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aetheros · 3 months ago

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stop saying intrusive when you mean impulsive

#venting #''i let my intrusive thoughts win'' NO YOU DIDN'T #YOU LET YOUR IMPULSIVE THOUGHTS WIN #oh? oh you had intrusive thoughts to go murder your family? or to go sleep with family? or to go commit crimes?? yeah? you let those win?#you acted on the disgusting traumatizing unwanted (aka 'intrusive') thoughts in your head that make you gag? really?#bc that's what intrusive thoughts are #wanting to change your look is not an intrusive thought. wanting to blow $500 is not an intrusive thought.#choosing to act (on a whim) on your impulsive urge to do something you WANT is not letting ''intrusive'' thoughts win.#not sorry for being angry

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ohitslen · 2 years ago

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Intrusive thoughts

#nothing like thinking about how it’d be to murder your homie. we all do that aaaall the time right #a passion of mine is writing dialogue in a way that you could interchange who says it and it’d still make sense when it comes to Vashwood #they both get insane intrusive thoughts and that’s a matter of fact #they are turbo traumatized so it’s even worse at times. this is what I would say one of the tamest instances if that means anything #Vash would feel so guilty abt them too. bc they don’t feel like his thoughts. it’s almost as if it was someone else’s #they have pointed their guns at each other but never shoot. the thoughts have lost another day <3 #Vashwood is: having thoughts and rarely do anything abt them (positive and negative)#everybody who has intrusive thoughts say hell yeah. HELL YEAH!!!#gentle reminder that intrusive thoughts are just that and don’t define you as a person. they are. I’m fact. intrusive #intrusive thoughts #cw intrusive thoughts #tw intrusive thoughts #for those who may need to filter those out #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #trigun fanart #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #lenssi draws #lenssi writes #because I wrote the lines first and THEN I did the drawings #still fixated on Vash’s eyes btw if you didn’t notice

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kj-beastboy · 17 days ago

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could you draw Dr. Flug pregnant, without the bag over his head?

no I'm sorry, if you mean my bagless Flug design; it's a little too obviously based on a real human being (GLP/GermanLetsPlay, who uses a very similar design of his persona for merch, it's absolutely his trademark. my german followers always recognize him immediately.) and I won't do that without consent. it's my full intention for him to look exactly like Manu bc I thought it would be funny. if I design a different bagless Flug maybe in the future I can do that, but I probably won't.

I dislike the idea of Flug's face being revealed and dread it. I don't want to know. the secret is the appeal!! I'm slightly objectum

this is all I can offer you! I hope you still like it🫡

some excited chatting between these two dorks🩷

I'll even throw a random headcanon at you: I like to think Flug and Black Hat are both autistic, but Flug is the talkative, expressive type and Black Hat the one that is almost always mute and monotone. yapper x listener ig haha

#trust me I'd be kinda curious too but I feel uncomfortable doing that #I consider this more like an intrusive thought #anyway I whipped up this from an older WIP bc I just really liked smth about it but I didn't know what point this drawing has #ig maybe it doesn't need a point #but I've gotten into the habit of drawing vaguely plot driven comic pages so strong that anything “less” is like. not good enough to me now.#it's somehow become my standard #which is technically way too high #I feel like bc it's the only thing I ever post it looks like this comes easy to me but I always give 110%#I make way more art. but anything less than “my best” doesn't get posted #villainous #villanos #vilanesco #dr flug #flug #kenning flugslys #black hat #villainous flug #villainous dr flug #villainous black hat #paperhat #mpreg #non kink mpreg #domestic mpreg #yep still trying to make these tags a thing or create a community that pls comes up with a term for it🙏🏻#idk what I'm yapping about here but a lil behind the scenes action ig!#might as well use asks to ramble a bit #fanart #cartoon #my art #ask reply

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strawberrysugar71 · 1 month ago

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Unpopular Opinion

Can't handle well written yet complicated characters? Don't watch the show.

#ragatha was high or drunk and speaking her intrusive thoughts you cannot possibly call her a bad person for that #and goose said that Jax would get way worse or smth #deal with it #BC guess what it'll be another character next #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc ragatha #tadc jax #gooseworx #unpopular opinion

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bruciemilf · 1 year ago

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Hey guys, just wanted to give you all a little update since the blog has been kinda slow for a few months, -- my mental health hasn't been the kindest to me these past months!! I've been in a bit of a creative void, dealt with some pretty damaging intrusive thoughts that caused me to spiral in mini depressive episodes, and overall my attention span kinda broke up with me.

On a bright note, I had an interview for a remote customer service job! They liked me well enough to set up a tech review interview which I passed :D

I just wanted to assure you that updates and new fics are coming!! xoxo

#text #the problem mainly is intrusive thoughts bc they just eat away at my mental energy ugh. but thats pretty much it #but yk what i'm both the captain and the shipwreck

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murphysiblings · 3 months ago

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i dont think i have ocd but i believe in their beliefs

#my anxiety gets really bad & i fixate so much on specific things that upset me a lot even though i know its not rational #like i get so scared of things that might Potentially happen & i obsess over what other ppl think not just of me but of ppl i care about to #the point where i like . go into a spiral for months .#& my intrusive thoughts are like obviously bad . i have to actually talk to myself out loud so i can reassure myself its not real #so even though i dont think i have ocd bc ive never been diagnosed i see a lot of posts abt it & its like . yeah thats really how it feels #of course ill never know someones Exact experience but like . u know what i mean #i wish i didnt fixate so much on things i wish i were more of a rational person who didnt care & my life & feelings didnt revolve around it #so much .

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s0fter-sin · 1 month ago

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the way i can be completely fine and excited about something i’ve written just to get super anxious about it the second i hit post should be studied

#i know its bc im scared of judgement #but that fear doesnt kick in at all until literally the moment after i post it #i just posted gunplay on twt and was like ‘this feels really inventive and intimate im proud of this i wonder what people will think’#then i hit post and ive been anxious ever since lmao #as if i didnt know beforehand that the possibility of judgement existed beforehand #its night and day its seriously wild #this is why i like to go to sleep immediately after i post something at least when i wake up i know the general reception to it #but this is why 2025 is the year of writing for myself #im working on not worrying about judgement #bc its not really about the judgemental itself i know that #its my anxiety and intrusive thought being like ‘youve done something wrong and people are calling you out on it’#but thats not whats happening #if people be a dick about something ive written then theyre just being a dick #and in this house we block dicks #2025 motto right there #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #it’s hard to be the bard

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hellhunde · 5 months ago

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hi oh my gosh your art is such a big inspo!! idk if youve answered this before but do you have advice on how to get better at drawing gore without having to look at, yknow... dead cats etc.?

your work is so visceral and emotive, i was just curious about that part of your process for both my own work and to know more about yours. i hope you have a lovely day!!

I answered a question similar to this on my Waves Always Crash comic blog! Not about exactly How to draw the gore but more How I try to balance it with my art style.

As for how to draw it better without looking up actual gore refs; for me looking up scientific anatomical diagrams helps me sometimes (though I don't always use them). Whether its organs, bones, muscle, etc they offer what organs/bones/muscles look like+their placement without having to look at like. Actually disembowlment references. Then it would just be your job to bloody them up.

As for blood, i don't really have a good tip bc i literally just go off vibes. I draw enough until it feels like enough (which is often more than is realistic but its for me shhhhhhhh).

#ask #anonymous #i hope you have a good day too!!#sadly a lot of my gore work is ''based on vibes'' bc of really bad intrusive thoughts #so its hard for me to say exactly what im drawing from #im fine btw! if anything drawing gorey pieces like this helps me be less distressed when one comes

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kindaorangey · 5 months ago

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unfortunately i am still an introvert after all this time so even if i have a really gratifying and positive interaction with someone outside of my comfort zone i will feel the need to weep afterwards from the stress of it all

#thunder rambles #two good seminars today.... had good convos with my friends in both...... made good contributions to both classes #and i just had a long long conversation with my seminar leader after class as we were walking out the building #its just. AAAAAAAAAAAAA. because i dont usually do that #(and also part of me is always worried about interacting with my male seminar leaders bc i dont want to appear too enthusiastic. in case #they think im coming onto them. but i am an enthusiastic person by nature and i cant help it #and this isnt based on any previous bad experience with teachers its literally just. ocd #im like what if he thinks im trying to bootlick! what if other people think that! what if he takes it as reciprocity and comes onto *me*?!#which is a rod ive made for my own back i know i know. but! moral ocd intrusive thoughts go brrrrrr)#also ~putting myself out there~ on tuesday led to me throwing up in my bathroom so like. im still relearning that its okay to step out of #my comfort zone LMFAO #not all of it will have bad consequences. grrrr #ocd tag

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lapdogchase · 7 months ago

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im so fucking mad abt the therapy thing i cant even express it Im gonna make a zine abt it later i think

#text #fucking INFURIATING experience #the other worst therapy experiences ive had ive been mad especially in thw #aftermath but thats probably the maddest ive ever been in the moment. possibly bc ive been realizing therapists can suck more and morw the #past few years so i doubt myself less yk #But the other worst therapy experiences. 1) my therapist saying my intrusive thoughts were a ‘metaphor’ for ‘killing the girl i used to be’#and 2) my last therapist who i told him id had my title ix hearing and he didnt even like. ask abt it #like i yapped abt it on my own and then he didnt respond to it really at all. was like Ok and what rlse has been happening for u this week #BITCH ?!??!!?!?#But this is like. INSANE im gonna have to get a new therapist to process this thwrapist LMFAO #neg #therapy tag

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astranauticus · 2 years ago

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oh lol i forgot to post this robit sketches! because i have one (1) bit and im sure as hell gonna commit to it apparently

#rolling with difficulty #art I made #'shut your up' is a verbatim quote from an ex classmate i just thought it was funny #i dont think it was intentional i think he was just so angry that Words Failed on him #anyway im absolutely not keeping that maxim design. god i fucking hate clothing design *so* much #austin: 'hes a gold plated mechanite dressed in blue and grey robes' me trying to figure out colour placement: 'what FUCK'#i had one (1) good idea and that was 'skeleton shaped robit' and every other part of that design went to hell apparently #bc all the other mechanites we've had were either like... flesh..? shaped?? like that sorta silhouette (basically most of the old crew)#or more mechanical/geometric (vr-la's designs and like.. k-lb? i guess? if that counts)#so. therefore. bone shaped mechanite. also if i was gonna try that concept on anyone it may as well be maxim if you think about it #idk i thought it would be interesting. and also undertale was my first fandom so uh #ANYWAY. MOVING ON FROM THAT THOUGHT.#this started as a 2am intrusive thought of like #'we (artists in the discord) keep joking abt how k-lb would be a nightmare to draw but like.. how hard is it really'#anyway as you can probably expect. famous last words #i mean genuinely mad respect to noir but i think i said to one of my friends when i showed them this sketch #'i mean this in the nicest way possible but you can just tell he was designed for an audio only storytelling format' LMAO #if anyone is unwise enough to attempt this (so basically @ my future self lmao)#do the lineart and colouring for the wires in front of the inner electricity skeleton (???) and the ones behind it on SEPARATE LAYERS #drew the wires all together then the electricity and had to painstakingly go over the electricity with an eraser it was a fucking nightmare

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maximura · 2 years ago

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#hyungwon #chae hyungwon #Monsta X #maxsixgif #i think i am officially spamming this tumblr with him #anyways....#i want his fingers ** ** right now #you know there's a filter for intrusive thoughts #i seem to lack that right now #i should stop tagging bc this is all about to get real unhinged #again #anyways hand kink #what about it

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lavendercasson · 21 days ago

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i gotta stop eating the dead dove man

#what is it about my stupid brain that makes me see something that turns my stomach and sets off alarm bells and still click on it #and ofc my ocd will try to convince me that its bc it DOESNT ACTUALLY disgust me i must SECRETLY-- shut upppppppp shut up #i know you cant give into intrusive thoughts bc then by definition theyre not intrusive but like #whats it called when you kind of do #as a reassurance seeking behaviour #idk #:3c #genq btw

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pinchan · 1 year ago

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also can people for the love of god learn what intrusive thoughts mean before using it in a sentence

#txt #intrusive thoughts are not ur silly goofy thoughts #cant u at least be like my friend and not use the term bc hes not sure what counts as intrusive thoughts and what doesnt

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hometownrockstar · 2 years ago

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i followed the aita tumblr blog (ppl send asks describing their situation n theres a poll to vote on whether theyre TA, its not reposting reddit aitas just to clarify) and theres so many of them that are "aita for having a thought or feeling" which is exactly what i expected out of a tumblr aita blog but also how many times do we need to unlearn the idea of thought crimes

#deeply damaging especially to the ocd mindset to create moralizations around thoughts and feelings #which a person cannot control. even the justification of:#''youre not a bad person for intrusive thoughts bc ur repulsion means u really dont like those things''#that just feeds into the obsession mindset. also i dont feel repulsion anymore and thats a GOOD thing for me #but like really its good to be able to have your thoughts without beating urself up for them #i have very strong thoughts that correlate with my emotions even if i dont exactly mean what i thought #(like thinking ''i hate this thing so much'' when its just an emotional impulse not a real feeling of mine towards the thing)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months ago

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#hm. im in limbo. but at least i can draw again at last. ive never spent so long not wanting to draw. it was terrible #my job search lasted 4 days before i secured a position at target but i dont start until the 26th so im drifting until then #it feels so weird. like i dunno. i keep thinking abt jobs in a weird way now bc i just sorta drifted into what i do #weird academic stuff but i think most jobs arent like being a grad student and that never really occured to me #i dunno why. i could have done so many things but here i am. an ecologist mostly. i dunno. well see what the summer brings #maybe ill grow some social skills. its sorta weird but like the medication has made my head less terrible with intrusive thoughts. like i #can actually drive my car without hyperventilating which is fucking wild. so Maybe ill grow some confidence abt interacting with the world #going back in the fall still seems impossible rn but so does starting a job somewhere else. but i dunno #not where i expected to be in my life. im just lucky i dont have to worry much abt money #especially bc i got an ultrasound done so they cold make sure something wasnt wrong with my uterus #and its fine. guess it just hates me but that means i spent like 350 dollars for a 10min scan that showed nothing #ay. the us medical system #anyway. i guess ill continue drifting until the 26th #probably i should find something to do. or work on my old unpublished data #unrelated

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