And he REVELS in it
He likes the sound of your laugh in general, so the fact he manages to get you laughing so much that you start snorting makes his heart do flips
He doesn't like that you try to hide it, but he'd be the last person to talk about not hiding something you're self conscious about
Given the whole shared headcanon of glamour, it becomes pot and kettle
Has that ever stopped him tho?
No
So why would it now?
He tries to get you to feel more comfortable with your laugh because he finds it very important to him
Is it another reason amongst a sea on why he loves you?
Yeah
Will he admit it?
No-
Well?
Not now-
Ahem
Anyways, when he hears your genuine laughter, he's shining like the sun and absolutely BEAMING with joy and whines when you hide it
"NONONO, don't hide it! I love your laugh!"
"Don't hide it please :("
Pulls out the big guns (puppy dog eyes) just to make you agree
"Fine"
Happy Monkey <3
Of course, he genuinely does try to make sure you're comfortable about it and reassures you in his own Monkey King way, so don't be too worried.
S/O
Like Wukong, Macaque is the last person to tell you not to hide something, the scoundrel
Motherfucker is hiding EVERYTHING
Smoke and Mirrors the characterâ˘
But, that has never stopped him before
With that established, given how all doom and gloom this brooding monkey is, he finds solace in your laughter, and he's picked up on your snorting even when you try to hide it
He hears all
But, unlike the others, he won't push you or try to convince you to reveal something you don't feel like revealing
He would know how that feels personally
And if Macaque is anything at all, he's self aware. enough
He'll let you get comfortable laughing in front of him to your fullest at your own time, while giving you quiet reassurance now and again
Once you're sure he won't judge you for it and you're fully comfortable, your laughter makes him the warmest he's felt in so long
Who would've thought? The Six-Eared Macaque has a heart!/j
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polarity | 06 yandere!jungkook au ( sneak peak )
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A/N : I decided to post this little sneak tonight since you guys have been waiting so so long. This is not edited yet so please excuse any grammar errors. Thank youđ :)
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âNo secrets? I-I know what you did.â You accused in between sobs, your hands planted firmly on the floor as you shifted your body weight towards your right leg that left you in an awkward sitting position. It was hard to ignore the chills running down your entire body, your mind struggled to focus on what you wanted to scream at him.
He turned his head to look down at you. His penetrating gaze meeting yours at last.
âI know that you were the one that made my professor accuse me of plagiarism.â You said after another intake of breath. â You did it, didnât you? You blackmailed him! Just like you did to me. Just like you do to everyone in order to get your way. I donât know with what but you did.â
He was silent. Just quietly looking at you.
Your short breaths only quickened, the horrible feeling coming in waves, stopping then gaining more force. You felt like you were stuck in a mid fall. It felt like years passed before Jungkook slowly made his way over to you, your eyes traced over the slight twitch of his fingers and cubic steel bracelet around his wrist. He bent down to your level and you felt his fingers lifting your chin up at him. You knew he could feel you shaking because he angled your face towards him again when you tried to look off to the side, his set gaze halting your rapid eye movements.
âSeems like a little birdie has been talking.â He whispered to you, he almost sounded disappointed. âThat just wonât do, baby.â
You felt the sudden urge to slap him but you went to push him away instead. He caught your arms before you could do so, pushing them towards his chest and pulling your whole body closer to him. His actions were rough and careless. An indicator of just how much youâve pissed him off this time. You could feel your teeth chattering now, your panic attack reaching its peak as you felt your vision blur. It was as if someone had poured a bucket of ice all over you except you wished someone actually had just to rid you of this feeling.
âYou know sheâs right, you know Iâm right. Thatâs why youâre so upset.â You went on as you squirmed in his hold.
âHow easily youâve forgotten what sheâs done to you. Is it that easy to fool you, baby? Does that bitch really have such a tight hold on you still that you that you accept her words as truth without question?â He sounded a parent scolding a small foolish child over taking sweets from a stranger.
He was wrong. Your once all-consuming love for Eunji had turned into a grudge that you couldnât shake off. She mightâve been a horrible friend but why would she lie about something like that? It seemed too specific. It seemed like she knew more than she was willing to admit and for some reason that only angered you more. She knew more yet she had given you crumbs in return. Was that the plan all along or was she making you a victim of her selfish bitterness again? Even after everything, it was hard for you to believe she hated you that much.
Because you had seen it. You had seen a fragment of sincerity in her eyes earlier. A small piece of pity, no matter how fleeing.
âAsk your little boyfriend what he was doing walking into Professor Clarkâs classroom a few weeks ago.â
You swore you had heard it in her voice too. As if she had been doing you one last favor. Granting you one last bit of kindness for all those years spent together being thrown away. But the more you ponder over it, the more Jungkookâs planted seed of doubt began to grow its roots. Had you only seen what you had hoped to?
âYou accuse me of lying to you over some gossip your little fake friend filled your head with? It didnât take long for you to go running back into her arms, did it? Where is your pride?â The disgust in his voice would be hard to fake and you had to look away from the sheer sincerity in it.
âI didnât run back to her! I wanted answers and-"
âAnd did you find them?â He cut you off, eyes searching your face like something in it had already granted him the answer. âNo, of course you didnât baby. You let her have the last laugh again.â
Again.
âHow would she know to make that connection and why would she lie about her seeing you walk into our professorâs classroom weeks ago.â You hissed back at him eagerly grasping to take control of the conversation that he had so easily overpowered in seconds.
God, you really couldnât breath.
âDo you hear yourself? Youâre asking me why a girl that has been jealous and spiteful towards you for years would try and scheme against you for sleeping with her ex-boyfriend! â Jungkook sneered back and you flinched at the sudden raise of volume in his voice.
âLying comes as easily as breathing to some. Havenât you learned that by now? You really are more naive than I thought if you have yet to realize how unkind this world is and how often people like you get trampled over.â
You let out another quivering sob, growing more and more upset by his words. You might be naive but you werenât that naive to not realize that he wasnât the one who should be saying this to you. Him of all people. It felt like a stab in the chest. Jungkook lets go of your arms and brings them to cradle your face in his hands instead. His thumbs wiping away your never ending tears. His action is meant to be gentle but his grip is so tight that you feel his nails digging slightly into your skin.
âIâve only ever tried to protect you, baby. Protect you from her and from yourself.â His hot breath sent waves of shock through you, you felt his lips lightly graze your own. âHow many times must I save you from her? And from everyone who has ill intentions towards you before you realize itâs only ever going to be me.â
He lifted one hand from your cheek to carress your hair, those glossy doe eyes pulling you in and tugging at the invisible strings on your limbs and heart.
âHow many times must I prove my love to you?â
This wasnât love. It couldnât be.
It felt like something much stronger. Much too different. Your love for Eunji had never felt this overwhelming. It never felt like you were being lulled to a perfect sleep, just to be suddenly plunged into a free fall. This didnât feel anything like a secret held close to your chest, your heart skipping a beat everytime you used to see her even when youâd already seen her three times before that day. How giddy you felt at her accidental touches. How much you seemed to please her and never wanted to see her in pain. How easily it came to you to want to fix all her minor inconveniences.
No, this felt nothing like that. It wasnât a secret. It didnât allow itself to be. It was too loud. Too ugly. Whatever you had felt for Eunji, it felt five times more heightened with Jungkook. His presence felt like too much yet like there was never enough of it to actually violate you. It fit you in a way you were so frightened to admit. He had taken a piece of you that you never agreed on giving him. Yet it was that very foreign feeling that had you craving him in moments you shouldnât have. In nearly all hours of a day. You were frightened at what you had been feeling these past two weeks sharing his space. Completely terrified at what he had managed to make you feel for him in such little time .
Even now, he felt so familiar yet so untouchable.
âThis isnât love.â You replied back in a broken whisper. It was mistake and you realized it quickly but it was too late to take it back. You blamed your overly emotional state for the thoughtless response.
A few beats of silence passed with only your uneven breaths filling the room. Jungkook continued to caress your hair before the corners of his lips twitched. An almost sad small appearing on them.
âFine.â Another few beats of silence. The heavy air lingered.
You licked your dry lips as he retrieved his hand completely from you. Your eyes tracked the movement before they landed on the unreadable look on his face.
â If you think Iâm such a monster, I promise I will show you how easily I can make that come true for you. â He stated lowly, dark eyes taking in your features again. âAnd it will make everything else Iâve done pale in comparison.â
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A HELPING HAND
sirius black x reader, 1500 words
summary: if thereâs one thing you know, itâs to always trust Professor McGonagallâs advice.
c/w: nerd-ish reader who gets in detention, friends to lovers, confession of love. Mentions of insecurities, but nothing too intense.
a/n: rest in piece to the darling dame maggie smith. I hope I did her and her wonderful character justice, I just wanted to appreciate her in the best way I knew how <3Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
Youâve always been a good student. You study hard, get good grades and never get in trouble, sometimes even getting made fun of by nasty students for being a nerd. Sirius never made fun of you though, he was always so sweet when you cancelled on him to study for a particularly hard test or ignore him because your too engrossed in writing your essay.
But why does that even matter now? Your strides through the stone hallway break your thoughts, internally cursing yourself for even slightly letting your mind drift from the problem at hand. You got a detention!
Well, not exactly a detention, but itâs as close as youâll ever get. Your grades have been dropping below your usual impossibly high standards, and now the headmistress has asked to meet with you to discuss your current predicament. Unlike your Black family counterpart, you pride yourself on academic appearances, especially when it comes to higher up authorities like Professor McGonagall.
You knock on the hard wood door three times, the wood rumbling as it opens almost immediately. Before you sits this aforementioned professor, enveloped by a thick leather armchair and adorned in expensive jewellery. Truthfully, you aspire to be like her someday. Commanding and treacherous, yet simultaneously kind and beautiful. Her emerald broach shimmers in the sunlight pouring into her tiny study, and her slick back bun has a few curled whisps falling out. You wonder how she always gets her hair to sit so nice, and how long that must take every morning.
âGood afternoon Miss McGonagall.â You nervously state, quickly walking in and sitting primly in an armchair. She simply nods, going back to whatever letter she is writing with a soft smile. âI presume you know why I called you in today?â âOf course. And Iâm very sorry Iâve fallen behind on my schoolwork professor. I promise I will get that transfiguration parchment to you once my defence against the dark arts test is done, and Iâve been studying tirelessly to get my scores to a more appropriate level, I promise.â
Despite the worry evident on your voice, she merely chuckles, acting as if you made a joke. You didnât make a joke though, so you furrow your brow in concern. Did you say something wrong?
âNo my dear. I was just calling you in to ask about your handwriting.â âMy-? Oh yes, apologies for the messiness on my last assignment. I was in a bit of a rush, so I think some of my mâs turned into nâs.â Once again she laughs, this time straight from her belly, her head thrown back. You canât help but feel your face burn up in embarrassment. âMessiness? Why I never! No darling, I meant to ask how itâs so neat! You see, Iâve been attempting to do those same loops you do on capitals, but Iâm afraid I canât replicate it!â
She slides over to you the parchment she was writing on, revealing random sentences repeated in order to practice replicating your font. Truthfully they are quite shaky, but you wouldnât admit it to her face anytime soon. âDo you mind writing a few sentences for me? Maybe even casting piertotum locomotor on them so I canât watch it back would be helpful!â You bashfully fulfill your task, writing some simple words on the page in swirling calligraphy. As you do this, your professor casually talks to you.
âI must say though, you were never much of the type to rush projects. What had you in such a hurry?â
âNothing really, just a trip to Hogsmeade with Sirius Black.â
âSounds lovely.â
âOh yes, it really was. Sirius wanted to go into town because he ordered a record from the post office that was due to arrive. It was some muggle band, I think it was called The Beatles? He said they are quite popular, and I see why. The singer is dreamy! He played it for me when we got back to school, and he gave me some of his Bertyâs Botts Beans. He knows I love them you see, and he always tries to inspect them before he hands them to me so I donât get the bad ones. Sometimes he gets it wrong, and I have to suffer anyways. But IâŚâ You eventually realise just how much you have been rambling, as the page is suddenly filled with words you didnât remember writing and you need to take a deep breath to rid of your light headedness. âYes, I thought it was nice.â You finish up, not wanting to bore her with your story of a typical day out. But she honestly seems quite intrigued, looking at you with a peculiar arched eyebrow.
âYou and that Black boy make a strange pair. A good one at that though.â You chuckle along with her, reminiscing on your differences that complement each other perfectly. âMany do say that. Heâs a good friend to me.â
âFriend?â She mirrors, an almost offended tone on her voice. She takes the page away from you and blows on it as to help to ink dry, before placing it in a draw of her desk. âI donât know why, but I always thought you two were together. Never mind me, Iâm a silly old lass now.â Usually you are completely and utterly respectful no matter what is thrown at you, but something in her statement sets off a spark in which you immediately regret. âNo! no no no no no. Sirius and I would never! I mean, have you seen how he- no, it would never work.â
Professor McGonagall looks at you in a way that can only be described as utter disbelief, and a tiny hint of disappointment before she speaks. âIf you say so. But I have to say, I was just like you back in my day. So naĂŻveâŚâ She sighs, looking blissfully off. âYou knowâŚâ She twists to face you, a smirk causing her features to almost become young once more. âWhen I was your age, maybe a little younger I liked a guy. Now donât tell anyone I told you this but⌠He was a real dashing man. So proper and smart, but he really knew how to dance when the jukebox started!â
Suddenly you feel like Minerva McGonagallâs best friend, gossiping about your childhoods now those days are long gone. Never would you have expected to see this side of her, but you cannot complain when you see that energetic sparkle in her eye.
âAnd I believe he like me back. When I was tired he would carry me up to my common room, and and would tuck me in real nice and tight. But I never went any further. I was too nervous. So he started dating my friend, and five years later they got married! I hate to admit it but sometimes I wonder how things wouldâve turned out. You donât have to listen to an out of touch woman like me, but you know I have your best interest at heart.â
It takes you a good minute to properly process her words, repeating them in your head and wondering how she could be so right. No one, not even any of your closest friends have ever realised your concealed feelings, the only being hearing them is your little diary under the moonlight, which knows they will never come true. But here is your teacher, completely demolishing your tiny sense of secrecy and legitimising every worry youâve ever had. When he kisses some random girl at a party you worry it will last between them, when you canât find him in his usual spots you worry heâs abandoned you and when you look in the mirror you see merely a friend, someone who will never amount to him. But maybe you could. Maybe there is some universe where he feels the same, and you are lucky enough to be in that universe right now. After all, there always is a chance. Â Â
âGo and get him.â She orders, staring into your soul with her blue eyes. You nod, tears fighting to leave your eyes as the weight of emotion takes over you. You stand up, thanking her breathlessly before running out.
Professor McGonagall knows that she did the right thing, judging by the conversation she had with Sirius about the same subject just the other day. Â Â
#sirius black x reader#marauders#marauders x reader#sirius black#sirius orion black#sirius x reader#the marauders#hp marauders#babybatss blog#maggie smith#minerva mcgonagall#professor mcgonagall#minnie mcgonagall#headmistress mcgonagall#harry potter
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Hi! Can i ask some quick enemies to lovers with Jason Todd? Which is not much "enemies" but two prideful people that won't admit they have feelings for each other and they like... have similar personalities. It can be sfw or nsfw, it's up to you <3
Byee, thanks.
(Maybe reader also being a vigilante too hehe)
a/n: thank you for this amazing request. I was about to have so much fun with this!!! (also kinda left it open so if there is a desire for part two, just leave me a message!! <3)
It doesn't hit either of you like a brick wall or a train like it should. No. Because why would it? Love doesn't hit you over the head in the middle of the night. It happens slowly.
It happens when Oliver asks you to cut home early because you almost missed a step and went over the rooftop of a building. Which you deny but you know it happened because Oliver is never really one to say 'go home'. So you take his orders. Oliver shakes his head as he watches you go. Ever since he told you that some of the team from Gotham was coming to Star City to help a case you've ben off your game.
It happens when Jason doesn't see the trip wire. Dick has about seven seconds to clear the room and drag Jason with him. The two of them get safely away from the loud bomb. Bruce is talking over the comms, asking if everything is alright. Jason grumbles out some sort of response. Dick knows he's not on his A-game because he's part of the crew going to Star City, where you operate.
It happens when you come face to face with Red hood after not seeing him for a few months. The last time you saw him he saved you from a round of gunfire. You couldn't figure out if he saved you because it was the right thing to do or for some other reason.
It happens when the two of you have to guard a safe house for a couple of hours. There is nothing to do. It's mindless boredom. It's endless. It's so boring and Red doesn't make it easier because he doesn't try to converse with you either. You try to make small talk but he seems to talk in grunts or just silence.
It happens when the mission goes wrong. The informant is nipped on someone else's patrol. You and Red are called in to figure out who did it and to track their every move. You spend about eight hours by his side and say about ten words to him.
It happens when you two find the culprit and are faced with a difficult decision. Take justice into your own hands or hand them over to the Oliver and Bruce. Red leaves it up to you.
And for some odd reason, that's when you realize it. At that moment it dawns on you. Like the final crumb of sand falling in a hourglass. You like Red. You like him even if he doesn't speak a word to you, or if you fail and fumble in front of him.
You try your best to keep it to yourself.
But it's hard to do that when he seems, different.
After that night when he left the choice up to you, he seems to be another version of himself. A version you didn't know existed. He greets you, he tries to make small talk, and he gives you compliments and praise.
Oliver and Bruce notice it too. They keep their smiles and shit eating grins to themselves. Honestly the two of them honestly make this a thing amongst themselves. Who can get the ball rolling first?
Bruce asks Jason about it one night after patrol. To which Jason replies with a stern 'no' and nothing else. Oliver asks you when he takes you out for lunch and you also tell him a simple 'no' and move on.
It keeps happening like this. Red does something that makes you think maybe, sort of, possibly. But you don't take that step. And Red goes through the same thing about you. And talks himself out of telling you anything.
One day though, it does come to an end.
You're in an alley in Gotham. You're not on a mission. You're just a civilian in this situation. A civilian who wants to take an alleyway cut instead of walking two blocks. It's safe to say that when you get held up at gun point you regret not walking those two simple blocks.
What goes down, goes down fast. You manage to get the jump on two of the scumbags. But one of them does have a gun. They aim it right at you and the shot should hit you but it doesn't. It doesn't because of someone.
Red hood stands between you and the gun. The bullet flies off his patted amor chest. You watch as all the guys in the alleyway scurry like rats. You're left there, wide eyed and shocked.
Red Hood turns to you and offers you a hand up. You take it, and try to think of something to say. Anything. A thank you. A sorry. Something that should leave your mouth. But all you can think about is how he's saved your life again.
And that's the word you say. 'again'
It catches him off guard. So much so that he takes a step back. You think you might've said the wrong thing. But then again, you think to yourself that he won't really know what you're talking about. You're seeing him as a civilian. He's never seen you as a civilian. He doesn't know who you are.
But he could now.
He could now.
#dc x reader#dc imagine#dc blurbs#Jason todd x reader#Jason todd blurb#Jason todd imagine#dc#Jason todd
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TFA Characters' Toxic Traits
Me with another TFA headcanon set? Who would've guessed. Got the inspiration for this one after realizing I'd done it with MysMes but not with Transformers. Enjoy!
Optimus Prime: Shoulders every single burden all by himself. Will not ask for help and open up to others when needed, even though not doing so ends up negatively impacting everyone more in the end than asking for help would've.
Bumblebee: Toxic positivity- enough said. You vent to him and he's like "oh but you have so much to be happy about!".
Bulkhead: Will not take sides in any conflict of his own accord even if he knows that one side is "right" if he fears it will upset any of his friends. Passively steps out of conflicts even when he's needed, unless it's an absolute emergency.
Ratchet: Refuses to open up about trauma that he has even though it affects the way he acts and negatively impacts the people around him, who are very confused as to why he acts the way he does.
Prowl: Has an ungodly superiority complex, tends to think he's better or smarter than others (even when he's not), though he's trying to work on that.
Sentinel Prime: I think we saw in the show, but he's very prideful and will never admit that he's wrong in any situation. Also terrible at offering genuine apologies- more of a sarcastic "I'm sorry you feel that way" than a genuine "I'm sorry I did (x)" kind of guy.
Jazz: Gets uncomfortable when things get too serious to the point that if people try to open up to him about something deep, he will change the subject or deflect them 90% of the time.
Ultra Magnus: Too by the book. Will do things that he doesn't believe in or ignore wrong doings for the sake of legality.
Megatron: Very selfish and very charming, which is a bad combo. Similar to Starscream, he will be nice to your face if needed and then screw you over in the end as long as it benefits him.
Starscream: So many, but the worst one is lying to people's face and then talking shit behind their backs or doing them wrong for his own benefit.
Blitzwing: Depends on which of the three personalities you're dealing with because they all have some pretty over the top toxic traits, but the worst and most prevalent one is that all three of them tend to belittle others to feel better about themselves- especially if their life is going bad or if they're feeling insecure about something in particular.
Lugnut: The Megatron obsession, obviously. It gets to the point that anyone and anything else in his life that should be prioritized get(s) pushed to the side for Megatron's sake when Megatron doesn't value him nearly as much.
Blackarachnia: Very vengeful and obsessive about getting revenge to the point that it's unhealthy. Obviously this is seen in her TFA episodes where she wants revenge on Optimus/Sentinel for what happened when they were in school- but those emotions are over a huge tragedy that happened in her life and are almost understandable. This toxic trait also applies to, say, someone who accidentally shoulder checked her or took her lunch from the staff fridge. If you wrong her in the slightest, she will make sure she has revenge, even if it was a genuine mistake.
Lockdown: Can't handle commitment. He's not scared of it, just not emotionally mature enough. Whether it be a job, a friendship, a romantic relationship, or whatever else, he won't commit. He doesn't care whose feelings it hurts or if he's passing up on something genuinely good for himself either.
Swindle: Also can't handle commitment, but I'd argue that his worst toxic trait is actually his concern for money. He's terrified of being broke to the point that it consumes his every waking minute. Sure, he enjoys the swindling, but if he misses out on money he panics and he will go to ridiculous lengths to get a good deal or to rip someone off.
#transformers animated#transformer#tfa ratchet#transformers#tfa#optimus prime#tfa optimus prime#ratchet#bumblebee#tfa bumblebee#bulkhead#tfa bulkhead#jazz#tfa jazz#ultra magnus#tfa ultra magnus#sentinel prime#tfa sentinel prime#megatron#tfa megatron#blitzwing#tfa blitzwing#blackarachnia#tfa blackarachnia#lugnut#tfa lugnut#swindle#tfa swindle#lockdown#tfa lockdown
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You are so unbelievably correct about Animated Megashock. They are completely incapable of being normal about each other and it's the best thing ever.
Me every time one of my cool mutuals tells me I have good opinions
Real talk tho, TFA megashock lives in my head rent free. Megatron as a character is so fucking fascinating to me just because it's so hard to read his actual motives, but the clear, constant throughline you can always pick up is a DEEP distrust of everything and everyone around him. Even in the first episode, before Starscream tries to outright kill him, he tells him straight up that he doesn't want him going after the Allspark. He makes a grab for it alone because he just straight up doesn't trust anyone else with that much power. And then Starscream's bomb happens, Megs wakes up as a severed head with half his bits rearranged wrong, and he's on full alert all the fucking time after. He doesn't trust Sumdac, he doesn't trust anyone on Earth, he doesn't even trust his own Decepticons. He thinks LUGNUT of all bots might be out to get him, if only for a moment.
And the thing that's got me pacing around my fuckin room and scratching up the walls, other than pretty much every interaction megs has with shockwave through the whole series, is this one little detail in the Allspark almanac.
God. It's got me fucked UP.
Does Shockwave realize he's the only thing keeping Megatron from a mental breakdown? Does Megatron??? How close are they on a personal level, exactly? Because you don't just get mr. "I'm surrounded by enemies" to admit that on no uncertain terms in front of Primus and everyone unless he MEANS it, and he's PROUD of it.
That is the one bot he can depend on for certain. Shockwave is his stability, his rock, as reliable as the cannon on his arm (god the juiciness of their weapons being so similar too. Fuck. Just marry each other already). He is the trusty weapon he knows he can conquer with. And that's the closest thing to love Megatron would ever let himself feel.
I like to think Shockwave knows hes a weapon in the eyes of his leader and he wouldn't have it any other way. And a lot of that probably comes from how warframes were treated by the autobots before the whole Decepticon movement kicked up. They were assembled with the intent to be killers. Created to be powerful and terrible, treated as living weapons from the moment they came into existence, and hated for it.
To shockwave, Megatron treating him as a weapon is likely what he's come to expect. It's what EVERY warframe expects. But Megatron doesn't treat him as something dreadful for it. He doesn't look at him with disgust or fear or contempt when he carries out the exact destruction he's told to. He looks at him with pride. With a pleased smile. He's met with praise and tenderness. And after such a long time of being made to fight and destroy, only to be treated like garbage, it's probably pure euphoria to be told he's doing a good job at what he was created for.
He will never be good in the eyes of the autobots that made him to be destructive. He'll never be anything other than terrifying. But to Megatron, he's good enough. With Megatron, there's a right answer. With Megatron, he's okay with being a weapon because it finally feels right, if only because there's finally someone there to tell him he's done a good job.
They're both so fucked up by the system and their own trauma that they don't really know how to love each other in a way that's normal or healthy but that will not stop them from trying to love anyway.
#megatron#shockwave#not polls#tfa#megashock#doodles from lord megatron#im not fully sure why im still leaning into the bit of this blog being run by tfp megatron#but that first pic is arguably one of the funniest images ive ever created#but yeah god. fuck. them.#i cant believe they invented toxic yaoi in 2008#megatron's bookmark
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hiiii <3 could you do a jealous svt pls <333 love your writing it's so cute :')
jealous seventeen Ë✠・Ë
a/n: i hope i did this request justice! (also these got hella long omg)
seungcheol:
â whines and pouts, you can't escape them
â not super serious but he will let you know
â "he kept fawning over you, who does that guy think he is!" he tells you as you both enter your apartment, "like i was right there and he really had no shame!"
â "y/n, never talk to him again, he doesn't even deserve a glance" he tells you (only half serious, he'd never actually try to control who you talked to)
â literally just kiss him mid complaint and it'll resolve 98% of his issue
â "'cheol you know you have nothing to worry about, i love you, remember?"
â give him an extra kiss on the cheek and this gets him to maybe stop pouting
â insists on being a little closer to you that day
jeonghan:
â no one would be able to tell except for the guy heâs trying to ward off from you
â he prides himself on you have his ultimate trust, of course you could never do anything wrong!
â itâs at a party and he can just sense that this guy is going to try something. he can't let this go on any longer when he sees him slightly lean in to you to try to whisper something in your ear
â heâll do something simple, maybe pushing your hair behind your ear to cup your cheek to make his presence known
â immediately, you turn at the familiar gesture and it only gets better when you smile when you see him, âhi âhannieâ
joshua:
â joshua is kind of perfect in my mind ??? so i firmly believe we have a communication king right here
â you come home from a party and when you both finish washing up he pulls you in for some cuddles, with you resting your head on his chest
â âyou tired?â you asked
â âmm a littleâ he hums
â when you glance up to look at his face you notice heâs a bit deep in thought
â âis there something wrong?â
â âhmm, you didnât do anything wrong, loveâ he begins, âjust something about that guy from earlier.. the one in the blue shirt? something felt off..â
â âwas someone feeling a little jealous?â you chuckled, earning a small chuckle from him too because he feels a little silly over this
â âa bitâ he confirms, hugging you a little tighter
â âweâll itâs a good thing i get to go home with you, isnât it?â you smile, leaning up him a kiss. he murmurs a "that's true" against your lips
jun:
â will remove you from the situation in the most random way possible
â there's someone talking to you a little too close for his liking and he really just walks up to you with his phone in his hand
â "baby, your mom's calling"
â your mom barely calls him so you're very confused, but you politely excuse yourself to take this call
â once he's led you away, you're both looking at each other and he realizes he didn't know what to do when his plan got this far
â "isn't she on the call right now?" you ask, pointing to his phone
â "um, actually no one was calling?" he admits
â you're perplexed and you don't really put two and two together until you both see the person from your earlier conversation walking up to you and jun steers you in another direction
â you're giggling as you're walking away, "junnie were you getting jealous?"
â "hm?" he hums, even raising his eyebrows, "never"
â please massage his temples later for he's been a bit stressed
hoshi:
â he feels a pang in his heart when he gets jealous
â but he also doesnât want to confront you because he does trust you and he knows he really has nothing to worry about
â but he canât help but feel a little territorial and he just wants to let you know how much he wants you
â if youâre at a party heâll wait for you to finish your little conversation. he makes eye contact with you across the room and you see him take a seat somewhere on the side
â when you make your way towards him a couple moments later, he leans into your ear, hot breath tickling you and heightening your senses
â âyou know you look so hot right now?â
â heâs still leaning in when this comment makes you blush. âthat personâs practically drooling, i mean, anyone wouldâ
â a hand comes to your thigh and he places a kiss that just ghosts over the skin of your neck
â âdo you wanna get out of here?â
â youâre nodding immediately-
wonwoo:
â you brought him to a reunion dinner with you and inevitably, old histories get rehashed for fun
â someone brings up how you almost got together with another guy all those years ago and it just so happens that that person is at the dinner too
â âremember when he got y/n flowers!â and everyone chatters in agreement
â frankly wonwoo feels a little sick even if it was only a joke, youâre laughing awkwardly but you do sneak glances at him to check if heâs okay
â âdamn imagine if they did get together all those years ago, they mightâve been married now!â
â his stomach churns even more when that guy looks at you and his stare lingers. ây/n, imagine?â he calls out to you, even from across the table
â at that comment everyoneâs gasping and cheering on weird excitement and wonwoo feels as if heâs getting smaller and smaller
â âguys, câmonâŚâ you start, trying to calm everyone down
â in an attempt to ground himself a little bit he reaches for your hand. his anxiety calms down a bit when you take his one hand in both of yours. it always calms him when you do this
â you turn to him and lean into his ear, âwe can go soon if you feel uncomfortableâ
â he shakes his head, assuring you that heâs fine even if he doesnât feel great. though it does help that you check on him throughout the night even when the conversation changes topic
â on your way home, you walk with your arms linked together. âsorry if they made you uncomfortable earlier,â you told him, âit was such a long time ago, i donât know why they still bring it upâ
â âitâs not your fault so you donât have to be sorryâ he replies, âbut do you wonder if things couldâve been different?â
â heâs surprised when you stop walking to look at him. âi donât wonder about it because iâm happy with you wonuâ
â youâre glad to see his smile, it feels like you havenât seen it all night. âiâm very happy with you tooâ
â this lighter mood lets you two continue your walk home, but maybe you walk a little closer to him
woozi:
â i think heâd be able to reason himself out because he finds himself getting jealous as him being silly
â youâve never given him a reason to feel this way, so why should he start now?
â this leads him to think about all the best parts of you and how he loves you so much he feels like his heart is gonna burst sometimes
â so his moment of jealousy turns into him wanting to do something nice for you
â you come home to jihoon having ordered from your favorite restaurant and even some dessert from your favorite bakery
â you walk over to him to kiss his cheek, âwhatâs all this?â
â ânothing much, just thought you deserved itâ he tells you, returning a kiss to the side of your head
â youâre so smiley over the food and you tell him, âi love you, you knowâ
dokyeom:
â pleads with his eyes but ultimately stays quiet
â he by no means wants to be possessive but the way this barista is talking to you makes his stomach churn
â who is this guy going on about how you're one of their regulars and yadda yadda yadda..
â at first it's dokyeomâs fingers lightly touching your hand, then an arm wraps around your waist as this small talk kills him
â you can feel his gaze as this barista tries to extend the conversation despite the line forming behind you
â when you notice how he looks a little sad you politely tell the barista, "well, i'm so excited that i get to show my boyfriend how good your coffee is! have a nice day!"
â dokyeom perks at hearing you announce him as your boyfriend as the two of you walk to a little booth in the cafe, his hand staying at your waist
â he also chooses to sit next to you at this booth, keeping a hand on your thigh
â "here you need to taste this," you gush, feeding him a small bite of a pastry and doting on him a little bit more than usual
â he eases up a bit when you kiss his cheek. "you know you're my favorite person right," you tell him
â with this, his eyes crinkle when he smiles and he nods, the moment of jealousy he had becomes forgotten
â "and you know you're mine"
mingyu:
â his heart ACHES
â he would never stop you from seeing anyone, completely trusting you, so he just told you a "have fun, baby" on your way out to meet up with an old classmate
â he sees your story as you're out and sees that.. this classmate... is quite attractive... he feels awful for his mind even taking this route
â your story is innocent, pictures of your food, a casual selfie with the caption "reunited after so long!" with your friend's username tagged too
â and so ensues the stalking of this friend's account LMAO
â he doesn't even care if he gets caught stalking this person's story as he taps to view it. to his dismay your friend posted a selfie of the two of you too
â what mingyu immediately notices is the way their arm is around you in the photo, pulling you close as you (cutely) hold up a peace sign with your fingers
â when you come home he welcomes you with a tight hug while simultaneously fighting back the urge to ask you too much about your night
â "you look pretty today, did i tell you that yet?" "thank you, 'gyu" you smiled as you took off your shoes
â when the two of you eventually settle on the couch he tries his very best to be casual with some of his questions
â "so how was it? are they a close friend from before?" part of his jealousy subsided as you snuggled into him, "yeah a bit, we grew up together, it was good to catch up after so long"
â his hand runs up and down your back as he tries to think of how to gently ask a few more questions. he figures he might as well mention it
â "so i tapped on your friend's profile because you tagged them?"
â you raise your eyebrows, "oh yeah?"
â he canât help but bring up the hug, "were you guys the kind of friends that hugged a lot? because that's totally fine-" your chuckle interrupts him
â "would it help you relax if you knew they also had a partner?"
â "oh" he sighs and you could tell a part of him was relieved
â âand we talked about you tooâ you continue
â this makes him curious. âyou did?â
â âyeah i told them iâm so stupidly in love with you that iâd rather the earth crack in half and swallow me if i had to live without youâ
â he laughs, âsure you did-â
â âi did! and i even said how i think about you all the time and how youâre so unbelievably handsome that iâm embarrassingly down badâ-
â itâs his turn to interrupt you with a half tackle of a hug, pulling you so close to him in an embrace so tight that your laugh gets muffled
â âokay i get it, i love you, it was silly to be jealousâ he chuckles
minghao:
â maybe one day he picks you up from work and you greet him with a hug as he waits for you outside of his car. he notices your jacket and wonders if itâs new
â when he hugs you he likes to bury his face in the crook of your neck. to his surprise, he smells a cologne that is definitely not his
â ânew jacket?â he asks casually
â âoh it got cold and my friend had an extra jacket in his lockerâ you explain
â âoh okayâ he replies, but you donât miss the millisecond his eyebrows knit together in thought
â suddenly heâs taking off his thick sweater even if heâs only wearing a shirt underneath. âhere wear this instead itâs probably warmer, itâs wool, see?â
â âhao you only have a shirt on, ďżźďżźyouâll get cold thenâ
â âno itâs okayâ he assures you âi donât get cold but you do, hereâ NDYDYDHDH
â before you can protest any further, heâs sliding your friendâs jacket off your shoulders and slipping the opening of his (admittedly warmer) sweater over your head
â âbetter right?â he asks as he folds your friendâs jacket up neatly
â âyeahâ you agree, hugging yourself with his sleeves that are too long for you, âstill has your warmth tooâ
â âexactlyâ he smiles, patting your head. he always loves seeing you in his clothes, thereâs no reason for you to need anyone elseâs :)
seungkwan:
â so maybe you gave mingyu a casual compliment because bros been getting beefy and you know he puts a lot of work into it
â "wow going to the gym is paying off, huh?"
â seungkwan overhears this and gives the most obvious and unabashed side eye LOL
â when you try to get him to stop pouting later on heâs (still gently) batting you away and removing your hand from him and flicking it NSYSH
â you're asking him for a favor he won't help you
â âuh huh, why are you coming to me now? iâm sure mingyu can open that bottle for you with his big beefy arms!â
â "but i want you!" you insist and for a second his act drops because he likes it when you tell him you like him
â he tuts anyway but he can't resist you (he loves making your life easier)
â "i can start working out my arms too, you know" he tells you
â you chuckle, shaking your head, "i mean, i'd root for you in anything you choose to do, but just so you know, i love my talented, pretty, athletic, kind- did i say handsome yet? handsome- package deal of a boyfriend"
â he's blushing now, you got him hehe
vernon:
â you would almost miss it if you didnât recognize the subtle difference in his mannerisms
â heâs not super big on pda and you're fine with that, so you do notice when his hand doesnât exactly know where to rest
â first itâs lightly on the small of your back, then itâs around your waist, then itâs back to your back
â heâs so quiet but you can tell heâs thinking about something in the way his gaze is a little in the distance
â vernon was originally part of this conversation with this other person but he does notice how theyâre only focusing on you, leaning into you, and laughing a little too hard at your jokes
â when you hear a forced laugh come out of him you definitely know heâs feeling off
â his jealous thoughts only subside when you take his anxious hand and rest it on your hip and you take a step to put your body flush against his. no one could doubt that youâre a couple
â later on, his hand still hasnât left you and you notice that this is new. kiss his jaw to ease him a bit, a silent message of you have nothing to worry about
dino:
â he hears you gasp when as your scrolling on your phone
â heâs feeling just a little nosy so he peeks over at your phone only to see some other shirtless idol and he is BETRAYED LMAO
â âbaby you have the future of kpop right next to youâ he whines
â you laugh, closing your phone to to cup his cheeks, âof course, and heâs definitely the hottestďżźďżźâ
â he rolls his eyes jokingly and you think it ends here
â ohoho the next morning youâre surprised to walk into your kitchen to see your boyfriend shirtless with his pajamas hanging dangerously low on his hips, abs very prominent in the gentle morning light
â you canât help but walk over to rest your hands on his hips
â âwhy are you naked so early in the morningâŚ?â
â âwhat do you mean? i always walk around the house like thisâ (no he doesnât) (heâs also definitely flexing right now)
â âuh huh, you know you canât do this, right?â you tell him, tilting your head to the side
â heâs feeling a little bold, so he leans in so his face is inches from yours. âand why not?â
â âbecause iâd never get anything doneâ is the last thing you say before youâre taking his hand and pulling him back to your bedroom and pushing him onto your bed-
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WHEN THE BROTHERS MEET MCâS EX
Itâs a fact that youâve had a previous relationship before you went to Devildom, but due to the nature of the circumstances it didnât end so well. You never told any of the brothers what really happened until now, so how will they react with this newfound information? Especially when they end up bumping into your ex?
The ex became crazier than I ORIGINALLY intended when I wrote for some of the brothers to make the scenarios unique from each other⌠that also means some of the break ups and behaviors of the ex are different for each brother⌠forgive me âT-T !!!
Has some implied abuse but not outright said. Also some mentions of cheating (but not for the brothers dear god). Pls skip if it's not your cup of tea!! As always, thank you for reading.
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Lucifer
He knows about the fact you had a previous lover before, but it was not in his nature to pry. Hearing Asmo wonder out loud âarenât you a little curious what happened in their previous relationship though?â Lucifer doesnât want to admit that he does want to know. But itâs your story to tell after all.
Lucifer is confident in his looks and how he presents himself. Heâs well-mannered, heâs intelligent, and heâs the Avatar of Pride so what could you have seen in anyone other thanâ okay, maybe Lucifer may be too curious for his own good. But his Pride would not allow him to be vocal about it.Â
There was a time that you came home from RAD seemingly upset and shaken up. He helps you relax enough until you are calm enough to at least tell him what was wrong. You tell him that your ex has been bothering you lately, trying to get your attention for god knows what reason.Â
This opens up the conversation Lucifer was waiting for, but itâs not exactly what he was expecting. You told him how you had to break the relationship because your ex became too manipulative and nitpicked every single thing that you did. It became too toxic.
Hearing this made Lucifer think back to all his actions towards his brothers and to you, where he demands everything to the last detail. He never wanted you to feel suffocated around him, he didnât want to seem too controlling.
The last thing Lucifer wants for himself to remind you of your ex. He wants to practice healthy communications with you, where you can give him a sign if heâs getting too much or something is starting to trigger you. Your comfort is more important right now, and heâd hate to be the cause of your tears.Â
Heâs tempted to go through your profile case to find the name of your ex and hunt him down personally. Maybe chain him up in the dungeons for days to be Luciferâs new stress relief outlet until they beg for mercy. But he wonât because itâs your personal life and he doesnât want to interfere.
When you two bump into your ex while you were out together, his eyes narrowed at the sight of this pathetic human that made his precious MCâs life awful. âI want to show them what living hell really feels like⌠I want to break them in all aspects possibleâŚâ Is a thought running rampant in his mind.Â
He brings you close to him, an arm holding your waist as he turns to your ex âNo matter the reason, it will not excuse interrupting our leisure time. Your previous transgressions already warrant a punishment. Now run home, while you still can.â He says, a voice so commanding yet foreboding. The dark aura looming around the skies is already a death threat in itself. Your ex is leaving without another word.
The skies cleared and Lucifer turned to you with a soft look, before pressing a kiss on your forehead. He checks if you felt shaken up from the experience and if you were, heâll hold you close as you both go home while he whispers soothing words by your ear.
Heâll treat you like royalty, basically in second place after Asmo when it comes to pampering you. Lucifer wants to do everything to make you forget that scary experience and if you let him, heâll personally handle all affairs regarding your ex.
âMC⌠please believe me when I say that youâre precious. You should never have to go through something like that again, Iâll make sure youâre always safe and happy everydayâ He says, placing a kiss on your hand and cheek before pulling you in for an embrace.
After that incident, he makes sure your ex has no way of contacting you ever again for whatever reason. If only he could, he wouldâve locked the bastard in the castle dungeons and performed any punishment he saw fit. Heâll eliminate anything and anyone that causes you pain or distress.Â
Your ex better watch their back soon. Because itâs always as if the shadows are moving despite nothing being there. Thereâs always an extra pair of footsteps that can be heard even though theyâre alone when walking home. Red eyes glaring at them from the distance before disappearing in a blink. The paranoia that something is watching them would drive them crazy, but the real miracle is if theyâd ever make it home without a scratch.Â
Mammon
Mammon didnât take it well when he learned that there was someone else before him that won your heart. Heâs supposed to be your first in everything after all! So he may have been a little bit pouty but it didnât take much to cheer him up again. Just a little bit of affection got him back on his feet.Â
He was curious to know who this someone mustâve been to win your affections before the Great Mammon himself, because it was only fair to assume there mustâve been something special about this person right?Â
He was quite insistent on it but he respects it when you want to keep it to yourself. Mammon was quite tempted to go through Luciferâs office to perhaps look at your file, but he doesnât want to upset you if you found out his attempts to learn more about your personal life behind your back.Â
One day he finds you looking pretty upset and as much as you try to hide it, Mammon knows you the best out of all the brothers so heâs not letting you off the hook until you tell him whatâs wrong. He needs to know so he can think of how to cheer you up.
You eventually give in and tell him that your ex has been bothering you lately. You told Mammon about how your ex practically ran off with some of your things, ditching you in the dust. Now theyâre back but you donât want anything to do with them, because youâre sure theyâre just going to take from you again if you give them a chance to hear them out.
Mammonâs thoughts went a thousand miles per second as you told your story. First, he canât believe for a second that he envied this asshole! Second, he started to feel the worry that his poor behavior might make you remember your ex.Â
He holds you close and tries his best to reassure you that he wonât let your ex even get away with a single dime from you. âIf they try to even look at ya Iâm gonna have to start charginâ a fee! They canât touch the valuables yknow?â And that was enough to cheer you up, even a little.
Mammon is practically glued to you everywhere you go just to make sure youâre doing okay. If you thought he was overprotective before, prepare to be proven wrong. On times that Mammon isnât with you, thereâs always a crow circling around the area around you instead.Â
Mammon is extra vigilant of your things after he learned what happened. No one is ever stealing from you again because your treasure is his treasure now. At some point he tried to pick a fight with a classmate that just wanted to borrow your eraser⌠his heart is in the right place though!
When you two bump into your ex, Mammon gets the first word in the conversation. âListen here ya piece of shit, if you ever think of bothering my MC again you better start sleeping with one eye open. Thereâs gonna be a bounty on your head when I'm through with you.â You practically had to hold him back from hitting your ex personally and causing a scene.
When your ex tries to butt in and talk to you, Mammon blocks you from their view âLost your chance buddy, now go and scram unless you wanna gamble how many teeth will be left of ya once weâre done.â If anyone knows one thing, itâs to not accept a bet made by Mammon himself. Thereâs not a gamble he made that he didnât win.Â
As soon as they left, Mammon grabs your hand and leads you away as if you both are on the run. âCome on! Before that loser changes their mind, letâs high tail outta here!â He says with a flashy grin.Â
Mammon spends the day trying to make you smile again. âDonât worry about spending a dime, i snagged us some spare changeâ He says, holding up the wallet he stole from your ex during that confrontation. In his defense, if your ex stole from you then he might as well get even, right?Â
Heâs definitely not through with your ex now that heâs seen their face. With enough determination and patience from the fourth born, Mammon learned a specific curse for your ex. Now every time theyâd need money for something, their wallet would always run short on cash. Thereâs never going to be enough money, but for some reason they always want more. Well, thatâs the Avatar of Greed for you.Â
Where does the money go? To Mammonâs pocket of course! Satan was wary of encouraging this bad habit of his brother by letting him have more money but after learning who this victim is? Say no more. Thatâll show em to never steal from his human ever again.Â
Levi
It didnât sit well with Levi that you used to date someone else before. The idea that you gave your heart away to another person before Levi fills him with this twang of jealousy. Though heâs the Avatar of Envy so thatâs to be expected.Â
He doesnât want to admit that in front of you though, so sometimes he starts talking to his goldfish to cope with it. Levi gets nervous and wonders what could have possibly happened in your previous relationship that made you end it. Heâs scared that maybe heâs worse off than your ex or does the same thing. What if heâs already deep waters without realizing?!
It takes a while for him to build up the courage to ask you about it without his envy or anxiety getting in the way of making himself upset and backing out. He wants to know more about you after all, and that includes this.Â
You talk about our old ex and how they were terrible to you. You found out that your ex cheated on you and it really did a number on your self-esteem, but you were better at masking that than Levi.
Levi felt awful for making you remember these memories, but at the same time heâs also pissed. How could anyone decide that you werenât enough to the point theyâd replace you? The idea of it is repulsive. He doesnât even feel like he deserves you himself! Yet your ex had the chance to cherish someone as amazing as you and threw it all away.Â
Heâd wrap his arms and legs around you, feeling himself about to cry just thinking about how painful that mustâve been. âI-i donât even know what to say but⌠Iâd never hurt you like that. Iâm sorry MCâŚâÂ
His empathy for you is enough to cheer you up and Levi spends the rest of the night trying to make you forget about your ex by letting you pick the games or shows to watch in his room. Though a part of him wants to go through the web and look for the bastard.Â
Levi may be an anxious sweetheart, but heâs not the kind that would let someone who made you feel so low just run carefree. Heâs a demon too, you know? so hacking into your exâs online accounts and sabotaging them is not something out of his book. He could freeze their assets if he tried hard enough.
When you two end up running into them, Levi could hardly contain himself. Usually he would be the one cowering behind you whenever there are strangers heâs never met, but this time he put himself in between you two.Â
âEven though I'm just an otaku, at least I could tell when something is rare and valuable. I bet a normie like you canât understand that, seeing how you let go of someone as precious as MC.â Levi hissed, fangs threatening to bare at this scum until your ex finally decides to back off.Â
Levi keeps his eyes narrowed at your ex until they disappear from sight. His glare is enough to convey that if the ex ever tries to turn around and take a step forward, Levi will have to do something about it. Once heâs sure that the ex is shaky out of sight, he finally lets out the breath he never knew he was holding in his lungs before he checks up on you.Â
âI-i know that I'm not the best at a lot of things. Not looks⌠or sports⌠o-or studies. But I want to be someone whoâs worthy of you!â Levi says, determination in his tone despite the constant stuttering.
To an otaku, youâre one of the rarest collectibles Levi has ever had the luxury of having, and he wants to prove that to the world! He wonât allow anyone to see you any less than that. One day heâll make an entire powerpoint and show it off to the entire House of Lamentation titled â100 Reasons Why MC is the Bestâ
Your ex should be careful in entering any sort of body of water, especially the ocean. Who knows? Lotan might be looking for the perfect bite-sized meal soon.Â
Satan
Satan learned your tells whenever you seem to flinch around people raising their voices. It happens a lot in a house full of rowdy brothers, but he sensed it more whenever thereâs a serious fight and youâre around. So he tries to get you out of the mess as quickly as he could.
When you two got closer, you eventually told him about your ex that didnât exactly⌠treat you right. Satan listened to every word, his full attention focused on how hurt you sounded and he doesnât push the topic any further than youâre comfortable with.Â
He lets you share what you only want to share, and he wonât pry on the details on what your ex may have done. With or without your explanation, to him itâs quite obvious what exactly your ex made you go through. âYou donât have to say anything more⌠I heard you loud and clear.â
Despite being Wrath, he tries putting in more self-control because he doesnât want to accidentally scare you off. You even have special permission to use your pact against Satan should his anger go too far. The last thing he wants is to make you feel afraid instead of loved.Â
But that self-control is not extended if he finds any demon hurting you, not even his brotherâs are spared from his wrath (but itâs not like theyâd hurt you on purpose anyways). Heâll make a protective spell that makes any demon who wants to cause you harm feel like theyâve held the hottest hellfire the moment they touch you.Â
Satan was tempted to just go find the bastard himself and make them feel all the pain they made you go through tenfold. Heâs not Wrath for no reason. But he doesnât want to do anything without your discretion, since you trusted him with this broken and vulnerable part of you, then he shouldnât abuse that trust.
On the day that you both bump into your ex, his gentle facade that he keeps up in front of anyone is gone. Molded into a sour expression full of hate. You could practically feel his wrath burning through your pact.Â
âLetâs go MC, this pest is not worth our time.â His words are full of venom as he holds your hand firmly to guide you away from your ex, aggressively bumping his shoulder against them with a force that would have knocked them over. All he wants is to get you out of this situation, fast.Â
When the ex tries to grab you to force you to stay, Satan is already putting you behind him protectively with his hand gripping them by the wrist. He really wants to tear them to ribbons for that but the only reason he doesnât is because youâre here. He doesnât want you to see that part of him.
His fangs are practically bared, ready to bite as he growls âUnless you want to go to bed with the same number of fingers that you woke up with today⌠Donât. Touch. Them.â The hate and anger in his eyes are burning as he stares down at your ex. Â
His threats are as clear as his grip on your exâs wrist starts to get uncomfortably tight, it may leave a bruise as he lets go and that mark hopefully reminds them of his warnings. You watch as your ex scrambles for their life while they still have it.Â
Satan had to take in shaky breaths, wanting to calm down from the heights of his anger. He wished he had an outlet, he wanted to draw blood so badly but he canât let his anger take him too far or youâd have to deal with the aftermath. You need to be taken care of right now, so he does that as soon as heâs collected himself.
âWhen I'm with you, my wrath⌠It feels like it finally has a purpose. I want to use all of it to protect you. I wonât spare a single soul that hurts you, my angelâ Satan promised, placing a kiss on your head as he held you close to his chest.Â
Satan spends the night letting you lie down on his lap as he reads you some romantic poetry, ones that could properly convey how much he loves and cherishes you through words. He would occasionally run his fingers through your hair as he reads through the pages, and heâll keep doing this until you fall asleep by his side. Â
Now that heâs seen what the ex looks like, expect him to ruin their life. He wonât torture them (unless you were open to that suggestion-), but he makes it part of his nightly routine to place a curse on your ex to make their life insufferable. After all, Satan has been looking for a lab rat to test the hexes he wanted to use on Lucifer, and it seems he finally has one at his disposal.Â
Asmo Â
Asmo is very touchy and one thing he loves is a lot of intimacy in all forms. That includes physical. Heâs used to showing these by hugging his brothers, but it made him confused when he didnât get the reaction he wanted when he hugged you from behind.Â
Heâs a master at reading social cues so he immediately knows that youâre not okay. Did he hug you too tightly? Are you hurt somewhere? Asmo would whine and press you for answers normally, but he doesnât this time.Â
Asmo tried to get some gossip, wondering if somethingâs been bothering you lately. He loves how mysterious you can be, but this is the first heâs ever felt this frustrated not knowing enough about you! Not even the brothers knew what was wrong!
Asmo basically caves in one night during his skincare routines with you when he finally asks the question. âLove⌠no matter how much you try to hide it, I can tell somethingâs wrong.â He says with a hush tone as he applies a soft toner on your skin, looking at you with puppy eyes.
Even when heâs incredibly narcissistic, Asmo can be incredibly perceptive out of the brothers. He knows somethingâs bothering you, but he was not prepared to hear the story at all.Â
You told Asmo that your ex has been bothering you lately, trying to get in contact with you constantly no matter how many times you tell them no. You explained that your ex called you several names before in the past and has treated you⌠awfully. You had to endure so much until you escaped that relationship.Â
Asmo is probably crying more than you are at this point, ruining the skincare he carefully applied on himself with his tears. âHow could anyone just⌠treat you that way? Do people not realize how lucky they are to have you?â He says between sobs, asking you for permission first before he hugs you.
Heâs toned down his tackle hugs so heâd scare you less and take things at your pace. Asmo is happy enough to take it slow if it means youâd feel more comfortable with him.Â
Though heâs less forgiving if any demon would look at you the wrong way. Asmo wants everyone to see how youâre the most precious gem in his realm and nothing lower than that. If he hears one bad remark from someone at the club or in school, Asmo will definitely make them squirm under his heel for forgiveness.Â
When you both run into your ex, Asmo eyes them up and down. You know that Asmo doesnât like looking at things he finds disgusting, and he gives off that exact expression when his eyes linger for even a single second in your exâs direction. The judgment is evident in Asmoâs eyes, he didnât even need to speak a single word to make it known.Â
âI must say darling, your tastes really had a glow up now that Iâm looking at that thing. I mean after seeing me, youâd agree, wouldn't you?â He says with his usual playful tone despite being so passive aggressive, subtly trying to lead you away from the ex. Â
When they try to get closer, Asmo quickly shoots them a glare. His golden eyes have this particular glow in them as he speaks in an enchanting voice âWould you be a lad and go back to where you came from? Trash like you should walk back to the nearest dumpster, donât you think so?âÂ
The mischievous grin in his face rivals the Anti-Lucifer league on the chances their pranks are successful as Asmo watches your ex obey under the influence of his hypnotic charms and run off to who knows where.Â
âUgh, I hate hate HATE looking at unsightly things! Did you see how they look?!â Asmo would whine on the way back home, his words judging every single aspect of your ex from the way their hair is fixed to even the slightest speck of dirt on their nails. Heâd complain all the way back home how your ex is the epitome of revolting imperfection compared to himself.Â
âYou have to make it up for me, love. My eyes need to be cleansed! weâre doing a little fashion show in my room so i can stare at your cute little face all day!â There didnât seem to be any room to say no, but you agreed anyways after all that Asmo has done for you today.Â
Heâll spend the entire night trying to show off your good sides, which is all of it. If he can spend an entire trip home downgrading and judging your ex to the bone, Asmo will happily spend the last few hours of the day telling you what makes you so perfect in his eyes.Â
Beel
Beel would be lying if he says he doesnât feel bothered about your ex. Itâs not a matter of you dating someone before, but itâs more of why youâre not telling him anything about your past.Â
Beel wanted to know more about you so he decided to ask Asmo if he had any gossip about you and your life, but to his surprise Asmo didnât know anything. At some point he asked Lucifer if he read anything about it in your profile, but the oldest born just shakes his head and tells him to ask you personally instead.Â
Itâs perfect timing because as soon as he leaves Luciferâs office, he finds you in the hallway and runs up to finally ask you himself. âI just⌠wanted to know more about you MC, even if itâs about that. Itâs still part of you.â He sounds like a child asking for more allowance money to buy some candy.
You both go into your room and you explain why you never bring this up. Your ex always made you feel insignificant during the last few months of your relationship. Youâre always neglected, never the priority, and it took a lot of courage for you to leave. Even when you did, your ex made it seem like youâre the one at fault.Â
Beel can never understand how anyone could make you feel so small like this⌠have you always felt this way? Beel is not going to allow that. He wants you to make you his priority. Youâre the person that helped fix his family, thereâs no way heâs going to let you look down on yourself.Â
You suddenly canât feel the floor beneath your feet and in the blink of an eye, Beel lifts you up in his hands without a sweat. He stares at you with a small hum before lifting you even higher. You look at him, confused about what heâs trying to do until he speaks. âYou know that I look up to you, for everything youâve done for us here. Iâll make sure that no one ever looks down on you again, MC.â
When he says he looks up at you and how he quite literally means it with how high up heâs carrying you, it makes you laugh a little at how silly Beel can be sometimes. Seeing you smile again is enough for him to set you down on your feet and cuddle you for the next hour.Â
Congratulations because you just won your own personal guard dog. No matter where you go, thereâs always going to be the orange haired cuddly giant behind you. You had to reassure him that youâre going to be fine on your own and hope things would go back to normal. But you learn that not even bribing him with food can get him off your back.
When you both bump into your ex, Beel is immediately towering over them. His freakish height and his muscles as he looks down at your ex is enough to make anyone feel small under his threatening gaze. âLeave.â
Beel is the only thing thatâs in between you and your ex. Your ex tried to make Beel budge but he barely moved an inch. It was the equivalent of trying to push against a brick wall at this point, the effort was futile and it just made Beel angrier.Â
âI was being nice when I said leave. But I wonât ask a second time.â You can hear the faint sounds of buzzing, knowing how much self-control itâs taking Beel right now to avoid summoning a swarm of flies and locusts. It would be troublesome if Beel lets loose and shows the world why heâs given the title as the Lord of the Flies.
You tell Beel that you want to go home, and he immediately listens to you. With a small nod, he escorts you back while still keeping his eye on your ex in case they do anything funny. Itâs all thanks to Beelâs kind heart and his love for you that prevented any sort of bloodshed tonight.Â
Beel would take a small detour back and buy you some of your favorite sweets to bring home so you both can share it together in your room. Though the treats never made it back and is nothing but an empty container before you can even see the house in view. Regardless you still had a nice night eating the treats with him on the way.
You noticed the few glances Beel has been sending your way and before you can ask what heâs looking at, he places a quick peck on your cheek âYou always look the best when you smileâÂ
Your ex better pray that they donât bump into Beel in the middle of the streets because the moment this lovable demon spots them, thereâs going to be some impromptu target practice with your ex and the closest table Beel can grab his hands on.Â
Belphie
Belphie may be spoiled, but he knows his boundaries when it comes to teasing you about your previous relationships. You told him youâre not ready to talk about it, and he backed off immediately. He may poke fun about a lot of things when it comes to you, but his aim is always to make you laugh and never to upset you.Â
He eventually finds out the truth when you were sleeping in the living room one day and he finds you. Just as he was going to join you, your phone wouldnât stop buzzing like crazy. Belphie was irritated, wondering if it was Mammon annoying you again.Â
He never really meant to snoop on your phone, he simply just wanted to turn it on silent mode so you sleep peacefully. But then he saw the various texts from an unknown number trying to demand your attention and calling you names.Â
Belphie was so tempted to give this person a piece of his mind, but you woke up and caught him reading the messages. He looks surprised, and that expression immediately turns to guilt as he puts away the phone âMC? I-i didnât mean to, I swear! But⌠Can you please tell me whatâs going on?â
You can clearly see how worried Belphie looks, so you talk about your previous relationship and how your ex is trying to contact you despite how many times youâve blocked their number already. You donât know what they want, but itâs clearly not good. You try to ignore it, but Belphie can see how much itâs bothering you.Â
âMC⌠I never knewâŚâ Belphie says looking down. He still looks guilty, but itâs about something else entirely. He regrets those times he lied to you back when he was still locked up in the attic. He hates himself for doing something so horrible, especially now after knowing what youâve been through.Â
âI⌠I donât deserve you honestly but⌠I want you to be happy, and I want to be the person who puts a smile on your face. Thank you for giving me that chanceâŚâ He says, giving you a small hug while secretly grabbing your phone.Â
Belphie secretly switches the number so that your ex would be bothering someone else. Maybe with Mammonâs instead so that poor soul would have an earful each time they try to text until they get the message that itâs not you theyâre texting anymore. He wouldâve done it himself but⌠he is quite lazy. His older brothers can handle it.
When you both bump into your ex, Belphie looks at them with bored eyes. âUgh⌠itâs youâ He says, pulling you further away from that personâs reach. âListen, stop bothering MC⌠or Iâll make you regret it the next time your dimwit skull tries to send them another text.â His last words were hissed through grit teeth. He may not look so intimidating at first, but heâs not as kind as he may seem.Â
The moment your ex tries to send you another message, Belphie already had a curse activated. Any time they try to go to bed, theyâre never going to meet the sweet slumber they need. Nighttime is always spent restlessly moving around the bed, trying to get some shut eye. Theyâre already exhausted by daybreak, and the cycle goes on.Â
For the times they do end up falling asleep after passing out of exhaustion, theyâre met with awful nightmares orchestrated by Belphie himself. Terrors and apparitions, making your ex feel endless fear for scaring you the past few days with his messages. Belphie is enjoying himself in this shared dreamscape as he watches your ex writhe helplessly. Beel noticed his twin always smiling in his sleep, unaware of how much the youngest is having fun torturing your ex from hell and back. Â
Belphie swore to never let your enemies rest as long as heâs around. Heâll see to it that his promise is fulfilled. For now, heâll pamper you and give you the best dreams so you can feel refreshed and relaxed each day before he goes back to his daily visit in your exâs dreamscapes to haunt him until this poor soul learned his lesson.Â
#obey me#obey me shall we date#shall-we-date-obey-me#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me headcanons#obey me scenarios
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daemon targaryen headcanons
you canât expect this to not be incest, he loves valyrian women.
daemonâs love for you is as wild and unpredictable as he is. heâs utterly devoted to you but in his own intense, messy way. heâs the type to show up unannounced at your chambers after weeks away, bruised from a fight, grinning like the devil, and saying, âmissed me, cousin? iâve been miserable without you.â
daemon loves to push your buttons just to see you riled up. heâll call you âtoo proper for meâ or âthe older, wiser Targaryenâ with a sly grin, always testing how far he can go. when you snap back with wit, he just laughs, eyes burning with prideâhe loves your fire.
daemon is fiercely protective, though he disguises it with his usual nonchalance. anyone who dares look at you the wrong way finds themselves on the receiving end of his swordâor worse, his cunning tongue. heâll casually say things like, âno one touches whatâs mine, princess. not without paying the price.â
fights between you two are inevitableâfiery and loud, full of sharp words and broken decor. but daemon never lets you stay angry for long. heâll find you after, pulling you close with rough hands and murmuring in that low, dangerous voice, âyou can hate me all you want, but youâll always be mine. and gods help me, iâll always be yours.â
daemon doesnât do gentle romance; his love is grand, reckless, and overwhelming. one day heâs gifting you an outrageously extravagant necklace, the next heâs dragging you onto his dragon for a flight across the realm because he âneeded to see the way you look under the stars.â
daemon is physical in his affection. his hands are always on youâgripping your waist, tugging you closer, tracing the curve of your jaw. itâs both possessive and reverent, like heâs reminding himself youâre real. his favorite place to rest his hand? the small of your back, a silent claim for the world to see.
daemon is a master of words when he wants to be. his compliments are bold, whispered in your ear with a grin: âyouâre wasted in this world, cousinâtoo beautiful, too cunning. you belong by my side, where no one can touch you.â
as rough and chaotic as he is, daemon has a side of him that no one else sees. in the quiet moments, when itâs just you and him, heâs softer. heâll press his forehead against yours, his voice uncharacteristically gentle as he admits, âyou steady me, even when you drive me mad.â
daemon does not share. seeing another man even speak to you sets his blood boiling. heâll pull you into his arms without hesitation, looking the man in the eye as he says, âis there something you need, or do you just enjoy wasting the princess time?â
daemon loves that you challenge him. youâre one of the few who can outwit him, and he finds it maddeningly attractive. heâll watch you during conversations with others, a smug smile on his face, before leaning in to whisper, âyouâve got them all wrapped around your finger. remind me why you chose me again?â
being with daemon means accepting chaos. heâll pull you onto caraxes without warning, taking you soaring into the skies at terrifying speeds just to see you laugh. he turns back to grin at you, shouting over the wind, âdonât let go, cousinâthough Iâll catch you if you fall.â
youâve known daemon since you were children, and that bond runs deep. no matter how much chaos he brings into your life, thereâs an unshakable trust between you two. he may be the rogue prince to others, but to you, heâs simply daemonâthe man who loves you with all his twisted heart.
despite his roughness, daemonâs arms are the safest place you know. whether itâs after a fight or in the dead of night, he holds you like youâre his anchor. his voice is quiet as he murmurs against your hair, âyouâre everything to me. donât ever forget that.â in valyrian.
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Nun forced fem on either SwissDew or Raindrop
yeah sure here
(idk what this is its barely nsfw lmao uhhh warnings for forcedfem, religious fuckery, mention of safewords without use of them, mostly implied corruption kink)
"It suits you."
"Does it?" Rain smooths nervous hands over the front of his habit, flattening imaginary wrinkles. "It feels so..."
"Pious?"
Rain gives a hum - it's not the word he had in mind, but it isn't wrong. Rain adjusts his veil as he takes in his reflection, turning to take in every angle in his floor length mirror.
It's odd how bare he feels considering how little skin he can see. His face and hands stand out beautifully, pale and sharp against rich black wool. That's all the uniform reveals, though. Nothing about this ensemble could be called flattering, and yet Rain can't stop looking. Can't stop tracing the shape of his sleeves and frowning at the one stubborn curl poking out behind his ear. The rosary hanging from his belt clinks when he moves to tuck it away, silver and red beads glinting in the firelight.
"I was going to say severe," Rain murmurs, fingering the inverted silver cross hanging around his neck. "But...I suppose that works too."
He feels the need to speak softly like this, to keep his voice low and his words gentle. He isn't a particularly loud ghoul as it is, at least not often, but something about seeing himself look so...reserved demands it.
Rain licks his lips, and finds the sight of it in the mirror to be borderline obscene.
"And how does it make you feel?"
The words are followed by the creak of a chair and steady footsteps on hardwood, a confident but easy stride, and Rain's heart skips against his ribs. The footsteps stop beside him, in what should be his periphery, but their owner remains hidden by the starched edge of Rain's wimple. He can't make himself turn to look, occupied instead by watching splotches of pink bloom on his cheeks.
"I...I don't know," he admits, and it's the truth. There's an odd stew of feelings swirling around in his skull, a bizarre blend of shame, discomfort and the most blasphemous sort of pride. His fingers tremble as he tugs at the knot binding his belt, a mindless distraction.
"Take your time," flows into his ear, velvety smooth, "but I want an answer."
Rain nods, sighing as he lets his eyes slip shut. Just for a moment. Maybe two.
He really didn't think this would be so hard. He knew it would be different - how could it not be? - but the heaviness in his gut is so much more than he was prepared for. He's been dressed up a thousand ways from Sunday; lingerie, pretty dresses, elegant gowns and the sluttiest costumes Swiss could get his greedy hands on. He's worn makeup and press-ons, learned to walk in the highest heels and had his waist cinched by corsets until he was ready to faint.
It all pales in comparison to the simple garments he wears now.
"...small, I think," Rain practically whispers, once the words find his tongue. It's the closest thing he can think of to describe the tightness in his chest. "It's like..." Rain wrings his hands together, the motion obscured by his oversized sleeves. "It's like I don't belong in this."
"That's because you don't," comes his very amused reply, and a gentle weight settles against his forearm. Rain stares at that elegant hand in the mirror, wide eyes caught on the place skin turns to fitted sleeve. "That's part of the fun," that hand thightens, a rough thumb arching over the inside of his wrist, and that voice feels like a red hot poker when it adds, "Sister."
The word makes him gasp, makes his stomach flip, and Rain wobbles in place. Has to reach out to catch himself on the body beside him, and he earns a soft chuckle in response.
"Easy, easy."
Rain feels the words as much as he hears them, radiating through the palm he's planted in the center of a lightly muscled chest. He shivers when a warm hand rubs over his spine, a familiar motion that has completely different connotations right now.
"You're safe," he's promised, quiet and serious. "I've got you."
Rain nods, takes a deep breath as he pushes himself upright, but he can't make himself open his eyes. He knows what's waiting for him when he does, and some part of him doesn't want to see it. If he sees it, it's real. A fantasy made real - not his own, but one he's been eager to help fulfill for ages now. Ever since the night he wrung this desire out of the ghoul supporting him, had pulled the words from his throat with precise rolls of his hips and a perfectly placed hand on a long throat.
"I've got you," he's assured again, and it's so genuine that Rain can't hold back his whimper.
"Sorry," he huffs, shaking his head. "It's...it's a lot."
A hum answers him, a warm palm cups his cheek, and Rain leans into it easily. Soothed by familiar skin and spiced cologne that settles flayed nerves.
"Rain," he says, and it's so gentle that he almost cracks an eye open. Almost. "We don't have to do this. You know that."
He does. Of course he does. One word and he's out, done, able strip himself of fabric that feels far heavier than it truly is. It would be easy, and there's a first time for everything. The word sits on the tip of his tongue, just behind sharp teeth.
"I know," Rain breathes instead, finally straightening up and crossing his arms over his stomach, "I know."
The hand on his spine remains, grounding, and Rain focuses on the feel of it. Breathes in through his nose and out through his mouth until the tangled mess in his belly unravels, until the pressure in his head subsides. Until he can face the body beside him and brace himself for what he's about to see. One hand fiddles with his rosary, nervous energy poured into a silent prayer he says at every midnight mass.
He can do this.
He can do this.
When Rain opens his eyes, it's as devastating as he thought it would be.
"Oh," he sighs, hot from his scalp to the soles of his feet, and the soft smile it earns him makes Rain's chest hurt.
He doesn't know where to look, too many details for his already frazzled brain to absorb; the shiny tips of polished loafers, a perfectly fitted black cassock, a blood red stole embroidered with goat heads and a sharp collar. Rain's eyes stick there, glued to that simple white square, and every inch of him tingles in a way he can't explain.
"Satanas," he says without really meaning to, and Rain is immediately rewarded with the warmest chuckle.
"Blessed be," Dew replies, and Rain feels more of the tension drain from his shoulders. He tears his eyes from that little white square with great effort and finds the other ghoul's face lined with mirth. His copper eyes sparkle in the glow of the fire, and something about it makes Rain shiver.
"I'm sorry," he repeats, taking in every inch of that handsome face. Dew's pulled his hair back, tied it into a tight knot at the base of his skull, and all it does is make him look more authoritative. "I didn't -"
"Stop," Dew orders, one palm raised, and Rain has never fallen silent so quickly. That one little moment makes something familiar start to bloom at the back of his mind, and suddenly it's just a little easier to deal with the invisible weight on his shoulders. His eyelids feel just a little heavier.
"Sorry," Rain mumbles once more, but it's only out of habit. Dew ignores it, tips his head, and then that warm palm is back on his cheek and Rain has a fleeting thought about what his habit will look like once he's inevitably tenting it.
"Tell me you want this," Dew says, voice even. He strokes Rain's cheekbone with the tip of his thumb, and Rain wishes he would push it between his lips instead. "Tell me you want it," he says again, fingertips tracing the edge of his coif, "or we'll change and -"
"No," Rain interjects, more sudden than even he expects, grabbing at Dew's outstretched arm. The cassock feels so soft, somehow plush and warm against his fingers. "No, I - I do," Rain promises, too flustered to keep his voice from shaking, "for you, I - I want to -"
He's silenced by the pressure of one long finger against his parted lips, by a soft shushing noise, and then Dew's close enough that Rain can feel his warmth. He tilts his head up, gives Rain a hungry look, and Rain can't describe how miniscule it makes him feel.
"You'll tell me if that changes?"
"Yes," Rain promises, breathless, and he nods so urgently it nearly dislodges his wimple. "Yes, I promise."
As soon as the words escape him, as soon as Dew nods his acknowledgement, Rain swears he feels the air shift. That warm hand leaves his face as Dew backs away two steps, head held high. Rain feels unbearably cold in his absence, but he knows Dew will have him hotter than he can handle soon enough.
"Look at yourself," he instructs, nodding towards the mirror. "Tell me what you see."
Rain turns on autopilot. Swivels on his heels until he's facing himself once more, all harsh lines and dark fabric. He straightens his cross, his veil, and wonders how much redder his cheeks will be by the end of this.
"I see..." Rain licks his lips again, but he can't watch it this time. "I see...purity," he supplies at length, the word syrupy thick on his tongue. "I...I see innocence."
Rain wonders if Dew will make him look at himself like this afterwards too. Once he's been used up and drained dry, left woozy and weak and with nothing in him to argue. The thought makes him queasy as much as it makes him throb, and Rain stares at the spot on his habit that he knows his cock is starting swell behind.
"Do you?"
Footsteps again, intentional. Slow. Stalking up behind him, teasing fingers trailing along the edge of his veil just enough to feel. Dew appears in the mirror beside him, and the sight of the two of them together makes Rain's knees weak.
He's starting to get why Dew wanted this.
"Yes," Rain huffs, nodding once. There's a tingle caught in his spine, between his shoulder blades, a shudder he can't quite shake out.
"Yes what?" Dew asks.
"Yes, Father," he replies, a swift exhale, and Dew looks so very pleased at the way he sways.
"Well I've heard otherwise, dear Sister," he lilts, and then he's moving. Stalking slow circles around Rain a fox ready to tear into a particularly fat hen. "In fact," he adds, coming to a stop right in front of Rain. Reaching out to slip two fingers under his chin. Lifting his gaze so all he can see is Dew's neutral expression, wild eyes and that fucking collar. "There's a rumor going around that you're a regular Jezebel." Rain winces, and Dew gives him a falsely sympathetic smile. "A common whore masquerading as a lost little lamb in need of guidance."
"N-no," Rain whispers, giving his head the tiniest shake. "I - I promise, Father," he manages, already starting to get a little fuzzy around the edges. "I'm - I'm pure, I'm -"
Dew shushes him, and then he's gone. Floating away on sure feet and gliding back to his chair. Rain watches the way his cassock billows around his legs, catches glimpses of tight-fitted black slacks beneath it, and when Dew snaps his fingers Rain follows with silent obedience.
Dew looks positively regal in the oversized armchair he's pulled in front of the fireplace. He sits with his back straight and both hands folded on his lap. Rain doesn't think he's ever seen him look so powerful, so commanding of attention, not even on stage.
"Kneel, Sister," Dew commands. "Kneel and confess your sins." He tips his head and Rain's breath catches in his throat. "Kneel," he says, "and let me decide if you deserve forgiveness."
Rain drops so hard the floor shakes.
#miasma's work#the band ghost ficlets#rain ghoul#dewdrop ghoul#dew/rain#dew x rain#raindrop#cw forcedfem#cw forced fem#idk what this even is you guys let me knkw if i need to add tags idk what people expect here anymore
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Deja Vu
Warnings: none (I think), let me know if I missed any :)
Pairings: Diego Hargreeves x daughter reader
Request: idk where to request for them but it would be sooo cool if you did diego hargreeves x platonic reader where the reader is a teenager and has a stuttering problem and it starts off angsty then diego comforts them and ends w like fluff?? iâve never requested anything befoređ
Request by: @ominaisugly
*not my gif*
Summary: Diego helps you with something he had to go through once too
A/N: Sorry this is so short!!
Please donât plagiarize my work, you may reblog if you like but Iâm asking that you donât steal my hard work
âH-hello,â You tried saying, staring at yourself intensely in the mirror, âM-my n-n-name is⌠isâŚâ You paused, breath picking up slightly, âI-is Y/n, an-and t-today-â You cut yourself off, unable to go on anymore.
You let out a loud groan of frustration, pushing the heels of your hands into your eyes to try and keep the tears that threatened to show themselves at bay.
After a moment, you sniffed and dropped your hands, trying again, âHe-Hello, m-my nam-name i-i-is-â You cut yourself off with a small yell of frustration, glaring harshly at your reflection through blurry vision.
Diego was walking by your room on the way towards the kitchen when he paused in his step, hearing your voice.
âH-hello, m-my n-n-name-â
He peered through the slightly open door in curiosity and his heart seemed to freeze as his breath hitched.
You were standing in front of your mirror, a look of determination slowly slipping off your face into one of despair as you tried to speak, and a sense of deja vu hit him like a speed train.
âY/n?â Your father called out hesitantly after a moment, making you whip around to face him, âWhatâs wrong?â
âT-this st-stupid speech f-for c-class!â You sobbed out in between hiccups, âI-I canât do it w-with th-this s-st-stupid s-stutter!â
Young Diego, standing in front of his own mirror in his own room, unable to speak the sentences he so desperately wanted to because of his stuttering tongue.
âOh, sweetheart,â He moved to stand right behind you, placing a hand gently on your shoulder and rubbing it comfortingly, âItâs okay, I understand. I used to have a stutter too.â Diego admitted.
You sniffed, craning your neck to face him, âR-really?â You asked sadly.
His mother, Grace, entering his room and comforting him.
He sighed slightly, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on the crown of your head, âYeah, I couldnât master it.â
âWh-what did y-you do about it-t?â You looked up at him with those wide, doe eyes of yours.
âPicture the words you want to say in your mind, Diego.â Her soft voice floated through his ears, âI believe in you.â
âHere,â He gently turned you so that you were facing the mirror again, âTry picturing the words in your mind before you say them. It helps, I promise.â
You took a deep breath before you shakily moved your eyes to meet your own in your reflection once more and were silent for a moment before you spoke, carefully thinking over each word, âHello⌠my⌠my name is⌠my name is Y/n. Hello, my name is Y/n.â
Your eyes lit up immediately following your success. One that seemed so small, but meant so, so much to you.
Grace cheering him on when he was finally able to do it.
âYou did it!â Your father cheered, wrapping his arms around you tightly as you began jumping up and down excitedly.
âI did it!â You echoed back, still managing to be void of your normal stutter.
âIâm so proud of you,â Diego breathed out. And he meant it, pride swirled in his chest in a way that made him feel so good inside.
âThank you, dad.â You rested your head on his chest for a moment before turning yourself back to the mirror and continuing your speech, Diego there to coach and encourage you the whole way through.
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#platonic#platonic imagine#x reader#tua x reader#the umbrealla academy#tua#the umbrella academy x reader#umbrella academy x reader#diego hargreeves x reader platonic#diego hargreeves x reader#diego hargreeves x daughter reader
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Hey! If you are still accepting requests, could you possibly do some Charles and Lenny friendship headcanons or one shot? An underrated duo
I am :D This was fun to write! A true "we are not enemies but I don't fw your vibes" to "excuse me Charles did not want pickles on his burger" arc.
Everyone does the LENNYYY joke but anytime I read his name I can only hear this one lyric I misheard as "KENNY!" from I Know You're Fucking Someone Else. (Worst discovery ever: it's "hickey.")
Their horses were friends first. Taima can chill with the best of them, and Maggie is much more reserved than her owner. They drift off now and then from the others to eat grass together. And ain't that darnedest thing? Charles thinks Taima is a decent judge of character, and that how well a man takes care of his horse says a lot about him. Otherwise, he'd probably not have entertained Lenny for very long.
It is a struggle to get to know one another. That first wall is always the toughest to tear a hole in with someone as reserved as Charles, so Lenny doesn't stop trying. He sees how the man gets along with Arthur and John, and he wants at least a hello out of him now and then, too. He also prefers to be on good terms with people, and he suspects Charles despises him for some reason he can't grasp. Unfortunately, he just kinda looks like he hates everyone. (Charles also isn't too fond of him, but that's besides the point.)
After the first genuine conversation, things get smoother. It was pure luck catching Charles on a chatty day â meaning he nodded a greeting instead of ignoring him â in which everything seemed to be going wrong within camp. Though he usually remains optimistic and lighthearted, Lenny's serious side is much more Charles' speed. They have a good talk about where things are going and where they've been, why exactly Miss Grimshaw is like that, why Swanson is like that, and where all the money in the world seems to go.
They're more like brothers than friends, and Lenny's age shows often, if you ask Charles. Every time they speak, he's shooting down some big idea or fighting for his life to understand a joke. It's tiring, but, well... it's Lenny. He isn't sure how or when he got to the point of dismissing things as that's just Lenny, but he's starting to feel a little protective of him. Worse, sometimes he feels proud to see him pulling off the stunts he does for the gang.
Lenny's youth does show, truthfully. Fresh off his teenage years, he's done believing that he has his head sorted out. Usually, he ends up talking to Hosea about worries like his future. Charles' general, on-the-surface apathy (read: fear) towards that big question is put in jeopardy any time the subject comes up, whether it's because something's happened or just an occasional nineteen-year-old crisis. After a few awkward trail offs, he finally admits he doesn't know what the Hell he's doing either, and Lenny feels infinitely better that he's not the only one. Without realizing it, he'd started looking up to Charles. Which, of course, he's going to balance out by poking him with a proverbial stick later. Or maybe a real one.
The first time Lenny goes hunting with Charles, the rest of their respect for one another falls into place. He pays attention and does it well, which shocks Charles a little despite his increasingly positive opinions of him. He's a fast learner, and he actually gives a damn about listening to him despite all the teasing he does day-to-day. Lenny finds himself enjoying getting more than a few sentences out of Charles, especially over a skill he takes pride in.
#red dead redemption 2#charles smith#rdr2#lenny summers#sfw#headcanon#rdr2 headcanons#charles smith rdr2#fluff#In another life they are hitting the gym then binging out on McDonald's#It's McD's because Lenny didn't know where he wanted to eat and Charles started tweaking out and pulled into the first drive thru
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