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i try so hard to be fine about and done with the mom thing but getting a text from her where she essentially says sheâll never stop trying to reach out to me because iâm worth trying for is so god damn psychologically upsetting after learning firsthand that the minute i give in and let her win me over, she stops trying, and she starts telling me how horrible i am for not appreciating how much sheâs changed just like i asked her to & how evil i am for always seeing the worst in her.
also the entire apology text was for some reason about how sheâs sorry for not listening to me???? woman that is not the problem. i mean yes that is the problem but the fact that there was NO mention of âput us on the highway during a tornado warning because she was desperate to get home and set the house up all cute for a visiting friend, refused to listen to me when i started panicking, and then when we finally got her to shelter in a target, said âiâve gotten used to being by myself in the two years you werenât talking to me; i would have taken this risk by myself, but forgot i have to account for youâ ?????
like lol i do try to be fine!!!! about my mother saying in a moment where i was convinced i was going to die that my life just isnât something she accounts for!!! about my mother prioritizing my life and feelings lower than setting up the guest room! but the fact that her apology text doesnât even mention either of those things as something that could have possibly upset me makes me so fucking crazy. sheâs talking about how sheâll never stop trying with me after having me in the car next to her and treating my terror like a very annoying thing keeping her from hanging out with her friends
#venting tag#shoutout to that one time in high school#lol no actually multiple times#where she would regularly tell me how hard it was on her to worry about my diagnosed anxiety#and how i was such a horrible person for not like. making more of an effort to take care of her#when she had such awful stressors in her life.#like me.#anyway this is a lot of a post after none of a post about this#but that text maybe pushed me towards my limit#and dreaming about her does not help#vital that we all know the friend didnât even make it that day#bc their plane was grounded#Because The Weather Was That Bad#you truly cannot write this shit
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bradley and nat!
+ bob ! (since you also sent that in)
send your character's height and I'll compare it to mine. (site)
#bradley has a very specific type. tall hot people from their plane#anyways i fully understand height and perspective but also no i donât bc in photos of miles and lewis the difference looks so drastic#i went and collected and stared at little images and they make no sense to my brain#fyrewalks#dyn : bradley & natasha (fyrewalks) âË flashes of a good life#dyn : bradley & bob (fyrewalks) âË somebodyâs something after all#dyn : the mile high club (fyrewalks) âË with an ear to the ground#asks âË how are you (i love you)
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got someone on my tl whoâs been chronicling their not-so-slow descent into kuukou madness lmao and itâs so fun seeing people go thru the same emotions i went thru lol can you believe hypmic introduced a peak character like this he changed my life yâall đ„Č
#vee queued to fill the void#that panelâs what got me interested lol#but i always attest the brainrot fr kicked in watching kuukou possess hayama-san in real time during the mid round finals results stream#heâs a magical boy frfr traversing planes of existence like itâs nothing lol#itâs actually been really neat seeing them get into hypmic lol#like theyâre part of the stage wave so after listening to kuukouâs music they actually jumped into the stage next#and itâs crazy that we do have that much content to jump around between lol it really must feel a bit overwhelming if youâre new#theyâre handing it with grace tho lol theyâve recently moved on to the manga like they were hesitant about it bc it depicts batâs drb loss#but seeing kuukou stand his ground and protecting his team didnât feel like a loss thatâs his unbreakable spirit still unbeaten#AND THEY GET IT LOL ITS LITERALLY ONE OF HIS TOP 3 MOMENTS I WISH I HAD THE WORDS TO SCREAM HOW MUCH I LOVE THAT SCENE LOL#theyâve also recently expressed how adorable kuukou is fawning over ichiro and he sure fcking is lmao!!!!!!#baby boy happy to be with his bestie uwu uâfuckingâwu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Good thing Levi and Gortash become immortals and live for a long ass time, bc with the way these two behave, I have a feeling it would take them at least a century to actually mature enough to have a normal in-depth conversation.
#dark urge: levi#durgetash#family matters#like fr the most emotionally-mature person in this fam is their son#who loves them both to death but gods if they aren't bloody idiots#noah hits his 20s and realizes his parents are two silly gooses with murderous intents and delusions of world domination#they're so cringe it's embarrassing but he loves them anyway#i also have an idea of levi and noah totally deciding to have a crusade against bhaal&bane#bane bc if Gortash dies (emphasis on if) bane gets his soul#bhaal bc noah is a half-blooded bhaalspawn and grandpa Bhaal is annoying as hell#Gortash finds about it when 2/3 of his family is involved in some crazy shenanigans in another plane and has to stop everything at BG#to venture after them and ground both of them indefinitely#you'd think mr tyrant would be the mature one. but then i remember he KICKS the Chosen of Bhaal in the chins at the morphic pool and am lik#âno he is not. he is literally 5 years oldâ
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im about to commit to a long ass chapterfic with a 'no happy ending' tag attached pray for me boys
#@ future me i told you about the stairs bro you didn't listen#but seriously i've only ever been jumpscared by a few bad endings in my life bc of the author not Tagging It#this a first for me i feel like i'm abt to jump out a plane and have a Whole lot of time to regret doing it before hitting the ground đ#crazy to be this soft with the ship record i have but anyway
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i start my cosmetology classes tmrw and it's from 9-5 every day for the next 8-10 weeks,,,, why is school a whole day shift like who okayed that
#txt#i'm thinking abt quitting my job for the time being and just doing hair between then when i need money bc 9-5 for school#< then going straight to work for closing shift would actuall kill me like i'm a girl.. im not doing that srry#if i do quit it'll have to be after i save to fix my car up#i need 1mil to fall out of a plane and smack the ground right in front of my feet
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A plane in brasil crashed and no one survived
Can the world please catch a break?
#my family is from that corner too#its absolutely horrible#I'm just glad no one on the ground died bc the plane crashed in a residential area
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DADDYS HOME
#finally backkkkkk heheheh after three long terrible gruesome years#i started crying as soon the the wheels of the plane hit the ground#felt so many overwhelming emotions last night but now im all good again#this is crazy i almost cant believe it its so perfect its like i never left#also now im just jobless afffff omg i cant wait to do NOTHING#ive just been running around tirelessly this last years im soso happy and grateful#looking forward to doing NOTHING no plans no people no activities just nothing#i do have to write a paper but thats fine i can do that#i also just wanna write in general bcs i havent had any time to do so since june so i hope ill be doing some of that#also two books i still wanna read arrrggghhhhh im so happy#just sitting in the sun doing nothing rnâŠ. straight up chillingâŠ.. FUCK WITH MEEEEE#anyways
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criminally hot | Â·Ë àŒ spencer reid ,,
summary - you get wrongfully accused by a sheriff, and it isnât you whoâs angriest. itâs your boyfriend who has to expose your relationship in order to clear you.
genre - spencer x bau!fem!reader, fluff, slight angst if u squint, angry reid x calm reader
wc - 1.2k
warnings - reader uses she/her pronouns, handcuffs, violence, a weird white man i know id be fucking scared as well, oh swearing as well.
a/n - i love u youâre so awkward i am doing so well bc of ur request, keep requesting things your brain is crazy. ummm anyways this is my first time writing this kinda thing omg how exciting okay start reading it wtf you still doing here?
request - ( from @babyoureahauntedhouse ) omg hii!!! :3 this is my first time requesting, so please excuse the awkwardness đđđđ first of all, how are you????? i hope youâre doing amazing!!! absolutely no pressure, but can you do one where reader gets falsely arrested (not a huge thing, maybe in a police station at a small town or something) and spencer absolutely **loses** his shit at how sheâs being treated????? like, sheâs freezing and the sheriff or somethjng keeps pushing her and then he just bursts into the interrogation room and uncuffs her and itâs just very fluffy???? thank you!
Emily handed you your coffee with a smile, receiving a small thank you in return. It was warm in your hands and created a comforting contrast to the cool chill of the police precinct you were set up in.
Things were going well given that youâd only been in the small town for half a day. The team debriefed on the plane, but Aaron had been on the phone with the leading detective for at least an hour now asking him where he was.
Emily headed off to the restrooms when a slender hand made its way to your waist. You turned and felt your cheeks heat, knowing exactly who is was.
âHi Spencer.â
âHi Y/n.â His eyes held sweetness in the chocolate swirls, and you felt like a kid who had been given candy. Spencer and you had been dating for a few months, but somehow in a team of profilers you both kept things under wraps, even with Spencerâs clumsy touches and your lingering stares. âI wish we were home,â he whispered.
You glanced around for anyone who could witness your interaction and get suspicious, but you were mostly alone other than Hotch and some officers who were weirdly taking a lot of attention to you.
âYeah me too. Iâm feeling oddly popular and not in the good way.â
Before you could talk more or offer him a sip of your coffee (even if you know he doesnât like it), Aaron calls his name and the slim tall boy scurries away with a straight face.
You turn to find something to do. To reread a case, to help someone fill out papers, to talk to Morgan or Garcia. You wouldâve opted to huddling in your cardigan if a tall man didnât interrupt.
âY/n L/n?â He asked in monotone. His arms were at his sides, one hovering above a pair of cuffs that hung from his police belt. Furrowing your eyebrows you answered,
âYes? Whatâs wrong?â
âYouâre under arrest for the robberies ofâŠâ
His voice pounded into the background of your head, thoughts attacking your eyes through a sudden headache as the words registered before you could help it. The room was silent except for the manâs voice, yet all you could hear was the furrow of eyebrows and quick approach of your boss, Aaron Hotchner.
âWhatâs going on here?â
âYour agent has been seenâŠâ
You stood still as another officer came behind you and forced handcuffs onto your arms, gripping your wrists with unnecessary force that would surely leave bruises. You winced and looked between your boss and the officer, and then at Spencer, who was being pulled back by Morgan. He yelled your name in worry, witnessing the hardened grips on your body and rough pushing you were being subject to. Your coffee splattered on the ground, staining your white shoes.
There was only mumbles and white noise, as your eyes met with Spencerâs. The large officer behind you kicked your leg to get you moving, the shock glueing your shoes to the rubbery floor. And you almost didnât even notice the hand on the back of your neck pushing you towards a dark room with a desk and two chairs.
You were so familiar with these rooms and yet it felt so different.
Of course, you didnât actually do anything. And of course you attempt to clear that up to the officers who are slamming their hands on the table and screaming as much as they could, in a poor attempt to intimidate you.
Aaron was in the corner with a scolding face and hard hand to his chin, observing the situation with an intensity you barely ever see.
âLast month, you were seen at one of the houses that got robbed over night. You left a few days later, after also being seen at two of the other houses-â
âSo she was seen at three of the ten houses robbed and you arrest her?â Aaron spoke up, bringing the menâs attention to your boss instead of you. You took the opportunity to look outside of the window.
Though it wasnât clear, you could make out the outline of a tall boy you wished would just break into the room and save you.
And he did.
âYour evidence is illogical and childish. Sheâs an FBI agent for gods sake-â
âAnybody can be a suspect Agent Hotchner, even federal agents.â The tall one replied with a stubborn mumbled.
Suddenly, the door was slammed open and you were met with a disheveled Spencer panting with a red and severe face. He didnât even bother looking at you before he starting schooling the men in blue, who at that point were glaring at him and attempting to look more intimidating than they actually were.
âIâve read your files on this case and nothing links to Y/n L/n, not one-â
âThereâs no way you read our-â
âI can read more in a minute than you can in a day, dickhead. Y/n was meeting old school friends when she was in town, we went to the Diner Inn afterwards and we met with her parents who have receipts for the meals because theyâre-â he turned his glance at you,â âsorry Y/n- theyâre hoarders. You have nothing against her other than some positively reported visits and some photos of her hugging the house owners.â Spencer had slowly pinned the officers to the opposite wall unconsciously. It was hot. âI was there, Iâm her receipt. And like her parents, she loves keeping those. So if you want to insist sheâs your culprit, go for it. But your going against a man with eidetic memory and a lot of evidence.â
And while he was logical and correct, he was also a little too truthful.
The officers blinked in fear. Spencer definitely didnât seem the type to yell or swear, so this clear, concise and undermining approach to the situation was somehow even scarier.
âSpencer,â you began, âthank you.â
He looked at you, his expression softening into empathy and care, âOf course.â His hands found a key in his back pocket as he approached you, starting to promptly uncuff you.
As Aaron continued to speak with the officers of their major mistake, Spencer took you outside of the room and into a private office. Your heart was racing, but it seemed Spencer was more stressed than you. He paced as you leaned onto the front of a wooden desk, hands over your chest as your eyes trailed Spencer.
âIâm sorry, Y/n. I shouldâve reacted faster, then you wouldnât have been..â He stopped closely in front of you, his breath hot on yours as his gaze scoured over your body for injuries or bruises. âAre you okay?â
You smile calmly, âIâm fine. My leg hurts, and I think my wrists will be bruised, but Iâm fine.â
He took your hands and rubbed his thumbs on your wrists carefully, causing butterflies to explode in your stomach.
âThank you Spencer.â Your eyes dance with each others. âYou were really hot. Maybe I need to get arrested more often.â You joke with a lift to your voice and a smirk, causing him to look down with a smile and shake his head.
âIf being angry makes me hot maybe you should reevaluate what you-â
Your lips found his, you hand going to his bicep and his going to the back of your neck, before a clearing of the throat took you both out of your trances. It was Hotch.
âIâve got some paperwork you both need to sign. About the arrest and,â his hand waved between you two, âthis.â
Morgan stood behind Aaron with a smirk, leaving quickly to go tell Garcia that she had lost their bet.
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#criminal minds#spencer reid#cm#criminal minds imagine#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid oneshot#criminal minds fluff#spencer reid fluff#đ” ââ piaâs pages
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WATCHING A PLANE SPOTTING LIVESTREAM RN AND IT IS RIVETING!! NOW I KNOW WHAT SPORTS FANS FEEL LIKE
#there was a viewer who was in one kf the planes and he shined his phone flashlight thriufh his window and the chat went NUTS#shoutout to preston on the cathet pacific that just took off from LAX#also there was an a380 that was blocking ground traffic bc it needed to cross a runway#there were like 20 airport vehicles waiting in a line it was so funny#shitpost
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me đ€ renjun
touching down from a flight and watching jun psycho
#star talks đ«#when I tell you the second my plane was on the ground airplane mode was off and psycho was on#and I didnât regret a second of it#i already watched 4 hours of kcon bc I was so bored on that flight#I had nothing to hide
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two millimeters | s.r
a/n: this was literally born bc i saw reid lying on the couch in the jet at the end of demons and thought âi would literally sit against that wall to watch over him on the way backâ so i wrote it
summary: spencer gets hurt and youâre not leaving his side
cw: season 9 finale spoilers for angels & demons, cm violence, hurt/comfort, unestablished relationship
wc: 0.6k
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two millimeters to the right, and it wouldâve hit his carotid.
the sentence replays in your head like a cursed mantra, rendering your other senses useless. you couldnât hear the doctor say you could see him now, or feel penny tug your arm towards the room. and you certainly couldnât believe your eyes when you saw spencer reid in a hospital bed, hooked up to machines and iv drips, with a big fucking gauze dressage on the side of his neck.
you knew your line of work was dangerous, being a federal agent who hunts down serial killers should be enough to prove that. but it never surprised you seeing the panic that overtook all of you when one of your own was hurt.
the pure terror you felt in this moment though, was something without parallel.
two millimeters. two millimeters. two millimeters.
youâre not even sure how it happened. they were on the way to tell the preacher he was innocent, and instead he opens fire on federal agents? it was a cruel twist of fate, spencer doing what he could to protect his people and pushing blake out of the way but getting hit himself. it wasnât anyoneâs fault either, the preacher had military grade machine guns, and spencer would have done what he did for anyone. you made sure to tell blake that.
but your spencer was hurt. and all you wanted to do was take away his pain somehow, and toss it in a river to never be seen again.
two millimeters. two millimeters. two millimeters.
âhey,â you hear a voice pull you out of your head. looking up youâre met with tired soft brown eyes lying down on the jetâs couch, âiâm okay, honey. please go sit on a chair.â
if spencer had all his strength he would lecture you on the dangers of not being properly restrained on an aircraft and the statistics of plane related injuries. but that was the problem, he didnât have all his strength. and you were not going to let him out of your sight.
which is why you are sitting on the floor of the jet, perched in front of the couch where spencer laid, resting your head on the cushion his head was on, body leaning against couchâs frame. and you planned to stay right there until you landed back in quantico.
âlooks like this flight is overbooked,â your section unit chief teased upon seeing you on the ground, âhopefully the brass sees our good work and gives us a bigger jet next year.â
morgan, hotch, even jj offered you their seats to at least get some rest, something you hadnât had in days.
âiâm fine right here.â you spoke softly.
jj and penny looked at you in concern, but knew you wouldnât be swayed to move anyway. your stubbornness always acted as a curse and a blessing.
spencer moved his hand to graze your cheek gently, âthe doctors fixed me up really good, i promise iâm okay.â
you move your hand to rest on top of his, slowly rubbing your thumb into the curve of his palm, âand i promise iâm okay right here. iâm not moving.â
two millimeters. two millimeters. two millimeters.
two millimeters would haunt you for many years to come, but maybe right now you could use it to measure how much closer you can get to spencer till thereâs only two millimeters between you.
spencer knew this was a war he was not winning, and let his hand intertwine with yours. if you werenât so close to him you mightâve missed the faintest âthank youâ escape from his lips. the jet takes off and the two of you are lulled to sleep almost immediately. the rest of the team unspokenly watched over you both, making sure you werenât rattling around or spencer rolling around too much. and penny couldnât help but take a few pics to show you later.
#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid angst#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid one shot#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid#criminal minds#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid x you#criminal minds fanfic#mgg#dr spencer reid#spencer reid hurt/comfort#spencer reid x self insert#spencer reid fic
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summary: in which you make jungkookâs world spin and you tend to⊠make him a little too dizzy.
> idol!jungkook x reader / est. relationship, fluff, angst / word count: 7k
> content/warnings: yea shirtless jungkook should be a warning⊠one (1) spank then he kisses it better, also gives a kiss to that lil bow on ocâs undies >:( + a flashback of oc crying and him getting stressed out bcs oc is a careless brat fr
> in which masterlist!
note: hehe iâm here <3 this drabble is basically just oc in a mood and jungkook being the sweetest bf ever đ€š idk how it got this long either heh it didnât feel that way at all while i wrote-edited? but i hope u enjoy and iâd love to hear ur thoughts đ„ș reblogs/feedback are appreciated !! <3
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âoh my god- fuck!â
you cover your mouth in shock, squeezing your eyes shut and flinching at the ear-splitting sound that bounces off the walls of the apartment.
jungkook is rendered frozen, eyebrows furrowed and jaw slacked, staring down at his shirt largely stained by the chocolate milk you were walking around with after brunch.
âdamnâŠâ
his eyes are irritable when they communicate with yours.
âbaby! really? did it have to be the white one?â
but seconds later, they become worried and calculating â wandering all over the tiled floor, and then your bare feet infront of his slides-clad ones, surrounded by shattered pieces of ceramic.
the collateral damage. an unforeseen tragedy.
suffice to say, jungkook woke up this morning blissfully unaware of the turbulent storm threatening to make a playground out of your mind. itâs craving to feed destruction, and here he is living with you under the same roof, an unfortunate casualty from your antics.
the hand-painted mug, wet from the condensation, slipped away from your hands when you accidentally collided with his tough build at the intersection of the living room and the kitchen. this⊠wasnât part of the plan. the plan was a little spill and this is a landslide.
âthat was expensive too.â you utter wistfully, chest deflating as you release an exasperated breath. âsorry. iâll clean up everything. just stay there and iâll- when did i last see the broom-â
his doe eyes grow two times its size when you start looking around the apartment in search of the broom, and perhaps something you can use to pat yourself and jungkook dry, causing your feet to unconsciously shift on the treacherous ground.
âba-baby! donât move! youâre going to hurt yourself. are you crazy?â he interrupts you with a hiss, voice stern as his hands curl around your arms to hold you steady. âitâs okay. this is nothing, iâm not mad⊠just stay still, understand?â
you nod slowly as he lets go, eyebrows knitting together to convey confusion when he starts pulling his shirt over his head, revealing miles of bare skin and planes of defined muscles on a perfect silhouette. perfect because itâs jungkook.
alright⊠to see him half-naked wasnât one of your intentions, but youâre definitely not one to complain.
âtsk, i think i need to shower again.â
figuring that the internet has a solution to every problem one could think of, jungkook has decided to accept the horror that has happened to his shirt. what was it again? salt? vinegar? baking soda? powder? fuck it, heâll search for it later.
he throws caution to the wind by using it to wipe his damp torso, brushing it over his tan skin glistening with a sheen of the liquid that you wittingly spilled. he winces at the uncomfortable stickiness that could be felt across his stomach, but he canât help but to laugh when he sees how it further accentuated his abs.
and if only you were in a chipper mood today, you would be laughing along with him. wouldâve taken over cleaning him up, apologized with a kiss on his waist. too bad youâre not.
eventually, he gives up on erasing on the feeling, proceeding to fold the shirt in halves.
âwhat are you doing?â you snap, putting on a guise of harsher irritation over your dreamy stares at your boyfriendâs glorious physique. âare we just supposed to stand here forever like idiots?â
âwhat is this? why are you so grumpy today?â he questions with a frown, patting your cheek with the soft cottony fabric because the splash managed to reach your face unbeknownst to you.
and then he bends down to place the folded shirt infront of your feet, looking up to you with his galaxy-filled eyes to say, âhere- come on. stand here while i clean up.â
you stand isolated on the safe zone he created, childishly pouting with your arms crossed over chest as you wait for him to pick up your slippers in the bedroom.
the simple answer to jungkookâs question is youâre bored and in a bad mood. the more complex answer would be you came up with a one-man game you can only win if you successfully piss your boyfriend off, but youâre too scared to pull off anything that will legitimately make him upset with you.
because the last time you made him angry, it hasnât been⊠that long ago. heâs been keeping a closer eye on you since then, and youâve been trying to be good. keyword being trying. after all, you did lost his car key⊠at a beach three hours away from home. you searched the entire shore â retraced your steps, made your knees and palms bleed digging through the rocky sand, curled up by the waves to wallow in self-blame and the smell of salt-air defeat. you were nearly in tears as you listened to the call ring for what felt like an eternity, unsure if he already wrapped up the company meeting he mentioned to you the day before.
you still remember the desperate words you greeted him with instead of âhelloâ.
âbabe, promise me you wonât be mad.â
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â____, you didnât even tell me you were coming here! care to explain that to me first? huh?â
your name, and not âbabyâ? heavens above have mercy; youâre fucked.
jungkook presses the heels of his palms over his eyes to alleviate the dull throbbing of his head, breathing heavily to compose himself, but he canât disguise the frustration deeply embedded in his voice.
âyou scared me!â
not yelling, but tone evidently very upset with you. somehow, that makes you feel worse.
âi had to make up an excuse infront of everyone and drive here fast. i was so worried of you being here all alone when it gets dark!â
âitâs your car so i thought i had to let you know right away. iâm sorry.â you chew at your bottom lip anxiously, eyes brimming with tears as you barely muster up the courage to observe how heâs handling this.
your heart pounds louder in your chest when he finally looks down at you, guilty and gloomy, sat on a wooden bench painted yellow. it drops to your stomach when you see the sullen expression painting his face a light shade of red.
âwhere did you lose it?â
you open your mouth, but no words come out. you can only manage to point at the shore with your disoriented eyes, and he traces the direction with his. the majestic orange sky where the sun descends below the horizon fails to be recognized by your foggy, distracted minds.
itâs silent for a few beats, then he huffs, breathing out a sarcastic chuckle before burying his face in hands.
âbaby, please. please. are you sure youâre not pranking me right now?â
âno! do you think iâd joke like this? i really tried my best to find it!â you sniffle, roughly wiping away the lone tear that escapes your eye. youâre almost too humiliated to continue talking, volume falling a few notches above a whisper. âbut the waves were getting stronger.â
he vehemently shakes his head, rendered speechless and stuttering, malfunctioning. he doesnât think he has ever imagined this type of scenario before. âthis is crazy. really⊠this is unbelievable⊠how did this even happen?â
he exhales loudly before removing his hands, revealing a calmer exterior. be that as it may, his skin is more flushed, all the way to his ears and down to his neck, where his veins have become noticeably prominent.
âi mean, what else can we do about it? iâll request for a new one.â
âbut are we just going to leave the car here?â
âdid you leave anything in there?â
âi left my bag, butâŠâ you pat the pockets of your skirt to check if your valuables didnât meet the same fate as the car key. âi brought my phone and wallet with me.â
he nods. âthen iâll call a towing service.â
you pout.
âitâs such a bother.â
feeling exhausted after burning a concerning amount of energy in search of the missing item, you stand on wobbly feet to loop your arms around his waist.
maybe itâs to coax him into forgiving you. maybe itâs to make yourself feel better, nuzzle your face on his chest to drive away the anxiety weighing on your shoulders. but as itâs being lifted off, so is the barrier withholding your salty tears.
âiâm so careless. iâm sorry. iâm sorry. i shouldâve drove my car instead.â
âye- no, thatâs notâŠâ he cuts himself off with a sigh.
he puts an arm around you, pushing his hair back and repeatedly carding his fingers through it out of habit.
âseriously, baby⊠you stress me out so much, do you know that? youâre always wandering around places youâre not familiar with⊠this is secluded. itâs dangerous. you could get hurt if you bump into the wrong people⊠really, iâm just relieved itâs not yourself that you lost this time!â
the recollection of old flashbacks playing in his mind like a movie reel elicits a throaty chuckle from him, low and rough, the vibrations of his chest rudely awakening the butterflies in your stomach.
âyou couldnât even send me a text. you didnât turn on your location. i wouldâve lost my fucking mind again⊠did you even thought of that? or is that what you wanted, huh? baby? you enjoy driving me crazy like this?â
and the confession tucked inside his scolding obliterates any coherent thoughts in your head, causing you to lose control of your whirlwind of emotions.
âthis isnât fair. you said you wonât be mad.â you wail out in response, tears fiercely leaking from your eyes akin to a rainstorm. âi didnât know this would happen!â
he clicks his tongue, gingerly caressing your wet cheeks with his thumb, then with the rest of his fingers, and the paw of his jacket, because the streams just seem to have no plans of ceasing. his wide eyes worriedly scans your tear-stained face, heart squeezed painfully by the restrained sobs forcefully ripping themselves from your throat.
âshhh, shh. donât cry- donât cry. iâm not mad, i was just worried about you.â
âjungkook, youâre lying.â you whine. âdonât lie to me. i donât like it.â
he slowly blinks at you, head hanging low as to compose his thoughts before he reconnects with your eyes. a faint smile tugs at the corners of his lips before his tongue unconsciously sweeps over them, its tip catching the silver ring piercing through his skin to play with it.
a moment of silence, thick with restlessness and anticipation, harder to breathe with the unique smell of the salt-air entering and leaving your lungs.
you feel small under his stoic gaze. you want to sit back down and cry harder.
your boyfriend is mad. your boyfriend is infuriatingly hot even when heâs disappointed in you. you need to dig a hole in the sand and live there forever. after everything, these are the only thoughts left running in your head.
âokay, fine. you lost the key of our car in the ocean, ____. but what if someone already found it by chance?â he cocks his head to the side, briefly peering at the road behind you.
he knows that itâs no use. even if he does see the white jeep wheeling by, is he supposed to assume that he can outrun it by some heaven-granted miracle?
âwhat then? hmâŠ? what else can we do? i guess it could be getting stolen right now and we donât even know. you parked so far away.â
god, please, not your favorite car.
âitâs not only the car. i still have important documents left in the compartment too.â this only dawns on him now, judging by the look of distress written on his face. he suddenly slaps his thigh, and you flinch a little. âfuck! i shouldâve cleaned sooner!â
âthen you are mad.â you arrive at a conclusion, chin wobbling as you sniffle. âabout a lot of things.â
you resist the urge to stomp your feet. you want to throw a tantrum so bad. tell him that he shouldnât be keeping such things in the car in the first place, that he owns a safe for fuckâs sake, but you know you canât get away with shifting the blame because you messed up horribly in comparison.
âi get it. iâm sorry⊠i take full responsibility this time.â
âshit, baby.â he deeply sighs.
it becomes quiet again. he just looks at your face with knitted eyebrows, not saying anything more, and you try your best to cut off your crying, not to act conscious, but your eyes still fall on the sand. they stay there for a few beats to avoid the intensity of his gaze.
he almost sounds pained when he finally speaks. âhow can i stay mad at you when youâre crying?â
he tilts up your chin, and your glassy eyes, sparkling with a new wave of tears, look at him beseechingly.
the setting sun. an eternal witness to a brand new day of humans being humans. it kisses your skin with its golden light, bathing your figure to radiate an angelic glow that drives him to consider once more that you could just be an enchanting character across dreams and the year is still 2017.
you sniffle again, brushing off his hand. sometimes you despise that jungkook brings out messiest, most unstable side of you. you know that he practically signed up for this, and he will always love you the same, love you even more. but that doesnât take away the fact that youâre so embarrassed.
âbut iâm not crying just to make you feel bad, if thatâs what youâre thinking.â
âyah, that wasnât what i meant?â he frowns, eyes softening at your reply. âof course. i know that.â
the cracks in your voice, he seals with a soft kiss on your lips, tender and swollen caused by the onslaught of your sharp teeth.
âanyway, i can take care of replacing it. i mean, itâs not like it can get stolen just like that, rightâŠ?â
he sounds rather nervous convincing the both of you.
âbut iâm most worried about you. i can lose everything but you.â his tattooed arm pulls you closer, casting aside the tension by leaving not even an inch of space between your bodies. he tenderly rubs your back to console you, and another kiss is granted to your temple, his soothing voice slightly muffled as his lips stay glued to you. âdid i make you cry? iâm sorry, baby, iâm sorry⊠itâs okay. things like this can happen.â
âno, iâm sorry.â you aggressively shake your head and he carries on with wiping your cheeks, the back of his hand brushing off the tears that drip across your chin. he dries his hand on the hem of his jacket only to get it wet all over again.
âletâs just learn from this and move on. promise me that youâll be more careful next time, okay? you can do that, right?â
jungkook does scold you every now and then, but although you stress him out, he would hate it if heâs not the first person you call when youâre in trouble. he would hate it if you act nonchalant and secretly cry when youâre hurt. but most of all, he canât imagine a life in which you donât make his world spin, much as he tends to get too dizzy at times.
your defiant hum makes his tense shoulders drop in disappointment.
âthere should be a bus stop somewhere, iâll just go home on my own. i donât want to keep stressing you out.â
you will yourself to break free from his embrace, dragging yourself away to leave behind a trail of footprints in the sand, and he knows heâll be running after you today, too.
âoh? you better stop right there!â he warns with a hand over his hip.
you become smaller and smaller in his eyes with every tick of the clock, much like how the sun is gradually getting swallowed by the ocean.
âiâll get angry for real if you disappear from my sight. really, iâm not joking!â
angry? what a joke. you know that heâd cry blood searching for you if you get lost.
âoh? youâre really not going to stop?!â
jungkookâs voice fall on deaf ears, except that of the dog leashed to a tree that stands infront of a humble home. it seethingly barks at him from many meters away.
âfucking shit. i need alcohol.â he chuckles to himself, rubbing his tired eyes. â____, i swear, youâre getting too stubborn these days. what should i do with you?â
but youâre too far away to hear him, and so, he answers himself.
âeh, it is what it is.â
the wind blows with a quiet whistle, deadly as it fuels the roaring waves.
âAH! nuh-uh!â he exclaims, jaw dropping in alarm when he sees an urgent reason to chase after you, putting those leg days at the gym to good use.
you jump, a squeak leaving your mouth when out of nowhere, a solicitous palm smooths over your behind, sliding down to the back of your thighs to hold down your rippling skirt.
but youâre determined to be unyielding, eyes shooting daggers at jungkook. âleave me alone. i can do it myself.â
âbaby, isnât that a little rude? is that how you say âthank youâ?â
âthank you. now letâs go our separate ways.â
and just like that, youâre walking away again.
âshit.â he curses quietly through gritted teeth, pulling at his hair. âbabe, please come back⊠iâm sorry! i didnât mean that!â
â
âjungkook! how many times do i need to tell you to turn off faucet properly?!â
youâre hot on jungkookâs tail as he makes his way to the laundry room beside the kitchen, carrying a laundry basket over his hip. heâs still shirtless, only clad in a different pair of shorts after a quick shower.
âthe bathroom sink was close to overflowing! again!â
âi know what youâre doing.â
âwhat? what am i doing?â
the basket touches the ground, standing beside the dryer, and then he turns to face you, eyebrows shooting up. âpicking a fight with me wonât work today.â
âwhy?â your tone borders on a whine.
âwhat do you mean âwhyâ?â he laughs in jest. âwhy? why do you want to fight with me so bad?â
âi donât know.â you exhale loudly, rolling your eyes and shrugging. âjust because!â
âwell, thatâs not very convincing, is it?â he teases you with a grin, proceeding to open the dryer to dump the fresh laundry in the basket. the clothes you wore in the past week once again soaked up the sweet, floral scent the people around you distinctly recognizes to be your own and jungkookâs.
âi know, but iâm done playing now. youâre not hearing me.â you close your eyes in frustration, recounting the other times you had to say these exact words. âyouâre going to flood our house.â
âokay, okay. i wonât forget to double-check it from now on. i promise.â
âsure, thatâs what you also said last time.â you indignantly scoff, crossing your arms over your chest. âiâm not turning it off for you anymore. if we get flooded, iâm leaving you. iâm moving out.â
your threat puts a halt to his movements for a split second before heâs adorably replying in a sing-song voice. âthen iâm going with you.â
âno, youâre not.â
and it doesnât come as a shock to you that jungkook doesnât take ânoâ for an answer.
âhuh! good luck trying to stop me.â he slams the door of the dryer shut, standing up straight. âitâs not easy getting rid of me. you know that.â
he walks to the middle of the room to get a good view of you at the entrance. with the other resting on his hip, he lies his palm flat over the counter, outstretched arm cascading with varied colors of ink in sharp lines and swirling curves.
fuck, he has to know what heâs doing â flexing his muscles like that, not playing fair.
âaigoo, look at you glaring at me. you want to fight?â
and youâd feel intimidated by his challenging stare, the quirk of his eyebrow, his teeth sinking on his bottom lip⊠only if he didnât blink to rake a stare over your body, lingering on your smooth legs that couldnât be covered by your mere underwear. only if they didnât flicker back to your face, and only if he didnât smirk like a lovesick fool.
âso cute.â he chuckles. âyouâre totally my type.â
âshut up.â you roll your eyes at the random compliment. âi know, i already get that a lot.â
his smile then fades, not so thrilled with the reminder that itâs so easy to fall in love with you, and therefore anyone would die to take his place. he knows that they hover around you like moths to a flame when heâs not there. well, he really canât blame them, can he? youâre so fucking attractive.
âwhat does that meanâŠ? who else is saying it, huh? tell me. i think i have a few guesses.â
âdoes it matter?â you stare at him blankly, which then turns into a piercing glare. âjungkook! i was just talking about you not paying enough attention. look at you proving me right!â
the stomp of your feet on the floor tells him that youâve reached a level of frustration near to inducing a flood of tears.
oh, he truly got called out, huh?
âiâm sorry- iâm sorry. i admit that. iâm sorry, my love. i was just joking around. iâm listening well now.â he winces guiltily, beckoning you to be where he is. âcome here then.â
âi donât want to.â you stay rooted in your spot. âwho do you think you are?â
âm-meâŠ? iâm your boyfriend. boyfriend!â he points at himself, index finger repeatedly poking his bare chest to emphasize his point. his arm then drops to his side. his doe eyes widen as he breathes out a sigh of disbelief. âoh, iâm really getting upset now?â
you bite back a smile. the sweet taste of victory.
you canât be the only one, can you?
âaish, i see youâre having your way again.â he chuckles, taking it upon himself to cross the distance between you. his hands find purchase on the curves of your waist, and every nerve in your body turns into a live wire. âletâs just go out today. do you want to practice boxing at the gym with me?â
didnât he just watch you do arms day this morning? does he think you have the same stamina as him? you make a face of disapproval and shake your head.
âshall we go to a rage room again then? break more stuff?â he playfully sticks his tongue out, and you glare once more.
for the record, you loved that mug.
âboring.â
âand fighting with me is fun?â
you purse your lips into a thin line. âwell, itâs not boring.â
âof course.â he laughs, softly squeezing your waist, pads of his thumbs mindlessly tracing shapes over the fabric of your top.
all of a sudden, heâs tugging you closer to envelope you in his embrace, voice slightly muffled as he sweetly talks. âare you mad at me for real? iâm sorry. sorry, sorry, sorry. sorry. iâll really be more mindful of the things you remind me about, i swear⊠i donât like fighting. it breaks my heart when you cry.â
what is this five foot ten man with bulging biceps, tattoo sleeve, and piercings doing here in the crook of your neck â affectionately nuzzling his face on your skin and telling you in a baby voice that he doesnât like fighting?
you donât know, but you feel good.
and his bare body is so comfortingly soft and warm.
he draws back for a kiss but his nose and lips only graze your cheek when you turn away, and you donât see the sadness that flashes across his face.
âso what iâm hearing is⊠you donât like fighting with me because iâm too sensitive? is that the truth?â
âno!â he perks up to interject without hesitation, shaking his head. âbut i donât think thatâs a bad thing anyway⊠being sensitive.â
but you admit being a crybaby. you cry when youâre angry.
thatâs when jungkook distinguishes the glint of mischief swimming in your irises. he feels dizzy after having his heart drop to his stomach.
âno. no, no.â
his mirthful grin returns, revealing his perfect set of teeth.
âahh, iâm stressed!â he closes his eyes, throwing his head back, chest puffing up when he breathes in then out. âi knew it. no, iâm not falling for this trap!â
then he flees the room carrying the laundry basket, leaving you doubled over and covering your mouth to silence your giggles of amusement.
âiâm hanging the laundry now!â
âhow dare you walk away from me?!â
âyou canât follow me!â
âiâm not.â you scoff, purposely bumping your hips against his. âiâll vacuum the living room.â
â
âwhere are you going? gym?â you genuinely begin to sulk, watching your boyfriend slide into a baggy pair of bleached denim pants. âare you leaving me here?â
he avoids your inquiring eyes, ignoring you as he pulls up his zipper and does the button. you pout when he walks further away to pull out a black shirt from the clothing rack.
âis that it? are you tired of me already?â
he tosses its hanger in the basket where you discard the empty ones before wearing the final piece of clothing, covering himself fully for the first time today.
you sigh, feeling dejected. âyou donât love me anymore?â
and jungkook needs to physically restrain himself so he wonât grab your face and say âi love youâ over and over again until he runs out of breath.
you leave the closet to follow him to the bedroom, where he sits on the edge of the mattress to put on his socks.
you stand by him, patience quickly running thin. âhello?â
he brushes away the non-existent dirt on the left sock before switching his legs to put on the right one.
âdid i turn invisible?â
your eyebrows furrow in disappointment. this isnât how fighting works. you need a reaction at the very least.
you tug at the sleeve of his shirt, starting to get annoyed, already planning your exit if he continues this act. âyouâre hurting my feelings. youâre not even going to look at me?â
he mumbles, and you almost fail to piece his phrase together. âcanât, youâre too pretty.â
his big brown eyes faintly glimmer with hope when he looks up at you, puckering his rose-tinted lips and making kissing sounds.
your sweet and clingy boyfriend, heâs making this too difficult.
a tsunami of affection washes over you, and it becomes impossible for you not to crack at his cheekiness then. âjungkook, youâre impossible!â
atleast he tried to shoot his shot.
âtsk, see? i thought so!â he grumbles, snapping the elastic band on his ankle. âjust want one kiss.â
he disappears into the closet again.
he returns not a minute later, unceremoniously placing a white bucket hat on your head before tugging it down to obstruct your vision.
âhey!â
you hastily take it off, scowling at your laughing boyfriend who turns out to be already wearing a black bucket hat of his own.
âyouâre bored, arenât you? letâs go out, have some sun.â
âno.â
you reply exactly as your boyfriend predicted you would.
jungkook captures your wrist to slip his credit card on your palm, folding your fingers over it, but they arenât enough to hide the black rectangular thing you can use to buy the world with if you wanted to. your amusement spills out as giggles, brighter as he pushes your hand to your chest so you have no other choice but to accept it.
he scrunches his nose, face only inches away from yours as he persuades you with his natural charm. âwhat if we go shopping, hmm?â
âthanks babe, but i canât think of anything i want right now.â you sniffle with teary eyes, flipping the card and holding it between your longest fingers as muscle memory takes control.
âthen just keep it incase you see something you want.â
he kneels on the floor out of the blue, and you eye him curiously, your fingers automatically tangling with his silky locks before making a loose fist.
âhere, put some pants on. hurry-â he presents your pair of faded gray cargo pants.
you tug at his hair lightly, which prompts him to lift his head. you scrunch your nose cutely, giggling. âiâm spoiled.â
âey, so what if you are?â he brushes off your observation with his satoori accent, blithe tone listing down reasons. âi love you. i worked hard so i can do these things for you. we moved in together so we can take care of each other.â
and you want to cry. you truly do. your face began to feel warm after he said that he loves you, but the tears never make it past your lash line when his big palm lands a loud smack on your ass, skin-to skin.
âbut i do think that you are a brat. does that count for something?â
it catches you by surprise, and a scandalized gasp escapes your mouth as you feel the sting spreading across your skin.
âshut up! give that to me.â you roll your eyes, stealing the pants from his grasp.
âsee, thatâs what iâm talking about.â he chuckles lightheartedly. âget dressed then.â
his fingers dig in the soft flesh of your thighs when he pulls you closer to kiss the tiny little ribbon on your underwear, heart-shaped lips pressed to you so firmly you can trace their outline bleeding through the thin fabric and onto your skin. âmmm-mwah!â
and then you feel them there next, where it still hurts, a softer kiss in comparison to soothe the sting he left behind.
your heart is beating so loud you can feel it in your throat, feeble knees nearly giving away to crash and break.
who does that so casually? who the hell does that?
oh, right⊠jungkook. of course.
you raise the white flag today.
perhaps he will flood the apartment tomorrow, and you can stay angry longer then.
â
âwhatâs taking him so long?â you mutter absentmindedly to yourself, lost eyes scanning the park in hopes of getting a glimpse of your boyfriend and his classic jungkook outfit, but heâs still nowhere to be seen.
your sour mood makes a reappearance.
to your credit, taking you out and then asking you to wait here without telling you where heâs going is rude, and youâre lonely and jealous of the couples around you having a picnic. not to mention that the clouds have uncovered the sun and youâre burning.
this scene also leads your brain to wander to those cliche flashbacks in a film or a show where a parent lies to their child that theyâll come back, and then they doesnât. itâs always, always at some sort of park.
oh, for fuckâs sake, why are you wasting your time giving this a lot of thought?
too bored and antsy to sit still, you finally decide to text jungkook.
to: my baby love
i'm gonna look for food. do you want anything?
orrr is that what you're away buying đ„
WHERE ARE YOU
why didn't you just take me with youuuu
?
please me lonely :(
[sent 1 photo]
a black cat !! is sleeping on my shoes!! đ
i miss you :(
are you almost done
i hate u
whatever i'm going. call if you still remember that you're someone's bf i guess.
â
jungkook crosses the street like an excited puppy, long pretty hair bouncing as he practically skips his way to the area where he left you to wait.
only to be greeted by a complete stranger.
his radiant beam fades into a hue of confusion.
the bench is now occupied by a woman chugging an energy drink after running laps around the park.
they lock eyes for a split second. he averts his befuddled stare to pretend that nothing happened, walking past her with a bouquet of sunflowers until he settles down two benches away.
he wears his bucket hat again only for him to throw it aside with a sigh, messing with his hair to release his frustration. of course you left. he can only snort to himself while he reads the last message you sent. youâre so cute. he knows youâve never been keen on having to wait, but he didnât expect himself to take so long either.
not wanting you to be upset with him another second longer, he instantly decides to call you.
his forehead creases when his phone vibrates, informing him that he typed an incorrect password. he tries again, slow and deliberate, only for the same thing to happen, and he begins to feel nervous.
what the fuck?
okay, calm down, JK. one more time.
he freezes as the same words flash on the screen. his tongue pokes the inside of his cheek as he feels the irritation bubbling up inside of him.
âwhy is it like thisâŠ? whatâs your problem? what am i touching wrong?â
â
you return to the park more carefree than before. since jungkook is god knows where, you decided to have a picnic on your own. you had to buy a new picnic blanket, though. you canât get the one in the car because he has the key. but just to be petty, you hope that he figured it out from the text notifications he got when you used his card.
oh, there he is looking angrily at his phone.
you halt on your tracks, instantly pulling the brakes on your feet when you recognize your boyfriend from your peripheral vision. you slowly chew the remaining tteokbokki in your mouth.
heâs holding his phone⊠and he hasnât called you yet?
âwow, did you seriously forgot about me?â
upon hearing your familiar voice, jungkookâs features soften, not having to squint at the sunlight either because youâve kindly blocked it with your back.
âwhere did you even go? i didnât see you!â
the password-protected device thatâs been giving him a headache for the past ten minutes is abandoned in the depths of his pocket.
âbaby,â he utters airily as he stands on his feet, reaching out to hold your forearm. âiâm sorry. i took so long, didnât iâŠ? i went to buy you flowers but they didnât have tulips anywhere. anywhere. every shop said someone bought all of them!â
he scratches his head with a sheepish grin, revealing the bouquet heâs been concealing behind him.
âi got you sunflowers instead⊠they-â he points at them, eyes flickering on the bundle of yellow flowers heâs offering as a gift. âtheyâre not bad. i think theyâre pretty too. you like them too, right?â
sunflowers are pretty. after all, it used to be your favorite in middle school, mostly because itâs the first flower you received from an admirer⊠it was for your birthday and you felt like you died when it withered, heavily on-brand for a young heart drawn to romance. excluding that, everything has changed. itâs a typical saturday and beads of sweat have formed on your loverâs forehead after running around under the sun. you think you can keep them alive longer this time around.
âi like you the most.â
and then he receives his gift in return, that particularly sweet smile of yours he only sees when youâre so giddy.
his heart flutters wildly at your following actions.
âkiss.â you adorably demand, copying his pout earlier when he was asking for a kiss.
but unlike you who left his wish ungranted, he crosses the distance to plant a kiss on your lips. he pulls away a mere three inches, muttering to confront you. âbut i thought you hated me?â
âwho said that? that wasnât me.â you feign ignorance, eyes so wide as to mimic being confused. you carefully take the flowers into your embrace, subtly exchanging it with the paper bowl youâre holding. âthank you, baby⊠here, do you want tteokbokki?â
he goes for the fish cake first, poking it with the stick and popping it in his mouth. you find yourself too absorbed in admiring the sunflowers one by one to sense your boyfriend staring at you, thinking to himself, youâre always worth the effort and this overpriced tteokbokki is pretty damn good.
âi turned on my location like i promised i would. did you see?â you mention without looking at him, acting laidback, still too shy when anything related to the incident is brought up.
he awkwardly smiles. no, he didnât, unfortunately. heâs still fucking locked out of his phone.
you whimper when he pinches your cheek. âgood job, baby.â
â
jungkook removes his head on your stomach to lie down beside you on the red picnic blanket. his hair touches his face and he tucks them behind his ears for the millionth time today.
âwill you type my password for me?â
you take his phone without question, putting yours over your chest for the meantime. you successfully unlock it within a second, experienced fingers nimble after years of typing on the daily.
âhere.â you hold it out for him without looking, picking up your own phone to continue scrolling through trending topics. however, seconds pass and the heavy weight on your hand has yet to be eased, so you wiggle it to catch his attention. âhey, itâs done.â
he gasps, gaping at you in bewilderment. âhow did you do that?â
âyou changed it again last night, remember? because i told you our anniversary isnât a good idea.â
shit, right. he added a new one to the list of passwords that he uses for everything. he totally forgot about that. youâve taken over every working brain cell that he has in his body.
âbaby, this is your fault!â he groans, finally snatching away his phone. âah- i wanted to throw it away. i didnât know what was wrong with it. i was seriously so close to crying!â
that bad? was he about to get all his data wiped out? your poor baby. you laugh out loud at his reaction, belly aching as you roll over to wrap your arm around his waist and bury your face on his side.
âanyone can guess it if they try hard enough.â
âbut that was the trick, you know? theyâd think itâs too easy. they wouldnât even consider it!â
âthat doesnât mean they wonât try it!â
âah, i donât care. iâm changing it back.â he stubbornly pouts, falling back on the blanket.
you want to cuddle. he feels a tug on the sleeve of his shirt and he immediately understands. he allows you to use his tattooed arm as a pillow. it envelopes you entirely when he reaches for his phone to type with both hands, and you automatically snuggle with him closer by resting your head on his chest.
âfine. do what you want, you dummy. you better not leave your phone lying around.â you mutter, heavy eyelids fluttering shut as the wind blows to softly caress your face. âand donât take more pictures of me sleeping.â
âyouâre sleeping? i thought weâre going to the mall.â
âwe are. iâm letting you rest before you carry shopping bags.â
âah- wow. thanks, baby.â
you donât how much time passes, a minute or ten or more, but falling into a deep sleep proves to be impossible with the cacophony of sounds youâre surrounded with. youâre resting somewhere away from the crowd, but thereâs still the hiphop music from a bluetooth speaker, honking of vehicles⊠and the main culprit, jeon jungkook scrolling through tiktok on your phone and bookmarking videos for you to watch later on. you can hear his giggles louder than his heartbeat, feel them make his body vibrate throughout.
so, you give up. you open your blurry eyes with a tired sigh, blinking to readjust to the brightness. he feels your movements, your nose brushing against his neck, and he squeezes you to his side, dutifully stroking your head to remind you that youâre safe despite being in a public place because youâre with him. you kiss his cheek to show your appreciation.
you end up harmonizing with his giggles when you do decide to join him, nearly tearing up at the sight of a cat riding a motorcycle toy on the screen. a little while later, your fascination is then stolen by fiddling with his tattooed hand â tracing the veins, the lines, the tattoos; pressing the faded heart like itâs a button connected to the beating one in his ribcage; grazing the rough areas of his palm calloused by lifting heavy weights.
and as you do so, you mull over the house by the sea youâre saving up for. how much longer will it take? should you check out more locations? do you tell jungkook? that itâs your back-up plan, a place where no one knows your name, just like how this city once was. itâs where you would run to, where you would build a new life if the time comes that this one falls apart, too. if not, if not, if not, would it be so bad to wake up beside you with an ocean view when heâs sixty?
fuck, you donât know anymore. it shouldnât be this hardâ not anticipating the worst, but still being prepared for it. you despise being an adult.
you do it absentmindedly, taking off one of your silver rings and slipping it into each of his fingers to see where it would fit best⊠he knows youâre only entertaining yourself, but feeling it in his ring finger still puts a lump in his throat.
âare you proposing to me?â
âthis is your right hand, silly.â you tease your stunned boyfriend, sticking your tongue out. âif you want me, come and get me.â
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Fight or flight (Logan Howlett x Reader)
Summary: Your sister invited you and your husband Logan to her wedding! Too bad that the wedding was held in your hometown, which was days away from america if you drove by car. There was no other option than to use a plane - Logan wasn't exactly thrilled about it.
Warnings: implied sexual themes (Blowjobs, anal fingering), flight anxiety, possible spelling mistakes bc english Isn't my first language, overall just comforting fluff
Wordcount: 1.1k
Authors note: Does anyone want to peg Logan? Or have some sub!Logan stuff in general? I would write something like that because I have seen so little fics of it, but that makes me wonder if thatâs even something people want :/ #JusticeForSubLogan
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Logan hated this, he was only doing it for you. Your sister was getting married tomorrow and invited you and Logan to take part at the ceremony. Very nice of her, that also wasn't the issue. The problem was - she was getting married in your hometown, which was days away from america if you drove by car.
So that's why Logan found himself in a plane that was just about to take off.
You had booked a three-seat row to be a bit more comfortable on the eight-hour flight. You could store your bags on the empty middle seat between you and Logan to have free range of motion for your feet and legs. While you sat at the window, he was the furthest away from it. He couldn't bear to see the ground thousands of feets below you, it made his skin crawl.
He had fastened the seatbelt to the point where it was noticeably too tight against his abdomen, but it gave himself a sense of security. That and his right hand clawing at the arm rest while his left hand was crushing squeezing yours as if he was pushing out a baby. He certainly breathed like that was happening right now.
"Relax, the plane hasn't even started to move yet" you giggled softly, wincing at his strong grip. It definitely was a sight to see your husband all tense and stiff next to you, his chest heaving like he had run a marathon. It was amusing and pitiful at the same time.
He gritted his teeth and huffed, trying to calm himself. "We're gonna crash" he pressed out, looking down to his feet. "We are not gonna crash" you told him, squeezing his hand in reassurance. You knew about his past regarding planes and flying in general, that it was traumatic for him. Not to mention his fear of hights that made him feel anxious like nothing else. He felt sick to the stomach, like he was about to throw up. His chest was thight and he couldn't help the laboured breaths escaping him. You weren't doing this to see him suffer, but you weren't about to travel for a week by car and boat just to be at your sisters wedding for a day and traveling back for a week to america.
You lifted his hand up to your lips, kissing his knuckles soothingly. "Nothing will happen to you, nothing will happen to me. I promise"
He scoffed. "I hate you for putting me through this"
You nodded your head and leaned over to kiss his cheek. "I know" you cooed. "Don't think I am doing this for fun. But at least she is my only sister to get married, so when we are back in america, you won't have to set foot in a plane for a long while, okay?"
Your words only did a little to sooth his nerves, but he nodded his head anyway. It was one, sharp nod followed by a thick swallow. Logan jumped as the plane started moving suddenly, getting out of his parking spot and heading to the departure zone. He pressed his eyes shut and held his breath, mumbling something to himself you couldn't make out.
You rubbed your hand up and down his arm, softly shushing him. You felt a bit useless in this situation. You wanted to help him, but there was no way you could. Nothing you would say would take his fear and anxiety away, but you were determinded to make it better.
The closer the plane got to the departure zone, the faster was Logans breathing. A few flight attendents passing through had been worried about him, asking if he needed something. But he was so scared he couldn't even answer nor look at them.
"First time flying" you lied awkwardly and asked for a pair of earplugs for him. They were brought to you shortly before the plane was starting to become faster, speeding down the lane and picking up the pace. Logan was busy doing some breathing excercises so he wouldnât completely pass out. That would have been a better option though, because the second the plane took off and gained more and more distance from the ground, his ears ached like a dagger had been rammed into one ear and went out the other. He hissed deeply at the change of pressure, his grip on the armrest nearly cracking the plastic. For others, the pressure gave them a mild headache, but with his heightened sense of hearing, this was torture, like his skull was slowly ripping apart at the seams.
You shoved your bags on the middle seat under your feet and put the armrests up between the seats so you could pull Logans head closer to you. You twisted the earplugs into his ears and held his head against your chest, one arm looped back over his shoulder and covering his eyes, the other on his chest, feeling the strong and erratic thumpthumpthump of his heart. You kissed the crown of his head, your hand moving from his heart to his arm, softly rubbing and squeezing. He whined softly in your grip at the pain the change of pressure brought him. It was still there, but not as bad.
"Shh, I know. It's gonna be over soon. I won't ever take you on a plane again, I'm so sorry" you whispered to him. "Once that wedding is over and we get to the hotel room, I'm gonna make you re-live our own honeymoon. Gonna make you feel good, I'm gonna make you cum so much to make you forget this experience. I want to make it up to you, baby" you cooed into his ear, your quiet voice only muffled, but he heard you anyway. The image of you handling his cock flashed across his mind. When you were really into pleasuring him, nothing could pull your mouth off his dick. You would be busy devouring him, a few fingers loosening up his tight hole while your tounge circled the throbbing, angry red tip of his cock, making him cum his brains out by just pressing the pads of your fingers against that delicious sweet spot inside him. And you wouldn't stop until he only remembered your name.
He shuddered in your grasp and only a small smile pulled at his lips. Well, at least there was something to look forward to. And he was sure you'd pamper him for fighting through this.
As the plane was at it's desired height, his headache lessened and you were able to let him go to sit up straight again, but not before he gave you a soft, thankful kiss. He was a bit calmer now, not as rigid anymore. All thanks to you. He could do this...but only if you continued to hold his hand and smile at him as if there was not a single thing to worry about in this world.
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on today's episode of what did i look up for a fic im writing: do planes have steering wheels
#answer was more complex than i wanted it to be bc it just depends on the plane#idk why i do this to myself though bc i write star wars fanfic so why tf does it matter its star wars#and yet i need it to be grounded in reality#im having flashbacks to that time i was frantically researching if there were microwaves in star wars and never found the answer#fic writing#writing#min says#min muses
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clingy svt when their idol gf is away on a world tour?? đđ»đđ» how would they cope? would they keep a sweatshirt of hers bc it smells like her, would they constantly blow up her phone cause they miss her? I GOTTA KNOWWWWW
this is so cute, my delusion can't handle this
seungcheol: would start texting you the second you leave your apartment to get to the airport (would remind you a hundred times to message him when you land) (like seriously. the second the plane's wheels touch the ground you have to send that text)
jeonghan: would never admit it but he looks through his camera roll and albums with your photos before bed every night
joshua: you have this couple bracelet that you only wear when you're apart, so you always have this little thing that reminds you about each other throughout your days
jun: he makes/ orders the food that you like. it just makes him feel as if you were by his side and the smell of it reminds him of you
hoshi: he makes you promise that you'll text him and send pictures of whatever you're doing at that moment. so he'd feel like he's there with you, you know
wonwoo: sleeps on your side of the bed. he swears it's only because it's more comfortable but that's a big fat lie. he misses you dearly, especially at night when he can't cuddle you
woozi: jihoon usually likes to keep his desk very clean and minimal, but when you leave, he places a picture frame on his it right next to his computer
seokmin: takes one (or five) of your plushies "because someone has to take care of them". you know he takes them to have a part of you close to him when you're away
mingyu: cuddles your pillow when he sleeps and on nights when he can't fall asleep because you're not there, he sprays your perfume on your side of the bed
minghao: every night, before bed, he reads the letters you had sent him in the past when he was away
seungkwan: he has to hear your voice at least once a day, so he makes you promise that if the time zones are too big for you to have a chat, you'll send him voice messages, no matter how long
vernon: he buys the same sweets and candy that you love so much. it's kind of silly, but it makes him feel as if you were there too
chan: is a mix of seungcheol, jeonghan and wonwoo. the first few days when you leave are quite hard for him, so he does anything he can to feel as close to you as possible
#seventeen#seventeen reactions#svt reactions#seventeen carat#seventeen x reader#seventeen imagines#seventeen fluff#seventeen x you#svt fluff#seventeen kpop#seventeen fic#seventeen reaction#svt#scoups#vernon#wonwoo#mingyu#jeonghan#wen junhui#woozi#dino#hoshi#joshua hong#minghao#dk
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