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There is something so comforting about characters who choose not to be evil.
Like, Luke Skywalker stands on the precipice of not coming back, almost letâs his rage and fear overtake him, and you can see him realize that. You can see the moment where he makes the conscious decision to take the hard way out of this. You can see him choose to stop, choose to control his own impulses, and choose to show mercy on a being that has not showed or been shown mercy in a very long time.
Or Cissie King-Jones in the Young Justice run. Her school was attacked, the woman who got Cissie out of her horrible living situation was murdered, and Cissie was inadvertently shown the tape that the murderer made of killing her, where he made her beg to live but shot her anyway. Cissie is rightfully pissed. Cissie hunts down the shooter. Cissie makes him beg for his life, makes him fear that sheâs going to kill him. And, Superboy comes in to remind her that she doesnât want to be a killer, but itâs Cissie herself who stops. Itâs Cissie herself who realizes that she doesnât want to be in this position, that sheâs scared and feels alone and vulnerable and she doesnât know what to do. Cissie pulls herself out of the situation, she decides that she canât kill someone who isnât worth going to prison for. She makes that choice, even though itâs the most difficult choice sheâs made.
Peter Parkerâs violent thoughts are often portrayed as a joke, especially early on, but Peter is always holding himself back. He is constantly making the choice not to hurt people. He is always conscious of his super strength and how easily he could hurt someone or kill someone with it. He is always aware of his own potential to cause pain. But he chooses not to. He chooses to keep his touch light, even when he could make the excuse he was distracted. He is always making that choice, he always makes the choice to be a better person, he always tries so damn hard to be a halfway decent person, even on days he wishes he could be awful and selfish and cruel.
Thereâs just something about characters who have walked that line. Characters who stopped themselves and thought âI donât want to do this.â Characters who are scared and who worry that their capacity for evil alone makes them less good. Characters who decide that it doesnât matter, because theyâre going to try to be a better person whether the universe allows it or not.
I donât know. I just love those characters who had to go through Hell to be what they eventually become. Characters who are broken down and build themselves back up even stronger. Characters who put the reins on their impulses and decide that theyâre in control, not their instincts and not anybody who might desire to control them.
Thereâs something immensely comforting that some of the most powerful characters in media are not made any less powerful or any less heroic because of things they cannot control, like their thoughts. They can only control how they respond to those thoughts. Thatâs what separates them from villains, thatâs what makes them so powerful, they donât choose the easy way out of things. Their willpower is stronger than steel. And itâs nice.
#luke skywalker#cissie king jones#peter parker#star wars#dc#young justice#marvel#spiderman#imperfect characters#luke looking at the past and choosing to extend a hand in mercy#cissie realizing that murdering the guy will just be giving him an easy out while making her own life more difficult#peter having impulsive thoughts about murdering people who are cruel to him#character analysis#these characters are near and dear to my heart#because they prove that choosing to be good#is what makes you good#you arenât born good or bad#your goodness is determined by your actions#and your thoughts are not sinful#you canât help your mind going to some dark places sometimes#and that doesnât make you bad#you donât have to be perfect to be good#you choose to be good#the inane ramblings of a madman
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that feeling when you want to write a long post ranting discussing something you feel especially strongly about but you're just. too Tired to actually sit down and do it
#also it's technically vaguing other posts which I don't want to do#but tbh this is something I really have wanted to talk about for a while I just didn't realize how frustrated I was until now#anyway:#you do know that it's possible to recognize Henry VII's success as King without completely erasing Edward IV's entire reign impact#and achievements* in the process right?#(*achievements that massively BENEFITTED Henry VII and gave Henry several useful precedents which he actively followed.#If you're genuinely interested in Henry you should be able to acknowledge that and use it as part of your analysis of him)#like I'm sorry but if the only way you can compliment Henry is by erasing someone else's credit and policies that Henry himself referenced#I don't think your opinion can be taken seriously. even though I very much do agree with your broader point#There are ways to highlight Henry's considerable success without diminishing Edward IV's own success that preceded Henry's#(and also without incorrectly caricaturing the entire Wars of the Roses as decades of bloody ravaged in-fighting my god)#(there was a 12-year reign of relative stability and economic recovery from 1471-83 that you're literally erasing completely.#are you fucking stupid?)#It's weird because I obviously dislike the way Henry VIII is glorified at his father's expense#and dislike when Henry VII's achievements that contributed so massively to his son's reign are minimized#so when I see people defend Henry VII using the exact same method to praise Henry at Edward IV's expense (except Edward is#just entirely erased and overlooked rather than vilified)...#it's rather hypocritical imo?#to be clear it's not about Edward I know it's about Henry. and it doesn't generally happen because Henry is not generally#talked about positively at all. he's often regarded negatively in a way that makes no sense and which I'm very frustrated by#But when he IS given praise it's usually exacerbated by people who (implicitly; perhaps unknowingly) minimize Edward IV in the process#and it's irritating to say the least#anyway. sorry. I didn't mean to vague I don't generally do this. but I really do have a lot to say about this topic#I do want to make another post about it sometime but not anytime soon#I might delete these tags in a bit let's see#(super unsure if I should post this but. whatever)
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average United States contains 1000s of pet tigers in backyards" factoid actualy [sic] just statistical error. average person has 0 tigers on property. Activist Georg, who lives the U.S. Capitol & makes up over 10,000 each day, has purposefully been spreading disinformation adn [sic] should not have been counted
I have a big mad today, folks. It's a really frustrating one, because years worth of work has been validated... but the reason for that fucking sucks.
For almost a decade, I've been trying to fact-check the claim that there "are 10,000 to 20,000 pet tigers/big cats in backyards in the United States." I talked to zoo, sanctuary, and private cat people; I looked at legislation, regulation, attack/death/escape incident rates; I read everything I could get my hands on. None of it made sense. None of it lined up. I couldn't find data supporting anything like the population of pet cats being alleged to exist. Some of you might remember the series I published on those findings from 2018 or so under the hashtag #CrouchingTigerHiddenData. I've continued to work on it in the six years since, including publishing a peer reviewed study that counted all the non-pet big cats in the US (because even though they're regulated, apparently nobody bothered to keep track of those either).
I spent years of my life obsessing over that statistic because it was being used to push for new federal legislation that, while well intentioned, contained language that would, and has, created real problems for ethical facilities that have big cats. I wrote a comprehensive - 35 page! - analysis of the issues with the then-current version of the Big Cat Public Safety Act in 2020. When the bill was first introduced to Congress in 2013, a lot of groups promoted it by fear mongering: there's so many pet tigers! they could be hidden around every corner! they could escape and attack you! they could come out of nowhere and eat your children!! Tiger King exposed the masses to the idea of "thousands of abused backyard big cats": as a result the messaging around the bill shifted to being welfare-focused, and the law passed in 2022.
The Big Cat Public Safety Act created a registry, and anyone who owned a private cat and wanted to keep it had to join. If they did, they could keep the animal until it passed, as long as they followed certain strictures (no getting more, no public contact, etc). Donât register and get caught? Cat is seized and major punishment for you. Registering is therefore highly incentivized. That registry closed in June of 2023, and you can now get that registration data via a Freedom of Information Act request.
Guess how many pet big cats were registered in the whole country?
97.
Not tens of thousands. Not thousands. Not even triple digits. 97.
And that isn't even the right number! Ten USDA licensed facilities registered erroneously. That accounts for 55 of 97 animals. Which leaves us with 42 pet big cats, of all species, in the entire country.
Now, I know that not everyone may have registered. There's probably someone living deep in the woods somewhere with their illegal pet cougar, and there's been at least one random person in Texas arrested for trying to sell a cub since the law passed. But - and here's the big thing - even if there are ten times as many hidden cats than people who registered them - that's nowhere near ten thousand animals. Obviously, I had some questions.
Guess what? Turns out, this is because it was never real. That huge number never had data behind it, wasn't likely to be accurate, and the advocacy groups using that statistic to fearmonger and drive their agenda knew it... and didn't see a problem with that.
Allow me to introduce you to an article published last week.
This article is good. (Full disclose, I'm quoted in it). It's comprehensive and fairly written, and they did their due diligence reporting and fact-checking the piece. They talked to a lot of people on all sides of the story.
But thing that really gets me?
Multiple representatives from major advocacy organizations who worked on the Big Cat Publix Safety Act told the reporter that they knew the statistics they were quoting weren't real. And that they don't care. The end justifies the means, the good guys won over the bad guys, that's just how lobbying works after all. They're so blase about it, it makes my stomach hurt. Let me pull some excerpts from the quotes.
"Whatever the true number, nearly everyone in the debate acknowledges a disparity between the actual census and the figures cited by lawmakers. âThe 20,000 number is not real,â said Bill Nimmo, founder of Tigers in America. (...) For his part, Nimmo at Tigers in America sees the exaggerated figure as part of the political process. Prior to the passage of the bill, he said, businesses that exhibited and bred big cats juiced the numbers, too. (...) âIâm not justifying the hyperbolic 20,000,â Nimmo said. âIn the world of comparing hyperbole, the good guys won this one.â
"Michelle Sinnott, director and counsel for captive animal law enforcement at the PETA Foundation, emphasized that the law accomplished what it was set out to do. (...) Specific numbers are not what really matter, she said: âWhether thereâs one big cat in a private home or whether thereâs 10,000 big cats in a private home, the underlying problem of industry is still there.â"
I have no problem with a law ending the private ownership of big cats, and with ending cub petting practices. What I do have a problem with is that these organizations purposefully spread disinformation for years in order to push for it. By their own admission, they repeatedly and intentionally promoted false statistics within Congress. For a decade.
No wonder it never made sense. No wonder no matter where I looked, I couldn't figure out how any of these groups got those numbers, why there was never any data to back any of the claims up, why everything I learned seemed to actively contradict it. It was never real. These people decided the truth didn't matter. They knew they had no proof, couldn't verify their shocking numbers... and they decided that was fine, if it achieved the end they wanted.
So members of the public - probably like you, reading this - and legislators who care about big cats and want to see legislation exist to protect them? They got played, got fed false information through a TV show designed to tug at heartstrings, and it got a law through Congress that's causing real problems for ethical captive big cat management. The 20,000 pet cat number was too sexy - too much of a crisis - for anyone to want to look past it and check that the language of the law wouldn't mess things up up for good zoos and sanctuaries. Whoops! At least the "bad guys" lost, right? (The problems are covered somewhat in the article linked, and I'll go into more details in a future post. You can also read my analysis from 2020, linked up top.)
Now, I know. Something something something facts don't matter this much in our post-truth era, stop caring so much, that's just how politics work, etc. Iâm sorry, but no. Absolutely not.
Laws that will impact the welfare of living animals must be crafted carefully, thoughtfully, and precisely in order to ensure they achieve their goals without accidental negative impacts. We have a duty of care to ensure that. And in this case, the law also impacts reservoir populations for critically endangered species! We can't get those back if we mess them up. So maybe, just maybe, if legislators hadn't been so focused on all those alleged pet cats, the bill could have been written narrowly and precisely.
But the minutiae of regulatory impacts aren't sexy, and tiger abuse and TV shows about terrible people are. We all got misled, and now we're here, and the animals in good facilities are already paying for it.
I don't have a conclusion. I'm just mad. The public deserves to know the truth about animal legislation they're voting for, and I hope we all call on our legislators in the future to be far more critical of the data they get fed.
#big cats#tiger king#my research#news#big cat public safety act#animal welfare#big cat welfare#legislation and regulation#vent post#long post#crouchingtigerhiddendata#more on the problems with the bill in the future
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i actually wanted to do something with with this song for them as well!!
except in my head i've had charlie as the soldier and sneeg as the poet
my thought being
charlie dies, every single episode, he's involved in violence in some way, but he continues nonetheless, especially with him having been (i think canonically?) raised by showfall, he soldiers on through all the trauma, doesnt even scream for ranboo to stop or anything during his one moment of opportunity instead just screaming in pain (fair enough), hang on ill link a thing someone wrote about the scene that solidified this for me
and then i dont have anywhere near as much for sneeg other than, i just fuckin love to wax poetic about horror and dawning realisations and he really really gets that, and also him dying about an inch from the exit is just, amazing, he lies very convincingly to jerma/puzzler to let him out to go to the toliet, and promises ranboo he'll come back for them, most of his actions i think of in regards to like, breaking through showfalls control were largely verbal ones, or at least the ones i stuck out to me
and then ranboo is absolutely the king, "brow laid with thorn" box, and also their mask , "smeared with oil like davids boy" oil is not exactly slime but viscosity varies and slime usually contains an oil of some kind, so im perfectly happy to use oil as another substitute for blood in this context
Soldier, poet, king. The taken, the villain, the hero.
I was listening to soldier poet king by the oh hellos just now and realized how it fit gen loss surprisingly well, down to the religious imagery.
Soldier = the taken
Sneeg was the first to âfight backâ in the sense of he broke through showfalls filter first and tried his damndest to escape. His character overall is blunt, judgy, and shielded. He fought until the very end, when he was taken down by a security monster trying to break free again. Everytime sneeg âdiesâ, he doesnât go down without a fight.
Poet = the villain
Charlieâs character plays the widest variety of roles. Itâs still the same guy, the same âactorâ, but heâs thrown between being the demon, the patient, and a streamer. Sneerâs character is almost the same between day one and two, but Charlie is drastically different.
King = the hero
Cmon. âThere will come a ruler, whoâs crown is laid in thornâ. That lyric almost definitely references jesus and ranboo is essentially crucified. The entire show rested on his shoulders, he was the hero. They were the center of everything even though they never wanted to be and it ended up being his downfall, his death.
It just all makes sense in my head ya know? Anyways, soldier poet king makes every piece of media sadder thank you for coming to my Ted talk.
#im the kinda wizard to see a piece of media with three mainish characters and go âis anyone gonna apply solider poet king to this?â and not#sorry for like#kinda hijacking ur post i just had thoughts in my head i hadn't really actually understood yet and for some reason#im often able to interpret my own brain better in response to other things#i also love ur take on it#originally i did have sneeg as my solider but something felt off about it in my brain at the time bc i had so so much for charlie#i fucking love your analysis so so much#if u like make an animatic or anything at some point id love to see it bc soldier poet king animatics always go so so hard#generation loss#gen loss#genloss slimecicle#genloss ranboo#genloss sneeg
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est-ce que je tâaime? | j.v
summary:
âWhat does dear Jace have to say?â
âI do not like your tone,â you huffed, snatching the letter out of his hands. Daeron chuckled, his eyes gleaming.
âYou could become my niece, if this continues.â
âOh please,â you answered, not even entertaining the idea. âI am too low of a rank for him to even consider marrying me.â
OR; After having spent almost eight namedays in Oldtown, you longed for your return to Kingâs Landing, to see Jace again. When the day finally comes, you didnât expect to be thrust in the middle of a war for the crown.
pairing: jacaerys velaryon x reader, platonic!daeron targaryen x reader
warnings: mention of death (Viserys), canonical violence (follows plot of the show up to Stormâs End), otherwise this part is pretty tame!
word count: 8,2k
authorâs note: i do not know a single thing about daeron except for the tidbits we have learned in the show. the rest is made up (but imo my Daeron character analysis is pretty great finally my bachelor's in english has proven useful). this is gonna be a two parter! the first part is heavily reader x daeron/team green focused, while the second part will focus on readerâs and jaceâs relationship. title is from GIMS' song est-ce que tu m'aimes which also inspired this fic... also @eldrith bc i fear i will be threatened with a gun if i dont... happy reading đŤśďż˝ďż˝ďż˝ďż˝
⌠. ăâş ă . ⌠. ăâş ă . âŚ
âI have a letter from the Queen Alicent and and another one from the Prince Jacaerys Velaryon,â the messenger said, bowing as he stood at the door.
âThank you Ser.â
Taking the letters, the messenger bowed to take his leave, and you handed Daeron the letter from his mother before settling into your chaise with Jaceâs letter.
This was how you and Daeron received news from Kingâs Landing and Dragonstone. You hated how you had to wait so long to hear news, longing for the time all of you were at Kingâs Landing together, but you knew that things hadnât been working out with Rhaenyra and her family nor with Alicent and her children.
You thought that was the main reason Daeron had been sent to Oldtown, to shield him from the tumultuous life at court and you along with him, despite that you had been Helaenaâs lady in waiting.
Smiling at the contents of the letter, you tried to imagine Jaceâs voice as he told you of Luke taking flight with Arrax for the first time, failing miserably. It had only been two years since you saw him last, but you knew how boys matured quickly in a short span of time, Daeron being the perfect example.
He had only come up to your shoulders when you first arrived in Oldtown, now, he was almost as tall as you.
âHelaena and Aegon were married,â Daeron suddenly said and your hands stilled, lowering Jaceâs letter.
You glanced at him, noticing how small his voice sounded. Putting the letter away, you clasped Daeronâs arm, offering some comfort. You knew how hard it was for him to be away from his family and hearing about important news like that through letter just made the distance seem even greater.
âTo whom?â
âTo each other.â
âWhat?â
âLook,â Daeron said, handing you the letter his mother had sent him with the official sigil of the Targaryen house. You read through the letter, before sitting back with a surprised sigh.
âHelaena must be devastated,â you muttered, rubbing the side of your temples. You couldnât imagine how alone Helaena must feel, to be married off to Aegon. He had always been a little crude; you doubted he had changed much.
âI cannot believe mother did not even deem it necessary to bring me home for their wedding,â Daeron said with a frown. âAm I even still her son?â
âDonât be ridiculous,â you chastised him. âYour mother sent you away for your own good.â
Even as you said those words, you didnât quite believe them yourself. It had been so long since Daeron has seen his family, you understood sending him away in the first place, but going for so long without a single visit?
With a sigh, Daeron brushed his silver hair back, angling towards Jaceâs letter you had left on the table.
âWhat does dear Jace have to say?â
âI do not like your tone,â you huffed, snatching the letter out of his hands. Daeron chuckled, his eyes gleaming.
âYou could become my niece, if this continues.â
âOh please,â you answered, not even entertaining the idea. âI am too low of a rank for him to even consider marrying me.â
âSo you have thought about marrying my nephew?â
You groaned and Daeron only cackled when you shoved him.
âGo sit and write to your mother,â you told him with a sniff of your nose and even though he grimaced at you, he sat down at the wooden desk, grabbing a roll of parchment. Even though Daeron was of much higher rank than you, he had adopted you as some sort of older sister ever since you two got to Oldtown, with you being the only familiar person from home that was still present in his life, apart from his uncles, of course.
It pained you, to see Daeron long for his family, who seemed to have discarded him so easily. You wondered when he would get to his family again as you reached for Jaceâs letter to keep on reading;You wondered when you would get to see Jace again.
It was six more years before either of that would happen. However under much different circumstances than either of you had imagined.
âUrgent news from Kingâs Landing!â the messenger said, his breath short as he handed Lord Ormund a roll of parchment. You and Daeron glanced at each other; you were in the middle of breaking fast, the most important meal of the day in Oldtown; it must be incredible important news for the messenger to disrupt the meal like that. His face was stony as he read the contents of the letter, before his eyebrows raised in surprise. He lowered the letter, his eyes finding Daeron.
âYour father has passed. They are to crown your brother Aegon to be King. You are expected back in Kingâs Landing.â Lord Ormundâs eyes found you. âBoth of you.â
It didnât take long for Daeron and you get everything ready for your departure, you barely noticed most of your belongings being packed up, still reeling from the news. You couldnât believe King Viserys had died. Of course you had known from the letters that Daeron had received from his mother that the king had taken quite ill, but still. And he named Aegon as his new heir? You couldnât imagine Aegon, the boy who teased his brother endlessly to become King of the Seven Realms, but who were you to judge?
Your hand was itching to write to Jace, despite your last letter still being unanswered. You werenât sure what had changed, but lately you felt like Jaceâs letters had become scarce, every answer taking longer than the last. You werenât quite bold enough to ask why in a letter, fearing a rejection, but maybe when you saw him, you could gauge his mood. You knew you were to see him at King Viserysâ funeral or the latest at Aegonâs coronation, you would see him sooner than your letter would take to get to him. Despite knowing that, your eyes caught on parchment and quill, so you took leave to Daeronâs chamber to distract yourself.
The door to his chambers stood open as you stepped in, the maids moving in a flurry as they packed his belongings, while Daeron was sitting on his bed, unmoving. Gingerly, you moved to sit behind him, but he barely acknowledged your presence, gazing out of the window.
âIâm sorry about your fatherâs passing,â you told him, nudging him with your shoulder.
âI have been living without a father for quite some time,â he replied wryly, glancing at you. âI suppose it will not feel any different.â
You reached for his hand, squeezing it, hoping to lend him comfort. âI know. But still, I wish he had been a better father to you.â
Daeron only snorted, shaking his head.
âAre you nervous to see your kin again?â
The young Prince let out a laugh, unwinding his hand from your grip to stand.
âKin? I havenât seen them in nearly ten years,â he scoffed, starting to pace. âMother writes to me once in a moon, Helaenaâs letters are more confusing than not, and Aegon and Aemond barely write to me on my name day. I have not seen them since my eighth name day.â
âThey are still your kin, Daeron.â
âBy blood, yes.â
âIs there any other way to be kin?â
You were humoring him, knowing he was frustrated and nervous to see his family but Daeron stopped in his tracks, looking at you.
âYes. You.â
You raised your eyebrows in surprise and he took his seat next to you again, cradling your hand in his.
âYou came with me to Oldtown when you did not have to, gave me a sense of familiarity in this⌠Farce of a home, lent me comfort in a way my own blood failed to do,â he said quietly, squeezing your hand. âYou are my sister in everything but blood.â
âOh Daeron,â you sighed, pulling him into a hug and letting the younger boy - despite him arguing that he was long a man - find comfort in your arms. Ten and six, and the burden of feeling like you were abandoned by your family. You wished he did not have to feel this way, but you were powerless to change it.
âSwear to me you will not abandon me once we get back to Kingâs Landing,â Daeron said, pulling away to hold you at an armâs length, his eyes searching yours.
âI swear it,â you told him, a smile on your face. âSwear to me you will not say any of this to your mother.â
Daeron let out a laugh at that, but you only shook your head, only half-jesting. You know Otto Hightower would fall right to his grave if he had heard Daeron call you his sister. You were high-born, yes, but in no way comparable to a Princess.
A knock sounded on the door, before a squire entered. âEverything has been prepared for your departure my Prince.â
âVery well, we will be right out,â Daeron answered with a nod.
The squire bowed, before leaving again and you squeezed Daeronâs hand, standing.
âI will go fetch my belongings, you go bid farewell to your uncles.â
Daeron nodded, taking a deep breath and squaring his shoulders. âI will meet you outside the city walls.â
You touched his cheek gently before you departed. A knight and two maids followed you with bags of sustenance and personal belongings to the city walls, where a handful of dragonkeepers were eyeing the sky. Lifting your gaze, you saw Tessarion fly over the city in circles, a smile growing on your face, excited to be making the trip back to Kingâs Landing on dragonback.
You had always loved whenever Daeron took you out flying on Tessarion; deep within you wished to feel a bond as special as a dragonrider had with their dragon. You wondered if Jace would take you flying on Vermax, now that all of you were reconvening for the Kingâs funeral rite and Aegonâs coronation.
Tessarion let out a screech before coming to land on the small green meadow, and you knew Daeron must be close. Surely enough, you heard footsteps coming closer before Daeron stopped just next to you, knights accompanying him.
âWill you miss Oldtown?â You asked him, but Daeron only shook his head.
âNothing keeping me here,â he answered, stepping forward to greet Tessarion as she landed, calming her as the knights and maids attached the satchels and bags to the saddle. You let out a deep breath, turning to look at Oldtown for one last time. While Daeron had been right, a part of you was sad to leave, as it had been the place you had called home for the last years.
âAre you sure this is Kingâs Landing?â
The journey to Kingâs Landing had been uneventful and quick, a half dayâs journey only. When you had arrived, flying over the city, Daeron directed Tessarion into the dragon pit, where the dragonkeepers had been waiting. Maids had then taken you into the Red Keep, and you barely had any time to react as you looked at the adornments that decorated castle; countless dedications to the Seven. The busy Keep you had remembered had now been replaced with empty halls and dark walls.
Daeron glanced at you before looking around. âSurely motherâs doing.â
The maid led you into empty chambers, bowing to Daeron.
âThe Queen Dowager will be with you shortly, my Prince.â
Daeron thanked her and she inclined her head at him before turning to you.
âMy Lady, if you follow me.â
âWhere are you taking her?â Daeron, his hand on your arm to stop you from leaving. The maid paused, glancing between the two of you.
âTo her chambers, my Prince.â
âShe will stay with me.â
âDaeron, you should see your mother by yourself, I can come see you after,â you assured him but Daeron merely shook his head, his grip on your arm tightening.
âI shall not meet my mother alone.â
âDaeron-â
âPlease,â Daeron begged, his voice panicked and you sighed, giving in. Only then did Daeron release the grip on your arm.
The maid still paused but she then decided to retreat, but not without bowing to Daeron again. He started pacing in the room, picking up the small trinkets that littered the desk.
âThey just put me in my old chambers thinking it will be like I never left.â
You raised your eyebrows, glancing around before you realized that Daeron was right - you were standing in his old chambers. They had replaced the furniture and added a bigger bed, but it was the same chambers he had stayed in when he was a little boy.
âThey have always kept a place for you to return, is that not a good thing?â
Daeron looked at you with a frown when the doors suddenly opened and Alicent stepped in, in tow with Daeronâs siblings and his grandsire, Otto. Alicent beamed at the sight of her youngest son, though her smile wavered when she saw you, before turning her eyes back to Daeron, opening her arms.
âMy boy.â
âMother,â Daeron replied, his voice hesitant before he fell into her arms, hugging him tightly.
Your heart warmed at the sight and Daeron seemed to lose all of the fears he had been carrying - if only for a split second - as he laid in his motherâs arms. You were content to stay back, let Daeron get reacq with his family again, but you werenât ignored for long, when someone threw their arms around you with so much momentum, it nearly knocked you off your feet.
âOh Gods,â you laughed, a head of silver hair in your face. âHelaena.â
âI missed you,â the Princess whispered and you hugged her back just as tightly, sighing. She gave you one last squeeze, before Helaena pulled away to muster you, running her hands through the ends of your hair.
âYou look well,â she said. âVery beautiful.â
You flushed at her kind words, lacing her hands with yours. âSo are you, my Princess.â
Helaena smiled brightly at you. âYou must meet Jahaera and Jahaerys.â
âThere is time for that later,â Alicent decided, cutting in. Helaenaâs smile dropped slightly and she fled to your side as her mother stepped to you. You bowed your head to greet her, but Alicent grabbed you by the shoulders before pulling you into a hug, surprising you.
âThank you,â she said quietly in the privacy of the embrace. âThank you for watching over Daeron when I was unable to.â
You wrapped your arms around Alicent. âOf course my Queen.â
She pulled away, straightening her dress and you caught a glimpse of Otto talking to Daeron before Aegon and Aemond stepped into your view.
âMy Princes,â you said, bowing. âMy condolences for your father.â
âThank you,â Aemond said. âHe was in great pain, The Stranger freed him.â
His voice was monotone, almost void of emotion and you wondered if any of them mourned their father. Aegon nodded, though he seemed more subdued.
âAre you excited to be King, my Prince?â you asked, hoping to change the topic.
He gave you a wry smile, opening his mouth but Aemond gave him a subtle jab in the side with his elbow.
âUh, yes, of course, my Lady,â Aegon said, clearing his throat. âNow that we have all reconvened, the coronation cannot come soon enough. You are a much better guest than our nephews.â
That made you pause.
âJace and Luke were here?â You asked, your forehead creasing.
âYes. Lord Vaemond challenged Luke as heir for Driftmark and the trial was held at court. They left just shortly before father passed,â Aemond told you, his voice even. You hadnât known that.
âWhen are they expected to return?â
Alicent exchanged looks with Otto, silent conversation passing between them and you glanced at Daeron, who seemed just as confused. Something was going on, something you werenât aware of.
âThey are not,â Alicent then said and your lips parted in surprise. âRhaenyra is upset, rightfully so, that her father had chosen Aegon as his heir, so she decided to remain on Dragonstone.â
Your eyebrows furrowed but you decided not to press the matter, only nodding. The topic was quickly brushed off as Alicent wrapped her arm around Daeron, trying to draw him into conversation, asking about his interests. You only listened half-heartedly, your mind still spinning from the news.
âDo you not think all of this odd?â you asked, your voice low. âI know Rhaenyra is proud, but refusing to show up to the coronation or even pay respects to her late father?â
It was the day after your arrival in Kingâs Landing, the day of the coronation. The day was hectic, the Keep suddenly bustling with servants and maids getting everything ready; you had taken the advantage to sneak into Daeronâs room, something that had gotten much more difficult ever since you got back to Kingâs Landing.
âMaybe thingâs have changed,â Daeron replied, rubbing his temple. âWe have been away for a while, we do not know of the things that have transpired.â
You opened your mouth to argue, but a knock on the door interrupted you, a maid coming to fetch you for the coronation was about to begin. As you walked to the carriage, you were arguing with yourself on the inside, knowing that you were privy of most details, thanks to Jaceâs letters. You couldnât believe Rhaenyra wouldnât rush to Kingâs Landing to bid farewell to her father. There must be something else holding her back.
As you got to the Dragonpit where the coronation was held, you were surprised that it was over faster than you had imagined, almost like it was rushed. Then again, this was your first coronation so who were you to say this wasnât how every coronation went? As Aegon raised his hand to the small folk, eliciting applause, you joined in. The applause ceded when a loud growl shook the entire building. Silence followed, before the floor gave away when a dragon emerged through the stone, countless people falling to their death, trampled by the the huge beast with Princess Rhaenys on top.
Meleys, you thought, stood before the family, and Alicent rushed towards Aegon to shield him, cries and pleads from the smallfolk surrounding you. Criston shielded Helaena, and you grasped Daronâs hand as he only stared at his cousin in shock.
With bated breath, everyone waited - to be burnt, eaten, you werenât sure. But Meleys only let out a deafening roar, before flapping her wings, breaking through the doors to escape to freedom.
âWhat in the Seven Hells was that?â you muttered to Daeron. He gave you a shrug, squeezing your hand as he looked you over, making sure you were unharmed.
The small folk on the other hand were fighting to get out of the building, which seemed to be crumbling in on itself, and Criston began to usher everyone out.
You were the last to come down from the stairs, taking Daeronâs hand he was offering to you when a crunching sound from above made you lift your head, seeing a large part of the roof cave in, falling right down heading straight for you.
âSister!â
Daeron gave a harsh tug of your arm, pulling you behind him, as the large slab of stone fell right in the place you were standing mere moments ago.
âAre you well?â He asked, his voice full of concern as he padded you down.
âIâm fine, Daeron.â
âDaeron.â
You both looked up when Alicent called for him, just to see that they were all staring at you, Otto seeming incredibly displeased as you realized what Daeron had just called you. Seven Hells, you thought, this was precisely what you had been trying to avoid.
âDo you even realize what sort of rumors would be spread if anyone had heard you refer to her as âsisterâ?!â
You were pacing in front of the study, voices muffled through the wooden door. After you had gotten back to the Keep, Helaena and Aegon had returned to their children, while Otto and Alicent had dragged Daeron into the study. Neither of them sounded particularly happy, their raised voices spilling out of the room. You were wringing your hands, something that you had been doing a lot since you got to Kingâs Landing. Not even three nights ago, you were in Oldtown wondering if you were ever to return to Kingâs Landing, now you were back and everything was happening so fast and you felt like you were missing a big part of the story. When did the King change his mind about his heir? Why wouldnât Rhaenyra and Daemon return to Kingâs Landing following the Kingâs death? And why in the Seven Hells did Rhaenys break through the floor with Meleys like she was being held captive? You had so many questions, none of which you had answer to; deep in thoughts, you didnât even notice someone approaching you.
âEavesdropping, are we?â
Letting out a small gasp, you jumped to face Aemond, a hand on your chest as he eyed you, unimpressed.
âGods, you scared me,â you said, shaking your head. âNo, I am waiting on Daeron. Your mother and grandsire didnât want me to come in.â
Clearly.
Aemond didnât say anything else as he leaned against the wall, his arms crossing over his chest. You eyed him as he stood there, on guard. It was hard to gauge him; you felt like Aemond was waiting for you to make a mistake so he had a reason to get rid of you. You remembered the soft, warm boy he used to be when you first got to Kingâs Landing. You wondered when he had changed, if it was when Luke took his eye or before.
âI should have known Daeron would cling to you after you had gone to Oldtown with him,â he said, his voice slow. âWhat is it, that you are planning to do with him? Make him infatuated with you so you can insinuate yourself into our family?â
Your ears grew hot at his implication. How dare he abandon his brother for nearly all his life and accuse you of having improper thoughts?
âDaeron is like a brother to me,â you said, voice indignant. âI care about him and I mislike being accused of such a horrible things.â
âSo you vow your loyalty to our family, to Aegon as King?â
The way Aemond phrased the question made it seem like you had a choice and you hesitated, the fight leaving you.
âOf course, heâs the rightful heir, is he not?â
Aemond only gave a nod, taking a step back. You narrowed your eyebrows at him, but the door opened and Daeron stepped out, his face in a scowl.
âWhat happened?â you asked, but he only gave a brief shake of his head. He inclined his head, and you followed him, a knight on your trail, while Aemond stayed behind. The two of you walked for a while, until you reached the gardens, the knight staying by the edge as you and Daeron took a seat on a bench. He still seemed agitated, so you placed your hand on his shoulder to calm him down.
âThey accused me of impropriety,â Daeron muttered. âSaid that I was opening our family up for vulnerabilities and rumors.â
âWeâre not in Oldtown anymore, Daeron, everything you do here is looked upon,â you sighed.
âWhat is improper about calling you my sister? You have been by my side since my eighth name day,â he argued. âHow can I call a woman my mother when I havenât seen her since I was a boy? The strangers brothers and sister, when I barely recognize them?â Daeron hissed, his voice rising.
âI know youâre upset,â you said quietly, eyes darting around, not wanting him to get in even more trouble. âItâs hard for them to understand. They are not trying to hurt you.â
âDid they not try to hurt me when they cast me out of the family?â
You sighed, leaning your head on his shoulder, and Daeron let out a shaky breath, staring out in the distance.
âHow is my brother faring?â
You shut the door to Daronâs chambers quietly to find Aemond waiting just in front. After you had spent the rest of the afternoon in the gardens, you had thought it best if Daeron laid down for a while before supper, hoping it would calm him.
âItâs hard for him to find his footing here. His life in Oldtown hasnât been this⌠Restrictive. It will take him time to adjust.â
Aemond nodded, letting out a sigh.
âI was hoping he would accompany me,â he said. âBut I do not think he sounds well enough to go.â
âWhere are you going?â
âStormâs End. To get Lord Borros to vow for my brother.â
What?
âForgive me but who else would he be loyal to?â
Aemond turned around, looking at you in disdain.
âRhaenyra. She might think she still has some claim on the throne.â
He paused, eyeing you carefully.
âYou should come.â
âMe?â
Aemondâs eye swept over you once more and he nodded.
âYes, it will look good to Lord Borros if someone outside of our family is there showing support to Aegon,â he insisted. âIt will be a short flight on Vhagar.â
âVery well,â you said, a glance on Daronâs closed door, wondering if you should tell him that you would be gone, but it sounded like the trip to Stormâs End wouldnât be long, so you decided against waking him. You could tell him after.
You followed Aemond to the dragonpit, where a maid laid a cloak around your shoulders as you watched Aemond mount Vhagar, the breath stocking in your throat at the size of his dragon. Vhagar was large and old, barely able to turn in the dragon pit without brushing the cave.
âCome,â Aemond said, offering his hand to you before pulling you into the saddle, instructing you to hold on tightly.
âSoves, Vhagar!â
With a loud growl, Vhagar stepped out of the dragon pit before taking to the skies, her enormous wings stretching out several feet. The ride on Vhagar was much smoother than every ride you had ever taken on Tessarion, and it wasnât long before you reached Stormâs End, dark clouds following you. Vhagar landed in the courtyard, you and Aemond climbing off.
âJust in time,â the Baratheon knight said, watching the rain pour from the skies just as you stepped under the roof.
âI am Prince Aemond Targaryen, brother of King Aegon II,â Aemond said, fixing his doublet. âI am here to talk to Lord Borros.â
The knight lead him into the Round Hall, where Lord Borros sat on his seat, seemingly having expected Aemond, his four daughters standing idly next to him.
âPrince Aemond, what can I do for you?â
âLord Borros, I am here to ask you to pledge loyalty to my brother, King Aegon II.â
âKing Aegon, you say,â Lord Borros said, arrogance dripping from his voice. âAnd what do you offer me for my loyalty?â
You were taken aback by his words, but Aemond only smiled, his hands locked behind his back.
âYour four daughters⌠They are still unwed?â
A smile spread on Lord Borrosâ face and he gestured to his four daughters with his arm.
âIndeed. Are you proposing a betrothal?â
Aemond inclined his head. âNot only am I free to marry, but my younger brother, Prince Daeron as well. His lady companion can attest to his formidable character.â
Your eyes widened at Aemondâs words and you glanced at him, anger welling up inside you. So this was why he had wanted you to come. Aemond paid you no mind and you exhaled deeply, turning to face Lord Borros again, putting up a faux smile.
âExcellent, excellent,â Lord Borros said, clapping his hands. âLet us discuss-â
âMy Lord!â A knight called, striding into the hall with quick steps. âAnother dragon has been sighted, headed straight to Stormâs End.â
âAh, that must be my nephew,â Aemond replied easily, your heart skipping a beat. Were you finally going to see Jace again? Lord Borros gestured to the side, and Aemond placed his hand to your lower back to push you along; you fought your urge to slap his hand away from you, eyes darting over to the door.
The heavy rain was still pelting outside, nearly drowning out the sound of the steps as a young boy entered.
âPrince Lucerys Velaryon,â the knight announced. âSon of Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen.â
Luke, you thought, looking at the young Prince, now old enough to be delivering messages. The last time you saw him, he was round faced, his dark locks curling around his angelic face. Seeing him lessened the fire in your chest, though you were still angry at this whole situation, and you threw Aemond a look. He didnât seem like he was paying any attention anyhow, his focus on his nephew who came further into the hall.
Lukeâs step faltered when he saw Aemond, before his eyes laid on you. You tried to give him a comforting smile, show him you were a friendly face in a crowd of hostiles, knowing Luke was about to be met with a rejection, but he quickly glanced away, facing Lord Borros.
âLord Borros...â Luke started. âI brought you a message from my mother... the Queen.â
âYet earlier this day, I received an envoy from the King,â Lord Borros drawled, his tone less warm. âWhich is it? King, or Queen? The House of the Dragon does not seem to know who rules it.â
Lord Borros chuckled in amusement and you could tell Luke was nervous by the way he was shifting on his feet. Aemond seemed to enjoy all of it.
âWhatâs your motherâs message?â
Luke held out the parchment roll and the a knight fetched it, bringing it to Lord Borros, which he readily accepted, asking for the maester. As the maester quietly recounted the content of the message to Lord Borros, Luke glanced to you and Aemond numerous times, his hand gripping the hilt of his sword. Your eyebrows creased, but the corners of Aemondâs mouth tugged up.
âRemind me of my fatherâs oath?â Lord Borros spoke, the message seemingly upsetting him greatly. âKing Aegon at least came with an offer: My swords and banners for a marriage pact. If I do as your mother bids⌠Which one of my daughters will you wed, boy?â
Luke hesitated. You pressed your lips together; he had probably expected less of a hostile welcoming. Lord Borros only scoffed at Lukeâs silence.
âGo home, pup,â he sneered. âTell your mother that the Lord of Stormâs End is not some dog that she can whistle up at need to set against her foes.â
Luke inclined his head, disappointed at the rejection.
âI shall take your answer to the Queen; my Lord.â
Luke turned to leave, but Aemond stepped forward, calling out to him.
âWait, my Lord Strong.â
You glanced at Aemond, letting out a soft breath, nerves pooling in your stomach. Luke turned, despite the blatant insult.
âDid you really think that you could just fly about the realm trying to steal my brotherâs throne at no cost?â
Your hand reached out to grasp Aemond, but he slipped out of your grips as he stepped closer to his nephew.
âI will not fight you. I came as messenger, not a warrior.â
âA fight would be little challenge,â Aemond said. âNo. I want you to put out your eye.â
He took off his eyepatch and you pressed your lips together, eyes darting between uncle and nephew, knowing this was about to escalate terribly.
âAs payment for mine. One will serve,â Aemond added, throwing a dagger in Lukeâs direction. âI would not blind you.â
Luke stared at Aemond in shock, his lips parted.
âPlan to make it a gift of it to my mother.â
Lukeâs eyes dropped to the dagger on the floor, before he lifted his head. âNo.â
âThen you are craven as well as a traitor.â
âNot here,â Lord Borros said, but no one paid him any attention.
âGive me your eye!â Aemond yelled, descending upon Luke, grabbing the dagger from the floor, while Luke stepped back, reaching for his sword. âOr I will take it, bastard.â
âAemond!â you shouted, panic evident in your voice.
âNot in my hall!â Lord Borros cut in, his voice raised and Aemond stopped, turning back to look at him. âThe boy came as an envoy. Iâll not have blood shed beneath my roof. Take Prince Lucerys back to his dragon. Now.â
Luke resheathed his sword, throwing one last look at you before he turned, hurrying out of the hall. Aemond let out a huff of frustration, throwing a dirty look at Lord Borros, exiting the hall without waiting for you.
âAemond, wait,â you called after him, hurrying to keep up with his long strides. âYouâre not thinking about following him on Vhagar in this horrible storm, are you?â
âHe cannot get away with it, not again.â
Aemondâs voice was angry and you let out a breath, trying to keep a clear head.
âThis is a thing from the past!â you reminded him. âDid you not gain a dragon from it?â
âYou were not present when he took my eye!â Aemond hissed, taking a turn before you had reached the courtyard, just in time to see Luke on Arrax, flying out of Stormâs End. It was raining so heavily, you could barely see him, dark rain clouds swallowing Arrax and his rider easily.
Aemond was already walking towards Vhagar, the rain soaking, as you stayed put under the roof, hesitant.
âAre you coming, or staying?â Aemond shouted, climbing on top of Vhagar. You could feel the anger rolling off of him, something that Vhagar no doubtedly was feeling as well with the way she was growling and you wanted him to stay, calm down, but you knew it was no use, so you exhaled deeply, lowering your head.
âI am coming.â
You took his outstretched hand and he pulled you into the saddle behind him; you had barely settled in before Vhagar already leapt up in the sky.
The rain felt like small icy daggers in your face as you ascended higher and higher to the sky, easily catching up to the smaller dragon carrying Luke. Vhagar let out a roar, snapping her jaws at Arrax, as the smaller dragon breathed fire in your direction. It was clear that Arrax was no match for Vhagar.
âAemond stop!â
Your voice barely carried over the rain, but Aemond disregarded you, his Vhagar as she darted to the left. You tightened your hold on Aemond, nerves coursing through you.
âWhat is it youâre trying to achieve, Aemond? You yelled, shaking him. âAre you trying to kill him?â
âThat boy needs to learn how to fear me,â he only replied, tightening his reins on Vhagar, the distance between you and Arrax growing.
Aemond let out a frustrated growl, urging Vhagar to fly faster and you could feel the adrenaline rising as you almost caught up to Arrax again. You knew you were at a cross roads, and what would happen next would change everything, with Aemond consumed by his anger, and Vhagar following his emotions, someone was bound to get hurt. You had to do something. So as Vhagar descended upon Arrax, her jaws opening, you let go of Aemond, leaping off of Vhagar, almost immediately regretting it as Aemond yelled out your name, before you landed on Arrax, the wind being knocked out of your chest.
The young dragon let out a screech, dropping several feet down with the sudden added weight, just barely escaping Vhagarâs jaws.
âWhat are you doing?!â Luke screamed, the rain pelting against his face as he held onto his saddle tightly, Arrax roaring.
âSaving your life!â
You scrambled to find anything to hold onto, trying not to fall a gruesome death, your hands gripping onto Lukeâs shoulders.
Vhagarâs shadow disappeared, but you knew her and Aemond were lurking inbetween the stormy clouds, you had to act fast. Your eyes were straining against the heavy rain, hand gripping into Lukeâs shoulders.
âDo you trust me?â
âNot particularly, no!â
You grumbled, knowing his feelings were warranted, but this was not the time.
âWeâre vulnerable. We need to find a spot to lay low, where Vhagar cannot come in.â
âArrax is faster, I just need to get back home. Itâs not that far!â Luke yelled back and you shook your head, even though he couldnât even see you.
âThatâs what Aemond is counting on! Please Luke, I know you donât trust me, but I am trying to keep both of us alive.â
Luke groaned in frustration before tightening his reins on Arrax.
âIlagon, Arrax!â Luke instructed. âÄŞlon jorrÄelagon naejot jurnegon syt ruaragon.â Down, Arrax. We need to search for cover.
Arrax roared before you dropped several feet, flying by a range of mountains. You squinted your eyes trying to see anything in the rain, when you saw a cave several feet down.
The opening was small, too small for Vhagar to get in, but large enough for Arrax.
âLuke,â you said, squeezing his shoulder and pointing to the cave. âDown there.â
Luke nodded, leaning down to guide Arrax into the cave, and soon enough, the both of you were back on solid ground.
Arrax whined and Luke whispered to him gently, stroking his snout. âLykiri, Arrax,â he said, leaning his head against his dragonâs. âÄŞlon jÄhor jikagon lenton aderÄŤ, syt sir, ziry iksos daor Čłgha. Lykiri, issa valonqar.â Calm down, Arrax. We will go home soon, for now, itâs not safe. Calm down, my boy.
Arrax let out a soft whine, before curling in on himself, letting out a puff of smoke. With slumped shoulders, Luke sat down against the cave wall. You took off your cloak, laying it down so it could dry off before you sat down next to Luke, even as the boy avoided eye contact with you.
For a while, the two of you sat in silence with the occasional huff of Arrax, listening to the storm raging on outside. You hoped Aemond would cease his need for revenge soon. As a particularly loud thunder sounded, Luke jumped and you glanced at him, your heart aching.
âAre you well?â
Luke glanced over to you, trying to hide his tense shoulder by tightening his wet cloak around himself.
âNo. But Iâm unharmed,â he replied, his lips unmistakably shivering.
âIt is better when you take off wet clothes, otherwise it might make you sick,â you said, leaning over to him to help unfasten his cloak, but Luke flinched away at your touch and your hands froze midair.
âI am sorry,â you said, breath bated. He must still be shaken, after seeing The Stranger right in the eyes. Luke let out a small breath, his fingers tightening in the fabric of his cloak.
âDid you know my uncle came to Stormâs End to kill me?â Luke asked, his voice small. âDid you come to make me lower my guards?â
âForgive me?â
You knew their family affairs were difficult, strained from what had happened in the past, but you were stunned that he would expect this from Aemond, or you.
âI cannot speak of Aemondâs intentions,â you said truthfully. âOnly of mine. I never wanted to harm you, and I did my best to keep you safe as soon as I realized that Aemond was too blinded by his need for revengeâŚâ
Luke sniffed, wiping his cheeks and you moved to sit down in front of him.
âIâm only here to help you,â you assured him, holding your hands up in defense. âArrax would turn me to ashes if I even touch you the wrong way, right?â
Arrax let out a soft growl at that and Luke gave you a small smile, nodding.
âYes he would.â
âSee, youâre in no danger,â you told him, your hand slowly reaching for his cloak, careful, as to not spook him. âNow take off your cloak and lay it down, it will dry off faster this way.â
Luke nodded, unfastening his cloak and laying it down next to yours before he took a seat beside you. Even though he had grown considerably in the years you had not seen him, he still was the little cheeky boy you remembered from before you had left Kingâs Landing.
âYou have grown into a fine young Prince,â you told him. âI almost did not recognize you when you walked into Lord Borrosâ hall.â
Luke quirked a smile at you, ducking his head. âIâm almost as tall as Jace now. He despises it.â
You grinned, pulling your legs close. You could imagine Jace just all too well, squinting at the mirror standing next to Luke.
âHow is Jace?â you asked, your chest tight. You couldnât believe how it was mere moonâs turns ago where you were exchanging letters, wondering why his replies seemed to become rarer.
Luke let out a small sigh, like it was a question that plagued him.
âJace is⌠Angry. Ever since my uncle usurped the throne he has been trying to take action, fight for my motherâs claim.â
Your forehead creased.
Usurp?
âPardon⌠Are you saying Aegon is not the rightful heir to King Viserys?â
Luke stared at you, mouth agape. â⌠Yes. He stole my motherâs inheritance.â
You only blinked at him, letting the news sink in as you leaned back against the wall, stumped.
âNow everything is falling into place⌠Why Aemond was questioning my loyalties, Rhaenys! Gods!â You covered your face with your hands, a gasp escaping your lips. âDaeron. Iâve left Daeron at Kingâs Landing without telling him that Iâve gone.â
You didnât want to imagine what story Aemond has spun to make you a villain, to draw Daeron on his side.
âIâm sure all will be well,â Luke assured you, patting your hand consolingly. You only nodded, even though you were making up the worst scenarios in your head. Luke gave you a small smile, turning his hand when a yawn overtook him; Arrax had long curled up, his snores filling the cave.
âYou should get some rest,â you told him, glancing over to the entrance of the cave where it was still pouring rain. âIt might be a while before the rain ceases. I will wake you, when it is safe to leave.â
Luke semed hesitant, but then gave in, settling back against the wall, closing his eyes. As he slept, you noticed how he looked even younger, too young to be thrust into a war like this. Was this the fate that would meet Daeron, Helaena or even Joffrey? The thought unsettled you.
Time passed for a while, and it seemed like the clouds would never pass, but surely enough, the rain lessened, before stopping completely.
Gently, you shook Luke awake, feeling bad for waking him, but you knew heâd want to go home as soon as possible.
âLuke, the rain has stopped,â you told him, waiting for him to blink at you sleepily before you got to your feet, collecting your cloaks off of the ground. You handed Luke his cloak, fastening your own around your shoulders.
âIt should be safe now. Aemond must be long gone.â
Luke nodded, glancing at Arrax and then back at you, hesitating, and you knew what he was thinking. You had been thinking it ever since you got to the cave.
âIt is alright, Luke. Arrax is too small to carry us both all the way to Dragonstone. Go.â
You tried to be brave, giving Luke a smile but your voice was shaking, whether it was from fear or cold, you werenât sure. You were a high born lady, you were in no way capable of fending for yourself. Luke leaving you here would mean a certain death, but he didnât need to know that. Luke looked at you with big eyes, saying nothing before he walked over to Arrax, whispering to him as he stroked his dragonâs neck gently.
You let out a small breath, taking another look around the cave, resigning yourself to your fate when Luke called your name.
âCome, we need to leave before the weather turns again.â
âLuke, no,â you argued but Luke shook his head.
âYou saved me. I am not leaving you behind. I would never forgive myself, and neither would Jace,â Luke said, and you let out a soft chuckle, shaking your head. âArrax can carry us both, it is not much longer until Dragonstone.â
You ducked your head, a smile on your lips. Rhaenyra really raised amazing children.
âVery well.â
The two of you squeezed into the saddle on top of Arrax, who let out a small huff as he walked to the entrance of the cave.
âMÄre mĹrÄŤ kipagon gĹ ÄŤlon issi lenton, issa valonquar,â Luke said to Arrax, gently caressing his neck. âSoves.â One more flight until weâre home, my boy.
Arrax leapt into the air, letting out a screech before stretching his wings, making his way home. As you flew through the skies, your eyes darted around constantly, looking for any sign of Vhagar, but it seemed like the coast was clear. Soon enough, you could see the outline of Dragonstone, and just in time; as you had noticed Arrax growing tired the more you lost on altitude.
âÄŞlon issi bÄ konÄŤr, Arrax. SepÄr mirrÄŤ tolÄŤ.â We are almost there, Arrax. Just a bit more.
Lukeâs voice was gentle as he spoke to Arrax, despite his nerves. You nearly sighed in relief when Arrax flew towards the small opening to the dragon mount, and you thanked all the Gods when both you and Luke climbed off of Arrax onto solid ground again.
âPrince Lucerys!â
A knight came hurrying into the dragon pit, his eyes flickering to you before turning his attention back to Luke.
âHer Grace has been awaiting your arrival.â
Luke nodded, watching Arrax climb into the depths of the cave to get some much needed rest before he turned to the knight. âTake us to my mother.â
The knight bowed, leading you and Luke into the Keep, stopping in the doorway. Rhaenyra was pacing in front of the fire, her face worried. You hadnât seen her for so long, but she looked almost exactly the same.
âPrince Lucerys, your Grace.â
Rhaenyra ceased her pacing, looking up and the relief was obvious on her face as she ran toward her son.
âLuke!â
âMother!â
Rhaenyra threw her arms around her son, embracing him tightly and your breath stocked in your throat as you stayed back. You couldnât believe how everything could have played out so differently if you had not intervened.
Rhaenyra pulled away, cupping Lucerysâ face with her hands.
âWhat happened?â
âAemond and Vhagar were already at Stormâs End when I arrived. Lord Borros refused to stand by his oath⌠When I left Aemond followed me on Vhagar; if she hadnât intervenedâŚâ
Lucerys paused and Rhaenyra glanced over to you; you, who had stayed behind to give them privacy.
You bowed your head, mostly out of respect but also because you had no idea what to do.
âYouâre Helaenaâs lady in waiting,â Rhaenyra said.
âI was. I have spent my last eight name days in Oldtown with Daeron.â
Rhaenyra gave you a small, grateful smile, but before either of you could continue your talks, shouts interrupted you.
âMother! Luke!â
You turned around just to see Jace storming into the hall, his hand gripping the hilt of his sword. Your heart stopped in your chest as you saw him again for the first time in so many years, relief washing over his face as he saw his brother stand with his mother unharmed. Then his eyes laid on you, and you gave him a shy smile. Jace only blinked at you, eyeing you from head to toe before his eyes widened; and for a second, you thought heâd be happy to see you. Instead, his forehead creased and his mouth curled downwards.
âWhat are you doing here?â
⌠. ăâş ă . ⌠. ăâş ă . âŚ
authorâs note: omg the drama...what are we thinking??
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head so good, she a honor roll
pairing. idol wonu + new staff! fem! reader
summary. if wonwoo had to describe his new stylist in one word, it would be unpredictable. i mean, who would have known you were this good at sucking his soul?
warnings. [PLEASE READ] oral (m), light throat fucking, messy/sloppy head, the best head he had EVER received, wonu wears glasses, teasing, he almost cries, mentions of past sexual encounters, THICK dick wonu, no gag reflex queen reader â 18+ MINORS DNI!
note. jeon wonwoo, you genuinely deserve the best head in the universe. thank you for existing king.
wonwoo felt like he was going to pass out.
the tides of pleasure were overwhelming him, making his eyes roll to the back of his head as he bit his lip to subdue his noises.
initially, he hadnât thought much of you at all. when PD Na announced that a new staff member was joining the Seventeen crew, wonwoo could only clap and bow as you entered the room.
you were prettyâ heâd give you that. your features were pleasant to the eye, and the thick framed glasses you adorned on your first day made him smile.
he was happy to know that he wasnât the only one who was batshit blind in the room.
you were his stylist. of course you had taken him to get his color analysis done, taken him to multiple stores across Seoul, brought him piles of clothes for performances and off duty days.
you were his stylist. of course you had seen him almost naked, but you had never bat an eye at him, only instructing him to âwear his clothes faster.â
you were his stylist. of course you had first hand experience in the most embarrassing encounter in jeon wonwooâs careerâ you had seen his dick rip out from a pair of very tight slacks. you still remained stoic, carefully asking him to take his pants off as you went to search for another pair. he was red in the face, cock half hard as he tightly fisted the curtain of the changing room in shame.
you were his stylist. so why on earth were you sucking his cock like your life depended on it?
wonwoo swears he didnât know how it happened. you had texted him half an hour ago that you were going to drop off some clothes at his apartment before his fitting tomorrow.
it was supposed to be a simple exchangeâ you would give him the bag and you would leave.
but of course he had his phone silenced and didnât see your notification.
of course he was sitting on the living room couch, fisting his length in his hand as he tried to relieve the tension in his muscles from dancing for 4 hours straight.
of course he forgot to lock the door to his apartment while he was blatantly moaning like a whoreâ
here you were, mouth dragging along his tip as you looked up at him through your long lashes, glassy eyes blinking innocently. the bag of clothes you had brought to him was long discarded, laying limp on the floor near his coffee table.
the grey contacts you had on make wonwoo shiver, whimpering as your tongue swirled around his tip.
âfuck baby, quit playin,â he groaned, running a hand through his hair as he watched you down his cock like a champ. wonwooâs glasses were sitting at the edge of his nose, lenses fogging up.
his hand reached out to fist your hair in a makeshift ponytail, mouth falling into a near pornographic growl as he felt your hands fondle his balls.
his cock was unbelievably thick. your jaw was nearly falling slack. however, the salty taste of his precum was far too addicting for you to care about your own discomfort.
you hollowed your cheeks, trying to feel every ridge and every vein that his pretty cock had to offer. you pulled him out of your mouth soon after, placing kisses along his side as you suckled on his tip.
your free hand came to jerk off his base, spitting onto his leaky tip to use as lube, adding more pressure as his eyebrows scrunched.
â âm closeâ hah!â he whined, tears coating his lashes as you took him in with no warning.
unable to hold himself back, wonwoo harshly yanked your head back, rolling his hips into your mouth. you moaned at his rough treatment, sending vibrations that tightened the knot in his stomach.
âshit shit shit!â wonwoo grunted, feeling his dick weigh down on your tongue that continued to lick and torture him while he used your mouth as his personal fleshlight.
you could feel him twitch inside you.
to give him the final push over the edge, you lazily dragged your freshly manicured nails gently against his balls, cupping the two as he emptied inside your mouth.
wonwooâs hips stuttered as his thighs shook, feeling ropes of his cum spurt into your open mouth.
he pulled out slightly, jerking off to give you the rest of him. you simply sat on the floor, wagging your tongue, catching every drop of his seed. as soon as you swallowed his release without any question, wonwoo felt himself getting hard again.
wordlessly, you wiped your mouth of the drool that had dribbled past your lips. pushing your weight from your thighs, you glanced at your wristwatch before smiling.
âsee you at 8 tomorrow, wonwoo-ssi. donât be late.â
with that, jeon wonwoo watched you wave him goodbye and walk out the door.
his mind was blown as he breathed out softly, still coming down from the best orgasm he ever had in his life.
sure, he had been blown before. but most girls were too scared to keep him in for more than a few minutes, complaining that their jaw hurt from his sheer length and thickness.
but you? dear god, you and your perfect self never complained, silently taking his cock in your mouth. you didnât care about your own pleasure, mind consumed by the man wearing glasses in front of you, shock written all over his features.
âfucking hell, what is she doing to me?â wonwoo groaned, fisting his once again hardened member as he begin to circle his tip with a thumb.
he felt sensitive from his last high, closing his eyes as he imagined the scene all over againâ wondering how many positions he could bend you over in.
if only he knew that you were in your car, fingers curling inside your folds as you moaned out his name. his cock had moulded your throat.
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Humans Are Extinct (Yandere!TWST x Fem!Reader) Monster AU pt 22
(Sebek's fur is sticky and somewhat uncomfortable to touch for very long. This is because- though it looks like fur- it is actually very thin and fine crocodilian scales that shed like fur. His 'fur' feels like twine mixed with sherpa. He does shed a LOT but he is double-coated and quickly becomes compacted. He needs to be brushed at least twice a week to keep it looking good. Lilia or Silver usually brush him, but he cries in joy when Malleus brushes him.)
Warnings; Yandere, multiple yanderes, platonic intentioned yanderes, romantic intentioned yanderes, yandere vs yandere, yandere teams, social media team vs guard team vs outsiders team, Lions can't purr but magic lions can purr, loose yandere alliances, social grooming behavior, foreshadowing for those text analysis savvy folks, cooking, a new group of yanderes have entered the chat, Grim is a little brat to everyone except his Human, Hellcat, Gnoll, Werewolf, Nemean Lion, mention of Dragon, Raiju, Cervitaur, and Vampire Bat, Harpies galore, Water Nymph, Drider, Merman, Bakeneko,
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Grim purred sleepily as he lay across your shoulder, watching you cook away and marveling at the warm smells of food. Like the many times you had cooked prior, you knew there would be many following their noses to the kitchen area of the dorm and you figured Ruggie was busy keeping guard. If there was one thing that was certain no matter where you were, it was the fact that Ruggie would be nearby any time you were making food.
Though a few days had passed, you had finally felt like you were getting accustomed to the behavior of the dorm and their enigma of a Dormleader. The entire dorm acted like one big pride of lions despite being made up of many different species. It was likely due to the fact that Leona was the leader of their group, so they adhered to the social customs of their leader. Luckily for you, it was part of the Lion's social customs that females and Cubs- as he seemed to affectionately call Grim- were regarded to be a rank above most males of the group.
At first you had felt a certain animosity from the group, now it felt like you were some kind of precious pet put on a pedestal to be admired but never touched. No, the only three who were allowed near you or Grim were the three assigned to guard you. Leona was a particularly strong enforcer of this expectation and even ran off several of his own dorm members for getting too curious about you or the kit.
You felt a bit more at peace with Jack, but there was still a strong stress that ate away at your comfort any time the Wolf was nearby. Sometimes you could stand to be almost brushing against his fur with how close you let him get, other times you startled when you saw him enter a room. Jack was quite patient despite your mixture of warm and cold attitudes towards him and always seemed to take it in stride. At least his presence seemed to somewhat be helping you come to terms with what had happened.
Ruggie was thrilled to be at your side any time he had the chance, especially whenever you were cooking something. For your morning and evening meals, Ruggie had always been a constant and had even become part of your schedule. Honestly, it would have felt wrong to be at any other dorm because then Ruggie wouldn't be able to whine and cackle for food at meal times.
Beyond the two, the Lion King himself had been quite the persistent presence in spite of his usual refusal to attend classes. He didn't try to keep you from classes again following the rough reprimand from the lovely Selkie, but he did start showing up to any of his classes that overlapped with your own. Leona had been akin to a frightening beast that stood just behind you, making most run away before they even worked up the courage to approach you.
Apparently it had been a good call to stay in the dorm of the Lion, as Ramshackle had more than a few unwelcome visitors in the time you had been away. Idia ensured to tell you about every poacher or thief that tried to get in- always angrily chastising the 'failing protection ward' around the school- and how they were subsequently given a rather shocking reminder that you were not an easy prize to obtain. Hearing about it really didn't offer you much comfort, but it seemed to give Idia some pride to know these interlopers were repelled by his inventions.
You had not seen hide nor hair of Malleus yet you always felt like you could hear the faint sound of thunder in the distance. Even when you thought you were alone, it was as if somewhere in the back of your mind you felt like you were being watched. Silver had checked in many times in the past few days and never seemed convinced when you told him you were alright. Lilia also seemed to seek you out between classes and was far clingier than he had been before.
"Hey, Mama?"
"Yes, Sweetheart?"
"I like it here and all... But I miss home."
You paused at the almost sad tone Grim had as he looked up at you with those large blue eyes of his. He had seemed to be getting along with everyone in the dorm- or they all at least tolerated the kit- but his words concerned you.
"Do you miss Ramshackle or are the students here not being nice to you?"
"Lion-a-guy makes sure they're all nice to me, but I still wanna go home. The beds here aren't all big and soft like the nest. Lion-a-guy is warm, but he isn't like cuddling Antlers or Bat-wings. I kinda even miss Loud-Dog."
You almost snorted at the names the kit had given the other Hoard members, knowing he wasn't the best at remembering names. That or he truly didn't care enough to learn their names. Either way, the kit's casual naming of the group was rather adorable and straightforward.
"Even Sebek? Seems like you're feeling homesick."
"Home-sick?"
"It's where the newness of somewhere wears off and you get tired of being somewhere other than home. You want to go back home enough that it feels like a chore to be anywhere else."
"Yeah! Like that! I miss Tsuno too. He always made sure you were safe. I guess Lion-a-guy does that now, but Tsuno does it better. Even Flames, Sad-Guy, and Fire-ball aren't too bad."
It took a moment to figure out who the last three were, but once you recalled Papa Hades and the Ignihyde dorm leaders, it wasn't too hard to figure out who was who. Naturally, you held Grim's opinions on the others in high regard and it was nice to get a gauge on his views of them.
"What do you think about Ruggie and Jack?"
"Chuckles is funny! He always looks so silly with his tummy up in the air after he eats, but I don't like that he wakes us all up for that dumb training. ... I don't know about Fluffy-tail. I don't think I like the wolves, Mama."
"Yeah. I'm trying to relax around Jack too. You have to remember, he isn't like those other Wolves. He hasn't chased us or tried to hurt us, but I get it. It's hard to just forget what happened, especially so soon after."
Grim frowned at this, his ears drooping down and he rest his chin on your shoulder. It had occurred to you shortly after your injury that Grim was not going to be okay and would need help to handle what happened. Here was this little kit who had been trying to survive alone for his entire early life. He only recently has learned the comforts of a home, a consistently full stomach, and protection. Naturally he would be deeply rattled by anything that threatened the comforts of his home. You were one of those comforts.
"Grim, Honey, I think we need to have a talk with everyone about that day."
"But... it hurts."
"I know. But it also hurts me to know you saw everything that happened. I wasn't even awake for what happened when Tsuno found us. These kinds of things... They hurt. They hurt a lot to talk about, but it helps the hurt feel less painful when we face it. But if we don't talk about them, they become like injuries that are infected and hurt even more."
"I don't like thinking about it..."
"I don't either, but if we never address what hurts or why it hurts, we can never really heal from that injury."
Grim looked from you, to the stubby and ripped up wings on his back. The torn limbs stretched somewhat before he pulled them tight against his side.
"Like my wings?"
"Sort of. Your wings were hurt beyond what your body can fix. Papa Hades said he could possibly fix your wings, so it will take outside help to heal them. It might take outside help to heal the hurt, but we need to talk about it first to see what it is we need to heal."
Grim nodded, gently pressing his forehead into your chin as he began to purr again. You were quick to reciprocate that affection to the little kit that snuggled closer to your neck. A thought briefly crossed your mind as to what you would do if Grim couldn't go with you to your true home and your heart hurt at the thought of leaving the small kit behind. If it truly came down to it, you didn't know if it was worth abandoning the kit to go back to your true home.
"How about we finish up breakfast and then we can see about chatting with the others, okay?"
"Okay, Mama!"
~â˘Â§â˘~
You looked out at the group of Savanaclaw students practicing for the Spell Drive. You still struggled to grasp the rules of this seemingly odd game, but Leona only seemed invigorated by your presence. Apparently the seven chosen to play- Ruggie, Leona, and Jack included- had been benefitting greatly from the meals you cooked them. Even the four students you didn't know well seemed to be energized and strengthened by the meals you created.
Every time Leona scored or managed to block the unfortunate students selected for the opposite team, he would turn to you with a cocky grin. It almost seemed like Leona was showing off just for your sake. Truthfully, it bothered him more than he would admit to see you weren't looking up the many times he had glanced at you.
You were busy texting several of the staff members to run your idea by them, hoping they could provide more insight into the situation. Divus was of the mind that you and Grim both needed to share what happened to help yourselves move past it, but he insisted it was a staff only matter. Trein was of the mind that the Housewardens and the Vice-Housewardens should be included in these talks as they would have to be the ones to help comfort you on particularly bad days.
"You gonna look at your phone all morning, Mousey?"
A low growl rumbled from beside you and you almost jumped, not noticing the Lion's approach before he was standing right next to you. Your obvious lack of awareness displeased the proud Lion, as he was of the belief that you should be watching the team soundly beat the competition. Still, he was willing to let you explain your actions before growling out his frustrations.
"I'm talking to the staff, Leona."
"About what?"
"About what happened that day."
This made Leona's ears angle back, displeased by his own memories. He had seen blood plenty of times before and had been on the hunting side prior. Still, seeing your life fading away so quickly and how vivid the blood looked after your attack, it was not a pleasant memory for the Lion.
"... What about it?"
"Grim and I... We aren't okay. Sure, my leg has healed quickly thanks to Professor Divus, but I don't think either of us are still actually okay with what happened. Hell, I don't even like thinking of it, most days. Jack has been a great help, but I just... It's hard to not see and hear those Wolves when he is around. I still don't think it's fair to him to have to do all of this, but I do think Grim and I need more than just exposure therapy."
Leona sighed, sitting next to you as you pet the torn up ears of the Hellcat. He knew you weren't completely comfortable and he had seen the negative reaction your Cub had to any mention of what happened that day. Even now, the little Cub was shaking and pressing close to your stomach, curled up tightly in your lap.
"Your physical wounds have healed, but the mental wounds still exist."
"Yes... It feels like I'm always being hunted... Watched... I feel so worried about things, even when I know I'm safe."
Leona stayed silent for a moment before you felt his arms wrap around you, pulling you and Grim onto his lap where he held the both of you gently in his arms. It was an oddly comforting feeling to have the Lion cuddle you in such a way. Sure, he had been much more snuggly in the past few days since you entered his dorm, but this somehow felt different.
A deep almost growling purr came from the Lion as he held you and Grim securely in his arms, comforting you and attempting to soothe you. As you relaxed in his arms, the large Lion nuzzled your cheek and hummed. Soon you felt a warm, rough, and semi-wet muscle slowly drag across your cheek as you realized the Lion was trying to groom you. Much like Lilia, Leona kept the grooming gentle and did not attempt to hold you closer, so you could escape if you wanted.
Something about the act was incredibly soothing despite how you had once reacted to Lilia's grooming attempts with incredulity. Maybe you were just getting used to the way the beastly men showed affection and camaraderie. Perhaps you just wanted comfort and recognized that this was how the monster men showed and gave that comfort.
Ignoring your phone, which has begun to buzz almost angrily, you lifted a hand to pet the Lion. Lilia said grooming was a way to show you were thankful, so why not pet the Lion that was trying rather hard to soothe you. As your hand rest on his fluffy ears, the purring only got louder and the Lion tilted his head into your touch.
Leona was much softer than you had expected him to be, his golden and dark ashen tresses flowing between your fingers. His ears were almost soft like kitten fur with just a touch of roughness to them that made the texture feel unique under your hand. Even Grim seemed content as the Lion rest a large hand atop the kit's head, petting him gently.
It was the loud and now incessant buzzing of your phone that drew you out of the petting feedback loop you had begun. On the screen was Crowley's number ringing angrily and buzzing with now several missed calls.
"Yes-?"
"Oh thank goodness! My little chick, you shouldn't worry me like that! I was calling to tell you about the increased security I managed to secure for the Spelldrive. How about you and your guards come up to my office so we can talk about it?"
"But, they're busy practicing-"
"Good! See you in a bit!"
You sighed at the brisk way your complaints were pushed aside. Leona was frowning deeply and his tail flicked with annoyance as you lowered the phone. No doubt the Lion had heard and understood the words of the Headmage, setting you back down on the bench and off of his lap as he stood.
"Alright, you lot! Enough for this morning. The Crow wants to talk with the Human, so that means Jack and Ruggie better have their asses showered and ready to go in five minutes."
Both Ruggie and Jack raced away to the showers, not wanting to displease the leader of their pride. The others actually seemed crestfallen at being told to hold off their practice. It was a far cry different from that first morning where it seemed like the other students were dragging their feet. Maybe the meals you made them really did help to energize them in some way.
"Aren't you going to shower too, Lion-a-guy?"
"Eventually, and you know my name is Leona."
"... Stinky Lion-a-guy."
"Hey-!"
~â˘Â§â˘~
You walked behind Grim who happily led your group forward to the Headmage's office, his tail waving as he pranced ahead. Leona walked with you, glancing outside at the storm that seemed to have been raging for several days. You wondered if it was possibly Malleus but there was no way he could keep a storm going for days on end like this, right?
"We're here!"
Grim called out, using his little paws to somewhat shove the doors. Despite how much he tried to push both doors open, they barely moved for the kit. Instead, you gave them a subtle push to help the kit and he smiled excitedly at you as they swung open, allowing you all entry.
"I did it!"
He cheered and leaped up into your waiting arms, purring and completely convinced he had managed to push the large doors open for the group.
"Yes, you did. Good job."
Grim purred as you entered the office, seeing there were already several others waiting along with Crowley. You easily recognized Vil, Rook, Divus, and- surprisingly- Cater. It was the others you didn't really recognize.
Standing with the Owl Harpy who you recognized as the head of Royal Sword Academy were three others students. Che'nya was among them with an ever relaxed and lazy grin on his face, his pronged tail waving behind him to match the relaxed appearance. There was a Harpy boy with black hair, ruffled up and mixed with gentle gray feathers, his wings reminding you of a mourning dove's patterning. The third was what seemed to be a merman with deep maroon hair and bright blue eyes. His scales held a gentle green tone to them and he somewhat reminded you of Cater despite the purple clam-shells that decorated his crisp white uniform.
"There you are, my precious baby bird," Crowley was first to step forward, ushering you away from Leona who just glared at the Harpy as he dragged you closer to the desk and further from the group, "I would like to introduce you to a few of the Royal Sword Academy students! Ambrose has kindly offered to have his students aid in your protection for the upcoming Spelldrive Tournament, since it will only be Night Raven students playing this time round. Though there will be many RSA students keeping watch, these three have been selected specifically as your guards for the day of the Spelldrive-"
"Wait," Leona suddenly spoke up angrily, "hell no! Savanaclaw are the ones selected to guard her this week! Not these pompous-"
"You will be participating in the Spelldrive as will Ruggie and Jack. None of you will be able to keep an eye on my precious little bird while you are playing, Leona."
This made Leona growl, crossing his arms but refusing to argue as the Crow was correct. He knew he wouldn't be able to do both at once, but he was still angry about it regardless.
"My dear (Y/n), this is Neige Le'Blanc, ErikĂr Helmsman, and Artemiyevich Pinker. They will be keeping an eye on you during the Spelldrive and ensuring no poachers try their luck."
Che'nya's ears went back at the last name listed and you figured that was his actual name instead of the one he commonly went by. Despite how unhappy the feline seemed about the naming mishap, he seemed genuinely happy to see you as he easily walked forward.
"Well, hey! Only been a few weeks since I last saw ya but even still, good to see your axe wound healed. How's Mr. Up-tight-Rule-Monger?"
"Riddle's good. Still mad at himself, but he probably will be for a while."
Crowley didn't seem overly pleased at the familiarity from Che'nya but he didn't stop the feline from wrapping an arm around you. Grim didn't even seem that angry and you wondered if it was because he recognized Che'nya from Riddle's Overblot.
Upon seeing Che'nya behave in such a familiar way, it encouraged the two other students to approach. You heard the faint sound of a bird-hiss from Vil as the other smaller Harpy approached you with his wing-tips slightly dragging on the floor behind him. The Harpy seemed rather sweet as he looked at you with large brown doe-eyes and a gentle smile.
"Hello, it's a pleasure to meet you! I'm Neige Le'Blanc, but you can just call me Neige."
"Hi, Neige. Nice to meet you."
Before the third man could approach, Vil cut in with a deep tone and clear disdain for the Royal Sword Academy students standing before him. His multi-colored wing blocked you from shaking hands with Neige, the proud Harpy glaring with his crest raised and his eyes narrowed.
"That's enough of that. How nice they agreed to help, but (Y/n) is a Night Raven College student and these boys should remember that."
"Vil," you scolded gently, the Harpy frowning petulantly as he turned to plead with his eyes, "don't be so uncouth with them. It's only fair I get to know them too if they are going to be helping me out. No need to brush them off like they are nothing."
You could see as the feathers on the neck of the Harpy ruffled an extreme amount, huffing and crossing his arms in frustration. Begrudgingly, he moved his multi-colored wing so the final student, ErikĂr, could walk up to you. The man had a smooth jawline and his green scales complimented his dark red hair, only seeming to add to his purple clam-shell decorations. He was quick to drop to one knee, kissing the back of your hand and almost seemed to relish the feel of your skin against his scales.
"A pleasure to meet you, beautiful (Y/n), truly a pleasure. You are even more breathtaking in person than Che'nya could possibly describe. Prince ErikĂr Helmsman of the Coral Sea, at your esteemed service."
"The pleasure's all mine, Prince ErikĂr."
"Please, just ErikĂr will do. Or Erik, if you would like."
Grim growled softly at the Merman who seemed to heed the warning of the little Hellcat, backing off to give you both space. As you tried to familiarize yourself with the group standing before you, Rook was the next to interject.
"We are all here now, allons-nous?"
"What?"
"Right, I assumed our esteemed Headmage didn't tell you. We're going to be starting those social media pages today, so we need to get outfits and pictures properly taken. With such a popular and famed cast, we can surely get several photos taken that will shed a favorable light on you, my lovely Mademoiselle Trickster."
Vil then spoke again, picking you up far too easily and setting you on the large Drider's back despite your surprise. It seemed like even Cater was displeased with the RSA students even though Rook spoke highly of those present. You got the strong sense that there was going to be friction between the students of the two schools, but hoped they would be able to keep it mostly to a minimum.
"Now, let us away to somewhere with better lighting and start this photoshoot!"
You nodded, allowing Rook to carry you. Behind you, Leona and Vil locked eyes, nodding in silent agreement. Those RSA students would not get the chance to get their filthy overly kind hands on you if the two Housewardens had anything to say about it. A loose alliance forming between the now irritated Dormleaders against these insufferable Royal Sword Academy students.
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Alright Iâm not done thinking bout this actually.Â
Macaque did the equivalent of teaching Mk how to backflip before heâd developed the muscles to jump.Â
Going right to the advanced stuff is actually really bad for your body and the way you preform. We learn the basics first to build off of the principles that will keep us from injuring ourselves or stretching a muscle that wasnât ready for it. Rushing can result in life-long injuries you never recover from. This is how it works with any sort of sport or fighting technique. You start with the basics and build up your strength until you can do the full move in a safe way without harming yourself and it takes a lot of practice and requires you to know exactly where your body is at so you donât risk injuring yourself. Pushing yourself is never the answer unless you know how to do it safely. You never sacrifice speed for technique when weightlifting or you can really injure yourself.Â
Thatâs how Wukong teaches. Only problem is he teaches in the âclassicâ mentor way of not telling the student why theyâre doing a specific something over and over again. The way he teaches in principle is good. Heâs building up Mkâs strength, endurance and technique, both mentally and physically before he teaches him the same things but with an actual weapon and flips and adding big huge destruction. Itâs getting him to know his own strength before he gets to know the strength of the staff and the powers that he has and building him so heâll be able to handle said power.Â
And as I mentioned in a previous post, he certainly isnât in a rush to teach Mk which can come off as lazy or like heâs not paying attention, but in reality, he just knows itâs going to take a while. He spent a long time mastering a lot of his stuff. Doing it the right way isnât going to be the fast way, and he wants to do this the right way without risking the powers he gave him hurting Mk.
Combat training builds you up from where you are. The same punches over and over and over again seem boring and useless and annoying, but it builds up the muscles you need to punch hard and fast in different ways without hurting yourself. If you punch too hard before youâve built up strength and the right technique can result in you breaking your wrist, hand or your fingers, or even shredding up and breaking the skin of your knuckles. (thatâs why we wear hand wraps, for support and protection.)Â Mk has all that power, but none of that actual bodily strength that he needs in order to use it without hurting himself after he gives up his invincibility, and thatâs when SWK really steps into teach him, because now that that is gone, he knows Mkâs gonna need to really know this stuff to stay safe.Â
Mk, like a lot of students, doesnât see the point in this and itâs really exhausting to do the same thing over and over again. To watch the cool flips and epic wall destroying and be told you canât do that yet. Like, honestly why does it have to take so long? Itâs disheartening and frustrating and thatâs where heâs at when Macaque steps in.Â
Iâll teach you what you WANT to know. Baiting them with what they want is how you get to people. Macaque essentially teaches Mk how to punch with the all the power to break a wall, to make it hurt, but not to keep his thumb outside of the curled fist to prevent it from being broken. He tells him, push yourself as hard as you can and use as much power as you can and that is how you fight. Your first strike should be your last. Which is actually a good motto, ending a fight fast is what you want, just not in the way heâs going about it. (the more truth your lie is the more convincing it can be.) You canât win a fight every time by hurting yourself. That builds up and isnât sustainable in the long run.Â
So Mkâs doing backflips and smashing things, power channeling through him that his body isnât ready for. Honestly, itâs possible that if it werenât for the seal that Macaque had slapped onto him taking his energy and charging itself up, Mk might have been seriously hurt due to an overload of celestial power in his mortal body.Â
Macaqueâs a manipulator. And a pretty decently skilled one at that. Could be one of the best if he wasnât so incapable of looking outside his own personal biases. The way he teaches Mk makes exactly what he wants to happen⌠happen. Honestly thinking about my teaching techniques post, i donât even know if we can really call this Macaqueâs way of teaching because it was all a manipulation to bring about a certain outcome. Drive a wedge between Mk and Wukong to keep the mentor from realizing whats going on, and to keep the student from getting better advice from the mentor. And use that wedge to get Mk to do what he wants. To rely on him and listen to him so he can get that power heâs trying to steal.Â
I donât think Macaque really cares about Mk one way or another at first (at least not as much as he cares about trying to fight Wukong, so not enough to get him to really notice things about Mk aside from âheâs Wukongâs studentâ,) but he does, I think, get more invested and interested in him when he realizes how much Wukong actually cares about his student, because what better way to get back at Wukong than to take something he cares about from him and make it his?Â
I do think itâs interesting however that before realizing how much Wukong cared about him, he didnât really have the intention to kill Mk. His plan seemed to be just to snatch the powers and then go fight and try to kill (literally impossible to) Wukong. He could have, probably, easily killed Mk when he took his powers. Mk might have Monkey Kingâs powers but he does not have his immortality. Macaque gloats and has a lot of fun destroying Mkâs self-confidence and digging his claws into his insecurities, but he doesnât seem to actually have the intention to hurt him ooutside of words until after Wukong doesnât fully fight him. And even then, as he says, âitâs nothing personal,â he just wants Wukong to fight him and if the thing stopping him is gone than he would fight him.Â
Macaque really doesnât seem to care for anyone in any sort of way outside of how they can serve him to get to Wukong. Heâs so obsessed with Monkey King to the point where it actually makes him stupid, because heâs so used to assuming and analyzing things about Sun Wukong itâs like heâs forgotten how to do it with anyone else. In shadowplay he was WAAAYYY off the mark when trying to analyze Mk. To the point where Mk almost isnât phased by his attempted manipulation because he can see the self-projection loud and clear and knows itâs not him. The moment Macaque is trying to actually have a (personal??) connection, he fails almost completely at it because he probably hasnât allowed himself to even really stop and chill for a second since setting out on his quest for revenge against Wukong.Â
I keep like, going off on tangents in my own analysis posts bGKL;MAEFOEAW so Iâll stop here for now. Just staring right at Macaque wondering what the heck his plan is outside of âkill Wukongâ or if he even has one, or even knows how to have one that doesnât involve the other monkey. For someone who seems to want him gone so bad, he sure doesnât seem to be able to be a person without him defining part of him.Â
âArenâtâ you sick of living in my shadow?âÂ
In shadows seems to be the only place Macaque knows where to be.
#lmk#lmk analysis#long post#analysis#lmk meta#meta#macaque#mac#mac analysis#manipulate#mentor swk#swk#swk analysis#imagine being so obsessed with killing some unkillable simian#that you literally have nothing else going on in your life#dude#just take the l and go do something else#feel like swk is already getting your revenge for you by being a depressed & guilt-ridden self-isolating mess for centuries#also never thought that i'd only encounter a suicidally depressed monkey king in a cartoon lego show#but here we are#the whole him being stuck in a loop of doing the thing that lead to his destruction is yeah#nodsnods#real good read through that actually#regardless of who Liu Er Mihou is his actions n stuff make him a p interesting character#It really makes his character a tragedy when you consider the season 4 flashbacks#He tried so hard to rescue the person closest to him from himself#And when that didn't happen he lost a sense of his own identity#Making him the Sun Wukong revenge-motivated âobsessive demonâ he once tried to stop SWK from being#Thinking about what Lupin said about SWK and Mac being like two sides of one mentor and how if they taught together they'd fill in all the#missing pieces in stuff which is still interesting btw lupin u big brained
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Iâve seen you post some labru stuff and Iâm curious what your thoughts on it are. personally I donât see it? I can buy Kabru having feelings for Laios, but I think Laios wouldnât be interested in Kabru, so it makes me wonder why so many people ship them. (Tbh I feel like Kabru has more chemistry with Mithrun anyway)
Sorry if this ask sounds rude, I just genuinely donât understand the appeal of the ship, but I want to understand and I trust your analysis of characters very much :] maybe thereâs something Iâm missing
I really like both ships, actually!
For labru, thereâs sooooo much I could talk about. The inherent homoeroticism of being narrative foils. The inherent homoeroticism of being the kingâs advisor. All of chapter 76. The fact that Kabru has mask upon mask upon mask, and Laios is the first person that made his facade absolutely crumble.
Kabru struggles with being genuine!!! Everything he says and does is so perfectly calculated, even when he sort of means it. But since Laios doesnât get social cues, Kabru gets thrown for a loop.
I get so frustrated when people act like Kabru still hates Laios by the end of the manga!!!!! He killed those corpse retrievers for being corrupt, and yet he couldnât bring himself to kill Laios. He has such a strong sense of justice, and knew that killing Laios would be a mistake. Because, after meeting him, he could tell he wasnât actually evil. Heâs strange, sure, but not evil.
Kabru DEFINITELY wants to be friends with Laios!! He was not lying about this!!!
But this last comic shows how much Laios wants to be friends with Kabru, too. Heâs so nervous after calling Kabru his friend đ he doesnât want to be presumptuous and fuck it up again.
Laios does show an interest in Kabru, at least when Laios thinks heâs interested in eating monsters too. Like,, what was up with THIS
Laiosâs gaze is LINGERING. Plus, (this is before that bit at Thistleâs house when he forgets his name) he brings up Kabru when they first form their plan to eat Falin.
And maybe this is just because of my own personal experiences, but Laios reminds me a lot of my own girlfriend. I think they have a similar flavor of gay/aspec & autism combo where, had I not asked her out first, she probably never would have considered being interested in me. But she was very down when I did.
The tricky part about labru is more the political aspect. Regardless of whether you see Laios as aroace or not, heâs in a situation where he will probably get married. He had a fiancĂŠe before he was age 13, likely betrothed since he was a baby. Heâs already comfortable with the idea of getting married because Heâs Supposed To.
However, Laios is king, and could make gay marriage legal if he wanted to (He would probably do this for his sister and Marcille before considering it for himself ). But at the same time, I think Kabru would object to Laios making whatever policies he wants without considering the repercussions of how other kingdoms might react, especially when theyâre just getting Melini off the ground and need lots of support from other countries. Laios and Kabru getting gay married anyway and dealing with the aftermath could make for a really compelling story.
I do think Kabru would be a good ruler. Heâs already fit for it. He speaks a dozen languages, he knows people and their motivations, and likes politics. The manga already joked about Chilchuckâs daughters trying to marry a king, so it seems like noble blood isnât too important, but Kabruâs foster family IS nobility. When it comes to heirs, I do like trans Kabru headcanons, but at the same time, I think itâd be cute if they adopt anyway. Kabru seems like heâd have strong feelings about adoption given,,, yknow.
The alternative version of labru to this is Laios gets straight married out of obligation, and Kabru is his mistress hdhdhshsj. I donât know if I could see Laios doing that? or if Kabru would risk the scandal of being outed as Royal Advisor and Regent trying to seduce the king. It could go SO downhill. but maybe that would be fun.
NOW FOR KABUMISU.
I knew people shipped them, and I could see the basis for it while reading, but I wasnât really sold on it until the very end. Thereâs something about âI had no desires left. I decided to create new desires, and one of them is youâ thatâs really charming.
Thereâs also something funny about âthe demon ate my heterosexuality so Iâm gay nowâ
I think itâs interesting that Kabru hates elves. He was raised by them, and he hates them. He hates feeling patronized by them. He made absolutely sure that elves wouldnât take control over Melini, not just for his sake, but for Rinâs.
But Mithrunâs interactions with Kabru are founded on more mutual respect. Though, thatâs not to say that Mithrun doesnât still have his biases towards short lived races..
Where Laios doesnât understand social cues, Mithrun does but just doesnât care. For that reason, I think Kabru would enjoy spending time with Mithrun. Itâd give him a break from his compulsion to calculate all of his social interactions. But at the same time, Kabru is the KING at bottling his emotions. Mithrun is blunt, but also doesnât care enough to pry. If Kabru had anything bothering him, I could imagine him seeking Mithrunâs company to avoid thinking about it. Could make for a fun dynamic.
I do think itâs funny that Milsiril 1) took care of Mithrun for potentially 20 years and 2) is only four years older than him. I imagine this could lead to funny situations.
I donât ship things for no reason! I think both of these could work platonically, romantically, one-sided, or even ârequited but they donât do anything about it.â Their relationships compel me and I think itâs sort of bad faith to brush off either like theyâre nothing more than baseless yaoi pair-the-spares. To me, I see just as much of a foundation in the source material as farcille.
After all, dungeon meshi isnât a story about romance, but it IS a story about love. Itâs a story about life and death and grief and the love that comes with it. Regardless of shipping, these characters love each other!!! And I love talking about it!!
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Are you familiar with Ascendant Persona Charts?
â Ascendant persona charts are very interesting. It's like an extended version of your personality, in the eyes of the people around you. But also, you can sort of see the signs features manifest onto your appearance. I think it's really fun to look at lmao.
â Ë âš ŕŁ â . â âš .âŕšâ§â Ë âš ŕŁ â . â âš .âŕšâ§â Ë âš ŕŁ â . â âš .âŕšâ§â Ë âš ŕŁ â
Though I've noticed that in some charts, they tend to manifest later in life. Like after said person gains some sort of consciousness or after a particular phase. In all reality however, it's exactly what you'd expect it to be. The extended version of your single, the one that comes before the album lmao.
âââââââââŕŽŕšâĄŕšŕŽâââââââââ
In my asc pc, I'm a Taurus rising (°8 Scorpio). Destinn (°28 cancer) & Briede (°29 leo) are also here. It probably means I'll be perceived as a wifey somewhere down the line. Though I sure as hell ain't just my FS's wife. You'll see what I mean lmao. I'm a diva in my own right.
âââââââââŕŽŕšâĄŕšŕŽâââââââââ
I love going into persona charts since there's always this added layer of depth into your identity. You're a multilayered cake! I'm not calling you an onion even if it's tempting. I ain't Shrek. đ
Should I do an analysis on my ascendant persona chart as a guide? If you look at my asc pc, then the existence of my blog & my interest aren't a surprise lmao especially with that 11th house stellium & venus, groom in the 10th house. I'll add other examples as well.
Michael Jackson:
Is an Aquarius rising (°3 Gemini) in his asc persona chart. He has both Chiron (°23 aquarius ) & Briede (°28 cancer) in Aquarius here, as well as Sun (°10 Capricorn ), Boda (°2 Taurus) & Europa (°0) in Pisces.
He's literally a star lmao. A woman's man, if you will. Women tend to trust him instinctively, he himself has always been more of a lover. The spirit of a lover that is.
Although, this would also explain his erratic behaviour at times. Having to battle his emotions at the same time trying to gain control of any public situation he was ever in. It's not media training, it's media manipulation. He grew up in front of the camera so his public persona is his second skin.
In his natal chart, his ascendant is Pisces (°10 Capricorn) with Moon (°14 Taurus) , Mireille & Lilith (°21 Sagittarius).
He's been bullied and shamed for his appearance, people always had something to say when it comes to how he should and shouldn't act or look like. He's also been openly insecure about how he looks because of his sickness & vitiligo.
However, no one can deny that his looks will forever be framed as an iconic part of pop culture history. Hell, in all of modern history. The King of Pop is never seen without an outfit that would outshine all who stand next to him.
It also mirrors his facial structures. I've heard that a badly aspected Mercury or 7th house ruler could be related to vitiligo in vedic astrology, but I'm not exactly sure. I'm not well versed in medical astrology either, but I wonder if aquarius might have some sort of effect as well since he has a LOT of aquarius here.
He's one fine mf tho. Even after all this time, he's still adored by many fans, old & new.
â Ë âš ŕŁ â . â âš .âŕšâ§â Ë âš ŕŁ â . â âš .âŕšâ§â Ë âš ŕŁ â . â âš .âŕšâ§â Ë âš ŕŁ â
Hope this was interesting! Did I somehow make it about MJ again? Yes. Yes I did.
#ascendant persona chart#astrology notes#astrology observations#astrology blog#astro notes#astro observations#astrology content#astrology#astrology community#astrology ramblings#northopalshore asks#asc pc#Taurus rising#Scorpio rising#briede in the 1st house#destinn in the 1st house#northopalshore suggestions#Michael Jackson
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people have been fawning over how humanlike the gods are for a month now, but now its wrong to compare them to mortal powers because they're otherworldy beings that can't possibly be thought of in human terms? or is the suggestion that they're like mortals, but they're just an innately superior group of people that deserves to have power over everyone else?
Hello anon! Are you the same person who got all up in my askbox yesterday? You certainly seem to have an equally poor grasp on what I actually said and a willingness to make it somebody else's problem. However, I no longer have a headache and am feeling less cranky, so lets treat this as a genuine question.
I never said it's wrong or even inaccurate to compare the gods to humans/mortals. What I said is that some seem over-eager to equate them with groups or systems where they don't actually fit, or to project our own world onto them. This tends to lead to poor textual analysis. For example, equating the gods with mortal rulers (specifically tyrannical rulers, even), the one percent, a higher social class, rich people, or colonizers of mortals all read as comparisons made from the assumption 'gods are the most powerful sentient beings of Exandria; therefore I will compare them to the most powerful people of our world'. Do these comparisons make actual sense as parallels? No! Kings and rich people and colonizers aren't innately more powerful than others because we don't live in a fantasy world where magic is real. You can take said power from them and redistribute it fairly. You cannot do this with the gods.
Ultimately, the last few words in your ask neatly sum up the problem with this mindset: do the gods deserve to hold this power over everyone else? Lets look at this through a comparison: do sorcerers like Imogen deserve to hold power over everyone else? She, like most sorcerers, was born with powers others do not have and has no way to get rid of them. They cannot be taken from her and redistributed to the masses to make things more equal, because they are a part of her innate self. In using them, Imogen can do good, but she also sometimes ends up hurting people by reading their thoughts without consent or, at times, even meaning to. So, does Imogen deserve this power? By now, you might see the problem. It doesn't matter whether she deserves her power because you can't take it from her without killing her, no matter how unfair you think it is that she has it. 'Do they deserve their power' is an irrelevant question that people keep coming back to. What you're actually asking is, 'do the gods deserve to live', or even 'do we have the right to kill them' which is a lot more loaded.
The gods already evened the playing field as much as was possible by locking themselves behind the divine gate, severely diminishing their influence on Exandria. They can no longer cause any more harm than any mortal, because now they must act through mortals such as clerics and paladins, through which they do a lot of good (or have we already forgotten about c1 and c2, or even the resurrection of Laudna by a divine cleric and the actions of FCG in c3?). If this still isn't enough for you, you might want to ask yourself whether what you actually want is fairness and the good of the people of Exandria, or if you're just looking for pointless revenge for the sake of it.
#critical role#cr3#nella gets asks#nella talks cr#anyway. this has been fun (lmao no) but i'm turning anon off now#if you want to genuinely discuss the show feel free to hit me up!#if you just want to harass someone for holding a different fandom opinion than you you might want to try deep breaths and soul searching
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OKAY OKAY I'M READY THIS IS MY MOMENT
I've been thinking about this for a while. This entire song is so so IT coded like OP pointed out, but I'd like to draw attention to the final chorus because it's almost too perfect:
'From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes I gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this.' : Bill. He 'gave [his] blood, sweat, and tears for this': finding out what happened to Georgie and the other missing kids and killing Pennywise. It was his primary motivation and his driving force. He gave everything to get to the bottom of it and to ultimately get justice.
'I hosted parties and starved my body like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss.' : Ben. This one's obvious; his extreme weight loss after he moved away from Derry. I'm a little fuzzy on the details but in the book there's a lot more detail on this and exactly how it affected him and how he went about it. The 'perfect kiss' is of course a reference to Beverly, who he vaguely remembered all the time they were away and he kept the yearbook page she signed.
'The jokes weren't funny, I took the money, my friends from home don't know what to say.' Richie. Again, very obvious. He never wrote any of his jokes, and frankly, none of them (at least the ones we saw) were that funny. He still 'took the money' even though he was never happy because he couldn't be himself and make the jokes he actually wanted to make. 'My friends from home' is obviously a reference to the losers. They 'don't know what to say' can be interpreted in a few ways; them at the reunion learning about his career making jokes that aren't funny and don't fit with his established humour, and also them in a hypothetical post-chapter two's ending universe after he loses it because of Eddie's death and them having to leave him behind.
'I looked around in a blood-soaked gown and I saw something they can't take away.' Bev. Again again; obvious. Her 'blood-soaked gown' relates to .. the blood from her sink which is an extension of her fear of growing up/becoming a woman. The 'something they can't take away' is Ben.
' 'cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned, everything you lose is a step you take.' Mike. From here on out, there are less obvious references. I take this line to be similar to Mike's story because it specifically addresses growing up, moving on, and losing things from your past, which is what happens to him after all the losers except for him move away. But 'everything you lose is a step you take' says that, even though you might be sad at the loss of your past, it means you're moving forward into the future. This is similar to the ending of Chapter Two: Mike and the rest of the (surviving members of) the losers club returning to their normal lives again, away from each other, but not forgetting what's happened. I think this is especially important to Mike's character because he moves out of Derry for the very first time in his life; he's losing his old life but he's finally 'taking a step forward'.
'So make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it, you've got no reason to be afraid.' Eddie. Very much 'you're braver than you think' energy. His whole character is so connected to hesitancy to step forward due to fear of repercussions; we see this reflected in his need for strict safety measures and control, and especially his unwillingness to step forward and give Bill the knife in Chapter Two because, in his own words, he was 'just scared...' His character comes full circle when finally fully overcomes this fear and 'takes the moment'. Even though it didn't end particularly well for him, his actions and advice ('I made him small') are what led to the losers being able to actually defeat Pennywise.
'You're on your own, kid. Yeah, you can face this. You're on your own, kid, you always have been.' Stan. Okay, so, I'll admit that Stan's section is less fitting but I couldn't ignore him so here he goes It does bear somewhat of a similarity, though, when you examine his connection to Pennywise and how it affected him. His separation from the group during their second venture into Neibolt is where it really takes root. He was so close to being killed :( pennywise actually went chomp chomp on him. He feels like he won't be able to be brave enough to stand up to Pennywise the second time; he's 'on [his] own' and he 'always has been'. This of course is a beautiful, if not very tragic, opposition to Eddie's character; who eventually did overcome his fear and was able to help the group defeat Pennywise even though he thought he wouldn't have the strength to.
SEE WHAT I MEAN?? IT'S ACTUALLY THEM IT'S THEM <3
this song has been out for (almost) four weeks and i still cannot listen to it without losing my mind. this is the most IT song i've ever heard??? the most richie tozier song i've ever heard??? the most losers club song i've ever heard??? anyways i'm crying and i love midnights
#the losers club#it 2017#it 2019#it stephen king#bill denbrough#ben hanscom#richie tozier#beverly marsh#mike hanlon#eddie kasprak#stan uris#it analysis#analysis#film analysis#book analysis#taylor swift#you're on your own kid#midnights
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pairing: intergalactic alien idol! wooyoung x cyborg call girl! reader (fem) feat. ai! san
genre: futuristic au, idol au, smut
summary: your company pleasureplanet⢠gets a call from the most sought after idol in your galaxy, requesting you for an evening. he shows you a side his fans have never seen before.
w.c: 2.5k
warnings: switch! wooyoung, reader adapts to whatever woo wants for her own pleasure ^^, alien heat cycles, wooâs got an big alien cock, implied voyeurism, praise, begging, tentacle sucking + fucking, deep-throating, titfucking, choking kink but not in the way you think, unprotected sex, justâŚso much cum and alien goo lol, breeding/impreg kink, actual impregnation (in this economic climate??), oviposition, creampie, cum inflation
a/n: iâm giving my lord and savior cthulhu all the credit for bestowing this idea upon me,, itâs not like iâve been wanting to write something this heinous for months and months⌠whereâd you even get that idea from?? hahaâŚha. but fr im so happy i finally got to write out something thatâs akin to a hentai lol iâm living my best smut writer life rn. please heed the warnings and if you did so i hope you enjoy :3
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Wooyoung woke up from his sleep in a cold sweat, the flashing lights projecting from the roomâs flatscreen making patterns on his glistening skin as he sat up, his body filled with an odd, though familiar heaviness that he knew he would have to take care of sooner than later.Â
âShit, is it happening already?â he whispered to himself, groaning as pulled himself to the edge of the king-sized bed to sit comfortably. âSan, do a body scan.â Wooyoung rubbed his tired eyes, waiting for his in-house AI system to kick in, a familiar ding suddenly ringing out inside the empty room.
A projection of a youthful man with sharp, feline-like features appeared on the wall closest to Wooyoungâs bed. He looked in Wooyoungâs general direction, giving him a cordial smile and a bow. âGood evening, Wooyoung.â Blue rings of light formed along the edges of Sanâs brown eyes, studying Wooyoungâs form. âIt appears that your BPM is above normal range. Abnormal body temperature and cortisol production have been detected. Unusually high levels of arousal and semen production are recognized as well,â the AI stated matter-of-factly, blinking. âYou seem to be exhibiting symptoms of an illness that members of your sector are susceptible to contracting during this time of year. Would you like to see an in-depth analysis?âÂ
âYes, San.â Wooyoung waited for a moment until a prompt appeared on the small computer built into his wrist, tapping a few options, until it projected various images to him. The application showed him what he was in denial about discovering, the bright red letters indicating that he was indeed smack dab in the middle of an intense heat, and to make things worse, he was carrying. To make matters even worse, he knew his kind was required to transfer his offspring to a willing partner, or else his own body would become a birthing ground.
Knowing that he had too many fans relying on him in the intergalactic entertainment world, it simply wasnât an option for him to retire. He would have to find someone that could host them for him, but where? And so late in the night? Who could possiblyâ
âHey, sexy, are you looking for a late-night lover?â an ample-chested member of the spider dimension with eight hooded eyes and fearsome mandibles questioned Wooyoung from the bright TV screen, bringing a bit of their web together into a pattern that formed a heart. Â
âOh?â Wooyoung murmured, realizing that just perhaps his reluctant, desperate prayers to his galaxyâs god were in the process of being answered.
A curvy gray alien leaning seductively against a bar table continued the spiel, âSomeone you can unload your deepest desires onto? Someone that can make your wildest dreams come true?âÂ
âWell, look no further.â An enthusiastic, though automated voice took over this time, as the screen showcased the companyâs shiny logo, while it flipped through a slew of optional playmates across the screen like pages of an open book, showcasing the wide range of choices Wooyoung had. âOur playmates at Pleasure Planet will take good care of you. For price options, call (XXX)-XXX.âÂ
Wooyoung bit his lip, about to look away from the TV when you popped up on the screen, drawing his attention to you, your human-like beauty mixed with the metal intricacies of a robot standing out to him.Â
âWell, what are you waiting for, baby?â you asked Wooyoung through the screen, laying across a plush velvet couch in only a small black slip, your back arched, running your fingers up along your sleek body, until you brought them into your hair to push it behind your ears, your fingers brushing against the small lit-up chrome circle near your temple. âGive me a call~âÂ
Wooyoung gulped so hard, he almost swallowed his Adamâs apple, knowing what he had to do. He rubbed at his sweaty neck, feeling more beads of sweat trickle down his neck to his chest, the loose sleep t-shirt that was hanging off his shoulders now tinted a darker color. âSan, call Pleasure Planet and book me an appointment with the cyborg girl.âÂ
âRight away, Wooyoung,â San obeyed, bowing at the waist, before his image dissipated, the wall returning to a blank state.Â
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A soft ding sound filled the empty space of Wooyoungâs expansive cyber chamber after some time went by, finally distracting the overheated alien from his current predicament. He continued to lay in a fetal position on the side of his bed, too overwhelmed by the dizzying amount of arousal that was swirling around his insides like a shoal of fish. âIsâŚnnnghâŚshe here, San?âÂ
Sanâs form materialized onto the wall once more, scanning his Masterâs crumpled up body, running a number of tests, finding that the situation was beginning to grow imminent. âYes, she is, Wooyoung. Please begin the mating ritual as soon as possible, to prevent less favorable outcomes. Iâm sure your company wouldnât want youââ
âYou think I donât know that, San?â he snapped back, holding a hand to his disruptive abdomen, groaning in both pain and unexplainable pleasure, as what Wooyoung could only describe as molten-hot lava churning around inside his core, just aching to spill out of him. âWhere the fuck is she? I need toââ
âIâm here for you, Wooyoung. Please, put your worries to rest,â you replied as you entered his room, Wooyoungâs eyes following your movements like a moth to a flame, taking slow steps up to his bed, shedding various articles of your clothing until you were bare for him.Â
âO-oh, hi,â Wooyoung croaked, doing his best to sit up in his bed with his head against his pillow, beads of sweat already soaking into it, strands of black hair sticking to his forehead. He watched you climb onto his bed and crawl towards him, his eyes shifting from your face to your body, trying to get his spinning mind to stop for a moment. âWh-whatâs your name?âÂ
âY/N, but you can call me whatever you want. Iâm yours for tonight~â You mounted him, lowering yourself down to feel his aching length pressing into your heat through his boxers.Â
âY/NâŚâ he repeated softly, entranced by you.Â
Smiling down at him, you gently ran your hands up his rapidly rising abdomen, feeling up his soft body along the way, eventually slipping him out of the sweater he was in, eliciting a whine from the alien below you. You brought your lips near Wooyoungâs parted ones, whispering against them, âOh, baby, youâre in bad shape, huh? Need me to take care of you?âÂ
Wooyoung nodded weakly, his hands on your thighs, feeling your soft skin underneath his heated grasp. He squeezed into it, swallowing harshly, his Adamâs apple visibly bobbing inside his throat. âY-yes, please, it hurts so badâŚâÂ
San, who was still watching from the wall, cleared his throat, doing his duty and informing his Master of important information. âMaster, please return to your bodyâs natural state soon. Your vitals are starting to worry me.âÂ
âI got it, San,â Wooyoung grunted, glaring at the AI, before returning his attention to you. âOh my godâŚâ He groaned at the sight of you running your hands up and down your perfectly created body, your fingers slipping past the metal, glowing seams that sealed you together, until you got down to your glistening cunt, your fingers spreading yourself open for his viewing pleasure, all while grinding back and forth against his slippery, clothed length. âY/NâŚfuckâŚI justâŚdonât want to scare youâŚâÂ
âYou wonât, trust me. Please, let yourself go, Wooyoung, itâs okay,â you reassured him softly, licking at your fingers before they returned to your perfect pussy, rubbing at your clit, feeling zaps of electricity course through your body, your artificial synapses firing off inside your brain. âIâll take care of you, I promise.âÂ
Inhaling sharply, Wooyoung closed his eyes for a moment to ground himself, knowing you wouldnât judge every inch of him like people on the Universal Net did. Little by little, he let his body return to its natural state, small, ridged scales growing in patches along his skin, which exhibited an electric blue tint wherever his blood settled in the most, long, slick-covered tentacles emerging from his form, some of them idly curling around different parts of your body â the most notable change to his body being his cock, which tore out of his boxers from its size. It was no longer human-like, but instead resembled his wriggling appendages, had prominent ridges, leaked a steady flow of blue, viscous pre-cum, and had an obvious girth to it, thick, heavy-looking, and perhaps capable of stretching you open to your particular modelâs max capacity for cock.
âOh, Wooyoung,â you sighed, small digital hearts forming within your hooded eyes, cupping the alienâs flushed face, bringing your lips to his. âYou're beautiful.âÂ
Wooyoung melted into your kiss and body respectively, bringing his hands up to your own face, holding it, his tentacles exploring the rest of your form for him, a few curling around and in between your tits, others sliding along your thighs and hips, while his slippery cock idly rubbed back and forth along your cunt like it had a mind of its own, sending waves of pleasure into the both of you. âFuck, I need you so bad, Y/NâŚâÂ
A string of saliva broke your kiss as you pulled back, squeezing your tits together around the tentacle that was between them, licking at the wriggling tip. âHow bad, baby? How bad do you want to fill me up with your cock?â you asked breathily, feeling the tentacle begin to thrust faster and faster, dripping blue pre-cum onto your slick skin. âYou want to fuck your cum into me, Wooyoung? Fuck me so deep, it reaches my womb?âÂ
âY-esss, please, oh my god, please,â Wooyoung moaned out, grabbing at your hips, continuing to grind his large, ridged cock against your cunt, unable to stop gasping for air from how hard he was breathing.Â
âThen, come here,â you purred, reaching down to grab Wooyoungâs cock and pushing it inside you, feeling it fill you up inch by inch until your hungry cunt swallowed it in its entirety, your bodies essentially becoming one.Â
Any semblance of composure completely left Wooyoungâs burning body in that moment, encouraging him to grab onto your hips like handlebars and drive his cock deep into your cunt over and over, his tentacles still eagerly exploring the expanse of your skin, some rubbing into your clit, others still preoccupied with your now bouncing tits, an additional tentacle loosely wrapping around your neck, the tip of it sliding along your cheek like it was licking you. âFeels so fucking good being inside you, Y/N, Iâm gonna melt.âÂ
âTake me, Wooyoung, do whatever you want to me,â you told the alien in between pants, opening your mouth when Wooyoungâs tentacle rolled down your other cheek and across your lips, eventually slipping inside your mouth when you opened up, the small round disk built into your temple continually flashing blue the longer your body short-circuited with pleasure, your sensitive flesh squelching lewdly each time they joined together in slick, gooey harmony.Â
Wooyoung watched you with a fondness that bordered obsession, drooling at the sight of his appendage fucking itself into your bulging throat that it was wrapped tightly around, still bringing you down onto his cock at an unnerving speed, the heaviness swirling around inside his lower abdomen growing more and more prominent. âIâm going to breed you, Y/N, did you know that? Iâm going to fill you to the fucking brim with my kids.âÂ
You gurgled happily around the thrusting tentacle that was currently stretching out your lips and throat, your body shuddering with pleasure once load after load of blue goo spilled into your willing mouth, dripping down the sides of your chin and traveling along the rest of your slicked-up body. The tentacle left your mouth with a lewd pop and slowly wrapped around your waist instead. âFill me up, Wooyoung, please, fuck it in me, deeper, I need it,â you begged him, desperately driving yourself down on his thick cock, cupping your own overheated cheeks, the hearts inside your eyes growing more and more bright each time the alienâs cock slipped deep inside your sloppy cunt. Â
âGonna fuck you so full, Y/N, gonna plug you up with my cock so you have to be my breeding bitch again and again,â Wooyoung mindlessly moaned out, simply driven by his overwhelming lust and instinctual urge to procreate, the heaviness moving closer and closer to his pulsing cock.Â
âYes, give it to me, pleaseâŚ!â
San, who had been silently observing the entire time, cleared his dry throat up to announce, âDelivery of offspring will be completed inâŚthreeâŚtwo..oneâŚâ
Neither you nor Wooyoung could tell who had came harder between the both of you, your joined moans and pants filling up the heavy air in the room. Wooyoungâs hands were cemented against your lower abdomen, able to feel as each warm, egg-like object had been deposited into your contracting cunt. âFeel them?â he asked under his breath, looking up into your barely open eyes.
âYeah, I feel them,â you breathed, feeling dizzy just from the sensation of being filled to the absolute brim, Wooyoungâs cock acting as a dam until he knew that nothing except loads of his cum would come out afterwards, a small bulge present inside your stomach being the proof of what had been done to you.Â
Wooyoung let out a small whine, slowly pulling out of you, his cock flopping lifelessly onto his pelvis, his eyes focused on the way your used hole fluttered around nothing, dribbles of electric blue cum dripping out, until a flood of it came seeping out in between your sticky bodies. With a blissful smile on his face, Wooyoung rubbed your stomach with gentle circles, humming to himself. âLet me know when youâre ready for another round, okay, baby?âÂ
You smiled softly down at him, placing your hand over his, ready to ask him for another round as soon as possible when San spoke instead.
âI hate to interrupt, but you have quite the schedule tomorrow, WooyoungâŚpractice at 9, vocals at 11, a fan meeting in the Twilight Quadrant at 3âŚ.â San slowly informed in a disheartened tone, a drop of sweat cascading down the side of his sleek face.Â
Wooyoung growled, grabbing a pillow and tossing it at the wall, the image of San blurring temporarily. âShut off! Shut down, San!â He looked back at you, rubbing your hips gently, unable to stop smiling at your pretty cybernetic face.
San disappeared from the wall, but his voice remained. âJust so you know, I donât actually have a shut-off button, Wooyoung. Iâm sentientâŚâÂ
Wooyoungâs fingers clenched into your hips, his eyebrows twitching downwards. âOh my god, San, just wait till I fucking figure out how to hack your programmingâŚâÂ
San cleared his throat, shaking his head, though it wasnât visible to either of you, especially since you were both too busy eye-fucking each other. âAgain, Iâm sentient. Thatâs out of the realm of possibility.âÂ
âSan!âÂ
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Pick A Card Reading : New Year Guidance
What you need to leave behind in 2023.
What you should keep from 2023 and wisdom it gifted you with.
What you should start doing in 2024.
PILE 1
What you need to leave behind in 2023.
7 Of Pentacles Leave behind not aligning your goals with your values. Sunk cost fallacy is when you don't stop doing something that is costing you and harming you because you have been doing it for a while. This is so 2023 babies! Are assesing your input vs the output you receive. Where in your life are you selling yourself short?
What you should keep from 2023 and wisdom it gifted you with.
4 Of Swords, 6 Of Pentacles In 2023 you learnt that everything comes with the cost. The cost though, better not be your physical and menatal health. A piece of wisdom you shoul keep is that resting is as important as growing. Also, remember to not sell yourself short and to stop self sacrificing and overgiving. Equal giving and taking is a moto you should keep repeating throughout 2024 and the end of 2023.
What you should start doing in 2024.
4 Of Cups, 10 Of Cups In 2024 you can start practicing being grateful for all you have already received or want to receive. Focusing on what you have and what you want to accomplish is more important than looking into what you lack. This will help you fight off any remaints of the "scarcity mindset". Also, practice patience and learn to bask in the light of the journey, not obsessing over the destination.
PILE 2
What you need to leave behind in 2023.
King Of Cups Rx, 3 Of Cups Rx What you need to leave behind in 2023 is your inability to express your true emotions and to listen to your heart instead of your mind. Many people around you do not have your best interest in mind. You have noticed that due to how they act when you succeed on your endeavors. Leave these people back in 2023 and use their jealousy as fuel to gas yourself up. Your inability to see your worth clearly is another hinderance. Learn to autonomously realize what your true value is without needing to use others as a mirror. Sometimes the mirros around you are broken and a change of surroundings can go a long way. Being autonomous and self-sovereign will help you navigate life in 2024.
What you should keep from 2023 and wisdom it gifted you with.
9 Of Swords 2023 taught you that negative self talk and a toxic environment affect your self esteem, image and life choices. You should hold close to your heart all the moments you suffered and you were left alone with your thoughts. This will help you understand that you are far more powerful than you think and that in big life choices we are always on our own with only Spirit by our side. If you wanna go fast, go by yourself. If you wanna go further, go with others, but, remember, that others have to want to reach the same destination as you, or else, you will keep visiting cities in ruins.
What you should start doing in 2024.
The Lovers Be independent and learn to make choices all by yourself, without considering how it affects others, if your choice is not directly harmful to them. Being a part of a unit and team is amazing but spreading your wings and flying is even better. Your vibe attracts your tribe. Be yourself unapologetically and authentically. Stop trying to blend in and fit in or you will bleed out.
PILE 3
What you need to leave behind in 2023.
8 Of Swords, The Fool, 6 Of Wands Let go of the belief that others can hold you back or that your past dictates your future. Do not let others tell you what you're capable of accomplishing. Everything lies in choice and perception. Master the last two and you have the key to open the door of success and happiness. Stop closing your eyes to the truth. You are capable of setting yourself free. YOUR choices dicatte your life. You are responsible for yourself and your future. Leave behind analysis-paralysis and planning but never following through. Keeping the promises you make to yourself is as important, if not more important, than making them. Clear your head and your vision. Stop feeling unlucky and fallen from grace. Stop thinking you are uncapable of being seen as succesfull, powerful, beautiful and being able to connect with others. You can be a leader and example for others in the future. Authority comes from self-belief. It should make you mad that people with one third of your talent, wisdom and capabilities are achieving more because their ego is inflated. Be the good guy who wins in the end. Your scars are your medals. Show em. Let yourself be seen.
What you should keep from 2023 and wisdom it gifted you with.
The Hierophant, 7 Of Wands, 10 Of Pentacles IDK. Maybe, I said, MAYBE THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY THING STANDING IN YOUR F*ING WAY AND SPIRIT WANTS YOU TO SEE THAT YOU'RE MEANT TO BE HAPPY AND WEALTHY AND SUCCESFULL, you naughty little thing! In 2023 you saw a glimpse of what lies ahead and what you can accomplish, if and only if, you dare to have faith in yourself and to trust in the highest power. Remember that you are not meant to follow the "traditional" path to success. This reminds me of the "Dumb Money" movie. Outrageous succes. Overnight success in the making for years. Looking in the dashboard and seeing the 000s pileing up while brushing your teeth in 8am unaware type of success. Rebel against the norm. You're in service of spirit because you have a pure soul. You are chosen and protected, you dumb lucky b*tch (I'm aggresively affectionate and you KNOW it). You are meant to be a leader and a guide for others. You are the reverse of pile 2 when it comes to this. Others can see the power and the beauty of yours. They love basking under your warm rays. You are the one unable to see your light. Just like a star, you only see the darkness around and the lights of others. You have been cursed to be unable to see your own beauty and light, so, take this as a sign and continue shining, tone it UP a bit. Connecting with Spirit/Universe/God and channeling is something you learnt this year. You might be my creator/energetic healer/tarot reader/coach/astrologer/crypto bro pile.
You are a creator at heart. A trendsetter, an influencer (in your own unique way). Keep sharing your ideas as they attract abundance and wealth in all forms, as well as your tribe. Sidenote. This year you had to protect yourself and learnt how to set boundaries. If someone disrespects you do not hesitate to get those claws out pantheress. Community, legacy, wealth and abundance were the pillars around the pieces of wisdom this year gave you. Also, read "Think And Grow Rich" by Napoleon Hill. Be brave and fierce.
What you should start doing in 2024.
Ace Of Swords, The Magician, Temperance
What you should start doing from now on and going forward is learning how to act as the equaliser, alchemist and embodying the witch/wizard archetype.
The next year your consciousness will further heighten and your task is to communicate your insights with others.
Accept and believe that you are a winner and develop the "winner's mindset" that will lead to triumph.
Don't play small, for once. Be selfish. Hold the mirror up and see the light. This is your light. No one can take it away from you. Profit from your light, don't let others be warm while you are burning yourself up or shivering in the cold.
Act with your personal interest in mind (Honestly, how much of a people pleaser are you? Do I have to tell you that? *Totally hugging you and playing with your hair while flaming you.*
Go watch some YouTube beauty influencers from 2016 and take some notes from Kim Kardashian when she was searching for her earrings in the Carribbean or somewhere, while people were dying.)
Keep on having that tunnel vision and focusing on personal gains.
Be resourceful. Create, transform and pivot when it is necessary. We are making this whole thing up along the way, this is LIFE, get over it, lol.
Meditating will help you ground yourself and set those energetic boundaries.
Hmmm, last random thoughts : Dare to blend multiple energies and to unite extremes. Be your OWN niche. Keep connecting people with spirit and their highest potential. Be a mediator for others and lastly, share as you keep on studying and learning.
We are not here to be perfect, we are here to BE. FULL STOP. PERIOD
Bye my fellow unhinged b*tches.
XOXO, the CEO of being unhinged, đđđ¤
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pairings. Zayne x gn!reader
wc. 7K (yes, I like to torture myself)
synopsis. He was believed to be devoid of emotions, until you unveils his chilling secret. His hidden obsession with you has ensnared you in his icy sanctuary. You were blind to his fixation until it was too late, and now you find yourself trapped in his clutches, unable to escape.
warnings. The following content contains elements of obsessive behavior, yandere thoughts, stalking, possessive behavior, and may include poorly written narratives. Reader is referred to as 'you'. Proceed with caution, as this writing may be unsettling or uncomfortable for some individuals.
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AhâŚthe ice king himself, known for his emotional detachment and seemingly heartless demeanor. His motives and intentions remain shrouded in mystery, as he builds impenetrable walls around himself. Yet, somehow, you managed to slip through those barriers, like a delicate flower pushing through the cracks in concrete, planting the seed of love without his knowledge.
Does he act upon it? Certainly not at first. He ignores it. Pretend that is was merely a sign you were someone he tolerated.
His acts of kindness are always subtle and unexpected. He treats you in a way that evokes certain reactions.
At first, he might seem out of reach. But you never know that he is always there for you. Always observing and studying your responses.
As you both transition into adulthood, he becomes your primary physician, a role that only intensifies his growing obsession with you. He never considered himself capable of falling in love at first sight, but his feelings for you gradually took root. He is always there with you, from childhood and in adulthood. Fate must have bestowed him with great luck to be your guardian, the one who monitors your health and controls your existence.
The time when you both went on your separate ways before you met again, he feels a void, a sense that something is missing. Maybe you meant more than he thought. The loss of you kills him. But does this heavy feeling affect his daily activities? no.
The thought of not knowing about your health and safety gnaws at him, like a splinter lodged in his mind. Have you eaten yet? Did you eat enough? Did you get enough sleep? Did you stumble upon an accident? Just a single scratch of wound on your skin would infuriate him.
You, on the other hand, dismiss it as the instinctual concern of a physician, and your own health condition made it even more difficult for him to let you go. You were far too precious to be released or, worse, left alone and broken.
Even when youâre away on your mission, he always ask about your being and whereabouts. He just wanted to know how youâre doing and it shows how much he cares for you, not monitoring you! Thatâs ridiculous, right?
However, whenever you were around him, you never felt like you were in control of your own bodily autonomy. Maybe youâre seeing things but have you realize how much youâre changing your lifestyle?
Zayne intelligence is no joke. You were far too naive to look back over your shoulder to notice he is manipulating you. He wants you to be completely dependent on him. But is it really that bad? After all, he was providing you with a healthier lifestyle, not to mention preserving your beauty. Or so it seemed.
Oh, but when you became his, everything changed. He became more open, more loving and caring, the kind that makes you melt to the ground and swallow you whole. Always attentive to your needs and wants, he has no problem with you buying expensive items, the money isnât his concern. Your happiness is.
His actions become more evident, sometimes you notice it in the way he always makes sure youâre fully geared up and energized for the day, or the way he tries his best to brighten up your day in rainy days.
And when the time came for you to move in together, almost imperceptibly, it felt natural, thatâs when he brings the real authenticity of himself, the carnal desire to claim over you starts to show.
He adorned you with the finest fabrics, adorned you with the most exquisite gems and jewelry that accentuated your beauty without overshadowing it. He always gives you the best and never less.
No one would question how many pictures he has of you around the house, as they simply depicted a man deeply in love with his partnerâŚwait, you donât remember taking this picture..how did he get this picture?Â
Caleb gives it to him. As always he has answers to everything, it makes you think he is expecting that kind of question, which is an odd behavior.
Even the windowsill display those seals and trinkets he has given you over the years, customized to your liking.
You saw it as a preservation of memories and the time he had spent with you, when itâs clearly a growing sign of obsession with the abundance of things of your own possessions, or things that reminded him of you were around the house, to the dark corners of his secret room you were unaware of.Â
You donât realize you were brainwashed, did you? Or maybe because he is telling the truth from the start, he loves you very much and his actions serve as undeniable proof!
Until you try to resist or argue with him. It would be best for you to stay obedient and let him lead, he is the man in the relationship, you are his good girl, right? He never wants to hurt you, he is doing it for the better sake of you.
You learned your lesson when you got your first punishment. Each mistake or letdown adds a droplet, gradually increasing the intensity. When the glass finally overflows, it serves as a stark warning to never hurt or disappoint him.
Your life revolves around him. You want to buy groceries? Wait until he finish work. You want to go to the park? Letâs go together and donât forget your coat, he doesnât want you to get cold. You want to have some time alone outside? Sure.
Ah, the innocence of those early stages of dating, when the idea of tracking your partner's whereabouts seemed endearing. Little did you know that innocent app you stumbled upon on a social media platform would become the chains that bind you. In the beginning, it seemed like a cute way to track the distance between you and your partner.
That app, like a digital spider's web, silently weaves its threads around your every move. From the moment you installed it, it became his watchful eye, tracking your every step, monitoring your every move.
How naive and compliant you are, unknowingly making it easier for him to watch over you.Â
He doesnât react much when a guy approaches you, no one will be brave enough, because you will always stay glued to his side. He often uses his sharp tongue to highlight their flaws and insecurities. Give them a judgmental stare at the guy as if he was nothing and brings nothing good in life like a mosquito.
Resorting to violence or criminal acts were never his first choice to get rid of those pesky nuisances, his jealousy always remains hidden and possibly close to nonexistent.
Because he knows, you will always comes running back to him. Even if you manage to slip from his grasp, he holds the power to reclaim you, by any means necessary. In dire circumstances, he does not hesitate to resort to violence, to eliminate anyone who dares to steal you away. He doesn't care if he has to hurt you or isolate you, nobody could ever love you like he did.Â
Once you are married and start a family together, your life will be forever intertwined with his. That's the end of you or maybe a better version of you that you never envisioned or hoped for, nevertheless it was all because of your love for Zayne that you willingly let him take control, itâs the best life you could ever live in, right?
You will never leave out of his sight forever.
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