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#ramble#I’m trying to kill my own tastes because I’m going into a fandom with a friend I love so dearly#but our shipping styles are so wildly different I feel bad because I can’t full on fan out with them#in our initial fandom our shipping styles went into two very different directions and I still feel bad#because I’m super picky about my tastes and I ended up hating their current favorite ship to the point of muting it on sight#luckily there’s no one explicitly my type yet so I’m happy shipping stuff with them where they can set the pace#the feeling bad part is that I kinda want them to use me as a sounding board again for fic ideas they have#because I enjoy it dearly!#but I stopped cuz none of our tastes matched up for the longest while TTwTT)9#the joy of communal creation hindered by my picky tastes OTL#vent
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Hi! I love your Ghost Primes with Optimus AU! It’s so good.
I have a question though, do the Decepticons know that Optimus can see the 13 prime ghosts or do they just get increasingly confused each time they fight?
Thank you for the lovely artwork!!
oh they Know something funky is going on for sure lmao
a little more serious answer: they can tell something is going on with optimus and they desperately want to pretend it's not. they don't want to know how he's aware of things he shouldn't be, how he knows stuff that should have long been forgotten, how he seems to be more familiar with them than he should be. how sometimes he speaks and it's like the dead are talking through him. how sometimes he will answer to empty air and somehow they can just tell what he's responding to. who he is talking to.
they Know. and they really, really want to pretend they don't.
they already carry the guilt of failing them once. the idea of doing it once more is unbearable and they'd rather deceive themselves than face it. they'd rather their friends stay dead and gone than think of them seeing what they've become.
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#transformers one#tfone#transformers#optimus prime#soundwave#maccadams#haunted au#i loveeeee the concept of the decepticons being the former high guard you don't understand-#i will insert so much guilt and conflicted feelings into this dynamic as possible i don't care what anyone says about it ajkshdka#but anyway. the autobots at least got a brief explanation for optimus' weird behavior#the decepticons did not and so at first they're constantly confused and mildly creeped out by how weirdly cognizant the new little prime is#they eventually put it together. and then dearly wish they hadn't because the guilt that brings is Too Much#but they cannot turn back anymore. they chose their path and now they have to stick with it.#so they just. don't think about it.#this is obviously sustainable and not at all bound to result in a bunch of repressed feelings that may or may not explode at some point#ALSO THANK YOU I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY AU <3333#i'm having so much fun with it but i'm so happy others enjoy it too!!!#thank you so much for sending me this ask!!!!
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Hhhhhhhgghghg ive been thinking about them
#no reposting#NO BC HER FIRST INSTINCT WAS TO HUG GORDON AND SHE CAUGHT HERSELF AND GOT FLUSTERED AFTERWARDS LIKE OUUGHGHGHGHH#I enjoy these two in multiple directions but freemance is one of the very few times I wouldn’t be disappointed by a canon pairing#shes ur friend!! she loves you dearly!! she cares about your wellbeing but trusts you to cover her!!!#she thinks the world of you!#shes a total badass!!#i love alyx so much you guys have no idea#half life 2#half life fanart#half life furry au#alyx vance#gordon freeman#freemance#also their stupid matching pose because I forgot how to draw legs
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What you mean to me
#jojo’s bizarre adventure#vento aureo#golden wind#giorno giovanna#guido mista#giomis#ness’ art#hi this is the longest comic I’ve ever posted so far. enjoy?!#I wrote the general idea for this and the dialogue around two years ago…#but I never went through with the idea because. wow. this is too long#a couple of months ago I found my old notes and sketches of this and um#now here it is#this is my love letter to this pairing because I’ve loved them dearly ever since I finished gw#the last page was originally a separate drawing unrelated to the comic but I decided to repurpose it for the narrative#I’m used to making humorous things so it feels a little weird to make something more sincere (although there’s still a little haha funny)#I feel motivated to make more stuff like this but at the same time I don’t really want to because of all the effort necessary#but um#happy that this project got finished!!! and not abandoned in the depths of my desk!!! yay!!!#and yes I decided against adding the other page I. actually reasoned with myself for once
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Hey guys did you know that tomorrow will make one full year since season 2 episode 39 of Prime Defenders 😁😁😁😁 And in less than 2 weeks from now will be one full year since the end of Prime Defenders season 2 😁😁😁😁
#jrwi pd#jrwi prime defenders#I'm perfectly fine being patient because I've really been enjoying these newer campaigns#and I know Bizly said in the s2 ep 40 rolled that he wants to plan things out a ton for s3 in the same way he did during the first PD break#plus Bizly is literally running a campaign right now it makes sense that PD won't be back for a bit#but god I miss the campaign dearly#I get his sort of reluctance to return based on how he talks about PD in the TMK QnA#the Mutants and Masterminds system is huge pain in the butt compared to the other systems they've played for JRWI#but please I need my elf boy back#I need to know how the story ends
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Howl's moving castle content that centers around the movie adaptation is so overproduced and bloated, that when I see book related fan art it fills my heart with such fresh air and whimsy.
#Don't get me wrong I enjoy the movie as well#but as a person who prefers the book version I do feel a bit looked over#especially because I so dearly love how much more the book focuses on Sophie and her own power and confidence in herself#hmc book#howls moving castle book#howls moving castle#diana wynne jones
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happy new year, army!
another year with armyblr and another year of things i am thankful for uwu while i'm busier than usual and cannot make the things i used to make all the time, i'm still so grateful for having this creative outlet and having a place to share the love i have for these seven boys with people who love them just as much. you're all so special to me!!!! i want to recognize some of the people who've been extra kind to me and have made my journey on this blog as miraculous has it has been -- however, i cannot state enough that anyone who's ever interacted with my blog is so, so special and important to me. the work i do isn't just for myself, it's for everyone. i'm so glad to share my creations with anyone who wants to receive them!!! ♥
some of my mutuals who have been nothing but kind and supportive of the things that i manage to do while working my crazy work weeks -- i can and would move mountains for you all. you are so, so special to me and i love you so endlessly.
@jiniekook | @seokljin | @cordiallyfuturedwight | @aprylynn | @rjshope | @raplinenthusiasts | @starcatching | @heybaetae | @kimtaegis | @yooboobies | @bisexualrapline | @userhobi | @userjiminie | @sugaftrm | @jjwannie | @sevencoloredstar | @livelocks | @jkvjimin | @taegularities | @thv-hyung | @sopekooks | @kithtaehyung | @kth1 | @jimin-gaon | @jeonjcngkook | @ncytiri | @eoieopda | @cosmicdreamgrl
(part 2 coming in a reblog bc of tumblr's silly limits!!!)
#bts#btsedit#btsgif#usersan#heyryen#annietrack#usermaggie#i'm sure theres more tags i just cant think of them but i just !!!!!#wanted to do something for everyone bc everyone has been so so kind to me this year#ive been so busy and life has taken so many turns in the past 3 months alone#ive had the busiest december i could possibly imagine#but im always so happy to know i can come here and be myself and enjoy things authentically and freely#and that is because of all the kind people i've met#i know i don't talk too much bc i'm just busy and also shy but !!!!!#dont think for a second i dont read every single tag and message and notification#bc i do. and i cherish them all so so dearly#i love you all thank you for another year as army -- it's been the most rewarding experience of my life#***#saved //
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I don't know why my brain presented me with this, but you saying Adventure Zenos was just this unkillable/invulnerable brawler just made me go "A yes, Hilibrand if he had a turn with the braincell" and now I can't unseen it.
It’s okay, I can’t unsee it either, that thought has cursed me since EW, because I would die for Zenos to be the “Straight Man” for a Hildibrand quest akin to how WoL was, or to go toe to toe with Godbert. I’ll also admit, it doesn’t help for me either that I write Adventurer Zenos’ fighting style (one day I’ll figure out how to portray it in my art eventually) based on street brawling and greek wrestling, so Godbert running around drop kicking robots hasn’t helped that thought for me either lol.
#ffxiv#ask#anon#adventurer zenos#the curse has been spread and I am so sorry v-v#but the idea of zenos being Hildibrand with a braincell is accurate tbh— it doesn’t help how unintentionally comedic zenos is sometimes#the association in my work between Zenos and Hildibrand was entirely unintentional but also unfortunately inevitable#because I adore them both dearly#and though unrelated#I also just enjoy the concept of them having to interact at any capacity#thank you for the ask! it is now time for me to spend the rest of my morning rotating this in my brain
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never before seen middle part comic noir… I’m obsessed u draw him so nicely 😭😭 so blessed
NOT THE LAST MIDDLE PART COMIC NOIR I INTEND TO DRAW!!!! age discourse/noir timeline discussions i see on the dash have started to make me think about the overlapping year (1933....) and how that could be tied to the 'canon event'. and specifically the potential of comic!noir having a crazy angsty bittersweet time about itsv noir having longer with robbie because he happens to be born earlier in his universe. but also comic!pete having to grapple with knowing what happened to robbie in his universe and how he can't stand by and watch a version of himself lose robbie when he could change things. which is why i have this draft of a page :)
AND GOD DUDE THE WAY U DRAW COMICS NOIR (baby... baby boy) ABSOLUTELY HAS PLAYED A PART IN HOW I DRAW HIM !!! he is so devastatingly young in your depiction of him and i felt like the way i drew the comic version of him had to change and adjust towards that!!!! i love the comic art but that is not a 16-17 year old kid and i swear if the comic reflected how young he was i would have had the world's worst category 10 woman moment
#so what if im playing fast and loose with the idea of spiderverse canon.' miguel wouldnt let' BLAH BLAH MY CITY NYEOW!!!!!#all the stuff in my psd folders are just noir comics that are wips. i must find time to line color and post them#the other itsv noir-robbie comic technically takes place almost concurrently with this one...#where 90214B is going through the same motions as comic 90214 . canon events will be disrupted. i promise.#anyway yes. noirverse enjoyers grab your screentone brushes!!!!!!!!!#my art#noir#sooner or later i will unleash a bunch of noir comics into the tumblr stratosphere. only the rsi holds me back#and i do not think this has to be said but ofc ur art kills me. every day. i love ur noir comics so dearly#and you are ofc the noirobbie pioneer who got me to read 08-09 again because i was enjoying ur content so much!!!!#and for the better. i have become so much worse about noir!pete#i have to save him. he's so fucking young (<- cannot save peter parker because he is lines on a comic page) (<- also a tragedy enjoyer)
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"Do you know what happened when I died, Crystal? Nothing. My disappearance was labeled "an act from God."...We didn't matter. He and I. So these cases matter. They have to matter!" // Edwin Payne, Dead Boy Detectives
#HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE#I LOVE THIS ONE SO MUCH#it really came together for me man it was so fucking good#the lantern was a little annoying because I had to change the colors around and my photoshop app stopped working 🙄 BUT we persist#anyways please enjoy him he is my little cousin whom I hold so dearly#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbd#dbda#dbd fanart#mine#my dbd mb
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I'm genuinely convinced the thought process goes:
> people who abuse children are horrible, irredeemable monsters who deserve to have their human rights stripped away and burn in hell for all eternity, no good person would ever hurt a child
> *tons of scientific evidence comes out showing that hitting your kids is basically abuse and does immense harm with absolutely no good to balance it out and in the worst cases it leaves lasting psychological damage those kids carry for life*
> but wait...my parents spanked me as punishment, but they aren't horrible evil people who deserve to die! I love my parents and they loved me, they're good people and good people would never hurt a child, and I surely don't have issues as a result of being hit, so that must mean hitting your kids isn't abusive
> the cycle continues, nothing changes, kids keep getting hit
and like I get it, I get it, but I just want to grab these people and be like "welcome to the complex reality most actual abuse survivors have to contend with every single day of our lives, it sucks, but since I've been through it I can give you the answer I had to work out over years of therapy for free; you are still allowed to love--and even FORGIVE--people who hurt you"
#ask to tag#abuse mention#child abuse mention#this is part of the reason I hate the current trend of people saying the only “progressive” abuse narrative#is one where the abuser is fucking murdered#because when you demonize a group of people so profoundly you have no idea what to do when someone you love dearly#might kind overlap with the category of humans you want to unperson#and you end up just excusing their behavior so you can keep acting like morality is black and white#and then turn around and attack any abuse survivor who has the audacity to talk about#how it isn't black and white for them and they don't feel empowered by narratives where the abusers die badly#or god forbid they ENJOY narratives where the abuser changes and apologizes#just stop and think for a second why some of us might find that cathartic
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I had a vision and I made it fucking happen 🫡
#putting this here because i know i look kind of tubby lol#at least. compared to a few years ago so enjoy you sickos (affectionate) 👍🏾#BUT ALSO REAL NOODLE ART ON A T SHIRT HOURS 😈😈😈#noodle talks#so/ngs about jane my dearly fuckijg beloved....#oodles of noodle#have not used that tag in forever but it me so *shrug*
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some very messy loose OC sketches for the sci fi series @the-commonplace-book and I are working on :D Man I just love these guys!
#the sci fi project#in order from top left to bottom right:#zoroush (oc)#zanthi (oc)#kamala (oc)#seamus (oc)#ultana (oc)#erinea (oc)#erinea is so smol#seamus is so broody what does sinead even see in him lol#zanthi dearly beloved and departed :(#which is not really a spoiler because we know she is doomed to die from basically Kamala's first POV chapter#anyway this is definitely not tolkien but here i hope you guys enjoy my little guys#i am putting them all in a blender in my mind#my art
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This is your sign to draw your Tav w/ Astarion in cat poses
#astarion#bg3 tav#bg3#Baldur’s gate 3#baldur’s gate tav#baldur’s gate astarion#bg3 oc#bg3 astarion#tav#tav x astarion#tavstarion#astarion x oc#astarion x tav#he’s so silly#I love him dearly#I will probably disappear after this because school is picking up#thank you guys for enjoying my content#I die now
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Ok so today I found out Nanbaka ended some time ago so I spoiled myself and man, the ending was so rushed and angst for no reason and overall disappointing??? The author threw very important lore info and a plot twist that felt all out of the blue near the ending... I love angst but when it is well written, and this was not. Their friendship was real, even if prior to the series start wasn't I know what I read was real friendship and this ending ruins for me one of the main themes of this show.
I don't post a lot about this series because I started it before I even had Tumblr but Nanbaka was everything to me back then. Even after I was forced to move on because the english translation stopped and finding all chapters fan translated was very difficult I'd find myself thinking about these characters sometimes and I almost dare to say that it was a comfort series. Not being able to keep reading it without going through a Odyssey was already upsetting but the ending? What in the actual fuck is that. Is not even the fact it was a sad ending what bothers me the most, it's that it was sad and felt bad written or without proper building 🙁
This literally summaries my opinion regarding what happened to the main group:
Now I feel bad? Bad like when you receive bad news irl? Like I've received a punch in the stomach or a betrayal from a dear old friend
If spy x family or yuu & grim (including all of their friends in twst) separate in the end I'm losing all hope of being happy and relaxing with this trope without fearing the chance of getting backstabbed again forever
God please let them stick together or I'm going to make you the same thing you have done with me
#♡ — shut up noko#sorry I needed to vent#endings like that get my trust issues acting up /srs#how are you gonna enjoy a lighthearted family found series if you can't lower your guard bc you're afraid this will happen??#on top of that it was all the time a comedy gag slice of manga except for some action and blood here and there#and then they really decided to struck me with a bitter ending. Hurt/comfort without the comfort. all misery#and it feels so rushed and unnecessary and unnatural and too vague for an ending????#I wish I could unlearn it and keep believing they all live happily together in prison#because reality is already disappointing and mid-ish as it is. no need for more of that in fiction thanks#never thought it could happen to Nanbaka something worse than not getting a continuation of the anime#or being difficult to almost impossible to find chapters for non Japanese fans. Or being criminally underrated and forgotten for most peopl#but Murphy's law strikes again. There's always another level in the misery basement that is being fan of this series#sorry I don't handle well series I hold dearly having endings that I dislike or being cancelled#I was still recovering from Inside Job being cancelled so Netflix could give B*g f Mouth another season and now this#why God likes to ruin my day so much#nanbaka
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I don’t know your thoughts on Noir, but as a Noir girly I have to admit I’m attached to Noir 2.0 now. If something happens to him I’m going to go into grief part 2 😭
this reminds me of being a castiel girlie back in my spn era and having to grieve his "death" on like 3 separate occasions 😭 i'm so sorry i hope he pulls thru for y'all's sake!!!!
#i loved noir dearly and i was really unsure about new-oir#but i am actually quite enjoying him lol he just needs more screen time tbh#i think it's hysterical that they made him narcoleptic because nathan is always falling asleep on set#darling anon#ask and you shall receive
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