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I am once again back with another brackwood edit..
#i was joking that I make a brackwood edit every day#bc I have#and then I pull shit like this#I officially have made brackwood edits three days in a row#with 2 MINUTE MATERIAL#anyway#I still have 2 more edits I wanna make#so yeah lmao you’re not gonna get rid of me and my poorly made edits of two people I’ve known for like 3 days#house of the dragon#hotd#hotd s2#hotd season 2#davos blackwood#davos x aeron#aeron bracken#brackwood
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time will catch up with you
GONCHAROV (1973) — dir. Martin Scorsese
#quick and dirty screen cap redraw bc i just love this shot for. reasons#goncharov#goncharov (1973)#cinema#art#illustration#sketch#nymsart#like yeah the clock scene the boat scene etc etc but have you considered the goncharov covered in so much blood scene#bc i have#unreality
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The urge is real. I must hold back. *gives him sensory issues anyway*
I know I (and many other artists) tend to draw a version of myself that doesn’t really exist, so here’s a vague approximation of what I really look like.
#hazbin hotel#alastor#the radio demon#autism#aspergers#traditional art#self portrait#shitpost#me: *posts this* have fun not getting any notes out there#i know this is an alastor centric blog but i WOULD like to post other things??#without getting completely ignored???#bc every time i post something like this nothing ever happens#and i spent several nights wondering why i felt like i had to post fandom stuff to be good enough#have YOU ever genuinely asked yourself ‘why are they more loved than me’??#bc i have#i scoured the tags with a microscope trying to figure out what they were doing that i wasn’t#eventually figured out ‘oh they just have more talent in their pinky fingers than i do in my whole fucking body’#anyway sorry for the rambling#needed that off my chest
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am I horny? mayhaps
Do i crave a sensual connection to someone that just changes my brain chemistry and inspires me to do art? Definitely
#ftm nsft#nonbinary nsft#ftm ns/fw#t4t#maybe i need to read more yaoi again#im trying to find blogs to follow#which seems incredibly hard rn#bc i have#apparently#very specific tastes#an most stuff makes me just go ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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listen,,,,i know y'all want tcb! but have you ever thought about how the second i upload the final chapter that is literally it?? there is no more ahb! universe. there are no more ahb! characters. ahb! james and evan and barty and marlene ,, all their stories are just done. and i have to say goodbye to all my special little characters that live in my head and i have to part with them. even tho i love them so dearly. there will be no more of their story to tell. they all become different people in the next life (fic). did you ever think about that? huh?
#bc i have#call me selfish but i wanna hold on to these little guys a moment longer#me when i am the only one who cares about this aha#but i have such a genuine fondness for this little story and it's all abt to be OVER#maybe i need my head checked 🤒#nat rambles
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You ever had to lecture a raven for dropping dead birds in ur garden
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oh man... abyss prince aether... my sweet, tortured soul.. my misguided, morally grey prince... sweet husband... my actual love...
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#nightly diary entry here we go boys#my roomie is going to be gone for the next few days so i'm here all alone and its weird#also the neighbors are closing doors and i can hear it#haven't gotten my work schedule for next week yet which is frustratiging as all hell bc how am i supposed to plan ice cream date#if idk what days i'm working#asking the real questions out here on tumblr dot com such as: when the fuck am i working#i feel like i've been telling everyone 'i just need to get my work schedule for next week'#bc i have#and its frustrating like it should have been done today#but whatever i get paid tomorrow so there's that at the very least#work itself was uneventful#just feeling very weird bc i am here alone tm#and it's the first night since we moved in that i'm going to bed without my roommate here#so yeah#uhhhhh anyway i'll be awake for a hot minute just working on fic and reading and shit#existing as a human being#since playing video games earlier did not spark joy like i thought it owuld
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So, you‘re telling me, nobody has connected the dots between Diego „Imagine Batman, but aim lower“ Hargreeves pretty much adopting Stan after 5 minutes of dramatic yelling and Batman „I work alone“ adopting 7+ children??
#bc i have#the umbrella academy#tua#diego hargreeves#man idk that stanley kid#Stan tua#actually maybe somebody HAS and i just didnt know abt that and if so im so sorry :')
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anyway im curious do other trans ppl have a hard time trying to remember their childhood????
#bc i have#i barely remember anything#like little snippets but thats about it#and like is this a trans related problem or do i just have problems???
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Y’all ever been painting and gotten your actual water for drinking and your paint water confused ☠️
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
#adhd#autism#Dad: Don't worry little man it's super simple! Just let me - the figure you seek support from - tell you to not be afraid#and then - stay with me here! - juuuuuust do it!#voila. my job is done you're welcome have fun doing all the research and figuring out without issue now <3 no problem#(and no of course I won't acknowledge your previous adulting accomplishments bc that's just expected stuff anyway)#||#vent#i guess? man#i don't have opinions or feelings on the internet often but man
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he saw his reflection for the first time
#belphegor#(I have the mirror in front of the toilet bc of my fucked leg)#(easier to do skincare while sitting down on something)
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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crashing the tulpar into the asteroid that turns you into a dog ft. lil curlydog fanart by @rdhndrd
some design notes under the cut
Curly: Husky mix, maybe GShep? (mush, captain, mush!!!) Anya: Silken Windsprite (or long-medium haired sighthound mix) Daisuke: seen at least 2 different instances of people drawing him as a Papillon and i agree wholeheartedly Swansea: XL Bully/Cane corso Jimmy: badly socialized German Pointer mix
also ciarans fanart is based on this
#you know i'm obsessed with something when i start turning it into animals#mouthwashing#furry#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#my art#allowing myself to draw something silly in between commissions...#also i thought about giving curly laika markings to honor some connections people have been making but ummm#if i did he would look EXACTLY like calhoun (oc) and i cant handle that bc theyre already so alike...........
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My biggest tip for fanfic writers is this: if you get a character's mannerisms and speech pattern down, you can make them do pretty much whatever you want and it'll feel in character.
Logic: Characters, just like real people, are mallable. There is typically very little that's so truly, heinously out of character that you absolutely cannot make it work under any circumstance. In addition, most fans are also willing to accept characterization stretches if it makes the fic work. Yeah, we all know the villain and the hero wouldn't cuddle for warmth in canon. But if they did do that, how would they do it?
What counts is often not so much 'would the character do this?' and more 'if the character did do this, how would they do it?' If you get 'how' part right, your readers will probably be willing to buy the rest, because it will still feel like their favourite character. But if it doesn't feel like the character anymore, why are they even reading the fic?
Worry less about whether a character would do something, and more about how they'd sound while doing it.
#I have a bit of a problem with giving everyone the same speech patterns but on god I try#Bc genuinely. This is the no. 1 most important thing while writing fanfic#If you can make a character sound like they would say that it doesn't matter if they actually would#My posts#Writing wise
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