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mental health faery is demanding a cozy café, a notebook to write in, and adult beverages followed by a crowded bar, good music, and company.
physical health orc caused me to miss work yesterday because walking hurts like a motherfucker.
I am horned by dilemma and I don't like it.
#mental health#physical health#pain#angst#stupid knee#wanna art fag in a cafê#balance#balance is a bitch
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'varric's vibe when you pick the 'I'm worried' option after he asks you how you feel about having solas in your head is so fucking funny. the very careful 'so, uh, just... out of casual interest why -- why aren't you putting wards on yourself and your mind to keep him out, and incidentally exactly how might you do it if you did. no reason why I'm asking just. curious. I have no stance on this' probing of it all (that should be the giveaway in itself, really, in hindsight I think real varric would be a lot more freaked out on rook's behalf about this even if he might still have reached the conclusion that the connection to solas was worth the risk, he's got kirkwall blood magic trauma to fill a telephone catalogue). that and the '>:) then I see you've made a choice (so this is basically a little bit on you now, you got fairly outsmarted etc., I don't have to feel as guilty thank you for having youthful hubris that will be your undoing so I can feel less bad about my role in it). honestly if anything I'm doubling down on my previous 'mind!varric is directly controlled by solas the majority of the time and rook's mind is mostly a collaborateur' post. this conversation is transparently solas gathering intel and giving you the 101 on leadership while you're building a small focused rebel force.
in solas' defense... this whole situation is very very funny in an extremely dark kind of way he is nothing if not on brand. the stuff he says about himself in this conversation is like. he's both reading himself for filth AND he can't read all of a sudden he can't uh......... he has plenty of self-insight (a single flower with blackened petals) and it helps him exactly not at all in breaking his patterns lmao
also it makes the relationship between solas and rook so. so much. what an insane intimacy in grieving for someone so much you both conspire to raise him from the dead together, just for a little while, because neither of you can bear to let go. what a violation in being the only knowing party in that. solas can hear rook following through on relaying his apology to 'varric' no matter what else they think of him. and he still does what he does to them in the end. he's feeding them affection (some of it even real eventually, I think, he clearly respects rook as a pure agent of chaos on some level and has some incredulous amused fondness for them no matter how you end up in your relationship with him) and confidence with one hand, and readying a knife in the other the whole time. solas my love my friend my genuine darling I think I will have to strangle you unfortunately
#rye is so polite to solas through that first check-in convo (imperturbable watcher smile from dealing with orlesians for a decade)#solas is SO shitty about it. he's SUCH a bitch if you try to take the high road with him I love him I adore him he sucks so bad fhdsakj#and then when varric asks after he's bluntly like 'your friend is kind of an asshole huh' fhdsak. solas in the fade: well he's got me there#I need you to understand that in some ways this makes me like solas even more. what he's doing is so FUCKED UP. but it is funny#and also genuinely really clever he keeps the balance up so well in the things 'varric' says#feeding rook exactly enough scraps of the love they remember that they won't be able to bear to let it go#AND rarely incriminating himself with anything varric wouldn't know#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#solas#varric tethras#Dynamic: That my keen knife see not the wound it makes
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Guardian Deity Spirit Danny
"In the spiritual realm, there are specific steps a being can take to ascend to the status of a god, with certain restrictions defining what a god truly is. Typically, a deity emerges as a result of being worshipped by a group of people, their worship infusing them with divine energy and granting them godhood.
They can be born from an unconscious belief or concept, such as the worship of the moon or nature. Over time, this belief gains sentience and power through the devotion of their followers.
They possess spiritual powers and establish a cult, amassing considerable influence and strength.
They are born from another god.
They achieve godhood by defeating and absorbing the essence of a pre-existing god, embodying their concept.
This means that even if a being is incredibly powerful, like Clockwork, they must be worshipped by someone to attain godhood. So...
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In the Infinite Realms, time operates differently than in the outside world. I believe that since the Realms exist beyond space and existence, serving as the cosmic glue holding the multiverse together, they remain separate from the flow of time.
So, my idea is this: Danny is already immensely powerful, as he embodies the balance between life and death. Because of his connection to Clockwork, this being occasionally sends him on time-traveling missions, perhaps for preparations related to kingship. As a result, he appears in various places throughout history, safeguarding people and cultures. Over the centuries and millennia, people begin to worship him, seeking blessings and offering sacrifices.
Usually, this would lead the Justice League to believe that he's simply a very old being. However, what if he truly is ancient?
As I mentioned earlier, a god's powers are derived from belief, and this belief gradually transforms the deity. Here's my take:
Batman might insist, "I know you're Danny Fenton," until a summons or a crisis causes Danny's godly side to surface. This aspect of him is truly ancient, as time doesn't flow conventionally in the Infinite Realms. Consequently, Danny could be three years old in terms of his death, yet also an ancient entity. Nonetheless, he remains physically too young to fully comprehend his true power and existence, resulting in considerable confusion.
Ultimately, there are two interpretations:
The Justice League ends up believing that Danny is either a) a vessel for a god, b) a sort of priest, or c) the physical incarnation of a bored god curious about experiencing humanity.
Ghosts do not treat him like a typical ghost child because, due to the nonlinear nature of time in the Zone, his core possesses the essence of an ancient being. The ghosts perceive him as the rebirth of balance, incarnated as a human to restore equilibrium.
Feel free to use this concept for any story or interpretation you find compelling."
#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#ancients#Cloakwork Is a knowing bitch that orquestrated the whole deal because he wanted to hang up with his Bestie Balance again.#For aproximation Jazz Sam and Tucker starts to become some sort of spirits#(lesser dieties that have much more power than mortal#Amity Park really are not human anymore
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lmao imagine having a bf who is 2 times larger than you. couldn't be Soundwave /joke
Shockwave and his cat daughter Ravage <3 (he stopped torturing Magnus just to pet Ravage for 2 minutes before continuing to torture him)
#transformers#tf#transformers au#Unorthodox au#soundwave#tf soundwave#shockwave#tf shockwave#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#sketch#Literally my thought process when making unorthodox Shockwave:#me: alright. he is evil he committed several acts of genocide and is a war criminal mad scientist. now how do we balance it#my stupid ass braincell: make him love cats#me: anything other than that#my stupid ass braincell 2: hes gay. homosexual gay#me: .#and that's how this bitch was made#not complaining though i actually love him lol
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Charles really has some fucking audacity to blast into Magneto's mind setting him up with the hey honey remember that time we were at the bar, I was looking hella cute and we came out to each other? with that gay ass fuck me smirk from the mccoy slut era and then pulls out the speech of oh magnus we'd never abandon~~ each other like he didn't do just that for some cockatoo coochie playing hilary swank in freedom writers to his future bird flu in laws while magnus was back on earth fighting the UN, jan 6th rioters, dealing with a clones (these ain't even his kids!?) and going through a second genocide level event only to wake up to some pepto bismol motherfucker shaving him down and then stripping him down (why?? for the vibes???) strapping him up and playing purple people eater on repeat because Chat GPT thinks he's funny and Magnus is all "hug me all you want Charles this shit ain't working this time" so Charles is all like "cerebro play I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston" and Magnus melts like the down bad bitch he is and this is why mutants will never gain rights
#x men 97#chaos pikachu speaks#pikachu's chaotic recaps#cherik#this is why scott and/or ororo need to step up as co-leaders#cause they don't have these issues#ororo has her man (and a harem)#and scott has his woman (and a harem)#and they both understand the energy of rihanna's bitch better have my money#mixed with just enough chloe x halle and mon laferte to balance it all out#x men
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180524 Mnet BTS Comeback Show Highlight Reel cr. 0613data
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#jeon jungkook#jungkook#bts jungkook#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#btsgif#btsedit#bts gifs#jk gifs#suga gifs#my gifs#yoonkook#180524 mnet#pestering hyung lol#white balance is all over the place in this video#so it was a bitch to color#but they're so cute i couldn't NOT gif these
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Just wanted to mention that I won an award at work today! It was an award for employees and I received it as a member of a team, but also for my own work. We got an e-mail about it a month ago, and I was so surprised that I was sure it had to be a mistake, but I'm very happy to say that it wasn't.
(Though as lovely as this award is, nothing has meant more than talking to one of my clients last week and having her say to me that I seem to be such a happy, warm person and that whenever she sees me, I am smiling and that she felt a sense of "lightness" inside after our chat. I'll take that over every award in the world any day of the week...)
#personal post#autism#autism acceptance#i think part of me is still more prepared to hear an insult than a compliment#which is why i have a harder time internalizing kind words#or believing that i could win an award like this#but i am so grateful that my colleagues thought enough of me to do this#imposter syndrome is a bitch#but i think confidence is a balance between knowing who you are and not buying too much into your own hype#and i feel like i have figured that out now#<3
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Why have I not seen LITERALLY ANYONE talk about how in Erak’s Ransom, when Will saves the group, Horace yells “Will!!” And holds up his tied hands AND WILL SHOOTS IT AND FREES HIM??? LIKE THAT WAS SO COOL WHY DO WE NEVER TALK ABOUT THAT????? The fact that, number one, Horace knew Will was skilled enough to do it, number two, Horace TRUSTED Will not to shoot his hand, number three, Will understood what Horace wanted him to do, and finally, the fact that WILL WAS ABLE TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE?? Now obviously rangers are very trained and blah blah blah but THATS STILL BADASS????
#rangers apprentice#john flanagan#will treaty#halt o'carrick#ranger's apprentice#horace altman#books#go bad bitch go bad bitch go#that entire book had me panicking btw#the rangers apprentice has taken over my life it’s a problem someone help me#Horace and will’s friendship means so much to me I don’t think you understand#they compliment each other so well???#Horace balances Will out and will balances out Horace#erak starfollower#this is why I need a show or movie that would look so cool
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I'm a combination of light ✨️ and dark 🖤 of love and chaos. I can be sweet but I can flip when the situation calls for it.
#goth#gothic#goth aesthetic#grunge#dark grunge#memes#meme#relatable#dark aesthetic#darkness#rage#chaos#alt#alternative#gothgoth#gothcore#black cats#kitty#kitty cats#dark#beauty in darkness#yin and yang#balance#light and darkness#spooky#spooky aesthetic#spooky bitch#weird bitch#im weird#weirdcore
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Oh clownzy, how I long to be able to depict your insanity accurately,,,,,,,,,,,,,
#i think it's partly bc branzy refuses to be put down to paper unless it's done by his own hand#and partly bc clown's personality is a delicate balance between goofy and actually terrifying...........#put these two bad bitches together and you've got a recipe for writer pain /silly#anyway#demon rambles™#branzycraft#clownpierce#clownzy#yes im in the middle of writing clownzy. yes this is bc im suddenly suffering /j
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TANZ WE GOT LIGHTS
LITERALLY DIRECTLY UNDER THEM????? WHAT THE FUCK??????
AND THIS...
WHAT THE FUCK THATS NOT FAIRRRRRRRR
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Not quite a Carey redesign since I’m attached to my design, but I wanted to try out some other dragon styles for my girly. Also an excuse to be self indulgent :3c
#taz#the adventure zone#taz balance#tazb#carey fangbattle#dragon#furry#< yeah sure i’ll tag those as well since they are tecnhically correct#anw i might actually repurpose the eastern dragon design for one of my OCs.#Listen I know Eastern Dragons are a little outside of the box for dragonborns#since they are very western#but I love those long bitches okay??
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nina salazar-roberts is such a beautiful case study in comphet and I genuinely think her arc deserves so more appreciation
#female main character who does NOT end up with a guy?? whose arc is about defining her worth around her relationships with men and realizing#she is so much more as a person outside of that#who loves and adores her friends and values every one of her friendships with them with the care and intensity of a romantic relationship??#whose self worth isnt tied to being The Best because she just wants to express herself for HER and make art with her friends#because she loves them and sees the beauty in making something with the people you love even if she isnt the star#and finds the balance between caring about her relationships and having an identity outside of them#of course the fandom hates her. yall can't stand any female character who has a personality outside of her love interest#people who call her bland or selfish or whatever annoy me so much. she's a TEENAGE GIRL figuring out who she wants to be jfc#and is just trying her best and cares so fucking much about the people around her#i love her so much and am so glad she exists as a main character#hsmtmts#nini salazar roberts#olivia rodrigo#also i think liv embodies so much of her in her music#all american bitch. scared of my guitar. enough for you#she's just such a relatable depiction of the messy teenage girl experience
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thinking of figure skater zoro teaching hockey player sanji some of the lifts they do in pairs skating.
sanji is not used to the skates for figure skating. zoro ties them for him even if he threatens to kick him in the chest when he does so. zoro is on one knee, his face scrunched up in concentration, and sanji just stares at him. committing the way zoro ties his laces for him to memory. not because he wants to learn how. but because zoro's hands have their own beauty – a quiet strength that is fully realized when on ice.
zoro of course jokes that sanji is lighter and easier to toss than nami. sanji flips him off and threatens to leave. he doesn't. empty threats in an empty rink. because zoro teaches him with a care he didn't think he was capable of. he's seen zoro lift nami in the air like it was nothing. but to experience it himself, a little wobbly, a little unstable. but it's a beautiful view from above.
he wonders if nami tries not to cry too when she's up this high. he wonders if nami also thinks about the large hands that wrap around her waist when zoro catches her. he wonders if that same hand that holds hers as they glide across the ice has always been this warm.
sanji would stand at the side of the rink during a break. zoro barely takes them. sanji needs one every 5 minutes. hockey instincts, you know. there's a penalty every half hour. but zoro doesn't stop. he practices his axels, his jumps, his step sequences. sanji can almost imagine nami skating next to him, completing the routine.
what sanji doesn't admit out loud is that he imagines himself next to zoro instead. he feels the burn linger from zoro's fingers on his waist. the cool wind on his face, the shaved ice from their skates sticking to his hair, the smile on zoro's face when they've perfected a combo.
what sanji doesn't know is that zoro imagines it too.
#niki's fics: checks and balances#HAHAHAHAHAHA GOOD MORNING I GO TO CHURCH NOW :>#one piece#i know its impractical to teach a newbie lifts and tosses but sanji is stubborn and zoro is a bitch#sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan
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It's time!!
Sharing my contribution to the Umbral Wings Tarot Deck with my art for the Knight of Water!
The campaign's in the final stretch and the deck is fully funded! 🎉🎉🎉 If you wanted to get your hands on some truly phenomenal artwork, I highly suggest checking it out! 👀
Here's the link once more in case you missed it: 👉 [Link]
Going to dip a little bit into the designmaking process itself under the cut!
The Knight of Water is thematically about sensitivity. Charm, romance imagination-as a person, it's about a 'knight in shining armor' type character who may help others with the matters of the heart.
I also wanted to note that another cool thing about this deck is that the artists were designated their suit depending on their art and rendering style! The Air suit focuses on more atmospheric type art, Fire is character symbolism driven, in the Earth suit you'll se a lot of traditional-style rendering, and in the Water suit you'll see a lot more anime-inspired art styles!
With these factors in mind, I wanted a composition that would pay homage to the classic anime bishoujo genre--sailor moon and utena played heavily into the design and composition--something with lots of sparkles, atmospheric framing, a pretty waterfall to tie in the elemental theme, and lots and lots (and LOTS) of roses. (Fun fact! If you look at each rose, they have a heart in the centre! Each one was carefully and painstakingly hand drawn!). The pose that was chosen for this card was also a direct homage to the classic Sailor Moon style transformation sequences (and also swan mating dances with the wings), with the element of a 'bleeding heart' visual cue so to speak with the red roses and petals to the chest haha--it was fun going through different pose ideas before settling on this one! Roses and thorns go hand in hand, so thorny vines were also added at the bottom so that they become more evident when the card is inverted! (The inverted card speaks of emotional upset, depression, hypersensitivity, and lashing out)
For the dragon design itself, I took the 'prince on a white horse' and 'knight in shining armor' aspect and meshed them with leafy and weedy sea dragons and betta fish from real life to make a unicorn-like design--a creature that is traditionally associated with sensitivity and emotions--with a classic anime magical girl spin. I wanted the design to look ethereal and noble, and still clearly a dragon instead of a horse! (It was trickier than one might think!)
That's all the notes I have at the moment! Overall this was an Incredibly fun project to think through, I know I've been absolutely vibrating off the walls to share this haha! Everyone else has also brought their A game to each card in this deck, be sure to check them out through the KS link when you can, I can assure you that each and every card is just as lovingly rendered as this one!
#gentle Screaming#let's Goooooooooooooooo#it's here!!!!#also shoutout to my partners and also my good friends Spades and Tea and Minataur and Starflung#for listening to me pace the room muttering ideas and concepts like a madman#and helping me figure out things like color balancing and wing posing and composition!#Shoutout to the Entire Card Collab Server as well for also letting me do the same thing asldfksdjf yalls are the GOAT#And for letting me bitch and moan over drawing and rendeing every single rose I have no idea how yalls didn't stage an intervention SDKFJSD#I really love how this piece came out though!!! I'm proud of it!!! I don't say this aloud as often but I should dammit!!!#Truly an honor getting to participate and work with SO many cool and skilled artists--you all really pushed me to bring my A game!#it was really cool!#Okay done rambling in the tags for now but oooooooooo you want to spend money on this deck so bad ooooooooooo#I think it would be really cool and sexy if we made it all the way over to getting the tarot mat. imho.#aseukiart#umbral wings#dragon#tarot#Again. This dragon is dedicated to all the sword lesbians out there 💖 (despite being in the water/cups suit. let me have this askdjf)
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