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i need..... 2 rewatch..... shallow grave....... posthaste......
#also trainspotting. & pride & prejudice. & bbc narnia series. & hellraiser. & narnia movie once friend is recovered enough 2 watch it w/ me#but also i need 2 Go The Fucketh To Sleep#bc i work tmrw 💀#WHY dud i think it was a hood idea 2 work mondays and tuesdays too.....#surely i was better off rotting in bed at home all day doing absolutely nothing and feeling awful for and because of it. right? right??#hngnhhngg 6am is such an early start time too..... but 2:30 is an EXCELLENT time 2 get off work so. its fine. ig.#I JUST WANNA WATCH STUFF. AND BE ABLE TO FOCUS DURING IT (a very rare occurrence 4 me of late...)#cant wait 2 run out of my concerta in <2 weeks b4 having to wait 3 (unmedicated) weeks to get my mcfucking prescription renewed.#and im not even sure my current dose is adequate anymore!!! but i dont wanna pay even more for a higher one!!!#running out of one drug. not taking another (oops. idk why im like this). soon gonna be me n my antidepressant against the world#im so doomed#(im not convinced its actually. doing anything. is my point)
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#i havent had this bad anxiety in like 10 years wth#i have a dentist appt. and it's only a checkup thingy there will be no treatment done#it should be short and quick but im so anxious#im also anxious bc there's almost aways issues w financial aid and stuff 🙃#and a checkup is almost $100 which is 1/3 of my monthly budget 💀#so that's the main part that worries me. plus everyone in a dentist's office are so rude </3#i've tried asking her several times but she is so unclear... i hope i can get like an invoice/bill thing#but yeah everyone are so rude about it and it's just a whole ordeal#so im so anxious for this appt omg#im like shaking a little and my breath feels caught in my chest lol#i dont wanna go but if i dont go now i'll have to pay a fee which is also expensive so like#i have to go but i dont wanna i just wanna cryyyyyy#update: no i did not get an invoice#she was really rude too T-T acting like i was gonna run away and not pay#so yehh... $140 gone from my accountttt i did not think it would cost that much#so .. ummmm#i hope my financial aid worker will reply soon#and i mean omg i hope they will grant me financial aid#otherwise.... i wish i had neven gone wtffff#everyone told me it'd work and this was ok but like ???#i just hope she replies today or tmrw so i can know#if i have to have given up that mych money then#i wont be able to buy buss tickets to the animal park i wanna go to#or buy those clothes i was gnna buy#or have food the entire month lmao#but i just wanna know what im dealing w i hate not knowing
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the only thing keeping me from bashing my head against the wall is how expensive dry wall repairs are
#j’s a bloody mess#i just got done trying to badh my head against a wall bc i was so pissed#still pissed tbh#turns out i can indeed punch myself to a point it hurts!#we gonna see tmrw if i left a bruise on my leg or not!#(i doubt it but if i kept going i wouldve)#i also beat the hell out of my 2020 juul so it would work again💀#fuck i really am a danger to myself huh!
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10.02.2023 - grateful
i feel like this is a word that’s brought up a lot in my writing [1] and today is not any different. this month is so special to me!! let me list some reasons why:
a. reunion month (i saw a college pal today in LA, i will see a high school pal next week in nyc, i will see almost everyone here This Weekend in nyc!)
b. it’s my little brother’s bday at the end of the month! oct 23 if u wanna send david some happy bday thoughts :)
c. learning that my life is flexible! i work remotely!! i can work from wherever!!! [2]
d. end of this week will be my official first completed month of being an Employed Adult with a Big Job renting an Apartment with Roommates who are Nice to me
e. i saw pabllo vittar today! talked to some brazilians!! i met a peruvian-boricua (bori-peruana? idk)!!! glad i wore my ear plugs bc pv was yelling all night (positive)
f. i’m planning to travel internationally next year!! taiwan in march and hopefully perú in june / july [3]
i just love myself, everything, and everyone & i wanted to shout that into a void for more than 280 characters
thank u,
<3 -dc
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[1] if u look up “grateful” or “blessed” on my twt acct you will Find things, esp references to this one mha panel of the main character thinking his life is blessed (he’s surrounded by his friends having dinner) right before they all go into war. the war part is less applicable. (i also journal in my notebook but no one will see that)
[2] been feeling homesick. looking forward to november, going to stay in houston for two weeks LOL
[3] my grandpa (dad’s dad) has been feeling lonely so we wanna say hiii. he deals w lonely-based depression and it’s hitting hard again bc i think my aunt and young cousin moved out :( kinda scared tho bc he and my grandma (dad’s mom) hate hate hate traveling so i forgot if they got their covid vaccines yet (they don’t even like the 3hr car + 2hr plane trip to lima). i’m sure they got at least a first dose, idk abt boosters, but my fam hates masking so i hope they’ll mask up for them :((
#dash rambles#waaaa#also that one tweet renee sent me abt showing friends ur city when they visit :( /positive#thankful#also ahdjxiwiw#i feel like i’d like living in LA / houston for the latine presence BUT the car dependency kills meeeeee#also 24hr ihops and whataburgers are calling me to each city hmm#also tempted to move to nyc for the night life#(as in things are still open at 11pm 💀)#bc so far boston and sf are Not delivering on open-after-10#maybe bc i live next to a school and churches#but i can’t handle snow for the life of me#never again.#(climate change teehee)#might hit up random mit 2023 alum and ask to take me clubbing#(they also like pabllo vittar so good vibes)#ANYWAYS#i have to work tmrw#so gn!!#tumblasha#dash travels#dash journals
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why am i getting the urge to finish trimax NOW. abysmal timing
#like im not gonna tell myself i cant like trigun lol bc i do like it and im not gonna let myself associate it with everything#but like girl. cmon.#might start it tmrw... i should finish taz first but idk im having trouble focusing#which is so annoying bc i legit just got to stolen century 💀#ill try listening at work legit judt remembered i have work tmrw
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#a fifth yr do be looking better and better LMFAO#idk man this stats class kicking my fucking ass i have no idea what’s going on#and i keep putting it off during the week i still haven’t learned my lesson lmao#so now i gotta do the whole thing over the weekend again and i’m HELLA busy this weekend again 🤩🤩🤩#so like highkey i’m bouta get like half of it done again 😭😭😭😭😭😭 bro idk#like hw is 25% of the grade and i’ve never been good at like estimating slash calculating my grade lmfao but#idk maybe it could still work if i ACTUALLY GET MY SHIT TOGETHER FOR THIS CLASS#but then the question is if that’s possible lowkey#bc i’m fuckingggggndbdbfjssjdhdhjsjdjd 😭😭🫠🫠💀💀🤡🤡😵💫😵💫😀😀😭😭😭😭😭😭#gonna talk to an advisor tmrw (today lmfao in like . 7 hours 😀)#idk we’ll see likeeeeeeee#worst case scenario i drop the class which is possible#i have two late class drops on my transcript lmfao 😵💫#i fucking survive this semester lol#i have to probably take another semester bc i can’t stick it in next sem that’s already packed too XD#andddddd i have a show to codirect next sem 😈#i deal w my own self judgement abt going over 4 yrs even tho literally there’s nothing wrong w it#and then i might get an extra sem here w my club lmao 😭 depends if i do actual sem or summer#so that’s what i’m thinking abt at this lovely hour lmao 😵💫😵💫😵💫#🧍🏻♀️ idk#anyway glowstick club was great today it made me very happy <333#also was doing some (pretty basic tbf but) data analysis not exactly for class and that was cool bc i was like chat gpting and stuff#but i kinda knew what i was doing heh#which can’t be said for this stats classssssss wooooooooo#i need to go to sleep bro i have a meeting in 6 hours LMAO#and then more back to back meetings thru out the day#🫠🫠🫠🫠 no break lmao#jeanne talks
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I COULDN'T WATCH THE SEMI TODAY, EVERYONE DEAD EVERYONE INJURED
#😭😭😭#i got home EXACTLY after the last performance#my friend says i didn't miss anything cool but still :(#i will watch some performances tho bc im curious 👀 i need to know#today was just. so hectic oh god.#i left home at 8 came back for like an hour then left home again and only came back at 10pm 💀#thank god i don't have to wake up for work tmrw#today i have survived: a small anxiety attack at work. a migraine (still suffering)#and watching lost highway (1997) for the first time (still suffering)#agnes talking
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Marloweeee something something middlename LASTNAME ‼️‼️‼️😠😠😠😤😤😤😤
You forgot your daily : ✨FRANKIES CHECKUP✨ pill‼️‼️
anyhooo
how r ya :D Did you eat up, Drink enough, get around eight hours of mimi’s and snorkel’s?? Take a break to love yourself?? 🗣️🗣️
if not bud and somethings on ur mind, I WILL BE HERE FOR YOUUUUUU 🗣️🗣️🗣️🫂🫂🫂🫂✨✨‼️‼️‼️
hugs and hugs and hugs and hugs for marmar ✨✨ feels weird saying that name bc thats my nickname 💀💀
Oh!
It’s 11 at night for me lmao
I’m doing okay, i have a headache cause i made the mistake of laying on my stomach knowing full and well the blood rushes to my head and hurts when i get up
I ate pizza with my roommate after we spent the day packing up our room and watched one piece
I drank water from my bottle and refilled it but forgot to bring it with me to my room so I’ll just get it when im getting ready for work tmrw
I will get … ….. however many hours it is to sleep from now (11:07) to … 07:00 is my alarm, but i usually take 15 minutes to either sleep more or just stare at the ceiling
Marmar is what a lot of my friends back home usually call me:))
#<3.marlie.asks#<3.marmalade#though if you’re named Frankie#how did people deduce calling you marmar?#Frankie only has a and r…#though m and n are pretty close#so Frankie#fran#ran#backwards is nar#nar nar#m and n#marmar#makes sense i suppose
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why am i always working 💀 bc i have to go to work tmrw so i think i'm gonna have to go to bed soon but SO HELP ME GOD if there's a live stream of tonight's gig/if he wears the kilt tonight & breaks tumblr while im sleeping i'm gonna be MAD
#käärijä#omppu jorisee#already missed so much this week while trying to be functioning adult and get an adequate amount of sleep 😭
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Hey baby how was your day?
(Please help me indulge in like this thought where satoru and Suguru are reader’s wingmen for each other💀like satoru helps reader get with suguru)
Also feel free to ignore the second part of my message if you don’t want to—was just missing you<3
hi romrom bby!!! my day was boringggg humara net nahi hai bc baba is busy with work but it will be paid tmrw so hehehe
but i have data so im still here!! i paid my friend a visit too
and abt that okay okay: satoru would be TOOO excited to help you out!! he'd literally be the time to scream when you tell him you like suguru and he'd also be the annoying friend who always hits u repeatedly to make u look at ur crush when they enter the room like i can imagine him just repeatedly slapping ur shoulder when suguru enters the room and you are like 😑😑. he'd also be the type to text u and suguru separately and make up some excuse abt how he needs help ASAP like something abt being stuck in an empty class room and when u both run and get there to help him. theres no satoru. turns out mf just wanted u both to get alone in an empty room ;))
suguru will be like when you first told him u have a crush on satoru he's just like 🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️bc why THAT idiot?? he'd deffo be like "nu uh change the crush asap. have a crush on me its fine anyone but him" snd u are like "i wish broo" i feel like he'd try to pull u OUT of the crush more thsn help u with it but it just has an opposite effect on you and you're like falling deeper and he'd just be like nooooooo (nanami will be like this too in fact I feel like nanami will completely refuse to acknowledge ur crush on satoru)
anyway let me know what u think and i miss you toooo omgg
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Hello, it's user fatuismooches. And I am back. And before you leave, yes I am going to be posting writing again tomorrow! Sorry for the abrupt absence. I be having 100+ question assignments and lets just say it causes me to want to go to sleep right after💀💀
The thing I am posting isn't a typical request, just something short and relaxing and self-indulgent I've worked on between breaks. I hope you all enjoy it!
(Also, I think I've been shadowbanned.)
Edit: Actually, I won't be posting tmrw bc im shadowbanned💀 so when I get back to normal I will!
#smooches talks#also since i get paranoid over anything is it just me but#when i type in the name of my blog on search nothing shows up?#even when i press enter and go to the blog section it says empty#is it cuz ive been inactive for too long??😭
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so i opened hsr for the first time since 2.1 (i'm v behind) and i did a 10 pull cuz i'm impulsive and i got robin and aah idk what to do, plus i am stuck fighting the sanctus medicus :< (also i was saving for boothill but ig thats gone now...)
(sorry for the ramble, feel free to ignore me >.<)
also!! i hope work is not too hard on u tmrw and rest nd eat healthy and i hope u had fun on ur day off!! ૮₍˶ •. • ⑅₎ა ♡
omg welcome back to hsr 🫦 i also recently caught up on hsr except i hadn’t played since. probably blades first banner 💀 i downloaded it when it first released but wasn’t feeling it so i left but penacony seemed interesting so i willed myself to catch up recently LOL. i will say i hear robin is a good support from what i have seen so i think she will be a rather useful unit to have! i am not the best at gameplay advice on hsr unfortunately bc im still learning lol if this was genshin id have an abundance of things to say. but i was debating on pulling her but i need to save for jade and i also have like 20 wishes so 💀 it probably won’t happen. but!!! i don’t think it was the worst thing to happen!!! and also if you’re catching up in the quests as i assume you are from fighting sanctus medicus, you’ll probably get a decent amount of wishes so all hope is not lost for boothill!! i believe in your last minute grind for jades!!
also i loved ur little ramble hehe i love hearing from people
also thank you!! saturdays tend to be slower at the pharmacy but sometimes it picks up but i’m hoping for a slow day tomorrow 🙏 hope you’re having a lovely friday and treating yourself <3
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RAHHH VANILLA MILKSHAKS ARE THE BEST ajdklfjaskldfj WHAAA thank youuu 🥺 I have so many art pieces queued up so check my blog ;) I am having an amazing week!! Today I had a volunteer shift at the biodiversity museum at my uni which was so fun I made a new friend!! And thennnnnn tonight I have a SLEEPOVER?!?!?!? and then I have lunch plans tmrw with more friends ^w^ ALSOOOOOOOOO the hiding hickeys from parents thing is SO RELATEABLE 😭 my ex was SO bad at giving them (lord help him he was so terrible at it LMAO) but when he did manage to give me them like once or twice (in our 2+ yrs tgt 💀) THEY WERE SO FREAKING OBVIOUS!! So ofc, I just got him back by giving him a million super visible ones >:) (he was a competitive swimmer too so it's not like he could hide them hahahaha - I had his consent dw) anywaysssss- How's your week going!? 🌱
HI BABYYYYY IM SO GLAD YOU HAD A FUN DAYYY THAT SOUNDS SO SO FUN 🫶🫶🫶🫶 HOW WAS YOUR VOLUNTEER SHIFT???? HAVE SO MUCH FUN AT YOUR SLEEPOVER AND YOUR LUNCH TOMORROW SHDKCXJSKEJKD I CANT WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT THEM
PLEASE my ex was somehow really good at giving them but he’d make them DARKKKK and it was such an ordeal to hide them 😭😭 also not your ex being a SWIMMER showing up covered in hickies lmfaoooo that’s such a power move
My week is good!! Super busy w work and I’ve been super tired every single day but at least tomorrow’s Fridayyy which means I’m going to grab coffee at my fav little coffee shop and then probably nap all evening bc I am DRAINED 🤕
I love youuuuu have so much fun tomorrow angel!!!! ❣️❤️💕💗💞����💓💘👼
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finished the community center today.. unlocked ginger island but im not going til winter.. completed all of my summer checklist items.. caught scorpion carp AND lava eel.... whatever... tch....
4 am and for WHAT. well for sdv. sry
#and then i did my fall crop layout and i ALSO planned out a shed layout...#since ill be having kids soon and i wanna decorate the house frfr since i havent done that :] i havent decided who will be my first spouse#i have free love so im marrying EVERYBODY!!!! very exciting..#and im planning on having a kid with each one bc i have family planning.. i am however. Worried.. bc i have toddlers like parents bc its so#cute 2 me. but i also dt it works with more than 2 kids#😭😭 ill have t find some kind of worksround. but its ok bc i have soooo many baby.#i also only have 2 artifacts left b4 im done with the museum !! i had umm. 10 left when i started today...#i got super lucky with some artifact teoves and got like 5 of the ones i needed n the rest i just found#I GOT RARE DISC FROM A BAT I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THEY DROPPED THEM. BUT I WS SO EXCIRED#i also got dwarf scroll 1 Fucking finally.... took 50 years but i need t go actually talk to the dwarf bc i forgot 💀#but yas.. now i just need umm. golden mask and chipped amphora...#so tmrw ill play thru fall ALSO TRIP CONFIRMED TRIPPED CONFIRMED EHEHEHEHEHE. MY MOM BOUGHT THE TICKETS:]]]]]]]#so need 2 PACK tmrw !!!!!!!!
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Hey guys!! So I was copying @chaotic-but-cute’s 30 days of intentionality challenge but I depressioned for 4 days lol so I’m gonna update everything in one post!
4/17
goals
1. Health/hygiene:
Shower/do skincare/ brush and floss everyday. Did all of the above
Exercise or just touch grass at least once or twice a week
2. Academics/Extracurriculars
Spend at least 30 minutes doing homework at home. I spent like 6 hours on a English project and wanted to die by the end cuz I finished at fucking 5 am 👍
Lowkey I didn’t do anything else for academics that day cuz that project fucking killed me 👍
3. Other personal goals
Read at least 5 pages/day of any book and 30 pages/day on weekends. I did it somehow
4/18
1. Health/hygiene:
Shower/do skincare/ brush and floss everyday. Did all of the above
2. Academics/Extracurriculars
Practice piano for at least half an hour a day. spent 2 hrs 😎 (I had piano class)
Spend at least 30 minutes doing homework at home. I fucking died doing gov hw (spent 4 hours dying)
3. Other personal goals
Wear fun little outfits to school! (10 times this month). (2/10) lowkey did it only bc of a school project but at least I did it
4/19
1. Health/hygiene:
Shower/do skincare/ brush and floss everyday. Did all of the above
2. Academics/Extracurriculars
Practice piano for at least half an hour a day. 2 hours (another piano class 💀)
I fucking died otherwise (didnt do hw)
3. Other personal goals
Indulge in a little bit of whimsy and fun!. I started researching a random TikTok guy which was fun I guess
Wear fun little outfits to school! (10 times this month). (3/10) (also for school project
4/20
Uhh nothing off the list at all actually
No I’m lying I whimsied (TikTok rabbit hole)
4/21
Showered/brushed/etc
Whimsy!
Read
4/22
1. Health/hygiene
Showered/brushed
2. Academic
Studied art history for 4 hours
Worked on speech and debate for an hour
Worked on Spanish project for 30 minutes
Piano for 20ish minutes
I’m about to embark on a 2-3 hours long quest to do art history hw (it’s midnight) (I may be dead tmrw) (update: i am half finished and i spent an hour on it and i died so im sleeping)
3. Personal
Did wear fun outfit today (4/10)
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#should i ditch film club bc im still having a headache even though i really wanted to go#and have a nap and do uni work and prepare food instead#or go to the film club risk my headache getting worse and then rush with everything for tmrw?#this is a genuine question bc i never know what to do💀#agnea talking
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