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Laying on the floor depressed and horny, what about y'all?
I miss when emotions were easy to communicate.
#i exist in /hj#not Sheldon#when you eat three pieces of bread and also didn't take your meds last night so the world is crumbling around you#The top of my mouth feels bad :(#because I had butter with the bread#none of it even tastes very good I just couldn't stop#and now I'm about to be alone in a house#My phone forever running out of battery#No support system but my therapist#lying to everyone about how I'm doing#is it a brain glitch or is it just depression#a fucking coin flip at this point#I wonder if we should start labeling tags as ppl#since The Stress is getting everybody riled up#Clarity#boom there#thatz my name B)#damn I'm so fucking sad lol
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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Fanfiction is so goated actually
No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.
Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.
#c*rny posts#thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao#i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis#i was interested in how its gonna end#and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly#which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell#and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter#and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money#it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao#which is why i think fanfic is so great#just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible#this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing#also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu#i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed#but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao#after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done#and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams#not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense#but it did feel a bit rushed#anyway#fanfic and writing for yourself is great#and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general
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#JRWI#The Suckening#This is silly but I can't get it out of my head#The whole ''The feeling was friendship but neither of them had ever experienced it before'' thing is just So Them#You guys should all listen to The Suckening. I'm having a great time#This was supposed to be funny but upon reflection I'm slowly realizing it's incredibly tragic#*holds them gently* My two special boys#Listen man I'm just a huge sucker (no pun intended) for loyal characters#especially characters who are loyal to a fault#That's my bread and butter#Remember when Shilo called Grefgore his friend and Grefgore was like ''We're friends? 🥹''#Because I sure do#I love all the moments they've hugged it's so sweet#And then after [REDACTED] Grefgore's so happy to see them and Shilo's like ''Don't cry!!!! You'll make me cry!!!!!''#And Grefgore's just like ''I CAN HELP IT 😭😭😭''#Absolute sweethearts#I adore them#They'd be very sweet in a /r way but I heard Shilo is aroace (? Good for him if so) so I'm bapping them with the qpp stick instead#Roll talk#i talk
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B might not be able to cook at this point in their lives, but it’s hard to screw up fairy bread and it’s always a hit after a day of training.
#naruto#omoi#karui#I’ve never actually had fairy bread#because butter and sprinkles doesn’t sound like a good match#but I love sprinkles so maybe I would like it#maybe I’ll get some sprinkles and give it a try#edited to fix karui’s arm what was i thinking
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in my absence i learned how to bake from scratch :^) so here’s some of my homemade baked goods i would have otherwise posted!
ciabatta!
brown butter spiced cookies! (chinese 5 spice + ginger)
buttermilk biscuits!
more buttermilk biscuits! (these have cheddar & jalapeño 😁)
brown butter birthday cake blondies!
dutch oven bread!
donuts! (cinnamon sugar & maple glazed)
brown butter chocolate chip cookies!
rosemary focaccia!
gluten free brown butter oatmeal cookies! (i really really like baking with brown butter 😁)
#and yes i always make plenty to go around 🤲#i actually haven’t been baking lately but i need to make something delicious soon for my own well-being#i love you bread i love you desserts i love you carbs i love you brown butter#if i had to pick a favorite it’d probably be the biscuits or oatmeal cookies but if im being honest everything here was incredible#my food#<- because i’ll probably post more 😁
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sam told john "you did your best" and i whisper-screamed into the void of my empty apartment NO HE DIDN'T
#THAT MAN WAS BEATING HIS SON#THAT MAN LEFT HIS SONS ALONE FOR DAYS AT A TIME AND USED THEM AS BAIT FOR MONSTERS#THAT MAN ROUTINELY ABANDONED HIS SON FOR DAYS AT A TIME FOR SUCH CRIMES AS STEALING BREAD AND PEANUT BUTTER TO FEED HIS 12-YEAR-OLD BROTHER#DEAN COULD TELL WHEN JOHN HAD BEEN DEMONICALLY POSSESSED BECAUSE THE REAL JOHN WOULD NEVER SAY HE WAS PROUD OF HIM#sam fans make some noise tell me how john fucked up your boy too!!!!#i'm a deangirl so i only remember the specifics of what he did to dean but i KNOW he was awful to sam too#and i want more reasons to kill john winchester with my bare hands#the fuckspn rewatch
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Made naan for the first time, and I think this clown approves
#i have a few things to get better next time#but it was good!#i also made garlic and oregano butter to go with it#but because i don't like butter i didn't brush it onto the bread itself i just had it in a lil bowl 👌🏻#angel talks#personal
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Redcrackleweek: FEB 11/day 1- Fantasy
and if witch hunter gray and vampire hunter carmen were stuck in a fantastical mansion to steal the matryoshka diamond, got stuck because that mansion is haunted, spent like a week appreciating art and trying to escape it but came out of it in love then what huh?
#redcrackleweek2024#redcrackleweek#red crackle week#red crackle thoughts#had to repurpose an old one but i will always be on this fr#if i can will also release the mermaid aesthetic i was just having a hard time finding stuff for gray#carmen x gray#carmen x graham#anyway ill stretch the fantasy excuse like butter across too much bread#as long as its not magic in an urban setting understand its in afantasy world#literally they should run into a dragon snuggling its gold and then THEY SNUGGLE BECAUSE THE REAL -#carmen sandiego 2019
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I wonder why my brain is so fankid-focused, even when dealing with Transformers (I don’t say it out loud as much as I think it, but it is)
But then I remember, I spent over a year and a half making 100+ fankid requests for Cookie Run, and technically speaking I never stopped, I just have kind of forgotten about continuing them, particularly with my new Transformers fixation (though that’s not necessarily an invitation for new ones, since I feel like it’ll be even slower than the snail’s pace it already is at this point, and that’s assuming I don’t just stop at some point. Just an FYI)
Like at that point, I feel like this sort of mindset makes complete sense. Yeah I did other stuff during that time, but you probably don’t do all that and not have a brain oddly centered on this sort of thing, especially when it’s another series where there’s no clear answer to where children come from (though in Transformers’ case that’s because they don’t have children, even if it is a widely fanon concept. But my point still stands)
#hmm maybe I just need to properly make some to get this out of my system#and not be stuck in this state of not knowing whether it’s weird or not#because like at this point I kind of want to#but I’m also still stuck in the issue of not knowing how to make Transformers OCs in general#it’s a lot more difficult than Cookie Run since you have to be able to draw robots#and also you got to pick out alt modes which means you probably need at least some vehicle knowledge#which I don’t#I might be able to draw heads but it’s not gonna get much better than that for now#so another thing holding me back from doing so#but yeah random observation I just had#I really shouldn’t find it as weird as I do#especially since it was my bread and butter for a good long while here#I should probably go to sleep soon#fankid#fanchild#random stuff
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I love the discord server Im on now so fucking much. I feel so at home with my awkward ass self
#gopher rambles#my last fandom server had a rule that you couldn't talk about canon/canon shipping#because a lot of the big members of the server selfshipped hardcore and got mad about it#which is alright as a rule I suppose. but shipping is my bread and butter#I never felt comfy there. like I was Bad lmao#not on this one though. I show up. I show doodle. I make a pun. I go back to lurking#its great :3
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i love pastries you can peel apart it's like the fruit roll-ups of bread. croissant? exceptional. cinnamon roll? decadent. had a cardamom morning bun for the first time the other day and got so lost in the sauce that i blacked out and emerged minutes later only to find myself bewildered and covered in sugar
#im a bread lover if u couldn't tell#had a phase where i ate like entire loaves of bread because i couldn't stop making buttered toast.#pastry my dearest beloved...
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anyway Sicilian lemon yogurt with granola and local honey my beloved. this is fucking delicious
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#food mention#happy posting#the honey tastes the way a field full of wildflowers smells so now the yogurt tastes of lemon and wildflowers#my breakfast tastes of early summer#I appreciate that lately we've been trying both new foods and old foods that we haven't had in ages#because we keep trying stuff and being like ''oh wait this is really good'' and then having a wider variety of stuff we know we like#last night I made a sandwich with chilli and herb dipping oil instead of butter on the bread and holy shit that was incredible
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Favorite pizza toppings?
See this is a very boring answer I'm afraid as I'm an extremely picky eater (more specifically I'm diagnosed with ARFID 🫠) so a basic margherita is the most I can do. And it has to be absolutely mouth burning hot, if the cheese starts to get cold and chewy I can't eat it
#I'm an unbelievably picky eater#I've just had 4 slices of bread and butter for my 1 singular meal because it's the only thing I can eat rn#I do love pizza tho
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transgenerational trauma getting to me tonight
#vent#how did we live like that#i feel so ashamed of myself I have everyhring I cpuod ask for I have so much more than my mom had#i didnt have to work in the fields since I was 4 like my mom did. I have more to eat than bread butter and boiled cabbage a day#I have more than three shirts. I HAVE SHOES. I HAVE A ROOM FOR MYSELF#and i still amount to nothing I'm just pathetically weak I csnt do anyhting#I didn't go to work today because I was feeling 'bad' meanwhile my mom would get whipped or hit with brooms for that#she spent her whole life to make sure my life would be better and I do nothing with it#I hate myself for feeling bad for myself#our grandma's used to be sold off to more wealthy farms on the countryside to work for food since they were little kids and i feel sad#because I can't buy big groceries and cook dishes for myself. i need to smash my head with a rock and maybe remember#that we used to eat grains soaked in milk and sleep on the floor with 6 people in a single room
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#atlas speaks;#polls#the latter was because the grocery store did not have ANYTHING that week#like no lunchables or salads or even waffles so i settled for an entire box of uncrustables#however i have no excuse for the former aside from 'we finally had salted butter and good bread for it'
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