#bad bad bad bad move period.
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#this is real i was there#i was one of the mccartney sheeps on the farm watching paul have a mental breakdown#on a serious note i really feel bad for paul for what he went through during all that time period#john making a diss track (with the help of george fucking harrison) didn't help the situation at all 😭😭#them motherfuckers 💀#that was such a dick move#how do you sleep#too many people#the beatles#paul mccartney#john lennon#mclennon#george harrison#ringo starr#beatles#memes#diss tracks#1970s#silly love songs
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I’m currently hyperfixated rereading Ftfo and can barely do any drawing but I’m trying!!! ‘^’ Designs are easier to draw for some reason so might see only those for a bit T-T
anyways have my version of Lord Lunar’s Gemini! They get fun new outfits!!!
#my artwork#fnaf#tsams#tsams au#tsams Lord lunar au#tsams castor#tsams pollux#tsams gemini#laes castor#laes pollux#laes gemini#the lunar and earth show#tlaes au#tlaes#little rant incoming#feel free to ignore#bro I’m recognizing the difference between a fun interest and a hyperfication and it’s not fun#I really wanna finish rereading ftfo but i keep having to force myself to be like ‘Take a break#go draw and such’ ect#because I’m just not moving for such long periods of time and I physically have to force my brain to stop skipping lines because I genuinely#can’t focus#and#if I stop for too long I’m so worried I’ll lose interest#want to finish ftfo but hyperfication is so bad#T-T#anyways#drink some fucking water#y’all#(don’t worry to much about me btw I’m doing okay and still taking care of myself just a lil frustrated)#(oh and ftfo is an undertale fanfic btw For the Forgotten Ones by I’m_Sorry_Buddy on Ao3 it’s freaking awesome)
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taivan post-crash doodle crumbs ❤️🔥 like i haven’t been absent for over two months🤭
#yellowjackets#taissa turner#van palmer#taivan#yellowjackets fanart#harun art#i’m gonna do a proper text post when i’m not so tired#i moved from my apartment to my relatives place#i actually have a new place but they are renovating it and conveniently chose to tell me later#when i already told my landlord i was moving out of the apartment and scheduled a date to return the keys 😭#atleast i don’t have to pay the rent for the period that im not physically living there#anyway! it’s not too bad my relative has kids so i’m helping out when i can#i just don’t really have time to draw … story of my life 🩵🩵🩵
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hehe~~ i am soooooo sleepy and tired right now :3 i’m all cuddled up in all my blankets🥰 so warm and comfy hehe…..oh and also my past is haunting me😐
#girl help i tried to go to sleep but remembered the Anger™️#experienced a Situation recently that i have been very bravely and sexily ignoring#and - literally WHO would have known - ignoring it is not making it better lol#so now i lay down all comfy to sleep and my brain is just like: the thing😦#and then i gotta stay AWAKE😒 so i can distract myself from the thing#until im tired enough to sleep BEFORE my brain remembers the thing#smh#it sucks#also im good mostly!#it’s just hitting me worse rn because my period always puts my emotions out of whack😪#but im getting proper sleep and everything#and hope to take action to lessen the impact of the thing soon it just takes time ya know#like sometimes things ARE going to hurt you and bother you for a while#and that’s just how it is#but life will move on eventually and good things will come to steal some of the space those bad things take up#just gotta be patient😪#sorry for my nonsense rambles again#i just found it really funny#because tonight i really was legitimately more annoyed by the disruption to my sleep than i was about the life changing situation lol#sleep is my number one priority at any given moment fr#to be fair though i WAS so comfy and tired from cramps and really looking forward to sleep#so i think i was justified😤😤
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Hi hello i am back from visiting my grandma but that took everything out of me and i am not doing too well so i might still be gone a bit
Ill try to post a few pics of some simple drawings i did there
Luv u guys
#look guys 6 days with my mom reminded me of why i really needed to move out#i love her but she makes me feel bad too much#anyways i think i need a recouperation period after this vacation#my gran was sweet as ever though#my mom is just a very negative person#okay ranting over
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we as a society don't adequately address how physically, emotionally, and mentally hard the menstrual cycle is on a woman's body and we really should be talking about this
#for all the ladies#menstruation#menstrual cycle#periods#period talk#not fandom#it's always oh you'll be fine in a few days#never how can i help? what do you need?#we brush it off bc “it just happens”#when we really need to be addressing how bad it can get#and also how if it's so bad you can't fucking move THAT IS NOT NORMAL AND YOU SHOULD SEE A HEALTH PROFESSIONAL#speaking as someone who only got diagnosed with pcos after years of hell periods#we need to talk about this
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oh i feel really sad. oh no.
#barry.txt#i cant believe im moving out of my apartment the same week that fun community theater thing i was doing ended#AND the same week that i get my period. Hormones are evil enough and i have real reasons to feel bad??? bullshit#i should log off tumblr its making me feel worse but like. ugh#theres nothing on youtube and everything i own is packed up in bags
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i have absolutely NO patience for anyone being shitty or judgmental or othering about addicts, not just because of my ethical principles and baseline compassion for other human beings, but because i have personal experience with how inseparable substance abuse is from mental illness and other kinds of inescapable suffering. i got high on cannabis and benzos all day long, 6 days a week for two years because i had severe treatment-resistant depression (aka i had tried EVERY legal treatment available without improvement). when i found a medication that made it go away almost entirely, i dropped down to maybe 3 times a month purely for fun and after my day's responsibilities are done, within days of starting to feel better. and now i feel like shit again and i've been getting high several times a week as literal self-medication. because, you know, i'm in horrible pain and it would be cruel and inhuman for someone to tell me i had to ignore the one tool i had access to that would reduce my suffering, just so i wouldn't be an ~addict~, which is of course the worse most disgusting worthless thing a person can be.
i know that there are many addictions that are more physically damaging and that people continue to crave physiologically even when they start recovering from the mental or physical pain that drove them to drugs in the first place. i am very, very fortunate that due to my life circumstances i have no access to meth or heroin or more dangerous stuff like that. but it is sure as hell a lot less difficult to resist even those cravings when the pain that they were used to alleviate is drastically reduced!!!
anyway this is all just me restating the rat town study that proved almost all drug addiction is caused by capitalism and/or trauma, and weakening capitalism and building rewarding caring societies eliminates substance abuse almost entirely. why the fuck would you scream at and shame people experiencing unspeakably terrible pain rather than the forces and people who caused/failed to treat that pain?
#substance abuse#drugs#btw im also saying this as someone who is having my actual medication stolen on an ongoing basis by someone employed in my house#who i have an enormous amount of power and social capital over and who lives a much harder and more stressful life than me#when it happens i call in a new rx and find a better hiding place for the stealable stuff and move on with my life#(im not saying this is the Right thing to do btw. obviously a LOT of people can't just get a replacement supply a few days later#or the financial burden or replacing them is higher#and they would be 100% justified in confronting and firing the person who is doing serious harm to them and demanding financial recompense)#im not saying this to prove im a Good Person im saying it to show that i genuinely believe the shit im saying in this post#i do not judge addicts who aren't trying to stop using#if it was someone who was seriously hurting me because of it i would definitely get angry and hurt and maybe cut them out of my life#but anyone else? including internet strangers and the hypothetical masses of Bad Junkies?#there's no ethical excuse for judging them and treating them like shit. period.#frankly if you even have deep strong negative feelings about them (besides like...sadness) i'm deeply suspicious of you
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Idk about you guys but these little fuckers have been invading my head for like AGES BRO-
HELP ME I NEED TO SPRAY THEM WITH PESTICIDE- 😭😭/aff
#ANTONBLAST#I did this in a classroom that was NOT my own 👁️👁️#They moved my first period to another class today- It was WEIRD#Anyways- OH YEAH I did the state test!#wasn’t bad! I jumped with joy when I finished and went to the bathroom (legit leaped I was so happy it was over)#Anyways yeah. Thinking about these lil guys 24/7 Someone needs to get them OUT MY BRAIN 💀🙏🙏#Anton#Dynamite Anton#Annie#Dynamite Annie
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has anybody ever thought about an MIA/KIA moment to a coming home scene …
#I was thinking Bakugo but then I was thinking actually deku#they have no idea where he is or what happened to his tracker .. it just went *poof* right in the middle of something bad#I’m thinking maybe he got stuck in rubble and the satellite cut out#or captured by villains who did something to it#and there’s a period of waiting but they just call you and tell you the body won’t be recovered#no injury no hospitals no warning … no sorry#and you have to go about your life like nothing happened#you have to visit dekus mom and mourn him together . and there’s a memorial but no body so what can you do?#the announcement wasn’t even a death announcement it was a KIA thank you for his service#and Bakugo is definitely in denial about it when you approach him with it#everyone sort of is#and I wanna say it’s months before he comes home#but you just think he’s dead#and quietly try to move on with life as if your home isn’t .. wasn’t HIS home too. all his clothes and his stuff#you aren’t able to touch or move any of it#BUT THEN! there’s a knock on your door (bc ofc there has to be a knocking moment)#and I want to say you don’t recognize him? but of course you do#so you’re like. deku has a BROTHER?#and he’s all f*cked up looking - emancipated and dirty and maybe something worse#but he’s acting like nothing happened smiling at you saying your name#and you just burst into sobs right there in the doorway when it occurs to you he came home. he came home.#and you’re the first person to know#even before he went to the hospital!!!#I cry#shii posts#gen
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Finally watching the episode. Not sure how much I'll liveblog because I'm also cleaning my house since my (absolutely wonderful and I'm so grateful he was able to do this for me) 17 year old nephew was housesitting for me all week while I was gone.
#personal#honestly it's not that bad#i just walked in here last night and could smell that we have pets#so i went into one of those panic modes where i was like#does my house smell like this ALL the time#but we keep stuff pretty clean around their litter boxes#so i'm hoping the answer is not as bad as it was last night at least#honestly it's also just a combo of this carpet being 10 years old#and the dogs that lived here before we moved in#like i can still smell pets in this carpet#which is why i wanted to rip it out before we moved any furniture in last year#but oh well#i think i finally have my partner convinced that it needs to happen though#also my period managed to not start while we were traveling yesterday#but i feel like i'm dying today as a result so that's contributing to my mood i'm sure
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#meg talks#tmi gross medical stuff ig#oh but also#emeto warning#menstruation warning#tried to put on my hip brace and the compression or the way i moved made me spasm so bad i puked#i can’t keep fucking doing this man im nearly out of leave time#and im so physically exhausted it’s a struggle to stay awake even after like 10 hours of sleep#and my period has been going for like a fucking month straight#what is going ON#‘’you have long covid’’ ‘’you need to see a gyno’’ ‘’you need steroid shots’’ ‘’you need physical therapy’’ ‘’you need a wfh job’’#‘’you need a ground floor apartment’’ ‘’you need to eat better’’ ‘’you need new meds’’#‘’you need to take more regular vacations to rest’’ ‘’you need to stress less’’#well where the FUCK do i get the money for any of these things#like what am i supposed to do abt any of these problems without money. or a college degree ig but that comes back to money#i just want a wfh job where i can be part of a union… or even union staff… i don’t want to give up the fight…#sigh.
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Listen, if you ever find a little voice in your head debating whether or not to rid yourself of any Beatles memorabilia, ignore it, that's the devil talking.
#ask me how I know#the beatles#i regrettably got rid of a really nice book called the beatles diary and fr idk why i got rid of it#i went through a period where i stopped listening to the beatles as a teenager#not because i thought they were bad or cringe but because i had moved onto other bands and interests at the time#paul mccartney#john lennon#ringo starr#george harrison#beatles
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i think im gonna miss our dogs forever and ever
#like. it's even sadder I think than if they had passed away#and one of them. manny. was very old. and a very good boy. loved and guarded my mom so hard#and the fact that I don't even know if he's still alive is heartbreaking#and charlie was my bestest friend like every day when I woke up and came out of my room he would jump up and run around me#and we called him 'dr charlie' because whenever one of us was sad or not feeling well he would fix it#and lucy was so young and we had her for such a short period of time and she was such a sweetheart#and her ears felt like velvet#i just miss them all so much#but we had to put them up for adoption when we moved#like. if only we couldve gifted them to friends or something#so then we'd still be able to visit#and i feel like i didnt give them a proper goodbye#like they were here and then suddenly they werent.#and i miss them so bad all the time#anyway. sorry for the vent i just loved them a lot
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LIKE!!!!!! BEING TRANSGENDER BEING QUEER IN ANY WAY ISN'T HARMFUL BEHAVIOR!!!!!!! IT'S LITERALLY NOT EVEN A BEHAVIOR!!!!! IT'S JUST A THING THAT YOU ARE!!!!!! And SOMETIMES. You act accordingly! You may change your name and pronouns! You may seek HRT! You may look into surgery! You may only do a few of those things or any combination of those things (or maybe even none?!), whichever works for you and your sense of self-actualization. BUT. Doing ANY of those things. Is NOT HARMFUL BEHAVIOR!!!!!!!!!!! And in the sexuality department! If you have "same sex attraction" as they like to call it. Also not even a behavior. It's just a thing you Feel. But of course you gotta moralize Feelings, too. Forget about it!!!!! And if you Act on it. That's still not harmful. Who are you harming? Giving a little kissie to your same gendered homie???? Or getting handsy????? But on God. Do not get me started. My MAIN POINT. Is that there is literally no harm. There is nothing to correct here. There is nothing to fix here. Except for the hatred in your heart!!!!!! Your fear of the unknown!!!!!!!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME ONGOING EVERLASTING TRAUMA OVER THIS THIS IS FUCKING STUPID‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#SAME LOGIC CAM BE APLLIED TO AUTISM. AUTISM ITSELF IS NOT A BEHAVIOR.#but bestie i know i do not have the fucking words or capacity to get into it. i'm so sorry#i feel like. there's such a difference. for me personally. and i think it's entirely rooted in the time periods#i experienced each trauma/how long it's lived in me. like yeah homophobia/transphobia sucks ass#and can really fuck w me esp on a bad day. but most times i can move through it and articulate it#bc i was like. 15. i probably knew around 13. but i do feel like the brunt of it started at 15#the autism. i. internalized that i was a bad kid as soon as i was in kindergarten.#i internalized that i was a freak in 3rd grade.#i've had to work through SO much internaized ableism. as a previously high masking autistic individual.#my entire life i've felt like i've had to correct myself. and when the queerness became apparent#everyone made it their fucking job to correct me too.#THE APP. CRASHED. MID RANT. the power... of my rage.....#but like i was GONNA add. another key difference actually is i literally never understood Why#queerness in any form was 'bad' or sinful. like. straight up just never fucking got it.#like... why is it uniquely sinister.... for me (presumably something of a girl as it was understood at the time) to also like girls...#idk i just never fucking understood why it was such a fuckinh problem. why i 'should' have felt bad for it.#literally... who gives a shit....... and also??? women are people? just like guys? and what if i like her. what then.#idk arbitrary rules and autism don't really mix.#i have no greater point btw. it was probably Something about how
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Owwwww, wtf is this TIMING body? We have minor surgery tomorrow and NOW is the time you decide to do the bleeding and pain?
I forced myself to eat some ham and pita crackers and a little cheese earlier so at least I don't have to try and do food for a while.
#i am a heap#i cannot move#hurts too bad#like it always does the first 2-3 days of my period#and i have to get up extra early tomorrow#its gonna suck#but ouchie thing on my arm will be gone!#me#my life
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