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#911 abc#911edit#chimney han#911 gifs#madney#kevin lee#maddie buckley#glmdedit#jee yun buckley han#albert han#henrietta wilson#karen wilson#john lee#anne lee#eddie diaz#evan buckley#ravi panikkar#bobby nash#look i hope people are as emotionally damaged by this as i was making it#we only had kevin for like 25 mins but i've never gotten over him#this guy has every reason to be a horrible miserable character but no#no he's the coolest cheeriest funniest caring man alive#sick dead mom at a young age and abandoned by an absent father and taking care of sick after her diagnosis#ideas constantly shut down for owning a business and losing his brother on the job#and also sorta losing mr lee who couldn't bear to see him without being reminded of kevin bc they were so intertwined#failing in love and getting stabbed and left for dead#oh and the rebar accident where he almost died again#losing the love of his life and then finding her but not being together with her#911 edits
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there is a difference between being born to a throne, maliciously vying for a throne, stealing a throne, and having a throne thrust upon you when you are already in the midst of an identity crisis. And I fear Loki's place in the line of succession has people unable to differentiate between any of these
#you can't really argue he planned the extent of Thor's downfall#that was all Odin#Loki didn't force Thor to invade Jotunheim he isn't even the one who gave Thor the idea -- Thor did that all on his own!#that he was doing waswasa @ thor didn't help but wasn't really crime worthy on its own#Thor himself took time convincing the other warriors to be okay with the trip despite the treason and danger involved#like. what. Thor can't differentiate good advice from bad and is emotionally volatile and reckless and that's Loki's fault?#THOR was the one who got them past Heimdall too#the entire ordeal inadvertently showed off the favouritism Thor was receiving in comparison to Loki#even though Loki was the one supposedly so easily influencing Thor to such an extent#call Thor a puppet the way he--wait. no. that sounds weird. uhhhhh#you get the point#people will claim Loki was all up in there rearranging Thor's mental processes to cause his downfall#when really it was Loki doing the bare minimum instigation and watching things only devolve from there#because Thor WAS reckless and immature ?? and he WAS quick to anger and enjoyed exerting his power with violence ??#Loki didn't STEAL THE THRONE FROM THOR he literally just is implied to undermine the coronation#that's not even confirmed but we assume it's true that he let the frost giants in near the casket etc.#Loki has his own actual crimes that he did against Thor and hugging his bro's arm and saying 'you're soooooo strong and correct' was not on#even if you manage to argue Loki was cheering Thor on for the invasion (he wasn't) it was clearly to dob Thor in with Odin#which he did when he had some guard inform Odin#that Odin's chosen punishment was for Thor's disobedience aside stop blaming Loki for the damage ODIN inflicted on him#focus on Loki making up lies to Thor about how Odin died instead like at least Loki DID SOMETHING for that#you can even ascribe as evil a motive as you want there bc Loki was slipping fr#twirling his hair and telling Thor he's smarter about the realm's safety than the king was on the normal scale#you want to talk morals go look at how eager Thor was to invade mass destroy and massacre in the other realm#and expected Odin to 'finish them off! together!' bc he was power high on whatever bloodlust pheromones battle apparently imitates for him#sigh. this is why you can't have nice things Thor. no Loki you're barely any better. sit down. have a cookie.
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Bungou Stray Dogs fans watching s5 ep 11:
#though i IMPLORE anime onlys to read the manga bc the anime did change a lot (read: every scene where atsushi and akutagawa interact)#and dazai getting shot scene is quite changed as well#it might seem like a lot to read but it's really easy to binge imo. and 1000% worth it#and they FUNDAMENTALLY changed Akutagawa's death btw#they completely and horrifically changed the entire sskk vs fukuchi fight. the fight is a lot less action focused in the manga#and is more inclined towards emotionally and psychologically damaging the reader#akutagawa's death is incredibly important in the manga. and if he's not your favorite‚ the manga is STILL better with every other character#anyway. ep 11 will bring us all together as anime onlys.#bsd#bungou stray dogs#sskk#skk#shin soukoku#soukoku#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#akutagawa ryuunosuke#bsd akutagawa#chuuya nakahara#atsushi nakajima#ranpoe#bsd fyodor#fyolai#sigma bungou stray dogs#bsd sigma#I'm in the trenches with these tags#akuatsu#atsuaku#a.txt
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#im so sad it was such a good ask blog too but my mood has been so severely impacted by it i literally could not handle it anymore#big surprise your favorite character being put through constant and severe turmoil is emotionally damaging. who wouldve guessed#it makes me sad people are so fucking mean too :^(#<- in relation to some of the asks folks send in to guide stories along#like sure cute aggression yeah whatever but some of yall are straight up cruel for no reason. ill never understand it#i really wish i had the heart to keep following this blog bc its such a huge and beautiful passion project... but im sensitive:^(#even if its fictional#sorry to the mutual i had to break </3 wahhhh#late night personal posting. goodnight#laika originals#oh should i tag this as uhhh#vent#? kind of not really im just talking here
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thinking about how pre-combat sledge was listening to sid talking about the war on that beach not really recognising his friend anymore and then after peleliu he returned to the same beach as a changed man himself
#each rewatch im emotionally damaged bc of different things#like i remember feeling unwell about that convo but this time it was the RETURN to the beach that did it#the pacific man.....#simi.txt
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emotionally im still here
how to say i love you without saying i love you, a guide by shin
how to say i love you without saying i love you, a guide by mina
#the girl who fell beneath the sea#still crying screaming throwing up bcs of this book#i might buy the physical book after this bcs it's beautiful#like so beautiful im crying again#reading this twice is not enough#it's been so long since i felt like this after reading a fantasy book#im not talking about the poppy war trilogy#this book ruined me in a good way#not you the poppy war trilogy you damaged me emotionally for centuries
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Elftober day sixteen- Mystic
Despite getting to live out her dream of studying the stars, Oteone can't make them give her the answers she wants. They won't tell her if her friends are alive.
#elftober#elftober 2024#ffxiv gpose#Oteone#at the end of the arr patches she gets separated from Rati#so she's alone for all of heavensward#emotional support gf missing. wailing#also while she can understand everything through the echo#it doesnt work the other way and no one in ishgard knows her dialect of sign language#tataru can translate mostly but alphinaud never made the attempt to learn until now bc he. is going through Character Development.#deeply imporant to me to make my fave expansion as emotionally damaging as possible
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I'm all for bloodpact as a ship. I agree that they're an excellent fit and unbelievably complimentary and they could actually be so good for each other. their potential is boundless. do you see their in game interactions? do you hear the way they talk about each other? amazing
now hear me out
bloodpact where wyll is more than just astarion's emotional crutch and moral support 🥰
#dances into the night. disappearing into the darkness never to be seen again#unfortunately this circumstance is present for ever asty pairing. damaged bb boy x emotional crutch#not all of them i guess. bc shart and laezel would not emotionally crutch him but i see it everywhere for#wyll and gale and halsin and karlach and ofc tav#maybe i'm just on one today idk. i love asty as a character i really do. love to whump him. but please#exiting the tag now goodnight#bg3#bloodpact#leo.txt
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hm. so the phrase "as above, so below" has a couple related meanings: a) what happens in the microcosm is a reflection of the macrocosm, b) what happens in a higher plane of existence also happens in the lower one, c) the microcosm is affected by the microcosm
all of this means pretty much the same thing: the below echoes the above
so, may i ask, what the Fuck is the bigger side to the so-below image? what is the above to Wally's dark below?
#no fear: so-below#Big fear: there's an as-above companion we havent seen yet and its probably fucked to hell and back#bc if wallys in the dark and it looks like a very scared Bloody dark#what in the actual Hell is happening in the above?#im assuming the above - the 'higher realm' - is the real world aka the humans world#what happened what happened What Happened#if we get an as-above in the update im going to Lose My Absolute Marbles#in a good way! gonna go fucking insane! gonna eat drywall!#so-below currently has the vibes of '*touches the ground* something happened here...'#i have a feeling we're eventually gonna find out What Happened Here#welcome home speculation#i cant wait to Know i cant wait to Learn#its gonna be slow going but im Patient#ive waited far longer for far less#and im sure everything we learn is gonna be psychologically and/or emotionally damaging in fun festive ways!!!#can't wait to be gut-punched by our favorite puppets suffering!#and i mean that Genuinely. i Cannot Wait. i Love it when things get fucked up and messy <3#yesssss put them through ittttttt#fingers still crossed for official artwork of wally covered in blood#i NEED to see him covered in blood please please please#the others as well but mostly him. he'd look so great absolutely drenched in gore
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gale voice here feel the pulse of the magic in my heart that will eventually be the end of me. im on my knees before you like an animal showing its belly. im in excrutiating pain bc of the contact with the magic in my heart but please dont take your hand away please dont stop touching me
#gale of waterdeep#paydja plays baldur's gate#the relationship a lot of the companions have with their bodies is fucking fascinating#but gale and karlach's relation to their heart and to human contact is particularly compelling#i cant say who has it worse bc thats a stupid comparison to make when they both have hearts that could literally detonate at any moment#[ik that karlach cant do human contact at all and gale cant but im talking abt emotionally significant contact which is smth they share]#but rn im focusing on gale ill talk abt karlach later#hes so interesting like hes initially played as arrogant but i think that whole thing with mystra#really fucked him up bc he talks abt himself like hes. not a means to an end per se but u get the gist#you can see the way he talks abt sense and sensuality and emotional connection but as soon as you actually offer it via flirting or just#genuine compliments hes always surprised and always changes the subject#partially out of like. emotiona damage and partially bc he doesnt want to go boom#ANYWAY WHAT IM SAYING IS hes in pain bc of the contact being made with the magic that makes up his heart but#by god please dont take your hand away. please dont stop touching him. please#i hate this fucking game i hate it so much#chattering#sorry for the analysis it WILL happen again#im talking abt gale rn bc hes my favourite and currently the character i know the most about via gameplay#but there is PLENTY i can say abt everyone#god i keep saying this but its like why are you so good sometimes and also so bad. fucking Larian.
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Fully caught up on the manga (minus spoilers for the last chapter) and..... Ya know what maybe I am a villain stan because I just.... Don't trust that anything really changes in society. Everyone outside of heroes, when given speaking parts, seems to indicate that they'll step in or do something in order to protect themselves - not out of any sense of responsibility or community, but to safeguard their lives in case the other person ends up a villain. Or maybe I'm just pessimistic? But we've seen irl time and again that this ending attitude doesn't work. Doesn't have change. Certainly not long lasting change. I really really wanted to finish the series still liking Deku but throughout the fight, every cut back to someone other than Deku, talking about his heart and how good he was and how much he was doing to fight for the person - and the cut back is just "punch". He never responded to Shigaraki's words. He never engaged with the man himself. And at the end of the day, I feel more trust in Uraraka. More trust that she'll actually work on saving people's hearts. And she's back in construction work like her parents. And of course the camera dies and no one sees Toga's heart. Because how dare anyone think a villain could be a person (paraphrased that one interview guy).
I really really wanted to end this manga happy with it. I'm not stupid enough to conflate the reality of the story with fandom. I'm not. I really wanted to enjoy it for what it is. But when they directly ask "how do we fix villains being made" the answer is "you don't. We can't" and ???? That's supposed to be what the manga was working towards this whole time? I - .....
#the bee talks#idk. maybe im just too damaged to fit in society anymore myself. ha.... fuck.#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#i think deku still has a lot of growing up to do. i know blah blah his innocence is ruined and he's irrevocably changed but.#.... i think its more that we see other characters understand more than deku has. horikoshi can write it. he just.... didnt for the guy#we're supposed to have placed our hope and trust in.#mha#bnha#like i feel sick to my stomach because this is devasting but also guilty bc i wanted to like it i was hopeful.#i mean!!!! I STILL LIKE THE ENDING. IM GOOD WITH IT!! i just dont like how the underlying themes were finished.#im not even salty about the villains dying- i feel like being alive wouldve always left a way for horikoshi to be pressured to return to mha#like.... story plot wise im good with it! its just that the last few chapters are supposed to be feel good wrap up and im.... empty.#if i was the same person i was when i first started mha and even up until a few years ago i wouldve really really liked it all.#haaa... maybe I'm just too jaded. sorry yall i really tried my best and I'll enjoy whatever the last chapter holds! i will! i just...#need some time to emotionally remove myself from it i guess. (massive props to Horikoshi for making me care about all of the characters)
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fucked things up with a person i was starting to like and have been sad about it all week :(
#eh.txt#got triggered really badly a few weeks ago due to a family thing#and basically told them hey i like u but i am too emotionally damaged and don't want to catch feelings fr#and they were kind and understanding#and then i regretted it the next day and was like hey jk sorry for being crazy#and they said they've been busy but intended to reply#and then five days passed so i was like don't worry about it sorry for putting u in a weird position#lololololol#it's no biggie i just feel things so intensely and the moving process has been so stressful#cried all throughout yesterday#i hate how intense my emotions get and also how i just replay situations over and over again in my head#and my stupid brain is like ''maybe they will message u back actually''#when it's like girl we crashed three whole planes into the building it's over 😭😭#next psych app i'm gonna ask if we can up my meds bc clearly i am still a nut job :')❤#wish i had the kind of personality that was loveable but alas lolololol
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every time theo ends up saving liam’s life it’s by pulling him to safety from behind… something to be said about liam silently trusting theo enough to give him his back (and theo’s unspoken willingness to have it even at the expense of his own safety).
#you can have my back any day. or you know. you could have mine.#something something you can be my wingman anytime bullshit you could be mine#sorry but ‘ive got your six’/battle boyfriends/girlfriends is one of my fav dynamics#i have one ship type at the end of the day….#im not dying for you. im not dying for you either. but i will fight with you. lets fight.#guys… that was their mid fight oath to each other….#theo in memory found: wraps his arms around liam from behind to drag him into the elevator away from the riders#theo in triggers: standing behind liam. pulls him to the side by his arm to keep him away from nolan and figure out whats wrong#theo in werewolves of london: walks up behind liam in the locker room and keeps him from killing gabe/doing something else he might regret#(side note the shot of their faces beside each other in the mirror is sooooo symbolic of theo being liam’s voice of reason in a lot of 6b)#theo in wolves of war: tackles liam from behind to keep the hunters from shooting him#ALSO theo in wolves of war: positions himself between the hunters and liam as they’re both running away so he can push him ahead/shield him#taking damage he probably could have avoided had he just ducked#LIKE. yeah. theo will probably never admit it but he is so protective in his own convoluted emotionally repressed way#and liam lets him do it also in his own convoluted emotionally repressed way bc he doesn’t HAVE to give theo his back or the room to be the#one that comes to his rescue#they are partners !#:( my sons i miss them#thiam#theo raeken x liam dunbar#theo x liam#theo raeken/liam dunbar#theo/liam#teen wolf
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thanks to the bg3 developers i didn't NEED to know what it's like to be tantalus on a soul deep level but bc of this astarion person I am consumed with the kind of yearning that can only be expressed via greek tragedy. to be clear i have yet to play a single minute of this fucking game
#am i about to buy a video game just to romance a fictional emotionally damaged blond guy? yes.#yes i am about to do that#HE'S HOT OKAY#half of the yearning is bc i can't actually get the game until next month at the earliest#the other half is. you know. the reasons#in fairness by far the quickest way to get me interested in something is to introduce a broody tragic vampire with emotional problems#astarion#baldur's gate 3#bg3
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final episode emotional wreck
#idolish7#i7#art tag#bro why does it hurt so much#i was having fun#and then every time i saw nagi my heart broke a bit more#i forget how young he is!!#he's still a child!!!!!#stop hurting him! and for WHAT!#guys where is season 4#i swear i'll buy some merch so please#give season 4 soon#i hope i got the penlight colours vaguely correct#i was too lazy to pull up a ref#not me saying im a mezzo fan but i cant even get their colours right SORRY#in any case i am emotionally damaged and i need nagi to be happy#i love how things are slowly coming together#bc im pretty sure ive seen some spoilers from back before i really cared that much#and ofc finding out the context of some of these songs#literally life changing man
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i feel like i should start making more of an effort, when i talk about something in a piece of media being Upsetting to me, to distinguish between 'cathartic' upsetting and 'gave me psychic damage' upsetting. sometimes i mean OUGH OW MY FEELINGS THIS FUCKS ME UP IN A MEANINGFUL AND RESONANT WAY, MY LIFE IS ENRICHED FOR BECOMING AWARE OF IT and sometimes i mean that it is genuinely distressing and i want to shake the creators and ask what the fuck they were thinking
#whosebaby talks#blog policy#this goes double when it comes to pieces of media to which i have both reactions lmao#i worry sometimes that not being clear about it makes it come across as if i'm saying 'something containing upsetting subject matter is Bad#when in fact a lot of upsetting subject matter is critical to depict; diversely so and often#and i am fiercely protective of the rep that resonates with me#which a lot of people are extremely quick to label as A Disrespectful Depiction absolutely no matter how it's done bc they want it erased#and use 'well it's only valid if it's done *respectfully*' as the Shirley Exception; with no intention of ever letting one be Allowed#but in spite of that there *are* absolutely fucking horrible and incredibly disrespectful ways for Upsetting Subject Matter to be depicted#and that deserves well-informed discussion and criticism; starting from an understanding of the actual purposes of fiction#and what infrastructure and language and framing and technique is used to achieve those purposes#and sometimes the purposes of a particular use are fucking awful! and executed in ways designed to cause real damage + get away with it!#so when i'm talking about something being Upsetting in the psychic damage sense; i'm referring to that#and the fact that not only is it infuriating and upsetting to witness that process in action#it amplifies the already deeply emotionally loaded subject matter; which may already require selfcare to engage with even when cathartic#and then yanks away the catharsis and just leaves you blasted in the face by uncushioned unvarnished Oh Right This Horrible Thing Exists#Thanks for Shoving My Face Straight into Boiling Acid Asshole#anyway complicated feelings about it but yeah i feel like i should try to be clearer lmao#(this isn't just about depictions of SA; and abuse in the sense most people think of first when they hear the word)#(although it comes up in that context often)#(see: Big Screan at pretty much everything with the talking animals in sd/mi but especially the fucking asylum lmao)
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