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Laying on the floor depressed and horny, what about y'all?
I miss when emotions were easy to communicate.
#i exist in /hj#not Sheldon#when you eat three pieces of bread and also didn't take your meds last night so the world is crumbling around you#The top of my mouth feels bad :(#because I had butter with the bread#none of it even tastes very good I just couldn't stop#and now I'm about to be alone in a house#My phone forever running out of battery#No support system but my therapist#lying to everyone about how I'm doing#is it a brain glitch or is it just depression#a fucking coin flip at this point#I wonder if we should start labeling tags as ppl#since The Stress is getting everybody riled up#Clarity#boom there#thatz my name B)#damn I'm so fucking sad lol
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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Fanfiction is so goated actually
No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.
Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.
#cael posting#thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao#i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis#i was interested in how its gonna end#and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly#which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell#and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter#and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money#it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao#which is why i think fanfic is so great#just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible#this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing#also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu#i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed#but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao#after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done#and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams#not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense#but it did feel a bit rushed#anyway#fanfic and writing for yourself is great#and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general
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tell me why it never clicked to me to search up the meaning of the name Keith 🧍🏻♀️
(i love google) It's a Scottish surname (also first name) that originates from the Gaelic word ceiteach // ceit which means “woodland” or “forest” and how fitting is that for him?? like the moment they go to Olkarion and he's looking at the outdoors, he says, "I like it out here. It's quiet" (s2e4). I feel like there are more instances of him expressing/showing his love for the outdoors, but I can't seem to remember any ahaha.
Keith living in the desert shack in isolation after Shiro went missing on the Kerberos mission is kinda tricky, but I gotta remind myself that canonly speaking, VLD Keith is an independent guy with a big heart (he does so much sacrificing for team Voltron, and he's constantly doing stuff for the greater good). I don't think he inherently likes being alone -- the poor guy has abandonment issues, and he's so lonely my heart breaks for him -- but I definitely think he appreciates nature. He has a hard time accepting and trusting people because of how he grew up, but he's never been let down by the outdoors. I think he finds a lot of solace in it, and I love how fitting this love is with his name :)
#this was sprung because i'm trying to come up with a character name#and i literally *love* name origin searching idk why i never did it for VLD characters#food for thought#i've spent an ungodly amount of time researching fitting names for my WIPs#keith kogane#keith voltron#vld keith#voltron keith#name meaning#steph's writing rambles#voltron legendary defender#vld#voltron#name origins#i'd watch liberty's kids in elementary school really young and that sparked my love for history tbh#i had hyperfixations on mesopotamia and egypt when i was like in 3rd/4th/5th grade#middle school me was obsessed with greek and roman cultures i seem to have expanded#also i think gaelic/celtic cultures are really fascinating and keith's name origin being from there was super cool for me to see#lololol#i dont know what it is about civilizations/history that draws me in#im gonna chalk it up to discovering the Magic Tree House books at a young age#cause those were my bread and butter
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I can’t expect any Tech news. I can’t expect news about a clone rebellion show. I can expect, at most, an announcement for an animated show taking place in some time period in the Star Wars universe. I sure think the early rebellion/clone rebellion/early imperial period is most likely and I do think Tech is intended to be alive, but I’m trying to manage expectations. I’m trying really, really hard to manage expectations.
#this is literally less about me thinking I’m wrong#because I don’t I think both of these things are too well set up#the trouble is that#well#season three actually did go more or less how I would expect if Tech were alive#and never thought of as dead but instead MIA#it’s just that I thought he’d be back by the end of the show and when that didn’t happen#listen I don’t like using the word ‘triggered’ because that’s a serious thing#but it did kick off a very bad mental state that had less to do with the show#and more to do with growing up autistic and not always realizing my ‘friends’ were bullying me or didn’t want me around#so now things going the way I expect makes me weirdly nervous#okay and listen the solid year and a half of delulu talk doesn’t help#and I know! it’s just a show!#I actually usually have fun with this kind of thing#this is my bread and butter and jam#and I’d like to be right and think I am#but oh gosh I need to not put an expectation on *when*
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I'm terrible pjo gay rep because I fucking love the Cupid scene and won't shut up about it. I think it's an excellently done outing scene and it saved my life. Sorry you didn't like it because it scared you and I'm sorry that we live in a world where queer kids have to feel that way but as someone who has repeatedly been put in the position nico was in that scene I need you to know that the way Cupid was obviously painted in a villainous light and the way Jason reacted 100% gave me the strength to carry on at multiple points in my own life when I was in really terrible situations as a kid facing people like Cupid. It was a triggering scene for many I'm sure and I don't mean to minimize that, but that scene literally changed my world view in so many ways and helped constantly remind me that there were people like Jason who would be there for me if I could live long enough to find them. It's fine to criticize it or question it, but sometimes you also need to take a step back and ask "is this scene for me or is it for someone else" it may not have been what you needed but it was 100% what I needed and I'm so greatful that I read that scene when I was young and all that the memory of that scene carried for me and gave me.
#ive had multiple conversations with multiple people the last few days about this scene#and its not bread and butter its fucking ugly and terrible and awful AND THATS THE POINT and it does that well#sometimes people are going to treat you that way especially when you are a defensless gay kid and seeing a character that was really strong#who i looked up to by that point when i was little go through that and survive it and grow beyond it and knowing that even a guy he barely#knew at that point didnt care and was there to support him however he wanted to handle the aftermath. that gave me so much more hope than i#can ever hope to put into words.#the books may have moved beyond “good rep” and now fall short of the modern metric but it was good TO ME. and ill forever be thankful to the#series and the man who wrote it even if he fumbled so many other things because it helped me so much
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#JRWI#The Suckening#This is silly but I can't get it out of my head#The whole ''The feeling was friendship but neither of them had ever experienced it before'' thing is just So Them#You guys should all listen to The Suckening. I'm having a great time#This was supposed to be funny but upon reflection I'm slowly realizing it's incredibly tragic#*holds them gently* My two special boys#Listen man I'm just a huge sucker (no pun intended) for loyal characters#especially characters who are loyal to a fault#That's my bread and butter#Remember when Shilo called Grefgore his friend and Grefgore was like ''We're friends? 🥹''#Because I sure do#I love all the moments they've hugged it's so sweet#And then after [REDACTED] Grefgore's so happy to see them and Shilo's like ''Don't cry!!!! You'll make me cry!!!!!''#And Grefgore's just like ''I CAN HELP IT 😭😭😭''#Absolute sweethearts#I adore them#They'd be very sweet in a /r way but I heard Shilo is aroace (? Good for him if so) so I'm bapping them with the qpp stick instead#Roll talk#i talk
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casey's narrativisation of the vale/casey rivalry low key considerably and unambiguously more unreliable than valentino's is, but society isn't ready for THAT particular conversation yet
#mainly that's because casey talks about it way more#like you can't be an unreliable narrator if you're not doing a lot of narrativisation#and valentino mostly just sticks to the bread and butter stuff. so obviously when he's talking about eg laguna... yeah it happened#whereas with casey sometimes i resurface from going through the archives to read something he's said post retirement and go ....?#casey tells a pretty coherent interesting story of a rivalry. it is also a rivalry that didn't actually happen. a theoretical rivalry#at times it is a version of the rivalry i would have preferred to see play out!! like i LOVE his laguna revenge fantasies i'm very pro#valentino straightforwardly saying rivals hating each other is normal while casey does his i was but a young boy looking for love routine#//#brr brr#//ht#what nobody gets about this rivalry is that part of what makes it funny is that valentino kinda gets to experience being valentino'd#overly sensitive to perceived offences? check. delayed revenge after superficially it looked like bridges had been repaired? check#a rival biding their time until they dig in from a position of strength? check. some pretty confusing emotional whiplash? check#post hoc continuous liberal narrativisation that presents a dubiously sourced narrative of events? check#jerez is casey weaponising valentino's beloved cameras against him to air an insult he'd been sitting on for almost three years. come on
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B might not be able to cook at this point in their lives, but it’s hard to screw up fairy bread and it’s always a hit after a day of training.
#naruto#omoi#karui#I’ve never actually had fairy bread#because butter and sprinkles doesn’t sound like a good match#but I love sprinkles so maybe I would like it#maybe I’ll get some sprinkles and give it a try#edited to fix karui’s arm what was i thinking
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in my absence i learned how to bake from scratch :^) so here’s some of my homemade baked goods i would have otherwise posted!

ciabatta!

brown butter spiced cookies! (chinese 5 spice + ginger)

buttermilk biscuits!

more buttermilk biscuits! (these have cheddar & jalapeño 😁)

brown butter birthday cake blondies!

dutch oven bread!

donuts! (cinnamon sugar & maple glazed)

brown butter chocolate chip cookies!

rosemary focaccia!

gluten free brown butter oatmeal cookies! (i really really like baking with brown butter 😁)
#and yes i always make plenty to go around 🤲#i actually haven’t been baking lately but i need to make something delicious soon for my own well-being#i love you bread i love you desserts i love you carbs i love you brown butter#if i had to pick a favorite it’d probably be the biscuits or oatmeal cookies but if im being honest everything here was incredible#my food#<- because i’ll probably post more 😁
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Redcrackleweek: FEB 11/day 1- Fantasy
and if witch hunter gray and vampire hunter carmen were stuck in a fantastical mansion to steal the matryoshka diamond, got stuck because that mansion is haunted, spent like a week appreciating art and trying to escape it but came out of it in love then what huh?
#redcrackleweek2024#redcrackleweek#red crackle week#red crackle thoughts#had to repurpose an old one but i will always be on this fr#if i can will also release the mermaid aesthetic i was just having a hard time finding stuff for gray#carmen x gray#carmen x graham#anyway ill stretch the fantasy excuse like butter across too much bread#as long as its not magic in an urban setting understand its in afantasy world#literally they should run into a dragon snuggling its gold and then THEY SNUGGLE BECAUSE THE REAL -#carmen sandiego 2019
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sam told john "you did your best" and i whisper-screamed into the void of my empty apartment NO HE DIDN'T
#THAT MAN WAS BEATING HIS SON#THAT MAN LEFT HIS SONS ALONE FOR DAYS AT A TIME AND USED THEM AS BAIT FOR MONSTERS#THAT MAN ROUTINELY ABANDONED HIS SON FOR DAYS AT A TIME FOR SUCH CRIMES AS STEALING BREAD AND PEANUT BUTTER TO FEED HIS 12-YEAR-OLD BROTHER#DEAN COULD TELL WHEN JOHN HAD BEEN DEMONICALLY POSSESSED BECAUSE THE REAL JOHN WOULD NEVER SAY HE WAS PROUD OF HIM#sam fans make some noise tell me how john fucked up your boy too!!!!#i'm a deangirl so i only remember the specifics of what he did to dean but i KNOW he was awful to sam too#and i want more reasons to kill john winchester with my bare hands#the fuckspn rewatch
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Made naan for the first time, and I think this clown approves


#i have a few things to get better next time#but it was good!#i also made garlic and oregano butter to go with it#but because i don't like butter i didn't brush it onto the bread itself i just had it in a lil bowl 👌🏻#angel talks#personal
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drinking my tea out of my fanciest teacup. i deserve it.
#my snack is tasty but not photogenic today#so I did not take a picture#parm rosemary bread chunk#ripped off the loaf as the gods intended#seasoned cucumber#a wine-soaked goat cheese that's very funky and good#properly goaty instead of bland#and some fresh butter because I had milk to use up#tea is chamomile lemon balm lavender
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I wonder why my brain is so fankid-focused, even when dealing with Transformers (I don’t say it out loud as much as I think it, but it is)
But then I remember, I spent over a year and a half making 100+ fankid requests for Cookie Run, and technically speaking I never stopped, I just have kind of forgotten about continuing them, particularly with my new Transformers fixation (though that’s not necessarily an invitation for new ones, since I feel like it’ll be even slower than the snail’s pace it already is at this point, and that’s assuming I don’t just stop at some point. Just an FYI)
Like at that point, I feel like this sort of mindset makes complete sense. Yeah I did other stuff during that time, but you probably don’t do all that and not have a brain oddly centered on this sort of thing, especially when it’s another series where there’s no clear answer to where children come from (though in Transformers’ case that’s because they don’t have children, even if it is a widely fanon concept. But my point still stands)
#hmm maybe I just need to properly make some to get this out of my system#and not be stuck in this state of not knowing whether it’s weird or not#because like at this point I kind of want to#but I’m also still stuck in the issue of not knowing how to make Transformers OCs in general#it’s a lot more difficult than Cookie Run since you have to be able to draw robots#and also you got to pick out alt modes which means you probably need at least some vehicle knowledge#which I don’t#I might be able to draw heads but it’s not gonna get much better than that for now#so another thing holding me back from doing so#but yeah random observation I just had#I really shouldn’t find it as weird as I do#especially since it was my bread and butter for a good long while here#I should probably go to sleep soon#fankid#fanchild#random stuff
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I love the discord server Im on now so fucking much. I feel so at home with my awkward ass self
#gopher rambles#my last fandom server had a rule that you couldn't talk about canon/canon shipping#because a lot of the big members of the server selfshipped hardcore and got mad about it#which is alright as a rule I suppose. but shipping is my bread and butter#I never felt comfy there. like I was Bad lmao#not on this one though. I show up. I show doodle. I make a pun. I go back to lurking#its great :3
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