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hyakunana · 1 month ago

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Sponsor Switch!

#kamen rider #kamen rider geats #kr geats #keiwa sakurai #kurama neon #michinaga azuma #ace ukiyo #ziin #kekera #kyuun #beroba #sponsor switch #tokusatsu #fanart #comics #comic #artists on tumblr #no beta we die like tohru lol #im pretty sure i'm not the first to make this though #THE POSSIBILITIES ARE mathematically not so endless but you get me #the major reason i've been postponing this idea was bc i didn't have a punchline for ace/beroba duo #but then on my rewatch i was reminded beroba was the one who changed michi's wardrobe so thx diva for saving my comic #but for real ace/beroba has huge potential to be explored but it was the hardest to make fun of lkjhgfdf #neon/kekera was a close second bc the princess and frog reference came quite late when i was already sketching it #meanwhile keiwa and michinaga are saved from the toxic sponsors but they're still uncomfortable lol #i mean wdym ziin can research ace's family tree and thats fine? boy has some creep potential #he's lucky that his canon rider is the star over stars over stars with 2k years of experience - he knows how to deal w fanboys #does kyuun's magic letter work outside of the lounge? does it matter tho?#is kyuun's letter me projecting my own fangirl side writing a letter to her fictional fav rider? does it matter tho?#holidays are over so time to catch up on my job! pls bear w my slow updates and happy new year <3

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tittyinfinity · 1 month ago

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contemplating deleting my blog soon I might make a new blog but idk

#.bdo #i just need to work on some insecurity issues is all. been on a long self journey this year #can't shake the feeling that every time i say anything it's wrong somehow #and there is some reality to that. i have been wrong several times I've even been downright mean to people over misunderstandings #i just haven't been able to break out of the habit of feeling permanently embarrassed about every small mistake I've ever made #& old insecurities from my childhood are resurfacing #like when i was a kid/teen and no one would ever tell me when i was breaking social cues but they'd make fun of me behind my back #i have 3200 followers and most of my posts get 0 notes sometimes i get 1-5 so it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong #i end up deleting a lot of them...#almost every post of mine that's gone viral was just a screenshot or picture saved from somewhere else....#and the times that i have gotten attention over a post that stands up for people who aren't like me it makes me terrified #that i look like i'm trying to play a savior role or like i'm virtue signaling #i have a few good mutuals who i love so much and that's why I'm still here #it's also the only social media i use currently #but it does really hurt when i put a lot of thought into something like spending hours making a funny meme or a thoughtful post #just to find out that the only people who find them interesting is my extremely small circle on here if anyone at all #it's so dumb i shouldn't be feeling like this over fucking numbers....it's not even real #i find a little bit of (petty) solace in the fact that there are people on here who are loudly and repeatedly saying way more embarrassing #shit than I've ever said #but even then when i know someone is absolutely wrong it makes me feel nervous like what if im the next person to fuck up that bad #and i find out through public ridicule #well that actually kinda did happen on here once but not on that scale #last year i sent someone something i thought was funny and they sent back an 'ok'#and then immediately made a huge long post about how you shouldn't talk to strangers like you're already friends #called it parasocial behavior...got tens of thousands of notes and i knew it was about me...#i wholeheartedly agree some people go too far with parasocial behavior but i never fully understood what part of what i said/did was wrong #and i went back to feeling like the kid who never found out they were doing something wrong until they heard that they got made fun of #i don't even attempt to make new friends on my own on here anymore because i'm terrified of that happening again #almost all of the people I've become friends with on here came to me first and i love and appreciate them for that #but even then i feel too nervous to socialize that often bc i never find out/realize that i fuck up until later on

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loumauve · 2 months ago

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Sable pic spam bc I'm ridiculously attached to this buggy game

#never encountered this many bugs in one place before but fuck if it doesn't make it more delightful at times #personally I think Sable and teen Aloy would get along quite well even if they had entirely different experiences growing up #actually give me canon age Sable with kid Loy meeting Guard Eliisabet #yes I'm delusional why do you ask #lou plays #Sable #Sable game #fishing msy or may not be broken for me at this point rip. the last three times I tried my game just quit reacting to inputs #couldn't even enter the menu to quit out properly #and between when I saved yesterday after playing and starting up again today it just yeeted the last bit of progress #still not sure what all I lost and if I've managed to get it all back. not sure what will happen next time I play either #if I keep losing progress it may just ruin the fun a little even if I have managed to get almost all the trophies by now #anyway. 100/10 from me even if it's borderline unplayable sometimes. the rest of the time I love it to the ends of the earth #music is great. npcs are wonderful. story and lore are dope. protagonist is a relatable kiddo who you can't help but adore #(and relate to) and the hoverbike is my new child who I will cherish forever #also: the art. but that probably goes without saying. unless you don't like this style in which case I feel bad for you #bc you're missing out #but yeah. don't play unless you don't mind bugs fucking up your progress or geometry and textures going wrong at times #still think they should be working on fixing that mess but alas.. I doubt we'll get any updates of that sort #sometimes if you play too long the audio just.. leaves. as do the pick up / dialogue prompts #sometimes they don't show up even if you have only been playing a little while #some plants have dialogue prompts except they don't do anything. the bucket side quest or whatever got scrapped #but the buckets all still have pickup prompts... anyway. it's a mess. but a lovable one

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eddiemunsonsmum · 4 months ago

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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.

*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*

No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.

#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it #It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting #Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't #/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now #that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either #and I really struggle with that a lot of the time #Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but #they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa #can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same #2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie #drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi #smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic #Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by #offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another #food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me #they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the #concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. 😂#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and #pour all my savings into an ipad #YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world #But you can't help what gets you down #EMMs Journal #EMM's Journal

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 10 months ago

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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: SUR'KESH

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Urdnot Wrex With: Lt. Steve Cortez, Dr. Mordin Solus, Major Kirrahe, and Urdnot Bakara And a Special Guest Appearance by: Adm. Steven Hackett Alliance R&D has officially begun construction on the Prothean device. The team has dubbed it: "Project Crucible". We're throwing everybody who knows how to throw a hammer at it. This is gonna be the most ambitious undertaking in human history. I'm not saying it won't be a challenge- but we can do this, Shepard. You can do this. Never doubt that. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

+BONUS (the smirk™️)

#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard #james vega #EDI #urdnot wrex #steve cortez #mordin solus #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #i feel like i probably should have split the actually sur'kesh set in half like i did with mars #but i got lazy after i split out the normandy summit gifs and i wanted to keep the rest of the mission together lol #wrex having small conversation moments with james and EDI was everything to me #bc with both of them it felt like wrex passing on some of his old kid on the block knowledge to the new kids on the block and i just 🥺#like i didn't get it in the gif but the second part of that convo with james he says something like #'you're one of shep's new recruits? hang on kid- it's a hell of a ride!' and when i tell you i SOBBED #like the entire first half of this playthrough is soph taking her newer squadmates out to help her build the army for the reaper war #so running into all these old friends/teammates and hearing them share their wisdom with james and EDI as new recruits is everything to me!#also EDI and james look very cute in their armor (ESPECIALLY EDI IN HER HUNTER HOOD I LOVE HER YOUR HONOR)#i'm just gonna say wrex's little tongue out at the salarians in the background of padok's gif sent me so hard i had to include it LMAO #and i'd write something about the mordin cameo but the mordin cameo on tuchanka is better so i'll save my thoughts for that one #ig thanks for being wrex's inside man mordin you were real for that one #the real salarian homie of this mission was kirrahe and i love him (he's my favorite and i adore him thank you for coming to my TEDtalk) :)#and i will also say that i adore bakara and she's the highlight of this mission for me bc of the lines but also like???#her grabbing the shotgun from wrex to take out the cerberus troops is everything and his expression afterwards is *chef's kiss*#and SOPH'S LITTLE SMIRK LMAOOOOOOO i had to include it bc i saw it in the back and it sent me to the next dimension lol #and since i just use the tags to share all my annoying little thoughts on a final note:#i included the elevator bomb scene bc in soph's canon she gets injured during it for the shenko angst pre-coup bc i'm an angsty bitch :)

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cosmogyros · 4 months ago

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Literally can't pay my rent until I get paid for September, which hasn't happened yet. Today is Friday, and Monday is the last day of the month. I'm so tired of being poor.

#i still cringe to call myself 'poor' bc i have my own apartment and can afford groceries #and even fun stuff like museums and cafe visits and public transport sometimes #but the reality of the matter is that after i pay off my student loans every month #i do not have enough money left to pay the following month's rent #and that's the way it's been my whole life #all my groceries and museum visits and coffee come from those few hundred euros left over #my whole life i've been choosing between 'having savings' and 'having even the smallest most humble life' and obviously i choose the latter #i never go to the movies #i buy all my clothes second hand (got some this past month after not having bought any new clothing in almost two years)#i have visited a museum TWICE this year #i go to restaurants like... once a month max #i am living the most frugal life that i possibly can without denying myself all pleasures #i don't even have netflix or anything like that! i only very rarely order delivery! i cook my own damn meals!#you get the picture #and yet still: one single missed paycheck is enough to potentially fuck up my life seriously #i've never missed a rent payment in my life but i'm scared it may happen this time #just wrote to HR of my former employer (who is supposed to still be paying me through october) to politely ask where my paycheck is #it's probably coming today (i sure as hell hope so) but if it doesn't... i legit don't know how i'm going to pay my rent #my rent is 673 euros and i only have 400 in my bank account #i probably have enough food in my pantry to survive for a month if i had to #but i've never missed rent in germany before (or ever) and i have no idea how long they'd wait before evicting me for non-payment #i'm scared. and i'm tired of being apparently the only fucking person in my social groups who is this poor #i am an over-educated 37-year-old professional who typically gets classed with the 'expats'#but one missed salary payment has me thinking about eviction and affording groceries #this is what i mean when i say i'm an immigrant. not an expat.#those people with their apple watches and co-working spaces and spontaneous trips to thailand or brazil are... a world apart from me #how come everyone i meet is so damn rich? where do i find fellow poor friends?#anyway i'm stressed. and i'm so so tired of spending my mental energy worrying about money #cosmo gyres #personal

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icejello · 2 years ago

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Okay svsss fandom give me your thoughts

So i was thinking about that scene where sqq jokingly asks the system if it ever worked with the harry potter franchise before and got inspired to write a harry potter au for svsss. The characters that would be involved are bingqiu and moshang but i can't figure out what Hogwarts house they would be in so do tell me your ideas.

How the story would go?

Basically the system malfunctions and suddenly transmigrated the 4 of them into the Harry Potter world. They can only escape if they help protect Harry and figure out who's the evil person trying to kill him (it's going to be centered in book 1). The problem? None of them knows about Harry Potter and so they're in a panic trying to solve who the evil person is without realizing Harry practically could not be killed because of the prophecy.

#svsss #bingqiu #moshang #harry Potter au #does this makes sense? i hope it does #will i be able to finish it fast? probably not seeing as i have 2 other wips that are still uh in progress #but i want to write them panicking in Hogwarts so bad #binghe and mobei would be the confused ones like what just happened??? what is this system???#while qinghua and qingqiu are losing their mind yelling at the system #cue a very confused binghe going 'shizun? what just happened? do yk what this system is???'#cue mobei just staring at qinghua hard bcs he can see that qinghua seems to know what the system is and wants explanation #cue cumplane panicking about two things #1) how tf are they gonna figure out and save the kid by the end of the school term #2) how tf are they gonna explain to lbh and mbj about the system without outing themselves #they won't be part of the first years there #I'm gonna make them get isekai'd into some random made up senior students bcs i think it would be funnier #bcs then we also see them trying to figure out how to fit in their new character #also cue a confused lbh and mbj questioning the language that they're hearing for the first time #but for some reason understand it #does lbh stop calling sqq shizun? no and it complicates matters for sqq to explain to ppl who thought it was his nickname and calls him that #would sqq and sqh ever read harry potter? idk tbh but i think of them as someone who mainly reads only webnovels here so take that

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in-tua-deep · 8 months ago

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i have a star wars fic idea floating around my brain that is just a time travel fic centering around bodhi rook where part of the explanation for a suddenly-force-sensitive-bodhi is "the monster tore parts of me out and maybe that made more space for the force to fill in the gaps"

#fic ideas #star wars #rogue one #bodhi rook #mark this down for fics i'll likely never write #mostly bc the star wars fandom a) intimidates the fuck out of me #and b) i'm not even that big of a star wars fan??#i'm a casual fan at best #i do love a good time travel fic though #vague premise is bodhi waking up in the past and being like ??????? i think i have to warn the jedi and maybe save the galaxy idk #and just being an anxious mess about it the entire time #and maybe running into clone wars era obi-wan or anakin idk #wanting to melt into the ground and give up the entire time but keeping going on sheer momentum at this point #why am i thinking about rogue one again #something about bodhi's character just lives rent free in my brain u know #like doing the right thing and helping and being punished for it by torture AND losing your entire people/city #and gritting your teeth and continuing to do the right thing #what higher cost can you even pay?#you've already lost yourself. you've already lost your home. what are you fighting for?#your people? you already lose them. but here's some new ones and you follow them knowing you're going to lose them too #nothing is left but to try and help a bunch of strangers you have no tie to #to try give their story a happier ending than your own #idk just like. he's a wet cat of a character but there's a steel core to it as well y'know??#just tickles me

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zipquips · 7 months ago

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pascale with and without her armor :)

#also pre-gene change #bc i'm saving for some new ones :)#i didn't really like her at first bc her colors but they've grown on me and the gene change is gonna look so so so cool #flight rising #zip plays fr #<- new hyperfixation rip to everyone who followed me for anything else lmao

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supercantaloupe · 8 days ago

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insurance things suck. :(

idk if this will be helpful for you, but ages ago i was recommended this website that has coupons for prescription medication. i’ve never had to use it so unfortunately i don’t know more about how to use it, but i figured i’d at least pass it along.

https://www.lowermyrx.com/

i do know there are other pharmacy coupon websites though, so explore those too!

i really hope it gets better for you. sending good vibes for your journey soldier, godspeed 🫡

thank you for your kind words and for the advice! the lady at the pharmacy counter also recommended i look to see if there are manufacturer coupons for my specific drugs, or ask my doctor if there's approved generics/alternatives that would work for me. i'm still gonna try and see if a stern phone call with my insurance will get them to actually cover my meds again like they used to but if that doesn't work out i definitely will be looking to see where else i can save a few bucks

[ask meme]

#sasha answers #sleepover saturday #ask meme #stonewall-was-a-riot #ty!#insurance has been a real headache the past couple of months bc we officially switched to a new policy after my dad retired #(but like. not immediately? for some reason?)#and even though i got the actual new insurance policy finally updated in all my records and stuff #our pharmacy saving account didn't carry over. so we had to open a new one #but even though i gave the pharmacist my new pharmacy saving card to enter into the system she was like #oh we already have your insurance info on file!#and it didn't change the price at all :/#and it's really weird because my new insurance. is the same as my old insurance. same provider and everything. just a new policy technicall #so i don't understand why they aren't covering my meds the same amount they used to #especially since...they're some of the most widely prescribed drugs in the country. and i've been taking them for years #idk. i hope they sort their shit out #because it's going to get very expensive for me soon otherwise :(#(well. more expensive.)#i think i'm already getting the generic drugs too so. manufacturers coupons and prescription savings websites save me #i wanna talk about me #for future use

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autistic-shaiapouf · 27 days ago

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Trying out that "no buy 2025" I've seen people talking about and recalling how much I saved in november after the hurricane blew up my car and starting to feel confident

#so far i'm swearing off any pre-prepped food for like. the next 3-6 months #no fast food and no getting oven bake stuff for dinner for smthn fast after work; we're cooking like every night #getting some prepped stuff from the discount store i get groceries at and those are nice for quick breakfasts #no more new books or candles. there are books and candles at home. seriously i do have like a stack of 30 books i can finally get to #gotta start burning all those candles too; i'm actually pretty satiated at this point bc i go into bath and bodyworks and smell a few #and i'm starting to feel a little underwhelmed by a lot of them #still taking pics and taking note of names for one of my gimmick blogs but not really buying all that much from there #also trying to cut back on sugar too bc of some vaguely dubiously funky blood sugar labs so that'll save me like. idk. smthn #still getting snacks! i like sun chips and those ''southwest snack mix'' things especially with the baked corn #picking up some extra hours here and there at work too so that's hopeful; we're gonna make it out of this hole #and we're gonna come out with art and books read and probably some muscle if i keep up the gym work which. kinda feels good to do now lmao #i don't want this to get to me and i refuse to let it. finding out exactly how to pace myself bc i can't predict the future #roommate also left some ground beef and a pile of pork behind so i can at least be prepped with some meat for a bit #pork isn't my favorite but i have it lmao; will probably stray away from it entirely with the new admin bc uh #ever since i learned how pork tapeworms work. i know cooking hot enough should do it but i'm not risking THAT shit #look up what pork tapeworms do to the body if you feel like having a bad time bc i think parasites are pretty neat #and i think they're just. terrible ashdkgf i have completely lost the plot of this post #shai speaks

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scarlettcryptid · 3 months ago

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the comments on my fics are some of the only things holding me together rn

#grammar? i hardly know her #The Author Of This Text Post Has Chosen Not To Use Archive Warnings #i still have my kidney stone i am suffering from the side effects of the flowmax i was prescribed i am sick bc my sister coughed in my #face last week when i was bathing her my period just started i am jobless and i'm on the last crumbs of my savings which are currently bein #eaten by medical bills i likely have to move the rent is being increased by $300 bc the landlord is a pos both sides of my family are strug #and i'm anxious about other family/health stuff and my friend is having a Really bad time and there's nothing i can do to help them and #i'll stop there i've already overshared enough #negative /#complaining /#period mention /#tmi /#fuck if i move out of state what am i gonna do about my credits i was gonna try and take the last few courses to finish my degree #....................#the reason i didn't do it this year was bc i couldn't afford it hahfhdshcfdfggfbfggffg...........#rip i guess haha ..................#i have some appointments w new drs next month and i hope i can pay the copay at each of them. it's literally $4....... yet i........#and i need to see some other ones too bc there r too many things wrong w me apparently. cool #life isn't that great rn but i will figure it out eventually #or maybe i won't #whatever i guess #opening the fic comments again i need to feel soemthign that isn't shitty feelings #scarlett.txt

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anonymusbosch · 3 months ago

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with my new insurance, it's official: buying my narcolepsy meds from india on the gray market with bitcoin would be cheaper than getting them from the pharmacy with insurance. woooo america love u private healthcare yeaahhhh babey USA USA USA

#the little pharmacy tag says “your insurance saved you $1799.00 for this one month supply!” no the fuck it didn't #someone somewhere made up fake dollars in monopoly money. that never existed. those just aren't real #i am paying a few extra dollars per month to Not do bitcoin purchases as my A plan and i guess to pay towards my deductible #I'm good for the money I'm not struggling to cough it up or anything I'm just. hgrgehjasbbdbakkanskalamfnanakdkdla.#first time getting Extremely Necessary for Functioning meds on the new insurance and I'm grumbling #i know how much they cost!!! it's not that!! and i know that bc insurance is always delaying things and i have to get it from overseas #like last year when they had over 180 days' accumulated delay in filling things and I ran through my entire stockpile and then some #how do you fuck up HALF THE YEAR in pieces like that???#grumbling #don't know how to redirect this into a useful emotion

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lokilysolbitch · 5 months ago

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me: hm i've been noticing gluten affects me worse than i thought

me: *eats gluten bc i haven't fully switched to primarily gf food yet*

me: *feels worse than usual*

me: woah o.0 i did not see that coming,,,,,,,,,,,,,